1 00:00:02,990 --> 00:00:04,990 This programme contains strong language and scenes some viewers may find upsetting 2 00:00:05,030 --> 00:00:06,070 This programme contains strong language and scenes some viewers may find upsetting 3 00:00:06,110 --> 00:00:08,110 Walk forward, walk, walk, walk. 4 00:00:08,150 --> 00:00:08,350 Walk forward, walk, walk, walk. 5 00:00:08,390 --> 00:00:09,390 Sit down. 6 00:00:14,550 --> 00:00:16,550 The hardest battle in the Special Forces is 7 00:00:16,590 --> 00:00:17,150 The hardest battle in the Special Forces is 8 00:00:17,190 --> 00:00:19,190 the one you'll face in your mind. 9 00:00:19,230 --> 00:00:19,550 the one you'll face in your mind. 10 00:00:19,590 --> 00:00:20,630 Guard! 11 00:00:20,670 --> 00:00:22,670 Lose that battle, and you won't last two seconds. 12 00:00:22,710 --> 00:00:23,830 Lose that battle, and you won't last two seconds. 13 00:00:23,870 --> 00:00:25,030 Turn around. 14 00:00:29,190 --> 00:00:31,190 Let's move. Come on, then. 15 00:00:31,230 --> 00:00:31,470 Let's move. Come on, then. 16 00:00:31,510 --> 00:00:33,510 In this series... All the way. 17 00:00:33,550 --> 00:00:33,790 In this series... All the way. 18 00:00:33,830 --> 00:00:35,350 ..15 celebrity recruits... 19 00:00:35,390 --> 00:00:37,110 Argh! Shut up! 20 00:00:37,150 --> 00:00:39,150 ..have been taken to the other side of the world. 21 00:00:39,190 --> 00:00:39,430 ..have been taken to the other side of the world. 22 00:00:39,470 --> 00:00:40,390 Please! 23 00:00:40,430 --> 00:00:42,430 The only way these celebrities are going to find their potential is 24 00:00:42,470 --> 00:00:43,870 The only way these celebrities are going to find their potential is 25 00:00:43,910 --> 00:00:45,910 to make their lives a living hell. 26 00:00:45,950 --> 00:00:46,510 to make their lives a living hell. 27 00:00:46,550 --> 00:00:48,550 I've done it! There isn't going to be an easy way out. 28 00:00:48,590 --> 00:00:48,830 I've done it! There isn't going to be an easy way out. 29 00:00:48,870 --> 00:00:50,230 Crawl, crawl! 30 00:00:50,270 --> 00:00:52,270 They'll be put through the most gruelling stages of SAS Selection... 31 00:00:52,310 --> 00:00:54,310 They'll be put through the most gruelling stages of SAS Selection... 32 00:00:54,350 --> 00:00:54,590 They'll be put through the most gruelling stages of SAS Selection... 33 00:00:54,630 --> 00:00:56,350 Goodbye. 34 00:00:56,390 --> 00:00:58,390 ..by an elite team of ex-Special Forces soldiers. 35 00:00:58,430 --> 00:00:59,590 ..by an elite team of ex-Special Forces soldiers. 36 00:00:59,630 --> 00:01:01,630 Go on, Bob, fight back! 37 00:01:01,670 --> 00:01:01,870 Go on, Bob, fight back! 38 00:01:01,910 --> 00:01:03,910 Stripped of all home comforts, 39 00:01:03,950 --> 00:01:04,590 Stripped of all home comforts, 40 00:01:04,630 --> 00:01:06,630 they will be pushed further than ever before. 41 00:01:06,670 --> 00:01:07,630 they will be pushed further than ever before. 42 00:01:07,670 --> 00:01:09,670 Oh, my God. If I pass this course, I'd be as happy as a dog 43 00:01:09,710 --> 00:01:11,430 Oh, my God. If I pass this course, I'd be as happy as a dog 44 00:01:11,470 --> 00:01:13,470 with two dicks. But it's going to be a challenge. 45 00:01:13,510 --> 00:01:14,310 with two dicks. But it's going to be a challenge. 46 00:01:14,350 --> 00:01:15,590 Take it, Jenna! 47 00:01:15,630 --> 00:01:17,630 I'd like to think of myself as a bit of a hard nut. 48 00:01:17,670 --> 00:01:18,870 I'd like to think of myself as a bit of a hard nut. 49 00:01:18,910 --> 00:01:20,910 But probably when I'm out there I might crumble like a pastry. 50 00:01:20,950 --> 00:01:22,430 But probably when I'm out there I might crumble like a pastry. 51 00:01:22,470 --> 00:01:24,470 No allowances or exceptions will be made. 52 00:01:24,510 --> 00:01:25,230 No allowances or exceptions will be made. 53 00:01:25,270 --> 00:01:27,270 I'm actually a member of the most unpopular family in the country. 54 00:01:27,310 --> 00:01:28,350 I'm actually a member of the most unpopular family in the country. 55 00:01:28,390 --> 00:01:29,950 Come on! 56 00:01:29,990 --> 00:01:31,990 So, whatever happens, I can survive. 57 00:01:32,030 --> 00:01:32,350 So, whatever happens, I can survive. 58 00:01:32,390 --> 00:01:34,390 Dig deep. Let's go. 59 00:01:34,430 --> 00:01:34,670 Dig deep. Let's go. 60 00:01:34,710 --> 00:01:36,710 There you go! Ah, I can't do. 61 00:01:36,750 --> 00:01:37,070 There you go! Ah, I can't do. 62 00:01:37,110 --> 00:01:38,710 No other test asks as much... 63 00:01:38,750 --> 00:01:40,750 You don't want to give it a go? No, it's... Are you sure? 64 00:01:40,790 --> 00:01:41,790 You don't want to give it a go? No, it's... Are you sure? 65 00:01:41,830 --> 00:01:42,950 I can't do it. 66 00:01:42,990 --> 00:01:44,510 ..or means as much. 67 00:01:44,550 --> 00:01:46,550 Look at me. Don't give up. Stay in the game. 68 00:01:46,590 --> 00:01:46,830 Look at me. Don't give up. Stay in the game. 69 00:01:46,870 --> 00:01:48,430 Get your head up. Head up, head up! 70 00:01:48,470 --> 00:01:50,470 To the few who make it through... 71 00:01:50,510 --> 00:01:51,270 To the few who make it through... 72 00:01:51,310 --> 00:01:53,310 If you want to be here, then use the pain... 73 00:01:53,350 --> 00:01:54,070 If you want to be here, then use the pain... 74 00:01:54,110 --> 00:01:56,110 ..you nasty things! 75 00:01:56,150 --> 00:01:56,350 ..you nasty things! 76 00:01:56,390 --> 00:01:57,710 Thank you, Staff. 77 00:02:20,390 --> 00:02:22,390 LOUD YAWN 78 00:02:22,430 --> 00:02:22,630 LOUD YAWN 79 00:02:22,670 --> 00:02:24,390 Wake me up when we're ready to go. 80 00:02:26,510 --> 00:02:28,390 Argh! 81 00:02:28,430 --> 00:02:30,430 I can feel a poo coming but I just know it's not ready. 82 00:02:30,470 --> 00:02:31,510 I can feel a poo coming but I just know it's not ready. 83 00:02:31,550 --> 00:02:32,910 It's just there. 84 00:02:32,950 --> 00:02:34,310 GIGGLING 85 00:02:34,350 --> 00:02:36,350 The celebrity recruits are entering the second phase of the course. 86 00:02:36,390 --> 00:02:38,390 The celebrity recruits are entering the second phase of the course. 87 00:02:38,430 --> 00:02:38,710 The celebrity recruits are entering the second phase of the course. 88 00:02:38,750 --> 00:02:40,750 I've had my first nail break. That's a sign. 89 00:02:40,790 --> 00:02:41,710 I've had my first nail break. That's a sign. 90 00:02:41,750 --> 00:02:43,750 W-what is, Georgia? 91 00:02:43,790 --> 00:02:44,110 W-what is, Georgia? 92 00:02:44,150 --> 00:02:46,150 I hate having chipped nails, Shazia. 93 00:02:46,190 --> 00:02:46,590 I hate having chipped nails, Shazia. 94 00:02:46,630 --> 00:02:48,630 Of the 15 who began, 14 remain. 95 00:02:48,670 --> 00:02:50,390 Of the 15 who began, 14 remain. 96 00:02:50,430 --> 00:02:52,430 Pete, I know you probably don't know, 97 00:02:52,470 --> 00:02:52,790 Pete, I know you probably don't know, 98 00:02:52,830 --> 00:02:54,830 but do you think we'll go swimming today? 99 00:02:54,870 --> 00:02:55,190 but do you think we'll go swimming today? 100 00:02:56,310 --> 00:02:58,310 I think it's going to be a tough day. 101 00:02:58,350 --> 00:02:58,630 I think it's going to be a tough day. 102 00:02:58,670 --> 00:03:00,670 But they said after day one it gets better. 103 00:03:00,710 --> 00:03:01,710 But they said after day one it gets better. 104 00:03:01,750 --> 00:03:03,750 No, no, no, no. Shazia, it's going to get worse. 105 00:03:03,790 --> 00:03:05,150 No, no, no, no. Shazia, it's going to get worse. 106 00:03:05,190 --> 00:03:07,190 Yesterday was a teddy bears' picnic. 107 00:03:07,230 --> 00:03:08,590 Yesterday was a teddy bears' picnic. 108 00:03:10,590 --> 00:03:12,590 Get on parade! 109 00:03:12,630 --> 00:03:13,230 Get on parade! 110 00:03:13,270 --> 00:03:15,270 Parade. Are we going out, are we? Parade. 111 00:03:15,310 --> 00:03:17,310 Parade. Are we going out, are we? Parade. 112 00:03:17,350 --> 00:03:17,630 Parade. Are we going out, are we? Parade. 113 00:03:17,670 --> 00:03:19,670 Everyone get their armbands on. Tez, wakey-wakey, babes. 114 00:03:19,710 --> 00:03:20,510 Everyone get their armbands on. Tez, wakey-wakey, babes. 115 00:03:22,870 --> 00:03:24,550 What's going on over there? 116 00:03:24,590 --> 00:03:26,590 What is that, the hen shed? What are you doing? 117 00:03:26,630 --> 00:03:26,870 What is that, the hen shed? What are you doing? 118 00:03:26,910 --> 00:03:28,150 Going to the toilet. 119 00:03:28,190 --> 00:03:30,190 Quickly snap it off and get on parade. 120 00:03:30,230 --> 00:03:30,510 Quickly snap it off and get on parade. 121 00:03:30,550 --> 00:03:31,710 Come on, leave it, leave it, leave it. 122 00:03:34,590 --> 00:03:35,990 Get on parade. 123 00:03:36,030 --> 00:03:38,030 Buttons done. Where's my button go? 124 00:03:38,070 --> 00:03:38,270 Buttons done. Where's my button go? 125 00:03:38,310 --> 00:03:39,710 Is everyone ready? 126 00:03:39,750 --> 00:03:41,750 One second. Don't worry. 127 00:03:41,790 --> 00:03:41,990 One second. Don't worry. 128 00:03:42,030 --> 00:03:44,030 Are you people taking the piss?! 129 00:03:44,070 --> 00:03:44,270 Are you people taking the piss?! 130 00:03:44,310 --> 00:03:46,230 Are you taking the piss?! 131 00:03:46,270 --> 00:03:47,790 Drop your Bergens off. 132 00:03:49,310 --> 00:03:50,590 Get out there now! 133 00:03:53,230 --> 00:03:55,230 Start bunny hopping round the square. 134 00:03:55,270 --> 00:03:55,590 Start bunny hopping round the square. 135 00:03:55,630 --> 00:03:57,630 Bunny hop! Bunny hop! 136 00:03:57,670 --> 00:03:58,630 Bunny hop! Bunny hop! 137 00:03:58,670 --> 00:04:00,670 Start bunny hopping, you halfwits! 138 00:04:00,710 --> 00:04:01,550 Start bunny hopping, you halfwits! 139 00:04:01,590 --> 00:04:03,590 All the way down! Go round to the back of that trough. 140 00:04:03,630 --> 00:04:04,710 All the way down! Go round to the back of that trough. 141 00:04:04,750 --> 00:04:05,790 Now! 142 00:04:05,830 --> 00:04:07,790 I want one, two, three, four. 143 00:04:07,830 --> 00:04:09,830 Four of you at the front. Four behind. Let's go. 144 00:04:09,870 --> 00:04:10,350 Four of you at the front. Four behind. Let's go. 145 00:04:10,390 --> 00:04:12,390 Without discipline, there would be no Special Forces. 146 00:04:12,430 --> 00:04:13,670 Without discipline, there would be no Special Forces. 147 00:04:13,710 --> 00:04:15,710 Take your hat off, take your gloves off. 148 00:04:15,750 --> 00:04:16,030 Take your hat off, take your gloves off. 149 00:04:16,070 --> 00:04:18,070 {\an8}Following orders and managing your time is crucial. 150 00:04:18,110 --> 00:04:18,950 {\an8}Following orders and managing your time is crucial. 151 00:04:21,830 --> 00:04:23,830 Did you hear me shout from there, "get on parade"? 152 00:04:23,870 --> 00:04:24,110 Did you hear me shout from there, "get on parade"? 153 00:04:24,150 --> 00:04:25,230 Yes, Staff. 154 00:04:25,270 --> 00:04:27,270 So why am I stood out here ten minutes waiting for you people? 155 00:04:27,310 --> 00:04:29,110 So why am I stood out here ten minutes waiting for you people? 156 00:04:29,150 --> 00:04:31,150 When I say go, you four dip your head in that water. 157 00:04:31,190 --> 00:04:32,070 When I say go, you four dip your head in that water. 158 00:04:33,670 --> 00:04:34,670 Go! 159 00:04:37,470 --> 00:04:39,470 This is going to be a massive reality check to these celebrities. 160 00:04:39,510 --> 00:04:41,510 This is going to be a massive reality check to these celebrities. 161 00:04:41,550 --> 00:04:41,750 This is going to be a massive reality check to these celebrities. 162 00:04:44,950 --> 00:04:46,310 Pull that idiot out. 163 00:04:47,990 --> 00:04:49,990 Get on your stones. Go. 164 00:04:50,030 --> 00:04:50,590 Get on your stones. Go. 165 00:04:50,630 --> 00:04:51,950 Next four. 166 00:04:51,990 --> 00:04:53,990 They're so used to being given everything they want... 167 00:04:54,030 --> 00:04:54,270 They're so used to being given everything they want... 168 00:04:54,310 --> 00:04:55,110 Dip. 169 00:04:55,150 --> 00:04:56,910 ..being told how great they are. 170 00:04:56,950 --> 00:04:58,950 Out. Back to your stones. Next four. 171 00:04:58,990 --> 00:04:59,750 Out. Back to your stones. Next four. 172 00:04:59,790 --> 00:05:01,790 Out here, there's no agents... 173 00:05:01,830 --> 00:05:02,110 Out here, there's no agents... 174 00:05:02,150 --> 00:05:03,230 In. 175 00:05:03,270 --> 00:05:04,470 ..and no assistants. 176 00:05:06,150 --> 00:05:07,470 Round to your stones. 177 00:05:07,510 --> 00:05:09,510 If they don't switch into this course very quickly... 178 00:05:09,550 --> 00:05:11,030 If they don't switch into this course very quickly... 179 00:05:11,070 --> 00:05:13,070 Dip. Round to your stones. 180 00:05:13,110 --> 00:05:13,550 Dip. Round to your stones. 181 00:05:13,590 --> 00:05:15,590 ..it will be a very painful experience. 182 00:05:15,630 --> 00:05:16,030 ..it will be a very painful experience. 183 00:05:24,150 --> 00:05:26,150 We're now entering phase two. 184 00:05:26,190 --> 00:05:26,630 We're now entering phase two. 185 00:05:26,670 --> 00:05:28,670 And trust me - it's going to get mentally harder, 186 00:05:28,710 --> 00:05:30,710 And trust me - it's going to get mentally harder, 187 00:05:30,750 --> 00:05:31,470 And trust me - it's going to get mentally harder, 188 00:05:31,510 --> 00:05:33,430 physically, emotionally. 189 00:05:33,470 --> 00:05:35,430 We haven't even touched physical yet! 190 00:05:35,470 --> 00:05:37,470 Stop fucking fidgeting! 191 00:05:37,510 --> 00:05:37,830 Stop fucking fidgeting! 192 00:05:41,350 --> 00:05:43,190 When I say go, 193 00:05:43,230 --> 00:05:44,830 disappear out of my sight, 194 00:05:44,870 --> 00:05:46,870 get your bergens, be ready to move. 195 00:05:46,910 --> 00:05:48,030 get your bergens, be ready to move. 196 00:05:48,070 --> 00:05:49,150 Go! 197 00:05:55,230 --> 00:05:57,230 Yeah, I'm anxious. Yeah, I'm really anxious about everything. 198 00:05:57,270 --> 00:05:59,150 Yeah, I'm anxious. Yeah, I'm really anxious about everything. 