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‎（德州 波福傑斯特三號監獄）

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‎（卡羅凡斯監獄行政辦公室）

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‎媽媽

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‎天啊，見到妳真好

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‎（戴爾席格勒從未否認犯下
‎1990年的約翰柴德納命案）

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‎（但是雖然被判死刑
‎他在服刑一萬天後）

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‎（仍然順利出獄）

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‎-我愛妳
‎-我也愛你

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‎我們走吧

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‎走吧

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‎（戴爾席格勒 679843號）

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‎走出監獄大門

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‎令我百感交集

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‎因為我已經夢到這一刻好久

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‎現在夢想總算成真

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‎感覺就像：“這是真的嗎？”

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‎我開始發抖了

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‎-真的？
‎-對，開始了

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‎-需要花…對啊
‎-開始被現實衝擊到了

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‎我30年前入監服刑時

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‎老布希還是美國總統

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‎冷戰剛剛結束

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‎還沒有網際網路

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‎沒有手機

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‎我離開了那麼久

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‎社會的變化好大

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‎所以…

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‎我根本就無法瞭解

29
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‎以後會有哪些體驗

30
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‎感覺一定…會很不可思議

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‎我對身邊的一切充滿驚嘆

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‎那種喜悅和歡樂，還有能拿著手機

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‎穿著現實社會的衣服

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‎我從來沒想過

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‎自己能在30年後

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‎變成自由之身

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‎NETFLIX 原創影集

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‎（德州 凱德湖）

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‎門有鎖嗎？

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‎-沒鎖嗎？
‎-有鎖，等我開門

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‎準備好了嗎？

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‎-我準備好了
‎-進門吧

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‎（戴爾目前加入專為
‎德州最高風險受刑人）

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‎（設計的“超嚴密監控”假釋計畫）

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‎好了

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‎你要先把書放在這裡

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‎還是要拿到房間裡，還是…

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‎我要直接拿進房間

49
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‎-拿進房間吧，好
‎-好

50
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‎（他在未來12個月內
‎必須住在卡蘿家）

51
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‎（必須戴上衛星定位追蹤器
‎而且不得離開房子）

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‎（除非事先取得假釋官的同意）

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‎我走在你後面，讓你先進去

54
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‎（只要違反任何一項假釋規定
‎他就可能必須回去坐牢）

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‎天啊

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‎對啊

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‎-這是充氣床
‎-我知道，小心點

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‎我125公斤，可能會壓破

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‎-希望不要
‎-希望不要

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‎我把我媽的水床壓破過，她氣了好久

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‎我只希望…你不要覺得不舒服

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‎-冷氣
‎-怎麼了？

63
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‎-小確幸
‎-對啊

64
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‎牢裡可沒有這種享受

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‎我會跟牠變成朋友

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‎好，你喜不喜歡

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‎-這個房間？
‎-我超愛的

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‎我超愛的

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‎-我才正要說…
‎-我超愛的，對啊

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‎拜託，跟我的隔間比起來…

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‎-最好是
‎-別這樣啦

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‎媽媽，我的隔間只有…

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‎-我懂了…
‎-這麼大

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‎-我的隔間就這麼大
‎-這麼小？

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‎就這麼大，我就在這麼小的空間

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‎待了30年

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‎-這裡太棒了
‎-那就好

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‎謝謝妳為我做了這麼多，媽媽

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‎不客氣，寶貝

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‎親愛的天父

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‎感謝神賜予這一餐

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‎天父，這是我們第一次一起吃飯

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‎神啊，請保佑這一餐
‎我們對一切心懷感激

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‎以主耶穌之名，阿們

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‎阿們

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‎要用餐了嗎？

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‎-好
‎-別怕弄髒了

88
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‎這個要用手拿

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‎-除了那個
‎-沒錯，真的是

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‎好吃嗎？

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‎-好吃
‎-那就好

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‎對不對？很好吃

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‎我好喜歡

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‎其實不需要這麼多

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‎而且我可以慢慢享受

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‎-不會只有一片…
‎-對啊

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‎而且不必趕時間

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‎-不過…
‎-“起來”

99
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‎-他們會這樣？
‎-吃飯時間有15分鐘，然後…

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‎大概才吃五、六分鐘

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‎他們就會說：“起來，該走了”

102
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‎-真的？
‎-因為那邊有太多人

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‎他們都體制化了

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‎他們起來時也一樣
‎會敲桌子兩下再起來

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‎我就想：“你們幹嘛這樣？”

