1 00:00:04,213 --> 00:00:07,297 (crickets chirping) 2 00:00:07,299 --> 00:00:18,267 (♪♪♪) 3 00:00:18,269 --> 00:00:32,573 (♪♪♪) (fire crackling) 4 00:00:32,575 --> 00:00:34,366 Help! 5 00:00:34,368 --> 00:00:35,951 (siren & horn blaring) 6 00:00:35,953 --> 00:00:37,786 Somebody help me! 7 00:00:37,788 --> 00:00:39,747 Help! Help! 8 00:00:39,749 --> 00:00:45,961 (♪♪♪) (siren & horn blaring) 9 00:00:45,963 --> 00:00:52,843 (siren) 10 00:00:52,845 --> 00:00:55,637 Ahhh!! 11 00:00:55,639 --> 00:00:58,599 Ahhh! Ahhh! 12 00:00:58,601 --> 00:00:59,892 Dr. Sturgeon, what do you want to do? 13 00:00:59,894 --> 00:01:03,062 (monitor beeping) 14 00:01:03,064 --> 00:01:04,563 Jim! 15 00:01:04,565 --> 00:01:06,273 Ahhh! 16 00:01:06,275 --> 00:01:07,608 Grab his left arm! 17 00:01:07,610 --> 00:01:09,943 Prep 600mg Ketamine IM now! 18 00:01:09,945 --> 00:01:11,695 I'm gonna get you to lie down. 19 00:01:11,697 --> 00:01:13,322 Where is that Ketamine?! 20 00:01:14,658 --> 00:01:15,616 (grunting) 21 00:01:15,618 --> 00:01:17,158 Give me the syringe! 22 00:01:17,161 --> 00:01:18,619 Ah! 23 00:01:18,621 --> 00:01:23,082 (moaning) 24 00:01:23,084 --> 00:01:26,335 (♪♪♪) (monitor beeping) 25 00:01:26,337 --> 00:01:29,420 (♪♪♪) 26 00:01:34,053 --> 00:01:36,303 Way to think on your feet, Deb. 27 00:01:36,305 --> 00:01:37,387 Thanks! 28 00:01:37,389 --> 00:01:40,515 The adrenaline, it got to me. 29 00:01:40,518 --> 00:01:43,852 Listen, next time maybe just give me a second. 30 00:01:45,146 --> 00:01:46,896 You froze. 31 00:01:46,899 --> 00:01:50,067 We're here for the patients, Jim, not the other way around. 32 00:01:51,904 --> 00:01:53,402 Yeah. 33 00:01:58,577 --> 00:02:00,619 And I really need you to track down those lab results. 34 00:02:00,621 --> 00:02:02,746 We should have had those an hour ago. Absolutely. 35 00:02:02,748 --> 00:02:05,749 And can you move Mrs. Miller into examination room B? 36 00:02:07,461 --> 00:02:08,335 Mike. 37 00:02:10,714 --> 00:02:13,048 You know, one week left in emergency medicine, 38 00:02:13,050 --> 00:02:14,675 you might want to make a move. 39 00:02:14,677 --> 00:02:16,176 What? 40 00:02:16,178 --> 00:02:17,636 I don't know what you're talking about. 41 00:02:17,638 --> 00:02:23,392 She's really intense, but smart, focused, a lot like you. 42 00:02:23,394 --> 00:02:24,935 No, she is so out of my league. 43 00:02:24,937 --> 00:02:26,853 Yes, she is. 44 00:02:26,856 --> 00:02:29,356 But fortune favors the bold, buddy. 45 00:02:30,609 --> 00:02:31,817 Okay. 46 00:02:33,279 --> 00:02:35,028 Okay, you're good. 47 00:02:37,992 --> 00:02:39,031 Do you want to go grab a coffee? 48 00:02:39,034 --> 00:02:41,577 Oh, I'm still working on this one. 49 00:02:41,579 --> 00:02:43,287 Thanks. 50 00:02:43,289 --> 00:02:44,579 Yeah. 51 00:02:44,582 --> 00:02:48,876 (♪♪♪) 52 00:02:48,878 --> 00:02:50,377 You're welcome. 53 00:02:50,379 --> 00:02:52,045 (sigh) 54 00:02:52,047 --> 00:02:57,843 (♪♪♪) 55 00:02:57,845 --> 00:03:00,637 I can't believe you scrapbook. 56 00:03:00,639 --> 00:03:03,056 You're like a 12-year-old stuck inside the mind 57 00:03:03,058 --> 00:03:04,808 of a medical genius. 58 00:03:04,810 --> 00:03:07,060 You should have to study like the rest of us peons. 59 00:03:07,062 --> 00:03:09,438 I study and I scrapbook. 60 00:03:10,941 --> 00:03:12,816 Oh, let's have a look see. 61 00:03:17,531 --> 00:03:19,907 Well, it's a good looking future, Deb. 62 00:03:19,909 --> 00:03:22,117 It could be a lot of work with just you and the kids. 63 00:03:22,119 --> 00:03:24,620 Might be nice to have a man around. 64 00:03:24,622 --> 00:03:27,372 Well, obviously, I'm gonna need one of those. 65 00:03:30,836 --> 00:03:32,293 Or sperm, anyway. 66 00:03:32,296 --> 00:03:34,671 Whose sperm is the better question. 67 00:03:34,673 --> 00:03:36,465 Right. 68 00:03:36,466 --> 00:03:37,591 What about coffee boy? 69 00:03:37,593 --> 00:03:39,426 Who? 70 00:03:39,428 --> 00:03:41,595 He gave you 600mgs of Ketamine this morning. 71 00:03:41,597 --> 00:03:43,805 The coffee guy was asking me out? 72 00:03:43,807 --> 00:03:45,015 Yes. 73 00:03:45,017 --> 00:03:47,559 Deb, that is what flirting sounds like. 74 00:03:47,561 --> 00:03:52,564 So, his name is Mike, and he is the you of his class. 75 00:03:52,566 --> 00:03:55,359 Top scores, wants to get into cardiology. 76 00:03:57,446 --> 00:03:58,528 Hmm. 77 00:04:02,243 --> 00:04:04,660 Oh yeah, that's a real owie. 78 00:04:04,662 --> 00:04:08,747 But you are brave, just like the superhero, right? 79 00:04:08,749 --> 00:04:12,251 Okay, well we'll get you back to saving the planet in no time. 80 00:04:12,253 --> 00:04:13,252 You trust me, right? 81 00:04:13,254 --> 00:04:14,378 Good. 82 00:04:14,380 --> 00:04:15,504 I'll be right back. 83 00:04:16,798 --> 00:04:17,923 Mike Farrar, right? 84 00:04:17,925 --> 00:04:19,800 Yes, Dr. Green. 85 00:04:19,802 --> 00:04:21,426 What grade of sprain was it? 86 00:04:21,428 --> 00:04:23,804 Uh, it's, it's a grade one right wrist sprain. 87 00:04:23,806 --> 00:04:25,264 And how did you come to your diagnosis? 88 00:04:25,266 --> 00:04:28,684 I observed swelling, bruising, loss of motion and pain, 89 00:04:28,686 --> 00:04:30,894 and I ordered an x-ray, which came back negative, 90 00:04:30,896 --> 00:04:33,480 and so I'm recommending 24 hours of elevation, 91 00:04:33,482 --> 00:04:37,025 ice therapies and anti-inflammatories as needed. 92 00:04:37,027 --> 00:04:38,402 Good! 93 00:04:38,404 --> 00:04:39,820 Thank you. 94 00:04:39,822 --> 00:04:41,571 Yes, by the way. 95 00:04:41,573 --> 00:04:43,740 Yes, yes to what? 96 00:04:43,742 --> 00:04:46,159 I will have that cup of coffee with you. 97 00:04:46,161 --> 00:04:48,036 I mean, call me. 98 00:04:48,038 --> 00:04:54,751 (♪♪♪) 99 00:04:54,753 --> 00:04:56,295 Hey! Hi! 100 00:04:56,297 --> 00:05:03,468 (♪♪♪) 101 00:05:03,470 --> 00:05:05,012 So, I was thinking we would do the long circuit. 102 00:05:05,014 --> 00:05:06,847 It's about six miles, a lot of hills. 103 00:05:06,849 --> 00:05:07,889 You up for it? 104 00:05:07,891 --> 00:05:09,349 Yes. 105 00:05:09,351 --> 00:05:13,478 (♪♪♪) 106 00:05:13,480 --> 00:05:19,651 (heavy breathing) 107 00:05:19,653 --> 00:05:21,862 So, you do track in college, 108 00:05:21,864 --> 00:05:24,031 or you're just really into running? 109 00:05:24,033 --> 00:05:25,949 You're not afraid of a little challenge, right? 110 00:05:25,951 --> 00:05:27,034 Apparently not. 111 00:05:27,036 --> 00:05:30,412 (♪♪♪) 112 00:05:30,414 --> 00:05:33,957 Oh, so...so hard. 113 00:05:33,959 --> 00:05:35,917 How did I do? 114 00:05:35,919 --> 00:05:38,003 Oh! 115 00:05:38,005 --> 00:05:39,421 Best. 116 00:05:39,423 --> 00:05:41,715 Oh, I don't know if I should drink this, or frame it. 117 00:05:43,344 --> 00:05:45,010 I would drink it. Yeah. 118 00:05:45,012 --> 00:05:47,846 So maybe I can pick the next date? 119 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:48,972 Was this a date? 120 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:53,352 (laughs) 121 00:05:53,354 --> 00:05:55,520 You know, a lot of men are not comfortable with strong, 122 00:05:55,522 --> 00:05:56,646 intelligent women. 123 00:05:56,648 --> 00:05:58,982 I'm not a lot of men. 124 00:05:58,984 --> 00:06:01,818 So, where do you see yourself in 10 years, Mike Farrar? 125 00:06:01,820 --> 00:06:05,530 Wow, right into it. 126 00:06:05,532 --> 00:06:06,740 Mm-hmm. 127 00:06:06,742 --> 00:06:10,744 Um, I think just typical post-residency life. 128 00:06:11,872 --> 00:06:16,082 I kind of feel, like, vacations in Paris, skiing in Vail, 129 00:06:16,085 --> 00:06:18,794 silver Porsche in my three car garage. 130 00:06:18,796 --> 00:06:21,338 Yeah, that's nice. 131 00:06:21,340 --> 00:06:25,550 For me, I'm thinking, like, married, kids. 132 00:06:28,097 --> 00:06:32,015 A really nice life. 133 00:06:32,017 --> 00:06:37,145 I know I'd be a great dad, too, so that's, that's too soon, 134 00:06:37,147 --> 00:06:38,438 that is too soon. 135 00:06:44,154 --> 00:06:45,487 You can pick the next date. 136 00:06:47,324 --> 00:06:49,783 So, this was a date. 137 00:06:49,784 --> 00:06:53,161 Yeah, it was a date. 138 00:06:53,163 --> 00:06:55,539 (♪♪♪) 139 00:06:55,541 --> 00:06:57,332 She was a genius. 140 00:06:57,334 --> 00:07:00,335 She was charming and confident. 141 00:07:00,337 --> 00:07:05,632 (♪♪♪) 142 00:07:05,634 --> 00:07:08,051 She's brilliant. 143 00:07:08,053 --> 00:07:10,345 She's just brilliant. 144 00:07:10,347 --> 00:07:15,642 (♪♪♪) 145 00:07:15,644 --> 00:07:21,648 I, I was married to her for 17 years, and I loved her. 146 00:07:21,650 --> 00:07:31,408 (♪♪♪) 147 00:07:31,410 --> 00:07:34,578 Debra: For a long time, my perfect life was all about me. 148 00:07:37,499 --> 00:07:40,250 Until I realized that it was incomplete. 149 00:07:40,252 --> 00:07:42,586 It was missing something. 150 00:07:42,588 --> 00:07:45,922 Or more importantly, it was missing someone. 151 00:07:45,924 --> 00:07:49,551 Dr. Mike Farrar, I know we're going to love each other 152 00:07:49,553 --> 00:07:55,223 forever, because you are my missing piece in my scrapbook 153 00:07:55,225 --> 00:07:57,433 and in my life. 154 00:07:57,436 --> 00:08:02,439 Debra, you captivated me the moment I first looked 155 00:08:02,441 --> 00:08:04,399 into those eyes. 156 00:08:04,401 --> 00:08:06,276 I love you, Deb! 157 00:08:06,278 --> 00:08:07,611 I love you, too! 158 00:08:07,613 --> 00:08:10,238 I do! I do! 159 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:13,408 (♪♪♪) 160 00:08:13,410 --> 00:08:14,910 I now pronounce you man and wife. 161 00:08:14,912 --> 00:08:16,620 (♪♪♪) 162 00:08:16,622 --> 00:08:26,963 (clapping and cheering) 163 00:08:26,965 --> 00:08:41,895 (♪♪♪) 164 00:08:41,897 --> 00:08:49,694 (♪♪♪) 165 00:08:49,696 --> 00:08:51,905 Hi. Hi. 166 00:08:51,907 --> 00:08:54,950 The house looked beautiful today. 167 00:08:54,952 --> 00:08:58,870 Our house, mm-hmm. 168 00:08:58,872 --> 00:09:14,511 (♪♪♪) 169 00:09:14,513 --> 00:09:15,220 (♪♪♪) 170 00:09:15,222 --> 00:09:20,642 (alarm clock buzzing) 171 00:09:20,644 --> 00:09:27,899 (♪♪♪) 172 00:09:27,901 --> 00:09:29,401 Hey mom. Good morning, baby. 173 00:09:29,403 --> 00:09:30,694 Tim, don't forget your game tonight. 174 00:09:30,696 --> 00:09:32,487 I thought you were coming to my recital. 175 00:09:32,489 --> 00:09:33,863 Why would she watch that one when she could see this? 176 00:09:33,865 --> 00:09:35,240 Hey-hey-hey, not in the house! 177 00:09:35,242 --> 00:09:36,491 But nice swing though. 178 00:09:36,493 --> 00:09:39,494 Recital is at 4:00 and the game is at 5:30, 179 00:09:39,496 --> 00:09:40,704 so I'm gonna do both. 180 00:09:40,706 --> 00:09:42,497 Getting after it. 181 00:09:42,499 --> 00:09:44,040 Busy wife, happy life. 182 00:09:44,042 --> 00:09:45,417 Yup. 183 00:09:45,419 --> 00:09:46,876 There you go. There you go. 184 00:09:46,878 --> 00:09:47,919 Good morning. Good morning. 185 00:09:47,921 --> 00:09:49,254 Hi baby. 186 00:09:50,382 --> 00:09:51,423 Now let's see. 187 00:09:52,426 --> 00:09:57,429 You understand you're not under arrest and are freely speaking 188 00:09:57,431 --> 00:09:59,306 with us without a lawyer present. 189 00:09:59,308 --> 00:10:01,933 Are you with the police or the fire department? 190 00:10:03,895 --> 00:10:06,354 The fire department is still at your home. 191 00:10:06,356 --> 00:10:08,023 I'm Detective Rod Smith. 192 00:10:08,025 --> 00:10:10,275 This is Detective Greg Burnetta. 193 00:10:10,277 --> 00:10:13,778 They're very professional people, the firemen. 194 00:10:17,284 --> 00:10:19,534 Ma'am, we'd like to ask you a few questions to help us get 195 00:10:19,536 --> 00:10:22,412 a better understanding of the events that led up 196 00:10:22,414 --> 00:10:24,372 to last night. 197 00:10:24,374 --> 00:10:27,375 We'd like to start with some background regarding 198 00:10:27,377 --> 00:10:30,754 your family and your husband. 