1 00:00:06,440 --> 00:00:09,720 [Desiree] Previously on Too Hot to Handle… 2 00:00:09,800 --> 00:00:12,040 [Lana] Your kiss lasted 12 minutes. 3 00:00:12,120 --> 00:00:14,520 -You know what you could do in 12 minutes? -[chimes] 4 00:00:14,600 --> 00:00:16,200 [Lana] Alex and Elys, 5 00:00:17,040 --> 00:00:21,160 if you fail to connect on a deeper level, you'll be leaving my retreat. 6 00:00:21,239 --> 00:00:22,800 What? 7 00:00:24,560 --> 00:00:28,720 [Lana] Louis and Christine did not break any rules. 8 00:00:28,800 --> 00:00:29,720 Boom! 9 00:00:30,520 --> 00:00:32,960 Every single day, you're opening me up. 10 00:00:33,040 --> 00:00:35,760 -[watches chime] -Finally, we get a green light! 11 00:00:38,640 --> 00:00:40,880 [Lana] The rules have been broken. 12 00:00:40,960 --> 00:00:43,440 $18,000, $30,000, 13 00:00:43,520 --> 00:00:45,080 $36,000. 14 00:00:45,160 --> 00:00:47,400 Oh, my God! 15 00:00:49,400 --> 00:00:51,440 I'm feeling super-duper horny. 16 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:54,600 I need a man in my bed. 17 00:00:57,360 --> 00:01:00,480 -Damn! -[Lana] There will be new arrivals. 18 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:04,480 You gotta be a certain kind of stupid to break rules. 19 00:01:06,200 --> 00:01:07,240 Damn! 20 00:01:09,160 --> 00:01:11,040 -Do you have them pierced? -Wanna touch them? 21 00:01:12,720 --> 00:01:14,480 I'm absolutely fucked. 22 00:01:19,040 --> 00:01:21,040 [upbeat music playing] 23 00:01:29,280 --> 00:01:31,560 You look cute when you wake up in the morning. 24 00:01:31,640 --> 00:01:32,480 Thank you. 25 00:01:32,560 --> 00:01:34,640 Louis is being so sweet right now. 26 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:38,360 I feel so bad for not trusting him with Linzy, 27 00:01:38,440 --> 00:01:43,360 but I've never felt so comfortable being myself around a guy before. 28 00:01:43,440 --> 00:01:45,280 So this feels like paradise. 29 00:01:45,360 --> 00:01:47,920 [Desiree] Enjoy this paradise while it lasts 30 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:50,200 because I see trouble on the horizon. 31 00:01:50,280 --> 00:01:52,280 Christine still doesn't know 32 00:01:52,360 --> 00:01:54,920 that I touched Linzy's boob yesterday at the date. 33 00:01:56,200 --> 00:01:59,400 I need to figure out how I'm going to play this. Yeah. 34 00:02:01,040 --> 00:02:04,000 Louis and Christine seem very happy together, 35 00:02:04,080 --> 00:02:08,480 but what he was telling me on our date, 36 00:02:08,560 --> 00:02:12,480 and what I'm seeing with my own eyes are two completely different stories. 37 00:02:12,560 --> 00:02:14,880 They are a lot closer. 38 00:02:14,960 --> 00:02:17,560 -[Louis] Should we break a rule now? -[Christine] Hmm. 39 00:02:17,640 --> 00:02:19,520 -[kissing loudly] -I just don't trust him. 40 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:25,240 [Desiree] Isn't this the point where Detective Dre enquires about rule breaks? 41 00:02:26,320 --> 00:02:29,120 Who's the guilty party this morning, Dre? 42 00:02:29,200 --> 00:02:34,000 I broke a rule! And that's wrong. I shouldn't be doing that. 43 00:02:34,080 --> 00:02:38,560 [Desiree] Oh, yeah. Detective Dre was one dirty cop last night. 44 00:02:39,280 --> 00:02:41,360 Guess it's time for me to come clean. 45 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:44,680 I got a confession to make. 46 00:02:44,760 --> 00:02:46,240 -Oh, God! -Oh, shit! 47 00:02:46,320 --> 00:02:49,040 [Desiree] Before Dre's confession, let's remind ourselves 48 00:02:49,120 --> 00:02:52,560 what a stickler for the rules he's been since day one. 49 00:02:53,080 --> 00:02:55,520 Oh, it's gonna be some real law enforcement now! 50 00:02:55,600 --> 00:02:57,120 Hey! 51 00:02:57,200 --> 00:02:58,720 -[Hannah] Relax. -Hey. 52 00:02:58,800 --> 00:03:00,240 I'm watching y'all, bro. 53 00:03:00,320 --> 00:03:02,200 Did y'all break a rule? 54 00:03:02,280 --> 00:03:03,600 How much money have we lost? 55 00:03:03,680 --> 00:03:06,920 I gotta make sure everybody keep their eye on the prize. Like me. 56 00:03:07,640 --> 00:03:09,720 Listen to the damn cone! 57 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:14,120 I broke a rule. 58 00:03:14,200 --> 00:03:15,360 [all exclaiming] 59 00:03:15,440 --> 00:03:17,960 Detective Dre! 60 00:03:20,600 --> 00:03:23,560 -What? -When the fuck did this happen? 61 00:03:24,160 --> 00:03:27,320 -I took Linzy upstairs to the bathroom… -[Megan gasps] 62 00:03:27,400 --> 00:03:28,240 What? 63 00:03:28,320 --> 00:03:30,280 I had fun. I liked the kiss. 64 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:31,720 [all exclaiming] 65 00:03:31,800 --> 00:03:32,920 Okay! 66 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:36,240 The detective was off duty and on booty. 67 00:03:36,320 --> 00:03:38,400 Lana's number one detective turned dirty. 68 00:03:38,480 --> 00:03:40,680 I'm in complete shock. 69 00:03:40,760 --> 00:03:42,880 As if Dre's come to the dark side. 70 00:03:42,960 --> 00:03:45,560 I'm sorry. 71 00:03:45,640 --> 00:03:46,920 [Louis] Thank you, Dre. 72 00:03:47,000 --> 00:03:49,640 Everyone's focusing on you about breaking rules, 73 00:03:49,720 --> 00:03:53,360 but no one's asking about the date between me and Linzy. 74 00:03:53,440 --> 00:03:55,680 I'm happy for you, Dre. You deserved it. 75 00:03:55,760 --> 00:03:58,720 -He's been through hell with us here. -Good job. 76 00:03:59,360 --> 00:04:00,400 [exhales in relief] 77 00:04:00,480 --> 00:04:01,720 Thank you. 78 00:04:01,800 --> 00:04:04,560 I kissed Linzy just to prove to myself I could kiss her. 79 00:04:04,640 --> 00:04:08,200 'Cause she said, "I felt more of a sexual connection with Louis," 80 00:04:08,280 --> 00:04:11,280 but me and Linzy don't got nothing. 81 00:04:12,680 --> 00:04:14,800 [all cheering] 82 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:16,400 [Linzy] No one's even mad at Dre. 83 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:20,080 Apparently they wanted him to break some rules, but you know what? 84 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:21,880 It was so sensual. 85 00:04:21,959 --> 00:04:26,399 So I plan on doing way more with Dre than just a kiss. 86 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:27,680 [chimes] 87 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:31,080 [Lana] Good morning, everyone. 88 00:04:32,360 --> 00:04:36,320 Dre, it's regrettable that you broke a rule last night, 89 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:39,080 especially as you have worked tirelessly 90 00:04:39,160 --> 00:04:41,200 -as my sex detective. -Oh… 91 00:04:41,760 --> 00:04:44,400 [Lana] I commend you for taking responsibility 92 00:04:44,480 --> 00:04:45,760 for your actions. 93 00:04:48,200 --> 00:04:51,480 If only certain other individuals had the emotional maturity 94 00:04:51,560 --> 00:04:54,480 to own their mistakes and learn from them. 95 00:04:54,560 --> 00:04:56,600 [both] Oh, my God! 96 00:04:57,160 --> 00:04:59,720 [Hannah] Lana, just switch off and shut up. 97 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:04,000 I'm, like, looking at these big arms, and his big back, and I'm like, 98 00:05:04,080 --> 00:05:07,800 "But… But I cannot be next to this and, like, be good." 99 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:10,000 [Lana] You know who you are. 100 00:05:11,800 --> 00:05:15,600 So consider yourselves 101 00:05:16,800 --> 00:05:18,000 warned. 102 00:05:18,080 --> 00:05:20,400 -[all exclaiming] -[Trey] Oh, damn! 103 00:05:22,840 --> 00:05:24,000 [Louis] Shit. 104 00:05:24,640 --> 00:05:28,560 I know Lana's talking about me, but I've got a plan. I've got a plan. 105 00:05:29,200 --> 00:05:33,000 [Desiree] Why have I got a feeling this plan is only gonna make things worse? 106 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:36,120 [Louis] I'll have to keep them away from each other. 107 00:05:36,920 --> 00:05:38,800 [Desiree] Oh, yeah, because it's Louis. 108 00:05:39,480 --> 00:05:43,560 Lana, call me Einstein, but I'm guessing you're singling out Louis there. 109 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,600 [chimes] Indeed I was, Desiree. 110 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:50,920 But I also have my artificial eye on Isaac and Hannah. 111 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:55,280 Isaac has changed women more times than I update my software, 112 00:05:55,360 --> 00:06:00,120 and the two of them have shown an utter disregard for the feelings of others 113 00:06:00,200 --> 00:06:02,520 while pursuing their own needs. 114 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:07,040 Today, I will need to see signs of a genuine connection between them. 115 00:06:07,120 --> 00:06:11,200 If I don't, then I will be forced to take action. 116 00:06:11,280 --> 00:06:14,440 [Desiree] Oh, Lana. You are bad to the cone. 117 00:06:14,520 --> 00:06:17,320 [upbeat music playing] 118 00:06:19,840 --> 00:06:21,000 [Louis] Damn! 119 00:06:22,720 --> 00:06:23,840 No, I promise you. 120 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:28,600 Fuck's sake! I'm in another shithole, ain't I? 121 00:06:28,680 --> 00:06:30,320 [Christine] Can we go to the pool? 122 00:06:30,400 --> 00:06:32,800 -[Louis] I'll come! I'll come! -[Yazmin] Okay. 123 00:06:32,880 --> 00:06:36,400 [Linzy] He's definitely keeping me and Christine away from each other, 124 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:40,320 and now I can see who he really is, it just does not sit right with me. 125 00:06:41,320 --> 00:06:43,480 ♪ Bad to the bone ♪ 126 00:06:43,560 --> 00:06:46,240 ♪ Watch out 'cause I'm in that zone ♪ 127 00:06:47,520 --> 00:06:49,800 So now we've settled in, should we break rules tonight? 128 00:06:49,880 --> 00:06:51,320 [laughs] Sounds good. 129 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:55,520 I'm probably not in Lana's good books for all the bed-hopping, 130 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:57,200 but I don't care what the cone says. 131 00:06:57,280 --> 00:06:59,680 I do wanna break rules with Hannah soon enough. 