1 00:00:05,591 --> 00:00:06,940 The hardest part for me was the four days 2 00:00:07,092 --> 00:00:09,033 That I didn't know exactly what was in my head. 3 00:00:09,178 --> 00:00:10,201 I didn't know if it was cancerous. 4 00:00:10,387 --> 00:00:11,611 I didn't know if I was going to die. 5 00:00:11,722 --> 00:00:13,180 It's called an acoustic neuroma 6 00:00:13,390 --> 00:00:14,972 And it went through my ear 7 00:00:15,059 --> 00:00:16,891 And it was deep in my right cerebellum, 8 00:00:16,977 --> 00:00:18,769 Sitting on my facial nerve, my balance nerve 9 00:00:19,063 --> 00:00:21,321 And my hearing nerve, but that's everything I do. 10 00:00:21,482 --> 00:00:25,825 That's my face, my singing, my hearing, my dancing. 11 00:00:25,903 --> 00:00:27,294 I was like, "man." 12 00:00:27,446 --> 00:00:30,647 I don't want to cry, but my first thought was my daughter. 13 00:00:30,783 --> 00:00:36,477 ♪♪ 14 00:00:36,580 --> 00:00:38,488 [ breathes deeply ] 15 00:00:38,749 --> 00:00:43,417 I wanted to make it back just to be a mom. 16 00:00:43,504 --> 00:00:45,920 So I didn't care about the business, 17 00:00:45,964 --> 00:00:48,465 Honestly, 'cause that don't matter anyway 18 00:00:48,634 --> 00:00:50,825 If I ain't here to do it. 19 00:00:50,928 --> 00:00:51,935 We've lost one sister. 20 00:00:51,970 --> 00:00:53,161 I just -- no, 21 00:00:53,263 --> 00:00:54,905 I cannot lose another. 22 00:00:55,099 --> 00:00:58,825 We have to grow old together and be real old... Mm-hmm. 23 00:00:58,977 --> 00:01:01,586 ...Biblical-times old, like, gray hair and everything. 24 00:01:01,772 --> 00:01:03,529 You hear what I'm saying? [ speaks indistinctly ] 25 00:01:03,649 --> 00:01:05,649 Yes. [ speaks indistinctly ] [ laughs ] 26 00:01:05,809 --> 00:01:11,279 ♪♪ 27 00:01:19,998 --> 00:01:22,773 [ chuckling ] oh, my god. I cannot believe this. 28 00:01:22,960 --> 00:01:25,626 I used to live in this plaza, eat in this plaza. 29 00:01:25,712 --> 00:01:29,630 They had a good barbecue-chicken spot there. 30 00:01:29,633 --> 00:01:31,007 Where's your house? 31 00:01:31,135 --> 00:01:32,450 It's going to be down here on the right, 32 00:01:32,636 --> 00:01:36,863 Uh, um, right across from the school. 33 00:01:37,015 --> 00:01:39,432 So this is the school. Okay, so this is the school. 34 00:01:39,685 --> 00:01:43,144 So -- oh, my god. Wait. Oh, my goodness. 35 00:01:43,230 --> 00:01:46,464 This was the house. It looks so little. 36 00:01:46,650 --> 00:01:48,633 And I used to drop you off... Used to drop me off... 37 00:01:48,819 --> 00:01:50,226 ...And pick you up... ...Pick me up. 38 00:01:50,404 --> 00:01:52,712 ...Being the tlc chauffeur. 39 00:01:52,739 --> 00:01:54,547 Yep. 40 00:01:54,658 --> 00:01:56,533 Y'all should've paid me. 41 00:01:56,743 --> 00:01:58,242 Y'all didn't even offer gas money. 42 00:01:58,328 --> 00:02:01,121 Oh, my god. We didn't have any, or I would have. 43 00:02:02,749 --> 00:02:04,090 I remember the first time 44 00:02:04,209 --> 00:02:06,226 We ever heard ourselves on the radio. 45 00:02:06,253 --> 00:02:07,394 Yeah. 46 00:02:07,504 --> 00:02:08,594 So it was right here. 47 00:02:08,714 --> 00:02:10,004 It must've -- it had to have been this. 48 00:02:10,048 --> 00:02:11,681 It had to be here. It was right here. 49 00:02:11,842 --> 00:02:13,249 And then you got out, and you started dancing. 50 00:02:13,510 --> 00:02:14,718 Yep, and we was dancing all over here. 51 00:02:14,887 --> 00:02:17,662 ♪ check one, two, one, two ♪ 52 00:02:17,848 --> 00:02:19,472 ♪ yo, if I need it in the morning ♪ 53 00:02:19,558 --> 00:02:20,831 ♪ or the middle of the night ♪ 54 00:02:21,018 --> 00:02:22,692 ♪ I ain't too proud to beg, no ♪ 55 00:02:22,853 --> 00:02:25,370 ♪ if the lovin' is strong, and he got it goin' on and ♪ 56 00:02:25,522 --> 00:02:27,230 ♪ I ain't too proud to beg, no ♪ 57 00:02:27,524 --> 00:02:29,849 ♪ two inches or a yard rock hard or if it's saggin' ♪ 58 00:02:30,093 --> 00:02:31,234 ♪ I ain't too proud to beg ♪ 59 00:02:31,445 --> 00:02:35,113 Get up on your feet. Tlc! 60 00:02:35,365 --> 00:02:37,707 Man: The biggest-selling female group of all time. 61 00:02:37,868 --> 00:02:42,036 I would like to think two very important people in my life. 62 00:02:42,122 --> 00:02:44,623 Elliott: They are legends. They are icons. 63 00:02:44,875 --> 00:02:48,134 They will go down in the history books of music. 64 00:02:48,253 --> 00:02:49,719 [ speaks indistinctly ] hold it, hold it. 65 00:02:49,880 --> 00:02:53,548 Questlove: You instantly knew these were nobody's 66 00:02:53,717 --> 00:02:55,925 Puppets on a string. 67 00:02:56,053 --> 00:02:59,796 My favorite group, ladies and gentlemen, tlc. 68 00:03:00,057 --> 00:03:02,072 ♪ a scrub is a guy that thinks he's fly ♪ 69 00:03:02,074 --> 00:03:04,951 ♪ and is also known as a busta ♪ 70 00:03:05,062 --> 00:03:07,729 Whether it's destiny's child or even 71 00:03:07,940 --> 00:03:10,256 With cardi b's "invasion of privacy," 72 00:03:10,442 --> 00:03:14,227 I see their influence in so many artists today. 73 00:03:14,488 --> 00:03:17,430 Grohl: That's cultural longevity that connects 74 00:03:17,616 --> 00:03:21,301 No matter when or where or who. 75 00:03:21,495 --> 00:03:26,790 Their name will still be around for the generations after us. 76 00:03:27,084 --> 00:03:29,492 ♪ hangin' out the passenger side of his best friend's ride ♪ 77 00:03:29,670 --> 00:03:32,570 ♪ trying to holla at me ♪ 78 00:03:32,714 --> 00:03:34,630 'cause I don't want no scrubs. 79 00:03:34,675 --> 00:03:36,115 Man: And the winner is... 80 00:03:36,134 --> 00:03:38,768 Man #2: "crazysexycool," the new album by tlc... 81 00:03:38,887 --> 00:03:41,245 Valdés: They weren't just pop princesses. 82 00:03:41,431 --> 00:03:44,224 The image and what they stood for was very real. 83 00:03:44,467 --> 00:03:46,701 [ belches ] [ laughter ] 84 00:03:46,812 --> 00:03:49,353 It was catchy. It was visual. 85 00:03:49,398 --> 00:03:51,088 They had all the elements. 86 00:03:51,275 --> 00:03:53,274 We are one short. We're missing the "l" in tlc. 87 00:03:53,360 --> 00:03:55,176 T-boz and chilli were at odds with left eye. 88 00:03:55,445 --> 00:03:57,720 Austin: Lisa was still like, "I'm in the group," "I'm out the group." 89 00:03:57,781 --> 00:03:59,939 We just didn't know what was gonna happen, period. 90 00:04:00,158 --> 00:04:03,709 Woman: Many controversies, financial and legal problems, 91 00:04:03,787 --> 00:04:05,886 And infighting within the group. 92 00:04:05,888 --> 00:04:06,779 When you start being successful 93 00:04:06,957 --> 00:04:08,206 In the music industry, 94 00:04:08,491 --> 00:04:10,667 [bleep] just starts magically being paid for. 95 00:04:10,961 --> 00:04:12,585 ♪ one, two, three, four, yo ♪ ♪ here we go again ♪ 96 00:04:12,671 --> 00:04:16,214 Man: With 33 million albums sold worldwide... 97 00:04:16,499 --> 00:04:18,391 Woman: Tlc has ruled the music charts. 98 00:04:18,510 --> 00:04:20,960 Three of the hottest women in hip-hop. 99 00:04:21,221 --> 00:04:23,312 ♪ here we go, here we go, here we go again ♪ 100 00:04:23,390 --> 00:04:26,899 [ crowd chanting, "tlc!" ] 101 00:04:26,935 --> 00:04:28,518 Make some noise! 102 00:04:28,687 --> 00:04:31,220 Watkins: Tlc is forever. 103 00:04:31,398 --> 00:04:33,898 [ cheers and applause ] 104 00:04:36,269 --> 00:04:42,532 ♪♪ 105 00:04:42,701 --> 00:04:44,175 Jordan: In the late '80s, 106 00:04:44,328 --> 00:04:50,064 The atlanta music scene was just about ready to explode. 107 00:04:50,250 --> 00:04:53,785 It had all of the right pieces in place, 108 00:04:53,837 --> 00:04:55,745 And somebody just needed to take that 109 00:04:55,922 --> 00:04:58,130 And, like, put it all together. 110 00:04:58,216 --> 00:05:01,801 Laface records became a mega hub for all of 111 00:05:02,095 --> 00:05:05,847 The local talent there, like the motown of the south. 112 00:05:06,141 --> 00:05:09,893 L.A. Reid and babyface always had their finger on the pulse 113 00:05:10,187 --> 00:05:13,229 Of what the next thing was and had their ear to the ground. 114 00:05:15,692 --> 00:05:19,819 By 1991, hip-hop was sort of entering this new phase 115 00:05:20,030 --> 00:05:22,613 Where it was discovering its own powers. 116 00:05:22,741 --> 00:05:26,125 The sound of the bomb squad throwing all these samples in, 117 00:05:26,286 --> 00:05:28,078 Throwing everything in but the kitchen sink, 118 00:05:28,246 --> 00:05:30,704 And creating a new soundscape. 119 00:05:30,749 --> 00:05:34,024 ♪ girl, I must ♪ ♪ warn you ♪ 120 00:05:34,211 --> 00:05:37,711 Bell biv devoe touched on it with the "poison" album. 121 00:05:37,756 --> 00:05:40,806 ♪ that girl is ♪ ♪ poison ♪ 122 00:05:40,884 --> 00:05:43,818 [ imitates beats ] 123 00:05:43,929 --> 00:05:45,235 And it took a second for people 124 00:05:45,237 --> 00:05:46,838 Even to get to the "poison" level, 125 00:05:46,890 --> 00:05:49,957 But when they did, they were, like, obsessed with it. 126 00:05:50,143 --> 00:05:53,386 Ian had a vision. He called it a female bbd. 127 00:05:53,563 --> 00:05:55,754 He said, "I want to put together a female bbd. 128 00:05:55,999 --> 00:05:57,457 Do you know anybody? 129 00:05:57,567 --> 00:05:59,825 I immediately of tionne. She run with us. 130 00:05:59,861 --> 00:06:01,327 She's so cool. 131 00:06:01,488 --> 00:06:03,296 Watkins: I worked with rico with my first job 132 00:06:03,448 --> 00:06:07,992 At a hair salon called lamonte's beauty supply. 133 00:06:08,328 --> 00:06:10,586 Wade: She was new to the neighborhood. She had just moved to delowe. 134 00:06:10,747 --> 00:06:13,957 So, really, she was the new girl, and she was edgy. 135 00:06:14,209 --> 00:06:18,068 But he couldn't bring tionne to the audition. 136 00:06:18,213 --> 00:06:19,820 She had to work. Yeah. 137 00:06:20,006 --> 00:06:22,674 So what he did do was he brought lisa. 138 00:06:24,928 --> 00:06:26,519 Hi, everybody. Hello, philadelphia. 139 00:06:26,596 --> 00:06:28,004 How are you doing? 140 00:06:28,265 --> 00:06:31,524 One thing I'd like to start off by saying is hold fast, 141 00:06:31,601 --> 00:06:33,417 Hold on to your dreams. 142 00:06:33,603 --> 00:06:35,769 A friend of mine, he asked me to come to atlanta 143 00:06:35,814 --> 00:06:37,080 Because he had a singing group, 144 00:06:37,232 --> 00:06:40,357 And he would like for me to be in the group. 145 00:06:40,444 --> 00:06:43,511 When I got there, the group thing didn't work out, 146 00:06:43,780 --> 00:06:46,680 So I asked around if anyone knew if there were any auditions 147 00:06:46,825 --> 00:06:48,424 Or anyone who wanted to start a group. 148 00:06:48,535 --> 00:06:50,209 Was there anything that I could do? 149 00:06:50,287 --> 00:06:53,454 And rico wade, he was a dancer 150 00:06:53,540 --> 00:06:56,482 For the guy that I went to atlanta with. 151 00:06:56,710 --> 00:06:59,461 He said, "yeah, I know someone who's having auditions." 152 00:06:59,629 --> 00:07:01,028 Her name was crystal. 153 00:07:01,173 --> 00:07:02,288 So crystal came back and said, 154 00:07:02,466 --> 00:07:04,540 "yo, you have to see this girl rap." 155 00:07:04,676 --> 00:07:05,958 And she blew me away. 156 00:07:06,219 --> 00:07:07,810 They already knew her, but she blew me away. 157 00:07:07,971 --> 00:07:09,803 ♪ glad to claim my name, and who's to blame for success ♪ 158 00:07:09,848 --> 00:07:11,063 ♪ and if you're mentally correct ♪ 159 00:07:11,183 --> 00:07:12,715 ♪ you get respect from the left ♪ 160 00:07:12,976 --> 00:07:15,118 ♪ so I expect some more respect from every ho in return ♪ 161 00:07:15,312 --> 00:07:17,970 ♪ even if you used a condom, it's still got burns ♪ 162 00:07:18,231 --> 00:07:20,857 Dupri: Lisa wrote her own raps and what she was writing 163 00:07:21,026 --> 00:07:22,575 Was what she was feeling, 164 00:07:22,694 --> 00:07:25,578 Whatever she was doing, she was doing it at [chuckles] -- 165 00:07:25,739 --> 00:07:27,964 At a level where you was going to pay attention to her. 166 00:07:28,116 --> 00:07:29,549 ♪ and since you know so much about me ♪ 167 00:07:29,659 --> 00:07:31,150 ♪ won't you tell me what's next? ♪ 168 00:07:31,369 --> 00:07:32,368 ♪ I hear my name comes out your mouth so much ♪ 169 00:07:32,412 --> 00:07:34,103 ♪ it's better than sex ♪ 170 00:07:34,164 --> 00:07:36,989 At that point, I actually had three girls in the group, 171 00:07:37,209 --> 00:07:39,733 But he was so... Adamant about tionne. 172 00:07:39,878 --> 00:07:42,845 He was adamant about meeting tionne. 173 00:07:43,006 --> 00:07:46,149 So crystal and enrico came over, and I sang, 174 00:07:46,176 --> 00:07:47,683 And then I danced. 175 00:07:47,802 --> 00:07:51,003 I saw immediately a star quality in her. 176 00:07:51,181 --> 00:07:54,932 Kept lisa, kept tionne, and crystal. 177 00:07:55,018 --> 00:07:59,312 We came up with the name 2nd nature. 178 00:07:59,523 --> 00:08:02,915 Jordan: L.A. Reid and pebbles were married. 179 00:08:03,026 --> 00:08:06,443 She was an artist and an executive 180 00:08:06,530 --> 00:08:09,455 And was out searching for her own artists. 181 00:08:09,533 --> 00:08:12,291 So she took my basic mold, 182 00:08:12,410 --> 00:08:16,036 She put money on it, made them look like stars. 183 00:08:16,081 --> 00:08:18,747 She became our manager, and she said 184 00:08:18,875 --> 00:08:22,060 That the group should be called something else. 185 00:08:22,212 --> 00:08:24,354 All you guys' initials are perfect. 186 00:08:24,422 --> 00:08:28,967 Tionne, lisa, crystal -- tlc. 187 00:08:30,428 --> 00:08:34,180 ♪ see somebody standing in your own backyard ♪ 188 00:08:34,474 --> 00:08:38,434 The first time we actually saw tionne and lisa, for that fact, 189 00:08:38,478 --> 00:08:40,236 Was in the "backyard" video, 190 00:08:40,397 --> 00:08:43,164 But they had put crystal out of the group. 191 00:08:43,275 --> 00:08:44,832 Lopes: Me, tionne, and crystal. 192 00:08:44,901 --> 00:08:46,225 It was interesting. 193 00:08:46,403 --> 00:08:48,961 Me and tionne, we wanted it. We were hungry. 194 00:08:48,989 --> 00:08:52,331 We just didn't get that energy from crystal. 195 00:08:52,450 --> 00:08:54,058 Watkins: So pebbles said to me and lisa, 196 00:08:54,286 --> 00:08:57,120 "one person in the group could 'f' it up for the next one." 197 00:08:57,372 --> 00:09:01,749 So we had to go and kick this girl out her own group. 198 00:09:01,793 --> 00:09:03,409 Lopes: So the word was on the street. 199 00:09:03,628 --> 00:09:05,678 Everyone knew that pebbles had a group. 200 00:09:05,839 --> 00:09:08,756 There was two members, and she needed one more. 201 00:09:12,554 --> 00:09:14,244 L.A. Reid called pebbles and said, 202 00:09:14,431 --> 00:09:16,639 "I think you need to take a look at this girl." 203 00:09:16,933 --> 00:09:18,858 She had on her sweats. She had on a baggy t-shirt 204 00:09:18,977 --> 00:09:21,101 'cause she was just leaving rehearsal. 205 00:09:21,187 --> 00:09:24,438 Right off the bat, we were feeling her vibe. 206 00:09:24,482 --> 00:09:27,400 I remember lisa being very friendly. 207 00:09:27,611 --> 00:09:30,628 She was so sweet, and tionne was not. 208 00:09:30,822 --> 00:09:32,721 You know what I'm saying? Watkins: I was like, I don't know her. 209 00:09:32,949 --> 00:09:34,890 She was all jolly and stuff, and I was like, 210 00:09:35,118 --> 00:09:36,241 "girl, I don't know. You cute and all, 211 00:09:36,328 --> 00:09:37,994 But I don't know you like that." 212 00:09:38,154 --> 00:09:39,362 Thomas: [ laughs ] 213 00:09:39,623 --> 00:09:42,715 She wasn't mean. She just wasn't friendly at all. 214 00:09:42,792 --> 00:09:45,351 But I hugged her anyway. I didn't care. 215 00:09:45,503 --> 00:09:48,171 Lopes: So when we met rozonda and we loved her, 216 00:09:48,465 --> 00:09:52,224 We picked her that night, we named her that night. 217 00:09:52,344 --> 00:09:54,193 Watkins: We were just, like, ecstatic. 218 00:09:54,346 --> 00:09:56,804 Our dream is finally starting to come true. 219 00:09:58,058 --> 00:10:00,390 Thomas: From the beginning, 220 00:10:00,477 --> 00:10:02,785 I knew that it was something special 221 00:10:02,854 --> 00:10:04,787 Between the three of us. 222 00:10:04,939 --> 00:10:07,357 That's just what I truly felt in my heart. 223 00:10:17,026 --> 00:10:18,317 Man: Yeah, there you go. 224 00:10:18,495 --> 00:10:20,669 Ready? Two, three. 225 00:10:20,705 --> 00:10:21,904 Holmes: ...With top-10 hits. 226 00:10:22,123 --> 00:10:24,240 They've sold 85 million records worldwide. 227 00:10:24,501 --> 00:10:27,426 They are one of the best-selling american groups of all time. 228 00:10:27,545 --> 00:10:30,170 Whoo. And guess what. They're joining us here 229 00:10:30,215 --> 00:10:32,005 To talk all about their national tour. 230 00:10:32,092 --> 00:10:35,434 Please welcome the iconic members of tlc, 231 00:10:35,595 --> 00:10:38,428 Rozonda "chilli" thomas and tionne "t-boz" watkins. 232 00:10:38,515 --> 00:10:40,247 T-boz, tell me what it's been like. 233 00:10:40,392 --> 00:10:41,841 It's been amazing. I'm not gonna lie. 234 00:10:42,018 --> 00:10:43,475 It's been a lot of hard work. 235 00:10:43,561 --> 00:10:45,578 This is the first time in our whole career 236 00:10:45,689 --> 00:10:48,447 Where our rehearsals have been cut in half 237 00:10:48,525 --> 00:10:49,857 Because of the pandemic. 238 00:10:50,026 --> 00:10:51,033 Man: Let's go! 239 00:10:51,069 --> 00:10:52,685 Man #2: Boom, boom. 240 00:10:52,946 --> 00:10:54,854 Diggins: We're on the last day of rehearsal today. 241 00:10:55,031 --> 00:10:56,722 Left, right, left. 242 00:10:56,966 --> 00:10:58,123 Where are we on running time? 243 00:10:58,243 --> 00:11:00,726 I'm never nervous, but there's been 244 00:11:00,745 --> 00:11:03,537 An enormous amount of stress putting this tour together. 245 00:11:03,581 --> 00:11:05,614 These girls -- taking a lot of risk. 246 00:11:05,875 --> 00:11:08,133 Tionne, with an autoimmune disease -- her life. 247 00:11:08,294 --> 00:11:11,871 Let's throw our masks on if we're not dancing, alright? 248 00:11:12,090 --> 00:11:13,773 Thomas: But what breakdown am I doing? 249 00:11:13,925 --> 00:11:16,859 [ speaks indistinctly ] you're going to stress me. 250 00:11:16,928 --> 00:11:18,861 Every time we go out, 251 00:11:19,013 --> 00:11:21,480 You have to prove yourself to an audience. 252 00:11:21,641 --> 00:11:24,708 You have to be innovative. You have to be dynamic. 253 00:11:24,894 --> 00:11:29,379 The level of intensity between tionne, chilli, 254 00:11:29,566 --> 00:11:34,568 And myself gets very high because you can't disappoint. 255 00:11:34,612 --> 00:11:35,978 Watkins: We're not rehearsing tomorrow? 256 00:11:36,239 --> 00:11:38,814 I ain't never, never not known this much stuff. 257 00:11:39,016 --> 00:11:40,316 I know. Yeah. 258 00:11:40,535 --> 00:11:43,068 I've been with tlc for 25 years, 259 00:11:43,246 --> 00:11:44,828 And every tour I've ever done 260 00:11:44,914 --> 00:11:48,757 Is more important than the last one. 261 00:11:48,877 --> 00:11:51,377 Now we're being considered for glastonbury. 262 00:11:51,629 --> 00:11:53,396 It's the most difficult festival in the world 263 00:11:53,590 --> 00:11:57,090 To get accepted, playing in front of millions of people. 264 00:11:57,218 --> 00:12:01,053 This would be the biggest performance of their career. 265 00:12:08,980 --> 00:12:10,271 Thank you. Ladies. 266 00:12:10,482 --> 00:12:13,866 Thank you. What's playing here? 267 00:12:13,985 --> 00:12:16,593 Are there new movies here or old ones? 268 00:12:16,780 --> 00:12:20,430 I feel like I'm going to a high-school reunion. 269 00:12:20,617 --> 00:12:23,859 Ooh. Ah, look at those beauties. 270 00:12:24,120 --> 00:12:27,604 Take me back. Classic tionne -- never smiled. 271 00:12:27,791 --> 00:12:30,082 And lisa and I, we were always cheesing, 272 00:12:30,293 --> 00:12:31,283 Grilled cheesing. Why am I standing alone? 273 00:12:31,461 --> 00:12:32,968 Do I look mean, though? 274 00:12:33,129 --> 00:12:36,130 I'm pretty sure because you had a very intimidating look. 275 00:12:36,341 --> 00:12:38,448 Oh, my god. You didn't intimidate me. 276 00:12:38,635 --> 00:12:40,134 Yes, I did. No, you didn't. 277 00:12:40,345 --> 00:12:42,178 If you had intimidated me, 278 00:12:42,472 --> 00:12:44,621 I would not have hugged you the way that I did all the time. 279 00:12:44,808 --> 00:12:46,390 So you just got used to it. Did I hug you back? 280 00:12:46,643 --> 00:12:49,126 It didn't matter. She was like... 281 00:12:49,312 --> 00:12:50,853 It was so weak, but I didn't care. 282 00:12:51,105 --> 00:12:52,888 Oh, my gosh. I was like, "I'll break her." 283 00:12:53,048 --> 00:12:55,441 [ chuckles ] 284 00:12:55,652 --> 00:12:56,876 Lopes: Yo. What's happening? 