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Walk forward, walk, walk, walk.
Sit down.
The hardest battle in the Special Forces is
the one you'll face in your mind.
Guard!
Lose that battle, and you won't last two seconds.
Turn around.
Let's move. Come on, then.
In this series... All the way.
..15 celebrity recruits...
Argh! Shut up!
..have been taken to the other side of the world.
Please!
The only way these celebrities are going to find their potential is
to make their lives a living hell.
I've done it! There isn't going to be an easy way out.
Crawl, crawl!
They'll be put through the most gruelling stages of SAS Selection...
Goodbye.
..by an elite team of ex-Special Forces soldiers.
Go on, Bob, fight back!
Stripped of all home comforts,
they will be pushed further than ever before.
Oh, my God. If I pass this course, I'd be as happy as a dog
with two dicks. But it's going to be a challenge.
Take it, Jenna!
I'd like to think of myself as a bit of a hard nut.
But probably when I'm out there I might crumble like a pastry.
No allowances or exceptions will be made.
I'm actually a member of the most unpopular family in the country.
Come on!
So, whatever happens, I can survive.
Dig deep. Let's go.
There you go! Ah, I can't do.
No other test asks as much...
You don't want to give it a go? No, it's... Are you sure?
I can't do it.
..or means as much.
Look at me. Don't give up. Stay in the game.
Get your head up. Head up, head up!
To the few who make it through...
If you want to be here, then use the pain...
..you nasty things!
Thank you, Staff.
LOUD YAWN
Wake me up when we're ready to go.
Argh!
I can feel a poo coming but I just know it's not ready.
It's just there.
GIGGLING
The celebrity recruits are entering the second phase of the course.
I've had my first nail break. That's a sign.
W-what is, Georgia?
I hate having chipped nails, Shazia.
Of the 15 who began, 14 remain.
Pete, I know you probably don't know,
but do you think we'll go swimming today?
I think it's going to be a tough day.
But they said after day one it gets better.
No, no, no, no. Shazia, it's going to get worse.
Yesterday was a teddy bears' picnic.
Get on parade!
Parade. Are we going out, are we? Parade.
Everyone get their armbands on. Tez, wakey-wakey, babes.
What's going on over there?
What is that, the hen shed? What are you doing?
Going to the toilet.
Quickly snap it off and get on parade.
Come on, leave it, leave it, leave it.
Get on parade.
Buttons done. Where's my button go?
Is everyone ready?
One second. Don't worry.
Are you people taking the piss?!
Are you taking the piss?!
Drop your Bergens off.
Get out there now!
Start bunny hopping round the square.
Bunny hop! Bunny hop!
Start bunny hopping, you halfwits!
All the way down! Go round to the back of that trough.
Now!
I want one, two, three, four.
Four of you at the front. Four behind. Let's go.
Without discipline, there would be no Special Forces.
Take your hat off, take your gloves off.
Following orders and managing your time is crucial.
Did you hear me shout from there, "get on parade"?
Yes, Staff.
So why am I stood out here ten minutes waiting for you people?
When I say go, you four dip your head in that water.
Go!
This is going to be a massive reality check to these celebrities.
Pull that idiot out.
Get on your stones. Go.
Next four.
They're so used to being given everything they want...
Dip.
..being told how great they are.
Out. Back to your stones. Next four.
Out here, there's no agents...
In.
..and no assistants.
Round to your stones.
If they don't switch into this course very quickly...
Dip. Round to your stones.
..it will be a very painful experience.
We're now entering phase two.
And trust me - it's going to get mentally harder,
physically, emotionally.
We haven't even touched physical yet!
Stop fucking fidgeting!
When I say go,
disappear out of my sight,
get your bergens, be ready to move.
Go!
Yeah, I'm anxious. Yeah, I'm really anxious about everything.
Yesterday really took it out of me.
I thought, fuck me - shit just got real!
So fucking cold.
I can feel my heart rate already starting to, like, pump.
