1 00:00:06,339 --> 00:00:08,299 -[dramatic music playing] -[Taylor] Oh, my God. 2 00:00:08,383 --> 00:00:10,218 I love JP, 3 00:00:10,301 --> 00:00:12,262 and I've never seen him before. 4 00:00:12,345 --> 00:00:15,765 I don't have any fear of walking out and him being like, "Oh, you're not cute." 5 00:00:15,849 --> 00:00:17,183 Whoa! 6 00:00:17,267 --> 00:00:19,185 Like, I don't feel like that with him, you know. 7 00:00:19,269 --> 00:00:22,939 I think because he fell in love with who I am… here 8 00:00:23,023 --> 00:00:24,566 before ever seeing me. 9 00:00:25,233 --> 00:00:26,067 So… 10 00:00:26,776 --> 00:00:27,861 [exhales] 11 00:00:29,446 --> 00:00:31,823 I fell in love and found my future wife. 12 00:00:32,949 --> 00:00:36,286 I try not to think about what she looks like, 'cause I don't wanna have 13 00:00:36,369 --> 00:00:39,372 a certain image in my head, and she be something different. 14 00:00:43,168 --> 00:00:45,336 I know she's gonna be the most beautiful girl, 15 00:00:45,420 --> 00:00:48,381 because I like her for what's on the inside. 16 00:00:48,465 --> 00:00:51,092 [dramatic music playing] 17 00:00:55,889 --> 00:00:57,432 [Taylor] Oh, my God. 18 00:00:57,515 --> 00:00:59,059 [gasps] Sugar butt! 19 00:00:59,142 --> 00:01:00,977 -[laughs] -What's up? 20 00:01:01,061 --> 00:01:02,812 Oh, my goodness. 21 00:01:02,896 --> 00:01:05,607 -Hi. [laughs] -How you doing? 22 00:01:05,690 --> 00:01:06,941 [Taylor] Oh, thank God. 23 00:01:08,401 --> 00:01:09,652 You're really pretty. 24 00:01:12,781 --> 00:01:14,074 -[gasps] Hi. -Hi. 25 00:01:14,157 --> 00:01:15,658 [laughing] 26 00:01:15,742 --> 00:01:16,910 [Taylor] Oh, my God. 27 00:01:17,535 --> 00:01:18,536 Hi. 28 00:01:18,620 --> 00:01:19,829 Oh, my God. 29 00:01:21,289 --> 00:01:22,916 Gosh, I feel like I can breathe. 30 00:01:26,878 --> 00:01:29,631 -Will you marry me? -Yes. [laughs] 31 00:01:30,590 --> 00:01:31,424 Oh, my God. 32 00:01:31,508 --> 00:01:35,178 -[pop music playing] - ♪ Ooh! All I want is you… ♪ 33 00:01:35,261 --> 00:01:36,179 [gasps] 34 00:01:37,263 --> 00:01:40,642 Mm. Oh, my God, I'm literally freaking out right now. 35 00:01:40,725 --> 00:01:42,894 [JP laughing] 36 00:01:42,977 --> 00:01:45,730 ♪ You-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 37 00:01:45,814 --> 00:01:47,732 ♪ All I want is you ♪ 38 00:01:47,816 --> 00:01:49,192 -How are you feeling? -I'm excited. 39 00:01:49,275 --> 00:01:50,568 -[Taylor] You wanna sit? -Yeah. 40 00:01:50,652 --> 00:01:52,362 [Taylor] My heart is, like… 41 00:01:53,321 --> 00:01:55,365 still pounding out of my chest. 42 00:01:55,448 --> 00:01:56,991 [both laughing] 43 00:01:57,075 --> 00:01:58,743 Feel it. Feel my heart. 44 00:01:59,619 --> 00:02:00,537 -Can you feel it? -Yeah. 45 00:02:00,620 --> 00:02:02,914 -This is so exciting. -I know. We made it. 46 00:02:02,997 --> 00:02:05,542 I know. We did it. My sugar butt. 47 00:02:05,625 --> 00:02:08,169 -My sugar. -[laughs] 48 00:02:08,253 --> 00:02:11,464 [JP] Just seeing her smile and seeing her look at me, like, 49 00:02:11,548 --> 00:02:13,216 luckiest man in the world. 50 00:02:13,299 --> 00:02:15,552 -[Taylor laughing] -Am I sweating? 51 00:02:15,635 --> 00:02:17,387 A little bit. So am I. 52 00:02:18,012 --> 00:02:19,889 Did you think I was gonna look like this? 53 00:02:19,973 --> 00:02:22,058 -What did you think? -I tried not to picture you. 54 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:24,394 -We didn't tell each other anything. -I know. It's good. 55 00:02:24,477 --> 00:02:27,021 -Was like, "My eyelash is gonna fall off." -[laughing] 56 00:02:27,105 --> 00:02:30,608 -These are fake, by the way. [laughs] -Oh, they're not that long in real life? 57 00:02:30,692 --> 00:02:32,443 -You can't tell? -You can tell. 58 00:02:32,527 --> 00:02:35,488 And I started thinking, like, "Oh, what if he doesn't like the way I look?" 59 00:02:35,989 --> 00:02:38,032 -I like the way you look. -Do you feel in love? 60 00:02:38,116 --> 00:02:41,536 -In love. -[laughing] 61 00:02:42,787 --> 00:02:43,705 That's insane. 62 00:02:44,414 --> 00:02:46,332 -My sugar butt. -My sugar. 63 00:02:46,416 --> 00:02:50,336 It feels weird, like, putting your voice with your face now. 64 00:02:50,420 --> 00:02:51,337 -Why? -I don't know. 65 00:02:51,421 --> 00:02:54,591 [laughs] It's just, like, weird. I thought I would never see you. 66 00:02:54,674 --> 00:02:56,926 -You thought it was never gonna happen? -Yeah. I just… 67 00:02:57,010 --> 00:02:58,344 I don't know. 68 00:02:59,929 --> 00:03:02,724 And now here we are. You're so sweet. [chuckles] 69 00:03:02,807 --> 00:03:04,809 -I try. -The rest of our lives still. 70 00:03:04,893 --> 00:03:06,102 [both laugh] 71 00:03:07,896 --> 00:03:10,732 [Taylor] I love the ring. It's so pretty. 72 00:03:10,815 --> 00:03:13,067 -You did a good job. -[both laugh] 73 00:03:13,151 --> 00:03:14,819 [Taylor] You did a really good job. 74 00:03:15,361 --> 00:03:16,654 And I like your face. 75 00:03:16,738 --> 00:03:19,782 -Thanks. I like your face. -[laughs] 76 00:03:25,205 --> 00:03:26,414 I don't even know what to say. 77 00:03:26,497 --> 00:03:28,833 I'm gonna run out of things to say, and I don't like that. 78 00:03:30,210 --> 00:03:31,377 I don't like that. 79 00:03:32,462 --> 00:03:33,838 Well, now we have plenty of time. 80 00:03:33,922 --> 00:03:35,924 [Taylor] There was some silence with JP in the pods, 81 00:03:36,007 --> 00:03:40,929 and so I was kind of, I guess, expecting it out there, you know. 82 00:03:41,012 --> 00:03:43,097 But a little bit awkward. 83 00:03:43,181 --> 00:03:47,185 Well, I'm frigging excited to spend the rest of our lives together. 84 00:03:47,852 --> 00:03:48,728 Think we got this? 85 00:03:48,811 --> 00:03:50,897 -We got this. -We got this. [laughs] 86 00:03:51,606 --> 00:03:54,275 -I think so too. Friggin' pumped. -Me too. 87 00:03:54,359 --> 00:03:56,611 To do it with you. Well, I love you. 88 00:03:56,694 --> 00:03:58,363 -I love you too. -That feels weird. 89 00:03:58,446 --> 00:03:59,697 -What? -To say in person. 90 00:03:59,781 --> 00:04:01,699 -Why? -[laughs] 91 00:04:01,783 --> 00:04:04,035 'Cause we've been saying it through a friggin' wall. 92 00:04:04,118 --> 00:04:04,953 That's true. 93 00:04:05,662 --> 00:04:08,665 -You still feel love? Feel love? -I love you. I love you. I love you. 94 00:04:08,748 --> 00:04:11,501 [Taylor] In the real world, I probably wouldn't have gone after him. 95 00:04:11,584 --> 00:04:13,836 He has a gap. I'm not gonna because of his teeth. 96 00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:17,924 Like, that's so stupid to not be with someone because of their teeth, you know. 97 00:04:18,007 --> 00:04:19,467 [laughing] 98 00:04:19,550 --> 00:04:21,219 [Taylor] Looks don't matter to me anymore. 99 00:04:22,136 --> 00:04:24,305 It's really weird to say that. [laughs] 100 00:04:24,389 --> 00:04:29,310 But, yeah. This, like, changed my whole outlook on love, 101 00:04:30,061 --> 00:04:31,896 life, everything. [chuckles] 102 00:04:32,480 --> 00:04:35,358 You can't judge someone because of what they look like, you know. 103 00:04:36,025 --> 00:04:38,778 You're sweet to me. I haven't found that. 104 00:04:38,861 --> 00:04:40,947 You better not stop being sweet to me though. 105 00:04:41,030 --> 00:04:42,865 -Never. -[chuckles] 106 00:04:43,992 --> 00:04:46,202 I'll never stop being sweet to you either. 107 00:04:46,286 --> 00:04:47,287 Oh, my gosh. 108 00:04:48,997 --> 00:04:51,666 I fell in love with JP based off his heart. 109 00:04:51,749 --> 00:04:55,336 Like, it's one of the best things I've ever done in my whole, entire life. 110 00:04:55,420 --> 00:04:57,505 -[pop music playing] -♪ This is love… ♪ 111 00:04:57,588 --> 00:05:00,216 Holy crap. [grunts] 112 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:02,844 Hell yeah, love's blind. [laughs] 113 00:05:02,927 --> 00:05:03,761 Yeah. 114 00:05:03,845 --> 00:05:06,347 I'm proof of it. [laughs] 115 00:05:06,431 --> 00:05:08,975 -♪ All I think about is you ♪ -♪ Think about is you ♪ 116 00:05:09,058 --> 00:05:12,687 ♪ Yeah, yeah, all I think about is you… ♪ 117 00:05:12,770 --> 00:05:14,689 -I love you. -I love you too. 118 00:05:14,772 --> 00:05:17,066 ♪ All I think about is you… ♪ 119 00:05:17,150 --> 00:05:19,152 [Taylor laughs] 120 00:05:25,116 --> 00:05:26,242 [dance music playing] 121 00:05:26,326 --> 00:05:28,619 [women chattering, laughing] 122 00:05:30,079 --> 00:05:31,456 [Lydia] I'm gonna get some coffee. 