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Damn.

2
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[groans]

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-Hello.
-Hello.

4
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[Lana chimes]

5
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Lana Banana.

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I care a lot about Nick,

7
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but I didn't expect Shawn to walk in
and look like that. This man is sexy.

8
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I can look, but I cannot touch, right?

9
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[Desiree] <i>Technically you can,</i>
<i>but Lana's touch tax can be hefty.</i>

10
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[Lana] <i>Imogen and Shawn,</i>
<i>I hope you enjoyed your dates yesterday</i>

11
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<i>and your first night in the retreat.</i>

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I was knocked out.

13
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I might have took Kayla
on that first date,

14
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but as soon as I saw Jawa,
I knew I had messed up.

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She's had plenty of time
to get to know Nick. It's my turn.

16
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Aussie, Aussie, Aussie.

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Rep the Aussies.

18
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Yesterday,
I had a phenomenal date with Imogen,

19
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but right now,
I'm really happy with Flavia.

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[Desiree] <i>Aw, cute.</i>

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The problem is
Imogen's Aussie and super beautiful.

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[Desiree] <i>So you're happy with Flavia,</i>
<i>but could be even happier with Imogen?</i>

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<i>Got it.</i>

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[Lana] <i>I hope the other guests</i>
<i>have been making you feel most welcome.</i>

25
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Yeah, mostly.

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I know that Creed
is sharing a bed with Flavia,

27
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but Creed is giving me
these cheeky little looks.

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The eye contact makes me more confident
that there is a connection there with us.

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Glad to be here.

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[Lana] <i>As you approach</i>
<i>the latter stages of my retreat,</i>

31
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<i>I have noticed that some of you</i>
<i>still need to fully commit to the process,</i>

32
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<i>whilst others</i>
<i>need to fully commit to each other.</i>

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Oh, shit.

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[Lana] <i>The decision</i>
<i>about what to do next is yours,</i>

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<i>but I will be watching.</i>

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-What?
-Oh, my--

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What?

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[Ethan] <i>Go away, Lana.</i>

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Blah, blah, blah.

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[Desiree] <i>Be careful, Ethan.</i>

41
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<i>Lana's got a naughty step</i>
<i>with your name on it.</i>

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-Oh, shit.
-Oh, shit.

43
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How are you feeling?

44
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[groans]

45
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[sighs] It's just so fricking hard.

46
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-Like, honestly, the hardest thing.
-I know.

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I'm not ready to be in a relationship.

48
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I'm not open to getting
to know anyone in that way,

49
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I think my experience
with Creed in here solidified that for me.

50
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I'm just not sure
what more I can learn here.

51
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I feel like you can do it.

52
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Every day I wake up
and I'm just counting down the days to go.

53
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How fucking beautiful are you?

54
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-You're something.
-I'm with somebody.

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[Desiree] <i>Ethan, you may have been</i>
<i>given the boot by Brittan,</i>

56
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<i>but with a new girl in the villa,</i>
<i>you're back in the game.</i>

57
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-You've got a good body, to be fair.
-Thank you.

58
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So I'm real curious. Are your boobs real?

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[Desiree] Ah,
<i>the quintessential British gentleman.</i>

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There's a new girl in the house
and she is hot.

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I love a pair of fake boobs.

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Like, I don't know how I'm gonna carry on
and not break the rules.

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I get, like, fuckboy vibes from you.

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[both chuckle]

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[Desiree] <i>You walked right into that one.</i>

66
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Jawa and I
are connecting and growing together

67
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so much more than I ever anticipated.

68
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But since Shawn showed up,
Jawahir is acting a bit different

69
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and I really want to see
where her head is at.

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[Shawn] My beautiful Black queen.

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Hi, Shawn.

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[Desiree] <i>In answer</i>
<i>to your question, Nick,</i>

73
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<i>her head is dangerously close to Shawn's.</i>

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I'm about to talk to Jawa.
I got to give it all I got.

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I gotta get that connection started
and hopefully things will spark.

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You look great. You in the gym
or you just naturally built like this?

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I do work out.
I run a lot, so this is all natural.

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-Mmm. I can tell. I love it.
-No fillers.

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Thank you.

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If you look up the word
"tempting" in the dictionary,

81
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you will find a picture of Shawn.

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[Desiree] <i>And if you look up the word</i>
<i>"besotted," there's a picture of Nick.</i>

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You're connected with Nick.

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-It's definitely there.
-There?

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Yeah, it's definitely there.

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-But I'm just like very curious about you.
-I like that.

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-You obviously look good.
-Thank you.

88
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I'm definitely getting the vibe
that Jawa's enjoying herself.

89
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It's time for me to make a move.

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-Lotion.
-Oh, shit.

91
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[Jawahir laughing]

92
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[Desiree] <i>Well, that escalated quickly.</i>

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Mmm, I like that.

94
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I'm sorry, Nick, I really do like you,
but when Shawn touches my leg…

95
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[exclaims]

96
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What's wrong with me?

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[Desiree] <i>I'd hold off</i>
<i>having that chat right now if I were you.</i>

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[Jawahir laughing] Oh!

99
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This is my chance right now.
I really need to tell her how I feel.

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-Why do they call you Big Shawn?
-You have to find out.

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[Nick] <i>Fuck, man.</i>
<i>What is going on right now?</i>

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I feel so disappointed

103
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and I really don't know
where to go from here.

104
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Oh, my God. Shawn, Shawn, Shawn.

105
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Hey.

106
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[Jawahir] I'm going to have to stop this
right now because this is a test, right?

107
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'Cause I have Nick in my head.

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-So the new girl--
-She likes Creed.

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I think she wants to go to Creed
but hopefully Creed won't let her.

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Did Creed say he was gonna stay with you?

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-[Flavia] Yep.
-Okay, good.

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I hope he sticks with you.

113
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I hope he does.

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Last night,
Creed reassured me, but in the past

115
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I had some trust issues
with my ex-partners.

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So I really do hope
Creed doesn't screw things up,

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'cause I'm trusting him.

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If Creed wasn't giving me any signals
he was interested, I wouldn't try.

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But I need to find out
exactly what's going on.

120
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Last night, I was sitting back, watching
how you guys were in bed and stuff--

121
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Yeah.

122
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I catch your eye
and you're looking at me. I'm like, "Mmm."

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-Yeah, I--
-[chuckling]

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[Creed] Imogen is stunning.

125
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I am so tempted. I have to stay strong.

126
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Let's not forget Flavia.

127
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[Desiree] <i>Uh, the rest of us</i>
<i>very much remember her.</i>

128
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I'm trying to figure out
if it's a friendship vibe.

129
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Are you sexually attracted?

130
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-To you?
-Yeah.

131
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Yeah.

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-Guess it's not really a friendship then.
-It's hard.

133
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I really want to behave,
but Imogen is making me hot and flustered.

134
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She's giving me those eyes.

135
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But would you say I'm in a position
where I shouldn't try to pursue you at all

136
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or would you still like me
to continue getting to know you?

137
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Would you rather me keep trying
or would you rather me fully close off?

138
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-I don't think you should fully close off.
-So it's a yes?

139
00:08:15,643 --> 00:08:17,643
Yeah. It's a yes.

140
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I don't think
you should close anything off.

141
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I'm stuck in between
the perfect girl and the perfect girl.

142
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This is a real dilemma.

143
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[Desiree] <i>It's a tough life, Creed.</i>

144
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I don't know where things stand with Jawa.

