1 00:00:06,006 --> 00:00:07,674 -[pop music playing] -♪ Baby, I'll follow… ♪ 2 00:00:07,757 --> 00:00:10,885 -Monica Davis, will you marry me? -[exhales] 3 00:00:10,969 --> 00:00:12,262 Yes, absolutely. 4 00:00:12,345 --> 00:00:14,472 -Mm! -Mm! 5 00:00:14,556 --> 00:00:16,349 Ashley, will you marry me? 6 00:00:16,433 --> 00:00:18,643 I would be honored to marry you, Tyler. 7 00:00:19,894 --> 00:00:21,229 Will you marry me? 8 00:00:21,312 --> 00:00:22,188 Absolutely. 9 00:00:22,272 --> 00:00:23,898 [laughing] 10 00:00:26,568 --> 00:00:28,653 [both laughing] 11 00:00:28,737 --> 00:00:30,947 -[Alex] Hi! Hey. -Hello. 12 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:32,407 -How are you? -Good! 13 00:00:32,490 --> 00:00:35,035 -Will you marry me? -Yes, yes, yes! 14 00:00:35,118 --> 00:00:37,287 -[Ramses] Okay, it's for real. -[laughs] 15 00:00:37,370 --> 00:00:39,414 -You're gorgeous. You know that? -[Hannah] Thank you. 16 00:00:41,374 --> 00:00:43,501 -[laughing] -Aah! 17 00:00:43,585 --> 00:00:45,378 ♪ Follow you… ♪ 18 00:00:45,462 --> 00:00:47,130 [Tyler] You're one of my favorite people. 19 00:00:47,213 --> 00:00:50,633 [Garrett] Like, I'm willing and ready to, like, change my life for you. 20 00:00:50,717 --> 00:00:52,552 [Marissa] I feel so good about us. 21 00:00:52,635 --> 00:00:53,720 [Ramses] I do too. 22 00:00:54,804 --> 00:00:57,640 -[Hannah] I've never felt this before. -[Nick D] Me either. 23 00:00:57,724 --> 00:01:00,477 [Monica] I've been looking for him for a really long time. 24 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:02,395 This is it. Like, no question. 25 00:01:02,479 --> 00:01:03,313 Yes. 26 00:01:03,396 --> 00:01:06,357 -That's how you feel? -I won't know until you meet my dad. 27 00:01:06,441 --> 00:01:08,902 -Oh, for real? -He's gotta give the… [clicks tongue] 28 00:01:08,985 --> 00:01:09,944 Bring it on. 29 00:01:10,028 --> 00:01:12,781 You feel like I'm bossy? 'Cause I feel like I am. 30 00:01:12,864 --> 00:01:15,492 You can try to be, but I'm an immovable object. 31 00:01:16,284 --> 00:01:18,244 I can't have nobody who's on some shit. 32 00:01:18,328 --> 00:01:21,581 -On some immature shit. -Yeah, like, come on. I'm a grown man. 33 00:01:21,664 --> 00:01:25,877 I was so excited meeting everyone else, because all it does is sort of-- 34 00:01:25,960 --> 00:01:27,087 Baby. 35 00:01:27,170 --> 00:01:29,589 I love you to death. I'm obsessed with you. 36 00:01:29,672 --> 00:01:32,175 -Am I being chatty again? -Literally cannot get a word in. 37 00:01:32,258 --> 00:01:33,551 We're gonna race. 38 00:01:33,635 --> 00:01:34,552 Nick! 39 00:01:35,386 --> 00:01:37,305 -Oh, she's jealous. Don't be jealous. -[laughing] 40 00:01:37,388 --> 00:01:38,515 [Hannah] Pissed me off. 41 00:01:38,598 --> 00:01:41,684 The girl was like, "Looks like your girl's a jealous little bitch." 42 00:01:41,768 --> 00:01:43,937 -[gasps] -And Nick just laughed. 43 00:01:44,646 --> 00:01:47,565 [Nick D] Hannah wrote down a fucking note of, like, ten things. 44 00:01:47,649 --> 00:01:48,900 "Mature, question mark?" 45 00:01:48,983 --> 00:01:51,111 [Hannah] I have concerns for, like, our relationship 46 00:01:51,194 --> 00:01:52,862 and, like, what we need to address 47 00:01:52,946 --> 00:01:55,573 to make sure that, like, we're 100% when we go to the altar. 48 00:01:55,657 --> 00:01:57,408 Like, I just wanna make sure we're there. 49 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:59,244 I'm not the only one delusional. 50 00:02:00,161 --> 00:02:02,413 I started to feel very, very disrespected. 51 00:02:02,497 --> 00:02:04,707 When you actually left, I thought you weren't coming back. 52 00:02:04,791 --> 00:02:08,795 I love you, but at a certain point, I have to have some respect for myself. 53 00:02:09,504 --> 00:02:10,505 [Alex sobs] 54 00:02:10,588 --> 00:02:12,090 I'm sorry. [kisses] 55 00:02:12,173 --> 00:02:13,341 I do love you. 56 00:02:14,717 --> 00:02:15,802 We can fix this. 57 00:02:18,471 --> 00:02:20,890 -["Comin' in Hot" playing] -♪ Yeah, I'm comin' in hot ♪ 58 00:02:20,974 --> 00:02:22,308 ♪ I'm comin' in hot ♪ 59 00:02:22,392 --> 00:02:25,395 ♪ All right, check it, comin' in hot Better job, what's next? ♪ 60 00:02:25,478 --> 00:02:27,647 ♪ Got a good thing, line 'em up on deck ♪ 61 00:02:27,730 --> 00:02:29,816 ♪ I'mma getting better Yeah, you know I'm the best ♪ 62 00:02:29,899 --> 00:02:31,901 ♪ I know what I want Never settling for less… ♪ 63 00:02:31,985 --> 00:02:33,570 Good morning from Cabo. 64 00:02:33,653 --> 00:02:34,946 Good morning. 65 00:02:35,029 --> 00:02:38,074 Stephen's taking me to a Mexican restaurant. 66 00:02:38,158 --> 00:02:41,536 I get to drive. I get to drive on these wild roads. 67 00:02:41,619 --> 00:02:43,621 -Wish me luck! -You'll be fine. 68 00:02:43,705 --> 00:02:46,583 -The things we do for love! -[laughing] 69 00:02:46,666 --> 00:02:47,709 ♪ Comin' in hot ♪ 70 00:02:48,918 --> 00:02:50,044 ♪ Comin' in hot ♪ 71 00:02:50,753 --> 00:02:52,130 Vacation's amazing. 72 00:02:53,131 --> 00:02:54,174 I never wanna leave. 73 00:02:54,257 --> 00:02:57,177 -Mm! I never wanna leave her side. -[laughing] 74 00:02:57,260 --> 00:02:59,762 -You better not. I'll fight you. -[laughs] 75 00:02:59,846 --> 00:03:03,308 -["You're So Good for Me" playing] -♪ So good for me… ♪ 76 00:03:04,184 --> 00:03:07,604 She's already looking good. She just woke up like this. 77 00:03:08,980 --> 00:03:11,566 -Yeah, it doesn't make sense. -[laughs] 78 00:03:11,649 --> 00:03:13,484 [Tyler] I've been loving it here. 79 00:03:13,568 --> 00:03:15,904 [Ashley A] I wish I could wake up to this every day. 80 00:03:15,987 --> 00:03:18,489 -We could just move here. -We could. 81 00:03:18,573 --> 00:03:23,369 ♪ You're so good for me ♪ 82 00:03:23,453 --> 00:03:27,207 Got some good rest this morning. Had a nice breakfast out here. 83 00:03:27,290 --> 00:03:29,083 [Hannah] Is there anything we need to work on? 84 00:03:29,167 --> 00:03:31,252 Sometimes I can be a little selfish 85 00:03:31,336 --> 00:03:35,298 or some things I say I should probably think twice before I say it. 86 00:03:35,381 --> 00:03:36,549 -Yeah. -What about you? 87 00:03:36,633 --> 00:03:39,719 I think I'm realizing I need to work on being less bitchy sometimes. 88 00:03:40,261 --> 00:03:42,305 A little bitchy is good, but, um… 89 00:03:42,388 --> 00:03:44,307 But I can work on being kinder to you sometimes. 90 00:03:44,390 --> 00:03:45,725 Sometimes you just frustrate me. 91 00:03:45,808 --> 00:03:48,394 -I never get angry or mean or yell. -Yeah. 92 00:03:48,478 --> 00:03:50,521 I'm just like, "Ugh, Nick, come on." 93 00:03:50,605 --> 00:03:52,690 But I need to be more patient with you, I think. 94 00:03:52,774 --> 00:03:55,026 "Come on, Nick, what the fuck?!" [laughs] 95 00:03:55,109 --> 00:03:56,527 [laughs] I don't think I do that. 96 00:03:56,611 --> 00:04:01,532 -["Never Get Enough" playing] -♪ Love will always keep us holding on ♪ 97 00:04:01,616 --> 00:04:03,785 Do I shave the neck or not? What do you think? 98 00:04:03,868 --> 00:04:05,787 Do you think it'll look cleaner? 99 00:04:05,870 --> 00:04:08,873 Oh, it will be definitely look cleaner, but what's the look? 100 00:04:08,957 --> 00:04:11,876 -So it depends. Without the hoodie. -You could shave it. 101 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:13,503 -What's your preference? -Shave it. 102 00:04:13,586 --> 00:04:16,256 -Cool. There it is. -There it goes. Done deal. 103 00:04:16,339 --> 00:04:19,634 She's already telling me what to do. And I'm gonna oblige it! 104 00:04:20,134 --> 00:04:21,928 -I think he likes it a little. -This is great. 105 00:04:22,011 --> 00:04:25,181 -All right. You're getting carried away. -[laughing] 106 00:04:25,265 --> 00:04:28,893 ♪ You're speaking my love language La-la-la-la-la ♪ 107 00:04:28,977 --> 00:04:30,979 ♪ You're speaking my love language ♪ 108 00:04:31,562 --> 00:04:32,730 [Marissa] Oh, my God! 109 00:04:32,814 --> 00:04:35,024 -[screams] -[laughs] 110 00:04:35,733 --> 00:04:37,151 I was in the Navy for seven years. 111 00:04:37,235 --> 00:04:42,365 And I was stationed on destroyers and managed divisions of sailors. 112 00:04:42,448 --> 00:04:43,491 -Hi! -[server] Hello. 113 00:04:43,574 --> 00:04:44,617 -Welcome aboard. -Hello. 114 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:47,745 -Are you enjoying your trip? [laughs] -[both] Thank you. 115 00:04:47,829 --> 00:04:52,000 I can navigate a ship, like, specifically a USS naval destroyer. 116 00:04:52,583 --> 00:04:55,211 I could probably drive this yacht. [laughs] 117 00:04:55,295 --> 00:04:58,006 I miss being out to sea. This is so exciting. 118 00:04:58,089 --> 00:05:00,800 -I close my eyes, I'm on a Navy boat. -Yeah? 119 00:05:00,883 --> 00:05:02,260 I realized you were in the Navy, 120 00:05:02,343 --> 00:05:05,346 but I didn't realize how much, like, you loved boats, which makes sense. 121 00:05:05,430 --> 00:05:07,265 [Marissa] I did it for seven years, yeah. 122 00:05:07,348 --> 00:05:10,685 There was a lot of sweet moments in the Navy, like being out to sea, 123 00:05:10,768 --> 00:05:13,438 and, like, being with your crew and your service members, 124 00:05:13,521 --> 00:05:14,856 but I was away from home a lot. 125 00:05:14,939 --> 00:05:17,275 I missed a lot of holidays. It's hard to keep a relationship. 126 00:05:17,358 --> 00:05:20,028 It's been a few years, but it was a huge part of my life. 127 00:05:20,111 --> 00:05:23,031 And all my friends, mainly, are from military. 128 00:05:23,114 --> 00:05:23,948 Yeah. 129 00:05:30,413 --> 00:05:33,291 -[Marissa] You look so good. -[Ramses] Thank you. You look amazing. 130 00:05:33,374 --> 00:05:35,460 I feel like this makes for a great photo right here. 131 00:05:35,543 --> 00:05:38,379 [Marissa gasps] Yes! Let's take a video first. 132 00:05:38,463 --> 00:05:39,505 Let's take a video first. 133 00:05:41,716 --> 00:05:43,343 Don't slide off, yo. 134 00:05:43,426 --> 00:05:44,969 Um, I'm a mariner. 135 00:05:45,053 --> 00:05:46,804 -I'm a sailor. -Oh, yeah, I'm sorry. 136 00:05:46,888 --> 00:05:48,348 I have my sea legs. 137 00:05:48,431 --> 00:05:50,558 -[Ramses laughs] Look so good, baby. -Yeah? 138 00:05:50,641 --> 00:05:52,894 -[Ramses] Yes. -Maybe a little back? 139 00:05:52,977 --> 00:05:54,771 -[Ramses] Yes! Work. -Okay. 140 00:05:54,854 --> 00:05:56,647 -[Ramses] Work. -Wait, gotta do a little ring. 141 00:05:56,731 --> 00:05:58,816 [Ramses laughs] Pose, a little zoom in on the ring. 142 00:05:58,900 --> 00:06:00,902 ["Headrush" Nicolas Dagnall playing] 143 00:06:03,154 --> 00:06:06,199 ♪ You feel it rushing through your blood ♪ 144 00:06:11,412 --> 00:06:14,415 [Tim] This morning I woke up, and I thought I was going home. 145 00:06:15,583 --> 00:06:18,669 What happened last night between Alex and I, 146 00:06:18,753 --> 00:06:19,712 that shit wasn't cool. 147 00:06:29,597 --> 00:06:31,265 [Alex] I'm trying to be positive, 148 00:06:31,349 --> 00:06:34,143 but I'm just taking in what he said. 149 00:06:34,227 --> 00:06:36,229 Um, I knew he was upset, 150 00:06:37,063 --> 00:06:41,234 but I didn't know the extent of how upset he was until he spoke on it, so… 151 00:06:42,110 --> 00:06:43,653 Yeah. [grunts] 152 00:06:44,487 --> 00:06:46,155 [Tim] Because I see 153 00:06:47,281 --> 00:06:51,077 that she kind of can understand where I'm coming from 154 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:52,954 and is willing to listen, 155 00:06:53,037 --> 00:06:56,999 I am more than willing to, like, keep exploring this. 156 00:07:01,671 --> 00:07:03,172 [Alex] Knowing that he came in today, 157 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:06,134 that he had every intention of this being the last conversation 158 00:07:06,217 --> 00:07:08,261 and now he wants to have another conversation 159 00:07:08,344 --> 00:07:13,516 gives me, like, the optimism that it's going in the right direction. 160 00:07:16,352 --> 00:07:19,313 We're supposed to be going ATV riding. I have no idea what that looks like, 161 00:07:19,397 --> 00:07:21,941 um, especially since Tim 162 00:07:22,024 --> 00:07:24,026 originally had no intention of doing that with me. 163 00:07:25,486 --> 00:07:28,948 She is my fiancée and hopefully will be my wife. 164 00:07:29,031 --> 00:07:33,786 I do genuinely love Tim, and I do want to bring him home 165 00:07:33,870 --> 00:07:36,080 and introduce him to my family and get married to him, 166 00:07:36,164 --> 00:07:39,083 but this whole situation 167 00:07:40,585 --> 00:07:45,256 definitely put a hold on it, I guess, 168 00:07:45,339 --> 00:07:47,675 until we figure out what happens now, 169 00:07:48,342 --> 00:07:49,677 what happens next. 170 00:07:58,978 --> 00:08:00,980 ["All Outta Love" by Nineoneone playing] 171 00:08:04,108 --> 00:08:04,942 [grunts] 172 00:08:05,026 --> 00:08:06,694 ♪ I got $22… ♪ 173 00:08:06,777 --> 00:08:07,904 [Ashley A grunts] 174 00:08:07,987 --> 00:08:10,698 -Big camel. -[Ashley A] Are you doing this, Tyler? 175 00:08:10,781 --> 00:08:12,450 -[Tyler] What? -[Ashley A] Making it move? 176 00:08:12,533 --> 00:08:15,870 -No, I don't know how to talk to a camel! -[Ashley A laughs] That's crazy. 177 00:08:16,787 --> 00:08:19,165 Ooh. Ooh. He move a lot. 178 00:08:20,249 --> 00:08:22,585 [Tyler] Can you see yourself getting married in three weeks? 