132 00:06:59,760 --> 00:07:01,800 [Hannah] This whole thing doesn't make sense. 133 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:02,800 This whole retreat 134 00:07:02,880 --> 00:07:05,000 -just does not make sense at all. -[laughs] 135 00:07:05,080 --> 00:07:08,760 The situation where you can't kiss people, that is my biggest thing. 136 00:07:08,840 --> 00:07:11,680 I can't concentrate on what Hannah's saying sometimes. 137 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:13,120 I'm just looking at her tits. 138 00:07:13,800 --> 00:07:16,240 [Desiree] You have such a way with words, Isaac. 139 00:07:16,320 --> 00:07:17,920 It's almost poetic. 140 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:20,480 I'm just affectionate. I'm a very touchy person. 141 00:07:20,560 --> 00:07:23,320 I think me and Isaac, we need that green light. 142 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:26,760 We need this to ding-ding because, if it doesn't, 143 00:07:26,840 --> 00:07:28,640 I'll start breaking all the rules. 144 00:07:28,720 --> 00:07:30,880 Take that as you please. [chuckles] 145 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:32,920 ♪ The deeper we go ♪ 146 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:34,840 ♪ I'll go deeper, I'll go deeper ♪ 147 00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:36,480 ♪ I'll go deeper with you… ♪ 148 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:38,240 You have to come to England. 149 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:40,680 -I do. -I'll show you around. 150 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:42,560 Oh, that sounds so sweet. 151 00:07:46,480 --> 00:07:49,280 [Louis] Everywhere I look, I'm seeing Linzy. 152 00:07:49,360 --> 00:07:51,360 It is… Literally, it's impossible. 153 00:07:51,440 --> 00:07:53,960 -Should we go inside? -Yeah, it's getting hot. 154 00:07:58,760 --> 00:08:02,760 [Courtney] What's going on here? Louis is acting really suspicious. 155 00:08:02,840 --> 00:08:05,080 [Louis] I wanna take a shower. Wait for me? 156 00:08:06,160 --> 00:08:09,360 Sometimes a guy can change for the right person, 157 00:08:09,440 --> 00:08:13,200 but my faith in Louis is dwindling day by day. 158 00:08:14,280 --> 00:08:15,880 -Hey, girl! -[Courtney] Hello! 159 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:18,520 [Courtney] I am taking control of this situation. 160 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:21,520 I need to find out what happened on that date 161 00:08:21,600 --> 00:08:23,280 because Christine is my girl. 162 00:08:23,360 --> 00:08:24,600 [Desiree] Uh-oh, Louis, 163 00:08:24,680 --> 00:08:28,400 your foolproof plan may have a Courtney-shaped hole. 164 00:08:32,800 --> 00:08:35,680 How are you finding it here in the retreat so far? 165 00:08:35,760 --> 00:08:39,400 -You know, I'm really enjoying it so far. -Yeah, I like how you move. 166 00:08:39,480 --> 00:08:43,520 I mean, you went on a date with Louis and then you kissed Dre in the same night. 167 00:08:44,200 --> 00:08:46,640 I'm, like, a little thrown off about Louis. 168 00:08:46,720 --> 00:08:48,840 I don't think I want to get to know him more. 169 00:08:48,919 --> 00:08:53,000 Of course, he's such a good-looking guy. But he seems a little slimy to me. 170 00:08:53,080 --> 00:08:55,720 Did you feel like he was flirtatious at all? 171 00:08:55,800 --> 00:08:58,720 Yeah. Louis touched my breasts. 172 00:08:58,800 --> 00:09:00,800 My gosh! 173 00:09:00,880 --> 00:09:03,960 I can't say I didn't see that one coming 'cause I totally saw that coming. 174 00:09:04,040 --> 00:09:06,360 Louis has player written all over him. 175 00:09:06,440 --> 00:09:08,480 This is just another play out of his playbook. 176 00:09:08,560 --> 00:09:10,600 -Oh, no. -And when I saw him with Christine 177 00:09:10,680 --> 00:09:12,840 I'm like, "This is throwing me off now." 178 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:15,960 I mean, you just have to tell her. 179 00:09:17,800 --> 00:09:19,840 So, you ready to pull her aside 180 00:09:19,920 --> 00:09:22,760 and have a conversation with her to let her know what's going on? 181 00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:27,560 If I was in her position and my man 182 00:09:27,640 --> 00:09:30,000 was going around flirting with another girl, 183 00:09:30,080 --> 00:09:32,640 touching her boobs, I would want to know. 184 00:09:33,120 --> 00:09:34,680 She deserves to know the truth. 185 00:09:36,640 --> 00:09:39,080 [Desiree] Louis, danger, danger! 186 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:42,280 Christine is out of your sight and firmly in Linzy's! 187 00:09:44,600 --> 00:09:46,040 Christine! 188 00:09:48,160 --> 00:09:49,640 Christine! 189 00:09:49,720 --> 00:09:51,720 [intense music playing] 190 00:09:59,400 --> 00:10:01,440 [Linzy] You look good. How are you? 191 00:10:01,520 --> 00:10:02,680 I'm good. How are you? 192 00:10:02,760 --> 00:10:03,880 I'm really good. 193 00:10:12,600 --> 00:10:14,680 -What's up, bro? -What up, bro? 194 00:10:15,560 --> 00:10:18,200 -How're you livin'? -[sighs] Chillin' and grillin'. 195 00:10:18,840 --> 00:10:20,680 [sighs wearily] 196 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:23,480 -What's up? -The date yesterday. 197 00:10:24,840 --> 00:10:27,000 Oh… 198 00:10:27,080 --> 00:10:28,680 Oh… 199 00:10:28,760 --> 00:10:31,800 No, no, no. This is not good. 200 00:10:33,320 --> 00:10:38,080 Louis told me that the whole time during the date, he was thinking about me. 201 00:10:39,800 --> 00:10:43,440 Did I tell you I touched Linzy's boobs? 202 00:10:44,680 --> 00:10:47,160 No, you didn't. Did you tell her yet? Does she know? 203 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:48,480 Well, no! 204 00:10:49,280 --> 00:10:51,000 [groans] 205 00:10:51,560 --> 00:10:54,880 You don't really know the full story. 206 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:55,960 Yeah. 207 00:10:57,440 --> 00:10:59,840 Who he is with you is so different. 208 00:11:00,560 --> 00:11:04,680 He was telling me how I was so beautiful and-- 209 00:11:04,760 --> 00:11:05,840 Oh, he said that? 210 00:11:06,600 --> 00:11:09,080 Yeah, when I asked him about his type, 211 00:11:09,160 --> 00:11:12,760 he looked me straight in the eyes and described everything about me. 212 00:11:14,840 --> 00:11:16,200 I did not expect that. 213 00:11:17,080 --> 00:11:18,680 He said y'all didn't kiss. 214 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:20,680 -[Linzy] We didn't kiss… -You were like… 215 00:11:20,760 --> 00:11:24,360 …but he kept looking at, like, my chest. 216 00:11:25,520 --> 00:11:28,440 And so at one point, I was like, "Do you wanna touch them?" 217 00:11:30,480 --> 00:11:32,080 Oh, he touched your boobs? 218 00:11:35,120 --> 00:11:36,160 Yeah. 219 00:11:38,800 --> 00:11:40,120 [Louis] Shit. 220 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:42,960 She knows. 221 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:55,080 I think it would have went further had Dre not come and taken over. 222 00:11:55,760 --> 00:11:56,680 Really? 223 00:11:57,920 --> 00:11:59,920 [slow song playing] 224 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:03,280 Yeah, I wouldn't trust him if I were you. 225 00:12:03,360 --> 00:12:05,160 Oh, he's disrespectful as hell. 226 00:12:05,880 --> 00:12:07,720 [sad song playing] 227 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:13,280 ♪ Some days why does it get so hard ♪ 228 00:12:13,360 --> 00:12:16,280 ♪ Try to mend my broken heart ♪ 229 00:12:16,360 --> 00:12:17,840 [sniffles] 230 00:12:17,920 --> 00:12:22,280 [sad song continues] 231 00:12:22,520 --> 00:12:25,440 [Christine] This literally always happens to me. 232 00:12:25,520 --> 00:12:29,960 It just sucks 'cause the whole time I thought he was different. 233 00:12:30,800 --> 00:12:31,880 And… 234 00:12:34,240 --> 00:12:35,920 obviously, he's not. 235 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:37,600 Fuck's sake, mate. 236 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:40,800 [Desiree] Poor Christine. 237 00:12:42,520 --> 00:12:46,880 And I've got a sneaky feeling she won't be the only girl let down by a guy today. 238 00:12:46,960 --> 00:12:50,720 -Yeah, how was the date? -It was cool. Yeah, she's a cool girl. 239 00:12:51,360 --> 00:12:54,760 I kissed her once 'cause I'm just like, fuck it. Know what I'm saying? 240 00:12:54,840 --> 00:12:58,400 I ain't got nothing since I've been here, so why not? 241 00:12:58,480 --> 00:12:59,720 Yeah, yeah. 242 00:12:59,800 --> 00:13:02,600 I'm a whore outside of this goddamn retreat! 243 00:13:02,680 --> 00:13:05,160 Real talk, I'm bad. 244 00:13:05,640 --> 00:13:09,360 Don't get me wrong, she look good, but she's not my particular type. 245 00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:12,560 If I don't like a girl, I try to avoid them. 246 00:13:13,560 --> 00:13:15,800 [Hunter] You should tell her how you feel. 247 00:13:15,880 --> 00:13:19,080 -Yeah. -She might like you, yeah. 248 00:13:19,160 --> 00:13:22,400 I personally think, when it comes to Linzy, I'm single. 249 00:13:22,480 --> 00:13:25,560 "I can do what I want, you can do whatever the hell you want." 250 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:28,720 We're not together. So why do I owe you an explanation? 251 00:13:28,800 --> 00:13:32,120 [Desiree] Woof. The vibe in this place is dragging me down! 252 00:13:32,840 --> 00:13:36,240 But thankfully, Lana's thrown a birds and the bees party 253 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:38,720 to welcome new arrivals, Bryce and Linzy. 254 00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:41,280 -[all exclaiming] -[Alex] Oh, shit! 255 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:43,360 [Desiree] I just hope nobody gets stung. 