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(LEO HUMMING)

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(LEO INHALES HEAVILY, HUMMING)

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(HUMMING CONTINUES)

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(INSPIRING MUSIC PLAYING)

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I already feel

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Like doing it again

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Honey

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'Cause once you know, then you know

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And you don't want to go home

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Back to wherever it is that you come from

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I just want to stay high

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With you

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'Cause where I come from

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Everybody frowns and walks around

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With that old ugly thing on their face

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'Cause where I come from...

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-Thank you.
-Ciao.

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Bye.

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And we grind
And we hustle all day, don't we?

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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

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There comes a time, there comes a time

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-At night, where we come play...
-(BOTTLE CLINKING)

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And we'll be smiling, laughing

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Jumping, clapping

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Yell and holler, just feel

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Just feel great, yeah

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I just want to stay high with you

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-With you
-Thank you

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Everything is everything

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-And everything is beautiful...
-(GLASS THUDDING)

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How did you get like that too?

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-See, what I do
-Is keep it cool

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And don't worry 'bout
What everyone is doing, no

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I already feel

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Like doing it again, honey

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I just wanna stay high...

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(DOOR KNOCKING)

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(ICE CLINKING)

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(GLASS THUDDING)

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(EXHALES SHARPLY)

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-With you
-With you

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With you, with you

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Hello, I'm Leo. You must be Nancy.

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-That's right.
-LEO: May I come inside?

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Yes. Of course. Yes, of course.

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(DOOR CLOSING)

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LEO: May I kiss you on the cheek?

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Yes, that would be fine.

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-(BREATHES HEAVILY)
-(KISSES)

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-LEO: You smell wonderful.
-Thank you.

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-LEO: What is it?
-Coco Chanel.

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-Nigella Lawson wears it.
-Oh, Nigella. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) So sexy.

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Don't you agree?

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Yes. No, I... was waiting for you to say
for her age.

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Most people say when a woman's over
about 42 that she's sexy for her age.

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I was waiting... (INHALES SHARPLY)
...I was waiting for that.

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-LEO: Oh, right. Uh...
-(CHUCKLES)

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No, Nigella is empirically sexy
at any age.

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-Hey, Nancy?
-Yes.

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-LEO: We're gonna have a great time.
-Okay.

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-LEO: Okay.
-(INHALES SHARPLY)

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I'll tell you what I'd love right now.

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-What?
-LEO: A drink.

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A drink. Of course, of course. Sorry.
(CHUCKLES) What can I get you?

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How about a glass of fizz
to ease us into the mood?

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A glass of fizz. Hold on.

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(MUMBLING)

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-Allow me.
-NANCY: Okay. (CHUCKLING SOFTLY)

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(CORK POPS)

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(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

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For you.

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(DRINK POURING)

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To being empirically sexy.

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(SMACKS LIPS, LAUGHS)
Yes. I'll drink to that.

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(SLURPS, GULPS)

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A very fine vintage.

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It was just from the minibar.

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Oh! You mean me.
(STAMMERS) Me.

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-I'm just teasing.
-Oh. Yeah, right-o.

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-Shall we... shall we sit?
-Yes, let's sit.

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Mm. (CLEARS THROAT)

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(INHALES SHARPLY)

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-(CLICKS TONGUE) So, what would you...
-So, you enjoy music by people?

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Yeah, I do.

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What... what kind of music do you like?

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(INHALES SHARPLY)
Oh, I don't know. Um, all sorts. Um...

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Sorry, I'm a bit distracted.
'Cause, um...

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Because up close
you really are very good looking.

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-(SLURPS) Mm. Mm.
-Thank you.

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Even more than...
(INHALES SHARPLY) ...in your photo.

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-Ah, I'm better in 3D?
-(CHUCKLES) Mm.

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I hope that you received, um,

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-the con... contractual.
-Oh, the money?

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(HESITATES) The money. Yes, sorry.
I didn't want to be crass and just say it.

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Oh, there's nothing crass
about getting paid for your work, Nancy.

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Trust me on that.

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-And thank you. It's all received.
-(BREATHES DEEPLY)

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-Are you Irish?
-Yes, I am.

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NANCY: Have you been doing this long?

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(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
A little while now, yeah.

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-Long enough to know some things.
-Do you enjoy it?

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You know what? I love it, Nancy.
Meeting all kinds of people.

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Getting up to all sorts of things.
Mutual pleasure.

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You don't feel... (INHALES HEAVILY)
...demeaned then?

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Not at all.

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-NANCY: Or degraded?
-No.

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But what if you meet someone
and you really just don't want to do it?

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-LEO: Hasn't happened yet.
-Really?

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-LEO: (CHUCKLING) Really.
-I find that astonishing.

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-How many have you been with?
-LEO: Oh. A gentlemen never tells.

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Oh. Of course. Yes.

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You don't have to worry, Nancy.
This is just about us tonight.

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So what is your fantasy?

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Um...

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I'm not sure you could really class it
as a fantasy as such.

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It's a bit mundane for that.

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Okay. Well, what would you most desire?
I mean, desires are never mundane.

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(EXHALES SHARPLY) Um...

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(SMACKS LIPS)

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...to have sex...

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tonight, um, with you.

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That's about it, really... (STAMMERS)
...for the moment.

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-Great.
-But do you mind? Do you want...

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I mean, am I... (BREATHES HEAVILY)
...a disappointment, so to speak?

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(SMOOCHES)

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-Okay?
-Okay. Okay.

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-Top up?
-Yes, please.

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-(GLASS CLINKING)
-(DRINK POURING)

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-Oh, thank you.
-(BOTTLE THUDDING)

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(CLICKS TONGUE)

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I'm sorry, I just can't bear the suspense.
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

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Could we... (SCOFFS)

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Would it be all right
if we just did it now, right now?

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Get it over with.

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-(CHUCKLES) Get it over with?
-Yes.

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-You're meant to enjoy it.
-No, I know that.

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I'm just not very good at waiting
for things to happen.

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I'm jus... I'm much better
when they've happened and I'm recovering.

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You make it sound like it's an ordeal.
It's... It's not compulsory.

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-Should we just sit and chat for a bit?
-No, I don't want to do that.

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I don't think
we'd have very much in common.

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-Well, you might be surprised.
-I'm very rarely surprised.

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I plan things properly, specifically,

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in order to avoid being surprised,
if I'm honest.

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Fine, but I hope
I can surprise you anyway.

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(INHALES SHARPLY)
N... No, I don't want anything like that.

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Anything like what?

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You know, anything perverted.

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Oh, no, no, no,
not that kind of surprise.

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-Oh, good.
-No.

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I don't like anything going into places
that are designed for things to come out.

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-You're talking about anal sex?
-I don't like that phrase.

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Nancy, I... I won't be doing anything
you don't want me to do.

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NANCY: I've never done anything
like this before.

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I've never bought anybody like this
for my own...

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-Pleasure. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
-...use.

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-Nancy, listen to me.
-(EXHALES HEAVILY) Yes.

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-I choose to do this.
-Right.

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You know, you haven't bought me.
You've bought my service.

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I set a price, and you agreed.

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I'm not being exploited.

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I ca... can't bear the suspense.
I can't bear it.

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-LEO: The anticipation?
-Yes.

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Of disappointment.

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LEO: Why do you assume
you'll be disappointed?

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(INHALES SHARPLY)

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Because I...
I've always been disappointed before.

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I... I need to tell... Well, actually,
I'd like to tell you something.

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-Okay.
-(SMACKS LIPS) I've never had an orgasm.

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-With a partner?
-With anyone.

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-Or by yourself?
-No, not even by myself.

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N... N... Never. That's right.

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-Right. I see.
-It's not meant as a challenge.

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-No, I haven't taken it as one.
-Because you won't be able to achieve it.

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Fair enough.

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(CHUCKLES) Your confidence is endearing
and no doubt necessary to the job,

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but I feel I must warn you
it is misplaced.

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Um, and I don't want you to feel bad
about it, because I won't be faking it.

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I don't do that. Not anymore. Um...

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I made a decision after my husband died
never to fake an orgasm again.

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-(SLURPING, SMACKING LIPS)
-When did he die?

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NANCY: Uh, two years ago.
It was premature.

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LEO: And this is your first?

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Encounter? Since then? Yes.

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In fact, if we do this, you will...
(INHALES DEEPLY) ...only be the second man

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I have ever had sex with
in my entire life. (CHUCKLES)

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-There, I've said it.
-Well, thank you for telling me.

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NANCY: If you want to leave now, I'm...

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I'm very happy to pay half
of what we agreed.

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I don't want to leave, Nancy.

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Nothing is making me want to leave.

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I won't leave
unless I'm clearly instructed to,

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or I feel I'm in physical danger.

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-Has that ever happened?
-LEO: Yeah, a couple of times.

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With a woman?

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Yeah. Once was a woman. Well, her husband,
he thought he wanted a threesome.

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-But it turned out he didn't.
-NANCY: Did she?

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No, but she did want to meet
one on one a week later.

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-NANCY: And did you do that?
-Sure.

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Wasn't that dishonest?

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-LEO: Of her?
-Of you.

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Well, why? I... I mean,

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I'm not the married one.
I'm just doing my job.

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Wow.

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(INHALES SHARPLY)
It's all quite an education.

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LEO: I hope it continues.

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-Being saucy.
-(CHUCKLES) Saucy.

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My grandmother used to say the word saucy.

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I'd rather not think
about your grandmother right now,

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-if you don't mind?
-No problem.

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I just... Anyway, I just wanted
to let you know about the orgasm thing.

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I'm not expecting one,
so, um, you can relax. (CHUCKLES)

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-I am relaxed.
-(NANCY LAUGHING)

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NANCY: This was a terrible idea.

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(SIGHS)

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LEO: You feel you're somehow
betraying your husband?

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-His memory, I mean.
-What?

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Oh, no, no, no, no. No.
No, it's nothing like that.

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-LEO: Then what?
-This is just not very me.

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I'm a teacher. Well, I was a teacher.

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I... I used to set my pupils essays
on the moral issues surrounding sex work,

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-and here I am participating in it.
-Nancy...

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You're probably
a very vulnerable young man.

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-Maybe you're an orphan.
-(CHUCKLES) I'm not an orphan.

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Yeah. Or perhaps you grew up in care.
You've got very low self-esteem or...

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-LEO: I didn't grow up in the care.
-You could've been trafficked

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against your will. I mean, you can't tell
just by looking at somebody.

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-LEO: I wasn't trafficked against my will.
-Well then, I simply don't understand it.

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-LEO: You don't understand what?
-Why you're doing this.

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Oh... Oh, well,
if you really want to know, I'm...

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I'm using the money I make doing this
to save up for college.

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Oh!

233
00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:31,978
Oh, how wonderful. Are you really?

234
00:13:33,021 --> 00:13:34,022
No.

235
00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:35,356
Oh.

236
00:13:36,024 --> 00:13:37,734
-LEO: Nancy... (CHUCKLING)
-(SMACKS LIPS, SIGHS)

237
00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:39,444
LEO: ...you need to stop worrying
about me.

238
00:13:39,527 --> 00:13:41,279
-(EXHALES SHARPLY)
-LEO: Let's move this back to you.

239
00:13:41,362 --> 00:13:43,031
-Okay. Oh, God.
-Now, Nancy...

240
00:13:43,114 --> 00:13:44,365
-NANCY: This is crazy.
-Nancy...

241
00:13:44,490 --> 00:13:45,575
It's terrible. It's wrong.

242
00:13:45,825 --> 00:13:47,702
My son... My son would be appalled...

243
00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:49,078
-LEO: Nancy?
-Yes?

244
00:13:49,245 --> 00:13:50,455
-Let's go to bed.
-NANCY: Okay.

245
00:13:50,538 --> 00:13:51,539
Okay?

246
00:13:52,373 --> 00:13:53,708
-Okay.
-LEO: Good.

247
00:13:56,961 --> 00:13:58,171
-Come here.
-Mm-hmm.

248
00:14:01,883 --> 00:14:03,676
-LEO: Is this okay?
-NANCY: Mm-hmm.

249
00:14:10,308 --> 00:14:12,435
-Okay?
-Mm-hmm.

250
00:14:15,355 --> 00:14:16,397
(KISSES)

251
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:18,441
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

252
00:14:23,946 --> 00:14:25,031
Mm.

253
00:14:37,168 --> 00:14:39,754
Listen, uh, if you need to take anything,

254
00:14:39,921 --> 00:14:41,756
-that's fine by me.
-I'm fine, Nancy.

255
00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:44,926
But I mean, legal things,
you know, to help put it all down there.

256
00:14:45,051 --> 00:14:47,637
-No, I assure you it all works.
-I know. I mean, I just...

257
00:14:47,762 --> 00:14:50,723
No, I know what you mean,
but I don't need any little blue pills.

258
00:14:51,140 --> 00:14:52,517
-NANCY: Never?
-Never.

259
00:14:52,809 --> 00:14:54,602
But what if you don't fancy the person?

260
00:14:54,685 --> 00:14:56,687
I mean, you can't force yourself,
surely, if you don't.

261
00:14:57,355 --> 00:14:58,940
There's always something to fancy.

262
00:14:59,190 --> 00:15:00,566
-No, there isn't.
-There is.

263
00:15:00,733 --> 00:15:01,734
Oh.

264
00:15:02,944 --> 00:15:04,946
What's the oldest person
you've ever done it with?

265
00:15:05,029 --> 00:15:06,781
LEO: That's a bit reductive, Nancy.

266
00:15:07,115 --> 00:15:10,952
-Reductive, that's a good word. I like it.
-(CHUCKLES) Yes, it is a good word.

267
00:15:11,285 --> 00:15:13,329
I'm glad you like it.
I chose it just for you.

268
00:15:13,413 --> 00:15:16,749
(CHUCKLES) But seriously, actually,
I really do want to know. How old?

269
00:15:19,502 --> 00:15:20,920
-Eighty-two.
-Eighty-two?

270
00:15:21,003 --> 00:15:22,046
-LEO: Yes.
-Eighty-two?

271
00:15:22,130 --> 00:15:23,464
-Yeah.
-NANCY: Eighty-two.

272
00:15:23,548 --> 00:15:24,549
Nancy...

273
00:15:26,300 --> 00:15:29,011
-Okay, I'm feeling a bit better now. Um...
-LEO: Okay.

274
00:15:30,430 --> 00:15:32,348
So, what's the little thing about me

275
00:15:32,432 --> 00:15:35,143
that you can hold on to
with all your might...

276
00:15:35,268 --> 00:15:38,396
(INHALES HEAVILY)
...to make you come alive in the moment?

277
00:15:41,107 --> 00:15:42,150
Come here.

278
00:15:47,196 --> 00:15:48,239
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

279
00:15:53,244 --> 00:15:54,412
I like your mouth.

280
00:16:00,126 --> 00:16:03,796
I like the line of your neck
down to about here.

281
00:16:07,967 --> 00:16:09,051
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

282
00:16:09,552 --> 00:16:10,553
LEO: And this...

283
00:16:12,763 --> 00:16:14,056
it's so elegant.

284
00:16:16,225 --> 00:16:19,729
(INHALES SHARPLY) Um...
Just hang on a second.

285
00:16:19,896 --> 00:16:23,649
Just, um...
just go to the bathroom and change.

286
00:16:23,733 --> 00:16:26,235
-Okay, but don't change too much.
-NANCY: Oh, God.

287
00:16:29,572 --> 00:16:30,698
(DOOR CLOSING)

288
00:16:41,042 --> 00:16:42,585
(WATER SPLASHING)

289
00:16:47,340 --> 00:16:49,258
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

290
00:16:55,681 --> 00:16:56,682
(SNIFFLES)

291
00:17:34,011 --> 00:17:35,513
(FABRIC RUSTLES)

292
00:17:54,490 --> 00:17:55,533
(CAP CLICKS)

293
00:18:21,851 --> 00:18:24,520
-(LEO MUNCHING)
-Ta-da.

294
00:18:24,895 --> 00:18:27,773
(MUNCHES) Oh! You look great.

295
00:18:38,492 --> 00:18:40,202
Oh. Um, everything okay?

296
00:18:40,328 --> 00:18:42,121
Yes. It's just I don't like Mars bars.

297
00:18:42,204 --> 00:18:43,998
They... I can smell it.
It's a bit off-putting.

298
00:18:44,081 --> 00:18:46,375
Oh, sorry, sorry.
I'll go and clean my teeth.

299
00:18:46,459 --> 00:18:47,877
Would you mind? Thank you.

300
00:18:50,212 --> 00:18:51,255
(DOOR CLOSING)

301
00:19:14,987 --> 00:19:16,113
LEO: What's this?

302
00:19:21,911 --> 00:19:24,080
-Very nice.
-I've changed my mind again.

303
00:19:24,622 --> 00:19:27,291
I don't want to do it.
I'm sorry to have wasted your time.

304
00:19:27,375 --> 00:19:30,836
You... I'll still pay.
But you... You can get dressed and go.

305
00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,423
(EXHALES DEEPLY)

306
00:19:35,299 --> 00:19:37,968
(CLICKS TONGUE)
This isn't about the Mars bar, is it?

307
00:19:38,636 --> 00:19:41,931
-NANCY: No, it's not about the Mars bar.
-Do you not find me attractive?

308
00:19:42,056 --> 00:19:43,599
Don't be ridiculous.

