1 00:00:06,006 --> 00:00:07,090 [dramatic music playing] 2 00:00:07,173 --> 00:00:10,051 [Leo] What would you say if I asked you to marry me right now? 3 00:00:12,095 --> 00:00:14,305 This is, like, too much. 4 00:00:15,223 --> 00:00:16,182 [exhales] 5 00:00:19,102 --> 00:00:20,478 Please give me an answer. 6 00:00:21,271 --> 00:00:22,814 I'm just tortured sitting over here, 7 00:00:22,897 --> 00:00:26,317 like, not knowing if I have a chance with you or if I don't. 8 00:00:26,943 --> 00:00:27,861 [gasps] 9 00:00:27,944 --> 00:00:29,571 I feel very confused. [exhales] 10 00:00:30,196 --> 00:00:33,616 Like, please, like, Hannah, can you tell me, like, 11 00:00:34,242 --> 00:00:37,746 does part of you feel you couldn't handle this uncertainty 12 00:00:37,829 --> 00:00:38,663 for another day? 13 00:00:38,747 --> 00:00:43,043 Then maybe I'm not special enough to… to be willing to handle that for. 14 00:00:43,126 --> 00:00:45,670 And if that's the case, I'm not the one for you. 15 00:00:45,754 --> 00:00:48,173 You are special enough to me 16 00:00:48,256 --> 00:00:51,509 to be willing to tear my fucking hair out all day. 17 00:00:51,593 --> 00:00:53,762 And then I'm going on dates with my other connection… 18 00:00:53,845 --> 00:00:55,305 I wish you could have seen me there. 19 00:00:55,388 --> 00:00:57,724 I'm sitting there, like, "What the fuck do I do?" 20 00:00:57,807 --> 00:00:59,142 I wanted to talk to you first. 21 00:00:59,225 --> 00:01:01,519 I wanted to talk to you first tonight, Hannah! 22 00:01:01,603 --> 00:01:04,314 And now I come in here, and I hear that, like, 23 00:01:05,940 --> 00:01:07,692 you made the decision. We didn't get a chance. 24 00:01:07,776 --> 00:01:10,445 It's just like, "I don't know how I feel, so I'm going with that one." 25 00:01:10,528 --> 00:01:13,490 I'd even heard that you had cut your connection, 26 00:01:13,573 --> 00:01:15,033 and then you requested him back. 27 00:01:15,116 --> 00:01:16,117 [Hannah] I broke it off. 28 00:01:16,201 --> 00:01:19,245 And then I was like, "I don't think I'm certain." [exhales] 29 00:01:19,329 --> 00:01:21,498 And I was like, "I'll request to see him again." 30 00:01:21,581 --> 00:01:25,835 And then, today, he, like, really expressed, like, his feelings for me. 31 00:01:25,919 --> 00:01:27,712 [sniffles] He told me he loved me, 32 00:01:27,796 --> 00:01:30,548 and how much, like, he wanted to be with me. 33 00:01:30,632 --> 00:01:33,093 He literally told me he was in love with me. 34 00:01:33,593 --> 00:01:35,512 [Leo] Look, Hannah, he's… 35 00:01:36,137 --> 00:01:39,724 As I understand it, he's got one connection, and it's you. 36 00:01:40,934 --> 00:01:44,604 You know what? I respect him for swinging for the fences, and he might mean that. 37 00:01:44,687 --> 00:01:47,148 He probably does. Is he the best person for you? 38 00:01:47,232 --> 00:01:49,943 Or is he just the first person to tell you "I love you"? 39 00:01:50,026 --> 00:01:53,738 'Cause if he's just the first and that's how you're gonna get married? 40 00:01:54,405 --> 00:01:55,281 Like… 41 00:01:56,991 --> 00:01:57,867 Like… 42 00:02:01,913 --> 00:02:05,375 We're not the kind of people that give validation easily. 43 00:02:05,458 --> 00:02:09,754 I'm gonna guess that he probably offered the validation before, 44 00:02:09,838 --> 00:02:11,798 and it probably felt really good. 45 00:02:11,881 --> 00:02:14,634 It feels really good to hear it from my connection. 46 00:02:14,717 --> 00:02:16,302 But if we can get there, 47 00:02:16,386 --> 00:02:19,556 which I fucking feel like we are, we just haven't talked about it, 48 00:02:19,639 --> 00:02:21,683 because we're both kind of reserved. 49 00:02:21,766 --> 00:02:23,351 We're both ENTJs. 50 00:02:23,434 --> 00:02:26,563 But if we can get there, we'd be unstoppable! 51 00:02:28,815 --> 00:02:30,984 Then why didn't you say something earlier? 52 00:02:31,067 --> 00:02:33,153 God damn it, I was planning on saying all this now, 53 00:02:33,236 --> 00:02:35,029 but in a very different context. 54 00:02:35,113 --> 00:02:38,658 And I have another connection I can go to. You understand? It's not even like, 55 00:02:38,741 --> 00:02:40,785 I'm fighting for you because you're my only one. 56 00:02:40,869 --> 00:02:44,122 I have another, and I'm still fucking here, Hannah! 57 00:02:44,205 --> 00:02:46,958 [sniffles] I just thought, like, you were gonna be, "It's fine." 58 00:02:47,041 --> 00:02:48,960 "I have a strong connection with Brittany." 59 00:02:49,043 --> 00:02:53,339 No! I'm fighting to know who's truly the right person. 60 00:02:53,423 --> 00:02:56,885 Like, Hannah, this is a marriage for life. My parents are divorced. 61 00:02:56,968 --> 00:02:59,846 I know how shitty divorce is, and I know what life means. 62 00:02:59,929 --> 00:03:02,599 Marrying someone, I do not take that shit lightly, Hannah. 63 00:03:02,682 --> 00:03:05,268 Like, that's why I'm here sitting with you, Hannah, 64 00:03:05,351 --> 00:03:08,188 trying to talk this out with you right now. 65 00:03:08,271 --> 00:03:11,858 I care about you so deeply, like, so, so deeply, Leo. 66 00:03:11,941 --> 00:03:14,903 You're telling me you have the same exact feelings for another person. 67 00:03:14,986 --> 00:03:17,030 It's not the same feelings though. 68 00:03:17,113 --> 00:03:20,283 I have another person. That doesn't mean it's the same feelings. 69 00:03:20,366 --> 00:03:23,703 My other connection is amazing, but you? 70 00:03:23,786 --> 00:03:26,915 I don't know if I'll ever get a chance with someone like you ever again. 71 00:03:27,665 --> 00:03:30,251 And if it worked, it would be literally the most exciting thing 72 00:03:30,335 --> 00:03:32,837 I could ever imagine. 73 00:03:32,921 --> 00:03:34,589 I feel like I'm going crazy. 74 00:03:34,672 --> 00:03:37,550 Like, I love you both. 75 00:03:37,634 --> 00:03:39,344 You're both fucking great. 76 00:03:39,427 --> 00:03:40,762 I love you too, Hannah! 77 00:03:40,845 --> 00:03:43,389 But, like, fuck, Hannah, like… 78 00:03:44,974 --> 00:03:46,351 Like… [clears throat] 79 00:03:46,434 --> 00:03:49,312 And you know what, Hannah? I love my other connection. 80 00:03:49,395 --> 00:03:51,606 I told my other connection, 81 00:03:51,689 --> 00:03:57,362 "I can't see myself telling one of my connections 'I love you' 82 00:03:57,445 --> 00:03:59,739 unless I see myself marrying them." 83 00:04:00,281 --> 00:04:01,699 And I just told you I love you. 84 00:04:06,746 --> 00:04:08,498 [Hannah exhales, sniffles] 85 00:04:08,581 --> 00:04:10,625 [Leo] Please give me an answer, like, 86 00:04:10,708 --> 00:04:13,086 if I have a chance with you or if I don't. 87 00:04:16,798 --> 00:04:18,925 If you believe in us at all, 88 00:04:20,843 --> 00:04:22,512 like, please say something. 89 00:04:23,638 --> 00:04:24,555 [exhales] 90 00:04:27,016 --> 00:04:28,476 It's just very confusing. 91 00:04:28,559 --> 00:04:32,855 It's very, very confusing because I've never had this much emotion 92 00:04:32,939 --> 00:04:35,692 and, like, um, feelings. 93 00:04:35,775 --> 00:04:36,985 It's, like, hard. 94 00:04:37,068 --> 00:04:39,654 [Leo] If you can't, like, bring yourself 95 00:04:39,737 --> 00:04:42,031 to, like, talk about this with me, 96 00:04:42,115 --> 00:04:44,200 then maybe it wasn't meant to be. 97 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:47,370 Yeah, I just feel like I'm a fucking mess right now. 98 00:04:47,453 --> 00:04:50,039 I mean, I asked it, but I'm gonna ask it again. 99 00:04:50,123 --> 00:04:52,333 If I was to say to you, Hannah, 100 00:04:52,417 --> 00:04:55,253 "I wanna marry you. I wanna get down on one knee." 101 00:04:55,336 --> 00:04:57,505 "I wanna spend my life with you, and I love you," 102 00:04:58,423 --> 00:05:01,926 would you agree that we're the ones that are meant to be together? 103 00:05:03,594 --> 00:05:05,471 [Hannah gasps, sniffles] 104 00:05:05,555 --> 00:05:06,806 I don't like this. 105 00:05:07,307 --> 00:05:09,767 No matter what you've said, no matter how hard it is, 106 00:05:09,851 --> 00:05:13,313 would you say… "yes" to that? 107 00:05:13,855 --> 00:05:15,857 [exhales, sniffles] 108 00:05:16,566 --> 00:05:17,984 I just don't know. 109 00:05:20,028 --> 00:05:22,447 Leo, like, if I would have had you first, I don't know. 110 00:05:22,530 --> 00:05:23,865 That's the thing, Hannah! 111 00:05:23,948 --> 00:05:27,201 Don't you understand that that's why I'm so, like, exasperated? 112 00:05:27,285 --> 00:05:31,873 Like, the schedule's gonna decide your fucking husband for life? 113 00:05:32,457 --> 00:05:34,584 It's just really hard. [sniffles] 114 00:05:34,667 --> 00:05:36,252 Someone's literally saying, 115 00:05:36,336 --> 00:05:38,296 "I'm in love. I wanna spend my life with you." 116 00:05:38,379 --> 00:05:39,881 "You're the most perfect person ever." 117 00:05:39,964 --> 00:05:43,468 Then I come in, and then you're like, "Hannah, I love you." 118 00:05:43,551 --> 00:05:46,179 "If I get on my knees right now, are you gonna say 'yes'?" 119 00:05:46,262 --> 00:05:49,223 Like, that is a lot for a person to take. [gasps] 120 00:05:50,016 --> 00:05:53,102 [Leo] I know. I know, but here's the thing, Hannah. 121 00:05:53,186 --> 00:05:57,523 If we could rewind the clock and this morning, 122 00:05:57,607 --> 00:06:01,778 I said all of those things that I should have told you, 123 00:06:01,861 --> 00:06:04,322 that I wanted you, that I loved you, that I wanted to marry you, 124 00:06:04,405 --> 00:06:07,617 would you have said, "I feel the same way towards you"? 125 00:06:07,700 --> 00:06:10,286 -Yes, probably. This is the problem-- -I know! 126 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:12,205 That's what I'm saying, Hannah. 127 00:06:17,001 --> 00:06:19,045 Are you willing to try and fight for this? 128 00:06:20,463 --> 00:06:22,340 I need someone that's willing to fight for love. 129 00:06:23,466 --> 00:06:26,302 I don't think you're understanding. I am not emotionally there right now 130 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:28,721 to even be able to handle this conversation. [gasps] 131 00:06:33,309 --> 00:06:34,310 [Leo] I understand. 132 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:35,895 I'll stop. 133 00:06:39,899 --> 00:06:42,610 Would you like to consider seeing me tomorrow? 134 00:06:43,194 --> 00:06:46,114 [sniffles] Yeah. I think I just need some sleep. 135 00:06:46,197 --> 00:06:47,990 -[Leo] Okay. -I'll talk to you tomorrow. 136 00:06:48,074 --> 00:06:49,992 -I'm just gonna go, okay? -[Leo] Okay. 137 00:06:50,076 --> 00:06:52,912 -[Hannah sniffles] Bye. -Good night. Good night, Hannah. 138 00:06:52,995 --> 00:06:57,500 -[pop music playing] -♪ Premonitions come to light… ♪ 139 00:06:58,876 --> 00:07:01,045 [gasps] 140 00:07:02,547 --> 00:07:04,298 Jesus Christ. 141 00:07:04,382 --> 00:07:07,385 ♪ Don't cry for me ♪ 142 00:07:07,468 --> 00:07:08,678 [vocalizing] 143 00:07:09,887 --> 00:07:11,472 Oh my God. 144 00:07:12,223 --> 00:07:16,602 ♪ Don't cry for me ♪ 145 00:07:19,439 --> 00:07:23,526 [Bohdan] Whoo! Marissa! 146 00:07:23,609 --> 00:07:24,444 [Marissa] Hello! 147 00:07:24,527 --> 00:07:29,365 [Bohdan] Like I told you yesterday, I feel confident in us. 148 00:07:29,449 --> 00:07:30,408 Um… 149 00:07:30,491 --> 00:07:32,577 [Marissa] Yeah, I do also feel very confident in us. 150 00:07:32,660 --> 00:07:35,746 -Like, very, very, very, very, very. -[Bohdan] Very, very. 151 00:07:35,830 --> 00:07:37,582 [Marissa] I should go on my date with Bohdan, 152 00:07:37,665 --> 00:07:39,584 and be like, "What have we not agreed on?" 153 00:07:39,667 --> 00:07:40,501 Yeah. 154 00:07:40,585 --> 00:07:44,672 I obviously wanna be with a partner who, like, is into some of the stuff I like. 155 00:07:44,755 --> 00:07:47,967 But it's not gonna be everything, you know. I'm not into video games. 156 00:07:48,050 --> 00:07:50,553 -You're a video game guy. -Right. We have fantasy books. 157 00:07:50,636 --> 00:07:51,637 [Marissa] We like books. 158 00:07:51,721 --> 00:07:55,266 Oh, wait, actually, did I tell you about, like, my dream for books? 159 00:07:55,349 --> 00:07:58,561 -What's that? -Like, I really want… 160 00:07:58,644 --> 00:08:02,190 me and my future husband, with our children, 161 00:08:02,273 --> 00:08:05,193 maybe once a week, depending, like, read a book together. 162 00:08:05,276 --> 00:08:07,195 Ooh. No, I-- I love that. 163 00:08:07,278 --> 00:08:09,739 -Okay. Yeah. -Then we can have our own book club? 164 00:08:09,822 --> 00:08:12,283 -Yeah! Kind of a book club with family. -100% in. 165 00:08:12,366 --> 00:08:13,409 [Marissa] Okay. 166 00:08:13,493 --> 00:08:15,161 Okay, what's something that, like, 167 00:08:15,244 --> 00:08:18,915 you feel very strongly about that might be controversial? 168 00:08:18,998 --> 00:08:22,543 -[Bohdan] Besides Breaking Bad isn't good? -I'm with you on that one. 169 00:08:22,627 --> 00:08:24,504 -[Bohdan] Yeah. -We're there. 170 00:08:24,587 --> 00:08:28,049 It's like what we said. It might have been date two. 171 00:08:28,132 --> 00:08:33,846 I think anyone that works 40 hours should have housing, food, and medical. 172 00:08:33,930 --> 00:08:35,848 -God! -[Bohdan] What are we talking about? 173 00:08:35,932 --> 00:08:39,185 -Yeah! Like, the fact… -How is that debatable? 