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(screaming)

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♪ ♪

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♪ ♪

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("#1 Crush" by Garbage playing)

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♪ Ah-ah, ah, ah, ah ♪

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-♪ I would die for you ♪
-♪ Ah-ah ♪

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-♪ I would die for you ♪
-♪ Ah, ah, ah ♪

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-♪ I've been dying just to ♪
-♪ Ah-ah, ah ♪

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-♪ Feel you by my side ♪
-♪ Ah ♪

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♪ Ah-ah, ah, ah, ah ♪

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♪ To know that you're mine ♪

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♪ Ah-ah, ah, ah, ah ♪

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♪ Ah-ah, ah, ah ♪

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♪ I would die for you. ♪

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(solemn organ music playing)

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-Sam?
-Hmm?

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A quick word?

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Three hours all in?

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I did it in two.

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She was in bad shape
when she came in.

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Good work.

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Oh, are we having a moment?

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When you first started here, I
didn't think you'd last a week.

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Yeah, and now,
what would you do without me?

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-Yeah.
-I mean, you don't pay me
nearly enough,

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but, um, you're lucky I do it
for the love of the game.

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(Sam laughs softly)

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I can see that... in the work.

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You actually care.

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I think that deserves a raise.

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Um, uh, thank you.

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Yeah. I-I do care.

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I-I believe what we do here
is very special.

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Keep your head in the game, Sam.

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You've got a bright future here.

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-Thank you.
-(chuckles softly)

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♪ ♪

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Jesse?

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Jesse?!

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Hey, you.

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-Hi.
-Missed you last night.

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I'm sorry.
I wish you could've seen it.

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The family thanked me.
God, it was so emotional.

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Even Henderson had to admit that
I did a great job, and then...

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-...he offered me a raise.
-Hmm.

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-Mm.
-Hmm?

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It sounds like
you had a good day.

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Mm-hmm.

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You'll have to tell me
all about it tonight.

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-I got to go.
I'm late for court.
-No.

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Come on, Counselor.

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You can be
a couple minutes late.

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JESSE:
Mmm.

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Mm, sometimes it's fun
to go off script.

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Maybe the universe
will surprise you.

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I've got people depending on me.

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Victims to avenge,
criminals to put away.

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Okay, well,
go save the world or whatever.

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Why don't you...
go take a nice hot bath

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with some of that fancy
lavender oil I got you?

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Showered twice
before I left work, but...

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Maybe it's just my, uh,
extra sensitive sinuses,

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but that formaldehyde smell
is really something.

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-Bye.
-(door opens)

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See you later, babe.

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(door closes)

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♪ ♪

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♪ ♪

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Look, you probably smelled
like bacon and death.

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-Nobody wants to fuck that.
-(sighs) No, I...

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-It all just felt kind of weird.
-(laughs)

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Yeah, it's weird. (laughs)
If a guy turns down sex,

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-something is seriously wrong.
-SAM: Oh, I don't know.

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Even when we do have sex,
it's just like...

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something's... missing.

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It's just something off.

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It's-it's like
we're on separate tracks,

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heading in different directions.

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And, like, he won't
exactly say it, but I know

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he doesn't like me working
at the funeral home.

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And sometimes I just wonder
if he even gets me at all.

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Girl, you talk
to dead people, literally.

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-Relationships are
about compromise.
-(laughter)

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Nothing's perfect.

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Like, what have you done
for Jesse lately?

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I, uh... (laughs)

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I do the dishes. Sometimes.

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Mm.

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Laundry. When I remember.

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I drove ten minutes
out of the way

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the other day
to get his favorite ice cream.

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-DANI: Wow.
-Cool.

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If Jesse asked you, point blank,

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"Either the job's
got to go, or I do,"

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which would you pick?

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Uh-oh.

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You hesitated. Poor Jesse.

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No, no. It's just, it's...

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It's complicated.

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What am I missing?

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I really love my job.

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And I'm good at it.

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And, uh, the deceased teach you

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something new every day.

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DANI:
How?

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They're dead.

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(laughs)

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See, that's the secret.

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People are the most interesting
right after death.

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(woman moans)

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One time,
this woman started moaning.

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Was she still alive?

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Totally dead.

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Gases-- they can build up
during decomposition,

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and when they try to escape,
sometimes it hits

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vocal cords
on the way out of the mouth.

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Sometimes the blood
rushes all the way down.

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A decedent will come in
with a boner.

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-JULES: Ew! Sam.
-(laughing)

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SAM:
The human body is insane.

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And we only understand
a small blip of what's actually

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happening inside,
so there's always

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something new to discover.

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But, okay, beyond that,

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I... I help people.

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I get to bring
their loved ones back to them,

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just for a little while.

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What I do is...
it's important.

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You just got more excited
talking about dead people

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than you've ever been
talking about Jesse.

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Maybe he's not the problem.

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SAM:
Yikes. What happened to you?

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Reginald Glover, 55 years old.

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Cause of death:
gunshot wound to the head.

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No kidding.

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Hi, Mr. Glover. I'm Sam.

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I'll be taking care
of you today.

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Looks like your family wants you
to have an open casket,

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so, I'm gonna need you
to work with me

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so we can make you look
presentable for your big day.

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I see you had six kids. Nice.

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Looks like they got you
the mahogany casket.

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That's our most expensive one.

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You must've been a good dad.

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And now...

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(door slams open)

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Uh, whoa. Hi. Um, sorry.

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What-what are you doing here?
This is a restricted area.

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Can you get out?

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I'm Charlie, the new grave
digger and death removal tech.

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Didn't mean to freak you out.

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Just tell me where to leave her.

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Um, just over there.

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I'll-I'll get to her
when I wrap up.

