1 00:00:12,142 --> 00:00:13,578 Dispatch to 44. 2 00:00:14,796 --> 00:00:16,494 - 44, go ahead. 3 00:00:16,581 --> 00:00:18,713 - Respond to the 400 block of early road, 4 00:00:18,800 --> 00:00:20,802 report of a crash involving a motorcycle. 5 00:00:21,934 --> 00:00:23,936 44 copy, on my way. 6 00:00:37,384 --> 00:00:39,865 - When you experience death like I have, 7 00:00:40,909 --> 00:00:42,650 you see that God's not there. 8 00:01:42,101 --> 00:01:43,146 Tell me, pastor, 9 00:01:44,756 --> 00:01:47,062 why does God let bad things happen to good people? 10 00:01:50,022 --> 00:01:51,241 Why is God silent? 11 00:01:54,200 --> 00:01:55,854 - Do you really think that God, 12 00:01:56,985 --> 00:01:58,596 the creator of heaven and Earth, 13 00:01:58,683 --> 00:02:01,033 and everything in it is silent? 14 00:02:08,736 --> 00:02:13,045 You really think he's just ignoring all of us down here? 15 00:02:14,089 --> 00:02:17,441 Maybe he's talking, Jonathan, 16 00:02:17,528 --> 00:02:19,138 and you're just not listening. 17 00:02:22,272 --> 00:02:25,100 - I wonder what you'd say if you saw the things I've seen. 18 00:02:31,368 --> 00:02:33,283 My dad was my best friend, 19 00:02:34,197 --> 00:02:36,155 and my best memories of him were on that lake, 20 00:02:36,242 --> 00:02:37,983 doing what we loved. 21 00:02:40,420 --> 00:02:41,595 - Yeah? 22 00:02:43,771 --> 00:02:46,600 You know, I remember one time we went deep sea fishing, 23 00:02:47,906 --> 00:02:51,126 and I put a bass line looking for sea bass. 24 00:02:51,214 --> 00:02:53,955 All of a sudden, my line just took off. 25 00:02:54,042 --> 00:02:55,957 Something big got it. 26 00:02:56,044 --> 00:03:00,005 I finally pull him up to the top and it was huge, 27 00:03:00,092 --> 00:03:02,486 and the three of us pulled that thing up over the side, 28 00:03:02,573 --> 00:03:04,836 and got it on the deck of the boat. 29 00:03:04,923 --> 00:03:07,882 It was 105 pounds. 30 00:03:07,969 --> 00:03:10,276 It was five foot long. 31 00:03:10,363 --> 00:03:11,756 - Five foot? 32 00:03:11,843 --> 00:03:14,367 - So what do you think, for your next birthday, 33 00:03:14,454 --> 00:03:16,804 if we take you deep sea fishing? 34 00:03:18,197 --> 00:03:19,242 - For real? 35 00:03:19,329 --> 00:03:20,591 - For real. 36 00:03:20,678 --> 00:03:22,680 - Wow, that's pretty cool. 37 00:03:23,898 --> 00:03:24,943 - I can't think of a better way 38 00:03:25,030 --> 00:03:26,466 to celebrate your next birthday 39 00:03:26,553 --> 00:03:28,207 than to take you deep sea fishing. 40 00:03:29,382 --> 00:03:31,993 - I didn't realize it then, 41 00:03:32,080 --> 00:03:34,213 but that was my last good memory of my dad. 42 00:03:38,217 --> 00:03:40,393 I can remember the day she told us. 43 00:03:41,655 --> 00:03:43,614 As a kid you never fully understand. 44 00:03:45,746 --> 00:03:47,008 - Daddy's really sick, 45 00:03:50,925 --> 00:03:54,668 and Jesus is going to take him to heaven soon. 46 00:04:08,682 --> 00:04:13,383 You're going to be okay, I promise. 47 00:04:16,690 --> 00:04:17,430 I promise. 48 00:04:26,221 --> 00:04:28,223 We are going to be okay. 49 00:04:35,318 --> 00:04:36,362 - Hi, Jonathan. 50 00:04:38,233 --> 00:04:39,017 Come in. 51 00:04:40,192 --> 00:04:40,975 Come in. 52 00:04:46,198 --> 00:04:48,548 You'll be the man of the house soon. 53 00:04:49,810 --> 00:04:53,292 Mom's gonna need you to be strong, okay? 54 00:04:53,379 --> 00:04:56,295 - Who's going to take me fishing in the ocean? 55 00:04:56,382 --> 00:04:57,557 - Sorry, Jonathan. 56 00:04:59,733 --> 00:05:01,779 I won't be able to take you to the ocean. 57 00:05:02,997 --> 00:05:05,173 It's almost my time, I'm sorry. 58 00:05:08,089 --> 00:05:08,873 No. 59 00:05:11,919 --> 00:05:14,357 - I still regret not spending more time with him. 60 00:05:15,532 --> 00:05:17,272 I regret not talking to him more. 61 00:05:23,278 --> 00:05:24,236 Come on. 62 00:05:24,323 --> 00:05:25,368 No, no. 63 00:05:29,850 --> 00:05:30,590 No, no, no. 64 00:05:36,291 --> 00:05:37,597 - That was the day 65 00:05:37,684 --> 00:05:39,512 I realized God didn't care about me. 66 00:05:40,426 --> 00:05:42,341 God didn't care about any of us. 67 00:05:43,647 --> 00:05:46,127 Even if he was real, why wouldn't he listen to a child? 68 00:06:11,370 --> 00:06:12,545 - Sorry, Jonathan. 69 00:06:14,634 --> 00:06:16,593 I won't be able to take you to the ocean. 70 00:06:19,030 --> 00:06:21,554 You'll be man of the house soon. 71 00:06:23,513 --> 00:06:25,645 Mom's going to need you to be strong, okay? 72 00:06:34,088 --> 00:06:35,089 - Hey! 73 00:06:38,353 --> 00:06:39,442 Jonathan? 74 00:06:39,529 --> 00:06:41,182 - Why did daddy die? 75 00:06:41,269 --> 00:06:42,227 We prayed for him. 76 00:06:43,315 --> 00:06:44,577 Who's gonna take care of you? 77 00:06:44,664 --> 00:06:48,929 Who's going to take care of me? 78 00:06:49,016 --> 00:06:50,453 - I'm sorry, son. 79 00:06:52,455 --> 00:06:53,847 I'm sorry. 80 00:06:53,934 --> 00:06:56,371 - You're not, you don't understand. 81 00:06:56,459 --> 00:06:57,547 - Jonathan, wait. 82 00:06:57,634 --> 00:06:59,026 Please, Jonathan. 83 00:07:00,027 --> 00:07:00,811 Jonathan! 84 00:07:04,467 --> 00:07:07,774 - Eight years later, I was training to become an officer. 85 00:07:08,906 --> 00:07:10,211 - Let's go, Jonathan move it. 86 00:07:10,298 --> 00:07:11,386 Come on. 87 00:07:11,474 --> 00:07:12,344 Come on, get them out of there. 88 00:07:12,431 --> 00:07:13,214 Come on, move it. 89 00:07:16,435 --> 00:07:17,654 Jonathan, why do you want to be a cop? 90 00:07:17,741 --> 00:07:19,220 - I want to make a difference, sir. 91 00:07:27,577 --> 00:07:29,317 Get back, get back. 92 00:07:30,493 --> 00:07:31,450 Get back! 93 00:07:31,537 --> 00:07:32,930 Fire. 94 00:07:40,415 --> 00:07:41,808 I want to protect and serve, sir. 95 00:07:41,895 --> 00:07:43,506 I want to be a better man, sir. 96 00:07:45,377 --> 00:07:46,509 - We'll see about that. 97 00:07:46,596 --> 00:07:48,467 - Put your hands on the ground. 98 00:07:49,642 --> 00:07:51,209 - Welcome to the force. 99 00:07:51,296 --> 00:07:53,080 Congratulations, Hickory. 100 00:07:53,167 --> 00:07:54,429 You made it. 101 00:07:54,517 --> 00:07:55,474 - Thank you, sir. - Proud of you. 102 00:08:38,517 --> 00:08:40,171 - Hey! - Hey. 103 00:08:41,433 --> 00:08:42,129 - How did it go? 104 00:08:43,566 --> 00:08:45,393 - I don't think I did that great. 105 00:08:46,699 --> 00:08:48,919 - I'm sure you did better than what you think, right? 106 00:08:49,006 --> 00:08:49,746 - Yeah. 107 00:08:50,877 --> 00:08:53,097 - Well, listen. 108 00:08:53,184 --> 00:08:53,967 You're smart. 109 00:08:55,447 --> 00:08:56,622 You know what you're doing. 110 00:08:58,102 --> 00:09:01,758 I'm sure you're going to figure out a way to get in there, 111 00:09:01,845 --> 00:09:02,585 right? 112 00:09:03,498 --> 00:09:04,412 - Yeah. 113 00:09:05,805 --> 00:09:07,111 - I guess that's why you're looking 114 00:09:07,198 --> 00:09:09,548 at the new Officer Hickory. 115 00:09:09,635 --> 00:09:10,418 - No? 116 00:09:12,029 --> 00:09:13,204 - Oh yeah. - Yeah? 117 00:09:13,291 --> 00:09:14,074 - Oh yeah! 118 00:09:16,468 --> 00:09:18,339 - I'm so happy for you! 119 00:09:19,950 --> 00:09:21,168 - Put this on, strap up. 120 00:09:26,304 --> 00:09:27,261 Ready? 121 00:09:42,015 --> 00:09:43,408 Stacy, did I ever tell you the story 122 00:09:43,495 --> 00:09:45,366 of the most beautiful girl in the world? 123 00:09:45,453 --> 00:09:46,237 - No. 124 00:09:47,847 --> 00:09:48,761 - Once upon a time, 125 00:09:48,848 --> 00:09:50,415 there was a girl so beautiful 126 00:09:50,502 --> 00:09:52,852 she lit up every room she walked into. 127 00:09:54,419 --> 00:09:58,031 She was confident, with piercing bluish, 128 00:09:59,598 --> 00:10:02,645 greenish eyes that always changed colors, 129 00:10:02,732 --> 00:10:06,039 and radiant blonde hair that shined like the morning sun. 130 00:10:07,519 --> 00:10:09,260 Now you might be wondering whatever happened 131 00:10:09,347 --> 00:10:10,478 to the most beautiful girl in the world? 132 00:10:10,565 --> 00:10:13,656 Well, she met some lucky chump, 133 00:10:13,743 --> 00:10:15,440 gave him her number on a napkin 134 00:10:15,527 --> 00:10:20,358 with a note that said don't lose this. 135 00:10:26,625 --> 00:10:27,408 I didn't. 136 00:10:36,766 --> 00:10:37,767 Stacy Evangeline. 137 00:10:39,725 --> 00:10:42,467 They say in life we only fall in love three times, 138 00:10:43,816 --> 00:10:48,516 but I've been falling in love with you 365 days a year 139 00:10:48,603 --> 00:10:50,605 for the last three years of my life. 140 00:10:51,737 --> 00:10:56,655 And if you promise not to lose this, 141 00:10:58,004 --> 00:11:01,573 I plan on falling in love with you over, 142 00:11:01,660 --> 00:11:03,401 and over, and over again, 143 00:11:03,488 --> 00:11:04,837 for the rest of my life. 144 00:11:07,579 --> 00:11:10,451 So will the most beautiful girl in the world marry me? 145 00:11:29,732 --> 00:11:32,125 - I wish your father were here. 146 00:11:32,996 --> 00:11:33,823 - Yeah, me too. 147 00:11:33,910 --> 00:11:35,738 - He's be so proud of you. 148 00:11:36,913 --> 00:11:39,437 Oh, I love you my son. 149 00:11:39,524 --> 00:11:40,873 - I love you, mom. 150 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:43,702 - Oh, I know that! - I know you do. 151 00:11:45,791 --> 00:11:47,184 - I'm so happy for you. 152 00:11:49,403 --> 00:11:50,187 - Oh, mom. 153 00:11:54,669 --> 00:11:55,409 Bye mom. 154 00:12:11,208 --> 00:12:13,688 Stacy was the best thing that ever happened to me. 155 00:12:15,908 --> 00:12:17,649 She's the reason I'm here today. 