199 00:10:30,756 --> 00:10:34,382 (♪♪♪) 200 00:10:34,384 --> 00:10:36,718 Ma'am, do you understand what I'm asking you? 201 00:10:40,891 --> 00:10:43,016 Thank you for the, um, egg whites again. 202 00:10:43,018 --> 00:10:44,893 Yeah, well, I got to get these curves off. 203 00:10:44,895 --> 00:10:46,019 Curves? 204 00:10:46,021 --> 00:10:48,104 You look fantastic. 205 00:10:48,106 --> 00:10:49,689 Keep it up and I'll show you something fantastic. 206 00:10:49,691 --> 00:10:50,649 Ew, mom! 207 00:10:50,651 --> 00:10:52,192 Honey, go get your bag for school. 208 00:10:53,987 --> 00:10:55,320 (sigh) 209 00:10:57,574 --> 00:10:58,907 You stressed, Deb? 210 00:10:58,909 --> 00:11:00,700 Very. 211 00:11:00,702 --> 00:11:01,993 My younger self had something called free time. 212 00:11:01,995 --> 00:11:03,328 I hear that. 213 00:11:03,330 --> 00:11:04,663 You know, I used to think I was the hare 214 00:11:04,665 --> 00:11:06,122 and now I'm the tortoise. 215 00:11:06,124 --> 00:11:07,707 Actually, I'm not even sure I'm in the race anymore. 216 00:11:07,709 --> 00:11:10,001 Yeah, I, I got a busy day, too. 217 00:11:10,003 --> 00:11:11,419 Is Norma here? 218 00:11:11,421 --> 00:11:13,922 No, she called, apparently it's a flat tire this time. 219 00:11:13,924 --> 00:11:15,840 Do you mind waiting, I got to go? 220 00:11:15,842 --> 00:11:17,967 No, but no. 221 00:11:20,597 --> 00:11:22,847 Norma, the laundry's down here! 222 00:11:22,849 --> 00:11:24,265 Be sure when you pick up the kids you bring 223 00:11:24,267 --> 00:11:25,433 Kelly's permission slip. 224 00:11:25,435 --> 00:11:26,976 Ow! 225 00:11:26,978 --> 00:11:28,728 Oh, dang it. 226 00:11:28,730 --> 00:11:32,899 (♪♪♪) 227 00:11:32,901 --> 00:11:34,317 Patient has a history of recurrent infections, 228 00:11:34,319 --> 00:11:36,945 that include cellulitis, pneumonias and upper respiratory 229 00:11:36,947 --> 00:11:38,446 tract infections. 230 00:11:38,448 --> 00:11:39,823 Sorry everyone. 231 00:11:41,451 --> 00:11:43,702 He's been treated intermittently with methotrexate. 232 00:11:43,704 --> 00:11:47,288 On physical exam, patient is found to be febrile at 102°. 233 00:11:47,290 --> 00:11:49,290 Does he show signs of a past splenomegaly? 234 00:11:49,292 --> 00:11:50,959 Deb, you just arrived. 235 00:11:50,961 --> 00:11:52,335 Actually, he does. 236 00:11:52,337 --> 00:11:53,837 Oh, have you tried prednisone? 237 00:11:53,839 --> 00:11:56,339 No, not yet. 238 00:11:57,300 --> 00:11:58,591 Oh. 239 00:11:59,594 --> 00:12:00,885 Let's adjourn for now. 240 00:12:00,887 --> 00:12:02,053 I'll see you all next Monday. 241 00:12:08,103 --> 00:12:09,269 I'm sorry, my nanny was late, 242 00:12:09,271 --> 00:12:10,645 and so I couldn't leave my kids until... 243 00:12:10,647 --> 00:12:13,648 Debra, it's okay. 244 00:12:13,650 --> 00:12:16,276 Well, while we're here, I was wondering, um, 245 00:12:16,278 --> 00:12:19,237 has the practice given any thought to my? 246 00:12:19,239 --> 00:12:21,656 You still haven't passed your latest boards. 247 00:12:21,658 --> 00:12:23,324 I know, I will. 248 00:12:23,326 --> 00:12:24,659 Little behind. 249 00:12:24,661 --> 00:12:26,828 Yeah, we've noticed. 250 00:12:26,830 --> 00:12:29,622 I'm sorry, we're just not ready to offer you full partnership 251 00:12:29,624 --> 00:12:31,082 in the group. 252 00:12:31,084 --> 00:12:34,294 Okay, I just assumed after the trial period I would... 253 00:12:34,296 --> 00:12:36,296 Deb, you are a smart doctor clearly, 254 00:12:36,298 --> 00:12:38,506 but you're behind in cases. 255 00:12:38,508 --> 00:12:40,717 You're consistently late. 256 00:12:40,719 --> 00:12:43,678 Your bedside manner leaves a lot to be desired. 257 00:12:43,680 --> 00:12:48,099 There's more to this job than, than natural intellect. 258 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:50,643 Do you understand? 259 00:12:52,147 --> 00:12:53,605 Yeah. 260 00:12:53,607 --> 00:13:05,617 (♪♪♪) 261 00:13:07,496 --> 00:13:09,579 You want me to take a look at that? 262 00:13:09,581 --> 00:13:11,706 I can evaluate my own wrist, Jim. 263 00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:13,333 Yes. 264 00:13:13,335 --> 00:13:15,627 But you can't prescribe yourself anything for the pain. 265 00:13:18,715 --> 00:13:19,839 Bend it forward. 266 00:13:19,841 --> 00:13:21,591 Mm. 267 00:13:21,593 --> 00:13:23,384 Back. 268 00:13:23,386 --> 00:13:24,844 Mmm. 269 00:13:26,681 --> 00:13:29,307 It doesn't appear to be broken. 270 00:13:29,309 --> 00:13:30,225 How long has it been swollen? 271 00:13:30,227 --> 00:13:31,893 Six hours. 272 00:13:31,895 --> 00:13:34,521 No, I'm fine, seriously. 273 00:13:34,523 --> 00:13:36,689 Of course you are. 274 00:13:36,691 --> 00:13:40,568 But if it flares up again, you may appreciate this. 275 00:13:40,570 --> 00:13:42,737 It's a weeks' worth just in case. 276 00:13:42,739 --> 00:13:44,781 Thank you. 277 00:13:44,783 --> 00:13:45,949 You're welcome. 278 00:13:54,292 --> 00:13:56,334 Mike, can I get a sec? 279 00:13:56,336 --> 00:13:58,545 For you, Joe, I got a whole minute. 280 00:13:58,547 --> 00:14:01,089 I want you at the conference in Baltimore. 281 00:14:01,091 --> 00:14:02,590 You're kidding. 282 00:14:02,592 --> 00:14:04,759 Mm-hmm, you've been doing great work, and the truth is, 283 00:14:04,761 --> 00:14:07,303 I'd like to be stamping my time cards full time at 284 00:14:07,305 --> 00:14:08,972 the country club pretty soon. 285 00:14:08,974 --> 00:14:11,933 So, I want you to start stepping up on things like this. 286 00:14:11,935 --> 00:14:13,768 You good with that? 287 00:14:13,770 --> 00:14:16,980 Yes, sir, I'm your man. 288 00:14:18,233 --> 00:14:19,607 Good. 289 00:14:19,609 --> 00:14:31,327 (♪♪♪) 290 00:14:35,292 --> 00:14:36,540 Tim: Mom, what's for dinner? 291 00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:38,543 I'm starving. I could die! 292 00:14:38,545 --> 00:14:39,794 Spaghetti and meatballs. 293 00:14:39,796 --> 00:14:42,338 But, homework first. 294 00:14:43,967 --> 00:14:45,592 (sigh) 295 00:14:47,012 --> 00:14:49,512 (water running) 296 00:14:55,687 --> 00:15:10,658 (♪♪♪) 297 00:15:10,660 --> 00:15:30,678 (♪♪♪) 298 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:33,556 (♪♪♪) 299 00:15:33,558 --> 00:15:35,516 (school bell ringing) 300 00:15:35,518 --> 00:15:38,853 (♪♪♪) 301 00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:40,146 Hey, Alexa. 302 00:15:40,148 --> 00:15:41,689 Jenny, you were amazing at recital last week. 303 00:15:41,691 --> 00:15:43,441 Congratulations, young lady. 304 00:15:44,694 --> 00:15:46,319 Hi Michelle, see you at mom's lunch. 305 00:15:46,321 --> 00:15:47,737 See you there. Yeah. 306 00:15:47,739 --> 00:15:48,529 Hey mom. 307 00:15:48,531 --> 00:15:50,365 Hi guys. How was it? 308 00:15:50,367 --> 00:15:52,033 Good. Good. 309 00:15:52,035 --> 00:15:53,117 Want to grab a snack? 310 00:15:53,119 --> 00:15:53,701 Yeah. Yeah. 311 00:15:53,703 --> 00:15:55,328 Alright. 312 00:15:55,330 --> 00:15:56,663 Tim: That soundslike a great idea. 313 00:15:56,665 --> 00:16:01,668 (♪♪♪) 314 00:16:01,670 --> 00:16:02,835 Maybe we can stop on our way home. 315 00:16:02,837 --> 00:16:04,212 Great! 316 00:16:05,173 --> 00:16:06,464 Dad, where's Baltimore? 317 00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:08,299 Mm, Baltimore's in Maryland. 318 00:16:08,301 --> 00:16:11,511 It's the home of Johns Hopkins, a prestigious teaching hospital. 319 00:16:11,513 --> 00:16:14,097 So, how long are you gonna be gone? 320 00:16:14,099 --> 00:16:15,515 It's three days. 321 00:16:15,517 --> 00:16:16,724 You, you'll be good, yeah? 322 00:16:16,726 --> 00:16:18,059 Ah, yeah, sure. 323 00:16:18,061 --> 00:16:19,644 And why do you have to go? 324 00:16:19,646 --> 00:16:22,021 I have to go because Dr. Barry is sending me in his place 325 00:16:22,023 --> 00:16:25,525 because he is thinking of retiring soon, 326 00:16:25,527 --> 00:16:28,528 and is grooming me to be the next head of cardiology. 327 00:16:28,530 --> 00:16:31,197 So, sport, I got to make the time. 328 00:16:31,199 --> 00:16:34,534 Wow! Mike, is that for real? 329 00:16:34,536 --> 00:16:35,702 Yeah. 330 00:16:35,704 --> 00:16:37,328 Honey, that's great. 331 00:16:37,330 --> 00:16:39,414 Dad, that is, like, so cool. Yeah. 332 00:16:39,415 --> 00:16:40,373 You're gonna be the boss. 333 00:16:40,375 --> 00:16:42,165 Yeah. 334 00:16:42,168 --> 00:16:44,460 Can we buy a Porsche? Maybe, maybe when your mother makes partner. 335 00:16:46,339 --> 00:16:47,964 I'm gonna go find the camera. 336 00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:51,300 Okay, this is exciting, but enough about me. 337 00:16:51,302 --> 00:16:53,052 I want to hear about your days. 338 00:16:53,054 --> 00:16:54,595 Tim, why don't you start? 339 00:16:54,597 --> 00:16:57,932 Well, we had a pop quiz in math, which I aced, obviously. 340 00:16:57,934 --> 00:17:01,561 You know, Mrs. Winter said if I keep going like this, 341 00:17:01,563 --> 00:17:03,187 I could qualify for algebra two. 342 00:17:03,189 --> 00:17:04,605 Excellent, nice work. 343 00:17:04,607 --> 00:17:05,897 How about you? 344 00:17:05,900 --> 00:17:06,898 Nothing that interesting. 345 00:17:06,901 --> 00:17:07,692 I lost my ring today. 346 00:17:07,694 --> 00:17:10,278 Okay, everybody. Okay. 347 00:17:10,280 --> 00:17:12,488 Smile, big cheese. 348 00:17:12,490 --> 00:17:14,365 Cheese. Cheese. 349 00:17:14,367 --> 00:17:17,410 I can't believe it's all finally happening for us. 350 00:17:17,412 --> 00:17:19,328 We should celebrate. 351 00:17:19,329 --> 00:17:20,872 Maybe go on a vacation. 352 00:17:20,874 --> 00:17:22,665 Where do you want to go? 353 00:17:22,666 --> 00:17:24,500 I was thinking Japan, because Kelly's taking those Japanese 354 00:17:24,502 --> 00:17:26,127 lessons, so it'd be a really great way for her to have 355 00:17:26,128 --> 00:17:27,587 an immersion experience. 356 00:17:27,589 --> 00:17:31,132 Mike, I'm happy for you, I really am. 357 00:17:34,137 --> 00:17:35,219 What happened to your wrist, Deb? 358 00:17:35,221 --> 00:17:36,304 It's all swollen. 359 00:17:36,306 --> 00:17:37,930 Oh, I slipped a few days ago. 360 00:17:37,932 --> 00:17:40,016 It's nothing, stupid really. 361 00:17:40,018 --> 00:17:42,643 A few days ago, why didn't you say anything? 362 00:17:42,645 --> 00:17:45,605 I didn't want to ruin your big day. 363 00:17:45,607 --> 00:17:51,194 Oh, I, um, I can give you some ibuprofen here. 364 00:17:55,450 --> 00:17:57,742 Yeah, see if that helps. 365 00:17:57,744 --> 00:17:59,327 Thanks hon. 366 00:17:59,329 --> 00:18:02,205 (♪♪♪) 367 00:18:02,207 --> 00:18:04,957 I mean don't get me wrong, I love my kids intensely, 368 00:18:04,959 --> 00:18:06,667 with all my heart. 369 00:18:06,669 --> 00:18:10,254 I just, I don't know, when I'm at work, 370 00:18:10,256 --> 00:18:13,716 sometimes I feel like the world is just a little out of reach. 371 00:18:15,386 --> 00:18:17,345 You should have seen me when I was younger. 372 00:18:17,347 --> 00:18:18,930 I had so much potential. 373 00:18:18,932 --> 00:18:22,266 I had such lofty dreams. 374 00:18:22,268 --> 00:18:26,354 (♪♪♪) 375 00:18:26,356 --> 00:18:28,231 Oh, hi Dr. Green. Hi. 376 00:18:28,233 --> 00:18:29,732 I'm glad I caught you. 377 00:18:29,734 --> 00:18:32,360 I didn't get that prescription for room 22B before you left. 378 00:18:32,362 --> 00:18:33,778 Oh yeah, right. 379 00:18:34,948 --> 00:18:36,531 It's 22B? 380 00:18:36,533 --> 00:18:38,991 Yes. Okay. 381 00:18:40,036 --> 00:18:41,786 Thank you. 382 00:18:41,788 --> 00:18:42,912 Can you not read that? 383 00:18:42,914 --> 00:18:45,998 Sixty grams Tylox every six hours. 384 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:46,999 Go! 385 00:18:48,545 --> 00:18:50,586 Were you under the influence of either drugs or alcohol 386 00:18:50,588 --> 00:18:51,879 this past evening? 