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JAY: Sit.

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NARRATOR: Selection for the SAS...

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..is a test like no other.

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ANT: The celebrity recruits
are used to comfort and luxuries.

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If you don't surrender yourself
to the course,

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you will suffer an anguish like
you've never experienced before.

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ANT (SHOUTING):
Get down. Get down.

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Try and fight it
and it will (BLEEP) you up.

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A new group of celebrity recruits...
STAFF: Wake up!

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..have volunteered to put
their privileged lives behind.

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ANT: Move, get on that train.

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CASSIE: I want to leave the name
'Cocaine Cassie' behind me.

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They'll be put through a tougher...

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(SHOUTS) Get over here.

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..more intense selection course
than ever before.

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Do not (BLEEP) this up.

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Let's go!

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Dive!

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Chief instructor Ant Middleton...
Let's go!

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..and his team of directing staff
will make no exceptions.

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Keep hanging.

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Staff, I can't.

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Staff...
(ABBEY SCREAMS)

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Are you trying to pull the wool
over my (BLEEP) eyes?

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Move!

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A sickening submerged pipeline...

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..almost ends in disaster.

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Turn on your back.

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What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

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No, no, no!

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Do you think if I hadn't
had dragged you out,

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you wouldn't be a (BLEEP) dead man?

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And...

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Go!

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..a leap of faith...

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Hurry up, let's move.

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Move it, move it!

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..takes a heavy toll.

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Let's go!
Get down here!

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(GRUNTING)

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And Thai cave rescue hero
tells his story.

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Nobody really thought
that it was likely to be a rescue.

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A rescue.

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If we didn't,
they were all going to die.

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In the cold, pre-dawn
of the Middle Eastern Desert,

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13 recruits have survived
the first 24 hours

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of the punishing
SAS selection course.

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(RECRUIT SNORES)

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STAZ: Wake up!

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Tick-tock!

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Hurry the (BLEEP) up.

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I am the original bachelor

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and in my society
there's a certain level

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of wanting to look a certain way.

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I wash my face and my moisturise
and I dye my hair, dye my beard,

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I use a scrub
a couple times a week.

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I take pride in the way I look.

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I woke up at 2:00 and I was like
this is too much sleep.

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I only got to sleep at about
2:30 I think it was.

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Did you?
Yeah.

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On the course,
it's not meant to be comfortable.

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This is going to be
quite the challenge for me.

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Bit (BLEEP) smelly.

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ABBEY: Hello. (CHUCKLES)

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I'm a sports broadcaster
in the world of AFL

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but I think SAS, it's so different

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to anything that I would have
ever experienced or heard of before.

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I don't think there's
anything awkward anymore.

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Well, I haven't done a poo yet

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so I'm like this is
my first experience.

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With none of the creature comforts
from home...

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..the recruits must get accustomed
to rudimentary facilities.

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All of our little butts
go on these holes. (LAUGHS)

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And they're quite far back
from the edge too.

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Yes, I'm little, my legs
are dangling off the edge

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when I'm sitting on this.

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I feel like a 13-year-old child.

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I am an Australian actress

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and most people would know me
because of 'Neighbours'.

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I wanna prove that I'm gonna be good
on the SAS course

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but I think my height will affect me
'cause I'm five-foot-tall.

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Zima, you can't even
touch the ground.

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(LAUGHTER)
No, I can't.

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Her little legs are hanging.

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I don't like that
I'm five-foot-tall

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because like I'm out here trying
a lot harder than a lot of people.

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Like I gotta take like three,
four steps

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compared to your two steps.

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It's hard.

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It probably looks like
there's no one in here

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so it would be kind of awkward
if one of the guys comes over

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and looks through the sides.

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I don't want people
looking at my vagina.

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How is anybody gonna see your vagina
when you're sat down?

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They can still kinda see it.

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How high up is your vagina?

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Like at my belly button,
how high is your vagina?

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CASSIE: Breakfast guys.

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As duty recruit,
convicted drug smuggler Cassie

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must serve all the recruits
before herself.

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Avo on toast here we come.

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I'm top-five middle-distance runner
in the world.

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I want the public to see me
as more than just a runner,

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more than just an Olympian

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and I want the public to see me
in a different light.

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Not just my doping scandal
and I'm here for the challenge.

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Yes.
Imagine.

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Imagine...
A little poached egg.

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The recruits file in to share
the meagre rations available.

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Can I grab an egg as well?
Yep.

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Thank you.

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These eggs aren't going down well.

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No, it's hard,
they're hard to get down.

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It's important to put everyone

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through some level of discomfort
and pain on selection.

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Trying to operate
when you're fatigued,

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when you've not eaten
hardly any food

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and we're trying to get rid
of the weakest.

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Putting them through this level
of discomfort and pain

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filters that out.

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A little bit of salt and pepper,
you know, usually goes nicely.

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Yeah.

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I come from the royal family
in Bali.

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Oh, god.

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I have no idea what I'm doing here.

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I did not sleep.
I'm going to be useless today.

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You didn't sleep?

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Not even, not even an hour.

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What?
Nope.

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I'm a complete fish out of water.

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I can't go to sleep
without like a podcast

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and then I've got like whale sounds

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and then I've got like a machine
that purifies the air

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and then I've got like an eye mask.

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Everyone was snoring so loud.

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It was the worst.

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I didn't even know they were.

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Oh, it was like a (BLEEP)
musical bloody trump...

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Really?
Yeah.

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Well, maybe I was asleep
at that point.

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Then that's good.

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Deep down I'm just a massive Karen
to the core.

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I think that's why
today's probably the day

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that a lot of people will crack.

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(ALL AGREEING)

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STAFF: Into your allocated vehicle,
go!

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Spring!
Move!

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All of you sprint!
Move it!

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Hurry up.

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Heading to their first brutal task
on day two.

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Come on, get in there.

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The recruits race through the desert

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to be faced with a test designed
to push them to the brink of panic.

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Everything in this course
is designed to test your character.

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We expose you for who you are.

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Especially your emotions
and your fears.

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It's going to be
overwhelming for them.

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RADIO: I have your release.

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All clear for take-off.

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We have everything we need
to operate and function

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in modern-day warfare
in the desert.

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This is special forces operations.

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We spent years training for this...

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..and it is all about
taking charge of your mind.

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Out of the wagons.
Get out!

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Or everybody will (BLEEP) suffer.
Get out.

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We don't allow fear to enter.

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Bergens on,
quick as you can let's go.

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The seat won't go down.

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What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

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We push it to one side.

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(BLEEP) Jason Bourne in the back.

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Because if you don't...

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Hurry up!
..panic is like a plague.

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Go, move!

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And in an uncontrolled situation,

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it can be the difference
between life and death.

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(BIRDS CHIRP)

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Alright, listen in.

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Stop there.

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I want one rank between that rock
and that rock facing me.

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Do that now.

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Hurry up, move!

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Quick as you can, let's go!

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Take your bergens off.

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Turn around and watch the demo.

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Pay attention.

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Attention to detail.

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As the formidably Blackhawk
takes lift,

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the recruits observe
as chief instructor Ant

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demonstrates a highly dangerous
SAS drill

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known as the Run and Jump Extraction.

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(BLEEP).

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Without safety equipment,

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each recruit must plunge
into the cold water.

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The run and jump to the Blackhawk

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is where you're in
a hostile environment,

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you've got an important
piece of equipment on you

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that needs extracting.

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It's a one-off, get this right
or you're not going home mission.

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Fighting the gale force down-draft
of the rotor blades

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and the choppy water,

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they'll need to make a perilous
10m climb up the rope,

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keeping panic at bay.

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Special forces operators

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constantly put ourselves
in these fearful situations...

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..to control that panic

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because if they don't,

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in a combat zone on the battlefield
they're (BLEEP).

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Everyone take your jackets off,

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put your numbers
on your upper left arm.

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Once you've done that
sit on your bergens.

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I'm afraid of heights.

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Probably the worst-case scenario

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is throwing you off the helicopter
into the ocean.

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That would stress me out.

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Is that water not deep?

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Yeah, I couldn't even tell you

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that I've ever been
on a roller coaster or anything.

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Unknown situations
scare the hell out of me.

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Right, who wants to come on down?

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Yes, Staff.

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Good effort, number one.

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After an anxious,
panicked introduction to the course,

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number one,
convicted drug smuggler, Cassie,

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will need nerves of steel
to pass the task.

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By doing SAS,
I'm just proving to myself

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that I am capable
of whatever is thrown at me.

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Are you OK?
Yes, Staff.

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Think you can do it?

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I'll give it my best shot, Staff.

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Alright,
let's see a good effort, OK?

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It's the only way people
will get a real version of me

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because I'm not Cocaine Cassie.

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Stand by.

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Go!

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Hurry up, let's move.

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Go! Go, go!

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Alright, let's go.

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Needing to exit the cold water,

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number one must quickly
swim to the rope.

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Come on!

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Hurry up!

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Come on!

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Let's go!

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Come on, let's go!
(GRUNTING)

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Let's go!

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Making her way up the rope,
number one strains to climb further.

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I don't want to give up

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but I'm always going to have that
little voice in the back of my head

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that I wasn't good enough...

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..because of everything
that happened to me in Columbia.

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She's going to blow out.

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ANT: What are you doing?

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What's going through
your (BLEEP) head?

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God almighty.

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That was tough.

258
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Unable to ascend to the Blackhawk,

259
00:13:47,040 --> 00:13:52,480
number one must swim to shore
having failed the task.

260
00:13:53,480 --> 00:13:55,400
Recruit number eight.
Yes, Staff.

261
00:13:55,480 --> 00:13:56,960
You're going to lead by example.

262
00:13:57,040 --> 00:13:58,360
Let's go.

263
00:13:59,480 --> 00:14:04,280
Well over six feet tall
and weighing 102kg,

264
00:14:04,920 --> 00:14:08,280
number eight, retired NRL star Boyd,

265
00:14:08,360 --> 00:14:10,760
is by far the heaviest recruit

266
00:14:10,840 --> 00:14:14,560
attempting to haul his massive frame
into the Blackhawk.

267
00:14:14,640 --> 00:14:17,280
I want to see some (BLEEP)
Tom Cruise shit from you.

268
00:14:17,360 --> 00:14:18,680
Down to the DS, go!

269
00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:21,920
In 2020 I retired from concussions.

270
00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:24,600
I still suffer symptoms now

271
00:14:24,680 --> 00:14:26,400
especially with
the constant headaches

272
00:14:26,480 --> 00:14:29,120
and the light-headedness sometimes

273
00:14:29,200 --> 00:14:33,240
and all sensitivity to the light
and the noise.

274
00:14:33,320 --> 00:14:34,880
When the Heli's here,
I'll release you.

275
00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:36,360
Yes, Staff.
OK, ready?

276
00:14:36,440 --> 00:14:37,400
Yep.

277
00:14:40,200 --> 00:14:41,320
Take a knee.

278
00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:46,240
So going into this course
if I am worried about one thing,

279
00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:48,760
it will probably be
if my body can hold up.

280
00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:51,080
Go!

281
00:14:55,720 --> 00:14:58,440
I think this is just going to be
a real good test for myself

282
00:14:58,520 --> 00:15:00,040
and trying to get to the end.

283
00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:15,680
(BOYD CRIES OUT)

284
00:15:19,360 --> 00:15:20,680
(BOYD SCREAMS IN PAIN)

285
00:15:39,720 --> 00:15:42,040
It's quite a scary thought
when you think about

286
00:15:42,120 --> 00:15:44,480
the thing that might stop me
from completing the course

287
00:15:44,560 --> 00:15:46,680
is my old body breaking down.

288
00:15:52,480 --> 00:15:53,520
Hurry up.

289
00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:55,480
What happened?

290
00:15:55,560 --> 00:15:57,320
I tore me pec.
You tore your pec?

291
00:15:57,400 --> 00:15:58,560
Yeah.

292
00:15:58,640 --> 00:16:00,120
Alright I'll get someone
to come have a look.

293
00:16:02,560 --> 00:16:05,000
With a suspected pectoral tear,

294
00:16:05,080 --> 00:16:08,840
Chief Medic, Doctor Dan,
needs to assess the injury.

295
00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:11,160
When I jumped on the rope
and swung off it

296
00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:12,920
and she's (BLEEP) pulled, aye.

297
00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:14,400
Take your jacket off.

298
00:16:14,480 --> 00:16:16,480
I know you just got warm
but I wanna have a bit of a look.

299
00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:20,800
Yeah, so that's definitely
well attached there.

300
00:16:20,880 --> 00:16:23,000
Yeah.
And do it on this side.

301
00:16:23,800 --> 00:16:25,880
Yeah mate,
I reckon that's come away.