179 00:08:23,294 --> 00:08:26,339 [Ashley A] Yes, I can see myself getting married tomorrow, to be honest, to you. 180 00:08:26,422 --> 00:08:27,882 -Really? -[Ashley A] Honest to God. 181 00:08:27,965 --> 00:08:28,799 [Tyler laughs] 182 00:08:28,883 --> 00:08:31,302 -[Ashley A] There's more things to learn. -Yeah. 183 00:08:31,385 --> 00:08:37,016 [Ashley A] But I don't think I'll ever find a guy like you ever again, honestly. 184 00:08:37,099 --> 00:08:39,227 -[Tyler] Thank you so much. -[Ashley A] Thank you. 185 00:08:43,272 --> 00:08:44,148 [Tyler] Amazing. 186 00:08:44,232 --> 00:08:45,775 [exhales] 187 00:08:45,858 --> 00:08:48,152 -Family, holidays, what's that look like? -Yes. 188 00:08:48,236 --> 00:08:50,321 -As far as? -Us. 189 00:08:50,404 --> 00:08:51,948 [Ashley A] Once we have kids and stuff, 190 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:54,951 you have to split it up, I guess. 191 00:08:55,034 --> 00:08:58,329 Last year, I stayed home for Christmas. I cooked a big meal for myself. 192 00:08:58,412 --> 00:09:00,790 I literally made baked mac and cheese, 193 00:09:00,873 --> 00:09:03,042 collard greens, fried chicken. 194 00:09:03,125 --> 00:09:05,378 That's so funny. How about I did the same thing. 195 00:09:05,461 --> 00:09:06,462 Damn. 196 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:10,007 -I made crab cakes, Gouda mac. -Oh, yeah. 197 00:09:10,591 --> 00:09:12,301 -You know what I wanna do though? -What? 198 00:09:13,719 --> 00:09:17,056 Come up with our own traditions. Mine was, like, s'mores with my mom 199 00:09:17,139 --> 00:09:19,767 for holidays that we could, like, keep on every year. 200 00:09:19,850 --> 00:09:21,811 -Christmas… -On Christmas Eve, we do this. 201 00:09:21,894 --> 00:09:24,897 We should create our own, like, ornament, tree ornament. 202 00:09:24,981 --> 00:09:27,858 -Just a thought. Yeah, just something. -That's cute. 203 00:09:28,651 --> 00:09:32,405 But when we have, like, a-- maybe it would be cool when we have kids. 204 00:09:32,488 --> 00:09:35,366 Um… every year, 205 00:09:35,449 --> 00:09:38,119 we do a deep dive of, like, old Christmas movies. 206 00:09:38,202 --> 00:09:40,538 -I love Christmas movies. -Talking my language. 207 00:09:40,621 --> 00:09:42,498 I made my own ugly Christmas sweater. 208 00:09:42,582 --> 00:09:45,084 -We can host ugly sweater parties. -We can. 209 00:09:45,167 --> 00:09:48,212 I'm a big costume person. I'm a big theme person. 210 00:09:48,296 --> 00:09:51,632 I already talked to the guys. We are doing a Halloween dress-up. 211 00:09:51,716 --> 00:09:54,885 Honestly, you're the kind of person I could hang with anywhere. 212 00:09:54,969 --> 00:09:56,846 That's what I'm saying. I don't care what we do. 213 00:09:56,929 --> 00:09:59,765 -We're about to get married. -I love that. 214 00:09:59,849 --> 00:10:01,559 [pop music playing] 215 00:10:03,686 --> 00:10:05,688 [laughing] 216 00:10:07,940 --> 00:10:11,611 ♪ You're my person ♪ 217 00:10:12,445 --> 00:10:13,988 You ready? Let's ride. 218 00:10:14,739 --> 00:10:17,825 -[Hannah shouting, laughing] -[Nick D screaming] 219 00:10:20,578 --> 00:10:22,913 [laughing] 220 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:27,918 -[applauding] -[Nick D shouts] Whew! 221 00:10:28,002 --> 00:10:29,879 Nick, was it fun? 222 00:10:29,962 --> 00:10:31,047 [Nick D] Oh, my gosh. 223 00:10:31,547 --> 00:10:34,675 -[sighs] I wouldn't do it again. -[operator] One more? 224 00:10:34,759 --> 00:10:36,344 -[laughing] -No, I'm not ready to die yet. 225 00:10:36,427 --> 00:10:38,220 [laughing] Nick, don't tell me that! 226 00:10:38,304 --> 00:10:40,931 -[groans, sighs] -[Hannah laughing] 227 00:10:41,015 --> 00:10:42,725 [Nick D] Oh, my God! 228 00:10:43,559 --> 00:10:45,603 I hope I can have kids after this. 229 00:10:46,228 --> 00:10:47,313 -[groans] -[laughs] 230 00:10:47,396 --> 00:10:49,690 We did it, girl. Well, I did it. 231 00:10:49,774 --> 00:10:52,777 Don't speak too soon for me, but I'm very, very, very proud of you. 232 00:10:52,860 --> 00:10:54,570 -Take a seat, please. -[Nick D] Yeah. 233 00:10:54,654 --> 00:10:57,156 -Okay, I'll do the door. -[Nick D] You got it, girl. 234 00:10:57,239 --> 00:10:58,658 [Hannah] Aah! 235 00:11:00,826 --> 00:11:02,203 [operator] Step on here. 236 00:11:03,621 --> 00:11:04,538 Ready? 237 00:11:06,248 --> 00:11:09,585 Three, two, one. 238 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:10,544 Bungee! 239 00:11:10,628 --> 00:11:11,921 [Hannah screams] 240 00:11:12,004 --> 00:11:14,882 -[pop music playing] -[vocalizing] ♪ I'mma… ♪ 241 00:11:14,965 --> 00:11:16,634 -[operator] Hmm. -Damn. 242 00:11:16,717 --> 00:11:17,885 There you go. 243 00:11:19,887 --> 00:11:20,930 Attagirl. 244 00:11:21,013 --> 00:11:23,557 ♪ I'm hooked on you We got something new… ♪ 245 00:11:23,641 --> 00:11:26,977 [operator] Perfect. Come back here. 246 00:11:28,437 --> 00:11:30,398 [exhales] 247 00:11:32,942 --> 00:11:34,151 [Nick D] I see you. 248 00:11:35,027 --> 00:11:36,404 [Hannah] That was amazing. 249 00:11:37,822 --> 00:11:39,407 -Come this way. -[panting] Okay. 250 00:11:39,490 --> 00:11:40,866 Help me. Spin around. 251 00:11:41,367 --> 00:11:42,660 [Hannah] Whoo! 252 00:11:42,743 --> 00:11:45,079 [Nick D] Good job. I'm proud of you. 253 00:11:46,288 --> 00:11:48,374 -I'm still a little weak in the knees. -I know. 254 00:11:48,457 --> 00:11:51,919 Bungee jumping gives me the same feeling as when we're in love, baby. 255 00:11:52,002 --> 00:11:55,464 Uh-huh. Oh, my gosh, right? Exhilarating. 256 00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:56,757 [Hannah] Ride or die. 257 00:11:56,841 --> 00:12:02,430 ♪ This is the only place That I wanna be… ♪ 258 00:12:02,513 --> 00:12:04,140 Whoa! 259 00:12:04,807 --> 00:12:05,808 Oh, shit. 260 00:12:06,684 --> 00:12:07,518 [Taylor] Wow. 261 00:12:07,601 --> 00:12:09,061 -[Garrett] This is cool. -[man] Hello. 262 00:12:09,145 --> 00:12:11,105 -Welcome to the glassblowing factory. -Hi. 263 00:12:11,188 --> 00:12:13,649 [man] He's gonna make a custom figure for you. 264 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:16,360 ♪ You're here, yeah… ♪ 265 00:12:16,944 --> 00:12:19,822 Aww, look! Wow, what's so cool. 266 00:12:19,905 --> 00:12:22,158 [Garrett] It's beautiful. Beautiful. That is very cool. 267 00:12:23,451 --> 00:12:26,495 [Taylor] Very fitting for a man that's very about fish. 268 00:12:26,579 --> 00:12:28,247 So this is gonna go in your place. 269 00:12:28,330 --> 00:12:29,582 -"Our place." -[laughs] 270 00:12:29,665 --> 00:12:34,628 ♪ This is the only place that I wanna be ♪ 271 00:12:34,712 --> 00:12:38,257 ♪ I wanna be here, I wanna be here ♪ 272 00:12:38,340 --> 00:12:41,969 I feel like there's something that's been kind of weighing on me and bothering me. 273 00:12:42,052 --> 00:12:43,095 I just wanna address it. 274 00:12:43,804 --> 00:12:46,182 In the pods, I remember you specifically telling me, like, 275 00:12:46,265 --> 00:12:48,225 "We're together. Like, I'm gonna get you flowers." 276 00:12:50,352 --> 00:12:53,189 I've waited a long time to, like, find the right person. 277 00:12:53,272 --> 00:12:56,525 The actions matching up with the words, right? 278 00:12:56,609 --> 00:13:00,112 Like, that's gonna be really important to me. 279 00:13:00,196 --> 00:13:01,489 You're right, and… 280 00:13:02,740 --> 00:13:03,741 It… [sighs] 281 00:13:06,368 --> 00:13:08,829 I was using that as a concept, 282 00:13:08,913 --> 00:13:10,831 but, like, it wouldn't be flowers. 283 00:13:10,915 --> 00:13:13,167 But it would be something along those lines of a gift. 284 00:13:13,250 --> 00:13:16,545 Like, flowers to me… I get it. 285 00:13:16,629 --> 00:13:20,508 It's not about flowers. It's just about making me feel special. 286 00:13:20,591 --> 00:13:22,968 -Yeah, you're right. -You know the love languages. 287 00:13:23,052 --> 00:13:25,221 I'm a big words of affirmation, acts of service person. 288 00:13:25,304 --> 00:13:28,432 But my third one is gifts. And, like, I show love. 289 00:13:28,516 --> 00:13:33,771 For Christmas, like, I will get everyone that I know the most thoughtful gift. 290 00:13:33,854 --> 00:13:36,690 I spend money on, like, making people smile. 291 00:13:36,774 --> 00:13:38,442 Gifts have always been my last. 292 00:13:38,526 --> 00:13:40,694 -Even for Christmas. -Mm-hmm. 293 00:13:40,778 --> 00:13:42,822 I think the last time 294 00:13:43,864 --> 00:13:47,243 my family was able to, like, really provide gifts for everyone… 295 00:13:47,326 --> 00:13:48,160 [Monica] Yeah. 296 00:13:48,244 --> 00:13:52,581 Years ago. I haven't really gotten a Christmas gift in, like, a long time. 297 00:13:52,665 --> 00:13:55,793 When it comes to our financial upbringing, 298 00:13:55,876 --> 00:14:00,214 I refuse to let that be the thing that ever, like, puts space between us. 299 00:14:00,297 --> 00:14:06,136 I have not once felt like our financial upbringing differences… 300 00:14:06,637 --> 00:14:09,139 Like, I know I don't have to get you 301 00:14:09,223 --> 00:14:13,435 something top quality, like a Kate Spade bag. 302 00:14:13,519 --> 00:14:15,145 Don't ever get me one of those. 303 00:14:15,229 --> 00:14:18,399 -Like a YSL bag. -I don't even know what that is. 304 00:14:18,482 --> 00:14:20,943 Louis Vuitton? You've heard of Louis Vuitton. 305 00:14:21,026 --> 00:14:23,153 -Is he, like, a big deal? -[laughs] 306 00:14:23,237 --> 00:14:25,781 -He's a big deal. Yeah. [laughing] -[Stephen] Okay. 307 00:14:26,782 --> 00:14:27,616 I love you. 308 00:14:27,700 --> 00:14:32,288 I don't wanna sound materialistic, but I also want, like, to feel special. 309 00:14:32,371 --> 00:14:33,706 -Yeah. -Yeah. 310 00:14:34,623 --> 00:14:36,542 No, you're right. You're right. 311 00:14:36,625 --> 00:14:38,377 And I dropped the ball on that. 312 00:14:39,712 --> 00:14:42,298 [chuckles] And I'm not happy about that. 313 00:14:42,381 --> 00:14:45,092 [Monica] I do recognize that, like, you wrote me a poem 314 00:14:45,759 --> 00:14:48,012 after days of meeting me, and you sang me Edwin McCain, 315 00:14:48,095 --> 00:14:52,266 and, like, those things melt my heart deeply. 316 00:14:52,766 --> 00:14:55,644 But I also am who I am. Like, I also want flowers sometimes. 317 00:14:55,728 --> 00:14:57,605 I really don't wanna disappoint you. 318 00:14:57,688 --> 00:14:59,315 It's just, it's a lot. 319 00:14:59,398 --> 00:15:02,192 -What's a lot? -Moving forward with marriage. 320 00:15:03,444 --> 00:15:06,280 It's just, like, such a massive decision. 321 00:15:06,363 --> 00:15:08,824 And I just don't want to 322 00:15:09,617 --> 00:15:11,410 feel forced into doing something, 323 00:15:11,493 --> 00:15:14,288 'cause I don't think that's fair to you. 324 00:15:14,788 --> 00:15:17,124 If suddenly I'm having second thoughts, next thing you know-- 325 00:15:17,207 --> 00:15:19,710 Are you? Like, I'm so confused that you're saying this. 326 00:15:19,793 --> 00:15:22,087 -I know. No, I'm not. -Literally, I'm so confused. 327 00:15:22,171 --> 00:15:23,464 I'm not. I'm not. 328 00:15:23,547 --> 00:15:24,715 -I'm just-- -No, you are. 329 00:15:24,798 --> 00:15:27,676 -It's okay. Just say it. -No, I'm not having second thoughts. 330 00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:30,596 You're saying things like, "Second…" Like, what the fuck? 331 00:15:32,222 --> 00:15:34,141 -I-- -And you're not looking me in the eyes. 332 00:15:34,224 --> 00:15:36,602 Yeah, I know, 'cause I'm trying to think. I'm trying to think. 333 00:15:36,685 --> 00:15:39,396 You're right. Let me think of how best to word it. 334 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:43,317 Um, I'm by no means afraid to marry you. 335 00:15:45,694 --> 00:15:47,696 Like, I am genuinely in love with you. 336 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:51,992 I'm just nervous about the whole thing 337 00:15:52,076 --> 00:15:54,328 because it's a huge, huge commitment. 338 00:15:54,411 --> 00:15:56,288 It's not that I'm second-guessing being with you. 339 00:15:57,498 --> 00:16:01,001 You know, I just don't wanna feel overwhelmed 340 00:16:01,085 --> 00:16:02,753 when the moment comes 341 00:16:03,545 --> 00:16:05,381 to meet you at the altar. 342 00:16:06,715 --> 00:16:09,218 You're fucking kidding me. You, day one, were like, 343 00:16:09,301 --> 00:16:11,428 "I'm in love with you. I'm gonna marry you." 344 00:16:11,512 --> 00:16:13,514 -And you knew what this was. -Yeah. 345 00:16:13,597 --> 00:16:15,808 Like, we knew what we were getting ourselves into. 346 00:16:15,891 --> 00:16:17,518 These are things that I was very much 347 00:16:17,601 --> 00:16:20,729 hoping you had thought through. 348 00:16:20,813 --> 00:16:24,149 -Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. -Right? Before being so sure. 349 00:16:26,443 --> 00:16:28,654 -You okay? -Yeah. I'm listening. I'm listening. 350 00:16:28,737 --> 00:16:30,906 I thought you were about to cry. Are you okay? [laughs] 351 00:16:30,990 --> 00:16:33,033 I'm listening. I just-- I appreciate you. 352 00:16:33,117 --> 00:16:34,785 Yeah, I appreciate you too. 353 00:16:34,868 --> 00:16:37,496 It's a lot, but, like, let's take it… 354 00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:39,832 -You're right. -One step. 355 00:16:39,915 --> 00:16:43,210 Like, all that matters is you and I. That's all that matters. 