285 00:12:56,986 --> 00:12:58,528 Hey, hey. We in the house. 286 00:12:58,822 --> 00:13:02,055 Oh, I remember this. Oh, man. "I'm the tiggity tiggity." 287 00:13:02,325 --> 00:13:04,634 Now, are we looking at you? Woman: You can look right at me. 288 00:13:04,744 --> 00:13:05,809 So if you could first, actually, 289 00:13:05,995 --> 00:13:07,686 Introduce yourselves on camera. 290 00:13:07,872 --> 00:13:10,222 I'm the t, tiggity, tiggity, t-boz. 291 00:13:10,333 --> 00:13:12,391 I'm the liggy, liggy, left eye. 292 00:13:12,544 --> 00:13:14,593 I'm the "c," chilli. Both: And it be the chills. 293 00:13:14,712 --> 00:13:17,763 All: And that is, oh, on the tlc tip. 294 00:13:17,841 --> 00:13:19,315 [ laughs ] yeah. 295 00:13:19,475 --> 00:13:20,608 [ laughter ] 296 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:22,360 Woman: Thank you. You're welcome. 297 00:13:22,512 --> 00:13:24,803 So how did you get your nicknames? 298 00:13:24,889 --> 00:13:27,840 Well, t-boz stands for my first name, tionne, 299 00:13:28,017 --> 00:13:29,349 And boz is slang for boss. 300 00:13:29,435 --> 00:13:32,019 It means "tionne is the boss" -- t-boz. 301 00:13:32,105 --> 00:13:34,897 And my name's left eye 'cause I is right. 302 00:13:35,108 --> 00:13:37,933 [ laughter ] it's a tlc thing. 303 00:13:38,194 --> 00:13:42,421 And my name is chilli because I have all the mucho sauce. 304 00:13:42,574 --> 00:13:44,197 Austin: When we started work on the group, 305 00:13:44,200 --> 00:13:45,457 Everybody was different. 306 00:13:45,577 --> 00:13:47,284 Chilli was a girly girl at that point. 307 00:13:47,370 --> 00:13:49,428 She wasn't trying to wear baggy clothes or none of that. 308 00:13:49,539 --> 00:13:52,348 Tionne was like the guy of the girls. 309 00:13:52,542 --> 00:13:54,033 And then left eye, you just got where all the quirkiness 310 00:13:54,210 --> 00:13:55,685 Was going to come from. 311 00:13:55,837 --> 00:13:58,378 But when they spent enough time around each other, 312 00:13:58,506 --> 00:14:01,381 Then it started to rub off where everything was okay. 313 00:14:01,384 --> 00:14:04,143 Nine hours? Nine hours? 314 00:14:04,304 --> 00:14:05,444 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine? 315 00:14:05,555 --> 00:14:06,979 Nine hours? Watkins: Yeah, girl. 316 00:14:07,098 --> 00:14:10,299 It's going to be kind of impatienized. 317 00:14:10,602 --> 00:14:12,718 Oh, that's what we used to -- yeah, we used to make up words. 318 00:14:12,937 --> 00:14:16,254 Impatienize. Immobilize. Yeah. Yeah. 319 00:14:16,399 --> 00:14:17,881 When I wake back up, 320 00:14:18,109 --> 00:14:20,793 I'm going to be very immobilized. Watkins: Uh-huh. 321 00:14:20,904 --> 00:14:22,728 When we get there... Yeah? 322 00:14:22,906 --> 00:14:24,913 I'm going to be very 323 00:14:24,991 --> 00:14:26,331 Ready-to-go- back-home-itized. 324 00:14:26,409 --> 00:14:28,868 [ laughter ] 325 00:14:32,248 --> 00:14:34,339 That's when I used to carry a camcorder 326 00:14:34,417 --> 00:14:36,583 And a camera on my neck daily 327 00:14:36,586 --> 00:14:37,901 When we were touring. 328 00:14:38,087 --> 00:14:39,211 Here we are, chilling in the hallway, 329 00:14:39,380 --> 00:14:40,821 Waiting to do this thing. 330 00:14:41,049 --> 00:14:42,739 Chilli, how do you feel about the first day of tour? 331 00:14:42,967 --> 00:14:44,967 We're at the venue. Girl, I'm ready to get the first two days over. 332 00:14:45,261 --> 00:14:47,853 After that, it's going to be on. You know what I'm saying? 333 00:14:47,931 --> 00:14:50,122 I was born in columbus, georgia. 334 00:14:50,350 --> 00:14:53,342 I grew up there with my mom and my great-grandmother. 335 00:14:53,519 --> 00:14:56,261 We called her big mama. 336 00:14:56,481 --> 00:15:00,257 My mom moved to atlanta after she had me 337 00:15:00,443 --> 00:15:02,768 To finish school and get a job. 338 00:15:02,946 --> 00:15:04,962 So I was in columbus with big mama. 339 00:15:05,114 --> 00:15:07,264 She planted some good seeds in me, 340 00:15:07,450 --> 00:15:08,841 And I grew up seventh-day adventist 341 00:15:08,952 --> 00:15:11,994 Because she was a seventh-day adventist. 342 00:15:12,246 --> 00:15:14,996 A lot of my friends had mom and dad in the house, 343 00:15:15,124 --> 00:15:17,716 And I had my mom and there was big mama. 344 00:15:17,835 --> 00:15:22,888 And I didn't feel like I was missing anything. 345 00:15:23,007 --> 00:15:26,391 When I was a kid, I used to love music. 346 00:15:26,511 --> 00:15:29,895 Singing and dancing, I did that all of the time 347 00:15:29,973 --> 00:15:32,564 In the neighborhood with my cousins. 348 00:15:32,642 --> 00:15:34,624 We used to make up routines. 349 00:15:34,811 --> 00:15:37,461 So I always imagined myself on stage. 350 00:15:37,605 --> 00:15:39,939 Lopes: [ speaks indistinctly ] 351 00:15:40,149 --> 00:15:42,157 Watkins: You don't know nothing about this. 352 00:15:42,159 --> 00:15:43,442 [bleep] 353 00:15:43,653 --> 00:15:45,528 Move over here 'cause of the light of the window. 354 00:15:45,738 --> 00:15:47,888 Alright, check this out. 355 00:15:48,032 --> 00:15:49,081 Now, we phat, we phat, we phat. 356 00:15:49,158 --> 00:15:50,749 Right? Look in the mirror. 357 00:15:50,910 --> 00:15:52,910 Look at me. I'm chilling. Right. Check this out. 358 00:15:53,195 --> 00:15:54,670 We about to rock this [bleep] 359 00:15:54,831 --> 00:15:56,472 We about to rock it? You know what I'm saying? 360 00:15:56,541 --> 00:16:00,059 Damn. We about to... 361 00:16:00,169 --> 00:16:02,669 When I was growing up in philadelphia, 362 00:16:02,755 --> 00:16:04,930 My mother was a very, very strong person. 363 00:16:05,008 --> 00:16:08,359 And my father was very strict. 364 00:16:08,469 --> 00:16:10,327 There were a lot of rules. 365 00:16:10,555 --> 00:16:13,438 My father was in the military. He was very dominant. 366 00:16:13,516 --> 00:16:15,224 "what I say goes." 367 00:16:15,426 --> 00:16:17,209 Don't even question him. 368 00:16:17,270 --> 00:16:20,270 Don't say "why, daddy?" "because I said so." 369 00:16:20,356 --> 00:16:24,024 So nothing really out of the ordinary happened. 370 00:16:24,027 --> 00:16:25,417 But him and my mother 371 00:16:25,570 --> 00:16:27,194 Didn't get into their little arguments and stuff, 372 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:30,506 And he'd get a little bit physical. 373 00:16:30,658 --> 00:16:32,575 Everyone in my father's side of the family 374 00:16:32,744 --> 00:16:34,359 Is musically inclined. 375 00:16:34,620 --> 00:16:37,370 My mother's side of the family is more artistically inclined. 376 00:16:37,540 --> 00:16:41,967 Those were some of the gifts that I received from my parents. 377 00:16:42,045 --> 00:16:44,211 No. White music? You crazy? 378 00:16:44,422 --> 00:16:46,379 Me, my sister, and my brother 379 00:16:46,466 --> 00:16:48,674 Used to put together shows for my mother 380 00:16:48,885 --> 00:16:50,367 While she was away at work. 381 00:16:50,470 --> 00:16:52,394 [ girl laughs ] 382 00:16:52,555 --> 00:16:56,048 And we'd say, "mom, mom, we got a show for you." 383 00:16:56,050 --> 00:16:57,349 [ chuckles ] like that. 384 00:16:57,602 --> 00:16:59,785 We did everything -- from acting to a dance step. 385 00:16:59,979 --> 00:17:04,690 I don't know what was on our minds, but we liked to perform. 386 00:17:06,360 --> 00:17:08,468 Yep. 387 00:17:08,571 --> 00:17:10,780 You know, out here. 388 00:17:11,074 --> 00:17:15,868 I was born at mercy hospital in des moines, iowa. 389 00:17:20,249 --> 00:17:22,458 My mom was like the big kahuna in church. 390 00:17:22,752 --> 00:17:25,510 She was in a singing group called the viguelles. 391 00:17:25,588 --> 00:17:28,147 Being that I was under my mother, 392 00:17:28,257 --> 00:17:30,515 Everybody expected me to sing, 393 00:17:30,635 --> 00:17:33,652 But I would never practice in front of anyone. 394 00:17:33,763 --> 00:17:35,638 And so when it came time for me to sing, 395 00:17:35,807 --> 00:17:37,247 They were sitting there like, 396 00:17:37,475 --> 00:17:40,008 "oh, god, what is tionne going to do?" and I was like, 397 00:17:40,228 --> 00:17:43,495 ♪ oh, sin now, you're gonna be sorry ♪ 398 00:17:43,606 --> 00:17:45,681 ♪ you're gonna be so sorry ♪ 399 00:17:45,817 --> 00:17:52,612 ♪♪ 400 00:17:52,782 --> 00:17:56,675 I spent the first seven years of my life in the hospitals. 401 00:17:56,828 --> 00:17:59,511 The doctor diagnosed me with sickle cell disease. 402 00:17:59,705 --> 00:18:04,416 He basically told me I would not live past 30 years old, 403 00:18:04,627 --> 00:18:07,202 I would never have children, 404 00:18:07,463 --> 00:18:10,589 And I would be disabled my whole entire life. 405 00:18:12,385 --> 00:18:13,725 I would always say, like, 406 00:18:13,886 --> 00:18:16,362 "mom, they're going to know me on billboards, 407 00:18:16,472 --> 00:18:18,121 Magazines across the world." 408 00:18:18,307 --> 00:18:19,882 And she was like, "okay, honey. 409 00:18:20,143 --> 00:18:23,051 There's a couple of things that you may not be able to do 410 00:18:23,187 --> 00:18:24,653 Like everyone else, 411 00:18:24,814 --> 00:18:27,790 But if you take care of yourself and do the right things, 412 00:18:27,984 --> 00:18:31,735 You can do anything that you put your mind to." 413 00:18:35,575 --> 00:18:39,367 Okay, so this is me in the hospital, 414 00:18:39,370 --> 00:18:41,828 And this is an ekg. 415 00:18:41,914 --> 00:18:45,741 It keeps monitoring my heart on that monitor. 416 00:18:45,918 --> 00:18:48,711 And that's my I.V. Fluids. 417 00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:50,562 [ clears throat ] 418 00:18:50,673 --> 00:18:52,915 That's what's going on now. 419 00:18:53,050 --> 00:18:56,001 [ line ringing ] 420 00:18:56,220 --> 00:18:58,345 Diggins: Hello? Thomas: Billy d. 421 00:18:58,514 --> 00:19:01,164 Good morning. Have you talked to tionne this morning? 422 00:19:01,392 --> 00:19:04,276 She called me yesterday, and she was like, "I'm just so sorry." 423 00:19:04,437 --> 00:19:06,662 I said, "why are you sorry? You couldn't help this." 424 00:19:06,856 --> 00:19:09,364 And she's all like, you know, "but I just -- you know," 425 00:19:09,525 --> 00:19:11,934 And I got her out of that real quick. 426 00:19:12,195 --> 00:19:14,853 You know, she's going to be good, have a speedy recovery. 427 00:19:15,072 --> 00:19:17,205 We've been dealing with this for 20 years. 428 00:19:17,325 --> 00:19:20,050 Yep. Poor girl just has moments, 429 00:19:20,203 --> 00:19:22,185 And then, you know, next week, 430 00:19:22,371 --> 00:19:24,020 She'll be in rehearsal, dancing. 431 00:19:24,248 --> 00:19:27,540 She's more than likely going to get out today or tomorrow 432 00:19:27,543 --> 00:19:29,785 And be ready to go. 433 00:19:30,046 --> 00:19:35,257 We have recordings and radio pick-up stuff, rehearsals, 434 00:19:35,426 --> 00:19:37,893 And then these shows. 435 00:19:37,895 --> 00:19:41,162 Ugh, man. 436 00:19:41,349 --> 00:19:43,715 I'm going to be so stressed out. 437 00:19:43,976 --> 00:19:47,603 We've got plenty of time to get this show together. 438 00:19:47,772 --> 00:19:49,521 I'm confident with that. 439 00:19:59,200 --> 00:20:02,225 Thomas: Man, this used to be my spot. 440 00:20:02,453 --> 00:20:05,637 Watkins: Okay, so let me tell you something. Okay. 441 00:20:05,748 --> 00:20:08,824 When I saw you, I came through that door 442 00:20:09,043 --> 00:20:10,826 And you were standing over there. 443 00:20:11,045 --> 00:20:12,235 'cause I used to float. I used to -- 444 00:20:12,421 --> 00:20:16,681 All of this used to be, like, perfume and makeup. 445 00:20:16,759 --> 00:20:17,983 So I went to college at 18. 446 00:20:18,094 --> 00:20:21,820 So I would come home on, like, you know, 447 00:20:21,973 --> 00:20:24,205 Christmas break and stuff and would work here. 448 00:20:24,392 --> 00:20:26,992 "hi, ma'am. How are you?" these were the days. 449 00:20:27,061 --> 00:20:29,344 "what would you like today?" 450 00:20:29,522 --> 00:20:31,522 And then that's when I figured out 451 00:20:31,816 --> 00:20:34,066 That you could steal clothes and take them back for $50 452 00:20:34,277 --> 00:20:37,360 And under and get cash. [ chuckles ] 453 00:20:37,446 --> 00:20:41,114 When I got in trouble, we were downstairs. 454 00:20:41,242 --> 00:20:44,159 They said I had too many returns, and I said, "you --" 455 00:20:44,412 --> 00:20:45,935 I said, "I like to buy things and return. 456 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:47,346 You can't fault me for that." 457 00:20:47,415 --> 00:20:50,207 [ laughs ] 458 00:20:50,501 --> 00:20:53,885 I want to see if the office where they took me is there 459 00:20:53,963 --> 00:20:55,203 'cause I would never forget. 460 00:20:55,423 --> 00:20:56,946 I was scared as hell, girl. [ laughs ] 461 00:20:57,091 --> 00:20:58,190 I was like, "oh, god." 462 00:20:58,301 --> 00:20:59,508 Isn't that crazy that you were -- 463 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:01,059 How old were you when this happened? 464 00:21:01,137 --> 00:21:03,136 I was, like, about 16 or 17. 465 00:21:03,139 --> 00:21:04,596 So I was working here. 466 00:21:04,682 --> 00:21:05,848 That's when I saw you. I told you. 467 00:21:06,017 --> 00:21:08,066 That's so crazy. 468 00:21:08,227 --> 00:21:10,569 I wasn't lying. I'm telling you, I can't make that up. 469 00:21:10,730 --> 00:21:13,889 My group member, future group member, was stealing. 470 00:21:14,108 --> 00:21:16,649 Let's see if it was over here. I sure was. 471 00:21:16,694 --> 00:21:18,243 [ laughs ] I sure was. 472 00:21:18,404 --> 00:21:21,638 While I was earning a living. I earned money, too. 473 00:21:21,782 --> 00:21:23,656 Don't leave me out in that area. 474 00:21:23,659 --> 00:21:25,400 I was working, saving -- 475 00:21:25,619 --> 00:21:27,644 I was working, too. Saving my little coins. 476 00:21:27,830 --> 00:21:30,372 I was working. This might've been the way. 477 00:21:33,294 --> 00:21:34,759 Yes. 478 00:21:34,920 --> 00:21:37,713 What in the world? This looks like a chicken coop. 479 00:21:37,965 --> 00:21:41,766 What is this? Did they put you in here, ti-ti? 480 00:21:41,886 --> 00:21:44,327 "I swear I won't steal it no more." 481 00:21:44,472 --> 00:21:47,056 "ma'am, what is your mother's name..." 482 00:21:47,308 --> 00:21:48,673 "let me out." "...And what's her number? No." 483 00:21:48,893 --> 00:21:50,909 "I won't tell. I'll never tell." 484 00:21:51,103 --> 00:21:54,020 "you're going to juvie." "for what? I bought those clothes" 485 00:21:54,190 --> 00:21:56,339 "1,000 times. 1,000 times." "I bought those clothes. It doesn't matter. 486 00:21:56,484 --> 00:21:57,733 And 1,000 times, I didn't want it." 487 00:21:57,985 --> 00:21:59,609 "we don't show a record that you bought them. 488 00:21:59,653 --> 00:22:01,737 We have record that you returned." 489 00:22:02,073 --> 00:22:04,106 "it don't matter where my receipt is." "just let her stay in here." 490 00:22:04,492 --> 00:22:07,692 "I bought it. I bought it somewhere else." "let her stay in here. Let her stay in here." 491 00:22:07,995 --> 00:22:09,961 "none of your business where I bought it." thomas: [ laughs ] 492 00:22:10,081 --> 00:22:12,055 "and I'm leaving. I'm going home." 493 00:22:12,166 --> 00:22:14,625 Lock her up. [ both laugh ] 494 00:22:17,838 --> 00:22:20,005 Ahhh. Oh, my god. 495 00:22:20,165 --> 00:22:27,912 ♪♪ 496 00:22:27,914 --> 00:22:35,403 ♪♪ 497 00:22:35,523 --> 00:22:38,381 Man: Dancers, are you good? Are you ready? 498 00:22:38,526 --> 00:22:41,326 Alright, here we go. Jump, jump, jump. 499 00:22:41,362 --> 00:22:44,530 Loosen it up, ladies. 500 00:22:44,740 --> 00:22:47,499 Man #2: One, two, three, four. 501 00:22:47,993 --> 00:22:49,550 ♪ yo, mic check, one, two, one, two ♪ 502 00:22:49,552 --> 00:22:51,970 "ain't 2 proud." alright, here we go. 503 00:22:52,039 --> 00:22:54,564 ♪ we in the house ♪ 504 00:22:54,708 --> 00:22:56,374 ♪ yeah, come on ♪ 505 00:22:56,502 --> 00:23:02,297 ♪ 1992, tlc kickin' off in you mother [bleep] ♪ 506 00:23:02,383 --> 00:23:04,675 ♪ so you best be duckin' fast ♪ 507 00:23:04,918 --> 00:23:07,486 ♪ yo, t-boz, is ya bein' a boss? ♪ 508 00:23:07,638 --> 00:23:09,337 ♪ chilli, what's up with that sauce? ♪ 509 00:23:09,557 --> 00:23:12,057 Diggins: The first time I ever saw tlc on tv, 510 00:23:12,226 --> 00:23:14,009 They just jumped off the screen, 511 00:23:14,228 --> 00:23:16,578 And I said, "wow. Who are these girls?" 512 00:23:16,689 --> 00:23:18,646 ♪ better get it while it's hot ♪ 513 00:23:18,732 --> 00:23:22,258 ♪ ain't no better love than your own ♪ 514 00:23:22,445 --> 00:23:26,071 Valdés: Tlc really helped put atlanta on the map. 515 00:23:26,323 --> 00:23:29,140 They just came out and exploded in such a way 516 00:23:29,326 --> 00:23:31,593 That everyone had to pay attention. 517 00:23:31,745 --> 00:23:33,328 "what's happening? What is this music?" 518 00:23:33,581 --> 00:23:35,013 ♪ yo, if I need it in the morning ♪ 519 00:23:35,124 --> 00:23:36,414 ♪ or the middle of the night ♪ 520 00:23:36,500 --> 00:23:38,366 ♪ I ain't too proud to beg, no ♪ 521 00:23:38,669 --> 00:23:41,453 Questlove: It's like throwing my dad's entire record collection 522 00:23:41,655 --> 00:23:42,946 In a blender, 523 00:23:43,132 --> 00:23:45,023 Just put on nine random songs at the same time, 524 00:23:45,092 --> 00:23:46,533 And that was the feeling. 525 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:48,868 I think I had twentysomething samples in that song. 526 00:23:49,096 --> 00:23:52,055 ♪ join the paddy wagon 'cause I ain't too proud ♪ 527 00:23:52,266 --> 00:23:54,649 And it worked like gangbusters. 528 00:23:54,768 --> 00:23:57,385 ♪ I ain't too proud to beg, no ♪ 529 00:23:57,646 --> 00:24:00,706 Austin: The first album, me and lisa would start off the project. 530 00:24:00,816 --> 00:24:02,357 It was, like, me and her in the studio. 531 00:24:02,485 --> 00:24:04,643 All of us was always feeding off each other's energy. 532 00:24:04,778 --> 00:24:06,228 We have our different sound. 533 00:24:06,447 --> 00:24:08,130 Everyone has their own department. 534 00:24:08,282 --> 00:24:10,199 She's the funk, okay? That's her department. 535 00:24:10,451 --> 00:24:13,251 She goes straight-up funk. Miss funkiness. 536 00:24:13,412 --> 00:24:17,956 I'm the rapper, you know, and chilli is straight r&b. 537 00:24:18,167 --> 00:24:19,975 I grew up rapping... She's a true rapper. 538 00:24:20,169 --> 00:24:21,934 ...She grew up singing, and she grew up singing. I grew up singing. 539 00:24:21,962 --> 00:24:24,512 So what does that say, america? This is a singing group, 540 00:24:24,632 --> 00:24:26,465 Not a rap group. Yeah, not a rap group. 541 00:24:26,634 --> 00:24:28,216 Austin: That was our process. 542 00:24:28,344 --> 00:24:29,693 Chilli's going to sing high, left eye's going to rap, 543 00:24:29,803 --> 00:24:30,969 T-boz is going to sing low. 544 00:24:31,213 --> 00:24:33,346 ♪ screamin' loud and holdin' sheets ♪ 545 00:24:33,432 --> 00:24:35,741 ♪ scared that you'll be called a freak ♪ 546 00:24:35,851 --> 00:24:38,601 ♪ gotta let it go while you can ♪ 547 00:24:38,687 --> 00:24:41,771 Valdés: Those lyrics, it was female empowerment. 548 00:24:41,815 --> 00:24:43,265 Yeah, that's what all girls 549 00:24:43,484 --> 00:24:44,841 Might have been thinking at the time, 550 00:24:45,027 --> 00:24:46,935 But who was actually saying that out loud? 551 00:24:46,987 --> 00:24:49,570 ♪ two inches or a yard rock hard or if it's saggin' ♪ 552 00:24:49,657 --> 00:24:51,389 ♪ I ain't too proud to beg, no ♪ 553 00:24:51,534 --> 00:24:53,041 [ cheers and applause ] 554 00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:56,577 Campaign '92 has been called the year of the woman. 555 00:24:56,664 --> 00:24:58,129 Jordan: It was supposed to be celebrated. 556 00:24:58,290 --> 00:25:01,858 It was the year of the woman, but tlc got backlash 557 00:25:02,044 --> 00:25:04,636 For the message that they were conveying. 