1
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Do you want me?

2
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[Sara] Yes.

3
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I think we should just go back
to being friends.

4
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I feel like I wanna help you,
but I don't know what to do.

5
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[Phoebe]
I like boys.

6
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[Sara]
I only like you.

7
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[Maya] You know,
there's a lot about my life that's shitty.

8
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But when I'm with you,
I kind of forget about all that.

9
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[Tegan]
Why are you so upset about this?

10
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You've been using me
as, like, a filler friend

11
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while Sara was ignoring you.

12
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[Tegan]
You're really important to me.

13
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-[Sara] Did she like it?
-[Tegan] She wasn't there.

14
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Tegan, this is Cass.
Cass, this is Tegan.

15
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[Patrick]
The girls are playing music now.

16
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[Mary]
Wow! You must be so proud.

17
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[Buck]
Why? They're not his kids.

18
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So you've just been
a musical genius this whole time?

19
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They should play at the party.

20
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[Tegan]
Yeah, we'd love to.

21
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I suck.

22
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No, you don't.
That sounded great.

23
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I just wanna do a really good job.

24
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[Loni]
How are you and Patrick?

25
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[Simone] We don't wanna do
the same things.

26
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When we have the most fun
is when we're in a room full of people

27
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and we don't have to interact.

28
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What's wrong?

29
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[♪ "A Whiter Shade of Pale"
by Procol Harum plays]

30
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[indistinct chatter]

31
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[Mary]
Okay, would you excuse me?

32
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Of course. If there's anything we can do,
let us know, okay?

33
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I appreciate that so much.

34
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[indistinct chatter]

35
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Hey, guys. Thanks for coming.

36
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Should we be talking to people?

37
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How should I know?
I've never done this before.

38
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Oh, hi, girls.

39
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-Hi.
-Hi, Mary.

40
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Ohh. [sniffles]

41
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I'm sorry about...
you know.

42
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Thank you, dear.

43
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Can we get you anything?

44
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[sniffles] No, I'm okay. [sniffles]

45
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Oh, Patrick gave me one of your tapes.

46
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[chuckles] It's not usually
my kind of music, but I loved it.

47
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Thank you.

48
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[Mary]
He's very proud of you, you know.

49
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[sobs] Well, what's new in your life?

50
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[Tegan] Oh, not much,
just finishing up with school.

51
00:02:03,959 --> 00:02:07,963
[♪ "A Whiter Shade of Pale"
by Procol Harum continues]

52
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Mom, are you sure
you don't want me to drive you home?

53
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I'm okay.

54
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Okay, here, take this.

55
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[car door closes]

56
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[car engine starts]

57
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[car drives away]

58
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[Simone]
Hey, how's she doing?

59
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[sighs]

60
00:03:00,807 --> 00:03:02,225
If that selfish asshole wasn't dead,

61
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I would kill him myself
for doing this to her.

62
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[sighs]
I should have never let her marry him.

63
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I just didn't want her to be alone.

64
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I guess I'm the selfish asshole.

65
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[Simone]
No. No, you're not.

66
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[sobs] What is she gonna do now?

67
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[sobbing]

68
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[sniffles]

69
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Hey, it's gonna be okay.

70
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[sobs, sniffles]

71
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It's gonna be all right.

72
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[sobs]

73
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[Patrick sobbing]

74
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[dramatic music playing]

75
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[Tegan]
What if we're not any good?

76
00:04:05,789 --> 00:04:11,086
What if we totally embarrass ourselves
in front of everybody at the party?

77
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Will wouldn't have asked us to play
if we weren't any good.

78
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But what if I'm not any good?

79
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Are you kidding? You're so good.

80
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And we can practice any time you want.

81
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You're not doing this alone.

82
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Oh, my God.

83
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You're so cheesy.

84
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-[chuckles] Shut up.
-[Tegan laughs]

85
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I have this new song I've been working on.

86
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Can I play it for you?

87
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Duh.

88
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[clears throat]

89
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♪ Dragging you down and backwards ♪

90
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♪ I'm upside down ♪

91
00:05:04,431 --> 00:05:07,392
♪ Leave me here I'm begging ♪

92
00:05:07,476 --> 00:05:11,563
♪ Can't you see I'm drowning? ♪

93
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♪ If I go off the track,
will you wait for me? ♪

94
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♪ 'Cause I know I'm not the only one ♪

95
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♪ Who needs you like I do ♪

96
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♪ And I know I'm not the only one ♪

97
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♪ Who loves you like I do ♪

98
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♪ I wait but will I get lonely? ♪

99
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♪ These words will make me stronger ♪

100
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♪ Fortune brought you to me ♪

101
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♪ Can't hold you any longer ♪

102
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That's all I have so far.