356 00:16:44,169 --> 00:16:45,504 -Right? -Yeah, yeah. 357 00:16:46,672 --> 00:16:47,506 I love you. 358 00:16:47,589 --> 00:16:48,424 Love you. 359 00:16:48,507 --> 00:16:51,593 -[pop music playing] -♪ Ooh-oh! Oh-oh-oh! ♪ 360 00:16:51,677 --> 00:16:54,722 ♪ It's not the end ♪ 361 00:16:55,639 --> 00:16:59,018 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪ 362 00:16:59,101 --> 00:17:01,562 ♪ Start again ♪ 363 00:17:02,187 --> 00:17:05,190 ♪ Ooh-oh! Oh-oh-oh! 364 00:17:05,274 --> 00:17:08,068 ♪ It's not the end ♪ 365 00:17:10,863 --> 00:17:12,448 [Tim] Oh, Lord! 366 00:17:12,531 --> 00:17:14,241 [Alex] Oh, hell no. 367 00:17:16,118 --> 00:17:18,829 -[Tim laughs] -[Alex laughs] Oh, my God! 368 00:17:19,455 --> 00:17:21,790 [Tim] Stay cool. I don't fuck with heights! 369 00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:24,209 I like my feet on the ground. 370 00:17:24,293 --> 00:17:25,419 ["2 Train" playing] 371 00:17:25,502 --> 00:17:28,589 [Alex laughs] You got this, babe. 372 00:17:28,672 --> 00:17:30,549 ♪ All of the times that you cried ♪ 373 00:17:30,632 --> 00:17:32,634 ♪ And I held you ♪ 374 00:17:32,718 --> 00:17:35,888 ♪ Wasn't enough for your cold, cold… ♪ 375 00:17:38,307 --> 00:17:40,726 -[Alex laughs] I'm thankful to be alive. -I know. 376 00:17:40,809 --> 00:17:43,395 -Ugh! -[Alex] That was so scary. 377 00:17:43,479 --> 00:17:46,732 Okay, now I trust you with my life 'cause you got us over that bridge. 378 00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:49,902 Oh, the beach! 379 00:17:50,611 --> 00:17:51,487 So pretty! 380 00:17:52,696 --> 00:17:53,947 [Tim] Look at this. 381 00:17:56,075 --> 00:17:57,743 -You good? All right. -Yeah. 382 00:17:59,536 --> 00:18:00,621 Look at this view though. 383 00:18:00,704 --> 00:18:03,624 -You can see all the way down the beach. -[Alex] I know. 384 00:18:04,124 --> 00:18:07,336 -That was really scary. -Yeah, no. The bridge was not what's up. 385 00:18:07,419 --> 00:18:11,465 I feel like the bridge was kind of like a trust exercise. 386 00:18:11,548 --> 00:18:13,467 It can be a bridge to a new beginning. 387 00:18:13,550 --> 00:18:15,135 -Or that. -Or that. [laughs] 388 00:18:17,346 --> 00:18:19,264 I still love you. 389 00:18:20,224 --> 00:18:21,433 You know, it's… 390 00:18:22,142 --> 00:18:24,520 We had what we had, but, like, let's… 391 00:18:25,771 --> 00:18:28,982 leave that where it is and, like, start anew. 392 00:18:29,525 --> 00:18:30,984 I'm glad you're on the same page. 393 00:18:32,361 --> 00:18:34,822 -Yippee. -[laughing] 394 00:18:36,365 --> 00:18:39,743 So you're gonna come back to the hotel room? 395 00:18:39,827 --> 00:18:42,996 -Hmm? Or are you gonna stay separate? -I will. I will. 396 00:18:43,080 --> 00:18:45,916 -You will? -Yeah, I will. 397 00:18:45,999 --> 00:18:47,167 Perfect. 398 00:18:47,251 --> 00:18:48,794 First to take a nap. 399 00:18:48,877 --> 00:18:51,839 [laughs] Then a shower 'cause I'm dusty as hell. 400 00:18:51,922 --> 00:18:52,881 I know. 401 00:18:52,965 --> 00:18:54,883 But, yeah, I'll come back. 402 00:18:55,884 --> 00:18:57,219 I think we'll be okay. 403 00:18:58,095 --> 00:19:00,389 I do wanna keep moving forward. 404 00:19:01,181 --> 00:19:03,684 Like you said, first thing we did was cross that big-ass bridge. 405 00:19:03,767 --> 00:19:04,601 Yeah. 406 00:19:04,685 --> 00:19:07,396 [chuckles] If we could get across there, we'll be all right, you know? 407 00:19:07,479 --> 00:19:09,940 -Yeah. -Just don't look down. [laughs] 408 00:19:10,023 --> 00:19:12,025 -So are you excited to come back? -I am. 409 00:19:12,734 --> 00:19:13,610 I am. 410 00:19:13,694 --> 00:19:16,905 -Are you excited for me to come back? -Good. I am. I am. 411 00:19:18,407 --> 00:19:20,701 [sighs] Yeah. Feels so exciting. 412 00:19:21,285 --> 00:19:23,203 -[Tim] This view is beautiful. -[Alex] I know. 413 00:19:23,912 --> 00:19:25,873 -Are you getting down? -Yeah, but… 414 00:19:25,956 --> 00:19:28,500 -I don't know how I'm gonna get down. -Just give me your hand. 415 00:19:28,584 --> 00:19:30,127 Give me your hand and then jump. 416 00:19:30,210 --> 00:19:32,546 -Whoa! [laughing] -I got you. Damn. 417 00:19:32,629 --> 00:19:35,632 -I got you. I got you. -[laughing] 418 00:19:35,716 --> 00:19:37,551 I got you. Oh, look at that bird. 419 00:19:38,510 --> 00:19:41,972 It's like a pelican swooping down. It's gorgeous. 420 00:19:42,055 --> 00:19:43,599 ♪ I wanna smile for no reason… ♪ 421 00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:45,392 -Love you. -I love you too. 422 00:19:47,144 --> 00:19:51,106 ♪ 'Cause I wanna breathe the air That you're breathing ♪ 423 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:53,358 ♪ That you're breathing ♪ 424 00:19:53,442 --> 00:19:55,444 ["Rulebreaker" by Moia Bri playing] 425 00:19:57,779 --> 00:20:00,115 ♪ You say you want a piece of me ♪ 426 00:20:00,199 --> 00:20:01,992 ♪ You better turn back ♪ 427 00:20:03,368 --> 00:20:05,787 ♪ I'm an animal, you see ♪ 428 00:20:05,871 --> 00:20:07,539 ♪ Don't make me attack… ♪ 429 00:20:07,623 --> 00:20:10,042 -Slick Nick! -Nick and Hannah. 430 00:20:10,125 --> 00:20:12,544 -Hello! -Ah! There we go. 431 00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:15,797 -What's up, y'all? Good to see you. -Slick Nick! What's good? 432 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:17,216 ♪ I'm a rulebreaker ♪ 433 00:20:17,299 --> 00:20:18,508 ♪ Hey! ♪ 434 00:20:18,592 --> 00:20:22,596 ♪ You're never taking my throne I'm a rule breaker ♪ 435 00:20:22,679 --> 00:20:24,264 Hi! 436 00:20:24,348 --> 00:20:26,099 -Hi! -Damn. 437 00:20:26,683 --> 00:20:28,727 Look, man. Tyler got the hat. 438 00:20:28,810 --> 00:20:31,939 -[Taylor] Love the hat. -Like that? Got this to ride camels. 439 00:20:32,022 --> 00:20:34,650 -You guys got to ride a fucking camel? -[Tyler] Yeah. 440 00:20:34,733 --> 00:20:37,611 Stop! Dude, that's at the top of my bucket list. 441 00:20:41,573 --> 00:20:43,700 Do you feel like you're teaching him a lot of things? 442 00:20:43,784 --> 00:20:44,826 -Yeah. -Yeah. 443 00:20:44,910 --> 00:20:48,830 A lot. I'm sure he'll teach me something too eventually, but, like… 444 00:20:48,914 --> 00:20:50,749 [laughing] 445 00:20:52,834 --> 00:20:54,795 'Cause he had his suitcases and was leaving. 446 00:20:54,878 --> 00:20:56,755 Yeah. Oh, the trip? 447 00:20:56,838 --> 00:20:59,967 Yes! He was going to leave this entire experience. 448 00:21:00,050 --> 00:21:00,926 Oh, my God. 449 00:21:01,009 --> 00:21:02,844 I'm like, I don't have this man's number. 450 00:21:02,928 --> 00:21:04,346 I don't know where this man lives. 451 00:21:04,429 --> 00:21:07,683 If this man leaves, I am never going to speak to him again. 452 00:21:08,350 --> 00:21:10,852 -So what happened today? -We smoothed it over. 453 00:21:10,936 --> 00:21:12,437 -[fireworks popping] -[gasps] 454 00:21:14,106 --> 00:21:16,566 We have to go see that. Let's go see it right now. 455 00:21:16,650 --> 00:21:18,360 -[Monica] Let's go! -[Alex] We'll come back. 456 00:21:18,443 --> 00:21:20,779 -We'll come back. We'll come back. -[Monica] I wanna go see! 457 00:21:20,862 --> 00:21:23,699 -[Ashley A] Let's go. Let's go. Let's go. -Come on. 458 00:21:23,782 --> 00:21:25,284 Stephen, look! 459 00:21:25,367 --> 00:21:27,286 -[Stephen] I'm gonna come. -[Garrett] So… 460 00:21:27,369 --> 00:21:31,248 -[Alex] Wow! It's so pretty. -[Hannah] Are they doing this for us? 461 00:21:31,748 --> 00:21:35,168 -[pop music playing] -♪ Hey, hey… ♪ 462 00:21:35,877 --> 00:21:37,421 [Monica] So pretty! 463 00:21:37,504 --> 00:21:38,922 [chattering] 464 00:21:39,589 --> 00:21:41,550 [Hannah] Monica, you look very beautiful in purple. 465 00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:43,010 [Monica] Thank you, baby. 466 00:21:44,261 --> 00:21:47,723 -[Hannah gasps] Holy crap! -[Tyler] That was a little low. 467 00:21:47,806 --> 00:21:50,559 -Yeah, yeah, yeah. -[Monica] Whoa, so pretty! 468 00:21:51,226 --> 00:21:52,894 [Alex laughing] Where's Garrett? 469 00:21:52,978 --> 00:21:55,397 [Tyler] Yeah! Tim, I got you, dawg. Come on, dawg. 470 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:57,941 -[Tim] Oh, man. Where's G-baby? -We ain't need nobody! 471 00:21:58,025 --> 00:22:00,652 Where's G-baby? I got everything I need right here. 472 00:22:00,736 --> 00:22:01,570 Right here, dawg. 473 00:22:01,653 --> 00:22:03,655 [laughing] 474 00:22:04,573 --> 00:22:05,574 [Marissa] Love you. 475 00:22:05,657 --> 00:22:06,658 [Ramses] Love you too. 476 00:22:08,535 --> 00:22:09,828 ♪ Hey, hey! ♪ 477 00:22:10,537 --> 00:22:11,747 ♪ Higher love ♪ 478 00:22:13,498 --> 00:22:16,752 ♪ Yeah, higher love ♪ 479 00:22:18,295 --> 00:22:21,757 She finally told me to where it sunk in, where I was like, "Sure." 480 00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:24,676 That was so romantic. That was so romantic out there. 481 00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:26,720 Thank you so much for the romance. 482 00:22:26,803 --> 00:22:29,014 -[Stephen] I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I was-- -Oh, my God! 483 00:22:29,097 --> 00:22:32,392 So romantic! Holding all the other people together. 484 00:22:32,476 --> 00:22:34,561 [Stephen] I was talking with Garrett. 485 00:22:34,644 --> 00:22:37,272 I'm sorry. I know. Oh, my God. Okay. 486 00:22:37,356 --> 00:22:39,608 -We were, like-- it was a… -[indistinct chattering] 487 00:22:39,691 --> 00:22:41,109 -[Stephen] What? -[Nick D] Excuse me. 488 00:22:41,193 --> 00:22:42,527 -[Monica] Come on. -[Stephen] What? 489 00:22:44,404 --> 00:22:46,031 [Tyler] We don't see shit like this. 490 00:22:46,114 --> 00:22:48,575 We don't see fireworks all the time, so yeah, we ran. 491 00:22:48,658 --> 00:22:50,243 We were like, "Okay!" 492 00:22:50,327 --> 00:22:53,246 -[Alex] So I wanna say… -This is what I don't like about arguing. 493 00:22:53,330 --> 00:22:55,749 'Cause then everything he's doing is pissing me off. 494 00:22:55,832 --> 00:22:58,043 -[Hannah] Can I come over here? -Yes! Oh, my God. Please. 495 00:22:59,127 --> 00:23:02,589 [Ashley A] But, like, I'm used to-- I try not to be hard on myself. 496 00:23:02,672 --> 00:23:03,673 Are you good? 497 00:23:04,257 --> 00:23:05,092 Yeah. 498 00:23:05,175 --> 00:23:07,052 We're good. I love you. 499 00:23:07,135 --> 00:23:09,054 -[laughing] Sorry. -[Monica] We're good. 500 00:23:09,137 --> 00:23:12,641 Um, I just gave him a hard time for not watching the fireworks with me. 501 00:23:12,724 --> 00:23:15,519 -He's so scared of me. -[Taylor laughing] "He's so scared of me." 502 00:23:15,602 --> 00:23:17,729 -He's so scared of me. -[Taylor] As he should be. 503 00:23:17,813 --> 00:23:19,689 I'm not fucking around with him anymore. 504 00:23:20,607 --> 00:23:21,608 Thanks, baby. 505 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:23,693 Sparkling water? 506 00:23:25,112 --> 00:23:27,614 I don't know if you like sparkling water. I'm not a big fan. 507 00:23:27,697 --> 00:23:29,366 No, but it's okay. I'll drink it. 508 00:23:29,449 --> 00:23:32,119 Also, I'm sorry. 509 00:23:32,202 --> 00:23:34,663 Garrett was, like, having a moment. 510 00:23:34,746 --> 00:23:36,665 -[Monica] It's okay, babe. -[Stephen] I know. 511 00:23:36,748 --> 00:23:38,834 I still wanted to acknowledge that, because I… 512 00:23:40,001 --> 00:23:41,920 I'm sorry. I still wanted to acknowledge that. 513 00:23:42,003 --> 00:23:44,756 [Monica] You said to me earlier you were gonna make up for the flowers, 514 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:45,674 but it's okay. 515 00:23:45,757 --> 00:23:48,885 Taylor and I cuddled each other outside by the fireworks. 516 00:23:49,469 --> 00:23:52,973 Your man and I were having a very, like, serious moment about something, 517 00:23:53,056 --> 00:23:55,934 and, like, then the fireworks happened, and I was like, 518 00:23:56,017 --> 00:23:57,769 "Please finish your thought." 519 00:23:57,853 --> 00:24:00,730 I felt like it would have been rude to say, "Hey, hold on." 520 00:24:00,814 --> 00:24:03,358 Yeah, it's really hard when we have such limited time 521 00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:04,901 and, like, things happen. 522 00:24:04,985 --> 00:24:07,904 And knowing Garrett and the way that his brain works 523 00:24:07,988 --> 00:24:09,948 is like I know this man needs to get it out. 524 00:24:10,031 --> 00:24:11,616 Being a quantum physicist, 525 00:24:11,700 --> 00:24:15,704 he uses different thinking patterns than I do to describe shit. 526 00:24:15,787 --> 00:24:17,789 And I kind of suck sometimes at describing shit. 527 00:24:17,873 --> 00:24:19,416 -I don't know if that's true. -Yeah. 528 00:24:19,499 --> 00:24:21,334 I don't think you suck at describing things. 529 00:24:21,418 --> 00:24:23,420 [Stephen] Thank you. This situation… 530 00:24:23,503 --> 00:24:26,089 There's gonna be a time for all of us, 531 00:24:26,798 --> 00:24:28,467 where, like, if you make it on the show, 532 00:24:28,550 --> 00:24:31,178 regardless, like, you're going to eventually 533 00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:34,514 have people confronting you. 534 00:24:34,598 --> 00:24:38,560 People that know you, you know, that are complete strangers. 