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‎不

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‎我可以見他嗎？

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‎看來我這次真的完了吧？

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‎-抱歉，爸
‎-不，沒關係

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‎沒關係，來吧

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‎坐吧

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‎因為我們得…

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‎我得…

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‎我們…

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‎我不知道該從哪裡說起

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‎奶奶還好嗎？

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‎她很好

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‎她要問候你

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‎好

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‎你後來有修空調嗎？

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‎我不知道該說什麼

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‎好

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‎嗯…

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‎我也是

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‎我不知道你病得這麼重

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‎你需要幫助

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‎好

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‎不，我是指…

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‎專業協助

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‎因為…

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‎我還是認為你有救

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‎你知道嗎？因為我…

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‎我得抱著你能好起來的希望

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‎因為我…

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‎我一直在想怎麼會變成這樣

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‎因為我不是這麼教養你的

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‎對

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‎那你覺得為什麼你會…

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‎你為什麼下手？

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‎我不知道

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‎好，你看，這樣不行

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‎-抱歉
‎-傑夫…

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‎我不需要你道歉

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‎我需要知道原因

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‎因為有人需要承擔責任

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‎你對家人、奶奶、雪莉和我
‎做出這樣的事

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‎我是說，你…

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‎你知道這是怎麼開始的嗎？

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‎我不知道

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‎我是說，我一直…

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‎在想這件事

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‎想了很多

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‎你知道嗎？

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‎我以前會…

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‎嗯…

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‎記得你以前會帶我去找路殺動物

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‎然後把牠們肢解？

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‎不…

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‎你休想把這件事怪到我頭上，不

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‎好

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‎這不是我的錯

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‎這不是我害的

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‎-我一直都是好爸爸
‎-我知道

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‎我…

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‎什麼？

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‎我這是關心兒子
‎你終於對某件事有興趣了

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‎沒關係，爸

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‎你做出這種事可不是我教的

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‎-別說了
‎-你聽到了嗎？

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‎好

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‎這不是我害的

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‎那是喬伊絲達默

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‎-快過去
‎-她在那裡

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‎達默太太

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‎我們能談談妳兒子傑夫瑞的事嗎？

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‎妳對他涉嫌的罪行有何感想？

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‎-別煩我
‎-知道妳兒子為什麼吃人嗎？

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‎他為什麼鎖定黑人和拉丁裔男同志？

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‎我叫你們別煩我

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‎我不姓達默

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‎謝謝

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‎艾薩克理查茲？

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‎對

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‎我是喬伊絲弗林特

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‎你的愛滋病檢測結果出來了

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‎你是陰性

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‎天啊

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‎女士，妳怎麼哭了？

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‎只是我的…

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‎我很高興你不用告訴你媽壞消息

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‎親愛的？

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‎萊諾，你在做什麼？

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‎我只是早起

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‎你根本沒上床

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‎對不起，妳說什麼？

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‎親愛的

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‎我們得談談

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‎親愛的，你得睡覺，這樣不健康

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‎我的作息都打亂了

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‎你應該趁這段時間休息

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‎我沒辦法休息，雪莉

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‎那我們得去看醫生，替你開點安眠藥

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‎因為連續五晚沒睡很不健康

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‎對，這樣就解決了，多吃藥
‎這就是這個家需要的

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‎妳知道藥丸是這一切的起因
‎妳很清楚

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‎冷靜點

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‎妳覺得她懷他時吞了多少藥？幾千顆

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‎她吞安眠藥、鎮靜劑、癲癇藥

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‎根本就把他害慘了

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‎拜託，你不能怪喬伊絲

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‎我不能才怪

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‎因為這是她的錯！

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‎她沒有善盡母親的責任

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‎她根本沒抱過他

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‎-別再吼了
‎-她把他嚇壞了

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‎然後她一走了之

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‎她上車，揚長而去

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‎整個暑假把那孩子丟在家

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‎那年夏天你又在哪裡，萊諾？

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‎天啊，對不起，我不是那個意思

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‎嘿，我們是命運共同體

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‎我應該去看看他的，我沒去看他

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‎但你不知道啊

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‎他有我的基因，雪莉

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‎他是一半的我

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‎而我…

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‎我想我有過跟他類似的想法

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‎我以前有

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‎我以前…

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‎試過做炸藥

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‎然後我會把士兵玩具公仔綁在煙火上

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‎有一天，我還帶了自製炸彈去學校

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‎然後把它往該死的窗外丟，老天

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‎親愛的，那不一樣

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‎不…聽著

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‎我覺得我也有過跟他一樣的幻想

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‎社區裡有個女孩住在我們的街區

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‎而我試圖催眠她，因為…

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‎我不知道

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‎我想對她為所欲為

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‎我以前會坐在教堂…

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‎想著殺人會是什麼樣子

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‎而且我有一陣子
‎不斷做殺人相關的惡夢

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‎但惡夢的內容都不是…

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‎我怎麼殺人的

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‎因為我在夢裡已經殺人了

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‎我知道我殺了人，卻不知道該怎麼辦

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‎但你沒做

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‎你的基因沒有問題，親愛的

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‎看看大衛

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‎他有你一半的基因
‎而他是正常的乖孩子

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‎不是嗎？

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‎-對
‎-對

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‎-對
‎-對

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‎先生，你不能在這裡
‎你不能進去，先生

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‎傑夫！他可能在樓上睡覺，太早了

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‎-別煩她
‎-你不能待在這裡

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‎-她是我母親
‎-把他趕出去

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‎-你們嚇到她了，你們沒有權利進來
‎-這是犯罪現場

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‎你兒子在屋裡殺人，達默先生

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‎-懂嗎？
‎-你們沒有權利…

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‎他同意配合警方，你知道吧？

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‎她有失智症
‎你們跑來可能會害她崩潰

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‎傑夫！你快下來

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‎-先生？
‎-拜託，讓我送她進房間

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‎我們不會妨礙你們的，拜託

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‎來吧，媽

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‎皇后在那裡

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‎萊諾？

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‎對

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‎好

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‎換妳了，媽

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‎今天，密爾瓦基市民痛心疾首

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‎傑夫瑞達默令人髮指的罪行
‎不僅震驚全國

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‎也讓這個社區傷痛萬分

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‎好，有些人問我

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‎“牧師，你為什麼要去密爾瓦基？”