256 00:13:44,560 --> 00:13:46,400 [Louis] Christine's very pissed off. 257 00:13:46,480 --> 00:13:50,560 I've got a feeling that she doesn't want to have a conversation right now. 258 00:13:52,160 --> 00:13:54,640 I can't even look at anyone right now. 259 00:13:54,720 --> 00:13:56,800 This is just too embarrassing. 260 00:13:57,520 --> 00:13:59,200 The last thing I wanna do is party. 261 00:13:59,280 --> 00:14:02,040 [Desiree] Oh, come on, guys. Don't be a buzzkill. 262 00:14:02,680 --> 00:14:03,800 [Courtney] Yeah! 263 00:14:03,880 --> 00:14:06,000 [dance music playing] 264 00:14:08,400 --> 00:14:11,240 I'm excited that Lana's throwing us a party! Finally! 265 00:14:11,320 --> 00:14:13,880 I can't promise I'm not gonna break any rules tonight. 266 00:14:13,960 --> 00:14:16,280 Let's get this party started! 267 00:14:16,360 --> 00:14:17,960 -[Dre buzzing] -[Hunter exclaiming] 268 00:14:18,040 --> 00:14:19,120 [Alex grunting] 269 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:20,480 [Hunter] Buzz. 270 00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:22,520 [all laughing] 271 00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:25,680 Let's fly away tonight! 272 00:14:25,760 --> 00:14:27,160 [all cheering] 273 00:14:27,240 --> 00:14:29,000 [dance music playing] 274 00:14:29,080 --> 00:14:31,560 [Hunter] This party is gonna be buzzing. 275 00:14:31,640 --> 00:14:33,080 [buzzing] 276 00:14:35,400 --> 00:14:39,160 [Megan] I'm so excited for this party. Thanks, Lana! 277 00:14:39,240 --> 00:14:42,160 I wonder if these wings actually work. 278 00:14:42,880 --> 00:14:43,720 Ow. 279 00:14:44,320 --> 00:14:45,640 No, they don't! 280 00:14:46,200 --> 00:14:49,280 [dance music playing] 281 00:14:49,360 --> 00:14:54,400 [Hannah] Isaac is literally so hot, like a Greek God, 282 00:14:54,480 --> 00:14:56,160 and he's so hard to resist. 283 00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:57,520 I'm like… [mimics bee] 284 00:14:57,600 --> 00:14:58,560 [chuckles] 285 00:15:03,200 --> 00:15:05,280 I'm loving Hannah right now. 286 00:15:05,360 --> 00:15:07,840 Her body is incredible. 287 00:15:08,640 --> 00:15:12,760 I've been waiting all day and all night for Dre to talk to me. 288 00:15:12,840 --> 00:15:14,880 We had this moment and we kissed 289 00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:16,680 and now nothing. 290 00:15:16,760 --> 00:15:17,960 I'm really confused. 291 00:15:19,400 --> 00:15:22,120 [Dre] You know, in the outside world, I just disappear. 292 00:15:22,200 --> 00:15:26,120 But, you know, being in the retreat, you cannot escape them. 293 00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:30,240 And all this right here is awkward! 294 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:32,400 [upbeat music playing] 295 00:15:37,080 --> 00:15:40,360 [Louis] This day has been the most stressful day of my life, 296 00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:43,720 but, I mean, I actually didn't kiss Linzy. 297 00:15:43,800 --> 00:15:45,240 So at least that's true. 298 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:49,600 If me and Christine can get through this, I think we can get through anything. 299 00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:55,080 I really do not want to talk to him right now. 300 00:15:55,160 --> 00:15:59,640 He really did hurt me, but I'm interested to see if he does apologize. 301 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:05,360 Obviously, I wanted to, um, pull you away from the party 302 00:16:05,880 --> 00:16:08,400 'cause I wanted to talk to you about the date. 303 00:16:09,720 --> 00:16:11,560 The whole date, I was thinking about you. 304 00:16:11,640 --> 00:16:14,360 So you were thinking about me when you were grabbing her boobs? 305 00:16:16,880 --> 00:16:18,520 Oh, she's fuming. 306 00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:25,640 But how it really was, was me just being over-flirty and I didn't mean any of it. 307 00:16:25,720 --> 00:16:29,720 I wanted to tell you, I know that you will just blow it out of proportion so-- 308 00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:31,520 Was it out of proportion though? 309 00:16:32,480 --> 00:16:33,600 Uh… 310 00:16:33,680 --> 00:16:35,640 Or you just shouldn't have done it. 311 00:16:35,720 --> 00:16:38,400 That's basically disrespecting what we have. 312 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:40,720 No, that's not true. 313 00:16:40,800 --> 00:16:43,520 [Louis] I know I've messed up. It is hard for me to admit it. 314 00:16:43,600 --> 00:16:45,000 I'm just not that guy. 315 00:16:45,080 --> 00:16:48,200 It's hard for me to tap into weakness. 316 00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:52,960 It was flirty, but like, from my side, it was harmless. 317 00:16:54,040 --> 00:16:56,760 You know that I do have trust issues, 318 00:16:56,840 --> 00:16:59,560 and you made me feel bad for not trusting you. 319 00:16:59,640 --> 00:17:01,840 But I had every reason not to trust you. 320 00:17:03,240 --> 00:17:07,280 -We're hugging, we're sleeping together. -Yeah, but-- 321 00:17:07,360 --> 00:17:10,400 Whole time, she knows that you were saying all of that to her, 322 00:17:10,480 --> 00:17:11,800 touching her boobs. 323 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:14,000 [intense music playing] 324 00:17:15,079 --> 00:17:18,760 And it makes me regret putting my guard down 325 00:17:18,839 --> 00:17:20,720 and thinking that I can trust you. 326 00:17:20,800 --> 00:17:25,079 But that's just… That's what I'm saying. So, from her telling you, 327 00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:28,480 you're having a different perspective of the flirting, how it actually was. 328 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:31,920 Louis is not apologetic for his actions. 329 00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:36,320 And the fact that he doesn't even understand what he did wrong 330 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:38,520 shows that he hasn't grown, obviously. 331 00:17:39,400 --> 00:17:41,680 He's selfish. He's very selfish. 332 00:17:42,760 --> 00:17:44,600 Yeah, I have nothing else to say. 333 00:17:46,200 --> 00:17:47,440 It's over between us. 334 00:17:50,720 --> 00:17:51,960 [sighs] Oh, fuck's sake. 335 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:53,560 Shit. 336 00:17:57,680 --> 00:17:59,560 [Louis] I think Christine is amazing, 337 00:17:59,640 --> 00:18:02,920 but now I feel like I fucked it up. 338 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:05,480 Why can't I grow up and apologize? 339 00:18:06,920 --> 00:18:07,840 [sighs] 340 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,920 [upbeat dance music playing] 341 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:18,560 I'm so horny. I need a green light soon 342 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:20,800 or I'm gonna do something I regret. 343 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:24,520 [Desiree] You mean more than wearing that fluffy cowboy hat? 344 00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:29,560 I wish we were just in a room by ourselves, 345 00:18:29,640 --> 00:18:32,200 but if I wanna kiss someone, I'm gonna kiss someone. 346 00:18:33,880 --> 00:18:37,600 I am just going to put my arm around him 347 00:18:37,680 --> 00:18:40,920 and hope that if we can't see anyone, then they can't see us. 348 00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:44,320 [Desiree] In front of everyone? You've gotta be kidding me, Hannah! 349 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:46,080 You could end up in so much-- 350 00:18:46,160 --> 00:18:47,040 [chimes] 351 00:18:47,640 --> 00:18:49,040 [Desiree] Saved by the bell. 352 00:18:49,120 --> 00:18:52,680 [screams] No! No, no, no! 353 00:18:54,680 --> 00:18:58,800 Every single time we're having a little bit of fun, she intervenes. 354 00:19:03,040 --> 00:19:05,920 I should have known Lana wasn't just gonna let us party. 355 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:07,240 It was too good to be true. 356 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:09,280 What do you think is going on? 357 00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:10,400 No idea. 358 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:12,040 It was Dre's rule-break, right? 359 00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:15,320 I'm the one that broke a rule last night. 360 00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:18,480 I know I slipped up bad, 361 00:19:18,560 --> 00:19:21,600 but one breach is a reason to stop the whole party? 362 00:19:21,680 --> 00:19:22,840 That can't be it. 363 00:19:23,760 --> 00:19:25,120 I'm a little worried, Lana. 364 00:19:27,880 --> 00:19:31,120 [Lana] We all know Dre and Linzy 365 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:34,360 broke a rule last night. 366 00:19:35,960 --> 00:19:37,960 I can't do nothin' but apologize. 367 00:19:38,040 --> 00:19:41,160 I know I've been on your ass since the beginning. 368 00:19:42,160 --> 00:19:46,640 Dre has not said a single word to me, like, all day. 369 00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:48,880 And now, he's not even looking at me. 370 00:19:48,960 --> 00:19:50,800 What the hell is going on here? 371 00:19:51,880 --> 00:19:54,680 Dre and Linzy's kiss has cost the group 372 00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:58,280 $6,000. 373 00:20:03,920 --> 00:20:05,440 [Courtney] Surely that's it, right? 374 00:20:07,480 --> 00:20:08,320 [Lana] But… 375 00:20:09,120 --> 00:20:10,880 Oh, God. 376 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:16,880 …that is not the only reason for summoning you all. 377 00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:19,560 -There it goes. -[Megan] Why? 378 00:20:19,640 --> 00:20:23,600 [Desiree] I think we're about to find out if boobgate was a rule break. 379 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:26,160 Obviously gonna mention the boob thing, isn't she? 380 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:27,600 [Lana] Louis. 