558 00:25:04,713 --> 00:25:05,862 Man: "ain't 2 proud 2 beg" 559 00:25:06,006 --> 00:25:07,697 Is the first mega hit off the album, 560 00:25:07,841 --> 00:25:09,191 But it caused a bit of controversy 561 00:25:09,260 --> 00:25:10,792 For these lady rappers. 562 00:25:11,053 --> 00:25:13,795 They wear condoms on their brightly colored baggy clothes, 563 00:25:14,014 --> 00:25:16,464 And they look too young to be singing about sex. 564 00:25:16,684 --> 00:25:17,741 Do they try to censor you sometimes 565 00:25:17,851 --> 00:25:19,225 Because you don't look like 566 00:25:19,311 --> 00:25:20,485 You should be singing the songs you sing? 567 00:25:20,604 --> 00:25:22,104 There's a lot of double standards 568 00:25:22,273 --> 00:25:24,306 In our lyrical content. 569 00:25:24,525 --> 00:25:26,116 ♪ yo, left eye, kick that ♪ 570 00:25:26,118 --> 00:25:28,576 Back then, things were a shock, 571 00:25:28,696 --> 00:25:32,530 Like, especially for women to speak like that. 572 00:25:32,616 --> 00:25:34,907 Guys would always talk like that, 573 00:25:34,910 --> 00:25:36,334 But women? Oh, no. 574 00:25:36,412 --> 00:25:37,786 ♪ yeah, I like it when you ♪ 575 00:25:38,038 --> 00:25:41,723 ♪ both sets of lips, ooh, on the tlc tip ♪ 576 00:25:41,875 --> 00:25:44,101 Man: What's with the condoms? This condom? 577 00:25:44,211 --> 00:25:47,086 People look at a condom and say, "ew," 578 00:25:47,214 --> 00:25:50,907 And this little, bitty thing right here could save your life. 579 00:25:51,093 --> 00:25:54,653 You had 30,000 people die of aids, that year, 580 00:25:54,763 --> 00:25:56,971 Mostly black and latino people. 581 00:25:57,057 --> 00:25:58,640 I mean, if you really think about it, 582 00:25:58,934 --> 00:26:00,692 Aids and all that stuff, nobody really wants to hear about it, 583 00:26:00,769 --> 00:26:02,510 Nobody wants to talk about it. 584 00:26:02,813 --> 00:26:05,180 And it shouldn't be like that. They'd rather just keep quiet. 585 00:26:05,399 --> 00:26:08,183 Now, I read that you all said something about how, 586 00:26:08,402 --> 00:26:09,793 You know, this is the way you all feel, 587 00:26:09,945 --> 00:26:11,703 How you want to dress, and you're really not into 588 00:26:11,905 --> 00:26:14,372 That little, tight, short, kind of sexy thing... Watkins: Right. 589 00:26:14,575 --> 00:26:18,284 Because women don't have to dress like that. They really don't. 590 00:26:18,412 --> 00:26:20,028 We have a song called "hat 2 da back"... Uh-huh. 591 00:26:20,247 --> 00:26:22,364 ...And it describes our clothes, our style, 592 00:26:22,583 --> 00:26:24,607 And, you know, just the way we are. 593 00:26:24,752 --> 00:26:26,001 ♪ hat to the back ♪ 594 00:26:26,253 --> 00:26:28,887 ♪ I gotta kick my pants down real low ♪ 595 00:26:28,964 --> 00:26:31,757 ♪ that's the kinda girl I am ♪ 596 00:26:31,967 --> 00:26:33,483 Valdés: They came out during a time 597 00:26:33,594 --> 00:26:36,728 That women were such fans of hip-hop, 598 00:26:36,805 --> 00:26:39,789 But we didn't necessarily see ourselves 599 00:26:39,933 --> 00:26:42,233 Completely reflected in the music. 600 00:26:42,394 --> 00:26:46,646 It wasn't the typical r&b, tight dresses, high heels. 601 00:26:46,649 --> 00:26:48,123 It was none of that. 602 00:26:48,275 --> 00:26:50,000 ♪ bein' that I am the kinda girl that I am ♪ 603 00:26:50,194 --> 00:26:53,837 ♪ tight jeans don't hit the same with one like me ♪ 604 00:26:53,989 --> 00:26:55,255 Bellamy: I mean, they were wearing clothes 605 00:26:55,407 --> 00:26:57,598 That was three times bigger than their size. 606 00:26:57,785 --> 00:27:00,159 Three little 5'2" girls. [ chuckles ] 607 00:27:00,204 --> 00:27:02,645 I'm chilling here with tlc, yo. 608 00:27:02,831 --> 00:27:05,331 What I thought was really unique about them 609 00:27:05,334 --> 00:27:06,758 Was the color schemes. 610 00:27:06,877 --> 00:27:08,852 Thomas: That's when lisa was spray-painting 611 00:27:09,004 --> 00:27:10,829 All of our overalls and things like that. 612 00:27:11,030 --> 00:27:12,414 She was definitely 613 00:27:12,633 --> 00:27:15,417 One of the most creative people I've ever met. 614 00:27:15,678 --> 00:27:18,737 Even the sound of her voice, how loud it was... Yeah. 615 00:27:18,847 --> 00:27:21,264 ...The tone of it, her rap style. 616 00:27:21,350 --> 00:27:23,183 ♪ every day, last week, and not a place to go ♪ 617 00:27:23,477 --> 00:27:26,077 ♪ this nut still had me dressin' like a fashion show ♪ 618 00:27:26,188 --> 00:27:28,205 But I think because she's like that 619 00:27:28,315 --> 00:27:29,981 And is, like, way over the top, 620 00:27:30,150 --> 00:27:35,286 Her being with us, it's like we all balanced that together. 621 00:27:35,364 --> 00:27:36,938 That is what made it so beautiful 622 00:27:37,157 --> 00:27:39,015 With the three of us being together. 623 00:27:39,201 --> 00:27:41,192 ♪ here we go, here we go, here we go, here we go ♪ 624 00:27:41,328 --> 00:27:42,594 -They have everything. 625 00:27:42,705 --> 00:27:44,379 They had the look and they had the sound 626 00:27:44,498 --> 00:27:46,714 And they had the group and they had the songs. 627 00:27:46,834 --> 00:27:49,334 Man: Their debut album has gone double platinum. 628 00:27:49,586 --> 00:27:51,636 Woman: Are you guys going to go on tour soon? 629 00:27:51,839 --> 00:27:54,030 Yeah, pebbles is working on that. Yeah, this summer, most likely. 630 00:27:54,258 --> 00:27:58,627 I have my first group out now on laface records, tlc, 631 00:27:58,679 --> 00:28:01,429 And I'm going to live through them. 632 00:28:01,515 --> 00:28:03,623 Man: So they're, like, your children. Yes. 633 00:28:03,784 --> 00:28:05,383 Oh [bleep] 634 00:28:05,394 --> 00:28:08,753 I would say... Not children, for sure. 635 00:28:08,897 --> 00:28:10,288 More like maybe you look at us 636 00:28:10,441 --> 00:28:12,156 Like we're your little sisters or something. 637 00:28:12,192 --> 00:28:13,382 I don't know. 638 00:28:13,527 --> 00:28:17,278 I mean, if we're talking about back then, 639 00:28:17,364 --> 00:28:19,230 That was in the beginning. 640 00:28:19,450 --> 00:28:22,868 We felt everything was cool in the beginning. 641 00:28:24,371 --> 00:28:26,938 One thing I remember about [chuckles] this room 642 00:28:27,082 --> 00:28:28,373 That just came back to me, 643 00:28:28,625 --> 00:28:30,058 This was the room I had to talk to pebbles in 644 00:28:30,210 --> 00:28:33,094 To tell her that me and chilli was really dating. 645 00:28:33,213 --> 00:28:35,446 And so, in this room, this is where she brought me in 646 00:28:35,591 --> 00:28:36,581 And interrogated me at. 647 00:28:36,825 --> 00:28:40,676 [ chuckles ] I was terrified. 648 00:28:40,763 --> 00:28:44,347 Thomas: So pebbles found out about dallas and I, 649 00:28:44,433 --> 00:28:46,082 And she was acting like I was being promiscuous. 650 00:28:46,268 --> 00:28:49,010 I'm like, "I'm seeing dallas. That's it." 651 00:28:49,212 --> 00:28:51,029 Alright, cool. 652 00:28:51,148 --> 00:28:52,755 How did you get the name chilli? 653 00:28:52,900 --> 00:28:55,867 But that's when... Mm. 654 00:28:55,903 --> 00:28:56,960 Alright, so, yeah. 655 00:28:57,070 --> 00:29:00,489 So I got pregnant when I was 20. 656 00:29:00,741 --> 00:29:04,267 I didn't get much support at all from dallas, 657 00:29:04,453 --> 00:29:06,936 And there was no way I was going to tell pebbles. 658 00:29:07,122 --> 00:29:12,993 I'm like, "oh, my gosh, what am I going to do?" 659 00:29:13,086 --> 00:29:16,504 Growing up, all I could think about is I want to sing 660 00:29:16,548 --> 00:29:19,006 And I want to be a mom, 661 00:29:19,092 --> 00:29:23,428 And I did not want to have an abortion at all. 662 00:29:23,639 --> 00:29:26,564 Like, I'm like, "how can I figure out 663 00:29:26,683 --> 00:29:30,051 How to keep the baby and still do this?" 664 00:29:30,187 --> 00:29:31,569 I wanted both. 665 00:29:31,688 --> 00:29:33,705 And we wear baggy clothes anyway, you know, 666 00:29:33,816 --> 00:29:37,334 So I could just hide it, but it was tough. 667 00:29:37,486 --> 00:29:40,595 I made the appointment to have that done. 668 00:29:40,614 --> 00:29:43,881 So that was a horrible, horrible experience. 669 00:29:43,883 --> 00:29:46,067 I'm crying. I'm not a mom. 670 00:29:46,286 --> 00:29:48,144 I could've been a mom. You know what I mean? 671 00:29:48,330 --> 00:29:52,123 And, oh, man, it was just really hard for me. 672 00:29:53,794 --> 00:29:56,061 After that, I probably experienced 673 00:29:56,129 --> 00:29:57,820 Some kind of breakdown. 674 00:29:57,965 --> 00:29:59,764 I couldn't forgive myself. 675 00:29:59,967 --> 00:30:04,235 I just felt this tremendous guilt from what I had done. 676 00:30:04,388 --> 00:30:09,507 And that guilt not being properly dealt with 677 00:30:09,726 --> 00:30:13,478 Is what made me latch on more to dallas. 678 00:30:17,651 --> 00:30:20,610 [ indistinct shouting ] 679 00:30:26,243 --> 00:30:29,827 On our first show ever in an arena, 680 00:30:29,913 --> 00:30:31,997 They were going to "tlc! T--" 681 00:30:32,282 --> 00:30:36,117 I said, "are they chanting our name? 682 00:30:36,119 --> 00:30:39,721 Yo, they really rock with us." 683 00:30:39,756 --> 00:30:42,448 [ cheers and applause ] 684 00:30:42,634 --> 00:30:44,359 The first two, three shows, it was like, 685 00:30:44,428 --> 00:30:46,236 "[gasps] what is this?" 686 00:30:46,305 --> 00:30:47,629 It was scary. 687 00:30:47,764 --> 00:30:49,406 Lopes: Even if I was scared, 688 00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:53,184 I'd psych myself out to the point where it didn't matter. 689 00:30:58,275 --> 00:30:59,548 'sup? 'sup? 690 00:30:59,651 --> 00:31:02,903 Hello, d.C. Whoo! 691 00:31:05,073 --> 00:31:07,723 [ camera shutter clicks ] 692 00:31:07,868 --> 00:31:09,408 Ooh, that was an experience 693 00:31:09,494 --> 00:31:13,121 Because tlc was not used to performing as a group. 694 00:31:13,332 --> 00:31:15,457 We had known tionne for a while, 695 00:31:15,667 --> 00:31:18,643 And she hadn't gotten sick around us. 696 00:31:18,795 --> 00:31:21,996 It didn't seem that serious in the beginning. 697 00:31:22,257 --> 00:31:23,648 It wasn't till maybe after the third or fourth time 698 00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:26,134 That she got sick when me and chilli realized, 699 00:31:26,345 --> 00:31:28,553 "wow, is she going to be okay?" 700 00:31:33,593 --> 00:31:35,093 Man: Feeling good? 701 00:31:35,145 --> 00:31:36,911 Watkins: I'm getting there. Getting there? 702 00:31:37,113 --> 00:31:38,771 Okay. Good. Good. Yeah. 703 00:31:38,815 --> 00:31:40,682 Almost back to 100. 704 00:31:40,901 --> 00:31:43,944 Ooh. Almost. [ sighs ] almost, anyway. 705 00:31:45,197 --> 00:31:46,537 You're walking pretty damn good 706 00:31:46,657 --> 00:31:48,280 Compared to what you said you were doing. 707 00:31:48,367 --> 00:31:51,117 No, I wasn't at first. It's just swollen here. 708 00:31:51,203 --> 00:31:53,528 I think it's because I did that stem-cell thing. 709 00:31:53,747 --> 00:31:55,889 It's supposed to help your torn meniscus, 710 00:31:55,999 --> 00:31:58,249 But it aggravated it more. 711 00:31:58,335 --> 00:32:01,902 We want to keep your leg straight. Straight. 712 00:32:02,047 --> 00:32:05,382 ♪ baby, baby, baby ♪ 713 00:32:07,552 --> 00:32:11,221 ♪ I got so much love in me ♪ 714 00:32:12,224 --> 00:32:15,433 ♪ baby, baby, baby ♪ 715 00:32:17,354 --> 00:32:20,238 ♪ I got so much love in me ♪ 716 00:32:20,357 --> 00:32:23,991 Wait, no. She messed it up. Right. Goes left. 717 00:32:24,027 --> 00:32:25,401 Look. 718 00:32:25,404 --> 00:32:27,303 [ both vocalizing ] 719 00:32:27,364 --> 00:32:28,596 Oh, lordy. 720 00:32:28,782 --> 00:32:30,198 ♪ 'cause if you're gonna get me off ♪ 721 00:32:30,367 --> 00:32:32,250 ♪ you got to love me deep ♪ 722 00:32:32,369 --> 00:32:34,869 ♪ that's actual and factual ♪ 723 00:32:35,122 --> 00:32:37,222 ♪ you're the one I seem to run back to ♪ 724 00:32:37,290 --> 00:32:40,241 ♪ just to get me off ♪ 725 00:32:40,419 --> 00:32:42,727 ♪ you got to love me deep ♪ 726 00:32:42,754 --> 00:32:51,686 ♪♪ 727 00:32:51,888 --> 00:32:53,863 You're moving your knees too much. You're moving your knees too much. 728 00:32:53,932 --> 00:32:55,056 I ain't even do nothing. 729 00:32:55,267 --> 00:32:57,525 Hey, look, you got a torn meniscus. 730 00:32:57,602 --> 00:33:01,112 I want this knee to just stay this way. 731 00:33:01,231 --> 00:33:03,422 You were doing like this and like that. 732 00:33:03,608 --> 00:33:05,900 Oh, my god. Now you got to change legs. 733 00:33:08,613 --> 00:33:11,239 Woman: One, two, three, four. 734 00:33:11,575 --> 00:33:14,409 Watkins: Dr. Braunstein -- he ended up being my everything, child, 735 00:33:14,578 --> 00:33:16,185 The person that saved my life. 736 00:33:16,329 --> 00:33:18,580 He diagnosed me correctly. 737 00:33:18,832 --> 00:33:23,184 Her problems, unlike a routine sickle cell patient, 738 00:33:23,336 --> 00:33:28,306 Primarily involved her hips, her joints, her eyes. 739 00:33:28,425 --> 00:33:29,865 Watkins: Sickle cell's very painful. 740 00:33:30,093 --> 00:33:33,094 It feels like someone's stabbing you over and over again 741 00:33:33,305 --> 00:33:35,280 In your joints with a butcher knife. 742 00:33:35,390 --> 00:33:36,814 Sometimes you're in so much pain 743 00:33:36,933 --> 00:33:39,617 You don't know who people are. You're delirious. 744 00:33:39,770 --> 00:33:41,770 Soren: We spoke to t-boz, and she told us, 745 00:33:41,980 --> 00:33:43,271 "when I'm touring, I get sick a lot 746 00:33:43,482 --> 00:33:45,397 And have to go to the hospital." 747 00:33:45,442 --> 00:33:46,775 "t-boz became a spokesperson 748 00:33:47,027 --> 00:33:49,819 For the sickle cell disease association of america." 749 00:33:51,198 --> 00:33:53,915 Watkins: I had mixed emotions about coming out with the truth 750 00:33:54,034 --> 00:33:56,551 Because I never want nobody to pity me. 751 00:33:56,661 --> 00:33:58,036 I wanted to just be treated normal 752 00:33:58,246 --> 00:34:00,221 Like my mom always treated me. 753 00:34:00,290 --> 00:34:02,957 [ cheers and applause ] 754 00:34:03,210 --> 00:34:05,418 When I told people what I wanted to be or do, 755 00:34:05,662 --> 00:34:08,179 They thought I was absolute crazy. 756 00:34:08,298 --> 00:34:09,588 "you're going to do the very thing 757 00:34:09,633 --> 00:34:11,332 That can hurt you or make you sick?" 758 00:34:11,551 --> 00:34:13,468 I want you to sing along with me. 759 00:34:13,720 --> 00:34:15,744 You're supposed to get rest. You get no rest. 760 00:34:15,972 --> 00:34:18,840 You're supposed to eat right. You eat when you can. 761 00:34:19,017 --> 00:34:20,724 ♪ now you want my love ♪ 762 00:34:20,811 --> 00:34:24,770 The different climates -- that can cause a crisis. 763 00:34:24,856 --> 00:34:27,315 I don't know how I do. Half of the things I do 764 00:34:27,526 --> 00:34:30,943 Except for god has to be leading my life. 765 00:34:30,987 --> 00:34:32,278 I don't think people understand 766 00:34:32,322 --> 00:34:34,113 What you go through in the hospital 767 00:34:34,199 --> 00:34:35,489 Because a lot of times people will be like, 768 00:34:35,575 --> 00:34:37,308 "oh, you look tired." well, I am. 769 00:34:37,494 --> 00:34:39,101 When I get sick, my face gets pale, 770 00:34:39,329 --> 00:34:42,955 My lips get pink, and my circles get dark. Yeah. 771 00:34:42,999 --> 00:34:45,049 But also in the hospital, 772 00:34:45,210 --> 00:34:47,685 They give you a lot of I.V. Fluids with medication 773 00:34:47,838 --> 00:34:50,538 That blow your veins and bloat you up a lot. 774 00:34:50,757 --> 00:34:53,191 So sometimes, like, when people see me, 775 00:34:53,343 --> 00:34:57,469 Yeah, I gained some weight, but sometimes, like, that puffy, 776 00:34:57,556 --> 00:35:00,682 Sick look, feeling, like -- from the fluids. 777 00:35:00,851 --> 00:35:01,850 Yeah, from fluids. 778 00:35:02,018 --> 00:35:03,885 And so I'm sure you'll see 779 00:35:04,062 --> 00:35:06,537 Some of that in this documentary. 780 00:35:06,648 --> 00:35:08,556 But people don't know that part. 781 00:35:08,733 --> 00:35:10,399 When you hit the stage, you know, 782 00:35:10,527 --> 00:35:12,901 They just see t-boz singing and dancing her butt off. 783 00:35:13,029 --> 00:35:15,613 You know, they don't know -- we did the prep ahead of time. 784 00:35:15,866 --> 00:35:17,573 Exactly. And what has to -- and the vitamins. 785 00:35:17,701 --> 00:35:20,251 Right. What has to happen after the show. Yeah. 786 00:35:20,412 --> 00:35:22,995 Certain foods -- that helps with inflammation. Mm-hmm. 787 00:35:23,081 --> 00:35:26,490 Having a masseuse. Lots of fluids. Your oxygen. 788 00:35:26,751 --> 00:35:29,360 All that kind of stuff we didn't do back in the day. 789 00:35:29,546 --> 00:35:31,337 So they'd be like, "t-boz ruined another tour," 790 00:35:31,381 --> 00:35:33,064 But we didn't know any better. 791 00:35:33,216 --> 00:35:34,924 You know better, you do better. Yeah. Right. 792 00:35:38,096 --> 00:35:40,104 Thomas: Once we were off tour, 793 00:35:40,223 --> 00:35:43,332 We would each go back to our personal lives. 794 00:35:43,435 --> 00:35:45,977 [ speaks indistinctly ] 795 00:35:49,065 --> 00:35:53,017 That's when lisa, she and andre were together. 796 00:35:53,153 --> 00:35:54,602 Look. 797 00:35:54,821 --> 00:35:58,113 Jordan: Andre rison was the wide receiver 798 00:35:58,116 --> 00:36:00,599 For the atlanta falcons, 799 00:36:00,785 --> 00:36:05,263 And he was also mvp for numerous years. 800 00:36:05,373 --> 00:36:07,690 He was quite the man around town. 801 00:36:07,876 --> 00:36:13,279 Andre and left eye were atlanta royalty. 802 00:36:13,423 --> 00:36:15,890 When I met andre, I was in the club. 803 00:36:16,092 --> 00:36:21,721 Andre followed me around that club for the rest of the night. 804 00:36:21,973 --> 00:36:24,648 It wasn't until maybe three or four times 805 00:36:24,768 --> 00:36:29,561 That I had run into him that we just clicked. 806 00:36:29,648 --> 00:36:33,074 He had this big, beautiful house, and it was empty. 807 00:36:33,235 --> 00:36:37,295 And I was like, "why don't you have any furniture?" 808 00:36:37,447 --> 00:36:40,648 "because I'm waiting for you to furnish it." 809 00:36:40,867 --> 00:36:44,635 Andre used to tell me, "I love you," so much 810 00:36:44,788 --> 00:36:48,414 That I never had a chance to say it first. 811 00:36:48,458 --> 00:36:50,007 This is how I ended up living there, 812 00:36:50,126 --> 00:36:52,377 Staying there, never leaving. 813 00:36:54,464 --> 00:36:55,938 Woman: Show it to the camera. 814 00:36:56,132 --> 00:36:59,166 But when I caught him messing around with this girl, 815 00:36:59,302 --> 00:37:01,652 I was shaking. 816 00:37:01,805 --> 00:37:06,173 And for the next two weeks, he was sending me messages, 817 00:37:06,309 --> 00:37:07,992 Calling me every five minutes. 818 00:37:08,019 --> 00:37:10,102 "I'm sorry." 819 00:37:10,146 --> 00:37:12,163 So we went on a date. 820 00:37:12,315 --> 00:37:13,815 By the end of the date, we were arguing. 821 00:37:14,025 --> 00:37:16,425 Got out of his car, slammed the door, 822 00:37:16,611 --> 00:37:18,669 Walked down the street to the supermarket. 823 00:37:18,738 --> 00:37:20,922 Somebody sees us. 824 00:37:21,032 --> 00:37:22,714 Man: Police say the star wide receiver 825 00:37:22,716 --> 00:37:24,291 Got into a fight with his girlfriend, 826 00:37:24,369 --> 00:37:26,201 Tlc performer lisa lopes, 827 00:37:26,329 --> 00:37:28,696 When someone came to her aid inside a buckhead kroger store 828 00:37:28,748 --> 00:37:30,939 Early this morning, rison went to his car, 829 00:37:31,167 --> 00:37:34,468 Grabbed a 9mm gun, and fired one time in the air. 830 00:37:34,546 --> 00:37:35,795 It was a misunderstanding. 831 00:37:36,047 --> 00:37:38,964 Something happened between me and my companion, 832 00:37:39,009 --> 00:37:40,958 And two people tried to get into it. 833 00:37:41,177 --> 00:37:43,060 It was a matter of a situation where I thought 834 00:37:43,263 --> 00:37:47,064 I might be hindered or might be harmed, and I protected myself. 835 00:37:47,183 --> 00:37:48,433 Man: What prompted the fight? 836 00:37:48,685 --> 00:37:51,477 What prompted the fight? None of your business. 837 00:37:51,521 --> 00:37:54,238 Thomas: They had a toxic relationship. 