103
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I love it.

104
00:06:02,364 --> 00:06:04,032
Thank you for playing it for me.

105
00:06:06,368 --> 00:06:07,911
You're welcome.

106
00:06:07,994 --> 00:06:10,539
I'm really happy that we're doing this.

107
00:06:12,082 --> 00:06:13,625
I've had a lot of fun.

108
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[chuckles] Now look who's cheesy.

109
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-[chuckles]
-Whatever.

110
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So I have listened to the tape
upwards of 500 times,

111
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which makes me the expert, I think.

112
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And "Plunk” is definitely the best song.

113
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Well, you know, I wrote that one.

114
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And that does not surprise me at all.
( chuckles )

115
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It's really cool
that you're into me playing music.

116
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I mean, why wouldn't I be?

117
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I don't know. Um, just... not everyone is.

118
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Do you mean Maya?

119
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Yeah.

120
00:06:54,916 --> 00:06:56,418
Hmm.

121
00:06:56,501 --> 00:06:59,963
Well, maybe you should tell her
how much it matters to you.

122
00:07:00,046 --> 00:07:02,215
I mean, if she's your friend,
she'll get it.

123
00:07:05,135 --> 00:07:06,803
[Sara]
I don't know what happened.

124
00:07:06,887 --> 00:07:08,972
He was fine at the funeral.

125
00:07:09,055 --> 00:07:12,726
I've never really seen him cry before.

126
00:07:14,686 --> 00:07:16,021
Hmm.

127
00:07:16,104 --> 00:07:19,524
Maybe you should try and talk to him
about how he's feeling.

128
00:07:19,608 --> 00:07:21,943
I don't know.

129
00:07:22,027 --> 00:07:27,490
Things have felt weird ever since
we had that fight a couple weeks ago.

130
00:07:27,574 --> 00:07:30,452
Well, I'm sure that's not
what he's thinking about right now.

131
00:07:31,828 --> 00:07:33,413
Come here.

132
00:07:33,496 --> 00:07:36,374
I can't wait for summer
so we can hang out all the time.

133
00:07:42,589 --> 00:07:44,591
[indistinct chatter on TV]

134
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[Simone]
Would it have killed them to smile?

135
00:07:54,226 --> 00:07:55,227
[laughs]

136
00:08:03,526 --> 00:08:05,237
[sighs]

137
00:08:05,320 --> 00:08:07,822
Hey, Mom, anything else, uh,
you need us to do?

138
00:08:09,366 --> 00:08:10,575
Mary?

139
00:08:11,743 --> 00:08:13,453
I'm okay.

140
00:08:13,536 --> 00:08:16,539
Do you have anything
to eat for dinner tonight?

141
00:08:16,623 --> 00:08:20,460
Uh, I still have leftovers
from the memorial service.

142
00:08:20,543 --> 00:08:24,089
Um, those are over a week old now.

143
00:08:24,172 --> 00:08:26,800
[Simone] You know what?
I'm gonna be back in this area tonight,

144
00:08:26,883 --> 00:08:29,469
I'll bring you some dinner, okay?

145
00:08:29,552 --> 00:08:32,222
See you then.

146
00:08:32,305 --> 00:08:33,556
I love you, Mom.

147
00:08:35,058 --> 00:08:38,061
[indistinct chatter on TV]

148
00:08:46,319 --> 00:08:48,780
[man on TV] I take my territory with me
and right now, you're in it.

149
00:08:49,656 --> 00:08:54,619
[Tegan] Well, we're still $80 short,
so it's not gonna work.

150
00:08:54,703 --> 00:08:56,371
What if we sold our CDs?

151
00:08:56,454 --> 00:08:58,248
I'd rather sell my lungs.

152
00:08:58,331 --> 00:09:01,835
Hey, you guys
knock over a liquor store or something?

153
00:09:01,918 --> 00:09:05,005
Well, this is just all the money
that we've saved so far.

154
00:09:05,088 --> 00:09:06,506
How's it going?

155
00:09:06,589 --> 00:09:08,508
We won't have enough to buy a guitar
before the party,

156
00:09:08,591 --> 00:09:10,593
but we'll have enough
before summer's over.

157
00:09:10,677 --> 00:09:13,305
Well, I really do admire you guys
for trying.

158
00:09:14,472 --> 00:09:16,057
-Thanks?
-[Simone] Mm-hmm.

159
00:09:16,141 --> 00:09:17,934
Why are you being so nice?

160
00:09:18,018 --> 00:09:19,352
What's wrong?