123 00:05:31,539 --> 00:05:33,916 I've never gone this long without my Starbucks. 124 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:35,877 I bet you're losing it. I get that. 125 00:05:35,960 --> 00:05:37,712 -I'm missing it. -[Shondra] I understand. 126 00:05:37,795 --> 00:05:39,881 And, you know, this is really, really hard. 127 00:05:39,964 --> 00:05:40,882 Girl, bye. 128 00:05:40,965 --> 00:05:42,300 [laughing] 129 00:05:42,383 --> 00:05:44,969 -Do you say "salmon" or "salmon"? -[woman] Salmon. 130 00:05:45,553 --> 00:05:46,888 [Maris] "Salmon" or "salmon"? 131 00:05:46,971 --> 00:05:49,640 -Salmon. That's how it's pronounced. -Who says "salmon"? 132 00:05:49,724 --> 00:05:51,434 [whispering] Izzy is, like, at my top. 133 00:05:51,517 --> 00:05:53,186 -He's your top? -Mm-hmm. 134 00:05:53,269 --> 00:05:55,688 -Yeah. [laughing] -Oh! [squeals] 135 00:05:56,272 --> 00:05:58,107 [Stacy] Johnie's really territorial about it. 136 00:05:58,191 --> 00:06:01,486 And I didn't even know that's who Johnie's person was. 137 00:06:02,028 --> 00:06:04,989 He's been her top since pretty much, like, day one. 138 00:06:05,073 --> 00:06:07,533 [Stacy] Please don't say anything to anyone or even hint at it. 139 00:06:07,617 --> 00:06:10,078 -[Miriam] I wouldn't. -I want it to stay this way. 140 00:06:10,161 --> 00:06:12,121 I feel like it makes it easier to bond with someone 141 00:06:12,205 --> 00:06:13,706 when you don't have people in your ear. 142 00:06:13,790 --> 00:06:15,333 I agree. I agree 100%. 143 00:06:15,416 --> 00:06:18,378 -I wrote a really bad poem. Wanna read it? -[laughs] 144 00:06:18,461 --> 00:06:19,796 Izzy, oh, Izzy 145 00:06:20,421 --> 00:06:24,050 The words you say Sometimes put me in a tizzy 146 00:06:25,927 --> 00:06:29,472 So much so I need a cocktail Filled with something fizzy 147 00:06:29,555 --> 00:06:30,473 Oh. 148 00:06:30,556 --> 00:06:33,559 I'd rather stay in a pod with you Than go take a wizzy 149 00:06:33,643 --> 00:06:36,062 -Oh! -[both laughing] 150 00:06:41,234 --> 00:06:44,028 You're freaking hilarious. I love it. 151 00:06:44,112 --> 00:06:46,447 Even though you're busy You still make me dizzy 152 00:06:46,531 --> 00:06:48,783 I could be your Izzy mizzy 153 00:06:48,866 --> 00:06:52,703 -Oh, Izzy -[laughing] 154 00:06:52,787 --> 00:06:55,456 This is fucking art. [laughs] 155 00:06:56,916 --> 00:06:58,459 Fuck, bro. [sighs] 156 00:06:58,543 --> 00:07:00,211 I'm fucking… [laughs] 157 00:07:01,963 --> 00:07:04,424 Just gotta, like, take the stress off. 158 00:07:04,507 --> 00:07:06,300 -[Connor] Does that help? -[Izzy] No. 159 00:07:07,009 --> 00:07:09,303 Like, I had fallen for Johnie immediately. 160 00:07:09,387 --> 00:07:11,806 And then, like, Stacy just came out of nowhere. 161 00:07:12,682 --> 00:07:14,684 And it's just getting more intense with her too. 162 00:07:14,767 --> 00:07:17,019 -[Connor] You ready? -[Izzy] I'm nervous. 163 00:07:17,603 --> 00:07:19,814 [Connor] Hoping the first one is number one or number two? 164 00:07:19,897 --> 00:07:22,525 -Two, so I have clarity for number one. -[Connor] Yeah. 165 00:07:22,608 --> 00:07:25,069 Just going around in circles in my own head. 166 00:07:25,903 --> 00:07:27,697 [Stacy] How are you feeling? 167 00:07:27,780 --> 00:07:29,323 [Izzy laughs] I don't know. I'm like… 168 00:07:29,407 --> 00:07:32,869 I'm honestly, all I know is this is getting hard. 169 00:07:34,537 --> 00:07:35,997 [Stacy] Mm-hmm. 170 00:07:36,080 --> 00:07:39,083 -I know that's a very vague answer. -[Stacy] It sure is. 171 00:07:39,834 --> 00:07:40,751 [Izzy] Um… 172 00:07:46,215 --> 00:07:50,261 Are you starting to picture a future with me? 173 00:07:50,344 --> 00:07:52,847 It's a build. Like, it's a build of trust, 174 00:07:52,930 --> 00:07:56,809 and me getting to know you first to trust what you're saying 175 00:07:56,893 --> 00:07:59,645 and to trust myself to open up and tell you things. 176 00:07:59,729 --> 00:08:01,814 -[Izzy] Mm-hmm. -Like, I'm at that point now. 177 00:08:02,565 --> 00:08:07,195 I haven't connected like this with someone in I can't even tell you how long. 178 00:08:07,278 --> 00:08:08,863 That's why it scares me. 179 00:08:08,946 --> 00:08:12,783 It kind of feels like-- I wrote this down. This is how I described it. 180 00:08:13,534 --> 00:08:15,203 "You make me feel like my lungs 181 00:08:15,286 --> 00:08:17,622 and my heart are fighting against each other." 182 00:08:17,705 --> 00:08:20,291 "Like my breath can't keep up with my heart rate 183 00:08:20,374 --> 00:08:23,169 anytime I'm around you or even just thinking about you." 184 00:08:24,128 --> 00:08:29,133 Like, it's just like my heart's pounding but not in a bad way. 185 00:08:30,259 --> 00:08:32,261 Yeah. That's how I feel right now. 186 00:08:41,354 --> 00:08:42,563 Holy fuck. 187 00:08:43,940 --> 00:08:46,067 [Stacy] Take physical stuff outside of it, 188 00:08:46,150 --> 00:08:48,569 uh, what's your biggest insecurity? 189 00:08:50,821 --> 00:08:52,907 [Izzy] Someone to… 190 00:08:54,408 --> 00:08:56,035 not love me the way I love them. 191 00:08:56,118 --> 00:08:58,496 [Stacy] Mm. 192 00:08:58,579 --> 00:09:02,166 [Izzy] When I'm in a relationship, I don't give up. 193 00:09:03,543 --> 00:09:06,170 'Cause I'm really afraid for people to give up on me. 194 00:09:06,254 --> 00:09:07,088 How about you? 195 00:09:08,422 --> 00:09:09,840 Abandonment. 196 00:09:10,758 --> 00:09:12,718 -So, like, the same thing. -[Stacy] Yeah. 197 00:09:12,802 --> 00:09:14,637 It's, like, that constant, like… 198 00:09:15,221 --> 00:09:17,932 "they just took the rug out from under me" fear. 199 00:09:18,015 --> 00:09:18,849 [Izzy] Yeah. 200 00:09:18,933 --> 00:09:20,685 And as brave as you can be, 201 00:09:20,768 --> 00:09:23,729 it's always there, and it's just kind of, like, this experience. 202 00:09:23,813 --> 00:09:25,398 That's why I'm, like… 203 00:09:28,609 --> 00:09:30,278 [voice breaks] …losing it a little bit. 204 00:09:33,781 --> 00:09:35,199 [Izzy] I completely understand. 205 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:36,617 [Stacy] I know, it's just like… 206 00:09:36,701 --> 00:09:39,579 It's just, like, the willingness to go through it. 207 00:09:39,662 --> 00:09:41,122 You feel kind of crazy. 208 00:09:41,706 --> 00:09:46,168 I think the willingness to be like, "Yeah, that's a solid chance." 209 00:09:48,713 --> 00:09:49,547 You okay? 210 00:09:50,798 --> 00:09:51,632 Yeah. 211 00:09:52,216 --> 00:09:53,175 Take a breather. 212 00:09:54,343 --> 00:09:57,763 I don't want you to have doubts about me or, like, what I have to offer, 213 00:09:57,847 --> 00:09:59,724 and I know I have a lot. 214 00:09:59,807 --> 00:10:00,975 [laughs] 215 00:10:01,058 --> 00:10:04,103 -[pop music playing] -♪ Baby, I got you ♪ 216 00:10:04,186 --> 00:10:07,064 ♪ Do you still worry now? ♪ 217 00:10:07,148 --> 00:10:09,150 ♪ Baby, I got you ♪ 218 00:10:10,151 --> 00:10:12,278 -[Uche] So we meet again. -[Aaliyah laughs] 219 00:10:13,446 --> 00:10:16,240 -Oh! Uche, you have me in my feelings. -So we meet again. 220 00:10:16,324 --> 00:10:19,452 [Aaliyah] I knew when I finally met the right man, 221 00:10:19,535 --> 00:10:20,953 I was gonna know. 222 00:10:21,037 --> 00:10:25,833 I was gonna know, and I was gonna feel at peace about marrying that person. 223 00:10:25,916 --> 00:10:29,211 I've always said I don't want a perfect marriage. 224 00:10:29,295 --> 00:10:30,463 There's no such thing. 225 00:10:30,546 --> 00:10:34,050 I just want to know that I'm free to be me. 226 00:10:34,133 --> 00:10:35,760 I have a confession. 227 00:10:35,843 --> 00:10:36,677 [Uche] What? 228 00:10:36,761 --> 00:10:39,805 I'm gonna be open with you, 'cause I have some weird things that I do. 229 00:10:39,889 --> 00:10:41,807 -Okay, so the first one. -Okay. 230 00:10:41,891 --> 00:10:44,977 For some reason, that skin that's on your elbow… 231 00:10:45,061 --> 00:10:47,897 -[Uche] Okay. -I like to grab it sometimes. 232 00:10:47,980 --> 00:10:49,774 What? You like to grab the elbow skin? 233 00:10:49,857 --> 00:10:52,318 I don't know why, Uche. Don't judge me, okay? 234 00:10:52,401 --> 00:10:54,570 You said you were gonna accept me for all of me. 235 00:10:54,654 --> 00:10:56,656 -The weenus. -[laughing] 236 00:10:56,739 --> 00:10:59,617 You like to grab the weenus. That's what it's called, right? 