302
00:16:28,560 --> 00:16:30,880
I'll have a yarn to the DS,

303
00:16:30,960 --> 00:16:34,280
let 'em know what's going on
and we'll make a plan.

304
00:16:35,520 --> 00:16:36,720
Thanks, doc.

305
00:16:38,440 --> 00:16:41,040
With such a painful injury,

306
00:16:41,120 --> 00:16:44,920
number eight's future on the course
looks uncertain.

307
00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:47,880
If I had to quit
or if I had to take that armband off

308
00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:51,240
I'd definitely feel like
I'd probably have failed for sure.

309
00:16:55,680 --> 00:16:56,720
Hobbit.

310
00:16:56,800 --> 00:16:58,400
Yes, Staff.
Come on down.

311
00:17:02,360 --> 00:17:07,200
Barely five feet tall, number two,
actress Zima Anderson,

312
00:17:07,280 --> 00:17:11,480
hopes to be the first to succeed
where all others have failed.

313
00:17:11,560 --> 00:17:15,080
This is like a (BLEEP) scene
out of 'The Lord of the Rings'.

314
00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:17,600
Remember Frodo Baggins?

315
00:17:17,680 --> 00:17:20,160
Yes.
This is (BLEEP) Mordor.

316
00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:22,320
For us vertically challenged folk...
Yes.

317
00:17:22,400 --> 00:17:24,200
..we have to work a bit harder
than everybody else, don't we?

318
00:17:24,280 --> 00:17:25,560
We do, Staff.

319
00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:27,080
Well, pack a big (BLEEP) punch.

320
00:17:27,160 --> 00:17:28,680
Down to the DS, off you go.

321
00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:31,280
Stand there, face me.

322
00:17:31,360 --> 00:17:33,160
I think people's
first impressions of me,

323
00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:36,760
they're gonna think that I'm not
capable of doing physical tasks.

324
00:17:36,840 --> 00:17:38,000
Go!

325
00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:41,080
I want to prove to myself
that I am strong

326
00:17:41,160 --> 00:17:44,240
and I will commit to whatever
is thrown at me on the course.

327
00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:57,120
Come on!

328
00:18:04,440 --> 00:18:05,840
Let's go!

329
00:18:09,240 --> 00:18:10,520
Come on, let's go!

330
00:18:11,360 --> 00:18:12,440
Go on.

331
00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:24,240
(PANTING)

332
00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:30,840
Being an actress I definitely have
had a lot of bad opinions on me.

333
00:18:31,920 --> 00:18:34,720
So I always get judged straight away

334
00:18:34,800 --> 00:18:38,520
and I started to really feel that,
that was who I was as a person.

335
00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:42,880
Let's go!

336
00:18:42,960 --> 00:18:44,320
Come on!

337
00:18:46,640 --> 00:18:48,720
I'm sure there will be things
throughout the course

338
00:18:48,800 --> 00:18:52,160
that will challenge me, 100%.

339
00:18:52,240 --> 00:18:53,520
What are you doing?

340
00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:55,880
And I will want to go to
a dark place you can't come back.

341
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,200
Come on!

342
00:19:11,528 --> 00:19:13,408
On the coastal edge of the desert,

343
00:19:14,368 --> 00:19:17,608
the recruits are locked
in a gruelling test of agility,

344
00:19:18,448 --> 00:19:21,728
needing to scale a 10m rope
from the cold water

345
00:19:21,808 --> 00:19:24,128
into the safety of the Blackhawk.

346
00:19:25,128 --> 00:19:26,728
Come on, let's go!

347
00:19:27,968 --> 00:19:30,648
Number two, actress Zima Anderson...

348
00:19:30,728 --> 00:19:32,288
Come on, let's go!

349
00:19:32,368 --> 00:19:36,128
..attempts to be the first recruit
to climb on board the chopper.

350
00:19:36,848 --> 00:19:37,808
Go on.

351
00:19:42,728 --> 00:19:43,808
(GRUNTING)

352
00:19:48,128 --> 00:19:51,208
Being an actress,
I always get judged straight away

353
00:19:51,288 --> 00:19:55,448
and I started to really feel that,
that was who I was as a person.

354
00:20:04,168 --> 00:20:07,648
But I ground myself in who I am
and my morals

355
00:20:07,728 --> 00:20:10,048
and how my loved ones see me.

356
00:20:10,128 --> 00:20:12,368
I want to show people
that you can be strong

357
00:20:12,448 --> 00:20:13,808
and you can be sensitive.

358
00:20:15,808 --> 00:20:16,888
Whoa, she's getting up.

359
00:20:20,648 --> 00:20:21,728
Up here!

360
00:20:21,808 --> 00:20:23,928
Up here!

361
00:20:25,688 --> 00:20:28,248
Straight through the access point,
let's go.

362
00:20:31,088 --> 00:20:32,368
Yes!

363
00:20:32,448 --> 00:20:33,928
She's a little pocket rocket, Zima.

364
00:20:36,048 --> 00:20:37,008
Good effort.

365
00:20:39,328 --> 00:20:43,048
Number two is the first
to conquer the task.

366
00:20:48,488 --> 00:20:51,128
That was brilliant.
You actually just proved to everyone

367
00:20:51,208 --> 00:20:53,928
it doesn't matter how tall you are,
you can smash that.

368
00:20:54,008 --> 00:20:56,488
I'm strong, Staff.
I know, I can see that.

369
00:20:57,168 --> 00:20:59,448
Once it's shown
that it can be (BLEEP) done,

370
00:20:59,528 --> 00:21:01,408
everyone can (BLEEP) do it.

371
00:21:02,448 --> 00:21:03,808
Let's go number 12.

372
00:21:03,888 --> 00:21:05,128
Let's go.

373
00:21:07,248 --> 00:21:11,008
Already struggling to cope
with the rigours of the course,

374
00:21:11,088 --> 00:21:14,688
number 12,
Balinese princess, Lindy Klim,

375
00:21:14,768 --> 00:21:17,008
must summon all her courage.

376
00:21:17,088 --> 00:21:20,808
People probably know me
from Being Michael Klim's ex-wife.

377
00:21:21,768 --> 00:21:23,368
When my marriage broke down,

378
00:21:23,448 --> 00:21:26,328
I guess I did have those feelings
of failing.

379
00:21:26,408 --> 00:21:29,568
I failed as a wife,
I failed the children as their mum

380
00:21:29,648 --> 00:21:31,728
and I think that, that potentially

381
00:21:31,808 --> 00:21:34,528
is where this whole not feeling
good enough might come from.

382
00:21:35,328 --> 00:21:36,728
On your knees.

383
00:21:39,568 --> 00:21:43,248
So I'm already doubting myself
by sitting here.

384
00:21:43,328 --> 00:21:47,768
I'm terrified to go on this show
so potentially, you know,

385
00:21:47,848 --> 00:21:50,808
if I can do just like
a little bit of it,

386
00:21:50,888 --> 00:21:54,088
it might give me that confidence
to believe in myself more.

387
00:21:54,808 --> 00:21:56,968
Go!
Go!

388
00:21:57,048 --> 00:21:58,208
Go!

389
00:22:11,488 --> 00:22:12,928
ANT: Keep moving!

390
00:22:20,848 --> 00:22:22,608
Let's go, come on!

391
00:22:27,728 --> 00:22:29,048
That's it, come on!

392
00:22:29,128 --> 00:22:30,408
What are you doing?

393
00:22:31,568 --> 00:22:32,608
Come on!

394
00:22:41,088 --> 00:22:42,488
What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

395
00:22:43,408 --> 00:22:46,608
There are some moments where
I'm like this is just way too much.

396
00:22:47,208 --> 00:22:49,048
I'll just have to quit.

397
00:22:56,248 --> 00:23:01,288
Blackhawk run and jump is about
the pressure of a timed extraction.

398
00:23:01,368 --> 00:23:02,408
Go!

399
00:23:03,208 --> 00:23:06,088
It's imperative that
they get into that helicopter

400
00:23:06,168 --> 00:23:10,248
as quickly, as efficiently
and as safely as possible.

401
00:23:19,968 --> 00:23:21,648
This is a difficult climb.

402
00:23:22,928 --> 00:23:24,408
(GRUNTING)

403
00:23:32,088 --> 00:23:35,248
And they'll need to push through
the pain and the suffering...

404
00:23:35,328 --> 00:23:36,608
(ABBEY GRUNTS)

405
00:23:39,368 --> 00:23:40,528
(CRAIG GROANS)

406
00:23:40,608 --> 00:23:43,128
When everything is screaming,
telling you to stop.

407
00:23:43,848 --> 00:23:45,088
Stand up!

408
00:23:48,608 --> 00:23:50,088
(GROANS IN PAIN)

409
00:24:01,168 --> 00:24:04,408
It requires upper body strength,
technique...

410
00:24:05,488 --> 00:24:06,928
Like a rat up a drain pipe.

411
00:24:07,008 --> 00:24:08,088
Yeah.

412
00:24:08,168 --> 00:24:10,488
More importantly, strength of mind.

413
00:24:10,568 --> 00:24:12,448
ANT: Lock your arms off.

414
00:24:12,528 --> 00:24:14,568
Good!
Good!

415
00:24:14,648 --> 00:24:15,848
That's brilliant.

416
00:24:15,928 --> 00:24:17,448
Yes!

417
00:24:17,528 --> 00:24:18,968
Get in here! Get in here!

418
00:24:19,048 --> 00:24:20,248
Sit!

419
00:24:21,168 --> 00:24:22,328
Well done!

420
00:24:28,168 --> 00:24:29,888
Get behind me, behind!

421
00:24:30,528 --> 00:24:32,288
Here, hold on.

422
00:24:33,088 --> 00:24:34,408
Good effort, well done.

423
00:24:36,968 --> 00:24:38,248
So frustrating.

424
00:24:38,328 --> 00:24:40,048
So hard to get up that rope.

425
00:24:43,808 --> 00:24:46,008
Big guy, your (BLEEP)
life depends on it.

426
00:24:46,088 --> 00:24:48,408
Get on that (BLEEP) helicopter.

427
00:24:48,488 --> 00:24:49,968
Yes, Staff.
Yeah?

428
00:24:50,048 --> 00:24:54,128
Only four of the previous 12
have passed

429
00:24:54,808 --> 00:24:58,848
and last to attempt the task
is the oldest recruit,

430
00:24:58,928 --> 00:25:02,248
at 57 years, actor Craig McLachlan.

431
00:25:02,328 --> 00:25:03,968
Stand there, turn and face me.

432
00:25:04,608 --> 00:25:06,968
Talk about panic.

433
00:25:07,688 --> 00:25:11,408
On that morning
of 8 January, 2018...

434
00:25:11,488 --> 00:25:13,088
(BLEEP) make this number nine, yeah?

435
00:25:14,208 --> 00:25:15,928
Go!

436
00:25:16,008 --> 00:25:18,648
..I woke up the phone's ringing.

437
00:25:18,728 --> 00:25:20,528
The news was everywhere.

438
00:25:21,568 --> 00:25:24,408
"He's a monster, he's a bully,
he's a calculated predator."

439
00:25:26,448 --> 00:25:30,048
It's too easy
to ruin your life like that.

440
00:25:31,968 --> 00:25:33,248
Go!
Go!

441
00:25:33,328 --> 00:25:34,608
Go!

442
00:25:46,008 --> 00:25:47,528
ANT: Keep moving.
You're behind enemy lines.

443
00:25:47,608 --> 00:25:49,168
You need to get
the (BLEEP) out of here.

444
00:25:50,528 --> 00:25:51,808
Come on!

445
00:26:02,968 --> 00:26:07,048
At the time these allegations
were broadcast,

446
00:26:07,128 --> 00:26:12,728
where I ultimately found myself
was in the darkest place imaginable.

447
00:26:15,208 --> 00:26:17,928
Making sure you don't
jump off a balcony.

448
00:26:21,608 --> 00:26:22,728
I was sadly...

449
00:26:24,728 --> 00:26:27,848
..contemplating the unimaginable

450
00:26:27,928 --> 00:26:32,048
and I made a decision
to do something

451
00:26:32,128 --> 00:26:37,128
and I'll just say that in my haste
a miscalculation

452
00:26:37,208 --> 00:26:39,768
basically meant that I...

453
00:26:42,848 --> 00:26:47,848
..I managed to get up out of bed
that next day

454
00:26:47,928 --> 00:26:49,568
and keep soldiering on.

455
00:26:50,768 --> 00:26:52,848
(GRUNTING)

456
00:26:56,688 --> 00:26:58,248
Let's go!

457
00:26:58,328 --> 00:26:59,728
Quick!
Quick!

458
00:26:59,808 --> 00:27:01,608
(GRUNTING)
Get in!

459
00:27:01,688 --> 00:27:03,328
Go go go.

460
00:27:09,928 --> 00:27:10,888
Good!

