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SERIAL NETFLIX

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MILWAUKEE, WISCONSIN
1959

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Joyce?

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Sudah berapa minggu?

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Dua puluh enam.

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Memasuki trimester terakhir. Bagus.

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Bisa disertai perubahan suasana hati,
gejolak kecemasan.

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Anggap ini sebagai waktu santai

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dan bayangkan sukacita
dalam hidup kalian saat dia lahir.

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Anda telah diresepi banyak obat.
Ada beberapa obat hormon.

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- Sedang konsumsi obat apa?
- Aku…

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Itu sebabnya kami kemari, Dokter.
Perkara obatnya.

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Dia minum Equanil
untuk mengatasi kecemasan.

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Harusnya diminum sesuai kebutuhan,

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tapi dia konsumsi tiada henti.

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- Dokter lain meresepkan obat tidur.
- Aku diharuskan tidur.

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- Pencahar, Valium, morfin.
- Tiga kali aku diberi morfin.

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Dia disuntik dengan barbiturat.

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Kalau menenangkan, obatnya harus kuterima.

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Aku mengkhawatirkan janinnya.

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Aku takut akan kesehatannya.

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Marak kabar bayi
terdampak talidomida di Inggris.

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- Aku tak minum itu.
- Jangan menyelaku.

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Kau minum 26 pil sehari.

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Aku minum pil
yang diresepkan dokter, Lionel.

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Aku menuruti saran mereka.

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Aku ingin kondisiku membaik,
tapi kau marah-marah.

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Tiap dokter seperti menyalahkanku,
tapi entah apa yang salah dariku.

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Baik.

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Saya mengerti.

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Hormon Anda tak seimbang. Anda bingung.

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Hidup Anda akan berubah drastis…

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- Aku tak bingung.
- Joyce.

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Aku hanya ingin tahu penyebabnya.

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Maksudku, zat kimia
yang memicu perasaanku ini.

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Anda tak perlu mencemaskan semua itu, ya?

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Cukup dipahami itu normal
dan akan berlalu.

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Lebih baik Anda menghadapinya
tanpa bergantung pada obat.

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Aku ingin lekas melahirkan
agar bisa melanjutkan hidup.

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Ada perempuan menikmati kehamilan.

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Aku tahu itu.

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Aku merasa bersalah tak menikmatinya.

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Masa ini akan segera berlalu.

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Itu dia. Dapat. Bagus.

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Ini, kau ambil alih.

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Baiklah.

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- Wah, kecil sekali.
- Tidak. Ini lumayan.

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Nanti kita makan.

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Baiklah. Sudah.

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Ayah akan ajarkan
cara mengaitkan cacing ke kait.

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Ayah ambil yang gemuk.

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Ini…

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Ini kepalanya, usahakan tetap menggeliat.

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Jadi, Ayah harus mengira-ngira
di mana bokongnya.

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Di situlah kaitnya ditancapkan.

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Cobalah.

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Ia akan menggeliat.

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- Di situ?
- Ya.

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Maaf, Kawan. Pasti sakit.

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Entahlah. Mungkin itu cacing betina.

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Mungkin kau menyodoknya.

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Pasti hanya itu obrolanmu
dan teman-temanmu, ya?

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Perempuan?

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- Begitu?
- Ya. Bagus.

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Pegang kepalanya,
lilitkan senarnya beberapa kali,

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lalu kaitkan dari samping.

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Ya, seperti itu.

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Dengan begitu, ia hidup,

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tapi tak bisa lepas
dan ikan tak bisa lolos.

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- Ayo cari ikan lain.
- Baik.

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Punya cewek di sekolah?

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Tak ada yang kusuka.

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Baiklah. Ya.

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Kau tahu caranya.

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Ya, 'kan?

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Saat laki-laki dan perempuan
berhubungan seks?

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Ayah yakin ada temanmu
yang menyimpan <i>Playboy </i>di loker.

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Tak perlu bahas itu, Ayah.

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Lalu…

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potong kepalanya.

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Seperti itu.

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Boleh kucoba?

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Ya. Tentu. Hati-hati.

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Pisaunya sangat tajam.
Biar Ayah keringkan.

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Jangan sampai memeleset.

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Ayolah.

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DEE BERARTI <i>DELIGHT</i>

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Ayolah.

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KENIKMATAN WANITA ORIENTAL

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- Aku tak paham…
- Maksudmu?

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- Aku salah apa?
- Aku butuh mobilnya.

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- Terus?
- Kau tahu aku butuh. Astaga!