237 00:10:59,700 --> 00:11:02,203 I don't know what it's called, but I like it. 238 00:11:02,286 --> 00:11:04,080 [Uche] I'm pretty sure it's called the weenus. 239 00:11:04,580 --> 00:11:07,625 -[Aaliyah] Okay, well, I like the weenus. -[laughing] 240 00:11:07,708 --> 00:11:09,377 Yeah. "I like the weenus." 241 00:11:09,460 --> 00:11:11,712 [laughs] I bet you do. 242 00:11:11,796 --> 00:11:15,466 [laughs] Okay, so, I like to grab it, okay. 243 00:11:15,549 --> 00:11:16,425 Oh, okay. 244 00:11:16,509 --> 00:11:18,969 And okay, so here's another weird thing I do. 245 00:11:19,512 --> 00:11:22,431 I like to eat Splenda packs and honey. 246 00:11:22,515 --> 00:11:24,850 -Just eat it. -Eww! What? 247 00:11:24,934 --> 00:11:25,935 Uche! 248 00:11:26,018 --> 00:11:28,437 -Why? -I don't know. 249 00:11:28,521 --> 00:11:31,816 You just get, like, a spoonful of honey and put a Splenda pack on it? 250 00:11:31,899 --> 00:11:33,734 No, no, it's separately. 251 00:11:33,818 --> 00:11:36,320 I'm saying those are weird things that I just like to eat. 252 00:11:36,404 --> 00:11:38,614 Okay, who the hell are you? Winnie-the-Pooh? 253 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:40,241 -[Aaliyah] Yes. -Who eats honey? 254 00:11:40,324 --> 00:11:41,158 Me. 255 00:11:41,242 --> 00:11:42,159 What? 256 00:11:42,243 --> 00:11:44,495 I don't know. It just tastes good. Okay? 257 00:11:44,578 --> 00:11:45,538 No. 258 00:11:45,621 --> 00:11:47,998 -[Aaliyah] I have more. -Go for it. 259 00:11:48,082 --> 00:11:51,711 Sometimes when you shower, I'll probably just wanna like, 260 00:11:53,045 --> 00:11:54,171 you know, peek. 261 00:11:55,047 --> 00:11:56,799 -[Uche] Peek? -[laughs] 262 00:11:56,882 --> 00:11:58,843 Ain't no free shows around here, girl. 263 00:11:58,926 --> 00:11:59,844 [Aaliyah] Mm. 264 00:11:59,927 --> 00:12:02,096 [Uche] You can't just be peeking in the shower. 265 00:12:02,179 --> 00:12:03,180 I like to peek. 266 00:12:03,681 --> 00:12:05,683 I'll have to charge you by the minute. 267 00:12:05,766 --> 00:12:09,311 [laughing] 268 00:12:09,395 --> 00:12:11,272 Tell me weird things about you. 269 00:12:12,064 --> 00:12:14,024 [Uche] Weird things? Um… 270 00:12:14,108 --> 00:12:16,694 -I don't think I have any weird things. -Uche. 271 00:12:16,777 --> 00:12:18,195 You are… 272 00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:21,282 You know you have weird things. 273 00:12:21,365 --> 00:12:23,659 -Weird things about me? -[Aaliyah] Yes. 274 00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:26,620 [Uche] Um, maybe the OCD thing. 275 00:12:26,704 --> 00:12:32,084 Like, I have to have things in certain, you know, um, places sometimes. 276 00:12:32,168 --> 00:12:35,963 Like, sometimes if things are not aligned well. 277 00:12:36,046 --> 00:12:37,590 Like, sometimes I like to go around 278 00:12:37,673 --> 00:12:40,676 and, you know, set things in their right place, 279 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:43,471 so it's aesthetically pleasing. 280 00:12:43,554 --> 00:12:46,098 -So, you're a neat freak? -Not a neat freak. 281 00:12:46,182 --> 00:12:49,560 But sometimes, you know, I'll go around, and I'll be adjusting things, 282 00:12:49,643 --> 00:12:52,313 just because things seem a little bit off, and I'm like, "Oh." 283 00:12:53,063 --> 00:12:55,649 "That picture frame is crooked." 284 00:12:55,733 --> 00:12:59,028 And every time I look at it, I just see a crooked picture frame, 285 00:12:59,111 --> 00:13:00,696 and I have to go and straighten it out. 286 00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:03,491 Uche, are we gonna have an issue coming together? 287 00:13:03,574 --> 00:13:05,075 I mean, are you a slob? 288 00:13:05,159 --> 00:13:05,993 No. 289 00:13:06,702 --> 00:13:08,788 [Uche] Do you like crooked pictures on the wall? 290 00:13:08,871 --> 00:13:10,831 -No. -All right, then we gonna be okay. 291 00:13:10,915 --> 00:13:13,125 I'm just saying I feel like there's something, like… 292 00:13:13,209 --> 00:13:15,753 you're trying to paint this picture… 293 00:13:15,836 --> 00:13:19,256 [laughing] …to be better than it actually is. 294 00:13:19,340 --> 00:13:22,176 -Like, I feel like-- -I feel like I'm painting it worse. 295 00:13:22,259 --> 00:13:26,096 You even feeling the need to mention something like this means it's bad. 296 00:13:26,180 --> 00:13:30,100 [Uche] I feel like I'm painting it worse than it actually is. 297 00:13:30,726 --> 00:13:32,937 I'm starting to question this connection we're having. 298 00:13:33,020 --> 00:13:34,063 [laughing] 299 00:13:34,146 --> 00:13:36,690 You know, honestly, I didn't expect this out of you. 300 00:13:36,774 --> 00:13:38,192 [laughing] 301 00:13:38,275 --> 00:13:40,277 [pop music playing] 302 00:13:42,196 --> 00:13:43,280 [woman] What's up, girls? 303 00:13:43,364 --> 00:13:44,657 [Linda] What is Stacy doing? 304 00:13:44,740 --> 00:13:46,325 -Is Stacy on a handstand? -[woman] Mm-hmm. 305 00:13:46,408 --> 00:13:49,203 [Renee] Bad bitches on the floor. 306 00:13:49,286 --> 00:13:50,955 [all] ♪ Take it back now y'all ♪ 307 00:13:51,038 --> 00:13:52,081 ♪ One hop this time ♪ 308 00:13:52,164 --> 00:13:54,583 [humming] 309 00:13:54,667 --> 00:13:56,001 ♪ Turn it out ♪ 310 00:13:56,085 --> 00:13:57,628 ♪ Uh! Uh! Uh! Uh! ♪ 311 00:13:57,711 --> 00:14:00,256 ♪ How low can you go? Can you take it to the floor? ♪ 312 00:14:00,339 --> 00:14:02,675 -♪ I love you so ♪ -[shouting] 313 00:14:03,342 --> 00:14:04,301 That's so funny. 314 00:14:04,385 --> 00:14:08,472 You know what's crazy is a girl in there told me I have a sexy voice. 315 00:14:08,556 --> 00:14:11,809 -And I've never in my life-- -No, no. Honestly, it's not bad. 316 00:14:11,892 --> 00:14:15,729 Sometimes I feel like, "Am I the only one trying to conduct this shit correctly?" 317 00:14:15,813 --> 00:14:18,607 -[Chris] You? -I honestly feel like that, dude. 318 00:14:19,149 --> 00:14:21,735 -I haven't been talking about my dates. -You're right. 319 00:14:21,819 --> 00:14:24,029 [Milton] I haven't been saying what I fucking look like. 320 00:14:24,113 --> 00:14:25,489 Like, I like her a lot, dude. 321 00:14:25,573 --> 00:14:27,408 I could see myself with her. I'm just like-- 322 00:14:27,491 --> 00:14:29,743 Yes or no? You would marry her right now? 323 00:14:30,744 --> 00:14:31,579 Probably, bro. 324 00:14:31,662 --> 00:14:34,456 [laughs] You can't say "probably" with something like that. 325 00:14:34,540 --> 00:14:36,667 I mean, truthful, truthful? 326 00:14:36,750 --> 00:14:37,585 Bible. 327 00:14:40,087 --> 00:14:41,547 I'd propose to her right now. 328 00:14:42,464 --> 00:14:44,675 -Good man. -Would she say yes? A different question. 329 00:14:44,758 --> 00:14:47,636 -[pop music playing] -♪ I wanna love you ♪ 330 00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:51,390 ♪ In the worst of the days In the best of ways ♪ 331 00:14:51,473 --> 00:14:52,766 [Lydia] Hello. 332 00:14:52,850 --> 00:14:54,810 -How are you? -Good. How are you? 333 00:14:54,894 --> 00:14:57,271 Oh, dude, there's already an old-fashioned here for me. 334 00:14:57,354 --> 00:14:59,523 -[Lydia] I know, right? -Oh, is this from you? 335 00:14:59,607 --> 00:15:00,482 Yes. 336 00:15:01,275 --> 00:15:02,568 [Milton] What are you drinking? 337 00:15:02,651 --> 00:15:05,195 [Lydia] Uh, Coconut Malibu and orange juice. 338 00:15:05,279 --> 00:15:07,197 -[Milton] You drink Malibu? -Yeah. 339 00:15:07,281 --> 00:15:09,325 [Milton] What are you, freakin' 20 years old? 340 00:15:09,408 --> 00:15:13,037 How does it feel having a guy younger than you being more mature? 341 00:15:13,120 --> 00:15:14,413 [Lydia laughs] 342 00:15:14,496 --> 00:15:16,874 Babe, what is this? You got me a bee? 343 00:15:16,957 --> 00:15:18,709 [Milton laughs] 344 00:15:18,792 --> 00:15:21,253 But it's also yellow, I'm hoping. That's your favorite color. 345 00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:23,088 Yes, that's true. 346 00:15:23,172 --> 00:15:24,590 This is too cute. 347 00:15:25,549 --> 00:15:26,592 And a rock? 348 00:15:26,675 --> 00:15:28,302 It's a metamorphic rock, babe. 349 00:15:28,385 --> 00:15:30,512 I like the rock. It's going in the collection. 350 00:15:30,596 --> 00:15:33,140 -It's gonna be my new favorite piece. -Yes! 351 00:15:33,223 --> 00:15:35,309 [Milton] I might have to cut it to 30 nanograms 352 00:15:35,392 --> 00:15:38,562 so I can observe it under my microscope, so I can really see what it is. 353 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:41,398 -Yeah, and we can do it together. -Oh, that'd be hot. 354 00:15:41,482 --> 00:15:42,316 Right? 