156 00:12:21,087 --> 00:12:22,436 She's the love of my life. 157 00:12:27,441 --> 00:12:28,791 I really don't deserve her. 158 00:12:31,271 --> 00:12:32,925 - She sounds like an amazing woman. 159 00:12:34,535 --> 00:12:35,362 - She is. 160 00:12:36,624 --> 00:12:38,583 - What happened to that happy couple? 161 00:12:40,411 --> 00:12:41,716 When did things go wrong? 162 00:12:46,069 --> 00:12:48,549 - On my honor, I will never betray my badge, 163 00:12:48,636 --> 00:12:50,116 my integrity, my character, 164 00:12:50,203 --> 00:12:51,726 or the public trust. 165 00:12:51,814 --> 00:12:53,859 I will always have the courage to hold myself 166 00:12:53,946 --> 00:12:55,730 and others accountable for our actions. 167 00:12:55,818 --> 00:12:57,994 I will also hold the constitution, 168 00:12:58,081 --> 00:13:00,213 the community, and the agency I serve, 169 00:13:00,300 --> 00:13:01,040 So help me, God. 170 00:13:20,407 --> 00:13:21,669 - Officer Hickory? 171 00:13:21,756 --> 00:13:22,540 - Yes, sir. 172 00:13:24,237 --> 00:13:26,239 - Steve Watson, field training officer. 173 00:13:26,326 --> 00:13:27,284 - Nice to meet you. 174 00:13:27,371 --> 00:13:28,633 - You ready? - Yeah. 175 00:13:28,720 --> 00:13:29,764 - Let's go. 176 00:13:33,638 --> 00:13:34,987 So I read your file. 177 00:13:35,074 --> 00:13:36,641 Looks like you were top of your class, 178 00:13:36,728 --> 00:13:37,772 but trust me, 179 00:13:37,860 --> 00:13:39,122 there is no training that could 180 00:13:39,209 --> 00:13:40,819 prepare you for the streets. 181 00:13:40,906 --> 00:13:44,388 Look, I know you just got married and you're all excited. 182 00:13:44,475 --> 00:13:45,998 I get it. 183 00:13:46,085 --> 00:13:47,739 But you got to get your head out of the clouds, son. 184 00:13:47,826 --> 00:13:49,741 These streets are tough. 185 00:13:49,828 --> 00:13:51,525 If you aren't sharp and focused, 186 00:13:51,612 --> 00:13:52,962 these streets will eat you alive, 187 00:13:53,049 --> 00:13:54,572 and it will get you killed, do you understand? 188 00:13:54,659 --> 00:13:55,442 - Yes, sir. 189 00:13:55,529 --> 00:13:56,791 Look, I'm here to learn. 190 00:13:56,879 --> 00:13:57,923 You won't have to worry about me. 191 00:13:58,010 --> 00:13:59,229 - Let's get this straight. 192 00:14:00,186 --> 00:14:01,753 I run a tight ship. 193 00:14:01,840 --> 00:14:03,059 We do it by the book. 194 00:14:03,146 --> 00:14:04,451 If you want to get trained by me, 195 00:14:04,538 --> 00:14:07,193 you do what I say, when I say it. 196 00:14:07,280 --> 00:14:09,587 If you hesitate, it could cost you your life. 197 00:14:11,154 --> 00:14:12,764 Now fix your collar. 198 00:14:12,851 --> 00:14:14,766 You're a professional and you need to look like one. 199 00:14:15,767 --> 00:14:17,377 - Bet you're fun at parties. 200 00:14:17,464 --> 00:14:18,726 - No, I am not fun. 201 00:14:18,813 --> 00:14:19,771 Now get in the car. 202 00:14:25,298 --> 00:14:27,257 - So are we getting some donuts or what? 203 00:14:29,694 --> 00:14:31,130 - New rule. 204 00:14:31,217 --> 00:14:33,306 You have something stupid to say, don't. 205 00:14:35,656 --> 00:14:37,049 - Yes sir. 206 00:14:37,136 --> 00:14:39,269 Dispatch to Unit 71. 207 00:14:39,356 --> 00:14:40,313 - This us? 208 00:14:40,400 --> 00:14:42,054 - 71, go ahead. 209 00:14:42,141 --> 00:14:44,361 - Respond to the area of ridge salvage yard 210 00:14:44,448 --> 00:14:46,841 in the 900 block of Thurman Road 211 00:14:46,929 --> 00:14:48,234 for the reports of shots fired. 212 00:14:48,321 --> 00:14:50,280 A caller stated at least two males 213 00:14:50,367 --> 00:14:51,934 armed with assault rifles, 214 00:14:52,021 --> 00:14:54,719 multiple shots heard, no further description. 215 00:15:03,423 --> 00:15:04,903 - In the 71, on location. 216 00:15:04,990 --> 00:15:05,643 - This is it, huh? 217 00:15:05,730 --> 00:15:06,644 So what's the plan. 218 00:15:06,731 --> 00:15:08,080 - Keep your head on a swivel. 219 00:15:08,167 --> 00:15:09,386 We don't know what we're walking into. 220 00:15:09,473 --> 00:15:10,474 Here's your pack and tourniquet. 221 00:15:10,561 --> 00:15:11,344 - What? 222 00:15:24,836 --> 00:15:27,099 - Base, shots fired. 223 00:15:27,186 --> 00:15:29,754 Hope they showed you how to use that thing. 224 00:15:45,248 --> 00:15:46,814 Right, we got to go. 225 00:15:50,383 --> 00:15:53,865 - I'm gonna check this corner. 226 00:16:20,152 --> 00:16:21,371 Hear that? 227 00:16:21,458 --> 00:16:22,633 - Mhm. 228 00:16:23,851 --> 00:16:25,244 - That's them. 229 00:16:25,331 --> 00:16:27,203 - Yep. 230 00:16:27,290 --> 00:16:28,769 - All right, I'm gonna move on. 231 00:16:28,856 --> 00:16:30,423 - I got you. 232 00:16:35,385 --> 00:16:37,517 - Police, put your gun down now! 233 00:16:37,604 --> 00:16:38,910 Put your gun down! 234 00:16:38,997 --> 00:16:41,913 I will shoot, put your gun down now. 235 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,436 Put your gun down now. 236 00:16:43,523 --> 00:16:44,829 Now! 237 00:17:09,680 --> 00:17:10,681 I almost shot him. 238 00:17:10,768 --> 00:17:12,857 - I know. 239 00:17:12,944 --> 00:17:15,947 - I almost shot him. - I know, but you didn't. 240 00:17:16,034 --> 00:17:16,817 You know why? 241 00:17:16,904 --> 00:17:18,341 You used your brain. 242 00:17:18,428 --> 00:17:19,820 Good instincts, son. 243 00:17:19,907 --> 00:17:21,909 Good instincts, come on. 244 00:17:36,098 --> 00:17:37,055 - Police, freeze. 245 00:17:37,142 --> 00:17:37,925 Get on the ground now! 246 00:17:38,012 --> 00:17:39,231 - What's going on? 247 00:17:40,145 --> 00:17:41,277 - All of you on the ground now, 248 00:17:41,364 --> 00:17:42,756 hands where I can see them. 249 00:17:47,848 --> 00:17:51,417 - Officer, I got a couple cold ones if you just let me go. 250 00:17:51,504 --> 00:17:52,897 - I don't drink on the job, man. 251 00:17:52,984 --> 00:17:54,028 Come on, watch your head. 252 00:18:01,862 --> 00:18:03,168 - Hey, hey, hey. 253 00:18:03,255 --> 00:18:04,952 You did a good job today, all right? 254 00:18:06,563 --> 00:18:07,303 - Thanks. 255 00:18:12,786 --> 00:18:13,613 - Hi! 256 00:18:13,700 --> 00:18:15,006 - Hey baby, how are you? 257 00:18:15,093 --> 00:18:17,487 - I'm good, I'm just grading papers. 258 00:18:17,574 --> 00:18:18,488 - Yeah? 259 00:18:18,575 --> 00:18:20,054 - Is everything okay? 260 00:18:20,142 --> 00:18:21,665 - Yeah, everything's going fine. 261 00:18:22,796 --> 00:18:25,886 It's a slow night, pretty boring actually. 262 00:18:26,931 --> 00:18:28,106 - Well, I miss you. 263 00:18:28,193 --> 00:18:29,107 - I miss you too. 264 00:18:30,369 --> 00:18:32,110 I just wanted to call and hear your voice, 265 00:18:32,197 --> 00:18:33,416 and tell you I love you. 266 00:18:34,721 --> 00:18:35,766 - I love you too. 267 00:18:38,943 --> 00:18:40,336 - Yeah. 268 00:18:40,423 --> 00:18:42,338 Well look, I got to go, 269 00:18:42,425 --> 00:18:44,035 so don't wait up for me, okay? 270 00:18:46,820 --> 00:18:47,952 Good night, I love you. 271 00:18:53,262 --> 00:18:54,828 Sorry about that. 272 00:18:54,915 --> 00:18:56,613 - Hey man, it's all right. 273 00:18:56,700 --> 00:19:00,051 Listen, you did the right thing over there. 274 00:19:00,138 --> 00:19:02,793 We don't need to bring this world into our homes. 275 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:04,969 Our families don't need to know what's going on out here. 276 00:19:05,056 --> 00:19:07,058 - Any available unit respond to code three, 277 00:19:07,145 --> 00:19:08,015 the Shinston Road on the interstate-- 278 00:19:08,102 --> 00:19:08,799 - Let's go. 279 00:19:10,627 --> 00:19:11,976 - With the report of a motor vehicle crash, 280 00:19:12,063 --> 00:19:13,586 with entrapment and injury. 281 00:19:13,673 --> 00:19:16,372 Report of a vehicle down on embankment on it's side. 282 00:19:16,459 --> 00:19:17,808 Witnesses reporting vehicles appeared 283 00:19:17,895 --> 00:19:19,505 to be racing before the crash. 284 00:19:19,592 --> 00:19:24,554 Unknown if any other vehicles were involved at this time. 285 00:19:28,122 --> 00:19:32,562 - Check that vehicle, I'll check this one. 286 00:19:38,263 --> 00:19:39,308 - Dispatch, this looks serious. 287 00:19:39,395 --> 00:19:40,787 11 80, put a rush on that body. 288 00:19:40,874 --> 00:19:41,571 Hey, Police, 289 00:19:41,658 --> 00:19:42,920 stay right there. 290 00:19:43,007 --> 00:19:45,357 10 for Unit 44. 291 00:19:59,241 --> 00:20:00,024 - Sydney. 292 00:20:02,156 --> 00:20:03,027 She was 16. 293 00:20:05,377 --> 00:20:07,292 Sydney would never get to fall in love. 294 00:20:09,163 --> 00:20:10,382 She would never get married, 295 00:20:11,775 --> 00:20:13,255 never experience motherhood. 