174 00:08:39,268 --> 00:08:42,563 That was my favorite thing, like, I learned about you that day. 175 00:08:42,647 --> 00:08:45,066 -I was so happy you had said that. -Yeah. 176 00:08:45,149 --> 00:08:46,484 I was like, "Oh, my God." 177 00:08:46,567 --> 00:08:47,860 Because you're military, 178 00:08:47,944 --> 00:08:51,781 and sometimes military people can be very close-minded and conservative. 179 00:08:51,864 --> 00:08:52,949 [Bohdan] 1,000%. Yeah. 180 00:08:53,032 --> 00:08:55,284 I try not to judge immediately, like, 181 00:08:55,368 --> 00:08:58,329 "He's a military guy, so, like, he thinks like this," but… 182 00:08:58,412 --> 00:09:01,999 Yeah, I try to say, like, I'm not the typical, like, military person. 183 00:09:02,083 --> 00:09:03,084 -Yeah, yeah. -Mm-hmm. 184 00:09:03,167 --> 00:09:07,004 So, I'm obviously, more liberal in a lot of my ideals. 185 00:09:07,088 --> 00:09:10,925 It's so funny when I see stuff like, "Liberal guys are just soft." 186 00:09:11,008 --> 00:09:12,426 -"Pussies!" Like… -[Bohdan] Yeah. 187 00:09:12,510 --> 00:09:14,595 It's a joke to me. Oh, yeah. "Liberal pussy." 188 00:09:14,679 --> 00:09:16,556 -Yeah. It's like… -Okay, man. 189 00:09:16,639 --> 00:09:18,432 Show me, like, why are you a man, 190 00:09:18,516 --> 00:09:20,977 because, like, you take stupid pictures with guns? 191 00:09:21,060 --> 00:09:22,436 -"Cool, dude. Wow." -[Marissa] Yeah. 192 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:24,730 I dated the Trump supporter for three years. 193 00:09:24,814 --> 00:09:28,192 -Yeah, yeah, you did. -He was a good person and everything. 194 00:09:28,276 --> 00:09:32,196 There's just a difference in thinking about how our society works. 195 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:35,616 Are you gonna vote for a guy who tried to overthrow the government? 196 00:09:35,700 --> 00:09:39,495 -I'm never gonna agree with that. -I'm not gonna vote for a rapist. 197 00:09:39,579 --> 00:09:44,000 I'm not gonna vote for a guy who has gone to court and got found guilty. 198 00:09:44,083 --> 00:09:45,793 -Yeah. -[Marissa] You'll relate to this. 199 00:09:45,876 --> 00:09:49,630 You have a commander of a unit. That commander has a standard. 200 00:09:49,714 --> 00:09:51,549 -[Bohdan] Yeah. -You look up to your leader. 201 00:09:51,632 --> 00:09:55,720 We wouldn't allow that type of behavior in a leader in the military. 202 00:09:55,803 --> 00:10:00,308 The best generals in the world, in the US, who are decorated in military service, 203 00:10:00,391 --> 00:10:02,184 they quit, and were like, "Fuck that dude." 204 00:10:02,268 --> 00:10:04,270 -Yeah. -[Bohdan] Not take that in consideration? 205 00:10:04,353 --> 00:10:05,688 Like, what the fuck? 206 00:10:05,771 --> 00:10:07,690 -[Marissa] I know. It's really strange. -Yeah. 207 00:10:07,773 --> 00:10:10,901 -We're the same people, Bohdan. -We have to have something different. 208 00:10:10,985 --> 00:10:13,529 -[Marissa] We're the same! -Are you staying tonight? 209 00:10:13,613 --> 00:10:14,739 I am gonna stay tonight. 210 00:10:14,822 --> 00:10:16,616 -[Bohdan] I will be. -We have to stay tonight. 211 00:10:16,699 --> 00:10:19,368 I like the night date 'cause it does feel like really fun. 212 00:10:19,452 --> 00:10:22,038 -Yeah, yeah, yeah. -It's always very chill. It feels sexy. 213 00:10:22,121 --> 00:10:23,456 -Ooh! -[Marissa] Something about-- 214 00:10:23,539 --> 00:10:25,333 Okay. [laughs] 215 00:10:25,416 --> 00:10:27,376 -[Bohdan] All right. Bye, Marissa. -[Marissa] Bye. 216 00:10:28,002 --> 00:10:31,589 Whoo! 217 00:10:32,256 --> 00:10:33,341 Who am I? Who am I? 218 00:10:34,759 --> 00:10:36,802 "Aw, dude, I think…" 219 00:10:36,886 --> 00:10:40,306 "I think I'm falling in love! Falling in love!" [laughs] 220 00:10:40,389 --> 00:10:42,391 [pop music playing] 221 00:10:44,018 --> 00:10:45,353 [Alex] I'm gonna open this gift. 222 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:49,273 Okay, I'm opening it. It's a bracelet. 223 00:10:49,899 --> 00:10:50,900 What is this? 224 00:10:53,527 --> 00:10:55,863 [Tim] So that bracelet is something my older sister 225 00:10:55,946 --> 00:10:59,158 bought for my middle sister shortly before she passed away. 226 00:11:00,534 --> 00:11:02,495 And if you read the inscription… 227 00:11:03,245 --> 00:11:04,830 "Love eternal, sis." 228 00:11:06,582 --> 00:11:09,126 So that was from sister to sister. 229 00:11:09,210 --> 00:11:11,587 And, unfortunately, 230 00:11:12,880 --> 00:11:15,341 you don't have the opportunity to meet 231 00:11:17,093 --> 00:11:19,553 the two people that will be your sisters, 232 00:11:20,805 --> 00:11:23,140 but everything I know about them 233 00:11:23,974 --> 00:11:27,353 and everything I know about you, I know that they love you. 234 00:11:28,354 --> 00:11:30,231 [mouths] Oh, my God. 235 00:11:31,607 --> 00:11:35,778 I wanted to give it if it felt proper to give it. 236 00:11:35,861 --> 00:11:37,905 And I don't have a doubt in this world… 237 00:11:38,781 --> 00:11:39,699 [Alex sniffles] 238 00:11:40,282 --> 00:11:41,992 [Tim] …that the right person has it. 239 00:11:43,285 --> 00:11:44,245 [sniffles] 240 00:11:45,746 --> 00:11:48,290 This is something I feel at my deepest core. 241 00:11:48,374 --> 00:11:53,045 If and when we get out of here as one, 242 00:11:54,213 --> 00:11:56,298 that is how seriously I take it. 243 00:11:58,050 --> 00:11:59,760 That I'm trusting you with that, 244 00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:02,930 something that is such an important item to me 245 00:12:03,013 --> 00:12:04,557 and ultimately my family. 246 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:06,642 [sniffles] 247 00:12:08,561 --> 00:12:09,937 Oh, thank you. 248 00:12:10,813 --> 00:12:14,692 Thank you for feeling comfortable and, like, giving that to me. [sniffles] 249 00:12:15,484 --> 00:12:18,779 I just thought what you said was, like, so beautiful. [sniffles] 250 00:12:18,863 --> 00:12:20,865 [Tim] Thank you for being worthy of it. 251 00:12:22,950 --> 00:12:24,660 [Alex] Sorry, I just need a second. 252 00:12:26,203 --> 00:12:29,123 Oh, my God. [sniffles, chuckles] 253 00:12:29,206 --> 00:12:33,127 I'm, like, shaking and like, "Am I even gonna be able to paint now?" 254 00:12:33,210 --> 00:12:34,920 [both laugh] 255 00:12:35,004 --> 00:12:37,965 -I don't even know if I can. -[Tim] Do you wanna paint? 256 00:12:38,549 --> 00:12:39,717 Do you wanna settle in? 257 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:40,926 [Alex] Yeah. 258 00:12:41,844 --> 00:12:43,804 All right. I'm awful at painting. 259 00:12:43,888 --> 00:12:46,432 So please keep your expectations super low. 260 00:12:46,515 --> 00:12:49,518 We should paint something that we're just feeling at the moment. 261 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:52,855 -[Tim] Okay, I know what I'm gonna paint. -We're putting on a smock? 262 00:12:52,938 --> 00:12:54,607 [laughs] 263 00:12:55,775 --> 00:12:57,610 Are you not telling me what you're gonna paint? 264 00:12:57,693 --> 00:12:59,779 -[Alex] No. -That's not fair. 265 00:12:59,862 --> 00:13:01,906 If you're doing the same as me, I'm gonna be annoyed. 266 00:13:01,989 --> 00:13:05,576 [laughing] It might be. 267 00:13:05,659 --> 00:13:07,995 -I already know what you're doing. -No, you don't. You don't. 268 00:13:08,078 --> 00:13:08,996 [Alex] Yes, I do. 269 00:13:09,580 --> 00:13:11,457 -What am I doing? -No, I'm not gonna tell you. 270 00:13:11,540 --> 00:13:14,126 -[Tim] Tell me. Listen, I haven't-- -I'll-- no. 271 00:13:14,210 --> 00:13:16,837 If it's the same thing that I'm doing, then my answer is correct. 272 00:13:16,921 --> 00:13:18,881 -That's all I'm gonna say. -We're gonna see. 273 00:13:18,964 --> 00:13:21,258 ♪ I believe, I believe I believe that you're… ♪ 274 00:13:21,342 --> 00:13:23,135 [Tim laughing] 275 00:13:23,219 --> 00:13:28,182 ♪ 'Cause love hits harder in love ♪ 276 00:13:28,849 --> 00:13:30,935 [vocalizing] 277 00:13:33,813 --> 00:13:36,690 [Monica] I can't believe how good I feel. 278 00:13:37,191 --> 00:13:40,069 [Stephen] Thank you for giving me a chance to prove I'm more than chatty. 279 00:13:40,778 --> 00:13:42,238 [both laugh] 280 00:13:42,321 --> 00:13:44,031 I love that you're chatty. 281 00:13:44,114 --> 00:13:47,284 You're literally everything I've been, 282 00:13:48,118 --> 00:13:50,412 like, hoping for and praying for. 283 00:13:51,789 --> 00:13:53,457 Besides my dad, 284 00:13:53,541 --> 00:13:57,503 who I always tell you, you remind me of, like, I'm just not used to 285 00:13:58,546 --> 00:14:00,965 men like you. I just can't believe I found you. 286 00:14:03,092 --> 00:14:08,138 [Stephen] Speaking of that, I have not been able to stop thinking about you. 287 00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:17,273 I think it's understandable to admit that we're both scared. 288 00:14:17,356 --> 00:14:18,190 [Monica] Yeah. 289 00:14:18,274 --> 00:14:19,149 And… 290 00:14:19,233 --> 00:14:20,484 My heart is beating. 291 00:14:21,610 --> 00:14:24,572 Monica, I don't know what the future holds. 292 00:14:24,655 --> 00:14:27,032 I don't even know what you look like. [laughs] 293 00:14:27,116 --> 00:14:32,371 but I do know that I genuinely love you. 294 00:14:34,790 --> 00:14:37,459 -Monica Jade Davis. -Mm. 295 00:14:39,587 --> 00:14:42,131 If you're starting to get a little bored of that last name, 296 00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:44,133 I was wondering, 297 00:14:44,925 --> 00:14:46,385 will you marry me? 298 00:14:47,136 --> 00:14:48,470 Oh, my gosh. 299 00:14:51,390 --> 00:14:52,600 [exhales] 300 00:14:54,435 --> 00:14:58,606 I need you to know, 'cause I haven't said this yet, but I… 301 00:15:01,483 --> 00:15:02,776 I love you. 302 00:15:04,153 --> 00:15:08,532 And I've been waiting 36 years 303 00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:10,826 to find you. 304 00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:14,580 [voice breaking] You've made me feel just so safe 305 00:15:14,663 --> 00:15:16,206 and so seen 306 00:15:16,790 --> 00:15:21,462 for, like, all the things that I care most about, about myself. 307 00:15:21,545 --> 00:15:26,050 You are the kindest, nerdiest, chattiest. 308 00:15:26,133 --> 00:15:26,967 [laughing] 309 00:15:27,051 --> 00:15:31,305 [Monica] Most loving, compassionate, caring, sweetest man. 310 00:15:31,388 --> 00:15:36,352 Like, I love that you are so proud of the fact that you're barely that Black. 311 00:15:36,435 --> 00:15:37,519 [laughing] 312 00:15:37,603 --> 00:15:41,690 And that you, when you found out, like, of course you did. 313 00:15:41,774 --> 00:15:43,317 You're the most curious… 314 00:15:44,276 --> 00:15:46,737 [exhales] …just kind man. 315 00:15:46,820 --> 00:15:47,821 You went to the library, 316 00:15:47,905 --> 00:15:50,699 and you got those books about African culture, 317 00:15:50,783 --> 00:15:55,120 and you take your parents to IHOP when money's tight… 318 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:57,581 You are perfect. 319 00:15:57,665 --> 00:15:59,875 Um, and I love you so much. 320 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,460 And it would be an honor, 321 00:16:02,419 --> 00:16:05,756 Stephen Matthew Richardson, to be your wife. 322 00:16:05,839 --> 00:16:08,008 So, yes, absolutely. 323 00:16:08,092 --> 00:16:08,926 Mm! 324 00:16:09,009 --> 00:16:10,010 Mm! 325 00:16:10,094 --> 00:16:11,345 [Stephen] Score! 326 00:16:11,428 --> 00:16:12,554 That's-- oh, my… 327 00:16:12,638 --> 00:16:15,683 -[Monica laughs] I can't wait to hug you! -I know. 328 00:16:15,766 --> 00:16:17,935 -[Monica] I wish I could do it right now. -Holy shit. 329 00:16:18,018 --> 00:16:22,356 I promise I am going to give you the biggest hug. 330 00:16:22,439 --> 00:16:23,482 [Monica] I know. 331 00:16:23,565 --> 00:16:25,734 It's gonna be the best hug I've ever gotten. 332 00:16:26,485 --> 00:16:27,403 Wow. 333 00:16:27,486 --> 00:16:30,239 -I can't wait to see you tomorrow! -[laughing] 334 00:16:30,322 --> 00:16:33,575 -We get to hug! I cannot wait! -Oh, my God. 335 00:16:34,994 --> 00:16:36,370 [exhales, grunts] 336 00:16:37,538 --> 00:16:41,041 For what it's worth, I'm pretty confident you're gonna like what you see. 337 00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:43,460 I'm 0% concerned. 338 00:16:43,544 --> 00:16:47,464 -["When the Music Dies" by Kelson playing] -♪ I'll never leave… ♪ 339 00:16:48,090 --> 00:16:49,258 [Stephen] Holy shit. 340 00:16:49,758 --> 00:16:51,427 -Hey, Monica. -Yeah, baby? 341 00:16:52,177 --> 00:16:55,389 -We're gonna get married. [laughing] -[Monica] Oh, my God! 342 00:16:56,390 --> 00:16:58,017 ♪ Oh, don't you worry ♪ 343 00:16:58,100 --> 00:16:59,643 ♪ I'll never… ♪ 344 00:16:59,727 --> 00:17:01,145 Whoo! 345 00:17:01,228 --> 00:17:02,855 [exhales] 346 00:17:02,938 --> 00:17:05,899 [squeals] 347 00:17:07,735 --> 00:17:10,362 -Stick a fork in it, boy, it's done! -[cheering] 348 00:17:14,533 --> 00:17:16,535 [laughing] 349 00:17:16,618 --> 00:17:17,995 [shouting continues] 350 00:17:18,078 --> 00:17:19,913 ♪ Oh, don't you worry ♪ 351 00:17:19,997 --> 00:17:23,834 ♪ I'll never leave ♪ 352 00:17:24,418 --> 00:17:25,419 [Marissa] Hello! 