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Damn.
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-Hello.
-Hello.
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Lana Banana.
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I care a lot about Nick,
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but I didn't expect Shawn to walk in
and look like that. This man is sexy.
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I can look, but I cannot touch, right?
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Technically you can,
but Lana's touch tax can be hefty.
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Imogen and Shawn,
I hope you enjoyed your dates yesterday
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and your first night in the retreat.
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I was knocked out.
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I might have took Kayla
on that first date,
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but as soon as I saw Jawa,
I knew I had messed up.
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She's had plenty of time
to get to know Nick. It's my turn.
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Aussie, Aussie, Aussie.
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Rep the Aussies.
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Yesterday,
I had a phenomenal date with Imogen,
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but right now,
I'm really happy with Flavia.
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Aw, cute.
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The problem is
Imogen's Aussie and super beautiful.
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So you're happy with Flavia,
but could be even happier with Imogen?
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Got it.
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I hope the other guests
have been making you feel most welcome.
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Yeah, mostly.
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I know that Creed
is sharing a bed with Flavia,
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but Creed is giving me
these cheeky little looks.
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The eye contact makes me more confident
that there is a connection there with us.
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Glad to be here.
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As you approach
the latter stages of my retreat,
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I have noticed that some of you
still need to fully commit to the process,
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whilst others
need to fully commit to each other.
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Oh, shit.
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The decision
about what to do next is yours,
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but I will be watching.
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-What?
-Oh, my--
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What?
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Go away, Lana.
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Blah, blah, blah.
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Be careful, Ethan.
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Lana's got a naughty step
with your name on it.
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-Oh, shit.
-Oh, shit.
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How are you feeling?
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It's just so fricking hard.
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-Like, honestly, the hardest thing.
-I know.
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I'm not ready to be in a relationship.
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I'm not open to getting
to know anyone in that way,
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I think my experience
with Creed in here solidified that for me.
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I'm just not sure
what more I can learn here.
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I feel like you can do it.
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Every day I wake up
and I'm just counting down the days to go.
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How fucking beautiful are you?
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-You're something.
-I'm with somebody.
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Ethan, you may have been
given the boot by Brittan,
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but with a new girl in the villa,
you're back in the game.
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-You've got a good body, to be fair.
-Thank you.
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So I'm real curious. Are your boobs real?
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Ah,
the quintessential British gentleman.
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There's a new girl in the house
and she is hot.
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I love a pair of fake boobs.
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Like, I don't know how I'm gonna carry on
and not break the rules.
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I get, like, fuckboy vibes from you.
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You walked right into that one.
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Jawa and I
are connecting and growing together
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so much more than I ever anticipated.
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But since Shawn showed up,
Jawahir is acting a bit different
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and I really want to see
where her head is at.
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My beautiful Black queen.
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Hi, Shawn.
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In answer
to your question, Nick,
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her head is dangerously close to Shawn's.
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I'm about to talk to Jawa.
I got to give it all I got.
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I gotta get that connection started
and hopefully things will spark.
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You look great. You in the gym
or you just naturally built like this?
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I do work out.
I run a lot, so this is all natural.
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-Mmm. I can tell. I love it.
-No fillers.
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Thank you.
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If you look up the word
"tempting" in the dictionary,
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you will find a picture of Shawn.
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And if you look up the word
"besotted," there's a picture of Nick.
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You're connected with Nick.
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-It's definitely there.
-There?
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Yeah, it's definitely there.
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-But I'm just like very curious about you.
-I like that.
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-You obviously look good.
-Thank you.
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I'm definitely getting the vibe
that Jawa's enjoying herself.
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It's time for me to make a move.
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-Lotion.
-Oh, shit.
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Well, that escalated quickly.
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Mmm, I like that.
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I'm sorry, Nick, I really do like you,
but when Shawn touches my leg…
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What's wrong with me?
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I'd hold off
having that chat right now if I were you.
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Oh!
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This is my chance right now.
I really need to tell her how I feel.
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-Why do they call you Big Shawn?
-You have to find out.
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Fuck, man.
What is going on right now?
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I feel so disappointed
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and I really don't know
where to go from here.
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Oh, my God. Shawn, Shawn, Shawn.
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Hey.
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I'm going to have to stop this
right now because this is a test, right?
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'Cause I have Nick in my head.
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-So the new girl--
-She likes Creed.
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I think she wants to go to Creed
but hopefully Creed won't let her.
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Did Creed say he was gonna stay with you?
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-Yep.
-Okay, good.
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I hope he sticks with you.
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I hope he does.
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Last night,
Creed reassured me, but in the past
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I had some trust issues
with my ex-partners.
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So I really do hope
Creed doesn't screw things up,
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'cause I'm trusting him.
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If Creed wasn't giving me any signals
he was interested, I wouldn't try.
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But I need to find out
exactly what's going on.
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Last night, I was sitting back, watching
how you guys were in bed and stuff--
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Yeah.
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I catch your eye
and you're looking at me. I'm like, "Mmm."
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-Yeah, I--
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Imogen is stunning.
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I am so tempted. I have to stay strong.
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Let's not forget Flavia.
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Uh, the rest of us
very much remember her.
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I'm trying to figure out
if it's a friendship vibe.
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Are you sexually attracted?
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-To you?
-Yeah.
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Yeah.
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-Guess it's not really a friendship then.
-It's hard.
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I really want to behave,
but Imogen is making me hot and flustered.
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She's giving me those eyes.
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But would you say I'm in a position
where I shouldn't try to pursue you at all
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or would you still like me
to continue getting to know you?
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Would you rather me keep trying
or would you rather me fully close off?
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-I don't think you should fully close off.
-So it's a yes?
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Yeah. It's a yes.
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I don't think
you should close anything off.
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I'm stuck in between
the perfect girl and the perfect girl.
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This is a real dilemma.
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It's a tough life, Creed.
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I don't know where things stand with Jawa.
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I feel very emotionally drained
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and I am not in the mood
for everyone else right now.
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Well, I hate to break it
to you, Nick, but…
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…it's party time!
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Lana's throwing a Forbidden Fruit party
to welcome the new arrivals.