145
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<i>I feel very emotionally drained</i>

146
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<i>and I am not in the mood</i>
<i>for everyone else right now.</i>

147
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[Desiree] <i>Well, I hate to break it</i>
<i>to you, Nick, but…</i>

148
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[groans]

149
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<i>…it's party time!</i>

150
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<i>Lana's throwing a Forbidden Fruit party</i>
<i>to welcome the new arrivals.</i>

151
00:09:03,243 --> 00:09:06,083
At least my quads look big.
Girls love big quads.

152
00:09:06,163 --> 00:09:09,243
Forbidden fruit. I hope somebody
wants to take a bite out of me tonight.

153
00:09:09,963 --> 00:09:11,123
[Dominique] How you feeling?

154
00:09:11,203 --> 00:09:14,203
I'm not really interested
in getting to know anyone.

155
00:09:15,923 --> 00:09:17,523
Let's go!

156
00:09:18,883 --> 00:09:20,483
I love fire!

157
00:09:20,563 --> 00:09:22,123
[all cheering]

158
00:09:23,483 --> 00:09:26,923
All the girls,
they're looking very appealing tonight.

159
00:09:27,643 --> 00:09:28,483
[rimshot]

160
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[Creed]
It just feels like I'm spinning plates.

161
00:09:34,283 --> 00:09:37,243
I've got Flavia over here.
Imogen over here.

162
00:09:37,323 --> 00:09:39,443
Just trying to keep 'em sweet.

163
00:09:39,523 --> 00:09:41,323
[pop music playing]

164
00:09:47,923 --> 00:09:48,923
[Lana chimes]

165
00:09:52,243 --> 00:09:55,643
-No!
-I swear Lana only throws us parties

166
00:09:55,723 --> 00:09:57,163
just so she can crash them.

167
00:10:03,603 --> 00:10:06,163
Can we go back to the party, please?

168
00:10:06,723 --> 00:10:07,883
[Lana chimes]

169
00:10:07,963 --> 00:10:09,923
[Lana] <i>I hope you enjoyed the party.</i>

170
00:10:10,883 --> 00:10:12,523
<i>However…</i>

171
00:10:13,163 --> 00:10:14,323
[Dominique] Oh, hell no.

172
00:10:14,403 --> 00:10:15,843
[Ethan] "However's" never good.

173
00:10:15,923 --> 00:10:17,963
Every time Lana
throws a party, it's a trap.

174
00:10:18,043 --> 00:10:19,563
-Always.
-Always.

175
00:10:19,643 --> 00:10:23,043
I am feeling so nervous right now.
What is going on, Lana?

176
00:10:23,603 --> 00:10:25,483
Was there any breach of the rule?

177
00:10:25,563 --> 00:10:27,603
You can take your eyes off me right now.

178
00:10:27,683 --> 00:10:30,923
Please tell me
Jawa and Shawn didn't break any rules.

179
00:10:33,363 --> 00:10:35,443
[Lana] <i>This morning,</i>
<i>I stressed the importance</i>

180
00:10:35,523 --> 00:10:37,403
<i>of being committed to my process.</i>

181
00:10:38,123 --> 00:10:42,523
<i>Unfortunately, some people</i>
<i>are still falling short of that goal.</i>

182
00:10:42,603 --> 00:10:43,683
Okay.

183
00:10:44,243 --> 00:10:45,883
Oh, shit.

184
00:10:46,643 --> 00:10:50,163
<i>Therefore,</i>
<i>tonight's festivities will also serve</i>

185
00:10:51,123 --> 00:10:52,643
<i>as a leaving party.</i>

186
00:10:53,443 --> 00:10:55,883
-Fuck.
-No.

187
00:10:56,843 --> 00:10:57,803
That's messed up.

188
00:10:58,363 --> 00:11:02,243
Lana is literally
the worst party host alive.

189
00:11:03,883 --> 00:11:05,963
Damn, I ain't even unpack my bags yet.

190
00:11:07,003 --> 00:11:10,123
[Jawahir] My head has been turned
since Shawn has arrived.

191
00:11:10,883 --> 00:11:12,323
I am scared that it's gonna be me.

192
00:11:13,563 --> 00:11:16,603
Somebody's getting booted.
This could be any of us, you know.

193
00:11:18,923 --> 00:11:20,323
Who could it be?

194
00:11:20,403 --> 00:11:23,963
[Lana] <i>Exiting the retreat tonight is…</i>

195
00:11:25,123 --> 00:11:28,203
I really hope it's not me.
I'm not ready to leave.

196
00:11:28,283 --> 00:11:30,403
There's just so much fun to be had here.

197
00:11:32,083 --> 00:11:33,803
I'm really worried it could be me.

198
00:11:33,883 --> 00:11:37,443
I'm juggling the two hottest girls.
I'm not ready to go.

199
00:11:38,563 --> 00:11:42,003
Please don't say my name.

200
00:11:54,843 --> 00:11:56,123
<i>…Ethan.</i>

201
00:11:57,883 --> 00:11:59,443
Oh, my God.

202
00:11:59,923 --> 00:12:02,003
-[Kayla] Oh, shit.
-[Brittan] Oh, my God.

203
00:12:02,083 --> 00:12:03,483
[Nigel] I did not see that coming.

204
00:12:03,563 --> 00:12:06,203
[Lana] <i>Ethan, you have chosen</i>
<i>to focus your attention</i>

205
00:12:06,283 --> 00:12:09,163
<i>exclusively on physical desires…</i>

206
00:12:09,243 --> 00:12:11,363
Sophie's really fit, has an amazing body.

207
00:12:12,043 --> 00:12:14,163
Sophie who? I'm interested in Brittan now.

208
00:12:14,243 --> 00:12:18,723
I just think you're just lush.
Your bum, your boobs. You're perfection.

209
00:12:18,803 --> 00:12:20,403
Are your boobs real?

210
00:12:21,243 --> 00:12:25,243
<i>…and have failed to apply yourself</i>
<i>in my workshops.</i>

211
00:12:25,323 --> 00:12:26,923
[all laughing]

212
00:12:28,563 --> 00:12:30,003
This workshop is rubbish.

213
00:12:30,083 --> 00:12:31,083
[sniffs]

214
00:12:33,643 --> 00:12:35,363
I'm gutted I'm going, honestly.

215
00:12:35,443 --> 00:12:38,563
It's just been
such a good time with everyone.

216
00:12:42,963 --> 00:12:45,883
Lana's been great
and she has taught me a lot.

217
00:12:46,443 --> 00:12:49,883
[Desiree] <i>At last,</i>
<i>Ethan has had a breakthrough.</i>

218
00:12:49,963 --> 00:12:52,603
The first thing
I'm gonna do when I get home is shag.

219
00:12:52,683 --> 00:12:54,723
[Desiree] <i>Nope. Broke right back in.</i>

220
00:12:54,803 --> 00:12:58,083
-The laughs have been unforgettable, mate.
-Facts.

221
00:12:58,163 --> 00:13:00,763
[Desiree] <i>Anyone else finding it hard</i>
<i>to take this seriously</i>

222
00:13:00,843 --> 00:13:03,643
<i>with everyone dressed up</i>
<i>as sexy bondage elves?</i>

223
00:13:04,443 --> 00:13:07,803
[Lana] <i>The second and final person…</i>

224
00:13:07,883 --> 00:13:08,963
[Dominique] Oh, no.

225
00:13:09,523 --> 00:13:11,123
<i>…leaving is…</i>

226
00:13:11,723 --> 00:13:13,643
Two people? Fuck me.

227
00:13:14,883 --> 00:13:17,043
Curveball after curveball.

228
00:13:20,203 --> 00:13:23,363
Another person?
Please, Lana, don't send me home.

229
00:13:25,283 --> 00:13:26,363
Oh, this is bad.

230
00:13:28,123 --> 00:13:31,603
I'm worried that this is going to be me
and I haven't done enough.