So, in Geordie Shore we didn't really have
to do anything apart from just live together in a house, get drunk,
go out, party, and just have fun.
Isn't it funny how you go through waves of emotion?
Yeah, I'm very frightened. You're riding a wave.
I've never actually been in this type
of environment where I'm told what to do.
I feel a bit sick.
I've got a lot of pressure on us.
I genuinely don't even know how I'm going to react.
Everyone out the trucks with your kit on. Quick as you can.
Right, out we get. Game face on. Game face on.
Come on! Kit on.
For the first task,
the DS will test the recruits physically and mentally.
When you go into battle,
the first thing that happens is you're getting shot at.
Keep the noise down and the gaps closed up.
And so there are no half-hearted measures on this.
We're constantly faced with situations
where we could lose our lives.
Get a move on! Closing in. Closing in.
We're looking for the recruits who have got
the discipline to just get on with the job,
and not allow fear to be that unwanted noise.
Oh...my...God.
Towering over 300 feet above the recruits is Clyde Dam.
Listen up, recruits.
In times of war, key infrastructure -
they come under attack.
Structures like this - dams.
Special Forces, we rapidly deploy to places like this to protect them.
Keep your eyes on Chief Instructor Billy and DS Fox.
In pairs, the recruits have to descend face-first
over the lip of the dam.
SOBBING:I can't do it.
When given the order...Go. ..they must race to the bottom.
The first recruit down succeeds the task and wins.
There is no second place.
Who here is afraid of heights?
All right, stow that shit.
Stow it.
Ten and six. Yes, Staff.
You're on deck. First handle your bergens - do it now.
Everything we do is life and limb,
so it's very important you pay attention to detail.
Yes, Staff.
First up is number six, Tez...
..pitted against number ten, Georgia.
I think most people will probably think
I'm a bit bougie, a bit girlie.
Someone that isn't very rough and ready.
Have you abseiled before?
Um, no.
I don't think the British public have ever seen
the tough side of me.
I don't feel right on the rope.
You'll feel all right, don't worry about it. On this?
Yeah, yeah, you're good. Now lean. Oh, fuck. Lean, lean. I'm leaning.
I am actually really disciplined when it comes to things.
If I've told myself I'm doing it, I'm doing it, and nothing
will tempt me out of what I've set my mind to doing.
Go on, that's it, that's it. Feel it.
Start walking, that's it, well done, number six.
This is fucking madness.
The frightening thing is being parallel, 90 degrees to that wall.
Number six, you need to feed the rope through quick,
you're going too slow.
Imagine the smugness that will emanate from me if I pass this.
Just walking around going,
your boy could have been SAS if he wanted to,
but, you know, didn't fancy it. Whatever.
I can't get steady. Hang on, I'm not steady.
Number six, I want to see you with speed, aggression and intensity.
Right, stand by.
Go!
Go on number six. Go on, then, number ten. Run!
Number six, Tez, takes an early lead.
Making up ground, number ten, Georgia.
There she goes.
Ah.
Urgh.
Argh.
Number six, Tez, falls just before the finish line -
allowing number ten, Georgia, to win the race.
Oh, my God. CHEERING
Oi, oi, oi, oi.
It's a fucking tactical manoeuvre, not a circus!
Nice one. Nice one.
What a thrill. What a thrill.
I just don't think I can do it.
I don't think I can.
Nine and five. Here we go.
Next is number nine - boxing heavyweight champion Lani...
..up against returning recruit...
..number five, Pete.
I don't think many people think I would want to do this again.
I've always known that I have to put it right.
People that I've spoken to think I shouldn't do it.
Both legs. Just whip them over and stand on that ledge there.
And all you're going to do is just, inch by inch...
Just go now? Yeah, just get 90 degrees to the wall.
Mindset-wise I'm going to finish this. There ain't no third chances.
Good effort, number five. Great position. That's it.
Go on, that's it. Keep your feet there for the time being.
Keep going, keep going. Now walk. That's it.