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At least my quads look big.
Girls love big quads.
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Forbidden fruit. I hope somebody
wants to take a bite out of me tonight.
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How you feeling?
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I'm not really interested
in getting to know anyone.
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Let's go!
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I love fire!
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All the girls,
they're looking very appealing tonight.
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It just feels like I'm spinning plates.
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I've got Flavia over here.
Imogen over here.
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Just trying to keep 'em sweet.
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-No!
-I swear Lana only throws us parties
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just so she can crash them.
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Can we go back to the party, please?
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I hope you enjoyed the party.
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However…
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Oh, hell no.
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"However's" never good.
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Every time Lana
throws a party, it's a trap.
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-Always.
-Always.
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I am feeling so nervous right now.
What is going on, Lana?
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Was there any breach of the rule?
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You can take your eyes off me right now.
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Please tell me
Jawa and Shawn didn't break any rules.
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This morning,
I stressed the importance
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of being committed to my process.
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Unfortunately, some people
are still falling short of that goal.
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Okay.
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Oh, shit.
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Therefore,
tonight's festivities will also serve
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as a leaving party.
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-Fuck.
-No.
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That's messed up.
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Lana is literally
the worst party host alive.
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Damn, I ain't even unpack my bags yet.
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My head has been turned
since Shawn has arrived.
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I am scared that it's gonna be me.
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Somebody's getting booted.
This could be any of us, you know.
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Who could it be?
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Exiting the retreat tonight is…
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I really hope it's not me.
I'm not ready to leave.
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There's just so much fun to be had here.
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I'm really worried it could be me.
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I'm juggling the two hottest girls.
I'm not ready to go.
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Please don't say my name.
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…Ethan.
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Oh, my God.
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-Oh, shit.
-Oh, my God.
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I did not see that coming.
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Ethan, you have chosen
to focus your attention
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exclusively on physical desires…
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Sophie's really fit, has an amazing body.
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Sophie who? I'm interested in Brittan now.
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I just think you're just lush.
Your bum, your boobs. You're perfection.
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Are your boobs real?
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…and have failed to apply yourself
in my workshops.
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This workshop is rubbish.
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I'm gutted I'm going, honestly.
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It's just been
such a good time with everyone.
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Lana's been great
and she has taught me a lot.
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At last,
Ethan has had a breakthrough.
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The first thing
I'm gonna do when I get home is shag.
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Nope. Broke right back in.
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-The laughs have been unforgettable, mate.
-Facts.
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Anyone else finding it hard
to take this seriously
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with everyone dressed up
as sexy bondage elves?
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The second and final person…
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Oh, no.
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…leaving is…
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Two people? Fuck me.
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Curveball after curveball.
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Another person?
Please, Lana, don't send me home.
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Oh, this is bad.
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I'm worried that this is going to be me
and I haven't done enough.
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…Sophie.
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Fuck.
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Sophie, you opened your heart
to Creed only to be rejected by him.
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You're completely ending things with me
romantically to pursue things with her?
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-I don't want to be friends with you.
-That was gonna happen.
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I think that's muggy.
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What a fucking muggy prick.
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While
that was unfortunate and painful,
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you decided to close yourself off
to new opportunities.
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I'm so fucking over it.
I don't want to be here anymore.
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That's true.
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After what happened with Creed,
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I wasn't open
to finding a deeper connection anyway.
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I do agree with Lana.
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I have really struggled,
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and I'm not gonna progress
in a genuine connection
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at this point in time.
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There's no bad blood, Lana.
You and me will always be friends.
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Ethan and Sophie,
it's time for you to leave the retreat.
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Oh, Sophie.
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-See you later, guys.
-Bye.
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Bye. Cheers.
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She tried so hard.
Creed broke her fucking heart.
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For my remaining guests,
let this be a reminder
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that the choices you make
will ultimately seal your fate.
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I feel like we have to have
a real conversation about a lot of stuff.
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The thing that I could do right now
is be honest towards Nick about Shawn.
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And this is probably the lesson
that Lana wanted to teach me.
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Tonight started out so fun,
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but became horrible
on the flip of a switch.
247
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What a day, man. Fuck me.
248
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Yeah, it's not good, is it?
249
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It is one of the worst nights. Huh?
250
00:15:36,363 --> 00:15:40,403
Lana's given me more time in the retreat.
That could have been me going home.
251
00:15:40,483 --> 00:15:42,483
I've been flirting with Imogen.
252
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It's too risky.
253
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I don't think I should throw away
what I have with Flavia right now.
254
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Fuck.
255
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What's up?
256
00:16:02,083 --> 00:16:03,083
Hey.
257
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I know we care a lot about each other.
I've never been in this place before.
258
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I've never felt this way,
but there's just so many question marks.
259
00:16:14,203 --> 00:16:15,843
This is gonna be so tough.
260
00:16:17,123 --> 00:16:18,323
Um…
261
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I know you're feeling Shawn.
262
00:16:20,403 --> 00:16:22,803
I know that there's,
like, whatever it is there.
263
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I don't know what it is.
I just need the truth.
264
00:16:28,643 --> 00:16:30,403
I feel so bad right now.
265
00:16:34,923 --> 00:16:39,483
It wasn't just
a casual dance with Shawn and…
266
00:16:40,923 --> 00:16:43,523
Shawn was massaging me today at the pool.
267
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Yeah, I know. I walked out and saw it.
268
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Oh, my God.
269
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It was very selfish.
I did think about you.
270
00:16:54,883 --> 00:16:58,883
-I'm sorry that you had to watch that.
-It's okay.
271
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It's not okay.
272
00:17:01,363 --> 00:17:02,203
Um…
273
00:17:02,283 --> 00:17:05,163
I want to tell you
where my head's at with things.
274
00:17:05,243 --> 00:17:10,003
I feel a sense of love
that I've never felt before.
275
00:17:10,563 --> 00:17:13,843
I like--
I genuinely like you so much, Nick,
276
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to a point that it scares me.
277
00:17:17,603 --> 00:17:20,763
But it's just like a part of me
is just so scared
278
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of giving a part of myself to someone.