199 00:05:59,190 --> 00:06:01,190 Yesterday really took it out of me. 200 00:06:01,230 --> 00:06:01,710 Yesterday really took it out of me. 201 00:06:01,750 --> 00:06:03,750 I thought, fuck me - shit just got real! 202 00:06:03,790 --> 00:06:04,070 I thought, fuck me - shit just got real! 203 00:06:05,350 --> 00:06:07,350 So fucking cold. 204 00:06:07,390 --> 00:06:07,630 So fucking cold. 205 00:06:07,670 --> 00:06:09,670 I can feel my heart rate already starting to, like, pump. 206 00:06:09,710 --> 00:06:10,950 I can feel my heart rate already starting to, like, pump. 207 00:06:10,990 --> 00:06:12,990 So, in Geordie Shore we didn't really have 208 00:06:13,030 --> 00:06:13,310 So, in Geordie Shore we didn't really have 209 00:06:13,350 --> 00:06:15,350 to do anything apart from just live together in a house, get drunk, 210 00:06:15,390 --> 00:06:17,390 to do anything apart from just live together in a house, get drunk, 211 00:06:17,430 --> 00:06:18,430 to do anything apart from just live together in a house, get drunk, 212 00:06:18,470 --> 00:06:20,470 go out, party, and just have fun. 213 00:06:20,510 --> 00:06:21,230 go out, party, and just have fun. 214 00:06:21,270 --> 00:06:23,270 Isn't it funny how you go through waves of emotion? 215 00:06:23,310 --> 00:06:23,590 Isn't it funny how you go through waves of emotion? 216 00:06:23,630 --> 00:06:25,630 Yeah, I'm very frightened. You're riding a wave. 217 00:06:25,670 --> 00:06:25,990 Yeah, I'm very frightened. You're riding a wave. 218 00:06:26,030 --> 00:06:28,030 I've never actually been in this type 219 00:06:28,070 --> 00:06:28,350 I've never actually been in this type 220 00:06:28,390 --> 00:06:30,390 of environment where I'm told what to do. 221 00:06:30,430 --> 00:06:30,910 of environment where I'm told what to do. 222 00:06:30,950 --> 00:06:32,350 I feel a bit sick. 223 00:06:32,390 --> 00:06:33,790 I've got a lot of pressure on us. 224 00:06:33,830 --> 00:06:35,830 I genuinely don't even know how I'm going to react. 225 00:06:35,870 --> 00:06:36,630 I genuinely don't even know how I'm going to react. 226 00:06:39,590 --> 00:06:41,590 Everyone out the trucks with your kit on. Quick as you can. 227 00:06:41,630 --> 00:06:43,030 Everyone out the trucks with your kit on. Quick as you can. 228 00:06:43,070 --> 00:06:45,070 Right, out we get. Game face on. Game face on. 229 00:06:45,110 --> 00:06:46,310 Right, out we get. Game face on. Game face on. 230 00:06:46,350 --> 00:06:48,350 Come on! Kit on. 231 00:06:48,390 --> 00:06:48,630 Come on! Kit on. 232 00:06:48,670 --> 00:06:50,670 For the first task, 233 00:06:50,710 --> 00:06:50,950 For the first task, 234 00:06:50,990 --> 00:06:52,990 the DS will test the recruits physically and mentally. 235 00:06:53,030 --> 00:06:55,030 the DS will test the recruits physically and mentally. 236 00:06:55,070 --> 00:06:55,310 the DS will test the recruits physically and mentally. 237 00:06:55,350 --> 00:06:56,390 {\an8}When you go into battle, 238 00:06:56,430 --> 00:06:58,430 {\an8}the first thing that happens is you're getting shot at. 239 00:06:58,470 --> 00:06:59,070 {\an8}the first thing that happens is you're getting shot at. 240 00:06:59,110 --> 00:07:01,110 Keep the noise down and the gaps closed up. 241 00:07:01,150 --> 00:07:01,670 Keep the noise down and the gaps closed up. 242 00:07:01,710 --> 00:07:03,710 And so there are no half-hearted measures on this. 243 00:07:03,750 --> 00:07:04,510 And so there are no half-hearted measures on this. 244 00:07:04,550 --> 00:07:06,550 We're constantly faced with situations 245 00:07:06,590 --> 00:07:07,110 We're constantly faced with situations 246 00:07:07,150 --> 00:07:09,110 where we could lose our lives. 247 00:07:09,150 --> 00:07:11,150 Get a move on! Closing in. Closing in. 248 00:07:11,190 --> 00:07:11,630 Get a move on! Closing in. Closing in. 249 00:07:11,670 --> 00:07:13,630 We're looking for the recruits who have got 250 00:07:13,670 --> 00:07:15,670 the discipline to just get on with the job, 251 00:07:15,710 --> 00:07:15,990 the discipline to just get on with the job, 252 00:07:16,030 --> 00:07:18,030 and not allow fear to be that unwanted noise. 253 00:07:18,070 --> 00:07:19,070 and not allow fear to be that unwanted noise. 254 00:07:20,270 --> 00:07:22,270 Oh...my...God. 255 00:07:22,310 --> 00:07:22,870 Oh...my...God. 256 00:07:22,910 --> 00:07:24,910 Towering over 300 feet above the recruits is Clyde Dam. 257 00:07:24,950 --> 00:07:26,950 Towering over 300 feet above the recruits is Clyde Dam. 258 00:07:26,990 --> 00:07:27,790 Towering over 300 feet above the recruits is Clyde Dam. 259 00:07:32,110 --> 00:07:33,270 Listen up, recruits. 260 00:07:34,510 --> 00:07:36,510 In times of war, key infrastructure - 261 00:07:36,550 --> 00:07:37,630 In times of war, key infrastructure - 262 00:07:37,670 --> 00:07:39,350 they come under attack. 263 00:07:39,390 --> 00:07:41,390 Structures like this - dams. 264 00:07:41,430 --> 00:07:42,150 Structures like this - dams. 265 00:07:42,190 --> 00:07:44,190 Special Forces, we rapidly deploy to places like this to protect them. 266 00:07:44,230 --> 00:07:46,230 Special Forces, we rapidly deploy to places like this to protect them. 267 00:07:46,270 --> 00:07:47,110 Special Forces, we rapidly deploy to places like this to protect them. 268 00:07:48,870 --> 00:07:50,870 Keep your eyes on Chief Instructor Billy and DS Fox. 269 00:07:50,910 --> 00:07:52,910 Keep your eyes on Chief Instructor Billy and DS Fox. 270 00:07:52,950 --> 00:07:53,230 Keep your eyes on Chief Instructor Billy and DS Fox. 271 00:07:53,270 --> 00:07:55,270 In pairs, the recruits have to descend face-first 272 00:07:55,310 --> 00:07:56,910 In pairs, the recruits have to descend face-first 273 00:07:56,950 --> 00:07:58,950 over the lip of the dam. 274 00:07:58,990 --> 00:07:59,190 over the lip of the dam. 275 00:07:59,230 --> 00:08:01,110 SOBBING:I can't do it. 276 00:08:01,150 --> 00:08:03,150 When given the order...Go. ..they must race to the bottom. 277 00:08:03,190 --> 00:08:04,150 When given the order...Go. ..they must race to the bottom. 278 00:08:24,350 --> 00:08:26,350 The first recruit down succeeds the task and wins. 279 00:08:26,390 --> 00:08:28,390 The first recruit down succeeds the task and wins. 280 00:08:28,430 --> 00:08:28,630 The first recruit down succeeds the task and wins. 281 00:08:29,910 --> 00:08:31,630 There is no second place. 282 00:08:31,670 --> 00:08:33,670 Who here is afraid of heights? 283 00:08:33,710 --> 00:08:33,910 Who here is afraid of heights? 284 00:08:33,950 --> 00:08:35,950 All right, stow that shit. 285 00:08:35,990 --> 00:08:36,430 All right, stow that shit. 286 00:08:36,470 --> 00:08:37,870 Stow it. 287 00:08:37,910 --> 00:08:39,910 Ten and six. Yes, Staff. 288 00:08:39,950 --> 00:08:40,190 Ten and six. Yes, Staff. 289 00:08:40,230 --> 00:08:42,230 You're on deck. First handle your bergens - do it now. 290 00:08:42,270 --> 00:08:42,990 You're on deck. First handle your bergens - do it now. 291 00:08:47,510 --> 00:08:49,510 Everything we do is life and limb, 292 00:08:49,550 --> 00:08:49,990 Everything we do is life and limb, 293 00:08:50,030 --> 00:08:52,030 so it's very important you pay attention to detail. 294 00:08:52,070 --> 00:08:52,630 so it's very important you pay attention to detail. 295 00:08:52,670 --> 00:08:54,150 Yes, Staff. 296 00:08:54,190 --> 00:08:56,190 First up is number six, Tez... 297 00:08:56,230 --> 00:08:57,190 First up is number six, Tez... 298 00:08:59,030 --> 00:09:01,030 ..pitted against number ten, Georgia. 299 00:09:01,070 --> 00:09:01,910 ..pitted against number ten, Georgia. 300 00:09:01,950 --> 00:09:03,950 I think most people will probably think 301 00:09:03,990 --> 00:09:04,230 I think most people will probably think 302 00:09:04,270 --> 00:09:06,270 {\an8}I'm a bit bougie, a bit girlie. 303 00:09:06,310 --> 00:09:07,790 {\an8}I'm a bit bougie, a bit girlie. 304 00:09:07,830 --> 00:09:09,830 Someone that isn't very rough and ready. 305 00:09:09,870 --> 00:09:10,230 Someone that isn't very rough and ready. 306 00:09:10,270 --> 00:09:11,790 Have you abseiled before? 307 00:09:11,830 --> 00:09:13,110 Um, no. 308 00:09:13,150 --> 00:09:15,150 I don't think the British public have ever seen 309 00:09:15,190 --> 00:09:15,790 I don't think the British public have ever seen 310 00:09:15,830 --> 00:09:17,590 the tough side of me. 311 00:09:17,630 --> 00:09:19,310 I don't feel right on the rope. 312 00:09:19,350 --> 00:09:21,350 You'll feel all right, don't worry about it. On this? 313 00:09:21,390 --> 00:09:23,390 Yeah, yeah, you're good. Now lean. Oh, fuck. Lean, lean. I'm leaning. 314 00:09:23,430 --> 00:09:24,750 Yeah, yeah, you're good. Now lean. Oh, fuck. Lean, lean. I'm leaning. 315 00:09:24,790 --> 00:09:26,790 I am actually really disciplined when it comes to things. 316 00:09:26,830 --> 00:09:27,750 I am actually really disciplined when it comes to things. 317 00:09:27,790 --> 00:09:29,790 If I've told myself I'm doing it, I'm doing it, and nothing 318 00:09:29,830 --> 00:09:30,470 If I've told myself I'm doing it, I'm doing it, and nothing 319 00:09:30,510 --> 00:09:32,510 will tempt me out of what I've set my mind to doing. 320 00:09:32,550 --> 00:09:33,670 will tempt me out of what I've set my mind to doing. 321 00:09:33,710 --> 00:09:35,710 Go on, that's it, that's it. Feel it. 322 00:09:35,750 --> 00:09:36,670 Go on, that's it, that's it. Feel it. 323 00:09:36,710 --> 00:09:38,710 Start walking, that's it, well done, number six. 324 00:09:38,750 --> 00:09:39,830 Start walking, that's it, well done, number six. 325 00:09:39,870 --> 00:09:41,710 This is fucking madness. 326 00:09:41,750 --> 00:09:43,750 The frightening thing is being parallel, 90 degrees to that wall. 327 00:09:43,790 --> 00:09:45,670 The frightening thing is being parallel, 90 degrees to that wall. 328 00:09:45,710 --> 00:09:47,630 Number six, you need to feed the rope through quick, 329 00:09:47,670 --> 00:09:49,670 you're going too slow. 330 00:09:49,710 --> 00:09:49,950 you're going too slow. 331 00:09:49,990 --> 00:09:51,990 Imagine the smugness that will emanate from me if I pass this. 332 00:09:52,030 --> 00:09:54,030 Imagine the smugness that will emanate from me if I pass this. 333 00:09:54,070 --> 00:09:54,390 Imagine the smugness that will emanate from me if I pass this. 334 00:09:54,430 --> 00:09:56,430 {\an8}Just walking around going, 335 00:09:56,470 --> 00:09:56,990 {\an8}Just walking around going, 336 00:09:57,030 --> 00:09:59,030 {\an8}your boy could have been SAS if he wanted to, 337 00:09:59,070 --> 00:10:01,070 but, you know, didn't fancy it. Whatever. 338 00:10:01,110 --> 00:10:02,030 but, you know, didn't fancy it. Whatever. 339 00:10:02,070 --> 00:10:04,070 I can't get steady. Hang on, I'm not steady. 340 00:10:04,110 --> 00:10:05,750 I can't get steady. Hang on, I'm not steady. 341 00:10:05,790 --> 00:10:07,790 Number six, I want to see you with speed, aggression and intensity. 342 00:10:07,830 --> 00:10:09,830 Number six, I want to see you with speed, aggression and intensity. 343 00:10:09,870 --> 00:10:10,710 Number six, I want to see you with speed, aggression and intensity. 344 00:10:12,590 --> 00:10:14,110 Right, stand by. 345 00:10:17,270 --> 00:10:18,710 Go! 346 00:10:18,750 --> 00:10:20,750 Go on number six. Go on, then, number ten. Run! 347 00:10:20,790 --> 00:10:21,470 Go on number six. Go on, then, number ten. Run! 348 00:10:25,830 --> 00:10:27,830 Number six, Tez, takes an early lead. 349 00:10:27,870 --> 00:10:28,310 Number six, Tez, takes an early lead. 350 00:10:32,670 --> 00:10:34,670 Making up ground, number ten, Georgia. 351 00:10:34,710 --> 00:10:35,390 Making up ground, number ten, Georgia. 352 00:10:35,430 --> 00:10:36,790 There she goes. 353 00:10:36,830 --> 00:10:38,190 Ah. 354 00:10:38,230 --> 00:10:39,550 Urgh. 355 00:10:41,830 --> 00:10:43,110 Argh. 356 00:10:43,150 --> 00:10:45,150 Number six, Tez, falls just before the finish line - 357 00:10:45,190 --> 00:10:46,470 Number six, Tez, falls just before the finish line - 358 00:10:46,510 --> 00:10:48,510 allowing number ten, Georgia, to win the race. 359 00:10:48,550 --> 00:10:49,390 allowing number ten, Georgia, to win the race. 360 00:10:49,430 --> 00:10:51,150 Oh, my God. CHEERING 361 00:10:51,190 --> 00:10:53,190 Oi, oi, oi, oi. 362 00:10:53,230 --> 00:10:53,870 Oi, oi, oi, oi. 363 00:10:53,910 --> 00:10:55,910 It's a fucking tactical manoeuvre, not a circus! 364 00:10:55,950 --> 00:10:57,230 It's a fucking tactical manoeuvre, not a circus! 365 00:10:58,710 --> 00:11:00,710 Nice one. Nice one. 366 00:11:00,750 --> 00:11:00,990 Nice one. Nice one. 367 00:11:01,030 --> 00:11:03,030 What a thrill. What a thrill. 368 00:11:03,070 --> 00:11:04,030 What a thrill. What a thrill. 369 00:11:05,150 --> 00:11:07,030 I just don't think I can do it. 370 00:11:07,070 --> 00:11:08,430 I don't think I can. 371 00:11:08,470 --> 00:11:10,470 Nine and five. Here we go. 372 00:11:10,510 --> 00:11:11,430 Nine and five. Here we go. 373 00:11:13,990 --> 00:11:15,990 Next is number nine - boxing heavyweight champion Lani... 374 00:11:16,030 --> 00:11:17,870 Next is number nine - boxing heavyweight champion Lani... 375 00:11:19,630 --> 00:11:21,630 ..up against returning recruit... 376 00:11:21,670 --> 00:11:21,990 ..up against returning recruit... 377 00:11:22,030 --> 00:11:24,030 ..number five, Pete. 378 00:11:24,070 --> 00:11:24,310 ..number five, Pete. 379 00:11:24,350 --> 00:11:26,350 I don't think many people think I would want to do this again. 380 00:11:26,390 --> 00:11:27,630 I don't think many people think I would want to do this again. 381 00:11:27,670 --> 00:11:29,670 I've always known that I have to put it right. 382 00:11:29,710 --> 00:11:29,990 I've always known that I have to put it right. 383 00:11:30,030 --> 00:11:32,030 People that I've spoken to think I shouldn't do it. 384 00:11:32,070 --> 00:11:32,710 People that I've spoken to think I shouldn't do it. 385 00:11:32,750 --> 00:11:34,750 Both legs. Just whip them over and stand on that ledge there. 386 00:11:34,790 --> 00:11:35,350 Both legs. Just whip them over and stand on that ledge there. 387 00:11:37,070 --> 00:11:39,070 And all you're going to do is just, inch by inch... 388 00:11:39,110 --> 00:11:39,590 And all you're going to do is just, inch by inch... 389 00:11:39,630 --> 00:11:41,630 Just go now? Yeah, just get 90 degrees to the wall. 390 00:11:41,670 --> 00:11:42,590 Just go now? Yeah, just get 90 degrees to the wall. 391 00:11:42,630 --> 00:11:44,630 Mindset-wise I'm going to finish this. There ain't no third chances. 