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[birds chirping]
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[old woman] Sweetheart.
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[gasps]
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Darling.
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[ominous music]
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[birds chirping]
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[Ilonka] Someone's going home?
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What are you talking about?
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I heard you… last night.
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-Have a seat.
-Who is it?
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I said sit down.
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I swear I'm going to start locking
all of your rooms at night.
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Who is it?
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Maybe no one at all.
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We have a right to know
if someone's going home.
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If someone is, you will--
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When the others hear about this,
they're going to demand to know.
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They are not hearing about this now.
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You're saying nothing. Do you understand?
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Because until we know for certain,
to mention this to anyone,
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it would be cruel, Ilonka.
Unbelievably cruel.
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It's cruel not to tell us.
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Oh.
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Remember how hard it was,
hearing the news?
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Learning you were dying.
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Making peace with it.
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You mention this to anyone,
you are robbing them of that peace.
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So, if you're their friend,
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if you care about any of them,
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you say nothing.
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And if anything at all is changing
for anyone, I'll tell them.
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I will.
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As soon as I know for certain.
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And not a single second sooner.
Do you hear me?
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Is it me?
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No.
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I need you to swear to me,
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because I know how hard it is
to sit across from them
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and look at their faces and say nothing.
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And I need you to promise me right now
that that's exactly what you'll do.
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Have you decided?
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If we can still meet at the library
at night?
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No. I haven't decided yet.
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But if we want to rebuild trust,
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the best way to do that
is to be honest with each other,
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to talk to each other.
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I have to be able to trust you guys.
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Honesty?
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Honesty? That's what you want from us?
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Yes, it is.
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[Sandra] Well, I miss Anya a lot.
And I don't know, I'm angry today.
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[Kevin] Hey, wait up!
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Wait.
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-What's wrong?
-Nothing.
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Bullshit. I can see it all over you.
What's wrong?
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It's really nothing.
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Look, I'm…
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I'm sorry about last night.
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It's okay.
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No, it's not. I…
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I feel really bad and…
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Ilonka, what's wrong?
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I got to tell you something, but…
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you can't tell anyone else, okay?
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It could be a lab error.
It could be anything.
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I don't think so.
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And I saw her face.
She doesn't think so either.
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I'm sorry to tell you, but I…
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I had to tell someone,
or I was just going to…
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burst out crying.
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It's probably just a mistake.
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-What if it isn't?
-Then it isn't.
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But what are the odds?
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Well, this is unusual circumstances.
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-Why?
-Because of what we did.
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The ritual worked. Just…
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not for Anya.
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So what do we do now?
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I'll be back as soon as I can,
and I'll let you know what I find out.
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Where are you going?
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Stanton's not the only one with answers.
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She said no when I asked her if it was me.
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Right after she told me she'd definitely
say no even if she was lying.
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I see.
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[birds chirping]
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You think it's you.
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[sighs]
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-Oh, God, look at you.
-I don't know.
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Yes, I see something.
I feel something coming off you.
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You were so full of light all the time.
But today…
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Yeah, it's brighter.
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If it is me.
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I don't know what I would do,
because if I'm okay and I'm going home,
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-the others are…
-Bright girl.
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Your heart.
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Let me show you something.
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Ah, right on time.
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Oh, that's weird. I, uh…
I ordered the, uh, sangria.
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We had to stop serving that.
The fruit kept getting caught in the line.
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Oh, that's all right.
Uh, sparkling rosé then.
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Okay. Hop on up.
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These vitamins aren't going
to intravenously ingest themselves.
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[clanking]
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You okay?
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Yeah, I'm working on a new bit.
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[Mark] A new bit?
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Uh… Yeah. I…
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Sometimes you got to give people
a little Chaplin.
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-Who doesn't love Chaplin?
-Right?
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Uh, it only benefits you to let me know
if your symptoms come back
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or you're experiencing any new ones.