309
00:19:43,891 --> 00:19:48,938
You're clearly... aesthetically perfect,
and apparently nice enough.

310
00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:51,565
What did you picture happening?

311
00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:54,902
I mean, why did you book me
if you don't wanna do it?

312
00:19:55,903 --> 00:19:58,614
I don't know, at this point.
A moment of madness.

313
00:19:58,781 --> 00:20:00,199
That's all. That's all.

314
00:20:01,450 --> 00:20:03,452
Do you regularly have moments
of madness like this?

315
00:20:03,536 --> 00:20:04,578
No.

316
00:20:05,705 --> 00:20:07,748
Do you usually make rational decisions?

317
00:20:07,873 --> 00:20:09,792
(INHALES HEAVILY) Yes.

318
00:20:11,544 --> 00:20:13,295
Well, then,
why would this be any different?

319
00:20:13,963 --> 00:20:17,091
I mean, you must have had a reason.
Something that made you do it.

320
00:20:17,174 --> 00:20:19,885
I bet you thought about it
for days before.

321
00:20:20,469 --> 00:20:24,223
Weeks, m... Well, months.
Years, perhaps. (SNIFFLES)

322
00:20:24,390 --> 00:20:26,100
LEO: Well, then,
it's not a moment of madness.

323
00:20:28,269 --> 00:20:30,062
This is what you want, Nancy.

324
00:20:31,439 --> 00:20:33,524
And now that you have it,
why won't you take it?

325
00:20:34,567 --> 00:20:38,154
Why won't you take what you want
when it's right here within reach?

326
00:20:38,863 --> 00:20:41,657
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
It feels controversial suddenly.

327
00:20:41,949 --> 00:20:43,534
LEO: I don't find it controversial.

328
00:20:43,743 --> 00:20:46,287
To want something like this,
even to want it.

329
00:20:51,375 --> 00:20:52,668
If it's just sex you want,

330
00:20:53,252 --> 00:20:55,713
aren't there a dozen men around
who would love to hook up with you?

331
00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:58,507
If it's all too much.
I mean, surely, they want to.

332
00:20:58,591 --> 00:21:00,217
Oh, yeah. Yes, they do. Um...

333
00:21:00,676 --> 00:21:03,053
Yes, they've made that very clear,
actually, since Robert died.

334
00:21:03,137 --> 00:21:04,722
But, um, it's me. I don't want to.

335
00:21:05,431 --> 00:21:06,474
LEO: Why not?

336
00:21:07,099 --> 00:21:09,810
They're all old. Old men.

337
00:21:09,935 --> 00:21:12,062
I don't want an old man.
I want a young one.

338
00:21:12,813 --> 00:21:15,983
A young body. And, no offense,
I have... I have to pay for that.

339
00:21:16,108 --> 00:21:17,151
Of course, I do.

340
00:21:18,152 --> 00:21:21,071
Well, I'm here, and I'm not offended.

341
00:21:21,405 --> 00:21:23,949
Actually, why are you still here?
I've just offered to pay you

342
00:21:24,033 --> 00:21:25,826
to spend an evening
doing whatever you please.

343
00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:27,369
-Why you're still here?
-I'm interested.

344
00:21:27,453 --> 00:21:28,454
-In what?
-In you.

345
00:21:28,537 --> 00:21:30,206
Oh, for heaven sakes,
no need to patronize me.

346
00:21:30,331 --> 00:21:32,333
I'm not. You're conflicted.

347
00:21:33,417 --> 00:21:34,794
Conflicted is interesting.

348
00:21:35,044 --> 00:21:37,379
(CHUCKLES) You've never met a woman
who can't make up her mind before?

349
00:21:37,463 --> 00:21:38,881
-I don't believe that.
-LEO: I've met women

350
00:21:38,964 --> 00:21:41,258
who can't decide
which sandwich to have for lunch.

351
00:21:41,425 --> 00:21:43,511
But if we've ended up
in a bedroom together,

352
00:21:43,844 --> 00:21:46,096
they usually know what they want
at that point.

353
00:21:46,222 --> 00:21:48,974
-Well, young... young women are different.
-Yes, I think they are.

354
00:21:50,142 --> 00:21:53,687
Different to how we were...
Well, how I was when I was young.

355
00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:57,233
I wasn't exactly a social renegade anyway.

356
00:21:57,316 --> 00:22:01,028
Some... A couple of my friends were,
but we lost touch after school.

357
00:22:01,195 --> 00:22:03,864
But London was a different country
back then, it...

358
00:22:04,114 --> 00:22:05,741
The rest of us were stuck in the 1950s.

359
00:22:05,825 --> 00:22:08,244
-It was repressive.
-LEO: Mm. I'm sorry.

360
00:22:08,369 --> 00:22:10,371
And I wasn't brimming
with sexual confidence,

361
00:22:10,454 --> 00:22:12,414
like they all are now
with their thigh-split dresses

362
00:22:12,498 --> 00:22:14,166
and salsa classes and whatnot.

363
00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:17,169
I mean, people do pole dancing
for a hobby.

364
00:22:17,253 --> 00:22:18,254
-I read about it.
-(CHUCKLES)

365
00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:20,297
I read an article about it.
(INHALES HEAVILY)

366
00:22:20,422 --> 00:22:23,092
I mean, a hobby? Wait... (SIGHS)

367
00:22:24,051 --> 00:22:26,303
Christ, I sound so old.
I know I sound old.

368
00:22:26,387 --> 00:22:30,516
But, Leo, did you ever meet anyone
who does pole dancing for a hobby?

369
00:22:30,933 --> 00:22:32,643
I think that's mainly for posh girls.

370
00:22:33,519 --> 00:22:34,812
Yes, you're probably right.

371
00:22:35,646 --> 00:22:38,023
I mean, I know pole dancers,
but they wouldn't pay to do it.

372
00:22:38,107 --> 00:22:40,651
That's just some fucked up economics.
You know what I mean?

373
00:22:41,277 --> 00:22:44,822
Not really, but I mean, I can imagine.
It's not a world I know much about.

374
00:22:45,489 --> 00:22:48,117
Says the woman who booked a hotel
and a sex worker for the night.

375
00:22:48,492 --> 00:22:51,120
Oh, God. Oh. Oh, you're right.

376
00:22:51,287 --> 00:22:55,082
Oh, God, I'm just a seedy, old pervert.
Just go. It's disgusting.

377
00:22:55,165 --> 00:22:56,959
I feel like Rolf Harris all of a sudden.

378
00:22:57,668 --> 00:22:58,711
Rolf Harris?

379
00:22:59,670 --> 00:23:01,213
Never mind. It's... it's...

380
00:23:02,631 --> 00:23:04,091
Come on, let's get into bed.

381
00:23:04,425 --> 00:23:06,385
-(EXHALES SHARPLY)
-Let's get under the covers.

382
00:23:10,472 --> 00:23:13,851
Why do they make these things
like getting into a straitjacket?

383
00:23:13,934 --> 00:23:15,769
-It's ridiculous.
-(CHUCKLES)

384
00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:31,994
What do you really want to do
with your life?

385
00:23:32,912 --> 00:23:37,124
-I'd like to see, uh, Venus before I die.
-Okay... (STAMMERS)

386
00:23:37,499 --> 00:23:40,878
I'm just curious
about what it's like for you.

387
00:23:40,961 --> 00:23:42,671
I mean, you're clearly very bright.

388
00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:44,882
-What makes you say that?
-NANCY: Well, I'm a teacher.

389
00:23:44,965 --> 00:23:46,800
And I know there are some people

390
00:23:46,884 --> 00:23:48,969
who use the word empirically
in a conversation,

391
00:23:49,053 --> 00:23:51,847
and there are very many who don't.
And the clever ones are those that do.

392
00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:52,932
-Did I use it?
-Yes.

393
00:23:53,015 --> 00:23:54,934
"Nigella, empirically sexy."
And reductive.

394
00:23:55,059 --> 00:23:57,478
Oh, yes, you're right. So, I did.

395
00:23:58,562 --> 00:24:01,357
So what, you don't think this is a job
for clever people, is that is?

396
00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:02,691
No, no, I didn't mean that.

397
00:24:02,816 --> 00:24:06,195
No. No, I was just asking
about qualifications.

398
00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:08,739
-Did you go to school?
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

399
00:24:09,365 --> 00:24:11,617
Of... Of course.
I mean, my mother was very strict.

400
00:24:12,576 --> 00:24:13,827
Irish-Catholic.

401
00:24:14,787 --> 00:24:17,289
And what does she think
about what... what you're doing now?

402
00:24:18,207 --> 00:24:20,376
And you wanna talk
about my mother? Really?

403
00:24:20,793 --> 00:24:22,795
-NANCY: Well, you brought her up.
-Well, now I'm dropping it.

404
00:24:24,755 --> 00:24:25,756
But seriously.

405
00:24:28,384 --> 00:24:29,551
Uh, she doesn't know.

406
00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:35,099
-You know, this looks so sexy on you.
-What does she think you do?

407
00:24:35,641 --> 00:24:38,936
If I tell you, can we drop it?
Because you really do look good in this.

408
00:24:39,103 --> 00:24:40,229
I... I promise.

409
00:24:43,983 --> 00:24:49,738
-She thinks I work on an oil rig.
-(LAUGHS)

410
00:24:49,905 --> 00:24:55,828
-An oil rig? (LAUGHS)
-Yes, an oil rig in the North Sea.

411
00:24:56,787 --> 00:25:00,040
That's... But do...
Do you keep in contact?

412
00:25:00,124 --> 00:25:02,126
Do you send her updates
about life on the oil rig?

413
00:25:02,209 --> 00:25:03,377
Now, Nancy, you promised.

414
00:25:03,460 --> 00:25:06,338
But how do you know
what happens on an oil rig?

415
00:25:06,463 --> 00:25:07,673
I Google it, you know.

416
00:25:07,756 --> 00:25:10,634
I found a website where there's stories
about life on an oil rig,

417
00:25:10,718 --> 00:25:12,428
and I copy and paste them sometimes.

418
00:25:12,511 --> 00:25:14,888
(CHUCKLES) That's amazing, what a life!

419
00:25:15,472 --> 00:25:16,473
Oh, dear.

420
00:25:16,557 --> 00:25:19,143
Meanwhile, my son's doing his master's
at university.

421
00:25:19,268 --> 00:25:20,310
Are you not happy about this?

422
00:25:20,436 --> 00:25:23,272
Oh, yes. No, I am.
Of course, I'm happy. It's great.

423
00:25:23,814 --> 00:25:25,816
Why wouldn't I be happy?
It's just what's expected.

424
00:25:25,899 --> 00:25:27,818
Why do you sound so ambivalent about it?

425
00:25:27,985 --> 00:25:29,945
-Ah, ambivalent. That's another good word.
-LEO: Mm-hmm.

426
00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:34,283
-So, your son?
-Yes. Well, I... I... I... Oh, dear.

427
00:25:34,908 --> 00:25:37,453
I've never said this to anyone before.
This is awful.

428
00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:39,413
That's okay. Who am I gonna tell?

429
00:25:40,247 --> 00:25:41,248
Come on.

430
00:25:41,582 --> 00:25:44,376
Uh, well,
the truth is I find him boring.

431
00:25:44,752 --> 00:25:50,883
-(LAUGHS) You find your own son boring?
-Yes, that's awful, isn't it?

432
00:25:51,216 --> 00:25:53,510
I just never heard anyone say that before.

433
00:25:54,678 --> 00:25:57,264
-What... Have you always found him boring?
-No, not always.

434
00:25:57,347 --> 00:25:59,058
No. He's... He's a very nice boy.

435
00:25:59,141 --> 00:26:02,227
He's just very predictable,
like his father.

436
00:26:02,352 --> 00:26:03,854
-What's he's studying?
-Chemistry.

437
00:26:03,937 --> 00:26:06,273
Please, forget I said that.
Just forget it.

438
00:26:06,356 --> 00:26:08,275
He's a lovely boy
and I love him very much,

439
00:26:08,358 --> 00:26:10,652
and I should be grateful
because he's turned out very well.

440
00:26:11,195 --> 00:26:13,405
-Any other kids?
-NANCY: (CLEARING THROAT) Daughter, older.

441
00:26:13,572 --> 00:26:15,783
-We don't get along.
-Oh, why not?

442
00:26:15,949 --> 00:26:17,117
She thinks I'm cold.

443
00:26:17,785 --> 00:26:20,120
-LEO: And what do you think?
-I don't think I'm cold.

444
00:26:20,662 --> 00:26:25,959
I... I mean, I don't feel cold inside,
but maybe I'm cold with her

445
00:26:26,043 --> 00:26:28,087
'cause she's so over the top all the time.

446
00:26:29,088 --> 00:26:30,714
So, the opposite to her brother?

447
00:26:31,423 --> 00:26:35,302
She lives in Barcelona in this bohemian
set up. They're all artists.

448
00:26:35,385 --> 00:26:37,179
Although, I've never seen any actual art.

449
00:26:37,262 --> 00:26:39,473
Unless the art consists
of burning your parents' money,

450
00:26:39,556 --> 00:26:42,309
which actually,
is not out of the question.

451
00:26:43,102 --> 00:26:44,269
At least she's not boring.

452
00:26:44,353 --> 00:26:46,480
NANCY: No. No, there is that.
There is that.

453
00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:52,152
So, your children have disappointed you,
Nancy?

454
00:26:52,277 --> 00:26:55,739
Yes. But when did you last see your mom?

455
00:26:56,907 --> 00:26:57,908
Why?

456
00:26:58,325 --> 00:27:01,036
'Cause I'm interested
in where you come from.

457
00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:02,913
I don't come from anywhere.

458
00:27:03,914 --> 00:27:07,209
You know, I was actually found
under a little patch of mushrooms,

459
00:27:07,584 --> 00:27:10,254
size of a bean,
raised by a friendly wolves.

460
00:27:12,506 --> 00:27:13,507
(KISSES)

461
00:27:17,845 --> 00:27:19,471
NANCY: Oh, go on, tell me something.

462
00:27:20,556 --> 00:27:23,142
I'm in awe of anyone
who becomes a mother.

463
00:27:23,350 --> 00:27:25,853
-(DRINK POURING)
-It's the hardest job in the world.

464
00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:28,856
NANCY: (CHUCKLES) Did you get that
off Mumsnet or something?

465
00:27:29,064 --> 00:27:31,233
-Sorry?
-Well, it's a bit general.

466
00:27:31,358 --> 00:27:33,026
You know, not all mothers are good.

467
00:27:33,861 --> 00:27:36,655
LEO: Well, I wouldn't know.
I only have one.

468
00:27:36,947 --> 00:27:39,199
Yeah. Well, we're all stuck
with whatever we get, aren't we?

469
00:27:39,283 --> 00:27:40,784
Parents and children alike.

470
00:27:41,577 --> 00:27:43,245
At least, I know
what mine are up to though.

471
00:27:43,370 --> 00:27:46,039
Haven't you ever wondered if your son
is lying to you about his life?

472
00:27:46,832 --> 00:27:48,333
-No.
-LEO: Why not?

473
00:27:49,751 --> 00:27:51,378
Maybe he doesn’t wanna disappoint you.

474
00:28:01,513 --> 00:28:02,556
(SWITCH CLICKING)

475
00:28:05,726 --> 00:28:06,810
(INHALES HEAVILY)

476
00:28:11,106 --> 00:28:14,401
-Has he got a partner?
-Yes. Nice girl, also boring.

477
00:28:14,526 --> 00:28:15,986
Training to become
a primary school teacher.

478
00:28:16,111 --> 00:28:17,613
-Boring, boring, boring. (SLURPS)
-(CHUCKLES)

479
00:28:18,071 --> 00:28:19,823
I thought you said
you were a school teacher.

480
00:28:19,907 --> 00:28:21,575
Yeah, well,
I was a religious education teacher

481
00:28:21,658 --> 00:28:23,827
in a secondary school.
That's a very different beast to...

482
00:28:24,411 --> 00:28:26,038
coloring in with six-year-olds.
(EXHALES HEAVILY)

483
00:28:26,121 --> 00:28:28,415
They say primary education
is the most important.

484
00:28:28,498 --> 00:28:30,042
(SCOFFS) Well, they're wrong.

485
00:28:31,210 --> 00:28:33,295
Do you know what proportion
of secondary school students think

486
00:28:33,378 --> 00:28:36,215
that religious education is worth
even ounce of their time and attention?

487
00:28:36,340 --> 00:28:38,175
-I mean, I wouldn't know...
-No. Well, exactly. Exactly.

488
00:28:38,300 --> 00:28:40,761
So, there I would be, year after year,
spouting the same old stuff,

489
00:28:40,844 --> 00:28:44,139
unable to break away from the curriculum,
in case I got complaints from the head,

490
00:28:44,223 --> 00:28:47,851
and unable to ask them anything real
in case we lost time.

491
00:28:47,976 --> 00:28:49,269
And just battling through the work

492
00:28:49,353 --> 00:28:51,313
and getting them... (INHALES HEAVILY)
...through the exams,

493
00:28:51,396 --> 00:28:53,774
only to start again the following year,
doing the same old stuff.

494
00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:56,485
It was stultifying. (SLURPS)

495
00:28:58,111 --> 00:28:59,196
(GLASS THUDDING)

496
00:28:59,363 --> 00:29:02,199
-I think I may have killed the mood.
-I'm not sure there was a mood.