161
00:09:19,436 --> 00:09:21,646
I'm... [chuckles] I'm nice.

162
00:09:24,357 --> 00:09:27,652
Also, um, I realized

163
00:09:27,736 --> 00:09:29,612
that, uh, since Buck's death,

164
00:09:29,696 --> 00:09:32,574
I never really checked in with you guys.

165
00:09:32,657 --> 00:09:34,617
And I wanted to see how you're feeling

166
00:09:34,701 --> 00:09:36,953
and if you had any questions.

167
00:09:38,955 --> 00:09:42,500
Well, is it bad
if we don't really feel anything?

168
00:09:42,584 --> 00:09:44,377
There's no right way to feel.

169
00:09:47,797 --> 00:09:49,507
Why did he do that?

170
00:09:52,177 --> 00:09:53,970
I wish I had an answer,

171
00:09:54,054 --> 00:09:57,474
but the truth is,
this is one of those things

172
00:09:57,557 --> 00:10:02,228
we just have to accept
never knowing the reason why.

173
00:10:10,737 --> 00:10:14,032
[Natalie] Ahh, the sound
of summer officially starting.

174
00:10:14,115 --> 00:10:16,284
I've learned nothing from you.

175
00:10:18,161 --> 00:10:19,662
[Tegan] Maya.

176
00:10:19,746 --> 00:10:21,915
I'll catch up with you guys.

177
00:10:21,998 --> 00:10:23,541
[indistinct chatter]

178
00:10:25,710 --> 00:10:27,879
-Hi.
-Hi.

179
00:10:29,214 --> 00:10:31,758
Sara and I are playing at Will's party.

180
00:10:31,841 --> 00:10:33,927
Yeah, I heard something about that.

181
00:10:34,010 --> 00:10:35,345
Are you going?

182
00:10:35,428 --> 00:10:38,765
I'm not sure.
My dance card's pretty full.

183
00:10:41,559 --> 00:10:44,687
Look, I know
things have been weird with us lately,

184
00:10:44,771 --> 00:10:47,816
but it would mean a lot to me
if you were there.

185
00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:52,612
Yeah, maybe I'll try and stop by.

186
00:10:55,448 --> 00:10:56,616
I'll see you around.

187
00:11:02,497 --> 00:11:04,332
[Sara playing guitar]

188
00:11:04,416 --> 00:11:06,960
I was just so focused
on getting into character

189
00:11:07,043 --> 00:11:09,754
that I didn't pay much attention
to the actual dialogue,

190
00:11:09,838 --> 00:11:12,090
which turned out to be a mistake.

191
00:11:12,173 --> 00:11:14,884
But as an artist, you have to take risks,

192
00:11:14,968 --> 00:11:17,595
so I feel like on that level,
the play was a success.

193
00:11:17,679 --> 00:11:19,222
I thought you did a great job.

194
00:11:19,305 --> 00:11:22,976
Yeah, I didn't even realize
that you made up most of the words.

195
00:11:23,059 --> 00:11:25,770
Well, you see,
that's just my character work paying off.

196
00:11:25,854 --> 00:11:27,230
[Sara continues playing guitar]

197
00:11:27,313 --> 00:11:28,857
Is that a new song?

198
00:11:29,732 --> 00:11:31,901
Yeah, but it's not finished yet.

199
00:11:31,985 --> 00:11:34,487
Maybe I can hear it when it is.

200
00:11:34,571 --> 00:11:36,322
Yeah, totally.

201
00:11:36,406 --> 00:11:37,782
[doorbell rings]

202
00:11:37,866 --> 00:11:38,992
I'll get it.

203
00:11:41,661 --> 00:11:43,538
-Hey!
-[Cass] Hi.

204
00:11:43,621 --> 00:11:45,248
[Tegan]
Come on.

205
00:11:47,625 --> 00:11:49,586
-Hey.
-[all] Hey.

206
00:11:50,795 --> 00:11:52,172
Where's Phoebe?

207
00:11:52,255 --> 00:11:54,382
Um, her mom said
she needed her to do something.

208
00:11:54,466 --> 00:11:57,051
I don't know. Sorry. I have to pee so bad.
Tegan, will you go with me?

209
00:11:57,135 --> 00:11:58,970
-Oh, yeah.
-Okay.

210
00:12:01,723 --> 00:12:05,143
[tense music playing]

211
00:12:05,226 --> 00:12:06,478
I have to tell you something,
but you have to promise

212
00:12:06,561 --> 00:12:08,438
not to say anything to Sara.

213
00:12:08,521 --> 00:12:10,398
-Okay.
-Okay.