392 00:11:44,670 --> 00:11:46,670 Mindset-wise I'm going to finish this. There ain't no third chances. 393 00:11:46,710 --> 00:11:46,990 Mindset-wise I'm going to finish this. There ain't no third chances. 394 00:11:47,030 --> 00:11:49,030 Good effort, number five. Great position. That's it. 395 00:11:49,070 --> 00:11:50,070 Good effort, number five. Great position. That's it. 396 00:11:50,110 --> 00:11:52,110 Go on, that's it. Keep your feet there for the time being. 397 00:11:52,150 --> 00:11:52,870 Go on, that's it. Keep your feet there for the time being. 398 00:11:52,910 --> 00:11:54,910 Keep going, keep going. Now walk. That's it. 399 00:11:54,950 --> 00:11:56,390 Keep going, keep going. Now walk. That's it. 400 00:11:56,430 --> 00:11:58,430 Really good. Keep that arm straight. 401 00:11:58,470 --> 00:11:58,990 Really good. Keep that arm straight. 402 00:11:59,030 --> 00:12:01,030 Putting your trust in that rope for that first bit, 403 00:12:01,070 --> 00:12:02,150 Putting your trust in that rope for that first bit, 404 00:12:02,190 --> 00:12:03,710 going like that. That's the bit. 405 00:12:03,750 --> 00:12:05,750 I think that bit's going to be harder than the slope. 406 00:12:05,790 --> 00:12:06,310 I think that bit's going to be harder than the slope. 407 00:12:06,350 --> 00:12:08,390 Keep walking, keep walking. 408 00:12:08,430 --> 00:12:10,430 Your left leg seems to have lost the ability to manoeuvre properly. 409 00:12:10,470 --> 00:12:12,310 Your left leg seems to have lost the ability to manoeuvre properly. 410 00:12:12,350 --> 00:12:14,350 I've had about 50 or so fights. 411 00:12:14,390 --> 00:12:15,110 I've had about 50 or so fights. 412 00:12:15,150 --> 00:12:17,150 I know I'm a hard person and I'm tough and all... 413 00:12:17,190 --> 00:12:17,950 I know I'm a hard person and I'm tough and all... 414 00:12:17,990 --> 00:12:19,230 Walk, walk, walk, walk. 415 00:12:19,270 --> 00:12:20,950 Ah, shit. Go on, then. 416 00:12:20,990 --> 00:12:22,990 ..but I'm always last in the running. I am, like, slow. 417 00:12:23,030 --> 00:12:23,950 ..but I'm always last in the running. I am, like, slow. 418 00:12:23,990 --> 00:12:25,990 I'm not agile compared to the people I train with 419 00:12:26,030 --> 00:12:26,670 I'm not agile compared to the people I train with 420 00:12:26,710 --> 00:12:28,150 because I'm a bit bigger 421 00:12:28,190 --> 00:12:30,190 and I tend to take a bit longer than others! 422 00:12:30,230 --> 00:12:30,630 and I tend to take a bit longer than others! 423 00:12:32,190 --> 00:12:33,790 Stand by. 424 00:12:33,830 --> 00:12:35,470 Go! Go on, number five. Go on, then. 425 00:12:35,510 --> 00:12:37,030 Go on, number five. Go on, dig in. 426 00:12:37,070 --> 00:12:39,070 Go on, number five. Come on. Nice job, number five. 427 00:12:39,110 --> 00:12:39,950 Go on, number five. Come on. Nice job, number five. 428 00:12:41,390 --> 00:12:43,390 Number five, Pete, takes an early lead. 429 00:12:43,430 --> 00:12:43,870 Number five, Pete, takes an early lead. 430 00:12:45,670 --> 00:12:47,670 Usain Bolt's lost his world record. 431 00:12:47,710 --> 00:12:49,190 Usain Bolt's lost his world record. 432 00:12:49,230 --> 00:12:51,230 Argh! ..and wins. 433 00:12:51,270 --> 00:12:51,470 Argh! ..and wins. 434 00:12:51,510 --> 00:12:52,910 BOTH:Oh. 435 00:12:52,950 --> 00:12:54,430 Wow. 436 00:13:01,790 --> 00:13:03,750 Fuck me. 437 00:13:03,790 --> 00:13:04,990 That was fast. 438 00:13:07,430 --> 00:13:09,430 That was some world-record shit, that. 439 00:13:09,470 --> 00:13:10,670 That was some world-record shit, that. 440 00:13:10,710 --> 00:13:12,070 Now lean forward. 441 00:13:12,110 --> 00:13:13,190 Just one hand? 442 00:13:13,230 --> 00:13:15,230 That's it, go on. You'll feel it go. 443 00:13:15,270 --> 00:13:15,510 That's it, go on. You'll feel it go. 444 00:13:15,550 --> 00:13:17,510 I got you, got you, got you. 445 00:13:17,550 --> 00:13:18,990 Right, steady there. 446 00:13:19,030 --> 00:13:21,030 Prepare to turn right, stand by. 447 00:13:21,070 --> 00:13:21,550 Prepare to turn right, stand by. 448 00:13:21,590 --> 00:13:22,910 Go! 449 00:13:22,950 --> 00:13:24,950 Lean into it. Hip forward. 450 00:13:24,990 --> 00:13:25,430 Lean into it. Hip forward. 451 00:13:25,470 --> 00:13:27,510 When I was on mission in Fallujah, 452 00:13:27,550 --> 00:13:29,550 I climbed underneath a bridge with a hundred pounds 453 00:13:29,590 --> 00:13:30,630 I climbed underneath a bridge with a hundred pounds 454 00:13:30,670 --> 00:13:32,670 {\an8}of explosives in the cover of darkness. 455 00:13:32,710 --> 00:13:32,950 {\an8}of explosives in the cover of darkness. 456 00:13:32,990 --> 00:13:35,030 Go, go, go! Catch him! 457 00:13:35,070 --> 00:13:37,070 There were enemy and dogs everywhere. 458 00:13:37,110 --> 00:13:37,350 There were enemy and dogs everywhere. 459 00:13:37,390 --> 00:13:39,390 Control! Control, you fucking clown! 460 00:13:39,430 --> 00:13:40,790 Control! Control, you fucking clown! 461 00:13:40,830 --> 00:13:42,830 Oh. Oh, my God. What a shower of shit. 462 00:13:42,870 --> 00:13:44,870 Oh. Oh, my God. What a shower of shit. 463 00:13:44,910 --> 00:13:45,150 Oh. Oh, my God. What a shower of shit. 464 00:13:45,190 --> 00:13:46,990 Oh! 465 00:13:47,030 --> 00:13:48,310 Fucking hell. 466 00:13:48,350 --> 00:13:50,350 How much were you drinking last night? You look shit-faced! 467 00:13:50,390 --> 00:13:51,710 How much were you drinking last night? You look shit-faced! 468 00:13:51,750 --> 00:13:53,750 I was suspended high in the air. 469 00:13:53,790 --> 00:13:54,190 I was suspended high in the air. 470 00:13:54,230 --> 00:13:56,150 There was a river below. 471 00:13:56,190 --> 00:13:58,190 Dig deep, let's go. Well done. 472 00:13:58,230 --> 00:13:58,870 Dig deep, let's go. Well done. 473 00:13:58,910 --> 00:14:00,790 Good effort, number seven. 474 00:14:00,830 --> 00:14:02,350 There is no safety rope. 475 00:14:02,390 --> 00:14:04,390 If I fell, it would be into the river, 476 00:14:04,430 --> 00:14:04,710 If I fell, it would be into the river, 477 00:14:04,750 --> 00:14:06,750 and I was so heavily laden I more than likely would drown. 478 00:14:06,790 --> 00:14:07,950 and I was so heavily laden I more than likely would drown. 479 00:14:07,990 --> 00:14:09,150 Oh, fuck. 480 00:14:09,190 --> 00:14:10,750 Fuck the... 481 00:14:10,790 --> 00:14:11,990 Fucking hell. 482 00:14:12,030 --> 00:14:13,710 Oh, my God. 483 00:14:13,750 --> 00:14:15,110 It was the discipline. 484 00:14:15,150 --> 00:14:17,150 It was thinking about the mental checklist. 485 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:17,430 It was thinking about the mental checklist. 486 00:14:17,470 --> 00:14:19,470 That's it, go on. Hips forward. 487 00:14:19,510 --> 00:14:19,750 That's it, go on. Hips forward. 488 00:14:19,790 --> 00:14:21,790 Oh, shit. Lean into it. Keep going. Run. 489 00:14:21,830 --> 00:14:22,390 Oh, shit. Lean into it. Keep going. Run. 490 00:14:22,430 --> 00:14:24,430 It was doing things without cutting corners. 491 00:14:24,470 --> 00:14:25,790 It was doing things without cutting corners. 492 00:14:25,830 --> 00:14:27,830 And that's what took me to the other side of 493 00:14:27,870 --> 00:14:28,510 And that's what took me to the other side of 494 00:14:28,550 --> 00:14:30,550 the river, accomplishing the mission. 495 00:14:30,590 --> 00:14:30,830 the river, accomplishing the mission. 496 00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:31,950 Argh... 497 00:14:31,990 --> 00:14:33,990 Ooh, it's going to be close. What are you doing? 498 00:14:34,030 --> 00:14:34,950 Ooh, it's going to be close. What are you doing? 499 00:14:34,990 --> 00:14:36,350 I'm stuck. 500 00:14:36,390 --> 00:14:38,390 Ooh, bosh. What's that? A draw? 501 00:14:38,430 --> 00:14:39,710 Ooh, bosh. What's that? A draw? 502 00:14:39,750 --> 00:14:41,750 No, no, nowhere near. 503 00:14:41,790 --> 00:14:42,110 No, no, nowhere near. 504 00:14:42,150 --> 00:14:44,150 Mate, I'm having a draw there. 505 00:14:44,190 --> 00:14:44,910 Mate, I'm having a draw there. 506 00:14:44,950 --> 00:14:46,430 I'll give you the draw. 507 00:14:52,790 --> 00:14:54,790 15, four. On me. 508 00:14:54,830 --> 00:14:55,350 15, four. On me. 509 00:14:55,390 --> 00:14:56,950 All right, this is your time. 510 00:14:56,990 --> 00:14:58,990 Come on, Bob. 511 00:14:59,030 --> 00:14:59,270 Come on, Bob. 512 00:14:59,310 --> 00:15:01,310 Last up are the two most fearful recruits - 513 00:15:01,350 --> 00:15:02,710 Last up are the two most fearful recruits - 514 00:15:02,750 --> 00:15:04,750 number 15, Bobby, and number four, Marnie. 515 00:15:04,790 --> 00:15:06,270 number 15, Bobby, and number four, Marnie. 516 00:15:06,310 --> 00:15:08,310 When I was younger, I wasn't scared as much as what I am now. 517 00:15:08,350 --> 00:15:10,030 When I was younger, I wasn't scared as much as what I am now. 518 00:15:10,070 --> 00:15:12,070 I don't know if it's because I'm older or because I've had kids. 519 00:15:12,110 --> 00:15:13,390 I don't know if it's because I'm older or because I've had kids. 520 00:15:13,430 --> 00:15:15,430 But now I just find myself just scared of everything. 521 00:15:15,470 --> 00:15:16,190 But now I just find myself just scared of everything. 522 00:15:17,190 --> 00:15:19,190 God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 523 00:15:19,230 --> 00:15:20,430 God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 524 00:15:20,470 --> 00:15:21,950 SHE BREATHES HEAVILY 525 00:15:21,990 --> 00:15:23,990 I don't really feel like I've mastered a way to process 526 00:15:24,030 --> 00:15:24,710 I don't really feel like I've mastered a way to process 527 00:15:24,750 --> 00:15:26,750 the anxiety, fears and doubts and worry. 528 00:15:26,790 --> 00:15:28,670 the anxiety, fears and doubts and worry. 529 00:15:28,710 --> 00:15:30,710 And it'll be nice to really believe that I can do something 530 00:15:30,750 --> 00:15:31,830 And it'll be nice to really believe that I can do something 531 00:15:31,870 --> 00:15:33,150 if I put my mind to it. 532 00:15:33,190 --> 00:15:34,470 Listen to what I'm saying to you. 533 00:15:34,510 --> 00:15:36,190 Just stand up straight and take a hold of this. 534 00:15:36,230 --> 00:15:37,830 No, but I feel like I'm going to fall again. 535 00:15:37,870 --> 00:15:39,870 Just take hold of this rope. Lean into it. 536 00:15:39,910 --> 00:15:40,190 Just take hold of this rope. Lean into it. 537 00:15:40,230 --> 00:15:41,990 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I am trying. Go on, lean. 538 00:15:42,030 --> 00:15:43,350 I am. 539 00:15:43,390 --> 00:15:44,990 Go on, lean. Lean. 540 00:15:45,030 --> 00:15:47,030 When I go quiet, that's when you know I'm scared. 541 00:15:47,070 --> 00:15:48,590 When I go quiet, that's when you know I'm scared. 542 00:15:48,630 --> 00:15:50,630 Really tight. I can't breathe. 543 00:15:50,670 --> 00:15:50,950 Really tight. I can't breathe. 544 00:15:50,990 --> 00:15:52,990 Don't listen to her, she's full of shit. 545 00:15:53,030 --> 00:15:53,430 Don't listen to her, she's full of shit. 546 00:15:53,470 --> 00:15:55,470 Argh! Doesn't matter, doesn't matter! 547 00:15:55,510 --> 00:15:56,430 Argh! Doesn't matter, doesn't matter! 548 00:15:56,470 --> 00:15:58,350 I've never, just for shits and giggles, gone, 549 00:15:58,390 --> 00:16:00,390 "Do you know what?" to my mates, "shall we go and do a bungee jump?" 550 00:16:00,430 --> 00:16:01,670 "Do you know what?" to my mates, "shall we go and do a bungee jump?" 551 00:16:01,710 --> 00:16:03,710 Or... I'd rather go Nando's. 552 00:16:03,750 --> 00:16:05,550 Or... I'd rather go Nando's. 553 00:16:05,590 --> 00:16:07,590 Argh... Argh. Argh! 554 00:16:07,630 --> 00:16:08,670 Argh... Argh. Argh! 555 00:16:08,710 --> 00:16:10,710 Is that Bobby? 556 00:16:10,750 --> 00:16:10,950 Is that Bobby? 557 00:16:10,990 --> 00:16:12,990 It's Marnie. No, it's Marnie. 558 00:16:13,030 --> 00:16:13,270 It's Marnie. No, it's Marnie. 559 00:16:13,310 --> 00:16:15,310 Calm down, number four. Sit on your arse. 560 00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:16,270 Calm down, number four. Sit on your arse. 561 00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:18,310 I can't fucking breathe! 562 00:16:18,350 --> 00:16:18,510 I can't fucking breathe! 563 00:16:20,790 --> 00:16:22,790 I need to go. I'm going to be sick. 564 00:16:22,830 --> 00:16:23,830 I need to go. I'm going to be sick. 565 00:16:23,870 --> 00:16:25,870 Just stay there and relax. 566 00:16:25,910 --> 00:16:27,910 It's too tight. I can't. I want to go! 567 00:16:27,950 --> 00:16:29,390 It's too tight. I can't. I want to go! 568 00:16:29,430 --> 00:16:31,430 Take some deep... I'm going to have to VW, it's really bad! 569 00:16:31,470 --> 00:16:32,670 Take some deep... I'm going to have to VW, it's really bad! 570 00:16:32,710 --> 00:16:34,670 You're not going anywhere. 571 00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:36,710 Argh! 572 00:16:36,750 --> 00:16:36,990 Argh! 573 00:16:37,030 --> 00:16:38,710 Stand by! 574 00:16:38,750 --> 00:16:40,470 Please! 575 00:33:30,300 --> 00:33:32,300 I need to get out! It's too tight. 576 00:33:32,340 --> 00:33:33,020 I need to get out! It's too tight. 577 00:33:33,060 --> 00:33:35,060 Stay there, number four. I can't. Just wait! 578 00:33:35,100 --> 00:33:35,700 Stay there, number four. I can't. Just wait! 579 00:33:35,740 --> 00:33:37,740 Number four, Marnie... 580 00:33:37,780 --> 00:33:37,980 Number four, Marnie... 581 00:33:38,020 --> 00:33:40,020 Can't breathe. Really tight! 582 00:33:40,060 --> 00:33:40,420 Can't breathe. Really tight! 583 00:33:40,460 --> 00:33:42,460 And number 15, Bobby... 584 00:33:42,500 --> 00:33:42,700 And number 15, Bobby... 585 00:33:42,740 --> 00:33:43,780 Come on, Bobby. 586 00:33:43,820 --> 00:33:45,820 ..are going head-to-head in the forward dam run. 587 00:33:45,860 --> 00:33:46,820 ..are going head-to-head in the forward dam run. 588 00:33:46,860 --> 00:33:48,860 Number 15, standby. Go! 589 00:33:48,900 --> 00:33:49,980 Number 15, standby. Go! 590 00:33:50,020 --> 00:33:52,020 Go on, number four. Go, go, go! 591 00:33:52,060 --> 00:33:53,820 Go on, number four. Go, go, go! 592 00:33:53,860 --> 00:33:55,740 Go on, 15. 593 00:33:55,780 --> 00:33:57,780 Come on, 15. 594 00:33:57,820 --> 00:33:58,220 Come on, 15. 