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This series is based
on the experiences of Christiane F.

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Individuals and events
in her familial environment

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and friends
are fictitious or fictionalized.

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That's yours.

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Those are just for the pain.

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We don't use medication.
We have something better.

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Get undressed.

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What?

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WE CHILDREN FROM BAHNHOF ZOO

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We're impressed by Babette's talent.

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You should encourage it.

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Due to Babette's addictive
tendencies,

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we'll release her without medication.

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Again, you won't be helping her
if you try to shield her.

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Hi, Aunt Luise.

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"The gap between rich and poor exists
alongside that of free and enslaved.

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The transition to private property
was accompanied by marriage.

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The nuclear family
became society's economic unit."

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Patriarchy replaced slavery.

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The woman is to the man
what the slave was to the master.

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The union of tribes
becomes a necessity everywhere.

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You see?

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Yes.

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Keep reading.

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Do birds fly?

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Yes. Thank you.

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Do birds fly?

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No. Thank you.

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Hello.

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Is Benno in?

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Want a beer?

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"Dear Father,
I'm sorry but we had to leave."

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"We."

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I thought you had left together.

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You and my boy.

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It's from Prague.

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Have a seat.

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What do you think?

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Should a father report
his own son to the police?

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I had that savings account
for 23 years.

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What an asshole.

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I called in sick.

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For the first time ever.

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PRAGUE

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Hey, crybaby!

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It was you who wanted to come here.
A bit of freedom, you said.

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I did that.

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I mean it.

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Watch out, the bridge! Ah!

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Come on, help me!

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Don't make fun of me.

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Come on, give me some.

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Do you see me differently now?

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No.

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You're my best friend.

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The strongest person I know.

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What happened was an accident.

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Like this?

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Hello, this is Christiane.

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<i>A friend of Babsi's.</i>

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<i>Is she there?</i>

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You are not welcome here.

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How could this possibly happen?

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We can only help
those who want to be helped.

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Listen

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Christiane
actually made good progress.

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Just bring her back
when you find her.

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-Hey Mommy, want some lesbian action?
-I'm looking for my daughter.

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Christiane. Dark hair down to here.

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-About your height.
-Lots of hookers here look like that.

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-My daughter doesn't do that.
-Sure.

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I saw someone
at the Bülowbogen toilet,

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lying wasted on the floor.

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Christiane!

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Get lost, you cunt!

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Don't touch me! Get lost!

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Mom!

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Narconon said
I can sleep at home again.

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I know that you ran away.

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You are going back
to Narconon right now.

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And you won't come back

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until you're back to normal!

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Mom?

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I'm not going back to Narconon!

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They only make me do
weird exercises there!

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Mom!

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Mom, they aren't helping me!

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They can't save me!

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I've lost my child.

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No, you haven't.

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Thanks.

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What happened, my girl?

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Morning.

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I have to go. I have math.

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Here.

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Hello, do you have any change
for the subway?

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Thank you.

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Got any change for the subway?

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-Got any change?
-Get lost!

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Cunt!

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Christiane.

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Babsi!

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Where were you hiding?

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I was in a rehabilitation center.

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They took care of me,
and I'm totally clean now.

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That's great!

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I'm at Narconon,
but I'm taking a break.

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Checking out the scene.

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But I'll go back soon
and get clean too.

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Would you want to go to Sound
sometime, really rave it up?

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I'd better not.

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I might start an apprenticeship
as a theater makeup artist.

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And I'm taking drawing lessons.

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The um, the DJ, was asking for you.

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Dijan?

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He was really worried about you.

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Would be nice to see him again.

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Saturday at 9?

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Karin's in a bad way, Robert.

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I'll find my daughter.
Can you lend me 100 marks?

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What do you want with 100 marks?

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You have to think strategically.

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You already owe me 200.

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I'm only asking you to lend it.

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You're screwing my wife,

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that's the least you can do.

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Thank you.

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-Hello.
-Wait!

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Got a mark for me?

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-Hello! Got a mark for me?
-Shut your face!

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Hey!

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Seen her anywhere?

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Look at her.
That's Christiane, my daughter.

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Yes, I've seen her somewhere.

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-What's your name?
-Speedy.

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-No, what's your real name?
-Speedy.

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Okay, Speedy

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Take this so
you don't forget her face.

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If you see her

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or find out where she is,
get in touch with me.

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And if you do that Yeah?

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Then

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you get a big, fat 100 mark bill.

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And this is my number.

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Take good care of it.

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Here.

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Don't fuck it up.

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Just heard you're getting out.

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Yeah, child protection services
got stuck in.

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Would've been nice
to hear it from you.

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Not from fricking Schrothmann.

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Will you write?

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Course.

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Look.

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You can always go there.

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Maybe we'll see each other
when I'm out.

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See you later.
Have a nice evening.

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What are you wearing?

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I have a date with a boy.

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Is he nice?

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Yes, Grandma.

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Very polite
and really well brought up.

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But you'll be back home
by midnight, yes?

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I promise.

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Fine.

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Babsi!

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Have you seen him?

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Not yet. Hey, you look amazing!

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We should go shopping together.

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What are you drinking?

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Wine?

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A glass of wine!

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He'll show up. Don't worry.

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You're so in love!

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No, I'm not.

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I don't recognize anyone here.

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Benno skipped town with Michi.

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He really left me hanging.

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I wouldn't have thought that of him.

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What a dick.

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You were looking for me?

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Christiane said
you were looking for me.

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For you?

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Yes, for me. Babsi.

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You don't have to worry about me.

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I'm doing well.

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Yes.

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I was looking for a Babsi,

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but it's not you.

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Come with me.