353 00:17:25,502 --> 00:17:26,503 [Ramses in Spanish] Hello! 354 00:17:26,587 --> 00:17:28,130 [in English] Oh, my God. It's Rams. 355 00:17:28,213 --> 00:17:30,799 [in Spanish] My favorite. My girl. 356 00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:33,093 -[Marissa in English] How are you? -Today's been a lot. 357 00:17:33,177 --> 00:17:34,928 -[Marissa] Really? Why? -Yeah. 358 00:17:35,012 --> 00:17:37,556 Today's been a lot. It's just a lot of emotions. 359 00:17:38,265 --> 00:17:40,893 -[Marissa] Did you wanna go home? -No, no, I wanted to see you. 360 00:17:40,976 --> 00:17:42,936 -[Marissa] Okay. -I definitely wanted to see you. 361 00:17:43,020 --> 00:17:45,564 This is, like, the perfect way for me to close out the night, so… 362 00:17:45,647 --> 00:17:48,442 [Marissa] Perfect. I had some questions I wanted to ask you. 363 00:17:48,525 --> 00:17:50,194 -[Ramses] Okay. -Are you a handyman? 364 00:17:50,903 --> 00:17:52,154 I can be, yeah. 365 00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:54,073 -[Marissa] Do you like fixing things? -I can. 366 00:17:55,282 --> 00:17:57,201 Have you ever mounted a TV? [laughs] 367 00:17:57,284 --> 00:17:59,328 I've never mounted a TV, but I could figure it out. 368 00:17:59,411 --> 00:18:01,288 Like, yeah, I'm very resourceful. 369 00:18:01,371 --> 00:18:03,957 -[Marissa] He's resourceful, okay. Okay. -Yeah. 370 00:18:04,041 --> 00:18:07,628 Adam Sandler or Will Ferrell? Who do you like? 371 00:18:07,711 --> 00:18:09,129 -Oh, my God. -[Marissa] It better-- 372 00:18:09,213 --> 00:18:12,132 -There is a right answer. -There's a right answer? 373 00:18:12,216 --> 00:18:15,385 [Marissa] There's a right answer, and red flag if you pick the wrong one. 374 00:18:15,469 --> 00:18:16,887 -What? -Red flag. 375 00:18:16,970 --> 00:18:18,180 I honestly love both of them. 376 00:18:18,263 --> 00:18:19,181 [groans] 377 00:18:19,264 --> 00:18:21,892 But here's the thing. I grew up on a lot more Will Ferrell movies. 378 00:18:21,975 --> 00:18:24,853 -I thought he was always hilarious, but-- -He's not funny! 379 00:18:24,937 --> 00:18:27,481 -He's funny! They're both funny. -No! 380 00:18:27,564 --> 00:18:30,234 Okay, Adam Sandler is the funniest, and, two, 381 00:18:30,317 --> 00:18:33,320 Will Ferrell is so not funny. 382 00:18:33,987 --> 00:18:35,489 Have you seen his earlier stuff? 383 00:18:35,572 --> 00:18:36,949 He's dumb. 384 00:18:37,032 --> 00:18:39,993 -It's like a dumb, like, you know-- -I don't like dumb humor. 385 00:18:40,077 --> 00:18:43,413 -You don't like dumb humor. -You must like the movie Elf. 386 00:18:43,497 --> 00:18:46,208 I don't. No, I don't. I don't understand the hype behind Elf. 387 00:18:46,291 --> 00:18:47,751 -Oh, my God. -[Ramses] I really don't. 388 00:18:47,835 --> 00:18:49,670 We're soulmates. I don't care. We're soulmates. 389 00:18:49,753 --> 00:18:51,338 -Know what I realized? -[Marissa] What? 390 00:18:51,421 --> 00:18:54,591 -[Ramses] I never wrote down your age. -I don't think I wrote down yours either. 391 00:18:54,675 --> 00:18:56,426 -[laughs] -[Marissa] Holy fuck! 392 00:18:56,510 --> 00:18:58,804 [Ramses] I was trying to see if I wrote down your birthday. 393 00:18:58,887 --> 00:19:01,098 [gasps] I don't have your age anywhere in here! 394 00:19:01,181 --> 00:19:04,017 Oh, my God! Please don't tell me you're twenty-fucking-four! 395 00:19:04,101 --> 00:19:07,271 Are you kidding me right now? Oh, my God. I'm not prepared. 396 00:19:07,354 --> 00:19:08,772 [shouts] 397 00:19:08,856 --> 00:19:11,608 -Help me out! I need to go. -[Ramses] How old are you? 398 00:19:11,692 --> 00:19:12,818 [Marissa] I'm 31. 399 00:19:12,901 --> 00:19:14,570 -Okay, cool. -[Marissa] How old are you? 400 00:19:14,653 --> 00:19:16,321 -I'm 34. -Oh, my God. 401 00:19:16,405 --> 00:19:19,616 -[Ramses] I was-- -[laughing] Blessed be the fruit. 402 00:19:19,700 --> 00:19:20,993 [Ramses] So you're 31. 403 00:19:21,076 --> 00:19:22,828 [Marissa] Okay, you're 34. 404 00:19:23,328 --> 00:19:25,622 -And when is your birthday? -[Marissa] April 3rd. 405 00:19:25,706 --> 00:19:27,541 I know that you're a Cancer. 406 00:19:27,624 --> 00:19:30,210 -[Ramses] Yes. -But I don't know your actual birthday. 407 00:19:30,294 --> 00:19:33,922 -[Ramses] My birthday is July 5th. -Wait, do you know your moon? 408 00:19:35,591 --> 00:19:37,467 [Ramses] Um, is that the first one? 409 00:19:37,551 --> 00:19:39,511 No, you have your sun, moon and your rising. 410 00:19:39,595 --> 00:19:41,430 [Ramses] So I'm a Cancer Leo Leo. 411 00:19:44,308 --> 00:19:47,436 Don't you dare say you are a Cancer Leo Leo. 412 00:19:47,519 --> 00:19:49,563 -I'm a Cancer Leo Leo. -[Marissa] I need to leave. 413 00:19:49,646 --> 00:19:52,608 -[Ramses] Why? Why? -I need to leave the pods. [exhales] 414 00:19:52,691 --> 00:19:53,901 Is that bad? 415 00:19:53,984 --> 00:19:54,985 [Marissa] It's so good. 416 00:19:55,068 --> 00:19:57,404 -[Ramses laughing] -It's so good! 417 00:19:58,322 --> 00:20:01,200 -[Ramses] Why is it good? -I could scream. I, honestly… 418 00:20:01,283 --> 00:20:05,537 -If you wanna get married now, we can. -I honestly think I have to go tell Bohdi. 419 00:20:05,621 --> 00:20:08,123 -[laughs] -[Marissa] You make it hard to go. 420 00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:09,124 Oh, God. 421 00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:11,335 [Ramses] You don't have to if you don't want to. 422 00:20:11,418 --> 00:20:14,004 [laughing] 423 00:20:14,087 --> 00:20:17,090 ["Let's Fall Together" by Robbie Rider playing] 424 00:20:17,174 --> 00:20:20,510 -[Hannah] Katie! Katie! -[Marissa] He's a Cancer Leo Leo. 425 00:20:21,637 --> 00:20:24,806 You guys don't understand what that means, but it means the best… 426 00:20:24,890 --> 00:20:26,808 -[laughing] -The best what? 427 00:20:27,935 --> 00:20:29,353 -The best thing ever? -I'm gonna cry. 428 00:20:29,436 --> 00:20:31,396 [laughing] 429 00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:33,941 [vocalizing] 430 00:20:34,024 --> 00:20:35,275 ♪ But life ain't a fairy tale… ♪ 431 00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:38,654 [Bohdan] Today's the most excited I've been out of all the days to go on a date. 432 00:20:38,737 --> 00:20:40,864 So you're 100% in on Marissa. 433 00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:41,865 Yeah, for sure. 434 00:20:41,949 --> 00:20:43,450 I think Marissa feels great about me. 435 00:20:43,533 --> 00:20:47,496 I think I'm her number one, although I know she's told someone else 436 00:20:47,579 --> 00:20:50,249 that they are very strongly connected. 437 00:20:51,708 --> 00:20:52,793 You know, I'm 35. 438 00:20:52,876 --> 00:20:56,797 I've been on a few dates. I've, uh, been in relationships, 439 00:20:56,880 --> 00:21:01,843 and I feel I have a very good sense of when a girl is very into me. 440 00:21:02,344 --> 00:21:04,680 And I'm happy. I'm very into her. 441 00:21:04,763 --> 00:21:07,057 -["Secret Lover" playing] -♪ Feelin' so brand-new ♪ 442 00:21:07,766 --> 00:21:09,434 ♪ Whenever it's us two ♪ 443 00:21:10,394 --> 00:21:13,438 ♪ Now that I've found you Can't live without ya ♪ 444 00:21:13,522 --> 00:21:14,731 Let's go, boys! 445 00:21:15,232 --> 00:21:16,441 Hi! 446 00:21:16,525 --> 00:21:18,735 Marissa! 447 00:21:18,819 --> 00:21:21,321 -How's it going? -[Bohdan] Fantastic. 448 00:21:21,405 --> 00:21:23,949 -How are you doing? -[Marissa] I'm doing well. 449 00:21:24,032 --> 00:21:27,035 -All right, well, I have to talk to you. -[Bohdan] Huh? 450 00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:29,496 I have to talk to you. I, um, 451 00:21:30,497 --> 00:21:35,085 I think I am, like, really sure about how I feel about Ramses. 452 00:21:36,670 --> 00:21:38,964 I wasn't even, like, planning on-- I had no plans of this. 453 00:21:39,047 --> 00:21:42,259 This is just how I feel coming out of my last date. 454 00:21:42,342 --> 00:21:45,137 -Yeah. -And I just wanted to be honest with you. 455 00:21:46,054 --> 00:21:47,514 I have feelings for you. 456 00:21:47,597 --> 00:21:52,728 I feel like my feelings with Ramses are… 457 00:21:52,811 --> 00:21:53,854 Stronger. 458 00:21:53,937 --> 00:21:56,481 They're stronger, but they're also, like, more romantic. 459 00:21:57,357 --> 00:21:59,109 -Okay, that's fair. -[Marissa] I think. 460 00:22:00,068 --> 00:22:04,156 -I think, like… I don't know. -You're ready to focus on one person? 461 00:22:04,239 --> 00:22:08,035 I am ready to focus on Ramses. I do feel very confident about that. 462 00:22:08,118 --> 00:22:11,747 [Bohdan] No, I love it for you and him. Very excited for you guys. 463 00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:13,665 No hard feelings whatsoever. 464 00:22:14,374 --> 00:22:17,044 -No hard feelings. Okay. -No hard feelings. 465 00:22:20,005 --> 00:22:22,424 -[Marissa] I think you're great. -I think you're great too. 466 00:22:22,507 --> 00:22:25,135 I actually thought there would be possibly a future with you and I. 467 00:22:25,218 --> 00:22:28,055 Yeah, yeah, I could foresee that, um… 468 00:22:28,138 --> 00:22:30,557 -But, yes, very happy for you guys. -Okay. 469 00:22:31,224 --> 00:22:33,435 -[Marissa] You handle everything so great. -[laughing] 470 00:22:33,518 --> 00:22:35,604 -[Marissa] I'm panicking! -Why? 471 00:22:35,687 --> 00:22:39,524 [Marissa] Because I really have a very strong connection with you as well. 472 00:22:39,608 --> 00:22:41,026 I just wanted to be honest with you. 473 00:22:41,109 --> 00:22:46,156 ♪ Well, I was dreaming I was dreaming love ♪ 474 00:22:46,239 --> 00:22:50,410 ♪ That we were floating Through the city streets… ♪ 475 00:22:50,494 --> 00:22:53,705 -This is weird. What do we do from here? -I think we leave, probably. 476 00:22:53,789 --> 00:22:55,415 -We leave, yeah. -[Bohdan] All right. 477 00:22:55,499 --> 00:22:57,834 Bye, Marissa. You're gonna hear a whoop still. 478 00:22:57,918 --> 00:23:01,296 I better. I will be very sad if I didn't hear it. 479 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:04,633 -[Bohdan] Whoo! -[both laugh] 480 00:23:04,716 --> 00:23:06,802 Whoo! 481 00:23:06,885 --> 00:23:08,720 I'm very happy with the experiment. 482 00:23:08,804 --> 00:23:12,599 I'd go as far to say I feel, like, 90% positive that love is blind. 483 00:23:13,183 --> 00:23:14,142 Oh, God. 484 00:23:14,643 --> 00:23:18,021 It's something I've made peace with. I will go home alone. 485 00:23:18,814 --> 00:23:22,025 ♪ Falling, falling ♪ 486 00:23:22,109 --> 00:23:26,738 ♪ Feel the weight Of the world pulling down again ♪ 487 00:23:26,822 --> 00:23:31,076 ♪ And I know it's true ♪ 488 00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:34,579 So did you actually break up with Leo or no? 489 00:23:34,663 --> 00:23:38,291 Girl, like, I tried. Like, he wouldn't let me. 490 00:23:38,375 --> 00:23:39,918 What? I hate that for Brittany. 491 00:23:40,001 --> 00:23:44,047 [Hannah] When I think of Leo and Brittany, it worries me because, 492 00:23:44,131 --> 00:23:45,882 like, she's freaking wonderful. 493 00:23:45,966 --> 00:23:47,759 And I thought Leo was wonderful. 494 00:23:47,843 --> 00:23:49,386 I never wanna be manipulated, 495 00:23:49,469 --> 00:23:51,596 and that's kind of what I felt like he was doing to me. 496 00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:54,141 I think she deserves to know how he reacted. 497 00:23:54,224 --> 00:23:55,892 He was yelling at me. 498 00:23:55,976 --> 00:24:00,105 He was like, "If I propose right now, get on my knee now, what will you say?" 499 00:24:00,188 --> 00:24:02,941 "Are you gonna say yes? I don't care if you love him. Blah blah." 500 00:24:03,024 --> 00:24:05,569 I don't know if he's just, like, spiraling or if he's confused, 501 00:24:05,652 --> 00:24:07,446 and I did not want to sway your opinion, 502 00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:10,449 but I felt if he was saying that shit to you, I would wanna know. 503 00:24:10,532 --> 00:24:11,366 [Brittany] Yeah. 504 00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:12,951 [Hannah] Don't want someone like that. 505 00:24:13,034 --> 00:24:14,744 -I appreciate you telling me. -[Hannah] Yeah. 506 00:24:14,828 --> 00:24:16,913 I don't know. I think I should shut up, but… [laughs] 507 00:24:16,997 --> 00:24:17,831 No, it is all good. 508 00:24:17,914 --> 00:24:19,374 Okay, okay, okay. 509 00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:23,837 I just feel like you think I'm crying or upset because of you or something. 510 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,798 Obviously, I don't even care about him. I don't wanna hurt your feelings. 511 00:24:26,882 --> 00:24:28,008 [Brittany] I know. 512 00:24:28,091 --> 00:24:29,551 [laughs] I needed a drink. 513 00:24:36,391 --> 00:24:37,392 [Nick D] So you okay? 514 00:24:37,893 --> 00:24:41,730 Yeah, man, it's just, uh, it's just a weird situation. 515 00:24:41,813 --> 00:24:43,648 Yeah, yeah. 516 00:24:43,732 --> 00:24:45,775 It's a tough situation, bro. 517 00:24:45,859 --> 00:24:49,362 Boys, we know this isn't about us. I don't even need to reiterate that. 518 00:24:49,446 --> 00:24:53,825 -Of course. -But last night, she was crying so hard. 519 00:24:53,909 --> 00:24:55,994 -She started out this way? -[Leo] She didn't. 520 00:24:56,077 --> 00:24:59,247 -I was very direct. -[Nick D] You want some clarity. 