535 00:24:38,643 --> 00:24:41,188 Like, "Oh, I know your entire backstory." 536 00:24:41,271 --> 00:24:42,522 And for a lot of guys, 537 00:24:42,606 --> 00:24:45,150 there are women that are homewreckers out there that are like, 538 00:24:45,233 --> 00:24:47,194 "I don't give a fuck what your situation is." 539 00:24:47,277 --> 00:24:48,987 -"I wanna suck your dick." -[Ashley A] Sorry. 540 00:24:49,070 --> 00:24:50,655 -No, you're fine. -What's happening? 541 00:24:50,739 --> 00:24:52,532 -We were talking-- -How did we get here? 542 00:24:52,616 --> 00:24:55,243 [Stephen] You need to understand where you're deep-rooted at. 543 00:24:55,327 --> 00:24:57,370 There is where I'm coming back. Don't worry. 544 00:24:57,454 --> 00:24:59,456 I'll feed you, baby bird. I'll bring it home. 545 00:24:59,539 --> 00:25:01,875 I'm like, "Are you gonna get your dick sucked by a woman?" 546 00:25:01,958 --> 00:25:02,792 No, no, no, no, no. 547 00:25:02,876 --> 00:25:04,753 But you will be tempted 548 00:25:04,836 --> 00:25:07,547 in a situation that you've never been tempted before 549 00:25:07,631 --> 00:25:10,842 because, you know, like, suddenly you have this spotlight on you, 550 00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:13,470 and you need to understand where you're at. 551 00:25:13,553 --> 00:25:15,889 -I'm gonna get a french fry. I'll be back. -[Stephen] Okay. 552 00:25:17,265 --> 00:25:21,061 You need to understand why you're here with this specific person. 553 00:25:21,144 --> 00:25:23,772 -[Ashley A] Are you okay? -Yeah, I'm okay. I'm kind of annoyed. 554 00:25:23,855 --> 00:25:26,399 I've been scared because of the process 555 00:25:26,483 --> 00:25:29,110 of this has moved both so quickly 556 00:25:29,194 --> 00:25:30,987 and so suddenly, that it's scary. 557 00:25:31,071 --> 00:25:34,866 But not once have I questioned how I feel about this woman. 558 00:25:34,950 --> 00:25:38,328 ♪ I can't feel my pulse When I'm working for the weekend ♪ 559 00:25:38,411 --> 00:25:41,623 ♪ No pulse When I'm thinking on the regrets ♪ 560 00:25:41,706 --> 00:25:44,376 ♪ No pulse when I'm numb to my feelings ♪ 561 00:25:44,459 --> 00:25:49,506 ♪ I… I can't feel my pulse ♪ 562 00:25:53,176 --> 00:25:55,595 ♪ I can't feel my pulse ♪ 563 00:25:56,680 --> 00:26:00,433 ♪ Yeah, yeah! ♪ 564 00:26:01,476 --> 00:26:05,188 [Tim] How are you feeling going back to real life as an engaged woman? 565 00:26:05,272 --> 00:26:07,816 [Alex] I'm excited, but I'm also scared to live with you. 566 00:26:07,899 --> 00:26:10,443 -[Tim] Why are you scared? -[laughs] I don't know how you're like. 567 00:26:11,152 --> 00:26:13,363 -We've just been on vacation. -Yeah, that's true. 568 00:26:13,446 --> 00:26:15,365 -Do you expect me to cook every day? -No. 569 00:26:15,448 --> 00:26:17,993 -Because I'm not. [laughs] -You could use DoorDash. Shit. [laughs] 570 00:26:18,076 --> 00:26:19,703 -'Cause I'm not. -Shit. That's fine. 571 00:26:19,786 --> 00:26:21,997 -I'm not cooking every day. -I don't like dishes. 572 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:24,291 I just don't do dirty stuff. I don't leave food out. 573 00:26:24,374 --> 00:26:25,208 Yeah, no. 574 00:26:25,292 --> 00:26:27,127 I don't think we're gonna have that problem. 575 00:26:27,210 --> 00:26:30,171 -I think we're on the same page. -I can't wait to see your apartment. 576 00:26:30,255 --> 00:26:33,633 I can't wait for you to see my house and then of course, my bedroom. 577 00:26:33,717 --> 00:26:35,760 But that's a surprise you have to wait to see. 578 00:26:35,844 --> 00:26:38,680 -[laughs] Please be for real. -[laughs] I'm serious. 579 00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:41,099 You're gonna learn to believe in me one of these days. 580 00:26:41,182 --> 00:26:44,436 -["You've Got My Love" playing] -♪ It's okay to turn around ♪ 581 00:26:44,519 --> 00:26:48,231 ♪ You got my whole love ♪ 582 00:26:48,315 --> 00:26:51,818 ♪ Don't you let it get you down ♪ 583 00:26:51,901 --> 00:26:53,194 ♪ You got ♪ 584 00:26:54,237 --> 00:26:58,617 This is the only real annoying part of the end of all this. 585 00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:02,495 -[Monica] Mm-hmm. -Is having to refold, repack everything. 586 00:27:02,579 --> 00:27:04,080 -Mm-hmm. [laughs] -[Stephen] Like… 587 00:27:04,164 --> 00:27:07,042 [both laughing] 588 00:27:07,125 --> 00:27:08,668 -What is it, the shirt? -[Monica] Do you… 589 00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:13,298 Do you button all of your shirts before you fold the shirt to put it in-- 590 00:27:13,381 --> 00:27:15,050 Just to keep it together, yeah. 591 00:27:15,967 --> 00:27:17,886 -Yeah, and then… -Fascinating. 592 00:27:17,969 --> 00:27:20,555 -Yeah. [laughs] -[Monica] Can we do it in the morning? 593 00:27:20,639 --> 00:27:24,267 And you can lay with me or lay with me until I fall asleep? 594 00:27:24,351 --> 00:27:26,478 [Stephen] I know. You're right. 595 00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:30,231 All right, maybe if I didn't make such a mess to begin with. 596 00:27:30,315 --> 00:27:32,067 -[Monica] Right. -[laughs] 597 00:27:32,150 --> 00:27:33,902 [Monica] I was thinking the same thing. 598 00:27:33,985 --> 00:27:35,987 [Stephen] Wouldn't be in this problem to begin with. 599 00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:38,698 [grunts] 600 00:27:39,491 --> 00:27:42,869 -[sniffles] Oh, hi. -Hi. 601 00:27:42,952 --> 00:27:45,580 -[sighs, sniffles] -Love you. 602 00:27:45,664 --> 00:27:46,748 [Stephen] I love you. 603 00:27:51,503 --> 00:27:53,296 [snores, chuckles] 604 00:27:55,173 --> 00:27:56,049 Mm. 605 00:27:58,426 --> 00:27:59,260 [grunts] 606 00:28:01,554 --> 00:28:02,597 [yawns] 607 00:28:04,516 --> 00:28:05,433 [exhales] 608 00:28:08,436 --> 00:28:10,355 It's like I've known you for years. 609 00:28:10,438 --> 00:28:14,693 I've just really appreciated you making me feel, like, extra comfortable 610 00:28:14,776 --> 00:28:18,321 and, like, going at the pace that, like, I needed to go at 611 00:28:18,405 --> 00:28:20,448 for us to, like, deepen our relationship. 612 00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:23,618 I just feel like it wouldn't have been, like, authentic 613 00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:25,120 or genuine if I went 614 00:28:25,203 --> 00:28:26,621 at any other kind of pace, 615 00:28:26,705 --> 00:28:28,915 so thank you. I love you. 616 00:28:28,998 --> 00:28:30,166 -I love you too. -Mm. 617 00:28:37,090 --> 00:28:40,135 Yeah, it's been just right. I feel like it's been just right. 618 00:28:40,218 --> 00:28:43,930 Mm-hmm. I feel like I said in the pods, like, everything's just gonna get harder. 619 00:28:44,013 --> 00:28:46,891 Unless you've gone through this process, it's pretty shocking 620 00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:49,477 to explain that to people who, like, love and care for us 621 00:28:49,561 --> 00:28:53,231 and are probably gonna be also skeptical, kind of makes me nervous. 622 00:28:53,314 --> 00:28:55,942 That's not to say, like, I'm gonna make my decision 623 00:28:56,025 --> 00:28:58,236 based off of, like, what everyone else thinks. 624 00:28:58,319 --> 00:29:00,655 Our best and honest shot at it is 625 00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:05,410 all we can do, and I think we've both decided that's what we want to do. 626 00:29:06,453 --> 00:29:07,287 Yeah. 627 00:29:07,787 --> 00:29:09,706 -If it's not, tell me now. -[laughing] 628 00:29:09,789 --> 00:29:13,585 -No, obviously, it is. Yeah. -Separate flights, please. Thank you. 629 00:29:13,668 --> 00:29:14,836 [laughs] 630 00:29:14,919 --> 00:29:18,006 -["Wildfire" by MRBN playing] -♪ Was feeling something in the air ♪ 631 00:29:18,089 --> 00:29:20,133 ♪ Had to meet her ♪ 632 00:29:20,216 --> 00:29:24,387 ♪ So I went and said ♪ 633 00:29:24,471 --> 00:29:26,431 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪ 634 00:29:26,514 --> 00:29:30,226 ♪ You got me burning like a wildfire… ♪ 635 00:29:30,310 --> 00:29:32,854 -[Tyler] You ready to go back home? -Actually, I am. 636 00:29:32,937 --> 00:29:36,357 She still loves me, y'all. Just to be clear, right? 637 00:29:36,441 --> 00:29:39,527 I definitely do. You can't get rid of me, Tyler. 638 00:29:39,611 --> 00:29:41,029 ♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh! ♪ 639 00:29:41,112 --> 00:29:43,114 About to head out to the airport. 640 00:29:43,198 --> 00:29:45,074 -Are you packed? -[Nick D] I gotta get ready. 641 00:29:45,658 --> 00:29:46,910 We'll see you in DC. 642 00:29:46,993 --> 00:29:47,869 Peace. 643 00:29:48,369 --> 00:29:49,704 We'll miss you! 644 00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:52,540 Here we are! Bye, Mexico! 645 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:55,084 [Tim] To the real world. 646 00:29:56,878 --> 00:29:59,798 -Oh, fuck! That was not good. -[laughing] 647 00:29:59,881 --> 00:30:01,341 [Garrett] Wide load! 648 00:30:01,424 --> 00:30:04,969 [Taylor laughs] That's from all of Garrett's bikinis. 649 00:30:05,053 --> 00:30:07,055 [pop music playing] 650 00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:14,854 [Nick] Welcome to our nation's capital, Washington, DC. 651 00:30:14,938 --> 00:30:18,608 ♪ Hey! Hey! ♪ 652 00:30:21,236 --> 00:30:22,445 [Ramses] Oh, this is nice. 653 00:30:22,529 --> 00:30:25,657 Our couples are about to enter the most intense phase of this experiment. 654 00:30:25,740 --> 00:30:29,494 -Here we are. Whoa! -What are we working with? 655 00:30:29,577 --> 00:30:32,705 I love it. Living together in the real world. 656 00:30:32,789 --> 00:30:35,667 [Marissa] The shower is big enough for two people. 657 00:30:35,750 --> 00:30:37,043 They've gotten their devices. 658 00:30:37,126 --> 00:30:39,087 -I'd love to see your Instagram. -Oh, my God. 659 00:30:39,170 --> 00:30:43,174 I'm sure it's all the reasons that we're glad that love is blind. 660 00:30:43,258 --> 00:30:44,342 -Yeah. -[laughing] 661 00:30:44,425 --> 00:30:45,760 Will looks, race, age, family 662 00:30:45,844 --> 00:30:48,221 or financial considerations come into play? 663 00:30:48,304 --> 00:30:51,599 My dad and my stepmom, hmm. 664 00:30:52,100 --> 00:30:53,935 They're gonna have a lot of questions. 665 00:30:54,018 --> 00:30:57,480 [Vanessa] How will they integrate their lives, their homes, careers? 666 00:30:57,564 --> 00:30:59,399 Will they allow modern distractions 667 00:30:59,482 --> 00:31:01,818 or the opinions of others to sabotage them? 668 00:31:01,901 --> 00:31:04,195 -What was your best phone call today? -[Hannah] The fam. 669 00:31:04,279 --> 00:31:07,073 -I was like, "I'm engaged to this weirdo." -[Nick D] "To this weirdo." 670 00:31:07,156 --> 00:31:09,450 My mom was, "I've never seen you with a smile like that." 671 00:31:09,534 --> 00:31:10,869 I was like, "Mom, shut up." 672 00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:11,786 [Monica] All right! 673 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:14,330 [Nick] It started with love, a true emotional connection. 674 00:31:14,414 --> 00:31:16,833 Now in just three weeks, our couples will be at the altar 675 00:31:16,916 --> 00:31:19,586 and have to make the most important decision of their lives. 676 00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:22,463 -Make sure Ashley doesn't get sick of me. -What's your plan for that? 677 00:31:22,547 --> 00:31:23,506 Pray. 678 00:31:23,590 --> 00:31:27,093 Will they prove that love truly is blind? 679 00:31:27,176 --> 00:31:29,387 -[pop music playing] -[vocalizing] 680 00:31:29,470 --> 00:31:31,431 [Hannah] Are you excited to live together? 681 00:31:31,514 --> 00:31:34,559 -Little different than Mexico. -We've kind of been living together. 682 00:31:34,642 --> 00:31:37,687 One thing that bothers me too is, like, cushions that get messed up. Oh! 683 00:31:38,938 --> 00:31:39,772 I can't do it. 684 00:31:39,856 --> 00:31:41,149 -What's that? -Cushions. 685 00:31:41,232 --> 00:31:42,984 Oh, they don't stay up like that? 686 00:31:43,067 --> 00:31:45,236 It bothers me so much for some reason. 687 00:31:47,572 --> 00:31:48,865 -Yeah, of course. -[laughs] 688 00:31:48,948 --> 00:31:50,074 Luna's coming. 689 00:31:50,158 --> 00:31:53,244 How do you wanna work that out? I mean, it's your dog, so… 690 00:31:53,828 --> 00:31:56,456 But if you wanted, like, me to help you out, 691 00:31:56,539 --> 00:31:58,708 do 50-50, every other day, I'm cool with that. 692 00:31:58,791 --> 00:32:00,335 Oh, it's probably you every day, Nick. 693 00:32:01,002 --> 00:32:04,047 -Really? Even though you get up at five? -[both laughing] 694 00:32:05,214 --> 00:32:07,884 No, I'm used to it. But, yeah, help me out some. 695 00:32:07,967 --> 00:32:09,886 Yeah, no, I got you. I got you. 696 00:32:09,969 --> 00:32:11,930 -[Hannah] She's my princess baby. -[Nick D] Mm-hmm. 697 00:32:12,013 --> 00:32:13,264 Luna Dorka. 