838 00:37:54,357 --> 00:37:57,984 It was always something going on. 839 00:37:59,863 --> 00:38:00,987 Lopes: I went out. 840 00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:02,971 I just wanted him to know what it felt like 841 00:38:03,074 --> 00:38:04,748 To get home late. 842 00:38:04,868 --> 00:38:06,400 You know, he's looking at me, 843 00:38:06,619 --> 00:38:08,677 He walks by, he says a smart comment, 844 00:38:08,679 --> 00:38:10,829 And I got real smart with him immediately. 845 00:38:10,915 --> 00:38:13,415 Next thing you know, he pulled me in the bedroom, 846 00:38:13,418 --> 00:38:15,835 And we were fighting. 847 00:38:19,799 --> 00:38:24,360 When I looked in the mirror, hey, I was bruised up. 848 00:38:24,512 --> 00:38:27,421 I might've got slapped a couple of times, 849 00:38:27,474 --> 00:38:30,241 And I know my dress got ripped off of me. 850 00:38:30,393 --> 00:38:33,352 My nails had been ripped from the sockets. 851 00:38:33,355 --> 00:38:35,730 Fingers bleeding. 852 00:38:36,024 --> 00:38:38,749 Rison: I didn't do anything wrong, and god is my witness. 853 00:38:38,902 --> 00:38:42,511 The only thing I did that he might say that I did wrong -- 854 00:38:42,739 --> 00:38:45,073 And that was I slapped her after I had been hit 855 00:38:45,283 --> 00:38:48,442 About 50 times to try to calm her down. 856 00:38:48,745 --> 00:38:51,629 Man: Flames erupted yesterday morning at the $800,000 mansion 857 00:38:51,790 --> 00:38:54,790 In the exclusive country club of the south in alpharetta. 858 00:38:54,918 --> 00:38:57,685 They say lopes started the fire in an upstairs tub. 859 00:38:57,879 --> 00:39:02,665 [ sighs ] when I first saw those images of the fire on the news, 860 00:39:02,759 --> 00:39:07,345 It almost felt like a scene out of an action movie. 861 00:39:07,514 --> 00:39:09,680 It looked insane. 862 00:39:12,310 --> 00:39:15,136 Watkins: I felt so bad for her 863 00:39:15,313 --> 00:39:17,571 'cause when I walked in the room, 864 00:39:17,649 --> 00:39:19,499 I just remember the look on her face. 865 00:39:19,609 --> 00:39:21,725 And she was -- her nails were popped off. 866 00:39:22,011 --> 00:39:25,696 She was scratched up, bruised up, and bleeding. 867 00:39:25,990 --> 00:39:29,283 And the whole world was looking at her like, "what did you do?" 868 00:39:29,285 --> 00:39:30,434 You know what I mean? 869 00:39:30,620 --> 00:39:32,512 And everybody didn't respond... Yeah. 870 00:39:32,664 --> 00:39:34,838 ...Like they should've when they came to see her. 871 00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:35,923 Yeah. 872 00:39:35,959 --> 00:39:37,350 Man: Andre rison's dream home 873 00:39:37,460 --> 00:39:38,976 Has turned into a living nightmare. 874 00:39:39,129 --> 00:39:40,828 Man #2: Lopes slapped and cursed rison. 875 00:39:40,964 --> 00:39:43,071 She made several expletives, 876 00:39:43,258 --> 00:39:44,832 Indicated that she couldn't take it anymore. 877 00:39:45,135 --> 00:39:47,668 Man: This is not the first time lisa lopes has been in trouble 878 00:39:47,887 --> 00:39:49,578 With the law over her boyfriend. 879 00:39:49,806 --> 00:39:54,525 Valdés: News reports at the time were very much blaming lisa 880 00:39:54,644 --> 00:39:59,697 As the crazy rapper who lit the house on fire. 881 00:39:59,858 --> 00:40:02,274 None of those news reports took into consideration 882 00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:05,844 That perhaps something else had happened before 883 00:40:05,989 --> 00:40:08,005 To even be in this type of situation 884 00:40:08,158 --> 00:40:10,575 Where something like that could happen. 885 00:40:13,121 --> 00:40:15,854 Man: Lisa lopes was indicted by a federal grand jury 886 00:40:15,957 --> 00:40:17,248 On October 26th. 887 00:40:17,500 --> 00:40:19,775 She's free on bond as she awaits trial. 888 00:40:20,003 --> 00:40:22,670 I'm over it to the point where, you know, I can function 889 00:40:22,881 --> 00:40:24,388 And be happy every day and, you know, 890 00:40:24,507 --> 00:40:26,131 Not let it get to me and bother me. 891 00:40:26,176 --> 00:40:28,359 So, I mean, things happen, 892 00:40:28,553 --> 00:40:31,787 But, you know, I got to put it behind me and keep on moving. 893 00:40:32,015 --> 00:40:35,307 Thomas: The only advice that I could give is, "leave him." 894 00:40:35,351 --> 00:40:37,318 I'm pretty sure I told her that. 895 00:40:37,395 --> 00:40:39,537 "you can't ever talk to him again." 896 00:40:39,564 --> 00:40:40,571 But she did. 897 00:40:40,648 --> 00:40:42,039 Oh, my old boyfriend? 898 00:40:42,150 --> 00:40:45,309 Ha! We never actually broke up. 899 00:40:45,528 --> 00:40:46,969 Things happened, and things blew up, 900 00:40:47,197 --> 00:40:50,656 But, you know, it's not what everybody thinks it is. 901 00:40:50,700 --> 00:40:52,157 Thomas: When the heart is involved, 902 00:40:52,243 --> 00:40:54,476 You can tell them until they're blue in the face. 903 00:40:54,662 --> 00:40:58,581 They have to have the aha moment themselves. 904 00:41:00,585 --> 00:41:03,961 Watkins: The thing that was so crazy about it was, 905 00:41:04,214 --> 00:41:06,830 If one did something, all of us did something. 906 00:41:07,050 --> 00:41:09,324 If she burnt the house, we all burnt the house. 907 00:41:09,552 --> 00:41:13,095 And it's scary because there were people that said, 908 00:41:13,097 --> 00:41:14,705 "your career is over." 909 00:41:14,724 --> 00:41:16,616 Lines didn't want us to wear their clothes. 910 00:41:16,768 --> 00:41:20,286 They turned on us like we all were the arsonists. 911 00:41:20,438 --> 00:41:22,622 And we supported lisa and wasn't mad at her, 912 00:41:22,732 --> 00:41:24,790 And we took the hit along with her. 913 00:41:24,817 --> 00:41:25,733 Yep. 914 00:41:31,449 --> 00:41:34,525 Tlc cover photo on the November issue of vibe magazine. 915 00:41:34,744 --> 00:41:36,268 Seems the members had happily donned 916 00:41:36,412 --> 00:41:37,578 Firemen's suits for the shoot 917 00:41:37,789 --> 00:41:39,396 And then announced themselves surprised 918 00:41:39,582 --> 00:41:40,747 When the accompanying headline 919 00:41:40,833 --> 00:41:44,610 Alluded to burning down the house. 920 00:41:44,754 --> 00:41:48,172 When the pictures from the photo shoot 921 00:41:48,424 --> 00:41:51,892 Came into the office for that cover, 922 00:41:52,011 --> 00:41:53,544 I remember being completely shocked. 923 00:41:53,846 --> 00:42:01,568 I did not understand how anybody got them to wear those outfits. 924 00:42:01,688 --> 00:42:03,061 No comment on all that from vibe, 925 00:42:03,147 --> 00:42:04,563 Which reportedly had the best-selling issue 926 00:42:04,607 --> 00:42:06,407 Of its brief life with the tlc cover. 927 00:42:06,442 --> 00:42:08,759 [ laughter ] 928 00:42:08,903 --> 00:42:11,328 We're at the photo shoot, 929 00:42:11,447 --> 00:42:12,963 And you guys were getting your makeup done, 930 00:42:13,116 --> 00:42:14,815 Something was going on. And I went to look at the, 931 00:42:15,076 --> 00:42:17,343 You know, clothes or whatever, yeah. Outfits. "oh." 932 00:42:17,453 --> 00:42:20,346 And, look, they had police uniforms, 933 00:42:20,498 --> 00:42:22,498 Like, the whole thing, and the fire ones, 934 00:42:22,792 --> 00:42:24,925 And I remember I grabbed -- I was like, "yo, look." 935 00:42:24,927 --> 00:42:26,936 Remember that? I was like, "we got to wear these." 936 00:42:27,130 --> 00:42:30,464 And maybe at the time I was kind of thinking, 937 00:42:30,633 --> 00:42:33,192 But I really was not thinking-thinking, right, yeah, yeah, yeah. 938 00:42:33,344 --> 00:42:36,587 That was my fault. I mean, what I'm saying is -- 939 00:42:36,848 --> 00:42:39,307 You were too young to know this, but they set you up 940 00:42:39,517 --> 00:42:41,375 By even having them in the room. 941 00:42:41,436 --> 00:42:43,177 Of course they did. Of course they did. Yeah, they did. 942 00:42:43,479 --> 00:42:45,871 Yeah, no, they threw out the bait, and we definitely took it. 943 00:42:46,024 --> 00:42:47,798 But I have to say it's one of my favorite covers. 944 00:42:47,984 --> 00:42:49,775 I mean, it's an amazing cover. [ laughs ] 945 00:42:49,819 --> 00:42:51,502 It's an amazing cover. 946 00:42:51,654 --> 00:42:54,179 "burning up the charts and burning down the house." 947 00:42:54,324 --> 00:42:56,765 Valdés: The November '94 issue of tlc 948 00:42:56,951 --> 00:42:59,710 Was the biggest-selling issue that year. 949 00:42:59,829 --> 00:43:03,164 It blew everything out the water. 950 00:43:03,333 --> 00:43:05,665 The best art is truthful art, 951 00:43:05,752 --> 00:43:07,334 And it wasn't just lisa's truth. 952 00:43:07,337 --> 00:43:09,378 It was tlc's truth. 953 00:43:09,631 --> 00:43:12,214 It was this sort of cloud hanging over them, 954 00:43:12,508 --> 00:43:15,292 And they were getting ready to release an album 955 00:43:15,511 --> 00:43:18,412 That was either going to be a sophomore jinx 956 00:43:18,598 --> 00:43:20,806 Or it was going to change the world. 957 00:43:23,019 --> 00:43:25,202 The thing that was challenging about going in 958 00:43:25,355 --> 00:43:26,704 After "ooooooohhh... On the tlc tip" 959 00:43:26,856 --> 00:43:29,190 To "crazysexycool" was you have to figure out 960 00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:31,041 Why they liked you in the first place. 961 00:43:31,194 --> 00:43:36,663 How do I do that again as well as evolve and show growth? 962 00:43:36,741 --> 00:43:38,424 Austin: Let's be taken more serious, 963 00:43:38,618 --> 00:43:39,917 And part of that would be like to take some of the gimmick out, 964 00:43:40,036 --> 00:43:41,635 Take some of the samples out. 965 00:43:41,829 --> 00:43:44,238 So the song itself has to stand out and knock people's head off. 966 00:43:44,457 --> 00:43:45,665 And I think "creep" just set the standard 967 00:43:45,875 --> 00:43:47,591 For what the project should be like. 968 00:43:47,710 --> 00:43:49,585 The last thing I did was put the horn sound in. 969 00:43:51,297 --> 00:43:53,238 Yes. ♪ wah, wah-wah ♪ 970 00:43:53,441 --> 00:43:54,681 It's me again. 971 00:43:54,842 --> 00:43:57,084 Thomas: It was just like, "oh, wait, what is this?" 972 00:43:57,261 --> 00:43:58,994 And then when the beat drops. 973 00:43:59,055 --> 00:44:00,270 ♪ creep ♪ 974 00:44:00,390 --> 00:44:04,842 ♪ oh, I, oh, I, oh, I, baby ♪ 975 00:44:05,061 --> 00:44:06,376 Austin: Okay, this is the next record. 976 00:44:06,562 --> 00:44:07,945 This is what's going to grow them up. 977 00:44:08,064 --> 00:44:09,997 But I think the first video was a little dark 978 00:44:10,066 --> 00:44:12,190 And still kind of gimmicky. 979 00:44:12,276 --> 00:44:14,551 Thomas: Yeah, it was a little rough patch there, 980 00:44:14,696 --> 00:44:16,779 And then we shot it again. 981 00:44:18,741 --> 00:44:20,774 Yes. 982 00:44:20,976 --> 00:44:24,111 It's me again. 983 00:44:24,247 --> 00:44:25,546 And I'm back. 984 00:44:25,581 --> 00:44:27,622 Aha, whoo. 985 00:44:27,625 --> 00:44:28,699 Austin: Oh, wow. 986 00:44:28,918 --> 00:44:30,100 We didn't see them in that light. 987 00:44:30,253 --> 00:44:32,061 Now they turned into sexy instead of fun. 988 00:44:32,130 --> 00:44:33,337 ♪ so I creep ♪ 989 00:44:33,589 --> 00:44:37,107 ♪ yeah, just keep it on the down low ♪ 990 00:44:37,260 --> 00:44:42,096 ♪ said nobody is supposed to know ♪ 991 00:44:42,348 --> 00:44:45,558 The only thing now is we got to get a place for lisa. 992 00:44:48,771 --> 00:44:51,713 Lisa came to the studio. I ain't think of nothing. 993 00:44:51,899 --> 00:44:53,624 She's like, "because it's called 'creep,' 994 00:44:53,818 --> 00:44:56,493 If I write this rap, andre going to think that's what I'm doing." 995 00:44:56,612 --> 00:44:58,236 Thomas: She was not feeling the lyrics 996 00:44:58,281 --> 00:45:00,740 Because she and andre were together. 997 00:45:03,453 --> 00:45:06,453 Woman: Tlc member lisa lopes voluntarily entered 998 00:45:06,539 --> 00:45:10,040 An alcohol rehabilitation program. 999 00:45:10,293 --> 00:45:12,493 I didn't consider myself an alcoholic. 1000 00:45:12,795 --> 00:45:15,579 The reason why I went through it is because my lawyer said, 1001 00:45:15,798 --> 00:45:17,672 "you're thinking is what got you into this mess, 1002 00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:21,260 And our thinking is what's going to get you out of it." 1003 00:45:22,972 --> 00:45:24,555 I stayed in there for 30 days. 1004 00:45:24,807 --> 00:45:27,265 Maybe around the third week, they let me out on a pass, 1005 00:45:27,393 --> 00:45:30,811 And it was because I had to record for the tlc album. 1006 00:45:31,022 --> 00:45:32,604 I missed the whole middle section. 1007 00:45:32,690 --> 00:45:36,775 So on the way, I was admiring the streets, 1008 00:45:36,861 --> 00:45:40,037 The buildings, the trees, the sky, and I looked up. 1009 00:45:40,114 --> 00:45:41,054 There was this rainbow. 1010 00:45:41,157 --> 00:45:42,389 ♪ come on ♪ 1011 00:45:42,533 --> 00:45:44,541 ♪ I seen a rainbow yesterday ♪ 1012 00:45:44,660 --> 00:45:46,343 ♪ but too many storms have come and gone ♪ 1013 00:45:46,496 --> 00:45:48,453 ♪ leaving a trace of not one god-given ray ♪ 1014 00:45:48,539 --> 00:45:50,464 ♪ is it because my life is 10 shades of gray? ♪ 1015 00:45:50,541 --> 00:45:51,940 ♪ I pray all 10 fade away ♪ 1016 00:45:52,126 --> 00:45:53,867 ♪ seldom praise him for the sunny days ♪ 1017 00:45:54,086 --> 00:45:55,610 I just started reflecting on my life 1018 00:45:55,713 --> 00:45:57,420 As if it was a storm. 1019 00:45:57,548 --> 00:46:00,031 ♪ the many chances I blew to bring my life to anew ♪ 1020 00:46:00,176 --> 00:46:01,959 Too many storms have come and gone, 1021 00:46:02,178 --> 00:46:05,696 And they don't even leave a trace of sunlight. 1022 00:46:05,807 --> 00:46:07,515 I wrote that song from my heart. 1023 00:46:07,725 --> 00:46:09,474 Y'all can, like, spread it out, you know, 1024 00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:11,869 And make it sound, like, fly and stuff like that. 1025 00:46:12,063 --> 00:46:14,462 Austin: And by the time we got to "waterfalls," forget about it. 1026 00:46:14,690 --> 00:46:17,148 We knew that now we proved the sophomore jinx -- 1027 00:46:17,235 --> 00:46:19,376 We did even better than the first time by far. 1028 00:46:19,529 --> 00:46:21,862 Now the girls are considered real pop stars. 1029 00:46:24,700 --> 00:46:28,560 ♪ don't go chasing waterfalls ♪ 1030 00:46:28,704 --> 00:46:30,654 ♪ please stick to the rivers ♪ 1031 00:46:30,873 --> 00:46:33,824 ♪ and the lakes that you're used to ♪ 1032 00:46:34,043 --> 00:46:36,818 You know you have something special in the studio. 1033 00:46:37,046 --> 00:46:39,964 So when we finish waterfalls, we felt it was special. 1034 00:46:40,216 --> 00:46:43,158 ♪ but I think you're moving too fast ♪ 1035 00:46:43,386 --> 00:46:46,161 But radio wasn't playing it. They didn't understand it. 1036 00:46:46,389 --> 00:46:49,682 "don't go chasing waterfalls? What's this mean?" 1037 00:46:49,892 --> 00:46:51,742 So lisa, when she was doing 1038 00:46:51,894 --> 00:46:54,845 Some of her community service at laface records, 1039 00:46:55,064 --> 00:46:58,857 She asked about the budget for a "waterfalls" video. 1040 00:46:58,901 --> 00:47:00,358 Gray: You got to give me all of Thursday. 1041 00:47:00,444 --> 00:47:03,253 That's the day we're going to get our close-ups, 1042 00:47:03,322 --> 00:47:04,788 Our beauty shots. 1043 00:47:04,949 --> 00:47:07,349 Watkins: We actually pitched it to f. Gary gray... 1044 00:47:07,493 --> 00:47:08,742 But you are confined a little bit. 1045 00:47:08,953 --> 00:47:11,962 ...And we told him exactly our vision. 1046 00:47:12,081 --> 00:47:14,348 See where the scuba guy is standing? Yes. 1047 00:47:14,458 --> 00:47:15,833 That's where you guys will be standing. 1048 00:47:17,420 --> 00:47:19,920 Man: Roll sound. Roll camera. Here we go. 1049 00:47:20,080 --> 00:47:28,995 ♪♪ 1050 00:47:29,223 --> 00:47:34,317 Watkins: Lisa came up with traveling through time. 1051 00:47:34,437 --> 00:47:37,187 Thomas: Tionne came up with the story lines. 1052 00:47:38,733 --> 00:47:42,826 I came up with the water images. 1053 00:47:42,945 --> 00:47:45,303 The video really brought the words to life 1054 00:47:45,448 --> 00:47:47,114 And it was almost like an aha moment. 1055 00:47:47,325 --> 00:47:49,383 Tlc also used that video session 1056 00:47:49,493 --> 00:47:50,809 To make public service announcements 1057 00:47:50,953 --> 00:47:52,761 That are aimed at promoting safe sex, 1058 00:47:52,872 --> 00:47:54,171 According to a new survey, 1059 00:47:54,290 --> 00:47:55,789 Aids is now the leading cause of death 1060 00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:58,325 Among young people in this country. 1061 00:47:58,502 --> 00:48:01,027 [ indistinct chanting ] 1062 00:48:01,297 --> 00:48:04,665 Watkins: We would hear from people who actually had hiv and aids, 1063 00:48:04,884 --> 00:48:06,366 How we've made a difference in their lives, 1064 00:48:06,510 --> 00:48:07,635 How we spoke up for them. 1065 00:48:07,803 --> 00:48:09,928 Together: We need action! 1066 00:48:10,056 --> 00:48:13,307 Bellamy: Tlc was always pushing a message under their music, 1067 00:48:13,476 --> 00:48:14,749 And you're like, "damn." 1068 00:48:14,936 --> 00:48:16,601 And you didn't feel like they was preaching. 1069 00:48:16,646 --> 00:48:17,645 You just learned it. 1070 00:48:17,813 --> 00:48:19,346 And the winner is... 1071 00:48:19,565 --> 00:48:23,225 ♪ don't go chasing waterfalls ♪ 1072 00:48:23,235 --> 00:48:24,835 Tlc, y'all. "waterfalls!" 1073 00:48:24,987 --> 00:48:27,370 Falls, falls, falls, falls, falls, falls, falls, falls! 1074 00:48:27,490 --> 00:48:30,432 ♪ don't go chasing waterfalls ♪ 1075 00:48:30,576 --> 00:48:32,826 ♪ please stick to the rivers ♪ 1076 00:48:32,954 --> 00:48:36,797 Lopes: So here's our list. Thank you, laface, arista. 1077 00:48:36,832 --> 00:48:38,374 All: All of our fans. 1078 00:48:38,534 --> 00:48:39,733 Mtv. 1079 00:48:39,735 --> 00:48:42,360 [ cheers and applause ] 1080 00:48:42,505 --> 00:48:44,654 And to the person who thinks 1081 00:48:44,840 --> 00:48:48,592 She deserves the most thanks anyway, pebbles. 1082 00:48:48,752 --> 00:48:51,862 [ laughter ] 1083 00:48:51,889 --> 00:48:53,230 Thank you. 1084 00:48:53,349 --> 00:48:55,807 I wonder if l.A. Was like, "what the...?" 1085 00:48:55,851 --> 00:48:58,434 [ laughter ] that's hilarious. 1086 00:48:58,521 --> 00:49:00,378 Was she gone by then? Yes. 1087 00:49:00,623 --> 00:49:02,806 That's what I thought. Yes, she was. 1088 00:49:03,025 --> 00:49:04,658 But she thanked her anyway. 1089 00:49:04,777 --> 00:49:06,568 But we were obviously being [bleep] right. 1090 00:49:06,737 --> 00:49:07,811 Like, we were like... 1091 00:49:07,905 --> 00:49:10,280 [ laughter ] 1092 00:49:12,535 --> 00:49:17,087 We fired pebbles after our first album. 1093 00:49:17,206 --> 00:49:19,172 And when she was gone, that's when we had 1094 00:49:19,250 --> 00:49:21,792 Our greatest successes. 1095 00:49:22,044 --> 00:49:25,145 But we had not renegotiated the contracts. 1096 00:49:25,256 --> 00:49:27,589 The deal that we signed with pebbles, 1097 00:49:27,717 --> 00:49:31,076 It was the type of deal that new artists get. 1098 00:49:31,320 --> 00:49:32,502 When you're young and you're hungry, 1099 00:49:32,722 --> 00:49:34,412 You want to get in this industry, 1100 00:49:34,557 --> 00:49:36,523 You sign immediately. 1101 00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:38,592 Woman: Everybody, look straight ahead. 1102 00:49:38,728 --> 00:49:40,376 Straight ahead, ladies. 1103 00:49:40,604 --> 00:49:44,248 [ camera shutters clicking, indistinct shouting ] 1104 00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:46,549 Man: Just won two grammys. What's up? 1105 00:49:46,551 --> 00:49:49,028 [ indistinct shouting ] 1106 00:49:52,616 --> 00:49:55,034 Thomas: We were frustrated. Here's all this success. 1107 00:49:55,244 --> 00:49:57,435 We know the album is doing phenomenal. 1108 00:49:57,621 --> 00:50:01,014 And what do we have to show for it? Nothing. 1109 00:50:01,250 --> 00:50:04,084 Woman: Career is not exactly what you would have wanted it to be. 1110 00:50:04,253 --> 00:50:07,220 What's not on it? 1111 00:50:07,298 --> 00:50:09,047 Step on up. I'll tell it. 1112 00:50:09,133 --> 00:50:11,716 We're not going to sugarcoat anything anymore. 