521 00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:01,708 I want some clarity, and she was so emotional 522 00:25:01,791 --> 00:25:05,629 that she literally could not form words. 523 00:25:05,712 --> 00:25:08,048 It wasn't what I was saying. It was the tone. 524 00:25:08,131 --> 00:25:11,593 I wish I could have been more like, "Brittany, I'm really confused…" 525 00:25:11,676 --> 00:25:13,345 -Brittany? Or… -Sorry. 526 00:25:13,428 --> 00:25:15,013 -Hannah. -Get it out now! 527 00:25:15,096 --> 00:25:20,018 I'm like, "Uh, Hannah, um…" Now, I've lost my train of thought. 528 00:25:20,101 --> 00:25:20,977 [Stephen] You're good. 529 00:25:21,061 --> 00:25:24,356 I would've thought that if she was thinking some way with you, 530 00:25:24,439 --> 00:25:27,567 I would've thought that we would've at least had more of a conversation first. 531 00:25:27,651 --> 00:25:28,485 -Yeah. -Yeah. 532 00:25:28,568 --> 00:25:31,446 And the irony is I would have thought 533 00:25:32,072 --> 00:25:35,492 that Hannah would have shown me strength. It's not saying she's not strong. 534 00:25:35,575 --> 00:25:38,411 It's about the strength you're willing to give. 535 00:25:38,495 --> 00:25:40,622 And she was not willing to give me strength. 536 00:25:40,705 --> 00:25:42,958 She didn't wanna sit there and talk. That's very telling. 537 00:25:43,041 --> 00:25:46,920 Our feelings for each other were reaffirmed yesterday and are very strong. 538 00:25:47,003 --> 00:25:50,298 I'm not gonna lie. We told each other we loved each other, like, ten times. 539 00:25:50,382 --> 00:25:53,009 -[Leo] Dude. -[Nick D] She's like, "You're the one." 540 00:25:53,093 --> 00:25:56,096 Not to take anything about… from your conversation. 541 00:25:56,179 --> 00:25:59,474 She may come down and plan to be, like, breaking things off with me. 542 00:25:59,558 --> 00:26:02,686 -Yeah, yeah. -We don't know each other's decision. 543 00:26:02,769 --> 00:26:05,939 But, like, I'm seeing her today, and I told her I wanted to see her today. 544 00:26:06,523 --> 00:26:09,943 Like, I'm really… confused. 545 00:26:10,026 --> 00:26:11,945 It's just a weird situation. 546 00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:14,614 -[pop music playing] -♪ You ain't nothing but a heartbreaker ♪ 547 00:26:14,698 --> 00:26:17,242 ♪ You ain't nothing but a game player ♪ 548 00:26:17,325 --> 00:26:18,910 ♪ You think you own the world… ♪ 549 00:26:19,494 --> 00:26:20,412 [Marissa] You got this. 550 00:26:20,495 --> 00:26:22,664 ♪ Never met a girl like me ♪ 551 00:26:22,747 --> 00:26:25,000 ♪ I'mma be your soul taker ♪ 552 00:26:25,083 --> 00:26:26,376 [exhales] 553 00:26:28,336 --> 00:26:29,671 -Hi. -Hi. 554 00:26:31,089 --> 00:26:33,341 [Leo] Um, I'm so sorry, Hannah. 555 00:26:33,425 --> 00:26:36,261 [clears throat] Like, the way I treated you last night, 556 00:26:36,344 --> 00:26:39,347 to raise my voice when you were in such a vulnerable state. 557 00:26:39,431 --> 00:26:40,765 It was unbecoming of me as a man. 558 00:26:40,849 --> 00:26:43,810 And honestly, I will regret how I acted for the rest of my days. 559 00:26:44,853 --> 00:26:46,187 I'm so sorry. 560 00:26:46,980 --> 00:26:47,981 Yeah. 561 00:26:48,773 --> 00:26:51,776 It was-- it was overwhelming. [exhales] 562 00:26:51,860 --> 00:26:54,112 I don't think I've cried that hard in my life. 563 00:26:54,195 --> 00:26:55,238 [exhales] 564 00:26:56,531 --> 00:26:58,867 Like, I completely agree, like, there's that… 565 00:26:58,950 --> 00:27:02,078 I feel the passion, but I don't think I've. like, ever experienced that before, 566 00:27:02,162 --> 00:27:04,164 being treated like that, I guess. 567 00:27:04,247 --> 00:27:06,166 I felt, like, shame. 568 00:27:06,249 --> 00:27:09,377 Like, and embarrassment, 'cause, like, that is not me. 569 00:27:09,461 --> 00:27:13,173 I literally haven't cried in probably ten years. I don't cry. It's insane. 570 00:27:13,256 --> 00:27:16,551 I felt like I was just getting, like, put in a corner and I couldn't move. 571 00:27:16,635 --> 00:27:17,886 Um… 572 00:27:17,969 --> 00:27:20,180 And that's on me. [sniffles] 573 00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:23,767 That was such a horrible side of me. 574 00:27:24,267 --> 00:27:27,187 I'm not gonna try and justify it or make excuses, but… 575 00:27:28,104 --> 00:27:31,274 [hesitates] Do you at least forgive me? 576 00:27:34,277 --> 00:27:35,278 Yeah, I do. 577 00:27:35,362 --> 00:27:36,279 Thank you. 578 00:27:37,197 --> 00:27:39,032 You are, like, such a fantastic person. 579 00:27:39,115 --> 00:27:41,534 Your story, your life, like, your dedication, your ambition. 580 00:27:41,618 --> 00:27:45,413 Like, you are so fucking incredible. Like, so incredible 581 00:27:45,497 --> 00:27:48,083 You too. That's what drew me to you in the first place. 582 00:27:48,166 --> 00:27:49,626 Like, I loved our conversations. 583 00:27:49,709 --> 00:27:52,253 Like, I think we had, like, a fabulous fucking time. 584 00:27:52,337 --> 00:27:54,339 With you, it was so special. 585 00:27:56,299 --> 00:28:00,887 It's just that, like, feeling that I have for my other person is just not there. 586 00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:09,396 Yeah. 587 00:28:13,608 --> 00:28:15,193 Fact is we're not compatible. 588 00:28:17,028 --> 00:28:20,073 Honestly, like, Nick is everything that, like, I'm not. 589 00:28:20,156 --> 00:28:23,201 He's calm. He's collected. He's wise. 590 00:28:23,785 --> 00:28:26,079 I think he's more compassionate than I'll ever be. 591 00:28:26,162 --> 00:28:28,873 -Nick is better for you. -And I know that. 592 00:28:28,957 --> 00:28:31,292 -[Leo] It's true. -I've known that this whole entire time. 593 00:28:31,376 --> 00:28:33,253 He's my person, you know? 594 00:28:34,879 --> 00:28:36,589 That's exactly how I feel about Brittany. 595 00:28:37,298 --> 00:28:38,174 I know what I want. 596 00:28:38,258 --> 00:28:39,509 You know what you want. 597 00:28:39,592 --> 00:28:41,010 You and Nick are meant to be. 598 00:28:41,094 --> 00:28:43,680 -And me and Brittany were meant to be. -She is fantastic. 599 00:28:43,763 --> 00:28:45,724 I know. With what I've put her through, like, 600 00:28:45,807 --> 00:28:48,101 I would understand if she fucking says no. 601 00:28:48,184 --> 00:28:50,061 I hope that I didn't let, the greatest woman 602 00:28:50,145 --> 00:28:51,771 of my life slip through my fingers. 603 00:28:51,855 --> 00:28:53,857 If there's one thing I would ask you to do for me… 604 00:28:53,940 --> 00:28:54,816 [Hannah] Mm-hmm. 605 00:28:54,899 --> 00:28:56,276 [Leo] …is I would, like, beg of you 606 00:28:56,359 --> 00:29:00,196 to tell Brittany that, like, it really was mutual 607 00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:03,158 and that, like, I really genuinely care for her. 608 00:29:03,241 --> 00:29:06,745 And I'm honestly, like, I'm scared. Like, I don't know what she's gonna say. 609 00:29:06,828 --> 00:29:08,621 Like, I'm scared that she's gonna think 610 00:29:08,705 --> 00:29:11,082 that I'm choosing her because, like, she's my second option. 611 00:29:11,916 --> 00:29:15,128 Hannah, we both broke up with each other, but I just hope, like… 612 00:29:15,920 --> 00:29:16,921 If you, like… 613 00:29:17,422 --> 00:29:20,884 I don't know. If you just, like, let her know, like, how fucking much… 614 00:29:20,967 --> 00:29:23,803 Like, I'm sitting here talking to you, and all I can think about 615 00:29:23,887 --> 00:29:25,889 is just wanting to get down on one knee for Brittany. 616 00:29:25,972 --> 00:29:29,642 -Like, it's literally all I wanna do. -Then why did you do that last night? 617 00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:37,567 [Leo] I felt, like, betrayed, and I felt like we were both gonna be 618 00:29:37,650 --> 00:29:42,113 taking as much time as possible to make this, like, informed decision. 619 00:29:43,072 --> 00:29:44,407 I was mad, 620 00:29:44,491 --> 00:29:49,078 but, like, I realized that, like, Brittany is who my heart wanted, 621 00:29:49,162 --> 00:29:51,247 who my heart has always wanted. 622 00:29:51,790 --> 00:29:53,374 Like, I literally-- I wanted-- 623 00:29:53,458 --> 00:29:56,461 I told the producers in the morning to cancel our date. 624 00:29:56,544 --> 00:29:58,546 That's not what you told me last night. 625 00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:06,054 [Leo] I'm not here trying to talk to you about Brittany. 626 00:30:06,137 --> 00:30:09,140 All I can tell you is I just hope that she chooses me. 627 00:30:09,224 --> 00:30:12,477 Yeah, that's y'all's business, because, like… 628 00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:14,646 [Leo] I know you and Nick are perfect for each other. 629 00:30:14,729 --> 00:30:17,774 -I know we're perfect for each other. -He's a stud, by the way. You lucked out. 630 00:30:17,857 --> 00:30:19,984 I don't care if he was the ugliest man in the world. 631 00:30:20,068 --> 00:30:23,947 I don't care if he made zero dollars. I don't care if he's weird, whatever. 632 00:30:24,030 --> 00:30:27,283 Just, like, who he is as a person, like, I know him. Like, I know him. 633 00:30:27,367 --> 00:30:28,993 I love Nick. Like, Nick is my man. 634 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:31,246 I think Brittany is fantastic, 635 00:30:31,329 --> 00:30:33,289 and Brittany can make her own decisions. 636 00:30:33,373 --> 00:30:37,252 I don't have your conversations. I'm not gonna be like, "He chose you." 637 00:30:37,335 --> 00:30:39,379 I'm not gonna discuss it any further with her 638 00:30:39,462 --> 00:30:42,465 because it's not my business. It's y'all's. Um… 639 00:30:42,549 --> 00:30:46,845 That's what scares me is I just-- we don't have to talk about it anymore. 640 00:30:46,928 --> 00:30:50,223 We're both clear-headed about it. I'm really glad that you found your one. 641 00:30:50,306 --> 00:30:52,058 -[Hannah] Me too. -He's the one for you. 642 00:30:52,141 --> 00:30:53,142 I know. 643 00:30:53,726 --> 00:30:55,645 -I know he is. -And I found mine. 644 00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,272 That's cool, man. 645 00:30:58,690 --> 00:31:01,860 ♪ I don't wanna I don't wanna see you anymore ♪ 646 00:31:01,943 --> 00:31:04,529 ♪ Feelin' good, feelin' good Walking out the door ♪ 647 00:31:04,612 --> 00:31:07,657 ♪ I don't wanna I don't wanna see you anymore ♪ 648 00:31:07,740 --> 00:31:11,160 ♪ Feelin' good, feelin' good Walking out the door ♪ 649 00:31:11,244 --> 00:31:13,621 -[Nick D] Doing all right? -[Leo] Said what needed to be said. 650 00:31:13,705 --> 00:31:16,040 And trust me, man, you are the one for her. 651 00:31:16,124 --> 00:31:19,794 -She's the one for you, bro. -I love it, man. I appreciate that, man. 652 00:31:19,878 --> 00:31:20,837 Thank you. 653 00:31:21,337 --> 00:31:23,631 [Leo] Not that you thought anything to the contrary, but… 654 00:31:23,715 --> 00:31:25,800 No, man. You're a fucking great dude. Come on. 655 00:31:26,634 --> 00:31:28,887 -Yeah. -There's a reason why she liked you. 656 00:31:28,970 --> 00:31:30,889 And there's a reason why she loves you. 657 00:31:30,972 --> 00:31:33,057 Yeah. Well, thanks for saying that. 658 00:31:33,141 --> 00:31:35,768 -Cheers, bro. -[Nick D] Thanks for saying that. Cheers. 659 00:31:37,270 --> 00:31:38,354 How do you feel? 660 00:31:39,063 --> 00:31:42,984 I wanna respect what Hannah said to me. I'm just gonna wait until she comes in. 661 00:31:43,067 --> 00:31:45,320 -Yeah. Feel it. See what she says. -You know? 662 00:31:45,403 --> 00:31:47,822 -[Brittany] I'll figure out what's up. -[Ashley A] You will. 663 00:31:47,906 --> 00:31:50,825 [Brittany] But he's essentially in sales. He could be manipulating me. 664 00:31:50,909 --> 00:31:53,828 -Yeah, yeah, he could. -I don't know what's happening anymore. 665 00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:55,830 -No, I know. Same. I'm-- -[laughing] 666 00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:57,248 -[Brittany groans] -Oh. 667 00:31:57,332 --> 00:31:59,834 -I cried so much yesterday. -Now, you're empowered 668 00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:02,754 Now I feel like, "Oh, now, it's my decision." [laughing] 669 00:32:02,837 --> 00:32:05,632 -Yeah, yeah. -The tables have turned. 670 00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:08,134 -Yeah, in your favor, yeah. -What a fool. [laughs] 671 00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:11,471 And I feel bad for Hannah. She didn't have to go through all that. 672 00:32:11,554 --> 00:32:12,472 [Ashley A] Yeah. 673 00:32:18,227 --> 00:32:19,103 [exhales] 674 00:32:19,687 --> 00:32:20,939 Come sit if you want. 675 00:32:21,022 --> 00:32:22,899 [Hannah] My stomach is really eating itself. 676 00:32:22,982 --> 00:32:23,816 Oh, God. 677 00:32:25,777 --> 00:32:27,153 [sighs] 678 00:32:27,236 --> 00:32:28,237 How was it? 679 00:32:29,989 --> 00:32:32,867 [groans] That man is con-- 680 00:32:34,243 --> 00:32:35,119 I don't know. 681 00:32:35,203 --> 00:32:37,956 Last night, he was like, "I wanted to have my date with you first." 