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This programme contains strong
language and scenes some viewers
may find upsetting
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This programme contains strong
language and scenes some viewers
may find upsetting
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Walk forward, walk, walk, walk.
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Walk forward, walk, walk, walk.
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Sit down.
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The hardest battle in
the Special Forces is
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The hardest battle in
the Special Forces is
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the one you'll face in your mind.
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the one you'll face in your mind.
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Guard!
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Lose that battle,
and you won't last two seconds.
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Lose that battle,
and you won't last two seconds.
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Turn around.
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Let's move. Come on, then.
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Let's move. Come on, then.
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In this series...
All the way.
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In this series...
All the way.
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..15 celebrity recruits...
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Argh! Shut up!
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..have been taken to
the other side of the world.
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..have been taken to
the other side of the world.
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Please!
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The only way these celebrities are
going to find their potential is
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The only way these celebrities are
going to find their potential is
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to make their lives a living hell.
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to make their lives a living hell.
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I've done it! There isn't
going to be an easy way out.
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I've done it! There isn't
going to be an easy way out.
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Crawl, crawl!
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They'll be put through the most
gruelling stages of SAS Selection...
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They'll be put through the most
gruelling stages of SAS Selection...
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They'll be put through the most
gruelling stages of SAS Selection...
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Goodbye.
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..by an elite team of
ex-Special Forces soldiers.
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..by an elite team of
ex-Special Forces soldiers.
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Go on, Bob, fight back!
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Go on, Bob, fight back!
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Stripped of all home comforts,
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Stripped of all home comforts,
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they will be pushed further than
ever before.
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they will be pushed further than
ever before.
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Oh, my God. If I pass this course,
I'd be as happy as a dog
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Oh, my God. If I pass this course,
I'd be as happy as a dog
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with two dicks.
But it's going to be a challenge.
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with two dicks.
But it's going to be a challenge.
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Take it, Jenna!
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I'd like to think of myself
as a bit of a hard nut.
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I'd like to think of myself
as a bit of a hard nut.
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But probably when I'm out there
I might crumble like a pastry.
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But probably when I'm out there
I might crumble like a pastry.
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No allowances or exceptions
will be made.
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No allowances or exceptions
will be made.
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I'm actually a member of the most
unpopular family in the country.
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I'm actually a member of the most
unpopular family in the country.
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Come on!
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So, whatever happens, I can survive.
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So, whatever happens, I can survive.
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Dig deep. Let's go.
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Dig deep. Let's go.
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There you go!
Ah, I can't do.
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There you go!
Ah, I can't do.
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No other test asks as much...
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You don't want to give it a go?
No, it's... Are you sure?
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You don't want to give it a go?
No, it's... Are you sure?
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I can't do it.
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..or means as much.
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Look at me. Don't give up.
Stay in the game.
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Look at me. Don't give up.
Stay in the game.
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Get your head up. Head up, head up!
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To the few who make it through...
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To the few who make it through...
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If you want to be here,
then use the pain...
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If you want to be here,
then use the pain...
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..you nasty things!
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..you nasty things!
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Thank you, Staff.
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LOUD YAWN
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LOUD YAWN
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Wake me up when we're ready to go.
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Argh!
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I can feel a poo coming
but I just know it's not ready.
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I can feel a poo coming
but I just know it's not ready.
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It's just there.
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GIGGLING
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The celebrity recruits are entering
the second phase of the course.
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The celebrity recruits are entering
the second phase of the course.
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The celebrity recruits are entering
the second phase of the course.
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I've had my first nail break.
That's a sign.
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I've had my first nail break.
That's a sign.
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W-what is, Georgia?
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W-what is, Georgia?
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I hate having chipped nails, Shazia.
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I hate having chipped nails, Shazia.
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Of the 15 who began, 14 remain.
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Of the 15 who began, 14 remain.
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Pete, I know you
probably don't know,
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Pete, I know you
probably don't know,
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but do you think we'll
go swimming today?
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but do you think we'll
go swimming today?
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I think it's going
to be a tough day.
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I think it's going
to be a tough day.
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But they said after day one
it gets better.
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But they said after day one
it gets better.
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No, no, no, no.
Shazia, it's going to get worse.
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No, no, no, no.
Shazia, it's going to get worse.
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Yesterday was a
teddy bears' picnic.
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Yesterday was a
teddy bears' picnic.
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Get on parade!
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Get on parade!
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Parade.
Are we going out, are we? Parade.
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Parade.
Are we going out, are we? Parade.
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Parade.
Are we going out, are we? Parade.
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Everyone get their armbands on.
Tez, wakey-wakey, babes.
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Everyone get their armbands on.
Tez, wakey-wakey, babes.
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What's going on over there?
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What is that, the hen shed?
What are you doing?
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What is that, the hen shed?
What are you doing?
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Going to the toilet.
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Quickly snap it off
and get on parade.
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Quickly snap it off
and get on parade.
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Come on, leave it,
leave it, leave it.
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Get on parade.
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Buttons done. Where's my button go?
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Buttons done. Where's my button go?
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Is everyone ready?
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One second. Don't worry.
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One second. Don't worry.
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Are you people taking the piss?!
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Are you people taking the piss?!
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Are you taking the piss?!
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Drop your Bergens off.
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Get out there now!
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Start bunny hopping
round the square.
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Start bunny hopping
round the square.
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Bunny hop! Bunny hop!
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Bunny hop! Bunny hop!
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Start bunny hopping, you halfwits!
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Start bunny hopping, you halfwits!
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All the way down! Go round
to the back of that trough.
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All the way down! Go round
to the back of that trough.
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Now!
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I want one, two, three, four.
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Four of you at the front.
Four behind. Let's go.
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Four of you at the front.
Four behind. Let's go.
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Without discipline, there
would be no Special Forces.
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Without discipline, there
would be no Special Forces.
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Take your hat off,
take your gloves off.
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Take your hat off,
take your gloves off.
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{\an8}Following orders and managing
your time is crucial.
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{\an8}Following orders and managing
your time is crucial.
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Did you hear me shout
from there, "get on parade"?
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Did you hear me shout
from there, "get on parade"?
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Yes, Staff.
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So why am I stood out here ten
minutes waiting for you people?
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So why am I stood out here ten
minutes waiting for you people?
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When I say go, you four dip
your head in that water.
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When I say go, you four dip
your head in that water.
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Go!
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This is going to be a massive
reality check to these celebrities.
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This is going to be a massive
reality check to these celebrities.
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This is going to be a massive
reality check to these celebrities.
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Pull that idiot out.
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Get on your stones. Go.
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Get on your stones. Go.
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Next four.
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They're so used to being given
everything they want...
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They're so used to being given
everything they want...
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Dip.
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..being told how great they are.
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Out. Back to your stones. Next four.
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Out. Back to your stones. Next four.
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Out here, there's no agents...
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Out here, there's no agents...
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In.
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..and no assistants.
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Round to your stones.
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If they don't switch into
this course very quickly...
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If they don't switch into
this course very quickly...
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Dip. Round to your stones.
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Dip. Round to your stones.
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..it will be a very
painful experience.
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..it will be a very
painful experience.
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We're now entering phase two.
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We're now entering phase two.
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And trust me - it's going
to get mentally harder,
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And trust me - it's going
to get mentally harder,
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And trust me - it's going
to get mentally harder,
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physically, emotionally.
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We haven't even touched
physical yet!
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Stop fucking fidgeting!
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Stop fucking fidgeting!
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When I say go,
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disappear out of my sight,
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get your bergens, be ready to move.
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get your bergens, be ready to move.
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Go!
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Yeah, I'm anxious. Yeah, I'm really
anxious about everything.
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Yeah, I'm anxious. Yeah, I'm really
anxious about everything.
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Yesterday really took it out of me.
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Yesterday really took it out of me.
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I thought, fuck me -
shit just got real!
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I thought, fuck me -
shit just got real!
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So fucking cold.
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So fucking cold.
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I can feel my heart rate
already starting to, like, pump.
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I can feel my heart rate
already starting to, like, pump.
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So, in Geordie Shore
we didn't really have
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So, in Geordie Shore
we didn't really have
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to do anything apart from just live
together in a house, get drunk,
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to do anything apart from just live
together in a house, get drunk,
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to do anything apart from just live
together in a house, get drunk,
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go out, party, and just have fun.
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go out, party, and just have fun.
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Isn't it funny how you go
through waves of emotion?
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Isn't it funny how you go
through waves of emotion?
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Yeah, I'm very frightened.
You're riding a wave.
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Yeah, I'm very frightened.
You're riding a wave.
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I've never actually
been in this type
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I've never actually
been in this type
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of environment where
I'm told what to do.
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of environment where
I'm told what to do.
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I feel a bit sick.
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I've got a lot of pressure on us.
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I genuinely don't even know
how I'm going to react.
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I genuinely don't even know
how I'm going to react.
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Everyone out the trucks with
your kit on. Quick as you can.
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Everyone out the trucks with
your kit on. Quick as you can.
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Right, out we get.
Game face on. Game face on.
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Right, out we get.
Game face on. Game face on.
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Come on! Kit on.
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Come on! Kit on.
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For the first task,
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For the first task,
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the DS will test the recruits
physically and mentally.
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the DS will test the recruits
physically and mentally.
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the DS will test the recruits
physically and mentally.
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{\an8}When you go into battle,
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{\an8}the first thing that happens
is you're getting shot at.
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{\an8}the first thing that happens
is you're getting shot at.
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Keep the noise down
and the gaps closed up.
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Keep the noise down
and the gaps closed up.
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And so there are no half-hearted
measures on this.
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And so there are no half-hearted
measures on this.
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We're constantly faced with
situations
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We're constantly faced with
situations
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where we could lose our lives.
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Get a move on!
Closing in. Closing in.
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Get a move on!
Closing in. Closing in.
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We're looking for
the recruits who have got
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the discipline to just get on
with the job,
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the discipline to just get on
with the job,
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and not allow fear to be
that unwanted noise.
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and not allow fear to be
that unwanted noise.
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Oh...my...God.
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Oh...my...God.
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Towering over 300 feet above
the recruits is Clyde Dam.
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Towering over 300 feet above
the recruits is Clyde Dam.
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Towering over 300 feet above
the recruits is Clyde Dam.
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Listen up, recruits.
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In times of war, key
infrastructure -
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In times of war, key
infrastructure -
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they come under attack.
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Structures like this - dams.
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Structures like this - dams.
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Special Forces, we rapidly deploy
to places like this to protect them.
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Special Forces, we rapidly deploy
to places like this to protect them.
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Special Forces, we rapidly deploy
to places like this to protect them.
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Keep your eyes on
Chief Instructor Billy and DS Fox.
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Keep your eyes on
Chief Instructor Billy and DS Fox.
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Keep your eyes on
Chief Instructor Billy and DS Fox.
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In pairs, the recruits
have to descend face-first
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In pairs, the recruits
have to descend face-first
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over the lip of the dam.
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over the lip of the dam.
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SOBBING:I can't do it.
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When given the order...Go.
..they must race to the bottom.
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When given the order...Go.
..they must race to the bottom.
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The first recruit down succeeds
the task and wins.
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The first recruit down succeeds
the task and wins.
280
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The first recruit down succeeds
the task and wins.
281
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There is no second place.
282
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Who here is afraid of heights?
283
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Who here is afraid of heights?
284
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All right, stow that shit.
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All right, stow that shit.
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Stow it.
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Ten and six. Yes, Staff.
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Ten and six. Yes, Staff.
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You're on deck. First handle
your bergens - do it now.
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You're on deck. First handle
your bergens - do it now.
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Everything we do
is life and limb,
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Everything we do
is life and limb,
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so it's very important
you pay attention to detail.
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so it's very important
you pay attention to detail.
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Yes, Staff.
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First up is number six, Tez...
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First up is number six, Tez...
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..pitted against
number ten, Georgia.
299
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..pitted against
number ten, Georgia.
300
00:09:01,950 --> 00:09:03,950
I think most people
will probably think
301
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I think most people
will probably think
302
00:09:04,270 --> 00:09:06,270
{\an8}I'm a bit bougie, a bit girlie.
303
00:09:06,310 --> 00:09:07,790
{\an8}I'm a bit bougie, a bit girlie.
304
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Someone that isn't
very rough and ready.
305
00:09:09,870 --> 00:09:10,230
Someone that isn't
very rough and ready.
306
00:09:10,270 --> 00:09:11,790
Have you abseiled before?
307
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Um, no.
308
00:09:13,150 --> 00:09:15,150
I don't think the British public
have ever seen
309
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I don't think the British public
have ever seen
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the tough side of me.
311
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I don't feel right on the rope.
312
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You'll feel all right,
don't worry about it. On this?
313
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Yeah, yeah, you're good. Now lean.
Oh, fuck. Lean, lean. I'm leaning.
314
00:09:23,430 --> 00:09:24,750
Yeah, yeah, you're good. Now lean.
Oh, fuck. Lean, lean. I'm leaning.
315
00:09:24,790 --> 00:09:26,790
I am actually really disciplined
when it comes to things.
316
00:09:26,830 --> 00:09:27,750
I am actually really disciplined
when it comes to things.
317
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If I've told myself I'm doing it,
I'm doing it, and nothing
318
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If I've told myself I'm doing it,
I'm doing it, and nothing
319
00:09:30,510 --> 00:09:32,510
will tempt me out of what
I've set my mind to doing.
320
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will tempt me out of what
I've set my mind to doing.
321
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Go on, that's it, that's it.
Feel it.
322
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Go on, that's it, that's it.
Feel it.
323
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Start walking, that's it,
well done, number six.
324
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Start walking, that's it,
well done, number six.
325
00:09:39,870 --> 00:09:41,710
This is fucking madness.
326
00:09:41,750 --> 00:09:43,750
The frightening thing is being
parallel, 90 degrees to that wall.
327
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The frightening thing is being
parallel, 90 degrees to that wall.
328
00:09:45,710 --> 00:09:47,630
Number six, you need to feed
the rope through quick,
329
00:09:47,670 --> 00:09:49,670
you're going too slow.
330
00:09:49,710 --> 00:09:49,950
you're going too slow.
331
00:09:49,990 --> 00:09:51,990
Imagine the smugness that
will emanate from me if I pass this.
332
00:09:52,030 --> 00:09:54,030
Imagine the smugness that
will emanate from me if I pass this.
333
00:09:54,070 --> 00:09:54,390
Imagine the smugness that
will emanate from me if I pass this.
334
00:09:54,430 --> 00:09:56,430
{\an8}Just walking around going,
335
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{\an8}Just walking around going,
336
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{\an8}your boy could have been
SAS if he wanted to,
337
00:09:59,070 --> 00:10:01,070
but, you know,
didn't fancy it. Whatever.
338
00:10:01,110 --> 00:10:02,030
but, you know,
didn't fancy it. Whatever.
339
00:10:02,070 --> 00:10:04,070
I can't get steady.
Hang on, I'm not steady.
340
00:10:04,110 --> 00:10:05,750
I can't get steady.
Hang on, I'm not steady.
341
00:10:05,790 --> 00:10:07,790
Number six, I want to see you with
speed, aggression and intensity.
342
00:10:07,830 --> 00:10:09,830
Number six, I want to see you with
speed, aggression and intensity.
343
00:10:09,870 --> 00:10:10,710
Number six, I want to see you with
speed, aggression and intensity.
344
00:10:12,590 --> 00:10:14,110
Right, stand by.