698 00:32:13,348 --> 00:32:15,058 -[Nick D] Luna Dork. -[laughing] 699 00:32:15,141 --> 00:32:18,770 I think you're someone who needs to be told to do things, or you won't do them. 700 00:32:18,853 --> 00:32:21,564 Like, if the trash needs taking out, you're not gonna take it out. 701 00:32:21,648 --> 00:32:24,609 Like, if I ask you, I think you'll do it, but I'm gonna have to ask. 702 00:32:24,692 --> 00:32:28,446 If I put food in the trash and it's full, you don't think I'll take it out? 703 00:32:28,529 --> 00:32:32,075 I don't think, but I don't know either. We haven't had to take the trash out yet. 704 00:32:32,158 --> 00:32:35,453 Like, you say you're gonna take Luna out in the morning. I hope you do. 705 00:32:35,536 --> 00:32:37,372 -[Nick D] Yeah. -I'm younger than you. 706 00:32:37,455 --> 00:32:38,873 And I'm more mature than you. 707 00:32:38,957 --> 00:32:40,708 -You think you're more mature than me? -Yeah. 708 00:32:41,834 --> 00:32:44,420 [laughing] 709 00:32:44,504 --> 00:32:46,297 [Nick D] You can't even keep a straight face. 710 00:32:46,881 --> 00:32:49,092 -Look, this brings up-- -I'm more emotionally intelligent. 711 00:32:49,175 --> 00:32:51,010 -This brings up a-- -And intelligent. 712 00:32:51,928 --> 00:32:53,221 We're just gonna gloss over that. 713 00:32:53,304 --> 00:32:56,808 This brings up a fantastic point. You think you're more mature than me. 714 00:32:56,891 --> 00:33:00,895 How are you gonna bring someone more immature into your space, 715 00:33:00,979 --> 00:33:03,523 your personal space, your oasis and be able to live with me? 716 00:33:03,606 --> 00:33:05,483 That's my biggest concern. 717 00:33:05,566 --> 00:33:07,610 -Can you mount a TV? -No. 718 00:33:07,694 --> 00:33:09,654 [laughs] 719 00:33:09,737 --> 00:33:12,365 Guess what. I can fill a Brita up with water. 720 00:33:12,448 --> 00:33:14,534 [laughing] 721 00:33:15,284 --> 00:33:17,078 This is what I'm saying, what worries me. 722 00:33:17,161 --> 00:33:19,539 -I'mma do the dishes. -Because I can do everything. 723 00:33:19,622 --> 00:33:23,876 Okay! So, obviously, I can too, other than mount a TV. 724 00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:26,295 -Okay. -[Nick D] Do the laundry, make us food. 725 00:33:26,379 --> 00:33:28,631 I'mma clean the dishes. Put 'em in the dishwasher. 726 00:33:28,715 --> 00:33:31,592 -I'mma get groceries. -So fuck the patriarchy in our house. 727 00:33:31,676 --> 00:33:32,593 Sounds good. 728 00:33:32,677 --> 00:33:35,346 [laughing] I'll take the dog out. You take the trash out. 729 00:33:35,430 --> 00:33:36,514 [laughing] 730 00:33:36,597 --> 00:33:38,766 What's the first meal you're gonna cook for me? 731 00:33:38,850 --> 00:33:41,644 What's something that you love to cook? That's like, your specialty? 732 00:33:41,728 --> 00:33:43,604 I could do, like, a fish dish. 733 00:33:43,688 --> 00:33:46,399 -I could, like, do salmon pasta. -You can't sauté a steak? 734 00:33:46,482 --> 00:33:49,152 I could do a steak in here. I could make a salad. 735 00:33:49,235 --> 00:33:51,904 -[Hannah] You can make a salad? -A salmon salad or a chicken salad. 736 00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:54,032 -[Hannah laughs] Mm! -I'm just gonna put salad-- 737 00:33:54,115 --> 00:33:56,117 I could pick up salad and just put it in a bowl. 738 00:33:56,200 --> 00:33:58,828 -Yes, chef! [laughing] -[Nick D] Yeah, exactly. "Yes, chef." 739 00:33:58,911 --> 00:34:02,540 -No. -Know what? I make a mean bowl of cereal. 740 00:34:03,750 --> 00:34:05,793 -[Nick D] You can keep that to yourself. -[laughing] 741 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,963 I'm so independent. It's my way or the highway. 742 00:34:09,047 --> 00:34:11,716 -That's gonna take some adjusting. -Yeah. 743 00:34:11,799 --> 00:34:14,969 Obviously, we have good communication, but I'm not gonna say anything mean. 744 00:34:15,053 --> 00:34:16,888 [Nick D] Just give you some time and space? 745 00:34:16,971 --> 00:34:18,014 -Yeah. -[Nick D] Gotcha. 746 00:34:18,097 --> 00:34:19,849 Then a kiss after an hour. 747 00:34:20,808 --> 00:34:22,477 -"Nick, why are you ignoring me?" -Three. 748 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:24,437 -Three? Oh, shit. -[laughing] 749 00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:27,315 -I'll just leave and go do work. -[laughing] 750 00:34:27,398 --> 00:34:29,525 -[Nick D] You'll text me, "I miss you." -No, I love you. 751 00:34:29,609 --> 00:34:32,070 I'm just an independent person, need a lot of space type of gal. 752 00:34:32,153 --> 00:34:34,405 -[Nick D] Yeah. -I'm excited to live with you though. 753 00:34:34,489 --> 00:34:36,741 I just have one job to do, to make you happy. 754 00:34:36,824 --> 00:34:38,201 [laughing] Okay, I like that. 755 00:34:38,284 --> 00:34:41,454 [laughing] 756 00:34:50,922 --> 00:34:51,923 [Stephen groans] 757 00:34:53,466 --> 00:34:56,260 -[laughs] -Mm. This is awesome. 758 00:34:56,344 --> 00:34:58,763 -Holy shit, this is so nice. -This is so great. 759 00:34:58,846 --> 00:35:01,974 -Dude, I mean, Cabo, what? -I wanna have friends over. 760 00:35:04,060 --> 00:35:05,061 [Stephen] Oh, yeah. 761 00:35:05,561 --> 00:35:07,605 -Gonna make it homey. -Oh, we're hosting a party. 762 00:35:07,688 --> 00:35:09,273 We're gonna buy flowers. 763 00:35:11,567 --> 00:35:12,610 [Stephen] Mm. 764 00:35:13,402 --> 00:35:14,570 Yeah, this is cool. 765 00:35:14,654 --> 00:35:17,865 I feel like I only ever see this in Instagram pictures. 766 00:35:18,658 --> 00:35:20,326 -What? -Like, these kind of views. 767 00:35:20,409 --> 00:35:21,953 Views, right? It's really sick. 768 00:35:22,036 --> 00:35:23,788 And we got a breakfast nook. 769 00:35:24,372 --> 00:35:27,375 Get the fuck out of here. [exhales] 770 00:35:27,458 --> 00:35:28,626 Groceries. 771 00:35:29,502 --> 00:35:32,296 Wine, beer, flowers. 772 00:35:32,380 --> 00:35:33,548 More beer. 773 00:35:33,631 --> 00:35:35,341 More flowers. 774 00:35:35,424 --> 00:35:36,634 More groceries. 775 00:35:36,717 --> 00:35:38,136 And more… 776 00:35:39,762 --> 00:35:40,763 flowers. 777 00:35:42,098 --> 00:35:43,808 -Wine? -Flowers. 778 00:35:43,891 --> 00:35:44,976 More flowers. 779 00:35:45,810 --> 00:35:47,228 You said you like roses. 780 00:35:47,311 --> 00:35:51,357 I love roses. Like, white roses. I love hydrangeas. 781 00:35:51,899 --> 00:35:53,901 I love sunflowers. 782 00:35:55,236 --> 00:35:56,946 -I love all flowers. -Hmm. 783 00:35:57,029 --> 00:35:58,322 Okay. 784 00:35:58,406 --> 00:35:59,782 This is nice. 785 00:36:00,867 --> 00:36:03,911 Dude, this is crazy. 786 00:36:03,995 --> 00:36:05,788 This is nuts! 787 00:36:06,998 --> 00:36:08,541 Cheers to being roomies. 788 00:36:08,624 --> 00:36:11,252 -Yeah! -For life! [gasps] 789 00:36:12,545 --> 00:36:14,463 -Lucky you. -Lucky us. 790 00:36:14,547 --> 00:36:15,548 Lucky us. 791 00:36:15,631 --> 00:36:18,050 -[pop music playing] -♪ But you came to me… ♪ 792 00:36:18,134 --> 00:36:19,260 Don't make a face. 793 00:36:20,011 --> 00:36:22,263 So good-- good. [groans] 794 00:36:22,346 --> 00:36:23,639 -It's actually good. -[laughs] 795 00:36:23,723 --> 00:36:25,057 It is though, isn't it? 796 00:36:26,017 --> 00:36:27,894 Mmm! 797 00:36:27,977 --> 00:36:29,312 I love you. 798 00:36:29,395 --> 00:36:30,605 I love you. 799 00:36:31,105 --> 00:36:33,107 Are you still making a face from the tequila? 800 00:36:33,191 --> 00:36:35,401 -Oh, it feels good. -Or was my kiss gross? 801 00:36:35,484 --> 00:36:38,154 No, your kiss was not gross. It was a great kiss. It was a great kiss. 802 00:36:38,237 --> 00:36:40,781 [laughing] 803 00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:42,867 ♪ …if you asked me to ♪ 804 00:36:42,950 --> 00:36:45,953 ♪ I'd give you everything ♪ 805 00:36:46,037 --> 00:36:47,914 "Why'd you go on Love Is Blind? I don't know." 806 00:36:47,997 --> 00:36:51,417 "My Instagram just should be attracting women." 807 00:36:51,500 --> 00:36:54,420 [Taylor] That is the really interesting, great part of the experiment 808 00:36:54,503 --> 00:36:56,130 is that we don't have the social media 809 00:36:56,214 --> 00:36:59,133 and you don't have the committee of friends that look at your stuff. 810 00:36:59,217 --> 00:37:03,512 -Soon as they saw, they'd be, "Taylor…" -And they like, give you the ick. 811 00:37:03,596 --> 00:37:05,348 [Garrett] Okay, that is a bit far. 812 00:37:05,431 --> 00:37:08,935 Coming from the person that hasn't been in a relationship for seven years. 813 00:37:09,018 --> 00:37:11,687 -[laughs] That's by choice! -[Taylor laughs] 814 00:37:11,771 --> 00:37:14,398 I'm a strong, independent man who has an Instagram full of fish. 815 00:37:14,482 --> 00:37:16,317 -[both laugh] -[sniffles] 816 00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:17,360 [Garrett] All right. 817 00:37:17,944 --> 00:37:21,239 -Get your phone. Let's do this. -Step into the hot seat, my love. 818 00:37:21,739 --> 00:37:22,573 [laughs] 819 00:37:23,866 --> 00:37:27,787 This is a big moment for our relationship. We gonna see each other's social media. 820 00:37:27,870 --> 00:37:31,249 -[mutters] -[laughs] 821 00:37:31,332 --> 00:37:33,334 I don't like that this is being built up. [laughs] 822 00:37:33,417 --> 00:37:35,461 Yeah, it's not a big deal. 823 00:37:35,544 --> 00:37:38,881 I'm not gonna totally get the ick and then leave. 824 00:37:38,965 --> 00:37:41,342 -I promise. -You trying to convince me or yourself? 825 00:37:41,425 --> 00:37:42,593 [laughing] 826 00:37:42,677 --> 00:37:43,886 I'm not sure. 827 00:37:46,639 --> 00:37:48,724 -But hold on. -I can't wait to see. [laughing] 828 00:37:48,808 --> 00:37:51,936 Let's just set some, like, context for a second here. 829 00:37:52,019 --> 00:37:55,231 All I do is work. When I don't work, I go spearfishing. 830 00:37:55,314 --> 00:37:57,066 So, naturally, 831 00:37:57,149 --> 00:38:00,027 all I post about is spearfishing. 832 00:38:00,736 --> 00:38:02,446 But it's mostly just fish. 833 00:38:02,530 --> 00:38:03,406 [Taylor] Okay. 834 00:38:03,489 --> 00:38:06,867 -But, like, very… -You don't have to… 835 00:38:06,951 --> 00:38:08,119 Nice fish. 836 00:38:08,619 --> 00:38:10,955 The best fish. Like, dangerous fish. 837 00:38:11,038 --> 00:38:13,249 [laughing] 838 00:38:15,167 --> 00:38:18,296 I risk my ass for these fish. 839 00:38:18,379 --> 00:38:19,505 Like, life on the edge. 840 00:38:19,588 --> 00:38:23,050 Like, almost die chasing these fish kind of stuff. 841 00:38:23,134 --> 00:38:24,427 [Taylor laughs] Okay, this is… 842 00:38:25,011 --> 00:38:26,887 All right, here we go. Let's do this. 843 00:38:26,971 --> 00:38:27,972 Oh, look. 844 00:38:28,055 --> 00:38:30,683 [Garrett] Oh, shit! Let's look at that one. 845 00:38:30,766 --> 00:38:34,270 -[laughing] -[Taylor] But you make it black and white. 846 00:38:34,353 --> 00:38:37,398 It says so much by saying so little. 847 00:38:37,481 --> 00:38:39,692 Wow. Look how happy you are catching your fish. 848 00:38:39,775 --> 00:38:42,653 [Garrett] Look at this thing, huh? That ain't no little bass. 849 00:38:43,154 --> 00:38:45,448 [Taylor] Okay, we get it. The fish is as big as you. 850 00:38:45,531 --> 00:38:47,867 -Just saying. Won't talk about it. -I'd swipe right with you. 851 00:38:47,950 --> 00:38:50,244 -[clears throat] Thank you. Get out. -No, I wouldn't. 852 00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:51,329 [both laugh] 853 00:38:52,079 --> 00:38:54,123 You know, you're the best catch of them all. 854 00:38:54,623 --> 00:38:56,292 [laughing] 855 00:39:00,629 --> 00:39:02,256 That should be our wedding hashtag. 856 00:39:02,340 --> 00:39:03,382 "Best catch of them all." 857 00:39:03,466 --> 00:39:05,801 No, no, we're not gonna get that freakin' corny. 858 00:39:05,885 --> 00:39:07,386 That would be ridiculous. 859 00:39:07,970 --> 00:39:11,432 -Actually, write that down. -[both laughing] 860 00:39:11,515 --> 00:39:13,225 -[pop music playing] -♪ Here we are ♪ 861 00:39:13,309 --> 00:39:14,560 ♪ Living the good life ♪ 862 00:39:15,728 --> 00:39:17,605 ♪ 'Cause we're living The good life today ♪ 863 00:39:17,688 --> 00:39:19,815 [Alex] You think this bed is big enough for both of us? 864 00:39:19,899 --> 00:39:23,194 Yeah, it's a queen size. Mine at home is a king, so, like… 865 00:39:23,277 --> 00:39:25,196 That means you have to cuddle with me. 866 00:39:25,905 --> 00:39:26,781 I can't wait. 867 00:39:26,864 --> 00:39:28,866 [both laughing] 868 00:39:30,951 --> 00:39:33,871 Say you don't like to cuddle without saying you don't like to cuddle. 869 00:39:33,954 --> 00:39:36,499 You know I sleep hot. I'm just saying. 870 00:39:36,582 --> 00:39:38,084 [laughing] 871 00:39:38,167 --> 00:39:40,669 I chose a man that doesn't like to cuddle. 872 00:39:40,753 --> 00:39:42,671 You chose a man who sweats in his sleep. 873 00:39:42,755 --> 00:39:44,423 -[laughing] -I hate it here. 874 00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:47,802 I have to force this man to be the big spoon. 875 00:39:47,885 --> 00:39:50,930 -["I Think We're Perfect" playing] -♪ We're perfect… ♪ 876 00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:52,932 [laughs] 877 00:39:53,015 --> 00:39:54,600 ♪ As far as I can see ♪ 878 00:39:55,643 --> 00:39:58,312 -Hmm. -Let me turn down the covers for you. 879 00:39:58,896 --> 00:40:00,189 Thank you, kind sir. 880 00:40:00,272 --> 00:40:01,565 [Tyler] Yeah, I like that. 881 00:40:01,649 --> 00:40:03,818 [Ashley A] I also love that we like the same temperature. 