595 00:33:58,260 --> 00:34:00,260 Number 15, Bobby, takes an early lead... 596 00:34:00,300 --> 00:34:00,820 Number 15, Bobby, takes an early lead... 597 00:34:02,140 --> 00:34:03,940 He's Michael Flatley! 598 00:34:08,820 --> 00:34:10,820 Go on, 15. 599 00:34:10,860 --> 00:34:12,860 ..and touches down first, winning the race. 600 00:34:12,900 --> 00:34:14,020 ..and touches down first, winning the race. 601 00:34:17,540 --> 00:34:19,220 He only went and won, didn't he? 602 00:34:19,260 --> 00:34:21,260 Number four, what a sack of shit. 603 00:34:21,300 --> 00:34:21,580 Number four, what a sack of shit. 604 00:34:21,620 --> 00:34:23,300 I literally couldn't breathe. 605 00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:30,500 Great regain. Finally fucking done something. 606 00:34:30,540 --> 00:34:31,260 Great regain. Finally fucking done something. 607 00:34:31,300 --> 00:34:33,300 Thank you, Staff. Cut the circus performance now. 608 00:34:33,340 --> 00:34:33,620 Thank you, Staff. Cut the circus performance now. 609 00:34:33,660 --> 00:34:35,140 I don't want to hear no more bullshit. 610 00:34:35,180 --> 00:34:37,180 Yes, Staff. Do you understand me? Yes, Staff. 611 00:34:37,220 --> 00:34:37,500 Yes, Staff. Do you understand me? Yes, Staff. 612 00:34:37,540 --> 00:34:39,540 My harness was so tight, Staff. I couldn't breathe. 613 00:34:39,580 --> 00:34:40,540 My harness was so tight, Staff. I couldn't breathe. 614 00:34:40,580 --> 00:34:42,580 Really hurting. It's like I completely forgot... 615 00:34:42,620 --> 00:34:42,900 Really hurting. It's like I completely forgot... 616 00:34:42,940 --> 00:34:44,620 You wouldn't have been able to shout and gob off 617 00:34:44,660 --> 00:34:46,460 if you couldn't fucking breathe. 618 00:34:46,500 --> 00:34:48,420 I'm telling you I couldn't breathe. Don't fucking tell me. 619 00:34:48,460 --> 00:34:49,860 I'm telling you. 620 00:34:49,900 --> 00:34:51,900 You have to turn everything into an exhibition. 621 00:34:51,940 --> 00:34:52,220 You have to turn everything into an exhibition. 622 00:34:52,260 --> 00:34:54,020 No, I literally thought I was going to die. 623 00:34:54,060 --> 00:34:55,740 I'm fucking talking. You talk again one more time 624 00:34:55,780 --> 00:34:57,260 and you're going to become amphibious. 625 00:34:57,300 --> 00:34:59,300 I'm going to throw you in the fucking water. 626 00:34:59,340 --> 00:34:59,700 I'm going to throw you in the fucking water. 627 00:34:59,740 --> 00:35:01,740 Your attitude stinks. Do you get it? 628 00:35:01,780 --> 00:35:03,020 Your attitude stinks. Do you get it? 629 00:35:03,060 --> 00:35:05,060 Everything you do, you have to ruin cause it has to be an exhi... 630 00:35:05,100 --> 00:35:06,940 Everything you do, you have to ruin cause it has to be an exhi... 631 00:35:06,980 --> 00:35:08,620 Sorry, I'm just in a lot of pain. 632 00:35:08,660 --> 00:35:10,660 You people, when I say go, sprint down to the fucking gate and back. 633 00:35:10,700 --> 00:35:12,220 You people, when I say go, sprint down to the fucking gate and back. 634 00:35:12,260 --> 00:35:13,380 Go! 635 00:35:15,660 --> 00:35:17,380 Why are they doing that? 636 00:35:17,420 --> 00:35:19,420 Because I'm in pain. Cos you were being a prat. 637 00:35:19,460 --> 00:35:19,700 Because I'm in pain. Cos you were being a prat. 638 00:35:19,740 --> 00:35:21,580 A fucking spoilt little kid. 639 00:35:21,620 --> 00:35:23,620 Fucking buck your ideas up, do you understand? 640 00:35:23,660 --> 00:35:23,940 Fucking buck your ideas up, do you understand? 641 00:35:23,980 --> 00:35:25,980 Gobshite! Get over there, the pair of you, and get your kit off. 642 00:35:26,020 --> 00:35:26,540 Gobshite! Get over there, the pair of you, and get your kit off. 643 00:35:26,580 --> 00:35:27,980 Thank you, Staff. 644 00:35:30,740 --> 00:35:32,740 Sorry, guys. 645 00:35:32,780 --> 00:35:32,980 Sorry, guys. 646 00:35:33,020 --> 00:35:34,380 For fuck's sake. 647 00:35:34,420 --> 00:35:36,060 Right, get your bergens on. 648 00:35:36,100 --> 00:35:38,020 Let's go! Let's go. 649 00:35:47,180 --> 00:35:48,780 I know it's tough in the SAS, 650 00:35:48,820 --> 00:35:50,780 but they don't just shout at you for nothing. 651 00:35:50,820 --> 00:35:52,500 Do they do that in the SAS? 652 00:35:52,540 --> 00:35:54,100 I assume so. 653 00:35:54,140 --> 00:35:56,140 I feel so emotional. It's just so fucking hard. 654 00:35:56,180 --> 00:35:58,060 I feel so emotional. It's just so fucking hard. 655 00:36:02,020 --> 00:36:03,180 Stay tight. 656 00:36:05,460 --> 00:36:07,460 Keep it dressed up. That's right. 657 00:36:07,500 --> 00:36:07,660 Keep it dressed up. That's right. 658 00:36:10,460 --> 00:36:12,460 Rest up on your stones. That means stand by your number. 659 00:36:12,500 --> 00:36:13,740 Rest up on your stones. That means stand by your number. 660 00:36:21,660 --> 00:36:23,660 Task complete. Some people completed it well - 661 00:36:23,700 --> 00:36:25,700 Task complete. Some people completed it well - 662 00:36:25,740 --> 00:36:26,140 Task complete. Some people completed it well - 663 00:36:26,180 --> 00:36:28,180 we'll call them winners. Some not so well. 664 00:36:28,220 --> 00:36:29,300 we'll call them winners. Some not so well. 665 00:36:29,340 --> 00:36:31,340 For those that didn't do so well, fucking take it on the chin 666 00:36:31,380 --> 00:36:32,540 For those that didn't do so well, fucking take it on the chin 667 00:36:32,580 --> 00:36:34,580 and bounce back. Those that passed the task, 668 00:36:34,620 --> 00:36:36,620 and bounce back. Those that passed the task, 669 00:36:36,660 --> 00:36:36,940 and bounce back. Those that passed the task, 670 00:36:36,980 --> 00:36:38,500 make one straight line at the front. 671 00:36:38,540 --> 00:36:40,420 Those that didn't, make one at the back. 672 00:36:42,940 --> 00:36:44,940 Fucking hell, 15. How does that feel? 673 00:36:44,980 --> 00:36:46,100 Fucking hell, 15. How does that feel? 674 00:36:46,140 --> 00:36:47,660 Good, Staff. 675 00:36:47,700 --> 00:36:49,700 To be a chicken dinner, a winner. 676 00:36:49,740 --> 00:36:50,100 To be a chicken dinner, a winner. 677 00:36:50,140 --> 00:36:51,260 Yes, Staff. 678 00:36:51,300 --> 00:36:53,300 All I'll say about failure is don't keep repeating it. 679 00:36:53,340 --> 00:36:55,180 All I'll say about failure is don't keep repeating it. 680 00:36:55,220 --> 00:36:57,220 Cos that's not failure any more, that's a problem. 681 00:36:57,260 --> 00:36:57,740 Cos that's not failure any more, that's a problem. 682 00:36:57,780 --> 00:36:59,780 All right. Standby. Go! 683 00:36:59,820 --> 00:37:00,180 All right. Standby. Go! 684 00:37:06,740 --> 00:37:08,740 Oh! I've got nothing left. 685 00:37:08,780 --> 00:37:09,020 Oh! I've got nothing left. 686 00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:11,060 I'm leaving cos I'm in so much pain. 687 00:37:11,100 --> 00:37:13,100 Like, how do you tell them you want to go? I'm in so much pain. 688 00:37:13,140 --> 00:37:15,140 Like, how do you tell them you want to go? I'm in so much pain. 689 00:37:15,180 --> 00:37:15,460 Like, how do you tell them you want to go? I'm in so much pain. 690 00:37:15,500 --> 00:37:17,500 Marnie, don't be silly. 691 00:37:17,540 --> 00:37:18,220 Marnie, don't be silly. 692 00:37:18,260 --> 00:37:19,820 I'm not. I've had enough. 693 00:37:23,580 --> 00:37:25,580 I love Marnie, she's fucking lovely. I just want her to go home now. 694 00:37:25,620 --> 00:37:26,860 I love Marnie, she's fucking lovely. I just want her to go home now. 695 00:37:26,900 --> 00:37:28,900 It's a bad day. Wait till tomorrow, see how you feel. 696 00:37:28,940 --> 00:37:29,420 It's a bad day. Wait till tomorrow, see how you feel. 697 00:37:29,460 --> 00:37:31,460 Babe, I'm not getting anything from it. 698 00:37:31,500 --> 00:37:31,780 Babe, I'm not getting anything from it. 699 00:37:31,820 --> 00:37:33,820 You're getting something from it. This isn't... This is making me 700 00:37:33,860 --> 00:37:34,140 You're getting something from it. This isn't... This is making me 701 00:37:34,180 --> 00:37:35,780 feel worse than how I felt when I came in. 702 00:37:35,820 --> 00:37:37,820 Well, at least have dinner. Have a light rest, have a think. 703 00:37:37,860 --> 00:37:38,780 Well, at least have dinner. Have a light rest, have a think. 704 00:37:38,820 --> 00:37:40,820 I...I can't spend another night here. I can't. 705 00:37:40,860 --> 00:37:42,580 I...I can't spend another night here. I can't. 706 00:37:44,900 --> 00:37:46,900 Let's have a look where we're at. Day two. 707 00:37:46,940 --> 00:37:47,220 Let's have a look where we're at. Day two. 708 00:37:47,260 --> 00:37:49,260 All right, the first task, which was the run down. 709 00:37:49,300 --> 00:37:50,820 All right, the first task, which was the run down. 710 00:37:50,860 --> 00:37:52,860 To try to further understand the motivations of the celebrities... 711 00:37:52,900 --> 00:37:54,740 To try to further understand the motivations of the celebrities... 712 00:37:54,780 --> 00:37:56,180 It was a race, 713 00:37:56,220 --> 00:37:58,220 but it was under control, so it didn't get reckless. Yeah. 714 00:37:58,260 --> 00:37:59,500 but it was under control, so it didn't get reckless. Yeah. 715 00:37:59,540 --> 00:38:01,540 ..the DS have enlisted the help of ex-New Zealand Special 716 00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:02,660 ..the DS have enlisted the help of ex-New Zealand Special 717 00:38:02,700 --> 00:38:04,700 Forces psychologist Dr Alia. 718 00:38:04,740 --> 00:38:05,780 Forces psychologist Dr Alia. 719 00:38:05,820 --> 00:38:07,820 There's a few things to it that we were looking for. 720 00:38:07,860 --> 00:38:08,140 There's a few things to it that we were looking for. 721 00:38:08,180 --> 00:38:10,180 The first ones to go were numbers ten and six. 722 00:38:10,220 --> 00:38:11,060 The first ones to go were numbers ten and six. 723 00:38:11,100 --> 00:38:13,020 OK, yeah, I had ten. 724 00:38:13,060 --> 00:38:15,060 Listened in, was switched on, visibly scared. 725 00:38:15,100 --> 00:38:16,060 Listened in, was switched on, visibly scared. 726 00:38:16,100 --> 00:38:18,100 Watching her come down the very start was... You know when 727 00:38:18,140 --> 00:38:18,820 Watching her come down the very start was... You know when 728 00:38:18,860 --> 00:38:20,860 a dog has got worms and it wipes its arse on the carpet? 729 00:38:20,900 --> 00:38:21,900 a dog has got worms and it wipes its arse on the carpet? 730 00:38:21,940 --> 00:38:23,380 RUDY LAUGHS That's right! 731 00:38:23,420 --> 00:38:25,420 And then she kind of got a grip of herself. 732 00:38:25,460 --> 00:38:25,980 And then she kind of got a grip of herself. 733 00:38:26,020 --> 00:38:28,020 Then from the run-down, technique was fair from both of 'em. 734 00:38:28,060 --> 00:38:29,740 Then from the run-down, technique was fair from both of 'em. 735 00:38:29,780 --> 00:38:31,780 The decision I gave to number ten. 736 00:38:31,820 --> 00:38:32,500 The decision I gave to number ten. 737 00:38:32,540 --> 00:38:33,940 Ten won that. 738 00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:35,980 Next two up were number nine and number five. 739 00:38:36,020 --> 00:38:37,100 Next two up were number nine and number five. 740 00:38:37,140 --> 00:38:39,140 Five was almost faultless, I would say. 741 00:38:39,180 --> 00:38:39,700 Five was almost faultless, I would say. 742 00:38:39,740 --> 00:38:41,740 Right, number five won that, and he won it easy. 743 00:38:41,780 --> 00:38:42,660 Right, number five won that, and he won it easy. 744 00:38:42,700 --> 00:38:44,700 The primary worry I have about number five is that he's here 745 00:38:44,740 --> 00:38:46,500 The primary worry I have about number five is that he's here 746 00:38:46,540 --> 00:38:48,540 to prove a lot to himself. And I hope he's not 747 00:38:48,580 --> 00:38:49,060 to prove a lot to himself. And I hope he's not 748 00:38:49,100 --> 00:38:51,100 going to run out of steam too early. Yeah. 749 00:38:51,140 --> 00:38:52,060 going to run out of steam too early. Yeah. 750 00:38:52,100 --> 00:38:54,100 Right, and the next one was 15 and four. 751 00:38:54,140 --> 00:38:55,540 Right, and the next one was 15 and four. 752 00:38:55,580 --> 00:38:57,580 15, once he'd embraced the fear a little bit, 753 00:38:57,620 --> 00:38:58,940 15, once he'd embraced the fear a little bit, 754 00:38:58,980 --> 00:39:00,980 he was actually all right. 755 00:39:01,020 --> 00:39:01,260 he was actually all right. 756 00:39:01,300 --> 00:39:03,300 And he won. Fucking shocker! Number four was miserable, 757 00:39:03,340 --> 00:39:05,140 And he won. Fucking shocker! Number four was miserable, 758 00:39:05,180 --> 00:39:06,740 fed up and moaning. 759 00:39:06,780 --> 00:39:08,780 Yeah, she came up and the old crocodile tears came on. 760 00:39:08,820 --> 00:39:09,860 Yeah, she came up and the old crocodile tears came on. 761 00:39:09,900 --> 00:39:11,900 Squealing, shouting, and so she let herself down there. 762 00:39:11,940 --> 00:39:12,980 Squealing, shouting, and so she let herself down there. 763 00:39:13,020 --> 00:39:15,020 Took forever to get started. But actually, 764 00:39:15,060 --> 00:39:15,380 Took forever to get started. But actually, 765 00:39:15,420 --> 00:39:17,420 once she eventually got started, once she'd had her little moment... 766 00:39:17,460 --> 00:39:18,300 once she eventually got started, once she'd had her little moment... 767 00:39:18,340 --> 00:39:19,740 She was looking solid, wasn't she? 768 00:39:19,780 --> 00:39:21,500 Yeah, she was pretty solid. 769 00:39:21,540 --> 00:39:23,540 So, when they came down, I went to do the de-brief. 770 00:39:23,580 --> 00:39:23,820 So, when they came down, I went to do the de-brief. 771 00:39:23,860 --> 00:39:25,860 All I got from her was batting eyes, 772 00:39:25,900 --> 00:39:27,900 sucking her lips and just total disrespect. 773 00:39:27,940 --> 00:39:29,460 sucking her lips and just total disrespect. 774 00:39:29,500 --> 00:39:31,460 And it really pissed me off. 775 00:39:31,500 --> 00:39:33,500 She tends to get motivated by external factors. 776 00:39:33,540 --> 00:39:34,020 She tends to get motivated by external factors. 777 00:39:34,060 --> 00:39:36,060 She fancies herself a bit of a rebel, 778 00:39:36,100 --> 00:39:36,380 She fancies herself a bit of a rebel, 779 00:39:36,420 --> 00:39:38,020 but that's just a defence mechanism. 