387 00:18:51,881 --> 00:18:53,881 (♪♪♪) 388 00:18:53,883 --> 00:18:54,841 (siren) 389 00:18:54,843 --> 00:18:59,262 (shrieking) 390 00:18:59,264 --> 00:19:00,555 Dr. Green. 391 00:19:00,557 --> 00:19:04,725 (♪♪♪) 392 00:19:04,727 --> 00:19:07,436 I had a glass of wine after dinner. 393 00:19:08,773 --> 00:19:10,314 What time? 394 00:19:12,652 --> 00:19:18,823 Uh, 10:00, 10:30. 395 00:19:18,825 --> 00:19:21,784 Is that normal for you? 396 00:19:23,246 --> 00:19:25,580 Deb had a history of addiction. 397 00:19:29,252 --> 00:19:30,835 It was never just one. 398 00:19:33,298 --> 00:19:35,756 We all have our demons. 399 00:19:35,758 --> 00:19:37,967 I've had mine. 400 00:19:37,969 --> 00:19:40,928 But that's behind me now. 401 00:19:42,932 --> 00:19:44,807 I have another question for you. 402 00:19:48,271 --> 00:19:50,229 Did you start this fire? 403 00:19:50,231 --> 00:19:56,652 (♪♪♪) 404 00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:02,742 Yo 405 00:20:02,744 --> 00:20:04,869 Handsome boys, too. 406 00:20:04,871 --> 00:20:08,539 So, I know how tough it can be juggling a, 407 00:20:08,541 --> 00:20:11,876 a strenuous job with a, an active home life. 408 00:20:11,878 --> 00:20:16,672 I was thinking about how we could improve your situation. 409 00:20:16,674 --> 00:20:20,468 I mean there are alternatives to working in the hospital. 410 00:20:20,470 --> 00:20:23,095 You could handle peer review from home, 411 00:20:23,097 --> 00:20:25,556 and there's also Medicaid processing, 412 00:20:25,558 --> 00:20:28,476 and it would mean more time with your family. 413 00:20:30,772 --> 00:20:34,398 Uh, well, I would have to consider that. 414 00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:35,983 Well great! 415 00:20:35,985 --> 00:20:37,902 It's settled then. 416 00:20:39,948 --> 00:20:41,489 Okay. 417 00:20:41,491 --> 00:20:45,576 (♪♪♪) 418 00:20:45,578 --> 00:20:46,661 Oh, here, let me. 419 00:20:46,663 --> 00:20:47,912 I got it, I have it. 420 00:20:49,457 --> 00:20:50,957 I'm good. 421 00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:59,674 (♪♪♪) 422 00:20:59,676 --> 00:21:00,758 Almost done here. 423 00:21:00,760 --> 00:21:02,093 Doctor. 424 00:21:02,095 --> 00:21:04,470 Pam, how are we feeling today? 425 00:21:04,472 --> 00:21:05,763 Actually, I'm in a lot of pain. 426 00:21:05,765 --> 00:21:07,598 Is there anything you can do? 427 00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:09,308 Yes, of course. 428 00:21:09,310 --> 00:21:10,643 Here's what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna write you a prescription 429 00:21:10,645 --> 00:21:13,479 for Dilaudid, and you will take one every 12 hours 430 00:21:13,481 --> 00:21:15,481 with food, okay. 431 00:21:15,483 --> 00:21:16,774 Want me to run that to the pharmacy for you? 432 00:21:16,776 --> 00:21:18,818 No, thank you, I can read my own writing. 433 00:21:20,905 --> 00:21:23,489 I'll take care of that right now, okay. 434 00:21:24,909 --> 00:21:26,367 I'm home! 435 00:21:26,369 --> 00:21:27,618 Tim: Mom, what's for dinner? 436 00:21:27,620 --> 00:21:29,495 Kelly: Mom, Tim took my pencils. 437 00:21:29,497 --> 00:21:31,539 Tim: Did not, she's lying. 438 00:21:31,541 --> 00:21:32,915 Kelly: Ow, stop it! 439 00:21:32,917 --> 00:21:34,041 Give them back! 440 00:21:34,043 --> 00:21:35,459 Tim, did you take my violin? 441 00:21:35,461 --> 00:21:37,545 Tim: No, why would I take your violin? 442 00:21:37,547 --> 00:21:39,380 Kelly: I don't know, you took my stickers last week. 443 00:21:39,382 --> 00:21:40,673 Tim: No, I didn't. 444 00:21:40,675 --> 00:21:42,300 Kelly: Then why were they missing? 445 00:21:42,302 --> 00:21:44,802 Tim: I don't know, ask Mom, maybe she was scraping again. 446 00:21:44,804 --> 00:21:46,637 Kelly: Why would mom want... 447 00:21:46,639 --> 00:21:56,564 (♪♪♪) (Tim and Kelly continue arguing) 448 00:21:56,566 --> 00:21:57,606 How was work today? 449 00:21:57,608 --> 00:21:59,692 It was great, thank you for asking. 450 00:21:59,694 --> 00:22:01,694 Okay, so, how was everybody else's day? 451 00:22:01,696 --> 00:22:02,903 Kelly, you start tonight. 452 00:22:02,905 --> 00:22:05,489 Well, dad, Maryanne sat next to me today, 453 00:22:05,491 --> 00:22:08,326 and Robby, that's my friend from after school study, 454 00:22:08,328 --> 00:22:09,744 he tried to pass her a note. 455 00:22:09,746 --> 00:22:11,329 (clink) 456 00:22:11,331 --> 00:22:12,705 Oopsies. 457 00:22:13,916 --> 00:22:14,874 You okay, hon? 458 00:22:14,876 --> 00:22:16,792 Mm-hmm, I'm fricking great! 459 00:22:17,712 --> 00:22:18,919 Well, he tried to pass her a note, 460 00:22:18,921 --> 00:22:20,880 but then I told him that she wasn't interested. 461 00:22:20,882 --> 00:22:23,049 So, she told you that? 462 00:22:23,051 --> 00:22:25,634 Yeah, she told me before that she wasn't interested in him, 463 00:22:25,636 --> 00:22:27,136 that she thought he was weird. 464 00:22:28,014 --> 00:22:29,347 Mike! 465 00:22:29,349 --> 00:22:30,765 Oh, what's up, Joe? 466 00:22:30,767 --> 00:22:32,516 Is everything okay with Deb? 467 00:22:32,518 --> 00:22:34,060 Why do you ask? 468 00:22:34,062 --> 00:22:36,562 It's a little sensitive. 469 00:22:38,941 --> 00:22:40,858 You can just spit it out, Joe. 470 00:22:40,860 --> 00:22:44,904 Some colleagues have noticed that she's been acting off, 471 00:22:44,906 --> 00:22:48,991 slurring her words, illegible handwriting. 472 00:22:48,993 --> 00:22:52,453 Is everything okay with Deb? 473 00:22:52,455 --> 00:22:55,122 Deb is a perfectionist. 474 00:22:55,124 --> 00:22:58,417 She's too much of a control freak. 475 00:22:58,419 --> 00:23:00,628 For, for what? 476 00:23:00,630 --> 00:23:02,546 Drugs? 477 00:23:06,052 --> 00:23:07,510 Thanks for asking though. 478 00:23:15,895 --> 00:23:18,437 (door slams) 479 00:23:18,439 --> 00:23:22,817 (footsteps) 480 00:23:22,819 --> 00:23:25,069 Deb? 481 00:23:25,071 --> 00:23:26,946 Hello? 482 00:23:26,948 --> 00:23:41,919 (♪♪♪) 483 00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:52,596 (♪♪♪) 484 00:23:52,598 --> 00:23:53,806 What are you doing?! 485 00:23:58,104 --> 00:24:00,896 Are you on drugs, Deb? 486 00:24:00,898 --> 00:24:02,440 What? 487 00:24:02,442 --> 00:24:03,732 Some of the doctors at the hospital think that you've 488 00:24:03,734 --> 00:24:05,443 been coming into work high. 489 00:24:05,445 --> 00:24:06,777 And you believe them? 490 00:24:06,779 --> 00:24:09,447 You're going through my things, Mike. 491 00:24:09,449 --> 00:24:10,781 I defended you, Deb. 492 00:24:10,783 --> 00:24:12,908 I'm, I'm only thinking about your career. 493 00:24:12,910 --> 00:24:15,995 Oh, since when have you ever been thinking about my career? 494 00:24:15,997 --> 00:24:18,622 Deb, we want the same things. 495 00:24:18,624 --> 00:24:22,793 Your scrapbook with the successful job and the big house 496 00:24:22,795 --> 00:24:24,628 and the nice family. 497 00:24:24,630 --> 00:24:26,755 We're so close to that. 498 00:24:26,757 --> 00:24:29,008 No, you are so close! 499 00:24:29,010 --> 00:24:32,428 I'm the one who has to manage things on the home front. 500 00:24:32,430 --> 00:24:34,638 I am the one who is in charge of the nanny. 501 00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:36,765 I'm the one who picks up people at school, at recital, 502 00:24:36,767 --> 00:24:38,100 at baseball practice. 503 00:24:38,102 --> 00:24:39,602 I do the homework. 504 00:24:39,604 --> 00:24:43,022 I...you know, I, I am happy for you Mike, I am, 505 00:24:43,024 --> 00:24:46,942 and I want you to be successful, but I want that for me, too. 506 00:24:46,944 --> 00:24:49,528 But if I have it, we have it. 507 00:24:49,530 --> 00:24:51,655 Deb, I think... 508 00:24:51,657 --> 00:24:52,781 Oh, come, don't even. 509 00:24:52,783 --> 00:24:53,908 ...just a misunder- 510 00:24:53,910 --> 00:24:55,493 No, no, no, I just, 511 00:24:55,495 --> 00:24:56,660 I don't want to talk about this. 512 00:24:56,662 --> 00:24:58,454 Deb, I... 513 00:24:58,456 --> 00:25:06,045 (♪♪♪) 514 00:25:06,047 --> 00:25:07,671 Deb, look, I think... 515 00:25:07,673 --> 00:25:09,340 You know, I really don't want to talk about this right now. 516 00:25:09,342 --> 00:25:11,383 ...I know, but I need you to know I'm sorry. You know what? 517 00:25:11,385 --> 00:25:13,052 The school fundraiser is tonight, and I, for one, 518 00:25:13,054 --> 00:25:14,553 am going to enjoy it. 519 00:25:20,603 --> 00:25:22,520 And Janet and Kelly were fantastic together 520 00:25:22,522 --> 00:25:24,021 in recital last week. 521 00:25:24,023 --> 00:25:25,689 I taped it, and I think you and Mark should come over 522 00:25:25,691 --> 00:25:27,483 and watch it, and we can have dinner together. 523 00:25:27,485 --> 00:25:29,485 I'm glad I got them started early. 524 00:25:29,487 --> 00:25:31,529 I think she started playing when she was around eight. 525 00:25:34,784 --> 00:25:36,492 You know how it is, right? 526 00:25:37,370 --> 00:25:39,411 Is that Tim going on the Peru trip? 527 00:25:39,413 --> 00:25:40,996 Pardon me? 528 00:25:40,998 --> 00:25:44,458 This table is to raise money for the science class trip to Peru. 529 00:25:44,460 --> 00:25:46,377 Jordan is just obsessed with going. 530 00:25:46,379 --> 00:25:48,045 Yes, yes, yes, so is Tim. 531 00:25:48,047 --> 00:25:49,588 I'm Celeste, Jordan's mom. 532 00:25:49,590 --> 00:25:51,382 Michael Farrar. 533 00:25:51,384 --> 00:25:54,385 I fully recognize you from? 534 00:25:54,387 --> 00:25:55,803 We both work at KC Memorial. 535 00:25:55,805 --> 00:25:57,638 I'm a psychiatrist there, and my husband, John, 536 00:25:57,640 --> 00:25:59,056 is an anesthesiologist. 537 00:25:59,058 --> 00:26:01,433 Dr. John Walker. Yeah. 538 00:26:01,435 --> 00:26:03,018 Is, is John here tonight? 539 00:26:03,020 --> 00:26:06,063 No, no, John doesn't make it to much of the school stuff. 540 00:26:06,065 --> 00:26:10,568 Ah. So, here I am, no date for the school dance. 541 00:26:12,321 --> 00:26:15,990 Well, well you seem, uh, I guess you must have a very 542 00:26:15,992 --> 00:26:18,409 good balance of your work and home life then? 543 00:26:18,411 --> 00:26:20,744 I think it looks easier from a distance. 544 00:26:20,746 --> 00:26:23,497 Yes, yes, I hear that. 545 00:26:23,499 --> 00:26:24,999 We struggle with that here and there. 546 00:26:25,001 --> 00:26:28,919 You know, everyone struggles. 547 00:26:28,921 --> 00:26:31,755 I'm sure that you've heard people talking about John. 548 00:26:31,757 --> 00:26:34,049 No, people, I haven't. 549 00:26:34,051 --> 00:26:37,761 It's okay, there's a stigma around mental health. 550 00:26:37,763 --> 00:26:41,098 Okay, I have heard that John took a little bit of time off 551 00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:42,766 for depression. 552 00:26:42,768 --> 00:26:45,477 Well, that's true. 553 00:26:45,479 --> 00:26:47,771 You know, we all go through rough patches, 554 00:26:47,773 --> 00:26:50,524 and we just have to look for strength from those that we love 555 00:26:50,526 --> 00:26:51,859 to help us through it. 556 00:26:56,449 --> 00:26:59,491 You know, I don't need an at home cheese tasting, 557 00:26:59,493 --> 00:27:02,620 but I should probably make a bid on this. 558 00:27:02,622 --> 00:27:04,538 Who doesn't need an at home cheese tasting? 559 00:27:04,540 --> 00:27:06,915 Let's take a look. Maybe I do need one, just hadn't thought of it yet. 560 00:27:06,917 --> 00:27:08,167 (Mike laughs) 561 00:27:08,169 --> 00:27:12,713 (♪♪♪) 562 00:27:12,715 --> 00:27:14,465 So, Deb, can we finally talk for a sec? 563 00:27:14,467 --> 00:27:15,966 Sure. 564 00:27:15,968 --> 00:27:17,801 I've really thought about what you said, 565 00:27:17,803 --> 00:27:20,471 and I want to help with your family workload. 566 00:27:20,473 --> 00:27:22,431 Well that's very nice, thank you. 567 00:27:22,433 --> 00:27:24,433 Yeah, I was talking to Celeste Walker tonight, 568 00:27:24,435 --> 00:27:27,144 that's Jordan's mom, her and John work at the hospital. 