381 00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:31,480 Fuck off. 382 00:20:31,560 --> 00:20:32,840 [Louis] Fuck. 383 00:20:32,920 --> 00:20:34,480 This is not good. 384 00:20:34,560 --> 00:20:37,880 I just wanted to know if Christine and Louis have broken the rules or not. 385 00:20:38,600 --> 00:20:40,000 They can't keep it in their pants. 386 00:20:41,560 --> 00:20:42,440 Um… 387 00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:46,440 [Linzy] I feel like I'm in trouble with Lana. 388 00:20:46,520 --> 00:20:48,000 I kissed Dre, 389 00:20:48,840 --> 00:20:50,560 and I let Louis touch my titties. 390 00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:52,720 I'm a bad, bad B tonight. 391 00:20:54,360 --> 00:20:55,760 Christine, are you okay? 392 00:20:56,920 --> 00:20:58,280 [Isaac] Oh, man. 393 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:01,680 There's obviously something wrong here. 394 00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:05,240 Come on, mate. What's up? You're quiet. 395 00:21:06,440 --> 00:21:09,680 I know that no one's gonna be happy. 396 00:21:12,160 --> 00:21:13,640 On the date with Linzy… 397 00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:15,400 Um… 398 00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:18,440 I acted inappropriately. 399 00:21:22,120 --> 00:21:27,320 I touched her breasts and told her things I didn't mean. 400 00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:32,000 Explain why you're hurting Christine! 401 00:21:34,360 --> 00:21:35,240 I just… 402 00:21:38,280 --> 00:21:40,240 thought I was being flirty. 403 00:21:40,960 --> 00:21:42,120 [sighs in exasperation] 404 00:21:44,360 --> 00:21:46,600 I feel really bad now 'cause in the moment, 405 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:48,320 I thought we were just flirting. 406 00:21:48,400 --> 00:21:51,400 I'm truly disgusted with Louis. 407 00:21:54,360 --> 00:21:59,040 Yeah, it definitely hurts more hearing it, especially in front of everybody else. 408 00:22:00,360 --> 00:22:03,680 I don't know, I just don't want anybody to see me crying right now. 409 00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:09,600 [Louis] Seeing how Christine is, 410 00:22:09,680 --> 00:22:11,240 is making me upset. 411 00:22:14,280 --> 00:22:18,680 Christine's the best thing that's happened to me in a long time, 412 00:22:20,120 --> 00:22:23,040 and I've messed up like I normally do. 413 00:22:24,360 --> 00:22:25,920 [Lana] Louis and Linzy, 414 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,480 your intimate moment on your date 415 00:22:28,560 --> 00:22:31,840 has cost the group $4,000. 416 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:35,160 [sighs] 417 00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:41,200 [Lana] These indiscretions have cost the group $10,000. 418 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:49,000 The prize fund now stands at $100,000. 419 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:50,920 -What? -[Louis] What? 420 00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:52,200 -[Elys] Why? -[Louis] What? 421 00:22:54,120 --> 00:22:57,120 $100,000? Is this a joke? 422 00:22:57,200 --> 00:22:59,440 [Desiree] Yeah, Lana's not known for her lulz. 423 00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:01,440 At least we still have half the money. 424 00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:03,880 [Lana] That's not all. 425 00:23:05,680 --> 00:23:07,160 What do you mean "that's not all"? 426 00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:09,040 [Desiree] Why do I get the feeling 427 00:23:09,120 --> 00:23:12,240 that Lana is about to open a can of whoop ass? 428 00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:13,920 [Isaac] Bro, I can't do this. 429 00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:16,920 Oh, my God. 430 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:19,240 [Lana] This morning, I made it clear 431 00:23:19,320 --> 00:23:21,720 that some of you were not rising to the level 432 00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:25,800 that I expect at this stage of my retreat. 433 00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:30,960 Louis, you are clearly falling short of your potential. 434 00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:35,880 However, I see signs that your feelings for Christine 435 00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:38,000 are more than just skin-deep 436 00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:40,640 and that you want to change and grow. 437 00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:43,000 -The same cannot be said… -Appreciate it. 438 00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:47,360 …for the two people I'm about to send home. 439 00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:52,720 Two people? Right now? 440 00:23:52,800 --> 00:23:54,120 What the fuck? 441 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:55,840 -[Bryce] No. -[Courtney] Wow. 442 00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:59,240 Ah, fuck! Someone's going home. 443 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:03,080 Like, seriously, what the fuck is going on? 444 00:24:05,120 --> 00:24:07,680 I am absolutely shitting it. 445 00:24:08,840 --> 00:24:11,800 [Dre] Come on, bro. Are you serious? 446 00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:13,360 Like, this is fucked up! 447 00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:16,080 [Lana] The guests leaving the retreat are… 448 00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:17,320 [Dre exclaims softly] 449 00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:22,440 …Isaac and Hannah. 450 00:24:23,080 --> 00:24:25,040 -[Dre] What the… -[all exclaiming] 451 00:24:25,800 --> 00:24:26,760 Wow. 452 00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:29,320 Oh, my God. 453 00:24:29,400 --> 00:24:30,800 Fuck off! 454 00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:31,840 Oh, mate. 455 00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:34,880 [Elys] What the fuck? I'm in shock. 456 00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:36,520 I mean, what the fuck? 457 00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:41,040 [Lana] Since arriving at my retreat, you have ignored my rules… 458 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:46,480 [Hannah] Breaking rules kind of feels natural and feels right. 459 00:24:46,560 --> 00:24:47,600 [chuckles] 460 00:24:48,960 --> 00:24:51,640 [Isaac] Fuck it. I don't regret breaking rules. 461 00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:53,080 It is what it is. 462 00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:56,560 [Lana] …dismissed my teachings and failed to grow… 463 00:24:56,640 --> 00:24:59,240 All of that… is doing well for me. 464 00:24:59,320 --> 00:25:01,400 [Isaac] I'm just looking at her tits. 465 00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:03,400 It's hard to commit to one person. 466 00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:05,280 I like my men how I like my drinks. 467 00:25:05,360 --> 00:25:07,960 I wanna have, like, five, you know? [laughs] 468 00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:12,480 [Lana] …and pursued your own desires at the expense of those around you. 469 00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:14,560 I'll be sleeping with her tonight. 470 00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:18,800 I like Yazmin. But once a player… 471 00:25:18,880 --> 00:25:20,400 Oh, man. 472 00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:21,440 …always a player. 473 00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:23,440 I want to do naughty things to her. 474 00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:26,560 I am going to get what I want. 475 00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:31,400 The cheetah always gets its prey. 476 00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:35,440 [Lana] Isaac and Hannah… 477 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,600 you must now leave my retreat. 478 00:25:39,680 --> 00:25:41,320 Fuck! 479 00:25:41,400 --> 00:25:42,480 [Lana] Goodbye. 480 00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:45,760 [slow instrumental music playing] 481 00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:50,520 Can't say I'm surprised. 482 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:53,160 -Sorry. -Yeah, man. It's all good. 483 00:25:53,240 --> 00:25:55,480 -[Hannah] Love you guys. -[Courtney] Love you, girl. 484 00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:58,120 Hannah's just trying to fill a void with Isaac, 485 00:25:58,200 --> 00:26:00,800 and that's not the growth Lana's looking for. 486 00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:03,000 [Hannah] Bye, Elys. Love you. 487 00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:04,280 Love you, too. 488 00:26:04,360 --> 00:26:06,920 [Hannah] I have definitely learned a lot from Lana. 489 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,440 You know, it's hard to drop old habits. 490 00:26:09,520 --> 00:26:11,480 I do search for male attention. 491 00:26:11,560 --> 00:26:14,080 I guess it is something that I'll have to work on. 492 00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:15,080 See ya, Yaz. 493 00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:18,760 I mean, I understand the reasoning behind Lana and what she said. 494 00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:21,680 Honestly, I'm feeling kind of bummed. 495 00:26:21,760 --> 00:26:23,600 [Isaac] I hope you work it out. 496 00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:26,320 [Isaac] But with Hannah outside of the retreat, 497 00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:29,040 can't wait to get sexy, down and dirty. 