682 00:32:38,039 --> 00:32:41,709 "I wanna get there with you so bad." And then today, he's like, 683 00:32:41,793 --> 00:32:45,588 "Yeah, like, it's totally a mutual breakup." And I was like, "Is it?" 684 00:32:45,672 --> 00:32:47,757 'Cause I was like… I don't know. 685 00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:49,759 I just thought of you and how special you are. 686 00:32:49,842 --> 00:32:53,554 Like, "Why would you drag me and you along if you knew that Brittany was the one?" 687 00:32:53,638 --> 00:32:55,890 "If Brittany's the one, then Brittany's the fucking one." 688 00:32:56,766 --> 00:32:59,894 And he was like, "Will you just please speak to Brittany for me? Just please." 689 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:01,813 -And I was like-- -Speak to her about what? 690 00:33:01,896 --> 00:33:03,272 That he loves her so much. 691 00:33:04,691 --> 00:33:07,860 I was like, I'm not gonna come in here and be like, "He really loves you," 692 00:33:07,944 --> 00:33:09,153 'cause I don't fucking know. 693 00:33:09,862 --> 00:33:11,489 -And I don't know either. -Yeah. 694 00:33:11,572 --> 00:33:13,950 -[Brittany] The angel was here yesterday. -[laughing] Yeah. 695 00:33:14,742 --> 00:33:15,994 -Yeah. -Not today. 696 00:33:16,077 --> 00:33:16,953 It's your decision. 697 00:33:17,453 --> 00:33:19,664 -[pop music playing] -♪ You stopped reminding me ♪ 698 00:33:19,747 --> 00:33:22,959 ♪ Our love is a ghost ♪ 699 00:33:23,042 --> 00:33:25,211 [laughing] Oh, my God! 700 00:33:25,294 --> 00:33:26,462 [laughing] 701 00:33:28,297 --> 00:33:30,174 I'm laughing at your painting! 702 00:33:30,258 --> 00:33:32,427 Oh, my God! 703 00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:34,679 [laughing] Does that mean that it's better than yours? 704 00:33:36,347 --> 00:33:38,850 -You can say it. It's okay. -[Alex] Wow. 705 00:33:38,933 --> 00:33:41,519 -[Tim] I'm glad you love it. -[laughing] 706 00:33:41,602 --> 00:33:43,187 [Tim] My artistic vision come to life. 707 00:33:43,271 --> 00:33:45,148 I am going to frame this. 708 00:33:45,231 --> 00:33:46,524 [Tim] Oh, please do. 709 00:33:46,607 --> 00:33:49,485 And I already got it appraised, and it's priceless, so… 710 00:33:49,569 --> 00:33:51,529 We have a certified art dealer over here. 711 00:33:51,612 --> 00:33:52,947 [both laughing] 712 00:33:53,698 --> 00:33:55,199 -[Alex] Well, did you see mine? -I do. 713 00:33:55,283 --> 00:33:56,868 It's actually really, really good. 714 00:33:56,951 --> 00:33:59,620 -[Alex] You see all the shading? -[Tim] I do. It's really good. 715 00:33:59,704 --> 00:34:02,206 You know, it's not as good, but it's really good. 716 00:34:02,290 --> 00:34:03,708 [both laughing] 717 00:34:05,918 --> 00:34:07,712 -How are you? -[Alex] Good. How are you? 718 00:34:07,795 --> 00:34:09,964 -Thank you for the flowers. -[Tim] Of course. Of course. 719 00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:12,341 I wrote a couple of words. 720 00:34:12,425 --> 00:34:14,802 This is something that one day will be able to hand-deliver, 721 00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:17,388 but I'm gonna read it out loud. 722 00:34:17,472 --> 00:34:18,473 Okay. 723 00:34:19,599 --> 00:34:20,433 [Tim] "Mr. Bird…" 724 00:34:20,516 --> 00:34:22,894 [laughs] Not Mr. Bird. 725 00:34:22,977 --> 00:34:25,271 [Tim] "Thank you for bringing Alex into this world." 726 00:34:25,772 --> 00:34:30,068 "You raised a kind, intelligent, driven and resilient daughter 727 00:34:30,151 --> 00:34:33,571 who became a place of warmth and comfort and peace for me 728 00:34:34,238 --> 00:34:36,157 almost as soon as I heard her voice." 729 00:34:36,657 --> 00:34:38,493 "Before I make my vows to her, 730 00:34:38,993 --> 00:34:40,703 I want to make my vow to you 731 00:34:40,787 --> 00:34:43,790 that I will treat her with the amount of dignity and respect 732 00:34:43,873 --> 00:34:47,710 that I would treat one of my own parents' daughters, 733 00:34:47,794 --> 00:34:49,796 which soon I hope to make her." 734 00:34:50,546 --> 00:34:53,925 "With the ultimate amount of love and respect in my heart, 735 00:34:54,008 --> 00:34:58,137 I kindly ask for your daughter's hand in marriage for a lifetime." 736 00:34:58,930 --> 00:35:01,140 "Respectfully, Tim Drake Godbee." 737 00:35:01,224 --> 00:35:03,768 So with that being said, I would like you to stand up. 738 00:35:05,812 --> 00:35:09,065 Alex, people don't always get what they deserve in this world. 739 00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:13,903 But I do know that if you do the work and stay consistent in that work, 740 00:35:13,986 --> 00:35:15,321 you get what you earn. 741 00:35:15,404 --> 00:35:17,615 I wanna promise you that I'm gonna wake up every day 742 00:35:17,698 --> 00:35:21,077 and continue to earn this, and I don't wanna take it for granted. 743 00:35:21,702 --> 00:35:23,704 I've done a lot of things for the first time here, 744 00:35:23,788 --> 00:35:27,750 but one thing I didn't know I would do was open myself up and feel so safe. 745 00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:29,418 [shuddering] 746 00:35:29,502 --> 00:35:30,837 Safe and warm. [laughing] 747 00:35:31,462 --> 00:35:34,924 And allow you to bring out things in me 748 00:35:35,007 --> 00:35:37,385 that I didn't even know were there. 749 00:35:39,220 --> 00:35:40,054 [sniffles] 750 00:35:42,515 --> 00:35:43,808 [sniffles] 751 00:35:49,647 --> 00:35:52,817 Alex Marie Bird, will you marry me? 752 00:35:56,654 --> 00:35:58,156 [exhales] 753 00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:01,534 -Duh! -[laughing] 754 00:36:01,617 --> 00:36:02,535 [Tim sniffles] 755 00:36:02,618 --> 00:36:05,705 Of course. Of course. Absolutely, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 756 00:36:05,788 --> 00:36:08,499 -[laughing] -Of course. 757 00:36:09,208 --> 00:36:11,169 [Tim] I didn't know what was gonna come out. 758 00:36:11,252 --> 00:36:13,045 That's what I did. I don't regret a word of it. 759 00:36:13,629 --> 00:36:15,173 I can't wait to meet your family, 760 00:36:15,256 --> 00:36:17,508 I can't wait to introduce you to my family 761 00:36:18,009 --> 00:36:20,803 and hopefully start a family of our own one day. 762 00:36:20,887 --> 00:36:23,347 Now is the beginning of me and you. 763 00:36:24,140 --> 00:36:25,141 I love you. 764 00:36:25,224 --> 00:36:26,309 Love you. 765 00:36:26,809 --> 00:36:28,561 [laughing] 766 00:36:31,606 --> 00:36:33,524 I never thought I would cry doing it. [laughs] 767 00:36:34,525 --> 00:36:37,111 Mm. I don't know why you're surprised. 768 00:36:37,987 --> 00:36:39,071 You are a crier. 769 00:36:39,155 --> 00:36:40,573 [laughing] 770 00:36:40,656 --> 00:36:44,493 I just wanna say thank you. Thank you for making this journey so easy. 771 00:36:44,577 --> 00:36:46,662 Thank you for being so consistent. 772 00:36:46,746 --> 00:36:49,582 Thank you for not holding back. 773 00:36:49,665 --> 00:36:51,042 I really do love you, 774 00:36:51,125 --> 00:36:53,920 and I really wanna get married to you. 775 00:36:54,629 --> 00:36:58,299 And I did want you to know that I am wearing your sister's bracelet, 776 00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:01,302 just because it's kind of like a symbol, like they're here. 777 00:37:02,345 --> 00:37:04,096 Thank you. [sniffles] 778 00:37:04,180 --> 00:37:05,223 I appreciate it, 779 00:37:05,306 --> 00:37:08,476 and, like, I want you to know, it does mean everything to me. [sniffles] 780 00:37:08,559 --> 00:37:10,937 I just wanted to make sure I said all that to you. 781 00:37:11,771 --> 00:37:12,647 [Tim] I love you. 782 00:37:12,730 --> 00:37:13,773 I love you. 783 00:37:14,273 --> 00:37:15,107 [Tim] Okay. 784 00:37:15,608 --> 00:37:18,527 Well, hold that painting tight. I worked hard on it. 785 00:37:18,611 --> 00:37:21,614 -[scoffs] You best believe I will. -[Tim laughing] 786 00:37:22,281 --> 00:37:23,991 -[Alex] Okay, bye. -Okay, bye. 787 00:37:24,492 --> 00:37:28,162 ["Love Is All" by Somer playing] 788 00:37:28,246 --> 00:37:33,584 ♪ All we need To change this world to what… ♪ 789 00:37:33,668 --> 00:37:36,045 [cheering] 790 00:37:36,128 --> 00:37:38,673 I'm a fiancée! [laughing] 791 00:37:39,590 --> 00:37:40,800 [laughing] 792 00:37:40,883 --> 00:37:42,593 -[man] Come on, baby! -[man 2] Bring it on! 793 00:37:42,677 --> 00:37:44,262 [cheering] 794 00:37:44,345 --> 00:37:46,347 [shouting] 795 00:37:46,430 --> 00:37:48,432 [laughing] 796 00:37:50,393 --> 00:37:52,436 [Tim laughs, shouts] 797 00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:57,275 ♪ Change this world to what we know That it could be ♪ 798 00:37:57,358 --> 00:38:02,154 ♪ Take my hand to what we know That it could be ♪ 799 00:38:03,322 --> 00:38:07,618 [Monica] When I think about this incredible person I found here, 800 00:38:07,702 --> 00:38:10,371 I can't help but just feel so grateful 801 00:38:10,454 --> 00:38:13,040 for how everything has worked out. 802 00:38:13,124 --> 00:38:14,250 [pop music playing] 803 00:38:14,333 --> 00:38:15,376 [clicks tongue] 804 00:38:17,420 --> 00:38:18,296 [exhales] 805 00:38:18,379 --> 00:38:20,423 ♪…till someone told me… ♪ 806 00:38:20,506 --> 00:38:24,427 I've stood by my best friends at their weddings. 807 00:38:24,510 --> 00:38:27,305 I've shown up to the baptisms, the birthday parties. 808 00:38:27,388 --> 00:38:29,807 I'm a very confident, sure of myself person, 809 00:38:29,890 --> 00:38:33,644 but it's hard to be 36 and single. 810 00:38:33,728 --> 00:38:36,480 ♪ I've been here before… ♪ 811 00:38:37,148 --> 00:38:42,361 I have spent so much of my adult life prioritizing things like 812 00:38:42,445 --> 00:38:46,615 what fancy job they had and all the travel they'd done, 813 00:38:46,699 --> 00:38:49,493 but, like, I'm looking at that mirror 814 00:38:49,577 --> 00:38:52,580 and seeing myself for the first time and realizing, 815 00:38:53,748 --> 00:38:55,624 like, how wrong I've been doing it. 816 00:38:55,708 --> 00:39:00,421 And I found someone who hasn't done those things, 817 00:39:00,504 --> 00:39:03,132 is not those things, and he feels so perfect for me. 818 00:39:03,215 --> 00:39:07,053 ♪ I love you to pieces I love you to pieces… ♪ 819 00:39:07,136 --> 00:39:10,639 He wakes up every morning at four o'clock in the morning, and, like, 820 00:39:10,723 --> 00:39:11,849 [exhales] 821 00:39:11,932 --> 00:39:13,434 goes out and works hard, 822 00:39:13,517 --> 00:39:17,021 and he went through his whole life thinking he was Italian, 823 00:39:17,104 --> 00:39:21,359 and then his dad found out he was, like, three-fourths Black. 824 00:39:21,859 --> 00:39:24,403 And Stephen, like, ran off to a bookstore 825 00:39:24,487 --> 00:39:28,282 and bought books about his dad's African cultures and communities. 826 00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:29,742 Like, that's who he is. 827 00:39:29,825 --> 00:39:34,205 He is, like, the most compassionate, kind, 828 00:39:34,288 --> 00:39:37,792 open-minded… human. 829 00:39:40,086 --> 00:39:43,964 [Stephen] It's gonna be a nice perk if she's really pretty, of course. 830 00:39:44,048 --> 00:39:45,549 I mean, I half expect 831 00:39:45,633 --> 00:39:48,594 just that blue, wavy wall to be in a dress walking down that aisle, 832 00:39:48,677 --> 00:39:51,222 and I'd still be in love with it, you know? 833 00:39:51,305 --> 00:39:54,016 We'd have to figure out how things are gonna work in the bedroom, 834 00:39:54,100 --> 00:39:55,851 but I mean, we'll get there when we get there. 835 00:39:55,935 --> 00:39:57,436 [dramatic music playing] 836 00:39:58,896 --> 00:40:01,857 The worst that could happen is she could look at me and go, "Eww," 837 00:40:01,941 --> 00:40:04,777 or the worst that could happen is that she says, "You know what?" 838 00:40:04,860 --> 00:40:07,530 "I took some time. I thought about it. I'm not ready to get married." 839 00:40:07,613 --> 00:40:11,575 But "eww" would definitely hurt more, like, that would… [exhales] 840 00:40:12,576 --> 00:40:16,705 The physical piece of it, I'm hoping that that feels really natural between us. 841 00:40:16,789 --> 00:40:18,791 Like, I can get the "ick" very easily, 842 00:40:18,874 --> 00:40:22,670 and I've gotten the "ick" from, like, the best looking men in the world. 843 00:40:22,753 --> 00:40:26,173 It has nothing to do with the physical. It's just that chemistry. 844 00:40:26,257 --> 00:40:27,967 That makes me a little nervous. 845 00:40:28,050 --> 00:40:30,344 [dramatic music playing] 846 00:40:43,566 --> 00:40:44,775 [exhales] 847 00:40:51,532 --> 00:40:53,117 [exhales] 848 00:40:58,789 --> 00:40:59,999 -Hi. -Hey. 849 00:41:01,542 --> 00:41:02,626 [inhaling] 850 00:41:02,710 --> 00:41:04,503 -[Stephen] Hello. -Hi. 851 00:41:04,587 --> 00:41:05,713 [Stephen] How are you? 852 00:41:06,630 --> 00:41:08,632 [pop music playing] 853 00:41:10,885 --> 00:41:11,927 -[Monica gasps] -Yeah. 854 00:41:13,053 --> 00:41:16,056 [gasps] You're so cute! 855 00:41:16,140 --> 00:41:18,184 ♪ We'll be reaching new heights ♪ 856 00:41:18,267 --> 00:41:20,269 [vocalizing] 857 00:41:22,146 --> 00:41:24,773 ♪ We'll be reaching new heights ♪ 858 00:41:25,524 --> 00:41:26,817 [Stephen] Let's sit down. 859 00:41:29,361 --> 00:41:32,072 -I wanna sit down. -Yeah, you wanna? Okay. 860 00:41:32,698 --> 00:41:34,533 -Are you okay? -[exhales] Yeah. 861 00:41:39,288 --> 00:41:40,289 [Stephen] Okay, sit down. 862 00:41:41,499 --> 00:41:42,583 [Monica sighs] 863 00:41:42,666 --> 00:41:44,084 I have the ring. 864 00:41:45,544 --> 00:41:46,879 -Bust. -Oh, my God. 865 00:41:48,380 --> 00:41:50,799 -Your curly hair's perfect. -Thank you. 866 00:41:51,467 --> 00:41:53,761 [Monica exhales] 867 00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:55,971 [Stephen exhales] 868 00:41:56,764 --> 00:41:57,806 It's so pretty. 