461
00:27:10,968 --> 00:27:12,088
Arm there.

462
00:27:12,168 --> 00:27:13,528
One more.

463
00:27:14,608 --> 00:27:16,608
Good, yes, get in here.

464
00:27:16,688 --> 00:27:17,728
Sit down.

465
00:27:17,808 --> 00:27:20,008
Well done, sit up!

466
00:27:20,848 --> 00:27:26,408
Exhausted, Craig reaches the chopper
and passes the task.

467
00:27:32,328 --> 00:27:34,728
Right, listen in,
pin your ears back.

468
00:27:36,968 --> 00:27:39,608
What we've just done
is (BLEEP) hardcore.

469
00:27:39,688 --> 00:27:42,088
Those of you here,
(BLEEP) well done.

470
00:27:42,168 --> 00:27:43,288
Strong.

471
00:27:44,888 --> 00:27:48,648
Those of you at the back,
like (BLEEP) salmons

472
00:27:48,728 --> 00:27:50,648
and royally (BLEEP) up.

473
00:27:51,928 --> 00:27:54,928
We've chucked you in at the deep end
and it's only going to get deeper.

474
00:27:56,088 --> 00:27:57,848
Right, jump up, put your bergens on.

475
00:27:59,048 --> 00:28:00,128
Hurry up!

476
00:28:00,208 --> 00:28:01,248
Go, move!

477
00:28:01,328 --> 00:28:02,568
Let's go!

478
00:28:03,168 --> 00:28:05,688
Get your heads in the game,
keep your heads up.

479
00:28:11,128 --> 00:28:13,168
A terrifying tunnel of water.

480
00:28:21,608 --> 00:28:23,248
(BLEEP), turn around!

481
00:28:23,328 --> 00:28:26,208
What are you doing diving in like
a (BLEEP) headless chicken?

482
00:28:26,288 --> 00:28:27,728
And a dramatic rescue.

483
00:28:27,808 --> 00:28:29,368
(BLEEP) maniac.

484
00:28:29,448 --> 00:28:31,208
I'm sending (BLEEP) team in there
to come and get you.

485
00:28:31,288 --> 00:28:33,488
Yes, Staff.
Because you're a (BLEEP) dead man!

486
00:28:35,848 --> 00:28:36,968
And later...

487
00:28:38,408 --> 00:28:40,688
I didn't know what the next
head knock would bring.

488
00:28:40,768 --> 00:28:42,968
..Boyd's painful past.

489
00:28:43,048 --> 00:28:45,128
Everything I've sort done
is because of her

490
00:28:45,208 --> 00:28:46,528
and to make her proud.

491
00:28:55,448 --> 00:28:57,288
(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)

492
00:29:03,528 --> 00:29:05,288
In the desert outpost,

493
00:29:05,368 --> 00:29:08,968
the recruits recover
from the morning's demanding task.

494
00:29:09,048 --> 00:29:11,128
Oh, it's nice and warm against here.

495
00:29:15,128 --> 00:29:17,528
I just want to go, I'm just done.

496
00:29:17,608 --> 00:29:19,768
Physically I'm not strong.

497
00:29:19,848 --> 00:29:21,088
Like, I know I'm not.

498
00:29:22,008 --> 00:29:24,888
I'm weak in my arms, I can't run.

499
00:29:24,968 --> 00:29:27,168
I'm not built to be a soldier.

500
00:29:28,368 --> 00:29:30,728
I'm still not getting warm.

501
00:29:30,808 --> 00:29:32,888
I wonder if my stuff's dry.

502
00:29:33,768 --> 00:29:38,568
It's just completely
way off how I live.

503
00:29:38,648 --> 00:29:39,928
My life.

504
00:29:40,008 --> 00:29:42,248
If I change my undies
then I have to take my shoes off.

505
00:29:42,328 --> 00:29:43,728
Yes, you will.

506
00:29:43,808 --> 00:29:45,408
What do you need to change?

507
00:29:45,488 --> 00:29:46,928
Nah.
Just 'cause I feel gross.

508
00:29:47,008 --> 00:29:48,728
I just think the worst thing
you can do

509
00:29:48,808 --> 00:29:49,928
is put on fresh underpants

510
00:29:50,008 --> 00:29:52,288
and then have
both pairs dirty and...

511
00:29:52,368 --> 00:29:54,048
Right, yeah.

512
00:29:56,488 --> 00:29:57,608
OK.

513
00:29:57,688 --> 00:30:01,088
If I was to be standing there
in wet clothing, I'm just done.

514
00:30:01,168 --> 00:30:02,648
I'm just...
That's it.

515
00:30:03,568 --> 00:30:05,408
While Lindy struggles...

516
00:30:08,168 --> 00:30:11,328
..the DS meet to analyse the recruits

517
00:30:11,408 --> 00:30:14,408
and evaluate their commitment
to the course.

518
00:30:14,488 --> 00:30:16,648
The jump and climb
up to the helicopter.

519
00:30:17,248 --> 00:30:21,168
That was a hard task.

520
00:30:21,248 --> 00:30:22,848
Extremely hard task.

521
00:30:22,928 --> 00:30:24,088
And number one,

522
00:30:24,168 --> 00:30:27,528
to say that she failed
that is hard to leave my mouth.

523
00:30:27,608 --> 00:30:30,648
She was dog-determined
to get up that rope.

524
00:30:30,728 --> 00:30:32,088
Hmm.

525
00:30:32,168 --> 00:30:33,968
That was the epitome
of resilience for me.

526
00:30:34,048 --> 00:30:38,328
She is mentally strong,
she was just physically done.

527
00:30:39,008 --> 00:30:42,808
Number two jumped in,
shhh, up that rope,

528
00:30:43,488 --> 00:30:47,368
straight into the helicopter,
not phased and away she went.

529
00:30:47,448 --> 00:30:49,328
The only female to complete.

530
00:30:49,408 --> 00:30:51,648
Not only the only female
but the shortest.

531
00:30:51,728 --> 00:30:52,928
Yes.

532
00:30:53,008 --> 00:30:55,688
Number ten, like a rat
up a drain pipe, wasn't he?

533
00:30:55,768 --> 00:30:57,168
Yeah.
He was, he was.

534
00:30:57,248 --> 00:30:59,448
Yeah, he was strong.
Wasn't even out of breath.

535
00:30:59,528 --> 00:31:02,288
Number 13
has started to shine through

536
00:31:02,368 --> 00:31:03,488
in a positive light.

537
00:31:03,568 --> 00:31:05,648
I'd give him an A.

538
00:31:05,728 --> 00:31:07,408
Yeah, I think he's been good.

539
00:31:07,488 --> 00:31:08,928
He is good, yeah.

540
00:31:09,008 --> 00:31:10,608
Number 14.

541
00:31:10,688 --> 00:31:13,568
He's a strong lad,
no problem up the rope.

542
00:31:15,008 --> 00:31:18,888
Number nine, cor,
what a turn-up for the books?

543
00:31:18,968 --> 00:31:20,688
He's strong, he's obviously strong.

544
00:31:20,768 --> 00:31:21,888
Strong.

545
00:31:21,968 --> 00:31:23,648
Mentally, physically, he is strong.

546
00:31:23,728 --> 00:31:26,568
The determination
on number nine's face,

547
00:31:26,648 --> 00:31:29,608
he was digging out blind,
putting 110%.

548
00:31:29,688 --> 00:31:31,928
Well, he's actually here
for the right reasons.

549
00:31:32,008 --> 00:31:34,168
Yeah, yeah.
Number eight.

550
00:31:34,248 --> 00:31:35,568
Big boy.

551
00:31:38,168 --> 00:31:41,448
Injured himself jumping on the rope

552
00:31:41,528 --> 00:31:43,928
and then couldn't
complete the climb.

553
00:31:44,008 --> 00:31:47,368
So that was probably top
of the (BLEEP) today.

554
00:31:47,448 --> 00:31:49,808
Of all the people on that course...
Yeah, that shocked me.

555
00:31:49,888 --> 00:31:51,248
..I wasn't expecting that.

556
00:31:51,328 --> 00:31:52,568
He's got all the capabilities

557
00:31:52,648 --> 00:31:55,008
and every, everything to do well
on a course like this.

558
00:31:55,648 --> 00:31:57,048
Yeah, I've got to say
I'm disappointed.

559
00:31:57,928 --> 00:31:59,288
Let's bring him in.

560
00:32:01,368 --> 00:32:02,648
Number eight.

561
00:32:04,088 --> 00:32:05,648
Number eight.

562
00:32:05,728 --> 00:32:07,048
Yo.

563
00:32:08,288 --> 00:32:11,168
With an injury cloud hanging over him

564
00:32:11,248 --> 00:32:14,088
and his place in the course
uncertain,

565
00:32:14,168 --> 00:32:18,488
the DS have called the retired NRL
star in for questioning.

566
00:32:18,568 --> 00:32:20,048
Number eight.

567
00:32:20,128 --> 00:32:21,848
Boyd.

568
00:32:21,928 --> 00:32:25,888
At 16 Boyd makes his NRL debut.

569
00:32:25,968 --> 00:32:27,648
16!
That's impressive.

570
00:32:27,728 --> 00:32:28,968
Yeah.

571
00:32:31,848 --> 00:32:34,048
You know I am my own worst critic

572
00:32:34,128 --> 00:32:36,568
and I definitely know when
I haven't done something right

573
00:32:36,648 --> 00:32:40,648
and I tend to beat myself up
sometimes about it.

574
00:32:43,328 --> 00:32:44,328
Turn around.

575
00:32:44,408 --> 00:32:46,688
I think it's just that,
that performance anxiety

576
00:32:46,768 --> 00:32:48,888
with the pressure
that I've put on myself

577
00:32:48,968 --> 00:32:51,408
to do a good job
for your teammates.

578
00:32:53,488 --> 00:32:57,728
"Boyd is one of the greatest leaders
of men I have seen,"

579
00:32:57,808 --> 00:32:59,608
said the Roosters coach.

580
00:33:00,488 --> 00:33:03,328
"Australian captain retired
from rugby league

581
00:33:03,408 --> 00:33:06,048
"as concussion takes toll."

582
00:33:06,128 --> 00:33:07,488
Oh, shit.

583
00:33:07,568 --> 00:33:08,888
I wonder where his head's at
with that.

584
00:33:15,328 --> 00:33:16,448
Step up.

585
00:33:17,928 --> 00:33:19,128
Right there.

586
00:33:31,368 --> 00:33:32,488
Sit.

587
00:33:47,008 --> 00:33:48,208
You alright number eight?

588
00:33:49,088 --> 00:33:50,808
Been better, Staff.

589
00:33:50,888 --> 00:33:53,528
(BLEEP) painful day today
you've had.

590
00:33:54,848 --> 00:33:58,168
It's yeah, it's disappointing.

591
00:34:00,648 --> 00:34:05,728
I see that you started playing
elite sport at the age of 16.

592
00:34:05,808 --> 00:34:07,728
Yeah, so I moved to Sydney,

593
00:34:07,808 --> 00:34:11,048
to play the Sydney Roosters NRL team

594
00:34:11,128 --> 00:34:15,048
and yeah, sort of got thrown
into the deep end straight away

595
00:34:15,128 --> 00:34:18,608
and ended up having
a pretty successful career

596
00:34:18,688 --> 00:34:21,488
so it's something that
you know, being retired

597
00:34:21,568 --> 00:34:24,208
now looking back on that
I'm pretty proud of.

598
00:34:24,288 --> 00:34:26,768
How old were you when you retired?

599
00:34:26,848 --> 00:34:28,048
Two years ago, 28.

600
00:34:28,128 --> 00:34:29,688
Oh, recent!
Yeah.

601
00:34:30,848 --> 00:34:34,448
I've had countless injuries
since I was a kid...

602
00:34:34,528 --> 00:34:35,568
Injuries?

603
00:34:35,648 --> 00:34:39,288
..and then late in my career
just went through a rough trot

604
00:34:39,368 --> 00:34:43,128
with concussion,
ended up, through that year

605
00:34:43,208 --> 00:34:46,688
where I retired I had a string
of about three together pretty close

606
00:34:46,768 --> 00:34:50,848
and then started to suffer
some pretty bad headaches.

607
00:34:52,528 --> 00:34:55,208
Dealing with the symptoms
of concussions.

608
00:34:56,288 --> 00:34:58,888
I had days there
where I'd break down crying

609
00:34:58,968 --> 00:35:02,288
and it just being
in the media a lot,

610
00:35:02,368 --> 00:35:05,288
nearly every day at that time
and everyone knowing your business

611
00:35:05,368 --> 00:35:08,848
and it just was, yeah,
it was all a bit too much for me.