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No, I, uh… my only new symptom
is physical comedy.
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[Mark] Hmm.
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[low-key music playing]
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You sure you know what you're doing?
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Relax. I know what I'm doing.
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Right. Used to do this for the guys
at your boarding school.
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That's what I said.
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Wait, that's what you said
or that's what you did?
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-Does it matter?
-With you?
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Yes. Yes, it does.
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Because you don't know
when I'm telling the truth,
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which means you aren't
really paying attention.
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[chuckles]
Thank you.
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I think you could just be bored.
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And you decided cutting my hair
might be fun.
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And so you made something up.
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That's possible.
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[Spence chuckles]
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You know that story you told
the other day about that girl and you?
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What about it?
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Well, is it true?
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Of course.
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So… you're gay.
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So, what?
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Did you tell your parents?
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-Of course.
-[Spence sighs]
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Hope it went better than mine.
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Why?
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[Spence] Well, my mom…
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Jesus Christ, my mom.
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We still haven't bounced back, even…
[chuckles]
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Power to you.
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You got the braves, Cheri.
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No, I don't.
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Not really.
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It wasn't hard to tell my parents
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because my parents don't care enough
for it to be hard.
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I don't even know if they really heard me.
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I could tell them I'm hooked on heroin
or I'm pregnant with octuplets,
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and I still don't think
they'd care too much, so, no.
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You got courage, friend.
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You told your parents
and it fucking mattered.
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[soft chuckle]
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I don't know, though.
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There's still so much
I haven't said to them.
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My mom in particular. And…
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Now. After Anya…
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Well, I guess I wish
I had the stones to say it.
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Hi.
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[whispers] He's busy.
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-Come on.
-Ow!
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Okay, okay, okay. This is weird.
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Please stop being weird. What's up?
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He's trying to do a really brave thing,
but he needs a ride.
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Here's where we bottle the teas,
which is all well and good,
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but over here doesn't smell great.
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I… I didn't want to say it.
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Do you know why I named my company
"Good Humor"?
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Because laughter is the best medicine
or something?
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All medicine in Ancient Greece
revolved around the theory of the humors.
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A humor is a chemical system
that regulates the body.
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The four humors in Ancient Greece were
blood, phlegm, yellow bile and black bile.
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They believed that if you could keep
these four elements in perfect balance,
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your body would be disease-free.
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It's all connected
and it is all about balance.
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Wait…
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That's bile?
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Some of it ours, which is gross, honestly.
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But we aren't sending any of that
into the world. Don't worry.
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That's just for us experimenting.
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You know, they believed
that cancer happened
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when there was an excess of black bile.
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Is that true?
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There's something very special
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about the spot
where Brightcliffe is built.
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Something very special
about that exact spot.
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And the man who built Brightcliffe
knew that.
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-Do you know that story?
-Samuel Oscar Freeland.
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That's right. And so, I built this place
because it's as close as I could get,
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as close as I could possibly get
to that place.
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Stanton is sitting on a nexus point
unlike anything else
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outside of ancient Egypt,
and she won't share it,
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which is neither here nor there.
Another time.
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So, that ritual, the five sisters,
the four humors on that property,
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on that spot led by this girl,
I think it actually worked.
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We've been trying for years,
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decades, some of us, to recreate a little
bit of what you found the other night,
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which is why we would love
to have you here with us.
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So we could find more of that balance.
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What is us?
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What is this place?
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This is just a place for people
on the path.
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A safe place for people
who want real answers.
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And you're welcome here any time.
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And that's not an offer we make
to just anyone.
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You could have a home here…
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if you wanted.
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[mysterious music]
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You think about it.
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Smart girl like you,
brilliant girl like you,
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you think about it.
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And if you could.
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You said that you used
an old journal for the ritual.
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-Athena's journal. Is that right?
-Yeah, that's right.
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I would love to see it,
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if I could…
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borrow it.
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Would you mind
if you could bring that here?