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‎“達默被抓了”

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‎“你這不是想讓人更分化嗎？”

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‎對於這些人，我要說

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‎“我今天過來不是為了製造分化

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‎而是要咎責”

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‎達默的罪行不是因為與世隔絕犯下的

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‎包括執法人員在內的許多人視而不見

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‎所以他才能長久行凶

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‎但幸而大家有個強大的領導人

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‎那就是艾瑞奧拉局長

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‎局長告訴我

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‎他打算展開徹底調查
‎了解究竟出了什麼差錯

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‎尤其是青少年
‎科納拉克辛塔蘇姆豐的事件

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‎但我要把話說清楚

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‎光聽空談不能讓我們滿足

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‎安慰人的空談

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‎-好
‎-對，沒錯

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‎比方“癒合”

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‎“冷靜”

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‎“團結”

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‎那些都是意思相同的暗語

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‎“讓我們掩蓋這件事吧”

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‎我們不會滿意

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‎我們不解決這種狀況不會罷休

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‎社會默許傑夫瑞達默這種人

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‎殺害17名年輕男性
‎其中多為黑人與棕色人種

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‎在全體市民的正義得到伸張前
‎我們不會罷休

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‎在果決的行動取代空談前
‎我們不會罷休

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‎我們不會罷休…

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‎局長，這不公平，你不能將我們停職

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‎我們沒做錯事

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‎沒做錯事？

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‎你們將未成年男孩
‎送回連續殺人犯手上

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‎最後造成他死亡

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‎你們沒檢查他的身分或年齡

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‎你們不理會目擊證人
‎也沒有調查達默的背景

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‎我們沒發現背景調查的必要性

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‎如果你們查了
‎就會發現達默因猥褻兒童被判緩刑

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‎聽著，那孩子看起來像大人，好嗎？

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‎我們以為是男男在交往

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‎所以我猜這就是事發後
‎你必須“洗個澡”的原因

215
00:16:05,757 --> 00:16:08,051
‎你跟調度人員就是這麼說，有錄音

216
00:16:08,135 --> 00:16:09,094
‎那是開玩笑的

217
00:16:09,177 --> 00:16:12,014
‎還有葛蘭妲克里夫蘭的事
‎達默的鄰居

218
00:16:12,097 --> 00:16:14,433
‎她說她為了他打了好幾次電話

219
00:16:14,516 --> 00:16:15,809
‎但你們不理會她的要求

220
00:16:15,892 --> 00:16:16,977
‎你到底站在哪一邊？

221
00:16:17,060 --> 00:16:19,229
‎這跟哪一邊無關，你們搞砸了

222
00:16:19,312 --> 00:16:20,731
‎我的壓力很大

223
00:16:20,814 --> 00:16:23,191
‎市長、社區、民權領袖傑西傑克森

224
00:16:23,275 --> 00:16:25,527
‎該死的全國都衝著我來

225
00:16:25,610 --> 00:16:26,611
‎我得拿出作為

226
00:16:26,695 --> 00:16:29,364
‎你是我們的局長，你應該要挺我們的

227
00:16:31,116 --> 00:16:34,911
‎在小組結束調查前，你們放有薪假

228
00:16:34,995 --> 00:16:37,205
‎之後我們會做出最後的裁定

229
00:16:41,918 --> 00:16:45,464
‎你知道嗎？
‎我們的工會代表會抗爭這件事

230
00:16:46,423 --> 00:16:48,300
‎你無法開除我們，相信我

231
00:16:49,342 --> 00:16:52,220
‎我們的氣會比你長很多

232
00:16:57,350 --> 00:17:00,187
‎你認為傑夫瑞達默要吃掉你嗎？

233
00:17:00,979 --> 00:17:01,855
‎對

234
00:17:03,982 --> 00:17:04,941
‎我認為是

235
00:17:07,611 --> 00:17:09,279
‎他說他要吃我的心臟

236
00:17:10,947 --> 00:17:11,948
‎太讓人痛心了

237
00:17:13,116 --> 00:17:14,826
‎他叫崔西愛德華茲

238
00:17:14,910 --> 00:17:17,829
‎他差點成為
‎傑夫瑞達默的最後一位受害者

239
00:17:18,622 --> 00:17:21,124
‎崔西，謝謝你告訴我們經過

240
00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:23,835
‎下一位來賓是傑夫瑞達默的兒時友人