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Kenapa aku tak boleh bepergian?
Selalu dilarang.

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Tiap keluar selalu dipermasalahkan!

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Ada masalah apa denganmu?

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Apa maksudmu?
Kenapa selalu aku yang bermasalah?

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Ini sudah kita bahas. Aku butuh mobilnya.

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Masa? Baiklah, kutemukan
hal yang sangat menarik!

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- Kau tak pernah percaya.
- Harusnya kabari sejak awal!

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- Kau selalu tak percaya.
- Intinya, aku butuh mobilnya.

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- Kau tahu itu.
- Kau malah anggap aku gila.

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Kumohon, hentikan.

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Padahal ada kejadian yang sangat menarik,

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tapi kau menuduhku gila.
Selalu menuduh begitu.

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- Letakkan…
- Jangan bilang aku gila!

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Letakkan pisaunya, Joyce! Letakkan…

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Kau ini kenapa?

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Jangan seenaknya bawa mobil.

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Lagi pula, UFO itu tak ada.

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<i>Akron Beacon Journal </i>menulis artikelnya!

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- Masa?
- Ada cahaya di langit!

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Kuikuti sampai Route 14.

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Jadi, jangan sebut aku gila!

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Hei, ini bukan urusanmu!

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Kerjakan PR-mu, Jeff!

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- Puas? Kau puas…
- Aku benci kau!

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Dahmer. Ulangi
yang di kelas Bahasa Spanyol.

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Itu kocak sekali.

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Apa?

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Pria kenalan ibumu,
yang otaknya terganggu.

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Letakkan tirai biru di sana!

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Lucu sekali.

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Itu namanya bergaya Dahmer.

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Tidak!

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- Diam!
- Apa?

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Joyce! Letakkan pisaunya, Joyce!

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Letakkan!

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Baiklah.

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Dah.

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- Sampai nanti.
- "Dah"?

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Anak-anak. Ingat,
pisau bedah ini tajam sekali.

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Ya?

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Saat menyerahkannya ke rekan kalian,
taruh dan biarkan mereka ambil.

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Denise.

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Apa ini wajib?

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Ya.

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Baiklah, tapi aku vegetarian.

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Persetan.

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Chazz. Sudah cukup, terima kasih.

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Ya, ini wajib.

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Anatomi itu sains.

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Dari situlah kita
mempelajari tubuh manusia.

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Lagi pula, babinya sudah mati. Paham?

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Ya, tapi bukan kematian alami.

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Mereka dibunuh untuk dibedah.

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Diam, Denise. Ini berguna bagi kita.

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Baik, Jeff, terima kasih. Cukup.

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Nah, Anak-anak. Tolong hati-hati.

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Jangan sampai ada yang ke UGD.

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Bagus. Kalian mungkin
perlu membelah tulang dada

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agar rongga dada terlihat.
Tolong hati-hati di situ.

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Bagus. Silakan angkat perikardium.

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Itu membran yang menyelimuti jantung.

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Jangan, Jeff. Belum saatnya
mengeluarkan jantungnya.

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Maaf.

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Hei, bagus sekali, Jeff.
Kelihatannya kau sangat tertarik.

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Ya, aku suka.

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Bagus.

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Bolehkah kubawa pulang satu?

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Untuk latihan.

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Sejujurnya, Jeff,
Bapak sudah 22 tahun mengajar

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dan baru kau yang meminta itu.

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Tentu.

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Terima kasih.

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Hei! Asyik, 'kan?
Menyuruh diam Denise si cewek sialan itu?

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Ya, tidak enak sekelompok dengannya.

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Hei.

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Aku dapat satu.

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- Mau mampir?
- Kau dapat apa?

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Babi.

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Dari Pak Bertoglio.
Mau membedahnya di rumahku?

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Kau bercanda?

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Tidak mau.

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Jadi, saya sudah meninjau testimoni
dan mengambil keputusan.

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Pak Dahmer, saya paham kecemasan Anda
mengenai kestabilan emosi Bu Dahmer.

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Namun, Anda harus paham

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jika melakukan kekerasan kepadanya
meski hanya satu, dua kali…

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Itu tidak benar.

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Ada masalah juga mengenai pekerjaan Anda.

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Jam kerja Anda sangat panjang

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dan penting sekali ada pihak
yang bisa fokus mengasuh kedua anak.

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Anda berhak mengunjungi,
tapi hak asuh diberikan kepada Bu Dahmer.

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Terima kasih.

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Ini baru tahap awal.
Masih bisa banding, tenang.