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If I could look at that,
I could understand.
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And maybe, just maybe, you and I
could figure out ways to help them.
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Help who?
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Your friends. All of them.
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Everyone.
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[sighs]
Stanton has it.
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The journal. She took it.
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Of course she did.
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Well…
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what do you think we can do about that?
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-Well, hi.
-Oh, hey.
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So, I was thinking, uh, nature walk.
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Ilonka has been talking
about how cool the woods are
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and I just sucked down a banana bag
full of vitamins,
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so I've got the energy to spare. So…
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Um, maybe we could find a way to spend it?
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I don't know.
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I might just stay in tonight.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah, sure.
We'll just… Let's just stay in then.
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I… I might…
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I don't know. I'm not feeling great today.
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I think I might…
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take the day to myself.
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[Amesh] Yeah. Tell you what,
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um, I'll go grab my book
and I'll park right outside your door.
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Um, I'll just be right outside.
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And just like a concierge, you just…
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Whenever you need anything,
you open up. I'll be right there.
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-Please don't do that.
-Because it's too luxurious?
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Because it's, like, creepy,
like, epic cringe factor.
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All right. I was just…
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I was just joking.
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I know. I'm…
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I'm sorry. I…
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I'm sorry.
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[Mark] Are you okay?
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Yeah.
257
00:13:43,793 --> 00:13:46,126
It's completely okay
if you just want to head back.
258
00:14:17,001 --> 00:14:18,293
Spencer. What…
259
00:14:18,918 --> 00:14:20,293
What? What are you doing here?
260
00:14:20,376 --> 00:14:22,418
-Are you all right?
-I'm good. I just…
261
00:14:23,251 --> 00:14:24,501
I need to talk to Mom.
262
00:14:25,459 --> 00:14:28,168
[minister on TV]
In a short 25-year span of living…
263
00:14:28,251 --> 00:14:33,626
he had allowed a tremendous amount
of sexual perversity into his life.
264
00:14:34,293 --> 00:14:36,043
He'd also become grossly obese.
265
00:14:36,126 --> 00:14:37,043
Spencer?
266
00:14:38,168 --> 00:14:39,084
Hi, Mom.
267
00:14:41,084 --> 00:14:42,751
The fight against the devil
that was going--
268
00:14:42,834 --> 00:14:44,668
-What are you…
-[Spence] So, um…
269
00:14:45,501 --> 00:14:47,918
I've been practicing this,
but I don't know if that means
270
00:14:48,001 --> 00:14:49,501
that I'm going to get through it, so…
271
00:14:50,126 --> 00:14:51,459
Will you let me try?
272
00:14:51,543 --> 00:14:53,959
And then you can talk if you still want.
273
00:14:57,001 --> 00:14:58,126
I'm going to die.
274
00:14:58,918 --> 00:15:00,418
It's happening right now.
275
00:15:01,126 --> 00:15:04,626
I'm not going to get cured.
I'm not going to come home and, uh…
276
00:15:06,001 --> 00:15:07,209
My friend…
277
00:15:07,293 --> 00:15:08,834
A good friend. She just…
278
00:15:10,793 --> 00:15:13,459
She just died,
and she had no one around her but us.
279
00:15:14,459 --> 00:15:18,626
No family. No friends. Just… just us and…
280
00:15:20,084 --> 00:15:21,251
We were enough.
281
00:15:22,334 --> 00:15:23,501
And I saw that.
282
00:15:24,626 --> 00:15:25,501
And…
283
00:15:26,501 --> 00:15:29,459
-I don't know. It got me thinking.
-Spence.
284
00:15:29,543 --> 00:15:31,001
They're enough for me too.
285
00:15:32,251 --> 00:15:33,584
That's what I realized.