355 00:15:42,816 --> 00:15:44,735 You're weird as fuck. [laughs] 356 00:15:45,444 --> 00:15:49,365 You're so lucky I find you, like, super attractive. [chuckles] 357 00:15:49,448 --> 00:15:51,951 [Lydia] I'm a fucking catch, okay? 358 00:15:52,034 --> 00:15:54,453 -You're a fucking catch. -[Lydia] Mm-hmm. 359 00:15:54,536 --> 00:15:55,579 I think so. 360 00:15:55,663 --> 00:15:57,539 Something that makes me kinda weird. 361 00:15:57,623 --> 00:16:01,543 I'm a competitive Pokémon player. 362 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:03,796 [Lydia] Yeah, that's weird. 363 00:16:03,879 --> 00:16:05,714 [Milton] Yeah, but women love me for it. 364 00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:08,467 -You're adorbs. -[Milton] Um… 365 00:16:09,176 --> 00:16:12,680 -You wanna dive into something real? -Yeah. For sure. 366 00:16:12,763 --> 00:16:15,182 [Milton] Okay. What is your greatest accomplishment in life? 367 00:16:15,849 --> 00:16:16,976 [Lydia] Both of my degrees. 368 00:16:17,059 --> 00:16:19,103 [Milton] I didn't know there was more than one. 369 00:16:19,186 --> 00:16:21,689 [Lydia] There's the undergrad degree in geology. 370 00:16:21,772 --> 00:16:24,900 And I have a master's degree on environmental management. 371 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:28,153 Um, I was working while I was studying. 372 00:16:28,237 --> 00:16:30,864 I was working at a pasta restaurant as a manager. 373 00:16:30,948 --> 00:16:35,869 And I still managed to have 3.98 GPA. 374 00:16:36,620 --> 00:16:37,746 [Milton] Fancy. 375 00:16:37,830 --> 00:16:42,376 I don't think we necessarily come from, like, exactly the same background. 376 00:16:42,459 --> 00:16:43,711 [Lydia] No, we don't. 377 00:16:44,253 --> 00:16:47,881 But when we talk to each other and we make jokes and like, 378 00:16:47,965 --> 00:16:51,510 our humor is, like, super similar, and that's why I really like you. 379 00:16:52,344 --> 00:16:53,595 Aww. 380 00:16:55,472 --> 00:16:58,308 What is your biggest, like, trauma in life? 381 00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:00,769 [Milton] My biggest trauma. 382 00:17:02,813 --> 00:17:05,899 I remember I was playing basketball with some friends at the gym. 383 00:17:05,983 --> 00:17:08,944 -[Lydia] Mm-hmm. -I was in, like, eighth, ninth grade. 384 00:17:09,778 --> 00:17:13,157 And I remember coming down and being like, "Damn, my back kind of hurts." 385 00:17:13,699 --> 00:17:15,367 But I didn't think anything of it, you know. 386 00:17:15,451 --> 00:17:16,702 Yeah. 387 00:17:16,785 --> 00:17:19,788 It kept hurting. Um… 388 00:17:19,872 --> 00:17:23,208 My school, we had, like, a scoliosis check, and they were like, 389 00:17:23,709 --> 00:17:26,545 -"Milton, your spine is fucked up." -Aww. 390 00:17:26,628 --> 00:17:31,592 [Milton] It caused my spine to, like, start collapsing on itself. 391 00:17:31,675 --> 00:17:34,636 Like, when your spine starts, like, to bend, 392 00:17:35,304 --> 00:17:37,931 there's too much pressure on certain internal organs. 393 00:17:38,015 --> 00:17:40,809 And I started going into, like, organ failure, 394 00:17:40,893 --> 00:17:44,021 and they were like, "Milton, you have to have surgery within six months." 395 00:17:44,104 --> 00:17:45,814 [Lydia] Oh, my God! 396 00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:49,735 And I just remember, like, waking up in the hospital bed. 397 00:17:49,818 --> 00:17:52,571 And I just remember not being able to move. 398 00:17:53,405 --> 00:17:57,910 Like, imagine your spine getting 12 drill holes 399 00:17:58,786 --> 00:18:00,621 and 12 screws, you know. 400 00:18:00,704 --> 00:18:02,456 [Lydia] Mm-hmm. 401 00:18:02,539 --> 00:18:04,124 That pain was like… 402 00:18:05,709 --> 00:18:08,212 I didn't wanna cry in front of my parents 403 00:18:08,295 --> 00:18:10,172 or, like, my sisters, but, like… 404 00:18:11,006 --> 00:18:14,051 They saw it leaking out. I wouldn't admit it though. 405 00:18:15,344 --> 00:18:17,596 But, like, I'm so grateful for, like… 406 00:18:18,597 --> 00:18:20,766 Being alive today and just… 407 00:18:20,849 --> 00:18:23,811 [Milton] Sometimes I think about, like, what if, like, 408 00:18:23,894 --> 00:18:26,188 my back fucks up, and I am paralyzed, 409 00:18:26,271 --> 00:18:28,065 where I can't-- and I'm bound to a wheelchair? 410 00:18:28,148 --> 00:18:29,399 [Lydia] Well, you know what? 411 00:18:29,483 --> 00:18:30,901 Like, who's gonna love me? 412 00:18:30,984 --> 00:18:33,403 -Can you let me talk? -[Milton] Yeah. 413 00:18:34,321 --> 00:18:35,906 I'll be there for you. 414 00:18:39,201 --> 00:18:41,537 -Really? -I'm gonna support and love you anyway. 415 00:18:44,873 --> 00:18:46,500 You know I'm a hard worker. 416 00:18:46,583 --> 00:18:48,710 [Milton] But I don't want you to work hard. 417 00:18:49,211 --> 00:18:50,671 Babe, but you cannot control that. 418 00:18:50,754 --> 00:18:53,924 And you're gonna be healthy. This is, like, a tool, like, 419 00:18:54,967 --> 00:18:56,301 speculation, you know. 420 00:18:56,385 --> 00:18:58,428 -[Milton] Can I be honest with you? -Yes. 421 00:18:59,388 --> 00:19:01,765 I know I'm not gonna live, like, a really long time. 422 00:19:01,849 --> 00:19:02,891 Don't say that. 423 00:19:02,975 --> 00:19:04,434 [Milton] Listen, I know I'm not. 424 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:06,728 It's literally statistical analysis. 425 00:19:06,812 --> 00:19:08,313 People that are, like, 426 00:19:09,064 --> 00:19:10,732 as tall as I am, 427 00:19:12,234 --> 00:19:13,986 live significantly shorter. 428 00:19:14,653 --> 00:19:16,780 So you… [laughing] 429 00:19:17,781 --> 00:19:19,199 You're telling me how tall you are? 430 00:19:19,283 --> 00:19:21,285 [both laughing] 431 00:19:24,246 --> 00:19:25,330 It doesn't matter. 432 00:19:25,831 --> 00:19:28,584 I wanna spend all the time that I can with you. 433 00:19:29,209 --> 00:19:31,336 [Milton] I wanna spend all the time I can with you too. 434 00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:34,923 I feel like I'm really falling for you, and it's kind of scary. 435 00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:36,925 [Lydia] Oh, don't say that. Me too. 436 00:19:37,843 --> 00:19:40,095 It's, like, scary. Like, I'm not… 437 00:19:40,179 --> 00:19:42,848 I'm honestly not really used to this. 438 00:19:43,932 --> 00:19:45,267 It's weird, isn't it? 439 00:19:45,350 --> 00:19:47,102 Weird. Yeah. 440 00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,229 But, like, I feel super comfortable with you. 441 00:19:49,313 --> 00:19:50,856 [Lydia] I'm starting to fall for you, 442 00:19:50,939 --> 00:19:54,484 and… I really like you. 443 00:19:54,568 --> 00:19:56,486 I really like you too. 444 00:19:56,570 --> 00:19:59,907 Like, I could definitely see, like, the rest of my life with you. 445 00:20:00,490 --> 00:20:02,117 [Lydia] And I can see it with you. 446 00:20:02,201 --> 00:20:05,037 -I'm gonna stand up and hug the wall. -[Milton laughs] 447 00:20:05,120 --> 00:20:08,207 -["The Air You're Breathing" playing] -♪ Without you, I can't breathe ♪ 448 00:20:08,290 --> 00:20:09,875 [knock on door] 449 00:20:09,958 --> 00:20:10,959 [Lydia] Do you hear that? 450 00:20:11,460 --> 00:20:13,879 Stop being so fucking weird. [laughs] 451 00:20:13,962 --> 00:20:15,881 [Lydia laughing] 452 00:20:17,633 --> 00:20:18,508 I'm not weird. 453 00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:21,762 I want you. 454 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:26,350 I want you so bad. 455 00:20:26,433 --> 00:20:28,727 ♪ Love you in any season ♪ 456 00:20:28,810 --> 00:20:31,063 ♪ Everything I've been needing ♪ 457 00:20:31,146 --> 00:20:35,400 ♪ I wanna breathe the air That you're breathing ♪ 458 00:20:35,484 --> 00:20:37,736 ♪ That you're breathing ♪ 459 00:20:39,071 --> 00:20:41,365 [dance music playing] 460 00:20:41,448 --> 00:20:44,201 ♪ We got what you want We got what you want… ♪ 461 00:20:44,785 --> 00:20:47,579 -[Chris] 204. 205. -[laughs] 462 00:20:48,163 --> 00:20:49,414 [humming] 463 00:20:50,040 --> 00:20:51,041 Mamacita. 