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(Charlie whispers)

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(door opens)

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(door closes)

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Hey, what did you say
down there to the decedent?

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I just thanked her.

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Thanked her for what?

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It's kind of private.

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Well, I'm-I'm sorry
I blew up on you.

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It's just, you weren't
supposed to be down there.

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I hear you. Won't happen again.

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I'm Sam.

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Nice to meet you, Sam.

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So, um, what's up
with the... the suit, the hat,

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-pimped-out ride?
-(laughs)

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Most, um,
body removal techs don't

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roll up with all
that pomp and circumstance.

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I think all of us deserve
to be sent off in style.

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I mean, who wants to ride into
the afterlife in a Kia Sorento?

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Fair enough.

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I thanked the decedent
for allowing me

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to escort her to you.

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Seriously?

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It's an honor to be a part
of someone's death journey.

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You know, in ancient Egypt,
only specialized priests,

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those handpicked by the gods,
were trusted to handle the dead.

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They'd spend up
to 70 days on one body,

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getting it ready
for the afterlife.

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I did know that.

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("Tessellations" by Jaguar Jones
playing)

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(water running)

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♪ Throw your knives, cut me ♪

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♪ Are we doing right? ♪

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♪ I need you
to tell me the softer ♪

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♪ The heavier parts
of your mind... ♪

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Wow.

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You look incredible.

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What's all this?

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Just wanted to look nice
for my guy.

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JESSE:
Mm.

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Thought maybe we could go...

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out to dinner?

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Mm-hmm.

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I think I'd rather stay in.

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Hmm? (laughs)

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(Jesse moaning)

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So, you believe
in the afterlife?

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No. I think
the Hindus have it right.

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Reincarnation, samsara.

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You come back
as any living thing,

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what would you come back as?

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I wouldn't want to come back.

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Um, I'm Team One Life,
one and done.

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-Oh.
-Mm-hmm.

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So you'd go out
like the Tibetans?

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Chop up your body,
scatter the pieces

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on the mountain
for the vultures.

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You'd just return to the earth
and all that jazz?

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A sky burial seems
unnecessarily gruesome.

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But, uh, I could get down
with how the Amazons do it.

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Cremation,

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then stirring your ashes
into soup for the whole tribe.

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Plus, you'd be giving back
to the community.

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(mechanical whirring)

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CHARLIE:
1,500 years ago in China,
a woman buried herself

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alive with her dead husband so
they could achieve immortality.

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That's a bit dramatic.

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That's true love.

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SAM:
Lord Nelson's body

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was shipped home
in a cask of brandy.

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The sailors even stole sips
along the voyage.

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Would you steal a sip?

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(laughing):
Um...

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Sure. Why not?

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Can't learn anything
if you don't try everything.

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I'm pretty adventurous, but, um,

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think I'd draw the line
at Dead Nelson juice.

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What's the most adventurous
thing you've ever eaten?

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Hmm.

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It's been a minute. Um...

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My boyfriend doesn't really
like to try new things,

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uh, so we pretty much
just stick to the basics.

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Well, just 'cause he doesn't
like something doesn't mean

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you can't experience it.

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Jesse thinks
carne asada is exotic.

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(laughing):
Oh, my God.

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-I'm gonna have to save you
from, your, uh...
-Hmm.

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your sad existence.

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-Oh, my...
-Jalapeño chips to the rescue!

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Free yourself!

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-Expand your horizons! (laughs)
-Stop!

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This guy had a lot of people
who loved him.

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Would your family do a whole
dog and pony show for you?

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Uh... no.

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They on board with your whole
obsession with death?

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I hope so.

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They're all dead.

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-I'm sorry.
-It's okay.

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I like talking about them.

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My Dad-- he was, um...

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he was such a stud.

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He'd taken us to Zion

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'cause he liked
these big, stupid rocks.

257
00:14:22,668 --> 00:14:25,340
My mom hated the outdoors.
She couldn't stand the heat,

258
00:14:25,373 --> 00:14:28,446
the bugs,
but she loved my dad.

259
00:14:28,479 --> 00:14:31,185
Sadie was a total
Daddy's girl.

260
00:14:31,218 --> 00:14:33,289
She'd follow him anywhere.

261
00:14:33,322 --> 00:14:34,659
DAD:
Charlie?

262
00:14:34,692 --> 00:14:36,195
Dad was telling
this dumb joke.

263
00:14:36,228 --> 00:14:37,430
I got a joke for you.
You ready, bud?

264
00:14:37,463 --> 00:14:38,934
CHARLIE:
His jokes were so corny.

265
00:14:38,967 --> 00:14:41,506
This one got me.
Something about a...

266
00:14:41,539 --> 00:14:44,278
a monkey and a hyena.

267
00:14:44,311 --> 00:14:45,548
DAD:
Chimpanzee.

268
00:14:45,581 --> 00:14:46,448
(laughing like monkey)

269
00:14:46,481 --> 00:14:48,352
(horn honking)

270
00:14:49,187 --> 00:14:50,591
(glass breaking)

271
00:14:50,624 --> 00:14:53,262
In a way, it was a blessing.

272
00:14:56,068 --> 00:14:58,574
I don't... I don't understand.

273
00:14:58,607 --> 00:15:00,343
Having such
a close brush with death

274
00:15:00,376 --> 00:15:02,347
brought everything
into clear focus.

275
00:15:02,380 --> 00:15:04,484
I saw how precious life is.

276
00:15:06,255 --> 00:15:09,361
And how we as the living
owe it to the dead

277
00:15:09,394 --> 00:15:11,198
to take care of them.

278
00:15:11,231 --> 00:15:13,335
And to live boldly.