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- David.
- Sayang, ayo.

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David, Ayah selalu siap membantu.
Kalau butuh, telepon saja. Ayah jemput.

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Jangan bicara dengannya.

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Lantas, bagaimana dengan Jeff?

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Dia 17 tahun. Sudah besar.
Bisa tentukan hidupnya sendiri.

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<i>Lantai Anda akan mengilap!</i>

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<i>Aroma segar lemon Mr. Clean.</i>

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<i>- Akan kubeli.</i>
<i>- Bagus.</i>

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<i>- Gerakanmu bagus.</i>
<i>- Terima kasih.</i>

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<i>Carol Knight tak suka ketombe.</i>

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<i>Aku bekerja di bandara</i>

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<i>dan harusnya orang jangan jalan-jalan</i>

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<i>ketika mereka jelas berketombe.</i>

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<i>Tidak… Zaman sekarang,</i>
<i>banyak sekali pencegahnya</i>

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<i>dan Head & Shoulders membuatku merasa…</i>

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Ayah menonton apa?

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Hai, Jeff.

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Bisakah kau matikan TV dan duduk?

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<i>Gunakan teratur.</i>

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<i>Menurutku Head & Shoulders nomor satu…</i>

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Tinggal di sini berat bagi Ayah.

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Dan…

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harus ada perubahan.

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Harus berubah
karena Ayah tak kuasa hidup begini.

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Apa aku…

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Aku akan bersama Ayah, 'kan?

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Tinggal bersama Ayah?

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Nanti kita pikirkan.

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Bau apa itu?

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Bau janin babi.

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Kami membedahnya di kelas.

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Baguslah.

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Pertahankan.

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Kau anak baik, Jeff.

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Ayo, David, cepat!

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Bergegaslah.

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Ada apa ini?

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Ayahmu meniduri pacar barunya di motel.

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Masuk mobil, David! Kita pergi.

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- Itu…
- Ibu ingin pergi.

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Menenangkan pikiran. Mengerti?
Maaf. Beginilah adanya.

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Ibu, tunggu sebentar.

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Aku tak bisa asal pergi.
Ada acara kelulusan dan malam perpisahan.

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00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:23,603
Apa maksudmu? Kau tetap di sini.

229
00:18:23,687 --> 00:18:26,731
Ibu sudah masak semur.
Ada makanan di pembeku.

230
00:18:29,234 --> 00:18:30,569
Jangan tinggalkan aku.

231
00:18:30,652 --> 00:18:32,487
Tak usah bohong, Jeff.

232
00:18:33,113 --> 00:18:35,490
Sudah lama kau
tak bertutur baik kepada Ibu.

233
00:18:35,574 --> 00:18:36,783
Kau selalu di kamar.

234
00:18:37,367 --> 00:18:39,619
Kau tak butuh ibu. Tak butuh diriku.

235
00:18:39,703 --> 00:18:43,165
Kau mirip ayahmu,
senang merumpi soal kegilaan Ibu.

236
00:18:43,665 --> 00:18:46,168
Kau tak pernah mau berurusan dengan Joyce.

237
00:18:46,251 --> 00:18:47,836
Kalian berdua sama saja!

238
00:18:47,919 --> 00:18:51,256
Jadi, ya sudah. Harapanmu terkabul.

239
00:18:56,303 --> 00:18:57,888
Sadar, tidak?

240
00:18:58,972 --> 00:19:03,560
Kau tak pernah mengajak Ibu
terlibat dengan hobimu,

241
00:19:03,643 --> 00:19:06,563
membedah hewan di garasi
seperti dengan ayahmu?

242
00:19:07,147 --> 00:19:08,315
Tak sekali pun.

243
00:19:09,774 --> 00:19:11,193
Kukira Ibu tak mau.

244
00:19:11,276 --> 00:19:13,904
Kau benar! Itu menjijikkan!

245
00:19:13,987 --> 00:19:16,615
Membedah bangkai di garasi?

246
00:19:17,115 --> 00:19:18,200
Sinting!

247
00:19:19,159 --> 00:19:21,786
Paling tidak, cobalah melibatkan Ibu!

248
00:19:24,039 --> 00:19:26,458
Ibu… Begini mau Ibu?

249
00:19:26,541 --> 00:19:28,043
Bagus sekali, Bu.

250
00:19:28,126 --> 00:19:30,962
Bawa saja adikku dan kejar UFO.

251
00:19:31,046 --> 00:19:32,631
UFO itu nyata!