286
00:15:34,418 --> 00:15:37,168
And when my time comes…
287
00:15:38,168 --> 00:15:40,209
and it's coming, like I said…
288
00:15:41,376 --> 00:15:43,543
I'll be surrounded by people who love me
289
00:15:45,043 --> 00:15:46,084
for who I am.
290
00:15:47,168 --> 00:15:49,751
Without any judgment or asterisks,
291
00:15:49,834 --> 00:15:52,126
or any of that awful shit
that you put on me.
292
00:15:52,209 --> 00:15:53,376
And, you know, I get it.
293
00:15:53,959 --> 00:15:57,418
It's how you were raised
and these beliefs you hold on to.
294
00:15:58,168 --> 00:16:00,543
I get it. And…
295
00:16:01,793 --> 00:16:06,084
While I'd love to have a relationship
with you, Mom, like a real one,
296
00:16:07,376 --> 00:16:10,501
well, you all raised me in the church,
raised me to be a strong man,
297
00:16:11,626 --> 00:16:15,168
built in God's image
and not to have to beg for love.
298
00:16:15,251 --> 00:16:17,001
So, I'm not going to do that, but…
299
00:16:18,709 --> 00:16:20,959
I'm also not going to lie about who I am.
300
00:16:21,834 --> 00:16:26,709
Whether that embarrasses you,
or offends your idea of God, or whatever,
301
00:16:28,376 --> 00:16:29,501
you do what you will.
302
00:16:30,834 --> 00:16:34,501
Ignore me till I die
or love me till I die. But…
303
00:16:35,834 --> 00:16:37,001
that's on you.
304
00:16:38,501 --> 00:16:39,376
Because…
305
00:16:40,584 --> 00:16:41,584
I love you, Mom.
306
00:16:43,751 --> 00:16:45,334
I love you. Just how you are.
307
00:16:47,626 --> 00:16:50,376
I love me. Just how I am.
308
00:16:53,043 --> 00:16:54,709
And I'm pretty sure God does too.
309
00:16:59,043 --> 00:17:00,126
I love you, Mom.
310
00:17:04,084 --> 00:17:05,168
[Spence sniffles]
311
00:17:06,334 --> 00:17:08,334
[tender music]
312
00:17:13,876 --> 00:17:16,334
[breathes deeply]
313
00:17:22,209 --> 00:17:23,376
[Dr. Stanton] Are you certain?
314
00:17:25,834 --> 00:17:26,834
Wow.
315
00:17:27,793 --> 00:17:29,709
Wow, okay.
316
00:17:32,001 --> 00:17:33,001
It is.
317
00:17:34,293 --> 00:17:35,959
It is absolutely wonderful.
318
00:17:37,459 --> 00:17:39,376
Could you fax me the results for her file?
319
00:17:41,293 --> 00:17:42,293
Thanks again.
320
00:17:44,543 --> 00:17:45,793
[telephone clanks]
321
00:17:48,668 --> 00:17:49,751
[exhales]
322
00:17:50,543 --> 00:17:51,543
[Spence sighs]
323
00:17:52,334 --> 00:17:55,501
Okay. You have not said anything
the entire ride home.
324
00:17:55,584 --> 00:17:59,043
So, before I let you go upstairs,
I just need to know you're okay.
325
00:18:00,584 --> 00:18:02,376
I just can't believe I did that.
326
00:18:02,459 --> 00:18:03,918
Would you do it again?
327
00:18:05,751 --> 00:18:08,709
-Yeah.
-Then you know you did the right thing.
328
00:18:08,793 --> 00:18:09,626
[soft chuckle]
329
00:18:11,251 --> 00:18:12,543
Thanks for this.
330
00:18:14,543 --> 00:18:16,793
Just try not to beat yourself
up tonight, okay?
331
00:18:17,459 --> 00:18:20,334
Yeah. I'm just going to pretend
I'm in an alternate reality
332
00:18:20,418 --> 00:18:23,626
with a bunch of gay people
and we do stupid gay shit
333
00:18:23,709 --> 00:18:25,043
and everyone's supportive of each other.