279
00:15:18,379 --> 00:15:20,517
I know exactly how you feel.

280
00:15:21,586 --> 00:15:24,057
Did some drunk driver
take out your entire family

281
00:15:24,090 --> 00:15:26,228
as well in a blaze of glory?

282
00:15:32,575 --> 00:15:35,212
Trauma is, uh...

283
00:15:39,154 --> 00:15:41,626
It's complicated.

284
00:15:44,665 --> 00:15:46,736
It, um...

285
00:15:51,478 --> 00:15:54,250
It fucks with your... brain.

286
00:15:56,421 --> 00:15:59,360
Hey, I-I thought we were talking
about my dead family.

287
00:16:01,532 --> 00:16:03,670
I don't talk about mine, ever.

288
00:16:05,774 --> 00:16:08,513
Not with Jesse, not with, uh...

289
00:16:08,546 --> 00:16:10,650
well, anyone.

290
00:16:13,389 --> 00:16:15,426
But right now, I, um...

291
00:16:21,238 --> 00:16:23,408
I want to.

292
00:16:28,285 --> 00:16:30,156
(phone rings)

293
00:16:30,189 --> 00:16:32,595
Hmm.

294
00:16:32,628 --> 00:16:34,699
-Hey.
-JESSE: Hey, where are you?

295
00:16:34,732 --> 00:16:36,603
I've been stalling,
my parents are getting hungry.

296
00:16:36,636 --> 00:16:38,707
Shit.
No. Uh, um, I'm sorry.

297
00:16:38,740 --> 00:16:42,113
No.
I totally spaced. We...

298
00:16:42,146 --> 00:16:44,251
We're prepping for a service.

299
00:16:44,284 --> 00:16:47,324
Um... I'm leaving now, okay?

300
00:16:47,357 --> 00:16:48,727
I'll be... I'll be home in ten.

301
00:16:48,760 --> 00:16:51,031
All right, see you soon.

302
00:16:53,202 --> 00:16:55,173
Hey, I... I got to go.

303
00:16:55,206 --> 00:16:57,243
Um, Jesse's parents just
flew in from Cincinnati.

304
00:16:57,276 --> 00:16:59,716
-I just totally spaced.
-Don't worry about it.

305
00:16:59,749 --> 00:17:02,521
I can finish up here.

306
00:17:02,554 --> 00:17:04,726
Thank you.

307
00:17:04,759 --> 00:17:06,696
Oh, wait.

308
00:17:09,434 --> 00:17:11,438
You wanted to, uh,

309
00:17:11,471 --> 00:17:14,043
tell me something.

310
00:17:14,845 --> 00:17:16,850
I'll, um...

311
00:17:16,883 --> 00:17:19,120
I'll tell you later.

312
00:17:22,761 --> 00:17:24,798
(door closes)

313
00:17:26,134 --> 00:17:28,472
Hi. Sorry I'm late.

314
00:17:28,506 --> 00:17:30,242
How was the flight?

315
00:17:35,486 --> 00:17:37,524
(switch clicking)

316
00:17:40,429 --> 00:17:42,466
(glass breaking)

317
00:17:57,263 --> 00:17:59,233
(soft crunching)

318
00:18:00,670 --> 00:18:02,173
(woman screams)

319
00:18:04,411 --> 00:18:08,152
-(banging)
-(woman shrieks)

320
00:18:08,185 --> 00:18:10,791
(woman whimpering)

321
00:18:10,824 --> 00:18:12,293
(man grunts)

322
00:18:12,326 --> 00:18:15,400
No! No! No!

323
00:18:15,433 --> 00:18:17,672
(woman whimpering)

324
00:18:17,705 --> 00:18:18,740
GIRL:
Mama?

325
00:18:24,652 --> 00:18:26,722
It's okay, Mama.

326
00:18:27,725 --> 00:18:30,664
-(crying)
-It's-it's okay.

327
00:18:30,697 --> 00:18:33,402
-It's okay. It's okay.
-(crying)

328
00:18:33,435 --> 00:18:35,874
-It's okay. What is it?
-(crying)

329
00:18:37,845 --> 00:18:39,381
What is it?

330
00:18:39,414 --> 00:18:40,651
(crying)

331
00:18:40,684 --> 00:18:42,688
Uh, you always got a box
of these stashed,

332
00:18:42,721 --> 00:18:43,957
so I thought it'd be romantic.

333
00:18:43,990 --> 00:18:45,393
-Hey.
-(crying)

334
00:18:45,426 --> 00:18:47,463
Give us a minute.

335
00:18:49,367 --> 00:18:51,338
Hey, come here.

336
00:18:51,371 --> 00:18:54,311
What is it? Talk to me.

337
00:18:54,344 --> 00:18:57,718
It's, um...
it's-it's my-my mom.

338
00:18:57,751 --> 00:18:59,254
-Yeah?
-She was murdered.

339
00:18:59,287 --> 00:19:00,758
A man broke in
and bashed her head

340
00:19:00,791 --> 00:19:04,431
and there was blood
all over the kitchen, and...

341
00:19:04,464 --> 00:19:06,970
-these were her favorite.
-It's all right. It's all right.

342
00:19:07,003 --> 00:19:09,241
I always kept a box.

343
00:19:09,274 --> 00:19:11,378
It made me feel close to her.

344
00:19:11,411 --> 00:19:15,253
(sighs, whimpers)

345
00:19:15,286 --> 00:19:17,625
You see,

346
00:19:17,658 --> 00:19:19,495
I'm-I'm completely messed up.

347
00:19:19,528 --> 00:19:21,465
You don't-you don't
want to marry me.