569 00:27:27,146 --> 00:27:29,813 John has some issues, so he's parttime. 570 00:27:29,815 --> 00:27:31,273 Okay. 571 00:27:31,275 --> 00:27:32,691 Well, she's got some really great ideas about work 572 00:27:32,693 --> 00:27:34,735 and home life balance. 573 00:27:34,737 --> 00:27:36,862 Her and Jordan are even going on this trip to Peru. 574 00:27:36,864 --> 00:27:38,614 How nice for them. 575 00:27:38,616 --> 00:27:39,948 Yeah, and she's really got it together, 576 00:27:39,950 --> 00:27:42,618 and she's got these tips she gave me about good home 577 00:27:42,620 --> 00:27:44,995 workouts, and there's a salon she goes to, 578 00:27:44,997 --> 00:27:47,956 it's right near the hospital, so you could go there. 579 00:27:47,958 --> 00:27:52,127 If you want a haircut so badly, you should go. 580 00:27:58,636 --> 00:27:59,802 (door slams) 581 00:27:59,804 --> 00:28:10,979 (♪♪♪) 582 00:28:10,981 --> 00:28:12,981 Deb, what are you doing? 583 00:28:12,983 --> 00:28:15,693 You don't like how I look, I won't bother. 584 00:28:15,695 --> 00:28:21,740 (♪♪♪) 585 00:28:25,579 --> 00:28:27,496 Jordan is ecstatic about Peru. 586 00:28:27,498 --> 00:28:28,997 You guys are coming, right? 587 00:28:30,167 --> 00:28:32,418 It's not really the right time. 588 00:28:33,629 --> 00:28:35,879 Is John going? 589 00:28:35,881 --> 00:28:38,507 Things are not, not great. 590 00:28:38,509 --> 00:28:41,468 Now, I know medically that depression is a disease, 591 00:28:41,470 --> 00:28:43,887 but how am I supposed to feel like a good wife when 592 00:28:43,889 --> 00:28:48,767 he's so unhappy he thinks about killing himself? 593 00:28:52,398 --> 00:28:55,482 Sorry, that's, that's too much. 594 00:28:55,484 --> 00:28:57,025 No. 595 00:28:57,027 --> 00:28:59,778 I get it. 596 00:28:59,780 --> 00:29:06,827 I used to be so entranced by Deb's intensity. 597 00:29:06,829 --> 00:29:09,413 It's just different now. 598 00:29:09,415 --> 00:29:14,418 It's anger and tears one moment, 599 00:29:14,420 --> 00:29:17,504 and then it's insomnia and anxiety the next. 600 00:29:20,301 --> 00:29:22,593 I don't know. 601 00:29:22,595 --> 00:29:25,763 I do this for a living, and it's more common than you think, 602 00:29:25,765 --> 00:29:29,975 especially in our profession, in people with high IQs. 603 00:29:29,977 --> 00:29:32,561 What do you think Deb has? 604 00:29:32,563 --> 00:29:35,647 Well, has she ever talked about being bipolar? 605 00:29:37,735 --> 00:29:40,444 I, I don't know her well enough to make a real diagnosis, 606 00:29:40,446 --> 00:29:44,448 but maybe she should see a professional. 607 00:29:44,450 --> 00:29:46,950 You could go together. 608 00:29:46,952 --> 00:29:49,453 Maybe. 609 00:29:49,455 --> 00:29:54,333 Just know that I'm there for you, if you need me. 610 00:29:59,590 --> 00:30:02,633 Celeste, she's a whore. 611 00:30:02,635 --> 00:30:04,551 What else do you need to know? 612 00:30:05,888 --> 00:30:11,809 And where were you at approximately 10:30 last night? 613 00:30:11,811 --> 00:30:14,520 I was in the hospital. 614 00:30:14,522 --> 00:30:16,355 Were you with anyone? 615 00:30:16,357 --> 00:30:19,066 Dr. Celeste Walker. 616 00:30:23,113 --> 00:30:25,113 She's a friend. 617 00:30:25,115 --> 00:30:26,657 A friend? 618 00:30:26,659 --> 00:30:29,493 Why don't you tell us a little bit more about your friend, 619 00:30:29,495 --> 00:30:30,994 Dr. Walker? 620 00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:39,461 She helped me realize something that had been true inside me 621 00:30:39,463 --> 00:30:41,672 for a very long time. 622 00:30:41,674 --> 00:30:43,841 What's that? 623 00:30:43,843 --> 00:30:46,885 That I wasn't in love with my wife. 624 00:30:49,974 --> 00:30:51,557 Who is she? 625 00:30:51,559 --> 00:30:54,268 She is the hospital's legal counsel. 626 00:30:54,270 --> 00:30:55,727 And why is she here? 627 00:30:55,729 --> 00:30:58,981 We're suspending your hospital privileges indefinitely. 628 00:30:58,983 --> 00:31:00,816 Effective next week, you'll no longer be able 629 00:31:00,818 --> 00:31:02,526 to practice medicine here. 630 00:31:02,528 --> 00:31:04,486 But I'm a good doctor. 631 00:31:04,488 --> 00:31:06,029 But you still haven't passed your boards. 632 00:31:06,031 --> 00:31:08,824 I haven't had time. 633 00:31:08,826 --> 00:31:10,534 The hospital won't extend your privileges any longer 634 00:31:10,536 --> 00:31:12,369 until you pass. 635 00:31:14,331 --> 00:31:15,622 Good luck, Deb. 636 00:31:31,056 --> 00:31:40,439 (♪♪♪) 637 00:31:40,441 --> 00:31:41,565 Deb? 638 00:31:41,567 --> 00:31:43,066 Yeah. 639 00:31:43,068 --> 00:31:44,735 Everything okay? 640 00:31:44,737 --> 00:31:46,862 Yeah, I'm just getting something for a patient. 641 00:31:46,864 --> 00:31:48,864 Okay. 642 00:31:48,866 --> 00:31:56,121 (♪♪♪) 643 00:31:56,123 --> 00:32:00,959 (♪♪♪) (sobbing) 644 00:32:17,561 --> 00:32:30,739 (♪♪♪) 645 00:32:30,741 --> 00:32:36,286 (♪♪♪) (ripping) 646 00:32:36,288 --> 00:32:42,584 (♪♪♪) 647 00:32:42,586 --> 00:32:44,211 I knew she was troubled. 648 00:32:44,213 --> 00:32:46,588 Troubled? 649 00:32:46,590 --> 00:32:51,093 It was mood swings, anxiety, depression. 650 00:32:53,681 --> 00:32:59,101 But I also looked the other way 'cause she was a good mother, 651 00:32:59,103 --> 00:33:00,936 I knew that, I knew that. 652 00:33:05,484 --> 00:33:07,150 I thought I did. 653 00:33:07,152 --> 00:33:13,824 (♪♪♪) 654 00:33:13,826 --> 00:33:17,869 I'm not perfect, but I can tell you one thing, 655 00:33:17,871 --> 00:33:22,040 I loved my children, I loved them so much, 656 00:33:22,042 --> 00:33:24,710 and I'm a good mother. 657 00:33:24,712 --> 00:33:29,047 Everything I have done in my entire life ever 658 00:33:29,049 --> 00:33:31,008 was for those kids. 659 00:33:36,515 --> 00:33:40,684 Mom, I, I don't get this cosine function, can you help? Yeah. 660 00:33:40,686 --> 00:33:43,145 It's the link of the adjacent side divided by the length 661 00:33:43,147 --> 00:33:44,855 of the hypotonus. 662 00:33:44,857 --> 00:33:46,690 Do you know where the Pythagorean Theorem originated? 663 00:33:46,692 --> 00:33:50,027 The Pythagoras of Samos, born 570 BC. 664 00:33:50,029 --> 00:33:52,070 It was actually known for another theorem 665 00:33:52,072 --> 00:33:53,071 that he originally... 666 00:33:53,073 --> 00:33:55,824 Mom, mom, I, I think I got it. 667 00:33:55,826 --> 00:33:59,161 Hon, can I get a ride in with you this morning? 668 00:33:59,163 --> 00:34:00,579 Yeah, sure. 669 00:34:00,581 --> 00:34:01,580 Oh, thank you so much. 670 00:34:02,499 --> 00:34:03,957 (car doors slamming) 671 00:34:07,671 --> 00:34:08,920 Oh, forgot my purse. 672 00:34:08,922 --> 00:34:10,047 Oh, I'll get it for you. 673 00:34:10,049 --> 00:34:11,882 No, I got it. I'll see you inside. 674 00:34:11,884 --> 00:34:13,592 Okay, see you inside. 675 00:34:18,056 --> 00:34:33,070 (♪♪♪) 676 00:34:33,072 --> 00:34:53,047 (♪♪♪) 677 00:34:53,050 --> 00:34:56,134 (♪♪♪) 678 00:34:56,136 --> 00:34:57,094 I'm sorry, Mr. Sudermann. 679 00:34:57,096 --> 00:34:58,637 This will not happen again. 680 00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:02,307 Hi mom. 681 00:35:02,309 --> 00:35:04,226 What happened? 682 00:35:04,228 --> 00:35:07,687 I shoved Charlie Harwick. 683 00:35:07,689 --> 00:35:11,775 He wasn't listening to me, and I just, I got so mad, 684 00:35:11,777 --> 00:35:15,278 and he was on the ground, I'm sorry. 685 00:35:17,074 --> 00:35:18,949 Where are you going? 686 00:35:18,951 --> 00:35:20,909 To bust your sister out of school, too. 687 00:35:20,911 --> 00:35:22,536 Wait in the car. 688 00:35:29,211 --> 00:35:30,627 Hey, Mike, how are you doing? 689 00:35:30,629 --> 00:35:32,629 You know. 690 00:35:32,631 --> 00:35:33,880 Yeah. 691 00:35:33,882 --> 00:35:36,925 Well, I'm sure you guys will come out of this. 692 00:35:36,927 --> 00:35:39,052 A lot of doctors have a setback or two. 693 00:35:39,054 --> 00:35:41,847 Deb's tough. 694 00:35:41,849 --> 00:35:43,974 What are you talking about? 695 00:35:43,976 --> 00:35:46,017 Deb's suspension. 696 00:35:46,019 --> 00:35:50,021 I'm sure it's been rough on the whole family. 697 00:35:50,023 --> 00:35:57,195 (♪♪♪) 698 00:35:57,197 --> 00:35:59,156 If you had a spirit animal, what would it be? 699 00:35:59,158 --> 00:36:01,199 A deer. 700 00:36:01,201 --> 00:36:02,993 Why a deer? 701 00:36:02,995 --> 00:36:05,579 I don't know, just I see them everywhere and. 702 00:36:05,581 --> 00:36:07,122 Alright, that's fair. What about you? 703 00:36:07,124 --> 00:36:09,624 If I had not broken you out of school today, 704 00:36:09,626 --> 00:36:11,126 what subject would you be in right now? 705 00:36:11,128 --> 00:36:16,506 I'd be missing Spanish probably, or math. 706 00:36:16,508 --> 00:36:19,926 Tim? 707 00:36:19,928 --> 00:36:23,054 I'd be in gym, getting these pythons built up, yeah. 708 00:36:23,056 --> 00:36:25,557 Oh, my, okay, alright. 709 00:36:26,018 --> 00:36:30,270 (♪♪♪) 710 00:36:30,272 --> 00:36:42,991 (♪♪♪) (clattering) 711 00:36:42,993 --> 00:36:57,797 (♪♪♪) 712 00:36:57,799 --> 00:37:12,103 (♪♪♪) 713 00:37:14,983 --> 00:37:20,153 (♪♪♪) 714 00:37:20,155 --> 00:37:21,529 Oh! Thought you were supposed to be good at baseball. 715 00:37:21,531 --> 00:37:24,032 Oh, oh, am I supposed to be good? 716 00:37:24,034 --> 00:37:26,076 Okay, ready for this? Okay, yeah. 717 00:37:26,078 --> 00:37:27,786 Up. 718 00:37:27,788 --> 00:37:28,912 Sorry. 719 00:37:28,914 --> 00:37:39,756 (♪♪♪) 720 00:37:39,758 --> 00:37:40,882 What's wrong? 721 00:37:40,884 --> 00:37:42,717 Oh, nothing's wrong, sonny, I'm fine. 722 00:37:44,805 --> 00:37:47,764 You...you look sad. 723 00:37:47,766 --> 00:37:50,642 I had a bad day, too. 724 00:37:50,644 --> 00:37:53,770 Come here you, get in here. 725 00:37:53,772 --> 00:37:58,108 Oh, oh, I love you so much. 726 00:37:59,861 --> 00:38:02,988 Now don't tell your dad, we weren't supposed to get out. 727 00:38:02,990 --> 00:38:06,032 All right, listen, it's not my favorite, it's not, 728 00:38:06,034 --> 00:38:07,867 it's not awesome, it's not... 729 00:38:12,874 --> 00:38:14,457 Mike, what's happening? 730 00:38:14,459 --> 00:38:16,126 Kids, go to your rooms. 731 00:38:16,128 --> 00:38:18,461 Dad, what are you doing? 732 00:38:18,463 --> 00:38:20,463 This is between your mother and me. 733 00:38:20,465 --> 00:38:22,465 I mean, she, she had a bad day at work. 734 00:38:22,467 --> 00:38:24,259 Go to your room now!! 735 00:38:32,936 --> 00:38:37,397 (clatter) 736 00:38:38,859 --> 00:38:41,359 Do you have any idea how this looks? 737 00:38:41,361 --> 00:38:42,777 They were for my wrist. 738 00:38:42,779 --> 00:38:44,654 They were for the pain for my wrist. 739 00:38:44,656 --> 00:38:46,281 Really? 740 00:38:46,283 --> 00:38:48,950 Because I don't see your name on half of these prescriptions. 741 00:38:48,952 --> 00:38:50,994 I'm not an addict. 742 00:38:50,996 --> 00:38:53,413 What if the hospital found out, Deb? 743 00:38:53,415 --> 00:38:56,124 You'd be arrested, I'd probably lose my license, 744 00:38:56,126 --> 00:38:57,667 then where would we be? 745 00:38:57,669 --> 00:38:58,793 You're lying. 746 00:38:58,795 --> 00:39:00,128 You're on drugs. 747 00:39:00,130 --> 00:39:01,838 You're awake half the night! 748 00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:04,632 You got suspended and didn't even tell me! 749 00:39:04,634 --> 00:39:07,969 I don't even know who I'm married to anymore. 750 00:39:07,971 --> 00:39:10,138 I'm still me. 751 00:39:13,435 --> 00:39:14,726 (huff) 752 00:39:14,728 --> 00:39:17,812 I know you are, I do, and I know how much 753 00:39:17,814 --> 00:39:19,773 pressure you're under. 754 00:39:19,775 --> 00:39:24,861 Have you considered that you might have an actual 755 00:39:24,863 --> 00:39:26,905 mental health problem? 756 00:39:29,826 --> 00:39:31,993 Did someone at work tell you that? 757 00:39:33,914 --> 00:39:35,038 Did she? 758 00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:36,122 'Cause I'm not crazy! 