214
00:12:10,482 --> 00:12:14,736
So, Phoebe got into this French
immersion program in Montreal

215
00:12:14,819 --> 00:12:17,405
and she's spending the summer there.

216
00:12:18,656 --> 00:12:20,241
Oh, my God. Sara is gonna freak.

217
00:12:20,325 --> 00:12:23,119
I know. But you have to promise
not to say anything

218
00:12:23,203 --> 00:12:24,996
because Phoebe really wants
to be the one to tell her.

219
00:12:26,456 --> 00:12:27,957
Okay?

220
00:12:28,041 --> 00:12:29,751
Yeah. I promise.

221
00:12:32,295 --> 00:12:35,340
[dramatic music playing]

222
00:12:35,423 --> 00:12:38,301
[Sara] Did Cass say anything else
about why Phoebe didn't come?

223
00:12:38,384 --> 00:12:41,429
No, uh, just that her mom needed her.

224
00:12:41,513 --> 00:12:43,640
That was it.

225
00:12:43,723 --> 00:12:46,976
I don't get why
she didn't just tell me herself.

226
00:12:51,981 --> 00:12:53,525
-[Simone] Uh, wait, okay.
-[Patrick] Is that right?

227
00:12:53,608 --> 00:12:55,193
-[Simone] Yup, yup.
-[Patrick] All right.

228
00:12:55,276 --> 00:12:57,195
[Simone] Hey, girls,
can you come in here for a minute, please?

229
00:12:59,948 --> 00:13:02,200
Uh-oh. What'd we do?

230
00:13:02,283 --> 00:13:05,286
-[Patrick] No, you're not in trouble.
-[Simone] No. No, you're not.

231
00:13:05,370 --> 00:13:09,832
We, um, just wanted to give you this.

232
00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:12,460
-Is that...
-Open it.

233
00:13:12,544 --> 00:13:13,795
[chuckles]

234
00:13:17,757 --> 00:13:20,009
-What?
-Are you serious?

235
00:13:20,093 --> 00:13:22,178
And, uh, I don't think
it works without this.

236
00:13:22,262 --> 00:13:24,389
So, I don't know
if you guys are interested.

237
00:13:24,472 --> 00:13:26,307
-I'm not sure.
-[all laugh]

238
00:13:26,391 --> 00:13:27,600
[Simone]
Now, hold on.

239
00:13:27,684 --> 00:13:29,519
-You have to pay the rest of this off.
-Yes.

240
00:13:29,602 --> 00:13:32,689
But you guys
have been doing such a great job,

241
00:13:32,772 --> 00:13:35,441
and we know the party is coming up,
so we just...

242
00:13:35,525 --> 00:13:37,193
-Consider this an advance.
-Yeah.

243
00:13:37,277 --> 00:13:38,570
I can't believe you guys did this.

244
00:13:38,653 --> 00:13:39,988
Yeah, thank you so much.

245
00:13:40,071 --> 00:13:41,281
-[Patrick] Yeah, of course.
-[Simone] Yeah.

246
00:13:41,364 --> 00:13:42,865
And, you know,
I think a really good thank-you

247
00:13:42,949 --> 00:13:44,492
would be to invite us to the party,
you know.

248
00:13:44,576 --> 00:13:46,077
-Not gonna happen.
-[Patrick] Okay.

249
00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:47,870
-It was worth a try.
-[all chuckle]

250
00:13:47,954 --> 00:13:49,747
Well, can we play it now?

251
00:13:49,831 --> 00:13:51,124
-[Simone] Yes.
-[Patrick] Yes. Yeah.

252
00:13:51,207 --> 00:13:52,333
-[Patrick] Please, go.
-[Simone] It's yours.

253
00:13:52,417 --> 00:13:53,459
-Thank you, guys.
-[Patrick] Play it loud.

254
00:13:53,543 --> 00:13:54,544
-Yeah.
-[Tegan] Thank you.

255
00:13:54,627 --> 00:13:55,920
-[Sara] This is amazing.
-[Tegan] So amazing.

256
00:13:56,004 --> 00:13:58,131
That was--was that,
like, actual gratitude?

257
00:13:58,214 --> 00:14:00,091
So teenagers can actually express...

258
00:14:00,174 --> 00:14:01,426
-Yes. Savor this moment.
-Thank you.

259
00:14:01,509 --> 00:14:03,011
This may be our last.

260
00:14:03,094 --> 00:14:04,262
[laughs]

261
00:14:05,763 --> 00:14:07,098
-It makes me happy...
-Yeah.

262
00:14:07,181 --> 00:14:09,767
-...seeing them happy.
-Me, too.