348
00:19:21,499 --> 00:19:23,603
-Of course I want to marry you.
-Oh, well, you're so sweet, and

349
00:19:23,636 --> 00:19:26,341
you d-you deserve a nice,
a nice, normal girl.

350
00:19:26,374 --> 00:19:28,279
-I'm not that person.
-No, no, no, no, no.

351
00:19:28,312 --> 00:19:29,749
-Don't do this.
-I-I can't... I can't be

352
00:19:29,782 --> 00:19:31,519
-what you want me to be.
-Don't do this. Honey.

353
00:19:31,552 --> 00:19:33,657
-Sam. Please.
-No. I'm sorry. (cries)

354
00:19:33,690 --> 00:19:35,727
(door opens, closes)

355
00:19:45,680 --> 00:19:47,784
(sighs)

356
00:19:49,655 --> 00:19:51,626
Hi, John.

357
00:19:51,659 --> 00:19:53,429
I'm Sam.

358
00:19:53,462 --> 00:19:55,701
I will be taking care
of you today.

359
00:19:55,734 --> 00:19:57,805
(sighs)

360
00:19:57,838 --> 00:20:00,275
OD. 26.

361
00:20:01,746 --> 00:20:03,783
So young.

362
00:20:07,791 --> 00:20:10,563
I hope you made the most
of your time.

363
00:20:29,334 --> 00:20:30,937
No...

364
00:20:34,745 --> 00:20:36,850
Goddamn it.
You're so stupid.

365
00:20:36,883 --> 00:20:38,719
(cries)

366
00:21:04,370 --> 00:21:06,341
You were the only one.

367
00:21:06,374 --> 00:21:08,378
(sniffles)

368
00:21:09,447 --> 00:21:11,485
The only one who understood
what it was like

369
00:21:11,519 --> 00:21:13,589
to walk around with this...

370
00:21:15,459 --> 00:21:18,666
...this pit of darkness inside.

371
00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:27,918
You saw it in me.

372
00:21:33,930 --> 00:21:35,934
And it didn't scare you.

373
00:21:39,675 --> 00:21:41,679
I scare everyone.

374
00:21:44,484 --> 00:21:46,522
Even myself.

375
00:21:53,569 --> 00:21:56,107
You made me feel
like I wasn't alone anymore.

376
00:22:00,182 --> 00:22:02,420
God, I just...

377
00:22:02,453 --> 00:22:04,658
I've been alone for so long.

378
00:22:09,568 --> 00:22:11,639
(sniffles)

379
00:22:18,886 --> 00:22:20,924
(exhales)

380
00:22:28,005 --> 00:22:30,075
(sniffling)

381
00:22:59,568 --> 00:23:02,607
♪ ♪

382
00:23:31,565 --> 00:23:32,867
♪ ♪

383
00:23:55,012 --> 00:23:57,149
(screams, gasps)

384
00:24:01,759 --> 00:24:03,796
♪ ♪

385
00:24:28,980 --> 00:24:31,050
♪ ♪

386
00:24:50,824 --> 00:24:52,827
♪ ♪

387
00:25:06,622 --> 00:25:08,692
(door closes)

388
00:25:15,172 --> 00:25:17,210
-(banging on door)
-Charlie!

389
00:25:17,243 --> 00:25:19,782
Charlie!

390
00:25:19,815 --> 00:25:22,252
(muttering)

391
00:25:25,125 --> 00:25:27,129
Sam?

392
00:25:42,092 --> 00:25:44,130
(exhales)

393
00:25:48,205 --> 00:25:50,777
You're alive.

394
00:25:55,219 --> 00:25:57,289
Fuck you.

395
00:25:58,693 --> 00:26:00,162
I'm sorry.

396
00:26:00,195 --> 00:26:01,966
Look, I screwed up.

397
00:26:01,999 --> 00:26:03,803
-I screwed up.
-Don't fucking touch me, okay?

398
00:26:03,836 --> 00:26:05,907
-What the fuck was that,
some sort of sick prank?
-No.

399
00:26:05,940 --> 00:26:07,176
It was never supposed
to go that far.

400
00:26:07,209 --> 00:26:09,047
I know
what a dead body looks like.

401
00:26:09,080 --> 00:26:10,784
You weren't fucking breathing.

402
00:26:10,817 --> 00:26:12,320
You can find a pill online
for anything these days.

403
00:26:12,353 --> 00:26:13,990
Your chest was cut open.

404
00:26:14,023 --> 00:26:16,696
I saw your fucking autopsy scar.

405
00:26:16,729 --> 00:26:18,398
-I have a buddy
who's good with prosthetics.
-Just shut up! Just shut the...

406
00:26:18,431 --> 00:26:20,269
Just shut the fuck up, okay?

407
00:26:20,302 --> 00:26:22,206
I was trying to help you.

408
00:26:22,239 --> 00:26:24,243
(chuckling softly)

409
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:27,350
You're fucking deranged.

410
00:26:27,383 --> 00:26:29,120
I'm fucking deranged?
I'm fucking deranged?

411
00:26:29,153 --> 00:26:30,690
Listen.

412
00:26:30,723 --> 00:26:32,226
You can call me
whatever you want.

413
00:26:32,259 --> 00:26:34,965
But it won't change
the fact that you fucked me.

414
00:26:40,275 --> 00:26:42,312
And you liked that I was dead.

415
00:26:47,724 --> 00:26:49,794
Get the fuck off me.

416
00:26:50,763 --> 00:26:52,166
Okay, you're scared.

417
00:26:52,199 --> 00:26:53,402
I'm scared, too.

418
00:26:53,435 --> 00:26:56,308
Don't you see?

419
00:26:56,341 --> 00:26:58,412
Sam, Sam, there's no normal,

420
00:26:58,445 --> 00:27:00,382
there's no normal for me or you.