780 00:39:38,060 --> 00:39:39,620 Do you think she's a confident person? 781 00:39:39,660 --> 00:39:41,660 Confidence is a shifting line. 782 00:39:41,700 --> 00:39:43,340 It depends on context. Yeah. 783 00:39:43,380 --> 00:39:45,380 A lot of these individuals are very confident 784 00:39:45,420 --> 00:39:45,700 A lot of these individuals are very confident 785 00:39:45,740 --> 00:39:47,740 in the context that is familiar to them. Yeah. 786 00:39:47,780 --> 00:39:48,060 in the context that is familiar to them. Yeah. 787 00:39:48,100 --> 00:39:50,100 One of the challenges is how she deals with authority. 788 00:39:50,140 --> 00:39:50,420 One of the challenges is how she deals with authority. 789 00:39:50,460 --> 00:39:52,460 I really hope that she gives herself a chance 790 00:39:52,500 --> 00:39:52,740 I really hope that she gives herself a chance 791 00:39:52,780 --> 00:39:54,460 to push as far as she possibly can. 792 00:39:54,500 --> 00:39:56,460 Worth getting her in. OK. 793 00:40:01,340 --> 00:40:02,420 Number four! 794 00:40:04,500 --> 00:40:06,100 Let's go! Fucking hurry up. 795 00:40:06,140 --> 00:40:08,140 Get over here. Come on, then! 796 00:40:08,180 --> 00:40:08,900 Get over here. Come on, then! 797 00:40:10,740 --> 00:40:12,260 Fucking freezing! 798 00:40:13,660 --> 00:40:15,500 Put your hands against the wall there. 799 00:40:15,540 --> 00:40:17,540 After her extreme reaction in the previous task... 800 00:40:17,580 --> 00:40:19,100 After her extreme reaction in the previous task... 801 00:40:19,140 --> 00:40:21,140 Right, turn to face me. Hands together. 802 00:40:21,180 --> 00:40:22,780 Right, turn to face me. Hands together. 803 00:40:22,820 --> 00:40:24,820 ..the DS want to see if they can motivate. 804 00:40:24,860 --> 00:40:25,780 ..the DS want to see if they can motivate. 805 00:40:25,820 --> 00:40:27,540 Step up. 806 00:40:27,580 --> 00:40:29,580 ..number four, Marnie, to dig deeper. 807 00:40:29,620 --> 00:40:30,300 ..number four, Marnie, to dig deeper. 808 00:40:30,340 --> 00:40:31,620 And one more. 809 00:40:40,260 --> 00:40:41,500 Sit down. 810 00:40:48,580 --> 00:40:49,660 SHE EXHALES 811 00:40:56,980 --> 00:40:58,980 How are you doing? I'm not good. 812 00:40:59,020 --> 00:40:59,700 How are you doing? I'm not good. 813 00:41:00,980 --> 00:41:02,980 What's not good? I'm not going to lie. 814 00:41:03,020 --> 00:41:05,020 I just feel like I've misunderstood what this is. 815 00:41:05,060 --> 00:41:07,060 I just feel like I've misunderstood what this is. 816 00:41:07,100 --> 00:41:07,340 I just feel like I've misunderstood what this is. 817 00:41:07,380 --> 00:41:09,180 I thought that I would come here to 818 00:41:09,220 --> 00:41:11,220 gain something from it that I thought I was lacking. 819 00:41:11,260 --> 00:41:12,780 gain something from it that I thought I was lacking. 820 00:41:12,820 --> 00:41:14,620 What do you think you're lacking? 821 00:41:14,660 --> 00:41:16,660 Um, confidence and... I don't know, 822 00:41:16,700 --> 00:41:18,700 Um, confidence and... I don't know, 823 00:41:18,740 --> 00:41:18,980 Um, confidence and... I don't know, 824 00:41:19,020 --> 00:41:21,020 I just feel like, since I've been here, I feel like I've lost more 825 00:41:21,060 --> 00:41:22,580 I just feel like, since I've been here, I feel like I've lost more 826 00:41:22,620 --> 00:41:24,620 than what I started with. In what respect? 827 00:41:24,660 --> 00:41:25,620 than what I started with. In what respect? 828 00:41:25,660 --> 00:41:27,660 I thought it would build us up and make me feel good. 829 00:41:27,700 --> 00:41:29,180 I thought it would build us up and make me feel good. 830 00:41:29,220 --> 00:41:31,180 Cos that's kind of what's been taken away from us 831 00:41:31,220 --> 00:41:33,220 for such a long time. Mm-hm. And I feel like it's done the opposite. 832 00:41:33,260 --> 00:41:33,980 for such a long time. Mm-hm. And I feel like it's done the opposite. 833 00:41:34,020 --> 00:41:36,020 Maybe it's not the best place for what I wanted. 834 00:41:36,060 --> 00:41:37,620 Maybe it's not the best place for what I wanted. 835 00:41:37,660 --> 00:41:39,660 I would say you've not even been here long enough to know that. 836 00:41:39,700 --> 00:41:41,100 I would say you've not even been here long enough to know that. 837 00:41:41,140 --> 00:41:43,140 You've only been here a day. You've been shouted at... 838 00:41:43,180 --> 00:41:44,260 You've only been here a day. You've been shouted at... 839 00:41:44,300 --> 00:41:46,060 Yeah, but I. ..and you don't like it. 840 00:41:46,100 --> 00:41:48,100 Mm-mm. People have, you know, looked up to you for whatever reason - 841 00:41:48,140 --> 00:41:48,700 Mm-mm. People have, you know, looked up to you for whatever reason - 842 00:41:48,740 --> 00:41:50,580 blowing smoke, as we say. 843 00:41:50,620 --> 00:41:52,620 And you've got so comfortable with it, it's what you expect. 844 00:41:52,660 --> 00:41:54,660 And you've got so comfortable with it, it's what you expect. 845 00:41:54,700 --> 00:41:54,980 And you've got so comfortable with it, it's what you expect. 846 00:41:55,020 --> 00:41:57,020 You will gain so much confidence by taking it on the chin, 847 00:41:57,060 --> 00:41:58,180 You will gain so much confidence by taking it on the chin, 848 00:41:58,220 --> 00:42:00,220 accepting what is coming at you and dealing with it. 849 00:42:00,260 --> 00:42:00,900 accepting what is coming at you and dealing with it. 850 00:42:00,940 --> 00:42:02,940 Not walking away from it. Failure is where you grow. Yeah. 851 00:42:02,980 --> 00:42:04,980 Not walking away from it. Failure is where you grow. Yeah. 852 00:42:05,020 --> 00:42:05,260 Not walking away from it. Failure is where you grow. Yeah. 853 00:42:05,300 --> 00:42:06,900 There's more value sometimes 854 00:42:06,940 --> 00:42:08,940 in failure than there is in fucking winning things. 855 00:42:08,980 --> 00:42:09,260 in failure than there is in fucking winning things. 856 00:42:09,300 --> 00:42:11,300 You said you've had a lifetime of feeling inconfident 857 00:42:11,340 --> 00:42:11,780 You said you've had a lifetime of feeling inconfident 858 00:42:11,820 --> 00:42:13,020 and being knocked. 859 00:42:13,060 --> 00:42:15,060 Why? What's knocked the confidence out of you? 860 00:42:15,100 --> 00:42:15,940 Why? What's knocked the confidence out of you? 861 00:42:15,980 --> 00:42:17,980 I just feel like just...a few things. 862 00:42:18,020 --> 00:42:18,660 I just feel like just...a few things. 863 00:42:18,700 --> 00:42:20,660 Like, I get really bad anxiety. 864 00:42:20,700 --> 00:42:22,700 I've had that for about, erm, six years. Right. 865 00:42:22,740 --> 00:42:23,780 I've had that for about, erm, six years. Right. 866 00:42:23,820 --> 00:42:25,820 That's, erm, because me... I don't really want to talk about it, 867 00:42:25,860 --> 00:42:26,140 That's, erm, because me... I don't really want to talk about it, 868 00:42:26,180 --> 00:42:28,180 but that's cos my dad died out of the blue. 869 00:42:28,220 --> 00:42:28,660 but that's cos my dad died out of the blue. 870 00:42:28,700 --> 00:42:30,700 I don't want to talk about that. OK. 871 00:42:30,740 --> 00:42:30,940 I don't want to talk about that. OK. 872 00:42:32,980 --> 00:42:34,020 SNIFFLES 873 00:42:34,060 --> 00:42:36,060 I feel like I'm really fragile at the minute to talk about that. 874 00:42:36,100 --> 00:42:37,660 I feel like I'm really fragile at the minute to talk about that. 875 00:42:40,380 --> 00:42:42,100 So I feel like that happened 876 00:42:42,140 --> 00:42:44,140 and really set off a lot of like health anxiety, 877 00:42:44,180 --> 00:42:44,420 and really set off a lot of like health anxiety, 878 00:42:44,460 --> 00:42:46,140 a lot of death anxiety. 879 00:42:46,180 --> 00:42:48,180 And then I nearly died during childbirth. 880 00:42:48,220 --> 00:42:49,980 And then I nearly died during childbirth. 881 00:42:50,020 --> 00:42:52,020 And I was, like, really poorly for like two and a half years. 882 00:42:52,060 --> 00:42:53,820 And I was, like, really poorly for like two and a half years. 883 00:42:53,860 --> 00:42:55,860 I couldn't even look after my baby. 884 00:42:55,900 --> 00:42:56,140 I couldn't even look after my baby. 885 00:42:56,180 --> 00:42:58,180 So, I feel like all that has contributed 886 00:42:58,220 --> 00:43:00,220 So, I feel like all that has contributed 887 00:43:00,260 --> 00:43:02,260 to just me being really, like, unconfident and anxious, 888 00:43:02,300 --> 00:43:04,300 to just me being really, like, unconfident and anxious, 889 00:43:04,340 --> 00:43:04,980 to just me being really, like, unconfident and anxious, 890 00:43:05,020 --> 00:43:07,020 just always thinking the worst and just never wanting 891 00:43:07,060 --> 00:43:07,660 just always thinking the worst and just never wanting 892 00:43:07,700 --> 00:43:09,700 to push myself in certain situations. 893 00:43:09,740 --> 00:43:11,020 to push myself in certain situations. 894 00:43:11,060 --> 00:43:13,060 You know, I'm always just so fearful. 895 00:43:13,100 --> 00:43:13,820 You know, I'm always just so fearful. 896 00:43:13,860 --> 00:43:15,820 But it's a small passage in time. 897 00:43:15,860 --> 00:43:17,860 You've only got a number of days here. 898 00:43:17,900 --> 00:43:18,180 You've only got a number of days here. 899 00:43:18,220 --> 00:43:20,220 You need to get out of this every little bit of it. 900 00:43:20,260 --> 00:43:21,180 You need to get out of this every little bit of it. 901 00:43:21,220 --> 00:43:23,220 Yeah. Stand tall. If you get knocked on your arse, get back up again. 902 00:43:23,260 --> 00:43:25,060 Yeah. Stand tall. If you get knocked on your arse, get back up again. 903 00:43:25,100 --> 00:43:26,380 This is your opportunity to do it. 904 00:43:26,420 --> 00:43:28,420 This is what you've come for. All right? Get on with it. 905 00:43:28,460 --> 00:43:29,540 This is what you've come for. All right? Get on with it. 906 00:43:29,580 --> 00:43:30,980 OK. 907 00:43:31,020 --> 00:43:33,020 You're stronger than you think. Yeah. 908 00:43:33,060 --> 00:43:34,020 You're stronger than you think. Yeah. 909 00:43:34,060 --> 00:43:36,060 So, get your head in the game. How old are you? 31. 910 00:43:36,100 --> 00:43:37,060 So, get your head in the game. How old are you? 31. 911 00:43:37,100 --> 00:43:39,100 Fucking hell! I thought you was about 15. 912 00:43:39,140 --> 00:43:39,460 Fucking hell! I thought you was about 15. 913 00:43:39,500 --> 00:43:41,500 All right. Fucking old crow! 914 00:43:41,540 --> 00:43:41,860 All right. Fucking old crow! 915 00:43:41,900 --> 00:43:42,940 SHE LAUGHS 916 00:43:42,980 --> 00:43:44,980 Take it on the fucking chin. OK. 917 00:43:45,020 --> 00:43:45,260 Take it on the fucking chin. OK. 918 00:43:45,300 --> 00:43:47,260 Learn from it and go again. 919 00:43:47,300 --> 00:43:49,300 Mm-hm. 920 00:43:49,340 --> 00:43:50,580 Guard! 921 00:43:51,980 --> 00:43:53,980 Thanks. Thank you. 922 00:43:54,020 --> 00:43:54,300 Thanks. Thank you. 923 00:43:59,620 --> 00:44:01,060 All right, stand up. 924 00:44:09,300 --> 00:44:11,300 So my dad struggled with alcohol abuse and drug abuse, 925 00:44:11,340 --> 00:44:13,340 So my dad struggled with alcohol abuse and drug abuse, 926 00:44:13,380 --> 00:44:15,380 and it was really tough to see him in that state. 927 00:44:15,420 --> 00:44:16,500 and it was really tough to see him in that state. 928 00:44:16,540 --> 00:44:18,020 And he died really young. 929 00:44:25,260 --> 00:44:26,500 Thank you. 930 00:44:26,540 --> 00:44:28,540 I feel like losing someone with no warning is going to affect anyone. 931 00:44:28,580 --> 00:44:30,580 I feel like losing someone with no warning is going to affect anyone. 932 00:44:30,620 --> 00:44:30,820 I feel like losing someone with no warning is going to affect anyone. 933 00:44:32,940 --> 00:44:34,940 I feel like all the milestones that I've hit, my dad hasn't been around. 934 00:44:34,980 --> 00:44:36,180 I feel like all the milestones that I've hit, my dad hasn't been around. 935 00:44:36,220 --> 00:44:37,860 So that is really sad. 936 00:44:40,380 --> 00:44:42,220 I just always assumed I had 937 00:44:42,260 --> 00:44:44,260 so much time cos I don't really feel like I got 938 00:44:44,300 --> 00:44:45,820 so much time cos I don't really feel like I got 939 00:44:45,860 --> 00:44:47,860 to say goodbye. I didn't get any closure. 940 00:44:47,900 --> 00:44:48,100 to say goodbye. I didn't get any closure. 941 00:44:49,740 --> 00:44:51,740 I just hope that I make him so proud of us. 942 00:44:51,780 --> 00:44:52,180 I just hope that I make him so proud of us. 943 00:45:04,330 --> 00:45:06,330 Hi, friend. Hey, babies. 944 00:45:06,370 --> 00:45:08,370 Hi, friend. Hey, babies. 945 00:45:08,410 --> 00:45:08,610 Hi, friend. Hey, babies. 946 00:45:08,650 --> 00:45:10,650 Go in there, my loves. 947 00:45:10,690 --> 00:45:10,930 Go in there, my loves. 948 00:45:10,970 --> 00:45:12,610 At least there's not shit everywhere. 949 00:45:12,650 --> 00:45:14,650 Don't know, quite a bit of shit in there. Oh, OK. 950 00:45:14,690 --> 00:45:15,250 Don't know, quite a bit of shit in there. Oh, OK. 951 00:45:15,290 --> 00:45:17,290 I don't know how girls are pissing on the seat. 952 00:45:17,330 --> 00:45:17,890 I don't know how girls are pissing on the seat. 953 00:45:17,930 --> 00:45:19,930 So, you just get the spray and the toothbrush and spray it, yeah? 954 00:45:19,970 --> 00:45:20,250 So, you just get the spray and the toothbrush and spray it, yeah? 955 00:45:20,290 --> 00:45:22,290 Get the spray and then spray round... 956 00:45:22,330 --> 00:45:22,570 Get the spray and then spray round... 957 00:45:22,610 --> 00:45:24,610 Spray round that whole area. Yeah. 958 00:45:24,650 --> 00:45:24,850 Spray round that whole area. Yeah. 959 00:45:24,890 --> 00:45:26,690 Just don't look in the hole. 960 00:45:26,730 --> 00:45:28,730 The DS have assigned the recruits cleaning duties. 961 00:45:28,770 --> 00:45:30,250 The DS have assigned the recruits cleaning duties. 962 00:45:30,290 --> 00:45:32,290 We've got to do boys' one now. Shit, we've got to do boys! 963 00:45:32,330 --> 00:45:32,570 We've got to do boys' one now. Shit, we've got to do boys! 964 00:45:32,610 --> 00:45:34,370 Yeah. God! 965 00:45:34,410 --> 00:45:36,410 Number two, Rachel, and number ten, Georgia, have drawn the short straw. 