1113 00:50:11,761 --> 00:50:14,678 We've been quiet long enough. Uh-oh. 1114 00:50:14,930 --> 00:50:18,557 We are the biggest-selling female group ever. 1115 00:50:20,144 --> 00:50:22,894 10 million albums worldwide. 1116 00:50:22,938 --> 00:50:24,712 We have worked very hard. Very hard. 1117 00:50:24,940 --> 00:50:28,458 We have been this business for five years... Five years. 1118 00:50:28,611 --> 00:50:32,570 ...And we are broke as broke can be. 1119 00:50:32,656 --> 00:50:36,325 And you don't understand the stress that we're under. 1120 00:50:37,544 --> 00:50:40,337 Man: Hello? Lisa, can you come on up to the mic? 1121 00:50:40,456 --> 00:50:43,640 10 million albums. How can you be broke? 1122 00:50:43,793 --> 00:50:46,434 Lopes: Everyone, get ready to do your math. 1123 00:50:46,462 --> 00:50:49,930 Every time an album gets sold, tlc gets $0.56. 1124 00:50:50,007 --> 00:50:53,750 So 10 million records, $5.6 million. 1125 00:50:53,969 --> 00:50:56,436 So laface record had spent about $3 million 1126 00:50:56,472 --> 00:50:57,504 On the second album. 1127 00:50:57,640 --> 00:51:00,423 Now we have $2.6 million left 1128 00:51:00,643 --> 00:51:02,000 To split between the three of us. 1129 00:51:02,186 --> 00:51:05,478 You're in about the 47%, 48% tax bracket, 1130 00:51:05,480 --> 00:51:08,932 So that immediately gets deducted to $1.3 million. 1131 00:51:09,217 --> 00:51:11,084 Watkins: But when you factor in all the things 1132 00:51:11,237 --> 00:51:13,219 That we have to pay for, before you know it, 1133 00:51:13,364 --> 00:51:15,672 You're down to 50,000 a piece. 1134 00:51:15,699 --> 00:51:17,491 Bye, y'all. 1135 00:51:17,701 --> 00:51:19,843 [ applause ] woman: Congratulations. 1136 00:51:19,995 --> 00:51:22,963 At that time, we had nothing to lose, you know, 1137 00:51:23,040 --> 00:51:24,873 And so -- and we were sick of it 1138 00:51:25,167 --> 00:51:28,126 'cause everybody was just pointing the finger. 1139 00:51:28,212 --> 00:51:31,221 Thomas: We took control of our lives. Period. 1140 00:51:31,340 --> 00:51:35,175 We didn't have a manager, but we did not care. 1141 00:51:35,386 --> 00:51:39,696 Now we can really move forward. 1142 00:51:39,849 --> 00:51:43,141 We never had good business, unfortunately, 1143 00:51:43,185 --> 00:51:45,302 And that is one of the main things 1144 00:51:45,521 --> 00:51:48,571 That bill brought to the table. 1145 00:51:48,691 --> 00:51:50,273 Diggins: Hi. I have a quick question. 1146 00:51:50,359 --> 00:51:53,476 I'm just going through a timeline of everything. 1147 00:51:53,696 --> 00:51:55,145 I knew about their financial coming in. 1148 00:51:55,364 --> 00:51:58,156 I understood how much money the record company had made, 1149 00:51:58,242 --> 00:52:00,408 How much money the record company was charging them 1150 00:52:00,536 --> 00:52:03,920 For things that they probably shouldn't have charged them for, 1151 00:52:04,039 --> 00:52:08,225 And what their gross potential was. 1152 00:52:08,377 --> 00:52:12,462 I also knew that their structure was really bad 1153 00:52:12,715 --> 00:52:16,991 And that if they didn't have somebody that came in 1154 00:52:17,219 --> 00:52:20,678 And could build not only a financial structure 1155 00:52:20,723 --> 00:52:22,538 But operational structure, 1156 00:52:22,725 --> 00:52:26,192 They probably wouldn't get to this next level. 1157 00:52:26,395 --> 00:52:29,104 And I also knew, personally, that it would change my life. 1158 00:52:30,399 --> 00:52:33,341 Watkins: Bill. Bill. William. Billy diggins. 1159 00:52:33,444 --> 00:52:35,268 Billy d. Yep. 1160 00:52:35,487 --> 00:52:37,570 We got a billy d. We do have a billy d. 1161 00:52:37,656 --> 00:52:40,365 Our very own billy d. Suave. Yeah. 1162 00:52:40,409 --> 00:52:42,183 I remember when I was in the hotel room 1163 00:52:42,411 --> 00:52:45,295 And I first met him, 'cause he met us individually. Yep. 1164 00:52:45,456 --> 00:52:47,447 And I was like, "you sure you want to work with us? 1165 00:52:47,666 --> 00:52:49,207 'cause we're going to drive you crazy." 1166 00:52:49,251 --> 00:52:51,776 [ laughs ] and she was serious. 1167 00:52:51,921 --> 00:52:53,562 And then I, of course, fell in love. 1168 00:52:53,631 --> 00:52:55,004 And he was like, "yeah." 1169 00:52:55,090 --> 00:52:57,115 I'm like, "boy." she wasn't lying. 1170 00:52:57,259 --> 00:52:58,708 I felt something that I had never felt, 1171 00:52:58,928 --> 00:53:01,378 With any other artist that this was going to be 1172 00:53:01,597 --> 00:53:04,872 An incredible turning point in our lives. 1173 00:53:05,059 --> 00:53:07,817 When I signed them, l.A. Reid said to me, 1174 00:53:07,937 --> 00:53:09,770 "they're the closest that you'll ever get 1175 00:53:10,064 --> 00:53:15,241 To rock 'n' roll from hip-hop because they are rock 'n' roll." 1176 00:53:15,319 --> 00:53:18,195 And that created a lot of conflict. 1177 00:53:26,956 --> 00:53:29,172 Oh, my god, that looks so good. Smell it. 1178 00:53:29,291 --> 00:53:32,233 Come on over here. Do a little sniffy-sniff. 1179 00:53:32,461 --> 00:53:33,919 I don't put too much into, like, the future stuff 1180 00:53:34,171 --> 00:53:35,620 Because they said we were supposed to already 1181 00:53:35,673 --> 00:53:37,664 Have flying cars and stuff by now. Like... 1182 00:53:37,883 --> 00:53:39,132 Thomas: I don't want no flying car. 1183 00:53:39,301 --> 00:53:41,175 I'mma tell you that right now. 1184 00:53:41,178 --> 00:53:42,435 I beg to differ. 1185 00:53:42,513 --> 00:53:44,838 I don't know. Can you imagine? 1186 00:53:44,974 --> 00:53:46,840 Yes. I don't know. 1187 00:53:47,017 --> 00:53:48,508 That's all I can do is imagine. 1188 00:53:48,686 --> 00:53:50,601 Well, your name is tron, so... 1189 00:53:50,646 --> 00:53:53,096 Exactly. [ laughs ] 1190 00:53:53,315 --> 00:53:54,564 I want this back. You want that back? 1191 00:53:54,817 --> 00:53:56,866 Bring it back home. You heard it here. 1192 00:53:57,027 --> 00:53:59,319 I'm not playing. You heard it here. It's going to come. 1193 00:54:02,700 --> 00:54:04,349 Thomas: I got pregnant again with dallas 1194 00:54:04,576 --> 00:54:08,536 When we went back into the studio to record "fanmail." 1195 00:54:08,622 --> 00:54:12,215 This time I'm like, "mnh-mnh. Having it." 1196 00:54:12,334 --> 00:54:14,442 And when I held him in my arms, 1197 00:54:14,670 --> 00:54:19,280 It was just, like, the most beautiful feeling. 1198 00:54:19,466 --> 00:54:22,401 Once I became a mother, that was first. 1199 00:54:22,553 --> 00:54:25,136 And I'll be back, I was telling you, on the 30th, 1200 00:54:25,222 --> 00:54:27,681 For like two days and then -- August? 1201 00:54:27,850 --> 00:54:29,282 Yes. Okay. 1202 00:54:29,435 --> 00:54:33,069 And then I'm gone until it's -- the tour is over. 1203 00:54:33,230 --> 00:54:36,690 Over. Will you come back for, obviously, kiara's wedding? 1204 00:54:36,900 --> 00:54:38,466 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Go to that. 1205 00:54:38,694 --> 00:54:43,079 The one thing that was important to me was, when tron grows up, 1206 00:54:43,240 --> 00:54:46,741 He will not be able to say to me or say to anyone, 1207 00:54:46,744 --> 00:54:48,702 "my mom wasn't there." 1208 00:54:50,873 --> 00:54:52,055 I always say this. I was like, 1209 00:54:52,207 --> 00:54:55,091 "I was meant to be in tlc and a mom." 1210 00:54:55,093 --> 00:54:58,211 How are you? 1211 00:54:58,255 --> 00:55:00,346 Once I had tron, it really put 1212 00:55:00,507 --> 00:55:03,216 The relationship I had with dallas in perspective. 1213 00:55:03,385 --> 00:55:05,510 Man: You want to do it later? 1214 00:55:05,554 --> 00:55:07,304 Chill, do you want to do it later? 1215 00:55:09,391 --> 00:55:12,059 It was clear that wasn't a functioning, 1216 00:55:12,227 --> 00:55:15,853 Healthy, loving relationship. 1217 00:55:15,898 --> 00:55:17,263 We weren't together anymore, 1218 00:55:17,483 --> 00:55:20,024 But we went on working with dallas. 1219 00:55:20,069 --> 00:55:21,334 That was -- that was tough. 1220 00:55:21,487 --> 00:55:24,296 But one of the hardest things during that time 1221 00:55:24,406 --> 00:55:26,206 Was what was happening in the group. 1222 00:55:26,283 --> 00:55:27,924 What's up? What's happening, going on 1223 00:55:28,077 --> 00:55:30,960 With you and tlc and the whole little nine, huh? 1224 00:55:31,080 --> 00:55:32,371 There's a lot of things happening. 1225 00:55:32,623 --> 00:55:34,330 I have left out productions, which is my own thing, 1226 00:55:34,458 --> 00:55:37,084 Which I have groups that are signed to sony... Ooh, word. 1227 00:55:37,294 --> 00:55:38,768 ...Which will be coming out this year. 1228 00:55:38,921 --> 00:55:41,971 Tlc is in the studio. Will be out very soon. 1229 00:55:42,091 --> 00:55:44,758 Let me see. T-boz is acting. Chilli just had a baby. 1230 00:55:44,968 --> 00:55:46,943 So very, very busy. Busy women. 1231 00:55:47,012 --> 00:55:48,386 Everybody's busy, huh? 1232 00:55:48,472 --> 00:55:49,887 So -- but you're doing your thing, though. 1233 00:55:49,973 --> 00:55:53,983 That's what's most important. Always. 1234 00:55:54,103 --> 00:55:55,985 When I came into their life, 1235 00:55:56,105 --> 00:55:58,896 Left eye was much more difficult. 1236 00:55:58,982 --> 00:56:00,941 She didn't feel her voice was being heard 1237 00:56:01,110 --> 00:56:02,992 And wanted to express it. 1238 00:56:03,112 --> 00:56:05,128 Now, I heard that dallas austin, your producer, 1239 00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:06,721 You guys may not be working with him this time. 1240 00:56:06,949 --> 00:56:08,815 Is that still up in the air, or what's going on with that? 1241 00:56:09,076 --> 00:56:11,726 That is true. That is still up in the air, you know? 1242 00:56:11,954 --> 00:56:15,122 Thomas: Lisa and dallas really weren't getting along. 1243 00:56:20,462 --> 00:56:23,921 She got mad. "y'all don't respect my creative opinion." 1244 00:56:24,007 --> 00:56:25,507 And she came in and did a couple of songs, 1245 00:56:25,801 --> 00:56:28,126 But he didn't see her through the whole record. 1246 00:56:28,178 --> 00:56:30,761 Wherever she was creatively with her raps, 1247 00:56:30,806 --> 00:56:32,413 The things she wanted to talk about... 1248 00:56:32,641 --> 00:56:36,025 It just didn't match with what he was producing. 1249 00:56:36,186 --> 00:56:39,028 Thomas: Ultimately, it's our decision as a group. 1250 00:56:39,148 --> 00:56:40,697 Okay. This is the b-roll people. 1251 00:56:40,816 --> 00:56:44,033 [ speaks indistinctly ] oh, yeah. Okay. 1252 00:56:44,194 --> 00:56:47,821 There was internal conflict with left eye at that point. 1253 00:56:49,032 --> 00:56:53,851 I would describe lisa as an incredibly creative person. 1254 00:56:54,037 --> 00:56:57,913 What made tlc so great is you have three forces 1255 00:56:58,041 --> 00:57:01,384 That are equally talented, each in their own right. 1256 00:57:01,545 --> 00:57:03,961 Man: Who came up with the title "fanmail" for your new album? 1257 00:57:04,006 --> 00:57:06,113 Bam! Left eye. [ laughs ] 1258 00:57:06,341 --> 00:57:08,950 She comes up with all the titles for the albums. 1259 00:57:09,136 --> 00:57:10,618 Lopes: Usually I'm riding down the street, 1260 00:57:10,846 --> 00:57:12,261 Not even thinking about tlc... Man: And just boom. 1261 00:57:12,347 --> 00:57:15,315 And something just goes "fanmail," you know? 1262 00:57:15,350 --> 00:57:16,733 [ laughter ] 1263 00:57:16,768 --> 00:57:20,978 ♪♪ 1264 00:57:21,023 --> 00:57:22,497 Thomas: Hello? Hey. 1265 00:57:22,691 --> 00:57:25,400 I just heard the new intro for the first time. 1266 00:57:26,778 --> 00:57:29,654 I mean, it's got, like, the entire verse. 1267 00:57:29,865 --> 00:57:31,339 It doesn't need to be the whole rap. 1268 00:57:31,533 --> 00:57:33,399 It's just bits and pieces of it. You see what I'm saying? 1269 00:57:33,577 --> 00:57:36,069 To accent what's going on with the beat. 1270 00:57:36,205 --> 00:57:37,913 It's about the beat. 1271 00:57:42,961 --> 00:57:45,212 Okay. 1272 00:57:45,372 --> 00:57:46,379 Okay. 1273 00:57:46,590 --> 00:57:48,464 Tell him he needs to step up his game. 1274 00:57:48,550 --> 00:57:49,949 Like, keep it like it was. 1275 00:57:50,093 --> 00:57:52,101 Come on. He's going downhill. 1276 00:57:52,221 --> 00:57:54,512 Unh-unh. Yeah. Unh, unh, unh. 1277 00:57:54,556 --> 00:57:57,023 Unh-unh. Y'all are doing it all wrong. 1278 00:57:57,100 --> 00:58:00,351 We need it immediately. Call me back. 1279 00:58:00,395 --> 00:58:02,111 I'll have my phone right next to me. 1280 00:58:02,231 --> 00:58:03,563 We'll just get this groove. 1281 00:58:03,815 --> 00:58:05,981 I'm taking a deep breath and I'm coming down, 1282 00:58:06,068 --> 00:58:07,467 So I'm gonna... [ exhales deeply ] 1283 00:58:07,469 --> 00:58:09,885 She's rolling her chest that way. 1284 00:58:10,072 --> 00:58:13,273 Yeah, that's it. Now y'all got it. 1285 00:58:13,516 --> 00:58:15,041 -Come on, y'all. -Right. 1286 00:58:15,202 --> 00:58:18,386 Quickly. So, basically, this song is for the ladies. 1287 00:58:18,580 --> 00:58:23,250 Just an extra reminder to stay away from a what? 1288 00:58:23,418 --> 00:58:24,417 All: Scrubs! 1289 00:58:24,628 --> 00:58:26,286 Watkins: And then that'll be your cue. 1290 00:58:26,463 --> 00:58:27,970 Uh-huh. Thomas: C'mon. 1291 00:58:28,090 --> 00:58:30,807 [ intro to "no scrubs" playing ] 1292 00:58:30,926 --> 00:58:33,467 ♪ and is also known as a busta ♪ 1293 00:58:33,554 --> 00:58:35,728 ♪ always talkin' about what he wants ♪ 1294 00:58:35,806 --> 00:58:37,814 ♪ and just sits on his broke... ♪ 1295 00:58:37,933 --> 00:58:41,317 ♪ so, no, I don't want your number ♪ 1296 00:58:41,436 --> 00:58:43,395 ♪ no, I don't wanna give you mine ♪ 1297 00:58:43,772 --> 00:58:46,472 ♪ and, no, I don't wanna meet you nowhere ♪ [ man shouting indistinctly ] 1298 00:58:46,692 --> 00:58:48,625 ♪ no, I don't want none of your time ♪ 1299 00:58:48,777 --> 00:58:51,244 ♪ and, no, I don't want no scrub ♪ 1300 00:58:51,405 --> 00:58:54,089 ♪ a scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me ♪ 1301 00:58:54,241 --> 00:58:57,075 Hey! Lights in. Lights out. Lights out. 1302 00:58:57,327 --> 00:59:00,169 Thomas: "scrubs" was an automatic go with radio. 1303 00:59:00,289 --> 00:59:02,772 And then, when the video came out, it took off. 1304 00:59:02,833 --> 00:59:05,792 ♪ hangin' out the passenger side of his best friend's ride ♪ 1305 00:59:05,961 --> 00:59:08,018 ♪ tryin' to holla at me ♪ 1306 00:59:08,020 --> 00:59:10,321 Valdés: Me, as a woman, I had my life together. 1307 00:59:10,465 --> 00:59:13,233 I had a job. I'm going places. 1308 00:59:13,302 --> 00:59:14,950 And if you are gonna step to me, 1309 00:59:15,137 --> 00:59:18,388 Just make sure that you are on the same level. 1310 00:59:18,640 --> 00:59:20,523 There were some dudes who didn't even know they was a scrub, 1311 00:59:20,642 --> 00:59:22,267 Be like, "damn, I think I'm a scrub." 1312 00:59:22,477 --> 00:59:23,559 ♪ of his best friend's ride ♪ 1313 00:59:23,604 --> 00:59:24,644 "I might be scrubbing." 1314 00:59:24,813 --> 00:59:25,645 ♪ if you don't have a car ♪ 1315 00:59:25,814 --> 00:59:26,646 ♪ and you're walkin' ♪ 1316 00:59:26,815 --> 00:59:28,148 ♪ oh, yes, son ♪ 1317 00:59:28,317 --> 00:59:29,699 ♪ I'm talkin' to you ♪ 1318 00:59:29,776 --> 00:59:30,675 ♪ if you live at home ♪ 1319 00:59:30,819 --> 00:59:31,676 ♪ with your mama ♪ 1320 00:59:31,820 --> 00:59:33,186 We started some junk. 1321 00:59:33,363 --> 00:59:34,937 I'm telling you, we have -- 1322 00:59:35,157 --> 00:59:37,657 We want guys -- almost like a-a war. 1323 00:59:37,826 --> 00:59:39,326 ♪ I don't want no pigeons ♪ 1324 00:59:39,578 --> 00:59:42,362 ♪ them be them girls who gets no dubs from me ♪ 1325 00:59:42,539 --> 00:59:43,938 Only the scrubs are upset. 1326 00:59:44,041 --> 00:59:45,381 ♪ I don't want no ♪ 1327 00:59:45,583 --> 00:59:49,786 ♪ no scrub ♪ 1328 00:59:49,963 --> 00:59:52,963 Richards: And the winner is tlc. 1329 00:59:53,008 --> 00:59:55,408 [ cheers and applause ] yeah. 1330 00:59:55,636 --> 00:59:58,194 ♪ a scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me ♪ 1331 00:59:58,347 --> 01:00:00,847 Once again, we want to thank the fans for embracing us. 1332 01:00:01,058 --> 01:00:03,641 We've been gone for such a long time. 1333 01:00:03,685 --> 01:00:05,902 We thank you. We appreciate this. 1334 01:00:06,021 --> 01:00:10,907 [ cheers and applause continue ] 1335 01:00:10,942 --> 01:00:17,163 ♪♪ 1336 01:00:17,365 --> 01:00:23,319 ♪♪ 1337 01:00:23,479 --> 01:00:26,055 [ whirring ] 1338 01:00:26,124 --> 01:00:27,457 [ beep ] doctor: Alright. 1339 01:00:27,668 --> 01:00:29,258 And so, we're looking at your hip, 1340 01:00:29,419 --> 01:00:31,644 Your knee, and your foot today, all on the right side. 1341 01:00:31,755 --> 01:00:34,363 Mm-hmm. I have a torn meniscus, I know. 1342 01:00:34,549 --> 01:00:36,782 But two-and-a-half years ago or so, 1343 01:00:36,802 --> 01:00:38,426 I did the cortisone shots. Uh-huh. 1344 01:00:38,637 --> 01:00:40,261 That lasted me until now. 1345 01:00:40,555 --> 01:00:43,523 But when I had a crisis about a week and a half ago, 1346 01:00:43,600 --> 01:00:45,666 It just won't totally go away. 1347 01:00:45,769 --> 01:00:47,001 A sickle cell crisis? 1348 01:00:47,104 --> 01:00:48,519 Yeah. Yeah. Okay. 1349 01:00:48,605 --> 01:00:51,355 If the shot worked that well for you last time, 1350 01:00:51,400 --> 01:00:52,673 I would say we do that again. 1351 01:00:52,859 --> 01:00:55,451 And I have to dance in a show Saturday, 1352 01:00:55,570 --> 01:00:57,821 So can I get it once I'm done with this show? 1353 01:00:58,031 --> 01:01:00,289 Yeah. So, look at your schedule 1354 01:01:00,409 --> 01:01:02,133 And let us know when would be a good time, 1355 01:01:02,327 --> 01:01:04,110 And we can schedule you to come back and do the shot. 1356 01:01:04,246 --> 01:01:05,953 Okay. 1357 01:01:05,956 --> 01:01:07,129 [ machinery humming ] 1358 01:01:07,249 --> 01:01:09,249 Scoot to the right just a bit more. 1359 01:01:13,296 --> 01:01:15,630 ♪♪ 1360 01:01:25,976 --> 01:01:27,726 Whose house? All: Gab's house. 1361 01:01:27,969 --> 01:01:30,319 Whose house? Gab's house. 1362 01:01:30,397 --> 01:01:32,638 Eat gab's. [ laughs ] 1363 01:01:32,816 --> 01:01:34,548 Watkins: Can I have that one fry? 1364 01:01:34,776 --> 01:01:38,069 I'm a person who has a lot of dreams and aspirations. 1365 01:01:39,156 --> 01:01:42,048 Gab's, better known as good as burger. 1366 01:01:42,117 --> 01:01:44,117 We are a vegan burger joint. 1367 01:01:44,286 --> 01:01:47,169 [ laughter ] ay! Ay! Ay! 1368 01:01:47,247 --> 01:01:50,740 We are a black-owned family business. 1369 01:01:50,834 --> 01:01:52,525 ♪♪ 1370 01:01:52,669 --> 01:01:55,503 I've always wanted a restaurant. 1371 01:01:55,714 --> 01:01:57,522 And we are very successful. 1372 01:01:57,632 --> 01:01:59,749 [ indistinct conversation ] 1373 01:01:59,909 --> 01:02:04,153 ♪♪ 1374 01:02:04,222 --> 01:02:06,473 Come at it, girl. 1375 01:02:06,641 --> 01:02:07,807 Oh, na, na. 1376 01:02:09,811 --> 01:02:12,436 I like diy projects. 1377 01:02:12,481 --> 01:02:14,697 It's stress-relieving for me, too. 1378 01:02:14,816 --> 01:02:16,483 And, you know, with my sickle cell, 1379 01:02:16,777 --> 01:02:20,928 The number-one thing you're not supposed to be is stressed. 1380 01:02:21,031 --> 01:02:22,697 I need a pen. 1381 01:02:26,870 --> 01:02:30,279 [ mid-tempo r&b music playing ] 1382 01:02:30,373 --> 01:02:36,185 [ humming ] 1383 01:02:36,213 --> 01:02:41,557 ♪♪ 1384 01:02:41,635 --> 01:02:43,151 [ music stops ] hm. 1385 01:02:43,303 --> 01:02:45,194 So, everyone has a different way of working. 1386 01:02:45,347 --> 01:02:49,532 Like, sometimes I'll come up with a subject matter 1387 01:02:49,684 --> 01:02:52,643 Or song that I know I want to write about. 1388 01:02:52,687 --> 01:02:55,963 I'm good at telling stories, 1389 01:02:56,191 --> 01:02:59,392 And these songs are kind of like a soundtrack to my life. 1390 01:02:59,569 --> 01:03:01,711 [ intro to "unpretty" playing ] 1391 01:03:01,738 --> 01:03:06,065 ♪♪ 1392 01:03:06,284 --> 01:03:10,053 ♪ I wish I could tie you up in my shoes ♪ 1393 01:03:10,163 --> 01:03:12,496 ♪ make you feel unpretty, too ♪ 1394 01:03:12,582 --> 01:03:14,574 Reporter: We're on the set of the tlc video, 1395 01:03:14,751 --> 01:03:16,726 And with me are the girls. 