Really good. Keep that arm straight.
Putting your trust in that rope for that first bit,
going like that. That's the bit.
I think that bit's going to be harder than the slope.
Keep walking, keep walking.
Your left leg seems to have lost the ability to manoeuvre properly.
I've had about 50 or so fights.
I know I'm a hard person and I'm tough and all...
Walk, walk, walk, walk.
Ah, shit. Go on, then.
..but I'm always last in the running. I am, like, slow.
I'm not agile compared to the people I train with
because I'm a bit bigger
and I tend to take a bit longer than others!
Stand by.
Go! Go on, number five. Go on, then.
Go on, number five. Go on, dig in.
Go on, number five. Come on. Nice job, number five.
Number five, Pete, takes an early lead.
Usain Bolt's lost his world record.
Argh! ..and wins.
BOTH:Oh.
Wow.
Fuck me.
That was fast.
That was some world-record shit, that.
Now lean forward.
Just one hand?
That's it, go on. You'll feel it go.
I got you, got you, got you.
Right, steady there.
Prepare to turn right, stand by.
Go!
Lean into it. Hip forward.
When I was on mission in Fallujah,
I climbed underneath a bridge with a hundred pounds
of explosives in the cover of darkness.
Go, go, go! Catch him!
There were enemy and dogs everywhere.
Control! Control, you fucking clown!
Oh. Oh, my God. What a shower of shit.
Oh!
Fucking hell.
How much were you drinking last night? You look shit-faced!
I was suspended high in the air.
There was a river below.
Dig deep, let's go. Well done.
Good effort, number seven.
There is no safety rope.
If I fell, it would be into the river,
and I was so heavily laden I more than likely would drown.
Oh, fuck.
Fuck the...
Fucking hell.
Oh, my God.
It was the discipline.
It was thinking about the mental checklist.
That's it, go on. Hips forward.
Oh, shit. Lean into it. Keep going. Run.
It was doing things without cutting corners.
And that's what took me to the other side of
the river, accomplishing the mission.
Argh...
Ooh, it's going to be close. What are you doing?
I'm stuck.
Ooh, bosh. What's that? A draw?
No, no, nowhere near.
Mate, I'm having a draw there.
I'll give you the draw.
15, four. On me.
All right, this is your time.
Come on, Bob.
Last up are the two most fearful recruits -
number 15, Bobby, and number four, Marnie.
When I was younger, I wasn't scared as much as what I am now.
I don't know if it's because I'm older or because I've had kids.
But now I just find myself just scared of everything.
God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
SHE BREATHES HEAVILY
I don't really feel like I've mastered a way to process
the anxiety, fears and doubts and worry.
And it'll be nice to really believe that I can do something
if I put my mind to it.
Listen to what I'm saying to you.
Just stand up straight and take a hold of this.
No, but I feel like I'm going to fall again.
Just take hold of this rope. Lean into it.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I am trying. Go on, lean.
I am.
Go on, lean. Lean.
When I go quiet, that's when you know I'm scared.
Really tight. I can't breathe.
Don't listen to her, she's full of shit.
Argh! Doesn't matter, doesn't matter!
I've never, just for shits and giggles, gone,
"Do you know what?" to my mates, "shall we go and do a bungee jump?"
Or... I'd rather go Nando's.
Argh... Argh. Argh!
Is that Bobby?
It's Marnie. No, it's Marnie.
Calm down, number four. Sit on your arse.
I can't fucking breathe!
I need to go. I'm going to be sick.
Just stay there and relax.
It's too tight. I can't. I want to go!
Take some deep... I'm going to have to VW, it's really bad!
You're not going anywhere.
Argh!
Stand by!
Please!
I need to get out! It's too tight.
Stay there, number four. I can't. Just wait!
Number four, Marnie...
Can't breathe. Really tight!
And number 15, Bobby...
Come on, Bobby.
..are going head-to-head in the forward dam run.
Number 15, standby. Go!
Go on, number four. Go, go, go!