498 00:26:29,120 --> 00:26:29,960 Let's get it. 499 00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:31,720 Flamingo style. 500 00:26:31,800 --> 00:26:34,440 [Desiree] Standing on one leg? Impressive. 501 00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:36,080 [Hannah] Bye, friends! 502 00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:39,880 [Dre] This is a wake-up call how much more we gotta learn 503 00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:41,920 and give ourselves to the process a bit more. 504 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,520 -All right, bro. -See you later, bro. Bye! 505 00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:47,680 -[Dre] Love y'all. Be safe. -[Louis] Shit, man. 506 00:26:51,120 --> 00:26:53,120 [slow instrumental music playing] 507 00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:58,840 ♪ I try, I can almost feel it… ♪ 508 00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:07,080 [sighs] 509 00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:09,560 Oh, what a day. 510 00:27:10,760 --> 00:27:12,880 [Linzy] Dre and Louis have so much attitude. 511 00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:13,800 Yeah. 512 00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:15,440 Dre is giving me the ick. 513 00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:21,160 ♪ And then it all came crashing down ♪ 514 00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:24,480 ♪ I was left in pieces… ♪ 515 00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:29,320 [Linzy] I'm so over Dre. 516 00:27:29,880 --> 00:27:32,280 He hasn't been honest with me since the beginning. 517 00:27:33,120 --> 00:27:35,520 He's behaving really cold towards me. 518 00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:38,000 I just hate that. I hate men. 519 00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:46,080 I felt like I was connected with Louis. 520 00:27:46,160 --> 00:27:48,320 ♪ My chance ♪ 521 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:51,280 ♪ And I felt so hurt ♪ 522 00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:57,640 ♪ It tore me up when I wasn't enough… ♪ 523 00:27:57,720 --> 00:28:00,360 [Christine] I felt like I could be myself around him. 524 00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:04,000 This just felt different and I was hoping it was gonna be different, 525 00:28:04,080 --> 00:28:06,840 but obviously not. 526 00:28:10,280 --> 00:28:12,960 -Goodnight, guys. -[all] Goodnight. 527 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:22,480 ♪ It broke my trust When I was so in love ♪ 528 00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:25,400 ♪ I'm in ruins ♪ 529 00:28:26,640 --> 00:28:30,080 ♪ Ruins after ♪ 530 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:36,560 ♪ I hope I'll see this through ♪ 531 00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,160 [upbeat music playing] 532 00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:55,080 Guys, it feels so weird with an empty bed. 533 00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:56,720 I don't know what I'm going to do. 534 00:28:56,800 --> 00:29:00,400 I mean, I use all Hannah's makeup, clothes, she does my hair. 535 00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:01,800 [Yazmin chuckles] 536 00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:05,400 [Dre] I kissed Linzy and then I tried to avoid her. 537 00:29:05,480 --> 00:29:08,320 But after having a lot of realizations last night, 538 00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:12,960 I feel like I should apologize for my actions. 539 00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:15,760 But I never opened up to a girl, 540 00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:17,520 so I don't know what to say. 541 00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:22,400 Christine, how are you feeling this morning? 542 00:29:22,480 --> 00:29:25,320 Um, now I have to face reality, but… 543 00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:28,640 [Louis] Christine won't even look at me. 544 00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:30,320 She just doesn't deserve it. 545 00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:34,840 I wanna fix it. I don't know how. 546 00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:40,640 ♪ Are you watching me, watching me ♪ 547 00:29:41,360 --> 00:29:44,080 ♪ Tell me how it looks From the back seat ♪ 548 00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:52,240 He's only cutting his hair because he can't fucking redo it without me. 549 00:29:52,320 --> 00:29:53,400 [both laughing] 550 00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:57,360 You're fucking savage. 551 00:29:58,960 --> 00:30:01,400 I'm healthy, I'm wealthy. 552 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:04,200 I am rich, I am that bitch. 553 00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:07,480 Dick needs me, I don't need dick. 554 00:30:07,560 --> 00:30:08,600 Namaste. 555 00:30:09,280 --> 00:30:11,720 [Desiree] New addition to my morning mantra. 556 00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:12,920 Thanks, Linzy. 557 00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:15,600 ♪ Are you watching me, watching me ♪ 558 00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:20,080 ♪ Tell me how it looks From the back seat ♪ 559 00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:25,600 [Louis] I want to prove to Christine how much I actually do like her, 560 00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:30,360 but from situations in the past, I know I don't know how to deal with it. 561 00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:34,440 So I don't give anyone the chance to make me feel vulnerable. 562 00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:36,160 I'm scared. 563 00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:40,000 [Desiree] Seems Louis and Dre want to change their ways, 564 00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:41,040 but don't know how. 565 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:44,000 The great philosopher Justin Bieber once asked, 566 00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:46,360 "Is it too late now to say sorry?" 567 00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:49,560 And I say no. You just need a Lana workshop. 568 00:30:50,440 --> 00:30:51,600 [Lana chimes] 569 00:30:51,680 --> 00:30:53,200 I agree, Desiree. 570 00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:57,520 Louis and Dre are struggling to take responsibility for their actions 571 00:30:57,600 --> 00:31:00,360 and be vulnerable with the women they have hurt. 572 00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:04,480 Therefore, I have designed a workshop to help them understand 573 00:31:04,560 --> 00:31:07,640 why they behave in ways that do not serve them. 574 00:31:07,720 --> 00:31:12,000 As with understanding and acceptance, real change becomes possible. 575 00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:14,040 [men cheering] 576 00:31:14,120 --> 00:31:17,280 [Desiree] Sounds like a lesson all the boys could benefit from. 577 00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:20,280 In today's workshop, the men will learn 578 00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:23,320 that in order to heal and build deeper connections, 579 00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:27,840 we have to recognize, acknowledge and own our self-sabotaging behaviors. 580 00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:29,080 [Trey] Wow. 581 00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:31,400 I wonder what the hell is this? 582 00:31:31,480 --> 00:31:34,120 If they can become more emotionally self-aware, 583 00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:36,360 they'll build healthier relationships. 584 00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:37,960 What up, guys? 585 00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:40,120 -Oh, yeah! -[whooping] 586 00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:43,000 -[Dre] Yeah! -[all whooping] 587 00:31:45,200 --> 00:31:46,600 Fellas, so… 588 00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:49,480 [Desiree] As ever, a mature and measured start 589 00:31:49,560 --> 00:31:50,920 to proceedings from the boys. 590 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:53,680 [all whooping] 591 00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:55,520 -Yeah! -Oh, yeah! 592 00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:59,280 Today's workshop is centered around the power of vulnerability. 593 00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:03,440 We are at our most vulnerable when we expose our weaknesses. 594 00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:08,000 That one word. I really don't like that "V" word. 595 00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:10,800 Vulnerable. 596 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:13,120 Oh, please, I can't do that. Nope. 597 00:32:15,080 --> 00:32:18,360 [Brenden] Unwillingness to feel emotions is holding you back 598 00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:20,760 from deep connections and falling in love. 599 00:32:20,840 --> 00:32:24,200 Do your best to be honest, open and vulnerable. 600 00:32:24,280 --> 00:32:26,720 You learn at a young age you really can't trust anybody. 601 00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:28,560 Naturally, what do you bring that into? 602 00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:30,360 -Your relationship. -Yep. 603 00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:35,320 So today, this water here is going to signify and represent 604 00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:37,400 all of these things that we hold on to. 605 00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:45,160 One scoop of water equals one burden that you are carrying. 