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and perhaps some of you have become such,

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you'll begin to notice the frequency
of these thematic allusions.

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And that's not to say
that they become tropes,

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but more that we see
what the women of the age

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were contending with.

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You know, when one--

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-Hey.
- Hi.

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You okay?

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I haven't seen you properly in ages.

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Yeah, I'm fine. Just busy.

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- Hmm.
You wanna grab a coffee?

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Um, I can't right now. Sorry.

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PHILIP:
Okay. Uh, soon?

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- Yeah, sure.
Sure.

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♪

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♪

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MELISSA :
<i>Hello?</i>

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- Hi. Do you have a second?
<i>Yeah.</i>

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Why did you show Bobbi my story?

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MELISSA:
<i>Don't know, Frances.</i>

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Why did you fuck my husband?

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FRANCES :
<i>Extremely hilarious.</i>

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<i>Why did you show Bobbi my story?</i>

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MELISSA:
Are you--

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Are you serious?

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<i>Why didn't you show it to Bobbi?</i>

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<i>I assumed you had.</i>

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<i>If I had written something</i>
<i>so close to home, I think--</i>

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Okay, says the real writer.

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MELISSA:
<i>Okay, Frances.</i>

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- I think you showed Bobbi the story
because you wanted to hurt me.

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- I'm trying to remember
if this level of narcissism

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is normal for someone your age.

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FRANCES:
<i>No.</i>

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<i>I'm very special.</i>

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I asked her how she felt about it.

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I was genuinely surprised
that you hadn't told her.

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<i>And then she asked to see it.</i>

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<i>Maybe I liked that she didn't know.</i>

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It's good to know that you treat everyone
with contempt, not just me.

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I didn't feel contempt towards you.

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Right. But you took every opportunity

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to make me feel pathetic and conventional.

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Writing for money,

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<i>having a husband</i>

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<i>instead of fucking</i>
<i>someone else's husband--</i>

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- Everything was about Nick.
It wasn't about you.

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He's my husband!

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I am part of it!

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Look, if anything, I was

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envious of you.

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Uh, of your career.

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Your life.

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- So I'm meant to see
your affair with Nick as a compliment?

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No, that's not what I said.

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Your actions have impact.

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Your writing has impact.

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The way you have behaved
has had real consequences.

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Okay.

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MELISSA:
<i>You made my depressed husband happy</i>

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<i>for a while.</i>

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And then you gave up
when things got complicated

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and you weren't at the center
of the fucking everything.

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And now he's struggling again.

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And you call me as though
you're the fucking victim!

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Please, please leave us alone.

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Uh, I'm sorry, Melissa.

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I'm sorry for this,
like, aggressive phone call.

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It was stupid, I, um--

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<i>Uh, I don't really know</i>
<i>what I'm doing at the moment.</i>

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Um--

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I'm having a hard time maybe, uh--

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MELISSA:
<i>I'm so sorry you're having a hard time.</i>

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Are you okay, Frances?

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<i>I'm fine. I'm fine.</i>

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<i>You don't sound fine.</i>

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- I just, um--

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I just haven't been the person
that I should have been.

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Uh, um--

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Sorry, I don't--
I don't know what I'm saying now, um--

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I wish I had been more thoughtful.

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I guess I want to apologize for that.

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Uh, I'm gonna hang up now.

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♪

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♪

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♪

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BOBBI :
<i>Hi, this is Bobbi.</i>

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<i>Please leave a message.</i>

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♪

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FRANCES:
<i>I tried you earlier.</i>

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♪

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<i>I wanted to say sorry.</i>

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<i>And for that to mean</i>
<i>something different this time.</i>

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<i>I called Melissa yesterday</i>
<i>about her showing you the story.</i>

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<i>You can imagine how she reacted.</i>

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<i>I deserved it.</i>

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<i>I think you'd have found it pretty funny.</i>

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♪

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<i>I keep thinking what my story</i>
<i>must have looked like to you.</i>

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<i>"She only cared for herself</i>

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<i>and the rest of us</i>
<i>were just debris left in her wake."</i>

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<i>That was about me</i>
<i>trying to reach for something.</i>