Go on, 15.
Come on, 15.
Number 15, Bobby, takes an early lead...
He's Michael Flatley!
Go on, 15.
..and touches down first, winning the race.
He only went and won, didn't he?
Number four, what a sack of shit.
I literally couldn't breathe.
Great regain. Finally fucking done something.
Thank you, Staff. Cut the circus performance now.
I don't want to hear no more bullshit.
Yes, Staff. Do you understand me? Yes, Staff.
My harness was so tight, Staff. I couldn't breathe.
Really hurting. It's like I completely forgot...
You wouldn't have been able to shout and gob off
if you couldn't fucking breathe.
I'm telling you I couldn't breathe. Don't fucking tell me.
I'm telling you.
You have to turn everything into an exhibition.
No, I literally thought I was going to die.
I'm fucking talking. You talk again one more time
and you're going to become amphibious.
I'm going to throw you in the fucking water.
Your attitude stinks. Do you get it?
Everything you do, you have to ruin cause it has to be an exhi...
Sorry, I'm just in a lot of pain.
You people, when I say go, sprint down to the fucking gate and back.
Go!
Why are they doing that?
Because I'm in pain. Cos you were being a prat.
A fucking spoilt little kid.
Fucking buck your ideas up, do you understand?
Gobshite! Get over there, the pair of you, and get your kit off.
Thank you, Staff.
Sorry, guys.
For fuck's sake.
Right, get your bergens on.
Let's go! Let's go.
I know it's tough in the SAS,
but they don't just shout at you for nothing.
Do they do that in the SAS?
I assume so.
I feel so emotional. It's just so fucking hard.
Stay tight.
Keep it dressed up. That's right.
Rest up on your stones. That means stand by your number.
Task complete. Some people completed it well -
we'll call them winners. Some not so well.
For those that didn't do so well, fucking take it on the chin
and bounce back. Those that passed the task,
make one straight line at the front.
Those that didn't, make one at the back.
Fucking hell, 15. How does that feel?
Good, Staff.
To be a chicken dinner, a winner.
Yes, Staff.
All I'll say about failure is don't keep repeating it.
Cos that's not failure any more, that's a problem.
All right. Standby. Go!
Oh! I've got nothing left.
I'm leaving cos I'm in so much pain.
Like, how do you tell them you want to go? I'm in so much pain.
Marnie, don't be silly.
I'm not. I've had enough.
I love Marnie, she's fucking lovely. I just want her to go home now.
It's a bad day. Wait till tomorrow, see how you feel.
Babe, I'm not getting anything from it.
You're getting something from it. This isn't... This is making me
feel worse than how I felt when I came in.
Well, at least have dinner. Have a light rest, have a think.
I...I can't spend another night here. I can't.
Let's have a look where we're at. Day two.
All right, the first task, which was the run down.
To try to further understand the motivations of the celebrities...
It was a race,
but it was under control, so it didn't get reckless. Yeah.
..the DS have enlisted the help of ex-New Zealand Special
Forces psychologist Dr Alia.
There's a few things to it that we were looking for.
The first ones to go were numbers ten and six.
OK, yeah, I had ten.
Listened in, was switched on, visibly scared.
Watching her come down the very start was... You know when
a dog has got worms and it wipes its arse on the carpet?
RUDY LAUGHS That's right!
And then she kind of got a grip of herself.
Then from the run-down, technique was fair from both of 'em.
The decision I gave to number ten.
Ten won that.
Next two up were number nine and number five.
Five was almost faultless, I would say.
Right, number five won that, and he won it easy.
The primary worry I have about number five is that he's here
to prove a lot to himself. And I hope he's not
going to run out of steam too early. Yeah.
Right, and the next one was 15 and four.
15, once he'd embraced the fear a little bit,
he was actually all right.
And he won. Fucking shocker! Number four was miserable,
fed up and moaning.
Yeah, she came up and the old crocodile tears came on.
Squealing, shouting, and so she let herself down there.