869 00:42:02,853 --> 00:42:03,854 Come sit. 870 00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:06,357 I also brought something else. 871 00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:07,942 Something you can sleep in tonight. 872 00:42:08,025 --> 00:42:10,152 -And enjoy. -[laughs] What is it? 873 00:42:10,236 --> 00:42:13,030 It's just literally the shirt off my back that I came in with. 874 00:42:13,113 --> 00:42:15,074 -Oh! -[Stephen] Waiting for you. 875 00:42:15,157 --> 00:42:16,659 Thank you. 876 00:42:16,742 --> 00:42:19,328 Am I what you thought I would look like? 877 00:42:19,411 --> 00:42:22,248 I had no idea. 878 00:42:22,331 --> 00:42:25,167 I was trying, but I had, like… 879 00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:28,254 I just pictured, like, a question mark for a head. 880 00:42:28,337 --> 00:42:29,964 -I'll be honest. -[laughs] Same. 881 00:42:30,047 --> 00:42:31,090 But you are… 882 00:42:32,049 --> 00:42:33,759 Wow. Gorgeous. 883 00:42:33,842 --> 00:42:36,011 Thank you. Thank you. 884 00:42:36,804 --> 00:42:39,640 -I'm like, this is so crazy. -I know, isn't it? 885 00:42:41,225 --> 00:42:42,643 -Wow. -[exhales] 886 00:42:42,726 --> 00:42:44,645 -I'm so happy to be here with you. -Me too. 887 00:42:44,728 --> 00:42:46,855 You are gorgeous. 888 00:42:46,939 --> 00:42:48,023 Thank you. 889 00:42:48,774 --> 00:42:50,359 [laughs] 890 00:42:54,321 --> 00:42:55,239 [Stephen] Mm. 891 00:42:57,366 --> 00:42:58,659 You're really pretty. 892 00:42:58,742 --> 00:43:01,120 -Thank you. Thank you. -You are beautiful. 893 00:43:02,121 --> 00:43:04,164 -You want me to give you a twirl? Okay. -Yes! 894 00:43:04,707 --> 00:43:05,958 Ready? 895 00:43:06,041 --> 00:43:07,209 [exhales] 896 00:43:10,838 --> 00:43:13,507 -I can't believe I have a ring on. -I know. 897 00:43:14,758 --> 00:43:17,136 -Holy shit! What the fuck? -We're doing this, girl. 898 00:43:17,219 --> 00:43:19,346 -[laughing] -What the fuck? 899 00:43:19,430 --> 00:43:21,056 Will you give me a little twirl? 900 00:43:21,932 --> 00:43:22,933 Let's see. 901 00:43:23,434 --> 00:43:24,935 Don't go too fast. 902 00:43:25,019 --> 00:43:26,353 Oh, shit. Okay. 903 00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:28,731 -All right. Oh, my… -Ooh. Ooh. 904 00:43:29,356 --> 00:43:30,441 Ooh. 905 00:43:30,983 --> 00:43:33,152 -[Stephen] Yeah. -[Monica] Ooh. Mm. Mm! 906 00:43:34,069 --> 00:43:36,196 [laughing] 907 00:43:38,782 --> 00:43:40,200 -Hi. -Hi. 908 00:43:40,284 --> 00:43:43,162 -You sound the way you sound! -I know! Isn't it wild? 909 00:43:43,245 --> 00:43:45,581 -So do I sound the way I sound? -Yes, you do. 910 00:43:46,332 --> 00:43:49,543 -Wow. Hi. -[laughs] Hi. 911 00:43:56,383 --> 00:43:57,384 [Stephen exhales] 912 00:44:01,513 --> 00:44:03,223 And you taste really good too. 913 00:44:03,307 --> 00:44:04,725 -Thank you so much. -[laughs] 914 00:44:04,808 --> 00:44:07,770 -You have a really pretty smile. -Thank you. So do you. 915 00:44:09,396 --> 00:44:12,691 You are so easy to talk to. 916 00:44:13,651 --> 00:44:14,652 So are you. 917 00:44:14,735 --> 00:44:16,195 You're pretty fucking amazing. 918 00:44:16,278 --> 00:44:17,946 Thank you. So are you. 919 00:44:18,781 --> 00:44:21,659 -Our souls are, like, the same… -I know. 920 00:44:21,742 --> 00:44:23,494 Our hearts and our minds… 921 00:44:23,577 --> 00:44:24,995 Wow. 922 00:44:25,079 --> 00:44:26,246 Oh, my God. 923 00:44:26,330 --> 00:44:28,624 -It's weird. It's crazy. -It is. 924 00:44:28,707 --> 00:44:31,126 But this whole thing is, and it's terrifying. 925 00:44:31,210 --> 00:44:32,961 -Yeah. -But, like… 926 00:44:33,462 --> 00:44:36,173 -I'm pretty good at keeping my promises. -Yeah? 927 00:44:36,256 --> 00:44:37,299 -Yeah. -Yeah. 928 00:44:37,383 --> 00:44:38,384 Yeah. 929 00:44:38,967 --> 00:44:39,885 [exhales] I hope so. 930 00:44:39,968 --> 00:44:40,844 [chuckles] 931 00:44:45,140 --> 00:44:48,394 ["Don't Stop Dreaming" by Philip Peter Dudley Panton playing] 932 00:44:56,527 --> 00:44:57,653 I love you. 933 00:44:57,736 --> 00:44:58,779 I love you. 934 00:45:04,118 --> 00:45:06,328 -I really do. -Me too. Wow. 935 00:45:06,412 --> 00:45:08,580 -I really do. I can't believe it. -Wow. 936 00:45:08,664 --> 00:45:10,374 -I really fucking love you. -Yeah. 937 00:45:10,457 --> 00:45:13,669 -I'm engaged! To a hot, sweet man. -[chuckles] 938 00:45:14,336 --> 00:45:16,547 [sniffs] I'm, like, blown away by this gorgeous, 939 00:45:16,630 --> 00:45:18,590 stunning ring that's on my finger, 940 00:45:18,674 --> 00:45:22,052 but, like, if I'm being really honest, I'm more excited to have this. 941 00:45:22,136 --> 00:45:25,597 Truly. It means more to me. Um… 942 00:45:28,016 --> 00:45:29,226 Yeah. [exhales] 943 00:45:30,060 --> 00:45:31,979 I'm just-- I'm really happy. 944 00:45:34,898 --> 00:45:38,277 That girl is… everything. 945 00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:39,778 And I'm about to marry her. 946 00:45:39,862 --> 00:45:41,405 ♪ Don't stop dreaming ♪ 947 00:45:42,489 --> 00:45:44,616 ♪ We burn like a fire ♪ 948 00:45:44,700 --> 00:45:48,912 ♪ We light up the darkness Lightning inside of us ♪ 949 00:45:48,996 --> 00:45:52,541 ♪ Can you feel the spark That's inside of us? ♪ 950 00:45:52,624 --> 00:45:54,835 ♪ Keep going and don't give up… ♪ 951 00:45:54,918 --> 00:45:57,337 Okay, bye! I'll miss you. 952 00:45:58,255 --> 00:45:59,089 [exhales] 953 00:45:59,173 --> 00:46:01,175 ♪And don't stop dreaming ♪ 954 00:46:02,259 --> 00:46:03,844 ♪ Keep on believing… ♪ 955 00:46:03,927 --> 00:46:04,845 [blows] 956 00:46:05,429 --> 00:46:07,765 ♪ And don't stop dreaming ♪ 957 00:46:18,484 --> 00:46:20,736 ♪ And don't stop dreaming ♪ 958 00:46:20,819 --> 00:46:23,822 -[Ramses] Hello, my love! -[Marissa] Hi, babe! 959 00:46:23,906 --> 00:46:27,576 -[Ramses] How are you doing? -Good. Oh, my God, what is this? 960 00:46:27,659 --> 00:46:29,495 -I have a note? -[Ramses] I left a note for you. 961 00:46:30,078 --> 00:46:32,456 -[Marissa] You want me to read it? -[Ramses] Yeah, you can. 962 00:46:32,539 --> 00:46:34,541 [both laughing] 963 00:46:36,126 --> 00:46:37,586 Hola, mi amor. 964 00:46:37,669 --> 00:46:39,296 [both laughing] 965 00:46:40,005 --> 00:46:42,299 [Marissa] "I am trying to find the right words 966 00:46:42,382 --> 00:46:44,676 to convey everything I'm feeling in this moment." 967 00:46:45,260 --> 00:46:47,513 "I came into this experience scared and nervous 968 00:46:47,596 --> 00:46:50,474 about what it meant to fully open myself up 969 00:46:50,557 --> 00:46:52,810 and allow someone to see me for who I truly am." 970 00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:57,189 "That being said, I knew from early on that you would be the one for me." 971 00:46:57,272 --> 00:47:00,776 "You've held all of my vulnerability with tenderness and grace." 972 00:47:01,276 --> 00:47:04,363 "I feel safe in this space we've cultivated together." 973 00:47:04,446 --> 00:47:07,282 "I'm trying to wrap my mind around all the ways we align 974 00:47:07,366 --> 00:47:08,659 when it comes to life and love, 975 00:47:08,742 --> 00:47:10,494 and it feels like 976 00:47:10,577 --> 00:47:13,455 the universe has been conspiring in our favor." 977 00:47:14,456 --> 00:47:16,625 "You are the love I desire." 978 00:47:16,708 --> 00:47:19,878 [laughing] I love that. Like… 979 00:47:19,962 --> 00:47:22,923 "Just hearing the sound of your voice elevates my spirit." 980 00:47:23,006 --> 00:47:26,552 "I feel warmth in my chest in anticipation of every date." 981 00:47:26,635 --> 00:47:30,472 "I don't know that I can imagine a life that doesn't include you in it." 982 00:47:30,973 --> 00:47:32,266 "I want to hold you close." 983 00:47:32,349 --> 00:47:35,853 "I wanna tuck you into the spaces between my heartbeat." 984 00:47:35,936 --> 00:47:37,396 "And I promise that in that space, 985 00:47:37,479 --> 00:47:40,399 you'll never need to question my love for you." 986 00:47:40,482 --> 00:47:42,818 "Can't wait to see where this journey takes us." 987 00:47:42,901 --> 00:47:45,946 -"Your love, Ramses." -[both laughing] 988 00:47:46,029 --> 00:47:48,740 Um, I love this, and I thank you, and I love you. 989 00:47:48,824 --> 00:47:49,950 Love you too. 990 00:47:50,033 --> 00:47:51,952 "You are the love I desire" though? What is that? 991 00:47:52,035 --> 00:47:54,288 -That's from, like, a Bridgerton novel! -[laughing] 992 00:47:54,371 --> 00:47:56,540 That's like, "You are the love I desire!" 993 00:47:56,623 --> 00:47:59,042 Like, do you know how much I've wanted to hear that? 994 00:48:00,002 --> 00:48:01,795 -[sighs] -[Ramses] Oh, man. 995 00:48:01,879 --> 00:48:04,256 -I can't wait for you to read this to me. -[Ramses laughs] 996 00:48:04,339 --> 00:48:06,675 [Marissa] No, I'm sure Bohdi told you, 997 00:48:06,758 --> 00:48:08,176 but I ended things with him. 998 00:48:08,260 --> 00:48:10,554 [Ramses] Well, yeah, I saw him come in early, so I figured. 999 00:48:10,637 --> 00:48:14,224 [Marissa] After our date, I was 100% sure of my feelings. 1000 00:48:14,308 --> 00:48:17,686 -That's good. -[Marissa] I didn't wanna go lie to him. 1001 00:48:17,769 --> 00:48:20,480 Me and Bohdi, we have some similarities 1002 00:48:20,564 --> 00:48:24,026 in the sense that we were both married once. 1003 00:48:24,109 --> 00:48:26,069 And, like, both of our parents… 1004 00:48:26,153 --> 00:48:29,239 You both are open, too, very progressive in your thinking. 1005 00:48:29,323 --> 00:48:30,949 [Ramses] Yeah, that as well, yeah. 1006 00:48:31,033 --> 00:48:32,618 We do have similarities, 1007 00:48:32,701 --> 00:48:35,954 but, like, outside of that though just our temperament, and, like… 1008 00:48:36,038 --> 00:48:40,208 If you see us, we're just, like, we're two different people. 1009 00:48:40,292 --> 00:48:41,376 So that's why… 1010 00:48:41,460 --> 00:48:44,546 I think that's why I got, like, a little in my head about it, 'cause I'm like, 1011 00:48:44,630 --> 00:48:47,466 I was like, "I know she mentioned that she wanted someone more chill, 1012 00:48:47,549 --> 00:48:51,219 and, like, laid back, and, like, more, you know, measured type of thing." 1013 00:48:51,303 --> 00:48:52,638 So I was like, "Why…" 1014 00:48:52,721 --> 00:48:55,724 -"Why is she talking to this man?" -[Ramses] "Why is she still dating Bohdi?" 1015 00:48:55,807 --> 00:48:59,811 He's military, and y'all probably, you know, have that in common. 1016 00:48:59,895 --> 00:49:02,397 Yeah, we had a lot in common, yeah. 1017 00:49:02,481 --> 00:49:05,734 [Ramses] But I was just, like, struggling trying to figure out why. 1018 00:49:05,817 --> 00:49:07,486 Is she, like, being honest about that? 1019 00:49:07,569 --> 00:49:09,863 -Yeah. -I got really in my head that night. 1020 00:49:11,907 --> 00:49:13,700 [Marissa] I think why it's like you and I work. 1021 00:49:13,784 --> 00:49:17,245 I'm the more extroverted, like, 1022 00:49:17,329 --> 00:49:19,289 talkative, blah, blah, blah. 1023 00:49:19,373 --> 00:49:22,167 -And your calm, it brings… -[Ramses] Balance. Yeah. 1024 00:49:22,250 --> 00:49:25,671 I think I'll finally just be able to breathe around you 1025 00:49:25,754 --> 00:49:27,631 in a way that I can't with other people. 1026 00:49:27,714 --> 00:49:29,758 -I think I'm gonna feel very safe. -Mm-hmm. 1027 00:49:29,841 --> 00:49:32,886 Um, and not feel like you're gonna run out on me. 1028 00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:33,804 [Ramses] Yeah. 1029 00:49:34,429 --> 00:49:37,182 [Marissa] Which is my big fear in every relationship. 1030 00:49:40,644 --> 00:49:42,980 My fear is, like… [exhales] 1031 00:49:43,063 --> 00:49:46,149 …what if you just stop loving me? 1032 00:49:46,984 --> 00:49:48,735 -Guys always really like me. -Mm-hmm. 1033 00:49:48,819 --> 00:49:53,073 And my personality, my looks, I have no issue with them, like, being… 1034 00:49:53,156 --> 00:49:54,533 Like, the longevity part? 1035 00:49:54,616 --> 00:49:56,410 [Marissa] Yeah, it's the longevity part. 1036 00:49:56,493 --> 00:49:59,204 It's why I, like, wanted to come to this experiment, 1037 00:49:59,287 --> 00:50:05,460 because I, like, think with the looks and the personality, 1038 00:50:05,544 --> 00:50:08,171 I think people can be enamored at times. 