759 00:39:36,124 --> 00:39:37,749 I'm not crazy! 760 00:39:37,751 --> 00:39:39,959 You're not crazy or an addict, which is it?! 761 00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:51,846 (♪♪♪) 762 00:39:51,848 --> 00:39:53,056 Are you leaving me? 763 00:39:57,521 --> 00:40:01,106 Oh, Mike, please don't give up on this family, please don't. 764 00:40:01,108 --> 00:40:03,983 We need a fresh start. 765 00:40:03,985 --> 00:40:08,071 We can have that, I, we can, I know we can. 766 00:40:08,073 --> 00:40:11,282 And no more drugs. 767 00:40:11,284 --> 00:40:14,536 No, no more drugs. 768 00:40:14,538 --> 00:40:16,037 What else? 769 00:40:17,916 --> 00:40:24,671 We always had a 10 year plan, and one of us was gonna retire 770 00:40:24,673 --> 00:40:29,300 early if we could afford it, focus on the kids. 771 00:40:29,302 --> 00:40:31,886 I know it's a little bit earlier than we planned, 772 00:40:31,888 --> 00:40:34,806 but with this promotion, we do have the money, 773 00:40:34,808 --> 00:40:38,643 and the kids would be so happy to have you around and. 774 00:40:42,816 --> 00:40:44,607 Well, then that's what I'll be. 775 00:40:46,862 --> 00:40:48,194 I'll be a great mom. 776 00:40:48,196 --> 00:40:52,907 (♪♪♪) 777 00:40:52,909 --> 00:40:54,117 Okay. 778 00:40:54,119 --> 00:40:56,995 (♪♪♪) 779 00:41:13,263 --> 00:41:15,388 (♪♪♪) 780 00:41:15,390 --> 00:41:18,183 (toilet flushing) 781 00:41:18,185 --> 00:41:21,352 It's true, she stopped using drugs. 782 00:41:21,354 --> 00:41:25,148 But believing that was the end of it, 783 00:41:25,150 --> 00:41:28,443 that was the biggest mistake I ever made. 784 00:41:28,445 --> 00:41:35,366 (♪♪♪) 785 00:41:35,368 --> 00:41:37,660 What's wrong? 786 00:41:37,662 --> 00:41:41,623 If dad leaves, will you stay with me? 787 00:41:41,625 --> 00:41:44,083 I thought everything was better with you and dad. 788 00:41:44,085 --> 00:41:59,516 (♪♪♪) 789 00:41:59,518 --> 00:42:00,600 (♪♪♪) 790 00:42:00,602 --> 00:42:02,227 Wow! 791 00:42:02,229 --> 00:42:04,604 Crêpe au beurre sale caramel et crème Chantilly 792 00:42:04,606 --> 00:42:06,022 et pommes sauté. 793 00:42:07,067 --> 00:42:09,108 Bacon. French toast. 794 00:42:09,110 --> 00:42:11,819 Crepes. Thanks mom. 795 00:42:11,821 --> 00:42:12,820 Yeah. 796 00:42:12,822 --> 00:42:15,615 Yeah, thanks mom. 797 00:42:15,617 --> 00:42:20,870 Okay, Deb, kids, I have a little surprise for you today. 798 00:42:20,872 --> 00:42:23,039 What is it? 799 00:42:23,041 --> 00:42:29,420 (♪♪♪) 800 00:42:29,422 --> 00:42:32,590 Hello, the Farrar family. Hello. 801 00:42:33,009 --> 00:42:34,801 Oh, honey. 802 00:42:34,803 --> 00:42:36,135 Wow! 803 00:42:36,137 --> 00:42:38,137 Dad, this place is sick! 804 00:42:40,141 --> 00:42:44,102 So, the foyer, okay, is all Italian marble from Carrara. 805 00:42:44,104 --> 00:42:46,771 Fireplaces are imported from Tuscany. 806 00:42:46,773 --> 00:42:48,106 Deb: Wow! 807 00:42:48,108 --> 00:42:49,607 Is that an intercom? 808 00:42:49,609 --> 00:42:51,276 Yeah, yeah, there's one in every room, 809 00:42:51,278 --> 00:42:52,151 even the kids' rooms upstairs. 810 00:42:52,153 --> 00:42:53,653 No way! 811 00:42:55,031 --> 00:42:57,282 You guys have such a beautiful family. 812 00:42:57,284 --> 00:42:59,826 I can see why you'd be interested in Canterbury Court. 813 00:42:59,828 --> 00:43:03,079 It's a type of estate where you all belong. 814 00:43:03,081 --> 00:43:04,372 Kelly on intercom: It's, like, ah, it's spacious. 815 00:43:04,374 --> 00:43:05,957 So cool! 816 00:43:05,959 --> 00:43:07,083 I'm coming upstairs. 817 00:43:07,085 --> 00:43:08,710 Honey, I love it! 818 00:43:08,712 --> 00:43:09,711 I do, too. 819 00:43:09,713 --> 00:43:11,337 Let's take a look. Okay. 820 00:43:12,424 --> 00:43:13,548 Kitchen? 821 00:43:13,550 --> 00:43:14,340 Yeah. Yeah. 822 00:43:15,010 --> 00:43:16,384 Hey Carol, it's Deb. 823 00:43:16,386 --> 00:43:18,011 Oh, hi Deb. Is Mike there? 824 00:43:18,013 --> 00:43:22,140 Um, he's just in a meeting with another doctor. 825 00:43:22,142 --> 00:43:24,058 Oh, wow! 826 00:43:24,060 --> 00:43:27,103 Do you want me to grab him, or leave a message? 827 00:43:27,105 --> 00:43:29,480 No, no thanks, just tell him I called. 828 00:43:32,402 --> 00:43:34,110 So, how was the tour? 829 00:43:34,112 --> 00:43:36,654 I still cannot believe the Johnson's are selling. 830 00:43:36,656 --> 00:43:39,115 Did you know that Wes and Nancy went to the quarry in Italy 831 00:43:39,117 --> 00:43:40,992 to pick out their marble? 832 00:43:40,994 --> 00:43:43,703 It's nice, it's really nice. 833 00:43:43,705 --> 00:43:51,669 The truth is, I'm worried to make such a big commitment... 834 00:43:51,671 --> 00:43:52,920 to Deb. 835 00:43:54,799 --> 00:43:57,300 She still won't see anybody. 836 00:43:57,302 --> 00:44:05,558 I just, I don't want to pull the trigger, it's such a big house, 837 00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:09,395 when my marriage is not on solid ground. 838 00:44:13,151 --> 00:44:14,317 Well... 839 00:44:18,156 --> 00:44:20,531 I'm sure you'll make the right decision. 840 00:44:20,533 --> 00:44:28,331 (♪♪♪) 841 00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:29,916 (door slams) 842 00:44:29,918 --> 00:44:31,250 So, we were talking back at the house 843 00:44:31,252 --> 00:44:32,835 about possession date. 844 00:44:32,837 --> 00:44:34,962 Okay, we're still thinking the 30th? 845 00:44:36,049 --> 00:44:38,174 What's going on? 846 00:44:38,176 --> 00:44:40,927 We're drawing up the offer, just like we talked about. 847 00:44:42,097 --> 00:44:44,764 We said that we were gonna talk about it later. 848 00:44:48,186 --> 00:44:50,395 I'll just, I'll see myself out. 849 00:44:54,234 --> 00:44:55,441 Thank you. 850 00:44:56,486 --> 00:44:58,486 What, what was that? 851 00:44:58,488 --> 00:45:01,406 I'm not ready. 852 00:45:01,408 --> 00:45:03,574 You're not ready? 853 00:45:03,576 --> 00:45:05,410 We said that we would discuss this later. 854 00:45:05,412 --> 00:45:07,662 You don't want a fresh start. 855 00:45:07,664 --> 00:45:09,706 You don't want a fresh start at all. 856 00:45:09,708 --> 00:45:11,165 You just want to watch me grovel. 857 00:45:11,167 --> 00:45:13,126 Deb, that other house has Carrara marble. 858 00:45:13,128 --> 00:45:15,002 You don't think that's a little bit much? 859 00:45:15,004 --> 00:45:18,005 How dare you, how dare you embarrass me in front 860 00:45:18,007 --> 00:45:19,632 of my children! 861 00:45:19,634 --> 00:45:21,884 Your chi-, what? 862 00:45:23,722 --> 00:45:25,138 You see this? 863 00:45:25,140 --> 00:45:26,764 This is stupid, right. 864 00:45:26,766 --> 00:45:28,057 Calm down! 865 00:45:28,059 --> 00:45:29,767 Mom, mom. Deb, please. 866 00:45:29,769 --> 00:45:31,519 Your father hates me and he thinks I'm fat and ugly! 867 00:45:31,521 --> 00:45:33,980 Deb, I didn't say that, I never would. 868 00:45:33,982 --> 00:45:35,648 This was our life. 869 00:45:35,650 --> 00:45:37,316 This was supposed to be my dream! 870 00:45:37,318 --> 00:45:39,277 Mom don't! 871 00:45:39,279 --> 00:45:42,238 Deb, please, please stop, Deb. 872 00:45:42,240 --> 00:45:44,615 Honey. 873 00:45:49,497 --> 00:46:04,135 (♪♪♪) 874 00:46:04,137 --> 00:46:24,864 (♪♪♪) 875 00:46:24,866 --> 00:46:27,575 (♪♪♪) 876 00:46:27,577 --> 00:46:29,494 Were the kids close with their dad? 877 00:46:29,496 --> 00:46:31,913 The kids hated Mike, especially Tim. 878 00:46:31,915 --> 00:46:34,999 Do you have any idea what that's like, 879 00:46:35,001 --> 00:46:38,211 to have your own kid look back at you like that? 880 00:46:38,213 --> 00:46:40,254 Tim couldn't stand me, and then... 881 00:46:40,256 --> 00:46:55,561 (♪♪♪) 882 00:46:55,563 --> 00:46:59,440 (♪♪♪) 883 00:46:59,442 --> 00:47:00,441 Mom? 884 00:47:00,443 --> 00:47:08,032 (♪♪♪) 885 00:47:08,034 --> 00:47:09,116 I'll stay with you. 886 00:47:13,248 --> 00:47:15,081 Kelly: Tim, let go of that! 887 00:47:15,083 --> 00:47:16,958 Tim, Kelly, you better be ready. 888 00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:18,876 We are leaving in one minute. 889 00:47:18,878 --> 00:47:20,169 Kelly: Yeah, well, so am I. 890 00:47:20,171 --> 00:47:21,045 I've been reading this for the past month. 891 00:47:21,047 --> 00:47:25,883 (phone ringing) 892 00:47:25,885 --> 00:47:27,593 Hello. 893 00:47:27,595 --> 00:47:29,679 Phone: I have Hank Stapleton for Dr. Michael Farrar. 894 00:47:29,681 --> 00:47:30,763 Oh, I'm sorry, he's not home right now. 895 00:47:30,765 --> 00:47:32,431 Can I take a message? 896 00:47:32,433 --> 00:47:33,683 Phone: Oh, I must have confused the numbers. 897 00:47:33,685 --> 00:47:35,101 I'll call his office. 898 00:47:35,103 --> 00:47:36,227 Have a good day. 899 00:47:36,229 --> 00:47:37,353 You too. 900 00:47:39,107 --> 00:47:53,744 (♪♪♪) 901 00:47:53,746 --> 00:47:54,662 (♪♪♪) 902 00:47:54,664 --> 00:47:55,288 Mom, are you ready? 903 00:47:55,290 --> 00:47:56,581 Yes. 904 00:47:56,583 --> 00:47:57,915 Here you go. 905 00:47:57,917 --> 00:48:00,376 You know what I think we should do tonight? 906 00:48:00,378 --> 00:48:01,419 I think we should go out. 907 00:48:01,421 --> 00:48:02,545 Cool, can we have pizza? 908 00:48:02,547 --> 00:48:03,671 No, burgers. 909 00:48:03,673 --> 00:48:05,923 Both. Sweet, all right. 910 00:48:05,925 --> 00:48:07,967 Wait for me in the car, okay? Okay. 911 00:48:07,969 --> 00:48:12,013 (♪♪♪) 912 00:48:12,015 --> 00:48:14,807 Intercom: Dr. Farrar, please call extension 201. 913 00:48:14,809 --> 00:48:16,767 Dr. Farrar, extension 201. 914 00:48:16,769 --> 00:48:18,269 Oh, my apologies, I'll be right back. 915 00:48:21,482 --> 00:48:23,524 Hello, this is Dr. Farrar. 916 00:48:23,526 --> 00:48:34,285 (♪♪♪) 917 00:48:34,287 --> 00:48:35,828 Sir, sir, you can't come in here! 918 00:48:35,830 --> 00:48:37,121 This is my house! Is anyone inside? 919 00:48:37,123 --> 00:48:38,748 No, the place is empty. 920 00:48:38,750 --> 00:48:39,999 Oh, thank god. 921 00:48:40,001 --> 00:48:41,459 What happened? 922 00:48:41,461 --> 00:48:44,337 Looks like the fire was started by an old radiator. 923 00:48:44,339 --> 00:48:45,630 We'll know more in a few hours. 924 00:48:50,303 --> 00:48:52,386 Dad, dad, dad! 925 00:48:52,388 --> 00:48:54,639 Oh, you guys, you guys! 926 00:48:54,641 --> 00:48:56,682 You're really lucky your family wasn't in the house. 927 00:48:56,684 --> 00:48:59,060 It could have been much worse. 928 00:48:59,062 --> 00:49:00,728 I got ya. 929 00:49:02,231 --> 00:49:03,606 I love you both so much. 930 00:49:03,608 --> 00:49:17,954 (♪♪♪) 931 00:49:17,956 --> 00:49:26,796 (♪♪♪) 932 00:49:26,798 --> 00:49:28,589 Yeah, yeah, thank you for the quick estimate. 933 00:49:28,591 --> 00:49:30,424 Let's just leave that there for tonight. 934 00:49:33,429 --> 00:49:34,595 They okay? 935 00:49:34,597 --> 00:49:37,056 Yeah, ah, they're okay. 936 00:49:37,058 --> 00:49:39,725 I read them one of my crime novels. 937 00:49:39,727 --> 00:49:41,644 They fell asleep pretty quickly. 938 00:49:43,523 --> 00:49:45,606 Are you okay? 939 00:49:45,608 --> 00:49:47,566 That was our home. 940 00:49:47,568 --> 00:49:50,903 That was where we got married. 941 00:49:50,905 --> 00:49:54,740 That's where the kids took their first steps. 942 00:49:54,742 --> 00:49:56,575 We are safe and we're together. 943 00:49:56,577 --> 00:50:00,037 Because I don't know what would happen if I lost you guys. 944 00:50:00,039 --> 00:50:02,957 I don't know what would happen if I lost my family! 945 00:50:02,959 --> 00:50:06,002 I truly cannot imagine. 946 00:50:10,633 --> 00:50:16,929 Oh, Deb, maybe there's a silver lining. 947 00:50:16,931 --> 00:50:19,390 What? 948 00:50:19,392 --> 00:50:23,602 Let's do it. 949 00:50:23,604 --> 00:50:26,897 Let's buy that house. 