464 00:20:51,124 --> 00:20:53,627 -[Shondra] Oh, there she is. -Okay, wait, to Sunday fun day. 465 00:20:53,710 --> 00:20:55,254 [cheering] 466 00:20:55,337 --> 00:20:57,297 -[Shondra] Careful. -I'm fine. I do this every day. 467 00:20:57,381 --> 00:21:00,467 -Okay. Got it. -There you go. Oop. 468 00:21:00,550 --> 00:21:02,177 -Someone help this girl! -[cork pops] 469 00:21:02,261 --> 00:21:03,553 [cheering] 470 00:21:04,221 --> 00:21:06,932 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! Here we go! ♪ 471 00:21:07,015 --> 00:21:09,810 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! Try to catch him, let him go ♪ 472 00:21:09,893 --> 00:21:12,729 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! Here we go! ♪ 473 00:21:12,813 --> 00:21:15,691 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! Try to keep him if you would ♪ 474 00:21:15,774 --> 00:21:18,443 I feel like I have a very strong connection with Izzy, 475 00:21:18,527 --> 00:21:21,280 and I think that's why I was thrown for a loop yesterday 476 00:21:21,363 --> 00:21:24,032 when he told me he has major concerns. 477 00:21:24,658 --> 00:21:25,951 And I'm not sure 478 00:21:26,576 --> 00:21:29,663 whether I can comfort his fears. 479 00:21:29,746 --> 00:21:31,123 I'm going to try to 480 00:21:31,206 --> 00:21:34,501 because I wanna leave here with him, you know. 481 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:38,964 That's why I broke up with Chris. 482 00:21:39,673 --> 00:21:42,092 Like, I wanna show Izzy that… 483 00:21:44,261 --> 00:21:46,221 I'm fully here for him. 484 00:21:46,972 --> 00:21:48,140 Hi. 485 00:21:48,223 --> 00:21:49,349 [Izzy] How are you? 486 00:21:49,433 --> 00:21:51,393 I'm okay. [sighs] 487 00:21:52,060 --> 00:21:53,353 [chuckles] Where do we start? 488 00:21:53,437 --> 00:21:57,441 Obviously, I'm feeling stronger for you and somebody else, right? 489 00:21:57,524 --> 00:21:58,525 [Johnie] Mm-hmm. 490 00:22:00,027 --> 00:22:04,156 I'm just gonna, like, tell you the differences between y'all. 491 00:22:04,239 --> 00:22:05,073 [Johnie] Okay. 492 00:22:06,533 --> 00:22:09,995 I meet you, right? Boom. It's like an instant connection. 493 00:22:11,288 --> 00:22:14,082 But we got so deep so fast, and I loved that. 494 00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:18,003 And I know I have that strong emotional bond with you. 495 00:22:19,212 --> 00:22:20,464 We do get each other. 496 00:22:20,547 --> 00:22:22,049 And it sounds so weird to say. 497 00:22:22,132 --> 00:22:24,676 Like, I love that you have your traumas and insecurities, 498 00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:29,639 but, like, I guess I love that about you because, like, I have 'em too. 499 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:30,640 [Johnie] Mm-hmm. 500 00:22:30,724 --> 00:22:33,018 [Izzy] And I know you would never make me feel stupid. 501 00:22:33,101 --> 00:22:35,520 And every time we come in, it feels great. 502 00:22:35,604 --> 00:22:39,316 And then out of nowhere, it was just, like, boom, 503 00:22:39,816 --> 00:22:40,984 she comes. 504 00:22:42,778 --> 00:22:47,324 It was weird because with her, she wasn't, like, emotional right away 505 00:22:47,407 --> 00:22:48,533 or very vulnerable. 506 00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:52,079 And the thing that's crazy 507 00:22:53,080 --> 00:22:55,624 is that that girl knows me… 508 00:22:58,210 --> 00:22:59,211 so well 509 00:23:00,754 --> 00:23:01,671 through a wall. 510 00:23:03,632 --> 00:23:06,093 It's easy, and it's fun. 511 00:23:09,471 --> 00:23:10,305 Fuck. 512 00:23:12,974 --> 00:23:15,560 But you realize I had the same thing with Chris, right? 513 00:23:16,144 --> 00:23:18,021 I don't know anything about you and Chris. 514 00:23:18,105 --> 00:23:20,816 Well, it was exactly you and Stacy. 515 00:23:21,316 --> 00:23:22,651 Me and Chris 516 00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:25,278 talked about everything. 517 00:23:25,362 --> 00:23:27,197 Like, I could leave here with Chris, 518 00:23:27,280 --> 00:23:29,491 and I know exactly what our life would look like. 519 00:23:30,117 --> 00:23:32,494 I know exactly what it would look like. 520 00:23:32,577 --> 00:23:34,246 And I know how he would treat me. 521 00:23:35,288 --> 00:23:38,208 And, like, we did connect on a lot of stuff. Like, we did. 522 00:23:38,291 --> 00:23:40,419 We laughed the entire time we were in the pods. 523 00:23:41,586 --> 00:23:43,338 But I wasn't falling in love with him. 524 00:23:44,381 --> 00:23:47,300 If I chose him, it would be a fear-based choice. 525 00:23:48,301 --> 00:23:51,972 Chris would have been repeating the past few relationships 526 00:23:52,055 --> 00:23:54,975 where I go into something that feels like it makes sense, 527 00:23:55,058 --> 00:23:57,978 and I wouldn't get hurt because my heart's not there. 528 00:23:58,562 --> 00:24:01,440 Did I feel way more secure in my relationship with Chris? 529 00:24:01,523 --> 00:24:02,607 A hundred percent. 530 00:24:02,691 --> 00:24:05,193 But I didn't come here to feel secure. 531 00:24:05,277 --> 00:24:07,612 I came here to break out of my pattern. 532 00:24:08,238 --> 00:24:10,991 And to find someone that I feel I connect with 533 00:24:11,074 --> 00:24:13,743 on another level that maybe you can't explain. 534 00:24:14,744 --> 00:24:16,246 I won't settle anymore. 535 00:24:17,539 --> 00:24:20,709 And I know you're scared, and I recognize I have problems. 536 00:24:20,792 --> 00:24:23,128 [sighs] We all have problems. 537 00:24:23,211 --> 00:24:26,465 [Johnie] Yeah, I know, but I'm actually in a really good place. 538 00:24:26,548 --> 00:24:30,093 I do think we would have a lot of fucking fun together. 539 00:24:30,635 --> 00:24:31,803 It makes more sense to me 540 00:24:31,887 --> 00:24:34,306 that we would be having these kind of conversations 541 00:24:34,389 --> 00:24:37,184 than, like, playing fucking games or having fun. 542 00:24:37,267 --> 00:24:42,647 This is what it's gonna be like when shit gets hard in the real world. 543 00:24:43,190 --> 00:24:46,818 But like I said from the beginning, I want someone to choose me for me, 544 00:24:46,902 --> 00:24:48,403 and for me, it's you. 545 00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:53,909 If I don't leave here with you, and you don't leave here with me, 546 00:24:53,992 --> 00:24:57,287 I'm always gonna think about you for the rest of my life 547 00:24:57,370 --> 00:24:58,413 as a "what if." 548 00:24:59,539 --> 00:25:02,959 And I think you're always gonna feel that way about me too. 549 00:25:10,717 --> 00:25:14,846 [Izzy chuckles] I know you would understand this more than anybody, 550 00:25:15,430 --> 00:25:20,268 but like, after being in an engagement or marriage… 551 00:25:20,352 --> 00:25:21,228 [Johnie] Mm-hmm. 552 00:25:21,311 --> 00:25:22,938 …it has to make sense to me. 553 00:25:32,572 --> 00:25:34,282 So are you 554 00:25:35,659 --> 00:25:36,868 ending things with me? 555 00:25:42,290 --> 00:25:43,166 [Izzy clicks tongue] 556 00:25:44,167 --> 00:25:46,086 Yes, I am. [sighs] 557 00:25:48,588 --> 00:25:49,965 Okay, I get it. 558 00:25:51,758 --> 00:25:52,842 I'm sorry. 559 00:25:54,469 --> 00:25:55,845 And I wish you 560 00:25:57,639 --> 00:25:58,974 nothing but the best. 561 00:25:59,057 --> 00:26:01,059 [pop music playing] 562 00:26:01,142 --> 00:26:05,480 ♪ I really tried to be my best for you… ♪ 563 00:26:06,898 --> 00:26:08,233 [sighs] 564 00:26:08,316 --> 00:26:10,694 ♪ Ooh! ♪ 565 00:26:10,777 --> 00:26:13,822 ♪ I was so reckless ♪ 566 00:26:14,781 --> 00:26:17,200 ♪ I just kept on fooling ♪ 567 00:26:17,284 --> 00:26:20,370 ♪ I loved you without caution ♪ 568 00:26:20,453 --> 00:26:21,496 ♪ Now I ♪ 569 00:26:23,415 --> 00:26:26,960 ♪ You left me breathless… ♪ 570 00:26:27,043 --> 00:26:29,754 [Johnie] I'm feeling very confused, 571 00:26:29,838 --> 00:26:31,339 blindsided. 572 00:26:32,048 --> 00:26:36,011 Like, once again, I'm choosing someone who is emotionally unavailable. 573 00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:39,180 And I feel really dumb. 574 00:26:39,264 --> 00:26:43,184 ♪ I really tried to be my best for you ♪ 575 00:26:44,894 --> 00:26:47,480 -You're going home? -Yeah, he broke up with me. 576 00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:50,108 -Just now? -[Johnie] Yeah. 577 00:26:50,191 --> 00:26:51,526 [Taylor] What did he say? 578 00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:54,654 He didn't feel secure enough in our relationship. 