231
00:13:38,963 --> 00:13:39,843
<i>…Sophie.</i>

232
00:13:42,083 --> 00:13:43,083
[Nigel] Fuck.

233
00:13:44,643 --> 00:13:48,763
[Lana] <i>Sophie, you opened your heart</i>
<i>to Creed only to be rejected by him.</i>

234
00:13:49,363 --> 00:13:52,723
You're completely ending things with me
romantically to pursue things with her?

235
00:13:52,803 --> 00:13:55,883
-I don't want to be friends with you.
-That was gonna happen.

236
00:13:55,963 --> 00:13:57,043
I think that's muggy.

237
00:13:57,123 --> 00:13:59,083
What a fucking muggy prick.

238
00:14:00,523 --> 00:14:03,123
[Lana] <i>While</i>
<i>that was unfortunate and painful,</i>

239
00:14:03,203 --> 00:14:06,283
<i>you decided to close yourself off</i>
<i>to new opportunities.</i>

240
00:14:06,363 --> 00:14:09,603
I'm so fucking over it.
I don't want to be here anymore.

241
00:14:10,483 --> 00:14:11,763
That's true.

242
00:14:13,003 --> 00:14:14,483
After what happened with Creed,

243
00:14:14,563 --> 00:14:19,003
I wasn't open
to finding a deeper connection anyway.

244
00:14:19,083 --> 00:14:20,363
I do agree with Lana.

245
00:14:20,963 --> 00:14:24,283
<i>I have really struggled,</i>

246
00:14:24,363 --> 00:14:28,003
<i>and I'm not gonna progress</i>
<i>in a genuine connection</i>

247
00:14:28,083 --> 00:14:29,523
<i>at this point in time.</i>

248
00:14:29,603 --> 00:14:33,123
There's no bad blood, Lana.
You and me will always be friends.

249
00:14:34,003 --> 00:14:37,883
[Lana] <i>Ethan and Sophie,</i>
<i>it's time for you to leave the retreat.</i>

250
00:14:37,963 --> 00:14:38,963
Oh, Sophie.

251
00:14:39,043 --> 00:14:40,963
[speaking indistinctly]

252
00:14:42,483 --> 00:14:43,803
-See you later, guys.
-Bye.

253
00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:45,563
Bye. Cheers.

254
00:14:45,643 --> 00:14:49,363
She tried so hard.
Creed broke her fucking heart.

255
00:14:49,443 --> 00:14:52,443
[Lana] <i>For my remaining guests,</i>
<i>let this be a reminder</i>

256
00:14:52,523 --> 00:14:56,443
<i>that the choices you make</i>
<i>will ultimately seal your fate.</i>

257
00:14:58,803 --> 00:15:02,523
I feel like we have to have
a real conversation about a lot of stuff.

258
00:15:02,603 --> 00:15:06,443
The thing that I could do right now
is be honest towards Nick about Shawn.

259
00:15:06,523 --> 00:15:09,523
And this is probably the lesson
that Lana wanted to teach me.

260
00:15:21,443 --> 00:15:24,363
[Brittan] Tonight started out so fun,

261
00:15:24,443 --> 00:15:27,563
but became horrible
on the flip of a switch.

262
00:15:28,203 --> 00:15:31,323
What a day, man. Fuck me.

263
00:15:31,403 --> 00:15:33,043
Yeah, it's not good, is it?

264
00:15:33,123 --> 00:15:35,483
It is one of the worst nights. Huh?

265
00:15:36,363 --> 00:15:40,403
Lana's given me more time in the retreat.
That could have been me going home.

266
00:15:40,483 --> 00:15:42,483
I've been flirting with Imogen.

267
00:15:42,563 --> 00:15:43,763
It's too risky.

268
00:15:43,843 --> 00:15:47,203
I don't think I should throw away
what I have with Flavia right now.

269
00:15:53,243 --> 00:15:54,123
[sighs]

270
00:15:54,203 --> 00:15:55,043
Fuck.

271
00:16:00,323 --> 00:16:01,523
What's up?

272
00:16:02,083 --> 00:16:03,083
Hey.

273
00:16:05,003 --> 00:16:08,763
I know we care a lot about each other.
I've never been in this place before.

274
00:16:08,843 --> 00:16:12,923
I've never felt this way,
but there's just so many question marks.

275
00:16:13,003 --> 00:16:14,123
[exhales]

276
00:16:14,203 --> 00:16:15,843
This is gonna be so tough.

277
00:16:17,123 --> 00:16:18,323
Um…

278
00:16:18,403 --> 00:16:20,323
I know you're feeling Shawn.

279
00:16:20,403 --> 00:16:22,803
I know that there's,
like, whatever it is there.

280
00:16:22,883 --> 00:16:25,683
I don't know what it is.
I just need the truth.

281
00:16:28,643 --> 00:16:30,403
[Jawahir] I feel so bad right now.

282
00:16:30,483 --> 00:16:31,443
[sobs]

283
00:16:34,923 --> 00:16:39,483
It wasn't just
a casual dance with Shawn and…

284
00:16:40,923 --> 00:16:43,523
Shawn was massaging me today at the pool.

285
00:16:44,883 --> 00:16:48,563
Yeah, I know. I walked out and saw it.

286
00:16:48,643 --> 00:16:49,843
Oh, my God.

287
00:16:52,203 --> 00:16:54,803
It was very selfish.
I did think about you.

288
00:16:54,883 --> 00:16:58,883
-I'm sorry that you had to watch that.
-It's okay.

289
00:16:58,963 --> 00:17:00,043
It's not okay.

290
00:17:01,363 --> 00:17:02,203
Um…

291
00:17:02,283 --> 00:17:05,163
I want to tell you
where my head's at with things.

292
00:17:05,243 --> 00:17:10,003
I feel a sense of love
that I've never felt before.

293
00:17:10,563 --> 00:17:13,843
I like--
I genuinely like you so much, Nick,

294
00:17:14,683 --> 00:17:16,563
to a point that it scares me.

295
00:17:17,603 --> 00:17:20,763
But it's just like a part of me
is just so scared

296
00:17:21,483 --> 00:17:24,642
of giving a part of myself to someone.

297
00:17:24,723 --> 00:17:28,203
I tend to doubt myself
whenever I give myself to someone.

298
00:17:28,923 --> 00:17:32,642
<i>Being adopted has caused me to think</i>
<i>that I am not worthy of love</i>

299
00:17:32,723 --> 00:17:34,643
because they will abandon me.

300
00:17:35,603 --> 00:17:41,043
I have to step back and think for myself,
"Is this really what I want?"

301
00:17:41,123 --> 00:17:44,083
If you need your space,
I will give you your space.

302
00:17:44,883 --> 00:17:48,363
But you need to tell me
what it is you want

303
00:17:48,443 --> 00:17:50,283
and how you want to go about it.

304
00:17:50,363 --> 00:17:57,003
I can't wonder day in and day out
if it's between me and someone else.

305
00:17:57,563 --> 00:17:58,963
I know.

306
00:18:01,403 --> 00:18:06,283
The truth is, Shawn is my type.

307
00:18:11,723 --> 00:18:14,523
And I feel like
I do want to get to know him

308
00:18:14,603 --> 00:18:16,683
-before I make my choice.
-[sighs]

309
00:18:19,203 --> 00:18:21,163
[Nick] What has just happened?

310
00:18:22,963 --> 00:18:24,883
It hurts so bad.

311
00:18:25,763 --> 00:18:28,563
-And I just… I really need to think.
-Okay.

312
00:18:30,123 --> 00:18:32,363
-Then sleep on it.
-Yeah.

313
00:18:32,443 --> 00:18:33,323
Sleep on it.