950 00:50:26,899 --> 00:50:29,316 Mike, are you sure? 951 00:50:31,237 --> 00:50:33,612 I do love you. 952 00:50:33,614 --> 00:50:36,323 I love you, too. 953 00:50:36,325 --> 00:50:38,701 I love you. 954 00:50:38,703 --> 00:50:40,411 I love you, too. 955 00:50:40,413 --> 00:50:41,454 Mm-hmm. 956 00:50:41,456 --> 00:50:45,458 (♪♪♪) 957 00:50:45,460 --> 00:50:47,752 Yeah. Yeah. 958 00:50:49,714 --> 00:51:02,058 (♪♪♪) 959 00:51:02,060 --> 00:51:05,019 Well, what do you think? 960 00:51:05,021 --> 00:51:07,271 Oh, it's heaven. 961 00:51:07,273 --> 00:51:09,065 We've got a little piece of heaven. 962 00:51:09,067 --> 00:51:11,734 Yeah, it's a heck of a house. 963 00:51:11,736 --> 00:51:13,944 Just like your scrapbook. 964 00:51:17,200 --> 00:51:23,412 Mike, it's just the two of us now, right? 965 00:51:23,414 --> 00:51:25,456 Yeah. 966 00:51:28,002 --> 00:51:29,418 It's just us. 967 00:51:34,092 --> 00:51:35,674 Kelly, that was fantastic. 968 00:51:35,676 --> 00:51:38,135 No, that was better than fantastic, that was spectacular! 969 00:51:38,137 --> 00:51:39,970 Dad, be serious. I am. 970 00:51:39,972 --> 00:51:42,139 When you played Amazing Grace, it was just... 971 00:51:42,141 --> 00:51:45,392 It was just a practice. I know, but you were so good. 972 00:51:45,394 --> 00:51:48,896 Mom's gonna be so happy. Yeah? 973 00:51:48,898 --> 00:51:50,356 Yeah, I hate it when she's sad. 974 00:51:50,358 --> 00:51:51,899 What does that mean? 975 00:51:51,901 --> 00:51:55,778 You know, when she's quiet, wants to be alone. 976 00:51:55,780 --> 00:51:58,155 Yeah. 977 00:51:58,157 --> 00:52:00,116 But, mom's gonna be better now, 978 00:52:00,118 --> 00:52:02,493 now that her scrapbook life is real. 979 00:52:05,790 --> 00:52:07,123 Yeah. 980 00:52:07,125 --> 00:52:09,959 (♪♪♪) 981 00:52:09,961 --> 00:52:12,169 Hey, Benny, I found the lighter. 982 00:52:13,756 --> 00:52:15,714 What are you doing? Good. 983 00:52:15,716 --> 00:52:17,383 That's not how you do it. 984 00:52:17,385 --> 00:52:19,969 You wet the rag first. 985 00:52:19,971 --> 00:52:26,851 (♪♪♪) 986 00:52:26,853 --> 00:52:27,893 (siren) 987 00:52:27,895 --> 00:52:30,312 Oh shit, run! 988 00:52:30,314 --> 00:52:32,231 Was Tim usually in trouble? 989 00:52:32,233 --> 00:52:33,399 That was nothing. 990 00:52:33,401 --> 00:52:35,109 Boys will be boys. 991 00:52:35,111 --> 00:52:37,903 He was caught making a Molotov cocktail. 992 00:52:37,905 --> 00:52:40,364 He had learned about them in history class that week. 993 00:52:42,160 --> 00:52:46,245 Look, children react when a home is in turmoil. 994 00:52:46,247 --> 00:52:48,873 Their father was trying to tear our family apart. 995 00:52:48,875 --> 00:52:53,294 Did Tim know where you kept the accelerants in the house? 996 00:52:53,296 --> 00:52:55,171 Accelerants? 997 00:52:55,173 --> 00:52:58,132 Lighter fluid, gasoline, kitchen lighters, that sort of thing. 998 00:52:58,134 --> 00:53:00,885 No, no, no. 999 00:53:00,887 --> 00:53:04,388 But you do keep those things on the property, right? 1000 00:53:08,269 --> 00:53:10,269 Do you think Tim started this fire? 1001 00:53:10,271 --> 00:53:15,941 (♪♪♪) 1002 00:53:15,943 --> 00:53:17,693 Was it possible? 1003 00:53:17,695 --> 00:53:23,073 (♪♪♪) 1004 00:53:23,075 --> 00:53:31,207 I have failed as a husband, and I have failed as a father, 1005 00:53:31,209 --> 00:53:34,668 but there is one thing I know and that is that Tim 1006 00:53:34,670 --> 00:53:36,712 is not capable of this. 1007 00:53:36,714 --> 00:53:42,718 (♪♪♪) 1008 00:53:42,720 --> 00:53:45,721 Tim's weirdly quiet when I got home. 1009 00:53:45,723 --> 00:53:49,767 No, he was just tired from playing with Gunny. 1010 00:53:52,146 --> 00:53:54,104 You know, actually I'm pretty tired, too. 1011 00:53:56,317 --> 00:54:00,861 You know, it was really great watching Kelly practice. 1012 00:54:00,863 --> 00:54:03,072 Don't you want to try and do that more? 1013 00:54:03,074 --> 00:54:06,283 Mm-hmm, that would be nice. 1014 00:54:06,285 --> 00:54:10,621 (sigh) 1015 00:54:14,335 --> 00:54:16,460 Oh, hey, I said I was tired. 1016 00:54:22,051 --> 00:54:23,676 (huff) 1017 00:54:23,678 --> 00:54:28,973 Kelly says that you're really quiet a lot lately, 1018 00:54:28,975 --> 00:54:31,141 and you spend a lot of time in bed. 1019 00:54:31,143 --> 00:54:35,938 (♪♪♪) 1020 00:54:35,940 --> 00:54:38,232 You know you can talk to me, right, Deb? 1021 00:54:38,234 --> 00:54:41,402 I still don't need to see a psychiatrist if that 1022 00:54:41,404 --> 00:54:44,822 is what you were getting at. 1023 00:54:44,824 --> 00:54:46,699 (huff) 1024 00:54:51,122 --> 00:54:52,079 Hi Carol. 1025 00:54:52,081 --> 00:54:53,122 When's Mike back? 1026 00:54:53,124 --> 00:54:54,873 Let me check for you. 1027 00:54:54,875 --> 00:54:58,127 I was a bit of a b-i-t-c, you know what, last night, 1028 00:54:58,129 --> 00:55:00,087 so I brought a makeup lunch. 1029 00:55:02,133 --> 00:55:04,633 Um, you know what? 1030 00:55:04,635 --> 00:55:06,176 He's already out for lunch. 1031 00:55:06,178 --> 00:55:10,055 With Joe? No, no. 1032 00:55:10,057 --> 00:55:14,977 Um, I don't know when he'll be back in either. 1033 00:55:14,979 --> 00:55:17,271 Oh. 1034 00:55:17,273 --> 00:55:24,820 (♪♪♪) 1035 00:55:24,822 --> 00:55:27,906 Are you having regrets? 1036 00:55:27,908 --> 00:55:31,118 Only about buying that house. 1037 00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:33,746 Look, we didn't know this was gonna happen. 1038 00:55:33,748 --> 00:55:35,706 I know. 1039 00:55:35,708 --> 00:55:42,963 (♪♪♪) 1040 00:55:42,965 --> 00:55:44,882 But we got to tell her. 1041 00:55:44,884 --> 00:55:46,675 I'll tell her. 1042 00:55:46,677 --> 00:55:51,680 Mike, like, I, I can't tell John, not yet. 1043 00:55:51,682 --> 00:55:54,808 He's too fragile, right. 1044 00:55:54,810 --> 00:55:56,935 Yeah. 1045 00:55:56,937 --> 00:56:02,566 And Deb's gonna be furious, but she's also a very smart woman, 1046 00:56:02,568 --> 00:56:05,194 and I think that she's gonna see that somehow this is 1047 00:56:05,196 --> 00:56:07,196 better for everyone. 1048 00:56:07,198 --> 00:56:12,242 (♪♪♪) 1049 00:56:12,244 --> 00:56:26,215 (sobbing) 1050 00:56:26,217 --> 00:56:41,188 (♪♪♪) 1051 00:56:41,190 --> 00:56:45,943 (♪♪♪) 1052 00:56:48,781 --> 00:56:50,155 irst? 1053 00:56:50,157 --> 00:56:52,699 Aren't you supposed to cook the meatballs? 1054 00:56:52,701 --> 00:56:54,410 Hi kids. What's going on? 1055 00:56:54,412 --> 00:56:55,953 We're making dinner. 1056 00:56:55,955 --> 00:56:57,329 Where's your mom? 1057 00:56:57,331 --> 00:56:59,289 Oh, she's taking a nap. 1058 00:57:00,835 --> 00:57:02,418 Right. 1059 00:57:02,420 --> 00:57:04,670 Dad, she's just sleeping. 1060 00:57:04,672 --> 00:57:06,338 Deb! 1061 00:57:06,340 --> 00:57:09,091 Debra! 1062 00:57:09,093 --> 00:57:10,717 Oh Jesus, Deb. 1063 00:57:12,638 --> 00:57:14,138 Deb, Deb, Deb, Deb. Oh. 1064 00:57:14,140 --> 00:57:15,389 Okay, okay, okay. 1065 00:57:15,391 --> 00:57:17,766 Deb, get up. 1066 00:57:17,768 --> 00:57:19,226 Come on, come on, come on, come on. 1067 00:57:19,228 --> 00:57:21,270 Oh, look at you. 1068 00:57:21,272 --> 00:57:25,983 Deb, you with me? 1069 00:57:25,985 --> 00:57:29,403 I can't believe that you would do this in front of our kids. 1070 00:57:29,405 --> 00:57:33,740 You need help and I can't wait anymore. 1071 00:57:33,742 --> 00:57:36,118 We're gonna call a psychiatrist, make an appointment now! 1072 00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:37,995 What do you care? 1073 00:57:37,997 --> 00:57:39,455 You don't even see us anymore. 1074 00:57:39,457 --> 00:57:40,998 I care, Deb, I care. 1075 00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:43,041 You promised me, Mike. 1076 00:57:43,043 --> 00:57:44,126 What? 1077 00:57:44,128 --> 00:57:46,336 You said it was just us. 1078 00:57:47,840 --> 00:57:51,675 Do you have any idea what I have sacrificed? 1079 00:57:51,677 --> 00:57:53,343 Do you have any idea what I have done 1080 00:57:53,345 --> 00:57:56,680 to keep this family together? 1081 00:57:56,682 --> 00:58:03,854 (♪♪♪) 1082 00:58:03,856 --> 00:58:06,982 Did you start that fire, Deb? 1083 00:58:06,984 --> 00:58:09,693 Deb! 1084 00:58:09,695 --> 00:58:12,112 Dad, leave her alone, she needs rest. 1085 00:58:12,114 --> 00:58:15,199 Oh, Deb, no, no, I can't do this anymore, Deb. 1086 00:58:15,201 --> 00:58:16,366 Get out then. 1087 00:58:16,368 --> 00:58:17,784 What did you say to me? 1088 00:58:17,786 --> 00:58:19,703 I said leave! 1089 00:58:19,705 --> 00:58:23,165 You are not my dad! 1090 00:58:23,167 --> 00:58:27,252 You are just some asshole ruining this family! 1091 00:58:27,254 --> 00:58:28,295 Tim, you go to your room right now! 1092 00:58:28,297 --> 00:58:29,379 (thump) 1093 00:58:29,381 --> 00:58:40,682 (♪♪♪) 1094 00:58:40,684 --> 00:58:42,309 Come here, come here. 1095 00:58:44,146 --> 00:58:46,855 Deb. 1096 00:58:46,857 --> 00:58:48,065 Just leave. 1097 00:58:48,067 --> 00:58:53,070 (♪♪♪) 1098 00:58:53,072 --> 00:58:57,115 Okay, okay, it's okay, it's okay, I've got you. 1099 00:58:57,117 --> 00:58:59,743 I've got you. 1100 00:58:59,745 --> 00:59:02,204 Deb was always trying to manipulate the kids, 1101 00:59:02,206 --> 00:59:04,081 especially Tim. 1102 00:59:04,083 --> 00:59:06,083 She has no friends, only the kids. 1103 00:59:06,085 --> 00:59:09,211 She would tell them things that children shouldn't know. 1104 00:59:09,213 --> 00:59:13,006 So, you were at odds with your entire family? 1105 00:59:13,008 --> 00:59:14,675 What? No. 1106 00:59:14,677 --> 00:59:17,427 But certainly Tim had a reason to lash out at you. 1107 00:59:17,429 --> 00:59:18,345 No, no. 1108 00:59:18,347 --> 00:59:20,264 How do you not understand this? 1109 00:59:20,266 --> 00:59:23,934 It wasn't Tim, it was Deb, Deb! 1110 00:59:23,936 --> 00:59:25,852 Deb turned those kids against me! 1111 00:59:25,854 --> 00:59:27,271 Deb made them hate me! 1112 00:59:29,024 --> 00:59:32,651 Tim hated his father because he was failing his family. 1113 00:59:32,653 --> 00:59:35,696 He didn't love us anymore. 1114 00:59:35,698 --> 00:59:37,698 We were just in the way. 1115 00:59:37,700 --> 00:59:47,791 (♪♪♪) 1116 00:59:47,793 --> 00:59:51,336 Sorry to ask you this at such a difficult time. 1117 00:59:51,338 --> 00:59:53,797 But we're gonna need your clothes, 1118 00:59:53,799 --> 00:59:57,009 as well as a sample of your hair. 1119 00:59:57,011 --> 00:59:59,428 Fine, whatever. 1120 01:00:01,140 --> 01:00:06,935 Dr. Farrar, we're gonna need your clothes and a hair sample. 1121 01:00:08,897 --> 01:00:11,148 From me? 1122 01:00:11,150 --> 01:00:13,191 Why? 1123 01:00:17,114 --> 01:00:20,198 Divorce, are you serious? 1124 01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:22,034 Debra, you'll get through this. 1125 01:00:24,413 --> 01:00:26,747 Well, he's not getting my house, if it comes to that. 1126 01:00:26,749 --> 01:00:28,999 Okay, you may have to sell the house. 1127 01:00:29,001 --> 01:00:32,002 No! Think of it as a fresh start for the both of you. 1128 01:00:32,004 --> 01:00:33,420 Well, he's not taking my children. 1129 01:00:33,422 --> 01:00:35,422 I want sole legal and physical custody. 1130 01:00:35,424 --> 01:00:36,757 We can try for that. 1131 01:00:36,759 --> 01:00:38,508 The court supports that. 1132 01:00:38,510 --> 01:00:40,177 There is a precedent for the mother getting custody. That's true but. 1133 01:00:40,179 --> 01:00:41,261 He's having an affair! 1134 01:00:41,263 --> 01:00:44,431 He doesn't even want this family. 1135 01:00:44,433 --> 01:00:47,309 And what, if anything, does Mike have to use against you? 1136 01:00:47,311 --> 01:00:56,026 (♪♪♪) 1137 01:00:56,028 --> 01:00:59,821 I don't think we should let last week's nastiness define 1138 01:00:59,823 --> 01:01:01,281 us as a family. 1139 01:01:01,283 --> 01:01:04,868 So, why doesn't everyone tell me how their days were? 1140 01:01:04,870 --> 01:01:06,912 Tim, you can go first. 