263
00:14:09,851 --> 00:14:11,311
-And you.
-Mm.

264
00:14:12,812 --> 00:14:14,314
Mm.

265
00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:20,403
I've been thinking about something.

266
00:14:20,486 --> 00:14:21,988
-Okay.
-And I just want you to hear me out.

267
00:14:22,071 --> 00:14:23,865
All right?

268
00:14:23,948 --> 00:14:25,867
What if we, uh,

269
00:14:25,950 --> 00:14:30,288
were to make this a more permanent thing?

270
00:14:30,371 --> 00:14:31,831
Uh, it's pretty permanent.

271
00:14:31,914 --> 00:14:35,168
I mean, we just invested
in a guitar together, so.

272
00:14:36,919 --> 00:14:38,004
But you mean, um...

273
00:14:38,087 --> 00:14:40,256
Yeah. I mean, I know. I know.

274
00:14:40,340 --> 00:14:42,383
We said we would never do that.

275
00:14:42,467 --> 00:14:43,718
-But I love you.
-Mm-hmm.

276
00:14:43,801 --> 00:14:48,139
And I love the girls.
And I want you to always be taken care of.

277
00:14:48,222 --> 00:14:49,766
'Cause I never had that.

278
00:14:49,849 --> 00:14:55,063
My dad was an asshole
and Buck was not much of a father figure.

279
00:14:55,146 --> 00:14:57,190
I wanna be everything they weren't.

280
00:14:57,273 --> 00:14:59,984
You already do so much for them.

281
00:15:00,068 --> 00:15:01,194
-You do.
-I know.

282
00:15:01,277 --> 00:15:05,448
But this is about all of us being a family

283
00:15:05,531 --> 00:15:07,992
and the stability of that.

284
00:15:08,076 --> 00:15:09,702
Mm-hmm.

285
00:15:11,454 --> 00:15:15,667
Look, you're, um...
you're going through a lot right now.

286
00:15:17,001 --> 00:15:21,130
But trying to turn us
into people that we're not,

287
00:15:21,214 --> 00:15:22,799
it's not gonna make anything better.

288
00:15:26,427 --> 00:15:28,221
Yeah?

289
00:15:28,304 --> 00:15:32,558
So, you're saying you'll think about it?

290
00:15:32,642 --> 00:15:34,936
[laughs] Sorry.

291
00:15:35,019 --> 00:15:36,646
-Did I make it weird?
-No. No, you didn't.

292
00:15:36,729 --> 00:15:38,564
It's totally fine. It's fine.

293
00:15:43,736 --> 00:15:45,488
[sighs]

294
00:15:52,704 --> 00:15:55,498
[Tegan]
♪ Are you locked up in a world ♪

295
00:15:55,581 --> 00:15:59,168
♪ That's been planned out for you? ♪

296
00:15:59,252 --> 00:16:03,047
♪ Are you feeling like a social tool ♪

297
00:16:03,131 --> 00:16:05,842
♪ Without a use? ♪

298
00:16:05,925 --> 00:16:08,803
♪ Scream at me ♪

299
00:16:08,886 --> 00:16:12,682
♪ Until my ears bleed ♪

300
00:16:12,765 --> 00:16:17,186
♪ I'm taking heed just for you ♪

301
00:16:19,147 --> 00:16:20,273
Okay. Hello?

302
00:16:20,356 --> 00:16:21,774
[Cass]
That was amazing.

303
00:16:21,858 --> 00:16:23,234
-Really?
-[Cass] Yes.

304
00:16:23,317 --> 00:16:24,485
-[knocking on door]
-Um, hold on.

305
00:16:24,569 --> 00:16:25,737
Yeah?

306
00:16:27,572 --> 00:16:28,906
Has Phoebe called?

307
00:16:30,491 --> 00:16:31,826
No, she hasn't.

308
00:16:33,035 --> 00:16:35,955
Oh. Okay.

309
00:16:36,038 --> 00:16:37,749
[door closes]

310
00:16:53,931 --> 00:16:55,683
-Hi.
-Jesus! Sorry.

311
00:16:55,767 --> 00:16:58,311
-Sorry.
-No, I was--I was just, um...

312
00:17:01,981 --> 00:17:03,441
doing nothing, I guess.

313
00:17:05,526 --> 00:17:07,236
Hey, thanks again for the guitar.

314
00:17:07,320 --> 00:17:09,822
Of course. You guys deserve it.

315
00:17:12,867 --> 00:17:14,202
How are you?

316
00:17:16,329 --> 00:17:19,457
I've had better months. [chuckles]

317
00:17:19,540 --> 00:17:21,417
-I'm sorry.
-Thank you, honey.