296 00:20:14,647 --> 00:20:17,128 All her hopes, dreams, 297 00:20:18,085 --> 00:20:19,043 gone. 298 00:20:20,392 --> 00:20:23,265 Her entire life flashed before my eyes. 299 00:20:53,817 --> 00:20:56,123 - You doing all right? 300 00:20:56,210 --> 00:21:00,998 - I've never seen someone dead like that before. 301 00:21:03,522 --> 00:21:06,177 - Look, police work isn't easy. 302 00:21:08,179 --> 00:21:10,703 You see a lot of crazy things out there. 303 00:21:12,357 --> 00:21:14,664 Let me tell you something, off the record. 304 00:21:16,405 --> 00:21:18,363 I found one thing that helps me get through all of this. 305 00:21:19,930 --> 00:21:20,713 - What's that? 306 00:21:21,975 --> 00:21:24,151 - Couldn't do this job without Jesus. 307 00:21:24,238 --> 00:21:26,806 - Really? - Yeah. 308 00:21:26,893 --> 00:21:28,286 Here, take this. 309 00:21:31,550 --> 00:21:32,377 That's our church. 310 00:21:34,858 --> 00:21:36,163 You should stop by some time. 311 00:21:37,687 --> 00:21:39,297 Come on, let's go. 312 00:21:54,356 --> 00:21:55,835 - Death notifications. 313 00:21:58,664 --> 00:22:00,449 This is the hardest part of my job. 314 00:22:04,714 --> 00:22:05,845 They have no idea, huh? 315 00:22:08,500 --> 00:22:09,980 - No idea whatsoever. 316 00:22:17,074 --> 00:22:18,205 - What are you doing? 317 00:22:20,207 --> 00:22:21,208 - Reading the Bible. 318 00:22:24,429 --> 00:22:25,212 - Why? 319 00:22:28,172 --> 00:22:29,913 - Because it helps me. 320 00:22:38,008 --> 00:22:41,664 - How do you tell a mother her child just died? 321 00:23:04,904 --> 00:23:05,688 - No, no, no. 322 00:23:29,755 --> 00:23:32,236 - Hey rook, here's a drink for you. 323 00:23:32,323 --> 00:23:33,411 - Who are you? 324 00:23:33,498 --> 00:23:34,368 - I'm Thomas. 325 00:23:34,456 --> 00:23:35,674 - Jonathan, nice to meet you. 326 00:23:35,761 --> 00:23:37,371 - Good to meet you. - Thank you. 327 00:23:37,459 --> 00:23:41,506 - I heard you ran into some West Virginia's finest today? 328 00:23:42,376 --> 00:23:44,030 - Yeah, that's one way to put it. 329 00:23:46,468 --> 00:23:48,600 I don't know how you guys do this, man. 330 00:23:48,687 --> 00:23:49,949 - Hey, look kid. 331 00:23:50,036 --> 00:23:52,343 After a while you get used to it. 332 00:23:52,430 --> 00:23:54,258 - Yeah, some days you're out there 333 00:23:54,345 --> 00:23:56,521 doing paperwork for eight hours, 334 00:23:56,608 --> 00:23:58,523 and the next day you're getting shot at. 335 00:24:00,351 --> 00:24:01,439 - Where's Watson. 336 00:24:01,526 --> 00:24:03,310 - Oh, guys a square. 337 00:24:03,397 --> 00:24:04,442 Doesn't drink at all. 338 00:24:04,529 --> 00:24:05,878 He'll never step foot in here. 339 00:24:08,402 --> 00:24:10,361 - We heard about the girl. 340 00:24:10,448 --> 00:24:11,493 How are you handling that? 341 00:24:15,627 --> 00:24:17,063 - I mean, I've never experienced 342 00:24:17,150 --> 00:24:18,978 something like that before in my life. 343 00:24:20,371 --> 00:24:21,764 It is what it is. 344 00:24:21,851 --> 00:24:22,634 - Hey guys, to the rookie. 345 00:24:23,635 --> 00:24:25,028 - To the rookie. 346 00:24:25,115 --> 00:24:26,377 - Get that glass up to here. 347 00:24:26,464 --> 00:24:27,291 - To the rookie. 348 00:24:27,378 --> 00:24:28,422 - Thank you. 349 00:24:34,820 --> 00:24:35,691 - It'll get easier. 350 00:24:37,257 --> 00:24:39,999 Sooner or later, you won't feel a thing. 351 00:24:44,134 --> 00:24:45,788 - You have a good night. 352 00:24:46,963 --> 00:24:48,486 - You be safe, thanks for riding. 353 00:25:07,505 --> 00:25:08,419 - Hi. 354 00:25:08,506 --> 00:25:09,463 - Hey. 355 00:25:09,551 --> 00:25:10,682 - Oh, you stink. 356 00:25:12,379 --> 00:25:13,729 Mm, where have you been? 357 00:25:15,992 --> 00:25:17,341 - Few of the guys, 358 00:25:17,428 --> 00:25:19,691 they wanted to celebrate the rookies first day. 359 00:25:21,084 --> 00:25:21,954 Couldn't say no. 360 00:25:23,129 --> 00:25:24,566 - So how was the rookie's first day? 361 00:25:38,797 --> 00:25:40,538 - It was different. 362 00:25:43,846 --> 00:25:46,849 My FTI was a nice guy, I met him for the first time today. 363 00:25:48,633 --> 00:25:50,156 We got donuts and joked around. 364 00:25:54,117 --> 00:25:54,900 - Good. 365 00:25:56,467 --> 00:25:57,337 - Now go get some rest, 366 00:25:57,424 --> 00:25:58,948 I'll catch up with you, okay? 367 00:26:03,082 --> 00:26:03,953 - I love you. 368 00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:06,433 - I love you too. 369 00:27:22,161 --> 00:27:23,510 - No, no, no. 370 00:27:34,870 --> 00:27:35,827 - Thank you. 371 00:27:41,615 --> 00:27:44,749 Can y'all help me pray for my husband? 372 00:27:50,059 --> 00:27:52,626 The Lord, Jonathan is a good man, 373 00:27:53,802 --> 00:27:56,456 but I think this job is more than he expected. 374 00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:00,330 I think that he sees things 375 00:28:01,810 --> 00:28:03,725 that he can't talk to anybody about. 376 00:28:07,076 --> 00:28:10,732 I sense that it's hurting him. 377 00:28:12,211 --> 00:28:14,344 It's changing him. 378 00:28:16,999 --> 00:28:18,827 I feel like he's feeling hopeless, 379 00:28:20,176 --> 00:28:21,655 and he needs you, God. 380 00:28:24,658 --> 00:28:29,663 I know that God can help him, 381 00:28:33,493 --> 00:28:35,321 and that through the power of Jesus, 382 00:28:35,408 --> 00:28:36,758 that I can get my husband back. 383 00:28:44,069 --> 00:28:44,809 Amen. 384 00:28:52,164 --> 00:28:53,557 - Hey Jonathan, come on in. 385 00:28:53,644 --> 00:28:54,514 - Lieutenant. 386 00:28:54,601 --> 00:28:55,907 - It's good to see you. 387 00:28:55,994 --> 00:28:57,039 - It's great to see you. 388 00:28:57,126 --> 00:28:57,866 - Please have a seat. 389 00:28:59,302 --> 00:29:01,173 So I've been talking to your FTO, 390 00:29:01,260 --> 00:29:03,523 and he tells me you have some talent. 391 00:29:03,610 --> 00:29:04,742 - Just doing my job, sir. 392 00:29:04,829 --> 00:29:06,396 - Well, that's certainly good to hear. 393 00:29:06,483 --> 00:29:08,398 Apparently you're doing it really well. 394 00:29:08,485 --> 00:29:10,617 We're thinking about moving you up. 395 00:29:10,704 --> 00:29:12,315 How you feel about the traffic safety end? 396 00:29:12,402 --> 00:29:13,055 - You pulling my leg? 397 00:29:13,142 --> 00:29:14,796 - No, I am not. 398 00:29:14,883 --> 00:29:18,321 As part of that, you get a motorcycle and an unmarked car. 399 00:29:18,408 --> 00:29:19,539 Congratulations, son. 400 00:29:21,411 --> 00:29:22,716 - Wow, this, 401 00:29:23,761 --> 00:29:25,415 it's an honor, sir. 402 00:29:25,502 --> 00:29:26,372 Thank you so much. 403 00:29:26,459 --> 00:29:27,112 - Well, you know what? 404 00:29:27,199 --> 00:29:28,113 You've earned it. 405 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:29,201 Just don't make me regret it. 406 00:29:29,288 --> 00:29:30,333 - I'll do my best-- 407 00:29:30,420 --> 00:29:31,377 - All right. 408 00:29:32,422 --> 00:29:34,380 - Look at that, nice. 409 00:29:34,467 --> 00:29:35,860 Yeah, and we can afford that, 410 00:29:35,947 --> 00:29:37,906 but they can't upgrade my crappy cruiser. 411 00:29:37,993 --> 00:29:39,472 - I know, kills me. 412 00:29:39,559 --> 00:29:41,561 - Wow, who's the lucky chump? 413 00:29:41,648 --> 00:29:42,736 - No idea. 414 00:29:42,824 --> 00:29:44,390 Certainly isn't you, Hickory. 415 00:29:47,741 --> 00:29:50,048 - Oh, no way. 416 00:29:50,135 --> 00:29:51,920 - There's no way on God's green 417 00:29:52,007 --> 00:29:54,139 earth they're entrusting that to you. 418 00:29:57,360 --> 00:29:59,536 Hey, were you able to find a big enough helmet 419 00:29:59,623 --> 00:30:00,624 to go over that head of yours? 420 00:30:00,711 --> 00:30:01,973 - Don't be mad they don't make 421 00:30:02,060 --> 00:30:04,628 these for senior citizens, Rodriguez. 422 00:30:04,715 --> 00:30:06,238 - Oh, that's cold dude. 423 00:30:06,325 --> 00:30:07,370 - What was that? 424 00:30:07,457 --> 00:30:08,806 - That is cold, bro. 425 00:30:08,893 --> 00:30:10,155 That's cold. 426 00:30:10,242 --> 00:30:11,722 - One more time, I can't hear you? 427 00:30:11,809 --> 00:30:13,463 - That's cold, bro. 428 00:30:15,291 --> 00:30:17,597 Man, I can't believe he's got that ride. 429 00:30:17,684 --> 00:30:19,164 - I know. 430 00:30:21,906 --> 00:30:22,994 Dispatch to Unit 44. 431 00:30:23,081 --> 00:30:24,735 - 44, go ahead. 432 00:30:24,822 --> 00:30:26,693 - 44 respond code three to the intersection 433 00:30:26,780 --> 00:30:28,782 of Second Street and Maple Avenue. 434 00:30:28,870 --> 00:30:31,176 We have report of a single vehicle overturned, 435 00:30:31,263 --> 00:30:34,092 multiple occupants, possibly children in the vehicle, 436 00:30:34,179 --> 00:30:35,224 unknown injury. 437 00:30:35,311 --> 00:30:36,616 Fire and rescue are responding. 438 00:30:36,703 --> 00:30:38,923 - 44, 10 four. 439 00:32:08,491 --> 00:32:09,666 - That bad, huh? 440 00:32:13,148 --> 00:32:14,105 - Whole family. 441 00:32:17,935 --> 00:32:18,936 It was horrible. 