966 00:45:36,450 --> 00:45:38,450 Number two, Rachel, and number ten, Georgia, have drawn the short straw. 967 00:45:38,490 --> 00:45:38,890 Number two, Rachel, and number ten, Georgia, have drawn the short straw. 968 00:45:38,930 --> 00:45:40,930 I don't want to have to do these things in my life any more. 969 00:45:40,970 --> 00:45:41,210 I don't want to have to do these things in my life any more. 970 00:45:41,250 --> 00:45:42,690 I just want a rich husband. 971 00:45:42,730 --> 00:45:43,770 RACHEL LAUGHS 972 00:45:43,810 --> 00:45:45,810 I need to spend more time on dating websites. 973 00:45:45,850 --> 00:45:46,090 I need to spend more time on dating websites. 974 00:45:46,130 --> 00:45:47,410 This is rank. 975 00:45:47,450 --> 00:45:49,450 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Urgh! 976 00:45:49,490 --> 00:45:50,130 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Urgh! 977 00:45:50,170 --> 00:45:52,170 Did you look down? No, just... Never look down! 978 00:45:52,210 --> 00:45:52,610 Did you look down? No, just... Never look down! 979 00:45:52,650 --> 00:45:54,650 SHE RETCHES 980 00:45:54,690 --> 00:45:55,970 SHE RETCHES 981 00:45:56,010 --> 00:45:58,010 If you do this for a job, you've got 982 00:45:58,050 --> 00:45:58,850 If you do this for a job, you've got 983 00:45:58,890 --> 00:46:00,890 to have some fucking balls of steel. 984 00:46:00,930 --> 00:46:01,170 to have some fucking balls of steel. 985 00:46:01,210 --> 00:46:02,810 My nerves would be shot to shit. 986 00:46:02,850 --> 00:46:04,850 Oh, God, yeah. Me arsehole would be gone. 987 00:46:04,890 --> 00:46:05,410 Oh, God, yeah. Me arsehole would be gone. 988 00:46:08,530 --> 00:46:10,530 You're in the vehicle and go! You've got 20 seconds. 989 00:46:10,570 --> 00:46:11,570 You're in the vehicle and go! You've got 20 seconds. 990 00:46:11,610 --> 00:46:12,770 Let's go. 991 00:46:16,450 --> 00:46:18,450 Come on, let's go. Come on, let's go! 992 00:46:18,490 --> 00:46:19,650 Come on, let's go. Come on, let's go! 993 00:46:19,690 --> 00:46:21,250 Why am I waiting? 994 00:46:21,290 --> 00:46:23,290 Let's go! Quickly! 995 00:46:23,330 --> 00:46:23,610 Let's go! Quickly! 996 00:46:27,650 --> 00:46:29,370 What's your thing that you're scared of? 997 00:46:29,410 --> 00:46:31,410 I've not been in the ocean since, what, like, last time. Yeah. 998 00:46:31,450 --> 00:46:33,090 I've not been in the ocean since, what, like, last time. Yeah. 999 00:46:33,130 --> 00:46:35,130 In, like, open ocean, like, anything, or falling into it. 1000 00:46:35,170 --> 00:46:36,170 In, like, open ocean, like, anything, or falling into it. 1001 00:46:36,210 --> 00:46:38,210 Yeah. I've fucked myself on heights over water before. 1002 00:46:38,250 --> 00:46:38,450 Yeah. I've fucked myself on heights over water before. 1003 00:46:39,810 --> 00:46:41,810 As Special Forces operators, we work at night 1004 00:46:41,850 --> 00:46:42,450 As Special Forces operators, we work at night 1005 00:46:42,490 --> 00:46:44,490 because we can approach with stealth, surprise. 1006 00:46:44,530 --> 00:46:46,530 because we can approach with stealth, surprise. 1007 00:46:46,570 --> 00:46:46,850 because we can approach with stealth, surprise. 1008 00:46:46,890 --> 00:46:48,890 We can move with freedom under the cover of darkness. 1009 00:46:48,930 --> 00:46:50,650 We can move with freedom under the cover of darkness. 1010 00:46:50,690 --> 00:46:52,690 Get a fucking move on. Let's go! 1011 00:46:52,730 --> 00:46:53,010 Get a fucking move on. Let's go! 1012 00:46:53,050 --> 00:46:55,050 More often than not, it will involve doing an insertion into water. 1013 00:46:55,090 --> 00:46:57,090 More often than not, it will involve doing an insertion into water. 1014 00:46:57,130 --> 00:46:57,370 More often than not, it will involve doing an insertion into water. 1015 00:46:57,410 --> 00:46:58,850 All the way, everybody! 1016 00:46:58,890 --> 00:47:00,130 It's fucking scary. 1017 00:47:00,170 --> 00:47:01,610 Let's go. 1018 00:47:01,650 --> 00:47:03,650 The only thing you can do is to not panic. 1019 00:47:03,690 --> 00:47:04,930 The only thing you can do is to not panic. 1020 00:47:07,730 --> 00:47:09,450 Right, look in. 1021 00:47:09,490 --> 00:47:11,490 With little visibility, the recruits are about to take on 1022 00:47:11,530 --> 00:47:13,090 With little visibility, the recruits are about to take on 1023 00:47:13,130 --> 00:47:15,010 the final task of the phase. 1024 00:47:17,170 --> 00:47:19,170 In the Special Forces, we conduct missions behind enemy lines, 1025 00:47:19,210 --> 00:47:21,210 In the Special Forces, we conduct missions behind enemy lines, 1026 00:47:21,250 --> 00:47:23,170 In the Special Forces, we conduct missions behind enemy lines, 1027 00:47:23,210 --> 00:47:25,210 which often means that we approach from a maritime insert. 1028 00:47:25,250 --> 00:47:27,250 which often means that we approach from a maritime insert. 1029 00:47:27,290 --> 00:47:28,130 which often means that we approach from a maritime insert. 1030 00:47:29,370 --> 00:47:31,370 At height in the pitch-black of darkness. 1031 00:47:31,410 --> 00:47:32,210 At height in the pitch-black of darkness. 1032 00:47:35,090 --> 00:47:36,170 Standby! 1033 00:47:38,290 --> 00:47:40,290 To pass, the recruits must enter the water... 1034 00:47:40,330 --> 00:47:42,090 To pass, the recruits must enter the water... 1035 00:47:42,130 --> 00:47:44,130 Go! ..headfirst. 1036 00:47:44,170 --> 00:47:44,370 Go! ..headfirst. 1037 00:47:50,410 --> 00:47:52,410 DS Rudy, OK. 1038 00:47:52,450 --> 00:47:52,610 DS Rudy, OK. 1039 00:47:58,730 --> 00:48:00,730 Two and five, go backwards up to your waist, then shoulders under. 1040 00:48:00,770 --> 00:48:02,770 Two and five, go backwards up to your waist, then shoulders under. 1041 00:48:02,810 --> 00:48:03,010 Two and five, go backwards up to your waist, then shoulders under. 1042 00:48:05,890 --> 00:48:07,890 We're OK. We're OK. 1043 00:48:07,930 --> 00:48:08,170 We're OK. We're OK. 1044 00:48:08,210 --> 00:48:10,210 Oh, quick as you can, keep warm, let's go. 1045 00:48:10,250 --> 00:48:11,330 Oh, quick as you can, keep warm, let's go. 1046 00:48:11,370 --> 00:48:13,370 Attempting the backwards dive are recruits number two, 1047 00:48:13,410 --> 00:48:15,330 Attempting the backwards dive are recruits number two, 1048 00:48:15,370 --> 00:48:17,370 Rachel, and number five, Pete. 1049 00:48:17,410 --> 00:48:19,090 Rachel, and number five, Pete. 1050 00:48:19,130 --> 00:48:21,130 So, last time, I'd thought water was going to be my strong point, 1051 00:48:21,170 --> 00:48:22,970 So, last time, I'd thought water was going to be my strong point, 1052 00:48:23,010 --> 00:48:25,010 and I jumped out of a helicopter and knocked myself unconscious. 1053 00:48:25,050 --> 00:48:25,570 and I jumped out of a helicopter and knocked myself unconscious. 1054 00:48:25,610 --> 00:48:27,570 Let's go. Come on. 1055 00:48:27,610 --> 00:48:29,610 And I broke a couple of ribs so I wasn't able to continue. 1056 00:48:29,650 --> 00:48:31,130 And I broke a couple of ribs so I wasn't able to continue. 1057 00:48:31,170 --> 00:48:32,370 Let's go, fucking hurry up! 1058 00:48:32,410 --> 00:48:34,130 I'm embarrassed about what happened. 1059 00:48:34,170 --> 00:48:36,170 So embarrassing myself twice... I'll probably shave my head 1060 00:48:36,210 --> 00:48:38,210 So embarrassing myself twice... I'll probably shave my head 1061 00:48:38,250 --> 00:48:38,530 So embarrassing myself twice... I'll probably shave my head 1062 00:48:38,570 --> 00:48:40,250 and become a different person, I think. 1063 00:48:40,290 --> 00:48:42,290 Because I cannot be the person that fucked it twice! 1064 00:48:42,330 --> 00:48:42,570 Because I cannot be the person that fucked it twice! 1065 00:48:44,170 --> 00:48:45,330 Well, well, well. 1066 00:48:46,570 --> 00:48:48,570 Let's hope we don't have a repeat performance, cos if I'm not 1067 00:48:48,610 --> 00:48:49,410 Let's hope we don't have a repeat performance, cos if I'm not 1068 00:48:49,450 --> 00:48:51,450 mistaken, the last time you were in open water, you knocked yourself 1069 00:48:51,490 --> 00:48:53,490 mistaken, the last time you were in open water, you knocked yourself 1070 00:48:53,530 --> 00:48:53,770 mistaken, the last time you were in open water, you knocked yourself 1071 00:48:53,810 --> 00:48:54,850 clean out, didn't you? 1072 00:48:54,890 --> 00:48:56,730 Not been in open water since, Staff. 1073 00:48:59,050 --> 00:49:01,050 Don't fuck this up. Come on, number two! 1074 00:49:01,090 --> 00:49:02,490 Don't fuck this up. Come on, number two! 1075 00:49:02,530 --> 00:49:03,690 Sorry, Staff. 1076 00:49:03,730 --> 00:49:05,730 It's already a bad hair day. Right, listen in. 1077 00:49:05,770 --> 00:49:07,370 It's already a bad hair day. Right, listen in. 1078 00:49:07,410 --> 00:49:09,410 On the word of command go, all you do, 1079 00:49:09,450 --> 00:49:09,730 On the word of command go, all you do, 1080 00:49:09,770 --> 00:49:11,770 transfer the weight from your toes into your heels 1081 00:49:11,810 --> 00:49:12,970 transfer the weight from your toes into your heels 1082 00:49:13,010 --> 00:49:15,010 and you'll naturally start to fall backwards. 1083 00:49:15,050 --> 00:49:15,410 and you'll naturally start to fall backwards. 1084 00:49:15,450 --> 00:49:17,450 Right, number five, you're first. Come on. 1085 00:49:17,490 --> 00:49:18,290 Right, number five, you're first. Come on. 1086 00:49:19,850 --> 00:49:21,850 I can't really remember much of what happened, 1087 00:49:21,890 --> 00:49:22,490 I can't really remember much of what happened, 1088 00:49:22,530 --> 00:49:24,530 but I don't know if I've developed a weird fear of the fucking sea. 1089 00:49:24,570 --> 00:49:26,450 but I don't know if I've developed a weird fear of the fucking sea. 1090 00:49:26,490 --> 00:49:28,490 Stand straight, look up. Don't look down. 1091 00:49:28,530 --> 00:49:29,410 Stand straight, look up. Don't look down. 1092 00:49:29,450 --> 00:49:31,450 I get flashbacks, but I don't know if they're actually flashbacks 1093 00:49:31,490 --> 00:49:32,290 I get flashbacks, but I don't know if they're actually flashbacks 1094 00:49:32,330 --> 00:49:34,330 or it's just my mind telling me, "You fucked that." 1095 00:49:34,370 --> 00:49:35,250 or it's just my mind telling me, "You fucked that." 1096 00:49:35,290 --> 00:49:37,290 Arms across your chest. Standby. 1097 00:49:37,330 --> 00:49:38,170 Arms across your chest. Standby. 1098 00:49:38,210 --> 00:49:40,210 I just need to do it. I need to do this again. Properly. 1099 00:49:40,250 --> 00:49:42,250 I just need to do it. I need to do this again. Properly. 1100 00:49:42,290 --> 00:49:42,490 I just need to do it. I need to do this again. Properly. 1101 00:49:44,770 --> 00:49:45,690 Go! 1102 00:49:55,890 --> 00:49:57,210 Fucking hell! 1103 00:50:04,370 --> 00:50:06,370 Five OK, Staff. 1104 00:50:06,410 --> 00:50:08,410 Good pass, number five, well done. 1105 00:50:08,450 --> 00:50:09,130 Good pass, number five, well done. 1106 00:50:09,170 --> 00:50:11,170 Yeah, number five, well done. 1107 00:50:11,210 --> 00:50:11,450 Yeah, number five, well done. 1108 00:50:11,490 --> 00:50:13,490 Right, now lock your body. Look dead ahead. Bosh. 1109 00:50:13,530 --> 00:50:15,530 Right, now lock your body. Look dead ahead. Bosh. 1110 00:50:15,570 --> 00:50:16,410 Right, now lock your body. Look dead ahead. Bosh. 1111 00:50:16,450 --> 00:50:18,450 I had nightmares about being on the mast of a tall ship in a storm. 1112 00:50:18,490 --> 00:50:20,490 I had nightmares about being on the mast of a tall ship in a storm. 1113 00:50:20,530 --> 00:50:20,770 I had nightmares about being on the mast of a tall ship in a storm. 1114 00:50:20,810 --> 00:50:22,450 Standby! 1115 00:50:22,490 --> 00:50:24,490 It's quite presumptuous of us as human beings, who can die if you 1116 00:50:24,530 --> 00:50:25,770 It's quite presumptuous of us as human beings, who can die if you 1117 00:50:25,810 --> 00:50:27,810 fall 20 feet, to think that you can be safe. 1118 00:50:27,850 --> 00:50:29,850 fall 20 feet, to think that you can be safe. 1119 00:50:29,890 --> 00:50:30,130 fall 20 feet, to think that you can be safe. 1120 00:50:30,170 --> 00:50:32,170 Heights is dangerous. 1121 00:50:32,210 --> 00:50:32,450 Heights is dangerous. 1122 00:50:32,490 --> 00:50:34,490 You know, you'll tell a child on a wall, "Come down." 1123 00:50:34,530 --> 00:50:35,450 You know, you'll tell a child on a wall, "Come down." 1124 00:50:35,490 --> 00:50:36,970 You know, "Don't." 1125 00:50:37,010 --> 00:50:38,090 Go! 1126 00:50:47,530 --> 00:50:49,530 Fucking hell! Baywatch calls for number two. 1127 00:50:49,570 --> 00:50:51,130 Fucking hell! Baywatch calls for number two. 1128 00:50:51,170 --> 00:50:53,170 That's a pass, number two. Get out. 1129 00:50:53,210 --> 00:50:53,930 That's a pass, number two. Get out. 1130 00:50:53,970 --> 00:50:55,970 Both of you, solid performance. Fucking well done. 1131 00:50:56,010 --> 00:50:57,490 Both of you, solid performance. Fucking well done. 1132 00:50:57,530 --> 00:50:58,890 And you, Peter. 1133 00:51:01,330 --> 00:51:02,930 That's it, shoulders under. 1134 00:51:02,970 --> 00:51:04,970 Next up is number 14, Shazia... 1135 00:51:05,010 --> 00:51:05,210 Next up is number 14, Shazia... 1136 00:51:05,250 --> 00:51:06,690 Yeah, go on. 1137 00:51:06,730 --> 00:51:08,730 ..and number four, Marnie. 1138 00:51:08,770 --> 00:51:09,010 ..and number four, Marnie. 1139 00:51:09,050 --> 00:51:11,050 Come on, mermaids, all the way to the steps. 1140 00:51:11,090 --> 00:51:12,010 Come on, mermaids, all the way to the steps. 1141 00:51:12,050 --> 00:51:14,050 Straight up the ladder and up to me. 1142 00:51:14,090 --> 00:51:14,290 Straight up the ladder and up to me. 1143 00:51:15,690 --> 00:51:17,690 I feel like I find giving trust 1144 00:51:17,730 --> 00:51:19,010 I feel like I find giving trust 1145 00:51:19,050 --> 00:51:21,050 and control to other people really scary and daunting. 1146 00:51:21,090 --> 00:51:21,890 and control to other people really scary and daunting. 