1396 01:03:16,753 --> 01:03:17,651 Hello! 1397 01:03:17,754 --> 01:03:18,878 Hello. Hi. 1398 01:03:19,089 --> 01:03:21,322 Now, how did "unpretty" come to light? 1399 01:03:21,424 --> 01:03:22,549 Tionne gave birth to it. 1400 01:03:22,717 --> 01:03:24,008 [ chuckles ] 1401 01:03:24,094 --> 01:03:27,177 "unpretty" was my first song to write on. 1402 01:03:27,264 --> 01:03:28,829 I had just got out the hospital. [ coughs ] 1403 01:03:28,974 --> 01:03:30,748 I was poked and prodded on 1404 01:03:30,892 --> 01:03:33,275 From the iv, then the blood draws. 1405 01:03:33,395 --> 01:03:35,261 My boyfriend at the time, he didn't get it. 1406 01:03:35,480 --> 01:03:39,065 ♪ be in the position to make me feel so ♪ 1407 01:03:39,267 --> 01:03:41,701 ♪ damn unpretty ♪ 1408 01:03:41,703 --> 01:03:42,927 "unpretty" up for song of the year. 1409 01:03:43,071 --> 01:03:44,862 This song really spoke to teenage girls 1410 01:03:44,906 --> 01:03:47,490 Who just try so hard to fit in and don't. 1411 01:03:47,742 --> 01:03:50,184 Woman: Magazines are now replacing healthier models 1412 01:03:50,412 --> 01:03:53,796 With waifs, women with apparently no body fat. 1413 01:03:53,915 --> 01:03:56,523 And how is the skinny look affecting young girls? 1414 01:03:56,710 --> 01:03:58,084 Watkins: Society has a way of making people 1415 01:03:58,336 --> 01:03:59,852 Feel like they're not good enough to fit in. 1416 01:04:00,005 --> 01:04:03,072 Everyone, from women to men, at some point in time 1417 01:04:03,258 --> 01:04:05,507 In their life, has felt unpretty. 1418 01:04:05,594 --> 01:04:09,629 ♪ I'll make you feel unpretty, too ♪ 1419 01:04:09,931 --> 01:04:12,314 Valdés: For black and brown women to discuss these things 1420 01:04:12,434 --> 01:04:14,617 And feeling the pressure to look a certain way, 1421 01:04:14,769 --> 01:04:17,644 I think that song helped a lot of women 1422 01:04:17,772 --> 01:04:22,475 Recognize that their beauty really is about individuality, 1423 01:04:22,652 --> 01:04:24,477 And that's the power of music. 1424 01:04:24,613 --> 01:04:25,552 ♪ oh, oh ♪ 1425 01:04:25,655 --> 01:04:27,480 Man: The 1999 recipients 1426 01:04:27,657 --> 01:04:29,406 Of the aretha franklin award -- 1427 01:04:29,408 --> 01:04:30,599 Tlc. 1428 01:04:30,601 --> 01:04:32,017 [ cheers and applause ] 1429 01:04:32,203 --> 01:04:34,620 Lopes: Before we leave this podium, 1430 01:04:34,706 --> 01:04:36,480 I would like to take the opportunity 1431 01:04:36,666 --> 01:04:40,417 To thank two very important people in my life. 1432 01:04:40,462 --> 01:04:43,046 And that is tionne and chilli. 1433 01:04:43,206 --> 01:04:44,838 [ laughter ] 1434 01:04:44,925 --> 01:04:47,917 Oh, this is the infamous hug. Uh-huh. 1435 01:04:48,077 --> 01:04:48,834 Oh, my god. 1436 01:04:49,012 --> 01:04:52,171 [ cheers and applause ] 1437 01:04:52,349 --> 01:04:55,007 I love this. I started crying. 1438 01:04:55,009 --> 01:04:56,576 Aah! You were a little softy. 1439 01:04:56,686 --> 01:04:57,684 Announcer: ...Sultry lady of soul... 1440 01:04:57,687 --> 01:04:59,095 I'm about to cry now! 1441 01:04:59,230 --> 01:05:00,604 [ both laugh ] 1442 01:05:00,649 --> 01:05:02,272 ...Sisqó and natalie cole. 1443 01:05:02,359 --> 01:05:04,033 To see us together like that... Like that. 1444 01:05:04,194 --> 01:05:07,277 ...Happy and loving each other, nobody's fussing or mad... 1445 01:05:07,530 --> 01:05:10,239 It symbolizes the good times, our fun times... When you get to see it, it's like, "[gasps] whoo." 1446 01:05:10,525 --> 01:05:12,057 ...Our happy times. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 1447 01:05:12,243 --> 01:05:16,420 Gonna mess up my lashes. [ laughs ] 1448 01:05:16,422 --> 01:05:19,373 Because neither one of us knew what she was gonna say. 1449 01:05:19,376 --> 01:05:20,667 Mnh-mnh. It was like, 1450 01:05:20,910 --> 01:05:22,935 "so, like, what is -- okay, who are 1451 01:05:23,088 --> 01:05:25,213 These two people she's about to say?" yeah. 1452 01:05:25,423 --> 01:05:26,864 And, like, "oh, my god!" 1453 01:05:27,108 --> 01:05:30,626 So, that was -- that was so special. 1454 01:05:30,845 --> 01:05:32,845 [ paparazzi clamoring, camera shutters clicking ] 1455 01:05:33,014 --> 01:05:35,723 Woman: How does it feel to have made such an awesome comeback? 1456 01:05:35,976 --> 01:05:37,566 It feels great. Feels good. Feels right. 1457 01:05:37,686 --> 01:05:39,051 Thomas: It was like a roller coaster, 1458 01:05:39,312 --> 01:05:41,637 Because "scrubs" was great, "unpretty" was great. 1459 01:05:41,856 --> 01:05:44,223 It was so much fun, and "here we go." 1460 01:05:44,359 --> 01:05:47,819 ♪♪ 1461 01:05:48,071 --> 01:05:51,138 Lopes: I can't stand 100% behind this tlc project 1462 01:05:51,366 --> 01:05:53,474 And the music that's supposed to represent me -- 1463 01:05:53,576 --> 01:05:54,926 And the group. 1464 01:05:55,078 --> 01:05:56,660 Well, actually, I didn't express interest 1465 01:05:56,705 --> 01:05:58,304 In cutting out on the group. 1466 01:05:58,498 --> 01:06:01,040 I just said that I couldn't 100% stand behind this project. 1467 01:06:01,251 --> 01:06:02,758 And I still stand behind that statement. 1468 01:06:02,919 --> 01:06:04,877 This is my favorite album. My favorite album, too. 1469 01:06:05,046 --> 01:06:06,078 Yeah, by far. 1470 01:06:06,256 --> 01:06:08,989 My favorite album was "crazysexycool." 1471 01:06:09,092 --> 01:06:10,666 Daly: October 27th, 1472 01:06:10,885 --> 01:06:14,303 Tlc will kick off their first us headline tour. 1473 01:06:14,597 --> 01:06:18,098 Diggins: They had never toured on their own in an arena tour. 1474 01:06:18,226 --> 01:06:21,510 It was very tough, because the headlines weren't 1475 01:06:21,730 --> 01:06:23,437 Tlc going out on their first tour 1476 01:06:23,440 --> 01:06:24,855 As tlc splitting up. 1477 01:06:24,941 --> 01:06:27,183 We are one short. We're missing the "l" in tlc, 1478 01:06:27,360 --> 01:06:28,851 Left eye. She okay? 1479 01:06:29,112 --> 01:06:32,037 All I have to say is imodium a-d. Put it together. 1480 01:06:32,073 --> 01:06:36,092 [ laughter ] 1481 01:06:36,244 --> 01:06:39,095 Okay. I cannot believe you just said that. 1482 01:06:39,247 --> 01:06:42,415 By that time, things had really started to deteriorate 1483 01:06:42,625 --> 01:06:44,700 Between the girls and the relationships. 1484 01:06:44,961 --> 01:06:49,555 And I think some of the magic started to dissipate. 1485 01:06:49,591 --> 01:06:50,631 Man: Three, two, one. 1486 01:06:50,800 --> 01:06:52,625 Thank you. Whoo! 1487 01:06:52,927 --> 01:06:54,135 Watkins and thomas: Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. 1488 01:06:54,387 --> 01:06:56,061 Thank you! Thank you so much for watching. 1489 01:06:56,181 --> 01:06:58,889 Hope you enjoyed it, and see you next time. 1490 01:06:58,933 --> 01:07:00,424 Come back again. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1491 01:07:00,477 --> 01:07:02,559 And we'll be back. Right, right, right, right. 1492 01:07:02,604 --> 01:07:04,102 Don't be wack. That was wack. 1493 01:07:04,230 --> 01:07:06,105 Austin: She started feeling a little bit weighed down 1494 01:07:06,274 --> 01:07:07,990 By the niceness of tlc. 1495 01:07:07,992 --> 01:07:09,650 Some of the other stuff rappers were doing in general, 1496 01:07:09,903 --> 01:07:11,169 It started to make her feel like, "okay, 1497 01:07:11,279 --> 01:07:12,779 I'm not just a pop-y rapper. 1498 01:07:12,947 --> 01:07:13,913 I'm supposed to be a rapper." 1499 01:07:13,990 --> 01:07:15,364 [ lopes speaking indistinctly ] 1500 01:07:15,617 --> 01:07:17,808 Watkins: She was acting like she didn't know us. 1501 01:07:17,994 --> 01:07:20,052 How are we supposed to fight against the world 1502 01:07:20,121 --> 01:07:21,587 If we're fighting internally? 1503 01:07:21,623 --> 01:07:23,505 That didn't make sense to us. 1504 01:07:23,541 --> 01:07:25,249 [ cheers and applause ] 1505 01:07:25,376 --> 01:07:30,429 Now, I feel like there's a lot of love in this house tonight. 1506 01:07:30,548 --> 01:07:32,823 And I want y'all to know that it ain't nothing 1507 01:07:33,009 --> 01:07:37,427 But positive energy on this stage here tonight. 1508 01:07:37,472 --> 01:07:39,488 Hope y'all enjoyed the show, 1509 01:07:39,641 --> 01:07:44,393 And I need y'all to know that tlc is forever... 1510 01:07:44,562 --> 01:07:47,396 Baby, baby, baby. 1511 01:07:47,557 --> 01:07:50,007 ♪♪ 1512 01:07:50,193 --> 01:07:52,426 Reporter: What did it take to get you guys happy 1513 01:07:52,529 --> 01:07:53,486 With each other again? 1514 01:07:53,655 --> 01:07:56,780 We are sisters, you know, 1515 01:07:56,825 --> 01:07:58,540 And I don't care what happens between us. 1516 01:07:58,660 --> 01:08:01,377 We've been through too much stuff. 1517 01:08:01,496 --> 01:08:03,529 Thomas: It never changed our love for her, 1518 01:08:03,748 --> 01:08:06,215 Because you can never change that. 1519 01:08:06,417 --> 01:08:10,703 No matter what we went through, we never questioned the love. 1520 01:08:11,005 --> 01:08:13,055 Reporter: You came out last night and you said, "tlc forever." 1521 01:08:13,216 --> 01:08:14,674 Is that what you said when you hit the stage? Mm-hmm. 1522 01:08:14,926 --> 01:08:17,559 What did that mean to you? Well, you know what? 1523 01:08:17,637 --> 01:08:19,395 I have never, ever said 1524 01:08:19,514 --> 01:08:21,681 That I was leaving this group, you know? 1525 01:08:21,891 --> 01:08:23,790 So I just like to reiterate that sometimes 1526 01:08:24,018 --> 01:08:26,135 And let everyone know that, even if we do fight, 1527 01:08:26,354 --> 01:08:28,855 You know, even if we can't stand each other, 1528 01:08:29,098 --> 01:08:30,639 It's a good business move just to stay 1529 01:08:30,859 --> 01:08:33,042 In a group of anything, you know? 1530 01:08:33,069 --> 01:08:34,377 [ laughter ] 1531 01:08:34,445 --> 01:08:36,696 But, yeah, tlc forever. 1532 01:08:36,865 --> 01:08:39,632 Woman: I love you! 1533 01:08:39,784 --> 01:08:41,642 Diggins: Eventually, left eye turned around 1534 01:08:41,844 --> 01:08:43,168 On the January tour. 1535 01:08:43,246 --> 01:08:45,421 She really understood it, 1536 01:08:45,540 --> 01:08:48,340 And it was sold out everywhere. 1537 01:08:48,459 --> 01:08:51,210 It's a letter. Looky, looky here. 1538 01:08:51,379 --> 01:08:52,378 The fan mail, y'all. 1539 01:08:52,547 --> 01:08:53,795 We have a bag of fan mail 1540 01:08:53,882 --> 01:08:55,856 That just showed up on the stage. 1541 01:08:56,017 --> 01:08:57,758 T-shirts! 1542 01:08:57,760 --> 01:08:58,834 Diggins: It was great. 1543 01:08:59,053 --> 01:09:02,889 It was a really successful project. 1544 01:09:03,057 --> 01:09:04,514 And then it ended. 1545 01:09:04,601 --> 01:09:09,353 In January of 2000, that was the last tour 1546 01:09:09,397 --> 01:09:11,947 That the three of them did together. 1547 01:09:11,983 --> 01:09:15,443 ♪♪ 1548 01:09:21,409 --> 01:09:23,533 Tlc, one of the most successful pop acts 1549 01:09:23,578 --> 01:09:25,202 To ever file for bankruptcy, 1550 01:09:25,288 --> 01:09:27,405 Have been taking some time out of the limelight. 1551 01:09:27,457 --> 01:09:29,782 T-boz has gotten hitched and is having a baby girl. 1552 01:09:29,918 --> 01:09:31,392 Chilli told mtv news recently 1553 01:09:31,586 --> 01:09:33,936 That she's putting her solo plans on hold for a while 1554 01:09:34,088 --> 01:09:36,713 So she can concentrate on the next tlc project. 1555 01:09:36,799 --> 01:09:38,941 Lopes has almost completed her first solo album, 1556 01:09:39,093 --> 01:09:41,977 Which will dance its way into stores on August 16th. 1557 01:09:42,096 --> 01:09:45,164 ♪ cherry, cherry ♪ sing it, girl. 1558 01:09:45,166 --> 01:09:46,398 ♪ girl, you know you're fine ♪ 1559 01:09:46,434 --> 01:09:47,582 "supernova," 1560 01:09:47,769 --> 01:09:50,752 That is my debut album as a solo artist. 1561 01:09:50,754 --> 01:09:53,063 A supernova is a rare star 1562 01:09:53,191 --> 01:09:57,793 That increases up to a billion times its normal shine. 1563 01:09:57,987 --> 01:10:01,163 And it's pretty much saying that there's no such thing as death. 1564 01:10:01,324 --> 01:10:05,985 We can call it transforming, for better lack of words. 1565 01:10:06,162 --> 01:10:08,837 So, I'm on a 40-day fast. 1566 01:10:08,957 --> 01:10:12,916 I feel like I'm on a journey sometimes. 1567 01:10:13,002 --> 01:10:17,596 Don't really know quite where I'm headed. 1568 01:10:17,632 --> 01:10:19,548 [ airplane engine roaring ] 1569 01:10:23,972 --> 01:10:25,254 I hope that, you know, in a month, 1570 01:10:25,431 --> 01:10:26,889 We see some major changes, 1571 01:10:27,141 --> 01:10:29,308 Because that's what this trip is all about, 1572 01:10:29,560 --> 01:10:32,602 Coming here and getting this stuff on tape 1573 01:10:32,689 --> 01:10:36,940 So you can see what 30 days in the bush 1574 01:10:36,943 --> 01:10:38,234 Can do for you. 1575 01:10:51,708 --> 01:10:54,767 We begin tonight with tragic news of a life cut short. 1576 01:10:54,877 --> 01:10:57,377 Tlc band member lisa "left eye" lopes 1577 01:10:57,505 --> 01:11:01,131 Was killed last night in a car crash in central america. 1578 01:11:01,175 --> 01:11:02,591 It happened in honduras. 1579 01:11:02,885 --> 01:11:06,478 Authorities say she lost control of a rented suv she was driving. 1580 01:11:06,639 --> 01:11:11,633 They also say seven other people in the car were injured. 1581 01:11:11,894 --> 01:11:14,628 The women who considered lisa, quite simply, their sister, 1582 01:11:14,772 --> 01:11:16,772 T-boz and chilli from tlc, 1583 01:11:17,025 --> 01:11:18,323 And they join us on the phone right now. 1584 01:11:18,401 --> 01:11:21,067 Ladies... [ woman sobbing ] 1585 01:11:21,154 --> 01:11:26,181 ...Please -- please accept our condolences. 1586 01:11:26,367 --> 01:11:28,884 And thank you for joining us. 1587 01:11:29,037 --> 01:11:31,920 Thomas: But, yeah, it's our sister. 1588 01:11:31,956 --> 01:11:33,330 We are sisters. 1589 01:11:33,416 --> 01:11:36,191 We've been together for over 10 years. 1590 01:11:36,377 --> 01:11:39,495 I can't imagine how hard it is for you guys 1591 01:11:39,672 --> 01:11:41,439 To not only be dealing with this, 1592 01:11:41,549 --> 01:11:43,348 But to call in and talk to us about it. 1593 01:11:43,551 --> 01:11:45,700 And we certainly appreciate it, and best of luck in the future, 1594 01:11:45,845 --> 01:11:47,820 Whatever happens, okay? 1595 01:11:47,980 --> 01:11:50,189 ♪♪ 1596 01:11:50,308 --> 01:11:53,059 At first, it didn't hit me because lisa, 1597 01:11:53,269 --> 01:11:56,195 She was always, you know, doing stuff -- 1598 01:11:56,230 --> 01:11:57,613 Pranking or whatever. 1599 01:11:57,732 --> 01:11:59,081 You know, she's got... She had just did a prank. 1600 01:11:59,233 --> 01:12:01,917 Yeah, she was missing for however long, 1601 01:12:02,070 --> 01:12:04,027 But she really -- you know, she was okay. 1602 01:12:04,113 --> 01:12:09,199 And so I was hoping that that was one of those times. 1603 01:12:09,327 --> 01:12:12,161 One of her jokes. You know, and when bill was very serious 1604 01:12:12,413 --> 01:12:15,380 And I could hear his voice cracking and everything, 1605 01:12:15,416 --> 01:12:16,749 That's when I knew. 1606 01:12:16,959 --> 01:12:18,608 And, I mean, I just -- I just lost it. 1607 01:12:18,711 --> 01:12:20,144 I don't even... 1608 01:12:20,254 --> 01:12:24,206 Man, that hit like a brick. Yeah. 1609 01:12:24,467 --> 01:12:27,093 Like, when she called me... Yeah, 'cause I called you. 1610 01:12:27,261 --> 01:12:28,535 I was hysterical. 1611 01:12:28,763 --> 01:12:31,388 ...And I couldn't make out anything she was saying, 1612 01:12:31,474 --> 01:12:35,600 But I heard "lisa," and my heart fell to my toes. 1613 01:12:35,603 --> 01:12:40,973 ♪♪ 1614 01:12:41,150 --> 01:12:42,908 Right before lisa passed, 1615 01:12:42,985 --> 01:12:44,885 I was in the hospital for four months, 1616 01:12:44,987 --> 01:12:46,245 Fighting for my life. 1617 01:12:46,322 --> 01:12:48,530 I almost passed away. [ clicks tongue ] 1618 01:12:48,574 --> 01:12:50,724 My organs were failing. 1619 01:12:50,827 --> 01:12:52,000 So I had a crazy time. 1620 01:12:52,120 --> 01:12:53,302 And that's the last time I saw lisa, 1621 01:12:53,454 --> 01:12:54,761 'cause she came to see me the day before 1622 01:12:54,763 --> 01:12:55,587 She went to honduras. 1623 01:12:55,665 --> 01:12:57,123 He won't even leave me. 1624 01:12:59,160 --> 01:13:00,576 That's my little friend. 1625 01:13:00,711 --> 01:13:02,545 ♪♪ 1626 01:13:02,797 --> 01:13:05,380 Valdés: Left eye's passing was a shock, 1627 01:13:05,466 --> 01:13:06,698 Especially for me personally, 1628 01:13:06,843 --> 01:13:08,333 Because I had spent time there 1629 01:13:08,553 --> 01:13:10,769 And I knew what this place meant to her. 1630 01:13:10,888 --> 01:13:12,805 So, everybody already knows what these are. 1631 01:13:13,057 --> 01:13:15,857 These are your living quarters. We call them huts. 1632 01:13:15,977 --> 01:13:18,811 Valdés: When we heard that left eye was working 1633 01:13:18,980 --> 01:13:21,630 On a solo album, "supernova," 1634 01:13:21,774 --> 01:13:24,190 I wanted to interview her 1635 01:13:24,277 --> 01:13:27,862 And had learned about this healing center 1636 01:13:28,072 --> 01:13:31,114 That she had been going to. 1637 01:13:31,242 --> 01:13:36,053 It was really interesting seeing lisa in that environment. 1638 01:13:36,164 --> 01:13:39,056 I remember getting a peek at the room 1639 01:13:39,167 --> 01:13:41,125 That she was staying in. 1640 01:13:41,335 --> 01:13:42,718 She had decorated it. 1641 01:13:42,837 --> 01:13:46,705 There were, like, drawings on the walls. 1642 01:13:46,883 --> 01:13:50,542 I think the quiet helped her create 1643 01:13:50,678 --> 01:13:53,012 In a different kind of way. 1644 01:13:53,306 --> 01:13:57,933 Left eye felt like a supernova. She felt like a bright star. 1645 01:13:58,186 --> 01:14:01,370 Just was really the perfect name for what she was creating. 1646 01:14:01,522 --> 01:14:05,040 It was about death, and she didn't believe in it. 1647 01:14:05,193 --> 01:14:08,435 She believed death was transformation. 1648 01:14:08,437 --> 01:14:11,313 That gave me some peace, 1649 01:14:11,532 --> 01:14:15,951 In knowing that she died in her happy place. 1650 01:14:32,386 --> 01:14:35,003 [ indistinct conversations ] 1651 01:14:35,005 --> 01:14:45,021 ♪♪ 1652 01:14:45,107 --> 01:14:46,856 Reporter: Thousands of mourners are gathering 1653 01:14:46,943 --> 01:14:51,136 For the funeral of singer lisa "left eye" lopes. 1654 01:14:51,280 --> 01:14:52,821 Fans and friends and loved ones 1655 01:14:52,907 --> 01:14:55,807 Bid a final farewell to a pop princess. 1656 01:14:56,035 --> 01:14:59,261 Reporter #2: She would have turned 31 next month. 1657 01:14:59,288 --> 01:15:06,968 ♪♪ 1658 01:15:07,004 --> 01:15:14,677 ♪♪ 1659 01:15:16,555 --> 01:15:17,846 Wow. 1660 01:15:25,773 --> 01:15:28,607 I remember sitting on the end seat, 1661 01:15:28,859 --> 01:15:30,776 And you were sitting next to me on the right. 1662 01:15:30,936 --> 01:15:32,561 Mm. 1663 01:15:32,780 --> 01:15:35,330 And all the fans, I remember, were up there. 1664 01:15:35,366 --> 01:15:36,832 Yeah. 1665 01:15:36,993 --> 01:15:39,743 When her mom first saw us, remember, she almost fainted 1666 01:15:39,870 --> 01:15:42,654 'cause she was so used to seeing us all three together. 1667 01:15:42,873 --> 01:15:44,581 Without lisa sitting in between us, 1668 01:15:44,625 --> 01:15:47,126 She kind of fell back, almost. 1669 01:15:47,378 --> 01:15:49,161 Thomas: Okay, I remember when we went to the wake, 1670 01:15:49,338 --> 01:15:51,513 'cause I didn't want to go. Me neither. 1671 01:15:51,632 --> 01:15:53,832 And lisa's mom was like, "you know, it's okay. 1672 01:15:54,010 --> 01:15:55,667 It's okay. Look at her." 1673 01:15:55,845 --> 01:15:57,260 And I was like, "oh, my gosh." 1674 01:15:57,346 --> 01:16:01,189 And, you know, I mean, it didn't look like her. 1675 01:16:01,309 --> 01:16:02,341 I mean, how could it? You know? 1676 01:16:02,518 --> 01:16:03,767 It didn't. There's no life. 1677 01:16:03,811 --> 01:16:05,494 'cause, to me, when I think of, 1678 01:16:05,646 --> 01:16:07,253 You know, last memories or whatever, 1679 01:16:07,440 --> 01:16:09,756 That's not what I want in my head. Yeah. 1680 01:16:09,900 --> 01:16:11,500 You know? 