334
00:18:25,126 --> 00:18:26,501
And then I end up dancing.
335
00:18:26,584 --> 00:18:27,876
That sounds great.
336
00:18:28,709 --> 00:18:31,001
[ticking]
337
00:18:49,084 --> 00:18:50,001
[Ilonka whispers] Hey.
338
00:18:52,959 --> 00:18:57,168
-Hey.
-You, um… waiting for Natsuki?
339
00:18:57,251 --> 00:18:58,793
Yeah, she's, um…
340
00:18:59,834 --> 00:19:01,459
Yeah. She might be coming, I guess.
341
00:19:02,709 --> 00:19:04,043
Everything okay with you two?
342
00:19:04,126 --> 00:19:07,376
Us? Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course. Um…
343
00:19:08,168 --> 00:19:10,251
It's just Anya, you know. Um…
344
00:19:11,043 --> 00:19:12,376
It's hit us pretty hard.
345
00:19:14,001 --> 00:19:15,459
You want to wait for her or…
346
00:19:18,209 --> 00:19:19,168
Um…
347
00:19:21,751 --> 00:19:22,751
No. Let's go.
348
00:19:32,293 --> 00:19:34,709
[unsettling music]
349
00:19:39,751 --> 00:19:40,751
What is it?
350
00:19:42,584 --> 00:19:43,751
[doorknob clanking]
351
00:19:44,543 --> 00:19:45,793
Oh.
352
00:19:45,876 --> 00:19:47,709
Yeah. Cold.
353
00:19:47,793 --> 00:19:51,459
She did tell us she hadn't decided yet
if we could keep meeting.
354
00:19:51,543 --> 00:19:55,043
Might not want us talking
to each other too much just yet.
355
00:19:58,376 --> 00:19:59,751
That's not fair.
356
00:20:00,668 --> 00:20:03,459
Fair or not, looks like
we're not meeting tonight.
357
00:20:04,084 --> 00:20:06,251
Which is fine, I was tired anyways.
358
00:20:08,459 --> 00:20:11,084
Well then, late-night walk it is.
359
00:20:23,251 --> 00:20:24,168
Hey.
360
00:20:25,501 --> 00:20:28,126
Oh, well, there you are.
361
00:20:31,168 --> 00:20:33,376
Sorry. It was, um… Sorry.
362
00:20:34,876 --> 00:20:38,251
I took the scenic route.
Is everybody else down there?
363
00:20:39,626 --> 00:20:40,543
Um…
364
00:20:41,584 --> 00:20:43,126
Uh, the doors are locked.
365
00:20:44,418 --> 00:20:45,543
Well, that…
366
00:20:46,126 --> 00:20:47,084
That sucks.
367
00:20:47,876 --> 00:20:50,168
Yeah. It does.
368
00:20:53,709 --> 00:20:54,959
[sighs]
369
00:20:58,293 --> 00:20:59,251
I, um…
370
00:21:00,668 --> 00:21:01,793
missed you today.
371
00:21:03,959 --> 00:21:04,918
Yeah.
372
00:21:06,168 --> 00:21:07,918
You know, you really don't have
to feel bad
373
00:21:08,959 --> 00:21:10,584
if you dump me. Really.
374
00:21:11,793 --> 00:21:13,626
-What?
-They say life's too short
375
00:21:13,709 --> 00:21:15,626
to be with someone
if you know if it isn't right,
376
00:21:15,709 --> 00:21:17,543
and that's super true for us. So…
377
00:21:17,626 --> 00:21:19,959
No, no, that's not… No.
378
00:21:23,334 --> 00:21:24,918
I was going to tell a story tonight…
379
00:21:25,751 --> 00:21:27,126
at the club.
380
00:21:29,334 --> 00:21:30,834
Do you want to hear it?
381
00:21:33,418 --> 00:21:34,376
Yeah.