579 00:26:54,738 --> 00:26:57,866 He was scared, and he made the safe choice. 580 00:26:57,949 --> 00:27:00,243 He felt like he knew more about her, 581 00:27:00,327 --> 00:27:01,995 and if she's what he wants 582 00:27:02,078 --> 00:27:04,539 then his issues are gonna be outside of here. [laughs] 583 00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:06,916 [Renee laughs] They're so gonna break up in a month, so… 584 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:09,419 [Johnie] Yeah, like, they're just having fun in there. 585 00:27:09,502 --> 00:27:12,839 -[Renee] You don't wanna talk to Chris? -[Johnie] I mean, I will. 586 00:27:12,922 --> 00:27:16,551 But, like, I just feel like I shit on our whole relationship this whole time. 587 00:27:18,678 --> 00:27:21,056 [Taylor] But you liked him a lot, right? 588 00:27:21,139 --> 00:27:24,142 When I came in here yesterday and I found out Chris was so torn up 589 00:27:24,225 --> 00:27:26,728 about our breakup, 590 00:27:26,811 --> 00:27:29,814 I was like, "Did I do the wrong thing?" 591 00:27:29,898 --> 00:27:31,650 -[Aaliyah] Yeah. -Because Izzy's unsure. 592 00:27:31,733 --> 00:27:33,860 -And Chris is crying about our breakup. -[Aaliyah] Yeah. 593 00:27:33,943 --> 00:27:35,737 I'm like, "Who really cares in this scenario?" 594 00:27:35,820 --> 00:27:36,655 [Renee] Mm-hmm. 595 00:27:36,738 --> 00:27:38,365 [Johnie] And I told Izzy, 596 00:27:38,448 --> 00:27:41,618 like, I felt more secure in Chris and I's relationship. 597 00:27:42,827 --> 00:27:44,329 So, I'm like, did I just not choose it 598 00:27:44,412 --> 00:27:48,208 because it's secure and, like, more boring? 599 00:27:54,839 --> 00:27:56,758 [sobbing] I just wanted someone to love me for me. 600 00:27:56,841 --> 00:27:58,051 [Aaliyah] I know, sis. 601 00:27:58,134 --> 00:28:02,931 -[pop music playing] -♪ Falling down ♪ 602 00:28:05,016 --> 00:28:08,228 ♪ 'Cause I miss you ♪ 603 00:28:08,311 --> 00:28:09,771 [laughs] 604 00:28:10,438 --> 00:28:12,148 -Yeah, baby! -Oh, my God! 605 00:28:12,232 --> 00:28:13,608 [Izzy] This is awesome. 606 00:28:13,692 --> 00:28:16,778 -This is so cute. -[Izzy laughs] 607 00:28:16,861 --> 00:28:17,904 [Stacy] How are you? 608 00:28:17,987 --> 00:28:19,823 I'm great. How about you? 609 00:28:19,906 --> 00:28:23,576 I'm so good. I've been dying to get in here. 610 00:28:23,660 --> 00:28:26,913 [Izzy] This is the most, like, clearheaded I've been. 611 00:28:26,996 --> 00:28:30,291 You have no idea how excited I was to come into this date. 612 00:28:30,375 --> 00:28:32,335 -Yeah? -[Izzy] And just relax. 613 00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:34,045 The amount of drama… 614 00:28:34,129 --> 00:28:34,963 [Stacy] Yeah? 615 00:28:35,046 --> 00:28:35,964 [Izzy] …that I've had. 616 00:28:36,047 --> 00:28:37,590 -Oh, Jeez. -[Izzy] Oh, God. 617 00:28:37,674 --> 00:28:39,134 [laughs] 618 00:28:39,217 --> 00:28:41,136 Mm! That is good. 619 00:28:41,219 --> 00:28:43,805 -You're already chowing down. Let's do it. -[Izzy] I'm sorry. 620 00:28:43,888 --> 00:28:47,475 So, me and Johnie did not end on a good note. 621 00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:49,477 -Wow. -[Izzy] And I felt like shit. 622 00:28:49,561 --> 00:28:51,396 I'm not gonna lie. Like, I felt really bad. 623 00:28:51,479 --> 00:28:53,231 'Cause I did have feelings for her. 624 00:28:53,314 --> 00:28:54,899 [sighs] It's wild, 625 00:28:54,983 --> 00:28:59,571 and, like, I'm just gonna stay out of it and, like, not judge. 626 00:28:59,654 --> 00:29:01,406 I haven't walked in her shoes, 627 00:29:01,489 --> 00:29:03,950 and I haven't asked her anything about her feelings, 628 00:29:04,033 --> 00:29:09,664 so that's for her to deal with moving forward. 629 00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:13,710 I don't know. Just, like, with you, it's just, like, so easy and effortless. 630 00:29:13,793 --> 00:29:15,712 You know, like, it just feels right. 631 00:29:18,006 --> 00:29:20,925 And if I'm about to make this commitment for, like, the rest of my life 632 00:29:21,009 --> 00:29:23,344 and propose to somebody, like, 633 00:29:24,137 --> 00:29:25,096 this is where I belong. 634 00:29:25,180 --> 00:29:27,932 Mm-hmm! Yeah. 635 00:29:29,517 --> 00:29:31,436 It is baffling to 636 00:29:33,104 --> 00:29:35,023 have the feelings I have for you 637 00:29:35,106 --> 00:29:38,109 and genuinely care about you. 638 00:29:39,277 --> 00:29:43,239 -It's just wild. -[laughs] I'm so excited. 639 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:46,201 Even telling the guys, 640 00:29:46,284 --> 00:29:49,370 I'm like, "Dude, I don't think I've ever really had a girl, like, 641 00:29:50,914 --> 00:29:54,584 you know, like, like me the way you do, understand me the way you do." 642 00:29:54,667 --> 00:29:57,962 [laughs] It's fucking awesome. 643 00:29:58,046 --> 00:30:02,133 If I can describe it, it's just like 644 00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:05,094 finding your first love, you know. 645 00:30:05,178 --> 00:30:08,056 Like that innocent, giddy, excited, 646 00:30:08,139 --> 00:30:09,474 just love. 647 00:30:09,557 --> 00:30:11,017 [Stacy exhales] 648 00:30:11,100 --> 00:30:13,186 Where are you at with the L-bomb? 649 00:30:15,313 --> 00:30:16,689 [Stacy] It's on my mind. 650 00:30:19,943 --> 00:30:21,110 It's more like 651 00:30:22,028 --> 00:30:26,199 I've known that I've been falling in love with you and, um, 652 00:30:27,116 --> 00:30:31,037 what you told me is, like, pushing me in that direction 653 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:33,456 to be able to say it to you. 654 00:30:34,332 --> 00:30:36,501 -I know where I'm at. -Mm-hmm. 655 00:30:36,584 --> 00:30:38,962 [Stacy] And I know I'll be able to communicate it to you… 656 00:30:39,045 --> 00:30:39,879 [Izzy] Mm-hmm. 657 00:30:41,172 --> 00:30:42,799 …when it's right. 658 00:30:42,882 --> 00:30:46,761 -["Love In the Cut" playing] -♪ Is this all that we are? ♪ 659 00:30:46,845 --> 00:30:49,264 ♪ Two fish in a barrel ♪ 660 00:30:50,014 --> 00:30:52,600 I can't tell you the last time that I called someone my boyfriend. 661 00:30:52,684 --> 00:30:54,477 It was over four years ago. 662 00:30:55,270 --> 00:30:57,188 [chuckles] It was over four years ago. 663 00:30:57,814 --> 00:30:58,773 I've dated. 664 00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:02,652 And I've, like, dated guys for a long time, and I'm like… [groans] 665 00:31:02,735 --> 00:31:06,155 Like, if I haven't said, like, "I love you" to them… 666 00:31:10,618 --> 00:31:12,537 [sighs] I keep doing that. 667 00:31:12,620 --> 00:31:16,457 I keep finding myself doing that, like, humungous breaths. 668 00:31:17,959 --> 00:31:22,547 My body's not well-conditioned to this emotional stuff. 669 00:31:23,923 --> 00:31:28,386 ♪ There's blood in the water ♪ 670 00:31:29,220 --> 00:31:32,098 ♪ Love in the cut ♪ 671 00:31:32,181 --> 00:31:36,477 ♪ Blood in the water ♪ 672 00:31:36,978 --> 00:31:39,689 ♪ Love in the cut ♪ 673 00:31:46,487 --> 00:31:48,072 [Uche] You're still here with us? 674 00:31:48,656 --> 00:31:50,825 -[Chris] The kid's still fighting. -[Uche laughs] 675 00:31:50,909 --> 00:31:52,452 The kid is still fighting. 676 00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:55,788 -So, she wants to talk to you or what? -Yeah. [laughs] 677 00:31:55,872 --> 00:31:58,082 [chuckles] 678 00:31:58,166 --> 00:32:01,169 -[chuckles] It feels really, really weird. -[laughing] 679 00:32:01,753 --> 00:32:03,504 It's not fun being a backup. 680 00:32:03,588 --> 00:32:06,549 [laughing] My man Izzy is gonna have that over me for the rest of my life. 681 00:32:06,633 --> 00:32:07,967 -[all laughing] -Come on, man. No. 682 00:32:08,593 --> 00:32:10,637 [Uche] You shouldn't think about it like that though. 683 00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:13,139 It's just whoever's compatible at the end of this, 684 00:32:13,222 --> 00:32:15,391 it's, you know, let itself work out. 685 00:32:16,142 --> 00:32:17,477 Tell her how you feel. 686 00:32:18,061 --> 00:32:21,314 -I need to figure my shit out. -[JP whispers] Yeah. 687 00:32:22,357 --> 00:32:26,110 [laughing] This might be the weirdest situation of all time, to be honest. 688 00:32:26,194 --> 00:32:27,820 Just a roller coaster, man. 689 00:32:27,904 --> 00:32:30,031 I feel like Izzy and I are getting drunk tonight. 