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Time to head home, get comfy
and shoot up on the couch.

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I have to go home too.

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It's past midnight.
It doesn't matter anymore.

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-I had fun with you, Christiane.
-Babsi Babsi

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Please don't leave me alone.

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BREITWEG PET SHOP

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You have a key?

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Where's Günther anyway?

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I give him a Mandrax every night
so I have my peace.

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Why does everyone have to leave?

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I can't deal with Benno being gone.

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Why are all boys horrible?

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Forget Dijan.

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He acted like he didn't even know me.

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I lied to you.

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He wasn't asking for you.

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I'm sorry.

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You're forgiven.

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Hey, Banana, I really have to go.

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You will
never call me "Banana" again.

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Stop, I'm really gonna pee myself.

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Do you remember that time
you peed forever in Sound?

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Man! I really missed you.

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You can't leave yet.

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Want some?

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No.

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We have the best life ever.

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So?

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Maybe you just don't belong together.

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You and H.

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BREITWEG PET SHOP

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Come on.

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If she isn't there,
you can forget about the money.

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Open up!

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Open up!

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-Christiane?
-Shit.

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-Christiane!
-We have to go.

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Christiane!

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Grab her!

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Stand up! Come on!

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Run, Babsi.

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What's going on?

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Fucking pervert!

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-This is a surprise.
-Yes, they informed me.

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Come on. Let's go home.

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Where are Nils and Nicole?

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I told them you were
with Aunt Inge in the West.

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I didn't want everyone
to know about it.

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Stella, you screwed up a lot,

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00:34:50,260 --> 00:34:53,060
but stealing from old women
is really brutal.

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Are you coming?

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Stella!

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There.

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Is that it, then?

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Throw it away.

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Throw it away!

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Listen, Missy.
I swear, if you have anymore

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No, that's all of it.

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Right, you'll live here.
I'll take you to school every day.

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And then pick you up.

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When we're not here,
we'll lock the door.

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-You can't lock me in here.
-You won't learn it any other way.

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Come on, Lamai.

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Not even any students today.

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00:37:10,860 --> 00:37:13,900
I'll be lucky if I can get
another quarter gram.

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I have enough. We can share.

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Thanks.

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00:37:27,540 --> 00:37:29,820
Do you know
where I can crash tonight?

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<i>Dear Christiane,</i>

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<i>How could I not have written you</i>
<i>a letter back then,</i>

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<i>to Eisfelden in the hospital?</i>

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<i>You say such wonderful things.</i>
<i>Beautiful sentences.</i>

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<i>What could I have written to you?</i>

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<i>I just didn't know what to say.</i>

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<i>But I was writing to you in my head</i>
<i>the whole time.</i>

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<i>But this is the first time</i>

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00:38:14,340 --> 00:38:16,140
<i>I've been able to put</i>
<i>my words on paper.</i>

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<i>I'd like to have gone</i>
<i>to Paris with you.</i>

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<i>My mind was tangled like a web.</i>

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<i>Turning tricks, H, everything.</i>

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<i>And there was always Michi.</i>

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<i>Michi has always been there.</i>

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<i>All the threads got tangled up.</i>
<i>I was a fly caught in the middle.</i>

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<i>I was caught up in myself</i>
<i>and didn't know how to free myself.</i>

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<i>Now I know that I belong with you.</i>

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<i>And that we have</i>
<i>to fly away together.</i>

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<i>And that I love only you.</i>

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<i>I can hardly wait for us</i>
<i>to see each other again.</i>

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<i>Your loving Benno.</i>

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-What are you doing?
-Nothing.

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00:39:23,540 --> 00:39:25,820
-What is that?
-Nothing.

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00:39:25,900 --> 00:39:27,580
-Give it to me!
-Leave it.

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00:39:57,100 --> 00:39:59,300
You're such a fucking coward.

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00:40:12,940 --> 00:40:15,420
This, here, with us,
was never going to work out.

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00:40:24,660 --> 00:40:28,580
You won't make it without me, Benno.
You know why?

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Because you're weak.
You're a fucking weakling, you hear?

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That way the capitalist

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00:40:58,380 --> 00:41:03,060
can keep increasing his wealth,

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00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:06,980
as the proletariat's living
conditions

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00:41:07,060 --> 00:41:09,260
become increasingly precarious.

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Do you understand?

292
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I'm not stupid.

293
00:43:35,060 --> 00:43:36,780
Hello, it's Benno.

294
00:43:36,860 --> 00:43:38,860
Is Christiane there?
Can I speak to her?

295
00:43:39,740 --> 00:43:40,660
Where is she then?

296
00:43:41,900 --> 00:43:44,140
Why Hello? Hello!

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Not now!

298
00:43:53,900 --> 00:43:55,740
Hello, it's Benno again.

299
00:43:56,300 --> 00:43:58,260
Where can I reach her?
At Narconon?

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00:43:58,340 --> 00:44:00,620
But Hello? Hello?

301
00:44:02,060 --> 00:44:04,060
-Boy, are you done?
-Shut up!

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00:44:07,740 --> 00:44:09,340
Fuck! Shit!

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00:44:09,420 --> 00:44:10,900
Shut your face!

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Hey, little birdie.

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-Show me.
-Give it to me.

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00:44:42,300 --> 00:44:43,820
Yes.

307
00:44:57,420 --> 00:45:00,540
We had an agreement.
I need panties you've worn.

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00:46:32,460 --> 00:46:34,380
There's a warrant out
for your arrest.

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00:46:35,340 --> 00:46:37,420
Your father pressed charges
against you.

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For theft
and the falsification of documents.

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00:49:21,500 --> 00:49:24,500
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