314
00:18:35,283 --> 00:18:37,443
I got a very big, big decision to make.

315
00:18:37,523 --> 00:18:41,963
Am I going to stick with Nick
or get to know Shawn?

316
00:18:42,043 --> 00:18:45,123
I just need to think about it
before I hurt anyone.

317
00:18:45,203 --> 00:18:46,603
[sighs]

318
00:18:46,683 --> 00:18:47,683
Fuck.

319
00:18:51,123 --> 00:18:52,163
[sobs]

320
00:19:12,203 --> 00:19:13,323
[groans]

321
00:19:15,083 --> 00:19:17,883
Last night was a bit rough.
I didn't like that at all.

322
00:19:17,963 --> 00:19:21,003
I'm really grateful
that we're all still here together.

323
00:19:21,523 --> 00:19:22,603
-[Brittan] Yeah.
-Yeah.

324
00:19:23,203 --> 00:19:25,683
[Nick] Today I'm giving Jawa her space.

325
00:19:25,763 --> 00:19:27,043
I hope she realizes

326
00:19:27,123 --> 00:19:29,283
what she's missing out on
if she walks away.

327
00:19:30,043 --> 00:19:32,243
[Creed] I think
that should be a wake-up call

328
00:19:32,323 --> 00:19:36,003
and we should honestly take every day
and have the most fun with it.

329
00:19:42,683 --> 00:19:44,163
[Flavia] Something feels off.

330
00:19:44,243 --> 00:19:47,803
I can't help noticing
that Imogen is always staring at Creed.

331
00:19:47,883 --> 00:19:50,203
But maybe it's just me
making ideas in my head.

332
00:19:50,283 --> 00:19:51,923
I need to have a chat with him later.

333
00:19:54,203 --> 00:19:57,723
[Imogen] Creed's literally giving me
all the signs that he likes me.

334
00:19:57,803 --> 00:19:59,723
I know that Flavia's in the equation,

335
00:19:59,803 --> 00:20:02,683
but at the end of the day
I need to do what's best for me.

336
00:20:02,763 --> 00:20:06,363
So it's time for me
to step up my seductive game plan.

337
00:20:06,443 --> 00:20:07,923
[Desiree] <i>Oh, boy.</i>

338
00:20:08,003 --> 00:20:11,323
<i>That's the face of someone</i>
<i>who already knows they've won.</i>

339
00:20:21,403 --> 00:20:25,243
Where are you at
with Nick and Shawn and all your men?

340
00:20:25,843 --> 00:20:29,403
I feel so bad to say it,
but I really do want to get to know Shawn.

341
00:20:29,483 --> 00:20:33,723
I have this need in me
to find out what he's about.

342
00:20:33,803 --> 00:20:37,963
Whenever he looks at me,
oh, my God. Oh, my God.

343
00:20:38,043 --> 00:20:40,763
Yeah. What are you gonna do now?

344
00:20:41,683 --> 00:20:43,203
I don't know, girl.

345
00:20:43,283 --> 00:20:44,883
I need to make a choice.

346
00:20:44,963 --> 00:20:48,803
<i>Shawn is very good looking,</i>
<i>but I am trying to figure out</i>

347
00:20:48,883 --> 00:20:50,403
if it's something deeper.

348
00:20:50,483 --> 00:20:51,843
This is a heavy decision,

349
00:20:51,923 --> 00:20:54,563
because if you go to Shawn
you'll probably lose Nick.

350
00:20:54,643 --> 00:20:55,483
[Jawahir] Mmm-hmm.

351
00:21:04,603 --> 00:21:06,763
What's going on between you and Imogen?

352
00:21:08,043 --> 00:21:09,763
How do you feel about her?

353
00:21:09,843 --> 00:21:13,283
More like friendship-ish.

354
00:21:13,363 --> 00:21:16,003
[Desiree] <i>Well, you sound convincing-ish.</i>

355
00:21:16,083 --> 00:21:17,683
-Are you sure?
-Yeah.

356
00:21:18,843 --> 00:21:21,443
I really like Creed,
but in the back of my head

357
00:21:21,523 --> 00:21:25,563
I feel like he left Sophie for me
and that might happen again.

358
00:21:26,323 --> 00:21:30,923
The right thing to do,
if you are in between two girls,

359
00:21:31,003 --> 00:21:32,683
-is to tell the truth.
-Yeah.

360
00:21:32,763 --> 00:21:34,803
I just wanted you to know

361
00:21:34,883 --> 00:21:38,883
that the way
everything's going is, like, is perfect.

362
00:21:52,043 --> 00:21:53,803
[Desiree] <i>Well, that's cheeky.</i>

363
00:21:53,883 --> 00:21:55,283
But, um…

364
00:21:57,723 --> 00:21:59,403
What was I gonna say?

365
00:21:59,483 --> 00:22:00,763
Hello, Creed?

366
00:22:16,323 --> 00:22:17,843
[Flavia] What the fuck?

367
00:22:17,923 --> 00:22:21,083
What the fuck is going on?
I know Imogen is after my man.

368
00:22:22,043 --> 00:22:22,963
[scoffs]

369
00:22:48,523 --> 00:22:49,643
Hi, Shawn.

370
00:22:49,723 --> 00:22:52,443
Hey. How you doing?

371
00:22:53,563 --> 00:22:55,523
-You have pretty teeth.
-You too.

372
00:22:55,603 --> 00:22:57,323
You have this white, bright smile.

373
00:22:58,003 --> 00:23:00,923
-It's crazy.
-Thank you. I love how you compliment me.

374
00:23:01,723 --> 00:23:03,643
I'm rubbing on your leg
for the second time.

375
00:23:03,723 --> 00:23:06,003
-Yeah.
-You feel more comfortable with me or…

376
00:23:06,563 --> 00:23:09,603
-I do feel comfortable.
-If you're comfortable with me, I'm…

377
00:23:09,683 --> 00:23:11,803
Trust me,
I'm coming at you with open arms.

378
00:23:11,883 --> 00:23:12,923
<i>As we're talking,</i>

379
00:23:13,003 --> 00:23:16,683
I'm making sure she knows I'm listening
and I'm giving her physical touch.

380
00:23:16,763 --> 00:23:19,003
Hitting two different love languages
at the same time.

381
00:23:19,083 --> 00:23:21,843
My head is a bit in a mess right now.

382
00:23:21,923 --> 00:23:24,003
And I don't know
why my attention has been shifted.

383
00:23:24,083 --> 00:23:27,363
The thing is, with you,
it's just that I just don't know.

384
00:23:27,443 --> 00:23:29,283
-It's the mystery.
-Mystery. Yeah.

385
00:23:29,363 --> 00:23:31,203
I just want to get to know Shawn.

386
00:23:33,883 --> 00:23:36,723
I'm brought up probably
a lot different than most of the men here.

387
00:23:36,803 --> 00:23:40,043
You haven't had a chance
to learn that about me.

388
00:23:40,123 --> 00:23:44,203
My dad left at a early age.
I was in a group home, so I was adopted.

389
00:23:51,363 --> 00:23:53,483
Crazy that you were saying
you were adopted

390
00:23:53,563 --> 00:23:54,883
because I've been adopted too.

391
00:23:54,963 --> 00:23:56,283
[exclaims softly]

392
00:23:56,363 --> 00:23:58,643
-Yeah.
-I can understand-- I know the pain.

393
00:23:58,723 --> 00:24:03,643
And that is something that me and you
could connect on a whole different level.

394
00:24:04,523 --> 00:24:07,883
I feel like I am getting
to know Shawn a bit better.