Took forever to get started. But actually,
once she eventually got started, once she'd had her little moment...
She was looking solid, wasn't she?
Yeah, she was pretty solid.
So, when they came down, I went to do the de-brief.
All I got from her was batting eyes,
sucking her lips and just total disrespect.
And it really pissed me off.
She tends to get motivated by external factors.
She fancies herself a bit of a rebel,
but that's just a defence mechanism.
Do you think she's a confident person?
Confidence is a shifting line.
It depends on context. Yeah.
A lot of these individuals are very confident
in the context that is familiar to them. Yeah.
One of the challenges is how she deals with authority.
I really hope that she gives herself a chance
to push as far as she possibly can.
Worth getting her in. OK.
Number four!
Let's go! Fucking hurry up.
Get over here. Come on, then!
Fucking freezing!
Put your hands against the wall there.
After her extreme reaction in the previous task...
Right, turn to face me. Hands together.
..the DS want to see if they can motivate.
Step up.
..number four, Marnie, to dig deeper.
And one more.
Sit down.
SHE EXHALES
How are you doing? I'm not good.
What's not good? I'm not going to lie.
I just feel like I've misunderstood what this is.
I thought that I would come here to
gain something from it that I thought I was lacking.
What do you think you're lacking?
Um, confidence and... I don't know,
I just feel like, since I've been here, I feel like I've lost more
than what I started with. In what respect?
I thought it would build us up and make me feel good.
Cos that's kind of what's been taken away from us
for such a long time. Mm-hm. And I feel like it's done the opposite.
Maybe it's not the best place for what I wanted.
I would say you've not even been here long enough to know that.
You've only been here a day. You've been shouted at...
Yeah, but I. ..and you don't like it.
Mm-mm. People have, you know, looked up to you for whatever reason -
blowing smoke, as we say.
And you've got so comfortable with it, it's what you expect.
You will gain so much confidence by taking it on the chin,
accepting what is coming at you and dealing with it.
Not walking away from it. Failure is where you grow. Yeah.
There's more value sometimes
in failure than there is in fucking winning things.
You said you've had a lifetime of feeling inconfident
and being knocked.
Why? What's knocked the confidence out of you?
I just feel like just...a few things.
Like, I get really bad anxiety.
I've had that for about, erm, six years. Right.
That's, erm, because me... I don't really want to talk about it,
but that's cos my dad died out of the blue.
I don't want to talk about that. OK.
SNIFFLES
I feel like I'm really fragile at the minute to talk about that.
So I feel like that happened
and really set off a lot of like health anxiety,
a lot of death anxiety.
And then I nearly died during childbirth.
And I was, like, really poorly for like two and a half years.
I couldn't even look after my baby.
So, I feel like all that has contributed
to just me being really, like, unconfident and anxious,
just always thinking the worst and just never wanting
to push myself in certain situations.
You know, I'm always just so fearful.
But it's a small passage in time.
You've only got a number of days here.
You need to get out of this every little bit of it.
Yeah. Stand tall. If you get knocked on your arse, get back up again.
This is your opportunity to do it.
This is what you've come for. All right? Get on with it.
OK.
You're stronger than you think. Yeah.
So, get your head in the game. How old are you? 31.
Fucking hell! I thought you was about 15.
All right. Fucking old crow!
SHE LAUGHS
Take it on the fucking chin. OK.
Learn from it and go again.
Mm-hm.
Guard!
Thanks. Thank you.
All right, stand up.
So my dad struggled with alcohol abuse and drug abuse,
and it was really tough to see him in that state.
And he died really young.
Thank you.
I feel like losing someone with no warning is going to affect anyone.
I feel like all the milestones that I've hit, my dad hasn't been around.
So that is really sad.
I just always assumed I had
so much time cos I don't really feel like I got
to say goodbye. I didn't get any closure.
I just hope that I make him so proud of us.
Hi, friend. Hey, babies.
Go in there, my loves.
At least there's not shit everywhere.