442 00:32:25,203 --> 00:32:26,813 - What can I say, kid? 443 00:32:26,900 --> 00:32:29,816 It's part of the job. 444 00:32:31,862 --> 00:32:32,863 Someone's got to do it. 445 00:34:54,483 --> 00:34:56,876 - Johnathan, you not hungry? 446 00:35:07,060 --> 00:35:08,105 Jonathan? 447 00:36:41,546 --> 00:36:42,765 - Hey, kid. 448 00:36:42,852 --> 00:36:44,157 Mrs Hickory, where is she? 449 00:36:44,245 --> 00:36:45,681 - Excuse me, is everything okay? 450 00:36:45,768 --> 00:36:47,248 - Yeah, I'm just looking for my wife. 451 00:36:47,335 --> 00:36:49,511 - Oh, third door on the left. 452 00:36:49,598 --> 00:36:50,686 Hey, walking feet! 453 00:36:50,773 --> 00:36:53,341 Are you okay, sweetie? 454 00:36:53,428 --> 00:36:55,778 - So, can anybody tell me what this is? 455 00:36:56,648 --> 00:36:57,562 - Good job. 456 00:36:58,607 --> 00:37:00,173 And how about this? 457 00:37:00,261 --> 00:37:01,131 - Funnel. 458 00:37:01,218 --> 00:37:02,785 - Funnel, good job. 459 00:37:02,872 --> 00:37:04,395 And what about this? 460 00:37:06,919 --> 00:37:07,790 - We're having a baby? 461 00:37:07,877 --> 00:37:09,400 We're having a baby? 462 00:37:12,185 --> 00:37:13,796 I'm gonna be a dad! 463 00:37:22,761 --> 00:37:25,634 - Look what we made, she's perfect. 464 00:37:29,333 --> 00:37:30,726 - Let her sleep. 465 00:39:54,826 --> 00:39:56,480 Okay, all right. 466 00:39:56,567 --> 00:39:57,525 You got her? 467 00:39:59,309 --> 00:40:01,137 And you know her sleep schedule, 468 00:40:02,704 --> 00:40:04,880 and you know she gets fed in 20 minutes, right? 469 00:40:04,967 --> 00:40:07,230 - Mhm. 470 00:40:07,317 --> 00:40:08,753 - Are you sure you need me? 471 00:40:08,840 --> 00:40:09,754 - No, we're fine. 472 00:40:09,841 --> 00:40:10,581 - You sure? 473 00:40:11,539 --> 00:40:12,801 Okay. 474 00:40:12,888 --> 00:40:13,715 And you're going to call me, right? 475 00:40:14,977 --> 00:40:15,717 - Yeah. 476 00:40:15,804 --> 00:40:17,109 - Okay. 477 00:40:35,388 --> 00:40:36,433 - Shh. 478 00:40:38,043 --> 00:40:38,827 Shh. 479 00:42:40,165 --> 00:42:42,211 - Drunk driving is still the number one 480 00:42:42,298 --> 00:42:44,039 cause of death on our roadways. 481 00:42:45,127 --> 00:42:47,477 Two out of three people will be impacted 482 00:42:47,564 --> 00:42:49,871 by a drunk driving crash in their lifetime, 483 00:42:51,437 --> 00:42:54,136 which is why we take this award very seriously. 484 00:42:54,223 --> 00:42:56,442 It is reserved for an officer, 485 00:42:56,529 --> 00:42:59,141 an exceptional officer who has gone 486 00:42:59,228 --> 00:43:02,144 above and beyond to keep our streets safe. 487 00:43:03,580 --> 00:43:05,060 He is a shining example of someone 488 00:43:06,757 --> 00:43:09,630 who is making our community a better place. 489 00:43:10,805 --> 00:43:13,721 It is my honor to present this award 490 00:43:13,808 --> 00:43:16,637 to Officer Jonathan Hickory. 491 00:43:20,510 --> 00:43:21,554 - Hey. 492 00:43:23,513 --> 00:43:25,820 - Johnathan, you reek of alcohol. 493 00:43:28,910 --> 00:43:31,695 - Thank you for your service. 494 00:43:33,436 --> 00:43:34,219 - Wow. 495 00:43:37,875 --> 00:43:38,789 Thank you everyone. 496 00:43:40,399 --> 00:43:43,664 It is an honor and a pleasure to stand here before you all. 497 00:43:43,751 --> 00:43:46,014 Family comes first in our lives. 498 00:43:47,755 --> 00:43:49,365 With another baby on the way, 499 00:43:49,452 --> 00:43:52,281 we know just how important it is to keep our streets safe. 500 00:43:56,851 --> 00:44:01,682 I unfortunately know better 501 00:44:01,769 --> 00:44:04,293 than most the horrific, 502 00:44:05,642 --> 00:44:07,644 tragic effects of drunk driving. 503 00:44:11,561 --> 00:44:15,434 It's heartbreaking to say the least. 504 00:44:20,396 --> 00:44:23,312 The effects of drunk driving aren't 505 00:44:24,487 --> 00:44:27,664 just limited to those in the impact, 506 00:44:29,753 --> 00:44:31,102 to our family members, 507 00:44:33,801 --> 00:44:34,584 our friends, 508 00:44:39,241 --> 00:44:40,024 our kids. 509 00:44:48,163 --> 00:44:48,903 Thank you. 510 00:44:57,825 --> 00:44:59,522 Dispatch to 44. 511 00:44:59,609 --> 00:45:01,219 - 44, go ahead. 512 00:45:01,306 --> 00:45:03,047 - Respond to the 400 block of Early Road, 513 00:45:03,134 --> 00:45:05,615 report of a crash involving a motorcycle. 514 00:45:05,702 --> 00:45:06,572 - 44, copy. 515 00:45:06,659 --> 00:45:07,443 I'm on my way. 516 00:45:19,672 --> 00:45:21,544 Hey, what have you got for me? 517 00:45:22,763 --> 00:45:24,939 - Hey man, took you long enough. 518 00:45:25,026 --> 00:45:26,767 I actually do have something for you. 519 00:45:27,724 --> 00:45:29,639 Here, it's his wallet. 520 00:45:29,726 --> 00:45:31,032 - Whose wallet? 521 00:45:31,119 --> 00:45:33,425 - The guy on the motorcycle, he's over there. 522 00:45:37,038 --> 00:45:37,908 - Oh, man. 523 00:45:39,692 --> 00:45:40,781 - What? 524 00:45:42,870 --> 00:45:45,176 - I know this guy, I went to high school with him. 525 00:45:48,614 --> 00:45:50,703 Uh, where did you say? 526 00:45:51,704 --> 00:45:55,839 - Right over there, under that white sheet. 527 00:46:02,106 --> 00:46:03,847 - Thanks. - Sorry, bud. 528 00:47:25,102 --> 00:47:26,060 - Get out. 529 00:47:26,147 --> 00:47:27,061 Get out now. 530 00:47:27,148 --> 00:47:27,888 Get out. 531 00:47:30,281 --> 00:47:33,067 Look at what you did, look at what you did. 532 00:47:33,154 --> 00:47:34,895 He had a family, and a wife, 533 00:47:34,982 --> 00:47:36,679 and you killed him. 534 00:47:36,766 --> 00:47:38,768 You killed him! 535 00:47:38,855 --> 00:47:39,900 You killed him. 536 00:47:40,944 --> 00:47:43,251 Look at this, look at this. 537 00:47:44,861 --> 00:47:47,298 You killed him, you killed him. 538 00:49:00,981 --> 00:49:02,983 I couldn't understand why they weren't angry. 539 00:49:04,549 --> 00:49:06,290 I looked into the eyes of that family 540 00:49:07,944 --> 00:49:09,598 and all I saw was sadness. 541 00:49:11,817 --> 00:49:12,731 Pure sadness. 542 00:49:12,818 --> 00:49:14,211 No anger, no resentment. 543 00:49:15,647 --> 00:49:16,997 They just missed their kid. 544 00:49:19,956 --> 00:49:22,437 They should be angry at the drunk who killed him. 545 00:49:24,091 --> 00:49:25,179 They should hate him. 546 00:49:29,052 --> 00:49:30,749 But they couldn't. 547 00:49:30,836 --> 00:49:31,968 They were calm, and peaceful, 548 00:49:32,055 --> 00:49:33,926 and that infuriated me. 549 00:49:35,624 --> 00:49:37,191 He was this drunk who just took the life 550 00:49:37,278 --> 00:49:41,021 of their loved one over some stupid bottle of liqueur, 551 00:49:41,108 --> 00:49:43,153 and they just forgave him. 552 00:49:43,240 --> 00:49:44,241 Just like that. 553 00:49:49,029 --> 00:49:50,508 If there's one thing I know, 554 00:49:53,163 --> 00:49:55,948 its that we're all gonna end up dead with no hope anyway. 555 00:49:58,255 --> 00:49:59,865 What's the point in this life? 556 00:50:01,650 --> 00:50:04,000 What difference does it make, and who cares? 557 00:50:07,482 --> 00:50:08,439 I don't understand. 558 00:50:10,572 --> 00:50:12,487 Where was Jesus when that guy swerved 559 00:50:12,574 --> 00:50:14,402 through three lanes and killed Daniel? 560 00:50:16,534 --> 00:50:18,406 - Jonathan, Jesus didn't kill Daniel. 561 00:50:21,104 --> 00:50:22,497 Why don't you blame Satan? 562 00:50:23,628 --> 00:50:25,326 - Oh God, come on Satan. 563 00:50:25,413 --> 00:50:27,806 - Oh, so it's okay to blame Jesus for everything, 564 00:50:27,893 --> 00:50:28,981 but not Satan? 565 00:50:30,287 --> 00:50:33,943 Not the one that the Bible tells us comes to steal, 566 00:50:34,030 --> 00:50:35,597 kill, and destroy? 567 00:50:35,684 --> 00:50:36,728 He gets no credit? 568 00:50:37,947 --> 00:50:42,908 That family had peace because they know Jesus. 569 00:50:45,476 --> 00:50:48,784 Because they know there's more to this life. 570 00:50:51,003 --> 00:50:54,964 Because this life is not perfect. 571 00:50:55,051 --> 00:50:55,878 It's broken. 572 00:50:57,097 --> 00:50:59,273 We broke it, sin broke it. 573 00:51:03,799 --> 00:51:06,976 - I'm having a really hard time buying that. 574 00:51:07,063 --> 00:51:07,933 - If you got it all figured out, 575 00:51:08,020 --> 00:51:09,892 then what are we doing here? 576 00:51:09,979 --> 00:51:10,893 - I don't know. 577 00:51:10,980 --> 00:51:12,199 - Why did you want to talk? 578 00:51:12,286 --> 00:51:14,288 Do you want help? 579 00:51:14,375 --> 00:51:15,811 I'm trying to help you. 580 00:51:18,118 --> 00:51:19,206 - You wouldn't understand. 581 00:51:21,425 --> 00:51:23,253 - Then make me understand. 582 00:51:28,040 --> 00:51:29,999 - It was Sunday, October 20th. 583 00:51:32,175 --> 00:51:33,133 My wife was in her 20th week. 584 00:51:53,892 --> 00:51:54,632 Stacy? 585 00:51:56,199 --> 00:51:58,070 - Make it stop, it hurts. 586 00:51:58,158 --> 00:51:58,810 - Stacy, are you okay? 587 00:51:58,897 --> 00:52:00,160 Stacy, open up. 588 00:52:00,247 --> 00:52:01,987 - Stacy passed the baby, call 911. 589 00:52:05,077 --> 00:52:06,557 - What do you mean she passed the baby? 590 00:52:06,644 --> 00:52:07,906 - Stacy passed the baby. 591 00:52:07,993 --> 00:52:10,605 Go Jonathan, call 911. 