606 00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:48,120 So we'll have some fun, but we'll go deep. 607 00:32:49,040 --> 00:32:50,360 [Louis] I don't wanna get deep. 608 00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:53,120 It's tough to let people know how I really feel. 609 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,120 I've always struggled with that. So doing this is… 610 00:32:58,600 --> 00:33:00,120 Is really, really challenging. 611 00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:04,320 ♪ I wish we could turn it all around ♪ 612 00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:08,280 All right, Alex, so what's been holding you down? 613 00:33:08,880 --> 00:33:11,400 I think one of the greatest pressures for me 614 00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:13,120 is to have a great head of hair. 615 00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:14,840 So, yeah… 616 00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:17,520 All right, Alex, this is actually still real talk. 617 00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:19,280 What's another thing? 618 00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:21,600 [Alex] Uh, I struggle with commitment… 619 00:33:23,640 --> 00:33:26,080 and I think the pressure to settle down. 620 00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:27,440 I'm a wanderer. 621 00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:30,440 Now I've met Elys, it kind of makes me feel a bit funny. 622 00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:33,040 -I'm not gonna lie. -Like, "What the hell's going on?" 623 00:33:33,120 --> 00:33:35,600 That's it and I'm not sure what to make of it just yet. 624 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:37,720 Thank you for that. Come down and grab some water. 625 00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:41,400 [Alex] I have this side of me where I love to be wild 626 00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:43,400 and go mental and travel the world, 627 00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:46,920 but getting in a relationship with Elys may change the dynamic. 628 00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:50,120 Any of you other fellas resonate with that? Grab some water. 629 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:54,720 Usually I don't have these conversations with friends. 630 00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:56,320 Now you can put it in your bucket. 631 00:33:57,240 --> 00:34:00,760 But, you know, being in the retreat and kind of like, 632 00:34:00,840 --> 00:34:04,760 you have to kind of face your problems head-on, you cannot escape them. 633 00:34:04,840 --> 00:34:05,920 All right, Dre. 634 00:34:08,160 --> 00:34:10,280 [exhales] I'm so nervous. 635 00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:16,320 It's kind of like a self-validation thing. 636 00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:20,760 For me, I was a late bloomer. 637 00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:24,080 My teeth was jacked up. I wore glasses. 638 00:34:24,159 --> 00:34:26,080 I would go to school everyday, 639 00:34:27,080 --> 00:34:29,239 demoralized ego. 640 00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:30,639 I'm down here. 641 00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:32,960 When I had my glow-up, 642 00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:34,920 you know, after working out, 643 00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:37,040 it brought my ego back up here. 644 00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:40,880 But then when I started getting girls consistently, I went here. 645 00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:48,800 I use women as a way to sustain my ego. 646 00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:53,000 And I always felt like I need to do that and feel like, "Yeah, I'm a man." 647 00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:55,320 That I'm giving them a certain energy. 648 00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:57,040 I have just ghosted all of them 649 00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:01,360 without actually explaining to them why I'm like this, like disappearing. 650 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,560 We don't see women as just a box we tick. 651 00:35:04,640 --> 00:35:07,360 When we don't try to rectify the situation, 652 00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:09,640 if we just shut it out and ghost and leave, 653 00:35:09,720 --> 00:35:12,160 you're gonna be the villain forever, you know? 654 00:35:12,240 --> 00:35:14,120 -Yeah. -[Brenden] All right, Dre. 655 00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:15,760 That vulnerability's beautiful. 656 00:35:18,720 --> 00:35:21,400 [Dre] Me going out and having sex with all these girls 657 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,480 to make myself feel good, and that's wrong. 658 00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:27,600 I respect for him for that. 659 00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:30,040 Everybody's holding the water. You're not alone. 660 00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:31,720 -Yeah. -It's okay. 661 00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:37,560 Cool. 662 00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:39,720 All right, Hunter. 663 00:35:39,800 --> 00:35:42,360 I've never let any sign of weakness out 664 00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:44,120 with past relationships. 665 00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:47,120 They'll ask me if something's okay, it's always okay, 666 00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:49,800 when inside, it's… It's tearing me up. 667 00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:51,640 That's a barrier that I just can't get over. 668 00:35:51,720 --> 00:35:53,640 [Brenden] Thank you for going there. 669 00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:55,680 I went to an all-boys school. 670 00:35:55,760 --> 00:35:58,280 I had that expectation that I always have to be on front. 671 00:35:58,840 --> 00:36:02,000 Lot of people around me don't share emotion and I've grown up that way. 672 00:36:02,080 --> 00:36:03,640 -To not be honest, yeah? -Yeah. 673 00:36:03,720 --> 00:36:05,840 -I struggle with that. -I don't trust anybody. 674 00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:07,680 Opening up my emotions 675 00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:12,240 and being vulnerable has been something that I've had trouble with. 676 00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:13,560 Come grab some water. 677 00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:19,440 I'd never imagine, looking at these other boys, 678 00:36:19,520 --> 00:36:21,320 that they would have any problems at all. 679 00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:24,480 We all have problems. We're not perfect. 680 00:36:26,160 --> 00:36:27,360 All right, my man Louis. 681 00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:33,400 I feel like things like this, expressing my emotions to people, 682 00:36:33,480 --> 00:36:35,040 I don't ever do it. 683 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:36,480 This is hard. 684 00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:38,840 This is fucking hard. 685 00:36:41,240 --> 00:36:45,480 And the reason why is… 686 00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:50,040 Oh, mate. 687 00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:55,120 I struggled really bad growing up. 688 00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:57,200 My mum was really ill. 689 00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:03,640 I had a situation where we had to prepare ourselves for the worst. 690 00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:08,200 Me and my mum are like best friends. 691 00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:10,800 And then when I was about 12, she got cancer 692 00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:15,120 and that was a hard time. 693 00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:25,160 I felt that the only person that had my whole emotions 694 00:37:25,240 --> 00:37:27,320 and knew everything about me was my mum, 695 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:29,280 and having that feeling of losing her, 696 00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:33,200 I felt it was like if I gave someone else my emotions 697 00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:35,360 -and they could leave me. -[Brenden] Yeah. 698 00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:38,880 So I've never ever let anyone have any part of me that they can take. 699 00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:44,080 She overcame it, but it messed with me. 700 00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:46,120 She's my everything, my mum. 701 00:37:49,080 --> 00:37:51,680 Just the fact you was a boy taking care of your mom. 702 00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:54,120 You actually took up that responsibility, 703 00:37:54,200 --> 00:37:56,040 so I wanna celebrate you for that. 704 00:37:56,120 --> 00:37:58,240 It was hard, but it toughened me up. 705 00:37:58,320 --> 00:38:01,880 It toughens you up in a way that you had to bottle up your emotions. 706 00:38:02,520 --> 00:38:03,440 Keeping it all in. 707 00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:06,440 So we're going to bring that bullshit into our connections, 708 00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:08,200 our romantic connections, you know? 709 00:38:15,240 --> 00:38:18,040 I met someone in the retreat, Christine, 710 00:38:18,920 --> 00:38:22,080 who I was starting to give my emotions to and I panicked. 