252
00:20:52,836 --> 00:20:55,797
WISATA PERMANDIAN ALAM
SEKITAR 3 KM. HATI-HATI PEJALAN KAKI

253
00:21:44,512 --> 00:21:46,014
Jangan begitu.

254
00:21:47,057 --> 00:21:48,641
Kenapa kau begitu?

255
00:21:50,769 --> 00:21:53,688
Jangan.

256
00:22:02,989 --> 00:22:05,325
Berhenti.

257
00:22:05,825 --> 00:22:07,952
Jangan.

258
00:22:12,248 --> 00:22:15,377
Jangan.

259
00:22:17,087 --> 00:22:19,297
Baiklah.

260
00:22:19,381 --> 00:22:22,467
Akan kuambilkan bir, astaga. Ya ampun.

261
00:22:25,387 --> 00:22:26,471
Ya.

262
00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:36,731
Silakan.

263
00:22:39,776 --> 00:22:40,735
Bersulang.

264
00:23:32,871 --> 00:23:35,123
Aku tak bisa.

265
00:25:05,004 --> 00:25:08,174
PEOPLE "FARRAH & LEE
SEMUA MENJALANKANNYA"

266
00:26:16,743 --> 00:26:18,328
Maaf, rumahku berantakan.

267
00:26:22,040 --> 00:26:26,002
Mau minum? Bir?

268
00:26:26,628 --> 00:26:28,880
Ya, aku mau.

269
00:26:33,968 --> 00:26:38,431
Senang ada yang menemani, maksudku…

270
00:26:40,892 --> 00:26:43,061
Aku sudah lama di sini sendirian.

271
00:26:44,228 --> 00:26:46,397
- Benarkah?
- Ya.

272
00:26:47,565 --> 00:26:49,442
Tidak ada kabar dari ayahku

273
00:26:50,401 --> 00:26:55,365
dan ibuku pamit pergi dua pekan,
tapi sudah lewat tiga bulan.

274
00:26:57,158 --> 00:26:58,618
Entah Ibu di mana.

275
00:27:01,829 --> 00:27:03,206
Itu pasti berat.

276
00:27:05,833 --> 00:27:06,709
Ya.

277
00:27:08,336 --> 00:27:09,671
Yah, sekarang ada kau.

278
00:27:11,589 --> 00:27:12,715
Rasanya lebih baik.

279
00:27:24,394 --> 00:27:25,311
Bersulang.

280
00:27:42,578 --> 00:27:46,874
<i>Aku selalu merasa</i>
<i>kalau aku menyibukkan tanganku,</i>

281
00:27:47,375 --> 00:27:50,962
kecemasanku luruh seketika.

282
00:27:51,546 --> 00:27:56,426
Aku tidak memusingkan kegagalanku,

283
00:27:57,009 --> 00:27:58,761
kekecewaanku.

284
00:27:59,971 --> 00:28:04,892
Kujalani hidup perlahan-lahan,
merajut simpul demi simpul.

285
00:28:06,144 --> 00:28:08,521
Joyce? Bisa kemari sebentar?

286
00:28:08,604 --> 00:28:09,439
Tentu.

287
00:28:10,565 --> 00:28:11,441
Permisi.

288
00:28:11,941 --> 00:28:15,069
<i>Aku tahu kami membantumu</i>
<i>melewati masa sulit, Joyce.</i>

289
00:28:15,153 --> 00:28:18,322
Aku juga menghargai
dirimu yang kembali kemari

290
00:28:18,406 --> 00:28:19,907
dan membantu wanita lain.

291
00:28:19,991 --> 00:28:22,034
Andai semua orang sepertimu.

292
00:28:22,118 --> 00:28:25,872
Yah, kebanyakan para perempuan ini
hanya ingin didengarkan.

293
00:28:26,706 --> 00:28:29,584
Kurasa aku juga pernah merasa begitu.

294
00:28:30,293 --> 00:28:34,005
Lalu aku datang kemari,
ada yang mendengarkanku,

295
00:28:34,088 --> 00:28:38,217
dan untuk pertama kalinya
dalam hidupku, aku berpikir,

296
00:28:39,177 --> 00:28:42,388
"Astaga, aku tidak gila."

297
00:28:42,889 --> 00:28:45,224
Tentu saja kau tak gila.

298
00:28:47,018 --> 00:28:50,855
Kau sakit saat itu, Joyce. Aku yakin.

299
00:28:50,938 --> 00:28:53,107
Namanya depresi pascapersalinan.

300
00:28:53,900 --> 00:28:56,152
- Sungguh?
- Aku yakin.