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<i>A feeling.</i>

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<i>Not an accurate description of you.</i>

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♪

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<i>When you broke up with me in school,</i>

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<i>I didn't understand why it was over.</i>

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<i>We deconstruct everything,</i>

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<i>but we have never talked about</i>
<i>why we couldn't be together.</i>

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<i>And I think I've been</i>
<i>reacting against that.</i>

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♪

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♪

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<i>Our relationship isn't a game.</i>

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<i>I should never have treated it like one.</i>

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♪

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♪

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<i>I think about you constantly.</i>

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<i>And I want to sleep with you again.</i>

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<i>If you'd ever want to do that.</i>

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♪

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<i>I've always thought that</i>
<i>maybe I wasn't capable of love,</i>

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<i>that I was too selfish,</i>

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<i>or that there was something</i>
<i>wrong with me somehow.</i>

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♪

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<i>That isn't true.</i>

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♪

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<i>I know that I've hurt you, Bobbi, but--</i>

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<i>I love you.</i>

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<i>And I always have.</i>

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♪

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Hi.

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BOBBI :
<i>That was a pretty solid email.</i>

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FRANCES:
I was going for honest.

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BOBBI:
<i>It was good.</i>

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<i>Thank you.</i>

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<i>I'm sorry too.</i>

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<i>Where are you?</i>

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Um, I'm on the way to see my dad.

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BOBBI:
<i>In Mayo?</i>

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No, he's come up to Dublin.

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Would you, um--

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Are you around later?

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Do you wanna come over?

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BOBBI:
<i>Yeah.</i>

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- Okay. Um--

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Well, I'll be back after, like, 3:00, so--

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BOBBI:
<i>Okay.</i>

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Okay.

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BOBBI:
<i>Bye.</i>

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Bye.

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♪

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♪

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How was the journey?

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Oh, good.

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Train wasn't too busy.

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FRANCES:
Is everything alright?

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Just some paperwork, signatures.

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How are you?

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Not so bad.

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I'm on these new things, pills,
and I'm sleeping better.

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That's good.

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Are you eating?

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DENNIS:
Sometimes.

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Yeah. You?

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Sometimes.

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DENNIS:
The right answer then.

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- Um... I-I worry I was, uh--

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- I wanted to--
- I haven't been here in a long time.

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Thanks for coming.

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I'm glad you're feeling better, Dad.

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Um--

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I've been a bit worried.

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I know, Frances.

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You're a good girl.

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Safe travels.

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- Thanks for breakfast.
- Alright, love. Okay.

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- Dad.
- It's alright. Okay. Okay.

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- Bye.
- Bye now.

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FRANCES:
Hi.

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Hello.

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Do you wanna come in?

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Let's be more straightforward
with one another.

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BOBBI:
I agree.

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I missed you.

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Me too.

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I want to kiss you.

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BOBBI:
I'd like that.

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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BOBBI:
What happened?

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I did it after you left.

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It bled a lot.
I freaked myself out.

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I'm not gonna do it again.

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- Hi.
- Morning.

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There's coffee left there for you.

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FRANCES:
Hmm. Thank you.

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So what happens now?

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I'm gonna go home.

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Then what?

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Library.

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Come on.

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I don't wanna move back in.

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I don't want that either.

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Okay.

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What do you want?

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- I-I don't want it to be the way it was.

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I mean, we were behaving
like a married couple.

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Like we owned each other.

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I don't really know how that happened.

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People think in couples.

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We have to work really hard to resist it.

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- I do want us to be
committed to each other

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in our own way.

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Whatever that turns out to be.

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What do you think?

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Sounds good.

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Cool.

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Cool.

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♪

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♪

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...she wants to go in person.

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♪

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♪

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So you saw your dad in Dublin?

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-Hmm.
-That's good.

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Yeah.

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You know, he was very funny, your dad.

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I-I don't mean to talk about him
In the past tense,

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he still has his moments.

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But... when we met,

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and when we got married
and when you came along,

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he was just terribly funny and kind.

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And I didn't want you to think that--

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Well, that that was never there

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or that I--

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I don't want you to hate him.

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I don't hate him.