279
00:17:24,723 --> 00:17:28,203
I tend to doubt myself
whenever I give myself to someone.
280
00:17:28,923 --> 00:17:32,642
Being adopted has caused me to think
that I am not worthy of love
281
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because they will abandon me.
282
00:17:35,603 --> 00:17:41,043
I have to step back and think for myself,
"Is this really what I want?"
283
00:17:41,123 --> 00:17:44,083
If you need your space,
I will give you your space.
284
00:17:44,883 --> 00:17:48,363
But you need to tell me
what it is you want
285
00:17:48,443 --> 00:17:50,283
and how you want to go about it.
286
00:17:50,363 --> 00:17:57,003
I can't wonder day in and day out
if it's between me and someone else.
287
00:17:57,563 --> 00:17:58,963
I know.
288
00:18:01,403 --> 00:18:06,283
The truth is, Shawn is my type.
289
00:18:11,723 --> 00:18:14,523
And I feel like
I do want to get to know him
290
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-before I make my choice.
291
00:18:19,203 --> 00:18:21,163
What has just happened?
292
00:18:22,963 --> 00:18:24,883
It hurts so bad.
293
00:18:25,763 --> 00:18:28,563
-And I just… I really need to think.
-Okay.
294
00:18:30,123 --> 00:18:32,363
-Then sleep on it.
-Yeah.
295
00:18:32,443 --> 00:18:33,323
Sleep on it.
296
00:18:35,283 --> 00:18:37,443
I got a very big, big decision to make.
297
00:18:37,523 --> 00:18:41,963
Am I going to stick with Nick
or get to know Shawn?
298
00:18:42,043 --> 00:18:45,123
I just need to think about it
before I hurt anyone.
299
00:18:46,683 --> 00:18:47,683
Fuck.
300
00:19:15,083 --> 00:19:17,883
Last night was a bit rough.
I didn't like that at all.
301
00:19:17,963 --> 00:19:21,003
I'm really grateful
that we're all still here together.
302
00:19:21,523 --> 00:19:22,603
-Yeah.
-Yeah.
303
00:19:23,203 --> 00:19:25,683
Today I'm giving Jawa her space.
304
00:19:25,763 --> 00:19:27,043
I hope she realizes
305
00:19:27,123 --> 00:19:29,283
what she's missing out on
if she walks away.
306
00:19:30,043 --> 00:19:32,243
I think
that should be a wake-up call
307
00:19:32,323 --> 00:19:36,003
and we should honestly take every day
and have the most fun with it.
308
00:19:42,683 --> 00:19:44,163
Something feels off.
309
00:19:44,243 --> 00:19:47,803
I can't help noticing
that Imogen is always staring at Creed.
310
00:19:47,883 --> 00:19:50,203
But maybe it's just me
making ideas in my head.
311
00:19:50,283 --> 00:19:51,923
I need to have a chat with him later.
312
00:19:54,203 --> 00:19:57,723
Creed's literally giving me
all the signs that he likes me.
313
00:19:57,803 --> 00:19:59,723
I know that Flavia's in the equation,
314
00:19:59,803 --> 00:20:02,683
but at the end of the day
I need to do what's best for me.
315
00:20:02,763 --> 00:20:06,363
So it's time for me
to step up my seductive game plan.
316
00:20:06,443 --> 00:20:07,923
Oh, boy.
317
00:20:08,003 --> 00:20:11,323
That's the face of someone
who already knows they've won.
318
00:20:21,403 --> 00:20:25,243
Where are you at
with Nick and Shawn and all your men?
319
00:20:25,843 --> 00:20:29,403
I feel so bad to say it,
but I really do want to get to know Shawn.
320
00:20:29,483 --> 00:20:33,723
I have this need in me
to find out what he's about.
321
00:20:33,803 --> 00:20:37,963
Whenever he looks at me,
oh, my God. Oh, my God.
322
00:20:38,043 --> 00:20:40,763
Yeah. What are you gonna do now?
323
00:20:41,683 --> 00:20:43,203
I don't know, girl.
324
00:20:43,283 --> 00:20:44,883
I need to make a choice.
325
00:20:44,963 --> 00:20:48,803
Shawn is very good looking,
but I am trying to figure out
326
00:20:48,883 --> 00:20:50,403
if it's something deeper.
327
00:20:50,483 --> 00:20:51,843
This is a heavy decision,
328
00:20:51,923 --> 00:20:54,563
because if you go to Shawn
you'll probably lose Nick.
329
00:20:54,643 --> 00:20:55,483
Mmm-hmm.
330
00:21:04,603 --> 00:21:06,763
What's going on between you and Imogen?
331
00:21:08,043 --> 00:21:09,763
How do you feel about her?
332
00:21:09,843 --> 00:21:13,283
More like friendship-ish.
333
00:21:13,363 --> 00:21:16,003
Well, you sound convincing-ish.
334
00:21:16,083 --> 00:21:17,683
-Are you sure?
-Yeah.
335
00:21:18,843 --> 00:21:21,443
I really like Creed,
but in the back of my head
336
00:21:21,523 --> 00:21:25,563
I feel like he left Sophie for me
and that might happen again.
337
00:21:26,323 --> 00:21:30,923
The right thing to do,
if you are in between two girls,
338
00:21:31,003 --> 00:21:32,683
-is to tell the truth.
-Yeah.
339
00:21:32,763 --> 00:21:34,803
I just wanted you to know
340
00:21:34,883 --> 00:21:38,883
that the way
everything's going is, like, is perfect.
341
00:21:52,043 --> 00:21:53,803
Well, that's cheeky.
342
00:21:53,883 --> 00:21:55,283
But, um…
343
00:21:57,723 --> 00:21:59,403
What was I gonna say?
344
00:21:59,483 --> 00:22:00,763
Hello, Creed?
345
00:22:16,323 --> 00:22:17,843
What the fuck?
346
00:22:17,923 --> 00:22:21,083
What the fuck is going on?
I know Imogen is after my man.
347
00:22:48,523 --> 00:22:49,643
Hi, Shawn.