421
00:27:00,415 --> 00:27:01,752
This is who we are.

422
00:27:01,785 --> 00:27:03,856
No, that's not me, okay?
You're wrong.

423
00:27:03,889 --> 00:27:06,060
You're fucking,
you're fucking wrong.

424
00:27:15,012 --> 00:27:17,250
Our new volumizing
waterproof mascara

425
00:27:17,283 --> 00:27:19,086
is a miracle.

426
00:27:21,057 --> 00:27:23,763
It goes on light, you can cry,

427
00:27:23,796 --> 00:27:25,967
dance in the rain, go wild

428
00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:29,007
with your water aerobics and
you'll stay fresh as a daisy.

429
00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:30,877
No smudge, no raccoon eyes.

430
00:27:30,910 --> 00:27:32,781
Do I look
like I do water aerobics?

431
00:27:32,814 --> 00:27:34,250
We can try a more subtle lip.

432
00:27:34,283 --> 00:27:36,354
Um, this Faberge Femme is
a fan favorite.

433
00:27:38,793 --> 00:27:41,131
-You guys really
didn't have to do this.
-Of course we did!

434
00:27:41,164 --> 00:27:43,135
Our little Sammy's
getting married.

435
00:27:43,168 --> 00:27:44,404
-Go, Jesse, go!
-Finally.

436
00:27:44,437 --> 00:27:46,274
-(whoops)
-Yeah!

437
00:27:46,307 --> 00:27:47,878
All right,
who's ready for shots?

438
00:27:47,911 --> 00:27:49,280
(whooping)

439
00:27:49,313 --> 00:27:50,750
-To Jess.
-Thank you, thank you,

440
00:27:50,783 --> 00:27:52,186
thank you, thank you,
thank you...

441
00:27:52,219 --> 00:27:54,190
-To Sammy.
-Sammy!

442
00:27:54,223 --> 00:27:55,927
Getting hitched!

443
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,997
We're meeting
the wedding planner now.

444
00:27:58,966 --> 00:28:00,402
I promise I'll mention it, okay?

445
00:28:00,435 --> 00:28:02,039
Call you later.

446
00:28:02,072 --> 00:28:03,976
(car horn blares)

447
00:28:05,379 --> 00:28:07,350
-Hey.
-Hey.

448
00:28:07,383 --> 00:28:09,487
-You okay?
-Yeah, I'm just...

449
00:28:09,521 --> 00:28:11,792
just daydreaming
about our wedding.

450
00:28:11,825 --> 00:28:13,896
-Oh. All right.
-You know?

451
00:28:13,929 --> 00:28:15,299
You look so good.

452
00:28:15,332 --> 00:28:16,869
(both chuckle)

453
00:28:16,902 --> 00:28:18,906
(panting)

454
00:28:21,845 --> 00:28:23,916
(grunts)
Fuck.

455
00:28:31,064 --> 00:28:33,235
(sighs)

456
00:28:33,268 --> 00:28:35,272
I love you, babe.

457
00:28:37,109 --> 00:28:39,013
I can't wait
to make you my wife.

458
00:28:40,415 --> 00:28:42,119
Me, too.

459
00:28:42,152 --> 00:28:43,956
(bell tolling)

460
00:28:43,989 --> 00:28:46,294
DANI:
You look beautiful.

461
00:28:49,133 --> 00:28:53,007
I have never seen
a sadder bride.

462
00:28:54,143 --> 00:28:55,513
What's going on with you?

463
00:28:55,546 --> 00:28:57,216
I'm... (clears throat)
I'm fine.

464
00:28:57,249 --> 00:28:59,053
It's just... jitters.

465
00:28:59,086 --> 00:29:02,192
You've been acting weird
ever since you quit your job.

466
00:29:03,361 --> 00:29:06,468
It's like the lizard people
invaded your body,

467
00:29:06,502 --> 00:29:08,372
and now you're this girl
who likes pastels

468
00:29:08,405 --> 00:29:10,275
and afternoon tea.

469
00:29:10,308 --> 00:29:12,113
Where's my friend
with the rocking hair

470
00:29:12,146 --> 00:29:13,382
who liked
to talk to dead people?

471
00:29:13,415 --> 00:29:14,985
Okay, that's not funny.

472
00:29:15,018 --> 00:29:17,356
I'm not joking.

473
00:29:18,425 --> 00:29:21,097
Are you sure you want
to do this?

474
00:29:21,130 --> 00:29:23,368
Jesse's a great guy, but...

475
00:29:23,401 --> 00:29:25,205
does he make you happy?

476
00:29:26,274 --> 00:29:28,444
Of course he makes me happy.
I...

477
00:29:30,282 --> 00:29:33,021
Look, this is, this is
what I want. I want...

478
00:29:33,054 --> 00:29:35,259
a white picket fence, 2.5 kids.

479
00:29:35,292 --> 00:29:38,165
I just want a boring,
regular life.

480
00:29:38,198 --> 00:29:41,538
You never gave a shit
about a boring, regular life.

481
00:29:42,874 --> 00:29:45,412
OFFICIANT:
We are gathered here today
to join this man

482
00:29:45,445 --> 00:29:48,385
and this woman
in holy matrimony.

483
00:29:48,418 --> 00:29:50,155
Jesse and Samantha

484
00:29:50,188 --> 00:29:52,527
have prepared their own vows

485
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:54,498
to express their love.

486
00:29:54,531 --> 00:29:56,535
Samantha?

487
00:29:58,271 --> 00:30:00,275
Thank you.

488
00:30:01,578 --> 00:30:03,816
Jesse.
(chuckles)

489
00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:08,258
Growing up, I...