497
00:29:03,408 --> 00:29:05,702
-I'm sorry, that was rude of me.
-No, it's true.

498
00:29:05,786 --> 00:29:07,955
No. But you're not paying
for the truth though.

499
00:29:08,372 --> 00:29:09,915
You're paying for a fantasy.

500
00:29:10,415 --> 00:29:12,459
In this moment,
I'm not sure what I'm paying for.

501
00:29:18,173 --> 00:29:19,299
I can show you.

502
00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:22,052
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY) I don't doubt it.

503
00:29:24,304 --> 00:29:26,848
-What would get you back in the mood?
-(EXHALES SHARPLY)

504
00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:29,935
What would your husband do
to get it all going again?

505
00:29:31,395 --> 00:29:32,437
(CLICKS TONGUE)

506
00:29:33,438 --> 00:29:34,982
Um... Well...

507
00:29:36,525 --> 00:29:38,777
he... he would, uh...

508
00:29:40,570 --> 00:29:42,906
take all his clothes off
and lie in the bed...

509
00:29:43,949 --> 00:29:48,036
without putting his pajamas on.
And I would take all my clothes off,

510
00:29:48,412 --> 00:29:51,248
put my nighty on,
and lie in the bed next to him.

511
00:29:51,707 --> 00:29:54,251
And then he would rub my shoulders
and breasts a bit,

512
00:29:54,334 --> 00:29:56,169
and then he would climb on top,
do the business,

513
00:29:56,253 --> 00:29:59,339
kiss my cheek, roll off,
put his pajamas on and go back to sleep.

514
00:30:01,258 --> 00:30:02,592
-That's it?
-That's it.

515
00:30:03,176 --> 00:30:06,346
-Always?
-Always. No deviation for 31 years.

516
00:30:07,389 --> 00:30:09,266
LEO: And that's the only sex
you've ever had?

517
00:30:09,433 --> 00:30:10,434
Correct.

518
00:30:11,476 --> 00:30:12,477
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

519
00:30:13,186 --> 00:30:14,771
-Wow.
-(INHALES HEAVILY)

520
00:30:15,230 --> 00:30:16,940
"Wow" indeed.

521
00:30:18,358 --> 00:30:19,443
No oral?

522
00:30:19,568 --> 00:30:21,194
-No oral.
-Not even on him?

523
00:30:21,278 --> 00:30:22,821
No, he said it was demeaning.

524
00:30:23,071 --> 00:30:24,489
-For you?
-For him.

525
00:30:24,990 --> 00:30:26,616
(CHUCKLES) Okay.

526
00:30:27,409 --> 00:30:29,911
Okay. And I presume it was the same
for him on you?

527
00:30:30,370 --> 00:30:32,706
Yes. He said that was demeaning
for him too.

528
00:30:35,751 --> 00:30:36,835
So, you've never had?

529
00:30:38,211 --> 00:30:40,255
No, never had.

530
00:30:41,340 --> 00:30:42,507
Never given.

531
00:30:44,509 --> 00:30:46,678
-Do you want to?
-Yes, I do. I want to.

532
00:30:47,304 --> 00:30:50,390
I want to very much. I always have done.
(SOBS SOFTLY)

533
00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:55,103
Sorry. Sorry to cry. It's stupid.

534
00:30:55,729 --> 00:30:58,857
(SOBS) I am...

535
00:30:59,775 --> 00:31:01,985
(SOBS) I think that, uh...

536
00:31:07,074 --> 00:31:11,078
Well, when I was a, um,
a teenager, my parents...

537
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:13,914
took me to Greece on holiday.

538
00:31:14,706 --> 00:31:19,711
Um, it was a once in a lifetime trip,
for them anyway, and, um...

539
00:31:21,171 --> 00:31:24,383
at the hotel, there was this waiter,
he was about 20...

540
00:31:25,550 --> 00:31:27,177
and he looked at me like I was...

541
00:31:28,595 --> 00:31:33,934
the most delicious thing he'd ever seen.
And I felt my body go to water.

542
00:31:34,601 --> 00:31:38,438
And one night... (SNIFFLES)
...he was hanging around after his shift,

543
00:31:38,522 --> 00:31:40,524
and I was hot.

544
00:31:41,441 --> 00:31:42,859
And so... (INHALES SHARPLY)

545
00:31:42,943 --> 00:31:45,654
...I went out into the garden
after my parents had gone to bed,

546
00:31:45,737 --> 00:31:48,990
and he was there,
smoking a cigarette, and...

547
00:31:49,991 --> 00:31:55,956
uh... (INHALES SHARPLY)
...I stood in front of this...

548
00:31:56,957 --> 00:32:00,544
little bush covered in tiny pink flowers,
looking out to sea.

549
00:32:02,754 --> 00:32:04,631
And without a word, he came up

550
00:32:04,756 --> 00:32:07,217
and... (INHALES SHARPLY)
...kissed my neck,

551
00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:12,472
and put his hand under my skirt
and into my knickers.

552
00:32:12,973 --> 00:32:16,810
And I could feel him
sliding around down there.

553
00:32:16,977 --> 00:32:19,020
And I was pushing myself back into him.

554
00:32:19,354 --> 00:32:23,024
It was the most crazy,
exciting feeling I've ever had.

555
00:32:23,108 --> 00:32:26,611
And... And, um, then a car started up.

556
00:32:28,321 --> 00:32:32,033
The headlamps came on
and he was startled, so he dashed away.

557
00:32:33,660 --> 00:32:35,287
And the next day, we went home.

558
00:32:36,371 --> 00:32:38,373
And I wish we'd just stayed one more day.

559
00:32:40,792 --> 00:32:41,793
(SMOOCHES)

560
00:32:42,752 --> 00:32:44,254
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

561
00:32:44,796 --> 00:32:48,175
-(SMOOCHES)
-(NANCY MOANING)

562
00:32:49,634 --> 00:32:50,677
(LEO SMOOCHING)

563
00:32:52,846 --> 00:32:53,889
(NANCY GASPING)

564
00:32:57,267 --> 00:33:00,604
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

565
00:33:17,204 --> 00:33:18,246
(DOOR KNOCKING)

566
00:33:22,209 --> 00:33:24,085
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

567
00:33:32,219 --> 00:33:33,970
-NANCY: Hello.
-Hello again.

568
00:33:34,888 --> 00:33:35,972
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

569
00:33:36,765 --> 00:33:37,849
-(KISSES)
NANCY: Thank you.

570
00:33:39,100 --> 00:33:41,144
This is a very nice surprise.

571
00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:44,523
Is it? It's the same room.
I mean, I booked the same room

572
00:33:44,606 --> 00:33:46,274
'cause I didn't want to be thrown
by a new layout.

573
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:49,486
-Oh, no. I mean, you booking me again.
-Oh. (CHUCKLES)

574
00:33:49,569 --> 00:33:52,781
I mean, you must have been satisfied
the last time, so I'm happy about that.

575
00:33:52,989 --> 00:33:55,116
Yes. Yes, I was satisfied. Yes.

576
00:33:56,201 --> 00:33:58,078
-LEO: But?
-But?

577
00:33:58,662 --> 00:34:01,122
Oh, it was sounded like
there was going to be a but.

578
00:34:01,289 --> 00:34:03,208
No, no, no, not particularly.

579
00:34:03,500 --> 00:34:05,710
I, um... I got a little bit of feedback,

580
00:34:05,794 --> 00:34:07,671
and a couple of attainment goals
for this time.

581
00:34:07,796 --> 00:34:09,965
Nice. I see. Sure. Okay.

582
00:34:10,298 --> 00:34:12,884
-Would you like a drink?
-Yeah. Sounds great.

583
00:34:20,642 --> 00:34:22,519
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Cheers.
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

584
00:34:25,146 --> 00:34:28,149
So, I've made a list of things
that I'd like to get through.

585
00:34:28,483 --> 00:34:31,987
-Oh, that sounds sexy.
-Don't mock me, I'm a teacher.

586
00:34:32,529 --> 00:34:35,365
-Old habits die hard.
-What's first on the list?

587
00:34:40,161 --> 00:34:44,374
(EXHALES SOFTLY, CLEARS THROAT)
Number one, I perform oral sex on you.

588
00:34:44,541 --> 00:34:47,210
Number two, you perform oral sex on me.

589
00:34:47,377 --> 00:34:51,214
Number three, we do a 69,
if that's what it's still called.

590
00:34:51,506 --> 00:34:54,009
Oh. I don't know. Um, four, me on top.

591
00:34:54,175 --> 00:34:55,927
Five, doggy style.

592
00:34:57,637 --> 00:34:59,514
Well, that all sounds very achievable.

593
00:34:59,848 --> 00:35:01,433
Oh, does it? Oh, good.

594
00:35:01,850 --> 00:35:05,520
(EXHALES SHARPLY) Good. 'Cause I'm...
I have no frame of reference.

595
00:35:06,021 --> 00:35:09,107
I've tried, um, looking on the internet,
but it's alarming, frankly.

596
00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:11,359
I mean, if you type in
"classy porn" to Google,

597
00:35:11,443 --> 00:35:14,654
up pop 12 windows of erections,
I mean, there's no build up at all.

598
00:35:14,738 --> 00:35:16,031
Have I booked enough time?

599
00:35:16,906 --> 00:35:19,826
-You... You wanna do it all today?
-NANCY: Yes, if possible.

600
00:35:19,993 --> 00:35:21,911
I mean, it's just...
You're quite expensive,

601
00:35:21,995 --> 00:35:25,081
and I'm not sure if I'll be able to afford
another session after this.

602
00:35:25,582 --> 00:35:26,583
Okay.

603
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:27,959
Okay.

604
00:35:28,335 --> 00:35:29,919
I understand, um...

605
00:35:31,463 --> 00:35:33,757
Isn't there something else
that should be on that list?

606
00:35:34,674 --> 00:35:35,717
Like what?

607
00:35:36,051 --> 00:35:40,430
Well, I'd love for you to feel
completely satisfied. If it all possible.

608
00:35:40,764 --> 00:35:43,016
(GASPS) Oh.

609
00:35:43,475 --> 00:35:48,480
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Oh.
Big O, in fact. (CHUCKLES) Yes. No.

610
00:35:48,605 --> 00:35:51,399
I... I like a list
that can be fully ticked off.

611
00:35:51,483 --> 00:35:52,567
Achievable goals.

612
00:35:53,026 --> 00:35:55,362
That's the part of happiness,
there's no point in wishing for the moon.

613
00:35:55,654 --> 00:35:56,863
Well, it's an orgasm, you know?

614
00:35:56,988 --> 00:35:59,491
It's not a Fabergé egg.
People have them every day.

615
00:36:01,910 --> 00:36:03,578
Right. Do you know what? You're right.

616
00:36:04,412 --> 00:36:05,538
That all make sense.

617
00:36:05,789 --> 00:36:07,916
I just...
I want to feel a sense of achievement.

618
00:36:07,999 --> 00:36:09,709
-LEO: Yes.
-You know, I don't want to walk away...

619
00:36:09,834 --> 00:36:12,003
(INHALES HEAVILY)
...from this feeling unresolved.

620
00:36:13,922 --> 00:36:14,923
LEO: May I?

621
00:36:17,550 --> 00:36:20,637
You know what?
We'll do as much of this as we can today.

622
00:36:21,012 --> 00:36:23,431
I think we'll certainly make
a significant dent in it.

623
00:36:24,099 --> 00:36:26,559
Good. That's good. Good.

624
00:36:27,310 --> 00:36:29,813
-You wanna start with the blowjob?
-(SLURPS, GULPS)

625
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:31,606
Yes, I think so.

626
00:36:32,357 --> 00:36:35,276
Get the big one out the way first.
(CLEARING THROAT)

627
00:36:37,153 --> 00:36:38,279
Should I kneel?

628
00:36:39,155 --> 00:36:42,450
Well, I could stand on a chair
but that's not how it's usually done.

629
00:36:43,451 --> 00:36:44,619
(NANCY MUMBLING)

630
00:36:46,162 --> 00:36:47,706
You don't have to do any of this.

631
00:36:47,997 --> 00:36:50,834
No, I know. I...
But I want to be a woman of the world.

632
00:36:51,084 --> 00:36:53,795
When... There are nuns out there
with more sexual experience than me.

633
00:36:53,878 --> 00:36:55,630
It's embarrassing.
Do you want me to brush my teeth?

634
00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:58,925
What? No. Nancy, you can just...

635
00:36:59,092 --> 00:37:01,302
-You can just let go.
-NANCY: Let go?

636
00:37:01,428 --> 00:37:02,679
What am I letting go of, exactly?

637
00:37:02,762 --> 00:37:04,305
I mean, we need some sort of plan,
don't we?

638
00:37:04,389 --> 00:37:06,891
I don't want to swing from the chandeliers
and make loud animal noises.

639
00:37:06,975 --> 00:37:07,976
I'd like to see that.

640
00:37:09,436 --> 00:37:12,647
You're letting go of the thing inside
that grips you, you know,

641
00:37:12,772 --> 00:37:15,817
that judges you,
that watches you from the outside.

642
00:37:16,735 --> 00:37:18,528
Christ, if I let go of that,
anything might happen.

643
00:37:18,653 --> 00:37:20,363
And that's the only thing
keeping my life together,

644
00:37:20,447 --> 00:37:22,157
keeping it ticking along. Here?

645
00:37:22,365 --> 00:37:24,909
-Over here.
-And, well, what am I supposed to do?

646
00:37:24,993 --> 00:37:27,370
Just float around
like some sort of free-form jellyfish?

647
00:37:27,620 --> 00:37:29,038
You know,
waiting for something to come up.

648
00:37:29,164 --> 00:37:30,915
-No. But you're... I mean...
-Do I undo your belt?

649
00:37:30,999 --> 00:37:32,167
Do you undo it? What's normal?

650
00:37:32,292 --> 00:37:34,586
-Well, it's more of a matter of who's...
-Well, I'll do it. I'll do it.

651
00:37:34,669 --> 00:37:37,046
-Okay.
-No. I jus... I just want to do a blowjob.

652
00:37:37,213 --> 00:37:39,299
I want to get that sorted,
and then we can work through

653
00:37:39,382 --> 00:37:41,676
as much of the rest of the list
as we can in the allotted time.

654
00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:43,970
Like, we've got a double lesson
timetabled for oral,

655
00:37:44,053 --> 00:37:46,181
and then we can see
what's left of the afternoon?

656
00:37:46,514 --> 00:37:47,766
-Exactly.
-And shall I ring a bell

657
00:37:47,849 --> 00:37:48,975
at the end of the session?

658
00:37:49,517 --> 00:37:51,019
Do you use a bell? You didn't last time.

659
00:37:52,687 --> 00:37:53,980
Oh. (CLICKS TONGUE)

660
00:37:54,731 --> 00:37:55,774
Very funny.

661
00:37:55,940 --> 00:37:58,485
-(CELLPHONE RINGING)
-(CLICKS TONGUE) Oh.

662
00:38:04,282 --> 00:38:05,325
Um...

663
00:38:06,201 --> 00:38:08,161
Oh. Sorry.

664
00:38:08,787 --> 00:38:10,663
I'll be back to all this in just a second.

665
00:38:10,789 --> 00:38:12,582
-(CELLPHONE CONTINUES RINGING)
-(DOOR OPENING, CLOSING)

666
00:38:14,250 --> 00:38:16,127
NANCY: (MUFFLED) Hi, darling. Hi. Hi.

667
00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:22,383
It's not a great time. No, no, no.

668
00:38:23,676 --> 00:38:24,677
Yes.

669
00:38:27,222 --> 00:38:28,640
I understand that, but it's not...

670
00:38:30,183 --> 00:38:32,519
Pamela, it's not something
I can sort from here.

671
00:38:34,062 --> 00:38:35,855
I'm in London...

672
00:38:59,879 --> 00:39:00,880
(DOOR OPENING)

673
00:39:01,297 --> 00:39:03,216
-Sorry about that.
-Everything okay?

674
00:39:04,050 --> 00:39:07,554
NANCY: Yes. My daughter, she's in a bit
of a pickle at the moment, shall we say.

675
00:39:07,762 --> 00:39:08,763
Sorry to hear that.

676
00:39:08,888 --> 00:39:10,598
Well, it's not the first time,
won't be the last.

677
00:39:10,807 --> 00:39:13,935
She used to ring her father
about all this, but, anyway. Um...

678
00:39:14,477 --> 00:39:16,479
Should we just try
and get through what we can?

679
00:39:16,729 --> 00:39:18,982
-Before the exam?
-NANCY: Um, yes.

680
00:39:19,274 --> 00:39:20,275
Nancy...

681
00:39:23,111 --> 00:39:24,863
(EXHALES SHARPLY, SMACKS LIPS) Hmm.

682
00:39:26,239 --> 00:39:27,365
There is no exam.

683
00:39:28,116 --> 00:39:29,117
It's all a dance.

684
00:39:29,450 --> 00:39:32,078
-I don't know the steps.
-An improvised dance.

685
00:39:32,245 --> 00:39:36,040
We just go where it takes us,
there's no timetable, there's no bell.

686
00:39:36,207 --> 00:39:37,458
But I only paid for two hours.

687
00:39:37,542 --> 00:39:40,169
Well, then let's enjoy them,
every single minute.