348
00:22:49,723 --> 00:22:52,443
Hey. How you doing?
349
00:22:53,563 --> 00:22:55,523
-You have pretty teeth.
-You too.
350
00:22:55,603 --> 00:22:57,323
You have this white, bright smile.
351
00:22:58,003 --> 00:23:00,923
-It's crazy.
-Thank you. I love how you compliment me.
352
00:23:01,723 --> 00:23:03,643
I'm rubbing on your leg
for the second time.
353
00:23:03,723 --> 00:23:06,003
-Yeah.
-You feel more comfortable with me or…
354
00:23:06,563 --> 00:23:09,603
-I do feel comfortable.
-If you're comfortable with me, I'm…
355
00:23:09,683 --> 00:23:11,803
Trust me,
I'm coming at you with open arms.
356
00:23:11,883 --> 00:23:12,923
As we're talking,
357
00:23:13,003 --> 00:23:16,683
I'm making sure she knows I'm listening
and I'm giving her physical touch.
358
00:23:16,763 --> 00:23:19,003
Hitting two different love languages
at the same time.
359
00:23:19,083 --> 00:23:21,843
My head is a bit in a mess right now.
360
00:23:21,923 --> 00:23:24,003
And I don't know
why my attention has been shifted.
361
00:23:24,083 --> 00:23:27,363
The thing is, with you,
it's just that I just don't know.
362
00:23:27,443 --> 00:23:29,283
-It's the mystery.
-Mystery. Yeah.
363
00:23:29,363 --> 00:23:31,203
I just want to get to know Shawn.
364
00:23:33,883 --> 00:23:36,723
I'm brought up probably
a lot different than most of the men here.
365
00:23:36,803 --> 00:23:40,043
You haven't had a chance
to learn that about me.
366
00:23:40,123 --> 00:23:44,203
My dad left at a early age.
I was in a group home, so I was adopted.
367
00:23:51,363 --> 00:23:53,483
Crazy that you were saying
you were adopted
368
00:23:53,563 --> 00:23:54,883
because I've been adopted too.
369
00:23:56,363 --> 00:23:58,643
-Yeah.
-I can understand-- I know the pain.
370
00:23:58,723 --> 00:24:03,643
And that is something that me and you
could connect on a whole different level.
371
00:24:04,523 --> 00:24:07,883
I feel like I am getting
to know Shawn a bit better.
372
00:24:07,963 --> 00:24:09,443
We have a lot in common,
373
00:24:09,523 --> 00:24:13,443
but the fact that I care about Nick
is making the whole situation hard.
374
00:24:13,523 --> 00:24:15,443
I just don't know what to do.
375
00:24:15,523 --> 00:24:18,283
I just don't want you
to think I'm just all looks.
376
00:24:18,363 --> 00:24:19,843
There's far more than that.
377
00:24:19,923 --> 00:24:24,003
Looks like Jawa is stuck
between a rock and a Shawn place.
378
00:24:24,763 --> 00:24:27,563
Luckily, I'm besties
with an all-seeing cone.
379
00:24:29,483 --> 00:24:31,923
I'm glad
you have faith in me, Desiree.
380
00:24:32,003 --> 00:24:33,563
In order for Jawahir
381
00:24:33,643 --> 00:24:36,283
to make the correct decision
for this tough choice,
382
00:24:36,363 --> 00:24:38,883
she needs to dig deep,
learn about herself,
383
00:24:38,963 --> 00:24:40,723
and find out what she really wants.
384
00:24:40,803 --> 00:24:43,963
Therefore, I have created
a women's-only workshop
385
00:24:44,043 --> 00:24:46,483
to help Jawahir tap into her inner wisdom
386
00:24:46,563 --> 00:24:49,203
in a space away from distractions.
387
00:24:49,283 --> 00:24:50,123
Welcome.
388
00:24:50,203 --> 00:24:54,483
I'm pretty sure that's something
they can all benefit from.
389
00:24:55,723 --> 00:25:00,483
To lead this workshop, I've invited
empowerment mentor, Matilda Carroll,
390
00:25:00,563 --> 00:25:04,683
who specializes in helping women
open up to their true feelings.
391
00:25:04,763 --> 00:25:08,043
Today's workshop
is going to be all about the womb.
392
00:25:08,123 --> 00:25:09,683
Well, this is a first.
393
00:25:09,763 --> 00:25:12,603
The womb is far beyond
somewhere that just births babies.
394
00:25:12,683 --> 00:25:16,163
It's also an emotional center.
It's like a big sponge.
395
00:25:16,243 --> 00:25:17,763
Women tap into this energy
396
00:25:17,843 --> 00:25:20,643
and it informs the decisions
they make in their lives.
397
00:25:21,043 --> 00:25:22,123
Okay, cool.
398
00:25:22,203 --> 00:25:24,563
Today's workshop
is gonna be all about the womb.
399
00:25:27,403 --> 00:25:28,323
Why?
400
00:25:29,363 --> 00:25:30,643
Fucking wombs, man.
401
00:25:30,723 --> 00:25:33,323
I'd love to know
what you think the womb is.
402
00:25:33,403 --> 00:25:35,243
It's a place where men come from
403
00:25:35,323 --> 00:25:37,603
and try to get back
in there their whole life.
404
00:25:38,323 --> 00:25:39,283
I love that.
405
00:25:41,163 --> 00:25:43,723
The womb absorbs a lot of energy.
406
00:25:43,803 --> 00:25:48,563
It also is a place where our intuition
and our wisdom is also.
407
00:25:48,643 --> 00:25:49,483
What?
408
00:25:50,723 --> 00:25:52,763
This is insane.
409
00:25:52,843 --> 00:25:55,683
If the person
that you're having sex with has trauma
410
00:25:55,763 --> 00:25:59,083
or has guilt or shame
or anything that they're carrying,
411
00:25:59,163 --> 00:26:01,403
then you're actually
absorbing that as well.
412
00:26:01,483 --> 00:26:05,243
You actually absorb
men's DNA into your yonis.
413
00:26:06,243 --> 00:26:08,443
Ew! Get out of there.