592 00:52:17,307 --> 00:52:19,440 - My wife is 20 weeks pregnant, 593 00:52:20,484 --> 00:52:22,965 and she just, 594 00:52:24,096 --> 00:52:25,141 she just passed the baby. 595 00:52:47,250 --> 00:52:49,557 I can't do this. 596 00:52:49,644 --> 00:52:51,036 I can't do this. 597 00:53:08,184 --> 00:53:10,012 At 14 weeks, the brain impulses 598 00:53:10,099 --> 00:53:12,101 in an unborn baby begin to fire. 599 00:53:14,843 --> 00:53:17,411 At 15 weeks, the unborn baby can sense light. 600 00:53:20,718 --> 00:53:23,678 At 19 weeks, the babies senses are all developing. 601 00:53:23,765 --> 00:53:25,245 Touch, taste, 602 00:53:25,332 --> 00:53:26,594 vision, smell, 603 00:53:26,681 --> 00:53:27,421 and hearing. 604 00:53:31,599 --> 00:53:33,122 Christian was 20 weeks old. 605 00:54:06,111 --> 00:54:11,073 - Dear God, hear us as we pray for . 606 00:54:13,510 --> 00:54:17,340 We pray for their comfort in a time of sadness. 607 00:54:19,342 --> 00:54:23,738 Hear, in this trying time. 608 00:54:25,696 --> 00:54:30,397 We pray that you lift their child into a kingdom of light. 609 00:54:33,878 --> 00:54:36,185 In your name we pray, amen. 610 00:55:19,707 --> 00:55:21,448 - I'll clean up, okay? 611 00:55:32,241 --> 00:55:33,285 - Look. 612 00:55:35,244 --> 00:55:37,420 You are not alone, all right? 613 00:55:42,556 --> 00:55:44,384 You should come to church with us. 614 00:58:14,664 --> 00:58:16,623 - God, I pray for my husband. 615 00:58:20,540 --> 00:58:21,758 He is a good man. 616 00:58:25,675 --> 00:58:28,548 I know deep down he's a good man. 617 00:58:30,506 --> 00:58:32,421 But he needs you. 618 00:58:32,508 --> 00:58:33,596 He needs your help. 619 00:58:37,644 --> 00:58:40,951 He's still the man that I love. 620 00:58:41,038 --> 00:58:42,213 He's my Jonah, 621 00:58:46,348 --> 00:58:47,479 and he's lost at sea. 622 00:58:50,831 --> 00:58:51,875 He needs you. 623 00:58:57,141 --> 00:58:58,490 This is my last prayer, God, 624 00:59:00,405 --> 00:59:04,061 and I don't know how, but he needs your help. 625 00:59:11,460 --> 00:59:14,071 We need your help for our family. 626 00:59:16,117 --> 00:59:16,900 For me. 627 00:59:18,598 --> 00:59:19,599 For Ana. 628 00:59:22,776 --> 00:59:23,907 For Jonathan. 629 00:59:25,300 --> 00:59:30,261 I need you to bring him back to me. 630 00:59:34,048 --> 00:59:35,702 Please help him, God. 631 00:59:39,575 --> 00:59:40,620 Bring him back. 632 00:59:48,584 --> 00:59:49,846 - Okay, yep. 633 00:59:49,933 --> 00:59:51,282 Officer Hickory, 634 00:59:51,369 --> 00:59:52,501 report to Lieutenant Campbell's office. 635 00:59:52,588 --> 00:59:53,763 - Let me call you back. 636 01:00:10,737 --> 01:00:11,738 - Johnathan, come in. 637 01:00:14,088 --> 01:00:16,220 These detectives are from internal affairs. 638 01:00:17,613 --> 01:00:18,614 Have a seat. 639 01:00:20,703 --> 01:00:22,749 - Can I ask what this is all about? 640 01:00:22,836 --> 01:00:25,490 - I think you know why they're here. 641 01:00:25,577 --> 01:00:26,491 You're under investigation for 642 01:00:26,578 --> 01:00:28,319 violating our code of conduct. 643 01:00:29,973 --> 01:00:31,583 You'd better hope we don't find out 644 01:00:31,671 --> 01:00:33,803 you were involved in immoral conduct. 645 01:00:33,890 --> 01:00:35,196 You are to hand over your 646 01:00:35,283 --> 01:00:37,285 departmental laptop and cell phones, 647 01:00:37,372 --> 01:00:39,722 along with all the lock codes and passwords. 648 01:00:41,245 --> 01:00:43,987 And you will not discuss this investigation with anyone, 649 01:00:44,074 --> 01:00:44,814 is that clear? 650 01:00:47,512 --> 01:00:48,339 You're dismissed. 651 01:01:18,065 --> 01:01:20,589 - This is the story of Jonah. 652 01:01:21,851 --> 01:01:23,200 Jonah was a good man, 653 01:01:25,725 --> 01:01:27,161 but he was scared. 654 01:01:32,079 --> 01:01:33,689 - What did he do, mommy? 655 01:01:37,693 --> 01:01:40,609 - Jonah didn't know that God had a purpose for him, 656 01:01:43,612 --> 01:01:46,746 that God had a special mission for him, 657 01:01:51,272 --> 01:01:54,841 and God found a way to get his attention. 658 01:02:00,716 --> 01:02:01,935 God sent a storm, 659 01:02:06,156 --> 01:02:09,769 and he sent a big fish to go and get Jonah, 660 01:02:15,383 --> 01:02:16,776 and bring him back. 661 01:02:28,570 --> 01:02:31,791 And in the end Jonah did the right thing. 662 01:02:39,059 --> 01:02:42,714 He did God's final wish, and he came back. 663 01:02:50,722 --> 01:02:52,637 He did the right thing. 664 01:03:42,818 --> 01:03:45,473 - What's the point of this life? 665 01:03:45,560 --> 01:03:48,302 What difference does it make? 666 01:04:30,474 --> 01:04:32,346 - You've seen so much death. 667 01:04:34,826 --> 01:04:36,916 Your whole profession revolves 668 01:04:37,003 --> 01:04:38,613 around the evil in this world. 669 01:04:40,441 --> 01:04:43,661 You see Satan's handiwork everyday. 670 01:04:45,925 --> 01:04:46,882 It must be tough. 671 01:04:51,756 --> 01:04:54,890 The thief comes to steal, 672 01:04:56,326 --> 01:04:57,066 to kill, 673 01:04:58,328 --> 01:04:59,416 and to destroy. 674 01:05:01,984 --> 01:05:05,248 You've let him rob you of your peace, 675 01:05:06,815 --> 01:05:09,339 of your family, of your life. 676 01:05:11,080 --> 01:05:12,429 It's time you fought back. 677 01:05:30,926 --> 01:05:33,363 You need the only one who's ever overcome this evil. 678 01:05:35,322 --> 01:05:36,627 You need Jesus. 679 01:05:39,717 --> 01:05:42,851 You've been doing things your way your whole life. 680 01:05:44,113 --> 01:05:45,767 How's that working out for you? 681 01:05:48,683 --> 01:05:50,337 It's time you did things God's way. 682 01:05:52,295 --> 01:05:53,601 - I don't know. 683 01:05:55,342 --> 01:05:56,082 - I do. 684 01:05:58,127 --> 01:06:01,000 You need to be honest about your affair, 685 01:06:02,392 --> 01:06:03,915 about your drinking, 686 01:06:04,003 --> 01:06:05,656 about the way you've been treating your family. 687 01:06:06,875 --> 01:06:10,226 There are consequences to your actions 688 01:06:11,401 --> 01:06:12,881 and Jesus is not going to change that. 689 01:06:15,884 --> 01:06:19,018 But Jesus will change you. 690 01:06:20,976 --> 01:06:22,021 You want to be a man about this? 691 01:06:22,108 --> 01:06:23,805 You want to make things right? 692 01:06:24,936 --> 01:06:25,894 You want to fix it? 693 01:06:28,984 --> 01:06:31,291 First you have to surrender yourself to Jesus. 694 01:06:34,511 --> 01:06:35,599 That's the first step. 695 01:06:50,223 --> 01:06:53,878 - Honey, I realized I made a lot of mistakes. 696 01:06:55,532 --> 01:06:57,099 I know I haven't been good to you. 697 01:06:58,187 --> 01:06:59,884 I know I've been a disaster. 698 01:07:01,843 --> 01:07:03,236 But that's all going to change, 699 01:07:03,323 --> 01:07:07,805 because last night I made a promise to God. 700 01:07:10,069 --> 01:07:12,114 I spoke to him for the first time, 701 01:07:13,420 --> 01:07:15,857 and I promised Him that I'm going to be a better man, 702 01:07:15,944 --> 01:07:18,599 better father, better husband. 703 01:07:18,686 --> 01:07:20,775 I'm going to make it up to you and Ana. 704 01:07:24,953 --> 01:07:27,042 Stacy, what I'm asking is forgive me. 705 01:07:28,739 --> 01:07:29,523 Please. 706 01:07:38,662 --> 01:07:40,099 - Okay. 707 01:07:40,186 --> 01:07:41,143 - I'm working on it. 708 01:07:43,798 --> 01:07:45,016 I'm going to be better. 709 01:07:54,069 --> 01:07:56,680 - Okay, this one's for you, 710 01:07:56,767 --> 01:07:58,378 and this one's for me. 711 01:07:58,465 --> 01:07:59,422 Careful, you got it? 712 01:08:01,555 --> 01:08:03,861 - Wow, say thank you. 713 01:08:03,948 --> 01:08:04,949 - Thank you. 714 01:08:11,347 --> 01:08:13,088 - Jonathan, you do you know that this is strange, 715 01:08:13,175 --> 01:08:14,002 right? 716 01:08:15,308 --> 01:08:19,181 You sitting here with us getting ice cream, 717 01:08:19,268 --> 01:08:20,791 spending time with us. 718 01:08:23,142 --> 01:08:24,665 - It's gonna get better. 719 01:08:24,752 --> 01:08:26,362 - Exactly what she said. 720 01:08:29,191 --> 01:08:31,411 - Jonathan, our family needs this. 721 01:08:31,498 --> 01:08:34,109 - I know, I promise things are going to change. 722 01:08:37,112 --> 01:08:38,374 Next time we're getting pizza, right? 723 01:08:38,461 --> 01:08:40,028 - No, ice cream. 724 01:08:40,115 --> 01:08:41,247 - Ice cream again. 725 01:08:41,334 --> 01:08:42,726 - Ice cream, uh-huh. 726 01:08:46,077 --> 01:08:46,600 - Is it good? 727 01:08:46,687 --> 01:08:47,383 - Yeah. 728 01:08:47,470 --> 01:08:48,863 - Yeah, all right. 729 01:08:48,950 --> 01:08:50,212 - I'm gonna take this, okay? 730 01:08:50,299 --> 01:08:50,995 Be right back. 731 01:08:51,082 --> 01:08:51,779 - Okay. 732 01:08:52,519 --> 01:08:54,042 - Lieutenant? 733 01:08:54,129 --> 01:08:56,000 - Jonathan, I need to see you in my office. 734 01:08:56,087 --> 01:08:57,915 I have to result of your investigation. 735 01:08:58,002 --> 01:08:59,047 - What flavor are you going to get next time? 736 01:08:59,134 --> 01:09:00,004 - Vanilla. 