382
00:21:46,001 --> 00:21:47,168
Sorry I was hiding.
383
00:21:48,876 --> 00:21:50,709
It isn't because I want to shut you out.
384
00:21:50,793 --> 00:21:54,168
-No, no, no. I told you. I get it.
-It's because…
385
00:21:55,418 --> 00:21:56,751
It's because I want to let you in.
386
00:21:58,626 --> 00:21:59,876
Really, and…
387
00:22:01,293 --> 00:22:04,918
I've been thinking a lot since Anya died
388
00:22:05,501 --> 00:22:08,918
about what's left and…
389
00:22:10,334 --> 00:22:11,334
about you and me.
390
00:22:11,834 --> 00:22:15,959
And I really, really want you
to hear the story.
391
00:22:26,459 --> 00:22:27,376
I'm listening.
392
00:22:31,834 --> 00:22:34,209
I call this story "Road to Nowhere."
393
00:22:34,834 --> 00:22:36,209
It's about a girl named Teresa.
394
00:22:36,293 --> 00:22:40,668
She's tough, she's complicated,
and she's not easy to know.
395
00:22:41,334 --> 00:22:46,293
And when we meet her, it's on a night
where Teresa just had to get away.
396
00:22:56,334 --> 00:22:57,418
[door slams]
397
00:22:58,001 --> 00:22:59,418
[jangling]
398
00:23:01,709 --> 00:23:03,168
[car engine and radio start]
399
00:23:03,251 --> 00:23:05,168
♪ Cease to resist ♪
400
00:23:05,251 --> 00:23:08,293
♪ Giving my goodbye ♪
401
00:23:13,001 --> 00:23:18,126
♪ Drive my car into the ocean ♪
402
00:23:21,376 --> 00:23:25,584
♪ You'll think I'm dead, but I sail away ♪
403
00:23:29,376 --> 00:23:33,293
♪ On a wave of mutilation ♪
404
00:23:33,376 --> 00:23:36,584
♪ A wave of mutilation ♪
405
00:23:36,668 --> 00:23:38,293
♪ Wave of mutilation ♪
406
00:23:38,376 --> 00:23:40,418
[tires screeching]
407
00:23:42,876 --> 00:23:44,543
[breathing heavily]
408
00:23:44,626 --> 00:23:46,793
[unsettling music]
409
00:23:48,376 --> 00:23:49,709
[tapping]
410
00:23:52,793 --> 00:23:55,126
[unsettling music]
411
00:23:56,668 --> 00:23:58,584
[car window winds down]
412
00:24:00,209 --> 00:24:01,918
We need a ride. Can we get in?
413
00:24:03,334 --> 00:24:07,001
-Oh, I don't know. I'm just driving--
-North?
414
00:24:08,543 --> 00:24:12,376
-Straight ahead. Yeah, I…
-We're headed that way.
415
00:24:13,251 --> 00:24:14,251
Got a gig.
416
00:24:21,709 --> 00:24:24,543
You know what? Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Fuck it.
417
00:24:27,168 --> 00:24:28,126
There we go.
418
00:24:30,043 --> 00:24:32,168
[exhales]
Oh.
419
00:24:33,376 --> 00:24:35,334
Thank you for the ride. What's your name?
420
00:24:36,126 --> 00:24:38,501
-Teresa.
-Oh, I'm Freedom Jack.
421
00:24:39,251 --> 00:24:41,043
And that's my girl, Poppy Corn.
422
00:24:41,876 --> 00:24:43,543
Wow, those are names.
423
00:24:43,626 --> 00:24:46,751
Well, you can't front a rock band
with a name like Chad.
424
00:24:46,834 --> 00:24:48,001
[Freedom Jack laughs]
425
00:24:52,459 --> 00:24:53,751
Do you mind if I smoke?
426
00:24:54,418 --> 00:24:57,251
-Oh, I--
-Don't worry. It's not tobacco, sweetie.