414
00:26:09,003 --> 00:26:12,163
Which can actually
stay in your body for up to 50 years.
415
00:26:12,243 --> 00:26:13,323
That's gross.
416
00:26:13,403 --> 00:26:15,923
All these men are a part of me?
417
00:26:16,003 --> 00:26:19,843
It doesn't have to be in there 50 years,
right? We're gonna get rid of it?
418
00:26:19,923 --> 00:26:21,563
Today we're gonna get rid of it!
419
00:26:23,923 --> 00:26:28,083
Next, the women will activate their wombs,
feel the energy they're holding in there,
420
00:26:28,163 --> 00:26:30,163
and then we're gonna do a clearing.
421
00:26:30,843 --> 00:26:34,483
You're gonna start making
a circular motion on your womb,
422
00:26:34,563 --> 00:26:36,843
feeling that energy circulate.
423
00:26:40,643 --> 00:26:43,083
We're gonna be talking about emotions,
424
00:26:43,163 --> 00:26:46,083
which is something
I'm definitely not good at doing.
425
00:26:46,163 --> 00:26:48,483
So I really don't know
how this is gonna go.
426
00:26:48,563 --> 00:26:50,483
So we're gonna take a deep breath in
427
00:26:51,363 --> 00:26:54,043
and allow yourself into the womb space.
428
00:27:01,243 --> 00:27:02,963
Ask, "What are the patterns
429
00:27:03,043 --> 00:27:06,163
that keep showing up for me
in my relationships?"
430
00:27:10,643 --> 00:27:12,723
I need some healing
431
00:27:12,803 --> 00:27:15,723
because I am falling back
into my old behavior again.
432
00:27:15,803 --> 00:27:17,123
My mind is confused.
433
00:27:17,883 --> 00:27:19,443
Dominique, would you like to share?
434
00:27:19,523 --> 00:27:24,643
I think I've experienced a lot of people
who made me feel like I was too much.
435
00:27:25,923 --> 00:27:28,243
Detachment and craziness.
436
00:27:29,243 --> 00:27:31,363
Always feeling like I'm second best.
437
00:27:32,043 --> 00:27:33,643
I would say self-doubt.
438
00:27:34,483 --> 00:27:39,763
I abandon men before they can abandon me,
because I feel like I don't deserve love.
439
00:27:39,843 --> 00:27:43,443
Lies, trust issues, and jealousy.
440
00:27:43,523 --> 00:27:47,003
All my past relationships
I've discovered many lies,
441
00:27:47,083 --> 00:27:49,123
and that's why I don't trust men.
442
00:27:49,203 --> 00:27:52,883
Emotionally unavailable and selfishness.
443
00:27:54,563 --> 00:27:56,723
Opening up my womb, I'm starting to think
444
00:27:56,803 --> 00:28:00,483
I'm essentially emotionless
to other people's emotions.
445
00:28:00,563 --> 00:28:03,523
So what we're gonna do
is clear out your womb.
446
00:28:03,603 --> 00:28:07,643
You're gonna start pulling it out
wherever it's stuck in your womb,
447
00:28:07,723 --> 00:28:09,043
flicking it out.
448
00:28:09,123 --> 00:28:11,883
All boys from my past, get out of here.
449
00:28:11,963 --> 00:28:14,723
Serving you
your eviction notice right now.
450
00:28:14,803 --> 00:28:18,123
So now that we've cleared this space,
451
00:28:19,043 --> 00:28:23,563
for the final stage of this workshop,
we're gonna let out a big roar.
452
00:28:33,043 --> 00:28:35,803
And stay out!
453
00:28:41,123 --> 00:28:43,003
No, you need to roar, Nick.
454
00:28:43,603 --> 00:28:45,483
Oh, sorry, you don't have a womb.
455
00:28:47,243 --> 00:28:49,203
That's better, boys.
456
00:28:49,283 --> 00:28:51,683
Still no wombs,
but, hey, you enjoy your game.
457
00:28:53,843 --> 00:28:54,923
-Shit.
458
00:28:56,923 --> 00:28:57,883
Let's go.
459
00:28:57,963 --> 00:28:59,443
What's up there? Boom!
460
00:29:05,643 --> 00:29:08,843
Now that their wombs are cleared,
they have the best possible chance
461
00:29:08,923 --> 00:29:11,963
of bringing in healthy relationships
that are gonna flourish.
462
00:29:12,043 --> 00:29:14,403
I'm gonna ask the women
who they want to welcome
463
00:29:14,483 --> 00:29:16,803
into their sacred womb space.
464
00:29:16,883 --> 00:29:21,483
Is there anyone that you would
like to welcome into your womb?
465
00:29:21,563 --> 00:29:24,683
I would like to share
my womb space with Seb.
466
00:29:25,683 --> 00:29:30,723
The person that I want to
enter my womb space is James.
467
00:29:31,243 --> 00:29:34,843
I want to open my womb space to myself.
468
00:29:35,403 --> 00:29:36,243
That's amazing.
469
00:29:36,883 --> 00:29:41,363
I feel very torn between two guys.
470
00:29:43,403 --> 00:29:45,043
It should be Nick.
471
00:29:45,123 --> 00:29:49,323
But I have
this big question mark in my head
472
00:29:49,403 --> 00:29:51,763
just telling me, "What if it's not?"
473
00:29:51,843 --> 00:29:55,443
What do you feel are these questions marks
that are arising for you?
474
00:29:55,963 --> 00:29:56,843
Um…
475
00:29:56,923 --> 00:30:02,323
I think it's because Shawn is very built
and he's sexy as hell.
476
00:30:03,243 --> 00:30:05,803
-Are those some old tendencies?
-Yeah.
477
00:30:05,883 --> 00:30:08,723
It was all games and fun to start with
478
00:30:08,803 --> 00:30:13,083
and then I realized that
there could be something deeper than that.
479
00:30:13,163 --> 00:30:16,883
And that is also one of the reasons
why I am drawn to Shawn.
480
00:30:17,883 --> 00:30:19,363
I don't know if it's the connection
481
00:30:19,443 --> 00:30:22,203
that I have with Shawn,
we could be a potential match,
482
00:30:22,283 --> 00:30:24,123
or if I am running from Nick.