688
00:39:40,336 --> 00:39:42,046
Okay. Come on then.

689
00:39:42,171 --> 00:39:44,591
You wanna start with the blowjob
or go with something else on the list?

690
00:39:44,757 --> 00:39:46,301
Well, I think I'd like to go in order.

691
00:39:46,426 --> 00:39:48,678
Though, I feel like I've prepared
for the blowjob now.

692
00:39:48,803 --> 00:39:50,763
-Mm-hmm.
-Robert, my husband,

693
00:39:50,930 --> 00:39:53,474
he never... he never wanted to try
anything new.

694
00:39:53,558 --> 00:39:57,020
He... he planned everything.
I mean, ev... even his own funeral

695
00:39:57,103 --> 00:39:58,938
Actually, I was terrified
he would turn up on the day

696
00:39:59,147 --> 00:40:01,107
and tell me I put the wrong ham
in the sandwiches.

697
00:40:03,443 --> 00:40:04,569
It wasn't a...

698
00:40:06,070 --> 00:40:09,324
furnace of passion that burnt out,
our relationship,

699
00:40:09,407 --> 00:40:13,328
it was more like, um...
the bottom drawer of an AGA.

700
00:40:13,411 --> 00:40:14,454
A what?

701
00:40:14,704 --> 00:40:18,374
Um... Uh... (STAMMERS) ...it's an old...
It's an old fashion stove.

702
00:40:18,541 --> 00:40:21,753
You... you can't turn it off,
it just keeps on chugging away,

703
00:40:21,836 --> 00:40:24,797
and the bottom,
there's a kind of cooler drawer thing

704
00:40:24,881 --> 00:40:26,799
-that you can push things to the back of.
-Mmm.

705
00:40:26,883 --> 00:40:30,762
You know, to cook them, slowly,
like a bowl of stewed apples or something.

706
00:40:31,095 --> 00:40:32,180
-LEO: I see.
-NANCY: Do you?

707
00:40:32,305 --> 00:40:35,350
LEO: Uh, not really, but I think you mean

708
00:40:35,475 --> 00:40:38,561
your marriage stewed slowly
because you pushed it to the back,

709
00:40:38,937 --> 00:40:40,063
and then forgot about it.

710
00:40:40,772 --> 00:40:42,106
-Hmm.
-Hmm.

711
00:40:42,649 --> 00:40:45,193
Well, anyway, he's gone.
It's all gone. Ancient history.

712
00:40:45,318 --> 00:40:49,197
(INHALES HEAVILY)
And I want to try something new.

713
00:40:50,365 --> 00:40:51,407
Then good.

714
00:40:51,783 --> 00:40:55,578
So, just need to get that blowjob
under my belt... Your belt, I would say.

715
00:40:55,828 --> 00:40:57,789
Okay. (CLAPS)

716
00:40:58,915 --> 00:41:01,584
-(PANTS)
-Okay?

717
00:41:03,294 --> 00:41:04,545
Okay. Okay.

718
00:41:04,712 --> 00:41:07,799
Look. (BREATHES SHARPLY)
I have an idea.

719
00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:09,759
You like dancing, right?

720
00:41:10,343 --> 00:41:12,553
-Mm. Only when nobody's watching.
-LEO: Okay.

721
00:41:12,637 --> 00:41:16,265
Well, then, we're gonna change the mood.
I'm gonna put on some music,

722
00:41:16,641 --> 00:41:19,644
and you're gonna dance
like nobody is watching.

723
00:41:21,396 --> 00:41:22,689
-(HUMMING)
-(BAG ZIP CLOSING)

724
00:41:26,609 --> 00:41:27,610
(SMACKS LIPS)

725
00:41:28,861 --> 00:41:32,198
(BLUES ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)

726
00:41:37,078 --> 00:41:40,415
Come on, Nancy Stokes,
come have a dance with me.

727
00:42:05,398 --> 00:42:07,567
Well, you come upstairs, but not to talk

728
00:42:07,734 --> 00:42:11,654
You stay a little while
Then you do a little walk on home

729
00:42:14,323 --> 00:42:17,660
I hear you downstairs, smoking cigarettes
I hear you talking shit

730
00:42:17,744 --> 00:42:20,872
'Cause you ain't got nothing
To talk about at all

731
00:42:23,499 --> 00:42:25,543
So, you took me to the party
And got me alone

732
00:42:25,626 --> 00:42:29,213
You said you wanna feel good
And you feel like you're gonna explode

733
00:42:32,341 --> 00:42:34,469
Well, I don't care, can't pay attention

734
00:42:34,635 --> 00:42:37,555
And I don't give a damn
About your intentions at all

735
00:42:50,401 --> 00:42:52,487
Well, pass me the whiskey, pass me the gin

736
00:42:52,653 --> 00:42:55,531
Pass me whatever there's drink left in

737
00:42:59,410 --> 00:43:01,788
Well, I don't care
If it's seven in the morning

738
00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:04,791
For all I care
It could be the second coming

739
00:43:08,211 --> 00:43:10,755
Well, you say you can't take it anymore

740
00:43:11,172 --> 00:43:14,926
You can't live like this
It's a really big deal

741
00:43:17,512 --> 00:43:19,597
Well, I don't care, can't pay attention

742
00:43:19,764 --> 00:43:22,642
And I don't give a fuck
About your intentions at all

743
00:43:25,895 --> 00:43:27,355
Whoo!

744
00:43:32,276 --> 00:43:35,029
-(CELLPHONE RINGING)
-Oh, shit.

745
00:43:35,488 --> 00:43:37,615
(GRUNTS) Oh, God.

746
00:43:39,033 --> 00:43:41,119
That would be my daughter again.
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

747
00:43:41,244 --> 00:43:42,495
She always rings twice.

748
00:43:43,121 --> 00:43:46,415
She always forgets the most crucial bit
of information and has to ring back.

749
00:43:46,791 --> 00:43:48,709
-Okay.
-I don't want to answer it.

750
00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:50,503
-LEO: Well, then don't.
-I always answer it.

751
00:43:50,711 --> 00:43:52,171
-Even when you don't want to?
-NANCY: Yes.

752
00:43:52,255 --> 00:43:54,048
-Especially when I don't want to.
-Okay.

753
00:43:54,173 --> 00:43:56,134
NANCY: Well, what am I gonna say?
"Hello darling, I'm sorry.

754
00:43:56,259 --> 00:43:58,344
"Can't talk now 'cause I booked this man
for the night and I...

755
00:43:58,427 --> 00:44:01,013
"I'm trying to work up the courage
to perform oral sex on him."

756
00:44:01,347 --> 00:44:03,641
-Well, you don't have to say that.
-(CELLPHONE CONTINUES RINGING)

757
00:44:04,225 --> 00:44:05,351
Shall I answer it?

758
00:44:06,352 --> 00:44:09,522
"Hello, darling. I'm sorry but your mother
has something in her mouth right now.

759
00:44:09,605 --> 00:44:10,773
-(SHUSHES)
-"I could take a message

760
00:44:10,857 --> 00:44:11,941
"if you would like."

761
00:44:14,986 --> 00:44:16,571
Listen, darling. I...

762
00:44:20,032 --> 00:44:23,035
Yes. Oh! Did he? Oh, God. Yes.

763
00:44:23,411 --> 00:44:25,705
Oh. (LIPS SMACKING) Uh-huh. Uh-huh.

764
00:44:27,123 --> 00:44:29,167
Oh, I am so sorry. Yes, I do understand.

765
00:44:30,918 --> 00:44:32,920
-Mm-hmm.
-(VEHICLE REVVING)

766
00:44:33,129 --> 00:44:36,549
-NANCY: Yeah.
-(BIRDS CHIRPING)

767
00:44:36,841 --> 00:44:38,926
NANCY: Listen, darling.
I... I really do...

768
00:44:39,302 --> 00:44:40,303
Pamela?

769
00:44:41,429 --> 00:44:43,431
Pamela? Oh, she's gone.

770
00:44:44,307 --> 00:44:46,434
Just like that. No goodbye?

771
00:44:46,559 --> 00:44:49,353
Well, either her battery ran out
or she's been abducted.

772
00:44:49,979 --> 00:44:51,647
Was it serious, her pickle?

773
00:44:51,939 --> 00:44:53,691
NANCY: Well, it can be sorted,
that's the main thing.

774
00:44:53,816 --> 00:44:54,817
I see.

775
00:44:55,026 --> 00:44:56,986
(BREATHES HEAVILY)
Matthew will provide the grandchildren.

776
00:44:57,612 --> 00:44:58,905
I have no doubt of that.

777
00:44:59,488 --> 00:45:01,866
If Pamela can just keep herself alive,
I'll be happy.

778
00:45:02,825 --> 00:45:04,285
LEO: You don't sound very happy.

779
00:45:05,286 --> 00:45:07,246
Well, it's very stressful
being a parent, Leo.

780
00:45:07,330 --> 00:45:08,956
It's a stress that never leaves you.

781
00:45:09,040 --> 00:45:10,833
It's... It's like a thumb on a bruise.

782
00:45:10,917 --> 00:45:13,878
Sometimes my children... (CHUCKLES)
...feel like a dead weight around my neck.

783
00:45:14,045 --> 00:45:16,464
(INHALES SHARPLY) I'm not sure
I'd have done it if I'd known.

784
00:45:17,590 --> 00:45:18,716
What do you mean?

785
00:45:20,051 --> 00:45:21,052
I mean, I could have done

786
00:45:21,135 --> 00:45:22,595
many other things
if I hadn't been a mother.

787
00:45:23,846 --> 00:45:25,014
What else would you've done?

788
00:45:25,514 --> 00:45:26,557
NANCY: I don't know.

789
00:45:27,058 --> 00:45:28,476
Cross the dessert on a horse.

790
00:45:29,060 --> 00:45:32,146
Started a... an artist colony
on a hot little island.

791
00:45:32,271 --> 00:45:33,606
Had a... had an orgasm.

792
00:45:36,359 --> 00:45:39,237
Would you find a massage patronizing
at this point?

793
00:45:40,112 --> 00:45:41,113
No.

794
00:45:41,781 --> 00:45:43,074
No, I wouldn't.

795
00:45:44,408 --> 00:45:45,534
(NANCY CHUCKING SOFTLY)

796
00:45:48,287 --> 00:45:49,372
(BOTH CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

797
00:45:49,705 --> 00:45:50,706
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

798
00:45:56,212 --> 00:45:57,630
You think your kids could feel it...

799
00:45:59,048 --> 00:46:01,842
-your disappointment in them?
-(BREATHES HEAVILY)

800
00:46:02,009 --> 00:46:06,931
I don't know, Leo. I doubt it.
They mostly didn't notice me, I think.

801
00:46:08,349 --> 00:46:11,143
I mean, do you notice
when your mother is disappointed?

802
00:46:14,855 --> 00:46:17,733
Are you worried that she'd be disappointed
if she knew what you do?

803
00:46:19,277 --> 00:46:20,569
I'm not sure what you mean.

804
00:46:20,653 --> 00:46:23,030
There's nothing disappointing
about an oil rig man.

805
00:46:25,950 --> 00:46:27,618
Anyway, there's still time for you.

806
00:46:28,703 --> 00:46:30,705
Oh, that's sweet. But there isn't.

807
00:46:31,580 --> 00:46:32,748
This is it.

808
00:46:33,291 --> 00:46:35,876
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
My final attempt at a life.

809
00:46:36,919 --> 00:46:38,587
For the orgasm, I mean.

810
00:46:39,130 --> 00:46:41,882
You might have to abandon
riding a horse across the desert.

811
00:47:02,320 --> 00:47:05,781
-Can I ask you to do something for me?
-LEO: Mm-hmm.

812
00:47:08,409 --> 00:47:11,287
Would you mind taking your shirt off?

813
00:47:12,371 --> 00:47:14,123
Sure. Okay.

814
00:47:38,647 --> 00:47:40,149
Can I touch you for a moment?

815
00:47:43,903 --> 00:47:44,904
You're just so...

816
00:47:49,700 --> 00:47:50,910
I never thought I...

817
00:47:58,250 --> 00:47:59,585
Can I touch your shoulders?

818
00:48:00,586 --> 00:48:01,587
Yes.

819
00:48:24,443 --> 00:48:25,528
And your arms?

820
00:48:26,320 --> 00:48:27,321
Yes.

821
00:48:42,670 --> 00:48:44,171
And your chest?

822
00:48:44,839 --> 00:48:45,840
Yes.

823
00:48:58,894 --> 00:48:59,937
(INHALES DEEPLY)

824
00:49:00,980 --> 00:49:04,108
(GASPS) Oh. Okay. Put that back on then.

825
00:49:04,650 --> 00:49:06,152
LEO: You want me to put it back on?

826
00:49:07,153 --> 00:49:08,571
Yes, if you want to.

827
00:49:08,779 --> 00:49:10,573
I thought things
were progressing quite nicely.

828
00:49:10,948 --> 00:49:13,659
-I was suddenly overwhelmed.
-LEO: By what?

829
00:49:14,869 --> 00:49:17,913
-Some wave, something of...
-Lust.

830
00:49:18,164 --> 00:49:19,957
Maybe. I... Sorry,

831
00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:21,959
I just feel a little bit sick actually.
A tiny bit faint.

832
00:49:22,084 --> 00:49:24,462
-Put your head between your legs.
-NANCY: I can do that in my own time.

833
00:49:24,545 --> 00:49:27,840
Oh, I'll just... just, um...
Maybe step away for a moment.

834
00:49:28,090 --> 00:49:30,176
Catch my breath. (BREATHES HEAVILY)

835
00:49:30,634 --> 00:49:33,596
Have a drink. (SLURPS)

836
00:49:37,808 --> 00:49:39,643
-(GRUNTS)
-(GLASS THUDDING)

837
00:49:39,810 --> 00:49:43,439
It's just I, uh... I've never felt
anyone like you before.

838
00:49:44,064 --> 00:49:47,026
-Like me?
-You know, muscular, fit. Like a model.

839
00:49:47,735 --> 00:49:50,529
-LEO: I work out.
-(SCOFFS) I'm sure you do.

840
00:49:51,030 --> 00:49:52,072
I work hard.

841
00:49:52,448 --> 00:49:54,450
Did you ever feel sometimes
it's a bit shallow?

842
00:49:54,658 --> 00:49:55,743
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

843
00:49:56,827 --> 00:50:01,665
Yeah. But my clients like it, you know?
And I like being wanted by them.

844
00:50:03,209 --> 00:50:06,212
When I'm here with you,
being looked at by you, I feel good.

845
00:50:06,879 --> 00:50:08,714
God, I can barely imagine that.

846
00:50:12,927 --> 00:50:14,220
Come here and stand with me.

847
00:50:29,735 --> 00:50:30,778
Hmm.

848
00:50:34,782 --> 00:50:36,742
I've always been ashamed of myself.

849
00:50:37,701 --> 00:50:39,119
My body, I mean.

850
00:50:39,662 --> 00:50:40,996
-Always?
-Hmm.

851
00:50:41,247 --> 00:50:42,915
Always been aware of what's wrong with it.

852
00:50:43,541 --> 00:50:45,834
You know, stubby thighs, fat tummy.

853
00:50:47,753 --> 00:50:50,172
Boobs come down to my navel now,
my arms wobble.

854
00:50:50,256 --> 00:50:52,258
They have done since I was 20, actually.

855
00:50:52,883 --> 00:50:55,135
And if I didn't pluck here and here...

856
00:50:56,095 --> 00:50:57,721
I could join a circus after a month.

857
00:50:59,223 --> 00:51:00,683
-Oh, I've plucked it.
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

858
00:51:02,393 --> 00:51:04,228
Don't be fooled by the muscles, Nancy.

859
00:51:05,020 --> 00:51:08,065
-I sometimes feel ashamed too.
-That's hard to imagine.

860
00:51:08,899 --> 00:51:10,067
Well, if I didn't look like this,

861
00:51:10,150 --> 00:51:12,778
you might not have chosen me,
or wanted me.

862
00:51:17,366 --> 00:51:19,660
-Can I unbutton this?
-Yes.

863
00:51:29,878 --> 00:51:31,505
-Can I take this off?
-Mm-hmm.

864
00:51:34,049 --> 00:51:35,634
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

865
00:51:42,474 --> 00:51:43,642
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

866
00:51:46,645 --> 00:51:48,856
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

867
00:51:51,900 --> 00:51:53,110
LEO: Your body is beautiful.

868
00:51:53,819 --> 00:51:54,945
I wish you could see that.

869
00:51:59,950 --> 00:52:00,993
(GASPS)

870
00:52:01,869 --> 00:52:03,662
I have always quite liked my calves.

871
00:52:05,456 --> 00:52:06,999
They're not completely awful.

872
00:52:08,709 --> 00:52:11,337
I can hear my mother.
"Vanity is a weakness, dear."

873
00:52:11,420 --> 00:52:13,922
It's not vain to enjoy your body,
to love it.

874
00:52:14,715 --> 00:52:17,593
But I know that voice in your head,
the one that talks shit at you.

875
00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:19,136
I have one too.

876
00:52:20,137 --> 00:52:21,221
It gets tiring.

877
00:52:22,723 --> 00:52:23,807
So boring.

878
00:52:24,933 --> 00:52:26,769
-Oh, I'm sorry to bore you.
-You're not...

879
00:52:27,311 --> 00:52:28,729
You're not boring me, Nancy.