1039 00:50:08,255 --> 00:50:11,800 "What if Ramses is so into me now…" You love me. 1040 00:50:11,883 --> 00:50:15,012 I'm just trying to remember that, like, you don't know what I look like. 1041 00:50:15,095 --> 00:50:19,266 -And you still love me even if I'm… -[Ramses] Exactly. Yeah. 1042 00:50:19,349 --> 00:50:21,435 [Marissa] You ever think I'll be, like, too much? 1043 00:50:21,518 --> 00:50:22,686 [Ramses] Uh… 1044 00:50:22,769 --> 00:50:25,147 [hesitates] No, like, 1045 00:50:25,230 --> 00:50:27,733 'cause we talked about it, and you mentioned how like… 1046 00:50:27,816 --> 00:50:30,360 you're talking a lot here, and you're bubbly, 1047 00:50:30,444 --> 00:50:31,987 but, like, you do have your moments… 1048 00:50:32,070 --> 00:50:34,573 -[Marissa] Yeah. -Where you do need to be on your own. 1049 00:50:34,656 --> 00:50:35,741 -[inhales] -[Marissa] Mm-hmm. 1050 00:50:35,824 --> 00:50:38,493 And as long as, like, that's the case, I think it'll be fine. 1051 00:50:38,577 --> 00:50:40,954 I, like, really love who you are as a person, 1052 00:50:41,038 --> 00:50:44,916 and I don't want you to worry about, like, me randomly leaving you. 1053 00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:48,086 If I love you, you're gonna see it, and feel it, like, you know, every day. 1054 00:50:48,170 --> 00:50:50,964 Once I'm locked in, like, I'm locked in, so… [chuckles] 1055 00:50:51,048 --> 00:50:53,341 -Okay, okay. -[both laugh] 1056 00:50:53,425 --> 00:50:55,177 -Thank you. -[Ramses] You're welcome. 1057 00:50:55,677 --> 00:50:58,305 -I needed to be reassured. -[Ramses] Yeah. 1058 00:50:58,388 --> 00:51:02,309 I don't want you, like, to have to question, like, my love for you. 1059 00:51:02,893 --> 00:51:05,562 "Tuck me into the space between your heartbeat." 1060 00:51:05,645 --> 00:51:09,566 [laughing] Please stop! Now I feel corny about that, like… 1061 00:51:09,649 --> 00:51:12,027 No, I swear, I love it. 1062 00:51:12,110 --> 00:51:13,779 You don't even know! 1063 00:51:13,862 --> 00:51:14,780 [exhales] 1064 00:51:17,949 --> 00:51:18,950 [sighs] 1065 00:51:19,034 --> 00:51:21,286 -["In My Arms" by Nicky Sparkles playing] -♪ In my arms ♪ 1066 00:51:21,369 --> 00:51:23,080 ♪ I'll hold you ♪ 1067 00:51:23,163 --> 00:51:24,748 ♪ I'll hold you ♪ 1068 00:51:24,831 --> 00:51:27,417 ♪ In my arms ♪ 1069 00:51:29,544 --> 00:51:32,714 -Oh, I like these flowers! -[Nick D] Uh-huh. 1070 00:51:32,798 --> 00:51:34,508 I'm so certain about us, 1071 00:51:34,591 --> 00:51:37,302 but this experiment, there was so much uncertainty. 1072 00:51:40,472 --> 00:51:43,975 You know, there's just always that doubt in the back of your mind that creeps in. 1073 00:51:45,727 --> 00:51:48,271 Life throws you curveballs, right? 1074 00:51:51,858 --> 00:51:53,318 Sometimes it just makes me so nervous 1075 00:51:53,401 --> 00:51:55,278 'cause it is such a hard thing to do, right? 1076 00:51:56,988 --> 00:51:57,906 It's scary. 1077 00:52:00,242 --> 00:52:01,076 Right. 1078 00:52:02,202 --> 00:52:04,871 But I don't feel, like, scared anymore. I just feel sure. 1079 00:52:05,539 --> 00:52:09,668 You are, like, everything that, like, I could truly dream of. 1080 00:52:11,169 --> 00:52:13,004 I just wanna give you the entire world, 1081 00:52:13,088 --> 00:52:16,049 like, all my love, my soul, my heart to you, 1082 00:52:16,133 --> 00:52:18,927 -[Nick D] Mm-hmm. -'Cause you're such a divine human. 1083 00:52:19,010 --> 00:52:22,222 You're open. You're honest. You're fun. You're exciting. 1084 00:52:22,305 --> 00:52:24,224 The more I talk to you, the more I'm like, "Wow." 1085 00:52:24,307 --> 00:52:26,935 Like, you're just, like, full of surprises, 1086 00:52:27,018 --> 00:52:30,438 and every single time you open your mouth, like, I get just more and more excited. 1087 00:52:30,522 --> 00:52:33,024 I can't wait to walk in here and hear your voice. 1088 00:52:33,108 --> 00:52:34,693 It's like the best feeling in the world. 1089 00:52:34,776 --> 00:52:35,652 Amen, Hannah. 1090 00:52:35,735 --> 00:52:38,113 I literally can't, like, stop thinking about you. 1091 00:52:38,196 --> 00:52:39,489 I feel, like, crazy. 1092 00:52:42,325 --> 00:52:45,495 You're the most beautiful person I've-- I've never met. 1093 00:52:46,997 --> 00:52:48,248 You like that? 1094 00:52:48,331 --> 00:52:50,458 Yeah, that was really good. I really liked that. 1095 00:52:50,542 --> 00:52:52,210 You're good with your words, Nick. 1096 00:52:52,294 --> 00:52:56,173 [laughs] I'm speaking from the heart, and look, like, I know how I feel. 1097 00:52:57,090 --> 00:52:58,925 Are you standing, or are you sitting right now? 1098 00:52:59,009 --> 00:52:59,968 I'm sitting. 1099 00:53:00,051 --> 00:53:02,512 -Can you stand for me? -Yes, sir. 1100 00:53:02,596 --> 00:53:03,722 [chuckles] "Yes, sir." 1101 00:53:04,931 --> 00:53:08,727 [exhales] Okay, I'm, uh, getting down on one knee right now. 1102 00:53:12,230 --> 00:53:13,064 Hannah. 1103 00:53:14,191 --> 00:53:16,026 You know, the first time we talked, 1104 00:53:16,109 --> 00:53:19,237 I knew I'd found a really good friend in the future. 1105 00:53:20,113 --> 00:53:21,740 By the third time we talked, 1106 00:53:21,823 --> 00:53:24,576 I kind of knew I had a best friend for life, 1107 00:53:25,952 --> 00:53:28,663 and shortly after that, you know… 1108 00:53:28,747 --> 00:53:31,374 [chuckles] …I realized I had found my true love, 1109 00:53:31,458 --> 00:53:33,668 my woman, "Mrs. Suave." 1110 00:53:33,752 --> 00:53:35,295 [laughing] 1111 00:53:35,879 --> 00:53:36,713 [sighs] 1112 00:53:36,796 --> 00:53:40,759 All those feelings that you bring into my life, I'm so grateful for you. 1113 00:53:40,842 --> 00:53:42,677 And I literally cannot wait 1114 00:53:42,761 --> 00:53:46,181 to spend the rest of my life with your beautiful ass. 1115 00:53:46,264 --> 00:53:47,515 I cannot wait. 1116 00:53:47,599 --> 00:53:50,769 And I can honestly say you're my… 1117 00:53:50,852 --> 00:53:53,188 [chuckles] …you're gonna be my wife. 1118 00:53:53,271 --> 00:53:54,689 I love you so fucking much. 1119 00:53:54,773 --> 00:53:56,358 I love you to death. 1120 00:53:56,441 --> 00:53:59,527 So, you know, Hannah Michelle Dorka… 1121 00:53:59,611 --> 00:54:00,820 [laughs] 1122 00:54:01,529 --> 00:54:04,032 [Nick D] You know, I want to know if you will marry me. 1123 00:54:11,414 --> 00:54:12,332 Yes. 1124 00:54:12,832 --> 00:54:14,459 [laughing] Yes! 1125 00:54:14,542 --> 00:54:15,961 [laughing] 1126 00:54:16,544 --> 00:54:18,922 Yes, every day! Yes! 1127 00:54:20,131 --> 00:54:23,385 Oh, my gosh. [laughing] 1128 00:54:24,970 --> 00:54:26,054 [gasps] 1129 00:54:26,137 --> 00:54:27,931 -I love you. I love you. -I love you. 1130 00:54:28,014 --> 00:54:29,683 -I'm in love with you. -[Nick D] I love you. 1131 00:54:29,766 --> 00:54:31,059 I'm covering my face right now, 1132 00:54:31,142 --> 00:54:35,480 'cause my face is redder than this carpet right in front of me right now. 1133 00:54:35,563 --> 00:54:36,648 I cannot… 1134 00:54:36,731 --> 00:54:39,067 I wish I could give you a big kiss on those cheeks. 1135 00:54:39,150 --> 00:54:41,486 I know. Can I make out with this wall right in front of me? 1136 00:54:41,569 --> 00:54:42,821 [laughing] 1137 00:54:43,780 --> 00:54:45,365 This is unbelievable. 1138 00:54:45,448 --> 00:54:48,034 I-- I-- you know how I feel about you, 1139 00:54:48,118 --> 00:54:51,454 but I wanted to let you know that, like, this is it. 1140 00:54:51,538 --> 00:54:54,457 This is the last time I'm getting down on one knee for anybody. 1141 00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:55,500 You're my woman. 1142 00:54:55,583 --> 00:54:57,502 [Hannah] I can't wait to spend my life with you. 1143 00:54:57,585 --> 00:54:58,586 I can't wait. 1144 00:54:58,670 --> 00:55:01,506 This is the first chapter, you know, in our story. 1145 00:55:01,589 --> 00:55:03,466 What a first fucking chapter it is. 1146 00:55:03,550 --> 00:55:04,884 I just can't wait to live life. 1147 00:55:04,968 --> 00:55:07,429 -You're the love of my life. -You're the love of my life. 1148 00:55:07,512 --> 00:55:09,306 -Should we toast it up? -We should! 1149 00:55:09,806 --> 00:55:11,641 -[cork pops] -[both] Ooh! 1150 00:55:11,725 --> 00:55:13,893 What are we gonna toast to? The Dorkas? 1151 00:55:13,977 --> 00:55:16,271 [Nick D laughs] Let's toast to the Dorkas. 1152 00:55:16,354 --> 00:55:17,856 -[Hannah] All right. -You wanna do it? 1153 00:55:17,939 --> 00:55:20,317 [Hannah] To the love of my life, to my soulmate, 1154 00:55:20,942 --> 00:55:23,611 to the most passionate I've ever felt in my entire life. 1155 00:55:23,695 --> 00:55:25,655 -Amen. Amen. -[Hannah] To the Dorkas. 1156 00:55:25,739 --> 00:55:28,199 -To the Dorkas. Cheers. -[Hannah] To the Dorkas. 1157 00:55:30,910 --> 00:55:31,786 [laughs] 1158 00:55:31,870 --> 00:55:34,205 [Nick D] Can I pour the rest of this on you and lick it off? 1159 00:55:34,914 --> 00:55:37,876 -Nick, now is not the time. -What? [laughing] 1160 00:55:39,919 --> 00:55:42,547 Isn't it crazy I'm gonna get a chance to see you tomorrow? 1161 00:55:42,630 --> 00:55:44,716 I know. How do you feel? 1162 00:55:45,717 --> 00:55:48,595 [exhales] Oh, my gosh. I mean, like, I'm just so… 1163 00:55:48,678 --> 00:55:52,474 -If I'm awkward, I'm awkward, okay? -I'm gonna be awkward as fuck too! 1164 00:55:52,557 --> 00:55:53,850 [laughing] 1165 00:55:53,933 --> 00:55:55,727 You know, these feelings are tough for me too, 1166 00:55:55,810 --> 00:55:56,936 but I love you. 1167 00:55:57,020 --> 00:55:58,313 I can't wait to see you. 1168 00:55:58,396 --> 00:55:59,564 I've met my wife. 1169 00:56:00,065 --> 00:56:02,484 You met your wife. You've met your match. 1170 00:56:02,567 --> 00:56:03,902 I've met my match. 1171 00:56:03,985 --> 00:56:06,321 You are so fucking special. 1172 00:56:06,404 --> 00:56:08,907 I feel like so many people don't understand how special you are, 1173 00:56:08,990 --> 00:56:11,785 and I'm like, I feel so thankful that, like, I know you for who you are. 1174 00:56:12,452 --> 00:56:14,371 Yeah. Thank you for saying that. 1175 00:56:14,454 --> 00:56:16,664 I'm so happy I got to not meet you, but talk to you, 1176 00:56:16,748 --> 00:56:19,000 and, like, I can't even express how happy it is 1177 00:56:19,084 --> 00:56:21,044 to spend the rest of my life with you. 1178 00:56:21,127 --> 00:56:23,296 -I'm so in love with you, Nick. -Okay, I love you. 1179 00:56:23,380 --> 00:56:25,090 -I love you, Hannah. -I love you. 1180 00:56:25,173 --> 00:56:26,466 [Nick D] Wow. 1181 00:56:28,843 --> 00:56:31,137 Yes, sir! [laughs] 1182 00:56:31,221 --> 00:56:34,057 [women shouting] 1183 00:56:36,017 --> 00:56:39,187 -["More Than That" playing] -♪ Your heavy heart ♪ 1184 00:56:39,270 --> 00:56:42,899 ♪ Leaves room for selfish charm… ♪ 1185 00:56:42,982 --> 00:56:45,860 [Alex] This is really the beginning of the rest of our lives. 1186 00:56:45,944 --> 00:56:48,905 I really just wanna hear his voice, and match his face, 1187 00:56:48,988 --> 00:56:51,991 and just be like, "Wow, this is the man I've fallen in love with." 1188 00:56:52,075 --> 00:56:54,285 "This is who I'm spending forever with." 1189 00:56:55,120 --> 00:56:59,124 ♪ Maybe this time will be the time… ♪ 1190 00:56:59,207 --> 00:57:02,210 [Tim] Alex saying yes to me reaffirms everything 1191 00:57:02,293 --> 00:57:04,587 that I already knew I was here for. 1192 00:57:04,671 --> 00:57:09,134 ♪ This time will be the time You finally see the light… ♪ 1193 00:57:09,217 --> 00:57:11,344 I know she's the woman I've been waiting for. 1194 00:57:12,887 --> 00:57:15,682 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 1195 00:57:15,765 --> 00:57:18,810 I don't know Tim's type. 1196 00:57:18,893 --> 00:57:20,186 I'm not a size two. 1197 00:57:22,313 --> 00:57:25,400 I definitely have curves, definitely a little thick, thick baddie. 1198 00:57:25,483 --> 00:57:29,279 If he is used to a really, really, really small, petite girl… 1199 00:57:30,572 --> 00:57:32,449 I don't know. I hope he's okay with it. 1200 00:57:35,076 --> 00:57:37,328 If that is a dealbreaker, 1201 00:57:37,412 --> 00:57:39,205 then he's not the man that I thought he was. 1202 00:57:39,289 --> 00:57:42,083 [dramatic music playing] 1203 00:57:50,425 --> 00:57:52,844 [laughing] 1204 00:57:52,927 --> 00:57:53,928 [Tim] I knew it! 1205 00:57:55,805 --> 00:57:57,849 -Oh, my God! -I knew you was fine! 1206 00:57:57,932 --> 00:58:00,727 I knew it! I knew it! I knew it! I knew it! [laughs] 1207 00:58:00,810 --> 00:58:02,353 -Hi. -Hello. 1208 00:58:02,437 --> 00:58:04,147 -How are you? -How are you? 1209 00:58:04,230 --> 00:58:05,982 [Alex] Good! I can't believe it. 1210 00:58:06,065 --> 00:58:08,026 [Tim laughing] 1211 00:58:08,610 --> 00:58:12,947 -["Ocean of You" playing] -♪ You've got my heart racing… ♪ 1212 00:58:13,031 --> 00:58:15,867 -[Alex] I'm shaking. -[laughing] 1213 00:58:15,909 --> 00:58:17,327 Hi, how are you? 1214 00:58:19,537 --> 00:58:20,705 -Hi! -[laughing] 1215 00:58:20,788 --> 00:58:22,290 -How are you? -Good! How are you? 1216 00:58:22,373 --> 00:58:24,292 -I'm wonderful. -Oh, my God. 1217 00:58:24,375 --> 00:58:25,335 [laughing] 1218 00:58:25,418 --> 00:58:27,337 -This is crazy. -[laughing] 1219 00:58:28,046 --> 00:58:29,756 [Alex exhales] 1220 00:58:30,924 --> 00:58:35,136 -[laughing] -Hi. Hi, hi, hi, hi, hi, hi, hi. 1221 00:58:36,888 --> 00:58:39,599 -[Tim] I know. Yeah. -[exhales] 1222 00:58:39,682 --> 00:58:40,683 Can we sit? 1223 00:58:40,767 --> 00:58:43,436 I don't know. Yeah, apparently, there's a bench somewhere. 