490
00:30:08,291 --> 00:30:10,295
didn't really have a family.

491
00:30:11,598 --> 00:30:14,170
And that was okay. I...

492
00:30:14,203 --> 00:30:16,374
learned to get through life
without one.

493
00:30:17,342 --> 00:30:19,313
But then I met you.

494
00:30:19,346 --> 00:30:21,084
You are...

495
00:30:21,117 --> 00:30:23,154
(sniffles)
...all I need.

496
00:30:24,958 --> 00:30:27,029
Sam...

497
00:30:27,062 --> 00:30:29,300
the first time I saw you...

498
00:30:29,333 --> 00:30:31,337
in that Garbage T-shirt,

499
00:30:31,370 --> 00:30:33,141
-throwing back a Stella...
-(laughter)

500
00:30:33,174 --> 00:30:35,547
I thought,
I'm gonna marry that girl.

501
00:30:35,580 --> 00:30:37,583
You are the only one for me.

502
00:30:38,586 --> 00:30:41,291
And years from now,

503
00:30:41,324 --> 00:30:43,462
when we're surrounded
by our kids

504
00:30:43,496 --> 00:30:45,466
and our grandkids,

505
00:30:45,500 --> 00:30:47,604
we'll tell them about this day.

506
00:30:47,637 --> 00:30:50,209
And show them

507
00:30:50,242 --> 00:30:52,213
our story.

508
00:30:52,246 --> 00:30:55,085
This wasn't part of the program.

509
00:30:55,118 --> 00:30:57,957
(whispers): Sometimes
it can be fun to go off script.

510
00:31:02,266 --> 00:31:04,470
(laughter)

511
00:31:04,504 --> 00:31:06,575
WOMAN:
They're so cute.

512
00:31:15,125 --> 00:31:16,227
Is that Sam?

513
00:31:16,260 --> 00:31:17,597
POPPY:
Is that a dead body?

514
00:31:19,668 --> 00:31:22,206
-What is that?
-Jesse, you, uh, you...

515
00:31:22,239 --> 00:31:24,611
-Please tell me that's not you.
-Jesse, you-you don't,
you don't understand...

516
00:31:24,644 --> 00:31:26,615
He's never gonna
understand you, Sam.

517
00:31:26,648 --> 00:31:28,553
Look at what he's done.

518
00:31:28,586 --> 00:31:30,690
-Killed everything
special about you.
-Who the fuck is he?

519
00:31:30,723 --> 00:31:32,393
SAM: He, we-we used
to work together...

520
00:31:32,426 --> 00:31:34,363
That's the guy in the video.

521
00:31:34,396 --> 00:31:35,967
So it's not a dead body?

522
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:37,971
No, no, he's not dead,
obviously.

523
00:31:38,004 --> 00:31:39,641
Look, this is, it's a sick joke.

524
00:31:39,674 --> 00:31:41,010
-This is all...
-Yeah, but you thought
I was dead.

525
00:31:41,043 --> 00:31:43,248
And I think
that gave you permission.

526
00:31:43,281 --> 00:31:45,620
The green light to be who you
really are, to want what you

527
00:31:45,653 --> 00:31:47,423
-really want, to be with me.
-He's-he's delusional.

528
00:31:47,456 --> 00:31:49,494
There's a tape, Sam!

529
00:31:50,696 --> 00:31:53,602
That's you climbing
on top of a corpse.

530
00:31:54,704 --> 00:31:56,675
Dead or not,
that's you fucking another guy.

531
00:31:56,708 --> 00:31:58,513
-Who are you?
-(stammers) Look,

532
00:31:58,546 --> 00:32:00,984
I-I was tricked.
This whole thing, it's a cr--

533
00:32:01,017 --> 00:32:03,154
-it's a crazy misunderstanding.
-Fuck you, Sam.

534
00:32:03,187 --> 00:32:05,192
-Jesse!
-(mutters)

535
00:32:05,225 --> 00:32:06,996
Jesse, I'm sorry!

536
00:32:07,029 --> 00:32:09,400
Jesse, stop. Jesse!

537
00:32:09,433 --> 00:32:11,672
-Sam, Sam, Sam! Stop, stop!
-Let fucking go of me! What?

538
00:32:11,705 --> 00:32:13,709
-You fucking filmed us?
-That is what it looks like

539
00:32:13,742 --> 00:32:15,513
to really be alive.

540
00:32:15,546 --> 00:32:17,283
♪ ♪

541
00:32:17,316 --> 00:32:19,655
This was the only way
I could save you.

542
00:32:19,688 --> 00:32:21,691
Because I love you.

543
00:32:22,760 --> 00:32:25,131
And I know you feel the same.

544
00:32:27,069 --> 00:32:29,675
No, I don't. I fucking hate you.

545
00:32:29,708 --> 00:32:32,012
Leave me the hell alone.

546
00:32:42,032 --> 00:32:43,569
Well, I can see you have a lot

547
00:32:43,602 --> 00:32:45,305
of experience in waste disposal.

548
00:32:45,338 --> 00:32:47,376
Yes, uh, I've handled every type

549
00:32:47,409 --> 00:32:48,779
of mess you can imagine.

550
00:32:48,812 --> 00:32:51,552
Um, for vomit,
sodium hypochlorite

551
00:32:51,585 --> 00:32:53,188
and kitty litter works best.

552
00:32:53,221 --> 00:32:55,660
For blood stains on the carpet,
the trick is

553
00:32:55,693 --> 00:32:58,064
sprinkle a little
potato starch actually.

554
00:32:58,097 --> 00:33:00,068
Most people don't even know
how to disinfect a toilet.

555
00:33:00,101 --> 00:33:02,741
Oh, that's easy, vinegar.