395
00:24:07,963 --> 00:24:09,443
We have a lot in common,

396
00:24:09,523 --> 00:24:13,443
but the fact that I care about Nick
is making the whole situation hard.

397
00:24:13,523 --> 00:24:15,443
I just don't know what to do.

398
00:24:15,523 --> 00:24:18,283
I just don't want you
to think I'm just all looks.

399
00:24:18,363 --> 00:24:19,843
There's far more than that.

400
00:24:19,923 --> 00:24:24,003
[Desiree] <i>Looks like Jawa is stuck</i>
<i>between a rock and a Shawn place.</i>

401
00:24:24,763 --> 00:24:27,563
<i>Luckily, I'm besties</i>
<i>with an all-seeing cone.</i>

402
00:24:28,483 --> 00:24:29,403
[Lana chimes]

403
00:24:29,483 --> 00:24:31,923
[Lana] <i>I'm glad</i>
<i>you have faith in me, Desiree.</i>

404
00:24:32,003 --> 00:24:33,563
<i>In order for Jawahir</i>

405
00:24:33,643 --> 00:24:36,283
<i>to make the correct decision</i>
<i>for this tough choice,</i>

406
00:24:36,363 --> 00:24:38,883
<i>she needs to dig deep,</i>
<i>learn about herself,</i>

407
00:24:38,963 --> 00:24:40,723
<i>and find out what she really wants.</i>

408
00:24:40,803 --> 00:24:43,963
<i>Therefore, I have created</i>
<i>a women's-only workshop</i>

409
00:24:44,043 --> 00:24:46,483
<i>to help Jawahir tap into her inner wisdom</i>

410
00:24:46,563 --> 00:24:49,203
<i>in a space away from distractions.</i>

411
00:24:49,283 --> 00:24:50,123
Welcome.

412
00:24:50,203 --> 00:24:54,483
[Desiree] <i>I'm pretty sure that's something</i>
<i>they can all benefit from.</i>

413
00:24:55,723 --> 00:25:00,483
[Lana] <i>To lead this workshop, I've invited</i>
<i>empowerment mentor, Matilda Carroll,</i>

414
00:25:00,563 --> 00:25:04,683
<i>who specializes in helping women</i>
<i>open up to their true feelings.</i>

415
00:25:04,763 --> 00:25:08,043
Today's workshop
is going to be all about the womb.

416
00:25:08,123 --> 00:25:09,683
[Desiree] <i>Well, this is a first.</i>

417
00:25:09,763 --> 00:25:12,603
The womb is far beyond
somewhere that just births babies.

418
00:25:12,683 --> 00:25:16,163
It's also an emotional center.
It's like a big sponge.

419
00:25:16,243 --> 00:25:17,763
Women tap into this energy

420
00:25:17,843 --> 00:25:20,643
and it informs the decisions
they make in their lives.

421
00:25:21,043 --> 00:25:22,123
[Desiree] <i>Okay, cool.</i>

422
00:25:22,203 --> 00:25:24,563
Today's workshop
is gonna be all about the womb.

423
00:25:27,403 --> 00:25:28,323
Why?

424
00:25:29,363 --> 00:25:30,643
Fucking wombs, man.

425
00:25:30,723 --> 00:25:33,323
I'd love to know
what you think the womb is.

426
00:25:33,403 --> 00:25:35,243
It's a place where men come from

427
00:25:35,323 --> 00:25:37,603
and try to get back
in there their whole life.

428
00:25:38,323 --> 00:25:39,283
I love that.

429
00:25:41,163 --> 00:25:43,723
The womb absorbs a lot of energy.

430
00:25:43,803 --> 00:25:48,563
It also is a place where our intuition
and our wisdom is also.

431
00:25:48,643 --> 00:25:49,483
What?

432
00:25:50,723 --> 00:25:52,763
This is insane.

433
00:25:52,843 --> 00:25:55,683
If the person
that you're having sex with has trauma

434
00:25:55,763 --> 00:25:59,083
or has guilt or shame
or anything that they're carrying,

435
00:25:59,163 --> 00:26:01,403
then you're actually
absorbing that as well.

436
00:26:01,483 --> 00:26:05,243
You actually absorb
men's DNA into your yonis.

437
00:26:06,243 --> 00:26:08,443
Ew! Get out of there.

438
00:26:09,003 --> 00:26:12,163
Which can actually
stay in your body for up to 50 years.

439
00:26:12,243 --> 00:26:13,323
[Brittan] That's gross.

440
00:26:13,403 --> 00:26:15,923
All these men are a part of me?

441
00:26:16,003 --> 00:26:19,843
It doesn't have to be in there 50 years,
right? We're gonna get rid of it?

442
00:26:19,923 --> 00:26:21,563
Today we're gonna get rid of it!

443
00:26:21,643 --> 00:26:22,923
[all cheering]

444
00:26:23,923 --> 00:26:28,083
Next, the women will activate their wombs,
feel the energy they're holding in there,

445
00:26:28,163 --> 00:26:30,163
and then we're gonna do a clearing.

446
00:26:30,843 --> 00:26:34,483
You're gonna start making
a circular motion on your womb,

447
00:26:34,563 --> 00:26:36,843
feeling that energy circulate.

448
00:26:40,643 --> 00:26:43,083
[Imogen]
We're gonna be talking about emotions,

449
00:26:43,163 --> 00:26:46,083
which is something
I'm definitely not good at doing.

450
00:26:46,163 --> 00:26:48,483
<i>So I really don't know</i>
<i>how this is gonna go.</i>

451
00:26:48,563 --> 00:26:50,483
So we're gonna take a deep breath in

452
00:26:51,363 --> 00:26:54,043
and allow yourself into the womb space.

453
00:27:01,243 --> 00:27:02,963
Ask, "What are the patterns

454
00:27:03,043 --> 00:27:06,163
that keep showing up for me
in my relationships?"

455
00:27:10,643 --> 00:27:12,723
I need some healing

456
00:27:12,803 --> 00:27:15,723
because I am falling back
into my old behavior again.

457
00:27:15,803 --> 00:27:17,123
My mind is confused.

458
00:27:17,883 --> 00:27:19,443
Dominique, would you like to share?

459
00:27:19,523 --> 00:27:24,643
I think I've experienced a lot of people
who made me feel like I was too much.

460
00:27:25,923 --> 00:27:28,243
Detachment and craziness.

461
00:27:29,243 --> 00:27:31,363
Always feeling like I'm second best.

462
00:27:32,043 --> 00:27:33,643
I would say self-doubt.

463
00:27:34,483 --> 00:27:39,763
I abandon men before they can abandon me,
because I feel like I don't deserve love.

464
00:27:39,843 --> 00:27:43,443
Lies, trust issues, and jealousy.

465
00:27:43,523 --> 00:27:47,003
All my past relationships
I've discovered many lies,

466
00:27:47,083 --> 00:27:49,123
and that's why I don't trust men.

467
00:27:49,203 --> 00:27:52,883
Emotionally unavailable and selfishness.

468
00:27:54,563 --> 00:27:56,723
Opening up my womb, I'm starting to think

469
00:27:56,803 --> 00:28:00,483
I'm essentially emotionless
to other people's emotions.

470
00:28:00,563 --> 00:28:03,523
So what we're gonna do
is clear out your womb.

471
00:28:03,603 --> 00:28:07,643
You're gonna start pulling it out
wherever it's stuck in your womb,

472
00:28:07,723 --> 00:28:09,043
flicking it out.

473
00:28:09,123 --> 00:28:11,883
All boys from my past, get out of here.

474
00:28:11,963 --> 00:28:14,723
Serving you
your eviction notice right now.

475
00:28:14,803 --> 00:28:18,123
So now that we've cleared this space,

476
00:28:19,043 --> 00:28:23,563
for the final stage of this workshop,
we're gonna let out a big roar.