Don't know, quite a bit of shit in there. Oh, OK.
I don't know how girls are pissing on the seat.
So, you just get the spray and the toothbrush and spray it, yeah?
Get the spray and then spray round...
Spray round that whole area. Yeah.
Just don't look in the hole.
The DS have assigned the recruits cleaning duties.
We've got to do boys' one now. Shit, we've got to do boys!
Yeah. God!
Number two, Rachel, and number ten, Georgia, have drawn the short straw.
I don't want to have to do these things in my life any more.
I just want a rich husband.
RACHEL LAUGHS
I need to spend more time on dating websites.
This is rank.
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Urgh!
Did you look down? No, just... Never look down!
SHE RETCHES
If you do this for a job, you've got
to have some fucking balls of steel.
My nerves would be shot to shit.
Oh, God, yeah. Me arsehole would be gone.
You're in the vehicle and go! You've got 20 seconds.
Let's go.
Come on, let's go. Come on, let's go!
Why am I waiting?
Let's go! Quickly!
What's your thing that you're scared of?
I've not been in the ocean since, what, like, last time. Yeah.
In, like, open ocean, like, anything, or falling into it.
Yeah. I've fucked myself on heights over water before.
As Special Forces operators, we work at night
because we can approach with stealth, surprise.
We can move with freedom under the cover of darkness.
Get a fucking move on. Let's go!
More often than not, it will involve doing an insertion into water.
All the way, everybody!
It's fucking scary.
Let's go.
The only thing you can do is to not panic.
Right, look in.
With little visibility, the recruits are about to take on
the final task of the phase.
In the Special Forces, we conduct missions behind enemy lines,
which often means that we approach from a maritime insert.
At height in the pitch-black of darkness.
Standby!
To pass, the recruits must enter the water...
Go! ..headfirst.
DS Rudy, OK.
Two and five, go backwards up to your waist, then shoulders under.
We're OK. We're OK.
Oh, quick as you can, keep warm, let's go.
Attempting the backwards dive are recruits number two,
Rachel, and number five, Pete.
So, last time, I'd thought water was going to be my strong point,
and I jumped out of a helicopter and knocked myself unconscious.
Let's go. Come on.
And I broke a couple of ribs so I wasn't able to continue.
Let's go, fucking hurry up!
I'm embarrassed about what happened.
So embarrassing myself twice... I'll probably shave my head
and become a different person, I think.
Because I cannot be the person that fucked it twice!
Well, well, well.
Let's hope we don't have a repeat performance, cos if I'm not
mistaken, the last time you were in open water, you knocked yourself
clean out, didn't you?
Not been in open water since, Staff.
Don't fuck this up. Come on, number two!
Sorry, Staff.
It's already a bad hair day. Right, listen in.
On the word of command go, all you do,
transfer the weight from your toes into your heels
and you'll naturally start to fall backwards.
Right, number five, you're first. Come on.
I can't really remember much of what happened,
but I don't know if I've developed a weird fear of the fucking sea.
Stand straight, look up. Don't look down.
I get flashbacks, but I don't know if they're actually flashbacks
or it's just my mind telling me, "You fucked that."
Arms across your chest. Standby.
I just need to do it. I need to do this again. Properly.
Go!
Fucking hell!
Five OK, Staff.
Good pass, number five, well done.
Yeah, number five, well done.
Right, now lock your body. Look dead ahead. Bosh.
I had nightmares about being on the mast of a tall ship in a storm.
Standby!
It's quite presumptuous of us as human beings, who can die if you
fall 20 feet, to think that you can be safe.
Heights is dangerous.
You know, you'll tell a child on a wall, "Come down."
You know, "Don't."
Go!
Fucking hell! Baywatch calls for number two.
That's a pass, number two. Get out.
Both of you, solid performance. Fucking well done.
And you, Peter.
That's it, shoulders under.
Next up is number 14, Shazia...
Yeah, go on.
..and number four, Marnie.
Come on, mermaids, all the way to the steps.