241
00:17:23,919 --> 00:17:27,714
‎他同意匿名上節目

242
00:17:27,798 --> 00:17:30,884
‎並要為本節目帶來獨家消息

243
00:17:30,967 --> 00:17:32,385
‎我們就叫他尼克吧

244
00:17:33,136 --> 00:17:34,846
‎謝謝你來上節目

245
00:17:35,472 --> 00:17:37,015
‎謝謝你們邀請我

246
00:17:37,599 --> 00:17:42,562
‎就我了解
‎你和傑夫瑞達默有過性關係

247
00:17:42,646 --> 00:17:44,314
‎你是怎麼認識他的？

248
00:17:44,856 --> 00:17:48,151
‎-我們一起製作畢業紀念冊
‎-傑夫沒參與畢業紀念冊

249
00:17:48,235 --> 00:17:51,947
‎你們在哪裡發生性行為？

250
00:17:53,073 --> 00:17:54,032
‎在他家

251
00:17:55,242 --> 00:17:56,785
‎你有見過他的家人嗎？

252
00:17:56,868 --> 00:18:00,747
‎有啊，他的繼母是…

253
00:18:00,831 --> 00:18:04,376
‎她是惡毒的繼母，一天到晚破罵他…

254
00:18:05,252 --> 00:18:06,128
‎謊話連篇

255
00:18:06,211 --> 00:18:08,547
‎那是萊諾達默的第二任妻子雪莉

256
00:18:09,256 --> 00:18:12,092
‎還有，他跟我說

257
00:18:12,175 --> 00:18:14,970
‎他告訴我，他遭到…

258
00:18:16,304 --> 00:18:18,932
‎他的父親性侵

259
00:18:20,100 --> 00:18:21,393
‎我不要看

260
00:18:22,018 --> 00:18:24,312
‎尼克，傑夫瑞達默說…

261
00:18:24,896 --> 00:18:26,314
‎那不是事實，萊諾

262
00:18:26,398 --> 00:18:29,151
‎不，這不是事實，通通都不是真的

263
00:18:29,234 --> 00:18:30,819
‎親愛的，你能怎麼辦？

264
00:18:30,902 --> 00:18:33,238
‎我不知道

265
00:18:33,905 --> 00:18:35,157
‎我得想辦法

266
00:18:38,326 --> 00:18:39,202
‎幹嘛？

267
00:18:42,706 --> 00:18:44,749
‎（《新聞週刊》，傑夫瑞達默）

268
00:18:44,833 --> 00:18:47,460
‎你登上《新聞週刊》
‎和《人物》雜誌封面了

269
00:18:53,383 --> 00:18:54,259
‎哇

270
00:18:56,636 --> 00:18:57,512
‎好

271
00:19:00,307 --> 00:19:04,311
‎我可以把雜誌拿走嗎？我想看

272
00:19:04,394 --> 00:19:05,645
‎不行

273
00:19:12,903 --> 00:19:14,237
‎上面怎麼說？

274
00:19:14,321 --> 00:19:16,865
‎上面怎麼說？情況不妙，傑夫

275
00:19:17,908 --> 00:19:19,993
‎上面說你是密爾瓦基食人魔

276
00:19:20,827 --> 00:19:23,079
‎大家想殺了你，他們想要你死

277
00:19:24,748 --> 00:19:27,000
‎好吧，我也想要死

278
00:19:27,083 --> 00:19:28,793
‎不，你沒有

279
00:19:28,877 --> 00:19:31,338
‎威斯康辛州沒有死刑

280
00:19:32,505 --> 00:19:36,051
‎有人在討論要恢復死刑
‎因為我的關係，對吧？

281
00:19:36,134 --> 00:19:39,429
‎不，傑夫，別這麼想，不

282
00:19:41,848 --> 00:19:42,724
‎聽著

283
00:19:43,391 --> 00:19:48,396
‎你在監獄度過餘生對誰都沒幫助

284
00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:50,190
‎好嗎？你需要幫助

285
00:19:50,273 --> 00:19:52,943
‎我們只有一個辦法

286
00:19:53,026 --> 00:19:54,319
‎沒錯，對

287
00:19:55,111 --> 00:19:57,864
‎為了讓你得到所需的幫助
‎好讓我們理解這一切

288
00:19:57,948 --> 00:20:00,909
‎我們必須說服法官你精神失常，傑夫

289
00:20:03,370 --> 00:20:04,663
‎但我沒有精神失常

290
00:20:05,205 --> 00:20:07,499
‎那就在殺人的當下有吧

291
00:20:09,834 --> 00:20:12,587
‎-不，我當時也沒有
‎-拜託，傑夫

292
00:20:13,964 --> 00:20:15,966
‎我是說，你殺人分屍

293
00:20:16,049 --> 00:20:17,259
‎你跟屍體發生性行為

294
00:20:18,218 --> 00:20:21,179
‎你甚至分屍到一半停下來自慰

295
00:20:21,263 --> 00:20:24,766
‎但我沒瘋，這就像是一種強迫行為

296
00:20:24,849 --> 00:20:27,269
‎好吧，所以你出現強迫性

297
00:20:27,352 --> 00:20:29,521
‎這表示你無法停止

298
00:20:29,604 --> 00:20:31,314
‎對，傑夫，拜託

299
00:20:32,107 --> 00:20:35,652
‎拜託，你提到惡魔，你說你被附身了

300
00:20:35,735 --> 00:20:37,529
‎而且你還說

301
00:20:37,612 --> 00:20:40,323
‎你醒來時會不記得自己做了什麼

302
00:20:40,407 --> 00:20:42,450
‎因為我喝醉斷片了，爸

303
00:20:43,159 --> 00:20:45,203
‎所以我才會不記得一些事情

304
00:20:46,496 --> 00:20:48,164
‎但我知道自己在做什麼

305
00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:50,709
‎我不想，但…

306
00:20:53,128 --> 00:20:54,421
‎我忍不住

307
00:20:56,715 --> 00:20:57,966
‎我沒瘋

308
00:20:58,717 --> 00:21:00,427
‎不，傑夫，不

309
00:21:02,554 --> 00:21:05,765
‎你在法庭上不能這麼說，不行

310
00:21:06,683 --> 00:21:07,642
‎因為…

311
00:21:09,102 --> 00:21:10,937
‎我們有個發現，好嗎？

312
00:21:11,021 --> 00:21:12,689
‎我們有個法律判例

313
00:21:14,024 --> 00:21:17,610
‎之前有個案例…跟你的很相似

314
00:21:17,694 --> 00:21:18,903
‎地方離這裡不遠

315
00:21:19,988 --> 00:21:22,782
‎這人做了非常相似的事

316
00:21:23,283 --> 00:21:26,536
‎那是我小時候的事

317
00:21:26,619 --> 00:21:27,912
‎在普蘭非

318
00:21:28,747 --> 00:21:32,459
‎-1957年11月16日
‎-1957年

319
00:21:34,669 --> 00:21:36,713
‎一家五金店的老闆失蹤了

320
00:21:36,796 --> 00:21:38,923
‎沒人知道她的下落

321
00:21:40,008 --> 00:21:44,804
‎她兒子告訴警方
‎有個名叫艾德蓋恩的男子

322
00:21:45,305 --> 00:21:47,932
‎前一天晚上來過

323
00:21:49,392 --> 00:21:50,810
‎於是他們去了他家

324
00:21:53,730 --> 00:21:54,564
‎那裡沒人在

325