737 01:09:00,091 --> 01:09:01,180 - You didn't like this one? 738 01:09:01,267 --> 01:09:02,877 - No. 739 01:09:02,964 --> 01:09:04,966 - All right, I guess I'll see you then. 740 01:09:16,107 --> 01:09:17,979 - Oh my goodness gracious. 741 01:09:20,155 --> 01:09:21,461 Who was it? 742 01:09:21,548 --> 01:09:22,940 - Oh, it was Lieutenant. 743 01:09:23,027 --> 01:09:23,854 - They need you? 744 01:09:23,941 --> 01:09:25,639 - No, just saying hi. 745 01:09:27,118 --> 01:09:27,902 - Okay. 746 01:10:00,369 --> 01:10:01,065 - You again? 747 01:10:02,719 --> 01:10:05,069 Well, at least this time you don't have your gun drawn. 748 01:10:06,593 --> 01:10:07,507 - I need your help. 749 01:10:09,900 --> 01:10:10,684 - Sure. 750 01:10:11,946 --> 01:10:12,903 What's going on? 751 01:10:18,169 --> 01:10:19,258 - I'm an idiot. 752 01:10:20,868 --> 01:10:22,348 - I take it you haven't told her. 753 01:10:26,134 --> 01:10:27,178 - No, I haven't. 754 01:10:30,791 --> 01:10:32,140 - You need to tell her, Jonathan. 755 01:10:32,227 --> 01:10:33,141 - I can't tell her. 756 01:10:34,751 --> 01:10:36,362 She's going to leave and take Ana. 757 01:10:38,233 --> 01:10:40,061 I don't know what I would do if I lost them both. 758 01:10:40,148 --> 01:10:41,889 - Well, if you don't tell her, 759 01:10:41,976 --> 01:10:43,804 you're going to lose them both anyway. 760 01:10:50,245 --> 01:10:53,422 I sense there's something else going on. 761 01:10:58,297 --> 01:11:01,038 - The force, they found out about the affair, 762 01:11:02,736 --> 01:11:04,390 did an entire investigation. 763 01:11:06,305 --> 01:11:08,219 I'm about to find out if I lost my job. 764 01:11:10,221 --> 01:11:10,961 I screwed up. 765 01:11:13,355 --> 01:11:15,052 Really, really screwed up. 766 01:11:16,532 --> 01:11:18,360 I could really use a prayer right now. 767 01:11:19,970 --> 01:11:24,714 - I told you before, there are consequences to your actions, 768 01:11:24,801 --> 01:11:28,152 and praying won't make them go away. 769 01:11:29,893 --> 01:11:32,635 But God promises to be there to help 770 01:11:32,722 --> 01:11:34,245 you through those consequences. 771 01:11:34,333 --> 01:11:35,682 - I'm not asking for a miracle. 772 01:11:36,770 --> 01:11:38,162 I know there are consequences, 773 01:11:38,249 --> 01:11:41,122 but I also believe that God does answer prayers. 774 01:11:41,209 --> 01:11:45,300 Please could you just say a prayer with me? 775 01:11:50,566 --> 01:11:51,350 - Of course. 776 01:12:15,591 --> 01:12:17,593 - God, please help me keep my job. 777 01:12:21,728 --> 01:12:23,077 - You know what, 778 01:12:23,164 --> 01:12:24,383 being an officer in this county is a privilege? 779 01:12:25,949 --> 01:12:27,386 Well do you? 780 01:12:27,473 --> 01:12:30,127 We demand all of our officers be beyond reproach. 781 01:12:30,214 --> 01:12:31,520 All of them. 782 01:12:31,607 --> 01:12:32,652 And you? 783 01:12:32,739 --> 01:12:33,566 You don't. 784 01:12:33,653 --> 01:12:35,132 - Yes sir, I understand-- 785 01:12:35,219 --> 01:12:37,744 - I'm sorry, I believe I was still speaking. 786 01:12:37,831 --> 01:12:39,528 As for the charge. 787 01:12:39,615 --> 01:12:42,270 Officer behaving in a scandalous, infamous manner, 788 01:12:42,357 --> 01:12:44,533 in violation of West Virginia code. 789 01:12:44,620 --> 01:12:46,405 For that, you're guilty. 790 01:12:47,841 --> 01:12:50,147 Dismissal without pension, without severance. 791 01:12:50,234 --> 01:12:51,279 Nothing. 792 01:12:53,324 --> 01:12:54,238 That's the verdict. 793 01:13:22,179 --> 01:13:24,486 - This job is all I know, sir. 794 01:13:25,400 --> 01:13:26,575 It's my passion. 795 01:13:28,229 --> 01:13:29,317 It's what I'm good at. 796 01:13:31,101 --> 01:13:32,538 It's the only thing I'm good at. 797 01:13:35,062 --> 01:13:37,107 I didn't come here to make excuses, 798 01:13:38,326 --> 01:13:39,414 but we both know that this line 799 01:13:39,501 --> 01:13:40,937 of work gets inside your head, 800 01:13:42,504 --> 01:13:46,639 and between things I've seen on the job and losing my son, 801 01:13:47,335 --> 01:13:48,379 I've been a wreck. 802 01:13:48,467 --> 01:13:50,251 I've been avoiding my problems, 803 01:13:50,338 --> 01:13:52,993 and this job is, being here, 804 01:13:53,080 --> 01:13:54,342 it's the only thing that makes me 805 01:13:54,429 --> 01:13:56,257 feel like I'm making a difference. 806 01:13:58,346 --> 01:14:00,435 I know I need to be held accountable for my actions, 807 01:14:00,522 --> 01:14:01,349 and I don't deserve this job. 808 01:14:01,436 --> 01:14:03,307 I don't deserve my family. 809 01:14:04,526 --> 01:14:05,571 But I want you to know that I'm working on it. 810 01:14:05,658 --> 01:14:07,573 I'm going to be a better man. 811 01:14:07,660 --> 01:14:09,270 - Look, Jonathan, 812 01:14:09,357 --> 01:14:11,141 I know you, okay? 813 01:14:12,273 --> 01:14:15,015 I know this isn't like you. 814 01:14:15,102 --> 01:14:16,625 Look at me? 815 01:14:16,712 --> 01:14:19,585 You know I'm actually willing to bet my badge on you. 816 01:14:19,672 --> 01:14:21,238 You know why? 817 01:14:21,325 --> 01:14:23,850 Because at the end of the day I think you're a good cop, 818 01:14:25,547 --> 01:14:27,897 and I truly believe everyone deserves a second chance. 819 01:14:29,116 --> 01:14:30,204 That's why I fought for you. 820 01:14:30,291 --> 01:14:31,640 And guess what? 821 01:14:32,859 --> 01:14:34,643 That's why I got them to keep you on the force. 822 01:14:36,819 --> 01:14:37,777 - Thank you. 823 01:14:37,864 --> 01:14:38,734 - Oh no, no, no, no, 824 01:14:38,821 --> 01:14:40,475 no, don't thank me yet. 825 01:14:40,562 --> 01:14:42,129 Oh no, you will be disciplined. 826 01:14:43,434 --> 01:14:46,089 You will no longer be a motorcycle or traffic officer, 827 01:14:47,395 --> 01:14:48,352 and that take home vehicle? 828 01:14:48,439 --> 01:14:50,224 Yeah, that's going. 829 01:14:50,311 --> 01:14:53,488 You will immediately be sent to uniform patrol division, 830 01:14:53,575 --> 01:14:56,317 on a midnight shift, pushing a cruiser. 831 01:14:56,404 --> 01:14:59,363 Now give me the keys to the motorcycle and the unmarked. 832 01:15:06,414 --> 01:15:07,546 Look, Jonathan? 833 01:15:09,243 --> 01:15:12,376 I am taking a huge risk on you, you understand that? 834 01:15:12,463 --> 01:15:14,161 Huge. 835 01:15:14,248 --> 01:15:15,771 Tell me I'm not making a mistake. 836 01:15:15,858 --> 01:15:17,338 - I won't let you down, sir. 837 01:15:20,341 --> 01:15:22,473 - These are the keys to your new ride. 838 01:15:22,561 --> 01:15:23,431 Car 305. 839 01:15:27,522 --> 01:15:29,872 You prove to me that you can change, 840 01:15:29,959 --> 01:15:34,442 and in a year, maybe we can reevaluate your performance. 841 01:15:35,486 --> 01:15:36,575 Don't make me regret this. 842 01:15:37,663 --> 01:15:38,533 You're dismissed. 843 01:16:00,468 --> 01:16:02,818 - So what's with the squad car out there? 844 01:16:05,473 --> 01:16:06,953 - I got put back on nights. 845 01:16:07,040 --> 01:16:08,041 Start tomorrow night. 846 01:16:09,346 --> 01:16:10,783 - What? 847 01:16:10,870 --> 01:16:12,654 - Yeah, I got some trouble at work. 848 01:16:12,741 --> 01:16:15,004 They swapped me over to midnight shift. 849 01:16:15,091 --> 01:16:16,397 - Jonathan, how? 850 01:16:16,484 --> 01:16:19,835 I mean, you've been working so hard. 851 01:16:19,922 --> 01:16:20,706 What happened? 852 01:16:22,185 --> 01:16:23,578 - It was a vehicle pursuit a few months ago, 853 01:16:23,665 --> 01:16:24,840 remember the one I was telling you about? 854 01:16:24,927 --> 01:16:25,711 - Yes. 855 01:16:27,451 --> 01:16:28,801 And? 856 01:16:28,888 --> 01:16:31,412 - And I gave the suspect a break. 857 01:16:32,674 --> 01:16:35,459 Didn't write them up, turns out they had warrants. 858 01:16:36,635 --> 01:16:39,115 Look, I think I'll like this better anyways. 859 01:16:39,202 --> 01:16:41,770 I wont to have to deal with seeing the wrecks and, 860 01:16:42,945 --> 01:16:45,165 who knows, maybe this is a good thing. 861 01:16:45,252 --> 01:16:46,557 - A good thing? 862 01:16:47,820 --> 01:16:49,299 Jonathan, how is this going to be a good thing? 863 01:16:49,386 --> 01:16:50,649 You're never going to see us. 864 01:16:50,736 --> 01:16:52,651 - Look, it's only for a while. 865 01:16:52,738 --> 01:16:53,739 Okay? 866 01:16:53,826 --> 01:16:54,696 We'll make it work. 867 01:16:56,350 --> 01:16:58,134 - Yeah, I guess. 868 01:17:01,747 --> 01:17:04,358 - I love you, don't worry. 869 01:17:04,445 --> 01:17:06,621 We'll figure it out, okay? 870 01:17:07,666 --> 01:17:10,538 - Okay. 871 01:17:45,878 --> 01:17:46,835 44 respond code 872 01:17:46,922 --> 01:17:48,794 three to Rocco's liquor store, 873 01:17:48,881 --> 01:17:53,537 1260 East Main Street with a possible carjacking. 874 01:17:53,624 --> 01:17:56,149 Caller stated they say a large male with a beard 875 01:17:56,236 --> 01:17:59,065 forcing his way into a black van in the parking lot. 876 01:18:09,858 --> 01:18:11,425 - Hey, freeze! 877 01:18:11,512 --> 01:18:12,861 Stop right there! 878 01:18:23,567 --> 01:18:25,526 Unit 44, I need back up. 879 01:18:25,613 --> 01:18:26,788 Copy, Unit 44. 