Straight up the ladder and up to me.
I feel like I find giving trust
and control to other people really scary and daunting.
Listen to exactly what you're told.
And when you get up those steps, just stay calm. Don't fuck it up.
Yes, Staff. Go on.
I want to learn to trust people again.
I also want to gain confident in myself.
I want to believe that I can do things when I put my mind to it.
Right, 14, here we go.
Step back a little bit more. OK. Right, are you ready?
Yeah. Stay rigid. Lock your body. Standby.
Go.
14 OK?
Yes, Staff.
All right, that was a fail.
14, miserable fail!
Step back. Don't do what she did. Are you happy there?
Come on, you can do this, four.
I feel like if I'd had the ability to just not care and let go...
Rigid, look dead ahead.
..if this course could do that for us,
I'll be, like, utterly overjoyed.
Standby. Go.
I don't know how, but that was a good pass.
Well done, number four.
Pass, number four.
Is that Marnie? Get in there.
Oh, my God! Did Marnie just pass that?
RUDY:Number four, I cannot believe it!
You actually did something good. Pass.
FOXY:Let's see what you're fucking made of.
OK.
Right, stand up straight.
BILLY:In the Special Forces world...
Here we go.
..our means of delivery into the conflict zone
is normally from an aircraft.
Arms across chest.
At night, pitch-black into the abyss.
Standby. Go!
Fuck. I hope she's all right.
Number one, fail. Fold your arms.
It is absolutely terrifying.
Go!
You totally have no control of your life.
Number nine, pass!
You can't afford to allow that fear to grow inside your mind...
Standby!
..and overpower you.
Go!
If you hesitate or panic, you could end up losing your life.
Number three, that's a fail.
Come on, 15.
Sorry, Staff.
Go on, stand up. This isn't a fucking crawling task.
This is when they need to show discipline.
Keep looking ahead. Standby.
Go. Am I in the right position, Staff?
Yeah, yeah, go.
No, just fucking fall backwards.
And can follow orders and get the job done.
Number 15, go!
Fucking hell!
15 OK!
Pathetic!
Fail, number 15.
Fail, 15.
Shit.
I'm going to need you to help me get through this.
Let's go. Quick as you can.
Just walk backwards. Walk in. It's going to be cold.
Control your breathing.
Next to face the backwards dive is recruit number six,
Tez, and number ten, Georgia.
I do think I struggle with, like, just letting go
and, like, seeing what happens.
Let's go. Up to me.
Go on, faster!
I think losing control might be hard for me.
Just stand there. Yes, Staff.
Take charge, you've got to keep telling yourself that.
Standby.
Go! Come on, big boy.
Six OK! OK, get out. Fail.
That's not how you do it. Step back, step back. OK.
I feel like over the last few years,
I've been mentally, quite frankly, pushed to my limits.
We're going to step you back, you're going to get your heels into the air
so they're free of the platform.
So much of my life right now is about me being a victim
and I feel like this is my time
to show that I'm resilient, I'm strong.
I wouldn't.
OK, just tell me... Can you just tell me what to do?
But I think my biggest fear would just be if
I, in any way, let myself down.
Oh, God. Standby.
Go.
Oh.
I'm OK, Staff. Number ten OK.
Number ten, fail!
Oh, fuck. Fail, number ten.
Are you all right?
Not really, I just want to cry. That was horrible.
Was it horrible? Well, yeah, it's just like you do it
and you sort of fuck it up. And it's still such a horrible thing to do
and you just feel like shit after.
You take it like a G. So composed.
Oh, so frustrated. Come on.
Round the square, follow him. Go. Next.
Let's go. Let's go, follow, run. Right behind you.
Run.
And run.
The celebrity recruits are nearing the end of phase two of the course.
Oh, my God. Shut that door.
Number ten!
Number ten. Oh.
Let's go, ten.
After losing her nerve on the backwards dive...
Let's go, let's go.
..number ten, Georgia, has highlighted herself to the DS.