612
00:35:08,928 --> 00:35:11,888
I was the captain,
captain of my club,

613
00:35:11,968 --> 00:35:13,688
state and country at that time

614
00:35:13,768 --> 00:35:16,528
so that was probably
the toughest time mentally

615
00:35:16,608 --> 00:35:18,728
that I had to go through.

616
00:35:18,808 --> 00:35:20,568
Yeah.
Captain of your team.

617
00:35:20,648 --> 00:35:21,888
Yeah.
Your state.

618
00:35:21,968 --> 00:35:23,408
Yeah.
Of your country.

619
00:35:23,488 --> 00:35:25,328
Yeah, so...

620
00:35:25,408 --> 00:35:26,608
And you were forced to retire?

621
00:35:26,688 --> 00:35:31,128
Yeah, well at the end of the day
it was my decision and...

622
00:35:31,208 --> 00:35:32,888
Well, I mean, you say
it was your decision

623
00:35:32,968 --> 00:35:35,288
but (BLEEP)
your hand was forced there.

624
00:35:36,208 --> 00:35:38,328
I didn't know what the next
head knock would bring.

625
00:35:39,968 --> 00:35:42,048
It's quite a scary thought
when you think about

626
00:35:42,128 --> 00:35:44,368
the long-term effects
that concussion

627
00:35:44,448 --> 00:35:47,968
or TBIs, traumatic brain injuries
could have.

628
00:35:48,048 --> 00:35:50,968
Were you just scared that they would
go onto, go onto memory loss,

629
00:35:51,048 --> 00:35:52,248
onto Alzheimer's?
Yeah.

630
00:35:52,328 --> 00:35:53,568
Is that a big thing
with the concussion?

631
00:35:53,648 --> 00:35:54,888
I think it is, isn't it?
TBI, yeah.

632
00:35:54,968 --> 00:35:56,208
Yeah.
Definitely.

633
00:35:56,288 --> 00:35:57,928
I had to put everything
into perspective

634
00:35:58,008 --> 00:36:02,168
and work out my priorities
moving forward long term, long term.

635
00:36:04,448 --> 00:36:06,048
Memories are everything.

636
00:36:06,128 --> 00:36:08,848
I think they're the things
that you hold onto the most

637
00:36:08,928 --> 00:36:12,048
and they essentially make up
who you are as a person.

638
00:36:12,128 --> 00:36:16,248
You know having them memories
to hold onto are priceless.

639
00:36:17,608 --> 00:36:19,168
Speak to me about your childhood.

640
00:36:19,968 --> 00:36:21,248
Umm.

641
00:36:22,728 --> 00:36:24,848
I had a great childhood.

642
00:36:24,928 --> 00:36:26,848
And I say great upbringing.

643
00:36:26,928 --> 00:36:28,048
It didn't start out great,

644
00:36:28,128 --> 00:36:31,488
I lost my mum to breast cancer
when I was four years old.

645
00:36:31,568 --> 00:36:33,168
Um...

646
00:36:33,248 --> 00:36:34,648
Do you remember much?

647
00:36:35,488 --> 00:36:38,608
At that age, it's sort of, you know,

648
00:36:38,688 --> 00:36:40,848
I don't really have
too many memories of her

649
00:36:40,928 --> 00:36:42,528
which is probably the worst thing.

650
00:36:44,928 --> 00:36:47,648
From when I was four,
around that time come home

651
00:36:47,728 --> 00:36:51,008
and run up to her
and jump on bed with her

652
00:36:51,088 --> 00:36:56,608
when yeah, she wasn't doing too well
and yeah.

653
00:36:56,688 --> 00:36:58,888
It's not the greatest memory

654
00:36:58,968 --> 00:37:04,128
but yeah, it's something
that I'll hold onto forever so...

655
00:37:07,328 --> 00:37:08,928
(BLEEP) me.

656
00:37:14,608 --> 00:37:17,768
But yeah it's not until,
you get a bit older

657
00:37:17,848 --> 00:37:20,248
and you look back on your,
your childhood

658
00:37:20,328 --> 00:37:23,368
and you think as good as it was,

659
00:37:23,448 --> 00:37:27,208
you know, you think
how different it would be

660
00:37:27,288 --> 00:37:29,048
if, you know, she was there

661
00:37:29,128 --> 00:37:34,848
or she, you know, still was there
guiding me or there to be a mum.

662
00:37:40,888 --> 00:37:42,448
I lost my mum as well.

663
00:37:42,528 --> 00:37:44,128
Mmm, sorry, mate.
When I was 11.

664
00:37:44,208 --> 00:37:45,568
When I was 11.

665
00:37:46,688 --> 00:37:48,328
(BLEEP) it's a difficult time

666
00:37:48,408 --> 00:37:51,408
because I still to this day probably
haven't processed that properly.

667
00:37:51,488 --> 00:37:52,928
Mmm.
Correctly.

668
00:37:53,008 --> 00:37:54,688
I almost didn't want to speak
about losing my mum.

669
00:37:54,768 --> 00:37:56,768
Yeah.
I thought it was just taboo.

670
00:37:56,848 --> 00:37:58,288
You know I had an older brother

671
00:37:58,368 --> 00:37:59,928
and we just didn't (BLEEP)
speak about it

672
00:38:00,008 --> 00:38:01,888
and still to this day
you don't really speak about it.

673
00:38:01,968 --> 00:38:03,088
Yeah.

674
00:38:05,008 --> 00:38:09,128
You know you'd change everything
to go back and to have Mum back

675
00:38:09,208 --> 00:38:11,448
but I've been very blessed
with the best loving family

676
00:38:11,528 --> 00:38:13,208
that I could have asked for.

677
00:38:14,808 --> 00:38:15,888
And why are you on this course?

678
00:38:15,968 --> 00:38:18,128
I wanted to test myself again.

679
00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:20,608
Physically I feel like I've been OK.

680
00:38:20,688 --> 00:38:21,768
Obviously...

681
00:38:21,848 --> 00:38:22,808
You are, you...

682
00:38:22,888 --> 00:38:25,328
..not, not today
but being removed from that

683
00:38:25,408 --> 00:38:27,208
competitive arena I've sort of,

684
00:38:27,288 --> 00:38:29,368
you know I haven't had
anything to work towards

685
00:38:29,448 --> 00:38:32,128
and I thought this was
a really good opportunity

686
00:38:32,208 --> 00:38:35,608
to try and, you know,
scratch that itch

687
00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:37,968
and give it a red-hot crack.

688
00:38:38,048 --> 00:38:40,608
Well, keep going until
you know that you can't go anymore.

689
00:38:40,688 --> 00:38:41,648
Yes, Staff.
OK?

690
00:38:43,128 --> 00:38:44,448
Guard!

691
00:38:45,528 --> 00:38:46,848
Keep going.

692
00:38:46,928 --> 00:38:48,408
You'll know when.
Yeah.

693
00:38:58,368 --> 00:39:00,208
Being retired from rugby league now

694
00:39:00,288 --> 00:39:03,448
I haven't had anything really
to look forward to.

695
00:39:07,088 --> 00:39:09,768
I know you're in pain big fella.

696
00:39:09,848 --> 00:39:12,608
I'm gonna do my best.
Yeah, good on you.

697
00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:47,400
It's day two of SAS selection

698
00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:51,320
and the precious downtime
is a chance to delve into life

699
00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:53,280
away from the course.

700
00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:56,400
What's the hardest thing
you've done?

701
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:58,840
I got involved
in the Thai cave rescue

702
00:39:58,920 --> 00:40:00,880
four-and-a-half years ago.

703
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:02,640
That was an unexpected
turn in my life.

704
00:40:02,720 --> 00:40:04,280
Wow.

705
00:40:04,360 --> 00:40:05,760
We were hoping for the best.

706
00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:08,760
I never expected it to turn out
as well as it did

707
00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:12,240
and to have a 100% success rate

708
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:16,520
and get all of them out alive
even as I sit here today

709
00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:19,840
I still can't really believe
that it worked out that well.

710
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:24,600
For us, it was just like normal
and then not normal.

711
00:40:33,360 --> 00:40:35,320
A cool little barracks though
isn't it?

712
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:36,360
Yeah.

713
00:40:37,640 --> 00:40:39,040
As far as barracks go.

714
00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:40,160
(LAUGHTER)

715
00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:44,320
Camp conditions have been
an unwanted reminder

716
00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:47,800
of Cassie's time
spent in a Columbian prison.

717
00:40:48,640 --> 00:40:49,640
What was jail like,

718
00:40:49,720 --> 00:40:51,960
like in terms of,
was it big or small or?

719
00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:53,160
It's huge.
Was it?

720
00:40:53,240 --> 00:40:55,920
We were 25,000 women.

721
00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:57,080
(GASPS)

722
00:40:57,160 --> 00:40:58,360
What? That's insane.

723
00:40:58,440 --> 00:41:01,360
In, split into nine different yards.

724
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:04,920
Three of them were,
high security profiles.

725
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:07,160
When I arrived
at the women's prison...

726
00:41:08,920 --> 00:41:10,680
..I was terrified...

727
00:41:12,240 --> 00:41:16,400
..and I didn't know
how I was going to survive there.

728
00:41:18,080 --> 00:41:21,320
At one point, we would have
between six to nine people

729
00:41:21,400 --> 00:41:23,040
in a two by two cell.

730
00:41:23,120 --> 00:41:24,720
Six to nine?
Yeah.

731
00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:26,960
So, did you just rotate
who got the beds?

732
00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:28,120
No.

733
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:30,680
It was pretty much
first in best dressed.

734
00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:35,320
I was picked on quite a lot
for just being the new foreigner

735
00:41:36,120 --> 00:41:39,280
and you don't get a good reputation
being a foreigner

736
00:41:39,360 --> 00:41:40,920
in those sorts of prisons.

737
00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:42,960
I was almost sure that someone
would kill me there.

738
00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:44,800
I was standing in line,

739
00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:46,360
I'd literally been there
like three days,

740
00:41:46,440 --> 00:41:48,880
standing in line to go get food

741
00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:50,480
and this girl's come up behind me

742
00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:52,960
and she shoved two like
homemade knives

743
00:41:53,040 --> 00:41:54,720
into the back of my arms,

744
00:41:54,800 --> 00:41:57,640
and it was almost like
this split reaction of ow,

745
00:41:57,720 --> 00:41:59,040
kind of what happened?

746
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:01,200
And by the time I kind of
reacted she was there,

747
00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:03,280
she grabbed my head
and she slammed it into the wall.

748
00:42:03,360 --> 00:42:04,400
And I...

749
00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:06,560
She knocked me out.
Oh, my god.

750
00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:08,120
Her name was Chilli.

751
00:42:10,120 --> 00:42:12,400
She actually had holes
on the side of her mouth

752
00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:14,760
where she'd cut it open
with razor blades...

753
00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:21,160
..umm, and she'd hide razor blades
inside her cheeks in her tongue.

754
00:42:21,240 --> 00:42:24,480
She really intimidated anybody
who'd go in there.

755
00:42:26,040 --> 00:42:28,960
And from there like
she tried to break my wrist,

756
00:42:29,040 --> 00:42:30,400
tried to break my ankle.

757
00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:31,520
Oh, my god.

758
00:42:31,600 --> 00:42:33,640
Until I was moved
to a high security patio.

759
00:42:33,720 --> 00:42:35,080
Oh, my gosh.

760
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:36,520
Oh, you poor thing.

761
00:42:38,880 --> 00:42:39,920
When I was in prison,

762
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:41,720
it was a whole different level
of stress.

763
00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:44,040
It's...

764
00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:49,160
..probably one of the worst
nightmares you could imagine.

765
00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:02,400
How you going, man?

766
00:43:02,480 --> 00:43:03,800
Yeah, I'm alright. All good.

767
00:43:03,880 --> 00:43:05,520
Did you, did you literally
tear your pec?

768
00:43:05,600 --> 00:43:07,840
Yeah I think it's like pretty bad.

769
00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:09,200
Oh, my god.
But I don't know.

770
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:10,840
We'll just wait and see how...
Fingers crossed.

771
00:43:10,920 --> 00:43:12,560
You (BLEEP) looked like The Rock
out there though.

772
00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:13,600
Oh.
Woo-hoo!

773
00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:15,440
Number eight!

774
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:19,840
Sustaining a painful injury
in the task,

775
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:23,680
retired NRL star, Boyd Cordner,

776
00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:26,920
is summoned to chief medic
Doctor Dan,

777
00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:29,320
to learn the extent of the damage.

778
00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:31,120
Grab a seat on the edge
of the bed there, mate.

779
00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:32,520
Yeah, sweet.

780
00:43:32,600 --> 00:43:34,280
Can you get your shirt off?
Are you able to...

781
00:43:34,360 --> 00:43:35,320
Yeah.