301
00:28:56,235 --> 00:28:58,738
Kami belum tahu saja saat itu.

302
00:28:58,821 --> 00:29:00,656
Ternyata itu bisa menahun.

303
00:29:00,740 --> 00:29:04,410
Pascapersalinan… Aku tak kepikiran itu.

304
00:29:06,162 --> 00:29:10,041
Joyce, kelasmu, seni,
dan kerajinan tangan,

305
00:29:10,541 --> 00:29:13,294
semua itu bermanfaat
bagi para perempuan ini.

306
00:29:13,377 --> 00:29:16,672
Sungguh, Joyce, aku serius.

307
00:29:17,465 --> 00:29:19,926
Itu yang ingin kubicarakan denganmu.

308
00:29:21,052 --> 00:29:25,014
Aku akan pindah kerja.
Simon dipindahkan ke Grand Rapids.

309
00:29:25,097 --> 00:29:29,101
Aku dapat kerja di klinik kota itu
sebagai konselor untuk perempuan.

310
00:29:30,144 --> 00:29:32,772
Aku ingin kau gantikan aku di sini.

311
00:29:32,855 --> 00:29:36,567
Boleh paruh waktu.
Bahkan, dua atau tiga hari sepekan.

312
00:29:37,443 --> 00:29:38,277
Dottie.

313
00:29:41,823 --> 00:29:43,449
Aku tak bisa berkata-kata.

314
00:29:45,451 --> 00:29:47,203
Aku tersanjung.

315
00:29:50,623 --> 00:29:51,582
Hanya saja…

316
00:29:52,834 --> 00:29:55,503
Karena hubunganku dengan Lionel berakhir…

317
00:29:58,130 --> 00:29:59,632
Sayang.

318
00:30:00,132 --> 00:30:01,300
Bukan begitu.

319
00:30:05,096 --> 00:30:07,557
Belakangan ini, aku sering berandai-andai

320
00:30:09,058 --> 00:30:12,144
apa yang akan kuubah
jika bisa mengulangi hidupku.

321
00:30:16,399 --> 00:30:18,526
Aku tak akan menikah muda.

322
00:30:21,821 --> 00:30:23,739
Aku akan menunda punya anak…

323
00:30:26,701 --> 00:30:28,035
dan akan berkarier.

324
00:30:30,580 --> 00:30:32,415
Karier seperti apa menurutmu?

325
00:30:32,915 --> 00:30:34,125
Itu yang kumau.

326
00:30:37,128 --> 00:30:39,755
Aku ingin pekerjaan
yang baru kau tawarkan.

327
00:30:41,966 --> 00:30:43,342
Tentu aku mau.

328
00:30:44,051 --> 00:30:45,970
Dua atau tiga hari.

329
00:30:46,053 --> 00:30:48,014
Ya, akan kuusahakan!

330
00:30:51,601 --> 00:30:55,229
Sebaiknya kalian catat.
Ini akan masuk ujian.

331
00:30:55,313 --> 00:30:58,649
Jadi, ada beberapa jenis jangkauan…

332
00:31:00,526 --> 00:31:01,694
Kau terlambat.

333
00:31:05,406 --> 00:31:09,076
Baik. Jadi, satu standar deviasi berapa?

334
00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:11,162
34,1 ke dua arah.

335
00:31:13,873 --> 00:31:15,541
Jeff, kau minum bir?

336
00:31:19,795 --> 00:31:22,214
Jeff, ini tahun terakhirmu.

337
00:31:22,298 --> 00:31:25,676
Jadi, saatnya memikirkan kuliah,

338
00:31:26,302 --> 00:31:28,304
kalau menurutmu itu tujuanmu.

339
00:31:31,098 --> 00:31:34,602
Jeff, Ibu tahu orang tuamu
mengalami perceraian yang sulit.

340
00:31:34,685 --> 00:31:37,480
Perceraian seperti itu
berat bagi siapa pun.

341
00:31:37,563 --> 00:31:41,359
Ibu tahu ayahmu tak di rumah
dan kau akrab dengannya.

342
00:31:42,318 --> 00:31:46,155
Sudah Ibu coba hubungi beberapa kali.
Sepertinya ayahmu di hotel.

343
00:31:46,697 --> 00:31:48,783
Ibu juga mencoba menghubungi ibumu.

344
00:31:49,325 --> 00:31:52,453
Ya. Ibu jarang di rumah.

345
00:31:53,245 --> 00:31:55,206
Apa yang kau inginkan?