'cause, to me, I'm like, 1681 01:16:11,652 --> 01:16:15,779 "that's not my sister anymore." yeah, definitely. 1682 01:16:15,823 --> 01:16:18,765 One of the worst days of my life ever. 1683 01:16:18,826 --> 01:16:19,875 Mm-hmm. 1684 01:16:19,910 --> 01:16:22,878 ♪♪ 1685 01:16:22,997 --> 01:16:25,013 Obviously, that passing of our sister 1686 01:16:25,015 --> 01:16:27,273 Brought us closer together. 1687 01:16:27,460 --> 01:16:29,852 I know she understands what I'm feeling. 1688 01:16:29,962 --> 01:16:32,204 I understand what she's feeling. 1689 01:16:32,340 --> 01:16:34,047 ♪♪ 1690 01:16:34,175 --> 01:16:38,902 After she was gone, I felt that void, and my heart hurt. 1691 01:16:39,055 --> 01:16:43,982 We had connected and bonded so much on creativity. 1692 01:16:43,984 --> 01:16:45,975 It was just hard. 1693 01:16:46,020 --> 01:16:49,721 It took me years to... 1694 01:16:49,899 --> 01:16:53,600 Stop speaking her name in... 1695 01:16:53,602 --> 01:16:54,718 The present. Yeah. 1696 01:16:54,862 --> 01:16:56,895 I would always talk about her 1697 01:16:57,073 --> 01:16:59,322 As if she was still with us. 1698 01:16:59,408 --> 01:17:01,909 I just couldn't -- I couldn't accept that yet. 1699 01:17:02,119 --> 01:17:04,920 I wasn't ready. And it was -- 1700 01:17:05,039 --> 01:17:07,539 Those were dark times for us. 1701 01:17:07,708 --> 01:17:10,058 Really dark. 1702 01:17:10,211 --> 01:17:13,228 I didn't speak about her in past tense. 1703 01:17:13,381 --> 01:17:16,715 I can't say I loved her. I still love her. 1704 01:17:16,875 --> 01:17:21,929 ♪♪ 1705 01:17:24,517 --> 01:17:26,925 T-boz and chilli, they are the remaining members 1706 01:17:27,144 --> 01:17:29,018 Of the grammy award-winning group tlc, 1707 01:17:29,105 --> 01:17:30,595 And they're preparing for a future 1708 01:17:30,773 --> 01:17:32,915 Without lisa "left eye" lopes. 1709 01:17:33,109 --> 01:17:36,484 She was killed in a car accident on April 25th in honduras. 1710 01:17:36,570 --> 01:17:37,986 Now, the group has been recording 1711 01:17:38,239 --> 01:17:41,423 And say that the new album will be released on time. 1712 01:17:41,534 --> 01:17:44,626 ♪ feel so damn unpretty ♪ 1713 01:17:44,745 --> 01:17:46,745 In the first part, the first line was good, 1714 01:17:46,956 --> 01:17:49,915 But "far" was flat in the second line. 1715 01:17:50,167 --> 01:17:51,433 Alright. Man: One more time. One more time, baby. 1716 01:17:51,544 --> 01:17:52,692 She's still getting the vibe of it. 1717 01:17:52,837 --> 01:17:53,943 Yeah. You know what I'm saying? 1718 01:17:54,130 --> 01:17:55,370 Sound good, though. Sound good. 1719 01:17:55,548 --> 01:17:56,696 It was just the second half? 1720 01:17:56,841 --> 01:17:57,947 You're keeping the whole first half? 1721 01:17:58,134 --> 01:17:59,391 Yeah, the whole first half was cool. 1722 01:17:59,468 --> 01:18:01,367 Okay. That's good. 1723 01:18:01,470 --> 01:18:02,811 I'm ready. 1724 01:18:02,972 --> 01:18:05,981 Watkins: After lisa passed, the record company said 1725 01:18:06,100 --> 01:18:07,632 They were going to put out a greatest hits 1726 01:18:07,810 --> 01:18:09,150 If we didn't finish. 1727 01:18:09,311 --> 01:18:11,903 So we kind of felt forced to go back into the studio. 1728 01:18:11,981 --> 01:18:13,154 Yeah, it's best to get the whole line. 1729 01:18:13,274 --> 01:18:14,106 Man: That's what I'm talking about, 1730 01:18:14,316 --> 01:18:15,991 We were given an ultimatum. 1731 01:18:16,110 --> 01:18:18,468 Yeah, it was, "either finish the album, 1732 01:18:18,654 --> 01:18:21,129 Or we're putting out a greatest hits." 1733 01:18:21,282 --> 01:18:23,632 And it wasn't time for a greatest hits. No. 1734 01:18:23,659 --> 01:18:25,558 But what do you say? 1735 01:18:25,703 --> 01:18:27,703 Like, "if you don't come out, 1736 01:18:27,955 --> 01:18:30,822 We're just gonna do whatever we want with your career." 1737 01:18:31,000 --> 01:18:32,757 That couldn't happen. 1738 01:18:32,877 --> 01:18:35,827 Then we made a decision to do the album, 1739 01:18:35,921 --> 01:18:39,130 And then I had to go right back into creating budgets 1740 01:18:39,216 --> 01:18:41,316 And, "what songs do we already have in the can?" 1741 01:18:41,469 --> 01:18:45,337 And, "how do we use left eye's vocals that we have?" 1742 01:18:45,598 --> 01:18:47,413 Lopes: ♪ what up, papi? You think you got game? ♪ 1743 01:18:47,641 --> 01:18:48,974 Man: ♪ well, holla at me ♪ ♪ I know you're feelin' like ♪ 1744 01:18:49,185 --> 01:18:50,267 Thomas: The producers went back 1745 01:18:50,519 --> 01:18:53,829 And listened to raps that she had, 1746 01:18:54,023 --> 01:18:57,349 And they chose the ones that would fit the record. 1747 01:18:57,568 --> 01:18:59,609 ♪ fits and kicks, and you be hurtin' my ears ♪ 1748 01:18:59,653 --> 01:19:01,094 Austin: After her passing, 1749 01:19:01,322 --> 01:19:03,371 It just kind of took a certain part of me out of it. 1750 01:19:03,532 --> 01:19:06,592 As much as we used to complain or bitch about 1751 01:19:06,702 --> 01:19:09,377 Her actions and not being there, 1752 01:19:09,538 --> 01:19:11,813 It was only because we wanted her to be there. 1753 01:19:12,041 --> 01:19:14,165 Watkins: She died the day before my birthday. 1754 01:19:14,251 --> 01:19:15,726 When you go to the grocery store, 1755 01:19:15,920 --> 01:19:19,021 You just see rows of magazines with your sister's face on it 1756 01:19:19,131 --> 01:19:21,047 With a birth and a death number. 1757 01:19:21,091 --> 01:19:22,174 Then, if you stand in the line 1758 01:19:22,384 --> 01:19:24,259 At, like, wendy's, mcdonalds, anywhere, 1759 01:19:24,470 --> 01:19:25,710 People were having conversations. 1760 01:19:25,930 --> 01:19:27,529 "did you hear that girl, left eye, died? 1761 01:19:27,598 --> 01:19:28,454 She got in a car crash." 1762 01:19:28,557 --> 01:19:29,681 I went to the movies. 1763 01:19:29,892 --> 01:19:31,016 Another conversation was happening. 1764 01:19:31,227 --> 01:19:32,217 So I was just like, "you know what? 1765 01:19:32,394 --> 01:19:35,311 I'm not gonna go out anymore." 1766 01:19:35,439 --> 01:19:39,041 I can tell you this -- there's no rule book on how to mourn. 1767 01:19:39,235 --> 01:19:42,318 Thomas: We had tunnel vision. "let's just finish it." 1768 01:19:42,404 --> 01:19:46,590 Following that was promotion, marketing, sales. 1769 01:19:46,742 --> 01:19:48,826 You know, where do we first announce, 1770 01:19:49,078 --> 01:19:50,977 And we decided that it would be mtv, 1771 01:19:51,205 --> 01:19:54,514 Where the girls would have their first public outing. 1772 01:19:54,708 --> 01:19:57,817 Ladies and gentlemen, it is my honor to bring you tlc. 1773 01:19:57,962 --> 01:19:58,910 Lopes: ♪ the many chances I blew ♪ 1774 01:19:59,088 --> 01:20:00,412 ♪ to bring my life to anew ♪ 1775 01:20:00,631 --> 01:20:02,630 ♪ clear blue and unconditional skies ♪ 1776 01:20:02,716 --> 01:20:04,082 ♪ have dried the tears from my eyes ♪ 1777 01:20:04,218 --> 01:20:06,234 ♪ no more lonely cries ♪ 1778 01:20:06,428 --> 01:20:09,204 Diggins: It was tough. They didn't want to do it. 1779 01:20:09,265 --> 01:20:12,558 Watching them walk out alone was heartbreaking. 1780 01:20:12,726 --> 01:20:16,711 It was really sad to -- 1781 01:20:16,939 --> 01:20:19,748 To just see that stage with the two of them. 1782 01:20:19,817 --> 01:20:22,192 [ cheers and applause ] 1783 01:20:25,781 --> 01:20:27,939 Watkins: Thank you. 1784 01:20:28,158 --> 01:20:31,309 I want to start off by saying god is good. 1785 01:20:31,495 --> 01:20:33,111 [ voice breaking ] that's the only reason 1786 01:20:33,289 --> 01:20:35,597 We're able to stand here tonight. 1787 01:20:35,666 --> 01:20:40,118 [ cheers and applause ] 1788 01:20:40,296 --> 01:20:41,544 [ voice breaking ] this is so hard 1789 01:20:41,630 --> 01:20:42,921 Because it's such a reality check, 1790 01:20:43,132 --> 01:20:47,292 Because it's only two of us up here. 1791 01:20:47,469 --> 01:20:49,428 And she's so missed. 1792 01:20:49,638 --> 01:20:54,707 But we want to thank everybody for your support 1793 01:20:54,810 --> 01:20:55,784 And being there for us. 1794 01:20:55,811 --> 01:20:57,302 We really thank you. 1795 01:20:57,521 --> 01:21:01,990 We love you guys. And we know that lisa's smiling, 1796 01:21:02,151 --> 01:21:04,717 And we just hope that she's proud of us right now. 1797 01:21:04,820 --> 01:21:05,944 Thank you. 1798 01:21:06,113 --> 01:21:08,797 [ cheers and applause ] 1799 01:21:08,991 --> 01:21:11,983 I probably pushed them a little more than I should have, 1800 01:21:12,202 --> 01:21:15,061 But I just felt they had to go out there 1801 01:21:15,247 --> 01:21:18,581 And show people "we're here, we're alive. 1802 01:21:18,584 --> 01:21:19,741 Don't forget us." 1803 01:21:19,919 --> 01:21:23,586 [ crowd cheering ] 1804 01:21:23,672 --> 01:21:26,940 It's time for the first tlc video in three years. 1805 01:21:27,134 --> 01:21:29,517 Right now, it's the world premiere of tlc "girl talk." uh-oh. 1806 01:21:29,553 --> 01:21:30,518 Check it out. 1807 01:21:30,596 --> 01:21:31,670 [ crowd cheering ] 1808 01:21:31,830 --> 01:21:34,264 ♪♪ 1809 01:21:34,516 --> 01:21:36,874 ♪ the girls are talkin', the girls are talkin' ♪ 1810 01:21:37,019 --> 01:21:39,293 ♪ got y'all caught out there ♪ 1811 01:21:39,521 --> 01:21:41,813 ♪ why you thinkin' that it's all about ya? ♪ 1812 01:21:42,024 --> 01:21:44,674 ♪ forget she told me everything about ya ♪ 1813 01:21:44,860 --> 01:21:48,153 ♪ but the girls are talkin', the girls are talkin' ♪ 1814 01:21:48,364 --> 01:21:51,697 Thomas: "3d" sold in the millions, I think, 1815 01:21:51,784 --> 01:21:55,785 But it was considered a failure for us. 1816 01:21:55,829 --> 01:21:57,329 If you even look at the cover, 1817 01:21:57,581 --> 01:21:59,456 To me, it just looks dark. Yeah, it is dark. 1818 01:21:59,708 --> 01:22:01,324 Like, and if we were in our right mind, 1819 01:22:01,377 --> 01:22:02,951 I don't think we even would have picked that picture. 1820 01:22:03,212 --> 01:22:07,522 But that picture even speaks to how we felt emotionally, 1821 01:22:07,591 --> 01:22:09,007 Because it felt normal. 1822 01:22:09,218 --> 01:22:10,450 But when you're in a dark place, 1823 01:22:10,594 --> 01:22:12,952 You look and think dark. Right. 1824 01:22:13,055 --> 01:22:14,546 For me, 1825 01:22:14,765 --> 01:22:16,981 I didn't even really think about it like 1826 01:22:17,101 --> 01:22:20,318 It was success or not a success. 1827 01:22:20,396 --> 01:22:21,886 Just mourning still. 1828 01:22:22,147 --> 01:22:25,524 But you would never know that we were struggling. 1829 01:22:25,734 --> 01:22:27,483 Tonight, we're very fortunate 1830 01:22:27,569 --> 01:22:29,194 To have our next performers share with us 1831 01:22:29,405 --> 01:22:30,879 Their very last performance. 1832 01:22:30,948 --> 01:22:32,138 [ intro to "no scrubs" playing ] 1833 01:22:32,282 --> 01:22:33,882 Come on, y'all! Man: I want y'all -- 1834 01:22:34,076 --> 01:22:35,867 I want y'all to put an "l" up in the air for left eye. 1835 01:22:36,111 --> 01:22:37,243 Let's talk about no scrubs! 1836 01:22:37,287 --> 01:22:38,887 Put an "l" up in the air for left eye. 1837 01:22:38,914 --> 01:22:40,071 Okay. 1838 01:22:40,249 --> 01:22:41,890 Thomas: Our big performance, 1839 01:22:42,001 --> 01:22:44,743 First time without lisa, was z100. 1840 01:22:44,920 --> 01:22:46,261 ♪ also known as a busta ♪ 1841 01:22:46,380 --> 01:22:50,565 And it was like 60,000-plus people there. 1842 01:22:50,634 --> 01:22:52,250 So, yeah, I was a wreck. 1843 01:22:52,511 --> 01:22:54,720 ♪ if you can't spacially expand my horizons ♪ 1844 01:22:55,014 --> 01:22:56,254 ♪ then that leaves you in the class with scrubs ♪ 1845 01:22:56,432 --> 01:22:57,330 ♪ never risin' ♪ 1846 01:22:57,433 --> 01:22:58,940 Tionne and I said that 1847 01:22:59,101 --> 01:23:00,258 We weren't gonna look at the screens, 1848 01:23:00,477 --> 01:23:03,211 Because anytime lisa's parts came up, 1849 01:23:03,230 --> 01:23:05,731 We had the video going of her performing. 1850 01:23:05,899 --> 01:23:07,065 ♪ to turn you out ♪ 1851 01:23:07,276 --> 01:23:08,816 And the fans, they loved it. 1852 01:23:08,944 --> 01:23:12,486 But in order for us to get through the show without crying, 1853 01:23:12,614 --> 01:23:15,573 When I say we did not look up one time, 1854 01:23:15,617 --> 01:23:16,633 Not even like a... 1855 01:23:16,702 --> 01:23:18,351 [ chuckles ] no. 1856 01:23:18,454 --> 01:23:20,462 ♪ ask chilli ♪ 1857 01:23:20,464 --> 01:23:22,230 ♪ could I? What? Not really ♪ 1858 01:23:22,499 --> 01:23:25,708 ♪ t-boz and all my señoritas are steppin' on your filas ♪ 1859 01:23:25,794 --> 01:23:27,118 ♪ but you don't hear me, though ♪ 1860 01:23:27,296 --> 01:23:28,795 [ cheers and applause ] 1861 01:23:33,469 --> 01:23:38,162 [ crowd cheering ] 1862 01:23:38,348 --> 01:23:40,632 We see you're honoring a friend tonight, huh? 1863 01:23:40,809 --> 01:23:42,300 Oh, yeah. Sister, family. 1864 01:23:42,394 --> 01:23:44,352 [ chuckles ] 1865 01:23:44,480 --> 01:23:47,889 Watkins: I'm not really an emotional person, honestly. 1866 01:23:48,067 --> 01:23:50,233 [ chuckles dryly ] 1867 01:23:50,277 --> 01:23:51,626 But with that kind of stuff, 1868 01:23:51,779 --> 01:23:54,529 You're kind of forced to deal with your emotions. 1869 01:23:54,740 --> 01:23:58,850 Losing a group member, that's family. 1870 01:23:59,078 --> 01:24:03,622 We could relate because we had lost aaliyah. 1871 01:24:03,791 --> 01:24:06,074 Aaliyah was family to me. 1872 01:24:06,293 --> 01:24:11,045 And I've known tlc for a very, very long time. 1873 01:24:11,173 --> 01:24:14,800 So we're able to sit and just be there for each other. 1874 01:24:14,968 --> 01:24:17,593 It's like, what do we do next? 1875 01:24:17,679 --> 01:24:19,387 Being at an event like this without lisa, 1876 01:24:19,598 --> 01:24:21,764 Does it take getting used to? 1877 01:24:21,809 --> 01:24:23,608 Every day. Yeah. It's still... 1878 01:24:23,769 --> 01:24:24,834 Every single solitary day. ...Hard to believe, 1879 01:24:24,937 --> 01:24:26,102 I would think. Oh, yeah. 1880 01:24:26,188 --> 01:24:27,262 Thomas: I didn't want to deal with 1881 01:24:27,439 --> 01:24:29,397 Anybody asking me any questions. 1882 01:24:29,483 --> 01:24:31,841 I didn't want to hear, you know, "sorry." 1883 01:24:31,985 --> 01:24:33,201 You know, "my condolences." 1884 01:24:33,278 --> 01:24:35,253 I don't want to hear any of that stuff. 1885 01:24:35,364 --> 01:24:36,788 Grohl: When you go through tragedy, 1886 01:24:36,949 --> 01:24:38,614 Especially with someone you're in a band with, 1887 01:24:38,700 --> 01:24:42,536 Your first instinct is usually to back away, 1888 01:24:42,788 --> 01:24:44,495 Out of some sort of self defense. 1889 01:24:44,581 --> 01:24:47,015 You're kind of stuck at this crossroads. 1890 01:24:47,126 --> 01:24:49,275 What do you do? How do you continue 1891 01:24:49,461 --> 01:24:51,886 And pay tribute to the person you've lost? 1892 01:24:52,005 --> 01:24:54,673 How do you make decisions that you used to make 1893 01:24:54,842 --> 01:24:56,842 As three people, now as two? 1894 01:24:57,010 --> 01:25:01,179 [ paparazzi clamoring ] 1895 01:25:01,390 --> 01:25:02,872 Diggins: We need to start thinking, 1896 01:25:03,016 --> 01:25:05,049 What is the new reality for us? 1897 01:25:05,144 --> 01:25:10,080 ♪♪ 1898 01:25:10,232 --> 01:25:12,882 It was clear that the music industry 1899 01:25:13,026 --> 01:25:15,902 Had deemed tlc to be over. 1900 01:25:16,155 --> 01:25:18,863 Everybody was going their own directions 1901 01:25:18,907 --> 01:25:20,173 And taking a little break, 1902 01:25:20,325 --> 01:25:22,117 And we didn't know what was going to happen. 1903 01:25:22,277 --> 01:25:26,412 ♪♪ 1904 01:25:26,498 --> 01:25:29,291 The difference between bc and ac -- 1905 01:25:29,534 --> 01:25:31,592 Watkins: Bc is before chase and chance, 1906 01:25:31,712 --> 01:25:33,486 And ac is after chase and chance. 1907 01:25:33,672 --> 01:25:35,814 Aww ♪ get 'em, chase, get 'em ♪ 1908 01:25:35,883 --> 01:25:37,732 ♪ get 'em, chase, get 'em ♪ 1909 01:25:37,843 --> 01:25:40,101 ♪ get 'em, chase, get 'em ♪ 1910 01:25:40,220 --> 01:25:43,271 I was told that I would never have kids. 1911 01:25:43,432 --> 01:25:48,935 So, chase, she was my angel, like my miracle baby. 1912 01:25:49,188 --> 01:25:52,363 And then, chance is, like, a beautiful soul. 1913 01:25:52,365 --> 01:25:53,957 He just is. 1914 01:25:54,026 --> 01:25:57,193 Kids are so pure. 1915 01:25:57,279 --> 01:25:59,387 The first time you see your child's face, 1916 01:25:59,615 --> 01:26:02,531 I don't know, it's like the world becomes different. 1917 01:26:02,618 --> 01:26:04,993 I have somebody to go home for or live for, 1918 01:26:05,245 --> 01:26:09,372 To teach, somebody to guide, someone that looks up to me, 1919 01:26:09,374 --> 01:26:11,315 And I take care of. 1920 01:26:11,501 --> 01:26:14,026 My kids come first before this job, 1921 01:26:14,129 --> 01:26:15,961 Before anything. 1922 01:26:16,048 --> 01:26:18,823 I'm not one of those moms that's willing to miss 1923 01:26:18,825 --> 01:26:21,258 Anything in my kids' life. 1924 01:26:21,386 --> 01:26:24,946 I won't, 'cause I can't get that time back, 1925 01:26:25,057 --> 01:26:27,556 And I won't do that to my children. 1926 01:26:27,559 --> 01:26:29,809 All: Aww! 1927 01:26:30,062 --> 01:26:32,245 Watkins: You got a ball. Whoa. Whoa. 1928 01:26:32,397 --> 01:26:34,130 Thomas: Chase did some things to you. 1929 01:26:34,399 --> 01:26:35,999 She made you more sensitive and all that. [ watkins laughs ] 1930 01:26:36,151 --> 01:26:38,242 And I really appreciate that, you know? 1931 01:26:38,278 --> 01:26:39,427 And so... [ laughs ] 1932 01:26:39,613 --> 01:26:41,004 'cause all of our little hard work... 1933 01:26:41,073 --> 01:26:42,613 Yeah, yeah. ...Prior to... 1934 01:26:42,615 --> 01:26:43,898 I-I cracked her a little bit, you know, 1935 01:26:44,076 --> 01:26:45,533 But I just could only get so far. 1936 01:26:45,577 --> 01:26:47,585 But chase, like, you know, did it. 1937 01:26:47,587 --> 01:26:50,229 And chance brought it home. 1938 01:26:50,457 --> 01:26:53,825 I was really ready to retire and go act or do something else 1939 01:26:54,086 --> 01:26:56,144 Or just write songs for other artists. 1940 01:26:56,296 --> 01:26:57,920 But I wasn't -- I said, "lord, jesus, no." 1941 01:26:57,965 --> 01:27:00,005 I'll -- and she was praying. 1942 01:27:00,092 --> 01:27:02,667 Diggins: At that point, chilli was very clear, 1943 01:27:02,678 --> 01:27:04,152 But tionne didn't even know 1944 01:27:04,263 --> 01:27:07,171 If she wanted to continue on with tlc. 1945 01:27:07,307 --> 01:27:10,158 ♪♪ 1946 01:27:10,269 --> 01:27:13,478 Watkins: The year was 2007. 1947 01:27:13,772 --> 01:27:19,334 I kept having severe migraines, and I get a call from my doctor. 1948 01:27:19,444 --> 01:27:20,593 I said, "you're gonna tell me 1949 01:27:20,779 --> 01:27:22,904 I have a brain tumor or something." 1950 01:27:23,115 --> 01:27:25,890 And then he said, "yes." 1951 01:27:25,892 --> 01:27:28,659 ♪♪ 1952 01:27:28,661 --> 01:27:32,430 Like, what? 1953 01:27:32,499 --> 01:27:34,115 First, lisa dies, 1954 01:27:34,376 --> 01:27:38,027 I'm going through a divorce, and I have a brain tumor. 1955 01:27:38,213 --> 01:27:39,887 The hardest part for me was the four days 1956 01:27:39,965 --> 01:27:41,689 That I didn't know exactly what was in my head. 1957 01:27:41,800 --> 01:27:42,782 I didn't know if it was cancerous, 1958 01:27:42,968 --> 01:27:45,176 I didn't know if I was going to die. 1959 01:27:45,345 --> 01:27:48,179 That was a hard four days. 1960 01:27:49,891 --> 01:27:54,152 So I just sat there staring into space. 1961 01:27:54,313 --> 01:27:57,772 I don't want to cry, but my first thought was my daughter. 1962 01:27:59,818 --> 01:28:01,559 [ watkins laughs ] 1963 01:28:01,761 --> 01:28:04,863 ♪♪ 1964 01:28:05,023 --> 01:28:06,698 Right now. 1965 01:28:09,745 --> 01:28:11,386 [ exhales deeply ] 1966 01:28:11,538 --> 01:28:16,458 [ voice breaking ] I wanted to make it back just to be a mom. 1967 01:28:16,710 --> 01:28:20,045 So I didn't care about the business, honestly, 1968 01:28:20,339 --> 01:28:24,156 'cause that don't matter anyway if I ain't here to do it. 1969 01:28:24,343 --> 01:28:28,111 So my prayer was that I wouldn't be afraid, 1970 01:28:28,221 --> 01:28:29,921 And that I would get through it 1971 01:28:29,923 --> 01:28:31,990 To be there for my kid. 1972 01:28:32,017 --> 01:28:36,202 ♪♪ 1973 01:28:36,355 --> 01:28:39,080 My doctor said I have an acoustic neuroma. 