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‎這就是體制化

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‎坐牢這麼多年總算出獄後

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‎看著風景

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‎重新體驗正常生活

110
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‎以前…

111
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‎我任意奪走他人性命

112
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‎可是現在

113
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‎我的想法完全改變了

114
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‎我走到門邊往外看

115
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‎看到三隻小蜂鳥飛起來

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‎飛到蜂鳥餵食器那邊

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‎我心想，這真是最美麗的畫面

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‎想要用文字來形容…

119
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‎實在很難

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‎我是說，現在有個像家的地方

121
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‎讓我好感動

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‎卡蘿媽媽對我來說就像神的恩賜

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‎她願意敞開心胸

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‎讓我住進她的家

125
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‎跟她一起生活

126
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‎對我來說…

127
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‎一般人根本不可能這麼做

128
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‎因為誰會讓一個定罪的殺人犯

129
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‎在蹲過死囚牢房、服刑30年後

130
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‎住進自己溫暖的家

131
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‎還讓他喊自己媽的？

132
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‎她對我意義重大

133
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‎我要讓她瞭解自己有多寶貴

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‎所以我必須

135
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‎在她和上帝面前表達謙卑之意

136
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‎你要拿來澆誰？

137
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‎別打歪腦筋

138
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‎妳去過水上樂園嗎？

139
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‎-什麼？
‎-妳去過水上樂園嗎？

140
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‎沒有…

141
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‎那是一間游泳池

142
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‎所以呢？

143
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‎去那邊可以泡在水裡

144
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‎所以呢？

145
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‎可以請妳坐在躺椅上嗎？

146
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‎-真的？
‎-真的

147
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‎是的

148
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‎你趁我不在時到處亂看吧？

149
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‎-沒錯
‎-我就怕這個

150
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‎沒錯

151
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‎準備好了嗎？

152
00:09:05,680 --> 00:09:06,600
‎耶穌說…

153
00:09:07,800 --> 00:09:08,880
‎“你會因為愛

154
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‎瞭解他們”

155
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‎我對妳只有無限的

156
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‎尊敬

157
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‎還有愛

158
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‎我的使命和責任

159
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‎就是服侍妳

160
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‎以及愛妳…

161
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‎因為

162
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‎在我走投無路時…

163
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‎上帝把妳

164
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‎帶進我的生命，為我開路

165
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‎我知道妳為了我…

166
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‎犧牲了

167
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‎很多

168
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‎妳是神的恩賜，卡蘿媽媽

169
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‎我沒辦法回家見生母
‎所以上帝為我帶來另一個媽媽

170
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‎謝謝妳

171
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‎支持我

172
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‎-我愛妳，媽媽
‎-我也愛你

173
00:10:16,040 --> 00:10:17,760
‎我今天太高興了

174
00:10:18,240 --> 00:10:19,200
‎今天非常特別

175
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‎我覺得現在對於戴爾的瞭解

176
00:10:25,920 --> 00:10:27,640
‎只是皮毛而已

177
00:10:28,960 --> 00:10:32,400
‎我知道他的心地善良

178
00:10:33,040 --> 00:10:34,800
‎他熱愛上帝

179
00:10:35,760 --> 00:10:37,200
‎但是我每天

180
00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:41,760
‎都會對他有新的認識，越來越瞭解他

181
00:10:42,120 --> 00:10:42,960
‎而且…

182
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‎就跟所有人際關係一樣

183
00:10:45,120 --> 00:10:45,960
‎除非在一起

184
00:10:46,240 --> 00:10:49,840
‎否則不可能真正瞭解對方

185
00:10:51,840 --> 00:10:54,280
‎我並不太清楚

186
00:10:54,600 --> 00:10:58,760
‎戴爾到底犯了什麼罪才被判死刑

187
00:11:00,480 --> 00:11:02,400
‎我想戴爾以後自然會說

188
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‎（德州 沃斯堡）

189
00:11:17,640 --> 00:11:22,320
‎（席格勒在犯案後幾天期間
‎曾告訴幾個朋友自己殺人）

190
00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:30,120
‎戴爾完全沒有悔意
‎根本不把殺人當一回事

191
00:11:32,080 --> 00:11:33,440
‎因為我們嗑了很多藥

192
00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:36,680
‎他可能對自己做的一切完全麻木了

193
00:11:43,320 --> 00:11:44,600
‎我叫西恩安提拉

194
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‎戴爾韋恩席格勒在殺人之前

195
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‎曾經是

196
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‎我的好朋友

197
00:11:52,480 --> 00:11:53,760
‎殺人案的第二天

198
00:11:53,840 --> 00:11:56,920
‎他回到我家，就我們兩個
‎他把事情全都告訴我

199
00:11:59,920 --> 00:12:01,480
‎我記得戴爾告訴我細節

200
00:12:01,560 --> 00:12:03,920
‎怎麼發生的，他進去跟對方聊天

201
00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:05,920
‎然後拿槍指著那個人

202
00:12:06,240 --> 00:12:07,600
‎叫他打開保險箱

203
00:12:07,680 --> 00:12:09,160
‎他說他拿了錢

204
00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:11,760
‎然後那個人說：“用不著這樣”