880 01:18:26,875 --> 01:18:28,268 We have back up on the way. 881 01:18:28,355 --> 01:18:31,619 Any available unit respond to code three. 882 01:19:04,130 --> 01:19:05,218 - Don't move! 883 01:20:16,724 --> 01:20:18,117 - Hi Megan, hi Ana, 884 01:20:18,204 --> 01:20:19,596 what's going on? 885 01:20:19,683 --> 01:20:20,771 - I'm taking Ana to get some ice cream. 886 01:20:20,859 --> 01:20:21,860 We'll be right back. 887 01:20:23,209 --> 01:20:24,253 - Oh, okay. 888 01:20:26,821 --> 01:20:27,648 Hey, what are you doing here? 889 01:20:27,735 --> 01:20:29,345 - Get in the car Jonathan. 890 01:20:32,479 --> 01:20:33,306 - What's going on? 891 01:20:33,393 --> 01:20:34,481 - Just get in the car now. 892 01:21:03,292 --> 01:21:04,772 - Jonathan, what happened? 893 01:21:08,950 --> 01:21:11,735 You were my best friend. 894 01:21:11,822 --> 01:21:14,738 You were the one that I wanted to spend forever with, 895 01:21:14,825 --> 01:21:17,611 that I loved unconditionally, 896 01:21:17,698 --> 01:21:20,875 that I went there and I took these vows with you. 897 01:21:24,183 --> 01:21:26,446 Does it not mean anything to you? 898 01:21:28,839 --> 01:21:31,886 What happened to my husband when I lost my baby? 899 01:21:32,931 --> 01:21:33,844 Where were you? 900 01:21:36,238 --> 01:21:39,894 You were getting drunk, you were disappearing, 901 01:21:39,981 --> 01:21:42,984 you were working night shifts and everything else. 902 01:21:43,071 --> 01:21:44,725 This is what you were doing? 903 01:21:47,815 --> 01:21:51,775 When I laid there every night aching in pain, 904 01:21:53,473 --> 01:21:58,304 needing you here, needing my husband to come home to me, 905 01:22:00,480 --> 01:22:01,960 to tell me that he loves me, 906 01:22:06,790 --> 01:22:09,489 and you're out sleeping with some other woman? 907 01:22:09,576 --> 01:22:11,970 Do you even know what you've done? 908 01:22:13,841 --> 01:22:15,974 Do you know what you're doing to me? 909 01:22:20,108 --> 01:22:25,026 You are not the man that I married and I want him back. 910 01:22:35,036 --> 01:22:36,081 You broke us. 911 01:22:37,082 --> 01:22:38,170 You broke me. 912 01:22:39,519 --> 01:22:40,868 What happened? 913 01:22:45,916 --> 01:22:48,136 No, because you're not sorry. 914 01:22:50,791 --> 01:22:52,184 No, don't touch me. 915 01:23:26,522 --> 01:23:30,048 - Stacy, you should know that the day 916 01:23:30,135 --> 01:23:31,701 that Jonathan came to see me, 917 01:23:33,312 --> 01:23:37,055 he told me all about the demons he was fighting. 918 01:23:38,969 --> 01:23:40,667 He told me about the infidelity. 919 01:23:42,495 --> 01:23:46,194 He also told me that you are the love of his life, 920 01:23:47,065 --> 01:23:49,067 and he didn't feel like he deserved you. 921 01:23:50,677 --> 01:23:52,244 This is one of the most difficult 922 01:23:52,331 --> 01:23:55,508 things that could ever happen in a marriage. 923 01:23:57,336 --> 01:24:01,557 Jonathan, it took you years to break this marriage. 924 01:24:01,644 --> 01:24:04,952 It's gonna take you a long time to repair it. 925 01:24:06,910 --> 01:24:07,911 But you're going to have to ask 926 01:24:07,998 --> 01:24:09,391 yourself the hardest questions. 927 01:24:11,480 --> 01:24:12,960 Do you want to fix this? 928 01:24:16,833 --> 01:24:19,445 Do you want to move forward to forgiving? 929 01:24:21,055 --> 01:24:23,927 You're gonna have to look deep within your heart, 930 01:24:24,014 --> 01:24:25,407 and you're gonna have to decide 931 01:24:25,494 --> 01:24:28,845 is this family worth fighting for? 932 01:24:35,896 --> 01:24:37,158 It's gonna be a long journey, 933 01:24:41,554 --> 01:24:46,211 but if you turn toward God, I think you have a chance. 934 01:25:27,861 --> 01:25:31,081 There are consequences to your actions, 935 01:25:31,169 --> 01:25:32,822 and Jesus will not change that. 936 01:25:35,173 --> 01:25:38,176 But Jesus will change you. 937 01:25:40,090 --> 01:25:40,961 You want to be a man about this? 938 01:25:41,048 --> 01:25:42,745 You want to make things right? 939 01:25:43,964 --> 01:25:44,878 You want to fix it? 940 01:25:48,186 --> 01:25:50,231 First you have to surrender yourself to Jesus. 941 01:25:53,713 --> 01:25:54,801 That's the first step. 942 01:26:40,368 --> 01:26:43,328 - I've been a slave to you for way too long. 943 01:26:43,415 --> 01:26:47,984 I am sick and tired of you controlling me. 944 01:26:55,340 --> 01:26:58,343 God, God please. 945 01:26:59,822 --> 01:27:02,216 Give me the strength to break free from these chains. 946 01:27:39,732 --> 01:27:42,212 I don't know where to begin. 947 01:27:49,263 --> 01:27:54,224 I hate myself, I hate what I've done to Stacy, 948 01:27:55,182 --> 01:27:58,228 to my family, to Ana. 949 01:28:00,100 --> 01:28:03,408 And the weight of all this is overwhelming, 950 01:28:03,495 --> 01:28:05,932 and I'm having a lot of trouble dealing with it. 951 01:28:08,456 --> 01:28:09,239 - Jonathan, 952 01:28:11,241 --> 01:28:14,332 that burden is not for you to carry. 953 01:28:16,116 --> 01:28:21,034 That weight on your shoulders is for Jesus to carry. 954 01:28:22,209 --> 01:28:24,603 You have to give it to him, or it'll crush you. 955 01:28:27,606 --> 01:28:29,608 - I just want my wife to love me again. 956 01:28:46,146 --> 01:28:47,277 - It's gonna take time. 957 01:28:48,975 --> 01:28:50,280 - Hey, I can do that for you-- 958 01:28:50,368 --> 01:28:52,848 - Don't touch me, stay away from me. 959 01:28:55,329 --> 01:28:56,504 - It's not gonna be easy. 960 01:29:04,817 --> 01:29:06,732 You have to push through. 961 01:29:08,255 --> 01:29:09,865 You have to believe there's hope. 962 01:29:11,476 --> 01:29:14,479 She believed for years that you would turn around. 963 01:29:17,133 --> 01:29:18,918 Now it's your turn to believe in her. 964 01:29:25,707 --> 01:29:30,625 - Jesus, help me become the man my family needs me to be. 965 01:29:33,802 --> 01:29:35,674 Forgive me for what I've done. 966 01:29:38,459 --> 01:29:39,591 Help heal our wounds. 967 01:29:42,289 --> 01:29:45,379 Help me fix this mess I've made, please. 968 01:30:05,007 --> 01:30:06,400 Hi, Ana. 969 01:30:06,487 --> 01:30:08,489 Could I talk to you for a second, sweetheart? 970 01:30:13,363 --> 01:30:14,147 Come here. 971 01:30:16,541 --> 01:30:19,282 You know your daddy loves you very much, right? 972 01:30:19,369 --> 01:30:20,327 Very, very, 973 01:30:20,414 --> 01:30:21,197 very much. 974 01:30:22,372 --> 01:30:24,636 Look, I know daddy's been mean a lot lately, 975 01:30:25,550 --> 01:30:27,552 and that's not your fault, okay? 976 01:30:28,814 --> 01:30:30,511 I want you to know that daddy promises 977 01:30:30,598 --> 01:30:33,427 to never be mean to you ever again. 978 01:30:34,907 --> 01:30:35,647 Okay? 979 01:30:38,432 --> 01:30:39,955 I love you, sweetheart. 980 01:30:41,174 --> 01:30:41,957 I'm sorry. 981 01:30:43,437 --> 01:30:44,482 Could you forgive me? 982 01:31:34,009 --> 01:31:34,749 - Okay. 983 01:31:36,577 --> 01:31:40,538 Well, before we can make any changes together as a couple, 984 01:31:42,104 --> 01:31:44,629 Jonathan, you're gonna have to face some things. 985 01:31:44,716 --> 01:31:48,154 Now I know you have a lot of hurt 986 01:31:48,241 --> 01:31:49,547 from the loss of your father, 987 01:31:50,852 --> 01:31:52,462 so I want you to try something. 988 01:31:53,855 --> 01:31:56,423 We are going to try an exercise. 989 01:32:02,603 --> 01:32:05,737 I want you to pretend your father is sitting in this chair. 990 01:32:10,916 --> 01:32:15,050 - You want me to play pretend with that chair? 991 01:32:15,137 --> 01:32:17,444 - Jonathan, we're going to have to work on you 992 01:32:17,531 --> 01:32:19,577 before we can work on restoring your marriage. 993 01:32:22,101 --> 01:32:25,539 Now I want you to speak to this chair 994 01:32:26,714 --> 01:32:27,933 as if your father is sitting in it, 995 01:32:28,020 --> 01:32:29,630 right here in front of you. 996 01:32:29,717 --> 01:32:32,590 I want you to say all the things you wanted to say to him. 997 01:32:50,651 --> 01:32:51,434 - Dad? 998 01:32:57,049 --> 01:32:57,789 Dad? 999 01:33:03,838 --> 01:33:05,448 Dad, you were my best friend. 1000 01:33:12,978 --> 01:33:14,109 You were my hero. 1001 01:33:19,811 --> 01:33:20,681 I miss you. 1002 01:33:23,815 --> 01:33:25,033 I wish you were here. 1003 01:33:29,734 --> 01:33:31,431 I wish you were here to see me graduate 1004 01:33:31,518 --> 01:33:34,129 the Academy to become a police officer. 1005 01:33:36,479 --> 01:33:38,656 I wish you were here to see me marry Stacy, 1006 01:33:40,309 --> 01:33:41,963 and meet your granddaughter, Ana. 1007 01:33:45,140 --> 01:33:46,533 She's just like you, 1008 01:33:46,620 --> 01:33:48,317 smart, funny. 1009 01:33:53,322 --> 01:33:55,107 I want to tell you that I love you, 1010 01:33:55,194 --> 01:33:58,676 because I feel like I didn't have enough time to tell you. 1011 01:34:00,329 --> 01:34:01,243 It's not fair. 1012 01:34:04,464 --> 01:34:05,508 I never heard the words, 1013 01:34:05,595 --> 01:34:06,684 good job, son. 1014 01:34:08,163 --> 01:34:10,339 I miss you, son. 1015 01:34:10,426 --> 01:34:11,514 You're a good son. 1016 01:34:14,692 --> 01:34:16,302 I couldn't say the word dad. 1017 01:34:19,435 --> 01:34:20,872 I just want to tell you I love you 1018 01:34:20,959 --> 01:34:23,570 because I feel like I didn't get to tell you enough. 