711 00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:24,600 I messed it up. 712 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:26,360 So I go back to the attitude, 713 00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:29,040 "I don't care about anyone. I only care about myself." 714 00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:33,000 Even though inside, you were like, "Yo, I don't feel too nice about this." 715 00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:35,320 You didn't express it, you let it happen. 716 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:38,720 You said, "Just go." Even though you didn't say what you needed to. 717 00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:42,920 Not being emotional is holding you back from deep connections and falling in love. 718 00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:46,760 Try to be honest, open and vulnerable. 719 00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:47,880 Appreciate it. 720 00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:49,760 Grab some water, man. 721 00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:57,000 [Dre] I'd definitely say it's good to hear my boy Louis open up more than usual. 722 00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:01,440 Louis hurting right now. I can see it in his eyes. 723 00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:05,080 You are not alone, Louis. 724 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:07,040 Look at your bros. 725 00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:08,680 Thank you for sharing that. 726 00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:12,880 The same water we felt the weight with is also gonna cleanse us. 727 00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:14,400 It's gonna purify us. 728 00:39:14,480 --> 00:39:17,840 We're gonna get rid of these things that have been holding us back. 729 00:39:17,920 --> 00:39:20,120 ♪ Lost in the water ♪ 730 00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:22,800 ♪ So deep ♪ 731 00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:29,560 ♪ My mind's been a cloudy mess… ♪ 732 00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:30,840 This bucket represents… 733 00:39:32,840 --> 00:39:35,120 being a ladies' man, suppressing emotions… 734 00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:39,720 You feel the weight of that? 735 00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:42,760 ♪ I know these issues gotta go ♪ 736 00:39:44,160 --> 00:39:47,920 ♪ I can't breathe and I'm cold ♪ 737 00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:51,680 ♪ I need you ♪ 738 00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:55,120 You ready to release it? 739 00:39:58,400 --> 00:39:59,440 [exhales] 740 00:40:04,200 --> 00:40:05,800 [all exclaiming] 741 00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:09,360 [all] Yeah! 742 00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:11,240 [all cheering] 743 00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,280 [Dre] Hell yeah, I'm feeling reflective. 744 00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:21,160 Kissing Linzy in the bathroom, 745 00:40:21,240 --> 00:40:24,120 I did it just to make myself feel better, 746 00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:27,400 not thinking about how it would make her feel. 747 00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:31,960 I should definitely go up to Linzy and have a conversation about my actions. 748 00:40:32,760 --> 00:40:34,760 [all whooping] 749 00:40:37,320 --> 00:40:39,240 [Louis] Opened up in the workshop today. 750 00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:40,920 I'm proud of myself. 751 00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:45,160 I've always left people hurt, but to protect myself. 752 00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:47,880 I never saw what… 753 00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:51,080 What happened to them. 754 00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:54,080 I don't want that to be me. 755 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:55,040 Whoo! 756 00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:56,400 There you go! 757 00:40:56,480 --> 00:40:58,160 I hope Christine will let me talk to her. 758 00:40:58,240 --> 00:40:59,320 I feel good. 759 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:01,400 I feel refreshed, like a clean start. 760 00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:03,120 I want her to know I'm sorry. 761 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:09,800 From the deepest part of my heart, I congratulate every single one of you… 762 00:41:11,520 --> 00:41:12,720 for going there today, 763 00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:16,920 for being vulnerable, for doing something you've never done before. 764 00:41:17,520 --> 00:41:20,480 -Good job, men. -[Louis] Appreciate you! 765 00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:23,800 Later, fellas. Good job, men. 766 00:41:23,880 --> 00:41:24,800 Thank you. 767 00:41:24,880 --> 00:41:26,360 [upbeat music playing] 768 00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:28,880 [all whooping] 769 00:41:34,400 --> 00:41:37,080 [all laughing and chattering] 770 00:41:40,720 --> 00:41:43,200 -[Louis clears throat] -Oh, my God. 771 00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:45,320 -Hello, how are you? -Welcome back, boys. 772 00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:47,840 -Missed you. -[Dre] It was. uh… 773 00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:49,760 [snorts] Thanks. 774 00:41:49,840 --> 00:41:51,880 -Thank you. -"Thank you"? 775 00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:53,360 [Dre] That was the last word. 776 00:41:53,440 --> 00:41:56,800 -What have you been up to? -It was incredible. I ain't gonna lie. 777 00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:59,440 Definitely changed my whole perception on life. 778 00:41:59,520 --> 00:42:03,880 I felt like it was massive 'cause I'm shit at explaining my emotions. 779 00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:06,160 I don't talk about the shit that I bottle up, 780 00:42:06,240 --> 00:42:09,360 so being able to talk about it was a massive thing. 781 00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:13,120 [Desiree] Ooh, that is some savage side-eye right there. 782 00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:14,040 Good luck, Louis. 783 00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:16,280 [upbeat music playing] 784 00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:21,440 ♪ I've been love shy ♪ 785 00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:26,560 In the past, I never even apologized to a girl 786 00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:30,320 and I definitely have never explained myself to a girl. 787 00:42:30,400 --> 00:42:31,240 [Dre grunts] 788 00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:33,000 I see Linzy sitting there, 789 00:42:33,080 --> 00:42:34,800 I'm like, "Bro, can you go over there 790 00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:37,080 and show her what you really about. Like, for real." 791 00:42:37,160 --> 00:42:39,200 [Desiree] Let the apology tour begin. 792 00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,160 First stop, Dre and Linzy. 793 00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:42,640 What's up? 794 00:42:44,120 --> 00:42:47,720 Dre, you may act like a nice guy, 795 00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:51,600 but deep down, guys like him are just so cocky 796 00:42:51,680 --> 00:42:53,680 and have a huge ego. 797 00:42:54,240 --> 00:42:56,280 I am definitely not listening to him. 798 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:59,120 Nope, no, thank you. 799 00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:04,760 Yeah, so… 800 00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:09,440 basically, like, when I ghosted you-- 801 00:43:09,520 --> 00:43:10,360 Yeah. 802 00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:12,520 The date, it was a vibe, you know? 803 00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:14,640 It was cool or whatever, we came back. 804 00:43:14,720 --> 00:43:16,640 The conversation was about Louis, 805 00:43:16,720 --> 00:43:19,600 how you're getting sexual tension from him. 806 00:43:20,240 --> 00:43:23,240 My ego took such a hit. 807 00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:26,480 So I'm like, "Let me revert back to what I'm good at." 808 00:43:26,560 --> 00:43:29,440 When we went to the bathroom, I went, "Let me prove to myself." 809 00:43:29,520 --> 00:43:31,960 It just shows how much more I need to learn. 810 00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:36,000 Going to the workshop, talking about all the weight, 811 00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:37,760 all the pressures we carry. 812 00:43:39,600 --> 00:43:43,520 Basically, like, women sustain my ego 813 00:43:44,640 --> 00:43:47,000 'cause I never want to feel the way I felt 814 00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:50,480 when I was in school and they just tore my ego down, 815 00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:53,120 and my ego is, 816 00:43:53,200 --> 00:43:55,240 it's probably been my biggest issue. 817 00:43:58,520 --> 00:44:01,080 And I regretted the way that I went about the kiss, 818 00:44:02,120 --> 00:44:03,920 but I learned something about myself 819 00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:07,200 that I didn't even possibly think that I had an issue with. 820 00:44:07,920 --> 00:44:10,880 So, again, I just wanna, you know, apologize. 