318
00:17:33,721 --> 00:17:39,018
Hey, um, you know,
that thing between us at the house...

319
00:17:39,101 --> 00:17:40,478
I'm really sorry.

320
00:17:40,561 --> 00:17:44,816
I-I just say stuff sometimes,
I don't think.

321
00:17:44,899 --> 00:17:46,442
-That's okay.
-No, it's not.

322
00:17:46,526 --> 00:17:48,694
I really messed up.

323
00:17:48,778 --> 00:17:51,405
And I'm glad
I have you to keep me in check.

324
00:17:57,370 --> 00:17:59,330
Do you wanna see
if the Canadiens game is still on?

325
00:18:01,499 --> 00:18:02,834
Yeah.

326
00:18:12,301 --> 00:18:14,512
[phone rings]

327
00:18:19,642 --> 00:18:22,019
-Hello.
-[Phoebe] Hey.

328
00:18:22,103 --> 00:18:23,938
Hey. Why are you calling me?

329
00:18:24,021 --> 00:18:26,983
You and Cass
are supposed to be here at, like... now.

330
00:18:27,066 --> 00:18:28,276
Um...

331
00:18:28,359 --> 00:18:32,697
Yeah. I'm, uh...
I'm not gonna make it tonight.

332
00:18:32,780 --> 00:18:34,866
[Sara]
Are you serious?

333
00:18:34,949 --> 00:18:36,868
You know how important this is to me.

334
00:18:36,951 --> 00:18:40,371
I know. I know. I, um, I'm just...

335
00:18:40,454 --> 00:18:42,623
I'm not really feeling well.

336
00:18:44,041 --> 00:18:45,459
I'm really sorry.

337
00:18:47,545 --> 00:18:49,297
Okay.

338
00:18:49,380 --> 00:18:50,715
I hope you feel better.

339
00:18:50,798 --> 00:18:52,133
I'll talk to you later.

340
00:18:52,216 --> 00:18:53,509
-[Phoebe] Good luck--
-[phone beeps]

341
00:18:54,594 --> 00:18:55,761
[Tegan]
What's wrong?

342
00:18:57,054 --> 00:18:58,764
Phoebe's not coming.

343
00:18:58,848 --> 00:18:59,849
[phone hangs up]

344
00:19:00,766 --> 00:19:02,018
I'm going to get ready.

345
00:19:08,149 --> 00:19:11,152
[tense music playing]

346
00:19:13,362 --> 00:19:14,572
[sighs]

347
00:19:17,450 --> 00:19:19,702
[doorbell rings]

348
00:19:27,627 --> 00:19:28,628
[door opens]

349
00:19:29,503 --> 00:19:30,796
-[Simone] Hey.
-[Loni] Hi.

350
00:19:30,880 --> 00:19:32,882
-[Simone] What are you doing here?
-[Loni] Picking up my cake plate.

351
00:19:32,965 --> 00:19:33,883
[door closes]

352
00:19:33,966 --> 00:19:36,218
[Simone] Oh, my God.
I completely forgot you were coming.

353
00:19:36,302 --> 00:19:38,554
-[Loni] You sound like Ronnie.
-[Simone chuckles]

354
00:19:38,638 --> 00:19:40,431
[Simone]
It's just in, uh, in here.

355
00:19:40,514 --> 00:19:43,893
Okay, so I dropped a real solid joke
back there and you didn't even flinch.

356
00:19:43,976 --> 00:19:45,811
You wanna tell me what's going on?

357
00:19:48,689 --> 00:19:49,815
[sighs]

358
00:19:50,983 --> 00:19:52,860
Uh, Patrick proposed to me.

359
00:19:54,779 --> 00:19:56,572
And we don't like that?

360
00:19:56,656 --> 00:19:57,490
[tongue clicks]

361
00:19:57,573 --> 00:19:59,033
[scoffs]

362
00:19:59,116 --> 00:20:01,243
When I met Patrick, I was 27.

363
00:20:02,703 --> 00:20:04,205
I had two five-year-olds.

364
00:20:04,288 --> 00:20:08,292
I didn't know who I was or what I wanted.

365
00:20:09,585 --> 00:20:11,462
You know, I was just, uh, I was floating.

366
00:20:13,756 --> 00:20:15,967
And then I, uh, I met Patrick,

367
00:20:16,050 --> 00:20:19,595
and he became an anchor, you know,

368
00:20:19,679 --> 00:20:22,556
for me, for the girls,

369
00:20:22,640 --> 00:20:25,810
and I, uh, I loved him for that.