1141 01:01:10,209 --> 01:01:12,959 Okay, buddy, that's fine. 1142 01:01:14,713 --> 01:01:16,922 Better rehearsal today, Kelly? 1143 01:01:19,385 --> 01:01:20,884 How'd the violin go? 1144 01:01:20,886 --> 01:01:22,260 Just leave her alone. 1145 01:01:27,309 --> 01:01:29,226 I get leftovers tonight? 1146 01:01:29,228 --> 01:01:30,936 You don't like fried chicken. 1147 01:01:48,497 --> 01:02:00,924 (♪♪♪) 1148 01:02:00,926 --> 01:02:04,678 (vomiting) 1149 01:02:04,680 --> 01:02:15,063 (♪♪♪) 1150 01:02:16,191 --> 01:02:31,163 (♪♪♪) 1151 01:02:31,165 --> 01:02:51,183 (♪♪♪) 1152 01:02:51,185 --> 01:03:02,486 (♪♪♪) 1153 01:03:02,488 --> 01:03:04,070 (phone ringing) 1154 01:03:06,116 --> 01:03:08,033 (knocking) 1155 01:03:08,035 --> 01:03:10,160 It's your kids' school. 1156 01:03:11,246 --> 01:03:13,246 Mom, mom! 1157 01:03:13,248 --> 01:03:17,000 Oh, oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 1158 01:03:17,002 --> 01:03:18,376 I'm sorry. 1159 01:03:18,378 --> 01:03:20,420 It's okay. Got everyone home. 1160 01:03:20,422 --> 01:03:22,047 Oh, I shouldn't be like this. 1161 01:03:22,049 --> 01:03:23,840 I still love you. 1162 01:03:23,842 --> 01:03:25,425 It's gonna be okay, I promise. 1163 01:03:25,427 --> 01:03:27,844 You are such a good boy. 1164 01:03:27,846 --> 01:03:29,846 Promise me you'll never leave me. 1165 01:03:29,848 --> 01:03:31,723 I won't. 1166 01:03:31,725 --> 01:03:34,309 Your father has a girlfriend. 1167 01:03:34,311 --> 01:03:40,065 He's in love, and he's cheating on me and everybody knows it. 1168 01:03:41,360 --> 01:03:42,692 (door slamming) 1169 01:03:42,694 --> 01:03:44,069 Debra! 1170 01:03:44,071 --> 01:03:45,445 Debra, Debra! 1171 01:03:45,447 --> 01:03:47,239 Dad, dad, it's okay, we got a ride home. 1172 01:03:47,241 --> 01:03:50,158 There he is, father of the year! 1173 01:03:50,160 --> 01:03:51,868 Deb. Dad, leave her alone. 1174 01:03:51,870 --> 01:03:53,328 Tim, please stay out of my way right now. 1175 01:03:53,330 --> 01:03:55,038 Deb, you don't get to say that to me. 1176 01:03:55,040 --> 01:03:56,081 You stranded the kids at school. 1177 01:03:56,083 --> 01:03:57,332 You didn't pick them up! 1178 01:03:57,334 --> 01:03:58,542 Where were you? Were you off with your whore? 1179 01:03:58,544 --> 01:04:00,210 Deb, no, please, not in front of the kids. 1180 01:04:00,212 --> 01:04:01,378 Dad, we all know! 1181 01:04:01,380 --> 01:04:03,004 You are such a bastard! 1182 01:04:03,006 --> 01:04:04,172 Deb, I feel bad. 1183 01:04:04,174 --> 01:04:05,715 Can we please talk in private? 1184 01:04:05,717 --> 01:04:07,217 You'd like to talk? 1185 01:04:07,219 --> 01:04:08,218 Why don't we talk about all the people you're screwing? 1186 01:04:08,220 --> 01:04:09,261 Why don't we talk about them? 1187 01:04:12,391 --> 01:04:15,433 Deb, let's just take this down. Oh, okay. 1188 01:04:15,435 --> 01:04:16,977 Police, open up! 1189 01:04:16,979 --> 01:04:18,395 You're the morality police. 1190 01:04:18,397 --> 01:04:20,397 I'm not, I'm not fighting with you. 1191 01:04:20,399 --> 01:04:22,232 We got a call. Is everything okay? No. 1192 01:04:22,234 --> 01:04:23,525 Who are you to tell me what to do? 1193 01:04:23,527 --> 01:04:25,986 Policeman: Are those your parents? Kelly: Yeah. 1194 01:04:25,988 --> 01:04:27,320 I'm talking to you! 1195 01:04:27,322 --> 01:04:28,905 Officers, thank you for coming. 1196 01:04:28,907 --> 01:04:30,156 My name is Dr. Michael Farrar. 1197 01:04:30,158 --> 01:04:31,741 My wife is drunk, she's possibly on drugs. 1198 01:04:31,743 --> 01:04:33,910 She needs to be taken to the hospital and put on a 72 hour 1199 01:04:33,912 --> 01:04:35,871 psychiatric hold! 1200 01:04:35,873 --> 01:04:40,000 (arguing) 1201 01:04:40,002 --> 01:04:41,293 Not my son! 1202 01:04:41,295 --> 01:04:42,752 How could you do this to her? 1203 01:04:42,754 --> 01:04:43,753 No, I don't want to go! 1204 01:04:43,755 --> 01:04:45,046 I don't want to go anywhere! 1205 01:04:45,048 --> 01:04:48,049 No, no, no, no, no! 1206 01:04:48,051 --> 01:04:49,467 Let's go! 1207 01:04:49,469 --> 01:04:54,139 No, I don't, I don't, I don't want to go! 1208 01:05:07,863 --> 01:05:09,195 Do you know why you're here? 1209 01:05:09,197 --> 01:05:11,072 Yeah, I'm here because my husband told the police 1210 01:05:11,074 --> 01:05:12,866 I'm suicidal, which I'm not. 1211 01:05:12,868 --> 01:05:13,867 I think you can agree. 1212 01:05:13,869 --> 01:05:16,870 He's such a son of a bitch! 1213 01:05:16,872 --> 01:05:19,998 He forced me to stop practicing medicine before I was ready, 1214 01:05:20,000 --> 01:05:24,127 and now the, you know, just I'm not gonna lose my family. 1215 01:05:26,048 --> 01:05:28,340 Relationships have many acts. 1216 01:05:28,342 --> 01:05:32,385 We need to recognize this as we move from one to the next. 1217 01:05:32,387 --> 01:05:34,596 And which act is this, intermission? 1218 01:05:40,437 --> 01:05:46,316 You know, at one point I thought we were gonna have 1219 01:05:46,318 --> 01:05:48,443 the perfect life. 1220 01:05:48,445 --> 01:05:51,780 And what does that look like to you? 1221 01:05:51,782 --> 01:05:58,161 You know, just good kids and the big job and the fancy house. 1222 01:05:58,163 --> 01:06:00,789 And what was it like when you sensed you were moving 1223 01:06:00,791 --> 01:06:03,291 closer to that life? 1224 01:06:03,293 --> 01:06:08,046 It was heaven, just a little piece of heaven. 1225 01:06:08,048 --> 01:06:11,257 And how does it feel when you're moving farther away from it? 1226 01:06:11,259 --> 01:06:13,385 It's dark. 1227 01:06:13,387 --> 01:06:17,180 It's overwhelming. 1228 01:06:17,182 --> 01:06:20,308 Is that when you feel you need to take a pill or 1229 01:06:20,310 --> 01:06:24,229 have a glass of wine, to combat the darkness? 1230 01:06:24,231 --> 01:06:27,190 Don't treat me like an addict. 1231 01:06:27,192 --> 01:06:29,734 If we want to address your underlying problems, 1232 01:06:29,736 --> 01:06:32,278 you need to get sober first. 1233 01:06:34,741 --> 01:06:41,162 I mean, I am a 41-year-old woman with two kids. 1234 01:06:41,164 --> 01:06:43,915 A few months ago I suffered a grade two sprain on my wrist, 1235 01:06:43,917 --> 01:06:46,251 and I was over prescribed opioids. 1236 01:06:46,253 --> 01:06:49,170 My privileges were revoked, and my husband started having 1237 01:06:49,172 --> 01:06:51,423 an affair with another one of the moms at my kid's school, 1238 01:06:51,425 --> 01:06:54,259 so it possible I'm just having a bad year? 1239 01:06:56,930 --> 01:06:59,431 I have an IQ of 163. 1240 01:06:59,433 --> 01:07:02,183 Do you have any idea what that's like? 1241 01:07:02,185 --> 01:07:05,020 I'm running when everybody else is walking, 1242 01:07:05,022 --> 01:07:08,023 or I'm walking when everybody else is running. 1243 01:07:08,025 --> 01:07:10,400 I don't understand what just happened to being gifted. 1244 01:07:10,402 --> 01:07:13,695 Clearly, you are a very smart woman. 1245 01:07:13,697 --> 01:07:17,907 Can't you see yourself medicating? 1246 01:07:17,909 --> 01:07:21,286 Isn't it possible there's something underlying 1247 01:07:21,288 --> 01:07:23,204 all of this? 1248 01:07:23,206 --> 01:07:26,458 No one will ever know what it's like to be you, Debra, 1249 01:07:26,460 --> 01:07:30,003 but look at it from my perspective. 1250 01:07:30,005 --> 01:07:35,425 You are irritable, distracted, anxious, sleeping all day, 1251 01:07:35,427 --> 01:07:39,304 feeling depressed, and then you're borderline suicidal. 1252 01:07:39,306 --> 01:07:43,892 I'm not crazy. 1253 01:07:43,894 --> 01:07:45,810 Mental health is a stigma. 1254 01:07:45,812 --> 01:07:47,479 Oh, Jesus. 1255 01:07:47,481 --> 01:07:51,483 But it is an illness just like any other disease of the body. 1256 01:07:51,485 --> 01:07:54,277 You diagnose and you treat. 1257 01:07:58,158 --> 01:08:00,492 Let me ask you in this way, 1258 01:08:00,494 --> 01:08:05,997 if I asked you to get sober and gave you something that would 1259 01:08:05,999 --> 01:08:10,877 help you get back to your kids, would you take it? 1260 01:08:16,968 --> 01:08:19,344 I would do anything for my kids. 1261 01:08:19,345 --> 01:08:25,433 (♪♪♪) 1262 01:08:25,434 --> 01:08:34,734 (applause) 1263 01:08:34,736 --> 01:08:36,027 Oh, come on, Kel. 1264 01:08:36,029 --> 01:08:51,000 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) 1265 01:08:51,002 --> 01:09:03,263 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) 1266 01:09:03,264 --> 01:09:04,721 Mom. Mom. 1267 01:09:04,724 --> 01:09:06,182 Hi, come here. 1268 01:09:06,184 --> 01:09:08,977 Oh, I missed you so much! 1269 01:09:08,978 --> 01:09:11,146 Kelly, how was your recital? 1270 01:09:11,148 --> 01:09:12,397 It was amazing. You should have seen me. 1271 01:09:12,398 --> 01:09:13,857 Yeah, that good, huh? 1272 01:09:13,859 --> 01:09:15,108 Yeah, it really was. 1273 01:09:15,110 --> 01:09:16,901 Are you feeling better? Yes. 1274 01:09:16,903 --> 01:09:19,069 Okay guys, let's eat. 1275 01:09:19,072 --> 01:09:20,029 Pizza's for you. 1276 01:09:20,031 --> 01:09:21,113 Tim, you have the burger. 1277 01:09:21,116 --> 01:09:23,992 Mike, spaghetti with your favorite sauce. 1278 01:09:23,994 --> 01:09:25,910 I don't. 1279 01:09:25,912 --> 01:09:28,871 Join us, come on. 1280 01:09:28,874 --> 01:09:30,290 Thanks Deb. 1281 01:09:35,880 --> 01:09:41,134 So, would you like to ask the question? 1282 01:09:44,806 --> 01:09:46,764 Sure. 1283 01:09:46,765 --> 01:09:50,809 Kids, what was your favorite moment of the day? 1284 01:09:50,812 --> 01:09:52,437 Kelly? 1285 01:09:52,439 --> 01:09:54,355 Mom coming home. 1286 01:09:54,357 --> 01:09:57,775 Yeah, welcome home, mom. 1287 01:09:57,777 --> 01:09:59,777 Oh, I love you so much. 1288 01:09:59,779 --> 01:10:09,454 (♪♪♪) 1289 01:10:09,456 --> 01:10:11,456 Thanks. 1290 01:10:11,458 --> 01:10:13,124 For what? 1291 01:10:13,126 --> 01:10:15,335 For this, you didn't have to. 1292 01:10:15,337 --> 01:10:17,462 No, don't, don't, don't. 1293 01:10:17,464 --> 01:10:19,047 What? 1294 01:10:19,049 --> 01:10:21,299 Don't act like everything's okay. 1295 01:10:21,300 --> 01:10:27,847 This was good, but it's not, it's not working, 1296 01:10:27,849 --> 01:10:30,850 and it's not okay for the kids. 1297 01:10:30,852 --> 01:10:34,478 Okay, kids need their parents, Mike. 1298 01:10:34,481 --> 01:10:38,191 They're always gonna have us. 1299 01:10:38,193 --> 01:10:42,153 But you and I are not good together, and I think you... 1300 01:10:42,155 --> 01:10:47,242 can see that we're gonna need a divorce, 1301 01:10:47,244 --> 01:10:49,327 we're gonna need... 1302 01:10:49,329 --> 01:10:51,371 Oh, my gosh! 1303 01:10:51,373 --> 01:10:52,996 Tim, call 9-1-1! 1304 01:10:52,999 --> 01:10:55,833 Okay, I got you. 1305 01:10:55,835 --> 01:10:58,460 (♪♪♪) 1306 01:10:58,463 --> 01:10:59,837 Thank you, Jim. 1307 01:10:59,839 --> 01:11:02,090 I, I just want to know what the medical protocols are. 1308 01:11:02,092 --> 01:11:04,175 Got him on fluids and a full spectrum antibiotic. 1309 01:11:04,177 --> 01:11:06,761 We'll know more when we get the bloodwork. 1310 01:11:06,763 --> 01:11:07,887 Thanks. 1311 01:11:07,889 --> 01:11:09,764 Anything you need. 1312 01:11:09,766 --> 01:11:11,849 Is dad gonna be okay? 1313 01:11:11,851 --> 01:11:16,145 Um, if he's feeling well enough, could you put him on, please? 1314 01:11:23,321 --> 01:11:27,448 Hi, sorry you don't feel well. 1315 01:11:27,450 --> 01:11:30,785 I know you've been under a lot of stress here, so. 1316 01:11:30,787 --> 01:11:33,830 And when you get back here, we'll, we'll sort it out, okay. 1317 01:11:36,793 --> 01:11:37,875 (click) 1318 01:11:37,877 --> 01:11:50,388 (♪♪♪) 1319 01:11:50,389 --> 01:11:52,849 These are castor beans. 1320 01:11:52,851 --> 01:11:55,476 And? 1321 01:11:55,478 --> 01:11:57,478 Castor beans contain ricin. 1322 01:11:57,480 --> 01:12:02,066 A highly potent toxin, a poison. 