1019 01:34:26,704 --> 01:34:28,706 I feel like God took you away from me. 1020 01:34:31,926 --> 01:34:34,189 I feel like a piece of my heart is missing 1021 01:34:34,276 --> 01:34:36,191 and I'm never going to get it back. 1022 01:35:05,960 --> 01:35:07,353 All right, well, 1023 01:35:08,746 --> 01:35:10,312 get home safe, okay? 1024 01:35:37,775 --> 01:35:38,906 - Yeah, this one's cute. 1025 01:35:38,993 --> 01:35:41,300 - Mhm, I like her shoes. 1026 01:35:41,387 --> 01:35:42,780 - Yeah. 1027 01:35:42,867 --> 01:35:44,956 - Hey, who want's to play a game? 1028 01:35:45,043 --> 01:35:45,739 - Me! 1029 01:35:45,826 --> 01:35:46,609 - You both do? 1030 01:35:48,350 --> 01:35:49,308 Okay. 1031 01:35:49,395 --> 01:35:51,223 Ana, you're first. 1032 01:35:51,310 --> 01:35:52,572 What's it say? 1033 01:35:52,659 --> 01:35:54,835 - I am soft and I help you sleep. 1034 01:35:55,749 --> 01:35:57,620 - That's a tough one. 1035 01:35:57,707 --> 01:36:00,101 - What do you think would help mom and dad sleep? 1036 01:36:01,015 --> 01:36:01,973 - A blanket? 1037 01:36:03,539 --> 01:36:05,498 - Where do you keep blankets? 1038 01:36:05,585 --> 01:36:06,368 - The bedroom. 1039 01:36:09,415 --> 01:36:10,720 - I have one for you too. 1040 01:36:23,037 --> 01:36:23,821 - Daddy, I found it. 1041 01:36:23,908 --> 01:36:24,822 It was under the pillow. 1042 01:36:24,909 --> 01:36:25,910 - You did, what did you get? 1043 01:36:25,997 --> 01:36:26,911 - A princess crown. 1044 01:36:26,998 --> 01:36:29,609 - Wow, what a beautiful crown. 1045 01:36:29,696 --> 01:36:31,916 Beautiful crown for a beautiful princess. 1046 01:36:34,527 --> 01:36:35,528 I got a clue too. 1047 01:36:35,615 --> 01:36:37,008 - What is it? 1048 01:36:37,095 --> 01:36:39,749 - Something waits for you in a safe place. 1049 01:36:39,837 --> 01:36:40,794 What do you think? 1050 01:36:40,881 --> 01:36:41,708 - I don't know. 1051 01:36:41,795 --> 01:36:43,188 - Could it be in the safe? 1052 01:36:43,275 --> 01:36:44,537 - Maybe! 1053 01:36:44,624 --> 01:36:45,668 - Only one way to find out, right? 1054 01:36:56,244 --> 01:36:58,333 - What'd you get? 1055 01:36:58,420 --> 01:36:59,334 What'd you get, what'd you get, 1056 01:36:59,421 --> 01:37:00,466 what'd you get? 1057 01:37:02,120 --> 01:37:03,643 What'd you get? 1058 01:37:03,730 --> 01:37:04,557 What'd you get, what'd you get, 1059 01:37:04,644 --> 01:37:05,732 what'd you get? 1060 01:37:16,699 --> 01:37:17,744 We're having another baby? 1061 01:37:17,831 --> 01:37:19,311 - We're having a baby. 1062 01:37:19,398 --> 01:37:20,834 - We're having a baby? - We're having a baby. 1063 01:37:20,921 --> 01:37:23,576 - We're having a baby, we're having a baby! 1064 01:37:23,663 --> 01:37:26,100 Oh, we're having a baby. 1065 01:37:28,015 --> 01:37:28,842 Wow! 1066 01:37:29,974 --> 01:37:31,671 You'll need to learn how to share. 1067 01:37:33,716 --> 01:37:34,500 Yeah, you too. 1068 01:37:38,852 --> 01:37:42,638 - Come on now, let's take a group family picture. 1069 01:37:42,725 --> 01:37:43,901 Okay sweetie? 1070 01:37:45,119 --> 01:37:47,730 Let's get your hair, grandma likes your hair. 1071 01:37:47,817 --> 01:37:49,863 - You're so beautiful, you know that? 1072 01:37:51,125 --> 01:37:53,475 You're the best thing that ever happened to me. 1073 01:37:54,737 --> 01:37:56,478 We had faith, you held on. 1074 01:37:59,090 --> 01:38:01,222 I love you, you're my heart. 1075 01:38:04,095 --> 01:38:06,662 - I'm just so happy to have you back. 1076 01:38:07,925 --> 01:38:08,795 I love you. 1077 01:38:13,321 --> 01:38:14,975 - Ana, get over here. 1078 01:38:17,021 --> 01:38:18,848 All righty, come on. 1079 01:38:20,546 --> 01:38:23,114 - All right, make it a good one. 1080 01:38:23,941 --> 01:38:26,204 All right guys, say cheese. 1081 01:38:26,291 --> 01:38:27,031 - Cheese. 1082 01:39:23,000 --> 01:39:26,916 ♪ I wish I could feel it all for you ♪ 1083 01:39:27,004 --> 01:39:31,138 ♪ If I could I would take back all the jumping through ♪ 1084 01:39:31,225 --> 01:39:36,143 ♪ And I would find a safer place for you rest ♪ 1085 01:39:37,362 --> 01:39:40,495 ♪ When you've come undone ♪ 1086 01:39:40,582 --> 01:39:44,325 ♪ I wish I could take the pain away ♪ 1087 01:39:44,412 --> 01:39:48,547 ♪ If I could I would paint for you a brand new day ♪ 1088 01:39:48,634 --> 01:39:53,465 ♪ But for now you've got to hold on through the night ♪ 1089 01:39:54,509 --> 01:39:58,209 ♪ I will survive ♪ 1090 01:39:58,296 --> 01:40:01,908 ♪ Oh no, never gonna let it go ♪ 1091 01:40:01,995 --> 01:40:03,910 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1092 01:40:03,997 --> 01:40:06,826 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1093 01:40:06,913 --> 01:40:10,569 ♪ Oh no, I'm never gonna let it go ♪ 1094 01:40:10,656 --> 01:40:12,353 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1095 01:40:12,440 --> 01:40:15,313 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1096 01:40:15,400 --> 01:40:17,054 ♪ Nothing's gonna bring us down ♪ 1097 01:40:17,141 --> 01:40:19,317 ♪ Nothing's gonna take us out ♪ 1098 01:40:19,404 --> 01:40:21,449 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1099 01:40:21,536 --> 01:40:23,625 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1100 01:40:23,712 --> 01:40:25,888 ♪ Nothing's gonna bring us down ♪ 1101 01:40:25,975 --> 01:40:27,934 ♪ Nothing's gonna take us out ♪ 1102 01:40:28,021 --> 01:40:30,154 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1103 01:40:30,241 --> 01:40:32,939 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1104 01:40:33,026 --> 01:40:36,682 ♪ I swear this storm is nothing more than noise ♪ 1105 01:40:36,769 --> 01:40:41,078 ♪ And I won't let it push you past the breaking point ♪ 1106 01:40:41,165 --> 01:40:42,644 ♪ We'll stand ♪ 1107 01:40:42,731 --> 01:40:46,474 ♪ Together we will hold our ground ♪ 1108 01:40:46,561 --> 01:40:49,999 ♪ I'm not backing down ♪ 1109 01:40:50,087 --> 01:40:54,134 ♪ Cause I, I never lose my faith in you ♪ 1110 01:40:54,221 --> 01:40:58,399 ♪ And I won't forget the things you brought me through ♪ 1111 01:40:58,486 --> 01:41:00,009 ♪ You're the one ♪ 1112 01:41:00,097 --> 01:41:04,013 ♪ The one who'll never leave my side ♪ 1113 01:41:04,101 --> 01:41:08,061 ♪ Till the day we die ♪ 1114 01:41:08,148 --> 01:41:11,630 ♪ Oh no, I'm never gonna let it go ♪ 1115 01:41:11,717 --> 01:41:13,545 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1116 01:41:13,632 --> 01:41:16,461 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1117 01:41:16,548 --> 01:41:20,073 ♪ Oh no, I'm never gonna let it go ♪ 1118 01:41:20,160 --> 01:41:22,162 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1119 01:41:22,249 --> 01:41:24,860 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1120 01:41:24,947 --> 01:41:27,124 ♪ Nothing's gonna bring us down ♪ 1121 01:41:27,211 --> 01:41:29,126 ♪ Nothing's gonna take us out ♪ 1122 01:41:29,213 --> 01:41:31,171 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1123 01:41:31,258 --> 01:41:33,391 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1124 01:41:33,478 --> 01:41:35,697 ♪ Nothing's gonna bring us down ♪ 1125 01:41:35,784 --> 01:41:37,960 ♪ Nothing's gonna take us out ♪ 1126 01:41:38,047 --> 01:41:40,093 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1127 01:41:40,180 --> 01:41:43,923 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1128 01:41:51,844 --> 01:41:55,717 ♪ Go ahead and don't be afraid ♪ 1129 01:41:55,804 --> 01:42:00,113 ♪ To fight until you can't be contained ♪ 1130 01:42:00,200 --> 01:42:04,422 ♪ Go ahead and don't be afraid ♪ 1131 01:42:04,509 --> 01:42:09,383 ♪ The fight inside you can't be contained ♪ 1132 01:42:11,255 --> 01:42:14,954 ♪ Oh no, never gonna let it go ♪ 1133 01:42:15,041 --> 01:42:17,130 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1134 01:42:17,217 --> 01:42:19,785 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1135 01:42:19,872 --> 01:42:23,528 ♪ Oh no, I'm never gonna let it go ♪ 1136 01:42:23,615 --> 01:42:25,921 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1137 01:42:26,008 --> 01:42:28,185 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪ 1138 01:42:28,272 --> 01:42:30,187 ♪ Nothing's gonna bring us down ♪ 1139 01:42:30,274 --> 01:42:32,406 ♪ Nothing's gonna take us out ♪ 1140 01:42:32,493 --> 01:42:34,539 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1141 01:42:34,626 --> 01:42:36,845 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1142 01:42:36,932 --> 01:42:38,978 ♪ Nothing's gonna bring us down ♪ 1143 01:42:39,065 --> 01:42:41,198 ♪ Nothing's gonna take us out ♪ 1144 01:42:41,285 --> 01:42:43,287 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1145 01:42:43,374 --> 01:42:48,292 ♪ Nothing's gonna stop us now ♪ 1146 01:42:50,032 --> 01:42:55,037 ♪ Keep fighting ♪ 1147 01:42:58,998 --> 01:43:00,739 ♪ Keep fighting ♪ 1148 01:43:00,826 --> 01:43:03,872 ♪ I'll keep fighting ♪