477
00:28:24,363 --> 00:28:26,683
[roaring loudly]

478
00:28:33,043 --> 00:28:35,803
[Desiree roars] <i>And stay out!</i>

479
00:28:38,723 --> 00:28:39,963
[sighs]

480
00:28:41,123 --> 00:28:43,003
[Desiree] <i>No, you need to roar, Nick.</i>

481
00:28:43,603 --> 00:28:45,483
<i>Oh, sorry, you don't have a womb.</i>

482
00:28:46,203 --> 00:28:47,163
[all roaring]

483
00:28:47,243 --> 00:28:49,203
[Desiree] <i>That's better, boys.</i>

484
00:28:49,283 --> 00:28:51,683
<i>Still no wombs,</i>
<i>but, hey, you enjoy your game.</i>

485
00:28:51,763 --> 00:28:53,763
[all screaming]

486
00:28:53,843 --> 00:28:54,923
-[whooping]
-Shit.

487
00:28:56,923 --> 00:28:57,883
Let's go.

488
00:28:57,963 --> 00:28:59,443
What's up there? Boom!

489
00:29:05,643 --> 00:29:08,843
Now that their wombs are cleared,
they have the best possible chance

490
00:29:08,923 --> 00:29:11,963
of bringing in healthy relationships
that are gonna flourish.

491
00:29:12,043 --> 00:29:14,403
I'm gonna ask the women
who they want to welcome

492
00:29:14,483 --> 00:29:16,803
into their sacred womb space.

493
00:29:16,883 --> 00:29:21,483
Is there anyone that you would
like to welcome into your womb?

494
00:29:21,563 --> 00:29:24,683
I would like to share
my womb space with Seb.

495
00:29:25,683 --> 00:29:30,723
The person that I want to
enter my womb space is James.

496
00:29:31,243 --> 00:29:34,843
I want to open my womb space to myself.

497
00:29:35,403 --> 00:29:36,243
That's amazing.

498
00:29:36,883 --> 00:29:41,363
I feel very torn between two guys.

499
00:29:43,403 --> 00:29:45,043
It should be Nick.

500
00:29:45,123 --> 00:29:49,323
But I have
this big question mark in my head

501
00:29:49,403 --> 00:29:51,763
just telling me, "What if it's not?"

502
00:29:51,843 --> 00:29:55,443
What do you feel are these questions marks
that are arising for you?

503
00:29:55,963 --> 00:29:56,843
Um…

504
00:29:56,923 --> 00:30:02,323
I think it's because Shawn is very built
and he's sexy as hell.

505
00:30:03,243 --> 00:30:05,803
-Are those some old tendencies?
-Yeah.

506
00:30:05,883 --> 00:30:08,723
It was all games and fun to start with

507
00:30:08,803 --> 00:30:13,083
and then I realized that
there could be something deeper than that.

508
00:30:13,163 --> 00:30:16,883
And that is also one of the reasons
why I am drawn to Shawn.

509
00:30:17,883 --> 00:30:19,363
I don't know if it's the connection

510
00:30:19,443 --> 00:30:22,203
that I have with Shawn,
we could be a potential match,

511
00:30:22,283 --> 00:30:24,123
or if I am running from Nick.

512
00:30:24,203 --> 00:30:28,043
I don't know if I am capable
of opening myself up like that.

513
00:30:29,603 --> 00:30:33,683
Most of my energy
is right now shifting towards Shawn.

514
00:30:34,643 --> 00:30:36,843
I just don't know what to do.

515
00:30:36,923 --> 00:30:39,003
[Dominique] <i>Nick is such a good guy,</i>

516
00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:44,443
so it would be really unfortunate
to see Jawa's abandonment and trust issues

517
00:30:44,523 --> 00:30:46,923
<i>get in the way of their connection.</i>

518
00:30:47,483 --> 00:30:52,843
I would like to invite Creed to my womb,
'cause I feel like he's a good person.

519
00:30:52,923 --> 00:30:54,363
He has a warm heart.

520
00:30:55,323 --> 00:30:58,443
Uh… But I do have trust issues with men.

521
00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:02,603
So I'm afraid that maybe he can jump ship,

522
00:31:03,243 --> 00:31:05,243
-'cause it has happened before.
-Yeah.

523
00:31:06,523 --> 00:31:09,403
I just want to be
in a relationship with trust.

524
00:31:11,203 --> 00:31:13,683
[Imogen] Hearing Flavia, I realized

525
00:31:13,763 --> 00:31:17,443
I'm not really putting Flavia's emotions
anywhere in this equation.

526
00:31:17,523 --> 00:31:20,323
All I want to do is be honest with Flavia.

527
00:31:25,203 --> 00:31:26,283
Um…

528
00:31:27,163 --> 00:31:28,963
If I'm being honest,

529
00:31:29,043 --> 00:31:32,043
I think there is still
a bit of a connection

530
00:31:32,123 --> 00:31:34,003
that needs to be explored with Creed.

531
00:31:35,403 --> 00:31:37,803
I knew it! Tell me something I don't know.

532
00:31:37,883 --> 00:31:39,723
<i>Imogen is still after Creed.</i>

533
00:31:40,283 --> 00:31:42,243
I wouldn't want to ruin anything here.

534
00:31:43,923 --> 00:31:47,723
But I think he needs to be
more honest with Flavia

535
00:31:47,803 --> 00:31:53,203
because the way that Creed and I speak,
I feel like a genuine connection.

536
00:32:04,563 --> 00:32:07,443
Is Creed telling me one thing
and Imogen another?

537
00:32:08,043 --> 00:32:10,483
I'm very surprised what Imogen's saying

538
00:32:10,563 --> 00:32:12,923
because I had a conversation
with him yesterday.

539
00:32:13,003 --> 00:32:16,123
He told me there's a friendship there.

540
00:32:17,203 --> 00:32:18,803
We also had a chat about it as well.

541
00:32:18,883 --> 00:32:22,803
[Desiree] <i>This sounds like a classic case</i>
<i>of "She said, she said…</i>

542
00:32:22,883 --> 00:32:25,763
<i>and he said something</i>
<i>totally different to both of y'all."</i>

543
00:32:26,523 --> 00:32:28,203
Are you sexually attracted?

544
00:32:28,283 --> 00:32:29,203
-To you?
-Yeah.

545
00:32:29,283 --> 00:32:30,123
Yeah.

546
00:32:30,203 --> 00:32:34,323
-Guess it's not really a friendship then.
-It's hard.

547
00:32:34,403 --> 00:32:36,523
I don't think
you should close anything off.

548
00:32:37,643 --> 00:32:39,443
How do you feel about her?

549
00:32:39,523 --> 00:32:43,123
More like friendship-ish.

550
00:32:43,203 --> 00:32:44,563
-Are you sure?
-Yeah.

551
00:32:45,723 --> 00:32:48,603
[Desiree] <i>Creed,</i>
<i>I think the jig might be up.</i>

552
00:32:49,403 --> 00:32:50,723
Um…

553
00:32:50,803 --> 00:32:52,083
Okay.

554
00:32:52,163 --> 00:32:53,043
Yeah.

555
00:32:54,403 --> 00:32:57,203
Okay, but he should have told me that.

556
00:32:57,283 --> 00:32:59,163
Why didn't he do it?

557
00:32:59,243 --> 00:33:02,043
-That's something you need to ask him.
-Okay, yeah.

558
00:33:06,123 --> 00:33:08,483
I've given Creed
the chance to be honest with me

559
00:33:08,563 --> 00:33:09,923
and I don't think he has been.