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- I love him.
I love both of you, you know.

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I just wish it had turned out better.

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And so do I.

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You know.

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I mean, no one knows
how things are gonna turn out.

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You can't be in charge of that.

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You know, you just
make decisions and you hope.

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You hope.

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♪

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♪

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Home.

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BOBBI :
<i>Yay.</i>

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♪

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♪

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♪

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Yeah, I know.

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♪

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♪

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WOMAN:
Why are we expected to clean up the mess

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from the ones who promised help
and then left us to neglect.

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Every forehead I look at
reads lines of sorrow.

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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I need to get going.

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Hi.

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NICK :
<i>Hey, do we need wine?</i>

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- Oh, um--

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I--

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I don't think you meant to call me.

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NICK:
<i>Frances?</i>

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- Yep.
<i>Did I just call you?</i>

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- Afraid so.
<i>Shit, I'm so sorry.</i>

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<i>I don't know how that happened.</i>

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- <i>How are you?</i>
- Fine.

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NICK:
<i>You're very quiet.</i>

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FRANCES:
Um, I'm in a bookshop.

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I'm shopping
for Bobbi's Christmas present.

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NICK:
<i>Uh-huh. Tricky customer.</i>

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The trickiest.

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NICK:
<i>I won't even try and advise you.</i>

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FRANCES:
Any help is welcome.

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Good to hear your voice.

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NICK:
<i>Well, I've been very strict with myself</i>

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<i>about not calling you.</i>

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FRANCES:
Really?

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Why didn't you?

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<i>You told me you didn't</i>
<i>wanna see me anymore.</i>

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I did.

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Um--

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NICK:
<i>Can you just, um, just give me a second?</i>

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<i>It's kinda noisy here.</i>
<i>Just give me ten seconds, alright?</i>

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- Yeah. Sure.
<i>I'll call you right back.</i>

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♪

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♪

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<i>How's Bobbi?</i>

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FRANCES:
<i>Yeah, she's good. Um--</i>

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<i>We're sort of back together.</i>

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NICK:
<i>Oh, yeah?</i>

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FRANCES:
<i>I mean, we sleep together.</i>

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<i>And we love each other, so--</i>

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NICK:
<i>That's good.</i>

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♪

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FRANCES:
<i>Can I tell you something</i>

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<i>about when we broke up?</i>

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NICK:
<i>Of course.</i>

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♪

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- Remember when I had
that consultation after my scan?

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NICK:
<i>Yeah.</i>

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FRANCES :
<i>I said it went fine but it didn't.</i>

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<i>So I have endometriosis.</i>

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<i>Um, it's really painful,</i>

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<i>and I might not be able to have kids.</i>

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<i>Or that it might not be easy.</i>

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And then you told me
you were sleeping with Melissa again,

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and I just felt like

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my body wasn't gonna
feel good to you anymore.

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♪

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<i>I don't know.</i>

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♪

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Why didn't you tell me?

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♪

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I think I was worried that

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you would treat me like a sick person

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and I-I didn't want that.

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♪

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You know, I didn't really know
what it all meant, but--

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♪

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♪

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I wish I'd learned about it.

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♪

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I felt like I was not what you wanted.

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That I was getting it all wrong.

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♪

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FRANCES:
<i>You weren't.</i>

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<i>It was just really complicated.</i>

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- You weren't happy
that I loved someone else.

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FRANCES:
<i>Um, all the time I loved someone else.</i>

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♪

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What a hypocrite.

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♪

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Where are you now?

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FRANCES:
Stephen's Green.

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I'm sorry I fucked everything up.

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♪

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NICK:
<i>Do you remember</i>

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at Melissa's birthday after we kissed?

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FRANCES:
<i>Yeah.</i>

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I stayed in my room

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and I waited for you for hours.

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♪

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<i>I felt paralyzed by the idea</i>
<i>that you were close by</i>

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<i>and that you might come back.</i>

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♪

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<i>I have this impulse</i>
<i>to be available to you.</i>

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♪

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All the time.

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♪

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♪

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FRANCES:
<i>Nick--</i>

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Yeah?

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♪

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Come and get me.

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♪