427
00:24:57,334 --> 00:24:58,793
If that's what you're worried about.
428
00:24:59,918 --> 00:25:02,334
Got to mind what you breathe, you hear me?
429
00:25:05,126 --> 00:25:07,293
So, uh, you guys are in a rock band?
430
00:25:07,376 --> 00:25:08,751
We are a rock band.
431
00:25:08,834 --> 00:25:11,376
There's two more of us,
or else we'd be a duo.
432
00:25:14,751 --> 00:25:16,251
So…
[exhales]
433
00:25:17,084 --> 00:25:18,543
Where are you headed, Teresa?
434
00:25:18,626 --> 00:25:21,043
I'm not really sure.
435
00:25:21,126 --> 00:25:22,876
Uh, anywhere but here.
436
00:25:22,959 --> 00:25:25,126
What do you know?
I think I've heard of that place.
437
00:25:25,709 --> 00:25:28,376
I might have been there.
I might have played there once or twice.
438
00:25:28,459 --> 00:25:31,209
Just drive all night. Destination unknown.
439
00:25:31,293 --> 00:25:32,626
That the idea?
440
00:25:32,709 --> 00:25:34,084
That's the idea.
441
00:25:34,168 --> 00:25:38,084
That's a fine idea.
Just drive, drive, drive.
442
00:25:38,876 --> 00:25:40,751
No particular place to go.
443
00:25:41,668 --> 00:25:43,918
Oh, that's a rare thing.
444
00:25:44,001 --> 00:25:46,543
That's a beautiful thing, young lady.
445
00:25:48,709 --> 00:25:50,459
[Freedom Jack] Ooh, another hitcher.
446
00:25:51,043 --> 00:25:53,668
I don't think they're hitching up.
Their thumb isn't out.
447
00:25:53,751 --> 00:25:56,751
-Oh, best not slow down, then.
-They might need help.
448
00:25:56,834 --> 00:25:58,043
Might be in trouble.
449
00:25:58,126 --> 00:26:00,126
I think they would wave us down
if they needed help.
450
00:26:00,209 --> 00:26:02,459
Well, maybe they don't know
they need help.
451
00:26:02,543 --> 00:26:04,459
Or maybe they don't know how to ask.
452
00:26:08,626 --> 00:26:11,293
[unsettling music]
453
00:26:12,459 --> 00:26:16,084
For what it's worth, I think
you were right to keep on driving.
454
00:26:17,626 --> 00:26:18,959
[song volume increases]
455
00:26:20,251 --> 00:26:23,668
This ain't your car, Free.
You got to ask her if she likes it loud.
456
00:26:23,751 --> 00:26:25,793
Oh, I… I don't mind.
457
00:26:25,876 --> 00:26:29,418
An open road like this, wide open,
it's the soundtrack.
458
00:26:29,501 --> 00:26:31,584
See? She gets it.
459
00:26:32,126 --> 00:26:35,334
Don't listen to her.
Yeah. Turn it up loud.
460
00:26:35,418 --> 00:26:37,751
Drive all night long.
That's rock and roll.
461
00:26:37,834 --> 00:26:41,168
Yeah, not quite all night.
You only got a quarter tank left.
462
00:26:43,543 --> 00:26:44,501
That's…
463
00:26:45,293 --> 00:26:47,584
-That's weird, I…
-There's a gas station up ahead.
464
00:26:47,668 --> 00:26:50,459
I mean a quarter tank is plenty.
You don't need to stop.
465
00:26:50,543 --> 00:26:52,501
-You should pull over.
-Eventually.
466
00:26:52,584 --> 00:26:55,459
But a quarter tank is plenty of gas.
You can keep going.
467
00:26:55,543 --> 00:26:56,834
Pull over.
468
00:27:17,376 --> 00:27:18,751
Whoa, hang on.
469
00:27:20,793 --> 00:27:22,918
Let me check and see if anybody's here.