1323 01:12:02,068 --> 01:12:03,359 In the hands of someone intelligent enough 1324 01:12:03,361 --> 01:12:05,820 to know how to use them. 1325 01:12:05,822 --> 01:12:09,741 And your husband was hospitalized recently. 1326 01:12:09,743 --> 01:12:12,201 Mm. 1327 01:12:12,202 --> 01:12:21,002 (♪♪♪) 1328 01:12:25,008 --> 01:12:26,507 Good night, baby girl. 1329 01:12:28,386 --> 01:12:30,469 Sweet dreams. 1330 01:12:45,153 --> 01:12:46,568 (knocking) 1331 01:12:46,571 --> 01:12:48,196 Hey. 1332 01:12:52,535 --> 01:12:54,535 I'm gonna go see your dad in the hospital. 1333 01:12:54,537 --> 01:12:56,579 You go to sleep. 1334 01:12:56,581 --> 01:12:58,456 Okay. 1335 01:12:58,458 --> 01:12:59,874 Okay. 1336 01:12:59,876 --> 01:13:01,250 I love you. 1337 01:13:01,252 --> 01:13:02,627 Love you, too. 1338 01:13:10,428 --> 01:13:22,897 (♪♪♪) 1339 01:13:22,898 --> 01:13:24,065 Deb. 1340 01:13:24,067 --> 01:13:25,108 Maybe I should... 1341 01:13:25,110 --> 01:13:27,026 Yes, I think you should go. 1342 01:13:27,028 --> 01:13:30,947 (♪♪♪) 1343 01:13:30,949 --> 01:13:32,490 Just give us a couple of minutes. 1344 01:13:34,452 --> 01:13:41,457 (♪♪♪) 1345 01:13:43,420 --> 01:13:45,503 I brought some soup. 1346 01:13:45,505 --> 01:13:48,005 (♪♪♪) 1347 01:13:48,007 --> 01:13:50,091 I'll just... 1348 01:13:50,093 --> 01:14:01,394 (♪♪♪) 1349 01:14:01,396 --> 01:14:02,812 No. 1350 01:14:02,814 --> 01:14:06,566 Mike, I would do anything to keep this family together. 1351 01:14:06,568 --> 01:14:10,862 (♪♪♪) 1352 01:14:10,864 --> 01:14:12,947 Mike, Mike, look at me. 1353 01:14:12,949 --> 01:14:15,241 Mike, I will lose weight. 1354 01:14:15,243 --> 01:14:17,577 I will get that job. 1355 01:14:17,579 --> 01:14:20,288 I will be a better mom. I will be a better wife. 1356 01:14:20,290 --> 01:14:24,125 I will be anything you'd, I will be everything you need. 1357 01:14:24,127 --> 01:14:25,835 Deb, just... 1358 01:14:25,837 --> 01:14:27,879 Mike, think about the kids. 1359 01:14:31,468 --> 01:14:32,550 I am. 1360 01:14:32,552 --> 01:14:37,388 (♪♪♪) 1361 01:14:37,389 --> 01:14:41,434 Are you gonna let that woman tear our family apart? 1362 01:14:44,147 --> 01:14:47,148 So you need a shiny new thing to go with your shiny new house? 1363 01:14:47,150 --> 01:14:48,316 Stop it, stop it, Deb. 1364 01:14:48,318 --> 01:14:49,609 You are a bastard. Stop it! 1365 01:14:49,611 --> 01:14:52,487 You are spineless and you are a terrible father, 1366 01:14:52,489 --> 01:14:55,323 and you were everything I said that you were and you... 1367 01:14:55,325 --> 01:14:58,534 Yeah, that's it! Blame me! 1368 01:14:58,536 --> 01:15:02,163 Blame everybody else! 1369 01:15:02,165 --> 01:15:06,834 Deb, you think that you are what, a brilliant doctor?! 1370 01:15:06,835 --> 01:15:10,463 You think that you were a great mom?! 1371 01:15:13,843 --> 01:15:17,136 I know who you are. 1372 01:15:17,138 --> 01:15:23,851 You're manipulative, you are erratic, you are a liar, 1373 01:15:23,853 --> 01:15:27,897 and you care about one thing, you care about your status, 1374 01:15:27,898 --> 01:15:30,233 and you care about that because if everyone saw who you 1375 01:15:30,235 --> 01:15:33,568 actually are, they would be disgusted! 1376 01:15:38,535 --> 01:15:40,952 I think that you are actually crazy. 1377 01:15:40,954 --> 01:15:45,414 (♪♪♪) 1378 01:15:45,416 --> 01:15:47,250 And that's why when I get the divorce, 1379 01:15:47,252 --> 01:15:49,168 I am gonna take the kids. 1380 01:15:49,170 --> 01:15:56,133 (♪♪♪) 1381 01:15:56,135 --> 01:16:01,973 You will take those kids over cold dead bodies. 1382 01:16:01,975 --> 01:16:16,987 (♪♪♪) 1383 01:16:16,990 --> 01:16:25,079 (♪♪♪) 1384 01:16:27,959 --> 01:16:42,930 (♪♪♪) 1385 01:16:42,932 --> 01:17:02,950 (♪♪♪) 1386 01:17:02,952 --> 01:17:05,327 (♪♪♪) 1387 01:17:05,330 --> 01:17:11,375 (rattling) 1388 01:17:11,377 --> 01:17:25,931 (♪♪♪) 1389 01:17:25,933 --> 01:17:28,142 (♪♪♪) 1390 01:17:28,144 --> 01:17:43,115 (♪♪♪) (ripping) 1391 01:17:43,117 --> 01:17:43,949 (♪♪♪) (ripping) 1392 01:17:43,951 --> 01:17:58,880 (♪♪♪) 1393 01:17:58,883 --> 01:18:13,978 (♪♪♪) 1394 01:18:13,981 --> 01:18:28,952 (♪♪♪) (fire crackling) 1395 01:18:28,955 --> 01:18:40,505 (♪♪♪) (fire crackling) 1396 01:18:40,508 --> 01:18:43,634 Mom, can you hear me? 1397 01:18:43,636 --> 01:18:45,928 Mom, are you there? 1398 01:18:45,930 --> 01:18:47,221 Mom, please, I'm scared! 1399 01:18:47,223 --> 01:18:50,014 (♪♪♪) 1400 01:18:50,017 --> 01:18:52,559 Mom, mom, I really need you right now! 1401 01:18:52,562 --> 01:18:54,395 Mom! Tim. 1402 01:18:54,397 --> 01:18:57,189 Mom, mom, there's a fire! 1403 01:18:57,191 --> 01:18:58,858 Mom! 1404 01:18:58,860 --> 01:19:00,234 Gonna wake up Kelly? 1405 01:19:00,236 --> 01:19:01,402 We have to get out! 1406 01:19:01,404 --> 01:19:02,778 No, honey, wait right there! 1407 01:19:02,780 --> 01:19:03,987 I'm going to get help. 1408 01:19:03,990 --> 01:19:05,865 You just wait right there, okay. 1409 01:19:05,867 --> 01:19:07,199 Okay. 1410 01:19:07,201 --> 01:19:08,451 Hurry mom! 1411 01:19:08,452 --> 01:19:15,458 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) 1412 01:19:15,460 --> 01:19:18,085 Help! Help! 1413 01:19:18,087 --> 01:19:19,253 (siren & horn blaring) 1414 01:19:19,255 --> 01:19:20,880 Somebody help me! 1415 01:19:20,882 --> 01:19:22,255 Help! Help! 1416 01:19:22,258 --> 01:19:27,428 (♪♪♪) (sirens & horn blaring) 1417 01:19:27,430 --> 01:19:30,139 Ahhh!! 1418 01:19:30,141 --> 01:19:45,154 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) 1419 01:19:45,156 --> 01:19:49,825 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) 1420 01:19:49,827 --> 01:19:51,118 No, no! 1421 01:19:51,120 --> 01:19:53,954 Tim! Kelly! Tim! 1422 01:19:53,956 --> 01:19:55,246 No, no, this is my house! 1423 01:19:55,249 --> 01:19:56,290 This is my house! 1424 01:19:56,291 --> 01:19:57,541 Are there children in there? 1425 01:19:57,543 --> 01:19:59,001 Kelly! 1426 01:19:59,003 --> 01:20:01,253 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) 1427 01:20:01,255 --> 01:20:02,421 No, please! 1428 01:20:02,423 --> 01:20:05,299 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) 1429 01:20:05,300 --> 01:20:07,009 Deb, where are the kids? 1430 01:20:10,264 --> 01:20:12,056 Where are the kids, Deb? 1431 01:20:12,058 --> 01:20:20,481 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) 1432 01:20:20,483 --> 01:20:22,900 Oh, come, what did you do? 1433 01:20:24,445 --> 01:20:26,987 Deb, what did you do?! 1434 01:20:26,989 --> 01:20:34,537 (♪ Amazing Grace ♪) (fire crackling) 1435 01:20:36,040 --> 01:20:47,550 ( 1436 01:20:47,552 --> 01:20:49,677 Deb: I watched from the front yard. 1437 01:20:49,679 --> 01:20:53,138 There wasn't anything else I could do. 1438 01:20:53,139 --> 01:20:57,351 There wasn't much anyone else could do but watch, 1439 01:20:57,353 --> 01:20:59,645 as it all turned to ash. 1440 01:21:01,482 --> 01:21:02,982 Thank you for recounting all this. 1441 01:21:02,984 --> 01:21:04,567 I know it's difficult. 1442 01:21:04,568 --> 01:21:08,112 Now that we're caught up, could you walk us through the events 1443 01:21:08,114 --> 01:21:12,032 this past evening after you returned home from the hospital? 1444 01:21:12,034 --> 01:21:13,617 Yes. 1445 01:21:13,619 --> 01:21:18,664 I went to bed around 11 o'clock, and I was awakened by the alarm. 1446 01:21:18,666 --> 01:21:21,333 I went to turn it off at first, 1447 01:21:21,335 --> 01:21:24,044 but I found the hallway filling with smoke. 1448 01:21:24,046 --> 01:21:27,380 So, I went to call 9-1-1 and that's when I heard 1449 01:21:27,383 --> 01:21:29,675 Tim on the intercom. 1450 01:21:29,677 --> 01:21:33,053 Tim used to be my 13-year-old son. 1451 01:21:36,058 --> 01:21:37,558 Tim was calling you on the intercom? 1452 01:21:37,559 --> 01:21:39,643 He sounded scared. 1453 01:21:39,645 --> 01:21:43,188 He asked me what to do, and if he should wake up Kelly. 1454 01:21:43,190 --> 01:21:48,110 I said, "No, stay there, I'm going to get help," 1455 01:21:48,112 --> 01:21:51,572 which was probably the kiss of death. 1456 01:21:51,574 --> 01:21:57,411 Ma'am, we haven't told you that your son or daughter 1457 01:21:57,413 --> 01:22:00,039 has passed away yet. 1458 01:22:00,041 --> 01:22:03,666 I'm sure if Tim or Kelly were alive, we would know by now. 1459 01:22:05,004 --> 01:22:06,378 Mrs. Green. 1460 01:22:06,380 --> 01:22:08,630 It's Dr. Green. 1461 01:22:08,633 --> 01:22:11,216 As I mentioned before, I stopped practicing 1462 01:22:11,218 --> 01:22:13,135 at the coercion of my husband. 1463 01:22:14,263 --> 01:22:16,055 But now that we're getting a divorce, 1464 01:22:16,057 --> 01:22:19,183 I think I'm going to go back into practice again. 1465 01:22:19,184 --> 01:22:21,184 This time into psychiatry. 1466 01:22:25,608 --> 01:22:29,526 Dr. Green, you've had some time to think. 1467 01:22:32,073 --> 01:22:37,117 So, I'd like to reiterate our earlier question. 1468 01:22:37,119 --> 01:22:39,370 Did you start this fire? 1469 01:22:43,084 --> 01:22:46,251 I loved those children more than life itself. 1470 01:22:46,253 --> 01:22:53,425 (♪♪♪) 1471 01:22:53,427 --> 01:22:55,719 I think we're done here. 1472 01:23:00,184 --> 01:23:02,434 Then you're free to leave. 1473 01:23:02,436 --> 01:23:05,145 I do have a request. 1474 01:23:05,147 --> 01:23:06,522 Yes. 1475 01:23:06,523 --> 01:23:09,316 I would like to see my husband. 1476 01:23:09,318 --> 01:23:12,361 I want to be the one to tell him our children are dead. 1477 01:23:12,362 --> 01:23:18,951 (♪♪♪) 1478 01:23:18,952 --> 01:23:25,290 Your daughter, it appears she died from smoke inhalation. 1479 01:23:28,629 --> 01:23:30,671 It would have been peaceful. 1480 01:23:36,262 --> 01:23:37,386 And Tim? 1481 01:23:37,388 --> 01:23:46,145 (♪♪♪) 1482 01:23:46,147 --> 01:23:48,689 Your wife, she was adamant about telling you 1483 01:23:48,691 --> 01:23:51,442 what happened to the kids. 1484 01:23:51,443 --> 01:23:54,193 Why would she want that? 1485 01:24:00,036 --> 01:24:05,956 The previous fire at our old house, when it happened, 1486 01:24:05,958 --> 01:24:09,001 one of my colleagues suggested that maybe Deb started it, 1487 01:24:09,003 --> 01:24:12,129 and at the time I just thought, "Well that's absurd." 1488 01:24:14,967 --> 01:24:20,637 But the thing about Deb, she's smarter than everyone else. 1489 01:24:20,639 --> 01:24:24,683 She's brilliant, she's just brilliant. 1490 01:24:24,684 --> 01:24:32,608 (♪♪♪) 1491 01:24:36,112 --> 01:24:37,612 (knocking) 1492 01:24:42,119 --> 01:24:43,285 (knocking) 1493 01:24:46,957 --> 01:24:54,379 (♪♪♪) 1494 01:24:54,380 --> 01:24:56,423 I didn't have anywhere else to go. 1495 01:24:56,425 --> 01:25:03,514 (♪♪♪) 1496 01:25:03,516 --> 01:25:04,514 Mike, I... 1497 01:25:09,522 --> 01:25:11,063 Say something. 1498 01:25:11,065 --> 01:25:16,068 (♪♪♪) 1499 01:25:16,070 --> 01:25:18,946 You should have been home where you belonged. 1500 01:25:18,948 --> 01:25:33,919 (♪♪♪) 1501 01:25:33,921 --> 01:25:36,672 (♪♪♪) 1502 01:25:36,674 --> 01:25:39,424 There you go, Deb. 1503 01:25:39,425 --> 01:25:42,177 Where do you see yourself in 10 years? 1504 01:25:43,139 --> 01:25:45,222 (door slams) 1505 01:25:45,224 --> 01:25:51,520 (♪♪♪) 1506 01:25:51,522 --> 01:26:01,655 (crying) 1507 01:26:01,657 --> 01:26:04,950 Deb: Despite all those years I sacrificed for my family, 1508 01:26:04,952 --> 01:26:07,327 I'm left with no one. 1509 01:26:07,329 --> 01:26:11,331 And so, I enter this last act of my life alone. 1510 01:26:11,333 --> 01:26:15,377 I received two concurrent 40 year prison sentences, 1511 01:26:15,379 --> 01:26:20,132 which I'm currently serving, but I'm innocent. 1512 01:26:20,134 --> 01:26:23,343 After all, I loved my children. 1513 01:26:23,344 --> 01:26:25,637 I would do anything for them. 1514 01:26:25,639 --> 01:26:30,309 (♪♪♪) 1515 01:26:31,478 --> 01:26:46,450 (♪♪♪) 1516 01:26:46,452 --> 01:27:07,221 (♪♪♪) 1517 01:27:07,223 --> 01:27:26,865 (♪♪♪) 1518 01:27:26,867 --> 01:27:31,245 (♪♪♪)