556
00:33:02,774 --> 00:33:05,613
Clearly, you can do the work.

557
00:33:05,646 --> 00:33:08,384
You know your way
around a dirty mess.

558
00:33:09,654 --> 00:33:11,759
Sorry, excuse me

559
00:33:11,792 --> 00:33:13,695
-one minute.
-Yeah.

560
00:33:23,582 --> 00:33:26,487
I, uh, apologize.

561
00:33:26,521 --> 00:33:28,358
It seems like
we just filled the position.

562
00:33:28,391 --> 00:33:30,763
Oh, um, well,
if anything opens up,

563
00:33:30,796 --> 00:33:32,466
I'm happy to take
the job nobody wants.

564
00:33:32,500 --> 00:33:33,836
I'm a very hard worker
and, um...

565
00:33:33,869 --> 00:33:36,374
Miss...

566
00:33:36,407 --> 00:33:38,244
we can't have a sex offender

567
00:33:38,277 --> 00:33:39,748
going into our clients' homes.

568
00:33:39,781 --> 00:33:41,752
No, I'm-I'm not, um...

569
00:33:41,785 --> 00:33:44,591
Look, I made one mistake.

570
00:33:44,624 --> 00:33:46,629
Haven't you ever made
a mistake in your life?

571
00:33:46,662 --> 00:33:48,331
I'm paying for it
every single day, please.

572
00:33:48,364 --> 00:33:50,302
I-I could really use the cash.

573
00:33:50,335 --> 00:33:52,339
Can you just give me a chance?
Um...

574
00:33:53,408 --> 00:33:55,445
♪ ♪

575
00:34:10,308 --> 00:34:12,345
(phone chimes)

576
00:34:21,397 --> 00:34:25,104
(distorted chatter, laughter)

577
00:34:30,716 --> 00:34:33,588
WOMAN:
Zombie fucker!

578
00:35:02,212 --> 00:35:04,249
♪ ♪

579
00:35:30,603 --> 00:35:32,640
You ruined my life.

580
00:35:36,848 --> 00:35:38,586
Sam...

581
00:35:38,619 --> 00:35:40,222
(drops shovel)

582
00:35:40,255 --> 00:35:41,692
Put the gun down.

583
00:35:41,725 --> 00:35:43,228
I get you're angry with me.

584
00:35:43,261 --> 00:35:44,463
Shut up.

585
00:35:46,668 --> 00:35:48,606
My friends won't talk
to me anymore.

586
00:35:48,639 --> 00:35:50,375
No one will hire me
'cause everyone thinks

587
00:35:50,408 --> 00:35:51,912
I'm a fucking sex offender,
when you're

588
00:35:51,945 --> 00:35:53,783
the one who lied.

589
00:35:53,816 --> 00:35:55,886
You tricked me.

590
00:35:56,888 --> 00:35:59,427
You took...

591
00:35:59,460 --> 00:36:01,463
everything.

592
00:36:02,633 --> 00:36:04,737
And now you get to just
keep living your best life?

593
00:36:06,675 --> 00:36:09,212
Hmm, it's just not right.

594
00:36:10,415 --> 00:36:11,785
You need to pay
for what you've done.

595
00:36:11,818 --> 00:36:13,989
Sam, I'm sorry.

596
00:36:14,022 --> 00:36:15,927
Please.

597
00:36:15,960 --> 00:36:17,396
We can talk rationally.

598
00:36:17,429 --> 00:36:19,534
This is not who you are.

599
00:36:19,567 --> 00:36:21,738
-I just want some answers.
-(scoffs)

600
00:36:21,771 --> 00:36:24,410
I just want to know why. What,
what did I do to deserve this?

601
00:36:24,443 --> 00:36:25,746
Why do you hate me
so fucking much?

602
00:36:25,779 --> 00:36:27,684
You idiot, I don't hate you!

603
00:36:27,717 --> 00:36:29,788
You were trapped!
I was trying to set you free!

604
00:36:29,821 --> 00:36:31,290
I didn't want any help!

605
00:36:31,323 --> 00:36:32,694
I never asked for it.
I was fine.

606
00:36:32,727 --> 00:36:34,564
No, you weren't!

607
00:36:36,300 --> 00:36:37,771
Fuck, Sam.

608
00:36:37,804 --> 00:36:40,910
The day my family died...

609
00:36:40,943 --> 00:36:43,516
I was so close to death,
I tasted it.

610
00:36:43,549 --> 00:36:44,918
I had their blood on me.

611
00:36:44,951 --> 00:36:47,289
And I...

612
00:36:47,322 --> 00:36:49,293
felt so alive.

613
00:36:49,326 --> 00:36:50,830
I was waking up
for the first time.

614
00:36:50,863 --> 00:36:52,901
Seeing the world
how it really was.

615
00:36:52,934 --> 00:36:54,436
No more pretending
everything's fine

616
00:36:54,469 --> 00:36:56,708
when the world's
not fucking fine.

617
00:36:56,741 --> 00:36:58,979
I thought
if I could give you that,

618
00:36:59,012 --> 00:37:01,317
a close brush with death,

619
00:37:01,350 --> 00:37:03,288
it would shock you awake.

620
00:37:03,321 --> 00:37:05,726
It was only supposed
to be for a few minutes.

621
00:37:05,759 --> 00:37:08,264
Just a jump start.

622
00:37:10,001 --> 00:37:12,707
But then you were crying.

623
00:37:12,740 --> 00:37:14,476
And you touched me.

624
00:37:15,946 --> 00:37:17,950
And I...

625
00:37:20,990 --> 00:37:22,994
I didn't want it to stop.

626
00:37:23,027 --> 00:37:25,431
I didn't want
to break the spell.