560
00:33:10,003 --> 00:33:12,363
I'm going to get to the bottom of this.

561
00:33:13,123 --> 00:33:16,683
Maybe he kept hiding stuff.

562
00:33:19,243 --> 00:33:20,563
[Matilda] Thank you, everyone.

563
00:33:20,643 --> 00:33:23,843
I really appreciated
how you all shared vulnerably.

564
00:33:23,923 --> 00:33:25,323
[women] Thank you.

565
00:33:35,683 --> 00:33:38,323
[Nigel] Hopefully, they see
how men's feelings are--

566
00:33:38,403 --> 00:33:41,003
-I hope so. Please.
-I hope so.

567
00:33:41,083 --> 00:33:42,443
We have feelings too.

568
00:33:42,523 --> 00:33:47,243
[Desiree] <i>Yep, the first agenda item</i>
<i>at the womb workshop was men's feelings.</i>

569
00:33:47,803 --> 00:33:49,243
-Hi!
-[Seb] Hey!

570
00:33:49,323 --> 00:33:50,563
-Hello.
-Hi.

571
00:33:51,723 --> 00:33:53,843
You guys wanna know what we learned today?

572
00:33:53,923 --> 00:33:54,803
Talk to us.

573
00:33:54,883 --> 00:33:59,603
Apparently, like, we soak up
a lot of energy from our sexual partners.

574
00:34:01,843 --> 00:34:03,483
Where's Flavia?

575
00:34:09,123 --> 00:34:12,403
I think maybe
you just haven't defined the lines

576
00:34:12,483 --> 00:34:14,563
between a friendship and something more

577
00:34:14,643 --> 00:34:17,523
with someone
that you could potentially be attached to.

578
00:34:19,483 --> 00:34:22,282
Imogen and Flavia had a chat. I'm fucked.

579
00:34:23,323 --> 00:34:24,682
[Desiree] <i>Agreed, Creed.</i>

580
00:34:36,363 --> 00:34:38,722
Today at the workshop,
we were supposed to say

581
00:34:38,803 --> 00:34:43,163
if there was anyone we wanted
to let into our womb, and I said you.

582
00:34:43,242 --> 00:34:46,563
I feel good that you're letting me in.
Chopping at the door.

583
00:34:49,603 --> 00:34:54,403
The things I love I set free.
If they return to me, it's meant to be.

584
00:34:54,483 --> 00:34:57,963
I can't hold on to anything.
I have to let it flow.

585
00:35:03,843 --> 00:35:06,283
You did good today
because you told her how you felt

586
00:35:06,363 --> 00:35:07,843
without revealing everything.

587
00:35:07,923 --> 00:35:10,163
Why does he do this with everybody?
I don't get it.

588
00:35:18,763 --> 00:35:21,243
[Desiree]
<i>I would not want to be Creed right now.</i>

589
00:35:22,003 --> 00:35:25,883
Imogen said that I should speak to you

590
00:35:25,963 --> 00:35:28,523
because you were keeping
some words from me.

591
00:35:29,523 --> 00:35:31,403
What has she said?

592
00:35:31,483 --> 00:35:35,043
That you don't know what you want.
That you are between me and her.

593
00:35:37,123 --> 00:35:39,243
She's saying
she has a connection with you.

594
00:35:39,323 --> 00:35:41,403
You and her really have something.

595
00:35:41,483 --> 00:35:45,083
If you want something with her,
forget about me.

596
00:35:46,643 --> 00:35:49,003
[Creed] <i>I really</i>
<i>don't want to mess this one up.</i>

597
00:35:49,083 --> 00:35:51,963
I have to be really careful
of what I'm about to say.

598
00:35:52,043 --> 00:35:54,683
[Desiree] <i>My advice would be the truth.</i>

599
00:35:54,763 --> 00:35:57,923
So there's nothing I should worry
about something you said?

600
00:35:58,923 --> 00:36:00,483
Not that I can think of.

601
00:36:01,283 --> 00:36:05,123
I have said to her
that I see it more as a friendship.

602
00:36:08,003 --> 00:36:11,003
I've been extremely honest
in everything I've said.

603
00:36:11,083 --> 00:36:13,323
-That's what she told me.
-I understand that.

604
00:36:13,403 --> 00:36:17,163
But like if I were telling you
I see you as a friend,

605
00:36:17,243 --> 00:36:18,723
what would you think?

606
00:36:18,803 --> 00:36:22,683
-That you were not interested.
-Exactly.

607
00:36:24,043 --> 00:36:27,563
At the end of the day,
who am I cuddling in front of who?

608
00:36:27,643 --> 00:36:29,483
-Obviously, it's me.
-Yeah.

609
00:36:29,563 --> 00:36:32,883
[Desiree] <i>Wow! It looks like Creed</i>
<i>might live to fight another day.</i>

610
00:36:33,883 --> 00:36:36,883
After what I heard from Creed,
I can see clearly now.

611
00:36:36,963 --> 00:36:40,763
He's trying to be a nice friend
and she's misunderstanding the signals.

612
00:36:40,843 --> 00:36:43,323
But he needs to make himself
very clear to Imogen.

613
00:36:43,883 --> 00:36:46,123
You should put a line.

614
00:36:47,643 --> 00:36:51,163
We have a connection,
and that is where I'm at.

615
00:36:51,243 --> 00:36:56,163
I think I deserve respect
and you should be very specific to her.

616
00:36:56,243 --> 00:36:57,363
Yeah. I agree.

617
00:36:57,443 --> 00:37:01,643
The thing you have to remember
is I did that with Sophie and it was…

618
00:37:01,723 --> 00:37:04,443
It was horrible, so now,
instead of doing it like this,

619
00:37:04,523 --> 00:37:06,323
-it's like a slow process that--
-No.

620
00:37:07,163 --> 00:37:11,243
I really need you to talk to Imogen
and tell her you're with me.

621
00:37:11,323 --> 00:37:12,683
-Yeah.
-That's it.

622
00:37:13,563 --> 00:37:17,043
Fair. I can do that. That's an easy fix.

623
00:37:17,643 --> 00:37:19,443
I've got away with it here.

624
00:37:19,523 --> 00:37:23,963
I wasn't 100% honest,
but now I need to do the right thing.

625
00:37:24,043 --> 00:37:27,203
[Desiree] <i>There's a difference</i>
<i>between needing to do the right thing</i>

626
00:37:27,283 --> 00:37:28,683
<i>and actually doing it.</i>

627
00:37:28,763 --> 00:37:31,803
<i>But I've got everything</i>
<i>crossed for you, Creed.</i>

628
00:37:42,443 --> 00:37:44,603
What's going on with you, beautiful?

629
00:37:45,163 --> 00:37:49,803
[Jawahir] <i>The workshop has made me realize</i>
<i>that I need to make a decision right now.</i>

630
00:37:49,883 --> 00:37:50,963
Scary.

631
00:37:51,043 --> 00:37:54,523
You killing the game right now.
You call yourself best-dressed here?

632
00:37:54,603 --> 00:37:56,923
I don't know. Am I the best-dressed here?

633
00:37:57,403 --> 00:38:01,443
You didn't wear no jewelry with it
and you still popping. That says a lot.

634
00:38:02,803 --> 00:38:06,843
But Shawn is being Mr. Smooth right now.

635
00:38:07,763 --> 00:38:09,963
[Desiree] <i>Shawn is moving in for the kill.</i>

636
00:38:10,043 --> 00:38:12,323
<i>So, Nick,</i>
<i>if you're gonna fight for your girl,</i>

637
00:38:12,403 --> 00:38:14,083
<i>it's now or never.</i>

638
00:38:14,163 --> 00:38:15,443
[clangs]

639
00:38:18,003 --> 00:38:19,763
<i>Is he meditating again?</i>

640
00:38:20,363 --> 00:38:22,523
[breathing deeply]

641
00:38:25,963 --> 00:38:30,003
<i>Or maybe he's performing an exorcism</i>
<i>on Jawa's horny demons.</i>

642
00:38:34,963 --> 00:38:38,603
Right. You single,
ready to mingle with Shawn?