345
00:10:17,270 --> 00:10:18,710
Go!
346
00:10:18,750 --> 00:10:20,750
Go on number six.
Go on, then, number ten. Run!
347
00:10:20,790 --> 00:10:21,470
Go on number six.
Go on, then, number ten. Run!
348
00:10:25,830 --> 00:10:27,830
Number six, Tez,
takes an early lead.
349
00:10:27,870 --> 00:10:28,310
Number six, Tez,
takes an early lead.
350
00:10:32,670 --> 00:10:34,670
Making up ground,
number ten, Georgia.
351
00:10:34,710 --> 00:10:35,390
Making up ground,
number ten, Georgia.
352
00:10:35,430 --> 00:10:36,790
There she goes.
353
00:10:36,830 --> 00:10:38,190
Ah.
354
00:10:38,230 --> 00:10:39,550
Urgh.
355
00:10:41,830 --> 00:10:43,110
Argh.
356
00:10:43,150 --> 00:10:45,150
Number six, Tez, falls just before
the finish line -
357
00:10:45,190 --> 00:10:46,470
Number six, Tez, falls just before
the finish line -
358
00:10:46,510 --> 00:10:48,510
allowing number ten,
Georgia, to win the race.
359
00:10:48,550 --> 00:10:49,390
allowing number ten,
Georgia, to win the race.
360
00:10:49,430 --> 00:10:51,150
Oh, my God.
CHEERING
361
00:10:51,190 --> 00:10:53,190
Oi, oi, oi, oi.
362
00:10:53,230 --> 00:10:53,870
Oi, oi, oi, oi.
363
00:10:53,910 --> 00:10:55,910
It's a fucking tactical
manoeuvre, not a circus!
364
00:10:55,950 --> 00:10:57,230
It's a fucking tactical
manoeuvre, not a circus!
365
00:10:58,710 --> 00:11:00,710
Nice one. Nice one.
366
00:11:00,750 --> 00:11:00,990
Nice one. Nice one.
367
00:11:01,030 --> 00:11:03,030
What a thrill. What a thrill.
368
00:11:03,070 --> 00:11:04,030
What a thrill. What a thrill.
369
00:11:05,150 --> 00:11:07,030
I just don't think I can do it.
370
00:11:07,070 --> 00:11:08,430
I don't think I can.
371
00:11:08,470 --> 00:11:10,470
Nine and five. Here we go.
372
00:11:10,510 --> 00:11:11,430
Nine and five. Here we go.
373
00:11:13,990 --> 00:11:15,990
Next is number nine -
boxing heavyweight champion Lani...
374
00:11:16,030 --> 00:11:17,870
Next is number nine -
boxing heavyweight champion Lani...
375
00:11:19,630 --> 00:11:21,630
..up against returning recruit...
376
00:11:21,670 --> 00:11:21,990
..up against returning recruit...
377
00:11:22,030 --> 00:11:24,030
..number five, Pete.
378
00:11:24,070 --> 00:11:24,310
..number five, Pete.
379
00:11:24,350 --> 00:11:26,350
I don't think many people think I
would want to do this again.
380
00:11:26,390 --> 00:11:27,630
I don't think many people think I
would want to do this again.
381
00:11:27,670 --> 00:11:29,670
I've always known that I
have to put it right.
382
00:11:29,710 --> 00:11:29,990
I've always known that I
have to put it right.
383
00:11:30,030 --> 00:11:32,030
People that I've spoken
to think I shouldn't do it.
384
00:11:32,070 --> 00:11:32,710
People that I've spoken
to think I shouldn't do it.
385
00:11:32,750 --> 00:11:34,750
Both legs. Just whip them over
and stand on that ledge there.
386
00:11:34,790 --> 00:11:35,350
Both legs. Just whip them over
and stand on that ledge there.
387
00:11:37,070 --> 00:11:39,070
And all you're going to do
is just, inch by inch...
388
00:11:39,110 --> 00:11:39,590
And all you're going to do
is just, inch by inch...
389
00:11:39,630 --> 00:11:41,630
Just go now? Yeah, just get
90 degrees to the wall.
390
00:11:41,670 --> 00:11:42,590
Just go now? Yeah, just get
90 degrees to the wall.
391
00:11:42,630 --> 00:11:44,630
Mindset-wise I'm going to finish
this. There ain't no third chances.
392
00:11:44,670 --> 00:11:46,670
Mindset-wise I'm going to finish
this. There ain't no third chances.
393
00:11:46,710 --> 00:11:46,990
Mindset-wise I'm going to finish
this. There ain't no third chances.
394
00:11:47,030 --> 00:11:49,030
Good effort, number five.
Great position. That's it.
395
00:11:49,070 --> 00:11:50,070
Good effort, number five.
Great position. That's it.
396
00:11:50,110 --> 00:11:52,110
Go on, that's it. Keep your feet
there for the time being.
397
00:11:52,150 --> 00:11:52,870
Go on, that's it. Keep your feet
there for the time being.
398
00:11:52,910 --> 00:11:54,910
Keep going, keep going.
Now walk. That's it.
399
00:11:54,950 --> 00:11:56,390
Keep going, keep going.
Now walk. That's it.
400
00:11:56,430 --> 00:11:58,430
Really good. Keep that arm straight.
401
00:11:58,470 --> 00:11:58,990
Really good. Keep that arm straight.
402
00:11:59,030 --> 00:12:01,030
Putting your trust in that rope
for that first bit,
403
00:12:01,070 --> 00:12:02,150
Putting your trust in that rope
for that first bit,
404
00:12:02,190 --> 00:12:03,710
going like that. That's the bit.
405
00:12:03,750 --> 00:12:05,750
I think that bit's going to
be harder than the slope.
406
00:12:05,790 --> 00:12:06,310
I think that bit's going to
be harder than the slope.
407
00:12:06,350 --> 00:12:08,390
Keep walking, keep walking.
408
00:12:08,430 --> 00:12:10,430
Your left leg seems to have lost
the ability to manoeuvre properly.
409
00:12:10,470 --> 00:12:12,310
Your left leg seems to have lost
the ability to manoeuvre properly.
410
00:12:12,350 --> 00:12:14,350
I've had about 50 or so fights.
411
00:12:14,390 --> 00:12:15,110
I've had about 50 or so fights.
412
00:12:15,150 --> 00:12:17,150
I know I'm a hard person
and I'm tough and all...
413
00:12:17,190 --> 00:12:17,950
I know I'm a hard person
and I'm tough and all...
414
00:12:17,990 --> 00:12:19,230
Walk, walk, walk, walk.
415
00:12:19,270 --> 00:12:20,950
Ah, shit. Go on, then.
416
00:12:20,990 --> 00:12:22,990
..but I'm always last in
the running. I am, like, slow.
417
00:12:23,030 --> 00:12:23,950
..but I'm always last in
the running. I am, like, slow.
418
00:12:23,990 --> 00:12:25,990
I'm not agile compared to
the people I train with
419
00:12:26,030 --> 00:12:26,670
I'm not agile compared to
the people I train with
420
00:12:26,710 --> 00:12:28,150
because I'm a bit bigger
421
00:12:28,190 --> 00:12:30,190
and I tend to take
a bit longer than others!
422
00:12:30,230 --> 00:12:30,630
and I tend to take
a bit longer than others!
423
00:12:32,190 --> 00:12:33,790
Stand by.
424
00:12:33,830 --> 00:12:35,470
Go! Go on, number five. Go on, then.
425
00:12:35,510 --> 00:12:37,030
Go on, number five. Go on, dig in.
426
00:12:37,070 --> 00:12:39,070
Go on, number five. Come on.
Nice job, number five.
427
00:12:39,110 --> 00:12:39,950
Go on, number five. Come on.
Nice job, number five.
428
00:12:41,390 --> 00:12:43,390
Number five, Pete,
takes an early lead.
429
00:12:43,430 --> 00:12:43,870
Number five, Pete,
takes an early lead.
430
00:12:45,670 --> 00:12:47,670
Usain Bolt's lost his world record.
431
00:12:47,710 --> 00:12:49,190
Usain Bolt's lost his world record.
432
00:12:49,230 --> 00:12:51,230
Argh! ..and wins.
433
00:12:51,270 --> 00:12:51,470
Argh! ..and wins.
434
00:12:51,510 --> 00:12:52,910
BOTH:Oh.
435
00:12:52,950 --> 00:12:54,430
Wow.
436
00:13:01,790 --> 00:13:03,750
Fuck me.
437
00:13:03,790 --> 00:13:04,990
That was fast.
438
00:13:07,430 --> 00:13:09,430
That was some
world-record shit, that.
439
00:13:09,470 --> 00:13:10,670
That was some
world-record shit, that.
440
00:13:10,710 --> 00:13:12,070
Now lean forward.
441
00:13:12,110 --> 00:13:13,190
Just one hand?
442
00:13:13,230 --> 00:13:15,230
That's it, go on.
You'll feel it go.
443
00:13:15,270 --> 00:13:15,510
That's it, go on.
You'll feel it go.
444
00:13:15,550 --> 00:13:17,510
I got you, got you, got you.
445
00:13:17,550 --> 00:13:18,990
Right, steady there.
446
00:13:19,030 --> 00:13:21,030
Prepare to turn right, stand by.
447
00:13:21,070 --> 00:13:21,550
Prepare to turn right, stand by.
448
00:13:21,590 --> 00:13:22,910
Go!
449
00:13:22,950 --> 00:13:24,950
Lean into it. Hip forward.
450
00:13:24,990 --> 00:13:25,430
Lean into it. Hip forward.
451
00:13:25,470 --> 00:13:27,510
When I was on mission in Fallujah,
452
00:13:27,550 --> 00:13:29,550
I climbed underneath
a bridge with a hundred pounds
453
00:13:29,590 --> 00:13:30,630
I climbed underneath
a bridge with a hundred pounds
454
00:13:30,670 --> 00:13:32,670
{\an8}of explosives in
the cover of darkness.
455
00:13:32,710 --> 00:13:32,950
{\an8}of explosives in
the cover of darkness.
456
00:13:32,990 --> 00:13:35,030
Go, go, go! Catch him!
457
00:13:35,070 --> 00:13:37,070
There were enemy
and dogs everywhere.
458
00:13:37,110 --> 00:13:37,350
There were enemy
and dogs everywhere.
459
00:13:37,390 --> 00:13:39,390
Control! Control, you fucking clown!
460
00:13:39,430 --> 00:13:40,790
Control! Control, you fucking clown!
461
00:13:40,830 --> 00:13:42,830
Oh. Oh, my God.
What a shower of shit.
462
00:13:42,870 --> 00:13:44,870
Oh. Oh, my God.
What a shower of shit.
463
00:13:44,910 --> 00:13:45,150
Oh. Oh, my God.
What a shower of shit.
464
00:13:45,190 --> 00:13:46,990
Oh!
465
00:13:47,030 --> 00:13:48,310
Fucking hell.
466
00:13:48,350 --> 00:13:50,350
How much were you drinking last
night? You look shit-faced!
467
00:13:50,390 --> 00:13:51,710
How much were you drinking last
night? You look shit-faced!
468
00:13:51,750 --> 00:13:53,750
I was suspended high in the air.
469
00:13:53,790 --> 00:13:54,190
I was suspended high in the air.
470
00:13:54,230 --> 00:13:56,150
There was a river below.
471
00:13:56,190 --> 00:13:58,190
Dig deep, let's go. Well done.
472
00:13:58,230 --> 00:13:58,870
Dig deep, let's go. Well done.
473
00:13:58,910 --> 00:14:00,790
Good effort, number seven.
474
00:14:00,830 --> 00:14:02,350
There is no safety rope.
475
00:14:02,390 --> 00:14:04,390
If I fell, it would be into
the river,
476
00:14:04,430 --> 00:14:04,710
If I fell, it would be into
the river,
477
00:14:04,750 --> 00:14:06,750
and I was so heavily laden
I more than likely would drown.
478
00:14:06,790 --> 00:14:07,950
and I was so heavily laden
I more than likely would drown.
479
00:14:07,990 --> 00:14:09,150
Oh, fuck.
480
00:14:09,190 --> 00:14:10,750
Fuck the...
481
00:14:10,790 --> 00:14:11,990
Fucking hell.
482
00:14:12,030 --> 00:14:13,710
Oh, my God.
483
00:14:13,750 --> 00:14:15,110
It was the discipline.
484
00:14:15,150 --> 00:14:17,150
It was thinking about
the mental checklist.
485
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:17,430
It was thinking about
the mental checklist.
486
00:14:17,470 --> 00:14:19,470
That's it, go on. Hips forward.
487
00:14:19,510 --> 00:14:19,750
That's it, go on. Hips forward.
488
00:14:19,790 --> 00:14:21,790
Oh, shit. Lean into it.
Keep going. Run.
489
00:14:21,830 --> 00:14:22,390
Oh, shit. Lean into it.
Keep going. Run.
490
00:14:22,430 --> 00:14:24,430
It was doing things
without cutting corners.
491
00:14:24,470 --> 00:14:25,790
It was doing things
without cutting corners.
492
00:14:25,830 --> 00:14:27,830
And that's what took me
to the other side of
493
00:14:27,870 --> 00:14:28,510
And that's what took me
to the other side of
494
00:14:28,550 --> 00:14:30,550
the river,
accomplishing the mission.
495
00:14:30,590 --> 00:14:30,830
the river,
accomplishing the mission.
496
00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:31,950
Argh...
497
00:14:31,990 --> 00:14:33,990
Ooh, it's going to be close.
What are you doing?
498
00:14:34,030 --> 00:14:34,950
Ooh, it's going to be close.
What are you doing?
499
00:14:34,990 --> 00:14:36,350
I'm stuck.
500
00:14:36,390 --> 00:14:38,390
Ooh, bosh. What's that? A draw?
501
00:14:38,430 --> 00:14:39,710
Ooh, bosh. What's that? A draw?
502
00:14:39,750 --> 00:14:41,750
No, no, nowhere near.
503
00:14:41,790 --> 00:14:42,110
No, no, nowhere near.
504
00:14:42,150 --> 00:14:44,150
Mate, I'm having a draw there.
505
00:14:44,190 --> 00:14:44,910
Mate, I'm having a draw there.
506
00:14:44,950 --> 00:14:46,430
I'll give you the draw.
507
00:14:52,790 --> 00:14:54,790
15, four. On me.
508
00:14:54,830 --> 00:14:55,350
15, four. On me.
509
00:14:55,390 --> 00:14:56,950
All right, this is your time.
510
00:14:56,990 --> 00:14:58,990
Come on, Bob.
511
00:14:59,030 --> 00:14:59,270
Come on, Bob.
512
00:14:59,310 --> 00:15:01,310
Last up are the two most
fearful recruits -
513
00:15:01,350 --> 00:15:02,710
Last up are the two most
fearful recruits -
514
00:15:02,750 --> 00:15:04,750
number 15, Bobby,
and number four, Marnie.
515
00:15:04,790 --> 00:15:06,270
number 15, Bobby,
and number four, Marnie.
516
00:15:06,310 --> 00:15:08,310
When I was younger, I wasn't scared
as much as what I am now.
517
00:15:08,350 --> 00:15:10,030
When I was younger, I wasn't scared
as much as what I am now.
518
00:15:10,070 --> 00:15:12,070
I don't know if it's because I'm
older or because I've had kids.
519
00:15:12,110 --> 00:15:13,390
I don't know if it's because I'm
older or because I've had kids.