690 00:32:30,114 --> 00:32:31,866 [laughing] 691 00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:34,285 [sighs] 692 00:32:34,369 --> 00:32:37,538 There's so many thoughts going through my head about Johnie. 693 00:32:37,622 --> 00:32:40,416 My brain is telling me I'm stupid for even listening to her 694 00:32:40,500 --> 00:32:42,502 and going in there and talking to her. 695 00:32:42,585 --> 00:32:46,172 But my heart and my gut is still excited to talk to Johnie, 696 00:32:46,255 --> 00:32:48,341 no matter what we're talking about. 697 00:32:49,592 --> 00:32:54,389 I just want a happy life and a happy marriage with someone I love. 698 00:32:54,472 --> 00:32:57,600 Follow your gut, man. Follow your heart. Whatever feels right. 699 00:33:00,561 --> 00:33:04,065 Maybe she is seriously regretting that decision. 700 00:33:05,692 --> 00:33:08,194 Sometimes your second choice is what you need more. 701 00:33:20,081 --> 00:33:22,000 -[Johnie] Hi. -[Chris] How you doing? 702 00:33:22,083 --> 00:33:23,793 Uh… [laughs] 703 00:33:23,876 --> 00:33:24,794 [sighs] 704 00:33:24,877 --> 00:33:27,422 It's been a shitty morning. 705 00:33:27,505 --> 00:33:28,881 Sorry to hear that. 706 00:33:28,965 --> 00:33:31,342 I don't know how much you've heard on that side. 707 00:33:34,053 --> 00:33:36,806 -Izzy ended things with me. -Yeah. 708 00:33:36,889 --> 00:33:40,018 But I kind of wanted to discuss what happened with us. 709 00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:42,061 Because… 710 00:33:43,312 --> 00:33:47,150 Um, I think I got in my head a little bit. 711 00:33:49,694 --> 00:33:52,488 I'm, like, still trying to pursue something with you. 712 00:33:52,572 --> 00:33:56,200 I need you to be as honest as you possibly can be. 713 00:33:56,284 --> 00:33:59,287 Yesterday, when I ended things, 714 00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:03,750 I've heard that you had a pretty emotional reaction to our breakup. 715 00:34:05,293 --> 00:34:06,419 [Chris] Yeah, it was tough. 716 00:34:06,502 --> 00:34:08,004 Then I was like, 717 00:34:09,464 --> 00:34:11,215 "Fuck, he cares." 718 00:34:11,299 --> 00:34:12,425 Of course I care. 719 00:34:12,508 --> 00:34:16,721 Ultimately, reflecting back on all of this, 720 00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:19,557 I'm wondering if I… 721 00:34:21,684 --> 00:34:23,728 repeated a pattern with Izzy. 722 00:34:25,438 --> 00:34:30,109 Because I tend to go for people who are… 723 00:34:31,402 --> 00:34:33,446 emotionally unavailable. 724 00:34:33,988 --> 00:34:37,116 I've never really had, like, a secure relationship. 725 00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:39,160 But are you ready for a switch? 726 00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:42,038 Yes, that's what I'm saying. 727 00:34:42,121 --> 00:34:43,998 You're, like, the safe choice, 728 00:34:44,082 --> 00:34:47,627 telling me everything I need to hear, and it makes me feel so secure, 729 00:34:47,710 --> 00:34:50,755 but in some ways that's less exciting. 730 00:34:52,673 --> 00:34:53,674 Like, for me… 731 00:34:54,759 --> 00:34:58,137 I was really emotional about what happened the other day. 732 00:34:58,221 --> 00:34:59,055 [Johnie] Yeah. 733 00:34:59,847 --> 00:35:02,642 [Chris] I am excited to hear your voice every time, 734 00:35:02,725 --> 00:35:04,185 and it kind of hurts 735 00:35:04,685 --> 00:35:07,730 hearing that you don't think I am exciting. 736 00:35:07,814 --> 00:35:12,485 No, like, it's different, like… 737 00:35:12,568 --> 00:35:15,488 I don't want to be just, like, a secure pick. 738 00:35:15,571 --> 00:35:17,615 I wanna be what you're excited for every day. 739 00:35:17,698 --> 00:35:21,160 I mean, I wanna be the love of your life. I wanna be your best friend. 740 00:35:23,162 --> 00:35:28,960 I just want to know that the person I fall for 100% wants to be with me. 741 00:35:30,628 --> 00:35:32,755 [Johnie] I have the most fun with you. 742 00:35:32,839 --> 00:35:35,133 I laughed the most with you. 743 00:35:35,216 --> 00:35:37,176 I felt so much safer with you. 744 00:35:37,260 --> 00:35:38,845 That's why I'm here. 745 00:35:43,474 --> 00:35:45,643 [Chris] Why do you do this to me? 746 00:35:51,065 --> 00:35:53,234 [chuckles] Goodness, Johnie, why'd you do this? 747 00:35:54,318 --> 00:35:56,112 [sighs] 748 00:35:58,197 --> 00:35:59,699 [Johnie] I know I fucked it up. 749 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,077 Fucked it up. 750 00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:06,455 [chuckles] You're cute with your mouth full. 751 00:36:06,539 --> 00:36:08,791 [laughs] Sorry. That's probably disgusting. 752 00:36:14,046 --> 00:36:15,798 I want to be with you. 753 00:36:15,882 --> 00:36:16,966 [Johnie] Mm. 754 00:36:18,134 --> 00:36:19,135 [Chris] I just want… 755 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:23,556 I just… I want you. 756 00:36:28,811 --> 00:36:31,230 Like, are we ready for an engagement? 757 00:36:37,153 --> 00:36:39,030 I know you, and I trust you, 758 00:36:40,072 --> 00:36:41,616 and I care about you 759 00:36:42,241 --> 00:36:43,576 in ways I didn't… 760 00:36:45,328 --> 00:36:46,996 even know I cared about you. 761 00:36:48,748 --> 00:36:50,708 I just-- I'm gonna have to think about it. 762 00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:58,007 -[pop music playing] -♪ Will I see you again… ♪ 763 00:36:58,507 --> 00:37:01,010 [sighs] 764 00:37:02,678 --> 00:37:03,679 [exhales] 765 00:37:03,763 --> 00:37:06,140 ♪ …the right words to say ♪ 766 00:37:06,224 --> 00:37:08,392 ♪ Give me one more night ♪ 767 00:37:08,476 --> 00:37:13,314 ♪ For you and I before it's too late ♪ 768 00:37:14,106 --> 00:37:20,780 ♪ If the cobblestone lasts And the photographs will never fade ♪ 769 00:37:22,615 --> 00:37:26,786 -What's going on? Is that a good-- -I have no fucking clue, still. 770 00:37:26,869 --> 00:37:29,163 -Definitely more complicated. -[Connor] Fuck. 771 00:37:29,789 --> 00:37:31,290 [Uche] Fucked your head up, huh? 772 00:37:31,999 --> 00:37:32,833 Yeah. 773 00:37:32,917 --> 00:37:34,585 [Uche] What are you thinking? 774 00:37:34,669 --> 00:37:36,587 I mean, I don't wanna make you feel awkward. 775 00:37:36,671 --> 00:37:39,548 [Izzy] No, I don't. I don't know if you want me to just spill it all out. 776 00:37:39,632 --> 00:37:42,635 -Tell me. I'm a big man. I'm a big boy. -[Izzy] Yeah. Time's limited. 777 00:37:45,554 --> 00:37:48,015 So she said the thing for her in this whole experience 778 00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:50,351 was, like, not going where she was used to, 779 00:37:50,434 --> 00:37:53,145 and she said everyone who she dated always was a safe feeling, 780 00:37:53,229 --> 00:37:54,939 but she was never in love with them. 781 00:37:55,022 --> 00:37:58,317 So she couldn't see herself like that with you. 782 00:37:58,401 --> 00:38:00,069 So that was that. 783 00:38:00,152 --> 00:38:04,323 She literally told me basically the same thing, but opposite. 784 00:38:04,824 --> 00:38:06,367 -That's not a good sign. -[Uche] Really? 785 00:38:06,450 --> 00:38:10,162 'Cause she told me the reason she felt better with you 786 00:38:10,246 --> 00:38:14,750 was because I was, like, the safe thing, and she's not used to that. 787 00:38:14,834 --> 00:38:18,337 She's used to more excitement, rather than the safe direction. 788 00:38:18,421 --> 00:38:20,298 'Cause she hasn't had the safe direction before. 789 00:38:20,381 --> 00:38:23,759 -[Uche laughs] She hasn't had safe before? -[Chris] She hasn't had safe before. 790 00:38:23,843 --> 00:38:27,221 [chuckles] So now, hearing you say the exact flip is not good. 791 00:38:27,305 --> 00:38:28,389 Does not bode well. 792 00:38:28,472 --> 00:38:31,559 [Izzy] Like, she said, "With Chris, we hit it off." 793 00:38:31,642 --> 00:38:34,562 "We're laughing all the time." She's like, "I can picture a life with him." 794 00:38:34,645 --> 00:38:36,439 I know how it would be, and it would be safe. 795 00:38:36,522 --> 00:38:39,400 And she's like, "That's not what I want because I always go with safe." 796 00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:42,737 Which is very opposite from what you're explaining to me. 797 00:38:42,820 --> 00:38:44,071 I do not envy you. 798 00:38:45,448 --> 00:38:46,699 Love is blind. 