346
00:31:55,289 --> 00:31:58,417
Apa impianmu? Ibu ingin tahu impianmu.

347
00:32:04,507 --> 00:32:06,801
Ayah bilang aku pintar dalam sains.

348
00:32:08,177 --> 00:32:12,056
Aku punya meja taksidermi di garasi,

349
00:32:12,139 --> 00:32:15,017
tempatku membedah
bangkai hewan dan semacamnya.

350
00:32:16,185 --> 00:32:20,648
Baik. Mungkin itu karier
yang bisa kau pilih.

351
00:32:22,274 --> 00:32:23,818
Ya, sempat kepikiran itu,

352
00:32:24,652 --> 00:32:28,364
tapi aku tak pandai matematika.

353
00:32:29,573 --> 00:32:30,449
Jadi…

354
00:32:35,621 --> 00:32:40,584
Hobi baruku itu
mempelajari kebugaran tubuh.

355
00:32:40,668 --> 00:32:43,462
Bagus. Mungkin itu
bidang yang bisa kau dalami.

356
00:32:43,546 --> 00:32:44,672
Ya,

357
00:32:45,256 --> 00:32:47,800
tapi itu bukan impianku.

358
00:32:51,220 --> 00:32:53,347
Kurasa itu cuma bualan orang-orang.

359
00:32:54,807 --> 00:32:59,145
Menurutku, tak semua orang
punya kesempatan bermimpi.

360
00:33:02,231 --> 00:33:03,941
Khususnya, orang sepertiku.

361
00:33:05,901 --> 00:33:08,070
Baiklah, apa maksudmu?

362
00:33:08,863 --> 00:33:10,406
Orang sepertimu?

363
00:33:13,284 --> 00:33:17,580
<i>American Top 40!</i>

364
00:33:17,663 --> 00:33:20,708
<i>Inilah lagu terpopuler keempat</i>
<i>di AS pekan ini.</i>

365
00:33:20,791 --> 00:33:24,086
<i>Suzi Quatro dan Chris Norman</i>
<i>dengan "Stumblin' In".</i>

366
00:33:51,530 --> 00:33:53,491
- Hei.
- Hei.

367
00:33:53,574 --> 00:33:54,825
Boleh menumpang?

368
00:33:54,909 --> 00:33:57,286
Aku mau ke konser di Chippewa Lake Park.

369
00:33:57,369 --> 00:33:58,579
Kau ke arah sana?

370
00:34:00,831 --> 00:34:01,832
Bisa saja.

371
00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:04,126
Konser apa?

372
00:34:04,210 --> 00:34:05,336
Kau tahu Pegasus?

373
00:34:06,337 --> 00:34:08,756
- Ya.
- Aku dan temanku janji ketemu di sana.

374
00:34:08,839 --> 00:34:10,966
Aku penggemar berat Bruce Fulper.

375
00:34:11,050 --> 00:34:14,345
Kudengar mereka ada konser,
aku mau nekat menebeng saja.

376
00:34:16,514 --> 00:34:17,348
Baik.

377
00:34:18,349 --> 00:34:19,683
Harus sampai pukul berapa?

378
00:34:20,184 --> 00:34:21,519
Konsernya pukul 19.30.

379
00:34:33,364 --> 00:34:34,365
Begini bagaimana?

380
00:34:35,157 --> 00:34:37,952
Aku ingin pulang untuk minum bir.

381
00:34:39,578 --> 00:34:40,913
Kau mau mampir?

382
00:34:42,081 --> 00:34:45,251
Aku punya ganja. Kita bisa minum bir.

383
00:34:46,710 --> 00:34:47,837
Angkat beban.

384
00:34:50,464 --> 00:34:53,217
Nanti kau kuantar ke sana.

385
00:34:54,635 --> 00:34:56,178
Boleh, ide bagus.

386
00:35:04,061 --> 00:35:04,979
Siapa namamu?

387
00:35:06,856 --> 00:35:07,690
Jeff.

388
00:35:08,357 --> 00:35:09,567
Salam kenal, Jeff.

389
00:35:10,442 --> 00:35:11,777
Aku Steven.

390
00:35:27,877 --> 00:35:31,881
Ya. Semua orang tahu-tahu berolahraga.

391
00:35:31,964 --> 00:35:34,884
Semuanya tiba-tiba joging.

392
00:35:35,467 --> 00:35:38,012
Itu tak cukup
bagi cowok kurus seperti kita.

393
00:35:39,638 --> 00:35:41,056
Kita harus angkat beban.