520
00:15:13,430 --> 00:15:15,430
But now I just find myself
just scared of everything.
521
00:15:15,470 --> 00:15:16,190
But now I just find myself
just scared of everything.
522
00:15:17,190 --> 00:15:19,190
God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
523
00:15:19,230 --> 00:15:20,430
God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
524
00:15:20,470 --> 00:15:21,950
SHE BREATHES HEAVILY
525
00:15:21,990 --> 00:15:23,990
I don't really feel like
I've mastered a way to process
526
00:15:24,030 --> 00:15:24,710
I don't really feel like
I've mastered a way to process
527
00:15:24,750 --> 00:15:26,750
the anxiety,
fears and doubts and worry.
528
00:15:26,790 --> 00:15:28,670
the anxiety,
fears and doubts and worry.
529
00:15:28,710 --> 00:15:30,710
And it'll be nice to really believe
that I can do something
530
00:15:30,750 --> 00:15:31,830
And it'll be nice to really believe
that I can do something
531
00:15:31,870 --> 00:15:33,150
if I put my mind to it.
532
00:15:33,190 --> 00:15:34,470
Listen to what I'm saying to you.
533
00:15:34,510 --> 00:15:36,190
Just stand up straight
and take a hold of this.
534
00:15:36,230 --> 00:15:37,830
No, but I feel like
I'm going to fall again.
535
00:15:37,870 --> 00:15:39,870
Just take hold of this rope.
Lean into it.
536
00:15:39,910 --> 00:15:40,190
Just take hold of this rope.
Lean into it.
537
00:15:40,230 --> 00:15:41,990
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I am trying.
Go on, lean.
538
00:15:42,030 --> 00:15:43,350
I am.
539
00:15:43,390 --> 00:15:44,990
Go on, lean. Lean.
540
00:15:45,030 --> 00:15:47,030
When I go quiet,
that's when you know I'm scared.
541
00:15:47,070 --> 00:15:48,590
When I go quiet,
that's when you know I'm scared.
542
00:15:48,630 --> 00:15:50,630
Really tight. I can't breathe.
543
00:15:50,670 --> 00:15:50,950
Really tight. I can't breathe.
544
00:15:50,990 --> 00:15:52,990
Don't listen to her,
she's full of shit.
545
00:15:53,030 --> 00:15:53,430
Don't listen to her,
she's full of shit.
546
00:15:53,470 --> 00:15:55,470
Argh!
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter!
547
00:15:55,510 --> 00:15:56,430
Argh!
Doesn't matter, doesn't matter!
548
00:15:56,470 --> 00:15:58,350
I've never, just for shits and
giggles, gone,
549
00:15:58,390 --> 00:16:00,390
"Do you know what?" to my mates,
"shall we go and do a bungee jump?"
550
00:16:00,430 --> 00:16:01,670
"Do you know what?" to my mates,
"shall we go and do a bungee jump?"
551
00:16:01,710 --> 00:16:03,710
Or... I'd rather go Nando's.
552
00:16:03,750 --> 00:16:05,550
Or... I'd rather go Nando's.
553
00:16:05,590 --> 00:16:07,590
Argh... Argh. Argh!
554
00:16:07,630 --> 00:16:08,670
Argh... Argh. Argh!
555
00:16:08,710 --> 00:16:10,710
Is that Bobby?
556
00:16:10,750 --> 00:16:10,950
Is that Bobby?
557
00:16:10,990 --> 00:16:12,990
It's Marnie. No, it's Marnie.
558
00:16:13,030 --> 00:16:13,270
It's Marnie. No, it's Marnie.
559
00:16:13,310 --> 00:16:15,310
Calm down, number four.
Sit on your arse.
560
00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:16,270
Calm down, number four.
Sit on your arse.
561
00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:18,310
I can't fucking breathe!
562
00:16:18,350 --> 00:16:18,510
I can't fucking breathe!
563
00:16:20,790 --> 00:16:22,790
I need to go. I'm going to be sick.
564
00:16:22,830 --> 00:16:23,830
I need to go. I'm going to be sick.
565
00:16:23,870 --> 00:16:25,870
Just stay there and relax.
566
00:16:25,910 --> 00:16:27,910
It's too tight. I can't.
I want to go!
567
00:16:27,950 --> 00:16:29,390
It's too tight. I can't.
I want to go!
568
00:16:29,430 --> 00:16:31,430
Take some deep... I'm going
to have to VW, it's really bad!
569
00:16:31,470 --> 00:16:32,670
Take some deep... I'm going
to have to VW, it's really bad!
570
00:16:32,710 --> 00:16:34,670
You're not going anywhere.
571
00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:36,710
Argh!
572
00:16:36,750 --> 00:16:36,990
Argh!
573
00:16:37,030 --> 00:16:38,710
Stand by!
574
00:16:38,750 --> 00:16:40,470
Please!
575
00:33:30,300 --> 00:33:32,300
I need to get out!
It's too tight.
576
00:33:32,340 --> 00:33:33,020
I need to get out!
It's too tight.
577
00:33:33,060 --> 00:33:35,060
Stay there, number four.
I can't. Just wait!
578
00:33:35,100 --> 00:33:35,700
Stay there, number four.
I can't. Just wait!
579
00:33:35,740 --> 00:33:37,740
Number four, Marnie...
580
00:33:37,780 --> 00:33:37,980
Number four, Marnie...
581
00:33:38,020 --> 00:33:40,020
Can't breathe. Really tight!
582
00:33:40,060 --> 00:33:40,420
Can't breathe. Really tight!
583
00:33:40,460 --> 00:33:42,460
And number 15, Bobby...
584
00:33:42,500 --> 00:33:42,700
And number 15, Bobby...
585
00:33:42,740 --> 00:33:43,780
Come on, Bobby.
586
00:33:43,820 --> 00:33:45,820
..are going head-to-head
in the forward dam run.
587
00:33:45,860 --> 00:33:46,820
..are going head-to-head
in the forward dam run.
588
00:33:46,860 --> 00:33:48,860
Number 15, standby. Go!
589
00:33:48,900 --> 00:33:49,980
Number 15, standby. Go!
590
00:33:50,020 --> 00:33:52,020
Go on, number four. Go, go, go!
591
00:33:52,060 --> 00:33:53,820
Go on, number four. Go, go, go!
592
00:33:53,860 --> 00:33:55,740
Go on, 15.
593
00:33:55,780 --> 00:33:57,780
Come on, 15.
594
00:33:57,820 --> 00:33:58,220
Come on, 15.
595
00:33:58,260 --> 00:34:00,260
Number 15, Bobby,
takes an early lead...
596
00:34:00,300 --> 00:34:00,820
Number 15, Bobby,
takes an early lead...
597
00:34:02,140 --> 00:34:03,940
He's Michael Flatley!
598
00:34:08,820 --> 00:34:10,820
Go on, 15.
599
00:34:10,860 --> 00:34:12,860
..and touches down first,
winning the race.
600
00:34:12,900 --> 00:34:14,020
..and touches down first,
winning the race.
601
00:34:17,540 --> 00:34:19,220
He only went and won, didn't he?
602
00:34:19,260 --> 00:34:21,260
Number four, what a sack of shit.
603
00:34:21,300 --> 00:34:21,580
Number four, what a sack of shit.
604
00:34:21,620 --> 00:34:23,300
I literally couldn't breathe.
605
00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:30,500
Great regain.
Finally fucking done something.
606
00:34:30,540 --> 00:34:31,260
Great regain.
Finally fucking done something.
607
00:34:31,300 --> 00:34:33,300
Thank you, Staff.
Cut the circus performance now.
608
00:34:33,340 --> 00:34:33,620
Thank you, Staff.
Cut the circus performance now.
609
00:34:33,660 --> 00:34:35,140
I don't want to hear no
more bullshit.
610
00:34:35,180 --> 00:34:37,180
Yes, Staff. Do you understand me?
Yes, Staff.
611
00:34:37,220 --> 00:34:37,500
Yes, Staff. Do you understand me?
Yes, Staff.
612
00:34:37,540 --> 00:34:39,540
My harness was so tight, Staff.
I couldn't breathe.
613
00:34:39,580 --> 00:34:40,540
My harness was so tight, Staff.
I couldn't breathe.
614
00:34:40,580 --> 00:34:42,580
Really hurting.
It's like I completely forgot...
615
00:34:42,620 --> 00:34:42,900
Really hurting.
It's like I completely forgot...
616
00:34:42,940 --> 00:34:44,620
You wouldn't have been able to shout
and gob off
617
00:34:44,660 --> 00:34:46,460
if you couldn't fucking breathe.
618
00:34:46,500 --> 00:34:48,420
I'm telling you I couldn't breathe.
Don't fucking tell me.
619
00:34:48,460 --> 00:34:49,860
I'm telling you.
620
00:34:49,900 --> 00:34:51,900
You have to turn everything into
an exhibition.
621
00:34:51,940 --> 00:34:52,220
You have to turn everything into
an exhibition.
622
00:34:52,260 --> 00:34:54,020
No, I literally thought
I was going to die.
623
00:34:54,060 --> 00:34:55,740
I'm fucking talking. You talk
again one more time
624
00:34:55,780 --> 00:34:57,260
and you're going to become
amphibious.
625
00:34:57,300 --> 00:34:59,300
I'm going to throw you in
the fucking water.
626
00:34:59,340 --> 00:34:59,700
I'm going to throw you in
the fucking water.
627
00:34:59,740 --> 00:35:01,740
Your attitude stinks. Do you get it?
628
00:35:01,780 --> 00:35:03,020
Your attitude stinks. Do you get it?
629
00:35:03,060 --> 00:35:05,060
Everything you do, you have to ruin
cause it has to be an exhi...
630
00:35:05,100 --> 00:35:06,940
Everything you do, you have to ruin
cause it has to be an exhi...
631
00:35:06,980 --> 00:35:08,620
Sorry, I'm just in a lot of pain.
632
00:35:08,660 --> 00:35:10,660
You people, when I say go, sprint
down to the fucking gate and back.
633
00:35:10,700 --> 00:35:12,220
You people, when I say go, sprint
down to the fucking gate and back.
634
00:35:12,260 --> 00:35:13,380
Go!
635
00:35:15,660 --> 00:35:17,380
Why are they doing that?
636
00:35:17,420 --> 00:35:19,420
Because I'm in pain.
Cos you were being a prat.
637
00:35:19,460 --> 00:35:19,700
Because I'm in pain.
Cos you were being a prat.
638
00:35:19,740 --> 00:35:21,580
A fucking spoilt little kid.
639
00:35:21,620 --> 00:35:23,620
Fucking buck your ideas up,
do you understand?
640
00:35:23,660 --> 00:35:23,940
Fucking buck your ideas up,
do you understand?
641
00:35:23,980 --> 00:35:25,980
Gobshite! Get over there, the pair
of you, and get your kit off.
642
00:35:26,020 --> 00:35:26,540
Gobshite! Get over there, the pair
of you, and get your kit off.
643
00:35:26,580 --> 00:35:27,980
Thank you, Staff.
644
00:35:30,740 --> 00:35:32,740
Sorry, guys.
645
00:35:32,780 --> 00:35:32,980
Sorry, guys.
646
00:35:33,020 --> 00:35:34,380
For fuck's sake.
647
00:35:34,420 --> 00:35:36,060
Right, get your bergens on.
648
00:35:36,100 --> 00:35:38,020
Let's go! Let's go.
649
00:35:47,180 --> 00:35:48,780
I know it's tough in the SAS,
650
00:35:48,820 --> 00:35:50,780
but they don't just shout at you
for nothing.
651
00:35:50,820 --> 00:35:52,500
Do they do that in the SAS?
652
00:35:52,540 --> 00:35:54,100
I assume so.
653
00:35:54,140 --> 00:35:56,140
I feel so emotional.
It's just so fucking hard.
654
00:35:56,180 --> 00:35:58,060
I feel so emotional.
It's just so fucking hard.
655
00:36:02,020 --> 00:36:03,180
Stay tight.
656
00:36:05,460 --> 00:36:07,460
Keep it dressed up. That's right.
657
00:36:07,500 --> 00:36:07,660
Keep it dressed up. That's right.
658
00:36:10,460 --> 00:36:12,460
Rest up on your stones.
That means stand by your number.
659
00:36:12,500 --> 00:36:13,740
Rest up on your stones.
That means stand by your number.
660
00:36:21,660 --> 00:36:23,660
Task complete.
Some people completed it well -
661
00:36:23,700 --> 00:36:25,700
Task complete.
Some people completed it well -
662
00:36:25,740 --> 00:36:26,140
Task complete.
Some people completed it well -
663
00:36:26,180 --> 00:36:28,180
we'll call them winners.
Some not so well.
664
00:36:28,220 --> 00:36:29,300
we'll call them winners.
Some not so well.
665
00:36:29,340 --> 00:36:31,340
For those that didn't do so well,
fucking take it on the chin
666
00:36:31,380 --> 00:36:32,540
For those that didn't do so well,
fucking take it on the chin
667
00:36:32,580 --> 00:36:34,580
and bounce back. Those that passed
the task,
668
00:36:34,620 --> 00:36:36,620
and bounce back. Those that passed
the task,
669
00:36:36,660 --> 00:36:36,940
and bounce back. Those that passed
the task,
670
00:36:36,980 --> 00:36:38,500
make one straight line at
the front.
671
00:36:38,540 --> 00:36:40,420
Those that didn't,
make one at the back.
672
00:36:42,940 --> 00:36:44,940
Fucking hell, 15.
How does that feel?
673
00:36:44,980 --> 00:36:46,100
Fucking hell, 15.
How does that feel?
674
00:36:46,140 --> 00:36:47,660
Good, Staff.
675
00:36:47,700 --> 00:36:49,700
To be a chicken dinner, a winner.
676
00:36:49,740 --> 00:36:50,100
To be a chicken dinner, a winner.
677
00:36:50,140 --> 00:36:51,260
Yes, Staff.
678
00:36:51,300 --> 00:36:53,300
All I'll say about failure is
don't keep repeating it.
679
00:36:53,340 --> 00:36:55,180
All I'll say about failure is
don't keep repeating it.
680
00:36:55,220 --> 00:36:57,220
Cos that's not failure any more,
that's a problem.
681
00:36:57,260 --> 00:36:57,740
Cos that's not failure any more,
that's a problem.
682
00:36:57,780 --> 00:36:59,780
All right. Standby. Go!
683
00:36:59,820 --> 00:37:00,180
All right. Standby. Go!
684
00:37:06,740 --> 00:37:08,740
Oh! I've got nothing left.
685
00:37:08,780 --> 00:37:09,020
Oh! I've got nothing left.
686
00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:11,060
I'm leaving cos I'm in
so much pain.
687
00:37:11,100 --> 00:37:13,100
Like, how do you tell them you
want to go? I'm in so much pain.
688
00:37:13,140 --> 00:37:15,140
Like, how do you tell them you
want to go? I'm in so much pain.
689
00:37:15,180 --> 00:37:15,460
Like, how do you tell them you
want to go? I'm in so much pain.
690
00:37:15,500 --> 00:37:17,500
Marnie, don't be silly.
691
00:37:17,540 --> 00:37:18,220
Marnie, don't be silly.
692
00:37:18,260 --> 00:37:19,820
I'm not. I've had enough.
693
00:37:23,580 --> 00:37:25,580
I love Marnie, she's fucking lovely.