882 00:40:03,901 --> 00:40:04,735 Yeah. 883 00:40:04,819 --> 00:40:07,905 [Ashley A] Because I can't sleep in the heat at all. 884 00:40:07,988 --> 00:40:08,948 [Tyler] Okay. 885 00:40:09,031 --> 00:40:14,161 Dear God, thank you for getting me and Ashley back home safely. 886 00:40:14,245 --> 00:40:17,289 Please watch over us as we start a new journey living together. 887 00:40:17,373 --> 00:40:20,709 Keep your hands on us, protect us, and when we need it, heal us. 888 00:40:20,793 --> 00:40:21,627 [Ashley A] Hmm. 889 00:40:21,710 --> 00:40:23,754 Um, watch over our friends as well. 890 00:40:24,713 --> 00:40:26,757 And also… 891 00:40:28,008 --> 00:40:30,261 [exhales] Getting a little worked up. 892 00:40:30,344 --> 00:40:31,262 [laughs] 893 00:40:31,345 --> 00:40:32,763 Also, just keep watching us. 894 00:40:32,847 --> 00:40:35,391 Um, watch Ashley's family, please watch over my family. 895 00:40:36,100 --> 00:40:37,643 And watch over us as we sleep. 896 00:40:37,726 --> 00:40:41,313 -It's in your precious name I pray. Amen. -Amen. Oh! 897 00:40:42,398 --> 00:40:44,400 -I was gonna cry. I'm about to cry! -[mutters] 898 00:40:44,483 --> 00:40:46,569 -No, you weren't. Why? -I was. [chuckles] 899 00:40:47,570 --> 00:40:48,654 Just the good stuff. 900 00:40:48,737 --> 00:40:50,114 -Yeah? Happy? -Yeah. 901 00:40:51,115 --> 00:40:51,991 Yeah. 902 00:40:52,074 --> 00:40:54,118 [pop music playing] 903 00:40:55,411 --> 00:40:56,370 Love that. 904 00:40:56,871 --> 00:41:01,167 ♪ Oh, I'm unstoppable ♪ 905 00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:02,835 Wedding is three weeks away. 906 00:41:02,918 --> 00:41:05,838 Three weeks away! How do you feel about that when you hear it? 907 00:41:05,921 --> 00:41:10,259 Um, honestly, the only nerves I have is, like, just talking to your mom. 908 00:41:10,342 --> 00:41:11,927 -Yeah. -Probably. 909 00:41:12,011 --> 00:41:13,721 I'm excited to do wedding planning with you 910 00:41:13,804 --> 00:41:17,183 because I feel like it's not just gonna be me planning. 911 00:41:17,266 --> 00:41:18,851 -Like, I don't need-- -We'll see. 912 00:41:18,934 --> 00:41:19,810 Well, that's true. 913 00:41:19,894 --> 00:41:22,521 -You're gonna be a bridezilla. -[laughs] You think so? 914 00:41:22,605 --> 00:41:25,649 -You're gonna be a groomzilla. -Uh, probably. 915 00:41:25,733 --> 00:41:27,151 -Yes, babe, you are. -Potentially. 916 00:41:27,234 --> 00:41:29,445 -I do like specific things, yeah, so… -Yeah. 917 00:41:29,528 --> 00:41:30,529 Which I'm excited about. 918 00:41:30,613 --> 00:41:32,615 I never wanted to marry someone where it's like, 919 00:41:32,698 --> 00:41:34,867 I plan the wedding. He just shows up. 920 00:41:34,950 --> 00:41:37,036 -Yeah, no. -I think that's such bullshit. 921 00:41:37,119 --> 00:41:40,372 It's indicative of like, maybe how they show up in the relationship. 922 00:41:40,456 --> 00:41:41,457 -Yeah. -Mm-hmm. 923 00:41:41,540 --> 00:41:44,376 I'm excited. I mean, the only other thing I'm nervous about is just 924 00:41:44,460 --> 00:41:46,253 your little black, you know, 925 00:41:46,337 --> 00:41:48,422 black wedding that you wanna have. [laughs] 926 00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:49,840 -I'm like-- -My black theme? 927 00:41:49,924 --> 00:41:54,053 Have you ever stopped to, like, envision what a black wedding would look like? 928 00:41:54,136 --> 00:41:56,430 -Yeah. -Everyone walking in wearing black? 929 00:41:56,514 --> 00:41:59,808 It'd be so cool. Then I'm in white, and my man's in a white tux. 930 00:41:59,892 --> 00:42:01,644 That would look so dark. 931 00:42:01,727 --> 00:42:02,978 Not really. 932 00:42:03,062 --> 00:42:06,315 I'll be shining up the room in my beautiful white dress. 933 00:42:06,398 --> 00:42:09,401 But, babe, why do you keep bringing in black? 934 00:42:09,485 --> 00:42:11,904 What is the obsession with black, babe? 935 00:42:11,987 --> 00:42:13,948 Black? Babe, we're Black! 936 00:42:14,031 --> 00:42:16,575 Well, yeah, we're Black, but, like, I'm saying, like… 937 00:42:16,659 --> 00:42:20,412 No, I love the color black. It's just a great color. It's slimming. 938 00:42:20,496 --> 00:42:21,872 It's hot. Like, it's cool. 939 00:42:21,956 --> 00:42:24,959 Black is not-- babe, no. We're not doing black in the wedding. 940 00:42:25,042 --> 00:42:28,629 -You're so anti-black. [laughing] -[hesitates] 941 00:42:28,712 --> 00:42:30,422 [chuckles] Don't try me. 942 00:42:30,506 --> 00:42:31,382 [Marissa] Love you. 943 00:42:31,465 --> 00:42:35,135 -Mwah! Love you. Turn off lights. -All right, turn off the lights. 944 00:42:35,219 --> 00:42:36,637 [gasps] 945 00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:39,098 Hide under the covers! 946 00:42:39,181 --> 00:42:40,975 ["When I'm With You" by Nicole Serrano playing] 947 00:42:41,058 --> 00:42:43,894 ♪ When I'm with you, I feel like myself ♪ 948 00:42:43,978 --> 00:42:46,689 ♪ And I don't wanna be with… ♪ 949 00:42:46,772 --> 00:42:47,940 [laughing] 950 00:42:49,108 --> 00:42:49,984 [Marissa sighs] 951 00:42:50,067 --> 00:42:53,070 ♪ Wish I could make time stand still ♪ 952 00:42:55,114 --> 00:42:58,742 ♪ When I'm with you, I feel like myself ♪ 953 00:42:58,826 --> 00:43:02,371 Good morning, everyone. On our way to F-Burg. 954 00:43:02,454 --> 00:43:03,706 [laughing] 955 00:43:03,789 --> 00:43:06,584 -Did I do it right? [laughing] -No, that's not a thing, so… 956 00:43:06,667 --> 00:43:08,544 That's not what we say at all. 957 00:43:09,044 --> 00:43:12,756 Garrett's bringing home a city girl to meet everyone. 958 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:15,342 Technically, you're from, like, a beach metropolis. 959 00:43:15,426 --> 00:43:17,553 So I'm not gonna call that a city girl. 960 00:43:18,220 --> 00:43:22,182 I'm pretty sure it's a city. It's like America's finest city. 961 00:43:23,017 --> 00:43:25,102 -Okay, well… -I also live in DC. 962 00:43:25,185 --> 00:43:27,646 We'll table that one for now. That's right. You're a DC girl. 963 00:43:27,730 --> 00:43:30,149 -So Garrett's bringing home… [chuckles] -Little policy analyst. 964 00:43:30,232 --> 00:43:33,485 -I'm not an analyst. -[chuckles] Policy consultant. 965 00:43:33,569 --> 00:43:36,697 You analyze papers, and you consult based on that. 966 00:43:36,780 --> 00:43:38,949 -Okay, so the diary cam is over. -[laughing] 967 00:43:39,033 --> 00:43:42,286 ♪ It's you and me Like a song on the radio ♪ 968 00:43:42,369 --> 00:43:46,040 ♪ Singing melody loud anywhere we go ♪ 969 00:43:46,915 --> 00:43:48,000 [Garrett exhales] 970 00:43:48,083 --> 00:43:50,377 -I'll get the door. I got it. -You get that? All right. 971 00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:52,087 Go right in. 972 00:43:53,464 --> 00:43:54,632 -Hello-hello. -Hi. 973 00:43:54,715 --> 00:43:56,258 -Hi. -[Taylor] It's great to meet you. 974 00:43:56,342 --> 00:43:57,718 -This is Taylor.. -Have a hug. 975 00:43:57,801 --> 00:43:59,386 -[Taylor] Hi. -Good to meet you. 976 00:43:59,470 --> 00:44:01,180 -Hi. -Hey, how are you? 977 00:44:01,263 --> 00:44:03,807 -Nice to meet you. -[woman] Hi, nice to meet you. 978 00:44:03,891 --> 00:44:05,476 -It's so great to meet you. -How are you? 979 00:44:05,559 --> 00:44:07,436 -Good. -[DeAnna] This is Makayla. 980 00:44:07,519 --> 00:44:09,563 Hi! I've heard so much about you guys. 981 00:44:10,147 --> 00:44:13,609 -Tryston, hi! We got you some flowers. -[Dawn] Thank you. 982 00:44:13,692 --> 00:44:16,278 I'm gonna bring 'em in the kitchen, where we're gonna go. 983 00:44:17,696 --> 00:44:18,697 Beautiful. 984 00:44:18,781 --> 00:44:20,074 And this is for you. 985 00:44:20,157 --> 00:44:21,116 [Dawn] Of course it is. 986 00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:23,702 -Nice. Thank you. -[Garrett laughs] 987 00:44:23,786 --> 00:44:25,079 [Dawn] We got you this too. 988 00:44:25,162 --> 00:44:27,081 Don't put it next to these, by the way. 989 00:44:27,164 --> 00:44:29,333 -[Dawn] Wanted to have something for you. -So sweet. 990 00:44:29,416 --> 00:44:31,251 [Randy] Ours kind of looks a little weak now. 991 00:44:31,335 --> 00:44:33,420 It's good. You gave me him so that's all that matters. 992 00:44:33,504 --> 00:44:35,381 -[Dawn] Aww! -[laughing] 993 00:44:35,464 --> 00:44:36,632 He's a good egg. 994 00:44:36,715 --> 00:44:38,384 Well, let's see the ring. 995 00:44:40,260 --> 00:44:43,263 -Very pretty. -Garrett was my number one since day one. 996 00:44:43,347 --> 00:44:45,307 [laughing] Yeah, it was definitely a very, 997 00:44:45,391 --> 00:44:47,518 like, vulnerable experience, for sure. 998 00:44:47,601 --> 00:44:51,105 [Dawn] That's what really shocks me the most, I think, about is because 999 00:44:51,188 --> 00:44:56,026 you have never been one to wear your heart on your sleeve or share. 1000 00:44:56,110 --> 00:44:58,612 -I was really surprised. -[Randy] Wore him down. Good for you. 1001 00:44:58,696 --> 00:45:01,407 -If I wanted her, I had to break out, so… -[laughing] 1002 00:45:01,490 --> 00:45:03,325 -It's getting hot in here. -Oh, my! 1003 00:45:03,409 --> 00:45:05,077 [laughing] 1004 00:45:05,160 --> 00:45:08,247 Typically, when we have our Sunday meals together as a family, 1005 00:45:08,330 --> 00:45:09,289 he's our bartender. 1006 00:45:09,373 --> 00:45:12,084 -He is the master mixologist. -[chuckles] 1007 00:45:12,167 --> 00:45:13,585 [Garrett] It's like chemistry. 1008 00:45:13,669 --> 00:45:15,504 Actually, her undergrad was in chemistry. 1009 00:45:15,587 --> 00:45:17,548 -[Dawn] Oh, okay! -So you're the new bar. 1010 00:45:17,631 --> 00:45:18,841 [Garrett] New bartender here. 1011 00:45:18,924 --> 00:45:20,426 She actually makes a skinny margarita, 1012 00:45:20,509 --> 00:45:23,387 but the secret ingredient is honey, 'cause I gave her the honey… 1013 00:45:23,470 --> 00:45:25,097 There you go. Well, we got lots of honey. 1014 00:45:25,180 --> 00:45:26,807 The only times I use my chemistry degree 1015 00:45:26,890 --> 00:45:29,184 is, like, making drinks and dating Garrett. 1016 00:45:29,268 --> 00:45:30,436 Life's changing fast. 1017 00:45:30,519 --> 00:45:31,770 Yeah, it's crazy. 1018 00:45:32,354 --> 00:45:36,775 I overheard that your parents absolutely do not want to participate, 1019 00:45:36,859 --> 00:45:38,819 so to speak. So how's that gonna work? 1020 00:45:38,902 --> 00:45:42,573 I think they were just worried about, like, cameras coming to their house, 1021 00:45:42,656 --> 00:45:44,533 but they know that this is really important to me 1022 00:45:44,616 --> 00:45:47,161 and that, like, I didn't just meet some guy. 1023 00:45:47,244 --> 00:45:49,455 [chuckles] That's also not really my style anyway. 1024 00:45:49,538 --> 00:45:52,624 So they're really excited and they said, "We wanna come get eyes on him." 1025 00:45:52,708 --> 00:45:53,709 Yeah, I'm sure. 1026 00:45:53,792 --> 00:45:55,794 We're working out getting them here in person. 1027 00:45:55,878 --> 00:45:57,254 You guys have a lot to figure out. 1028 00:45:57,337 --> 00:46:00,340 -Yes, we do. -And what is it you do? 1029 00:46:00,424 --> 00:46:02,509 So I'm a clean energy consultant. 1030 00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:03,510 Okay. 1031 00:46:03,594 --> 00:46:05,596 -[Randy] A growing field for sure. -Yes, it is. 1032 00:46:05,679 --> 00:46:08,098 Yeah, it's a lot of job security, which is great. 1033 00:46:08,182 --> 00:46:10,893 [Dawn] It is important. It is definitely important for our environment. 1034 00:46:10,976 --> 00:46:14,646 -She had her master's at Johns Hopkins. -Oh, wow, that's impressive. 1035 00:46:14,730 --> 00:46:16,482 -[Taylor laughs] Thank you. -Very impressive. 1036 00:46:16,565 --> 00:46:19,109 -We also both have science tattoos. -Yeah. 1037 00:46:19,193 --> 00:46:22,571 -[Taylor] A bunch of little commonalities. -Yeah. We're extremely compatible. 1038 00:46:22,654 --> 00:46:24,448 It was weird. I mean, you guys knew going in. 1039 00:46:24,531 --> 00:46:25,866 We had dinner, I was like, 1040 00:46:25,949 --> 00:46:28,911 "I highly doubt I'm gonna meet anybody that I really connect with here." 1041 00:46:28,994 --> 00:46:31,079 And I really felt that way going in. 1042 00:46:31,163 --> 00:46:33,999 Taylor was the only one I felt my heart getting ripped out of my chest 1043 00:46:34,082 --> 00:46:35,584 every time I went in to talk to her. 1044 00:46:36,168 --> 00:46:38,420 And we kept using the word, like, "magnetic." 1045 00:46:38,504 --> 00:46:42,508 I'd go in there and, like, just something about it. 1046 00:46:42,591 --> 00:46:44,468 I wanted to be in that room all the time with her 1047 00:46:44,551 --> 00:46:46,303 and just felt like every atom 1048 00:46:46,386 --> 00:46:48,639 in my body getting pulled towards her through that wall. 1049 00:46:48,722 --> 00:46:51,558 [Taylor] Even if we met in the real world, Garrett's really busy. 1050 00:46:51,642 --> 00:46:54,311 -Would he have had time to meet me? -We wouldn't have met. 1051 00:46:54,394 --> 00:46:56,688 [Randy] You wouldn't have met any other way. 1052 00:46:56,772 --> 00:46:57,856 And if we had met… 1053 00:46:57,940 --> 00:46:59,942 "I'd like to see you, my schedule's free…" 1054 00:47:00,025 --> 00:47:02,986 100%. I wouldn't be free again for another month or more. 1055 00:47:03,070 --> 00:47:06,949 And it just doesn't-- relationship. You can't build a connection that way. 1056 00:47:07,032 --> 00:47:10,702 Here, you know, I'll see you tomorrow for a couple hours. It felt really right. 