627
00:37:26,367 --> 00:37:28,004
I have never felt
that way before

628
00:37:28,037 --> 00:37:30,441
with anyone.

629
00:37:31,578 --> 00:37:33,481
You're psychotic.

630
00:37:33,515 --> 00:37:34,618
(scoffs)

631
00:37:34,651 --> 00:37:36,020
I don't need a man to tell me

632
00:37:36,053 --> 00:37:37,757
what I think
or what I really want.

633
00:37:37,790 --> 00:37:40,596
That is so goddamn patronizing.

634
00:37:40,629 --> 00:37:41,965
And I know about your mother.

635
00:37:45,506 --> 00:37:47,342
I swear to God,
if you say one fucking...

636
00:37:47,375 --> 00:37:49,079
Three days.

637
00:37:49,112 --> 00:37:51,618
She was dead for three days

638
00:37:51,651 --> 00:37:53,622
before they found you.

639
00:37:53,655 --> 00:37:56,628
For three days, you drank
your dead mother's milk.

640
00:37:56,661 --> 00:37:58,632
Shut the fuck up.

641
00:37:58,665 --> 00:38:00,736
You're disgusting.

642
00:38:01,738 --> 00:38:03,609
You're disgusting.

643
00:38:03,642 --> 00:38:05,513
And beautiful.

644
00:38:05,546 --> 00:38:07,517
And fucked up.

645
00:38:07,550 --> 00:38:09,721
And amazing.

646
00:38:09,754 --> 00:38:11,625
You are all those things,
all at the same time.

647
00:38:11,658 --> 00:38:13,027
And that's why I love you.

648
00:38:14,764 --> 00:38:16,768
I love you, Sam.

649
00:38:16,801 --> 00:38:19,339
You don't have to hide anymore.

650
00:38:20,074 --> 00:38:22,479
(sniffles)

651
00:38:22,513 --> 00:38:24,784
Let the real you out,
and tell me,

652
00:38:24,817 --> 00:38:27,021
what did it feel like, to taste
death for the first time?

653
00:38:33,969 --> 00:38:35,539
(sniffles)

654
00:38:35,572 --> 00:38:37,610
It felt like love.

655
00:38:40,114 --> 00:38:42,052
At first,
I thought she had just...

656
00:38:42,085 --> 00:38:44,122
bumped her head.

657
00:38:45,458 --> 00:38:47,462
And she was sleeping.

658
00:38:52,673 --> 00:38:54,678
I brushed her hair.

659
00:38:54,711 --> 00:38:57,382
I...

660
00:38:57,415 --> 00:38:59,452
I fed her cereal.

661
00:39:01,123 --> 00:39:03,662
Just Mama and me.

662
00:39:09,874 --> 00:39:12,680
It was the last time
I ever felt safe.

663
00:39:15,451 --> 00:39:18,424
(laughs) No wonder
I'm so screwed up, fuck.

664
00:39:19,527 --> 00:39:21,531
And I...

665
00:39:21,564 --> 00:39:24,402
I thought I would never
feel like that again.

666
00:39:27,543 --> 00:39:29,547
Until that night.

667
00:39:30,949 --> 00:39:32,820
Until I was with you.

668
00:39:32,853 --> 00:39:34,991
How fucked up is that?

669
00:39:35,024 --> 00:39:37,062
I get it.

670
00:39:37,095 --> 00:39:39,099
I get you.

671
00:39:41,236 --> 00:39:43,508
I will never judge you.

672
00:39:45,646 --> 00:39:47,617
You should've just
let me keep sleepwalking.

673
00:39:47,650 --> 00:39:49,987
I had forgotten I was broken.

674
00:39:52,158 --> 00:39:54,830
But now I see.

675
00:39:55,833 --> 00:39:57,704
I think what I really want
is to be dead

676
00:39:57,737 --> 00:39:59,707
and alive at the same time.

677
00:40:02,012 --> 00:40:04,049
And I can never have that.

678
00:40:05,986 --> 00:40:08,925
There's no way to put
the pieces back together.

679
00:40:15,506 --> 00:40:17,008
There's no hope for me.

680
00:40:18,077 --> 00:40:20,015
Sam.

681
00:40:20,048 --> 00:40:21,518
(sniffles)

682
00:40:21,551 --> 00:40:23,220
There's hope for us.

683
00:40:26,026 --> 00:40:28,632
I would do anything...

684
00:40:28,665 --> 00:40:31,037
to be with you.

685
00:40:31,070 --> 00:40:33,007
I would die a million times

686
00:40:33,040 --> 00:40:34,977
to be with you for a minute.

687
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,619
For a thousand years.

688
00:40:38,652 --> 00:40:40,488
Forever.

689
00:40:42,827 --> 00:40:44,931
You really mean that, don't you?

690
00:40:44,964 --> 00:40:47,804
Your weird and my weird,

691
00:40:47,837 --> 00:40:49,907
we belong together.

692
00:40:51,310 --> 00:40:53,848
We can be happy.

693
00:40:55,118 --> 00:40:57,523
We can be happy?

694
00:41:14,791 --> 00:41:17,061
Let me make you happy.

695
00:41:18,799 --> 00:41:20,802
Yeah.

696
00:41:22,573 --> 00:41:24,610
I think you're
the only one that could.

697
00:41:27,248 --> 00:41:30,054
(gunshot)

698
00:41:58,778 --> 00:42:00,716
For a minute.

699
00:42:00,749 --> 00:42:02,987
For a thousand years.

700
00:42:03,020 --> 00:42:04,857
Forever.

701
00:42:07,228 --> 00:42:09,800
Forever.

702
00:42:15,144 --> 00:42:17,115
♪ ♪