1147 00:51:21,930 --> 00:51:23,330 Listen to exactly what you're told. 1148 00:51:23,370 --> 00:51:25,370 And when you get up those steps, just stay calm. Don't fuck it up. 1149 00:51:25,410 --> 00:51:27,090 And when you get up those steps, just stay calm. Don't fuck it up. 1150 00:51:27,130 --> 00:51:28,570 Yes, Staff. Go on. 1151 00:51:28,610 --> 00:51:30,610 I want to learn to trust people again. 1152 00:51:30,650 --> 00:51:30,930 I want to learn to trust people again. 1153 00:51:30,970 --> 00:51:32,970 I also want to gain confident in myself. 1154 00:51:33,010 --> 00:51:33,290 I also want to gain confident in myself. 1155 00:51:33,330 --> 00:51:35,330 I want to believe that I can do things when I put my mind to it. 1156 00:51:35,370 --> 00:51:36,410 I want to believe that I can do things when I put my mind to it. 1157 00:51:36,450 --> 00:51:38,450 Right, 14, here we go. 1158 00:51:38,490 --> 00:51:39,730 Right, 14, here we go. 1159 00:51:39,770 --> 00:51:41,770 Step back a little bit more. OK. Right, are you ready? 1160 00:51:41,810 --> 00:51:43,410 Step back a little bit more. OK. Right, are you ready? 1161 00:51:43,450 --> 00:51:45,450 Yeah. Stay rigid. Lock your body. Standby. 1162 00:51:45,490 --> 00:51:47,490 Yeah. Stay rigid. Lock your body. Standby. 1163 00:51:47,530 --> 00:51:47,810 Yeah. Stay rigid. Lock your body. Standby. 1164 00:51:47,850 --> 00:51:48,850 Go. 1165 00:51:55,010 --> 00:51:56,370 14 OK? 1166 00:51:56,410 --> 00:51:58,170 Yes, Staff. 1167 00:51:58,210 --> 00:51:59,410 All right, that was a fail. 1168 00:51:59,450 --> 00:52:01,450 14, miserable fail! 1169 00:52:01,490 --> 00:52:02,010 14, miserable fail! 1170 00:52:03,890 --> 00:52:05,890 Step back. Don't do what she did. Are you happy there? 1171 00:52:05,930 --> 00:52:07,650 Step back. Don't do what she did. Are you happy there? 1172 00:52:08,690 --> 00:52:10,690 Come on, you can do this, four. 1173 00:52:10,730 --> 00:52:11,010 Come on, you can do this, four. 1174 00:52:11,050 --> 00:52:13,050 I feel like if I'd had the ability to just not care and let go... 1175 00:52:13,090 --> 00:52:15,090 I feel like if I'd had the ability to just not care and let go... 1176 00:52:15,130 --> 00:52:15,890 I feel like if I'd had the ability to just not care and let go... 1177 00:52:15,930 --> 00:52:17,850 Rigid, look dead ahead. 1178 00:52:17,890 --> 00:52:19,890 ..if this course could do that for us, 1179 00:52:19,930 --> 00:52:20,170 ..if this course could do that for us, 1180 00:52:20,210 --> 00:52:22,210 I'll be, like, utterly overjoyed. 1181 00:52:22,250 --> 00:52:23,770 I'll be, like, utterly overjoyed. 1182 00:52:23,810 --> 00:52:25,490 Standby. Go. 1183 00:52:31,530 --> 00:52:33,530 I don't know how, but that was a good pass. 1184 00:52:33,570 --> 00:52:34,730 I don't know how, but that was a good pass. 1185 00:52:34,770 --> 00:52:36,250 Well done, number four. 1186 00:52:36,290 --> 00:52:37,770 Pass, number four. 1187 00:52:37,810 --> 00:52:39,810 Is that Marnie? Get in there. 1188 00:52:39,850 --> 00:52:40,290 Is that Marnie? Get in there. 1189 00:52:40,330 --> 00:52:42,330 Oh, my God! Did Marnie just pass that? 1190 00:52:42,370 --> 00:52:43,250 Oh, my God! Did Marnie just pass that? 1191 00:52:43,290 --> 00:52:45,290 RUDY:Number four, I cannot believe it! 1192 00:52:45,330 --> 00:52:46,170 RUDY:Number four, I cannot believe it! 1193 00:52:46,210 --> 00:52:48,210 You actually did something good. Pass. 1194 00:52:48,250 --> 00:52:48,530 You actually did something good. Pass. 1195 00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:52,010 FOXY:Let's see what you're fucking made of. 1196 00:52:52,050 --> 00:52:53,770 OK. 1197 00:52:53,810 --> 00:52:55,610 Right, stand up straight. 1198 00:52:55,650 --> 00:52:57,490 BILLY:In the Special Forces world... 1199 00:52:57,530 --> 00:52:58,730 Here we go. 1200 00:52:58,770 --> 00:53:00,770 ..our means of delivery into the conflict zone 1201 00:53:00,810 --> 00:53:01,330 ..our means of delivery into the conflict zone 1202 00:53:01,370 --> 00:53:03,090 is normally from an aircraft. 1203 00:53:03,130 --> 00:53:04,490 Arms across chest. 1204 00:53:04,530 --> 00:53:06,530 At night, pitch-black into the abyss. 1205 00:53:06,570 --> 00:53:07,490 At night, pitch-black into the abyss. 1206 00:53:07,530 --> 00:53:09,530 Standby. Go! 1207 00:53:09,570 --> 00:53:09,730 Standby. Go! 1208 00:53:13,250 --> 00:53:14,730 Fuck. I hope she's all right. 1209 00:53:14,770 --> 00:53:16,770 Number one, fail. Fold your arms. 1210 00:53:16,810 --> 00:53:17,970 Number one, fail. Fold your arms. 1211 00:53:18,010 --> 00:53:20,010 It is absolutely terrifying. 1212 00:53:20,050 --> 00:53:20,250 It is absolutely terrifying. 1213 00:53:20,290 --> 00:53:21,250 Go! 1214 00:53:21,290 --> 00:53:22,650 You totally have no control of your life. 1215 00:53:23,970 --> 00:53:25,370 Number nine, pass! 1216 00:53:26,730 --> 00:53:28,730 You can't afford to allow that fear to grow inside your mind... 1217 00:53:28,770 --> 00:53:30,210 You can't afford to allow that fear to grow inside your mind... 1218 00:53:30,250 --> 00:53:31,410 Standby! 1219 00:53:31,450 --> 00:53:32,930 ..and overpower you. 1220 00:53:32,970 --> 00:53:34,370 Go! 1221 00:53:34,410 --> 00:53:36,410 If you hesitate or panic, you could end up losing your life. 1222 00:53:36,450 --> 00:53:37,410 If you hesitate or panic, you could end up losing your life. 1223 00:53:41,050 --> 00:53:42,650 Number three, that's a fail. 1224 00:53:44,930 --> 00:53:46,210 Come on, 15. 1225 00:53:46,250 --> 00:53:47,650 Sorry, Staff. 1226 00:53:49,050 --> 00:53:51,050 Go on, stand up. This isn't a fucking crawling task. 1227 00:53:51,090 --> 00:53:52,450 Go on, stand up. This isn't a fucking crawling task. 1228 00:53:52,490 --> 00:53:54,490 This is when they need to show discipline. 1229 00:53:54,530 --> 00:53:55,250 This is when they need to show discipline. 1230 00:53:55,290 --> 00:53:57,290 Keep looking ahead. Standby. 1231 00:53:57,330 --> 00:53:57,970 Keep looking ahead. Standby. 1232 00:53:58,010 --> 00:54:00,010 Go. Am I in the right position, Staff? 1233 00:54:00,050 --> 00:54:00,290 Go. Am I in the right position, Staff? 1234 00:54:00,330 --> 00:54:01,330 Yeah, yeah, go. 1235 00:54:01,370 --> 00:54:03,370 No, just fucking fall backwards. 1236 00:54:03,410 --> 00:54:04,530 No, just fucking fall backwards. 1237 00:54:04,570 --> 00:54:06,570 And can follow orders and get the job done. 1238 00:54:06,610 --> 00:54:07,690 And can follow orders and get the job done. 1239 00:54:07,730 --> 00:54:09,610 Number 15, go! 1240 00:54:14,810 --> 00:54:16,170 Fucking hell! 1241 00:54:16,210 --> 00:54:18,210 15 OK! 1242 00:54:18,250 --> 00:54:19,730 Pathetic! 1243 00:54:19,770 --> 00:54:21,770 Fail, number 15. 1244 00:54:21,810 --> 00:54:22,130 Fail, number 15. 1245 00:54:22,170 --> 00:54:24,170 Fail, 15. 1246 00:54:24,210 --> 00:54:24,690 Fail, 15. 1247 00:54:30,530 --> 00:54:31,570 Shit. 1248 00:54:34,490 --> 00:54:36,490 I'm going to need you to help me get through this. 1249 00:54:36,530 --> 00:54:36,730 I'm going to need you to help me get through this. 1250 00:54:41,050 --> 00:54:43,050 Let's go. Quick as you can. 1251 00:54:43,090 --> 00:54:43,410 Let's go. Quick as you can. 1252 00:54:44,890 --> 00:54:46,890 Just walk backwards. Walk in. It's going to be cold. 1253 00:54:46,930 --> 00:54:47,170 Just walk backwards. Walk in. It's going to be cold. 1254 00:54:47,210 --> 00:54:48,370 Control your breathing. 1255 00:54:48,410 --> 00:54:50,410 Next to face the backwards dive is recruit number six, 1256 00:54:50,450 --> 00:54:52,050 Next to face the backwards dive is recruit number six, 1257 00:54:52,090 --> 00:54:54,090 Tez, and number ten, Georgia. 1258 00:54:54,130 --> 00:54:56,170 Tez, and number ten, Georgia. 1259 00:54:56,210 --> 00:54:58,210 I do think I struggle with, like, just letting go 1260 00:54:58,250 --> 00:54:59,370 I do think I struggle with, like, just letting go 1261 00:54:59,410 --> 00:55:01,410 and, like, seeing what happens. 1262 00:55:01,450 --> 00:55:01,850 and, like, seeing what happens. 1263 00:55:01,890 --> 00:55:03,890 Let's go. Up to me. 1264 00:55:03,930 --> 00:55:04,970 Let's go. Up to me. 1265 00:55:05,010 --> 00:55:07,010 Go on, faster! 1266 00:55:07,050 --> 00:55:07,290 Go on, faster! 1267 00:55:07,330 --> 00:55:09,330 I think losing control might be hard for me. 1268 00:55:09,370 --> 00:55:11,370 I think losing control might be hard for me. 1269 00:55:11,410 --> 00:55:11,650 I think losing control might be hard for me. 1270 00:55:11,690 --> 00:55:13,490 Just stand there. Yes, Staff. 1271 00:55:13,530 --> 00:55:15,530 Take charge, you've got to keep telling yourself that. 1272 00:55:15,570 --> 00:55:15,770 Take charge, you've got to keep telling yourself that. 1273 00:55:16,890 --> 00:55:17,970 Standby. 1274 00:55:21,090 --> 00:55:22,930 Go! Come on, big boy. 1275 00:55:30,130 --> 00:55:32,130 Six OK! OK, get out. Fail. 1276 00:55:32,170 --> 00:55:32,930 Six OK! OK, get out. Fail. 1277 00:55:34,370 --> 00:55:36,370 That's not how you do it. Step back, step back. OK. 1278 00:55:36,410 --> 00:55:37,210 That's not how you do it. Step back, step back. OK. 1279 00:55:37,250 --> 00:55:39,250 I feel like over the last few years, 1280 00:55:39,290 --> 00:55:39,530 I feel like over the last few years, 1281 00:55:39,570 --> 00:55:41,570 I've been mentally, quite frankly, pushed to my limits. 1282 00:55:41,610 --> 00:55:42,930 I've been mentally, quite frankly, pushed to my limits. 1283 00:55:42,970 --> 00:55:44,970 We're going to step you back, you're going to get your heels into the air 1284 00:55:45,010 --> 00:55:45,730 We're going to step you back, you're going to get your heels into the air 1285 00:55:45,770 --> 00:55:47,330 so they're free of the platform. 1286 00:55:47,370 --> 00:55:49,370 So much of my life right now is about me being a victim 1287 00:55:49,410 --> 00:55:51,010 So much of my life right now is about me being a victim 1288 00:55:51,050 --> 00:55:52,770 and I feel like this is my time 1289 00:55:52,810 --> 00:55:54,810 to show that I'm resilient, I'm strong. 1290 00:55:54,850 --> 00:55:56,370 to show that I'm resilient, I'm strong. 1291 00:55:56,410 --> 00:55:57,410 I wouldn't. 1292 00:55:58,530 --> 00:56:00,530 OK, just tell me... Can you just tell me what to do? 1293 00:56:00,570 --> 00:56:01,650 OK, just tell me... Can you just tell me what to do? 1294 00:56:01,690 --> 00:56:03,690 But I think my biggest fear would just be if 1295 00:56:03,730 --> 00:56:04,210 But I think my biggest fear would just be if 1296 00:56:04,250 --> 00:56:05,970 I, in any way, let myself down. 1297 00:56:06,010 --> 00:56:08,010 Oh, God. Standby. 1298 00:56:08,050 --> 00:56:08,210 Oh, God. Standby. 1299 00:56:10,210 --> 00:56:11,250 Go. 1300 00:56:15,570 --> 00:56:16,450 Oh. 1301 00:56:18,970 --> 00:56:20,970 I'm OK, Staff. Number ten OK. 1302 00:56:21,010 --> 00:56:21,290 I'm OK, Staff. Number ten OK. 1303 00:56:21,330 --> 00:56:23,090 Number ten, fail! 1304 00:56:24,650 --> 00:56:26,650 Oh, fuck. Fail, number ten. 1305 00:56:26,690 --> 00:56:26,890 Oh, fuck. Fail, number ten. 1306 00:56:31,850 --> 00:56:33,170 Are you all right? 1307 00:56:33,210 --> 00:56:35,210 Not really, I just want to cry. That was horrible. 1308 00:56:35,250 --> 00:56:35,530 Not really, I just want to cry. That was horrible. 1309 00:56:35,570 --> 00:56:37,530 Was it horrible? Well, yeah, it's just like you do it 1310 00:56:37,570 --> 00:56:39,570 and you sort of fuck it up. And it's still such a horrible thing to do 1311 00:56:39,610 --> 00:56:40,050 and you sort of fuck it up. And it's still such a horrible thing to do 1312 00:56:40,090 --> 00:56:41,570 and you just feel like shit after. 1313 00:56:41,610 --> 00:56:43,610 You take it like a G. So composed. 1314 00:56:43,650 --> 00:56:44,050 You take it like a G. So composed. 1315 00:56:44,090 --> 00:56:46,010 Oh, so frustrated. Come on. 1316 00:56:57,770 --> 00:56:59,770 Round the square, follow him. Go. Next. 1317 00:56:59,810 --> 00:57:01,810 Let's go. Let's go, follow, run. Right behind you. 1318 00:57:01,850 --> 00:57:02,610 Let's go. Let's go, follow, run. Right behind you. 1319 00:57:02,650 --> 00:57:04,650 Run. 1320 00:57:04,690 --> 00:57:04,970 Run. 1321 00:57:05,010 --> 00:57:06,610 And run. 1322 00:57:10,170 --> 00:57:12,170 The celebrity recruits are nearing the end of phase two of the course. 1323 00:57:12,210 --> 00:57:14,210 The celebrity recruits are nearing the end of phase two of the course. 1324 00:57:14,250 --> 00:57:14,490 The celebrity recruits are nearing the end of phase two of the course. 1325 00:57:14,530 --> 00:57:16,530 Oh, my God. Shut that door. 1326 00:57:16,570 --> 00:57:17,610 Oh, my God. Shut that door. 1327 00:57:34,930 --> 00:57:36,930 Number ten! 1328 00:57:36,970 --> 00:57:37,170 Number ten! 1329 00:57:37,210 --> 00:57:39,210 Number ten. Oh. 1330 00:57:39,250 --> 00:57:39,410 Number ten. Oh. 1331 00:57:41,450 --> 00:57:43,290 Let's go, ten. 1332 00:57:43,330 --> 00:57:45,330 After losing her nerve on the backwards dive... 1333 00:57:45,370 --> 00:57:46,010 After losing her nerve on the backwards dive... 1334 00:57:46,050 --> 00:57:48,090 Let's go, let's go. 1335 00:57:48,130 --> 00:57:50,130 ..number ten, Georgia, has highlighted herself to the DS. 1336 00:57:50,170 --> 00:57:52,130 ..number ten, Georgia, has highlighted herself to the DS. 1337 00:57:52,170 --> 00:57:54,170 Step. One more big one. 1338 00:57:54,210 --> 00:57:54,490 Step. One more big one. 1339 00:57:54,530 --> 00:57:55,730 That's it. 1340 00:58:06,890 --> 00:58:07,890 Sit. 1341 00:58:15,330 --> 00:58:17,330 Bring your chair forward. 1342 00:58:17,370 --> 00:58:17,890 Bring your chair forward. 1343 00:58:17,930 --> 00:58:19,930 And sort your hair out! 1344 00:58:19,970 --> 00:58:20,170 And sort your hair out! 1345 00:58:22,730 --> 00:58:24,330 Bobby said it looked good. 1346 00:58:30,970 --> 00:58:32,970 How do you think you're getting on? 1347 00:58:33,010 --> 00:58:33,450 How do you think you're getting on? 1348 00:58:35,810 --> 00:58:37,810 I don't know. I think I'm throwing myself into everything. 1349 00:58:37,850 --> 00:58:39,330 I don't know. I think I'm throwing myself into everything. 1350 00:58:39,370 --> 00:58:41,370 But I felt a bit emotional today. 1351 00:58:41,410 --> 00:58:42,010 But I felt a bit emotional today. 1352 00:58:42,050 --> 00:58:43,290 Emotional from what? 1353 00:58:43,330 --> 00:58:45,090 Like, I just feel emotional. 