I just want her to go home now.
694
00:37:25,620 --> 00:37:26,860
I love Marnie, she's fucking lovely.
I just want her to go home now.
695
00:37:26,900 --> 00:37:28,900
It's a bad day. Wait till tomorrow,
see how you feel.
696
00:37:28,940 --> 00:37:29,420
It's a bad day. Wait till tomorrow,
see how you feel.
697
00:37:29,460 --> 00:37:31,460
Babe, I'm not getting anything
from it.
698
00:37:31,500 --> 00:37:31,780
Babe, I'm not getting anything
from it.
699
00:37:31,820 --> 00:37:33,820
You're getting something from it.
This isn't... This is making me
700
00:37:33,860 --> 00:37:34,140
You're getting something from it.
This isn't... This is making me
701
00:37:34,180 --> 00:37:35,780
feel worse than how I felt
when I came in.
702
00:37:35,820 --> 00:37:37,820
Well, at least have dinner.
Have a light rest, have a think.
703
00:37:37,860 --> 00:37:38,780
Well, at least have dinner.
Have a light rest, have a think.
704
00:37:38,820 --> 00:37:40,820
I...I can't spend another night
here. I can't.
705
00:37:40,860 --> 00:37:42,580
I...I can't spend another night
here. I can't.
706
00:37:44,900 --> 00:37:46,900
Let's have a look where we're at.
Day two.
707
00:37:46,940 --> 00:37:47,220
Let's have a look where we're at.
Day two.
708
00:37:47,260 --> 00:37:49,260
All right, the first task,
which was the run down.
709
00:37:49,300 --> 00:37:50,820
All right, the first task,
which was the run down.
710
00:37:50,860 --> 00:37:52,860
To try to further understand the
motivations of the celebrities...
711
00:37:52,900 --> 00:37:54,740
To try to further understand the
motivations of the celebrities...
712
00:37:54,780 --> 00:37:56,180
It was a race,
713
00:37:56,220 --> 00:37:58,220
but it was under control,
so it didn't get reckless. Yeah.
714
00:37:58,260 --> 00:37:59,500
but it was under control,
so it didn't get reckless. Yeah.
715
00:37:59,540 --> 00:38:01,540
..the DS have enlisted the help
of ex-New Zealand Special
716
00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:02,660
..the DS have enlisted the help
of ex-New Zealand Special
717
00:38:02,700 --> 00:38:04,700
Forces psychologist Dr Alia.
718
00:38:04,740 --> 00:38:05,780
Forces psychologist Dr Alia.
719
00:38:05,820 --> 00:38:07,820
There's a few things
to it that we were looking for.
720
00:38:07,860 --> 00:38:08,140
There's a few things
to it that we were looking for.
721
00:38:08,180 --> 00:38:10,180
The first ones to go were numbers
ten and six.
722
00:38:10,220 --> 00:38:11,060
The first ones to go were numbers
ten and six.
723
00:38:11,100 --> 00:38:13,020
OK, yeah, I had ten.
724
00:38:13,060 --> 00:38:15,060
Listened in, was switched on,
visibly scared.
725
00:38:15,100 --> 00:38:16,060
Listened in, was switched on,
visibly scared.
726
00:38:16,100 --> 00:38:18,100
Watching her come down the very
start was... You know when
727
00:38:18,140 --> 00:38:18,820
Watching her come down the very
start was... You know when
728
00:38:18,860 --> 00:38:20,860
a dog has got worms and it wipes
its arse on the carpet?
729
00:38:20,900 --> 00:38:21,900
a dog has got worms and it wipes
its arse on the carpet?
730
00:38:21,940 --> 00:38:23,380
RUDY LAUGHS
That's right!
731
00:38:23,420 --> 00:38:25,420
And then she kind of got
a grip of herself.
732
00:38:25,460 --> 00:38:25,980
And then she kind of got
a grip of herself.
733
00:38:26,020 --> 00:38:28,020
Then from the run-down, technique
was fair from both of 'em.
734
00:38:28,060 --> 00:38:29,740
Then from the run-down, technique
was fair from both of 'em.
735
00:38:29,780 --> 00:38:31,780
The decision I gave to number ten.
736
00:38:31,820 --> 00:38:32,500
The decision I gave to number ten.
737
00:38:32,540 --> 00:38:33,940
Ten won that.
738
00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:35,980
Next two up were number nine
and number five.
739
00:38:36,020 --> 00:38:37,100
Next two up were number nine
and number five.
740
00:38:37,140 --> 00:38:39,140
Five was almost faultless,
I would say.
741
00:38:39,180 --> 00:38:39,700
Five was almost faultless,
I would say.
742
00:38:39,740 --> 00:38:41,740
Right, number five won that,
and he won it easy.
743
00:38:41,780 --> 00:38:42,660
Right, number five won that,
and he won it easy.
744
00:38:42,700 --> 00:38:44,700
The primary worry I have about
number five is that he's here
745
00:38:44,740 --> 00:38:46,500
The primary worry I have about
number five is that he's here
746
00:38:46,540 --> 00:38:48,540
to prove a lot to himself.
And I hope he's not
747
00:38:48,580 --> 00:38:49,060
to prove a lot to himself.
And I hope he's not
748
00:38:49,100 --> 00:38:51,100
going to run
out of steam too early. Yeah.
749
00:38:51,140 --> 00:38:52,060
going to run
out of steam too early. Yeah.
750
00:38:52,100 --> 00:38:54,100
Right, and the next one was 15
and four.
751
00:38:54,140 --> 00:38:55,540
Right, and the next one was 15
and four.
752
00:38:55,580 --> 00:38:57,580
15, once he'd embraced the fear
a little bit,
753
00:38:57,620 --> 00:38:58,940
15, once he'd embraced the fear
a little bit,
754
00:38:58,980 --> 00:39:00,980
he was actually all right.
755
00:39:01,020 --> 00:39:01,260
he was actually all right.
756
00:39:01,300 --> 00:39:03,300
And he won. Fucking shocker!
Number four was miserable,
757
00:39:03,340 --> 00:39:05,140
And he won. Fucking shocker!
Number four was miserable,
758
00:39:05,180 --> 00:39:06,740
fed up and moaning.
759
00:39:06,780 --> 00:39:08,780
Yeah, she came up and the old
crocodile tears came on.
760
00:39:08,820 --> 00:39:09,860
Yeah, she came up and the old
crocodile tears came on.
761
00:39:09,900 --> 00:39:11,900
Squealing, shouting,
and so she let herself down there.
762
00:39:11,940 --> 00:39:12,980
Squealing, shouting,
and so she let herself down there.
763
00:39:13,020 --> 00:39:15,020
Took forever to get started.
But actually,
764
00:39:15,060 --> 00:39:15,380
Took forever to get started.
But actually,
765
00:39:15,420 --> 00:39:17,420
once she eventually got started,
once she'd had her little moment...
766
00:39:17,460 --> 00:39:18,300
once she eventually got started,
once she'd had her little moment...
767
00:39:18,340 --> 00:39:19,740
She was looking solid, wasn't she?
768
00:39:19,780 --> 00:39:21,500
Yeah, she was pretty solid.
769
00:39:21,540 --> 00:39:23,540
So, when they came down, I went
to do the de-brief.
770
00:39:23,580 --> 00:39:23,820
So, when they came down, I went
to do the de-brief.
771
00:39:23,860 --> 00:39:25,860
All I got from her was batting eyes,
772
00:39:25,900 --> 00:39:27,900
sucking her lips
and just total disrespect.
773
00:39:27,940 --> 00:39:29,460
sucking her lips
and just total disrespect.
774
00:39:29,500 --> 00:39:31,460
And it really pissed me off.
775
00:39:31,500 --> 00:39:33,500
She tends to get motivated by
external factors.
776
00:39:33,540 --> 00:39:34,020
She tends to get motivated by
external factors.
777
00:39:34,060 --> 00:39:36,060
She fancies herself
a bit of a rebel,
778
00:39:36,100 --> 00:39:36,380
She fancies herself
a bit of a rebel,
779
00:39:36,420 --> 00:39:38,020
but that's just
a defence mechanism.
780
00:39:38,060 --> 00:39:39,620
Do you think she's
a confident person?
781
00:39:39,660 --> 00:39:41,660
Confidence is a shifting line.
782
00:39:41,700 --> 00:39:43,340
It depends on context. Yeah.
783
00:39:43,380 --> 00:39:45,380
A lot of these individuals are
very confident
784
00:39:45,420 --> 00:39:45,700
A lot of these individuals are
very confident
785
00:39:45,740 --> 00:39:47,740
in the context that is familiar
to them. Yeah.
786
00:39:47,780 --> 00:39:48,060
in the context that is familiar
to them. Yeah.
787
00:39:48,100 --> 00:39:50,100
One of the challenges is how she
deals with authority.
788
00:39:50,140 --> 00:39:50,420
One of the challenges is how she
deals with authority.
789
00:39:50,460 --> 00:39:52,460
I really hope that she gives
herself a chance
790
00:39:52,500 --> 00:39:52,740
I really hope that she gives
herself a chance
791
00:39:52,780 --> 00:39:54,460
to push as far as she possibly can.
792
00:39:54,500 --> 00:39:56,460
Worth getting her in. OK.
793
00:40:01,340 --> 00:40:02,420
Number four!
794
00:40:04,500 --> 00:40:06,100
Let's go! Fucking hurry up.
795
00:40:06,140 --> 00:40:08,140
Get over here. Come on, then!
796
00:40:08,180 --> 00:40:08,900
Get over here. Come on, then!
797
00:40:10,740 --> 00:40:12,260
Fucking freezing!
798
00:40:13,660 --> 00:40:15,500
Put your hands against
the wall there.
799
00:40:15,540 --> 00:40:17,540
After her extreme reaction
in the previous task...
800
00:40:17,580 --> 00:40:19,100
After her extreme reaction
in the previous task...
801
00:40:19,140 --> 00:40:21,140
Right, turn to face me.
Hands together.
802
00:40:21,180 --> 00:40:22,780
Right, turn to face me.
Hands together.
803
00:40:22,820 --> 00:40:24,820
..the DS want to see if
they can motivate.
804
00:40:24,860 --> 00:40:25,780
..the DS want to see if
they can motivate.
805
00:40:25,820 --> 00:40:27,540
Step up.
806
00:40:27,580 --> 00:40:29,580
..number four, Marnie,
to dig deeper.
807
00:40:29,620 --> 00:40:30,300
..number four, Marnie,
to dig deeper.
808
00:40:30,340 --> 00:40:31,620
And one more.
809
00:40:40,260 --> 00:40:41,500
Sit down.
810
00:40:48,580 --> 00:40:49,660
SHE EXHALES
811
00:40:56,980 --> 00:40:58,980
How are you doing?
I'm not good.
812
00:40:59,020 --> 00:40:59,700
How are you doing?
I'm not good.
813
00:41:00,980 --> 00:41:02,980
What's not good?
I'm not going to lie.
814
00:41:03,020 --> 00:41:05,020
I just feel like I've
misunderstood what this is.
815
00:41:05,060 --> 00:41:07,060
I just feel like I've
misunderstood what this is.
816
00:41:07,100 --> 00:41:07,340
I just feel like I've
misunderstood what this is.
817
00:41:07,380 --> 00:41:09,180
I thought that I would come here to
818
00:41:09,220 --> 00:41:11,220
gain something from it that I
thought I was lacking.
819
00:41:11,260 --> 00:41:12,780
gain something from it that I
thought I was lacking.
820
00:41:12,820 --> 00:41:14,620
What do you think you're lacking?
821
00:41:14,660 --> 00:41:16,660
Um, confidence and... I don't know,
822
00:41:16,700 --> 00:41:18,700
Um, confidence and... I don't know,
823
00:41:18,740 --> 00:41:18,980
Um, confidence and... I don't know,
824
00:41:19,020 --> 00:41:21,020
I just feel like, since I've been
here, I feel like I've lost more
825
00:41:21,060 --> 00:41:22,580
I just feel like, since I've been
here, I feel like I've lost more
826
00:41:22,620 --> 00:41:24,620
than what I started with.
In what respect?
827
00:41:24,660 --> 00:41:25,620
than what I started with.
In what respect?
828
00:41:25,660 --> 00:41:27,660
I thought it would build us up
and make me feel good.
829
00:41:27,700 --> 00:41:29,180
I thought it would build us up
and make me feel good.
830
00:41:29,220 --> 00:41:31,180
Cos that's kind of what's been
taken away from us
831
00:41:31,220 --> 00:41:33,220
for such a long time. Mm-hm. And I
feel like it's done the opposite.
832
00:41:33,260 --> 00:41:33,980
for such a long time. Mm-hm. And I
feel like it's done the opposite.
833
00:41:34,020 --> 00:41:36,020
Maybe it's not the best place
for what I wanted.
834
00:41:36,060 --> 00:41:37,620
Maybe it's not the best place
for what I wanted.
835
00:41:37,660 --> 00:41:39,660
I would say you've not even been
here long enough to know that.
836
00:41:39,700 --> 00:41:41,100
I would say you've not even been
here long enough to know that.
837
00:41:41,140 --> 00:41:43,140
You've only been here a day.
You've been shouted at...
838
00:41:43,180 --> 00:41:44,260
You've only been here a day.
You've been shouted at...
839
00:41:44,300 --> 00:41:46,060
Yeah, but I.
..and you don't like it.
840
00:41:46,100 --> 00:41:48,100
Mm-mm. People have, you know, looked
up to you for whatever reason -
841
00:41:48,140 --> 00:41:48,700
Mm-mm. People have, you know, looked
up to you for whatever reason -
842
00:41:48,740 --> 00:41:50,580
blowing smoke, as we say.
843
00:41:50,620 --> 00:41:52,620
And you've got so comfortable
with it, it's what you expect.
844
00:41:52,660 --> 00:41:54,660
And you've got so comfortable
with it, it's what you expect.
845
00:41:54,700 --> 00:41:54,980
And you've got so comfortable
with it, it's what you expect.
846
00:41:55,020 --> 00:41:57,020
You will gain so much confidence
by taking it on the chin,
847
00:41:57,060 --> 00:41:58,180
You will gain so much confidence
by taking it on the chin,
848
00:41:58,220 --> 00:42:00,220
accepting what is coming at you
and dealing with it.
849
00:42:00,260 --> 00:42:00,900
accepting what is coming at you
and dealing with it.
850
00:42:00,940 --> 00:42:02,940
Not walking away from it.
Failure is where you grow. Yeah.
851
00:42:02,980 --> 00:42:04,980
Not walking away from it.
Failure is where you grow. Yeah.
852
00:42:05,020 --> 00:42:05,260
Not walking away from it.
Failure is where you grow. Yeah.
853
00:42:05,300 --> 00:42:06,900
There's more value sometimes
854
00:42:06,940 --> 00:42:08,940
in failure than there is
in fucking winning things.
855
00:42:08,980 --> 00:42:09,260
in failure than there is
in fucking winning things.
856
00:42:09,300 --> 00:42:11,300
You said you've had
a lifetime of feeling inconfident
857
00:42:11,340 --> 00:42:11,780
You said you've had
a lifetime of feeling inconfident
858
00:42:11,820 --> 00:42:13,020
and being knocked.
859
00:42:13,060 --> 00:42:15,060
Why? What's knocked
the confidence out of you?
860
00:42:15,100 --> 00:42:15,940
Why? What's knocked
the confidence out of you?