00:21:56,358 --> 00:21:59,652
‎於是他們繞到後面並發現一間小屋

326
00:22:06,076 --> 00:22:07,243
‎天啊

327
00:22:07,327 --> 00:22:09,287
‎老天

328
00:22:10,663 --> 00:22:12,332
‎那名女性的屍體在那裡

329
00:22:12,999 --> 00:22:15,168
‎體無完膚，從椽上倒吊

330
00:22:15,919 --> 00:22:16,961
‎所以警方逮捕了他

331
00:22:18,254 --> 00:22:20,215
‎他一言不發

332
00:22:22,092 --> 00:22:25,637
‎他在那裡整整坐了30個小時

333
00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:29,099
‎最後，他開口了

334
00:22:30,725 --> 00:22:32,435
‎我要一個蘋果派

335
00:22:33,311 --> 00:22:35,105
‎和一片起司

336
00:22:35,188 --> 00:22:36,231
‎然後他開始說話

337
00:22:37,690 --> 00:22:39,317
‎警方搜查房子

338
00:22:40,527 --> 00:22:43,196
‎他們在麻袋裡找到那名女性的頭

339
00:22:43,279 --> 00:22:46,491
‎人體殘骸散布各處

340
00:22:49,160 --> 00:22:51,204
‎用人的頭蓋骨做成的碗

341
00:22:52,372 --> 00:22:54,582
‎他的床柱上有頭顱

342
00:22:55,792 --> 00:22:59,546
‎他的椅面是用人皮拉的

343
00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:02,257
‎就像你一樣

344
00:23:02,340 --> 00:23:04,676
‎傑夫，你說過你…

345
00:23:06,052 --> 00:23:07,887
‎曾經試著掘墳

346
00:23:08,513 --> 00:23:09,347
‎對，只有一次

347
00:23:09,431 --> 00:23:11,015
‎好，結果這個人

348
00:23:11,724 --> 00:23:15,186
‎他掘墳有30、40次

349
00:23:15,270 --> 00:23:16,563
‎哇

350
00:23:16,646 --> 00:23:18,773
‎他們看了棺材，裡面是空的

351
00:23:19,357 --> 00:23:23,736
‎他做這些事時會陷入恍惚

352
00:23:23,820 --> 00:23:28,741
‎接著他醒來後不記得事發經過

353
00:23:29,492 --> 00:23:31,661
‎他挖起來後有姦屍嗎？

354
00:23:31,744 --> 00:23:35,165
‎好，傑夫，來，艾德蓋恩…好…

355
00:23:36,291 --> 00:23:41,045
‎重點是他也殺了很多人，好嗎？
‎這點不可否認

356
00:23:41,129 --> 00:23:44,048
‎但他做了無罪抗辯

357
00:23:44,132 --> 00:23:47,343
‎理由是精神錯亂
‎他也沒有在牢裡度過餘生

358
00:23:47,427 --> 00:23:50,597
‎他是在醫院度過餘生

359
00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:53,391
‎得到他所需的精神協助

360
00:23:53,475 --> 00:23:54,309
‎你懂了嗎？

361
00:23:54,392 --> 00:23:56,686
‎我們可以替你比照辦理，傑夫

362
00:24:03,526 --> 00:24:05,862
‎那聽起來確實熟悉

363
00:24:06,696 --> 00:24:07,655
‎什麼？

364
00:24:10,116 --> 00:24:11,701
‎我看過他的事蹟

365
00:24:14,245 --> 00:24:17,832
‎我想我看過他的漫畫書

366
00:24:19,083 --> 00:24:20,960
‎抱歉，你說漫畫書嗎？

367
00:24:22,253 --> 00:24:26,883
‎對，《詭麗幻譚》裡頭有

368
00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:28,009
‎怪力亂神

369
00:24:31,638 --> 00:24:33,515
‎我想我記得封面

370
00:24:34,599 --> 00:24:36,684
‎他媽的漫畫書

371
00:24:36,768 --> 00:24:39,646
‎現在我們知道問題出在整個文化

372
00:24:39,729 --> 00:24:41,689
‎-對
‎-誰會畫這種漫畫書？

373
00:24:41,773 --> 00:24:43,233
‎-那實在…
‎-達默先生

374
00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:45,443
‎你務必了解…

375
00:24:45,527 --> 00:24:49,072
‎代表傑夫這種人的壓力

376
00:24:49,656 --> 00:24:51,241
‎我們得保持專注

377
00:24:51,324 --> 00:24:54,035
‎我們要堅持精神錯亂抗辯

378
00:24:54,702 --> 00:24:57,038
‎所以這麼做之後
‎還是得走完審判過程嗎？

379
00:24:57,121 --> 00:24:59,999
‎對，我想我們要專注於這一點

380
00:25:00,083 --> 00:25:03,127
‎別就謀殺並不駭人這點來辯解
‎事實上就是很駭人

381
00:25:03,795 --> 00:25:05,338
‎我認為這對我們的案子有幫助

382
00:25:05,838 --> 00:25:08,424
‎陪審團在此判定

383
00:25:08,508 --> 00:25:11,219
‎達默先生心智正常

384
00:25:11,302 --> 00:25:13,429
‎於法沒有精神錯亂

385
00:25:14,264 --> 00:25:18,184
‎就總共15項…

386
00:25:18,268 --> 00:25:20,562
‎他所坦承的一級謀殺罪而言

387
00:25:20,645 --> 00:25:24,190
‎這表示受害者家屬可以放心

388
00:25:24,274 --> 00:25:25,817
‎他會被送進監獄

389
00:25:31,823 --> 00:25:34,033
‎法院將休庭至週一

390
00:25:34,117 --> 00:25:38,871
‎屆時受害者家屬
‎得以在法庭上發表影響陳述

391
00:25:38,955 --> 00:25:43,084
‎被告也得以在宣判前進行自我陳述

392
00:25:43,167 --> 00:25:46,796
‎本院休庭至週一早上9點

393
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:15,158
‎所以就這樣？妳要走了？

394
00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:24,042
‎你要我說什麼？

395
00:26:24,125 --> 00:26:26,753
‎我想妳或許可以負點責任

396
00:26:26,836 --> 00:26:27,795
‎萊諾

397
00:26:27,879 --> 00:26:31,007
‎-責任？這是什麼意思？
‎-就是字面上的意思

398
00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:33,217
‎所以你是說這是我的錯？

399
00:26:33,301 --> 00:26:34,344
‎不，他沒有

400
00:26:34,427 --> 00:26:37,388
‎對，目前，被責怪的是我

401
00:26:37,472 --> 00:26:39,265
‎妳有看媒體是怎麼批評我的嗎？

402
00:26:39,349 --> 00:26:43,561
‎媒體散播那些可怕的謊言
‎妳卻一聲不吭

403
00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:46,522
‎我不知道我不在的時候
‎你跟他做了什麼