205
00:12:11,840 --> 00:12:13,840
‎他說：“我要”，他拿出…他說…

206
00:12:14,000 --> 00:12:15,960
‎他說：“我就在那時開槍打他”

207
00:12:16,040 --> 00:12:19,360
‎“因為他認識我
‎知道我是誰，可以指認我”

208
00:12:21,920 --> 00:12:24,400
‎戴爾的確認識受害人，因為他常去

209
00:12:24,480 --> 00:12:25,800
‎那家Subway三明治餐廳

210
00:12:25,920 --> 00:12:29,040
‎因為有個朋友在那裡工作
‎所以他會去那邊找朋友

211
00:12:29,120 --> 00:12:32,080
‎所以那個人才會讓他進去
‎才會對他沒有戒心

212
00:12:32,160 --> 00:12:33,880
‎不把他當成危險人物

213
00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:39,640
‎（證人表示兇嫌炫耀
‎自己犯下SUBWAY命案）

214
00:12:42,520 --> 00:12:47,560
‎（…不喜歡他，因為
‎他認為死者是同性戀…）

215
00:12:51,960 --> 00:12:54,080
‎戴爾說並不是因為他同性戀

216
00:12:54,760 --> 00:12:56,480
‎他說：“對，我殺了那個屁精”

217
00:12:57,680 --> 00:12:59,560
‎他希望大家會這麼看他

218
00:12:59,640 --> 00:13:01,960
‎覺得“誰敢搞他，他就搞死別人”

219
00:13:02,840 --> 00:13:04,000
‎他喜歡這樣

220
00:13:04,080 --> 00:13:05,840
‎他喜歡別人怕他

221
00:13:05,920 --> 00:13:07,840
‎覺得他會幹出這種事

222
00:13:09,600 --> 00:13:12,200
‎Subway那個人是同性戀

223
00:13:12,280 --> 00:13:14,440
‎可能只是讓他更敢下手

224
00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:18,360
‎雖然不是他殺人的原因
‎但是讓他…因為…

225
00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:19,800
‎他是同性戀

226
00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:22,320
‎抱歉，我們當時住在德州

227
00:13:22,400 --> 00:13:23,960
‎當時並不是很容忍…

228
00:13:24,040 --> 00:13:25,840
‎那不是一般人願意…

229
00:13:26,240 --> 00:13:27,080
‎就是…

230
00:13:27,520 --> 00:13:28,960
‎正常人不幹那種事

231
00:13:29,400 --> 00:13:31,680
‎每個人都必須裝出那種假象

232
00:13:31,760 --> 00:13:34,160
‎因為那時不能讓別人覺得自己同情…

233
00:13:34,280 --> 00:13:36,600
‎同性戀，不然自己會被說成是同性戀

234
00:13:37,080 --> 00:13:39,920
‎戴爾當然不希望別人這麼想

235
00:13:40,680 --> 00:13:42,960
‎不然就會摧毀他努力塑造的

236
00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:44,720
‎整體形象和假象

237
00:13:46,640 --> 00:13:48,200
‎我有聽過傳言和說法

238
00:13:48,280 --> 00:13:51,800
‎可是如果要說戴爾真的是同性戀

239
00:13:52,320 --> 00:13:53,480
‎我覺得倒不至於

240
00:13:55,760 --> 00:13:57,440
‎他的確有帶我去

241
00:13:58,080 --> 00:13:59,920
‎好像有很多同性戀的地方

242
00:14:02,440 --> 00:14:05,600
‎可是我心裡會想
‎“戴爾不會幹那種事”