394
00:35:41,891 --> 00:35:44,560
Kalau tidak, kita tak bakal dilirik cewek.

395
00:35:45,227 --> 00:35:47,438
- Ya, benar.
- Benar sekali.

396
00:35:48,772 --> 00:35:49,899
Astaga.

397
00:35:51,525 --> 00:35:53,652
Satu lagi. Ya. Ayolah.

398
00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:00,284
Ya. Bagus.

399
00:36:00,993 --> 00:36:03,579
Kau kuat sekali, Bung.

400
00:36:04,663 --> 00:36:06,916
Ya, belakangan aku rajin berolahraga.

401
00:36:06,999 --> 00:36:08,000
Kelihatan.

402
00:36:09,919 --> 00:36:12,463
- Cobalah. Akan kubantu.
- Tidak.

403
00:36:12,546 --> 00:36:14,298
- Ayolah.
- Tak usah.

404
00:36:14,381 --> 00:36:16,592
Aku… Ini pukul berapa?

405
00:36:18,052 --> 00:36:19,803
Sebaiknya kita berangkat.

406
00:36:22,097 --> 00:36:24,350
Belum. Masih sempat.

407
00:36:25,267 --> 00:36:27,478
Mau bir lagi? Ayo minum sebotol lagi.

408
00:36:27,561 --> 00:36:28,479
Aku…

409
00:36:29,355 --> 00:36:31,774
Aku ada janji pukul 19.00. Perjalanannya

410
00:36:32,650 --> 00:36:34,485
minimal sejam, 'kan?

411
00:36:35,694 --> 00:36:39,865
Oke, kita minum sebotol lagi,
lalu segera berangkat.

412
00:36:39,949 --> 00:36:40,950
Baiklah.

413
00:36:44,703 --> 00:36:46,914
Kita bisa minum sambil jalan.

414
00:36:50,334 --> 00:36:52,294
Aku tak ingin ketinggalan konser.

415
00:36:52,378 --> 00:36:54,421
Konser Pegasus, Bung!

416
00:36:57,758 --> 00:36:59,510
Kau terlalu cemas.

417
00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:10,396
Apa-apaan?

418
00:37:13,607 --> 00:37:15,192
- Apa?
- Apa-apaan? Ini…

419
00:37:16,235 --> 00:37:17,695
- Apa?
- Apa maksudmu?

420
00:37:19,488 --> 00:37:20,572
Aku cuma bercanda.

421
00:37:21,073 --> 00:37:22,574
Aku bukan orang begitu.

422
00:37:22,658 --> 00:37:25,327
Aku juga. Cuma bercanda.

423
00:37:26,078 --> 00:37:26,912
Duduklah.

424
00:37:26,996 --> 00:37:30,582
Jadi antar aku ke konser, tidak?
Kau berjanji mengantar.

425
00:37:31,583 --> 00:37:35,045
Ya, jadi. Duduklah, kita minum dulu.

426
00:37:35,129 --> 00:37:37,381
Tidak. Ayo berangkat.

427
00:37:37,881 --> 00:37:40,259
Tidak. Hei, aku belum ingin berangkat.

428
00:37:40,342 --> 00:37:43,012
Ayo angkat beban 10 kali lagi.

429
00:37:43,095 --> 00:37:45,222
Kutambah dua beban 25 kg. Bagaimana?

430
00:37:45,306 --> 00:37:49,059
Dengar, kau janji
akan mengantarku ke konser. Paham?

431
00:37:49,643 --> 00:37:52,229
Entah apa maumu, tapi itu mauku.

432
00:37:52,313 --> 00:37:54,440
Antar aku sekarang juga.

433
00:37:58,652 --> 00:38:00,070
Aku tak ingin kau pergi.

434
00:38:03,907 --> 00:38:05,367
Kau menangis?

435
00:38:06,660 --> 00:38:08,954
- Tidak.
- Apa-apaan? Astaga.

436
00:38:09,038 --> 00:38:11,040
Aku mau cabut saja, lah.

437
00:38:11,540 --> 00:38:13,417
Aku bakal telat ke konser!

438
00:38:13,500 --> 00:38:15,127
Dasar homo berengsek!

439
00:38:15,669 --> 00:38:16,628
Sialan.

440
00:38:57,795 --> 00:38:58,629
Hei.

441
00:39:11,517 --> 00:39:12,351
Hei.

442
00:39:13,560 --> 00:39:14,770
Jangan main-main.

443
00:39:15,479 --> 00:39:16,397
Kau mau apa?

444
00:39:16,897 --> 00:39:18,232
Hei, hentikan!