404
00:26:46,606 --> 00:26:47,940
‎是嗎？

405
00:26:48,024 --> 00:26:49,442
‎你說他會這樣是我造成的？

406
00:26:50,526 --> 00:26:53,112
‎這不是我的錯，你這個混蛋

407
00:26:53,196 --> 00:26:56,741
‎-大家都沒有錯，別互相責怪
‎-你以為這是我造成的

408
00:26:56,824 --> 00:27:01,079
‎是你跟他在車庫裡
‎肢解路殺動物的，萊諾

409
00:27:01,162 --> 00:27:04,290
‎對，走掉吧，喬伊絲
‎就像妳當初對兒子一走了之

410
00:27:04,374 --> 00:27:05,416
‎萊諾

411
00:27:05,500 --> 00:27:08,378
‎妳還在吞藥嗎？妳他媽的吞多少藥？

412
00:27:08,461 --> 00:27:10,338
‎萊諾…夠了

413
00:27:11,047 --> 00:27:12,423
‎別說了

414
00:27:13,299 --> 00:27:16,260
‎好，對不起，天啊…原諒我

415
00:27:16,344 --> 00:27:18,054
‎-對不起
‎-沒關係

416
00:27:19,013 --> 00:27:20,139
‎對不起

417
00:27:50,420 --> 00:27:51,421
‎有什麼事嗎？

418
00:27:52,338 --> 00:27:53,464
‎史卓特女士？

419
00:27:53,548 --> 00:27:54,465
‎對

420
00:27:55,091 --> 00:27:57,677
‎-我是喬伊絲弗林特…
‎-我知道妳是誰

421
00:27:59,137 --> 00:28:02,223
‎妳女兒朵樂絲
‎也就是柯蒂斯的母親在嗎？

422
00:28:02,306 --> 00:28:04,892
‎她不在，弗林特女士，妳有什麼事？

423
00:28:06,269 --> 00:28:08,980
‎首先，我想說…

424
00:28:10,481 --> 00:28:13,693
‎我對發生這種事有多抱歉

425
00:28:15,653 --> 00:28:16,946
‎我的兒子

426
00:28:18,489 --> 00:28:21,659
‎對妳的孫子柯蒂斯做出那種事

427
00:28:22,368 --> 00:28:25,747
‎我發現我無話可說

428
00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:29,208
‎這件事不可原諒

429
00:28:30,460 --> 00:28:32,587
‎弗林特女士，妳為什麼跑來？

430
00:28:38,468 --> 00:28:41,262
‎我來是因為

431
00:28:42,388 --> 00:28:46,017
‎我希望能跟妳或妳女兒談談

432
00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:48,770
‎以母親的身分出發

433
00:28:50,772 --> 00:28:52,523
‎我想問…

434
00:28:55,026 --> 00:28:58,946
‎妳們兩個有沒有人願意

435
00:28:59,030 --> 00:29:01,616
‎明天在法庭上說點什麼…

436
00:29:02,116 --> 00:29:03,701
‎代表傑夫

437
00:29:03,785 --> 00:29:05,578
‎代表傑夫？

438
00:29:07,747 --> 00:29:12,752
‎讓法官考慮把他送進精神病院

439
00:29:12,835 --> 00:29:14,545
‎而非監獄

440
00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:18,382
‎妳要我們原諒妳的兒子？

441
00:29:19,467 --> 00:29:21,427
‎要求法官原諒他？

442
00:29:21,511 --> 00:29:22,386
‎不是

443
00:29:27,725 --> 00:29:29,060
‎我同情妳，女士

444
00:29:29,977 --> 00:29:31,437
‎真的

445
00:29:32,730 --> 00:29:35,942
‎妳希望世人能聽到妳為人母的觀點
‎這點我能理解

446
00:29:37,068 --> 00:29:40,238
‎但也許妳該傾聽別人的觀點了

447
00:29:41,489 --> 00:29:42,490
‎妳懂嗎？

448
00:29:45,076 --> 00:29:47,119
‎來聽第一個影響陳述吧

449
00:29:56,379 --> 00:30:00,424
‎我和家人乘船來到這個國家

450
00:30:07,306 --> 00:30:10,476
‎我們很窮苦，但滿懷希望

451
00:30:13,187 --> 00:30:14,564
‎美國夢

452
00:30:15,773 --> 00:30:17,692
‎我們相信美國夢

453
00:30:26,784 --> 00:30:29,954
‎但現在，我們活在惡夢中

454
00:30:35,459 --> 00:30:37,837
‎一切都是因為傑夫瑞達默

455
00:30:44,343 --> 00:30:46,470
‎他奪走我們的兒子科納拉克

456
00:30:51,767 --> 00:30:53,686
‎他奪走我們的夢想

457
00:31:00,735 --> 00:31:04,322
‎我叫薛莉休斯，我是東尼休斯的母親

458
00:31:05,615 --> 00:31:08,200
‎我想對傑夫瑞達默說

459
00:31:09,243 --> 00:31:13,164
‎他不了解這種痛苦、傷害、損失

460
00:31:14,081 --> 00:31:17,251
‎與他對我們這一家造成的心理折磨

461
00:31:18,085 --> 00:31:23,341
‎但我想讀我兒子的好友所寫的一首詩

462
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:28,179
‎“你為何攻擊我，傑夫瑞？

463
00:31:28,262 --> 00:31:29,972
‎我還以為你是我的朋友