821 00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:13,640 [Linzy] I was, like, so pissed off, 822 00:44:13,720 --> 00:44:16,720 but since he's actually being so open and vulnerable to me, 823 00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:19,960 I just can't help but want to forgive him. 824 00:44:20,040 --> 00:44:23,440 Thank you for even expressing yourself to me and sharing all of this. 825 00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:25,760 It means a lot to me and even saying sorry, 826 00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:27,880 I know that takes a lot. 827 00:44:27,960 --> 00:44:30,960 He seems like a changed man from his workshop, 828 00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:33,720 and I just really appreciate him for that. 829 00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:36,880 -If I can do this, I can do anything. -You can do anything. 830 00:44:36,960 --> 00:44:40,480 -The world is your oyster, Dre. -Yeah, thanks. I appreciate you, Linzy. 831 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:41,680 I appreciate you. 832 00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:43,440 We can definitely stay friends. 833 00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:46,040 -Get to know each other a little bit more. -Yeah. 834 00:44:46,120 --> 00:44:48,680 -Know what I mean? -I love this soft side of you. 835 00:44:52,280 --> 00:44:54,440 [Dre] For the first time in my life, 836 00:44:55,200 --> 00:44:57,520 I've actually wanted to apologize 837 00:44:57,600 --> 00:44:59,240 and explain my actions. 838 00:44:59,320 --> 00:45:02,240 And I appreciate you, man. This shit taught me a big lesson. 839 00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:04,840 My ego got the best of me. 840 00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:08,280 It's overinflated and I need to tone it down 841 00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:12,720 to connect and get an emotional, intimate connection with somebody else. 842 00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:14,760 -[Linzy] Hug it out! -Yeah. 843 00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:16,920 That's what I gotta do. 844 00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:19,920 ♪ Nothing worth fighting for Comes easily ♪ 845 00:45:23,240 --> 00:45:26,120 ♪ And I'm not trying to give you A piece of me ♪ 846 00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:28,600 ♪ I wanna give everything I got ♪ 847 00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:32,360 -Do you wash your face every night? -I washed my face tonight. 848 00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:34,360 Apparently not! 849 00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:37,680 I did actually miss Alex when he was at the workshop. 850 00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:39,800 Have you told him you missed him yet? 851 00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:41,960 [all laughing] 852 00:45:43,200 --> 00:45:47,000 I did and I obviously got embarrassed 'cause I was like, "Oh, I missed you." 853 00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:49,280 And he just said, "Thank you." 854 00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:50,920 Maybe he's gone off me. 855 00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:54,520 How are we feeling after the workshop? 856 00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:58,600 Mate, if I'm totally honest, I said about the whole wanderer thing, 857 00:45:58,680 --> 00:46:01,880 I'm kind of lost between wandering 858 00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:04,280 and then also finding that person. 859 00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:05,920 -Yeah. -I've been used to being single 860 00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:07,120 -for so long. -Yeah. 861 00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:10,040 -It got me thinking a little bit. -Right. 862 00:46:10,120 --> 00:46:12,560 I do really like Elys, but it's just like, 863 00:46:12,640 --> 00:46:15,080 I don't just wanna dive straight in. 864 00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:23,120 [Louis] I feel like after that workshop, 865 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:25,360 I need to explain to Christine 866 00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:27,800 the reasons why I'm the way I am, 867 00:46:29,400 --> 00:46:30,720 and that I am trying to change. 868 00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:33,480 This is my last chance. 869 00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:35,840 I'm normally the one doing the hurting. 870 00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:43,280 [dramatic music playing] 871 00:46:43,360 --> 00:46:48,920 I usually give chance after chance to guys in my life, but… 872 00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:49,840 [inhales] 873 00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:55,320 I don't wanna go through the same thing again. 874 00:46:58,920 --> 00:47:00,120 Oh, mate. 875 00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:03,160 I don't know where this leaves me and Louis. 876 00:47:06,080 --> 00:47:07,400 How are you? 877 00:47:09,600 --> 00:47:12,800 Um… numb? 878 00:47:14,080 --> 00:47:20,000 On the outside, I run away if I, you know, break a girl's heart or whatever. 879 00:47:20,080 --> 00:47:22,280 I don't care because I don't get to see it. 880 00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:24,480 But being in here, I've actually got to see 881 00:47:25,080 --> 00:47:27,920 what me just pissing about and being stupid, 882 00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:30,880 doing something that I knew was wrong, 883 00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:33,480 but thought was harmless has actually done. 884 00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:37,760 And honestly, this comes from a genuine place. 885 00:47:37,840 --> 00:47:40,520 I apologize for how I acted on that date 886 00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:42,720 because you don't deserve that, 887 00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:46,400 and it made me realize how much I do care. 888 00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:50,160 ♪ No words can save you now ♪ 889 00:47:50,240 --> 00:47:52,760 ♪ It's over ♪ 890 00:47:54,560 --> 00:47:56,040 [Christine] I do miss Louis, 891 00:47:56,120 --> 00:47:59,760 but I feel like for me to love myself and put myself first, 892 00:47:59,840 --> 00:48:02,840 I can't run back at the first apology that comes to me. 893 00:48:08,560 --> 00:48:10,800 For me, it's just been kind of hard 894 00:48:10,880 --> 00:48:12,880 because the old me, 895 00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:15,560 I put myself in situations with men 896 00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:18,080 where I'm constantly letting them hurt me. 897 00:48:18,880 --> 00:48:22,600 And give them chance after chance after chance. 898 00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:25,280 I refuse to let that happen. 899 00:48:25,960 --> 00:48:28,120 You need to feel the pain that you gave me. 900 00:48:28,720 --> 00:48:32,440 I'm not just, like, a retreat fling. 901 00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:37,640 The old Louis was going 'round hurting people. 902 00:48:37,720 --> 00:48:40,560 I don't wanna go back to the old Louis, not caring. 903 00:48:40,640 --> 00:48:42,000 I wanna put things right. 904 00:48:42,080 --> 00:48:44,640 And Christine deserves to know everything, 905 00:48:44,720 --> 00:48:47,760 but I don't normally explain my feelings with girls. 906 00:48:47,840 --> 00:48:50,000 [sighs] I'm a little bit worried. I am. 907 00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:56,040 I've only ever given one person my emotions and that's my mum. 908 00:48:56,120 --> 00:48:58,280 And I had a situation where… 909 00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:01,720 we thought we were gonna lose her. 910 00:49:02,640 --> 00:49:06,640 I got a glimpse of what it feels like to lose someone. 911 00:49:07,240 --> 00:49:10,640 It makes me scared to give people my emotions… 912 00:49:12,760 --> 00:49:13,960 in case they leave. 913 00:49:15,400 --> 00:49:17,160 But that workshop made me realize 914 00:49:17,240 --> 00:49:19,280 to be a man is to actually show your emotions. 915 00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:21,320 I feel that I need to learn to do that. 916 00:49:21,920 --> 00:49:25,440 And, you know, to try and prove to you how much I do like you. 917 00:49:26,960 --> 00:49:30,240 [Christine] I am so happy that Louis is able to own up 918 00:49:30,320 --> 00:49:32,880 to his reason for being the way he is. 919 00:49:33,440 --> 00:49:36,560 However, I feel… 920 00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:39,880 I don't know how I feel, actually. 921 00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:44,520 I mean, I'm happy you learned something from the workshop. 922 00:49:46,600 --> 00:49:47,440 But… 923 00:49:49,040 --> 00:49:50,440 you can't just get off easy. 924 00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:55,720 I feel like you have to earn my trust back. 925 00:49:57,400 --> 00:49:59,840 [Louis] That's all I want, is just a chance. 926 00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:03,320 That's all I want, to be fair. 927 00:50:07,200 --> 00:50:12,440 So I've kind of been stuck between giving another chance… 928 00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:16,840 or just walking away from the situation. 929 00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:19,080 So… 930 00:50:24,600 --> 00:50:27,400 [Desiree reading] 931 00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:30,880 But worry not because the next episode is ready and waiting. 932 00:50:30,960 --> 00:50:32,160 See you on the flip! 933 00:50:32,240 --> 00:50:34,240 [theme music playing]