243
00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:07,280
‎不過…

244
00:14:08,320 --> 00:14:10,200
‎如果他真的是，那還藏得真好

245
00:14:16,560 --> 00:14:19,520
‎整件事會跟著我一輩子

246
00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:25,560
‎（檢方傳喚西恩安提拉）

247
00:14:25,640 --> 00:14:27,600
‎（在席格勒受審時作證）

248
00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:34,000
‎法官宣布他的判決…

249
00:14:34,080 --> 00:14:35,320
‎注射藥物處決

250
00:14:35,400 --> 00:14:37,440
‎他絲毫不為所動，毫不在乎

251
00:14:37,520 --> 00:14:38,440
‎好像如願以償

252
00:14:40,520 --> 00:14:42,840
‎我覺得他那時只想死

253
00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:45,880
‎我猜他認為自己生無可戀

254
00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:56,400
‎（出獄第二天）

255
00:15:03,000 --> 00:15:06,680
‎我每天都後悔自己犯下那種錯

256
00:15:10,840 --> 00:15:12,920
‎不管我說什麼，做什麼

257
00:15:13,000 --> 00:15:15,200
‎都不是殺害約翰的理由

258
00:15:18,320 --> 00:15:20,160
‎我最想做的事情

259
00:15:21,640 --> 00:15:22,600
‎就是道歉

260
00:15:29,640 --> 00:15:31,360
‎我在法庭時，整個人

261
00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:33,440
‎只想著審理過程

262
00:15:34,160 --> 00:15:36,200
‎還有在場的家人

263
00:15:39,240 --> 00:15:40,160
‎那個時候

264
00:15:40,560 --> 00:15:41,760
‎我已經接受命運

265
00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:42,680
‎我想死

266
00:15:42,920 --> 00:15:44,080
‎我想趕快結束

267
00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:49,760
‎可是讓我最震撼的

268
00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:51,960
‎就是我的父母

269
00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:54,840
‎他們都精神崩潰了

270
00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:57,840
‎我因此深受打擊

271
00:16:01,200 --> 00:16:05,440
‎（戴爾的母親在1997年後
‎就沒有探望兒子過）

272
00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:11,160
‎（由於健康狀況不佳
‎因此無法離開居住的加州）

273
00:16:17,480 --> 00:16:19,960
‎現在要進入你的帳號

274
00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:21,760
‎讓你能夠

275
00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:23,920
‎跟自己的媽媽說話

276
00:16:25,960 --> 00:16:28,440
‎對，我媽因為我吃了很多苦

277
00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:30,800
‎我讓她受盡折磨

278
00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:34,400
‎她說：“我兒子絕不會殺人”

279
00:16:35,480 --> 00:16:36,880
‎這件事傷透她的心

280
00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,400
‎我已經25年沒見過我媽

281
00:16:42,680 --> 00:16:46,080
‎希望今天總算能跟她面對面講話

282
00:16:48,760 --> 00:16:49,640
‎喂

283
00:16:51,000 --> 00:16:51,840
‎拜託

284
00:16:51,920 --> 00:16:52,760
‎喂

285
00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:54,520
‎-她出現了
‎-可以了

286
00:16:54,600 --> 00:16:55,720
‎大姊

287
00:16:55,800 --> 00:16:56,640
‎小妹

288
00:16:56,720 --> 00:16:57,880
‎棒耶

289
00:16:58,640 --> 00:16:59,560
‎寶貝

290
00:16:59,640 --> 00:17:00,480
‎媽媽

291
00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:02,360
‎天啊，看到妳真好

292
00:17:03,320 --> 00:17:06,200
‎天啊，看到你總算
‎離開那個地方，感覺真好

293
00:17:07,040 --> 00:17:08,640
‎很好，非常好

294
00:17:09,840 --> 00:17:10,680
‎沒關係了

295
00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:14,360
‎卡蘿，我每天都感謝上帝有妳

296
00:17:16,800 --> 00:17:19,520
‎我好高興有妳陪他，因為我沒辦法

297
00:17:21,440 --> 00:17:22,560
‎這是我的光榮

298
00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:26,400
‎好

299
00:17:26,920 --> 00:17:28,640
‎我先控制一下情緒

300
00:17:29,240 --> 00:17:30,280
‎我看很難

301
00:17:31,920 --> 00:17:33,840
‎你看，我就說我現在又老又胖

302
00:17:36,760 --> 00:17:40,080
‎-這是免不了的
‎-我自己也不年輕了

303
00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:41,000
‎我知道

304
00:17:43,360 --> 00:17:45,200
‎相隔25年後第一次

305
00:17:46,160 --> 00:17:47,800
‎見到我媽媽

306
00:17:49,480 --> 00:17:51,000
‎她也能看到自己的兒子

307
00:17:51,920 --> 00:17:52,760
‎自由自在

308
00:17:54,080 --> 00:17:55,440
‎這種經驗

309
00:17:57,120 --> 00:17:58,880
‎比我自己的生命還寶貴

310
00:18:01,720 --> 00:18:04,720
‎這種感覺真的是非常強烈又神奇

311
00:18:05,360 --> 00:18:07,600
‎因為我隨時能夠看到她

312
00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:08,560
‎跟她說話

313
00:18:09,040 --> 00:18:11,160
‎這都是拜科技之賜

314
00:18:11,920 --> 00:18:12,760
‎太厲害了

315
00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:16,520
‎因為她知道我現在出獄了

316
00:18:17,040 --> 00:18:18,520
‎可以聯絡得到我

317
00:18:19,880 --> 00:18:21,880
‎天啊，看到妳真好，媽媽

318
00:18:21,960 --> 00:18:23,480
‎好久不見了

319
00:18:24,280 --> 00:18:25,160
‎對啊，很久

320
00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:27,760
‎我們從來沒想到會有這一天

321
00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:29,520
‎對啊

322
00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:35,240
‎我本來以為到死都看不到你出獄了