782
00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:43,040
So you're a bit,
a bit limited with your...

783
00:43:43,120 --> 00:43:45,640
Just with my, I can, like,
get my arm up.

784
00:43:45,720 --> 00:43:48,120
Alright, so your arm goes up.

785
00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:50,400
Can come out
but it just can't go back

786
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:52,680
like if that stretches anymore.

787
00:43:52,760 --> 00:43:53,960
Yep.

788
00:43:54,640 --> 00:43:58,720
What's happened today is the most
common way that a pec will tear.

789
00:43:59,840 --> 00:44:01,360
It's going to need surgery.

790
00:44:04,960 --> 00:44:07,200
That's not something
that needs to happen today

791
00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:08,360
or tomorrow or this week

792
00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:11,560
but it does need to happen
in a timely fashion.

793
00:44:13,720 --> 00:44:17,240
Is there still, like, a chance
that I can do more damage in there?

794
00:44:17,320 --> 00:44:18,280
There is.

795
00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:21,400
Now when one's pulled away and
it's already fatigued and damaged,

796
00:44:21,480 --> 00:44:24,280
it makes it more likely you're going
to pull the other one away.

797
00:44:24,360 --> 00:44:28,520
The risk you run now is to,
is to do more damage.

798
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:32,480
My biggest failure in life,

799
00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:37,040
would be not finishing
my NRL career,

800
00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:40,720
the way I would have liked to,
it being cut short with injuries.

801
00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:45,480
What would worsen it
would be another sudden impact

802
00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:48,280
or repeated push ups or...
Yeah.

803
00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:50,040
..any of those sort of activities.

804
00:44:50,120 --> 00:44:52,600
Every day you wake up and you have
something to look forward to

805
00:44:52,680 --> 00:44:54,960
and for that to just be removed

806
00:44:55,040 --> 00:44:58,880
it's something that
I've struggled with a fair bit.

807
00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:01,000
My obligation as a doctor...
Yes.

808
00:45:01,080 --> 00:45:03,880
..I need to advise you to come off
the course, mate.

809
00:45:05,440 --> 00:45:06,400
Yep.

810
00:45:09,240 --> 00:45:11,920
My only worry was my body
letting me down

811
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,600
'cause it has so many times
before in my career.

812
00:45:20,640 --> 00:45:24,600
But to be clear this is me medically
withdrawing you from the course,

813
00:45:24,680 --> 00:45:26,680
this isn't you withdrawing
from the course.

814
00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:27,720
Sweet, mate.

815
00:45:27,800 --> 00:45:29,400
Thanks, doc.

816
00:45:43,080 --> 00:45:44,280
(BLEEP).

817
00:45:47,720 --> 00:45:48,680
Sorry, mate.

818
00:45:48,760 --> 00:45:49,720
Oh, listen don't be sorry.

819
00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:51,600
That's the last thing
I want you to be is sorry.

820
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:52,640
(SIGHS)

821
00:45:52,720 --> 00:45:54,640
Because I know
that you wanted to crack on,

822
00:45:54,720 --> 00:45:57,320
I know that you wanted to get
through but if you carry on,

823
00:45:57,400 --> 00:45:59,200
especially in the next
couple of days,

824
00:45:59,280 --> 00:46:02,320
sheer pride is going to really,
really injure you

825
00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:06,280
and potentially (BLEEP) rip
the rest of that off.

826
00:46:06,360 --> 00:46:07,760
Yeah.

827
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:10,440
Yeah, definitely take a lot
of lessons out of this, Staff.

828
00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:12,720
Your character
is (BLEEP) impeccable.

829
00:46:12,800 --> 00:46:14,680
You're an honourable person.

830
00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:16,120
Appreciate that, Staff.

831
00:46:16,200 --> 00:46:17,840
What I'm going to do,
I'm going to take your number off.

832
00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:18,880
Cool.

833
00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:20,120
Because I know
you don't want to do it.

834
00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:21,600
Yeah, no drama, mate.

835
00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:25,800
Oh, shit.
She doesn't want to leave me.

836
00:46:27,080 --> 00:46:29,360
Listen it's been an absolute
pleasure honestly.

837
00:46:30,280 --> 00:46:31,280
Lovely meeting you, mate.

838
00:46:31,360 --> 00:46:32,720
You too.
Ta.

839
00:46:45,080 --> 00:46:46,080
Staff!

840
00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:56,080
What do you two want?

841
00:46:57,280 --> 00:46:59,320
Recruit number 12
would like to...

842
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:01,000
OK, you can go away, number one.
Thank you.

843
00:47:01,080 --> 00:47:02,280
Thank you.

844
00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:04,000
Number 12, what are you doing?

845
00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:06,000
I would like to give in
my badge please.

846
00:47:06,080 --> 00:47:07,440
Are you sure?
100%.

847
00:47:11,080 --> 00:47:12,560
Positive?
Positive.

848
00:47:14,280 --> 00:47:15,680
Alright number 12,
you know what to do.

849
00:47:18,000 --> 00:47:20,280
The moment I finished the course,

850
00:47:20,360 --> 00:47:23,680
I'm hoping just to be
so proud of myself.

851
00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:26,600
Alright listen, a lot of people
don't even last the first day,

852
00:47:26,680 --> 00:47:28,680
so hold your head up high, OK?
I will.

853
00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:30,080
OK.
Thanks.

854
00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:36,360
I did think that
I would really struggle

855
00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:38,640
being completely
out of my comfort zone.

856
00:47:38,720 --> 00:47:40,560
Thanks. Bye.

857
00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:41,600
Alright, doll.

858
00:47:42,480 --> 00:47:46,480
I hate being dirty and I hate sand
and I hate camping.

859
00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:51,200
I feel quite chuffed that I managed
to get through two days

860
00:47:51,280 --> 00:47:52,880
so, yeah, I feel good.

861
00:47:57,800 --> 00:47:59,520
(COUGHS)
Ah.

862
00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:08,840
A traumatic test of fear...

863
00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:12,080
Listen in.
..sends Cassie into panic.

864
00:48:12,160 --> 00:48:13,640
Right, get into the water.
Hurry up.

865
00:48:13,720 --> 00:48:14,840
Get into the water. No. No.

866
00:48:14,920 --> 00:48:16,160
Please.
You can touch the ground.

867
00:48:16,240 --> 00:48:19,000
You can touch the ground.
I don't want to continue.

868
00:48:22,640 --> 00:48:26,240
(THEME SONG)

869
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:29,160
OLLIE: Come on, get in there.

870
00:48:29,800 --> 00:48:30,920
Stay in two ranks.

871
00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:33,120
Hurry up.
Sprinting to me, let's move.

872
00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:37,760
In the hot and arid
middle eastern desert,

873
00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:42,760
the recruits trek to their
second training task of day two.

874
00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:44,760
Sprint.
Move!

875
00:48:44,840 --> 00:48:46,120
All of you sprint!

876
00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:47,920
A terrifying test of fear

877
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:52,560
where only those with the strongest
mental resolve will prevail.

878
00:48:52,640 --> 00:48:55,840
Keep the (BLEEP) noise down,
you've run about (BLEEP) 100m.

879
00:48:57,760 --> 00:48:59,120
Get in here.

880
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:02,280
Put it behind,
grab your bergen number one.

881
00:49:02,960 --> 00:49:04,560
Stop feeling sorry for yourself.

882
00:49:05,560 --> 00:49:06,840
I'm not feeling sorry
for myself, Staff.

883
00:49:06,920 --> 00:49:07,880
Stop it.

884
00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:11,440
If you're going to (BLEEP)
collapse do it quietly number one.

885
00:49:13,600 --> 00:49:15,480
Listen in very carefully
to this task.

886
00:49:16,200 --> 00:49:17,160
Panic.

887
00:49:17,240 --> 00:49:19,840
Psychological,
emotional (BLEEP) reaction,

888
00:49:19,920 --> 00:49:21,240
isn't it?

889
00:49:21,320 --> 00:49:24,880
Then it becomes a physical reaction
but it starts here.

890
00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:30,080
In Afghanistan,
when the enemy aren't there,

891
00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:31,880
guess where they are hiding?

892
00:49:31,960 --> 00:49:33,360
In caving systems,

893
00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:38,160
in (BLEEP) little rat runs,
in pipelines.

894
00:49:39,080 --> 00:49:42,200
They use them as escape routes
thinking that we won't go there.

895
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:45,920
This whole team
has experienced that.

896
00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:50,320
That's where DS Staz won his award
going down a (BLEEP) little rat run

897
00:49:50,400 --> 00:49:51,720
taking out the enemy
'cause they thought,

898
00:49:51,800 --> 00:49:53,680
"You know what,
they're not coming after us."

899
00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:54,880
Uh-uh. Wrong.

900
00:49:55,680 --> 00:49:58,160
We're (BLEEP) special forces.
You go anywhere.

901
00:49:58,240 --> 00:50:03,840
It takes a complete mindset
to calm yourself down,

902
00:50:03,920 --> 00:50:06,800
assess the situation at hand
and to get through it.

903
00:50:08,920 --> 00:50:13,600
Buried in the sand
is a claustrophobic 30m network

904
00:50:14,200 --> 00:50:15,720
of underground pipeline.

905
00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:21,680
The first section, a tunnel so tight,

906
00:50:21,760 --> 00:50:25,040
the recruits will fight
to squeeze their bodies through.

907
00:50:28,040 --> 00:50:29,360
The second section...

908
00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:33,360
..a dreadful submerged tunnel
of filthy water...

909
00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:39,200
..where the recruits
must fight the fear of drowning,

910
00:50:40,160 --> 00:50:41,360
pass through

911
00:50:41,440 --> 00:50:44,080
and find vital air pockets
to breathe.

912
00:50:46,960 --> 00:50:51,560
To pass, clear communication
with the DS is needed throughout,

913
00:50:52,680 --> 00:50:54,320
while remaining calm

914
00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:58,080
and navigating to safety
at the end of the pipeline.

915
00:50:59,240 --> 00:51:04,080
Submerged pipeline
is a test of fear.

916
00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:07,200
A test of claustrophobia,
a test of panic.

917
00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:11,920
To push you beyond
your psychological limits.

918
00:51:13,720 --> 00:51:16,200
(HEAVY BREATHING)

919
00:51:16,280 --> 00:51:17,840
If you start to panic,

920
00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:20,360
you will lose
all control of your body,

921
00:51:21,240 --> 00:51:26,840
therefore, you will get stuck
and something bad will follow.

922
00:51:26,920 --> 00:51:28,360
Fact.

923
00:51:28,440 --> 00:51:30,200
Whether that's a serious injury,

924
00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:33,360
that's (BLEEP) drowning,
whether that's your life.

925
00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:35,080
Confined spaces, water,

926
00:51:35,160 --> 00:51:38,720
confined spaces in water
is what scares me.

927
00:51:38,800 --> 00:51:41,760
My palms are sweaty already
even thinking about this.

928
00:51:42,600 --> 00:51:44,840
In panic situations, I...

929
00:51:46,320 --> 00:51:50,320
I feel that I instantly freeze

930
00:51:50,960 --> 00:51:53,640
and I'm not sure where to go.

931
00:51:55,440 --> 00:51:57,440
Why's everyone looking at me?
(CHUCKLES)

932
00:51:59,560 --> 00:52:04,200
If you can't work it out
just stop and be calm,

933
00:52:05,240 --> 00:52:06,400
feel your way around.

934
00:52:06,480 --> 00:52:08,520
If you can't see,
if it's dark in there,

935
00:52:08,600 --> 00:52:10,880
sometimes helps,
if you're not used to it

936
00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:12,160
to just close your eyes.

937
00:52:15,920 --> 00:52:17,120
Number ten!

938
00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:20,400
Right, you do exactly as I say.

939
00:52:23,520 --> 00:52:24,760
Arms out.

940
00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:27,880
Olympic runner number ten,
Peter Bol...

941
00:52:27,960 --> 00:52:28,920
You gonna stick with me.

942
00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:31,280
..is called to enter
the frightening pipeline.

943
00:52:32,760 --> 00:52:35,360
There's been several times
in my life where I've panicked.

944
00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:39,920
As an athlete,
it's never a good morning when,

945
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:42,880
when someone knocks on your door
to try drug test you.

946
00:52:45,240 --> 00:52:47,560
And when they sat down there
and said, and said,

947
00:52:47,640 --> 00:52:49,480
"You tested positive."

948
00:52:50,560 --> 00:52:52,320
Like, shit.
Like, this is quite serious.

949
00:52:53,240 --> 00:52:55,000
I mean, your career is over here.

950
00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:04,800
Move it.

951
00:53:08,600 --> 00:53:09,560
Kneel.

952
00:53:13,920 --> 00:53:14,880
Listen in!

953
00:53:15,560 --> 00:53:17,080
Alright, number ten,
compose yourself.