464
00:31:30,681 --> 00:31:34,352
‎我何以為你的殘酷邪惡世界所害？

465
00:31:34,435 --> 00:31:36,729
‎看著淚水從我的臉上滾落

466
00:31:36,812 --> 00:31:42,068
‎看到每滴眼淚都是呼救
‎了解我想活命

467
00:31:42,652 --> 00:31:44,403
‎我做了什麼對不起你的事

468
00:31:44,487 --> 00:31:47,823
‎以至於讓你發狂，讓你變成惡魔？”

469
00:31:48,407 --> 00:31:50,952
‎為什麼艾迪這種好人會發生這種事？

470
00:31:53,204 --> 00:31:55,539
‎他只求付出、不求回報

471
00:31:58,167 --> 00:32:00,211
‎他只希望有機會做自己

472
00:32:02,338 --> 00:32:03,839
‎你殺害我弟時

473
00:32:03,923 --> 00:32:06,008
‎你也殺死了…

474
00:32:07,218 --> 00:32:10,304
‎我的母親與父親

475
00:32:10,846 --> 00:32:11,973
‎我請求庭上

476
00:32:12,556 --> 00:32:17,687
‎別讓這個人再在外行走或見到天日

477
00:32:20,398 --> 00:32:21,607
‎早安，庭上

478
00:32:21,691 --> 00:32:23,526
‎我叫唐納布拉德霍夫

479
00:32:25,611 --> 00:32:26,612
‎我…

480
00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:29,865
‎代表布拉德霍夫家

481
00:32:32,118 --> 00:32:35,162
‎雖然我們家封閉了愛

482
00:32:36,622 --> 00:32:40,042
‎但我母親生下五個漂亮的孩子

483
00:32:42,670 --> 00:32:43,587
‎我們失去了…

484
00:32:45,256 --> 00:32:48,300
‎他毀了我們家的寶貝

485
00:32:49,802 --> 00:32:51,262
‎我希望你下地獄

486
00:32:53,472 --> 00:32:55,057
‎我愛這個世界

487
00:32:55,558 --> 00:32:58,894
‎你們做得很好

488
00:32:58,978 --> 00:33:01,981
‎我由衷感謝上帝

489
00:33:02,481 --> 00:33:04,191
‎我得到很多力量

490
00:33:08,446 --> 00:33:09,530
‎謝謝大家

491
00:33:11,782 --> 00:33:13,200
‎天佑美國

492
00:33:13,701 --> 00:33:16,704
‎我再也沒有機會

493
00:33:16,787 --> 00:33:18,414
‎跟他說我愛他

494
00:33:19,790 --> 00:33:23,502
‎你奪走我母親的長孫

495
00:33:23,586 --> 00:33:26,756
‎為此我永遠無法原諒你

496
00:33:27,256 --> 00:33:28,841
‎“媽，我走了

497
00:33:29,508 --> 00:33:33,888
‎我知道有一隻龍
‎為此日夜刺痛妳的心

498
00:33:33,971 --> 00:33:36,057
‎但我沒有走遠

499
00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:40,352
‎兩根手指加一根拇指

500
00:33:41,395 --> 00:33:44,065
‎是手語的我愛妳

501
00:33:45,274 --> 00:33:46,776
‎媽，在妳哭泣時

502
00:33:47,610 --> 00:33:50,988
‎將一滴眼淚置於妳的窗臺外

503
00:33:51,072 --> 00:33:54,241
‎等我經過時，我會以一滴眼淚交換

504
00:33:55,201 --> 00:33:57,411
‎如此我就能永遠陪伴妳

505
00:33:58,662 --> 00:34:00,664
‎兩根手指加一根拇指

506
00:34:01,290 --> 00:34:02,666
‎妳的兒子，東尼”

507
00:34:12,301 --> 00:34:14,595
‎（100％黑人）

508
00:34:18,766 --> 00:34:20,392
‎我叫瑞塔伊絲貝

509
00:34:20,476 --> 00:34:22,978
‎我是艾羅林茲的長姊

510
00:34:23,479 --> 00:34:26,690
‎傑…不管你叫什麼名字，撒旦

511
00:34:27,691 --> 00:34:29,110
‎我很生氣

512
00:34:29,193 --> 00:34:32,071
‎這是失控的行為？

513
00:34:32,571 --> 00:34:35,991
‎我不想再看到我媽再度經歷這種事

514
00:34:36,075 --> 00:34:37,159
‎永遠不要，傑夫瑞

515
00:34:37,743 --> 00:34:40,663
‎傑夫瑞，我恨你，王八蛋

516
00:34:40,746 --> 00:34:41,872
‎我恨你

517
00:34:41,956 --> 00:34:43,833
‎這才叫失控

518
00:34:44,333 --> 00:34:46,919
‎別惹我，傑夫瑞
‎我要殺了你，該死！

519
00:34:47,002 --> 00:34:49,964
‎看著我…王八蛋！

520
00:34:51,298 --> 00:34:54,677
‎達默先生，在我判刑前

521
00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:58,139
‎據我了解，你要宣讀陳述？

522
00:34:58,222 --> 00:34:59,348
‎是的，庭上

523
00:35:26,458 --> 00:35:29,670
‎庭上，事情結束了

524
00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:33,841
‎本案的重點
‎從來就不是為了讓我獲得自由