370
00:20:28,479 --> 00:20:33,234
But over the past ten years,
I have--I've worked so hard,

371
00:20:33,317 --> 00:20:38,114
and I've grown so much,
and I just--I don't know.

372
00:20:38,197 --> 00:20:41,242
I guess I'm scared that that anchor

373
00:20:41,325 --> 00:20:43,703
is keeping me in a place
I don't belong anymore.

374
00:20:45,329 --> 00:20:46,747
Have you talked to him about this?

375
00:20:47,832 --> 00:20:50,418
[sighs] I wouldn't know where to begin.

376
00:20:50,501 --> 00:20:52,795
[door opens and closes]

377
00:20:52,878 --> 00:20:53,963
Hey.

378
00:20:54,046 --> 00:20:55,089
Hey, babe.

379
00:20:55,172 --> 00:20:56,257
[Loni] Hi.

380
00:20:56,340 --> 00:20:57,842
Hey, Loni.

381
00:20:57,925 --> 00:21:00,594
She, uh,
she's come to pick up her cake plate.

382
00:21:00,678 --> 00:21:02,513
Well, lucky me I got to see you.

383
00:21:02,596 --> 00:21:03,764
Yeah, nice to see you, too.

384
00:21:03,848 --> 00:21:06,684
Um, I was gonna take a quick shower,
then I was thinking pizza tonight?

385
00:21:06,767 --> 00:21:07,893
[Simone]
Yeah, sounds good.

386
00:21:08,894 --> 00:21:11,897
[Patrick walks up the stairs]

387
00:21:16,318 --> 00:21:17,319
[sighs]

388
00:21:22,324 --> 00:21:25,327
-[rock music playing]
-[indistinct chatter]

389
00:21:29,415 --> 00:21:31,250
All right. Don't forget to, uh...

390
00:21:31,333 --> 00:21:34,795
We won't drink
or do any drugs or have any fun.

391
00:21:34,879 --> 00:21:36,130
That's all I ask.

392
00:21:37,590 --> 00:21:39,008
All right. Well, good luck tonight.

393
00:21:40,092 --> 00:21:41,218
Have fun.

394
00:21:44,013 --> 00:21:45,139
[Ali]
I'm kinda gonna miss school.

395
00:21:45,222 --> 00:21:46,599
Yeah, except for the classes.

396
00:21:46,682 --> 00:21:47,683
And the teachers.

397
00:21:47,767 --> 00:21:49,101
And most of the students.

398
00:21:49,185 --> 00:21:50,227
Yeah. [chuckles]

399
00:21:50,311 --> 00:21:51,604
-Maybe I hate school.
-[Sara] Hey, guys.

400
00:21:51,687 --> 00:21:53,189
Hey! There they are!

401
00:21:53,272 --> 00:21:56,776
How's the greatest band
Calgary hasn't heard of? Yet.

402
00:21:56,859 --> 00:21:57,693
[Cass]
That is the coolest shirt I've ever seen.

403
00:21:57,777 --> 00:21:58,778
Did you ever finish that song?

404
00:21:58,861 --> 00:21:59,987
[Natalie]
Oh, thanks. It's ironic.

405
00:22:00,071 --> 00:22:01,072
Almost.

406
00:22:01,155 --> 00:22:04,241
[Lily] Okay.
Uh, let me show you guys where to set up.

407
00:22:04,325 --> 00:22:05,534
Are you gonna be all right
for a second?

408
00:22:05,618 --> 00:22:07,787
-Yeah.
-Yeah, we'll take care of her.

409
00:22:07,870 --> 00:22:09,288
-Have I ever told you...
-Hmm?

410
00:22:09,371 --> 00:22:11,499
...how much I love your energy?

411
00:22:36,607 --> 00:22:41,112
[Tegan and Sara]
♪ Granted and I'm so locked in layers ♪

412
00:22:41,195 --> 00:22:42,863
♪ I'm wired ♪

413
00:22:44,782 --> 00:22:47,201
♪ Overcome and overdone ♪

414
00:22:47,284 --> 00:22:51,288
♪ My fate is on fire ♪

415
00:22:53,124 --> 00:22:58,587
♪ Eat the sludge
and dance to screaming in my head ♪

416
00:23:01,423 --> 00:23:07,388
♪ I'm so happy that we're friends,
me and you ♪

417
00:23:07,513 --> 00:23:10,975
♪ So here I am invisible
and upside down ♪

418
00:23:12,518 --> 00:23:13,352
[indistinct chatter]

419
00:23:13,435 --> 00:23:15,646
Have you seen my pick?