861
00:42:15,980 --> 00:42:17,980
I just feel like just...a few
things.
862
00:42:18,020 --> 00:42:18,660
I just feel like just...a few
things.
863
00:42:18,700 --> 00:42:20,660
Like, I get really bad anxiety.
864
00:42:20,700 --> 00:42:22,700
I've had that for about, erm,
six years. Right.
865
00:42:22,740 --> 00:42:23,780
I've had that for about, erm,
six years. Right.
866
00:42:23,820 --> 00:42:25,820
That's, erm, because me... I don't
really want to talk about it,
867
00:42:25,860 --> 00:42:26,140
That's, erm, because me... I don't
really want to talk about it,
868
00:42:26,180 --> 00:42:28,180
but that's cos my dad died
out of the blue.
869
00:42:28,220 --> 00:42:28,660
but that's cos my dad died
out of the blue.
870
00:42:28,700 --> 00:42:30,700
I don't want to talk about that.
OK.
871
00:42:30,740 --> 00:42:30,940
I don't want to talk about that.
OK.
872
00:42:32,980 --> 00:42:34,020
SNIFFLES
873
00:42:34,060 --> 00:42:36,060
I feel like I'm really fragile at
the minute to talk about that.
874
00:42:36,100 --> 00:42:37,660
I feel like I'm really fragile at
the minute to talk about that.
875
00:42:40,380 --> 00:42:42,100
So I feel like that happened
876
00:42:42,140 --> 00:42:44,140
and really set off
a lot of like health anxiety,
877
00:42:44,180 --> 00:42:44,420
and really set off
a lot of like health anxiety,
878
00:42:44,460 --> 00:42:46,140
a lot of death anxiety.
879
00:42:46,180 --> 00:42:48,180
And then I nearly died
during childbirth.
880
00:42:48,220 --> 00:42:49,980
And then I nearly died
during childbirth.
881
00:42:50,020 --> 00:42:52,020
And I was, like, really poorly
for like two and a half years.
882
00:42:52,060 --> 00:42:53,820
And I was, like, really poorly
for like two and a half years.
883
00:42:53,860 --> 00:42:55,860
I couldn't even look after my baby.
884
00:42:55,900 --> 00:42:56,140
I couldn't even look after my baby.
885
00:42:56,180 --> 00:42:58,180
So, I feel like all that
has contributed
886
00:42:58,220 --> 00:43:00,220
So, I feel like all that
has contributed
887
00:43:00,260 --> 00:43:02,260
to just me being really, like,
unconfident and anxious,
888
00:43:02,300 --> 00:43:04,300
to just me being really, like,
unconfident and anxious,
889
00:43:04,340 --> 00:43:04,980
to just me being really, like,
unconfident and anxious,
890
00:43:05,020 --> 00:43:07,020
just always thinking the worst
and just never wanting
891
00:43:07,060 --> 00:43:07,660
just always thinking the worst
and just never wanting
892
00:43:07,700 --> 00:43:09,700
to push myself in
certain situations.
893
00:43:09,740 --> 00:43:11,020
to push myself in
certain situations.
894
00:43:11,060 --> 00:43:13,060
You know,
I'm always just so fearful.
895
00:43:13,100 --> 00:43:13,820
You know,
I'm always just so fearful.
896
00:43:13,860 --> 00:43:15,820
But it's a small passage in time.
897
00:43:15,860 --> 00:43:17,860
You've only got
a number of days here.
898
00:43:17,900 --> 00:43:18,180
You've only got
a number of days here.
899
00:43:18,220 --> 00:43:20,220
You need to get out of this
every little bit of it.
900
00:43:20,260 --> 00:43:21,180
You need to get out of this
every little bit of it.
901
00:43:21,220 --> 00:43:23,220
Yeah. Stand tall. If you get knocked
on your arse, get back up again.
902
00:43:23,260 --> 00:43:25,060
Yeah. Stand tall. If you get knocked
on your arse, get back up again.
903
00:43:25,100 --> 00:43:26,380
This is your opportunity to do it.
904
00:43:26,420 --> 00:43:28,420
This is what you've come for.
All right? Get on with it.
905
00:43:28,460 --> 00:43:29,540
This is what you've come for.
All right? Get on with it.
906
00:43:29,580 --> 00:43:30,980
OK.
907
00:43:31,020 --> 00:43:33,020
You're stronger than you think.
Yeah.
908
00:43:33,060 --> 00:43:34,020
You're stronger than you think.
Yeah.
909
00:43:34,060 --> 00:43:36,060
So, get your head in
the game. How old are you? 31.
910
00:43:36,100 --> 00:43:37,060
So, get your head in
the game. How old are you? 31.
911
00:43:37,100 --> 00:43:39,100
Fucking hell!
I thought you was about 15.
912
00:43:39,140 --> 00:43:39,460
Fucking hell!
I thought you was about 15.
913
00:43:39,500 --> 00:43:41,500
All right. Fucking old crow!
914
00:43:41,540 --> 00:43:41,860
All right. Fucking old crow!
915
00:43:41,900 --> 00:43:42,940
SHE LAUGHS
916
00:43:42,980 --> 00:43:44,980
Take it on the fucking chin. OK.
917
00:43:45,020 --> 00:43:45,260
Take it on the fucking chin. OK.
918
00:43:45,300 --> 00:43:47,260
Learn from it and go again.
919
00:43:47,300 --> 00:43:49,300
Mm-hm.
920
00:43:49,340 --> 00:43:50,580
Guard!
921
00:43:51,980 --> 00:43:53,980
Thanks. Thank you.
922
00:43:54,020 --> 00:43:54,300
Thanks. Thank you.
923
00:43:59,620 --> 00:44:01,060
All right, stand up.
924
00:44:09,300 --> 00:44:11,300
So my dad struggled with alcohol
abuse and drug abuse,
925
00:44:11,340 --> 00:44:13,340
So my dad struggled with alcohol
abuse and drug abuse,
926
00:44:13,380 --> 00:44:15,380
and it was really tough
to see him in that state.
927
00:44:15,420 --> 00:44:16,500
and it was really tough
to see him in that state.
928
00:44:16,540 --> 00:44:18,020
And he died really young.
929
00:44:25,260 --> 00:44:26,500
Thank you.
930
00:44:26,540 --> 00:44:28,540
I feel like losing someone with no
warning is going to affect anyone.
931
00:44:28,580 --> 00:44:30,580
I feel like losing someone with no
warning is going to affect anyone.
932
00:44:30,620 --> 00:44:30,820
I feel like losing someone with no
warning is going to affect anyone.
933
00:44:32,940 --> 00:44:34,940
I feel like all the milestones that
I've hit, my dad hasn't been around.
934
00:44:34,980 --> 00:44:36,180
I feel like all the milestones that
I've hit, my dad hasn't been around.
935
00:44:36,220 --> 00:44:37,860
So that is really sad.
936
00:44:40,380 --> 00:44:42,220
I just always assumed I had
937
00:44:42,260 --> 00:44:44,260
so much time cos I don't really
feel like I got
938
00:44:44,300 --> 00:44:45,820
so much time cos I don't really
feel like I got
939
00:44:45,860 --> 00:44:47,860
to say goodbye.
I didn't get any closure.
940
00:44:47,900 --> 00:44:48,100
to say goodbye.
I didn't get any closure.
941
00:44:49,740 --> 00:44:51,740
I just hope that
I make him so proud of us.
942
00:44:51,780 --> 00:44:52,180
I just hope that
I make him so proud of us.
943
00:45:04,330 --> 00:45:06,330
Hi, friend. Hey, babies.
944
00:45:06,370 --> 00:45:08,370
Hi, friend. Hey, babies.
945
00:45:08,410 --> 00:45:08,610
Hi, friend. Hey, babies.
946
00:45:08,650 --> 00:45:10,650
Go in there, my loves.
947
00:45:10,690 --> 00:45:10,930
Go in there, my loves.
948
00:45:10,970 --> 00:45:12,610
At least there's not
shit everywhere.
949
00:45:12,650 --> 00:45:14,650
Don't know, quite a bit of shit
in there. Oh, OK.
950
00:45:14,690 --> 00:45:15,250
Don't know, quite a bit of shit
in there. Oh, OK.
951
00:45:15,290 --> 00:45:17,290
I don't know how girls are
pissing on the seat.
952
00:45:17,330 --> 00:45:17,890
I don't know how girls are
pissing on the seat.
953
00:45:17,930 --> 00:45:19,930
So, you just get the spray and the
toothbrush and spray it, yeah?
954
00:45:19,970 --> 00:45:20,250
So, you just get the spray and the
toothbrush and spray it, yeah?
955
00:45:20,290 --> 00:45:22,290
Get the spray and then
spray round...
956
00:45:22,330 --> 00:45:22,570
Get the spray and then
spray round...
957
00:45:22,610 --> 00:45:24,610
Spray round that whole area. Yeah.
958
00:45:24,650 --> 00:45:24,850
Spray round that whole area. Yeah.
959
00:45:24,890 --> 00:45:26,690
Just don't look in the hole.
960
00:45:26,730 --> 00:45:28,730
The DS have assigned
the recruits cleaning duties.
961
00:45:28,770 --> 00:45:30,250
The DS have assigned
the recruits cleaning duties.
962
00:45:30,290 --> 00:45:32,290
We've got to do boys' one now.
Shit, we've got to do boys!
963
00:45:32,330 --> 00:45:32,570
We've got to do boys' one now.
Shit, we've got to do boys!
964
00:45:32,610 --> 00:45:34,370
Yeah. God!
965
00:45:34,410 --> 00:45:36,410
Number two, Rachel, and number ten,
Georgia, have drawn the short straw.
966
00:45:36,450 --> 00:45:38,450
Number two, Rachel, and number ten,
Georgia, have drawn the short straw.
967
00:45:38,490 --> 00:45:38,890
Number two, Rachel, and number ten,
Georgia, have drawn the short straw.
968
00:45:38,930 --> 00:45:40,930
I don't want to have to do
these things in my life any more.
969
00:45:40,970 --> 00:45:41,210
I don't want to have to do
these things in my life any more.
970
00:45:41,250 --> 00:45:42,690
I just want a rich husband.
971
00:45:42,730 --> 00:45:43,770
RACHEL LAUGHS
972
00:45:43,810 --> 00:45:45,810
I need to spend more time
on dating websites.
973
00:45:45,850 --> 00:45:46,090
I need to spend more time
on dating websites.
974
00:45:46,130 --> 00:45:47,410
This is rank.
975
00:45:47,450 --> 00:45:49,450
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Urgh!
976
00:45:49,490 --> 00:45:50,130
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Urgh!
977
00:45:50,170 --> 00:45:52,170
Did you look down? No, just...
Never look down!
978
00:45:52,210 --> 00:45:52,610
Did you look down? No, just...
Never look down!
979
00:45:52,650 --> 00:45:54,650
SHE RETCHES
980
00:45:54,690 --> 00:45:55,970
SHE RETCHES
981
00:45:56,010 --> 00:45:58,010
If you do this for a job, you've got
982
00:45:58,050 --> 00:45:58,850
If you do this for a job, you've got
983
00:45:58,890 --> 00:46:00,890
to have some fucking balls
of steel.
984
00:46:00,930 --> 00:46:01,170
to have some fucking balls
of steel.
985
00:46:01,210 --> 00:46:02,810
My nerves would be shot to shit.
986
00:46:02,850 --> 00:46:04,850
Oh, God, yeah.
Me arsehole would be gone.
987
00:46:04,890 --> 00:46:05,410
Oh, God, yeah.
Me arsehole would be gone.
988
00:46:08,530 --> 00:46:10,530
You're in the vehicle and go!
You've got 20 seconds.
989
00:46:10,570 --> 00:46:11,570
You're in the vehicle and go!
You've got 20 seconds.
990
00:46:11,610 --> 00:46:12,770
Let's go.
991
00:46:16,450 --> 00:46:18,450
Come on, let's go.
Come on, let's go!
992
00:46:18,490 --> 00:46:19,650
Come on, let's go.
Come on, let's go!
993
00:46:19,690 --> 00:46:21,250
Why am I waiting?
994
00:46:21,290 --> 00:46:23,290
Let's go! Quickly!
995
00:46:23,330 --> 00:46:23,610
Let's go! Quickly!
996
00:46:27,650 --> 00:46:29,370
What's your
thing that you're scared of?
997
00:46:29,410 --> 00:46:31,410
I've not been in the ocean since,
what, like, last time. Yeah.
998
00:46:31,450 --> 00:46:33,090
I've not been in the ocean since,
what, like, last time. Yeah.
999
00:46:33,130 --> 00:46:35,130
In, like, open ocean, like,
anything, or falling into it.
1000
00:46:35,170 --> 00:46:36,170
In, like, open ocean, like,
anything, or falling into it.
1001
00:46:36,210 --> 00:46:38,210
Yeah. I've fucked myself on
heights over water before.
1002
00:46:38,250 --> 00:46:38,450
Yeah. I've fucked myself on
heights over water before.
1003
00:46:39,810 --> 00:46:41,810
As Special Forces operators,
we work at night
1004
00:46:41,850 --> 00:46:42,450
As Special Forces operators,
we work at night
1005
00:46:42,490 --> 00:46:44,490
because we can approach
with stealth, surprise.
1006
00:46:44,530 --> 00:46:46,530
because we can approach
with stealth, surprise.
1007
00:46:46,570 --> 00:46:46,850
because we can approach
with stealth, surprise.
1008
00:46:46,890 --> 00:46:48,890
We can move with freedom under
the cover of darkness.
1009
00:46:48,930 --> 00:46:50,650
We can move with freedom under
the cover of darkness.
1010
00:46:50,690 --> 00:46:52,690
Get a fucking move on.
Let's go!
1011
00:46:52,730 --> 00:46:53,010
Get a fucking move on.
Let's go!
1012
00:46:53,050 --> 00:46:55,050
More often than not, it will involve
doing an insertion into water.
1013
00:46:55,090 --> 00:46:57,090
More often than not, it will involve
doing an insertion into water.
1014
00:46:57,130 --> 00:46:57,370
More often than not, it will involve
doing an insertion into water.
1015
00:46:57,410 --> 00:46:58,850
All the way, everybody!
1016
00:46:58,890 --> 00:47:00,130
It's fucking scary.
1017
00:47:00,170 --> 00:47:01,610
Let's go.
1018
00:47:01,650 --> 00:47:03,650
The only thing you can do
is to not panic.
1019
00:47:03,690 --> 00:47:04,930
The only thing you can do
is to not panic.
1020
00:47:07,730 --> 00:47:09,450
Right, look in.
1021
00:47:09,490 --> 00:47:11,490
With little visibility,
the recruits are about to take on
1022
00:47:11,530 --> 00:47:13,090
With little visibility,
the recruits are about to take on
1023
00:47:13,130 --> 00:47:15,010
the final task of the phase.
1024
00:47:17,170 --> 00:47:19,170
In the Special Forces, we conduct
missions behind enemy lines,
1025
00:47:19,210 --> 00:47:21,210
In the Special Forces, we conduct
missions behind enemy lines,
1026
00:47:21,250 --> 00:47:23,170
In the Special Forces, we conduct
missions behind enemy lines,
1027
00:47:23,210 --> 00:47:25,210
which often means that we approach
from a maritime insert.
1028
00:47:25,250 --> 00:47:27,250
which often means that we approach
from a maritime insert.