525
00:35:35,092 --> 00:35:36,886
‎我沒有想要過自由

526
00:35:37,761 --> 00:35:39,889
‎老實說，我想要死刑

527
00:35:41,765 --> 00:35:45,644
‎本案的用意在於向世界揭曉我的作為

528
00:35:45,728 --> 00:35:47,354
‎不是為了仇恨之故

529
00:35:47,855 --> 00:35:49,106
‎我不恨任何人

530
00:35:49,690 --> 00:35:53,027
‎我知道我是生病或本性邪惡
‎或兩者皆是

531
00:35:53,736 --> 00:35:55,321
‎現在我認為我當時生病了

532
00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:59,158
‎醫生敘述了我的病況

533
00:35:59,241 --> 00:36:01,076
‎現在我內心平靜點了

534
00:36:01,911 --> 00:36:03,913
‎我知道我造成了莫大的傷害

535
00:36:04,413 --> 00:36:08,584
‎我在被捕後也盡了全力來彌補

536
00:36:09,084 --> 00:36:10,711
‎但無論我多努力

537
00:36:11,212 --> 00:36:14,006
‎我都無法挽回我造成的可怕傷害

538
00:36:14,506 --> 00:36:17,009
‎我盡力協助指認遺體

539
00:36:17,092 --> 00:36:19,511
‎我就只能做到這樣了

540
00:36:20,012 --> 00:36:21,847
‎而那根本不算什麼

541
00:36:22,514 --> 00:36:25,684
‎我為傷害那些可憐的家庭後悔不已

542
00:36:26,352 --> 00:36:28,687
‎我也了解他們理所當然的憤怒

543
00:36:29,730 --> 00:36:32,399
‎我知道我會在監獄度過餘生…

544
00:36:42,660 --> 00:36:45,246
‎本臺正在密爾瓦基郡法院外

545
00:36:45,329 --> 00:36:48,207
‎剛才勞倫斯葛蘭法官

546
00:36:48,290 --> 00:36:53,754
‎對連續殺人犯傑夫瑞達默
‎宣判15個連續無期徒刑

547
00:36:53,837 --> 00:36:56,840
‎他每殺害一個人
‎即判處一個無期徒刑

548
00:36:56,924 --> 00:36:58,133
‎妳還好嗎，媽媽？

549
00:37:00,886 --> 00:37:01,762
‎還好

550
00:37:02,471 --> 00:37:03,430
‎我沒事

551
00:37:04,014 --> 00:37:05,849
‎我們抓到那個混蛋了

552
00:37:05,933 --> 00:37:07,059
‎我們抓到他了

553
00:37:07,977 --> 00:37:10,229
‎他再也不會出來了

554
00:37:25,369 --> 00:37:27,830
‎我猜我是罪有應得吧？

555
00:37:29,123 --> 00:37:30,165
‎兒子

556
00:37:34,962 --> 00:37:36,422
‎-沒關係，爸
‎-對

557
00:37:36,505 --> 00:37:37,631
‎我們盡力了

558
00:37:37,715 --> 00:37:38,966
‎聽著

559
00:37:39,925 --> 00:37:43,095
‎我知道我們只有幾分鐘時間
‎所以我有件事要告訴你

560
00:37:46,140 --> 00:37:48,392
‎我到處找

561
00:37:48,475 --> 00:37:50,644
‎想找出這件事的罪魁禍首

562
00:37:51,145 --> 00:37:54,106
‎只怪別人，不怪自己

563
00:37:55,691 --> 00:37:56,859
‎結果是我

564
00:37:57,735 --> 00:37:59,194
‎這件事該怪我

565
00:37:59,278 --> 00:38:00,946
‎-你不用這麼說
‎-親愛的…

566
00:38:01,030 --> 00:38:03,574
‎好，閉嘴，傑夫，拜託你聽我說

567
00:38:04,074 --> 00:38:05,743
‎是我，是我害你的

568
00:38:05,826 --> 00:38:09,413
‎我不該讓你碰死掉的動物

569
00:38:09,496 --> 00:38:11,540
‎我不該教你怎麼處置

570
00:38:11,623 --> 00:38:15,753
‎而你的殺人幻想什麼的

571
00:38:15,836 --> 00:38:20,549
‎我應該讓你覺得你能跟我聊

572
00:38:21,050 --> 00:38:21,967
‎你知道嗎？

573
00:38:24,553 --> 00:38:27,973
‎因為我也有過同樣的感覺

574
00:38:31,185 --> 00:38:33,312
‎我把那個部分傳給你了

575
00:38:39,610 --> 00:38:45,699
‎而且在你需要的時候
‎我也沒有好好幫你

576
00:38:45,783 --> 00:38:48,243
‎你坐牢的時候，我寫了一封信給法官

577
00:38:48,327 --> 00:38:50,621
‎我說：“我兒子需要協助”
‎因為我知道你需要

578
00:38:51,205 --> 00:38:53,749
‎但我就這樣算了，那樣不夠

579
00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:54,666
‎還有…

580
00:38:57,503 --> 00:38:59,129
‎我不是好父親

581
00:39:01,173 --> 00:39:03,217
‎我不是，因為我不是好丈夫

582
00:39:03,801 --> 00:39:07,179
‎而…你沒有安全感

583
00:39:12,351 --> 00:39:13,644
‎我丟下你一個人

584
00:39:13,727 --> 00:39:15,938
‎我不敢相信我丟下你一個人

585
00:39:17,064 --> 00:39:18,023
‎我很…

586
00:39:18,690 --> 00:39:20,484
‎很抱歉我丟下你一個人

587
00:39:20,567 --> 00:39:21,402
‎該走了

588
00:39:21,485 --> 00:39:24,863
‎我永遠不會原諒自己