954
00:53:17,160 --> 00:53:18,120
Get in the water.

955
00:53:18,200 --> 00:53:19,640
Get in the water, hurry up!
Hurry up!

956
00:53:20,760 --> 00:53:21,920
Right.

957
00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:23,840
Get here, listen in, get here.

958
00:53:23,920 --> 00:53:25,240
Listen in, compose yourself.

959
00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:26,360
Compose yourself.

960
00:53:26,440 --> 00:53:28,680
You're going to be moving
through a series of pipelines.

961
00:53:29,680 --> 00:53:31,960
I do not know what's in the way.

962
00:53:32,040 --> 00:53:33,320
I know that it starts here.

963
00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:35,600
I do not know where it ends.

964
00:53:35,680 --> 00:53:38,080
What I want you to do
once you breach the water,

965
00:53:38,160 --> 00:53:40,560
you knock three times
to let me know you're OK

966
00:53:40,640 --> 00:53:43,280
and that the mission is on.
Do you understand?

967
00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:44,320
Yes, Staff.

968
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:45,440
Move through it accordingly,

969
00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:47,280
move through it fast
and efficiently.

970
00:53:47,360 --> 00:53:48,360
Go.

971
00:54:07,320 --> 00:54:10,120
What worries me most about being
in an extended period of time

972
00:54:10,200 --> 00:54:13,480
in the water is sinking
and not making it out.

973
00:54:13,560 --> 00:54:14,840
That's, that's a big fear.

974
00:54:16,200 --> 00:54:17,800
Let's go number ten.
Keep moving.

975
00:54:21,640 --> 00:54:23,240
Fighting against panic,

976
00:54:23,320 --> 00:54:27,000
number ten forgets to knock to alert
the DS of his position.

977
00:54:27,080 --> 00:54:28,360
I didn't hear him knock, did you?

978
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,720
When I'm scared,
my body goes in shock.

979
00:54:36,680 --> 00:54:41,960
My brain shuts off
and almost can't think.

980
00:54:44,240 --> 00:54:46,760
Reaching the start
of the next section,

981
00:54:46,840 --> 00:54:50,000
number ten needs to make sure
he's face up

982
00:54:50,080 --> 00:54:51,560
to breathe in the air pocket.

983
00:54:53,360 --> 00:54:54,320
Right.

984
00:54:54,400 --> 00:54:55,560
No, no, no!

985
00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:57,320
(BLEEP) turn around.

986
00:54:57,400 --> 00:54:58,720
What are you (BLEEP) doing?

987
00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:00,640
What are you doing?

988
00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:03,640
Turn on your back!

989
00:55:05,080 --> 00:55:06,160
(BLEEP) turn around!

990
00:55:08,360 --> 00:55:09,320
Turn around!

991
00:55:10,920 --> 00:55:12,600
Not sensing the danger,

992
00:55:13,360 --> 00:55:16,600
he's now precariously face down
in the water.

993
00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:21,160
Alright, lift it out, lift it up.

994
00:55:22,400 --> 00:55:23,480
Lift this up.
Lift this up.

995
00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:24,800
Lift this up. Lift it up.

996
00:55:24,880 --> 00:55:26,840
Oi, turn around,
oi, you (BLEEP) maniac.

997
00:55:26,920 --> 00:55:29,120
What the (BLEEP) are you doing?
Listen to me.

998
00:55:29,200 --> 00:55:30,560
What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

999
00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:33,440
What the (BLEEP) are you doing?

1000
00:55:34,200 --> 00:55:35,240
Get up. Get out.

1001
00:55:37,240 --> 00:55:38,200
Move here!

1002
00:55:45,160 --> 00:55:46,400
Listen to me.

1003
00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:48,920
That's why you've got
(BLEEP) snot and (BLEEP) vomit

1004
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:50,280
coming out of your mouth.

1005
00:55:50,360 --> 00:55:53,440
Because you can't (BLEEP) breathe
because you're panicking.

1006
00:55:55,200 --> 00:55:56,160
Panicking!

1007
00:56:00,720 --> 00:56:02,880
Do you think
if I didn't had dragged you out,

1008
00:56:02,960 --> 00:56:05,040
you wouldn't be unconscious
in that water right now?

1009
00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:06,920
(BLEEP) dead in there right now.

1010
00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:08,560
You're a (BLEEP) dead man.

1011
00:56:10,760 --> 00:56:12,360
Now (BLEEP) off to the DS. Move.

1012
00:56:12,440 --> 00:56:13,400
Move.

1013
00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:17,360
(BLEEP) maniac.

1014
00:56:19,200 --> 00:56:22,040
(SLOW MIDDLE EASTERN MUSIC)

1015
00:56:25,280 --> 00:56:26,360
Cass.

1016
00:56:26,440 --> 00:56:27,400
You alright?

1017
00:56:29,160 --> 00:56:34,560
I don't like being in enclosed,
dark areas.

1018
00:56:36,040 --> 00:56:38,400
'Cause it just triggers me
back to prison.

1019
00:56:39,920 --> 00:56:40,880
JAY: Number one.

1020
00:56:46,000 --> 00:56:47,600
To the dark, gloomy area.

1021
00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:51,800
No sunlight and you just see walls.

1022
00:56:51,880 --> 00:56:52,840
Just nice deep breaths.

1023
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:55,960
We're not going to run
anywhere, OK?

1024
00:56:58,680 --> 00:57:03,640
Just being so scared, so terrorised,

1025
00:57:03,720 --> 00:57:06,280
fearing for my life every day.

1026
00:57:08,080 --> 00:57:09,240
I was living in hell.

1027
00:57:12,480 --> 00:57:14,080
(HEAVY BREATHING)

1028
00:57:17,520 --> 00:57:20,720
Panic for me is shutting down.

1029
00:57:21,720 --> 00:57:23,440
Just going quiet.

1030
00:57:24,440 --> 00:57:27,080
Start switching on
that headspace of yours

1031
00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:29,040
which I know that you've got.

1032
00:57:30,440 --> 00:57:31,400
Kneel down.

1033
00:57:31,480 --> 00:57:33,480
And it's scary, it's debilitating.

1034
00:57:35,760 --> 00:57:36,720
Listen in.

1035
00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:38,960
Right, get into the water.

1036
00:57:39,040 --> 00:57:40,280
Hurry up, get into the water.

1037
00:57:40,360 --> 00:57:43,680
No, no, you can touch the ground.
You can touch the ground.

1038
00:57:43,760 --> 00:57:45,440
I don't want to continue.

1039
00:57:45,520 --> 00:57:46,960
Look at me. Look at me.

1040
00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:48,800
You don't want to continue?
Look at me, look at me.

1041
00:57:48,880 --> 00:57:49,840
No.
OK, OK.

1042
00:57:49,920 --> 00:57:50,880
Listen, look at me.

1043
00:57:50,960 --> 00:57:53,840
This is all about mental strength,
OK?

1044
00:57:53,920 --> 00:57:55,080
I know you've been waiting

1045
00:57:55,160 --> 00:57:57,520
for a mental (BLEEP)
strength task come up.

1046
00:57:57,600 --> 00:57:58,800
Well, this is it.

1047
00:57:58,880 --> 00:58:01,600
This is your bag,
this is where you shine.

1048
00:58:02,320 --> 00:58:03,600
Mental resilience, mental strength.

1049
00:58:04,240 --> 00:58:05,440
This is where you come out on top.

1050
00:58:08,520 --> 00:58:09,920
You know you can get
into that water.

1051
00:58:10,000 --> 00:58:11,280
That's the first commitment.

1052
00:58:11,360 --> 00:58:12,320
Get in the water.

1053
00:58:15,280 --> 00:58:16,240
Alright.

1054
00:58:17,120 --> 00:58:18,880
Listen very carefully, OK?

1055
00:58:18,960 --> 00:58:20,400
Just listen in, just listen in.

1056
00:58:20,480 --> 00:58:24,280
The next commitment phase
is the entry to the pipeline.

1057
00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:26,600
Do you want to commit?

1058
00:58:42,951 --> 00:58:44,871
In a panic inducing task

1059
00:58:44,951 --> 00:58:47,791
navigating a submerged
network of pipeline...

1060
00:58:51,031 --> 00:58:54,631
..number one must overcome
her traumatic past

1061
00:58:55,511 --> 00:58:59,591
and paralysing fear
to enter the murky water.

1062
00:58:59,671 --> 00:59:03,151
The next commitment phase
is the entry to the pipeline.

1063
00:59:04,671 --> 00:59:05,751
Do you want to commit?

1064
00:59:15,871 --> 00:59:17,031
Do you want to commit?

1065
00:59:20,391 --> 00:59:21,351
No, Staff.

1066
00:59:23,991 --> 00:59:25,471
Are you sure?

1067
00:59:25,551 --> 00:59:26,631
I'm 100% sure.

1068
00:59:27,671 --> 00:59:30,271
100% sure you don't want to try
and commit to that?

1069
00:59:30,351 --> 00:59:31,551
Yes, Staff.

1070
00:59:32,231 --> 00:59:33,911
Give me your number, number one.

1071
00:59:37,431 --> 00:59:38,391
Get out.

1072
00:59:41,711 --> 00:59:42,831
Just over here.

1073
00:59:45,911 --> 00:59:47,191
Number one, listen to me.

1074
00:59:47,911 --> 00:59:51,231
That is you now officially
off the course, OK?

1075
00:59:51,311 --> 00:59:53,311
Well done for committing to that.

1076
00:59:53,991 --> 00:59:57,071
That's what you've got to do
in life, commit stage by stage.

1077
00:59:58,791 --> 01:00:01,911
Next time you come across this
you'll know what it feels like

1078
01:00:01,991 --> 01:00:03,391
to get into the water, to be there.

1079
01:00:04,231 --> 01:00:05,711
You can use that to your advantage,
can't you?

1080
01:00:05,791 --> 01:00:06,871
Yes, Staff.

1081
01:00:06,951 --> 01:00:09,791
Stop living in the (BLEEP) past,
OK?

1082
01:00:09,871 --> 01:00:12,231
You don't belong there.
Look at me, look at me.

1083
01:00:12,311 --> 01:00:14,591
You do not, listen,
it's OK, listen.

1084
01:00:14,671 --> 01:00:16,071
You do not belong there.

1085
01:00:19,831 --> 01:00:20,791
You don't belong there.

1086
01:00:20,871 --> 01:00:24,511
All this 'Cocaine Cassie' bullshit,
it's doesn't (BLEEP) suit you.

1087
01:00:25,111 --> 01:00:26,071
It's not you.

1088
01:00:27,951 --> 01:00:30,751
Take what you can
from this experience.

1089
01:00:30,831 --> 01:00:33,231
Use it to your, your advantage.

1090
01:00:33,311 --> 01:00:34,791
No one else's.

1091
01:00:34,871 --> 01:00:36,391
OK? Well done.

1092
01:00:36,471 --> 01:00:37,431
Thank you.

1093
01:00:38,551 --> 01:00:40,111
Alright. Go over to the DS.

1094
01:00:45,831 --> 01:00:47,751
Unable to commit to the task,

1095
01:00:48,591 --> 01:00:52,991
Cassie is the third recruit to
voluntarily withdraw from the course.

1096
01:00:54,751 --> 01:00:55,911
(EXHALES)

1097
01:00:55,991 --> 01:00:57,431
(GUN SHOT)

1098
01:01:02,831 --> 01:01:03,991
JAY: Number 11.

1099
01:01:05,671 --> 01:01:06,631
It's a little jog.

1100
01:01:10,071 --> 01:01:11,751
Next to face the pipeline

1101
01:01:11,831 --> 01:01:15,151
is Olympic gold swimmer,
Stephanie Rice.

1102
01:01:16,951 --> 01:01:17,911
Come on.

1103
01:01:20,231 --> 01:01:24,511
Winning three gold medals
at the Beijing Olympics

1104
01:01:24,591 --> 01:01:26,991
was the best thing
that ever happened to me

1105
01:01:27,071 --> 01:01:30,311
and the media attention that came
from that was so positive.

1106
01:01:32,311 --> 01:01:35,751
I was the golden girl of swimming,
I could do no wrong.

1107
01:01:35,831 --> 01:01:40,831
Like, I was just somebody that was
so adored in the public space.

1108
01:01:42,111 --> 01:01:45,951
Overnight that completely shifted.

1109
01:01:49,551 --> 01:01:53,791
That tweet in 2009
definitely changed my life.

1110
01:01:56,391 --> 01:02:01,751
I obviously lost sponsorship deals,
I lost money, I lost opportunities.

1111
01:02:01,831 --> 01:02:07,271
And knowing that I had affected
people in that deep way

1112
01:02:07,351 --> 01:02:09,791
was the hardest part for me.