1029
00:47:27,290 --> 00:47:28,130
which often means that we approach
from a maritime insert.
1030
00:47:29,370 --> 00:47:31,370
At height in the pitch-black
of darkness.
1031
00:47:31,410 --> 00:47:32,210
At height in the pitch-black
of darkness.
1032
00:47:35,090 --> 00:47:36,170
Standby!
1033
00:47:38,290 --> 00:47:40,290
To pass, the recruits must
enter the water...
1034
00:47:40,330 --> 00:47:42,090
To pass, the recruits must
enter the water...
1035
00:47:42,130 --> 00:47:44,130
Go!
..headfirst.
1036
00:47:44,170 --> 00:47:44,370
Go!
..headfirst.
1037
00:47:50,410 --> 00:47:52,410
DS Rudy, OK.
1038
00:47:52,450 --> 00:47:52,610
DS Rudy, OK.
1039
00:47:58,730 --> 00:48:00,730
Two and five, go backwards up to
your waist, then shoulders under.
1040
00:48:00,770 --> 00:48:02,770
Two and five, go backwards up to
your waist, then shoulders under.
1041
00:48:02,810 --> 00:48:03,010
Two and five, go backwards up to
your waist, then shoulders under.
1042
00:48:05,890 --> 00:48:07,890
We're OK. We're OK.
1043
00:48:07,930 --> 00:48:08,170
We're OK. We're OK.
1044
00:48:08,210 --> 00:48:10,210
Oh, quick as you can,
keep warm, let's go.
1045
00:48:10,250 --> 00:48:11,330
Oh, quick as you can,
keep warm, let's go.
1046
00:48:11,370 --> 00:48:13,370
Attempting the backwards dive
are recruits number two,
1047
00:48:13,410 --> 00:48:15,330
Attempting the backwards dive
are recruits number two,
1048
00:48:15,370 --> 00:48:17,370
Rachel, and number five, Pete.
1049
00:48:17,410 --> 00:48:19,090
Rachel, and number five, Pete.
1050
00:48:19,130 --> 00:48:21,130
So, last time, I'd thought water
was going to be my strong point,
1051
00:48:21,170 --> 00:48:22,970
So, last time, I'd thought water
was going to be my strong point,
1052
00:48:23,010 --> 00:48:25,010
and I jumped out of a helicopter
and knocked myself unconscious.
1053
00:48:25,050 --> 00:48:25,570
and I jumped out of a helicopter
and knocked myself unconscious.
1054
00:48:25,610 --> 00:48:27,570
Let's go. Come on.
1055
00:48:27,610 --> 00:48:29,610
And I broke a couple of ribs
so I wasn't able to continue.
1056
00:48:29,650 --> 00:48:31,130
And I broke a couple of ribs
so I wasn't able to continue.
1057
00:48:31,170 --> 00:48:32,370
Let's go, fucking hurry up!
1058
00:48:32,410 --> 00:48:34,130
I'm embarrassed about what happened.
1059
00:48:34,170 --> 00:48:36,170
So embarrassing myself twice...
I'll probably shave my head
1060
00:48:36,210 --> 00:48:38,210
So embarrassing myself twice...
I'll probably shave my head
1061
00:48:38,250 --> 00:48:38,530
So embarrassing myself twice...
I'll probably shave my head
1062
00:48:38,570 --> 00:48:40,250
and become a different person,
I think.
1063
00:48:40,290 --> 00:48:42,290
Because I cannot be
the person that fucked it twice!
1064
00:48:42,330 --> 00:48:42,570
Because I cannot be
the person that fucked it twice!
1065
00:48:44,170 --> 00:48:45,330
Well, well, well.
1066
00:48:46,570 --> 00:48:48,570
Let's hope we don't have a repeat
performance, cos if I'm not
1067
00:48:48,610 --> 00:48:49,410
Let's hope we don't have a repeat
performance, cos if I'm not
1068
00:48:49,450 --> 00:48:51,450
mistaken, the last time you were in
open water, you knocked yourself
1069
00:48:51,490 --> 00:48:53,490
mistaken, the last time you were in
open water, you knocked yourself
1070
00:48:53,530 --> 00:48:53,770
mistaken, the last time you were in
open water, you knocked yourself
1071
00:48:53,810 --> 00:48:54,850
clean out, didn't you?
1072
00:48:54,890 --> 00:48:56,730
Not been in open water since, Staff.
1073
00:48:59,050 --> 00:49:01,050
Don't fuck this up.
Come on, number two!
1074
00:49:01,090 --> 00:49:02,490
Don't fuck this up.
Come on, number two!
1075
00:49:02,530 --> 00:49:03,690
Sorry, Staff.
1076
00:49:03,730 --> 00:49:05,730
It's already a bad hair day.
Right, listen in.
1077
00:49:05,770 --> 00:49:07,370
It's already a bad hair day.
Right, listen in.
1078
00:49:07,410 --> 00:49:09,410
On the word of command go,
all you do,
1079
00:49:09,450 --> 00:49:09,730
On the word of command go,
all you do,
1080
00:49:09,770 --> 00:49:11,770
transfer the weight from your toes
into your heels
1081
00:49:11,810 --> 00:49:12,970
transfer the weight from your toes
into your heels
1082
00:49:13,010 --> 00:49:15,010
and you'll naturally start
to fall backwards.
1083
00:49:15,050 --> 00:49:15,410
and you'll naturally start
to fall backwards.
1084
00:49:15,450 --> 00:49:17,450
Right, number five, you're first.
Come on.
1085
00:49:17,490 --> 00:49:18,290
Right, number five, you're first.
Come on.
1086
00:49:19,850 --> 00:49:21,850
I can't really remember much
of what happened,
1087
00:49:21,890 --> 00:49:22,490
I can't really remember much
of what happened,
1088
00:49:22,530 --> 00:49:24,530
but I don't know if I've developed
a weird fear of the fucking sea.
1089
00:49:24,570 --> 00:49:26,450
but I don't know if I've developed
a weird fear of the fucking sea.
1090
00:49:26,490 --> 00:49:28,490
Stand straight, look up.
Don't look down.
1091
00:49:28,530 --> 00:49:29,410
Stand straight, look up.
Don't look down.
1092
00:49:29,450 --> 00:49:31,450
I get flashbacks, but I don't know
if they're actually flashbacks
1093
00:49:31,490 --> 00:49:32,290
I get flashbacks, but I don't know
if they're actually flashbacks
1094
00:49:32,330 --> 00:49:34,330
or it's just my mind
telling me, "You fucked that."
1095
00:49:34,370 --> 00:49:35,250
or it's just my mind
telling me, "You fucked that."
1096
00:49:35,290 --> 00:49:37,290
Arms across your chest. Standby.
1097
00:49:37,330 --> 00:49:38,170
Arms across your chest. Standby.
1098
00:49:38,210 --> 00:49:40,210
I just need to do it.
I need to do this again. Properly.
1099
00:49:40,250 --> 00:49:42,250
I just need to do it.
I need to do this again. Properly.
1100
00:49:42,290 --> 00:49:42,490
I just need to do it.
I need to do this again. Properly.
1101
00:49:44,770 --> 00:49:45,690
Go!
1102
00:49:55,890 --> 00:49:57,210
Fucking hell!
1103
00:50:04,370 --> 00:50:06,370
Five OK, Staff.
1104
00:50:06,410 --> 00:50:08,410
Good pass, number five, well done.
1105
00:50:08,450 --> 00:50:09,130
Good pass, number five, well done.
1106
00:50:09,170 --> 00:50:11,170
Yeah, number five, well done.
1107
00:50:11,210 --> 00:50:11,450
Yeah, number five, well done.
1108
00:50:11,490 --> 00:50:13,490
Right, now lock your body.
Look dead ahead. Bosh.
1109
00:50:13,530 --> 00:50:15,530
Right, now lock your body.
Look dead ahead. Bosh.
1110
00:50:15,570 --> 00:50:16,410
Right, now lock your body.
Look dead ahead. Bosh.
1111
00:50:16,450 --> 00:50:18,450
I had nightmares about being on
the mast of a tall ship in a storm.
1112
00:50:18,490 --> 00:50:20,490
I had nightmares about being on
the mast of a tall ship in a storm.
1113
00:50:20,530 --> 00:50:20,770
I had nightmares about being on
the mast of a tall ship in a storm.
1114
00:50:20,810 --> 00:50:22,450
Standby!
1115
00:50:22,490 --> 00:50:24,490
It's quite presumptuous of us as
human beings, who can die if you
1116
00:50:24,530 --> 00:50:25,770
It's quite presumptuous of us as
human beings, who can die if you
1117
00:50:25,810 --> 00:50:27,810
fall 20 feet, to think that
you can be safe.
1118
00:50:27,850 --> 00:50:29,850
fall 20 feet, to think that
you can be safe.
1119
00:50:29,890 --> 00:50:30,130
fall 20 feet, to think that
you can be safe.
1120
00:50:30,170 --> 00:50:32,170
Heights is dangerous.
1121
00:50:32,210 --> 00:50:32,450
Heights is dangerous.
1122
00:50:32,490 --> 00:50:34,490
You know, you'll tell a child
on a wall, "Come down."
1123
00:50:34,530 --> 00:50:35,450
You know, you'll tell a child
on a wall, "Come down."
1124
00:50:35,490 --> 00:50:36,970
You know, "Don't."
1125
00:50:37,010 --> 00:50:38,090
Go!
1126
00:50:47,530 --> 00:50:49,530
Fucking hell!
Baywatch calls for number two.
1127
00:50:49,570 --> 00:50:51,130
Fucking hell!
Baywatch calls for number two.
1128
00:50:51,170 --> 00:50:53,170
That's a pass, number two. Get out.
1129
00:50:53,210 --> 00:50:53,930
That's a pass, number two. Get out.
1130
00:50:53,970 --> 00:50:55,970
Both of you, solid performance.
Fucking well done.
1131
00:50:56,010 --> 00:50:57,490
Both of you, solid performance.
Fucking well done.
1132
00:50:57,530 --> 00:50:58,890
And you, Peter.
1133
00:51:01,330 --> 00:51:02,930
That's it, shoulders under.
1134
00:51:02,970 --> 00:51:04,970
Next up is number 14, Shazia...
1135
00:51:05,010 --> 00:51:05,210
Next up is number 14, Shazia...
1136
00:51:05,250 --> 00:51:06,690
Yeah, go on.
1137
00:51:06,730 --> 00:51:08,730
..and number four, Marnie.
1138
00:51:08,770 --> 00:51:09,010
..and number four, Marnie.
1139
00:51:09,050 --> 00:51:11,050
Come on, mermaids,
all the way to the steps.
1140
00:51:11,090 --> 00:51:12,010
Come on, mermaids,
all the way to the steps.
1141
00:51:12,050 --> 00:51:14,050
Straight up the ladder
and up to me.
1142
00:51:14,090 --> 00:51:14,290
Straight up the ladder
and up to me.
1143
00:51:15,690 --> 00:51:17,690
I feel like I find giving trust
1144
00:51:17,730 --> 00:51:19,010
I feel like I find giving trust
1145
00:51:19,050 --> 00:51:21,050
and control to other people really
scary and daunting.
1146
00:51:21,090 --> 00:51:21,890
and control to other people really
scary and daunting.
1147
00:51:21,930 --> 00:51:23,330
Listen to exactly what you're told.
1148
00:51:23,370 --> 00:51:25,370
And when you get up those steps,
just stay calm. Don't fuck it up.
1149
00:51:25,410 --> 00:51:27,090
And when you get up those steps,
just stay calm. Don't fuck it up.
1150
00:51:27,130 --> 00:51:28,570
Yes, Staff. Go on.
1151
00:51:28,610 --> 00:51:30,610
I want to learn
to trust people again.
1152
00:51:30,650 --> 00:51:30,930
I want to learn
to trust people again.
1153
00:51:30,970 --> 00:51:32,970
I also want to gain confident
in myself.
1154
00:51:33,010 --> 00:51:33,290
I also want to gain confident
in myself.
1155
00:51:33,330 --> 00:51:35,330
I want to believe that I can do
things when I put my mind to it.
1156
00:51:35,370 --> 00:51:36,410
I want to believe that I can do
things when I put my mind to it.
1157
00:51:36,450 --> 00:51:38,450
Right, 14, here we go.
1158
00:51:38,490 --> 00:51:39,730
Right, 14, here we go.
1159
00:51:39,770 --> 00:51:41,770
Step back a little bit more.
OK. Right, are you ready?
1160
00:51:41,810 --> 00:51:43,410
Step back a little bit more.
OK. Right, are you ready?
1161
00:51:43,450 --> 00:51:45,450
Yeah. Stay rigid. Lock your body.
Standby.
1162
00:51:45,490 --> 00:51:47,490
Yeah. Stay rigid. Lock your body.
Standby.
1163
00:51:47,530 --> 00:51:47,810
Yeah. Stay rigid. Lock your body.
Standby.
1164
00:51:47,850 --> 00:51:48,850
Go.
1165
00:51:55,010 --> 00:51:56,370
14 OK?
1166
00:51:56,410 --> 00:51:58,170
Yes, Staff.
1167
00:51:58,210 --> 00:51:59,410
All right, that was a fail.
1168
00:51:59,450 --> 00:52:01,450
14, miserable fail!
1169
00:52:01,490 --> 00:52:02,010
14, miserable fail!
1170
00:52:03,890 --> 00:52:05,890
Step back. Don't do what she did.
Are you happy there?
1171
00:52:05,930 --> 00:52:07,650
Step back. Don't do what she did.
Are you happy there?
1172
00:52:08,690 --> 00:52:10,690
Come on, you can do this, four.
1173
00:52:10,730 --> 00:52:11,010
Come on, you can do this, four.
1174
00:52:11,050 --> 00:52:13,050
I feel like if I'd had the ability
to just not care and let go...
1175
00:52:13,090 --> 00:52:15,090
I feel like if I'd had the ability
to just not care and let go...
1176
00:52:15,130 --> 00:52:15,890
I feel like if I'd had the ability
to just not care and let go...
1177
00:52:15,930 --> 00:52:17,850
Rigid, look dead ahead.
1178
00:52:17,890 --> 00:52:19,890
..if this course could do
that for us,
1179
00:52:19,930 --> 00:52:20,170
..if this course could do
that for us,
1180
00:52:20,210 --> 00:52:22,210
I'll be, like, utterly overjoyed.
1181
00:52:22,250 --> 00:52:23,770
I'll be, like, utterly overjoyed.
1182
00:52:23,810 --> 00:52:25,490
Standby. Go.
1183
00:52:31,530 --> 00:52:33,530
I don't know how,
but that was a good pass.
1184
00:52:33,570 --> 00:52:34,730
I don't know how,
but that was a good pass.
1185
00:52:34,770 --> 00:52:36,250
Well done, number four.
1186
00:52:36,290 --> 00:52:37,770
Pass, number four.
1187
00:52:37,810 --> 00:52:39,810
Is that Marnie? Get in there.
1188
00:52:39,850 --> 00:52:40,290
Is that Marnie? Get in there.
1189
00:52:40,330 --> 00:52:42,330
Oh, my God!
Did Marnie just pass that?
1190
00:52:42,370 --> 00:52:43,250
Oh, my God!
Did Marnie just pass that?
1191
00:52:43,290 --> 00:52:45,290
RUDY:Number four, I cannot
believe it!