Step. One more big one.
That's it.
Sit.
Bring your chair forward.
And sort your hair out!
Bobby said it looked good.
How do you think you're getting on?
I don't know. I think I'm throwing myself into everything.
But I felt a bit emotional today.
Emotional from what?
Like, I just feel emotional.
It's just...it's tough when you're, like, doing your best at something
but, like, you just fail at things at times. Do you know what I mean?
You know, we expect you to fuck up.
But what we're after is how you bounce back from the failures. Yeah.
Do you know what I mean? Yeah, and I think I find it hard,
like, not to smile. But it's just cos I find the situation strange.
We've sort of worked that out, only just.
What are you hoping to achieve with this?
I feel like I'm in a bit of a stage of my life where, like, I've had
a tough couple of years,
and I just want to see how strong I can be
and maybe come out being a better person.
What's the tough couple of years all about?
Um, so I had a situation with
an ex-partner that was quite public.
But long story short, he filmed us having sex
with cameras that I weren't aware that were there
and sold it on the internet,
and it ended up being viewed by over ten million people.
So he told me he'd filmed me after he done it,
and I made it extremely clear that if he ever put it anywhere,
it would completely and utterly ruin my life.
But he still went on to do it.
And that then went on to cause, like, a two-year legal battle
for me getting him to court.
But in the time that that went on, my best friend died
and my ex-boyfriend died.
So, over that two years, it's just been, like...
Just a lot of just trying to get through things. Sorry.
That's all right.
It's just been, like, two years of just trying to, like,
barely just get on with things
and just be strong enough to just, like, be remotely happy
and achieve the things that I need to achieve to just get by.
And a lot of it, I had to be strong really quickly cos I had to be
strong to get to the court case.
So I had to, like, put a lot of my grieving to the side. Sorry.
That's all right.
And like, now I've got through it, and I won the court case
and he went to prison for 21 months.
But I think I'm still, like, dealing with, like,
the loss of my friend
and, like, my ex quite a lot.
But it's something I'm... I'm overcoming all the time.
So, did that happen when all this other shit was going on?
Yeah, like, everything happened six months between each other.
Like, every time I started to get better from one thing,
something else happened.
Pretty shitty fucking couple of years for you, then.
Yeah. But I actually got the law changed.
So, now I feel like lots of women are looking up to me.
So I want to make them strong,
and I'm getting lots of opportunities to make
a difference with my story.
The day before I flew out here, I got called into the Ministry of
Justice and they told me that they changed the law.
So, you've got a law changed, right? Yeah.
That's awesome. Is that a really good line in the sand
for all that shit? Yeah.
And, like, it's nice, actually, just to have been here
for a few days and not have someone sort of go, you know, "Are you OK?"
I've got so much more in my character than that.
This is the perfect way to just rip me out of
what's been two years of struggle.
So, basically,
this course couldn't have come at a better time?
No, it couldn't.
You are showing yourself to be a strong person. Yeah.
Cos you've bounced back from the, you know,
the trip-ups, the failures. Yeah.
And reattack the next thing. Yeah.
Guard.
When you go through something like that, you really do lose a lot
of your self-esteem.
Honestly, I felt violated, I felt ashamed, I felt embarrassed.
I really cried my eyes out.
But it was good, actually. I do feel a lot stronger after it. And, like,
I was starting to wonder what I'm doing here.
I felt like I devalued myself.
Like, I looked at myself as something that was damaged goods.
I went in, they took the hood off, they went,
"Sort your fucking hair out." BOBBY CHUCKLES
I feel like this is my time to show that
I'm so much more than what happened to me.
They was like, "It's come at the perfect time."
And I think it actually has, really. Yeah.
Next time... Keep going. Do not give up!
Argh! Go, man!
On selection, it's important that you trust your oppo.
Knock his head off!
It's crucial to you getting a job done.
Take him out! You don't have to like 'em,
but you have to be able to work with them.
Let's go!
There you go!
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