483
00:30:24,203 --> 00:30:28,043
I don't know if I am capable
of opening myself up like that.
484
00:30:29,603 --> 00:30:33,683
Most of my energy
is right now shifting towards Shawn.
485
00:30:34,643 --> 00:30:36,843
I just don't know what to do.
486
00:30:36,923 --> 00:30:39,003
Nick is such a good guy,
487
00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:44,443
so it would be really unfortunate
to see Jawa's abandonment and trust issues
488
00:30:44,523 --> 00:30:46,923
get in the way of their connection.
489
00:30:47,483 --> 00:30:52,843
I would like to invite Creed to my womb,
'cause I feel like he's a good person.
490
00:30:52,923 --> 00:30:54,363
He has a warm heart.
491
00:30:55,323 --> 00:30:58,443
Uh… But I do have trust issues with men.
492
00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:02,603
So I'm afraid that maybe he can jump ship,
493
00:31:03,243 --> 00:31:05,243
-'cause it has happened before.
-Yeah.
494
00:31:06,523 --> 00:31:09,403
I just want to be
in a relationship with trust.
495
00:31:11,203 --> 00:31:13,683
Hearing Flavia, I realized
496
00:31:13,763 --> 00:31:17,443
I'm not really putting Flavia's emotions
anywhere in this equation.
497
00:31:17,523 --> 00:31:20,323
All I want to do is be honest with Flavia.
498
00:31:25,203 --> 00:31:26,283
Um…
499
00:31:27,163 --> 00:31:28,963
If I'm being honest,
500
00:31:29,043 --> 00:31:32,043
I think there is still
a bit of a connection
501
00:31:32,123 --> 00:31:34,003
that needs to be explored with Creed.
502
00:31:35,403 --> 00:31:37,803
I knew it! Tell me something I don't know.
503
00:31:37,883 --> 00:31:39,723
Imogen is still after Creed.
504
00:31:40,283 --> 00:31:42,243
I wouldn't want to ruin anything here.
505
00:31:43,923 --> 00:31:47,723
But I think he needs to be
more honest with Flavia
506
00:31:47,803 --> 00:31:53,203
because the way that Creed and I speak,
I feel like a genuine connection.
507
00:32:04,563 --> 00:32:07,443
Is Creed telling me one thing
and Imogen another?
508
00:32:08,043 --> 00:32:10,483
I'm very surprised what Imogen's saying
509
00:32:10,563 --> 00:32:12,923
because I had a conversation
with him yesterday.
510
00:32:13,003 --> 00:32:16,123
He told me there's a friendship there.
511
00:32:17,203 --> 00:32:18,803
We also had a chat about it as well.
512
00:32:18,883 --> 00:32:22,803
This sounds like a classic case
of "She said, she said…
513
00:32:22,883 --> 00:32:25,763
and he said something
totally different to both of y'all."
514
00:32:26,523 --> 00:32:28,203
Are you sexually attracted?
515
00:32:28,283 --> 00:32:29,203
-To you?
-Yeah.
516
00:32:29,283 --> 00:32:30,123
Yeah.
517
00:32:30,203 --> 00:32:34,323
-Guess it's not really a friendship then.
-It's hard.
518
00:32:34,403 --> 00:32:36,523
I don't think
you should close anything off.
519
00:32:37,643 --> 00:32:39,443
How do you feel about her?
520
00:32:39,523 --> 00:32:43,123
More like friendship-ish.
521
00:32:43,203 --> 00:32:44,563
-Are you sure?
-Yeah.
522
00:32:45,723 --> 00:32:48,603
Creed,
I think the jig might be up.
523
00:32:49,403 --> 00:32:50,723
Um…
524
00:32:50,803 --> 00:32:52,083
Okay.
525
00:32:52,163 --> 00:32:53,043
Yeah.
526
00:32:54,403 --> 00:32:57,203
Okay, but he should have told me that.
527
00:32:57,283 --> 00:32:59,163
Why didn't he do it?
528
00:32:59,243 --> 00:33:02,043
-That's something you need to ask him.
-Okay, yeah.
529
00:33:06,123 --> 00:33:08,483
I've given Creed
the chance to be honest with me
530
00:33:08,563 --> 00:33:09,923
and I don't think he has been.
531
00:33:10,003 --> 00:33:12,363
I'm going to get to the bottom of this.
532
00:33:13,123 --> 00:33:16,683
Maybe he kept hiding stuff.
533
00:33:19,243 --> 00:33:20,563
Thank you, everyone.
534
00:33:20,643 --> 00:33:23,843
I really appreciated
how you all shared vulnerably.
535
00:33:23,923 --> 00:33:25,323
Thank you.
536
00:33:35,683 --> 00:33:38,323
Hopefully, they see
how men's feelings are--
537
00:33:38,403 --> 00:33:41,003
-I hope so. Please.
-I hope so.
538
00:33:41,083 --> 00:33:42,443
We have feelings too.
539
00:33:42,523 --> 00:33:47,243
Yep, the first agenda item
at the womb workshop was men's feelings.
540
00:33:47,803 --> 00:33:49,243
-Hi!
-Hey!
541
00:33:49,323 --> 00:33:50,563
-Hello.
-Hi.
542
00:33:51,723 --> 00:33:53,843
You guys wanna know what we learned today?
543
00:33:53,923 --> 00:33:54,803
Talk to us.
544
00:33:54,883 --> 00:33:59,603
Apparently, like, we soak up
a lot of energy from our sexual partners.
545
00:34:01,843 --> 00:34:03,483
Where's Flavia?
546
00:34:09,123 --> 00:34:12,403
I think maybe
you just haven't defined the lines
547
00:34:12,483 --> 00:34:14,563
between a friendship and something more
548
00:34:14,643 --> 00:34:17,523
with someone
that you could potentially be attached to.
549
00:34:19,483 --> 00:34:22,282
Imogen and Flavia had a chat. I'm fucked.
550
00:34:23,323 --> 00:34:24,682
Agreed, Creed.