1354 00:58:45,130 --> 00:58:47,130 It's just...it's tough when you're, like, doing your best at something 1355 00:58:47,170 --> 00:58:48,610 It's just...it's tough when you're, like, doing your best at something 1356 00:58:48,650 --> 00:58:50,650 but, like, you just fail at things at times. Do you know what I mean? 1357 00:58:50,690 --> 00:58:52,690 but, like, you just fail at things at times. Do you know what I mean? 1358 00:58:52,730 --> 00:58:53,690 but, like, you just fail at things at times. Do you know what I mean? 1359 00:58:53,730 --> 00:58:55,730 You know, we expect you to fuck up. 1360 00:58:55,770 --> 00:58:56,130 You know, we expect you to fuck up. 1361 00:58:56,170 --> 00:58:58,170 But what we're after is how you bounce back from the failures. Yeah. 1362 00:58:58,210 --> 00:58:59,610 But what we're after is how you bounce back from the failures. Yeah. 1363 00:58:59,650 --> 00:59:01,650 Do you know what I mean? Yeah, and I think I find it hard, 1364 00:59:01,690 --> 00:59:01,970 Do you know what I mean? Yeah, and I think I find it hard, 1365 00:59:02,010 --> 00:59:04,010 like, not to smile. But it's just cos I find the situation strange. 1366 00:59:04,050 --> 00:59:05,730 like, not to smile. But it's just cos I find the situation strange. 1367 00:59:05,770 --> 00:59:07,770 We've sort of worked that out, only just. 1368 00:59:07,810 --> 00:59:08,850 We've sort of worked that out, only just. 1369 00:59:08,890 --> 00:59:10,890 What are you hoping to achieve with this? 1370 00:59:10,930 --> 00:59:11,210 What are you hoping to achieve with this? 1371 00:59:11,250 --> 00:59:13,250 I feel like I'm in a bit of a stage of my life where, like, I've had 1372 00:59:13,290 --> 00:59:14,050 I feel like I'm in a bit of a stage of my life where, like, I've had 1373 00:59:14,090 --> 00:59:16,090 a tough couple of years, 1374 00:59:16,130 --> 00:59:16,370 a tough couple of years, 1375 00:59:16,410 --> 00:59:18,410 and I just want to see how strong I can be 1376 00:59:18,450 --> 00:59:19,650 and I just want to see how strong I can be 1377 00:59:19,690 --> 00:59:21,690 and maybe come out being a better person. 1378 00:59:21,730 --> 00:59:22,250 and maybe come out being a better person. 1379 00:59:22,290 --> 00:59:24,290 What's the tough couple of years all about? 1380 00:59:24,330 --> 00:59:24,570 What's the tough couple of years all about? 1381 00:59:24,610 --> 00:59:26,610 Um, so I had a situation with 1382 00:59:26,650 --> 00:59:27,490 Um, so I had a situation with 1383 00:59:27,530 --> 00:59:29,530 an ex-partner that was quite public. 1384 00:59:29,570 --> 00:59:30,490 an ex-partner that was quite public. 1385 00:59:30,530 --> 00:59:32,530 But long story short, he filmed us having sex 1386 00:59:32,570 --> 00:59:34,050 But long story short, he filmed us having sex 1387 00:59:34,090 --> 00:59:36,090 with cameras that I weren't aware that were there 1388 00:59:36,130 --> 00:59:36,770 with cameras that I weren't aware that were there 1389 00:59:36,810 --> 00:59:38,450 and sold it on the internet, 1390 00:59:38,490 --> 00:59:40,490 and it ended up being viewed by over ten million people. 1391 00:59:40,530 --> 00:59:42,410 and it ended up being viewed by over ten million people. 1392 00:59:43,650 --> 00:59:45,650 So he told me he'd filmed me after he done it, 1393 00:59:45,690 --> 00:59:46,090 So he told me he'd filmed me after he done it, 1394 00:59:46,130 --> 00:59:48,130 and I made it extremely clear that if he ever put it anywhere, 1395 00:59:48,170 --> 00:59:49,210 and I made it extremely clear that if he ever put it anywhere, 1396 00:59:49,250 --> 00:59:51,250 it would completely and utterly ruin my life. 1397 00:59:51,290 --> 00:59:52,370 it would completely and utterly ruin my life. 1398 00:59:52,410 --> 00:59:54,410 But he still went on to do it. 1399 00:59:54,450 --> 00:59:55,090 But he still went on to do it. 1400 00:59:55,130 --> 00:59:57,130 And that then went on to cause, like, a two-year legal battle 1401 00:59:57,170 --> 00:59:58,490 And that then went on to cause, like, a two-year legal battle 1402 00:59:58,530 --> 01:00:00,090 for me getting him to court. 1403 01:00:00,130 --> 01:00:02,130 But in the time that that went on, my best friend died 1404 01:00:02,170 --> 01:00:03,770 But in the time that that went on, my best friend died 1405 01:00:03,810 --> 01:00:05,810 and my ex-boyfriend died. 1406 01:00:05,850 --> 01:00:06,450 and my ex-boyfriend died. 1407 01:00:06,490 --> 01:00:08,490 So, over that two years, it's just been, like... 1408 01:00:08,530 --> 01:00:10,250 So, over that two years, it's just been, like... 1409 01:00:10,290 --> 01:00:12,290 Just a lot of just trying to get through things. Sorry. 1410 01:00:12,330 --> 01:00:14,090 Just a lot of just trying to get through things. Sorry. 1411 01:00:15,330 --> 01:00:16,610 That's all right. 1412 01:00:16,650 --> 01:00:18,650 It's just been, like, two years of just trying to, like, 1413 01:00:18,690 --> 01:00:20,450 It's just been, like, two years of just trying to, like, 1414 01:00:20,490 --> 01:00:22,490 barely just get on with things 1415 01:00:22,530 --> 01:00:24,050 barely just get on with things 1416 01:00:24,090 --> 01:00:26,090 and just be strong enough to just, like, be remotely happy 1417 01:00:26,130 --> 01:00:27,570 and just be strong enough to just, like, be remotely happy 1418 01:00:27,610 --> 01:00:29,610 and achieve the things that I need to achieve to just get by. 1419 01:00:29,650 --> 01:00:31,650 and achieve the things that I need to achieve to just get by. 1420 01:00:31,690 --> 01:00:31,970 and achieve the things that I need to achieve to just get by. 1421 01:00:32,010 --> 01:00:34,010 And a lot of it, I had to be strong really quickly cos I had to be 1422 01:00:34,050 --> 01:00:35,290 And a lot of it, I had to be strong really quickly cos I had to be 1423 01:00:35,330 --> 01:00:37,330 strong to get to the court case. 1424 01:00:37,370 --> 01:00:37,810 strong to get to the court case. 1425 01:00:37,850 --> 01:00:39,850 So I had to, like, put a lot of my grieving to the side. Sorry. 1426 01:00:39,890 --> 01:00:41,050 So I had to, like, put a lot of my grieving to the side. Sorry. 1427 01:00:41,090 --> 01:00:42,810 That's all right. 1428 01:00:42,850 --> 01:00:44,850 And like, now I've got through it, and I won the court case 1429 01:00:44,890 --> 01:00:46,530 And like, now I've got through it, and I won the court case 1430 01:00:46,570 --> 01:00:48,570 and he went to prison for 21 months. 1431 01:00:48,610 --> 01:00:48,850 and he went to prison for 21 months. 1432 01:00:48,890 --> 01:00:50,890 But I think I'm still, like, dealing with, like, 1433 01:00:50,930 --> 01:00:51,570 But I think I'm still, like, dealing with, like, 1434 01:00:51,610 --> 01:00:53,370 the loss of my friend 1435 01:00:53,410 --> 01:00:55,410 and, like, my ex quite a lot. 1436 01:00:55,450 --> 01:00:55,690 and, like, my ex quite a lot. 1437 01:00:55,730 --> 01:00:57,730 But it's something I'm... I'm overcoming all the time. 1438 01:00:57,770 --> 01:00:58,050 But it's something I'm... I'm overcoming all the time. 1439 01:00:58,090 --> 01:01:00,090 So, did that happen when all this other shit was going on? 1440 01:01:00,130 --> 01:01:00,890 So, did that happen when all this other shit was going on? 1441 01:01:00,930 --> 01:01:02,930 Yeah, like, everything happened six months between each other. 1442 01:01:02,970 --> 01:01:03,570 Yeah, like, everything happened six months between each other. 1443 01:01:03,610 --> 01:01:05,610 Like, every time I started to get better from one thing, 1444 01:01:05,650 --> 01:01:06,250 Like, every time I started to get better from one thing, 1445 01:01:06,290 --> 01:01:08,130 something else happened. 1446 01:01:08,170 --> 01:01:10,170 Pretty shitty fucking couple of years for you, then. 1447 01:01:10,210 --> 01:01:10,570 Pretty shitty fucking couple of years for you, then. 1448 01:01:10,610 --> 01:01:12,610 Yeah. But I actually got the law changed. 1449 01:01:12,650 --> 01:01:13,570 Yeah. But I actually got the law changed. 1450 01:01:13,610 --> 01:01:15,610 So, now I feel like lots of women are looking up to me. 1451 01:01:15,650 --> 01:01:16,690 So, now I feel like lots of women are looking up to me. 1452 01:01:16,730 --> 01:01:18,210 So I want to make them strong, 1453 01:01:18,250 --> 01:01:20,250 and I'm getting lots of opportunities to make 1454 01:01:20,290 --> 01:01:20,530 and I'm getting lots of opportunities to make 1455 01:01:20,570 --> 01:01:21,770 a difference with my story. 1456 01:01:21,810 --> 01:01:23,810 The day before I flew out here, I got called into the Ministry of 1457 01:01:23,850 --> 01:01:25,010 The day before I flew out here, I got called into the Ministry of 1458 01:01:25,050 --> 01:01:27,050 Justice and they told me that they changed the law. 1459 01:01:27,090 --> 01:01:28,130 Justice and they told me that they changed the law. 1460 01:01:28,170 --> 01:01:30,170 So, you've got a law changed, right? Yeah. 1461 01:01:30,210 --> 01:01:31,570 So, you've got a law changed, right? Yeah. 1462 01:01:31,610 --> 01:01:33,610 That's awesome. Is that a really good line in the sand 1463 01:01:33,650 --> 01:01:35,010 That's awesome. Is that a really good line in the sand 1464 01:01:35,050 --> 01:01:37,050 for all that shit? Yeah. 1465 01:01:37,090 --> 01:01:37,330 for all that shit? Yeah. 1466 01:01:37,370 --> 01:01:39,370 And, like, it's nice, actually, just to have been here 1467 01:01:39,410 --> 01:01:40,370 And, like, it's nice, actually, just to have been here 1468 01:01:40,410 --> 01:01:42,410 for a few days and not have someone sort of go, you know, "Are you OK?" 1469 01:01:42,450 --> 01:01:44,450 for a few days and not have someone sort of go, you know, "Are you OK?" 1470 01:01:44,490 --> 01:01:44,770 for a few days and not have someone sort of go, you know, "Are you OK?" 1471 01:01:44,810 --> 01:01:46,810 I've got so much more in my character than that. 1472 01:01:46,850 --> 01:01:47,970 I've got so much more in my character than that. 1473 01:01:48,010 --> 01:01:50,010 This is the perfect way to just rip me out of 1474 01:01:50,050 --> 01:01:51,730 This is the perfect way to just rip me out of 1475 01:01:51,770 --> 01:01:53,770 what's been two years of struggle. 1476 01:01:53,810 --> 01:01:55,530 what's been two years of struggle. 1477 01:01:56,730 --> 01:01:58,450 So, basically, 1478 01:01:58,490 --> 01:02:00,490 this course couldn't have come at a better time? 1479 01:02:00,530 --> 01:02:00,930 this course couldn't have come at a better time? 1480 01:02:00,970 --> 01:02:02,810 No, it couldn't. 1481 01:02:02,850 --> 01:02:04,850 You are showing yourself to be a strong person. Yeah. 1482 01:02:04,890 --> 01:02:06,050 You are showing yourself to be a strong person. Yeah. 1483 01:02:06,090 --> 01:02:07,930 Cos you've bounced back from the, you know, 1484 01:02:07,970 --> 01:02:09,970 the trip-ups, the failures. Yeah. 1485 01:02:10,010 --> 01:02:10,210 the trip-ups, the failures. Yeah. 1486 01:02:10,250 --> 01:02:12,250 And reattack the next thing. Yeah. 1487 01:02:12,290 --> 01:02:13,090 And reattack the next thing. Yeah. 1488 01:02:14,810 --> 01:02:15,850 Guard. 1489 01:02:36,130 --> 01:02:38,130 When you go through something like that, you really do lose a lot 1490 01:02:38,170 --> 01:02:40,170 When you go through something like that, you really do lose a lot 1491 01:02:40,210 --> 01:02:40,450 When you go through something like that, you really do lose a lot 1492 01:02:40,490 --> 01:02:41,930 of your self-esteem. 1493 01:02:44,050 --> 01:02:46,050 Honestly, I felt violated, I felt ashamed, I felt embarrassed. 1494 01:02:46,090 --> 01:02:48,090 Honestly, I felt violated, I felt ashamed, I felt embarrassed. 1495 01:02:48,130 --> 01:02:48,650 Honestly, I felt violated, I felt ashamed, I felt embarrassed. 1496 01:02:48,690 --> 01:02:50,690 I really cried my eyes out. 1497 01:02:50,730 --> 01:02:51,490 I really cried my eyes out. 1498 01:02:51,530 --> 01:02:53,530 But it was good, actually. I do feel a lot stronger after it. And, like, 1499 01:02:53,570 --> 01:02:54,290 But it was good, actually. I do feel a lot stronger after it. And, like, 1500 01:02:54,330 --> 01:02:55,930 I was starting to wonder what I'm doing here. 1501 01:02:55,970 --> 01:02:57,970 I felt like I devalued myself. 1502 01:02:58,010 --> 01:02:58,730 I felt like I devalued myself. 1503 01:02:58,770 --> 01:03:00,770 Like, I looked at myself as something that was damaged goods. 1504 01:03:00,810 --> 01:03:02,650 Like, I looked at myself as something that was damaged goods. 1505 01:03:02,690 --> 01:03:04,690 I went in, they took the hood off, they went, 1506 01:03:04,730 --> 01:03:05,010 I went in, they took the hood off, they went, 1507 01:03:05,050 --> 01:03:07,050 "Sort your fucking hair out." BOBBY CHUCKLES 1508 01:03:07,090 --> 01:03:07,490 "Sort your fucking hair out." BOBBY CHUCKLES 1509 01:03:07,530 --> 01:03:09,530 I feel like this is my time to show that 1510 01:03:09,570 --> 01:03:10,410 I feel like this is my time to show that 1511 01:03:10,450 --> 01:03:12,370 I'm so much more than what happened to me. 1512 01:03:12,410 --> 01:03:14,410 They was like, "It's come at the perfect time." 1513 01:03:14,450 --> 01:03:14,850 They was like, "It's come at the perfect time." 1514 01:03:14,890 --> 01:03:16,890 And I think it actually has, really. Yeah. 1515 01:03:16,930 --> 01:03:17,250 And I think it actually has, really. Yeah. 1516 01:03:19,690 --> 01:03:21,690 Next time... Keep going. Do not give up! 1517 01:03:21,730 --> 01:03:22,610 Next time... Keep going. Do not give up! 1518 01:03:22,650 --> 01:03:24,170 Argh! Go, man! 1519 01:03:24,210 --> 01:03:26,210 On selection, it's important that you trust your oppo. 1520 01:03:26,250 --> 01:03:27,170 On selection, it's important that you trust your oppo. 1521 01:03:27,210 --> 01:03:28,330 Knock his head off! 1522 01:03:28,370 --> 01:03:30,250 It's crucial to you getting a job done. 1523 01:03:30,290 --> 01:03:32,290 Take him out! You don't have to like 'em, 1524 01:03:32,330 --> 01:03:32,610 Take him out! You don't have to like 'em, 1525 01:03:32,650 --> 01:03:34,170 but you have to be able to work with them. 1526 01:03:34,210 --> 01:03:35,970 Let's go! 1527 01:03:36,010 --> 01:03:37,330 There you go! 1528 01:04:01,170 --> 01:04:03,170 Subtitles by Red Bee Media 1529 01:04:03,210 --> 01:04:04,730 Subtitles by Red Bee Media