1057 00:47:10,786 --> 00:47:11,912 It's incredible. Incredible. 1058 00:47:11,995 --> 00:47:14,581 [chuckles] I don't wanna leave her side. Yeah. 1059 00:47:14,665 --> 00:47:17,793 I'm sure you guys have talked about it, but the hard stuff. 1060 00:47:17,876 --> 00:47:19,670 'Cause marriage is compromise. 1061 00:47:19,753 --> 00:47:21,630 Raising kids and the hard stuff. 1062 00:47:21,713 --> 00:47:23,549 -Tell me about it. -[laughing] 1063 00:47:23,632 --> 00:47:25,300 -Shut your face. -[laughing] 1064 00:47:25,384 --> 00:47:28,929 Yeah. We've talked about raising kids. We've talked about a lot. We really did. 1065 00:47:29,638 --> 00:47:32,099 There hasn't been something we're not in alignment on. 1066 00:47:32,182 --> 00:47:33,392 Especially raising kids. 1067 00:47:34,017 --> 00:47:38,772 It's such a big life decision to do it so fast. 1068 00:47:39,731 --> 00:47:43,485 I don't want him hurt, and I'd hate to see you be hurt either. 1069 00:47:43,569 --> 00:47:45,487 I don't wanna see either one you go through it. 1070 00:47:45,571 --> 00:47:48,615 I definitely don't want to see him go through it. I adore my son. 1071 00:47:48,699 --> 00:47:50,409 -[Taylor] Yeah. -[sniffles] 1072 00:47:50,492 --> 00:47:52,202 [voice breaks] I know your parents love you, 1073 00:47:52,286 --> 00:47:54,121 and I-- ooh! [sniffles] 1074 00:47:54,204 --> 00:47:55,831 I hate this. [laughs] 1075 00:47:56,874 --> 00:47:59,918 And we will grow to love you too. [sniffles] 1076 00:48:00,002 --> 00:48:02,296 Just it's so fast. 1077 00:48:02,963 --> 00:48:06,508 This being the only time we actually get to meet you and spend time with you 1078 00:48:06,592 --> 00:48:07,634 before two weeks later. 1079 00:48:07,718 --> 00:48:10,387 It's like, hey, we're at y'all's wedding, and it's just very… 1080 00:48:10,470 --> 00:48:13,181 You're having to make a lot more decisions 1081 00:48:13,265 --> 00:48:17,519 than what you should have to make in a short amount of time. 1082 00:48:17,603 --> 00:48:21,315 I feel like you have deadlines, and you're trying to meet those deadlines basically. 1083 00:48:21,398 --> 00:48:23,525 [Dawn] And it's all out of complete love. 1084 00:48:23,609 --> 00:48:25,652 [laughs, shudders] 1085 00:48:28,363 --> 00:48:30,282 -[sniffles] -[Taylor] It is a lot… 1086 00:48:30,365 --> 00:48:31,867 in terms of, like, getting to know me, 1087 00:48:31,950 --> 00:48:34,369 and to trust me and to know me, like, as a person. 1088 00:48:35,746 --> 00:48:40,334 I don't have any other answer than, like, I love your son a lot, 1089 00:48:40,417 --> 00:48:43,045 and I see a beautiful, wonderful future with him. 1090 00:48:43,128 --> 00:48:46,298 And I can see that he's so wonderful 1091 00:48:46,381 --> 00:48:49,885 because of the place that he came from and the people that matter the most. 1092 00:48:51,511 --> 00:48:54,264 Because of the expedited timeline and the pressure put on things, 1093 00:48:54,348 --> 00:48:56,058 we kind of reason that 1094 00:48:57,100 --> 00:49:00,812 checking in and taking it day by day has gotten us to places 1095 00:49:00,896 --> 00:49:04,024 that we never thought as individuals we would find each other. 1096 00:49:04,107 --> 00:49:07,736 And so, it's been actually, like, making us both, 1097 00:49:07,819 --> 00:49:09,196 like, a lot, I think, 1098 00:49:09,279 --> 00:49:12,324 stronger in terms of talking about, like, "What are our concerns?" 1099 00:49:12,407 --> 00:49:13,867 Like, "what are our fears?" 1100 00:49:13,951 --> 00:49:16,620 Is the common goal, like, ending up with each other at the end 1101 00:49:16,703 --> 00:49:19,247 and making sure that, like, we're sure, 1102 00:49:19,331 --> 00:49:22,209 and then everyone else in our lives is, like, trusting our judgment? 1103 00:49:22,292 --> 00:49:24,378 That's kind of where we landed with it. 1104 00:49:24,461 --> 00:49:27,756 And also giving each other, like, the grace 1105 00:49:27,839 --> 00:49:31,969 if we end up changing our hearts and minds about how to go about it. 1106 00:49:32,052 --> 00:49:35,639 [laughs] And, you know, Garrett hates when I say this, but I was like, 1107 00:49:35,722 --> 00:49:38,809 "The best decision for you is gonna be the best decision for me 1108 00:49:38,892 --> 00:49:40,477 and the best decision for us." 1109 00:49:40,560 --> 00:49:41,395 Makes sense, yeah. 1110 00:49:41,478 --> 00:49:43,522 [Taylor] And so just respecting each other, like, 1111 00:49:44,481 --> 00:49:46,441 regardless of what happens, 1112 00:49:46,525 --> 00:49:49,027 and, you know, fighting for each other, but being patient. 1113 00:49:49,111 --> 00:49:49,945 [Dawn] Right. 1114 00:49:50,028 --> 00:49:53,907 I just wanna thank you in advance if this goes where it needs to go. 1115 00:49:53,991 --> 00:49:57,160 I hope to be a wonderful addition to your family. 1116 00:49:57,244 --> 00:50:00,414 We do too. We all hear the love, the care and the concern. 1117 00:50:00,497 --> 00:50:03,166 -[Randy] Oh, absolutely. -It's important. 1118 00:50:03,667 --> 00:50:06,461 [Taylor] Thank you for letting me into your home. It's a beautiful home. 1119 00:50:06,545 --> 00:50:08,046 -And I-- -[Dawn] Thanks. 1120 00:50:08,130 --> 00:50:11,091 Garrett makes just as much sense as before, 1121 00:50:11,174 --> 00:50:14,845 but I can see why he's so loving and kind and wonderful. 1122 00:50:15,595 --> 00:50:16,972 Thank you. [laughs] 1123 00:50:17,055 --> 00:50:20,058 -["Live This Life" playing] -♪ Live this life, live every minute… ♪ 1124 00:50:20,142 --> 00:50:22,436 -Are you okay? Yeah? -Yeah, I'm good. 1125 00:50:22,519 --> 00:50:26,440 ♪ Stand up and rise above it all ♪ 1126 00:50:26,523 --> 00:50:29,693 ♪ I'm gonna live this life ♪ 1127 00:50:32,863 --> 00:50:35,323 ["Tear It Up" by Flyers playing] 1128 00:50:35,949 --> 00:50:36,908 [cell phone chimes] 1129 00:50:37,868 --> 00:50:38,744 [sighs] 1130 00:50:38,827 --> 00:50:40,537 ♪ Only one seat on the throne… ♪ 1131 00:50:40,620 --> 00:50:43,457 -[cell phone chimes] -[laughs] 1132 00:50:46,543 --> 00:50:47,836 [Marissa] Honey, I'm home! 1133 00:50:47,919 --> 00:50:51,506 -I'm sending sexy texts while I'm cooking. -[Marissa] What? Don't! 1134 00:50:51,590 --> 00:50:52,632 [laughing] 1135 00:50:53,550 --> 00:50:56,887 -I saw that when I was cutting, like "Oh…" -[laughing] 1136 00:50:56,970 --> 00:50:57,846 Did you like that? 1137 00:50:57,929 --> 00:50:59,056 [gasps] What is that? 1138 00:50:59,139 --> 00:51:01,391 -I have garlic on my hands. -Oh, my God! 1139 00:51:01,475 --> 00:51:04,144 -I love your hair! I love it! -You like it? 1140 00:51:04,227 --> 00:51:07,022 -I like it more than before. -Yeah? Mm! 1141 00:51:07,647 --> 00:51:09,274 [both] Mm! 1142 00:51:09,357 --> 00:51:11,026 -[Ramses] How was your day? -[sighs] 1143 00:51:11,109 --> 00:51:14,404 -Two hours of traffic. Two hours. -Yeah? A lot of traffic? 1144 00:51:14,488 --> 00:51:16,198 -It's okay. I survived. -Yeah. 1145 00:51:16,281 --> 00:51:19,284 -How was work today for you? -It's been hectic. 1146 00:51:19,367 --> 00:51:23,121 Just kind of, like, catching up with, you know, gone for three weeks. 1147 00:51:23,205 --> 00:51:24,915 -Did you go in? -Uh, no. 1148 00:51:24,998 --> 00:51:27,709 I worked from home today. 1149 00:51:27,793 --> 00:51:29,544 Must be nice. 1150 00:51:29,628 --> 00:51:31,838 Passed by, like, my apartment really quickly 1151 00:51:31,922 --> 00:51:35,092 to grab some jackets and some ingredients. 1152 00:51:35,717 --> 00:51:38,512 -You look pretty hot cooking. -[laughs] 1153 00:51:38,595 --> 00:51:40,847 Don't I look cute standing and watching you cook? 1154 00:51:40,931 --> 00:51:42,808 Yeah, you just need a little glass of wine. 1155 00:51:42,891 --> 00:51:45,060 You can post up and watch me work. 1156 00:51:45,143 --> 00:51:46,853 -[laughs] -Oh, thank you. 1157 00:51:47,687 --> 00:51:51,149 I'm gonna use the bathroom. Get myself together here. 1158 00:51:57,155 --> 00:51:58,532 What do you need help with? 1159 00:51:58,615 --> 00:52:00,575 -You can watch, enjoy. -[Marissa] Oh, thank God. 1160 00:52:00,659 --> 00:52:02,619 -'Cause I hate cooking! -Take a breather. [laughs] 1161 00:52:02,702 --> 00:52:04,496 How are you with, like, school stuff? 1162 00:52:07,624 --> 00:52:10,585 [laughing] I-- what is that face? 1163 00:52:11,253 --> 00:52:12,379 [Marissa] I feel overwhelmed! 1164 00:52:12,462 --> 00:52:15,257 [Ramses] I know you're, like, struggling with that whole commute. 1165 00:52:15,340 --> 00:52:17,884 -The commute is actually killing me. -I was thinking about that. 1166 00:52:17,968 --> 00:52:20,387 And I'm glad, like, I'm flexible, 1167 00:52:20,470 --> 00:52:22,347 and I'll be able to just move up to Baltimore, 1168 00:52:22,430 --> 00:52:25,016 'cause you don't seem like you would fare too well. 1169 00:52:25,100 --> 00:52:26,768 -I would never move. No, no, no. -Yeah. 1170 00:52:26,852 --> 00:52:29,688 If you were not willing to move, I don't think this would work. 1171 00:52:29,771 --> 00:52:31,523 -[Ramses] Yeah? -I couldn't do the commute. 1172 00:52:31,606 --> 00:52:33,942 -That looks nice. -That looks so good, babe. 1173 00:52:34,025 --> 00:52:35,235 It also smells good. 1174 00:52:35,318 --> 00:52:36,736 I kind of wanna put a… 1175 00:52:36,820 --> 00:52:39,447 I'm gonna put these over on our table. 1176 00:52:42,534 --> 00:52:43,743 Go sit down. Go sit down. 1177 00:52:43,827 --> 00:52:46,037 So we got our soy sauce. This… 1178 00:52:46,121 --> 00:52:47,873 Wine. 1179 00:52:50,584 --> 00:52:52,836 -Moment of truth. -Mmm! 1180 00:52:56,089 --> 00:52:57,465 -Well… -How's that? [laughing] 1181 00:52:57,549 --> 00:53:01,094 The noodles are quite hard, babe. They are al-a dente to the max. 1182 00:53:01,178 --> 00:53:04,389 -Al-a who? Is that how it's pronounced? -Al-a dente. 1183 00:53:04,472 --> 00:53:07,017 -Oh, my God. -[laughing] 1184 00:53:12,063 --> 00:53:14,816 -The noodles are not-- -Babe, it's so hard! [laughing] 1185 00:53:15,442 --> 00:53:17,819 We needed this because everything's been perfect lately. 1186 00:53:17,903 --> 00:53:20,989 -This is a good metaphor for life. -Don't make me gag. 1187 00:53:21,072 --> 00:53:22,616 [laughs] 1188 00:53:22,699 --> 00:53:24,576 So, wedding question. 1189 00:53:24,659 --> 00:53:29,206 Are we doing… a religious officiant, 1190 00:53:29,289 --> 00:53:32,209 no religion, spiritual? 1191 00:53:33,919 --> 00:53:36,463 -What are we doing? -She needs to be a female. 1192 00:53:36,546 --> 00:53:38,924 -Okay. -I don't want a man marrying us. 1193 00:53:39,007 --> 00:53:41,384 -No offense to you men. -All right. 1194 00:53:41,468 --> 00:53:42,636 No cis-heteros. 1195 00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:46,431 Yeah, I will actually take anything else but a cis-hetero. 1196 00:53:46,514 --> 00:53:48,516 -[laughs] -Okay, and… 1197 00:53:49,184 --> 00:53:52,437 Um, spiritual, I guess? 1198 00:53:52,520 --> 00:53:53,355 Okay. 1199 00:53:53,438 --> 00:53:55,315 God can take a back seat. 1200 00:53:55,398 --> 00:53:56,983 [laughing] 1201 00:53:57,067 --> 00:53:59,569 My mom would be, like, choking the fuck out right now. 1202 00:53:59,653 --> 00:54:02,989 -"Don't marry her!" -[Ramses] My mom does feel a certain way. 1203 00:54:03,073 --> 00:54:05,450 She's still very Christian. 1204 00:54:05,533 --> 00:54:07,577 If we, like, go through the entire ceremony 1205 00:54:07,661 --> 00:54:10,163 and there isn't any sort of, like, Christian element, 1206 00:54:10,247 --> 00:54:11,915 she'd kind of be like, "Hmm." 1207 00:54:11,998 --> 00:54:15,835 And even though the wedding is for us, it is also for our parents, our mothers. 1208 00:54:15,919 --> 00:54:18,338 Do you feel like we should ask her? 1209 00:54:18,421 --> 00:54:21,007 My mom would probably come see me before I walk down the aisle 1210 00:54:21,091 --> 00:54:22,425 and pray with me or something. 1211 00:54:22,509 --> 00:54:24,386 I think that probably would be enough for her. 1212 00:54:24,469 --> 00:54:26,930 I used to think I was gonna get married in a temple. 1213 00:54:27,013 --> 00:54:29,015 -In a Mormon temple? -In a Mormon temple. 1214 00:54:29,099 --> 00:54:31,768 What made you decide that, like, 1215 00:54:31,851 --> 00:54:34,813 religion wasn't gonna be part of your life? 1216 00:54:34,896 --> 00:54:37,732 I don't hate religion. I guess it sounds like I hate religion. 1217 00:54:37,816 --> 00:54:40,235 But when God is white in a church 1218 00:54:40,318 --> 00:54:44,322 and you're taught white beliefs when it comes to religion, 1219 00:54:45,115 --> 00:54:47,325 you start to believe a lot of those things. 1220 00:54:47,409 --> 00:54:50,912 And it's very much men-centric, and, like… 1221 00:54:50,996 --> 00:54:52,998 I don't know, especially in the Mormon Church. 1222 00:54:53,081 --> 00:54:55,583 I feel like coming from your context, I understand why. 1223 00:54:55,667 --> 00:54:57,085 I always tell people, like… 1224 00:54:58,336 --> 00:54:59,587 some of the best 1225 00:55:01,047 --> 00:55:04,342 people I've met throughout life and some of the nicest 1226 00:55:04,426 --> 00:55:06,219 have been, like, Mormon people. 