551
00:34:36,363 --> 00:34:38,722
Today at the workshop,
we were supposed to say
552
00:34:38,803 --> 00:34:43,163
if there was anyone we wanted
to let into our womb, and I said you.
553
00:34:43,242 --> 00:34:46,563
I feel good that you're letting me in.
Chopping at the door.
554
00:34:49,603 --> 00:34:54,403
The things I love I set free.
If they return to me, it's meant to be.
555
00:34:54,483 --> 00:34:57,963
I can't hold on to anything.
I have to let it flow.
556
00:35:03,843 --> 00:35:06,283
You did good today
because you told her how you felt
557
00:35:06,363 --> 00:35:07,843
without revealing everything.
558
00:35:07,923 --> 00:35:10,163
Why does he do this with everybody?
I don't get it.
559
00:35:18,763 --> 00:35:21,243
I would not want to be Creed right now.
560
00:35:22,003 --> 00:35:25,883
Imogen said that I should speak to you
561
00:35:25,963 --> 00:35:28,523
because you were keeping
some words from me.
562
00:35:29,523 --> 00:35:31,403
What has she said?
563
00:35:31,483 --> 00:35:35,043
That you don't know what you want.
That you are between me and her.
564
00:35:37,123 --> 00:35:39,243
She's saying
she has a connection with you.
565
00:35:39,323 --> 00:35:41,403
You and her really have something.
566
00:35:41,483 --> 00:35:45,083
If you want something with her,
forget about me.
567
00:35:46,643 --> 00:35:49,003
I really
don't want to mess this one up.
568
00:35:49,083 --> 00:35:51,963
I have to be really careful
of what I'm about to say.
569
00:35:52,043 --> 00:35:54,683
My advice would be the truth.
570
00:35:54,763 --> 00:35:57,923
So there's nothing I should worry
about something you said?
571
00:35:58,923 --> 00:36:00,483
Not that I can think of.
572
00:36:01,283 --> 00:36:05,123
I have said to her
that I see it more as a friendship.
573
00:36:08,003 --> 00:36:11,003
I've been extremely honest
in everything I've said.
574
00:36:11,083 --> 00:36:13,323
-That's what she told me.
-I understand that.
575
00:36:13,403 --> 00:36:17,163
But like if I were telling you
I see you as a friend,
576
00:36:17,243 --> 00:36:18,723
what would you think?
577
00:36:18,803 --> 00:36:22,683
-That you were not interested.
-Exactly.
578
00:36:24,043 --> 00:36:27,563
At the end of the day,
who am I cuddling in front of who?
579
00:36:27,643 --> 00:36:29,483
-Obviously, it's me.
-Yeah.
580
00:36:29,563 --> 00:36:32,883
Wow! It looks like Creed
might live to fight another day.
581
00:36:33,883 --> 00:36:36,883
After what I heard from Creed,
I can see clearly now.
582
00:36:36,963 --> 00:36:40,763
He's trying to be a nice friend
and she's misunderstanding the signals.
583
00:36:40,843 --> 00:36:43,323
But he needs to make himself
very clear to Imogen.
584
00:36:43,883 --> 00:36:46,123
You should put a line.
585
00:36:47,643 --> 00:36:51,163
We have a connection,
and that is where I'm at.
586
00:36:51,243 --> 00:36:56,163
I think I deserve respect
and you should be very specific to her.
587
00:36:56,243 --> 00:36:57,363
Yeah. I agree.
588
00:36:57,443 --> 00:37:01,643
The thing you have to remember
is I did that with Sophie and it was…
589
00:37:01,723 --> 00:37:04,443
It was horrible, so now,
instead of doing it like this,
590
00:37:04,523 --> 00:37:06,323
-it's like a slow process that--
-No.
591
00:37:07,163 --> 00:37:11,243
I really need you to talk to Imogen
and tell her you're with me.
592
00:37:11,323 --> 00:37:12,683
-Yeah.
-That's it.
593
00:37:13,563 --> 00:37:17,043
Fair. I can do that. That's an easy fix.
594
00:37:17,643 --> 00:37:19,443
I've got away with it here.
595
00:37:19,523 --> 00:37:23,963
I wasn't 100% honest,
but now I need to do the right thing.
596
00:37:24,043 --> 00:37:27,203
There's a difference
between needing to do the right thing
597
00:37:27,283 --> 00:37:28,683
and actually doing it.
598
00:37:28,763 --> 00:37:31,803
But I've got everything
crossed for you, Creed.
599
00:37:42,443 --> 00:37:44,603
What's going on with you, beautiful?
600
00:37:45,163 --> 00:37:49,803
The workshop has made me realize
that I need to make a decision right now.
601
00:37:49,883 --> 00:37:50,963
Scary.
602
00:37:51,043 --> 00:37:54,523
You killing the game right now.
You call yourself best-dressed here?
603
00:37:54,603 --> 00:37:56,923
I don't know. Am I the best-dressed here?
604
00:37:57,403 --> 00:38:01,443
You didn't wear no jewelry with it
and you still popping. That says a lot.
605
00:38:02,803 --> 00:38:06,843
But Shawn is being Mr. Smooth right now.
606
00:38:07,763 --> 00:38:09,963
Shawn is moving in for the kill.
607
00:38:10,043 --> 00:38:12,323
So, Nick,
if you're gonna fight for your girl,
608
00:38:12,403 --> 00:38:14,083
it's now or never.
609
00:38:18,003 --> 00:38:19,763
Is he meditating again?
610
00:38:25,963 --> 00:38:30,003
Or maybe he's performing an exorcism
on Jawa's horny demons.
611
00:38:34,963 --> 00:38:38,603
Right. You single,
ready to mingle with Shawn?
612
00:38:38,683 --> 00:38:41,283
-Could be. Who knows?
-Huh? Could be. Who knows?
613
00:38:41,963 --> 00:38:43,923
My head
is all over the place to be honest.
614
00:38:44,003 --> 00:38:46,483
-I know. It's like a tornado?
-It's a tornado.
615
00:38:47,283 --> 00:38:50,643
The thing that I'm asking myself is,
"Is this connection real?"