1974 01:28:39,274 --> 01:28:43,676 It went through my ear canal and sat down in my right cerebellum, 1975 01:28:43,862 --> 01:28:45,319 Sitting on top of my facial nerve, 1976 01:28:45,405 --> 01:28:47,589 My hearing nerve, and my balance nerve. 1977 01:28:47,699 --> 01:28:50,558 He said, "in case something goes wrong 1978 01:28:50,702 --> 01:28:52,777 And I can't save either your hearing, 1979 01:28:52,954 --> 01:28:55,863 Your face, or your balance, 1980 01:28:56,124 --> 01:29:05,289 Give me the order that you want to save yourself." 1981 01:29:05,550 --> 01:29:12,263 This industry is about your face, your voice, your dancing. 1982 01:29:12,265 --> 01:29:15,558 That's my whole job. 1983 01:29:15,560 --> 01:29:16,884 So they took my balance. 1984 01:29:17,104 --> 01:29:19,053 I saved my face, for the most part, 1985 01:29:19,189 --> 01:29:20,021 And my hearing. 1986 01:29:20,265 --> 01:29:21,789 I only lost 3% at the time. 1987 01:29:21,900 --> 01:29:24,317 [ camera shutters clicking ] 1988 01:29:24,611 --> 01:29:27,912 That was one of the hardest things I've ever been through. 1989 01:29:28,073 --> 01:29:31,657 I just remember being depressed for some years. 1990 01:29:31,743 --> 01:29:33,651 I was just going through the motions. 1991 01:29:33,829 --> 01:29:35,670 [ paparazzi clamoring ] 1992 01:29:35,789 --> 01:29:38,581 And I felt like I was hideous-looking. 1993 01:29:38,625 --> 01:29:40,399 My face is partially paralyzed. 1994 01:29:40,585 --> 01:29:42,918 I smile from this side, if people notice, 1995 01:29:43,004 --> 01:29:44,878 Or I always cover my face sometimes. 1996 01:29:44,965 --> 01:29:46,798 That's because I still have paralysis. 1997 01:29:46,967 --> 01:29:48,082 Woman: That was silly. 1998 01:29:48,260 --> 01:29:49,234 -Thank you very much. -Thank you. 1999 01:29:49,302 --> 01:29:50,501 You're welcome. 2000 01:29:50,720 --> 01:29:53,671 I remember looking in the mirror one day, 2001 01:29:53,932 --> 01:29:57,183 And I started crying, and my mom said, "no." 2002 01:29:57,477 --> 01:30:01,270 She said, "look, this is just your journey back to normal. 2003 01:30:01,314 --> 01:30:03,164 This is not how you're going to stay. 2004 01:30:03,275 --> 01:30:05,274 This is not how you're going to be. 2005 01:30:05,444 --> 01:30:09,053 This is only your journey back to where you started from." 2006 01:30:09,197 --> 01:30:10,454 And I said, "yeah, okay." 2007 01:30:10,532 --> 01:30:13,074 So I look at it that way, 2008 01:30:13,368 --> 01:30:16,852 Then all I got to do is survive this and get through it, 2009 01:30:16,955 --> 01:30:17,995 And I could be cool. 2010 01:30:18,039 --> 01:30:19,880 Woman: Over here. 2011 01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:23,834 And then the fight kicks in [bleep] that I'm living, 2012 01:30:23,879 --> 01:30:25,319 I'm going to survive this, 2013 01:30:25,547 --> 01:30:30,024 I'm going to beat this, I am going to pray. 2014 01:30:30,135 --> 01:30:34,979 So what you got? How we going to do this? 2015 01:30:35,140 --> 01:30:38,799 It took me three-and-a-half to four years to heal 2016 01:30:39,019 --> 01:30:41,452 From the brain tumor completely. 2017 01:30:41,480 --> 01:30:44,588 I feel like I had to heal and I had to come back 2018 01:30:44,590 --> 01:30:45,873 And I had to be okay, 2019 01:30:45,984 --> 01:30:49,160 Because I had so many people to be okay for. 2020 01:30:49,237 --> 01:30:50,712 So me and chance are gonna fly, 2021 01:30:50,822 --> 01:30:52,730 See you not this week, but the next week. 2022 01:30:52,866 --> 01:30:54,323 Is that cool? 2023 01:30:54,409 --> 01:30:55,950 Rolison: I'm cool with you guys coming. 2024 01:30:56,203 --> 01:30:57,401 I miss you guys. I haven't seen you guys in a minute. 2025 01:30:57,537 --> 01:30:59,754 Yeah, I miss you, too. 2026 01:30:59,831 --> 01:31:00,980 Alright. I love you. 2027 01:31:01,082 --> 01:31:02,490 Love you, too. 2028 01:31:02,751 --> 01:31:05,435 Thomas: While tionne was going through physical therapy, 2029 01:31:05,545 --> 01:31:09,930 I was talking to bill all the time, 2030 01:31:10,091 --> 01:31:13,601 Just, you know, wondering, what are we going to do? 2031 01:31:13,720 --> 01:31:16,738 Even though our career was stagnant at the time, 2032 01:31:16,890 --> 01:31:20,858 I just never had that feeling that it was over. 2033 01:31:20,894 --> 01:31:23,161 ♪♪ 2034 01:31:23,313 --> 01:31:26,939 Tionne probably didn't know what she wanted to do. 2035 01:31:27,025 --> 01:31:30,201 Her main focus was getting better. 2036 01:31:30,362 --> 01:31:34,638 So, do we still do this and pursue the dream 2037 01:31:34,783 --> 01:31:36,307 Or do we get out? 2038 01:31:36,409 --> 01:31:41,179 ♪♪ 2039 01:31:41,373 --> 01:31:45,299 When you don't have the number-one record in the world anymore, 2040 01:31:45,377 --> 01:31:47,318 I don't care who you are, 2041 01:31:47,504 --> 01:31:50,255 Everybody kind of goes to sleep on you. 2042 01:31:52,425 --> 01:31:55,793 But bill never went to sleep on us, ever. 2043 01:31:55,929 --> 01:31:59,130 Come on! 2044 01:31:59,266 --> 01:32:00,265 She's looking. 2045 01:32:00,425 --> 01:32:01,949 Come here, chasey. 2046 01:32:02,060 --> 01:32:03,876 I can get it. Hold on, I got her. 2047 01:32:04,062 --> 01:32:04,985 Watkins: Our relationship evolved... 2048 01:32:05,063 --> 01:32:06,061 Give me my camcorder. 2049 01:32:06,064 --> 01:32:07,054 I know, I know. 2050 01:32:07,190 --> 01:32:08,022 ...To family. 2051 01:32:08,191 --> 01:32:09,815 Chase? Chasey. 2052 01:32:09,859 --> 01:32:11,609 Chasey. See uncle billy? 2053 01:32:11,778 --> 01:32:15,763 Hey! Look at the little face. 2054 01:32:15,949 --> 01:32:20,167 We arguably have the best manager in the world. 2055 01:32:20,245 --> 01:32:21,969 He believed in me 2056 01:32:22,080 --> 01:32:25,156 When I was like, "oh, no," you know? 2057 01:32:25,417 --> 01:32:27,174 And that's cool to have somebody in your corner 2058 01:32:27,294 --> 01:32:30,461 Who can see things in you when you can't. 2059 01:32:30,714 --> 01:32:34,014 Kind of helps you believe in yourself again. 2060 01:32:34,134 --> 01:32:38,136 That's how I knew that this wasn't over for me. 2061 01:32:38,296 --> 01:32:41,139 ♪♪ 2062 01:32:41,391 --> 01:32:44,583 The super bowl blitz, this was the pivotal moment 2063 01:32:44,811 --> 01:32:49,271 Because they hadn't performed in front of a live audience 2064 01:32:49,274 --> 01:32:51,440 In almost 10 years. 2065 01:32:51,484 --> 01:32:53,175 But I hear me out here. 2066 01:32:53,361 --> 01:32:55,536 I had to say to tionne and chilli, 2067 01:32:55,697 --> 01:32:58,840 "in everybody's eyes, your career is over." 2068 01:32:58,950 --> 01:33:00,825 Thomas: I was definitely wondering, 2069 01:33:01,027 --> 01:33:02,493 "is this gonna come together?" 2070 01:33:02,704 --> 01:33:04,846 It was really, really stressful, 2071 01:33:04,956 --> 01:33:07,498 Down to hours before the show. 2072 01:33:07,792 --> 01:33:10,718 Man: Are you ready for tlc? Everybody make some noise. 2073 01:33:10,795 --> 01:33:13,888 [ cheers and applause ] 2074 01:33:14,007 --> 01:33:17,141 [ intro to "ain't 2 proud 2 beg" playing ] 2075 01:33:17,343 --> 01:33:22,363 ♪♪ 2076 01:33:22,474 --> 01:33:24,215 [ speaking indistinctly ] for tlc. 2077 01:33:24,351 --> 01:33:28,168 Everybody scream! 2078 01:33:28,396 --> 01:33:30,705 Thomas: It all came together. It was great. 2079 01:33:30,815 --> 01:33:33,240 Watkins: It was an amazing feeling, 2080 01:33:33,360 --> 01:33:36,410 Because the business side of the industry, 2081 01:33:36,571 --> 01:33:40,406 They pretty much didn't believe in us anymore. 2082 01:33:40,659 --> 01:33:43,192 And I think that's where you have to remember 2083 01:33:43,203 --> 01:33:45,953 That you believe in yourself. 2084 01:33:46,039 --> 01:33:48,489 We knew we still had staying power. 2085 01:33:48,708 --> 01:33:51,325 We also knew that we could still sing and dance. 2086 01:33:51,544 --> 01:33:53,677 But you just have to find your new normal. 2087 01:33:53,713 --> 01:33:56,247 ♪♪ 2088 01:33:56,508 --> 01:34:00,192 I always kept saying it only takes one person to say yes. 2089 01:34:00,194 --> 01:34:02,161 And that was the super bowl blitz for us. Thomas: Yeah. 2090 01:34:02,347 --> 01:34:04,688 That was when we showed the world 2091 01:34:04,849 --> 01:34:08,000 That we were ready and we could still do this. 2092 01:34:08,228 --> 01:34:10,853 That's when all the promoters started calling again, 2093 01:34:10,939 --> 01:34:13,564 Like, "ohhh, so now you want us, huh?" right. 2094 01:34:13,858 --> 01:34:17,952 I'm bringing to the stage some of my favorite girl groups. 2095 01:34:18,029 --> 01:34:19,504 The best that's ever done it. 2096 01:34:19,614 --> 01:34:22,957 ♪ the 23rd of loneliness ♪ 2097 01:34:23,076 --> 01:34:26,777 ♪ and we don't talk like we used to do ♪ 2098 01:34:27,038 --> 01:34:28,446 One of the greatest groups of all time 2099 01:34:28,623 --> 01:34:29,997 That I grew up listening to. 2100 01:34:30,041 --> 01:34:31,648 ♪ it seems pretty strange ♪ 2101 01:34:31,793 --> 01:34:33,592 ♪ but I ain't buggin' ♪ 2102 01:34:33,594 --> 01:34:36,653 ♪ 'cause I still feel the same ♪ 2103 01:34:36,881 --> 01:34:39,490 Make some noise for the legendary tlc. 2104 01:34:39,718 --> 01:34:43,561 ♪ I'll keep lovin' till the day he pushes me away ♪ 2105 01:34:43,596 --> 01:34:45,746 ♪ never go astray ♪ 2106 01:34:45,990 --> 01:34:49,183 [ crowd chanting "tlc!" ] 2107 01:34:49,343 --> 01:34:53,804 ♪♪ 2108 01:34:53,940 --> 01:34:55,155 [ cheers and applause ] 2109 01:34:55,275 --> 01:34:57,641 Thomas: I love everything about performing. 2110 01:34:57,902 --> 01:35:01,028 I come to life in a different kind of way when we're on stage. 2111 01:35:01,072 --> 01:35:02,663 [ fireworks crackling ] 2112 01:35:02,741 --> 01:35:06,467 Especially next to her. 2113 01:35:06,578 --> 01:35:09,411 We've done so much together. 2114 01:35:09,497 --> 01:35:11,730 We've played shows all over the world -- 2115 01:35:11,916 --> 01:35:14,249 South africa, paris, and sydney -- 2116 01:35:14,294 --> 01:35:17,753 In front of 45,000 people. 2117 01:35:17,797 --> 01:35:21,832 Your key fans -- those real die-hard fans 2118 01:35:21,968 --> 01:35:23,134 That are super loyal -- 2119 01:35:23,336 --> 01:35:24,168 They're with you. 2120 01:35:24,262 --> 01:35:27,138 [ crowd cheering ] 2121 01:35:27,298 --> 01:35:32,310 ♪♪ 2122 01:35:32,470 --> 01:35:33,435 Goodbye! 2123 01:35:33,438 --> 01:35:34,996 And... When we heard 2124 01:35:35,190 --> 01:35:38,198 Glastonbury wanted us to perform, man... It was over. 2125 01:35:38,359 --> 01:35:40,151 ...I wanted to run up the street butt naked, child... 2126 01:35:40,311 --> 01:35:42,036 [ laughs ] 2127 01:35:42,113 --> 01:35:44,355 ...Screaming in the streets. 2128 01:35:44,616 --> 01:35:46,991 I'mma shake it, girl! No, I'm just playing. I'm joking. 2129 01:35:47,285 --> 01:35:50,477 Thomas: Glastonbury is the biggest festival in the world. 2130 01:35:50,705 --> 01:35:55,649 It is huge, and it would be our biggest show yet. 2131 01:35:55,651 --> 01:35:57,627 [ crowd cheering ] 2132 01:36:00,340 --> 01:36:04,725 [ indistinct conversations ] 2133 01:36:04,844 --> 01:36:06,903 Reporter: Welcome to glastonbury. 2134 01:36:07,096 --> 01:36:11,557 The sun is shining. 200,000 people are coming here. 2135 01:36:13,686 --> 01:36:19,315 [ cheers and applause ] 2136 01:36:19,484 --> 01:36:21,608 Man: Yes, sir! 2137 01:36:21,653 --> 01:36:23,528 -What up? -Yeah! 2138 01:36:23,738 --> 01:36:26,230 Hi. How are you? Nice to see you. 2139 01:36:26,407 --> 01:36:28,382 Man: Alright, guys. 2140 01:36:28,535 --> 01:36:30,701 Father god, we'd like to thank you for life, 2141 01:36:30,912 --> 01:36:32,477 For our health, for strength. 2142 01:36:32,705 --> 01:36:34,329 We pray that you allow us to go out there and do what we do, 2143 01:36:34,415 --> 01:36:36,924 Father god, use the gifts that you have give us. 2144 01:36:36,960 --> 01:36:38,692 In jesus' name, we pray. 2145 01:36:38,694 --> 01:36:39,835 Amen. 2146 01:36:39,837 --> 01:36:41,646 All: Amen! 2147 01:36:41,714 --> 01:36:45,666 Tlc! Mtv! We tune in! 2148 01:36:45,760 --> 01:36:50,771 Whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo! 2149 01:36:50,773 --> 01:36:51,805 ♪♪ 2150 01:36:51,808 --> 01:36:53,090 ♪ t, l, c ♪ 2151 01:36:53,226 --> 01:36:54,850 ♪ come on, t ♪ 2152 01:36:54,894 --> 01:36:55,726 ♪ let me hear you say ♪ 2153 01:36:55,895 --> 01:36:58,262 [ muffled music playing ] 2154 01:36:58,398 --> 01:37:04,435 ♪♪ 2155 01:37:04,696 --> 01:37:07,071 ♪ come on, make some noise for my ladies ♪ 2156 01:37:07,282 --> 01:37:11,683 ♪ give it up for chilli and t-boz ♪ 2157 01:37:11,786 --> 01:37:15,854 ♪ some t, some t ♪ 2158 01:37:15,957 --> 01:37:17,272 ♪ come on ♪ 2159 01:37:17,375 --> 01:37:21,268 Make some noise! 2160 01:37:21,337 --> 01:37:22,253 [ cheers and applause ] 2161 01:37:22,413 --> 01:37:24,121 ♪♪ 2162 01:37:24,257 --> 01:37:25,155 Alright, y'all. 2163 01:37:25,258 --> 01:37:27,733 ♪♪ 2164 01:37:27,844 --> 01:37:31,629 We in the house. Yeah! Come on! 2165 01:37:31,890 --> 01:37:38,135 ♪ 1992, tlc kickin' off in your motha... ♪ 2166 01:37:38,313 --> 01:37:40,229 ♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2167 01:37:40,523 --> 01:37:44,308 Valdés: I wish people today could understand what it meant 2168 01:37:44,485 --> 01:37:46,777 To see a group like tlc. 2169 01:37:46,821 --> 01:37:48,528 They helped usher in 2170 01:37:48,656 --> 01:37:51,799 This sort of genre of female empowerment music. 2171 01:37:51,993 --> 01:37:54,818 'cause, glastonbury, we don't want no what? Watkins: What? 2172 01:37:54,954 --> 01:37:57,580 Crowd: Scrubs! 2173 01:37:57,874 --> 01:38:00,240 [ intro to "no scrubs" playing ] ♪ yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 2174 01:38:00,376 --> 01:38:02,159 ♪ mm-hmm ♪ 2175 01:38:02,378 --> 01:38:05,663 Giving us permission to speak our mind 2176 01:38:05,840 --> 01:38:08,415 Actually changed the world. 2177 01:38:08,551 --> 01:38:12,527 ♪♪ 2178 01:38:12,555 --> 01:38:16,098 Watkins: Left eye's favorite song, so let's do this for lisa. 2179 01:38:16,184 --> 01:38:18,676 Thomas: I feel like the greatest reward, 2180 01:38:18,937 --> 01:38:21,679 It's when you don't have the number-one song anymore 2181 01:38:21,898 --> 01:38:24,815 And you're able to sell out your tours. 2182 01:38:24,901 --> 01:38:27,518 That means you have a great body of work 2183 01:38:27,695 --> 01:38:29,536 That can stand the test of time. 2184 01:38:29,697 --> 01:38:34,783 ♪ a lonely mother gazing out of her window ♪ 2185 01:38:34,869 --> 01:38:38,679 And time has told us that we did good. 2186 01:38:38,706 --> 01:38:40,347 [ laughs ] 2187 01:38:40,416 --> 01:38:41,623 We did alright. 2188 01:38:41,709 --> 01:38:43,608 Man: Turning it up again for lisa! 2189 01:38:43,811 --> 01:38:45,102 Left eye! Come on, y'all! 2190 01:38:45,171 --> 01:38:46,170 -Okay! -Okay! 2191 01:38:46,339 --> 01:38:47,705 There's two more! Ay! 2192 01:38:47,924 --> 01:38:49,631 Lopes: ♪ I seen a rainbow yesterday ♪ 2193 01:38:49,717 --> 01:38:50,891 ♪ but too many storms have come and gone ♪ 2194 01:38:51,010 --> 01:38:52,209 Oh, we've been through bankruptcy. 2195 01:38:52,387 --> 01:38:53,970 We've been through houses burning down. 2196 01:38:54,305 --> 01:38:56,054 We've been through sickle cell. We've been through settlements. 2197 01:38:56,224 --> 01:38:58,473 Thomas: Babies... We've been through babies, birthdays, holidays. 2198 01:38:58,559 --> 01:39:00,567 ...If I think about the rest. [ laughter ] 2199 01:39:00,728 --> 01:39:03,370 Watkins: One, two, three, four. One more time, y'all. 2200 01:39:03,564 --> 01:39:07,215 ♪ don't go chasing waterfalls ♪ come on, y'all! 2201 01:39:07,485 --> 01:39:12,487 ♪ please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you're used to ♪ 2202 01:39:12,657 --> 01:39:17,751 I♪ know that you're gonna have it your way or nothing at all ♪ 2203 01:39:17,787 --> 01:39:19,386 ♪ but I think you're ♪ 2204 01:39:19,455 --> 01:39:21,521 ♪ moving too fast ♪ 2205 01:39:21,749 --> 01:39:23,832 Watkins: Three little black girls from the hood 2206 01:39:23,918 --> 01:39:27,561 To become the biggest and the best-selling girl group 2207 01:39:27,755 --> 01:39:31,506 Of all time in america and still hold that title? 2208 01:39:31,592 --> 01:39:35,419 We did that, and we still are holding the torch. 2209 01:39:35,638 --> 01:39:43,577 Man: Glastonbury, make some noise for tlc! 2210 01:39:43,646 --> 01:39:46,205 [ cheers and applause ] 2211 01:39:46,357 --> 01:39:49,466 Y'all make some noise for chilli! 2212 01:39:49,610 --> 01:39:54,529 Y'all make some noise for t-boz! 2213 01:39:54,615 --> 01:39:58,926 Make some noise for lisa "left eye" lopes! 2214 01:39:58,995 --> 01:40:02,096 [ "waterfalls" playing ] 2215 01:40:02,123 --> 01:40:03,347 Whoo! 2216 01:40:03,507 --> 01:40:08,435 ♪♪ 2217 01:40:08,463 --> 01:40:10,637 Woman: Whoo! 2218 01:40:10,673 --> 01:40:13,557 Here we go! 2219 01:40:13,593 --> 01:40:15,492 Whoo! 2220 01:40:15,595 --> 01:40:17,127 Whoo! 2221 01:40:17,221 --> 01:40:19,313 ♪♪ 2222 01:40:19,390 --> 01:40:21,031 I'm so proud of you guys! 2223 01:40:21,142 --> 01:40:22,767 -Thank you. -Oh, my god! 2224 01:40:23,010 --> 01:40:24,218 [ laughter ] you killed it. 2225 01:40:24,479 --> 01:40:27,154 There were like 40,000, 50,000 people trying 2226 01:40:27,315 --> 01:40:29,957 To rip walls down to get in 'cause they couldn't get in. 2227 01:40:30,151 --> 01:40:33,460 It was the most-viewed show ever in the history of this stage. 2228 01:40:33,529 --> 01:40:34,445 Wow. [ speaking indistinctly ] 2229 01:40:34,614 --> 01:40:35,646 Yeah. Congratulations. 2230 01:40:35,823 --> 01:40:39,724 Congratulations! [ laughter ] 2231 01:40:39,869 --> 01:40:48,750 Man: Y'all give it up for tlc! 2232 01:40:48,752 --> 01:40:52,195 Oh, yeah! 2233 01:40:52,298 --> 01:40:58,485 ♪♪ 2234 01:40:58,554 --> 01:41:01,371 [ cheers and applause ] 2235 01:41:01,641 --> 01:41:04,642 Now, honey, if lisa was still alive today... If lisa was still alive... 2236 01:41:04,936 --> 01:41:07,027 She would be the female kanye. That, I know. Yes, she would. 2237 01:41:07,188 --> 01:41:11,423 She didn't care what nobody thinks. 2238 01:41:11,526 --> 01:41:12,516 Nothing. 2239 01:41:12,693 --> 01:41:14,609 Like, that has to be a great feeling. 2240 01:41:14,695 --> 01:41:16,278 What's left? What you talking about? 2241 01:41:16,364 --> 01:41:18,505 After 30 years... 30 years! 2242 01:41:18,574 --> 01:41:19,657 ...Of being together. 2243 01:41:19,826 --> 01:41:21,375 We still got a lot to do. 2244 01:41:21,452 --> 01:41:22,493 ♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2245 01:41:22,787 --> 01:41:26,046 ♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg, y'all, no, I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2246 01:41:26,207 --> 01:41:28,866 ♪ I ain't 2 proud, I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2247 01:41:29,085 --> 01:41:31,535 ♪ I said I ain't 2 proud, I ain't 2 proud ♪ 2248 01:41:31,712 --> 01:41:33,778 ♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2249 01:41:33,965 --> 01:41:36,039 ♪ ain't 2 proud, I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2250 01:41:36,217 --> 01:41:37,591 ♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2251 01:41:37,885 --> 01:41:40,845 ♪ y'all, I ain't 2 proud, I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2252 01:41:41,139 --> 01:41:44,398 -♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ -♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2253 01:41:44,559 --> 01:41:47,734 ♪ I ain't 2 proud, I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2254 01:41:47,812 --> 01:41:49,036 ♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2255 01:41:49,105 --> 01:41:49,961 ♪ I ain't 2 proud ♪ 2256 01:41:50,106 --> 01:41:51,813 ♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2257 01:41:51,899 --> 01:41:54,191 ♪ I ain't 2, I ain't 2, I ain't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2258 01:41:54,402 --> 01:41:57,802 ♪ tlc isn't 2 proud 2 beg ♪ 2259 01:41:57,947 --> 01:42:00,447 ♪ I ain't 2 proud 2 beg, no ♪