880
00:52:29,938 --> 00:52:32,066
Hmm. Is Leo Grande your real name?

881
00:52:34,568 --> 00:52:35,569
LEO: No.

882
00:52:42,576 --> 00:52:44,244
Is Nancy Stokes your real name?

883
00:52:46,330 --> 00:52:48,957
No. (EXHALES HEAVILY)

884
00:52:54,254 --> 00:52:58,300
Do you know? Sometimes, I wonder
whether what you young men need is a war.

885
00:52:59,718 --> 00:53:00,719
Excuse me?

886
00:53:00,803 --> 00:53:03,722
Well, you're all just so fit,
and bursting with energy,

887
00:53:03,806 --> 00:53:05,974
and killing pretend soldiers
on your computers,

888
00:53:06,058 --> 00:53:08,352
but actually, underneath it all,
you're really quite anxious.

889
00:53:08,477 --> 00:53:09,895
Not quite sure of yourselves.

890
00:53:10,312 --> 00:53:12,981
Perhaps that's what
every generation needs, a war.

891
00:53:13,065 --> 00:53:14,733
It's self-correcting.
It makes us all nicer.

892
00:53:14,817 --> 00:53:16,026
My generation of men,

893
00:53:16,110 --> 00:53:17,569
they never had a chance
to prove themselves.

894
00:53:17,653 --> 00:53:20,072
I mean, I think they felt, actually,
inadequate in front of their fathers.

895
00:53:20,197 --> 00:53:21,699
And I think it's caused
a whole lot of bother

896
00:53:21,824 --> 00:53:23,784
and I'm worried your lot
are gonna be even worse.

897
00:53:23,909 --> 00:53:26,829
-My brother's in the army.
-Is he? I'm sorry.

898
00:53:27,371 --> 00:53:28,580
I didn't mean to imply...

899
00:53:29,748 --> 00:53:32,543
-Is he older or younger?
-He's younger. He's 24.

900
00:53:33,293 --> 00:53:35,504
-NANCY: Huh. Which bit of the army?
-Artillery.

901
00:53:35,671 --> 00:53:39,299
Hmm. Oh, the big guns.
Yeah, well, he might as well go all in.

902
00:53:39,925 --> 00:53:42,052
If I was in the army,
I'd want the big guns too.

903
00:53:42,803 --> 00:53:44,513
-Do you see him?
-Not much.

904
00:53:45,639 --> 00:53:47,891
-NANCY: Miss him?
-Of course.

905
00:53:48,809 --> 00:53:49,893
I love him.

906
00:53:51,812 --> 00:53:53,772
And he doesn't...
He doesn't know about all this?

907
00:53:53,939 --> 00:53:55,107
No. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

908
00:53:55,774 --> 00:53:56,775
No.

909
00:53:57,484 --> 00:53:59,236
(SMACKS LIPS)
He thinks I work on the oil rig.

910
00:53:59,862 --> 00:54:00,863
NANCY: Huh.

911
00:54:01,321 --> 00:54:02,531
Not sure he believes it.

912
00:54:03,282 --> 00:54:04,700
So, you're not close?

913
00:54:06,535 --> 00:54:07,578
Can I top you up?

914
00:54:09,204 --> 00:54:11,039
Yes, please.

915
00:54:15,419 --> 00:54:16,420
Thank you.

916
00:54:19,590 --> 00:54:20,591
Not for me.

917
00:54:21,383 --> 00:54:23,218
Or I won't enjoy myself as much.

918
00:54:38,442 --> 00:54:39,568
You wanna play a game?

919
00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:41,361
Like role play.

920
00:54:41,445 --> 00:54:44,490
We could work the blowjob into the game.
It might help.

921
00:54:45,240 --> 00:54:47,785
How about teacher and student?

922
00:54:48,494 --> 00:54:49,745
We could have an R.E. lesson.

923
00:54:50,204 --> 00:54:51,538
Like the Garden of Eden.

924
00:54:52,456 --> 00:54:53,624
The fall of man.

925
00:54:54,917 --> 00:54:57,878
Come on, miss,
teach me about original sin.

926
00:54:58,962 --> 00:55:00,005
Hmm?

927
00:55:04,009 --> 00:55:05,385
You know, I've been very bad today, miss.

928
00:55:05,719 --> 00:55:07,930
You might have to keep me
behind after class.

929
00:55:08,639 --> 00:55:10,891
You have to stop wearing
those tight skirts, because I...

930
00:55:11,475 --> 00:55:13,185
I can't concentrate on my Bible.

931
00:55:13,644 --> 00:55:16,939
And when you lean down over my desk,
I can see right down your blouse...

932
00:55:17,356 --> 00:55:19,399
-and last night in my bed...
-Okay, stop it.

933
00:55:19,483 --> 00:55:21,068
-But, miss...
-Look, we shouldn't be doing this.

934
00:55:21,235 --> 00:55:23,946
-No, I know, miss, but we could just...
-No! Safe word! Safe word. Safe word.

935
00:55:24,488 --> 00:55:26,156
-What?
-Safe word.

936
00:55:26,740 --> 00:55:27,908
We don't have a safe word.

937
00:55:28,116 --> 00:55:29,660
Uh... Well, I didn't think we'd need one.

938
00:55:29,827 --> 00:55:32,037
Oh, it's okay, we can stop.
Look, I've stopped.

939
00:55:32,204 --> 00:55:35,040
I'm just... I'm not into all that, okay?
My God.

940
00:55:35,123 --> 00:55:36,583
Okay, sorry. I didn't mean to...

941
00:55:36,667 --> 00:55:39,461
(STAMMERS) I know what this looks like.
But it's just not the point.

942
00:55:39,545 --> 00:55:42,130
I don't want to dominate you.
I don't want to teach you.

943
00:55:42,214 --> 00:55:43,423
-It's only play.
-NANCY: Yes, I know,

944
00:55:43,507 --> 00:55:45,759
but I don't want to play at that.
I want to play at something else.

945
00:55:45,843 --> 00:55:48,470
I want to play at feeling...
(INHALES HEAVILY) ...young again.

946
00:55:48,929 --> 00:55:53,267
I want that feeling back.
That feeling of having it all before me.

947
00:55:53,767 --> 00:55:54,977
You wanna be 16 again?

948
00:55:55,060 --> 00:55:58,313
No, I don't want to be 16 again.
Being 16 is bloody awful.

949
00:55:58,564 --> 00:56:02,651
No, I want the feeling of being 16 again.
That... (INHALES SHARPLY) ...that power.

950
00:56:02,901 --> 00:56:06,572
God, I didn't know I had it.
It was wasted on me. (BREATHES DEEPLY)

951
00:56:06,697 --> 00:56:09,700
But some of the girls I taught, oh God,
they knew what they were doing.

952
00:56:10,284 --> 00:56:12,411
-With the men, I mean.
-LEO: What do you mean?

953
00:56:12,870 --> 00:56:15,414
Oh, I mean, I tried to tell them,
the girls, but I mean,

954
00:56:15,581 --> 00:56:18,041
the skirts just kept on going up,
and up, and up, and up

955
00:56:18,125 --> 00:56:21,169
until you could practically see
how clean their back teeth were.

956
00:56:21,336 --> 00:56:24,298
(BREATHES HEAVILY) They just didn't care.

957
00:56:24,673 --> 00:56:27,759
Why should they?
They can wear what they want, surely.

958
00:56:27,843 --> 00:56:31,054
Men can't always control themselves, Leo.
They're not all like you.

959
00:56:31,263 --> 00:56:33,807
Some of those male teachers were like
lambs to the slaughter, poor sods.

960
00:56:33,891 --> 00:56:35,684
Well, maybe they were in the wrong job.

961
00:56:36,518 --> 00:56:40,647
Or maybe they should have realized
those girls weren't there for them.

962
00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:46,737
Have you ever been...

963
00:56:47,946 --> 00:56:49,323
you know, in trouble?

964
00:56:51,325 --> 00:56:52,409
Been in trouble?

965
00:56:53,827 --> 00:56:56,496
Um... I mean, isn't selling sex illegal?

966
00:56:56,955 --> 00:57:00,000
No, soliciting money for sex is illegal.

967
00:57:00,500 --> 00:57:02,836
I don't solicit money for sex, Nancy.

968
00:57:03,378 --> 00:57:05,172
No, I sell my company.

969
00:57:05,714 --> 00:57:07,674
I provide interesting conversation.

970
00:57:07,799 --> 00:57:11,887
I can dance.
I can mix 20 different cocktails.

971
00:57:13,430 --> 00:57:15,474
Whether or not we have sex
is our business.

972
00:57:16,475 --> 00:57:17,893
There's nothing illegal about that.

973
00:57:18,769 --> 00:57:20,062
I mean, as well as the blowjobs,

974
00:57:20,187 --> 00:57:22,481
it's also quite nice
to get to know each other.

975
00:57:24,191 --> 00:57:26,109
Yes, I suppose so.

976
00:57:26,985 --> 00:57:29,154
LEO: That's why I tend to recommend
more sessions.

977
00:57:30,572 --> 00:57:33,659
-NANCY: Sorry?
-It makes it more satisfying, you know?

978
00:57:34,284 --> 00:57:35,994
I'm actually looking
for more regular clients...

979
00:57:36,161 --> 00:57:37,663
-Oh, I see.
-LEO: What?

980
00:57:38,455 --> 00:57:40,415
-I see where this is going.
-LEO: It's not going anywhere.

981
00:57:40,499 --> 00:57:42,042
Oh, no, here it comes. The hard sell.

982
00:57:42,459 --> 00:57:44,753
What, is it like driving lessons?
Do I get ten for the price of nine

983
00:57:44,878 --> 00:57:47,339
if I book in advance
with the Leo Grande School of Sex?

984
00:57:47,464 --> 00:57:50,550
I don't know what other kind of clients
you have, Leo, but I am not a rich woman.

985
00:57:50,634 --> 00:57:52,177
-LEO: No, I know, but...
-So, you know,

986
00:57:52,344 --> 00:57:54,972
I'd like to wind up the sales chat
before my time, and money,

987
00:57:55,055 --> 00:57:57,599
and patience run out.
So... (INHALING HEAVILY) ...please,

988
00:57:57,724 --> 00:57:59,393
Leo Grande, or whatever your name is,

989
00:57:59,518 --> 00:58:02,396
just give me my bloody blowjob
and we can all go home.

990
00:58:02,562 --> 00:58:03,730
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

991
00:58:17,536 --> 00:58:19,162
Why don't I sit on the edge here?

992
00:58:19,246 --> 00:58:21,623
And you could kneel on a cushion
in front of me. How about that?

993
00:58:22,541 --> 00:58:25,002
Okay, if that's optimal.

994
00:58:39,349 --> 00:58:43,353
-Do I just... get it out?
-That's right.

995
00:58:54,239 --> 00:58:55,323
(BREATHES SHARPLY)

996
00:58:55,741 --> 00:58:57,325
(HAND THUDDING)
Oh, it's pathetic. I'm pathetic.

997
00:58:57,451 --> 00:59:00,454
(BREATHES HEAVILY)
That list was such a stupid idea.

998
00:59:01,121 --> 00:59:03,915
You know,
you don't have to do any of this at all.

999
00:59:04,666 --> 00:59:06,418
I'm scared. That's the truth.

1000
00:59:07,461 --> 00:59:08,462
LEO: Of what?

1001
00:59:09,463 --> 00:59:13,175
That I... That I won't like it.
That you won't like it. (EXHALES SHARPLY)

1002
00:59:13,633 --> 00:59:14,760
Maybe you won't.

1003
00:59:15,343 --> 00:59:17,471
-(NANCY GRUNTING)
-But you can try and see.

1004
00:59:18,805 --> 00:59:19,806
There's no harm.

1005
00:59:20,557 --> 00:59:24,478
Unless you're gonna bite it off.
In which case, I probably won't like it.

1006
00:59:25,145 --> 00:59:28,482
(CHUCKLES, BREATHES HEAVILY)

1007
00:59:31,943 --> 00:59:33,111
(EXHALES HEAVILY)

1008
00:59:34,571 --> 00:59:36,990
Nancy, everyone needs something different.

1009
00:59:38,366 --> 00:59:39,826
Maybe you just wanna talk?

1010
00:59:43,663 --> 00:59:44,873
You know, I have a regular client

1011
00:59:44,998 --> 00:59:48,835
who just likes to hold hands
and watch TV together.

1012
00:59:55,675 --> 00:59:56,802
(SIGHS)

1013
00:59:56,968 --> 00:59:59,096
I mean, don't get me wrong,
I also have a client

1014
00:59:59,346 --> 01:00:01,515
who likes me to walk in without a word,

1015
01:00:01,765 --> 01:00:05,811
have sex with her as quickly
and silently as I can, and then leave.

1016
01:00:06,728 --> 01:00:07,729
Hmm.

1017
01:00:08,230 --> 01:00:11,817
Actually, I quite like that one
because it only takes ten minutes

1018
01:00:11,942 --> 01:00:13,401
but she pays for the full hour.

1019
01:00:14,861 --> 01:00:15,904
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

1020
01:00:16,738 --> 01:00:19,825
Then there's a guy who wants me
to dress up as a cat

1021
01:00:19,908 --> 01:00:21,952
and then ignore him for an hour
and go home.

1022
01:00:22,911 --> 01:00:25,288
-Um... What, and have no sex?
-No.

1023
01:00:25,664 --> 01:00:26,873
-Uh...
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1024
01:00:27,707 --> 01:00:28,875
(SNIFFLES)

1025
01:00:29,292 --> 01:00:31,002
I think you'd make a very good cat,

1026
01:00:31,253 --> 01:00:32,629
-for what it's worth.
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1027
01:00:33,213 --> 01:00:34,422
-(SNIFFLES)
-Thank you.

1028
01:00:36,216 --> 01:00:38,802
What I'm trying to say is,
I don't judge my clients.

1029
01:00:39,803 --> 01:00:42,514
You know. Unless they're total arseholes.

1030
01:00:43,974 --> 01:00:44,975
And you're definitely not

1031
01:00:45,058 --> 01:00:46,351
-a total arsehole.
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1032
01:00:46,601 --> 01:00:47,727
(CHUCKLES)

1033
01:00:47,936 --> 01:00:52,232
Well, that's nice to hear.
(SNIFFLES, EXHALES HEAVILY)

1034
01:00:53,024 --> 01:00:54,693
I have a client who can't walk.

1035
01:00:56,570 --> 01:00:57,612
And I bathe her.

1036
01:00:58,572 --> 01:01:01,366
But what she really wants is dirty talk
while I do it.

1037
01:01:02,868 --> 01:01:04,536
And then I join her in the water.

1038
01:01:07,497 --> 01:01:08,498
That's what she wants.

1039
01:01:09,666 --> 01:01:11,960
-Hmm.
-Everyone wants something different.

1040
01:01:12,460 --> 01:01:14,671
You sound like some sort of sex saint.

1041
01:01:17,048 --> 01:01:19,050
-Are you real?
-(CHUCKLES)

1042
01:01:19,134 --> 01:01:22,137
Oh, no, I really fancy her.

1043
01:01:22,846 --> 01:01:24,139
It's quite hot.

1044
01:01:25,140 --> 01:01:26,391
And I look forward to it.

1045
01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:28,476
It's what she needs.

1046
01:01:30,645 --> 01:01:32,147
You make it sound like
it should be available

1047
01:01:32,230 --> 01:01:34,900
from the local council.
Like a public service.

1048
01:01:35,567 --> 01:01:38,403
Mm, can you imagine
how much less bullshit there would be?

1049
01:01:38,778 --> 01:01:40,280
As long as they don't put the rates up.

1050
01:01:40,697 --> 01:01:43,742
-People are furious enough about that.
-Well, they'll still collect the bins.

1051
01:01:44,075 --> 01:01:45,160
(CHUCKLES)

1052
01:01:46,995 --> 01:01:49,164
It's different for women, though,
in your line of work, isn't it?

1053
01:01:49,331 --> 01:01:50,999
-More dangerous?
-It can be.

1054
01:01:52,334 --> 01:01:55,670
Well, I've been called some choice names,
I've been slapped about a bit.

1055
01:01:55,754 --> 01:01:58,673
-Oh, my God.
-(CHUCKLES) Come on.

1056
01:01:59,925 --> 01:02:01,468
You know that. You do.

1057
01:02:03,553 --> 01:02:04,804
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1058
01:02:04,888 --> 01:02:09,267
I used to set this exact essay question
in my ethics lessons.

1059
01:02:09,726 --> 01:02:11,353
"Should sex work be made legal?"

1060
01:02:11,436 --> 01:02:14,731
And every year, 30 essays came back,
all exactly the same.

1061
01:02:15,315 --> 01:02:16,358
What did they say?

1062
01:02:16,608 --> 01:02:17,609
(SMACKS LIPS) Uh.

1063
01:02:17,692 --> 01:02:20,445
That although the moral issues
remain up for debate,

1064
01:02:20,695 --> 01:02:23,531
the legalization of sex work
would ultimately provide protection

1065
01:02:23,657 --> 01:02:27,494
for sex workers,
and help eradicate trafficking and abuse.

1066
01:02:28,536 --> 01:02:30,497
-Sounds like Wikipedia.
-It is Wikipedia.

1067
01:02:30,580 --> 01:02:33,333
They all copied it out, word for word.
Every year.