323
00:18:37,360 --> 00:18:39,120
‎-不管怎麼樣，我都愛你
‎-我也愛妳

324
00:18:39,520 --> 00:18:41,160
‎我知道我讓妳受盡折磨

325
00:18:42,040 --> 00:18:44,280
‎這都不是妳的錯

326
00:18:44,360 --> 00:18:47,480
‎結果我不是最好的兒子
‎而是最壞的兒子

327
00:18:48,840 --> 00:18:50,160
‎可是從現在起

328
00:18:51,120 --> 00:18:52,600
‎我會是妳最好的兒子

329
00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:56,320
‎我會在妳上天堂前，讓妳引以為傲

330
00:18:57,840 --> 00:18:59,080
‎你一定行的，寶貝

331
00:19:17,600 --> 00:19:21,280
‎現在最重要的就是成為我媽的驕傲

332
00:19:22,240 --> 00:19:23,720
‎哪個孩子不是這樣？

333
00:19:25,080 --> 00:19:26,640
‎所以我一定要設下

334
00:19:26,720 --> 00:19:29,240
‎短程、中程和長程目標

335
00:19:31,120 --> 00:19:32,360
‎接下來的幾年

336
00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:34,520
‎我想定下來，當個公司員工

337
00:19:36,400 --> 00:19:37,920
‎我想買房子

338
00:19:38,240 --> 00:19:41,080
‎我想要有政府的退休年金和保險

339
00:19:41,320 --> 00:19:42,280
‎牙科福利

340
00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:46,680
‎我想成立一個教區

341
00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:49,720
‎輔導兒童和青少年

342
00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:53,480
‎我希望這個教區真的能夠

343
00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:56,080
‎受到信眾歡迎

344
00:19:57,720 --> 00:20:00,800
‎我想造福社會，因為
‎我這輩子都造成別人的負擔

345
00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:02,880
‎現在該回饋了

346
00:20:11,280 --> 00:20:12,560
‎現在我居家監禁

347
00:20:13,160 --> 00:20:15,720
‎對我來說只是人生的新一章

348
00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:23,400
‎（根據假釋規定，戴爾如果要離家）

349
00:20:23,480 --> 00:20:27,280
‎（僅限特定活動，而且必須
‎在一週前獲得假釋官批准）

350
00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:32,640
‎（他不得在公開場合與他人往來）

351
00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:41,160
‎看到這一家人怎麼在外面互動

352
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,160
‎小男生到處玩、四處奔跑

353
00:20:43,240 --> 00:20:44,400
‎推著玩具卡車

354
00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:46,280
‎這個畫面真美

355
00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:48,800
‎能夠生兒育女是上帝的恩典

356
00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:51,160
‎這…

357
00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:52,920
‎這就是我的夢想

358
00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:55,080
‎能找個伴侶，生個小女兒

359
00:20:57,400 --> 00:20:59,560
‎也許我有一天也能辦到

360
00:20:59,640 --> 00:21:01,360
‎我也許能找到自己愛的人

361
00:21:02,480 --> 00:21:04,840
‎所以我必須專心，心態要正面

362
00:21:05,520 --> 00:21:07,280
‎所以我要…

363
00:21:07,560 --> 00:21:09,200
‎想辦法找工作

364
00:21:10,280 --> 00:21:12,600
‎希望別人覺得我有價值

365
00:21:14,320 --> 00:21:15,160
‎不過…

366
00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:16,800
‎我必須有耐性

367
00:21:32,840 --> 00:21:35,720
‎（出獄第二週）

368
00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:54,600
‎（戴爾獲准離家前往
‎職業介紹所接受面試）

369
00:22:01,560 --> 00:22:03,840
‎我很想趕快看看今天有什麼職缺

370
00:22:03,920 --> 00:22:05,960
‎我現在必須有彈性點

371
00:22:07,120 --> 00:22:09,120
‎我希望能有很多選擇

372
00:22:09,200 --> 00:22:11,120
‎能夠總算開始

373
00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:12,680
‎讓生活回到正軌

374
00:22:13,440 --> 00:22:14,880
‎如果今天能如我所願

375
00:22:14,960 --> 00:22:17,440
‎貨運公司就會錄取我

376
00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:18,640
‎提供職業訓練

377
00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:20,840
‎然後馬上開始工作

378
00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:23,480
‎所以我滿心期待

379
00:22:24,320 --> 00:22:28,080
‎（地區服務中心）

380
00:22:30,080 --> 00:22:31,920
‎你想找什麼樣的工作？

381
00:22:32,920 --> 00:22:36,240
‎跟商業駕照有關的工作

382
00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:37,520
‎-商業駕照？好
‎-是的

383
00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:39,600
‎-你想當貨車司機？
‎-是的