799 00:38:46,782 --> 00:38:50,036 -[dance music playing] -♪ Are you gonna take me home? ♪ 800 00:38:50,119 --> 00:38:53,414 ♪ 'Cause I don't wanna spend This night alone… ♪ 801 00:38:53,497 --> 00:38:55,166 [Renee] In the right corner, 802 00:38:55,249 --> 00:38:58,169 we have Lydia. In the best corner, we got-- 803 00:38:58,252 --> 00:39:00,338 -Ooh! -Oh! 804 00:39:00,421 --> 00:39:02,965 You strong. I mean, this is gonna last one second. Okay, ready? 805 00:39:03,049 --> 00:39:04,091 One, two, three. 806 00:39:04,175 --> 00:39:05,718 ♪ Baby, this is evergreen ♪ 807 00:39:05,801 --> 00:39:09,347 ♪ And it feels so good to be found Are you gonna… ♪ 808 00:39:09,930 --> 00:39:10,931 [Lydia] Shit! 809 00:39:11,640 --> 00:39:13,934 Lydia! I'm disappointed in you! 810 00:39:14,018 --> 00:39:16,062 [Lydia] I'm disappointed in myself. 811 00:39:16,145 --> 00:39:19,065 ♪…take me home ♪ 812 00:39:19,148 --> 00:39:20,775 I think I know all your number ones. 813 00:39:20,858 --> 00:39:22,276 -No. -[Connor] That's comforting. 814 00:39:22,860 --> 00:39:26,322 Lydia. And for you, Miriam. 815 00:39:26,405 --> 00:39:29,075 -I figure things out. -What's Miriam? Is she the geologist? 816 00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:30,993 [Uche] Think you could propose to the one? 817 00:39:31,077 --> 00:39:33,079 Or do you have anything that makes you think, 818 00:39:33,162 --> 00:39:36,415 "I could not marry this person and spend the rest of my life with them?" 819 00:39:37,041 --> 00:39:39,251 Um… 820 00:39:40,002 --> 00:39:41,629 [Uche] Don't have to propose to anybody. 821 00:39:41,712 --> 00:39:43,422 [Milton] Yeah. 100%. 822 00:39:43,964 --> 00:39:46,050 [Uche] Have those important conversations 823 00:39:46,133 --> 00:39:48,677 before you bring somebody else's emotions into it. 824 00:39:48,761 --> 00:39:51,847 -I don't like to talk about these things. -[Uche] Just don't make it weird. 825 00:39:51,931 --> 00:39:54,517 -I prefer people not to harass me on this. -[Uche] No, you're right. 826 00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:57,144 -You're completely right. We'll drop it. -Thank you. 827 00:40:04,819 --> 00:40:06,737 -[Lydia] Oh, my God. -[Aaliyah] I'm in love. 828 00:40:06,821 --> 00:40:09,615 -You're in love? Are you in love? -[Aaliyah] I'm in love. 829 00:40:10,366 --> 00:40:11,450 You're in love? 830 00:40:11,992 --> 00:40:14,120 Yeah, I'm in love. 831 00:40:14,662 --> 00:40:18,749 He's so perfect for me. Like, I just love his nerdy ass. 832 00:40:18,833 --> 00:40:22,044 I hope-- I truly hope you guys are both happy. 833 00:40:22,128 --> 00:40:22,962 I hope so. 834 00:40:23,045 --> 00:40:26,966 I never felt really loved by anybody just for who I am. 835 00:40:27,675 --> 00:40:29,176 I have never been loved. 836 00:40:30,469 --> 00:40:32,096 What if he doesn't like me? 837 00:40:32,721 --> 00:40:35,766 Why? What is there not to like, baby? You're a hot mamacita. 838 00:40:35,850 --> 00:40:40,187 I know. I'm just saying it's so scary. This is so different, you know? 839 00:40:41,063 --> 00:40:42,022 [sighs] 840 00:40:42,106 --> 00:40:45,359 -I know it's different. -I hope it's different in a good way. 841 00:40:45,443 --> 00:40:48,487 -Yeah. -'Cause I really am falling for this man. 842 00:40:49,613 --> 00:40:52,324 He told me he can't see a future without me. 843 00:40:53,075 --> 00:40:54,994 -Wow. He said that? -Mm-hmm. 844 00:40:55,077 --> 00:40:56,996 [women chattering] 845 00:40:57,079 --> 00:40:59,790 Damn. Damn! 846 00:40:59,874 --> 00:41:03,335 He makes my heart jump, and I'm just like, "Oh, my God." 847 00:41:04,044 --> 00:41:04,879 Wow. 848 00:41:08,340 --> 00:41:09,550 I'm scared. 849 00:41:10,384 --> 00:41:13,679 I've been hurt, girl. I don't wanna get hurt again. 850 00:41:13,762 --> 00:41:14,597 You're not. 851 00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:17,850 -I don't wanna get hurt. I'm so scared. -You're not. 852 00:41:18,851 --> 00:41:21,770 [whimpers] I'm so scared. 853 00:41:22,813 --> 00:41:23,981 It'll be all right. 854 00:41:25,399 --> 00:41:27,318 Everything's gonna be all right. 855 00:41:28,861 --> 00:41:30,779 Everything's gonna be all right. 856 00:41:30,863 --> 00:41:33,449 -[pop music playing] -♪ We're running in circles ♪ 857 00:41:33,532 --> 00:41:36,994 ♪ Got hope everywhere I turn… ♪ 858 00:41:37,077 --> 00:41:38,996 -[man] Hey! -[man 2] Good luck, boys. 859 00:41:39,079 --> 00:41:39,914 [Chris] Have fun. 860 00:41:39,997 --> 00:41:40,956 [woman shouts] 861 00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:45,753 -[Uche] Hello. -Morning. 862 00:41:45,836 --> 00:41:47,713 [chuckles] Good morning. 863 00:41:47,796 --> 00:41:48,881 [Aaliyah] I see your gift. 864 00:41:48,964 --> 00:41:50,174 [Uche] It is a journal, 865 00:41:50,841 --> 00:41:53,802 and, um, I think it would be a great place 866 00:41:53,886 --> 00:41:56,931 to, uh, write down your ideas, your thoughts. 867 00:41:57,014 --> 00:42:00,935 And on the first two pages there, 868 00:42:01,018 --> 00:42:04,688 -I wrote you, uh, a little poem. -[Aaliyah] Want me to read it out loud? 869 00:42:04,772 --> 00:42:07,149 -[Uche] Yeah, you can read it out loud. -Okay. 870 00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:11,070 I walk in nervous, I hear your voice 871 00:42:11,153 --> 00:42:14,698 You say my name, you are my choice 872 00:42:14,782 --> 00:42:17,952 I'm excited now, I lose my poise 873 00:42:18,577 --> 00:42:21,455 You destroy the fear, you drown the noise 874 00:42:21,539 --> 00:42:23,916 Your love is rich, I'm feeling poor 875 00:42:23,999 --> 00:42:26,335 You open up, I'm reassured 876 00:42:26,418 --> 00:42:29,088 I think of you, I drift to sleep 877 00:42:29,713 --> 00:42:32,299 How will we feel the day we meet? 878 00:42:32,383 --> 00:42:35,344 You are my queen, you are Aali 879 00:42:35,427 --> 00:42:37,972 My guard is down, let's take the leap 880 00:42:38,055 --> 00:42:40,891 -Aww. Uche. -[Uche laughs] 881 00:42:41,433 --> 00:42:43,644 -I love it. -[Uche] Do you like it? 882 00:42:43,727 --> 00:42:45,604 Yes, I love it. 883 00:42:45,688 --> 00:42:47,356 -Thank you. -Yeah, you're welcome. 884 00:42:47,439 --> 00:42:48,941 [Aaliyah] That just made my heart jump. 885 00:42:49,024 --> 00:42:51,860 -[chuckles] -[Aaliyah] I feel the same way about you. 886 00:42:51,944 --> 00:42:52,987 It's like, I'm so scared, 887 00:42:53,070 --> 00:42:56,574 but then I don't feel like I could do this with anybody else. 888 00:42:56,657 --> 00:42:57,491 Yeah. 889 00:42:57,575 --> 00:43:00,953 [Aaliyah] And it's like it feels too good to be true. 890 00:43:01,537 --> 00:43:04,373 It's just I feel like my fear is like… 891 00:43:05,624 --> 00:43:06,667 [whimpers] 892 00:43:07,293 --> 00:43:08,419 I'm just so scared. 893 00:43:08,502 --> 00:43:11,255 I don't wanna get hurt. You know what I mean? 894 00:43:11,755 --> 00:43:13,882 Letting somebody in is really scary. 895 00:43:13,966 --> 00:43:15,342 -So… -[Uche] Yeah. 896 00:43:15,843 --> 00:43:18,929 But I trust you with my heart. 897 00:43:19,013 --> 00:43:22,516 I know that you'll at least be honest and straightforward with me, 898 00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:23,559 no matter what. 899 00:43:30,316 --> 00:43:31,483 And, um… 900 00:43:31,567 --> 00:43:34,862 -Yeah. -That gives me peace, knowing that. 901 00:43:37,656 --> 00:43:41,785 [Uche] So, speaking of trust and honesty, 902 00:43:42,453 --> 00:43:45,456 um, there's something I have to tell you. 903 00:43:46,123 --> 00:43:46,957 Okay. 904 00:43:47,708 --> 00:43:48,542 [sniffles] 905 00:43:49,543 --> 00:43:53,422 I haven't been completely honest with you. 906 00:43:59,928 --> 00:44:01,347 Um… [sighs] 907 00:44:01,430 --> 00:44:04,642 One of my dates on the first day… 908 00:44:05,934 --> 00:44:08,812 [sighs] I walked into the pod… 909 00:44:08,896 --> 00:44:09,813 [sniffles] 910 00:44:10,606 --> 00:44:11,482 and… 911 00:44:13,442 --> 00:44:18,656 it is a girl that I have dated in the past. 912 00:44:23,994 --> 00:44:25,079 And, um… 913 00:44:29,917 --> 00:44:31,251 It's Lydia. 914 00:44:32,378 --> 00:44:34,421 [pop music playing] 915 00:44:34,505 --> 00:44:36,423 ♪ I'm caught up in a crossfire ♪ 916 00:44:43,430 --> 00:44:44,431 ♪ Yeah! ♪ 917 00:44:45,182 --> 00:44:47,559 ♪ So I'm caught up in a crossfire ♪ 918 00:44:52,523 --> 00:44:55,442 ♪ Yeah! ♪ [echoing] 919 00:45:05,536 --> 00:45:09,456 ♪ Can't you see what I've become? ♪