1068
01:02:33,416 --> 01:02:37,712
Except this one boy, Lucas White,
who wrote, um,

1069
01:02:38,046 --> 01:02:41,132
"Sex work should be made legal,
so your mum pays tax on her earnings,"

1070
01:02:41,258 --> 01:02:42,550
-which did provide a bit...
-(CHUCKLES)

1071
01:02:42,634 --> 01:02:44,135
-...of light relief, if I'm honest.

1072
01:02:45,553 --> 01:02:46,721
(SMACKS LIPS) Oh.

1073
01:02:49,933 --> 01:02:51,059
I think it's...

1074
01:02:52,352 --> 01:02:54,521
much bigger than that, the whole idea.

1075
01:02:55,772 --> 01:03:00,402
Just think how civilized it could be
if it was just available to all,

1076
01:03:00,485 --> 01:03:02,946
and there's no shame attached,
there's no judgment.

1077
01:03:05,407 --> 01:03:09,577
You want sex and you're frustrated
you can't get it for whatever reason,

1078
01:03:09,744 --> 01:03:12,497
you're shy, you're unwell,
you're grieving,

1079
01:03:12,914 --> 01:03:16,835
you're physically struggling,
so you just hire someone like me.

1080
01:03:18,586 --> 01:03:20,505
It's all regulated and safe.

1081
01:03:20,755 --> 01:03:23,675
For you. For me. Better for everyone.

1082
01:03:25,593 --> 01:03:26,928
And I help you...

1083
01:03:28,847 --> 01:03:30,140
or I pleasure you...

1084
01:03:31,057 --> 01:03:32,225
even better.

1085
01:03:34,644 --> 01:03:37,939
This... The thing is,
lots of people like the secrecy.

1086
01:03:38,606 --> 01:03:41,985
They get off on it,
or they just want the fantasy,

1087
01:03:42,736 --> 01:03:44,988
and that's totally fine. But...

1088
01:03:46,573 --> 01:03:48,366
I quite like the reality...

1089
01:03:49,451 --> 01:03:51,828
and it's my actual job, so...

1090
01:03:55,457 --> 01:03:58,251
You know, one thing I love, Nancy,
is just to watch someone's face

1091
01:03:58,501 --> 01:03:59,794
when they feel pleasure.

1092
01:04:01,087 --> 01:04:04,841
When they let go,
when they succumb,

1093
01:04:05,050 --> 01:04:08,178
when the body goes with it.

1094
01:04:08,303 --> 01:04:11,056
That heat. That feeling.

1095
01:04:13,892 --> 01:04:16,144
Everything just loosens.

1096
01:04:18,563 --> 01:04:19,689
It's so... (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1097
01:04:21,941 --> 01:04:24,361
It's just so, so great.

1098
01:04:27,614 --> 01:04:29,407
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1099
01:04:31,785 --> 01:04:33,536
(SMACKS LIPS) Huh!

1100
01:04:36,748 --> 01:04:38,875
-You do like it.
-(CHUCKLES)

1101
01:04:41,753 --> 01:04:43,171
Thank you for telling me...

1102
01:04:44,547 --> 01:04:45,673
that, Leo.

1103
01:04:46,257 --> 01:04:50,887
I mean, not only because it was
very interesting and enlightening.

1104
01:04:54,724 --> 01:04:55,767
But also...

1105
01:04:57,060 --> 01:04:58,061
Do you mind?

1106
01:04:59,145 --> 01:05:00,146
Go for it.

1107
01:05:05,902 --> 01:05:07,070
(ZIP OPENING)

1108
01:05:08,363 --> 01:05:10,824
(BREATHES SOFTLY)

1109
01:05:15,829 --> 01:05:16,830
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1110
01:05:19,707 --> 01:05:22,127
(RAIN PATTERING)

1111
01:05:31,094 --> 01:05:33,304
(BREATHES DEEPLY)

1112
01:05:37,142 --> 01:05:38,184
Mm.

1113
01:05:42,355 --> 01:05:43,523
(GROANS SOFTLY)

1114
01:05:45,316 --> 01:05:46,443
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

1115
01:05:47,360 --> 01:05:48,820
That's a surprise.

1116
01:05:50,864 --> 01:05:51,990
A good surprise?

1117
01:05:52,323 --> 01:05:54,993
Yes, very good. I wasn't sure about it.

1118
01:05:55,118 --> 01:05:59,581
You know, whether I'd like it.
But it's like bathing in a warm sea.

1119
01:05:59,956 --> 01:06:01,916
I may have dropped off
for a moment, actually. Sorry.

1120
01:06:02,000 --> 01:06:05,795
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
It's no problem. But also no?

1121
01:06:06,129 --> 01:06:10,425
No, no orgasm. No. (BREATHES HEAVILY)

1122
01:06:11,176 --> 01:06:12,969
I wonder what noise I'd make.

1123
01:06:14,512 --> 01:06:20,143
Apparently, sneezing is a very good sign
of how loud a person is when they orgasm.

1124
01:06:20,268 --> 01:06:21,561
-(GROANS SOFTLY)
-LEO: Oh, really?

1125
01:06:21,686 --> 01:06:23,813
Yeah. My mother sneezes very loudly.

1126
01:06:24,022 --> 01:06:26,816
But some people sneeze like cats.
You know... (IMITATES SNEEZING)

1127
01:06:26,983 --> 01:06:28,318
(BOTH CHUCKLE)

1128
01:06:28,485 --> 01:06:32,572
I can never rid myself of the notion
that they must orgasm like cats too.

1129
01:06:33,072 --> 01:06:35,283
If cats orgasm, I don't know.
Do they? Nobody knows.

1130
01:06:37,368 --> 01:06:40,830
How did you fake it with your husband?
What noise did you make?

1131
01:06:41,581 --> 01:06:43,541
Um... Oh, God, um, uh...

1132
01:06:44,250 --> 01:06:46,169
Wait. Just a second.

1133
01:06:46,711 --> 01:06:49,923
Let me think it through, um.
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1134
01:06:50,757 --> 01:06:55,595
-(GRUNTS)
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1135
01:06:57,180 --> 01:07:00,225
-Ah. (CHUCKLES)
-(LEO CHUCKLING SOFTLY)

1136
01:07:02,727 --> 01:07:04,437
-That was very convincing.
-(NANCY LAUGHING)

1137
01:07:04,896 --> 01:07:08,691
But anyway, that's number two.
Ticked off the bucket list.

1138
01:07:09,275 --> 01:07:12,403
-Or "licked off the fuck-it list."
-Quite. (CHUCKLES)

1139
01:07:12,570 --> 01:07:13,780
And I'm very happy about that.

1140
01:07:13,863 --> 01:07:16,824
You are very good at this whole business,
you know?

1141
01:07:17,242 --> 01:07:22,288
-I hope you know. People should tell you.
-Thank you. That's nice to hear.

1142
01:07:22,580 --> 01:07:25,083
It's sort of a mysterious gift you have.

1143
01:07:25,250 --> 01:07:28,294
It's not so mysterious.
I just make the effort.

1144
01:07:29,128 --> 01:07:31,297
And I like you, so it's easy.

1145
01:07:31,589 --> 01:07:32,590
See, see?

1146
01:07:32,757 --> 01:07:35,385
You always know the right thing to say,
when to make the move and all that.

1147
01:07:35,802 --> 01:07:38,263
-LEO: You learn to read people.
-Hmm.

1148
01:07:38,805 --> 01:07:42,016
-I'm not sure I ever have.
-LEO: Well, you have to want to first.

1149
01:07:42,976 --> 01:07:44,269
Yeah. (EXHALES SHARPLY)

1150
01:07:44,686 --> 01:07:46,729
I probably don't want too enough
to put in the work.

1151
01:07:48,106 --> 01:07:49,857
I just pay attention.

1152
01:07:50,567 --> 01:07:53,736
And what about you? Is there someone
who pays attention to you?

1153
01:07:54,445 --> 01:07:55,572
You know? Is there someone?

1154
01:07:56,322 --> 01:07:57,323
Someone?

1155
01:07:57,615 --> 01:08:00,034
NANCY: Oh, yeah, a special person,
a particular person.

1156
01:08:00,952 --> 01:08:03,454
-What, other than you?
-NANCY: Oh, stop it. (SMACKS LIPS)

1157
01:08:03,705 --> 01:08:06,791
I mean, a girlfriend or boyfriend.
Or, you know,

1158
01:08:07,083 --> 01:08:08,876
one of those fluid arrangements
you have these days.

1159
01:08:09,419 --> 01:08:10,795
-Nancy.
-NANCY: Leo.

1160
01:08:10,962 --> 01:08:14,716
It's all about this moment,
in this room, right now.

1161
01:08:14,841 --> 01:08:15,967
It's all about you.

1162
01:08:16,301 --> 01:08:18,845
Forget everything else.
That's the whole point.

1163
01:08:19,971 --> 01:08:21,598
Yes, but who are you in there?

1164
01:08:23,308 --> 01:08:25,852
Who are you out there?
That's what I want to know.

1165
01:08:26,728 --> 01:08:29,063
-Now I've re-booked you.
-And I'm very glad you did.

1166
01:08:29,230 --> 01:08:32,650
And I am too, but I just thought
maybe we could personalize it a bit,

1167
01:08:32,734 --> 01:08:35,194
if... if it's gonna be a regular thing.

1168
01:08:35,987 --> 01:08:37,947
I thought you were happy
with what I'm doing?

1169
01:08:38,114 --> 01:08:40,867
NANCY: Oh, my goodness, believe me, I am.

1170
01:08:41,034 --> 01:08:44,579
My body is no longer the carcass
I've been heaving around for 30 years.

1171
01:08:44,662 --> 01:08:48,666
No, it's now a thing of wonder.
A playground of delight, as you say.

1172
01:08:49,250 --> 01:08:50,293
Did I say that?

1173
01:08:50,835 --> 01:08:53,671
Mm. Perhaps not. But what about you?

1174
01:08:54,589 --> 01:08:55,715
The real you?

1175
01:08:57,175 --> 01:09:00,094
I'm whatever you want me to be...

1176
01:09:01,471 --> 01:09:04,182
-here, in this moment.
-(INHALES HEAVILY)

1177
01:09:04,307 --> 01:09:07,810
Hmm. But what if I want to know
who you are without me?

1178
01:09:08,353 --> 01:09:10,146
When I'm not there?

1179
01:09:11,064 --> 01:09:12,523
Wouldn't that be okay too?

1180
01:09:13,941 --> 01:09:16,611
Nancy, I hope I've given you
what I said I would give you.

1181
01:09:16,778 --> 01:09:18,571
Well, you said we should get to know
each other.

1182
01:09:18,821 --> 01:09:19,822
LEO: Nancy.

1183
01:09:21,658 --> 01:09:23,034
NANCY: So you're not gonna tell me?

1184
01:09:23,534 --> 01:09:26,079
Hey, have you ever considered
using sex toys?

1185
01:09:26,496 --> 01:09:29,374
You know, I actually brought some with me
because some people find it much easier...

1186
01:09:29,499 --> 01:09:31,959
Actually, in that case,
I've got something to tell you.

1187
01:09:32,835 --> 01:09:34,212
-LEO: Oh, yeah?
-(SMACKS LIPS) Yes.

1188
01:09:36,506 --> 01:09:37,548
Well, go on then.

1189
01:09:37,715 --> 01:09:40,635
Well, you know, if you're not
gonna tell me anything yourself,

1190
01:09:41,177 --> 01:09:42,679
long nights alone...

1191
01:09:43,638 --> 01:09:45,515
one's curiosity gets the better of one.

1192
01:09:46,474 --> 01:09:48,351
-Does it now?
-NANCY: Yes. It does.

1193
01:09:49,852 --> 01:09:51,646
I know who you are.

1194
01:09:53,564 --> 01:09:54,982
-Sorry?
-I know who you are.

1195
01:09:55,066 --> 01:09:56,484
I found out who you are in real life.

1196
01:09:58,152 --> 01:09:59,946
I don't know what you mean.
This is who I am.

1197
01:10:00,279 --> 01:10:02,365
No, I mean your real name.
I found out your real name.

1198
01:10:02,699 --> 01:10:04,575
I was going to tell you earlier, but...

1199
01:10:04,742 --> 01:10:07,412
-But?
-But I thought it was best to...

1200
01:10:07,578 --> 01:10:10,164
To... fuck first?

1201
01:10:10,373 --> 01:10:13,251
Well, it was just a minor bit of sleuthing
on my part.

1202
01:10:13,418 --> 01:10:14,794
You know, on my credit card statement,

1203
01:10:14,877 --> 01:10:17,213
there's a...
there's a company listed to your website.

1204
01:10:17,296 --> 01:10:19,465
And you just go
to company's house website,

1205
01:10:19,632 --> 01:10:21,759
and you can find the name of the director
of the company,

1206
01:10:21,926 --> 01:10:23,928
and that's how I found out your name,
your real name.

1207
01:10:27,140 --> 01:10:28,141
Hang on.

1208
01:10:28,641 --> 01:10:30,351
Hold on, what's going on?

1209
01:10:32,270 --> 01:10:35,898
No... I... I'll tell you my real name,
if you like. I don't mind.

1210
01:10:35,982 --> 01:10:37,483
-No, thank you. I'm not interested.
-(ZIPPING)

1211
01:10:37,900 --> 01:10:39,902
Oh... Well, it's not so bad, is it?

1212
01:10:40,319 --> 01:10:41,654
For me to know? I mean we...

1213
01:10:42,113 --> 01:10:44,991
-It's not as if we're strangers.
-I have boundaries.

1214
01:10:45,366 --> 01:10:46,826
I've asked you to respect them.

1215
01:10:47,034 --> 01:10:50,288
You haven't, so I'll be going now.
Please, don't attempt to book me again.

1216
01:10:50,538 --> 01:10:54,167
Oh, come on now.
Come on, it's not so bad. I...

1217
01:10:54,542 --> 01:10:56,627
-Uh... Forget I mentioned it.
-Nope.

1218
01:10:57,170 --> 01:10:58,755
Well, I'll still call you Leo.

1219
01:10:58,838 --> 01:11:01,257
LEO: You won't be calling me anything
because I won't be here.

1220
01:11:03,050 --> 01:11:04,051
Okay, Connor.

1221
01:11:05,470 --> 01:11:06,721
Don't you call me that.

1222
01:11:07,430 --> 01:11:10,475
My name is Leo Grande.
You booked Leo Grande.

1223
01:11:10,600 --> 01:11:11,934
And you got Leo Grande,

1224
01:11:12,018 --> 01:11:14,395
and from what I could tell
by the moans and sighs,

1225
01:11:14,520 --> 01:11:16,522
you have no complaints with Leo Grande,
am I right?

1226
01:11:17,064 --> 01:11:19,317
-Yes.
-LEO: Good, so we're clear on that.

1227
01:11:19,484 --> 01:11:23,654
This is Leo Grande.
I made him, and I'm proud of him.

1228
01:11:24,447 --> 01:11:26,574
And by the way, Nancy Stokes,

1229
01:11:26,783 --> 01:11:28,910
I could find out who you are myself,
you know.

1230
01:11:29,911 --> 01:11:33,289
How do you think people would react
if they knew that their ex-RE teacher

1231
01:11:33,456 --> 01:11:36,375
was hiring young men to lick their pussy
in a hotel room?

1232
01:11:36,542 --> 01:11:38,461
-Oh.
-What? Is that a little too real for you?

1233
01:11:38,544 --> 01:11:41,339
'Cause that's just what we've been doing,
so don't get squeamish now.

1234
01:11:41,547 --> 01:11:43,841
I honestly didn't think
you'd react like this.

1235
01:11:44,008 --> 01:11:45,968
-LEO: What?
-Well, I thought you'd be pleased.

1236
01:11:46,093 --> 01:11:47,470
-Pleased?
-NANCY: Well, I thought

1237
01:11:47,553 --> 01:11:49,347
we'd built up a trust, a real trust.

1238
01:11:49,430 --> 01:11:52,016
I mean, I was ready to tell you who I am.
I thought we could...

1239
01:11:52,391 --> 01:11:57,104
maybe con... continue outside of here.
Have a coffee or a drink or something.

1240
01:11:57,271 --> 01:11:59,899
Why can't we? Why can't we be friends?

1241
01:12:00,274 --> 01:12:01,818
I mean, is it because I'm old?

1242
01:12:01,984 --> 01:12:04,278
Because old ladies aren't allowed
to participate in anything real?

1243
01:12:04,362 --> 01:12:06,155
We have to be kept quiet
and cosseted until,

1244
01:12:06,239 --> 01:12:08,533
oh, until you need our money,
and then you'll turn up and do anything?

1245
01:12:08,616 --> 01:12:11,077
Look, I know that's how it feels
with your kids,

1246
01:12:11,244 --> 01:12:13,830
but I have never treated you
or thought of you like an old...

1247
01:12:13,913 --> 01:12:15,498
NANCY: I thought you were proud
of your work.

1248
01:12:16,123 --> 01:12:18,417
-Why are you ashamed?
-I'm not ashamed.

1249
01:12:18,918 --> 01:12:21,504
But you're lying about it.
You're hiding yourself and your work.

1250
01:12:21,587 --> 01:12:23,464
Even from those closest to you.

1251
01:12:23,631 --> 01:12:26,008
You're deluded.
You're crazy and deluded.