384
00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:41,400
‎我祖父是開貨車的

385
00:22:41,600 --> 00:22:43,720
‎我知道薪水不錯，我又愛亂跑

386
00:22:43,800 --> 00:22:46,880
‎我真的很希望能走這一行

387
00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:49,200
‎你以前開過貨車嗎？

388
00:22:49,280 --> 00:22:50,160
‎-沒有
‎-沒有？好

389
00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:52,640
‎-你有執照嗎？
‎-沒有

390
00:22:54,160 --> 00:22:56,320
‎所以你想要

391
00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:57,920
‎-取得證照嗎？
‎-是的

392
00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:00,000
‎你的工作經驗？

393
00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:01,600
‎你有工作經驗嗎？

394
00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:05,440
‎我什麼都做過一點

395
00:23:05,520 --> 00:23:07,480
‎但是沒有開車的工作經驗

396
00:23:07,560 --> 00:23:10,440
‎好，你的上一份工作是什麼？

397
00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:13,360
‎-阿林頓的超市補貨員
‎-好

398
00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:16,920
‎-還記得日期嗎？
‎-1990年

399
00:23:17,600 --> 00:23:19,280
‎-1990年？
‎-對

400
00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:20,720
‎那是我的上一份工作

401
00:23:21,280 --> 00:23:23,720
‎我在牢裡待了30年

402
00:23:23,800 --> 00:23:24,640
‎好

403
00:23:35,440 --> 00:23:39,280
‎（由於沒有相關經驗
‎因此戴爾沒有獲得錄取）

404
00:23:40,120 --> 00:23:42,960
‎（仍然必須居家監禁）

405
00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:52,600
‎殺了他，他想殺我

406
00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:55,360
‎-我來
‎-好

407
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:02,840
‎好準

408
00:24:04,840 --> 00:24:05,680
‎好

409
00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:09,200
‎你還要殺掉這個

410
00:24:12,120 --> 00:24:13,000
‎殺了她

411
00:24:15,160 --> 00:24:17,000
‎好，這三個都被你殺了

412
00:24:19,240 --> 00:24:20,080
‎很暴力

413
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,920
‎所以我才說如果他不想玩，我們可以

414
00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:24,120
‎玩些別的

415
00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:26,160
‎不過對啦…

416
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:28,280
‎這遊戲是很暴力

417
00:24:30,240 --> 00:24:33,360
‎所以社會大眾都說電視遊樂器

418
00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:35,560
‎-讓年輕人學壞
‎-小朋友，對

419
00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:36,840
‎-小朋友
‎-對啊

420
00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:39,600
‎科技太神奇了，但是也很困難

421
00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:43,040
‎連遊戲都很難學

422
00:24:43,360 --> 00:24:45,640
‎如果要升級，還必須

423
00:24:46,120 --> 00:24:48,240
‎想辦法讓自己在下一關時

424
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:49,320
‎力量更強大

425
00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:51,240
‎實在是…

426
00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:53,040
‎很難懂

427
00:24:59,360 --> 00:25:01,040
‎因為我居家監禁

428
00:25:01,120 --> 00:25:03,720
‎所以科技對我來說更重要

429
00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:07,560
‎我必須主動出擊，尋找工作機會

430
00:25:08,120 --> 00:25:10,200
‎這是我在這一年內，跟全世界

431
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:11,240
‎接軌的方式

432
00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:14,200
‎不過整個過程也很難熬

433
00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:19,960
‎偵測問題中…

434
00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:25,880
‎問題是新科技太難了

435
00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:30,040
‎好，“檢查問題是否已修正”

436
00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:31,320
‎-好
‎-你…

437
00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:35,240
‎上面說：“按下檢查問題是否已修正”

438
00:25:35,320 --> 00:25:36,160
‎所以我按下去

439
00:25:37,040 --> 00:25:39,080
‎-有修正嗎？
‎-沒有，絕對沒有

440
00:25:45,760 --> 00:25:47,880
‎每個環節都有安全機制

441
00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:51,160
‎他們想要備份的備份
‎所以需要我的電子郵件地址

442
00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:53,480
‎電話號碼、密碼

443
00:25:53,560 --> 00:25:56,800
‎如果沒用，就要用
‎電子郵件地址取得密碼

444
00:25:57,400 --> 00:25:59,600
‎試過這個步驟後，還是無法連線

445
00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:02,920
‎我就覺得：“當初幹嘛
‎要我提供電子郵件地址

446
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:04,000
‎來確認電話號碼？

447
00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:07,160
‎反正我輸入後系統又不讓我進去”

448
00:26:07,480 --> 00:26:09,480
‎到某個程度後

449
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:11,040
‎人總會…

450
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:15,000
‎覺得充滿挫折

451
00:26:15,400 --> 00:26:17,120
‎這時最好的方法就是

452
00:26:17,680 --> 00:26:20,600
‎先離開一陣子，等一下再回來

453
00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:25,120
‎不要被這件事擊倒了

454
00:26:26,160 --> 00:26:27,800
‎這只是一台電腦

455
00:26:29,320 --> 00:26:30,520
‎又不是生死關頭

456
00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:37,760
‎過去…

457
00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:40,760
‎三、四天來

458
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:43,640
‎戴爾覺得挫折感很重

459
00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:47,600
‎他以為

460
00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:52,320
‎這個世界在他坐牢時依然靜止不動