589
00:39:25,739 --> 00:39:29,076
‎好，但我不會再丟下你了

590
00:39:29,159 --> 00:39:32,162
‎我保證，兒子，我會補償你的

591
00:39:32,246 --> 00:39:35,541
‎我每週都會去看你，我會打電話

592
00:39:46,176 --> 00:39:49,096
‎我早就料到會發生這種事了

593
00:39:50,264 --> 00:39:52,474
‎我有很多話要說

594
00:39:54,017 --> 00:39:57,146
‎但我覺得我無法用言語形容

595
00:39:58,230 --> 00:40:00,607
‎因為一切都太可怕了

596
00:40:02,693 --> 00:40:05,904
‎言語無法表達我悲痛的程度

597
00:40:08,907 --> 00:40:13,912
‎我試著為我在這件事
‎所扮演的角色負起責任

598
00:40:14,413 --> 00:40:17,249
‎這麼做實在太痛苦了

599
00:40:19,710 --> 00:40:22,212
‎但否認我有分

600
00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:25,799
‎是我無法容許自己擁有的慰藉

601
00:40:26,925 --> 00:40:29,136
‎因為我知道不是這樣

602
00:40:31,805 --> 00:40:33,432
‎我辜負了你，傑夫

603
00:40:34,057 --> 00:40:37,769
‎很抱歉我不是你的好母親

604
00:40:39,229 --> 00:40:43,567
‎我也不願意再帶著
‎這個事實的罪惡感苟活了

605
00:40:44,860 --> 00:40:47,488
‎致傑夫的所有受害者

606
00:40:47,571 --> 00:40:51,867
‎我無法向你們表達我有多麼遺憾

607
00:40:52,409 --> 00:40:55,287
‎所以嘗試這麼做根本沒意義

608
00:40:56,788 --> 00:41:01,043
‎致我的兒子大衛，請原諒我

609
00:41:01,126 --> 00:41:04,087
‎你得以超脫這一切

610
00:41:04,713 --> 00:41:07,591
‎很抱歉我做不到

611
00:41:08,258 --> 00:41:10,636
‎我愛你和你的哥哥

612
00:41:13,430 --> 00:41:15,307
‎我盡力了

613
00:41:25,192 --> 00:41:26,151
‎親愛的

614
00:41:26,235 --> 00:41:28,529
‎等等，我這一章正寫到一半

615
00:41:29,196 --> 00:41:31,031
‎當傑夫…

616
00:41:31,532 --> 00:41:33,659
‎記得傑夫從軍前的耶誕節嗎？

617
00:41:33,742 --> 00:41:34,701
‎好，但…

618
00:41:34,785 --> 00:41:36,328
‎等一下

619
00:41:39,331 --> 00:41:41,250
‎真是的，我怎麼會不知道

620
00:41:41,333 --> 00:41:44,836
‎寫書才是我從頭到尾該做的事呢？

621
00:41:46,421 --> 00:41:47,881
‎我想我有寫書的本事

622
00:41:47,965 --> 00:41:51,385
‎萊諾，我剛和大衛通完電話

623
00:41:51,468 --> 00:41:52,761
‎她沒事

624
00:41:53,595 --> 00:41:56,348
‎但他說喬伊絲試圖自殺

625
00:41:57,808 --> 00:41:59,101
‎天啊

626
00:42:00,811 --> 00:42:02,062
‎天啊

627
00:42:06,441 --> 00:42:07,317
‎但她沒事吧？

628
00:42:08,735 --> 00:42:09,611
‎對

629
00:42:10,279 --> 00:42:11,113
‎好

630
00:42:13,782 --> 00:42:14,825
‎我會打給他

631
00:42:30,799 --> 00:42:31,800
‎謝謝大家

632
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:35,804
‎很高興我們歸隊了

633
00:42:36,305 --> 00:42:38,640
‎謝謝大家的支持

634
00:42:39,933 --> 00:42:41,435
‎你們的支持對我意義重大

635
00:42:41,935 --> 00:42:42,811
‎而且…

636
00:42:44,146 --> 00:42:46,481
‎知道有人挺的感覺很棒

637
00:42:46,565 --> 00:42:47,691
‎-好耶
‎-好耶

638
00:42:50,444 --> 00:42:51,737
‎-謝謝
‎-謝謝

639
00:42:51,820 --> 00:42:54,281
‎-很高興見到你，你好嗎？
‎-巴比

640
00:42:54,364 --> 00:42:56,617
‎感謝你打來，市長

641
00:42:58,327 --> 00:42:59,995
‎對，我也是

642
00:43:03,832 --> 00:43:04,875
‎怎麼了？

643
00:43:05,667 --> 00:43:11,131
‎放科納拉克回傑夫瑞達默身邊的
‎那兩個警察

644
00:43:12,215 --> 00:43:14,009
‎剛剛復職了

645
00:43:14,092 --> 00:43:14,968
‎什麼？

646
00:43:15,802 --> 00:43:17,763
‎小小懲戒一下就算了？

647
00:43:17,846 --> 00:43:20,098
‎市長說他們會針對這個決定上訴

648
00:43:20,182 --> 00:43:21,850
‎如果失敗呢？

649
00:43:23,310 --> 00:43:24,561
‎那我們就…

650
00:43:26,271 --> 00:43:27,773
‎接著奮鬥下去

651
00:43:29,358 --> 00:43:30,692
‎再接著奮鬥

652
00:43:34,821 --> 00:43:35,947
‎再接著下去

653
00:45:49,706 --> 00:45:51,625
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