1252
01:12:26,092 --> 01:12:28,928
Well, why can't your mother know the truth
if you're so proud? If you're not ashamed?

1253
01:12:29,011 --> 01:12:31,848
You know, there's a word for this.
It's called cyberstalking.

1254
01:12:32,014 --> 01:12:35,935
And nutters do it.
Crazy, sad, desperate nutters like you.

1255
01:12:36,102 --> 01:12:38,771
Oh, well, I am so sorry
that I had the audacity to find out

1256
01:12:39,063 --> 01:12:40,231
the true identity of the man

1257
01:12:40,356 --> 01:12:42,108
I've been having sex with
for the past month.

1258
01:12:42,233 --> 01:12:44,443
Why don't you tell me more about your life
on the oil rig?

1259
01:12:44,610 --> 01:12:46,863
Why... why do you have to lie to me
about who you are?

1260
01:12:46,988 --> 01:12:48,990
I'm not lying to you, Nancy.

1261
01:12:50,241 --> 01:12:53,286
This is my professional name.
I provide a service.

1262
01:12:53,452 --> 01:12:56,455
A fantasy.
And I told you that very clearly.

1263
01:12:56,539 --> 01:12:59,250
But all that... all that stuff you said
about it being a vocation.

1264
01:12:59,333 --> 01:13:00,793
-Is that lies?
-No.

1265
01:13:00,877 --> 01:13:03,421
NANCY: Well, she would be proud
of you, surely. She would.

1266
01:13:05,172 --> 01:13:06,632
Why are we talking about my mother?

1267
01:13:06,799 --> 01:13:10,344
Uh, I... I could talk to her.
I was always very good with the parents.

1268
01:13:10,511 --> 01:13:12,847
I could explain it to her.
I could make her understand.

1269
01:13:12,930 --> 01:13:13,931
No, thank you.

1270
01:13:14,599 --> 01:13:16,934
-I think it's important. Let me do it.
-I don't need you to do that.

1271
01:13:17,018 --> 01:13:18,019
NANCY: Well, let me try.

1272
01:13:18,144 --> 01:13:21,522
I think it would be good for you,
f... for your life.

1273
01:13:21,814 --> 01:13:24,567
Nobody is explaining
anything to my mother,

1274
01:13:24,650 --> 01:13:26,819
because as far as she's concerned,
I'm dead.

1275
01:13:28,779 --> 01:13:30,448
-I'm sorry, what? What? What?
-LEO: Yeah.

1276
01:13:30,615 --> 01:13:31,782
That's what she tells everyone.

1277
01:13:33,910 --> 01:13:34,911
There.

1278
01:13:35,453 --> 01:13:36,704
Do you feel sexy now?

1279
01:13:37,663 --> 01:13:39,206
Feel like that's what you're paying for?

1280
01:13:40,917 --> 01:13:41,918
No.

1281
01:13:42,585 --> 01:13:43,753
I didn't think so.

1282
01:13:45,546 --> 01:13:49,800
Look, Nancy, I'm sorry that your son
is so immensely boring

1283
01:13:49,884 --> 01:13:52,261
and that your daughter
has a more exciting life than you.

1284
01:13:52,803 --> 01:13:55,598
You said your kids are like a dead weight
around your neck,

1285
01:13:55,723 --> 01:13:59,310
so let's not pretend you're exactly
"Mother of the Year" yourself, right?

1286
01:14:00,019 --> 01:14:01,437
Why would she want you dead?

1287
01:14:02,480 --> 01:14:04,482
Why? What did you do to her?

1288
01:14:05,024 --> 01:14:07,318
Fuck off, Nancy.

1289
01:14:16,577 --> 01:14:17,620
(DOOR CLOSING)

1290
01:14:19,705 --> 01:14:20,706
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

1291
01:14:21,874 --> 01:14:23,417
(DOOR KNOCKING)

1292
01:14:27,380 --> 01:14:29,632
-NANCY: It's all right.
-(DOOR KNOCKING CONTINUES)

1293
01:14:30,841 --> 01:14:33,803
Don't talk to me. I just forgot my phone.

1294
01:14:37,390 --> 01:14:38,516
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1295
01:14:43,312 --> 01:14:44,355
Oh.

1296
01:14:46,691 --> 01:14:47,692
Fuck.

1297
01:14:49,694 --> 01:14:50,695
Oh, fuck.

1298
01:14:51,612 --> 01:14:52,613
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

1299
01:14:56,325 --> 01:14:58,119
-Fuck!
-(GLASS SHATTERING)

1300
01:15:00,997 --> 01:15:02,790
(THUDS)

1301
01:15:02,957 --> 01:15:05,126
-Leo, please. Please.
-LEO: Fuck!

1302
01:15:06,627 --> 01:15:08,796
You wanna know if my mother
would be proud of me?

1303
01:15:09,922 --> 01:15:11,007
She disowned me.

1304
01:15:11,716 --> 01:15:13,259
She left me to fend for myself.

1305
01:15:14,427 --> 01:15:17,138
-NANCY: How old were you?
-I was 15.

1306
01:15:17,805 --> 01:15:20,391
Why? Why did she disown you?
What did you do?

1307
01:15:20,558 --> 01:15:22,059
(EXHALES SHARPLY) What did I do?

1308
01:15:23,102 --> 01:15:24,228
What did I do?

1309
01:15:24,854 --> 01:15:27,398
I just disappointed the fuck out of her.

1310
01:15:28,899 --> 01:15:32,695
(TELEPHONE RINGING)

1311
01:15:35,322 --> 01:15:36,323
Hello?

1312
01:15:37,742 --> 01:15:39,952
No. Yes, no, no, no, it's fine.

1313
01:15:40,036 --> 01:15:43,914
It's my friend, he, um... He fell,
actually, hurt his knee. Yes.

1314
01:15:45,041 --> 01:15:47,001
Absolutely, no.
Well, of course, we'll keep it down.

1315
01:15:47,168 --> 01:15:49,503
Yes, yes, sorry. Thanks. Bye.

1316
01:15:53,758 --> 01:15:55,342
You know, my mother was like you.

1317
01:15:57,053 --> 01:15:58,387
She did everything right.

1318
01:15:58,971 --> 01:16:01,432
Food on the table,
clean clothes in the drawers, all that.

1319
01:16:01,557 --> 01:16:02,558
But, um...

1320
01:16:03,517 --> 01:16:07,563
(BREATHES HEAVILY) I don't think she ever,
ever actually saw me.

1321
01:16:10,399 --> 01:16:14,236
(WHIMPERS) Or if she did,
she didn't like it.

1322
01:16:16,739 --> 01:16:19,408
You know,
'cause she tried to hide her repulsion,

1323
01:16:19,533 --> 01:16:21,994
but I could just feel it... (SOBS)

1324
01:16:22,745 --> 01:16:25,247
...vibrating through the walls, and...
(SNIFFLES)

1325
01:16:25,915 --> 01:16:29,251
...I just wasn't what she wanted,
what she imagined for herself.

1326
01:16:32,171 --> 01:16:35,466
-I'm sorry.
-Yeah, well, you can quit judging me.

1327
01:16:36,509 --> 01:16:38,135
You know, my life, my work.

1328
01:16:39,303 --> 01:16:42,139
You don't actually care
about the truth of my life.

1329
01:16:43,265 --> 01:16:44,642
You just wanted something...

1330
01:16:45,518 --> 01:16:46,519
exotic.

1331
01:16:47,269 --> 01:16:48,729
A broken little whore.

1332
01:16:50,815 --> 01:16:52,066
And I guess you found him.

1333
01:16:53,609 --> 01:16:54,610
Well done, you.

1334
01:16:55,027 --> 01:16:58,572
(RAIN PATTERING, THUNDERING)

1335
01:17:17,883 --> 01:17:20,344
(INHALES SOFTLY)
I'm gonna leave now, Nancy.

1336
01:17:23,139 --> 01:17:25,057
You can have a refund of the time.

1337
01:17:27,643 --> 01:17:28,811
-(EXHALES SHARPLY)
-(KISSES)

1338
01:17:33,357 --> 01:17:35,025
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1339
01:17:37,153 --> 01:17:40,739
(DOOR OPENING, CLOSING)

1340
01:17:42,283 --> 01:17:44,743
(SMACKS LIPS, BREATHES HEAVILY)

1341
01:17:55,880 --> 01:18:00,176
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

1342
01:18:37,546 --> 01:18:40,466
-Can I get you anything?
-No, thanks. I'm waiting for someone.

1343
01:18:40,925 --> 01:18:41,926
WAITRESS: Okay.

1344
01:18:51,310 --> 01:18:52,770
-Can I get you anything?
-I said no, then...

1345
01:18:52,853 --> 01:18:54,772
Oh, sorry. You're a different one.

1346
01:18:54,939 --> 01:18:57,816
-Um, thanks, I'm waiting for someone.
-Can I get you anything while you wait?

1347
01:18:57,900 --> 01:18:59,068
Nothing, thank you.

1348
01:19:06,408 --> 01:19:07,660
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

1349
01:19:09,245 --> 01:19:12,039
-Can I get you...
-No, thank you. Sorry, thank you, no.

1350
01:19:12,122 --> 01:19:15,876
I'm waiting, I will wait. I will wait...
(INHALES HEAVILY) ...for my friend.

1351
01:19:17,419 --> 01:19:18,754
Oh! You used to teach me!

1352
01:19:19,380 --> 01:19:20,714
-Sorry?
-Yeah.

1353
01:19:20,923 --> 01:19:22,299
Mrs. Robinson, RE.

1354
01:19:22,383 --> 01:19:24,635
Oh, keep your voice down a little,
would you? (CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY)

1355
01:19:27,429 --> 01:19:28,430
What are you doing here then?

1356
01:19:29,223 --> 01:19:32,935
Um... Well, I'm... m... m...
meeting a friend. Yeah.

1357
01:19:33,936 --> 01:19:35,437
Is the parking here so good?

1358
01:19:37,314 --> 01:19:40,067
Well, it's certainly better
than the coffee. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1359
01:19:41,777 --> 01:19:43,445
I'm Becky Foster. Do you remember me?

1360
01:19:43,696 --> 01:19:45,322
Um, no, actually, I...

1361
01:19:45,406 --> 01:19:46,573
Funnily enough, I don't. Sorry.

1362
01:19:46,657 --> 01:19:48,242
BECKY: Yeah, you used to teach me
in year eight.

1363
01:19:48,325 --> 01:19:50,077
Did I? I can't have taught you very well,
could I?

1364
01:19:50,369 --> 01:19:52,079
-Why's that?
-NANCY: Because you're working here.

1365
01:19:52,830 --> 01:19:54,206
-LEO: Hello.
-(SMACKS LIPS) Oh!

1366
01:19:54,832 --> 01:19:56,125
Oh. Where did you come from?

1367
01:19:56,834 --> 01:19:58,711
-Um... (EXHALES SHARPLY)
-This your friend then?

1368
01:19:59,837 --> 01:20:02,172
Yeah, well, he's...

1369
01:20:03,048 --> 01:20:05,592
-Well...
-I'm trying to sell my car.

1370
01:20:05,926 --> 01:20:09,221
Um, th... this good lady's interested,
so we thought this was a great place

1371
01:20:09,346 --> 01:20:10,723
to meet to have a look at it.

1372
01:20:10,931 --> 01:20:12,725
Mm-hmm. Because the parking's so good.

1373
01:20:12,808 --> 01:20:14,435
Well, it's certainly better
than the coffee.

1374
01:20:14,643 --> 01:20:16,270
(LAUGHS)

1375
01:20:16,562 --> 01:20:18,647
We'll take two of those coffees anyway.

1376
01:20:18,939 --> 01:20:20,774
We'll take the risk. Thank you.

1377
01:20:28,407 --> 01:20:29,742
(CLEARS THROAT) Shall we sit?

1378
01:20:31,618 --> 01:20:32,619
Yeah.

1379
01:20:35,998 --> 01:20:37,333
(PHONE RINGING IN DISTANCE)

1380
01:20:42,588 --> 01:20:43,589
NANCY: You came.

1381
01:20:45,424 --> 01:20:46,550
You booked.

1382
01:20:47,092 --> 01:20:48,260
You know, I didn't think you would.

1383
01:20:49,219 --> 01:20:50,471
LEO: I wasn't sure I would, either.

1384
01:20:51,263 --> 01:20:52,848
But we both know the deal today.

1385
01:20:53,891 --> 01:20:56,769
Still, I'm very glad
that you decided to come, just to talk.

1386
01:20:57,019 --> 01:20:58,645
(GLASS CLATTERING)

1387
01:21:01,106 --> 01:21:02,107
Lovely.

1388
01:21:03,233 --> 01:21:04,234
Thank you.

1389
01:21:05,027 --> 01:21:06,028
Thank you.

1390
01:21:11,742 --> 01:21:13,202
(SLURPS)

1391
01:21:19,458 --> 01:21:23,128
It's a very powerful thing,
sexual fulfillment.

1392
01:21:24,088 --> 01:21:27,424
It makes you feel...
Well, it made me feel invincible.

1393
01:21:27,591 --> 01:21:28,842
I hadn't realized.

1394
01:21:30,010 --> 01:21:32,179
(SMACKS LIPS) I wish I'd known sooner,
when I was younger.

1395
01:21:32,262 --> 01:21:33,972
I'd have made the necessary changes.

1396
01:21:34,723 --> 01:21:36,683
-At least you've done it now.
-NANCY: Yes, yes.

1397
01:21:36,934 --> 01:21:41,605
And, you know, I have felt more alive
and more powerful in this last month

1398
01:21:41,688 --> 01:21:43,107
than I can ever remember.

1399
01:21:43,941 --> 01:21:48,195
I mean, I see my friends...
fading away at the edges...

1400
01:21:48,570 --> 01:21:50,239
just sort of shriveling up over the years.

1401
01:21:50,614 --> 01:21:52,074
And I think...

1402
01:21:52,866 --> 01:21:55,702
Actually, you're right, Leo.
This should be a public service.

1403
01:21:57,079 --> 01:21:59,957
You told a couple of them about me?
Your friends?

1404
01:22:00,833 --> 01:22:04,878
Yes, I have made recommendations
for the great Leo Grande.

1405
01:22:05,838 --> 01:22:08,006
I told them
you are the Master of the Menopause.

1406
01:22:09,216 --> 01:22:10,592
I'll put it on my business card.

1407
01:22:11,802 --> 01:22:13,053
I've been very discreet, of course.

1408
01:22:13,137 --> 01:22:15,264
I mean, I've only told the ones
I thought could really use it.

1409
01:22:15,389 --> 01:22:17,891
Need it... You... Need you.
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1410
01:22:18,142 --> 01:22:19,435
LEO: Well, I appreciate that.

1411
01:22:20,310 --> 01:22:21,311
Mm.

1412
01:22:23,147 --> 01:22:24,231
(SMACKS LIPS) Uh...

1413
01:22:24,857 --> 01:22:29,945
Leo, my name,
my real name is Susan Robinson.

1414
01:22:30,863 --> 01:22:34,283
-It's such a boring name, isn't it?
-Mrs. Robinson. Hmm.

1415
01:22:34,741 --> 01:22:36,743
-That's cute.
-(INHALES SOFTLY)

1416
01:22:37,703 --> 01:22:41,165
I've never done anything interesting
or remarkable in my life.

1417
01:22:41,248 --> 01:22:42,875
Um, this is it.

1418
01:22:43,375 --> 01:22:46,462
You know, I always obeyed all the rules,
fell in line.

1419
01:22:47,379 --> 01:22:52,050
Never drank too much.
Never overshadowed my husband at parties.

1420
01:22:52,134 --> 01:22:54,052
You know,
I was always the designated driver.

1421
01:22:54,261 --> 01:22:57,681
I ate my five-a-day,
even before they were called "five-a-day."

1422
01:22:58,015 --> 01:23:01,226
And I always, always answer my phone
when it rings.

1423
01:23:02,769 --> 01:23:04,855
You are the only adventure I've ever had.

1424
01:23:05,856 --> 01:23:07,774
The only freedom. And... (INHALES SHARPLY)

1425
01:23:08,734 --> 01:23:10,319
...I wanted it to be real.

1426
01:23:11,153 --> 01:23:12,946
I wasn't thinking about it properly.

1427
01:23:13,822 --> 01:23:17,659
I was mad with some fever...

1428
01:23:18,660 --> 01:23:20,162
lust, whatever.

1429
01:23:21,872 --> 01:23:23,123
It made me mad.

1430
01:23:23,874 --> 01:23:25,250
I never... I've never...

1431
01:23:27,794 --> 01:23:29,129
I'm sorry, Leo.

1432
01:23:30,047 --> 01:23:31,048
I'm sorry.

1433
01:23:34,968 --> 01:23:37,471
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1434
01:23:41,058 --> 01:23:42,059
That's it?

1435
01:23:42,184 --> 01:23:44,394
NANCY: Mm. That's it.
I just wanted to see you.

1436
01:23:44,561 --> 01:23:45,687
To see you were all right.

1437
01:23:46,522 --> 01:23:48,607
Tell you what you've done for me.

1438
01:23:49,191 --> 01:23:51,360
To thank you. And to say good-bye.

1439
01:23:53,362 --> 01:23:55,030
BECKY: Everything okay here,
Mrs. Robinson?