1192
00:52:45,330 --> 00:52:46,170
RUDY:Number four, I cannot
believe it!
1193
00:52:46,210 --> 00:52:48,210
You actually did something good.
Pass.
1194
00:52:48,250 --> 00:52:48,530
You actually did something good.
Pass.
1195
00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:52,010
FOXY:Let's see what you're
fucking made of.
1196
00:52:52,050 --> 00:52:53,770
OK.
1197
00:52:53,810 --> 00:52:55,610
Right, stand up straight.
1198
00:52:55,650 --> 00:52:57,490
BILLY:In the Special Forces
world...
1199
00:52:57,530 --> 00:52:58,730
Here we go.
1200
00:52:58,770 --> 00:53:00,770
..our means of delivery into the
conflict zone
1201
00:53:00,810 --> 00:53:01,330
..our means of delivery into the
conflict zone
1202
00:53:01,370 --> 00:53:03,090
is normally from an aircraft.
1203
00:53:03,130 --> 00:53:04,490
Arms across chest.
1204
00:53:04,530 --> 00:53:06,530
At night,
pitch-black into the abyss.
1205
00:53:06,570 --> 00:53:07,490
At night,
pitch-black into the abyss.
1206
00:53:07,530 --> 00:53:09,530
Standby. Go!
1207
00:53:09,570 --> 00:53:09,730
Standby. Go!
1208
00:53:13,250 --> 00:53:14,730
Fuck. I hope she's all right.
1209
00:53:14,770 --> 00:53:16,770
Number one, fail. Fold your arms.
1210
00:53:16,810 --> 00:53:17,970
Number one, fail. Fold your arms.
1211
00:53:18,010 --> 00:53:20,010
It is absolutely terrifying.
1212
00:53:20,050 --> 00:53:20,250
It is absolutely terrifying.
1213
00:53:20,290 --> 00:53:21,250
Go!
1214
00:53:21,290 --> 00:53:22,650
You totally have no control
of your life.
1215
00:53:23,970 --> 00:53:25,370
Number nine, pass!
1216
00:53:26,730 --> 00:53:28,730
You can't afford to allow that fear
to grow inside your mind...
1217
00:53:28,770 --> 00:53:30,210
You can't afford to allow that fear
to grow inside your mind...
1218
00:53:30,250 --> 00:53:31,410
Standby!
1219
00:53:31,450 --> 00:53:32,930
..and overpower you.
1220
00:53:32,970 --> 00:53:34,370
Go!
1221
00:53:34,410 --> 00:53:36,410
If you hesitate or panic, you could
end up losing your life.
1222
00:53:36,450 --> 00:53:37,410
If you hesitate or panic, you could
end up losing your life.
1223
00:53:41,050 --> 00:53:42,650
Number three, that's a fail.
1224
00:53:44,930 --> 00:53:46,210
Come on, 15.
1225
00:53:46,250 --> 00:53:47,650
Sorry, Staff.
1226
00:53:49,050 --> 00:53:51,050
Go on, stand up.
This isn't a fucking crawling task.
1227
00:53:51,090 --> 00:53:52,450
Go on, stand up.
This isn't a fucking crawling task.
1228
00:53:52,490 --> 00:53:54,490
This is when they
need to show discipline.
1229
00:53:54,530 --> 00:53:55,250
This is when they
need to show discipline.
1230
00:53:55,290 --> 00:53:57,290
Keep looking ahead. Standby.
1231
00:53:57,330 --> 00:53:57,970
Keep looking ahead. Standby.
1232
00:53:58,010 --> 00:54:00,010
Go.
Am I in the right position, Staff?
1233
00:54:00,050 --> 00:54:00,290
Go.
Am I in the right position, Staff?
1234
00:54:00,330 --> 00:54:01,330
Yeah, yeah, go.
1235
00:54:01,370 --> 00:54:03,370
No, just fucking fall backwards.
1236
00:54:03,410 --> 00:54:04,530
No, just fucking fall backwards.
1237
00:54:04,570 --> 00:54:06,570
And can follow orders
and get the job done.
1238
00:54:06,610 --> 00:54:07,690
And can follow orders
and get the job done.
1239
00:54:07,730 --> 00:54:09,610
Number 15, go!
1240
00:54:14,810 --> 00:54:16,170
Fucking hell!
1241
00:54:16,210 --> 00:54:18,210
15 OK!
1242
00:54:18,250 --> 00:54:19,730
Pathetic!
1243
00:54:19,770 --> 00:54:21,770
Fail, number 15.
1244
00:54:21,810 --> 00:54:22,130
Fail, number 15.
1245
00:54:22,170 --> 00:54:24,170
Fail, 15.
1246
00:54:24,210 --> 00:54:24,690
Fail, 15.
1247
00:54:30,530 --> 00:54:31,570
Shit.
1248
00:54:34,490 --> 00:54:36,490
I'm going to need you
to help me get through this.
1249
00:54:36,530 --> 00:54:36,730
I'm going to need you
to help me get through this.
1250
00:54:41,050 --> 00:54:43,050
Let's go. Quick as you can.
1251
00:54:43,090 --> 00:54:43,410
Let's go. Quick as you can.
1252
00:54:44,890 --> 00:54:46,890
Just walk backwards.
Walk in. It's going to be cold.
1253
00:54:46,930 --> 00:54:47,170
Just walk backwards.
Walk in. It's going to be cold.
1254
00:54:47,210 --> 00:54:48,370
Control your breathing.
1255
00:54:48,410 --> 00:54:50,410
Next to face the backwards dive
is recruit number six,
1256
00:54:50,450 --> 00:54:52,050
Next to face the backwards dive
is recruit number six,
1257
00:54:52,090 --> 00:54:54,090
Tez, and number ten, Georgia.
1258
00:54:54,130 --> 00:54:56,170
Tez, and number ten, Georgia.
1259
00:54:56,210 --> 00:54:58,210
I do think I struggle
with, like, just letting go
1260
00:54:58,250 --> 00:54:59,370
I do think I struggle
with, like, just letting go
1261
00:54:59,410 --> 00:55:01,410
and, like, seeing what happens.
1262
00:55:01,450 --> 00:55:01,850
and, like, seeing what happens.
1263
00:55:01,890 --> 00:55:03,890
Let's go. Up to me.
1264
00:55:03,930 --> 00:55:04,970
Let's go. Up to me.
1265
00:55:05,010 --> 00:55:07,010
Go on, faster!
1266
00:55:07,050 --> 00:55:07,290
Go on, faster!
1267
00:55:07,330 --> 00:55:09,330
I think losing control
might be hard for me.
1268
00:55:09,370 --> 00:55:11,370
I think losing control
might be hard for me.
1269
00:55:11,410 --> 00:55:11,650
I think losing control
might be hard for me.
1270
00:55:11,690 --> 00:55:13,490
Just stand there. Yes, Staff.
1271
00:55:13,530 --> 00:55:15,530
Take charge, you've got to keep
telling yourself that.
1272
00:55:15,570 --> 00:55:15,770
Take charge, you've got to keep
telling yourself that.
1273
00:55:16,890 --> 00:55:17,970
Standby.
1274
00:55:21,090 --> 00:55:22,930
Go! Come on, big boy.
1275
00:55:30,130 --> 00:55:32,130
Six OK!
OK, get out. Fail.
1276
00:55:32,170 --> 00:55:32,930
Six OK!
OK, get out. Fail.
1277
00:55:34,370 --> 00:55:36,370
That's not how you do it.
Step back, step back. OK.
1278
00:55:36,410 --> 00:55:37,210
That's not how you do it.
Step back, step back. OK.
1279
00:55:37,250 --> 00:55:39,250
I feel like over the last few years,
1280
00:55:39,290 --> 00:55:39,530
I feel like over the last few years,
1281
00:55:39,570 --> 00:55:41,570
I've been mentally, quite frankly,
pushed to my limits.
1282
00:55:41,610 --> 00:55:42,930
I've been mentally, quite frankly,
pushed to my limits.
1283
00:55:42,970 --> 00:55:44,970
We're going to step you back, you're
going to get your heels into the air
1284
00:55:45,010 --> 00:55:45,730
We're going to step you back, you're
going to get your heels into the air
1285
00:55:45,770 --> 00:55:47,330
so they're free of the platform.
1286
00:55:47,370 --> 00:55:49,370
So much of my life right now
is about me being a victim
1287
00:55:49,410 --> 00:55:51,010
So much of my life right now
is about me being a victim
1288
00:55:51,050 --> 00:55:52,770
and I feel like this is my time
1289
00:55:52,810 --> 00:55:54,810
to show that I'm resilient,
I'm strong.
1290
00:55:54,850 --> 00:55:56,370
to show that I'm resilient,
I'm strong.
1291
00:55:56,410 --> 00:55:57,410
I wouldn't.
1292
00:55:58,530 --> 00:56:00,530
OK, just tell me...
Can you just tell me what to do?
1293
00:56:00,570 --> 00:56:01,650
OK, just tell me...
Can you just tell me what to do?
1294
00:56:01,690 --> 00:56:03,690
But I think my biggest fear
would just be if
1295
00:56:03,730 --> 00:56:04,210
But I think my biggest fear
would just be if
1296
00:56:04,250 --> 00:56:05,970
I, in any way, let myself down.
1297
00:56:06,010 --> 00:56:08,010
Oh, God. Standby.
1298
00:56:08,050 --> 00:56:08,210
Oh, God. Standby.
1299
00:56:10,210 --> 00:56:11,250
Go.
1300
00:56:15,570 --> 00:56:16,450
Oh.
1301
00:56:18,970 --> 00:56:20,970
I'm OK, Staff. Number ten OK.
1302
00:56:21,010 --> 00:56:21,290
I'm OK, Staff. Number ten OK.
1303
00:56:21,330 --> 00:56:23,090
Number ten, fail!
1304
00:56:24,650 --> 00:56:26,650
Oh, fuck. Fail, number ten.
1305
00:56:26,690 --> 00:56:26,890
Oh, fuck. Fail, number ten.
1306
00:56:31,850 --> 00:56:33,170
Are you all right?
1307
00:56:33,210 --> 00:56:35,210
Not really, I just want to cry.
That was horrible.
1308
00:56:35,250 --> 00:56:35,530
Not really, I just want to cry.
That was horrible.
1309
00:56:35,570 --> 00:56:37,530
Was it horrible? Well, yeah, it's
just like you do it
1310
00:56:37,570 --> 00:56:39,570
and you sort of fuck it up. And it's
still such a horrible thing to do
1311
00:56:39,610 --> 00:56:40,050
and you sort of fuck it up. And it's
still such a horrible thing to do
1312
00:56:40,090 --> 00:56:41,570
and you just feel like shit after.
1313
00:56:41,610 --> 00:56:43,610
You take it like a G. So composed.
1314
00:56:43,650 --> 00:56:44,050
You take it like a G. So composed.
1315
00:56:44,090 --> 00:56:46,010
Oh, so frustrated.
Come on.
1316
00:56:57,770 --> 00:56:59,770
Round the square, follow him.
Go. Next.
1317
00:56:59,810 --> 00:57:01,810
Let's go. Let's go, follow, run.
Right behind you.
1318
00:57:01,850 --> 00:57:02,610
Let's go. Let's go, follow, run.
Right behind you.
1319
00:57:02,650 --> 00:57:04,650
Run.
1320
00:57:04,690 --> 00:57:04,970
Run.
1321
00:57:05,010 --> 00:57:06,610
And run.
1322
00:57:10,170 --> 00:57:12,170
The celebrity recruits are nearing
the end of phase two of the course.
1323
00:57:12,210 --> 00:57:14,210
The celebrity recruits are nearing
the end of phase two of the course.
1324
00:57:14,250 --> 00:57:14,490
The celebrity recruits are nearing
the end of phase two of the course.
1325
00:57:14,530 --> 00:57:16,530
Oh, my God. Shut that door.
1326
00:57:16,570 --> 00:57:17,610
Oh, my God. Shut that door.
1327
00:57:34,930 --> 00:57:36,930
Number ten!
1328
00:57:36,970 --> 00:57:37,170
Number ten!
1329
00:57:37,210 --> 00:57:39,210
Number ten. Oh.
1330
00:57:39,250 --> 00:57:39,410
Number ten. Oh.
1331
00:57:41,450 --> 00:57:43,290
Let's go, ten.
1332
00:57:43,330 --> 00:57:45,330
After losing her nerve on
the backwards dive...
1333
00:57:45,370 --> 00:57:46,010
After losing her nerve on
the backwards dive...
1334
00:57:46,050 --> 00:57:48,090
Let's go, let's go.
1335
00:57:48,130 --> 00:57:50,130
..number ten, Georgia, has
highlighted herself to the DS.
1336
00:57:50,170 --> 00:57:52,130
..number ten, Georgia, has
highlighted herself to the DS.
1337
00:57:52,170 --> 00:57:54,170
Step. One more big one.
1338
00:57:54,210 --> 00:57:54,490
Step. One more big one.
1339
00:57:54,530 --> 00:57:55,730
That's it.
1340
00:58:06,890 --> 00:58:07,890
Sit.
1341
00:58:15,330 --> 00:58:17,330
Bring your chair forward.
1342
00:58:17,370 --> 00:58:17,890
Bring your chair forward.
1343
00:58:17,930 --> 00:58:19,930
And sort your hair out!
1344
00:58:19,970 --> 00:58:20,170
And sort your hair out!
1345
00:58:22,730 --> 00:58:24,330
Bobby said it looked good.
1346
00:58:30,970 --> 00:58:32,970
How do you think you're getting on?
1347
00:58:33,010 --> 00:58:33,450
How do you think you're getting on?
1348
00:58:35,810 --> 00:58:37,810
I don't know. I think I'm throwing
myself into everything.
1349
00:58:37,850 --> 00:58:39,330
I don't know. I think I'm throwing
myself into everything.
1350
00:58:39,370 --> 00:58:41,370
But I felt a bit emotional today.
1351
00:58:41,410 --> 00:58:42,010
But I felt a bit emotional today.
1352
00:58:42,050 --> 00:58:43,290
Emotional from what?
1353
00:58:43,330 --> 00:58:45,090
Like, I just feel emotional.
1354
00:58:45,130 --> 00:58:47,130
It's just...it's tough when you're,
like, doing your best at something
1355
00:58:47,170 --> 00:58:48,610
It's just...it's tough when you're,
like, doing your best at something
1356
00:58:48,650 --> 00:58:50,650
but, like, you just fail at things
at times. Do you know what I mean?
1357
00:58:50,690 --> 00:58:52,690
but, like, you just fail at things
at times. Do you know what I mean?
1358
00:58:52,730 --> 00:58:53,690
but, like, you just fail at things
at times. Do you know what I mean?
1359
00:58:53,730 --> 00:58:55,730
You know, we expect you to fuck up.
1360
00:58:55,770 --> 00:58:56,130
You know, we expect you to fuck up.
1361
00:58:56,170 --> 00:58:58,170
But what we're after is how you
bounce back from the failures. Yeah.
1362
00:58:58,210 --> 00:58:59,610
But what we're after is how you
bounce back from the failures. Yeah.
1363
00:58:59,650 --> 00:59:01,650
Do you know what I mean?
Yeah, and I think I find it hard,
1364
00:59:01,690 --> 00:59:01,970
Do you know what I mean?
Yeah, and I think I find it hard,
1365
00:59:02,010 --> 00:59:04,010
like, not to smile. But it's just
cos I find the situation strange.