1113
01:02:11,871 --> 01:02:12,831
Right, kneel down.

1114
01:02:16,511 --> 01:02:17,471
Listen in.

1115
01:02:18,151 --> 01:02:20,231
Right get into the (BLEEP) water,
get into the water!

1116
01:02:20,311 --> 01:02:21,271
Hurry up!

1117
01:02:22,071 --> 01:02:23,431
Right, come here.

1118
01:02:23,511 --> 01:02:24,791
Listen in.

1119
01:02:24,871 --> 01:02:27,591
You're going to be moving
through a series of pipelines.

1120
01:02:28,391 --> 01:02:31,751
I need you to move as fast
and efficiently as you can

1121
01:02:31,831 --> 01:02:33,111
from A to B.

1122
01:02:33,191 --> 01:02:35,271
This is where you will enter.

1123
01:02:35,351 --> 01:02:36,311
When you're ready.

1124
01:02:46,591 --> 01:02:47,671
Keep moving. Hurry up.

1125
01:02:47,751 --> 01:02:49,511
Time is not on our side.

1126
01:02:59,671 --> 01:03:00,911
Hurry up number 11.

1127
01:03:02,631 --> 01:03:05,631
I've worked so hard
to rebuild from that.

1128
01:03:05,711 --> 01:03:10,311
15 years ago,
that situation showed me who I am

1129
01:03:10,391 --> 01:03:15,391
but in terms of my ability
to be strong, being resilient.

1130
01:03:15,471 --> 01:03:17,191
Alright, that's one done.

1131
01:03:17,991 --> 01:03:19,151
Think about this one.

1132
01:03:28,071 --> 01:03:30,111
Pushing through struggle
and adversity

1133
01:03:30,191 --> 01:03:32,151
absolutely,
I am that type of fighter.

1134
01:03:46,511 --> 01:03:47,591
Alright, watch your head.

1135
01:03:47,671 --> 01:03:48,791
Let's go, let's go.

1136
01:03:48,871 --> 01:03:49,871
Let's go.

1137
01:03:49,951 --> 01:03:51,471
Hurry up. Hurry up.

1138
01:03:51,551 --> 01:03:52,511
In front of me here.

1139
01:03:52,591 --> 01:03:53,551
Get down.

1140
01:03:55,271 --> 01:03:56,911
How many knocks did you give me?
Three.

1141
01:03:56,991 --> 01:03:58,871
Well done. Go to the DS.

1142
01:03:58,951 --> 01:04:01,311
Move, move number 11. Move.

1143
01:04:01,391 --> 01:04:05,351
Number 11 is the first recruit
to complete the task.

1144
01:04:10,351 --> 01:04:11,711
Get in the (BLEEP) water,
get in the water!

1145
01:04:14,031 --> 01:04:16,751
Wait, wait, wait! Stop!

1146
01:04:18,151 --> 01:04:19,391
(BLEEP) maniac.

1147
01:04:19,471 --> 01:04:21,551
I said get in the water
you (BLEEP) idiot.

1148
01:04:21,631 --> 01:04:25,391
Exposing yourself to panic
is conditioning the mind.

1149
01:04:27,111 --> 01:04:28,951
(ANTHONY GRUNTS)

1150
01:04:29,031 --> 01:04:31,711
Understanding that emotion,
understanding that feeling.

1151
01:04:31,791 --> 01:04:33,271
Go on, get in the water! Move!

1152
01:04:36,151 --> 01:04:37,431
(HEAVY BREATHING)
Breathe.

1153
01:04:40,031 --> 01:04:43,271
Repeating the process
so you can take charge of it

1154
01:04:44,071 --> 01:04:46,591
because initially,
it will take charge of you.

1155
01:04:49,551 --> 01:04:50,991
Alright, watch your head.

1156
01:04:51,071 --> 01:04:52,991
Turn around, get out. Go.

1157
01:04:53,071 --> 01:04:54,191
Let's go.

1158
01:04:56,991 --> 01:04:58,631
(HEAVY BREATHING)

1159
01:05:00,191 --> 01:05:01,671
What are you doing?

1160
01:05:01,751 --> 01:05:02,711
Get back.

1161
01:05:05,111 --> 01:05:09,791
You start to panic,
everything will go downhill

1162
01:05:09,871 --> 01:05:10,991
and (BLEEP) rapidly.

1163
01:05:11,071 --> 01:05:12,271
Where was the air pocket

1164
01:05:12,351 --> 01:05:13,991
when you dived
in (BLEEP) head first?

1165
01:05:14,071 --> 01:05:15,831
Where was it? Where was it?

1166
01:05:17,271 --> 01:05:19,111
(BLEEP) above you wasn't it?
Yes, Staff.

1167
01:05:19,191 --> 01:05:20,751
That's why you couldn't
(BLEEP) talk.

1168
01:05:20,831 --> 01:05:22,551
That's why
you were (BLEEP) choking!

1169
01:05:22,631 --> 01:05:24,351
That's why you nearly (BLEEP)
drowned in there!

1170
01:05:26,551 --> 01:05:27,711
JAY: Seven, get over here.

1171
01:05:31,191 --> 01:05:33,191
With vastly more experience

1172
01:05:33,271 --> 01:05:36,671
in tight, submerged tunnels
than anyone on the course,

1173
01:05:37,471 --> 01:05:40,431
Thai cave rescue hero, Craig Challen,

1174
01:05:40,511 --> 01:05:42,671
is last to enter the pipeline.

1175
01:05:43,911 --> 01:05:46,191
The most important things
for being a cave diver,

1176
01:05:46,271 --> 01:05:48,471
you need to have a pretty cool head.

1177
01:05:49,071 --> 01:05:53,591
You're undoubtedly going to find
yourself in a few sticky situations.

1178
01:05:57,271 --> 01:05:59,111
When you're confronted
with the unknown,

1179
01:05:59,191 --> 01:06:01,631
you can curl up in a ball
and suck your thumb

1180
01:06:01,711 --> 01:06:04,951
and assume the foetal position
or you can look at it

1181
01:06:05,031 --> 01:06:07,591
and deal with it rationally
and confront it.

1182
01:06:10,391 --> 01:06:12,871
The most important thing
is to avoid panic.

1183
01:06:12,951 --> 01:06:14,271
OLLIE: On your knees.

1184
01:06:14,351 --> 01:06:16,311
'Cause panic is absolute death.

1185
01:06:17,391 --> 01:06:18,351
Listen in.

1186
01:06:18,951 --> 01:06:20,351
Right.
Listen, get into the water.

1187
01:06:20,431 --> 01:06:21,391
Get into the water!

1188
01:06:23,031 --> 01:06:23,991
Right. Get in.

1189
01:06:24,071 --> 01:06:25,111
Get in. Listen in.

1190
01:06:25,191 --> 01:06:26,511
Listen in.

1191
01:06:26,591 --> 01:06:28,751
Right, you're going to move through
a series of pipelines.

1192
01:06:28,831 --> 01:06:29,791
Gather your breath.

1193
01:06:29,871 --> 01:06:32,551
How you move through that pipeline
is completely down to you.

1194
01:06:33,471 --> 01:06:34,551
It starts here.

1195
01:06:34,631 --> 01:06:35,711
I don't know where it ends.

1196
01:06:36,591 --> 01:06:37,551
Move!

1197
01:06:45,791 --> 01:06:46,751
Yep, keep moving.

1198
01:06:51,431 --> 01:06:54,031
It's a pretty tough gig
going into the cave

1199
01:06:54,111 --> 01:06:56,191
on that first day of the rescue.

1200
01:06:57,871 --> 01:07:01,591
Got very tight and we could only
just squeeze through with,

1201
01:07:01,671 --> 01:07:04,071
with rock on our chest
and rock on our back.

1202
01:07:08,271 --> 01:07:11,191
And you think to yourself that
by the end of the day,

1203
01:07:11,791 --> 01:07:15,951
we might have turned
some of these kids into corpses

1204
01:07:16,031 --> 01:07:19,631
and be dragging them out of the cave
in body bags

1205
01:07:19,711 --> 01:07:22,751
and that does weigh pretty heavily
on your shoulders.

1206
01:07:23,871 --> 01:07:25,311
Let's go.

1207
01:07:25,391 --> 01:07:26,871
Number seven,
time is not on your side.

1208
01:07:30,791 --> 01:07:33,791
Think about how you're going to
position yourself.

1209
01:07:35,271 --> 01:07:36,231
Alright let's go.

1210
01:07:39,991 --> 01:07:41,191
What are you doing?

1211
01:07:41,271 --> 01:07:42,671
Turn on your back!

1212
01:07:42,751 --> 01:07:43,711
Get on your back.

1213
01:07:44,391 --> 01:07:46,671
Despite his qualifications,

1214
01:07:46,751 --> 01:07:51,871
number seven makes the fatal mistake
of going face down in the tunnel.

1215
01:07:51,951 --> 01:07:52,911
Number seven!

1216
01:07:53,671 --> 01:07:54,631
Right.

1217
01:07:54,711 --> 01:07:55,711
What are you (BLEEP) doing?

1218
01:08:03,111 --> 01:08:04,071
What are you doing?

1219
01:08:05,271 --> 01:08:07,151
(BLEEP) diving in there
head first,

1220
01:08:07,231 --> 01:08:08,871
where's the (BLEEP) air gap?

1221
01:08:10,111 --> 01:08:11,071
Where is it?

1222
01:08:11,151 --> 01:08:12,951
You should know better than this,
where is it?

1223
01:08:13,031 --> 01:08:14,311
At the top.

1224
01:08:14,391 --> 01:08:16,351
So why are you (BLEEP)
diving in headfirst?

1225
01:08:16,431 --> 01:08:17,391
Get out.

1226
01:08:17,471 --> 01:08:18,431
Go. Move.

1227
01:08:18,511 --> 01:08:20,271
(BLEEP) disappointed in you.

1228
01:08:20,351 --> 01:08:21,671
(BLEEP) sake.

1229
01:08:23,791 --> 01:08:25,671
Did you think you had
your (BLEEP) dive set on?

1230
01:08:25,751 --> 01:08:26,711
Did you?

1231
01:08:26,791 --> 01:08:29,071
(BLEEP) hell,
out of all of the recruits,

1232
01:08:29,151 --> 01:08:31,711
I expected you to (BLEEP)
absolutely smash this.

1233
01:08:31,791 --> 01:08:34,951
What are you doing diving in
like a (BLEEP) headless chicken

1234
01:08:35,031 --> 01:08:36,431
when the air pocket is above you?

1235
01:08:37,071 --> 01:08:39,351
No wonder you came out
(BLEEP) drowning.

1236
01:08:40,551 --> 01:08:41,511
Well guess what?

1237
01:08:41,591 --> 01:08:43,351
We got to send a team
in after you now...

1238
01:08:44,751 --> 01:08:46,471
..which you know all about.

1239
01:08:47,191 --> 01:08:48,151
Yes, Staff.

1240
01:08:50,031 --> 01:08:52,271
This is your (BLEEP) bag
right here.

1241
01:08:53,511 --> 01:08:54,911
You've gone and (BLEEP) it up.

1242
01:08:55,511 --> 01:08:56,671
Well done.

1243
01:08:56,751 --> 01:08:58,151
(BLEEP) off to the DS. Move.

1244
01:08:58,231 --> 01:08:59,191
Move!

1245
01:08:59,271 --> 01:09:00,231
Number seven, move.

1246
01:09:08,671 --> 01:09:11,551
Having withdrawn from the course,

1247
01:09:11,631 --> 01:09:13,831
Cassie prepares to leave the camp.

1248
01:09:16,031 --> 01:09:18,871
It is probably one of
the first times in a long time

1249
01:09:18,951 --> 01:09:24,151
that I feel proud of myself,
in the sense of facing everything

1250
01:09:24,231 --> 01:09:25,911
that I didn't want
to ever see again.

1251
01:09:28,991 --> 01:09:32,471
When I leave the SAS course,
'Cocaine Cassie' dies there.

1252
01:09:32,551 --> 01:09:34,831
She, that's it.

1253
01:09:34,911 --> 01:09:36,471
She doesn't follow me
around anymore.

1254
01:09:40,191 --> 01:09:41,311
See you guys.

1255
01:09:41,391 --> 01:09:42,591
I am...

1256
01:09:42,671 --> 01:09:43,951
I'm just Cassie.

1257
01:09:44,031 --> 01:09:48,671
But I'm the Cassie
that's gone through a lot.

1258
01:09:48,751 --> 01:09:51,311
I've come out the other side
a lot stronger

1259
01:09:52,511 --> 01:09:54,391
with a lot of resilience

1260
01:09:54,471 --> 01:09:57,311
and I just hope to be able to prove
everyone wrong.