1440
01:23:55,155 --> 01:23:58,200
NANCY: Yes, um, thank you.
We're just wrapping up here now.

1441
01:23:58,367 --> 01:24:00,536
Mrs. Robinson used to teach me RE
at school.

1442
01:24:00,661 --> 01:24:02,871
-Oh, yeah?
-(SMACKS LIPS) Thank you, Becky.

1443
01:24:03,080 --> 01:24:04,623
-BECKY: Yes.
-Was she a good teacher?

1444
01:24:04,706 --> 01:24:05,749
She was all right.

1445
01:24:06,250 --> 01:24:08,293
A bit uptight.
Not as bad as some of the others.

1446
01:24:08,377 --> 01:24:10,045
-Uh-huh? (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
-Yeah.

1447
01:24:10,170 --> 01:24:12,089
(INHALES SHARPLY)
Except for this one time...

1448
01:24:12,214 --> 01:24:13,882
Thank you, Becky, for that glowing report.

1449
01:24:14,007 --> 01:24:16,260
She got all us girls together
for a special assembly.

1450
01:24:16,385 --> 01:24:18,262
-NANCY: Becky.
-No, no, go on.

1451
01:24:18,345 --> 01:24:20,013
And she told us we were all sluts.

1452
01:24:20,389 --> 01:24:22,391
NANCY: I don't think
that's quite what happened, Becky.

1453
01:24:22,558 --> 01:24:25,227
Yeah,
she said girls should look respectable,

1454
01:24:25,310 --> 01:24:28,021
or we would go around tempting the men
and get ourselves into trouble.

1455
01:24:28,522 --> 01:24:31,275
She said if we looked like sluts,
we'd be treated like sluts.

1456
01:24:31,358 --> 01:24:33,402
Well, it was to do
with the length of their skirts, mostly,

1457
01:24:33,485 --> 01:24:35,404
which had just gotten
out of control by then.

1458
01:24:35,487 --> 01:24:39,199
Said if we spent as much time
on our studies as we did on our hair,

1459
01:24:39,408 --> 01:24:42,119
-we'd all be a lot better off.
-Well, actually, I do... I stand by that.

1460
01:24:42,202 --> 01:24:44,288
-I stand by that.
-"Concupiscence."

1461
01:24:44,997 --> 01:24:48,125
Always remember that, too.
She used to make us say it...

1462
01:24:48,917 --> 01:24:51,503
said she liked the sound of it. I do too.

1463
01:24:51,795 --> 01:24:53,338
Well, I'm glad to hear it.
It's a good word.

1464
01:24:53,964 --> 01:24:54,965
What does it mean?

1465
01:24:55,132 --> 01:24:56,258
-Lustful desire.
-Lustful desire.

1466
01:24:56,341 --> 01:24:59,011
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
Well, well. Now, you're talking.

1467
01:24:59,094 --> 01:25:01,346
Mm. Yes. St. Augustine of Hippo

1468
01:25:01,555 --> 01:25:03,181
coined the term
in his doctrine of original sin.

1469
01:25:03,265 --> 01:25:05,559
He believed that it underpins
all the suffering and sins in the world.

1470
01:25:05,642 --> 01:25:07,144
So, Becky, could we please have that bill?

1471
01:25:07,352 --> 01:25:09,021
Well, I don't think
I can go along with that,

1472
01:25:09,187 --> 01:25:11,940
cause it doesn't make
any "concupi-sense" to me at all.

1473
01:25:12,065 --> 01:25:14,234
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
-(LEO CHUCKLING SOFTLY)

1474
01:25:14,401 --> 01:25:17,946
-Longest word I know.
-(SMACKS LIPS) The bill, please, Becky!

1475
01:25:23,327 --> 01:25:25,662
My legacy. As an educator.

1476
01:25:28,248 --> 01:25:29,541
"Concupiscence."

1477
01:25:30,459 --> 01:25:32,669
It is a good word. It's a new one on me.

1478
01:25:32,836 --> 01:25:34,880
Oh, well, I'm glad
to have found one you didn't know.

1479
01:25:35,005 --> 01:25:36,006
I was hoping I would.

1480
01:25:39,468 --> 01:25:43,305
You know, I told my brother
about what I do.

1481
01:25:44,848 --> 01:25:46,058
What did he say?

1482
01:25:46,475 --> 01:25:49,853
(CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY) He was surprised
to hear me say it out loud.

1483
01:25:50,646 --> 01:25:53,357
But, uh, he guessed I made money
with something like this.

1484
01:25:53,815 --> 01:25:56,360
He, uh, said he kind of already knew.

1485
01:25:57,778 --> 01:26:00,072
And he never believed the oil rig stories.

1486
01:26:00,197 --> 01:26:01,448
(CHUCKLES)

1487
01:26:01,865 --> 01:26:04,618
He said Mom would never talk about me...

1488
01:26:05,661 --> 01:26:07,663
about what she saw,
about what happened.

1489
01:26:10,165 --> 01:26:13,627
(EXHALES DEEPLY)
Guess I was a bit wild for my mom.

1490
01:26:15,295 --> 01:26:16,713
A lot for her to handle.

1491
01:26:18,548 --> 01:26:20,634
There was this, uh, one night...
(CHUCKLING)

1492
01:26:20,717 --> 01:26:23,970
...back when I thought she was gone out
for the weekend.

1493
01:26:24,680 --> 01:26:26,598
Um, but I was wrong, um...

1494
01:26:27,974 --> 01:26:31,019
(SMACKS LIPS) I had some friends over
to hang out after exams.

1495
01:26:31,186 --> 01:26:33,397
We put on some music, drank some wine.

1496
01:26:34,606 --> 01:26:38,610
Next thing I know, she and a neighbor
are walking in on me and my friends,

1497
01:26:38,985 --> 01:26:44,783
and we're all... bodies wrapped up
together, a bit of everything going on...

1498
01:26:44,908 --> 01:26:46,910
(INHALES DEEPLY) Um...

1499
01:26:48,578 --> 01:26:49,788
exploring each other.

1500
01:26:52,749 --> 01:26:54,000
And I’ll never forget her face.

1501
01:26:55,085 --> 01:26:56,628
Just humiliated.

1502
01:26:57,587 --> 01:26:58,672
So ashamed.

1503
01:27:01,007 --> 01:27:03,719
You know, we tried for weeks after
to patch things up, but, um...

1504
01:27:05,762 --> 01:27:07,556
her disgust was just all over her. I...

1505
01:27:08,348 --> 01:27:09,474
I had to leave.

1506
01:27:11,560 --> 01:27:14,062
She, um, said she was glad I was going

1507
01:27:14,187 --> 01:27:16,064
and that she would never speak
my name again.

1508
01:27:18,442 --> 01:27:22,612
And from that point on, she told everyone
that that was the day her son had died.

1509
01:27:22,738 --> 01:27:23,739
(NANCY GRUNTING)

1510
01:27:26,783 --> 01:27:28,285
But surely, surely,

1511
01:27:28,368 --> 01:27:31,705
-time's a great healer...
-Healer? Yeah. (CHUCKLES)

1512
01:27:32,164 --> 01:27:34,332
No, Nancy, she... she meant it.

1513
01:27:34,750 --> 01:27:35,751
Uh...

1514
01:27:35,876 --> 01:27:38,170
I even saw her a couple of years ago
in the street.

1515
01:27:38,336 --> 01:27:40,922
And she just...
She walked straight past me.

1516
01:27:41,798 --> 01:27:43,633
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1517
01:27:44,468 --> 01:27:45,594
Yeah. Just cold.

1518
01:27:48,597 --> 01:27:50,140
Would you do that to your own son?

1519
01:27:50,640 --> 01:27:53,560
Oh... Only 'cause he's so unremarkable,
I might not notice him.

1520
01:27:55,061 --> 01:27:56,271
(EXHALES HEAVILY)

1521
01:27:57,355 --> 01:27:59,357
I should probably stop saying things
like that about him.

1522
01:27:59,483 --> 01:28:01,193
Yeah, you probably should.

1523
01:28:01,693 --> 01:28:03,737
NANCY: No, he's a good boy
and I'm very lucky to have him.

1524
01:28:06,281 --> 01:28:08,450
She was wrong, your mother.

1525
01:28:08,617 --> 01:28:09,826
There is nothing...

1526
01:28:10,952 --> 01:28:13,205
disgusting or disappointing about you.

1527
01:28:17,459 --> 01:28:18,585
Thank you, Becky.

1528
01:28:19,628 --> 01:28:20,879
Becky, could you wait a moment?

1529
01:28:25,509 --> 01:28:27,677
Becky, I would like to apologize to you.

1530
01:28:28,595 --> 01:28:31,306
-What?
-Yes, I owe you an apology.

1531
01:28:31,640 --> 01:28:33,725
For calling you a slut. That was wrong.

1532
01:28:33,975 --> 01:28:35,268
That was not a word or idea

1533
01:28:35,352 --> 01:28:38,647
I should have used with a group
of impressionable teenage girls.

1534
01:28:38,897 --> 01:28:41,107
I thought I was doing the right thing
at the time...

1535
01:28:42,692 --> 01:28:43,985
trying to protect you...

1536
01:28:45,111 --> 01:28:46,154
but now...

1537
01:28:48,406 --> 01:28:52,702
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY) ...but now, I...
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1538
01:28:52,994 --> 01:28:56,540
Becky, I am not here
to buy this man's car.

1539
01:28:57,332 --> 01:29:02,420
-Okay.
-This is Leo Grande and he is... a...

1540
01:29:05,966 --> 01:29:08,385
-I'm a sex worker.
-Yes, yes.

1541
01:29:08,802 --> 01:29:13,098
And we have been meeting for sex
regularly for the past few weeks.

1542
01:29:13,223 --> 01:29:14,808
-LEO: That's right.
-That's right. That's right.

1543
01:29:14,891 --> 01:29:17,936
And... (CLEARS THROAT)
...I recommend him highly.

1544
01:29:18,144 --> 01:29:21,314
'Cause apart from anything else,
he is an absolute marvel with his tongue.

1545
01:29:21,773 --> 01:29:26,403
And, um, Becky,
you may already know this, I hope you do,

1546
01:29:26,778 --> 01:29:28,989
but pleasure is a wonderful thing.

1547
01:29:29,698 --> 01:29:31,241
It's something we should all have.

1548
01:29:33,994 --> 01:29:35,495
(SMACKS LIPS) Um...

1549
01:29:36,288 --> 01:29:39,833
Becky, if you'll excuse us,
I have a room booked upstairs

1550
01:29:40,000 --> 01:29:43,086
and Leo and I need to get going
if we want to fit a session in...

1551
01:29:43,169 --> 01:29:45,130
in... in... the remaining time
'cause, um...

1552
01:29:45,297 --> 01:29:47,340
(CLEARS THROAT) ...there's a couple
of things I'd like to try.

1553
01:29:53,263 --> 01:29:54,306
(CHUCKLES)

1554
01:29:58,685 --> 01:29:59,978
It was great to meet you, Becky.

1555
01:30:00,103 --> 01:30:03,940
Um, I hope maybe we’ll run
into each other again sometime.

1556
01:30:07,944 --> 01:30:09,362
Just keep the change.

1557
01:30:19,748 --> 01:30:20,874
(GASPS) Oh!

1558
01:30:25,045 --> 01:30:27,589
(MOANS, CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1559
01:30:27,714 --> 01:30:29,633
LEO: Take those off, Mrs. Stokes.

1560
01:30:32,844 --> 01:30:35,597
(GASPS) Oh! (LAUGHS)

1561
01:30:41,811 --> 01:30:42,854
(MOANS)

1562
01:30:42,938 --> 01:30:44,314
I can't... I can't balance like this.

1563
01:30:44,397 --> 01:30:45,482
-I can't balance.
-Okay.

1564
01:30:50,528 --> 01:30:51,988
-(NANCY MOANING)
-LEO: Okay.

1565
01:30:52,739 --> 01:30:53,823
(MOANS)

1566
01:30:56,785 --> 01:30:57,786
(LEO PANTS)

1567
01:30:58,787 --> 01:31:05,418
(LEO MOANING)

1568
01:31:07,796 --> 01:31:11,633
(PANTS)

1569
01:31:12,801 --> 01:31:15,178
(GRUNTS)

1570
01:31:19,140 --> 01:31:22,435
(BOTH PANT)

1571
01:31:22,727 --> 01:31:25,063
-Did you?
-Stop asking.

1572
01:31:25,188 --> 01:31:27,273
-Okay.
-You’re fixated.

1573
01:31:27,941 --> 01:31:30,235
-I think you should drop it.
-(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1574
01:31:30,652 --> 01:31:32,654
(BREATHES HEAVILY)
I know, I know. I just...

1575
01:31:33,154 --> 01:31:35,407
There's no pressure, of course.
I was just hoping.

1576
01:31:36,074 --> 01:31:38,451
Maybe all the others are faking.

1577
01:31:39,285 --> 01:31:42,872
-Have you ever thought of that?
-(CHUCKLES)

1578
01:31:43,873 --> 01:31:45,000
Ah!

1579
01:31:45,250 --> 01:31:46,209
(BOTH CHUCKLE)

1580
01:31:46,292 --> 01:31:47,711
-No.
-I'm joking.

1581
01:31:50,422 --> 01:31:52,424
We'll try one more time. Just for fun.

1582
01:31:54,050 --> 01:31:56,052
Oh. Okay, if you must.

1583
01:31:58,722 --> 01:32:00,473
-Close your eyes.
-(NANCY CHUCKLING)

1584
01:32:00,932 --> 01:32:06,855
(KISSES)

1585
01:32:07,105 --> 01:32:10,567
-(INHALES HEAVILY)
-LEO: Hang on.

1586
01:32:10,734 --> 01:32:13,445
I brought something with me
that you might like to try.

1587
01:32:14,070 --> 01:32:16,948
Oh, you know what?
Leo, I don't think I can.

1588
01:32:17,282 --> 01:32:20,493
I... I... (CHUCKLING) ...I think I'm done.

1589
01:32:20,952 --> 01:32:22,078
(UNLATCHING)

1590
01:32:26,041 --> 01:32:29,210
(DRINK POURING)

1591
01:32:31,046 --> 01:32:33,298
(SLURPS)

1592
01:32:49,105 --> 01:32:51,232
I thought I'd brought the little buzzer.

1593
01:32:52,817 --> 01:32:55,153
-That usually works.
-(GASPS)

1594
01:32:57,238 --> 01:32:58,364
(GROANS SOFTLY)

1595
01:33:05,830 --> 01:33:07,957
-(MOANS)
-LEO: Uh-huh.

1596
01:33:08,541 --> 01:33:11,503
-Here it is.
-(VIBRATOR BUZZING)

1597
01:33:11,795 --> 01:33:13,254
-Mm.
-LEO: Was that?

1598
01:33:23,640 --> 01:33:26,893
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

1599
01:33:33,733 --> 01:33:35,318
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1600
01:33:38,571 --> 01:33:41,991
Leo, I think this should be
the last time we meet.

1601
01:33:44,869 --> 01:33:46,121
I'm glad you booked me.

1602
01:33:46,746 --> 01:33:47,956
NANCY: I'm glad you came.

1603
01:33:48,623 --> 01:33:50,083
I'm glad you came.

1604
01:33:50,959 --> 01:33:52,418
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Right?

1605
01:33:54,295 --> 01:33:56,840
I'm a very satisfied customer,
put it like that.

1606
01:33:57,006 --> 01:34:01,177
I should be ticking the big green
smiley face on the feedback form.

1607
01:34:02,345 --> 01:34:03,346
Okay.

1608
01:34:05,890 --> 01:34:06,891
Well...

1609
01:34:07,433 --> 01:34:08,434
Well...

1610
01:34:09,352 --> 01:34:11,312
Goodbye then, Leo Grande.

1611
01:34:11,855 --> 01:34:13,231
And good luck to you.

1612
01:34:17,193 --> 01:34:18,528
Good luck to you.

1613
01:34:21,406 --> 01:34:22,699
Take care, Nancy.

1614
01:34:33,001 --> 01:34:38,506
(DOOR OPENING, CLOSING)

1615
01:34:39,174 --> 01:34:43,219
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
-(VEHICLES REVVING)

1616
01:35:02,947 --> 01:35:04,240
(BREATHES HEAVILY)

1617
01:35:44,781 --> 01:35:47,325
(BREATHES DEEPLY)

1618
01:36:08,221 --> 01:36:12,976
I, I guess I'm frustrated

1619
01:36:14,143 --> 01:36:20,066
Thinking about all the places
I should have been by now

1620
01:36:21,734 --> 01:36:26,572
And I'm endlessly waitin'

1621
01:36:27,824 --> 01:36:33,496
Feel like a barrel of dynamite
Waitin' for flame to come 'round

1622
01:36:35,331 --> 01:36:41,754
I need a little spark
A light in bitter dark

1623
01:36:42,714 --> 01:36:46,050
I think I'm ready to go, I think I'm ready

1624
01:36:46,175 --> 01:36:48,845
I think I'm ready to go, I think I'm ready

1625
01:36:49,095 --> 01:36:53,641
And I'm at the edge of the cliff

1626
01:36:54,142 --> 01:36:56,060
So let's begin

1627
01:36:56,352 --> 01:36:59,272
I think I'm ready to go, I think I'm ready

1628
01:36:59,480 --> 01:37:03,401
I'm ready to begin again