420
00:23:15,729 --> 00:23:17,106
Oh, never mind.

421
00:23:17,189 --> 00:23:19,066
It's in my pocket.

422
00:23:19,150 --> 00:23:20,776
I can't believe she's not coming.

423
00:23:22,903 --> 00:23:25,447
Well, if it makes you feel any better,

424
00:23:25,531 --> 00:23:28,534
I'm pretty sure Maya's not coming either.

425
00:23:28,617 --> 00:23:29,994
Yeah, but Phoebe's...

426
00:23:31,871 --> 00:23:33,289
It doesn't matter.

427
00:23:33,372 --> 00:23:35,708
I don't even think she's actually sick.

428
00:23:35,791 --> 00:23:37,334
Maybe I made her mad or something.

429
00:23:37,418 --> 00:23:39,128
-I don't know.
-Look.

430
00:23:39,211 --> 00:23:42,464
You can't say that I told you,
but Cass told me

431
00:23:42,548 --> 00:23:47,469
that Phoebe's going to Montreal
for the summer for some French program.

432
00:23:48,846 --> 00:23:50,097
Are you serious?

433
00:23:50,181 --> 00:23:53,434
Yeah, and I wanted to tell you,
but Cass said Phoebe would.

434
00:23:53,517 --> 00:23:54,935
I'm really sorry.

435
00:23:57,021 --> 00:23:58,022
I need a minute.

436
00:23:58,105 --> 00:23:59,315
Sara, wait.

437
00:24:08,616 --> 00:24:10,618
[dramatic music playing]

438
00:24:29,595 --> 00:24:30,512
[indistinct chatter]

439
00:24:30,596 --> 00:24:31,847
-[Cass] Hey.
-Hi.

440
00:24:31,931 --> 00:24:33,182
How you doing? Good?

441
00:24:33,265 --> 00:24:35,726
Um, nervous.

442
00:24:35,809 --> 00:24:38,354
I think I might have something
that might be able to help with that.

443
00:24:39,605 --> 00:24:41,023
Um, my grandfather gave me this.

444
00:24:41,106 --> 00:24:42,942
It's for luck.

445
00:24:43,025 --> 00:24:45,194
No. [chuckles] I can't take this.

446
00:24:45,277 --> 00:24:46,695
Well, I'm not giving you a choice.

447
00:24:51,909 --> 00:24:52,910
[door closes]

448
00:24:58,082 --> 00:25:01,085
[♪ "Scarlet" by Lush plays]

449
00:25:05,214 --> 00:25:06,757
Hey, you're playing in ten.

450
00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:08,759
Okay. I'll find Sara.

451
00:25:08,842 --> 00:25:10,761
I'll find Sara.
You just--just focus.

452
00:25:15,724 --> 00:25:16,934
[knocking on door]

453
00:25:20,604 --> 00:25:22,564
[dramatic music playing]

454
00:25:22,648 --> 00:25:23,524
[sighs]

455
00:25:23,607 --> 00:25:25,234
[Sara]
How could you not tell me?

456
00:25:25,317 --> 00:25:27,444
I found out right after Patrick's stepdad,

457
00:25:27,528 --> 00:25:30,239
and it didn't seem
like the best time to bring it up.

458
00:25:30,322 --> 00:25:31,782
But I won't be gone that long.

459
00:25:31,865 --> 00:25:34,034
You'll be gone for two months!

460
00:25:34,118 --> 00:25:35,619
Thinking we were gonna spend
the summer together

461
00:25:35,703 --> 00:25:38,122
was the only thing
that got me through this year.

462
00:25:39,790 --> 00:25:41,166
How could you do this?

463
00:25:45,212 --> 00:25:48,215
[♪ "The Last Day of Our Acquaintance"
by Sinead O'Connor plays]

464
00:26:09,236 --> 00:26:10,654
[turn signal clicking]

465
00:26:34,094 --> 00:26:36,096
[♪ "The Last Day of Our Acquaintance"
by Sinead O'Connor continues]

466
00:26:40,059 --> 00:26:41,060
[clears throat]

467
00:26:47,358 --> 00:26:48,359
[sighs]

468
00:26:57,326 --> 00:26:59,328
[indistinct chatter]

469
00:27:04,833 --> 00:27:07,461
Hey, I couldn't find her.

470
00:27:10,756 --> 00:27:13,342
[♪ "The Last Day of Our Acquaintance"
by Sinead O'Connor continues]

471
00:27:15,844 --> 00:27:17,054
Excuse me.

472
00:27:22,101 --> 00:27:24,728
[♪ "The Last Day of Our Acquaintance"
by Sinead O'Connor continues]