1227 00:55:06,303 --> 00:55:09,264 People in the church, like, they're so nice, and they're so giving. 1228 00:55:09,347 --> 00:55:12,183 I think it helped me during a really difficult time in life, but… 1229 00:55:13,601 --> 00:55:17,564 I just don't want that to be, like, a part of us getting married. 1230 00:55:17,647 --> 00:55:20,358 I don't want anyone at the wedding to think that we're getting married 1231 00:55:20,442 --> 00:55:22,402 under religious beliefs. 1232 00:55:22,485 --> 00:55:23,945 -[Ramses] Hmm. Okay. -Yeah. 1233 00:55:24,029 --> 00:55:27,615 I was in ministry. So I know what churches look like behind the scenes. 1234 00:55:27,699 --> 00:55:30,035 -I pretty much grew up in a church. -Yeah. 1235 00:55:30,118 --> 00:55:33,705 Fire and brimstone. Like either you believe this or you're going to hell. 1236 00:55:33,788 --> 00:55:35,248 You know, that type of thing. 1237 00:55:35,332 --> 00:55:37,792 But, like, inherently in myself, 1238 00:55:37,876 --> 00:55:41,421 like, I've just always felt like something felt off about that. 1239 00:55:41,504 --> 00:55:43,715 I probably do still believe… [sighs] 1240 00:55:43,798 --> 00:55:45,633 …I don't know, some version of a Christian God 1241 00:55:45,717 --> 00:55:48,470 in some way, maybe. I don't know, but like… 1242 00:55:49,054 --> 00:55:52,390 Let's say I die, and like, there is a God, and I'm standing before him, 1243 00:55:52,474 --> 00:55:55,977 like, I don't think he's gonna judge me for having questions. 1244 00:55:56,061 --> 00:55:57,354 He or she or they. 1245 00:55:57,437 --> 00:55:59,272 Yeah, they or whoever. 1246 00:55:59,356 --> 00:56:02,067 Yeah, God, whatever God is, like, 1247 00:56:02,150 --> 00:56:06,321 I don't think will question me for having legitimate questions. 1248 00:56:06,404 --> 00:56:07,322 No. 1249 00:56:07,405 --> 00:56:08,656 I think we have past lives. 1250 00:56:08,740 --> 00:56:09,574 -Yeah? -Yeah. 1251 00:56:11,368 --> 00:56:14,829 -I don't have science behind that. -We need to watch Past Lives, by the way. 1252 00:56:14,913 --> 00:56:17,332 We do need to watch Past Lives. We're gonna watch Barbie first. 1253 00:56:17,916 --> 00:56:19,542 -What? Barbie? -[Marissa] Barbie. 1254 00:56:19,626 --> 00:56:22,629 Babe, don't put Barbie and Past Lives on the same fucking… [laughing] 1255 00:56:22,712 --> 00:56:25,673 No, legitimately, there's such a great message behind Barbie. 1256 00:56:25,757 --> 00:56:28,176 Barbie, like, made me realize I'm not accepting any man 1257 00:56:28,259 --> 00:56:29,928 who's for the patriarchy. 1258 00:56:30,011 --> 00:56:33,390 -It took Barbie to make you realize that? -[laughing] 1259 00:56:34,849 --> 00:56:36,518 I was working my way up there. 1260 00:56:36,601 --> 00:56:39,104 I had to leave the military behind. Nobody-- 1261 00:56:39,646 --> 00:56:43,400 People do not realize the, like, brainwashing that military does. 1262 00:56:43,483 --> 00:56:45,735 And, like, I've been in it my whole life. 1263 00:56:45,819 --> 00:56:49,864 I truly believed in the military, and I was very patriotic, and, like… 1264 00:56:51,408 --> 00:56:54,411 -Where are you at now with that? -This is icky. It's so bad. [laughs] 1265 00:56:54,494 --> 00:56:55,328 [laughs] 1266 00:56:55,412 --> 00:56:58,540 I can't look at the military and say, like, it completely sucks 1267 00:56:58,623 --> 00:57:01,251 because it changed my life and provided me opportunities. 1268 00:57:01,793 --> 00:57:03,920 When someone says, "Oh, I have all these benefits…" 1269 00:57:04,003 --> 00:57:07,507 -At the benefit of what? -The demise of another country? 1270 00:57:07,590 --> 00:57:09,801 So you say you support the military. 1271 00:57:09,884 --> 00:57:12,429 I don't support half the shit the military does. 1272 00:57:12,512 --> 00:57:15,807 What we do in other countries, I don't. I did when I was in military. 1273 00:57:15,890 --> 00:57:19,561 James Baldwin, he talked about how because he loves his country so much, 1274 00:57:19,644 --> 00:57:21,354 like, he reserves the right to critique it. 1275 00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:22,272 Yeah, I like that. 1276 00:57:22,355 --> 00:57:26,067 I always take the perspective of people, like, from the outside looking in. 1277 00:57:26,151 --> 00:57:28,236 Like, I wasn't born here. I do live here now. 1278 00:57:28,319 --> 00:57:30,864 And, like, I understand I'm privileged to live in this country. 1279 00:57:30,947 --> 00:57:34,159 At the same time, like, I will always heavily critique how the US 1280 00:57:34,242 --> 00:57:39,122 has sort of just destabilized entire countries. 1281 00:57:39,205 --> 00:57:42,709 I support the military in the sense of, like, strategically, 1282 00:57:43,543 --> 00:57:44,919 we need our military at this point. 1283 00:57:45,003 --> 00:57:47,213 We'd be in a very hurt position in this country. 1284 00:57:47,297 --> 00:57:48,882 Why would we be in such a hurt position? 1285 00:57:48,965 --> 00:57:52,886 Because we put ourselves in this position where we bullied other countries. 1286 00:57:52,969 --> 00:57:54,762 We've gone to other countries. 1287 00:57:54,846 --> 00:57:58,057 We've destroyed countries, societies, communities. 1288 00:57:58,141 --> 00:57:59,392 I do not ignore that. 1289 00:57:59,476 --> 00:58:01,019 I am very critical of it. 1290 00:58:01,102 --> 00:58:03,938 It's just that I support the troops in the military. 1291 00:58:04,022 --> 00:58:07,192 -Okay. Yeah. -The sailors, the soldiers, the Marines. 1292 00:58:07,275 --> 00:58:09,903 -I support the people. -The people that are… 1293 00:58:09,986 --> 00:58:13,281 They were just like me, and what they sign up to do is not easy. 1294 00:58:14,157 --> 00:58:16,075 -And so I support them. -But they sign up for it. 1295 00:58:16,910 --> 00:58:19,162 -We do sign up for it. Yeah. -Yeah. 1296 00:58:19,245 --> 00:58:20,497 Okay. 1297 00:58:20,580 --> 00:58:21,915 Yeah. [sighs] 1298 00:58:21,998 --> 00:58:24,751 It's so nuanced. It's a job to some people. 1299 00:58:24,834 --> 00:58:27,587 -[groans] -They sacrifice, like, a lot. 1300 00:58:28,796 --> 00:58:30,924 Again, but they're signing up for this, baby. 1301 00:58:31,007 --> 00:58:33,927 -You talk about sacrifice… -You have no control over what you do. 1302 00:58:34,010 --> 00:58:36,262 They can tell me to run into a building and kill people. 1303 00:58:36,346 --> 00:58:38,473 -I have to go do it. -[Ramses] You're signing up for it. 1304 00:58:38,556 --> 00:58:41,684 -No one's putting a gun to your head. -No, they're not. They're not. 1305 00:58:41,768 --> 00:58:42,644 Yeah, so. 1306 00:58:42,727 --> 00:58:45,271 But I will tell you, I didn't understand the gravity of that. 1307 00:58:45,355 --> 00:58:46,856 I didn't sign up to go kill people, 1308 00:58:46,940 --> 00:58:49,275 even though I technically did join the military. 1309 00:58:49,359 --> 00:58:51,194 -It's the military, babe. -Yeah, I know. 1310 00:58:51,277 --> 00:58:53,530 The guns and all of that's not there for no reason. 1311 00:58:53,613 --> 00:58:56,282 -No, I know, but… -The weapons and, like, the whole… 1312 00:58:56,366 --> 00:58:58,326 Call me naive then. I don't know. I just like-- 1313 00:58:58,409 --> 00:59:01,287 When I was finally put in a position where I was like I push the button 1314 00:59:01,371 --> 00:59:03,122 and a missile gets launched off the ship, 1315 00:59:03,206 --> 00:59:06,417 'cause that was one of my positions, I struggled with that 1316 00:59:06,501 --> 00:59:08,419 and said, "If y'all tell me to push the button, 1317 00:59:08,503 --> 00:59:12,131 I don't think I can push the button to shoot an airplane down." 1318 00:59:12,215 --> 00:59:14,842 But I will tell you I didn't understand the gravity of that. 1319 00:59:14,926 --> 00:59:17,637 -A lot of kids sign up at the age of 18. -Yeah, yeah. 1320 00:59:18,805 --> 00:59:20,557 You know, they see atrocious things. 1321 00:59:20,640 --> 00:59:22,475 These service members go over there, 1322 00:59:22,559 --> 00:59:26,771 and they're kids, and they do, like, horrible things. 1323 00:59:26,854 --> 00:59:28,815 And they, like, it's just… [sighs] 1324 00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:32,777 I don't think we really understand, like, 1325 00:59:32,860 --> 00:59:34,696 what we're signing up for when we do it. 1326 00:59:34,779 --> 00:59:36,614 [exhales] Okay. 1327 00:59:36,698 --> 00:59:38,241 [laughs] What? 1328 00:59:38,324 --> 00:59:39,951 -No, I was just… -Mm. 1329 00:59:40,034 --> 00:59:41,411 I'm feeling judged. 1330 00:59:41,494 --> 00:59:43,830 -Are you? I'm sorry. -I'm feeling judged. Like… 1331 00:59:44,664 --> 00:59:46,916 Do I even have a right to say 1332 00:59:48,209 --> 00:59:50,962 like, I'm anti-military in the politics that they do 1333 00:59:51,045 --> 00:59:52,630 and what we've done to other countries, 1334 00:59:52,714 --> 00:59:56,759 if I willingly and voluntarily signed up to go do that exact thing? 1335 00:59:56,843 --> 00:59:58,928 Am I a hypocrite? Like… 1336 01:00:00,221 --> 01:00:02,515 -You're… -[Marissa] My actions in the military. 1337 01:00:02,599 --> 01:00:05,184 -What I've done, I've deployed. -I don't want you to feel judged. 1338 01:00:05,268 --> 01:00:07,478 You have a great heart, babe. I don't question that. 1339 01:00:07,562 --> 01:00:08,771 [laughs] 1340 01:00:08,855 --> 01:00:10,023 It's okay, baby. 1341 01:00:10,106 --> 01:00:12,609 -I'm uncomfy. [laughing] -Yeah, it's okay. 1342 01:00:13,234 --> 01:00:16,070 It's hard sometimes to, like, look at yourself in the mirror. 1343 01:00:16,654 --> 01:00:19,907 Say you were sitting in front of me, you were someone who has been 1344 01:00:19,991 --> 01:00:23,202 deeply impacted, like, directly. You were like, "My house was bombed." 1345 01:00:24,370 --> 01:00:26,205 I don't know if I would be brave enough 1346 01:00:26,289 --> 01:00:28,124 to sit in front of this person and be like, 1347 01:00:28,207 --> 01:00:30,001 "But I still support the troops, dude." 1348 01:00:30,084 --> 01:00:32,462 "I'm sorry your house got bombed, but I support the troops." 1349 01:00:32,545 --> 01:00:35,256 Like, that's a hard thing, 'cause that requires me 1350 01:00:35,340 --> 01:00:37,383 to realize, "Yeah, while I was on the Navy ship, 1351 01:00:37,467 --> 01:00:39,344 while I didn't push a button to shoot a missile, 1352 01:00:39,427 --> 01:00:41,346 I supported operations that did kill people." 1353 01:00:44,724 --> 01:00:47,018 I know you don't like my military service. 1354 01:00:47,101 --> 01:00:51,147 I don't know if you would have wanted to be engaged to me two years ago. 1355 01:00:54,317 --> 01:00:56,444 -Honestly, I probably-- -Probably not. 1356 01:00:56,527 --> 01:01:00,406 In the pods, I didn't want that to be, like, your sort of defining thing. 1357 01:01:00,490 --> 01:01:02,575 -No. -I wanted to get to know you beyond that. 1358 01:01:02,659 --> 01:01:04,035 It's been my entire life. 1359 01:01:04,118 --> 01:01:07,705 -I grew up on bases since I was two. -Yeah. 1360 01:01:07,789 --> 01:01:10,083 And then I did it in high school. I did it in college, 1361 01:01:10,166 --> 01:01:11,668 and I did it for the last eight years, 1362 01:01:11,751 --> 01:01:14,212 so it's like, it is a huge part of my life. 1363 01:01:14,879 --> 01:01:17,006 And I am proud of my service. 1364 01:01:18,174 --> 01:01:20,593 I support the troops, babe. I just want you to know. 1365 01:01:21,719 --> 01:01:23,638 I don't regret joining the military. 1366 01:01:26,474 --> 01:01:30,603 This is not something I want you to, like, be ashamed of, 'cause that's-- 1367 01:01:30,687 --> 01:01:31,979 -Okay. -Yeah. 1368 01:01:32,480 --> 01:01:35,692 -Like, my service, it will-- -Mm-hmm. 1369 01:01:35,775 --> 01:01:39,237 I don't think I can handle, like, you being ashamed of my service. 1370 01:01:42,657 --> 01:01:46,035 I wouldn't, like, want anyone to feel shame about their past. 1371 01:01:46,119 --> 01:01:48,538 -Yeah. -As long as it's in your past. 1372 01:01:50,123 --> 01:01:52,208 -I did try to do the reserves. -[sniffles] 1373 01:01:52,959 --> 01:01:55,211 And I could not be back in that environment, so I left, 1374 01:01:55,294 --> 01:01:59,173 but if I were, like, a reservist, you probably wouldn't be with me. 1375 01:01:59,799 --> 01:02:02,009 [clicks tongue] Yeah. 1376 01:02:05,805 --> 01:02:08,099 It probably wouldn't work out 'cause we just stand... 1377 01:02:08,182 --> 01:02:11,269 We have, like, very... we would be in very different places. 1378 01:02:11,352 --> 01:02:15,314 ["Be Careful What You Wish For" by Nineoneone playing] 1379 01:02:16,357 --> 01:02:18,359 [vocalizing] 1380 01:02:19,902 --> 01:02:20,737 Yeah. 1381 01:02:22,321 --> 01:02:24,657 Um, yeah. 1382 01:02:31,122 --> 01:02:32,874 Yeah, that's where I stand. 1383 01:02:35,293 --> 01:02:38,254 ♪ I got what I want So much different than a need ♪ 1384 01:02:39,297 --> 01:02:45,219 ♪ Alone on the floor So numb I've forgotten how to bleed ♪ 1385 01:02:49,307 --> 01:02:53,227 ♪ I got what I want You got what you need ♪ 1386 01:02:53,311 --> 01:02:55,229 ♪ I'm all I've got ♪ 1387 01:02:55,313 --> 01:03:01,235 ♪ And you don't have to deal with me ♪ 1388 01:03:06,699 --> 01:03:09,660 ♪ Careful what you wish for ♪ 1389 01:03:11,329 --> 01:03:14,248 [vocalizing]