1366
00:59:04,050 --> 00:59:05,730
like, not to smile. But it's just
cos I find the situation strange.
1367
00:59:05,770 --> 00:59:07,770
We've sort of worked that out,
only just.
1368
00:59:07,810 --> 00:59:08,850
We've sort of worked that out,
only just.
1369
00:59:08,890 --> 00:59:10,890
What are you hoping to achieve
with this?
1370
00:59:10,930 --> 00:59:11,210
What are you hoping to achieve
with this?
1371
00:59:11,250 --> 00:59:13,250
I feel like I'm in a bit of a stage
of my life where, like, I've had
1372
00:59:13,290 --> 00:59:14,050
I feel like I'm in a bit of a stage
of my life where, like, I've had
1373
00:59:14,090 --> 00:59:16,090
a tough couple of years,
1374
00:59:16,130 --> 00:59:16,370
a tough couple of years,
1375
00:59:16,410 --> 00:59:18,410
and I just
want to see how strong I can be
1376
00:59:18,450 --> 00:59:19,650
and I just
want to see how strong I can be
1377
00:59:19,690 --> 00:59:21,690
and maybe come out being
a better person.
1378
00:59:21,730 --> 00:59:22,250
and maybe come out being
a better person.
1379
00:59:22,290 --> 00:59:24,290
What's the tough couple
of years all about?
1380
00:59:24,330 --> 00:59:24,570
What's the tough couple
of years all about?
1381
00:59:24,610 --> 00:59:26,610
Um, so I had a situation with
1382
00:59:26,650 --> 00:59:27,490
Um, so I had a situation with
1383
00:59:27,530 --> 00:59:29,530
an ex-partner that was quite public.
1384
00:59:29,570 --> 00:59:30,490
an ex-partner that was quite public.
1385
00:59:30,530 --> 00:59:32,530
But long story short, he filmed us
having sex
1386
00:59:32,570 --> 00:59:34,050
But long story short, he filmed us
having sex
1387
00:59:34,090 --> 00:59:36,090
with cameras that I weren't aware
that were there
1388
00:59:36,130 --> 00:59:36,770
with cameras that I weren't aware
that were there
1389
00:59:36,810 --> 00:59:38,450
and sold it on the internet,
1390
00:59:38,490 --> 00:59:40,490
and it ended up being viewed by
over ten million people.
1391
00:59:40,530 --> 00:59:42,410
and it ended up being viewed by
over ten million people.
1392
00:59:43,650 --> 00:59:45,650
So he told me he'd filmed me
after he done it,
1393
00:59:45,690 --> 00:59:46,090
So he told me he'd filmed me
after he done it,
1394
00:59:46,130 --> 00:59:48,130
and I made it extremely clear that
if he ever put it anywhere,
1395
00:59:48,170 --> 00:59:49,210
and I made it extremely clear that
if he ever put it anywhere,
1396
00:59:49,250 --> 00:59:51,250
it would completely and utterly
ruin my life.
1397
00:59:51,290 --> 00:59:52,370
it would completely and utterly
ruin my life.
1398
00:59:52,410 --> 00:59:54,410
But he still went on to do it.
1399
00:59:54,450 --> 00:59:55,090
But he still went on to do it.
1400
00:59:55,130 --> 00:59:57,130
And that then went on to cause,
like, a two-year legal battle
1401
00:59:57,170 --> 00:59:58,490
And that then went on to cause,
like, a two-year legal battle
1402
00:59:58,530 --> 01:00:00,090
for me getting him to court.
1403
01:00:00,130 --> 01:00:02,130
But in the time that that went on,
my best friend died
1404
01:00:02,170 --> 01:00:03,770
But in the time that that went on,
my best friend died
1405
01:00:03,810 --> 01:00:05,810
and my ex-boyfriend died.
1406
01:00:05,850 --> 01:00:06,450
and my ex-boyfriend died.
1407
01:00:06,490 --> 01:00:08,490
So, over that two years,
it's just been, like...
1408
01:00:08,530 --> 01:00:10,250
So, over that two years,
it's just been, like...
1409
01:00:10,290 --> 01:00:12,290
Just a lot of just trying
to get through things. Sorry.
1410
01:00:12,330 --> 01:00:14,090
Just a lot of just trying
to get through things. Sorry.
1411
01:00:15,330 --> 01:00:16,610
That's all right.
1412
01:00:16,650 --> 01:00:18,650
It's just been, like, two years
of just trying to, like,
1413
01:00:18,690 --> 01:00:20,450
It's just been, like, two years
of just trying to, like,
1414
01:00:20,490 --> 01:00:22,490
barely just get on with things
1415
01:00:22,530 --> 01:00:24,050
barely just get on with things
1416
01:00:24,090 --> 01:00:26,090
and just be strong enough
to just, like, be remotely happy
1417
01:00:26,130 --> 01:00:27,570
and just be strong enough
to just, like, be remotely happy
1418
01:00:27,610 --> 01:00:29,610
and achieve the things that I
need to achieve to just get by.
1419
01:00:29,650 --> 01:00:31,650
and achieve the things that I
need to achieve to just get by.
1420
01:00:31,690 --> 01:00:31,970
and achieve the things that I
need to achieve to just get by.
1421
01:00:32,010 --> 01:00:34,010
And a lot of it, I had to be strong
really quickly cos I had to be
1422
01:00:34,050 --> 01:00:35,290
And a lot of it, I had to be strong
really quickly cos I had to be
1423
01:00:35,330 --> 01:00:37,330
strong to get to the court case.
1424
01:00:37,370 --> 01:00:37,810
strong to get to the court case.
1425
01:00:37,850 --> 01:00:39,850
So I had to, like, put a lot of my
grieving to the side. Sorry.
1426
01:00:39,890 --> 01:00:41,050
So I had to, like, put a lot of my
grieving to the side. Sorry.
1427
01:00:41,090 --> 01:00:42,810
That's all right.
1428
01:00:42,850 --> 01:00:44,850
And like, now I've got through it,
and I won the court case
1429
01:00:44,890 --> 01:00:46,530
And like, now I've got through it,
and I won the court case
1430
01:00:46,570 --> 01:00:48,570
and he went to prison for 21 months.
1431
01:00:48,610 --> 01:00:48,850
and he went to prison for 21 months.
1432
01:00:48,890 --> 01:00:50,890
But I think I'm still, like,
dealing with, like,
1433
01:00:50,930 --> 01:00:51,570
But I think I'm still, like,
dealing with, like,
1434
01:00:51,610 --> 01:00:53,370
the loss of my friend
1435
01:00:53,410 --> 01:00:55,410
and, like, my ex quite a lot.
1436
01:00:55,450 --> 01:00:55,690
and, like, my ex quite a lot.
1437
01:00:55,730 --> 01:00:57,730
But it's something I'm...
I'm overcoming all the time.
1438
01:00:57,770 --> 01:00:58,050
But it's something I'm...
I'm overcoming all the time.
1439
01:00:58,090 --> 01:01:00,090
So, did that happen when all this
other shit was going on?
1440
01:01:00,130 --> 01:01:00,890
So, did that happen when all this
other shit was going on?
1441
01:01:00,930 --> 01:01:02,930
Yeah, like, everything happened
six months between each other.
1442
01:01:02,970 --> 01:01:03,570
Yeah, like, everything happened
six months between each other.
1443
01:01:03,610 --> 01:01:05,610
Like, every time I started
to get better from one thing,
1444
01:01:05,650 --> 01:01:06,250
Like, every time I started
to get better from one thing,
1445
01:01:06,290 --> 01:01:08,130
something else happened.
1446
01:01:08,170 --> 01:01:10,170
Pretty shitty fucking couple
of years for you, then.
1447
01:01:10,210 --> 01:01:10,570
Pretty shitty fucking couple
of years for you, then.
1448
01:01:10,610 --> 01:01:12,610
Yeah. But I actually got
the law changed.
1449
01:01:12,650 --> 01:01:13,570
Yeah. But I actually got
the law changed.
1450
01:01:13,610 --> 01:01:15,610
So, now I feel like lots of women
are looking up to me.
1451
01:01:15,650 --> 01:01:16,690
So, now I feel like lots of women
are looking up to me.
1452
01:01:16,730 --> 01:01:18,210
So I want to make them strong,
1453
01:01:18,250 --> 01:01:20,250
and I'm getting
lots of opportunities to make
1454
01:01:20,290 --> 01:01:20,530
and I'm getting
lots of opportunities to make
1455
01:01:20,570 --> 01:01:21,770
a difference with my story.
1456
01:01:21,810 --> 01:01:23,810
The day before I flew out here,
I got called into the Ministry of
1457
01:01:23,850 --> 01:01:25,010
The day before I flew out here,
I got called into the Ministry of
1458
01:01:25,050 --> 01:01:27,050
Justice and they told me that they
changed the law.
1459
01:01:27,090 --> 01:01:28,130
Justice and they told me that they
changed the law.
1460
01:01:28,170 --> 01:01:30,170
So, you've got a law
changed, right? Yeah.
1461
01:01:30,210 --> 01:01:31,570
So, you've got a law
changed, right? Yeah.
1462
01:01:31,610 --> 01:01:33,610
That's awesome. Is that a really
good line in the sand
1463
01:01:33,650 --> 01:01:35,010
That's awesome. Is that a really
good line in the sand
1464
01:01:35,050 --> 01:01:37,050
for all that shit? Yeah.
1465
01:01:37,090 --> 01:01:37,330
for all that shit? Yeah.
1466
01:01:37,370 --> 01:01:39,370
And, like, it's nice, actually,
just to have been here
1467
01:01:39,410 --> 01:01:40,370
And, like, it's nice, actually,
just to have been here
1468
01:01:40,410 --> 01:01:42,410
for a few days and not have someone
sort of go, you know, "Are you OK?"
1469
01:01:42,450 --> 01:01:44,450
for a few days and not have someone
sort of go, you know, "Are you OK?"
1470
01:01:44,490 --> 01:01:44,770
for a few days and not have someone
sort of go, you know, "Are you OK?"
1471
01:01:44,810 --> 01:01:46,810
I've got so much more in my
character than that.
1472
01:01:46,850 --> 01:01:47,970
I've got so much more in my
character than that.
1473
01:01:48,010 --> 01:01:50,010
This is the perfect way
to just rip me out of
1474
01:01:50,050 --> 01:01:51,730
This is the perfect way
to just rip me out of
1475
01:01:51,770 --> 01:01:53,770
what's been two years
of struggle.
1476
01:01:53,810 --> 01:01:55,530
what's been two years
of struggle.
1477
01:01:56,730 --> 01:01:58,450
So, basically,
1478
01:01:58,490 --> 01:02:00,490
this course couldn't have come
at a better time?
1479
01:02:00,530 --> 01:02:00,930
this course couldn't have come
at a better time?
1480
01:02:00,970 --> 01:02:02,810
No, it couldn't.
1481
01:02:02,850 --> 01:02:04,850
You are showing yourself to be
a strong person. Yeah.
1482
01:02:04,890 --> 01:02:06,050
You are showing yourself to be
a strong person. Yeah.
1483
01:02:06,090 --> 01:02:07,930
Cos you've bounced back from
the, you know,
1484
01:02:07,970 --> 01:02:09,970
the trip-ups, the failures. Yeah.
1485
01:02:10,010 --> 01:02:10,210
the trip-ups, the failures. Yeah.
1486
01:02:10,250 --> 01:02:12,250
And reattack the next thing. Yeah.
1487
01:02:12,290 --> 01:02:13,090
And reattack the next thing. Yeah.
1488
01:02:14,810 --> 01:02:15,850
Guard.
1489
01:02:36,130 --> 01:02:38,130
When you go through something like
that, you really do lose a lot
1490
01:02:38,170 --> 01:02:40,170
When you go through something like
that, you really do lose a lot
1491
01:02:40,210 --> 01:02:40,450
When you go through something like
that, you really do lose a lot
1492
01:02:40,490 --> 01:02:41,930
of your self-esteem.
1493
01:02:44,050 --> 01:02:46,050
Honestly, I felt violated,
I felt ashamed, I felt embarrassed.
1494
01:02:46,090 --> 01:02:48,090
Honestly, I felt violated,
I felt ashamed, I felt embarrassed.
1495
01:02:48,130 --> 01:02:48,650
Honestly, I felt violated,
I felt ashamed, I felt embarrassed.
1496
01:02:48,690 --> 01:02:50,690
I really cried my eyes out.
1497
01:02:50,730 --> 01:02:51,490
I really cried my eyes out.
1498
01:02:51,530 --> 01:02:53,530
But it was good, actually. I do feel
a lot stronger after it. And, like,
1499
01:02:53,570 --> 01:02:54,290
But it was good, actually. I do feel
a lot stronger after it. And, like,
1500
01:02:54,330 --> 01:02:55,930
I was starting to wonder what
I'm doing here.
1501
01:02:55,970 --> 01:02:57,970
I felt like I devalued myself.
1502
01:02:58,010 --> 01:02:58,730
I felt like I devalued myself.
1503
01:02:58,770 --> 01:03:00,770
Like, I looked at myself as
something that was damaged goods.
1504
01:03:00,810 --> 01:03:02,650
Like, I looked at myself as
something that was damaged goods.
1505
01:03:02,690 --> 01:03:04,690
I went in, they took the hood
off, they went,
1506
01:03:04,730 --> 01:03:05,010
I went in, they took the hood
off, they went,
1507
01:03:05,050 --> 01:03:07,050
"Sort your fucking hair out."
BOBBY CHUCKLES
1508
01:03:07,090 --> 01:03:07,490
"Sort your fucking hair out."
BOBBY CHUCKLES
1509
01:03:07,530 --> 01:03:09,530
I feel like this is my time
to show that
1510
01:03:09,570 --> 01:03:10,410
I feel like this is my time
to show that
1511
01:03:10,450 --> 01:03:12,370
I'm so much more than what
happened to me.
1512
01:03:12,410 --> 01:03:14,410
They was like, "It's come at
the perfect time."
1513
01:03:14,450 --> 01:03:14,850
They was like, "It's come at
the perfect time."
1514
01:03:14,890 --> 01:03:16,890
And I think it actually
has, really. Yeah.
1515
01:03:16,930 --> 01:03:17,250
And I think it actually
has, really. Yeah.
1516
01:03:19,690 --> 01:03:21,690
Next time...
Keep going. Do not give up!
1517
01:03:21,730 --> 01:03:22,610
Next time...
Keep going. Do not give up!
1518
01:03:22,650 --> 01:03:24,170
Argh! Go, man!
1519
01:03:24,210 --> 01:03:26,210
On selection, it's important that
you trust your oppo.
1520
01:03:26,250 --> 01:03:27,170
On selection, it's important that
you trust your oppo.
1521
01:03:27,210 --> 01:03:28,330
Knock his head off!
1522
01:03:28,370 --> 01:03:30,250
It's crucial to you getting
a job done.
1523
01:03:30,290 --> 01:03:32,290
Take him out!
You don't have to like 'em,
1524
01:03:32,330 --> 01:03:32,610
Take him out!
You don't have to like 'em,
1525
01:03:32,650 --> 01:03:34,170
but you have to be able to work
with them.
1526
01:03:34,210 --> 01:03:35,970
Let's go!
1527
01:03:36,010 --> 01:03:37,330
There you go!
1528
01:04:01,170 --> 01:04:03,170
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1529
01:04:03,210 --> 01:04:04,730
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