461
00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:55,240
‎可是我們這些人跟上時代脈動

462
00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:57,840
‎我們學著使用科技，所以他

463
00:26:58,080 --> 00:26:59,640
‎必須全都學會

464
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:01,760
‎但是需要時間

465
00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:03,640
‎我覺得

466
00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:07,560
‎他想要一下子就全部學會

467
00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:10,760
‎但這是辦不到的

468
00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:12,920
‎一天只有24小時

469
00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:17,320
‎我的荷包現在很緊

470
00:27:17,560 --> 00:27:20,200
‎只因為家裡多了一個人

471
00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:23,080
‎支出一直增加，好像沒有額外的錢…

472
00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:24,480
‎…進來

473
00:27:25,320 --> 00:27:27,000
‎但我們可以撐過去的

474
00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:29,160
‎一定可以

475
00:27:29,720 --> 00:27:31,840
‎只要他找到工作就能海闊天空

476
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:35,960
‎至於找工作嘛

477
00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:40,400
‎我不知道，因為他沒有工作經驗

478
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,720
‎所以我一直告訴他

479
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:47,560
‎他必須慢慢來，不要操之過急

480
00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:53,440
‎由於我的活動範圍受限

481
00:27:54,120 --> 00:27:55,480
‎所以真的很痛苦

482
00:27:58,080 --> 00:28:00,640
‎我為了重新做人已經等了30年

483
00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:03,880
‎我想造福人群、做好事、接觸其他人

484
00:28:04,360 --> 00:28:05,280
‎傳播福音

485
00:28:05,880 --> 00:28:07,520
‎所以現在很痛苦

486
00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:12,400
‎大家都不瞭解

487
00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:14,960
‎如果你想回饋社會

488
00:28:16,480 --> 00:28:19,360
‎想要…造福其他人

489
00:28:20,440 --> 00:28:23,360
‎想要擁抱人群

490
00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:27,880
‎所以那規定才讓我這麼煩，我不能…

491
00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:30,080
‎跟人互動

492
00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:33,520
‎融入人群、認識別人

493
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:36,520
‎我受到太多限制了

494
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:38,000
‎你懂嗎？

495
00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:41,800
‎而且…

496
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:46,400
‎我知道以後會慢慢好轉

497
00:28:47,680 --> 00:28:49,560
‎但是現階段很難熬

498
00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:06,320
‎（出獄第三週）

499
00:29:10,320 --> 00:29:14,840
‎（戴爾每週必須離家
‎向假釋官報到一次）

500
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:20,720
‎你回家時要順便買什麼嗎？

501
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:22,080
‎還是要直接回家？

502
00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:23,640
‎我們可以買…

503
00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:25,720
‎燒烤？

504
00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:27,440
‎那邊有披薩

505
00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:29,440
‎昨天漢堡半價優惠

506
00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:31,840
‎-但我忘了
‎-我有事要告訴妳

507
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:34,280
‎-妳可能並不知道
‎-什麼時候？

508
00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:36,720
‎-現在嗎？
‎-看到那邊的招牌嗎？

509
00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:38,040
‎-哪個招牌？
‎-Subway招牌

510
00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:38,960
‎Subway？有

511
00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:40,680
‎我下半輩子

512
00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:42,480
‎每次看到那個招牌

513
00:29:43,160 --> 00:29:45,200
‎都會想到那天晚上

514
00:29:46,240 --> 00:29:47,120
‎真的？

515
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:57,320
‎人生最大的難關就是原諒自己

516
00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:00,280
‎我必須學會原諒自己

517
00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:02,440
‎但是我現在還學不會

518
00:30:03,040 --> 00:30:04,080
‎慢慢來吧

519
00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:09,040
‎需要

520
00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:10,920
‎一陣子

521
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:12,720
‎我看到那個招牌就…

522
00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:16,760
‎就會再揭開一次瘡疤

523
00:30:24,320 --> 00:30:26,920
‎戴爾知道他做錯事了

524
00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:31,000
‎而且…他對自己的懲罰

525
00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:35,800
‎和責難比誰都嚴厲

526
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:39,920
‎他非常後悔做了這件事

527
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:43,760
‎這個罪惡感會跟著他

528
00:30:44,160 --> 00:30:45,440
‎一輩子

529
00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:49,240
‎成為他的一部分

530
00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:53,360
‎這件事還有我經歷過的一切

531
00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:55,200
‎都起因於我的選擇

532
00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:57,840
‎因為我以前的個性

533
00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:00,240
‎但我已經不是那個人了

534
00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:06,480
‎過去30年來

535
00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:09,360
‎我被人…

536
00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:11,680
‎妖魔化

537
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:13,280
‎大家說我是惡魔

538
00:31:14,360 --> 00:31:16,760
‎是畜生，沒有活下去的權利

539
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:20,320
‎事實上並非如此

540
00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:21,440
‎我不是畜生

541
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:24,080
‎我不是惡魔

542
00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:27,560
‎大部分人都不瞭解

543
00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:29,040
‎1990年

544
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:30,560
‎4月那天

545
00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:31,880
‎的真相

546
00:31:33,520 --> 00:31:35,280
‎他們以為是搶劫殺人

547
00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:38,720
‎“他是為了錢才殺人”
‎但其實不是這樣