1224 00:58:43,520 --> 00:58:45,563 -Come on. [laughing] -Okay. 1225 00:58:46,272 --> 00:58:47,273 [Tim] Oh, man. 1226 00:58:48,525 --> 00:58:49,651 [Alex exhales] How are you? 1227 00:58:49,734 --> 00:58:51,402 I'm wonderful. I'm wonderful. 1228 00:58:51,486 --> 00:58:53,279 -More wonderful than I've ever been. -[laughs] 1229 00:58:53,363 --> 00:58:54,822 -How are you? -Good. 1230 00:58:54,906 --> 00:58:57,033 -Do I look like what you thought? -No. 1231 00:58:57,116 --> 00:58:59,160 -What? In a good way or bad way? -[laughing] 1232 00:58:59,244 --> 00:59:01,120 -Didn't know what it was gonna look like. -What? 1233 00:59:01,204 --> 00:59:04,040 -Oh, really? -I had no idea. I try not to picture it. 1234 00:59:04,123 --> 00:59:06,209 -Do you feel good? [chuckles] -Yeah. 1235 00:59:06,292 --> 00:59:08,836 -I'm just super nervous about everything. -I know. 1236 00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:11,673 It's fine. Nothing's here but me and you. [laughs] 1237 00:59:11,756 --> 00:59:14,592 -It's just me and you. -[both sighing] 1238 00:59:15,260 --> 00:59:17,762 [sighs] I feel like I can finally breathe. Oh, my God. 1239 00:59:17,845 --> 00:59:20,974 -[laughs] -I've been so nervous. 1240 00:59:21,057 --> 00:59:22,976 This is so, like, weird. 1241 00:59:23,518 --> 00:59:25,103 -[exhales] -Mm. 1242 00:59:25,186 --> 00:59:27,313 Am I anything that you thought I was gonna look like? 1243 00:59:27,397 --> 00:59:29,983 -No, you look wonderful. Wonderful. -Thank you. 1244 00:59:30,066 --> 00:59:32,318 -Hopefully, I'm not ugly. -No. 1245 00:59:32,402 --> 00:59:34,404 I didn't know what to imagine. 1246 00:59:35,863 --> 00:59:37,073 I'm glad I didn't. 1247 00:59:37,574 --> 00:59:40,743 -I really like your freckles. -Yeah, hey, I'm glad you noticed that. 1248 00:59:40,827 --> 00:59:43,288 -I didn't tell you. It's a surprise. -No, you didn't. 1249 00:59:43,371 --> 00:59:45,999 -I get my freckles from my grandfather. -Oh, okay, nice. 1250 00:59:46,082 --> 00:59:48,251 Yeah, so my grandfather has freckles. 1251 00:59:48,334 --> 00:59:49,794 -My mother has freckles. -Mm-hmm. 1252 00:59:49,877 --> 00:59:52,547 -You remember I had my grandfather's ring? -No, I see. 1253 00:59:52,630 --> 00:59:55,633 Oh, I like it, 'cause my dad has, like, this type of jewelry too. 1254 00:59:55,717 --> 00:59:57,176 [Tim] Yeah, yeah. I gotta add one. 1255 00:59:57,260 --> 01:00:00,513 So I guess switch some fingers and make it work. 1256 01:00:00,597 --> 01:00:01,598 Yeah. 1257 01:00:01,681 --> 01:00:04,892 -You didn't tell me you had a nose ring. -Oh, I know. Surprise! 1258 01:00:04,976 --> 01:00:07,437 [laughing] 1259 01:00:07,520 --> 01:00:09,606 Most people don't notice it at first, honestly. 1260 01:00:09,689 --> 01:00:11,566 Well, most people ain't me. 1261 01:00:11,649 --> 01:00:13,735 Well… surprise. 1262 01:00:13,818 --> 01:00:16,029 -Why, is it a problem? -[laughs] No, of course not. 1263 01:00:16,112 --> 01:00:18,364 -My older sister had a nose ring. -Really? 1264 01:00:18,448 --> 01:00:21,034 And funny enough, my dad got mad when she got it. 1265 01:00:21,117 --> 01:00:23,077 Oh, yeah? No, I've had it since I was 18. 1266 01:00:23,161 --> 01:00:26,080 -My sister got it when she turned 18. -My stepmom has hers. 1267 01:00:26,164 --> 01:00:29,125 -So I knew it was approved. -I like it. I like the hoop too. 1268 01:00:29,208 --> 01:00:30,460 -Yeah. -It's like a statement. 1269 01:00:30,543 --> 01:00:33,171 Yeah, exactly. It's not going anywhere. [chuckles] 1270 01:00:34,297 --> 01:00:36,257 -Does it feel real? -[sighs] No. 1271 01:00:36,341 --> 01:00:37,175 Yeah, it's crazy. 1272 01:00:37,258 --> 01:00:40,595 You don't look like a crier, but you've been crying this whole time. 1273 01:00:40,678 --> 01:00:43,514 -I cried more with you than I have-- -The dog. 1274 01:00:43,598 --> 01:00:47,602 -Please, do not. Do not. Do not. Do not. -No, hold on. Wait! Pause! 1275 01:00:47,685 --> 01:00:50,480 -I ain't just "the dog." -We've been laughing at "the dog." 1276 01:00:50,563 --> 01:00:53,483 -I am not "the dog…" -Please do not say it. 1277 01:00:53,566 --> 01:00:56,736 -Please do not have to say it. Wrap it up. -Don't ever forget it. 1278 01:00:56,819 --> 01:00:59,656 -I hate that you say that so much. -I love that you hate it. 1279 01:00:59,739 --> 01:01:01,658 -I hate that you say that. -Love that you hate it. 1280 01:01:01,741 --> 01:01:04,452 -I don't wanna stop looking at you. -[laughing] I know. 1281 01:01:04,952 --> 01:01:06,621 -You wore red. -Yeah. 1282 01:01:06,704 --> 01:01:08,748 -It's the color of the dogs. -Yeah. 1283 01:01:08,831 --> 01:01:10,958 I'm trying to focus on just the red. [laughing] 1284 01:01:11,042 --> 01:01:12,710 -Focus on the red. -[laughing] 1285 01:01:12,794 --> 01:01:13,961 -Eyes up. [laughing] -Yeah. 1286 01:01:14,045 --> 01:01:16,381 -No, seriously, eyes up. -I know. 1287 01:01:16,464 --> 01:01:18,049 -I'm not down here. -Huh? 1288 01:01:18,132 --> 01:01:19,467 [laughs] I'm not down there. 1289 01:01:20,093 --> 01:01:22,512 [chuckles] Why you do that to me? 1290 01:01:22,595 --> 01:01:24,514 [laughing] 1291 01:01:24,597 --> 01:01:25,640 You should have known. 1292 01:01:25,723 --> 01:01:28,726 We're gonna have to call animal control because of the dog. 1293 01:01:28,810 --> 01:01:31,020 -Please! Please! -[laughing] 1294 01:01:31,104 --> 01:01:33,272 -Will you please stop saying that? -[laughing] 1295 01:01:34,190 --> 01:01:35,108 So I got a confession. 1296 01:01:35,191 --> 01:01:37,985 -My bottom teeth are a little bit crooked. -So are mine. 1297 01:01:38,069 --> 01:01:39,237 Yeah, but that's-- [laughing] 1298 01:01:39,320 --> 01:01:40,905 Ain't nothing but the dog in me. 1299 01:01:40,988 --> 01:01:42,907 [laughing] 1300 01:01:42,990 --> 01:01:45,243 Please! I said, "Say it one more time…" 1301 01:01:45,326 --> 01:01:47,620 Ain't nothing but the dog in me! [laughs] 1302 01:01:47,704 --> 01:01:50,707 -Stop saying "the dog." Oh, my God. -That's about when you walk away. 1303 01:01:50,790 --> 01:01:54,168 -It's so cringy! Stop! -One thing, I said, "Stop saying…" 1304 01:01:54,252 --> 01:01:56,421 I love it. I told you I was gonna say it. 1305 01:01:56,504 --> 01:02:00,383 [growls, laughs] 1306 01:02:00,466 --> 01:02:01,926 Okay, I'm sorry, okay. 1307 01:02:02,009 --> 01:02:03,761 -I'm not really sorry. -No, you're not. 1308 01:02:03,845 --> 01:02:05,430 -Okay, I'm sorry. -Don't ruin the moment! 1309 01:02:05,513 --> 01:02:09,183 Okay! I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm a moment-ruiner, but… 1310 01:02:09,267 --> 01:02:11,936 -[pop music playing] -♪ I'm getting hot… ♪ 1311 01:02:12,019 --> 01:02:13,646 -I still love you. -Me too. 1312 01:02:13,730 --> 01:02:15,732 Okay. All right. 1313 01:02:15,815 --> 01:02:17,191 Woof woof. Woof woof. 1314 01:02:17,275 --> 01:02:18,568 Please stop! [laughing] 1315 01:02:18,651 --> 01:02:22,405 -[laughing] -"Woof, woof, woof." It's so annoying. 1316 01:02:22,488 --> 01:02:25,616 [vocalizing] 1317 01:02:27,577 --> 01:02:29,912 -I'll see you in Mexico. -Okay. 1318 01:02:31,289 --> 01:02:32,999 -I love you. -Mm. 1319 01:02:33,916 --> 01:02:34,917 Love you. 1320 01:02:35,543 --> 01:02:36,502 [Tim] Mm. Mm. 1321 01:02:36,586 --> 01:02:38,504 -[Alex] See you. Bye. -Bye. 1322 01:02:39,130 --> 01:02:39,964 Bye. 1323 01:02:40,047 --> 01:02:42,091 I'mma watch you walk. Let me see. 1324 01:02:42,175 --> 01:02:44,886 Looking at-- my fucking pant leg, god damn. 1325 01:02:44,969 --> 01:02:46,471 -[both laughing] -[Tim] Shit. 1326 01:02:48,848 --> 01:02:49,932 I cannot with you. 1327 01:02:50,016 --> 01:02:51,350 Oh, man. 1328 01:02:51,434 --> 01:02:52,602 [Alex] He is cute. 1329 01:02:53,561 --> 01:02:54,395 Bye. 1330 01:02:54,479 --> 01:02:56,397 [Tim laughs] 1331 01:02:57,148 --> 01:03:00,109 ♪ You make me shiver, baby You make me shake… ♪ 1332 01:03:02,153 --> 01:03:02,987 Okay. 1333 01:03:03,070 --> 01:03:06,240 ♪ You make me shiver, baby You make me shake ♪ 1334 01:03:12,121 --> 01:03:13,372 [Leo] All I can do is just 1335 01:03:14,791 --> 01:03:17,460 show her how much I love her and pop the question. 1336 01:03:19,754 --> 01:03:23,508 This is the, uh, most important question you'll ask in your life, man. 1337 01:03:24,133 --> 01:03:25,635 -Bye. Good luck. -[exhales] I'm fine. 1338 01:03:25,718 --> 01:03:27,428 -You got this. -[Monica] Bye, babe. 1339 01:03:28,763 --> 01:03:29,764 [Leo exhales] 1340 01:03:32,016 --> 01:03:33,100 [sighs] 1341 01:03:33,184 --> 01:03:35,186 [dramatic music playing] 1342 01:03:43,486 --> 01:03:44,445 [Brittany sighs] 1343 01:03:45,404 --> 01:03:47,240 Oh, how the tables have turned. 1344 01:03:48,950 --> 01:03:51,327 [Leo grunts, clears throat] 1345 01:03:58,668 --> 01:04:00,503 I knew walking in here… 1346 01:04:00,586 --> 01:04:02,713 -[Brittany] Mm-hmm. -…this wasn't going to be easy. 1347 01:04:03,881 --> 01:04:04,715 I, um… 1348 01:04:07,343 --> 01:04:08,219 [chuckles] 1349 01:04:09,595 --> 01:04:11,138 [hesitates] I just… 1350 01:04:12,139 --> 01:04:14,350 I'm so in love with you, Brittany, I… 1351 01:04:18,521 --> 01:04:19,397 [exhales] 1352 01:04:23,067 --> 01:04:26,070 Can I, um, say something that I wrote? 1353 01:04:26,153 --> 01:04:27,280 Please. 1354 01:04:29,532 --> 01:04:31,325 I've never in my life 1355 01:04:32,076 --> 01:04:35,413 written a letter this long. Let me just tell you that right now. 1356 01:04:36,706 --> 01:04:37,540 Ever. 1357 01:04:38,124 --> 01:04:39,417 [Leo] Ooh. 1358 01:04:39,500 --> 01:04:42,628 If my friends saw this, they would not know who I was. 1359 01:04:42,712 --> 01:04:43,629 [Leo exhales] 1360 01:04:43,713 --> 01:04:45,256 [Brittany] It's just how I was feeling. 1361 01:04:45,339 --> 01:04:46,674 -Okay. -[Brittany] Okay. 1362 01:04:47,717 --> 01:04:49,719 -[sighs] Uh… -[inhales] 1363 01:04:50,094 --> 01:04:51,095 [Brittany] "Leo, 1364 01:04:51,804 --> 01:04:55,516 I tried to start writing a sweet letter full of love 1365 01:04:56,100 --> 01:04:57,685 and my feelings towards you, 1366 01:04:57,768 --> 01:05:00,521 but the truth is, I crossed it all out 1367 01:05:00,605 --> 01:05:03,316 because I'm still hurt." 1368 01:05:03,941 --> 01:05:04,859 [exhales] 1369 01:05:05,860 --> 01:05:07,862 [sniffles, exhales] 1370 01:05:07,945 --> 01:05:10,448 ["Be Careful What You Wish For" by Nineoneone playing] 1371 01:05:10,531 --> 01:05:12,992 [sighs] Fuck. Let me get a tissue. 1372 01:05:13,075 --> 01:05:16,162 ♪ Baby, I need some time alone… ♪ 1373 01:05:17,496 --> 01:05:18,706 ♪ To be by myself… ♪ 1374 01:05:18,789 --> 01:05:21,167 [both exhale] 1375 01:05:21,250 --> 01:05:23,002 [Brittany] "Everything that happened…" 1376 01:05:24,462 --> 01:05:27,256 ♪ I wish everything would stop… ♪ 1377 01:05:29,175 --> 01:05:30,051 [sighs] 1378 01:05:32,678 --> 01:05:36,182 ♪ Just let me breathe ♪ 1379 01:05:38,100 --> 01:05:39,435 [exhales] Hold on. 1380 01:05:40,686 --> 01:05:41,520 Sure. 1381 01:05:43,272 --> 01:05:44,440 [exhales] 1382 01:05:44,523 --> 01:05:47,526 "After the second day, you were the only one for me, 1383 01:05:47,610 --> 01:05:50,529 the only person I looked forward to talking to every day." 1384 01:05:51,113 --> 01:05:53,282 "You have never been anything…" 1385 01:05:54,075 --> 01:05:55,117 [exhales] 1386 01:05:55,201 --> 01:05:57,036 "…except completely honest to me…" 1387 01:05:57,119 --> 01:05:58,079 [sniffles] 1388 01:05:58,162 --> 01:06:00,247 "…about any other connection you have." 1389 01:06:00,331 --> 01:06:02,833 "It would have been easier for you not to tell me that." 1390 01:06:04,460 --> 01:06:05,336 [Leo sighs] 1391 01:06:06,253 --> 01:06:08,255 [inhales, gasps] 1392 01:06:09,090 --> 01:06:12,593 "But right now, I feel like our connection has been tainted 1393 01:06:12,677 --> 01:06:14,679 by your words to someone else." 1394 01:06:15,680 --> 01:06:19,767 "I feel like it was ruined by how things happened, 1395 01:06:19,850 --> 01:06:23,688 because obviously everyone knows what happened between you and Hannah." 1396 01:06:23,771 --> 01:06:25,940 "When I saw all the girls this morning, 1397 01:06:26,023 --> 01:06:28,651 I feel like they think I'm settling for you, 1398 01:06:28,734 --> 01:06:31,612 or that I'm just fine with being your second choice…" [sighs] 1399 01:06:33,030 --> 01:06:33,948 [exhales] 1400 01:06:34,031 --> 01:06:38,285 "And I had that wave of cold, emotionless 1401 01:06:39,370 --> 01:06:41,455 feeling that came over me again." 1402 01:06:43,582 --> 01:06:45,584 "I wish it didn't, but it did." 1403 01:06:46,460 --> 01:06:47,586 "I'm still hurt." 1404 01:06:48,087 --> 01:06:51,632 ♪ I got what I want So much different than I need ♪ 1405 01:06:51,716 --> 01:06:53,759 ♪ Alone on the floor, so numb ♪ 1406 01:06:53,843 --> 01:06:58,848 ♪ I've forgotten how to bleed ♪ 1407 01:06:59,348 --> 01:07:02,143 This is my biggest fear that would happen, and it happened. 1408 01:07:02,893 --> 01:07:03,853 [Leo] Hmm. 1409 01:07:03,936 --> 01:07:07,189 ♪ You got what you need I'm all I've got ♪ 1410 01:07:07,273 --> 01:07:10,359 ♪ And you don't have to deal with me… ♪ 1411 01:07:11,318 --> 01:07:14,864 I'm still gonna tell you that I love you. Like, I love you so much. 1412 01:07:17,366 --> 01:07:19,035 I know you liked hearing it. 1413 01:07:23,956 --> 01:07:25,875 [pop music playing]