1261
01:09:59,431 --> 01:10:00,391
See you 'Cocaine Cassie'.

1262
01:10:11,231 --> 01:10:13,071
(BLEEP) shit day today you've had.

1263
01:10:13,791 --> 01:10:16,351
The inside story of the cave rescue.

1264
01:10:17,591 --> 01:10:19,831
We all thought this was going
to be a recovery.

1265
01:10:19,911 --> 01:10:22,431
Nobody really thought that
it was likely to be a rescue.

1266
01:10:22,511 --> 01:10:23,591
A rescue.

1267
01:10:23,671 --> 01:10:25,431
If we didn't,
they were all going to die.

1268
01:10:35,960 --> 01:10:37,800
As the sun drops

1269
01:10:37,880 --> 01:10:40,720
and the desert temperature plummets
to single digits

1270
01:10:41,360 --> 01:10:44,720
the recruits adapt
to the primitive camp conditions.

1271
01:10:45,440 --> 01:10:47,080
I'll just half stand under it
while you do it.

1272
01:10:48,160 --> 01:10:49,520
I'll just hold it for you.

1273
01:10:53,280 --> 01:10:55,240
This is good, Tim.
Sure is cold.

1274
01:10:56,560 --> 01:10:58,080
How's your arm?
The handle fell off.

1275
01:10:58,160 --> 01:10:59,920
(LAUGHTER)

1276
01:11:00,800 --> 01:11:01,760
Number seven.

1277
01:11:03,000 --> 01:11:03,960
What?

1278
01:11:06,560 --> 01:11:08,920
After his shock failure in the task,

1279
01:11:09,640 --> 01:11:13,560
the DS want to grill number seven
on his mindset.

1280
01:11:21,240 --> 01:11:22,520
Number seven was a maniac,

1281
01:11:22,600 --> 01:11:24,680
he dived in (BLEEP) fully submerged

1282
01:11:24,760 --> 01:11:29,280
pipeline head first and he realised
that wasn't a good thing to do.

1283
01:11:29,360 --> 01:11:30,320
Yeah, I know.

1284
01:11:30,400 --> 01:11:31,520
You think he'd know what to do.

1285
01:11:38,160 --> 01:11:39,360
STAZ: To there.

1286
01:11:40,440 --> 01:11:41,400
Sit down.

1287
01:11:54,680 --> 01:11:56,760
(BLEEP) shit day today you've had.

1288
01:11:59,600 --> 01:12:02,920
I was like, wow,
especially with you.

1289
01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:03,960
Yep.

1290
01:12:06,200 --> 01:12:09,400
I think we can probably put
that down to a world champion

1291
01:12:09,480 --> 01:12:10,440
missed opportunity.

1292
01:12:11,560 --> 01:12:16,440
When did you get the call
to go to Thailand?

1293
01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:21,480
So after the boys had been found

1294
01:12:22,880 --> 01:12:26,880
I got a call to come up
from Australia and help out.

1295
01:12:26,960 --> 01:12:29,040
We knew that 12 kids
and their coach

1296
01:12:29,120 --> 01:12:31,320
had gone into this cave
and disappeared

1297
01:12:31,400 --> 01:12:33,160
when a flood happened.

1298
01:12:34,080 --> 01:12:36,520
And up until that time
we all thought

1299
01:12:36,600 --> 01:12:38,280
this is going to be a recovery.

1300
01:12:38,360 --> 01:12:42,280
Nobody really thought that
it was likely to be a rescue.

1301
01:12:42,360 --> 01:12:43,320
A rescue.

1302
01:12:43,400 --> 01:12:45,640
'Cause that never happens, you know?

1303
01:12:45,720 --> 01:12:48,480
There's, there's lot of recoveries
from caves and there's...

1304
01:12:49,680 --> 01:12:50,960
..not, not from flooded caves.

1305
01:12:51,040 --> 01:12:53,120
'Cause it's, it's very few rescues.

1306
01:12:54,720 --> 01:12:58,080
But if we didn't
they were all going to die.

1307
01:12:58,160 --> 01:12:59,400
Mmm-hmm.

1308
01:12:59,480 --> 01:13:01,320
That was absolutely certain.

1309
01:13:01,400 --> 01:13:04,000
There's no way they could
stay in there and survive.

1310
01:13:04,080 --> 01:13:08,120
It was going to be months and months
until the cave dried out again.

1311
01:13:09,240 --> 01:13:11,400
There were a lot of things
stacked against us.

1312
01:13:11,480 --> 01:13:14,320
The conditions inside the cave
were very difficult.

1313
01:13:14,400 --> 01:13:17,320
Very high flow
because of the amount of water

1314
01:13:17,400 --> 01:13:18,880
that was coming out of the cave.

1315
01:13:18,960 --> 01:13:21,400
You couldn't see anything at all
really,

1316
01:13:21,480 --> 01:13:23,840
the water's full of silt and mud.

1317
01:13:25,320 --> 01:13:27,400
How, how wide was it?

1318
01:13:27,480 --> 01:13:28,960
There were some restrictions
in there

1319
01:13:29,040 --> 01:13:30,640
where you could just
squeeze through,

1320
01:13:31,640 --> 01:13:33,600
so we dived side mounts
with cylinders by our side,

1321
01:13:33,680 --> 01:13:35,200
rather than on our back.

1322
01:13:35,960 --> 01:13:38,240
You can just squeeze through
with rock on your chest

1323
01:13:38,320 --> 01:13:39,880
and rock on your back

1324
01:13:39,960 --> 01:13:43,080
but we had these little people
to bring out...

1325
01:13:43,160 --> 01:13:45,240
Mmm-hmm.
..and, who we were told

1326
01:13:45,320 --> 01:13:47,160
these kids didn't even know
how to swim

1327
01:13:47,240 --> 01:13:48,920
and we've got to get them out.

1328
01:13:49,720 --> 01:13:53,680
For these kids to have this scuba
gear put on them,

1329
01:13:53,760 --> 01:13:55,400
have their heads put under water

1330
01:13:55,480 --> 01:13:57,480
where they wouldn't be able
to see anything.

1331
01:13:57,560 --> 01:14:02,320
If they panicked underwater,
that would be the end of them.

1332
01:14:02,400 --> 01:14:05,000
So we anaesthetized these kids
to bring them out.

1333
01:14:05,080 --> 01:14:08,040
So that was, that was the plan
was to anaesthetize them?

1334
01:14:08,120 --> 01:14:10,720
That's the most radical part, yeah,
to, to anaesthetize someone

1335
01:14:10,800 --> 01:14:13,720
and then stick their head under
water for three hours, that's...

1336
01:14:14,480 --> 01:14:15,920
And they're out of it are they?

1337
01:14:16,000 --> 01:14:18,080
..yep, yeah.
Completely asleep, yeah.

1338
01:14:18,160 --> 01:14:19,280
So they're asleep and then,

1339
01:14:19,360 --> 01:14:21,400
so you're in full control
of them are you?

1340
01:14:21,480 --> 01:14:22,880
Oh, yeah. Totally.

1341
01:14:22,960 --> 01:14:25,160
You dive with them?
So how are you diving with them?

1342
01:14:25,240 --> 01:14:26,480
Full face mask.

1343
01:14:26,560 --> 01:14:28,240
How did you hold them?
How did you...

1344
01:14:28,320 --> 01:14:31,280
Generally carried them under the,
like on your chest.

1345
01:14:31,360 --> 01:14:34,200
So as, as you were swimming
they would be on your chest?

1346
01:14:34,280 --> 01:14:35,280
They'd be there, yeah.

1347
01:14:35,360 --> 01:14:37,200
Just, 'cause that was the best way
to protect them

1348
01:14:37,280 --> 01:14:39,160
'cause you're coming out blind.

1349
01:14:39,240 --> 01:14:41,760
This cave twists and turns,
there's all sorts of rocks

1350
01:14:41,840 --> 01:14:45,120
and projections, stalactites
hanging down from the top.

1351
01:14:45,200 --> 01:14:47,080
Lots of things to run into.

1352
01:14:47,160 --> 01:14:50,480
Yeah we've got helmets on
but they haven't.

1353
01:14:50,560 --> 01:14:53,520
So you just try and protect them
with your body as best you can.

1354
01:14:53,600 --> 01:14:54,720
Of how well it suits them.
Yeah.

1355
01:14:54,800 --> 01:14:57,400
So how many trips from the cave
where the child was,

1356
01:14:57,480 --> 01:15:00,000
how long was it to get back?

1357
01:15:00,080 --> 01:15:03,240
It was a, it was a three hour,
well that was on the first day.

1358
01:15:03,320 --> 01:15:05,560
We got better at it,
as the days...

1359
01:15:05,640 --> 01:15:07,320
Approximately
two-and-a-half, three hours.

1360
01:15:07,400 --> 01:15:09,080
..on the third day,
it was closer to two hours

1361
01:15:09,160 --> 01:15:10,120
than three.

1362
01:15:10,200 --> 01:15:11,760
How were you checking
if they were coming to?

1363
01:15:11,840 --> 01:15:13,760
It happens slowly.

1364
01:15:13,840 --> 01:15:16,560
So they just start to move
their hands and feet a bit

1365
01:15:16,640 --> 01:15:18,120
and breathe a bit faster.

1366
01:15:18,200 --> 01:15:20,560
There were quite a few
air pockets so...

1367
01:15:20,640 --> 01:15:21,680
Got you.

1368
01:15:21,760 --> 01:15:23,720
..try and get to those
and give them an injection

1369
01:15:24,640 --> 01:15:26,360
and away they'd go.
Did you have to do that?

1370
01:15:26,440 --> 01:15:27,400
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

1371
01:15:27,480 --> 01:15:28,760
I'm a vet by profession

1372
01:15:28,840 --> 01:15:32,160
so I've given a lot of ketamine
in my time, yeah.

1373
01:15:33,560 --> 01:15:38,040
And once you rescued all these
children, how did you feel?

1374
01:15:38,120 --> 01:15:40,760
To get all of them out
at the end, yeah,

1375
01:15:40,840 --> 01:15:42,640
it's just like the weight
of the world's been lifted

1376
01:15:42,720 --> 01:15:44,000
off your shoulders.

1377
01:15:44,080 --> 01:15:47,760
To have 100% success rate
and get all of them out alive

1378
01:15:47,840 --> 01:15:51,840
even as I sit here today I still
can't really believe that

1379
01:15:51,920 --> 01:15:52,960
it worked out that well.

1380
01:15:55,640 --> 01:15:56,600
Well, thank you.

1381
01:15:58,320 --> 01:16:00,320
I think you're a very humble man,
number seven.

1382
01:16:00,400 --> 01:16:01,600
Well...

1383
01:16:01,680 --> 01:16:03,040
I know you just think...
I don't know.

1384
01:16:03,120 --> 01:16:04,080
..you're probably like us,

1385
01:16:04,160 --> 01:16:05,720
you think you're just doing your job
at the time.

1386
01:16:05,800 --> 01:16:08,440
That's my normal
operating environment.

1387
01:16:08,520 --> 01:16:10,880
I'm just doing
what needs to be done.

1388
01:16:11,520 --> 01:16:15,120
You certainly inspired me
but you're on my course

1389
01:16:15,200 --> 01:16:19,480
and you're only as good
as your last task as you know.

1390
01:16:19,560 --> 01:16:20,720
Yep.

1391
01:16:20,800 --> 01:16:21,760
Guard!

1392
01:16:21,840 --> 01:16:22,800
Thank you, Staff.

1393
01:16:23,520 --> 01:16:24,480
Keep at it.

1394
01:16:25,160 --> 01:16:26,160
Keep strong.

1395
01:16:26,240 --> 01:16:27,200
It's going to get harder.

1396
01:16:30,400 --> 01:16:31,360
STAZ: Up.

1397
01:16:38,440 --> 01:16:42,400
And that was inspirational, mate.
Yeah.

1398
01:16:42,480 --> 01:16:43,440
Yeah.

1399
01:16:45,960 --> 01:16:47,920
Travel halfway around the world

1400
01:16:48,000 --> 01:16:51,040
because you're one of the only
people that know how to do

1401
01:16:51,120 --> 01:16:52,920
what you do,
you (BLEEP) rescue those kids

1402
01:16:53,840 --> 01:16:55,480
and like how humble he is.

1403
01:16:56,480 --> 01:16:57,960
I'm not a hero, no.

1404
01:16:58,040 --> 01:17:00,000
I'm just an ordinary guy,

1405
01:17:00,080 --> 01:17:03,560
that's, that's been lucky
to have, you know,

1406
01:17:03,640 --> 01:17:05,400
a set of skills and experiences

1407
01:17:05,480 --> 01:17:09,640
that's enabled me to help people out
but, I'm no hero.

1408
01:17:09,720 --> 01:17:11,800
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