548
00:31:47,560 --> 00:31:50,880
‎（阿肯色州 蒙坦宏）

549
00:31:54,840 --> 00:32:01,000
‎（假釋規定禁止席格勒
‎與被害人家屬聯絡）

550
00:32:12,520 --> 00:32:16,240
‎（約翰柴德納家屬
‎對這起命案的所有細節）

551
00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:19,640
‎（全都來自報紙對審訊過程的報導）

552
00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:30,400
‎“阿林頓餐廳員工在搶劫期間遇害

553
00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:34,360
‎阿林頓人約翰柴德納
‎今年31歲，當場宣告死亡”

554
00:32:34,440 --> 00:32:36,280
‎-毫無意義的殺人
‎-對啊

555
00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:39,240
‎他犯案毫無理由，為殺而殺

556
00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:41,120
‎他

557
00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:42,480
‎殺了我哥哥時

558
00:32:43,640 --> 00:32:44,760
‎絕對不是意外

559
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:45,680
‎他不是…

560
00:32:45,760 --> 00:32:47,920
‎扳機…他不是不小心碰到扳機

561
00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:50,200
‎誰都不可能意外扣扳機六次

562
00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:52,920
‎這實在…這絕對不是意外

563
00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:54,600
‎這是一種表態

564
00:32:55,160 --> 00:32:56,840
‎這是一種表態，你懂嗎？

565
00:32:57,320 --> 00:32:59,440
‎要殺人，一顆子彈就夠了

566
00:32:59,920 --> 00:33:01,040
‎想要表態呢？

567
00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:02,440
‎就再開五槍

568
00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:11,480
‎多年以來，我都以為另有隱情

569
00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,320
‎多年以來

570
00:33:13,760 --> 00:33:15,040
‎我以為因為他是同性戀

571
00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:16,480
‎所以才有人想殺他

572
00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:20,400
‎1980年代末和1990年代初

573
00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:22,040
‎大家都有偏見

574
00:33:22,120 --> 00:33:24,400
‎所以我覺得可能是這個原因，懂嗎？

575
00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:26,360
‎因為他是同性戀

576
00:33:26,440 --> 00:33:27,440
‎而且對外公開

577
00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:29,160
‎有人不喜歡，我是這麼想的

578
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:30,720
‎但我錯了，你懂嗎？

579
00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:32,720
‎但只是因為我在生氣

580
00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:35,400
‎顯然就那個原因，為了錢

581
00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:50,600
‎（德州 凱德湖）

582
00:33:54,040 --> 00:33:56,440
‎大家以為自己知道1990年4月

583
00:33:56,760 --> 00:33:58,120
‎到底發生什麼事

584
00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:03,400
‎但是在審判期間

585
00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:06,320
‎沒人真的知道來龍去脈

586
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:07,840
‎沒人知道故事真相

587
00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:09,840
‎因為我從來沒說過

588
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:15,080
‎其實真正知道的人

589
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:18,440
‎只有被害人、上帝和我

590
00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:25,800
‎（戴爾席格勒在1990年簽下自白書
‎承認在加重搶劫行為期間殺人）

591
00:34:34,840 --> 00:34:36,680
‎直到我爸爸死後

592
00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:38,640
‎我才瞭解到

593
00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:41,280
‎如果我要成為牧師

594
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:42,640
‎就必須說出真相

595
00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:45,000
‎必須完全坦白

596
00:34:45,080 --> 00:34:47,400
‎大家以為那是搶劫殺人案

597
00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:48,440
‎為錢殺人

598
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:50,680
‎但是真相完全不是如此

599
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:56,240
‎（戴爾席格勒在認罪25年後
‎寫信給假釋委員會）

600
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:58,440
‎（提供完全不一樣的事發經過）

601
00:34:59,960 --> 00:35:01,360
‎我並不是要搶錢

602
00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:05,040
‎搶劫只是為了掩飾我殺人的真正原因

603
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:09,880
‎我去那家店就是為了殺掉約翰

604
00:35:13,120 --> 00:35:14,440
‎我之所以殺他…

605
00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:16,160
‎是因為他想要脅我

606
00:35:17,080 --> 00:35:18,720
‎跟他發生同性戀關係

607
00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:46,840
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