445
00:39:18,774 --> 00:39:19,733
Keparat.

446
00:39:20,234 --> 00:39:22,444
Hei!

447
00:39:24,154 --> 00:39:24,988
Hentikan.

448
00:39:55,519 --> 00:39:56,603
Sial.

449
00:40:13,579 --> 00:40:14,413
Hei.

450
00:40:18,208 --> 00:40:19,501
Kau sedang apa?

451
00:40:21,545 --> 00:40:22,504
Jangan begini.

452
00:40:36,852 --> 00:40:38,020
Ayo, bangun.

453
00:40:43,817 --> 00:40:47,321
Hei. Bangunlah. Bangun!

454
00:40:48,864 --> 00:40:52,576
Astaga.

455
00:40:53,785 --> 00:40:54,620
Tidak.

456
00:40:55,829 --> 00:40:56,747
Astaga.

457
00:40:57,623 --> 00:40:59,958
Celaka. Astaga.

458
00:41:00,042 --> 00:41:03,128
Tidak.

459
00:41:03,629 --> 00:41:05,380
Celaka.

460
00:41:05,881 --> 00:41:07,049
Tidak!

461
00:41:07,132 --> 00:41:09,051
Aku akan dikucilkan selamanya.

462
00:41:09,134 --> 00:41:10,511
Oleh keluargaku.

463
00:41:10,594 --> 00:41:13,180
Bodoh! Dasar bodoh!

464
00:41:13,263 --> 00:41:14,223
Tidak.

465
00:41:14,723 --> 00:41:17,351
Hei, ayolah. Ayo, bangun.

466
00:41:18,060 --> 00:41:19,102
Bangun.

467
00:41:19,186 --> 00:41:20,062
Sialan!

468
00:41:22,898 --> 00:41:24,316
Tidak!

469
00:42:23,584 --> 00:42:24,543
Sialan.

470
00:42:41,518 --> 00:42:42,352
Sial.

471
00:42:44,896 --> 00:42:46,315
Sialan.

472
00:42:48,942 --> 00:42:49,818
Sial.

473
00:45:33,732 --> 00:45:36,318
Lihat dia. Mobilnya meliuk-liuk.

474
00:46:15,023 --> 00:46:16,608
Bisa perlihatkan SIM-mu?

475
00:46:18,151 --> 00:46:19,027
Bisa.

476
00:46:26,576 --> 00:46:28,036
Tahu kenapa kuhentikan?

477
00:46:29,913 --> 00:46:30,872
Tidak.

478
00:46:30,956 --> 00:46:33,250
Karena mobilmu meliuk-liuk di jalan.

479
00:46:34,584 --> 00:46:37,796
Dari sini pun tercium bau alkohol.

480
00:46:38,713 --> 00:46:43,301
- Baru minum-minum?
- Yah, aku minum dua botol bir.

481
00:46:43,385 --> 00:46:45,595
Pasti minum lebih dari itu.

482
00:46:46,513 --> 00:46:48,056
Apa isi kantong sampahnya?

483
00:46:54,980 --> 00:46:59,276
Potongan rumput dari pekarangan.

484
00:47:02,195 --> 00:47:06,283
Orang tuaku baru bercerai
dan aku sulit tidur.

485
00:47:06,366 --> 00:47:07,367
Jadi, aku

486
00:47:08,410 --> 00:47:10,453
memotong rumput di pekarangan dan…

487
00:47:11,997 --> 00:47:15,584
Niatku… membuangnya di TPS.

488
00:47:17,377 --> 00:47:18,837
Usiamu 18 tahun, 'kan?

489
00:47:20,088 --> 00:47:20,964
Ya.

490
00:47:21,548 --> 00:47:23,300
Masa depanmu masih panjang.

491
00:47:27,178 --> 00:47:30,682
Aku tak akan merusaknya
dengan menangkapmu malam ini. Jelas?

492
00:47:33,852 --> 00:47:34,686
Ya.

493
00:47:35,645 --> 00:47:39,316
Namun, kau harus putar balik
dan segera pulang.

494
00:47:39,983 --> 00:47:42,736
Jangan sampai kulihat wajahmu lagi. Paham?

495
00:47:45,155 --> 00:47:46,031
Baik, Pak.

496
00:47:47,908 --> 00:47:48,783
Terima kasih.

497
00:47:50,827 --> 00:47:52,162
Sana pulang.

498
00:47:54,205 --> 00:47:55,040
Baik.

499
00:51:44,102 --> 00:51:45,937
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