616
00:38:52,083 --> 00:38:53,483
I might be cracking jokes,
617
00:38:53,563 --> 00:38:56,123
but it's very important for me
to let her know how I feel.
618
00:38:56,203 --> 00:38:58,203
I really want her
to see that side of myself.
619
00:38:59,683 --> 00:39:02,683
I think you're beautiful.
I really think you're beautiful.
620
00:39:02,763 --> 00:39:06,283
I think you're sweet, but I feel like
you got so much more, and I just…
621
00:39:06,363 --> 00:39:11,323
I just think personality-wise,
relatability-wise, long-term-gevity,
622
00:39:12,803 --> 00:39:14,243
you are the one.
623
00:39:14,323 --> 00:39:16,643
Shawn has brought his A game.
624
00:39:16,723 --> 00:39:19,203
He even invented the word
"long-term-gevity."
625
00:39:19,283 --> 00:39:22,603
I really need to know
if there's something here.
626
00:39:22,683 --> 00:39:24,443
-I need to know.
-I know there is.
627
00:39:24,523 --> 00:39:27,323
I know there's something here. No doubt.
628
00:39:43,843 --> 00:39:45,603
He's telling you one thing and her another
629
00:39:45,683 --> 00:39:47,763
and he shouldn't
be allowed to play you both.
630
00:39:47,843 --> 00:39:51,283
I told him, if you want to build something
with someone you really like,
631
00:39:51,363 --> 00:39:52,683
that person comes first.
632
00:39:52,763 --> 00:39:53,963
Yep. Agreed.
633
00:39:54,043 --> 00:39:56,683
He said he'll
cut things off straight away.
634
00:39:56,763 --> 00:39:59,203
And he said,
"I understand and I will do it."
635
00:39:59,283 --> 00:40:02,483
-Oh, my God.
-I hate being mean, but he has to learn.
636
00:40:03,043 --> 00:40:05,763
No, you're not being mean,
you're standing up for yourself.
637
00:40:06,723 --> 00:40:10,363
Flavia has a point, Creed.
You do have to learn.
638
00:40:10,523 --> 00:40:12,723
And here comes your practical exam.
639
00:40:16,083 --> 00:40:17,363
Hi.
640
00:40:19,083 --> 00:40:20,163
G'day.
641
00:40:20,243 --> 00:40:23,083
This is my chance to say I'm unavailable.
642
00:40:30,563 --> 00:40:33,003
Here's the shitty situation
643
00:40:33,083 --> 00:40:35,803
and it's gonna make me
sound like an absolute prick.
644
00:40:37,083 --> 00:40:40,523
But I'm gonna be completely honest,
'cause it's the best way to be.
645
00:40:40,603 --> 00:40:44,083
Oh, my. I can't believe
he's actually going to do it.
646
00:40:48,123 --> 00:40:50,883
I can't… I can't lead two girls on.
647
00:40:55,763 --> 00:40:56,803
And it's not fair.
648
00:41:01,523 --> 00:41:03,483
Right now, what I have with you…
649
00:41:04,243 --> 00:41:05,803
is not worth giving up.
650
00:41:07,043 --> 00:41:08,403
Wait, what?
651
00:41:08,483 --> 00:41:10,403
Thing is, I'm willing to give it a go.
652
00:41:12,963 --> 00:41:14,403
Oh, shit.
653
00:41:15,043 --> 00:41:19,763
It's really hard to do the right thing
when she's just so tempting.
654
00:41:19,843 --> 00:41:21,763
What am I doing?
655
00:41:23,403 --> 00:41:27,323
I know, like,
what I have with you is deeper--
656
00:41:27,403 --> 00:41:30,483
But did you guys, like, talk?
657
00:41:32,323 --> 00:41:33,243
Yeah.
658
00:41:35,363 --> 00:41:36,883
Oh, well…
659
00:41:36,963 --> 00:41:40,563
I didn't think he'd ever have the balls
to be honest with Flavia.
660
00:41:40,643 --> 00:41:44,043
Um… Yeah, about that, Imogen…
661
00:41:44,123 --> 00:41:45,603
Are you gonna sleep in my bed?
662
00:41:47,883 --> 00:41:51,283
Say I jump into your bed, right?
663
00:41:51,363 --> 00:41:55,203
The last time I was abrupt with Sophie,
shit hit the fan.
664
00:41:55,283 --> 00:41:57,963
-Understand what I'm trying to say?
-Yeah, I do.
665
00:41:58,043 --> 00:42:01,843
Trust me, I'm gonna be
on my side facing the fucking door.
666
00:42:07,723 --> 00:42:10,443
I'm sorry for putting you
in such a shit position.
667
00:42:12,603 --> 00:42:14,163
What have I done now?
668
00:42:14,243 --> 00:42:17,243
You'd better be ready
to face the music, Creed,
669
00:42:17,323 --> 00:42:20,763
because I reckon
it's gonna be loud and angry.
670
00:42:39,523 --> 00:42:44,163
There is nobody else in the villa
that I am attracted to like that.
671
00:42:46,643 --> 00:42:48,643
You make my heart beat faster.
672
00:42:48,723 --> 00:42:51,003
'Cause it's already beating,
otherwise I'd be dead.
673
00:42:53,083 --> 00:42:57,203
Look, I'm just saying
stupid stuff now, but all right.
674
00:42:57,283 --> 00:42:59,763
-Do I make you nervous?
-Yeah.
675
00:42:59,843 --> 00:43:02,843
But every day you will see
more of me come out of my shell.
676
00:43:09,443 --> 00:43:12,843
There's more to Shawn
than he shows people.
677
00:43:12,923 --> 00:43:14,683
It's blowing my mind right now.
678
00:43:21,523 --> 00:43:23,683
I would really appreciate if…
679
00:43:25,323 --> 00:43:27,443
we were to share the bed tonight.
680
00:43:28,683 --> 00:43:29,523
Um…
681
00:43:33,323 --> 00:43:35,603
You know, just to explore.
682
00:43:41,003 --> 00:43:44,523
This is one of the hardest
decisions I've ever had to make.