643
00:38:38,683 --> 00:38:41,283
-Could be. Who knows?
-Huh? Could be. Who knows?

644
00:38:41,963 --> 00:38:43,923
My head
is all over the place to be honest.

645
00:38:44,003 --> 00:38:46,483
-I know. It's like a tornado?
-It's a tornado.

646
00:38:47,283 --> 00:38:50,643
The thing that I'm asking myself is,
"Is this connection real?"

647
00:38:52,083 --> 00:38:53,483
[Shawn] <i>I might be cracking jokes,</i>

648
00:38:53,563 --> 00:38:56,123
but it's very important for me
to let her know how I feel.

649
00:38:56,203 --> 00:38:58,203
I really want her
to see that side of myself.

650
00:38:59,683 --> 00:39:02,683
I think you're beautiful.
I really think you're beautiful.

651
00:39:02,763 --> 00:39:06,283
I think you're sweet, but I feel like
you got so much more, and I just…

652
00:39:06,363 --> 00:39:11,323
I just think personality-wise,
relatability-wise, long-term-gevity,

653
00:39:12,803 --> 00:39:14,243
you are the one.

654
00:39:14,323 --> 00:39:16,643
[Desiree] <i>Shawn has brought his A game.</i>

655
00:39:16,723 --> 00:39:19,203
<i>He even invented the word</i>
<i>"long-term-gevity."</i>

656
00:39:19,283 --> 00:39:22,603
I really need to know
if there's something here.

657
00:39:22,683 --> 00:39:24,443
-I need to know.
-I know there is.

658
00:39:24,523 --> 00:39:27,323
I know there's something here. No doubt.

659
00:39:43,843 --> 00:39:45,603
He's telling you one thing and her another

660
00:39:45,683 --> 00:39:47,763
and he shouldn't
be allowed to play you both.

661
00:39:47,843 --> 00:39:51,283
I told him, if you want to build something
with someone you really like,

662
00:39:51,363 --> 00:39:52,683
that person comes first.

663
00:39:52,763 --> 00:39:53,963
Yep. Agreed.

664
00:39:54,043 --> 00:39:56,683
[Flavia] <i>He said he'll</i>
<i>cut things off straight away.</i>

665
00:39:56,763 --> 00:39:59,203
<i>And he said,</i>
<i>"I understand and I will do it."</i>

666
00:39:59,283 --> 00:40:02,483
-Oh, my God.
-I hate being mean, but he has to learn.

667
00:40:03,043 --> 00:40:05,763
No, you're not being mean,
you're standing up for yourself.

668
00:40:06,723 --> 00:40:10,363
[Desiree] <i>Flavia has a point, Creed.</i>
<i>You do have to learn.</i>

669
00:40:10,523 --> 00:40:12,723
<i>And here comes your practical exam.</i>

670
00:40:16,083 --> 00:40:17,363
Hi.

671
00:40:19,083 --> 00:40:20,163
G'day.

672
00:40:20,243 --> 00:40:23,083
This is my chance to say I'm unavailable.

673
00:40:30,563 --> 00:40:33,003
Here's the shitty situation

674
00:40:33,083 --> 00:40:35,803
and it's gonna make me
sound like an absolute prick.

675
00:40:37,083 --> 00:40:40,523
But I'm gonna be completely honest,
'cause it's the best way to be.

676
00:40:40,603 --> 00:40:44,083
[Desiree] <i>Oh, my. I can't believe</i>
<i>he's actually going to do it.</i>

677
00:40:48,123 --> 00:40:50,883
I can't… I can't lead two girls on.

678
00:40:55,763 --> 00:40:56,803
And it's not fair.

679
00:41:01,523 --> 00:41:03,483
Right now, what I have with you…

680
00:41:04,243 --> 00:41:05,803
is not worth giving up.

681
00:41:07,043 --> 00:41:08,403
[Desiree] <i>Wait, what?</i>

682
00:41:08,483 --> 00:41:10,403
Thing is, I'm willing to give it a go.

683
00:41:12,963 --> 00:41:14,403
Oh, shit.

684
00:41:15,043 --> 00:41:19,763
It's really hard to do the right thing
when she's just so tempting.

685
00:41:19,843 --> 00:41:21,763
What am I doing?

686
00:41:23,403 --> 00:41:27,323
I know, like,
what I have with you is deeper--

687
00:41:27,403 --> 00:41:30,483
But did you guys, like, talk?

688
00:41:32,323 --> 00:41:33,243
Yeah.

689
00:41:35,363 --> 00:41:36,883
Oh, well…

690
00:41:36,963 --> 00:41:40,563
I didn't think he'd ever have the balls
to be honest with Flavia.

691
00:41:40,643 --> 00:41:44,043
[Desiree] <i>Um… Yeah, about that, Imogen…</i>

692
00:41:44,123 --> 00:41:45,603
Are you gonna sleep in my bed?

693
00:41:47,883 --> 00:41:51,283
Say I jump into your bed, right?

694
00:41:51,363 --> 00:41:55,203
The last time I was abrupt with Sophie,
shit hit the fan.

695
00:41:55,283 --> 00:41:57,963
-Understand what I'm trying to say?
-Yeah, I do.

696
00:41:58,043 --> 00:42:01,843
Trust me, I'm gonna be
on my side facing the fucking door.

697
00:42:07,723 --> 00:42:10,443
I'm sorry for putting you
in such a shit position.

698
00:42:10,803 --> 00:42:12,523
[Imogen chuckling]

699
00:42:12,603 --> 00:42:14,163
What have I done now?

700
00:42:14,243 --> 00:42:17,243
[Desiree] <i>You'd better be ready</i>
<i>to face the music, Creed,</i>

701
00:42:17,323 --> 00:42:20,763
<i>because I reckon</i>
<i>it's gonna be loud and angry.</i>

702
00:42:26,043 --> 00:42:27,203
[sighs]

703
00:42:33,483 --> 00:42:35,363
[yells]

704
00:42:39,523 --> 00:42:44,163
There is nobody else in the villa
that I am attracted to like that.

705
00:42:46,643 --> 00:42:48,643
You make my heart beat faster.

706
00:42:48,723 --> 00:42:51,003
'Cause it's already beating,
otherwise I'd be dead.

707
00:42:53,083 --> 00:42:57,203
Look, I'm just saying
stupid stuff now, but all right.

708
00:42:57,283 --> 00:42:59,763
-Do I make you nervous?
-Yeah.

709
00:42:59,843 --> 00:43:02,843
But every day you will see
more of me come out of my shell.

710
00:43:09,443 --> 00:43:12,843
There's more to Shawn
than he shows people.

711
00:43:12,923 --> 00:43:14,683
<i>It's blowing my mind right now.</i>

712
00:43:21,523 --> 00:43:23,683
I would really appreciate if…

713
00:43:25,323 --> 00:43:27,443
we were to share the bed tonight.

714
00:43:28,683 --> 00:43:29,523
Um…

715
00:43:33,323 --> 00:43:35,603
You know, just to explore.

716
00:43:41,003 --> 00:43:44,523
[Jawahir] <i>This is one of the hardest</i>
<i>decisions I've ever had to make.</i>

717
00:43:49,403 --> 00:43:51,083
[exhales]

718
00:43:51,163 --> 00:43:53,163
[theme music playing]