470
00:27:25,043 --> 00:27:26,168
[Freedom Jack] Ooh.
471
00:27:26,251 --> 00:27:27,501
It's freezing out.
472
00:27:28,334 --> 00:27:30,043
Better keep that heat going.
473
00:27:30,126 --> 00:27:31,251
[car door closes]
474
00:27:31,834 --> 00:27:34,293
[unsettling music]
475
00:27:38,334 --> 00:27:40,501
[Poppy Corn] You know, it isn't safe
to pick up hitchers.
476
00:27:41,376 --> 00:27:43,501
Especially a young lady driving all alone.
477
00:27:44,084 --> 00:27:45,168
You're a brave girl.
478
00:27:46,209 --> 00:27:47,793
I don't give a shit.
479
00:27:48,418 --> 00:27:49,709
[Poppy Corn] Yeah, I get that.
480
00:27:50,626 --> 00:27:53,376
You don't give a shit. Fuck it.
481
00:27:53,459 --> 00:27:55,251
You're driving anywhere but here.
482
00:27:56,293 --> 00:27:57,834
What are you driving from, darling?
483
00:27:59,001 --> 00:28:00,001
Nothing.
484
00:28:01,126 --> 00:28:03,084
I just had to go.
485
00:28:03,751 --> 00:28:04,793
Why?
486
00:28:05,543 --> 00:28:07,709
I don't… I mean, does it matter.
487
00:28:08,209 --> 00:28:09,584
Do you have a good childhood?
488
00:28:10,501 --> 00:28:13,084
-I guess, but--
-What did you want to be when you grew up?
489
00:28:13,918 --> 00:28:18,293
More than anything else, when you thought
about your perfect future,
490
00:28:18,918 --> 00:28:20,626
what did you look like? What did you do?
491
00:28:22,168 --> 00:28:23,584
Why do you want to know?
492
00:28:23,668 --> 00:28:25,584
Because I find you fascinating.
493
00:28:28,876 --> 00:28:29,793
Why?
494
00:28:30,793 --> 00:28:31,709
I can tell.
495
00:28:33,209 --> 00:28:35,501
Where did you want to be
ten years from now?
496
00:28:36,209 --> 00:28:39,584
Or what about five years
or one year tomorrow?
497
00:28:39,668 --> 00:28:41,709
Just make something up.
498
00:28:42,376 --> 00:28:43,834
One thing you wanted to do
499
00:28:45,043 --> 00:28:46,376
after tonight.
500
00:28:48,459 --> 00:28:50,043
I don't know.
[gasps]
501
00:28:50,126 --> 00:28:53,376
There's no one else. No cars on the road.
502
00:28:54,251 --> 00:28:56,959
[man] No one else. How did I get here?
503
00:28:58,043 --> 00:29:00,543
How did I… I'm not supposed to be here.
504
00:29:02,334 --> 00:29:03,293
What?
505
00:29:04,168 --> 00:29:05,501
What the fuck was that?
506
00:29:06,834 --> 00:29:08,918
I guess everyone's on their own path
out here.
507
00:29:09,918 --> 00:29:11,793
A lot of lost souls at rest stops.
508
00:29:12,543 --> 00:29:15,043
Angels and devils
and the whole fucking lot.
509
00:29:15,126 --> 00:29:16,543
Girl ought to be careful.
510
00:29:19,126 --> 00:29:20,418
Hey, kill the engine.
511
00:29:20,501 --> 00:29:23,209
-Why?
-Kill the engine?
512
00:29:23,293 --> 00:29:25,418
-But why? The heat--
-Will last.
513
00:29:31,376 --> 00:29:32,543
No one's here.
514
00:29:33,418 --> 00:29:34,876
I think it must be closed.
515
00:29:35,418 --> 00:29:36,668
Are you sure about that, baby?
516
00:29:37,418 --> 00:29:40,626
There must be more gas stations
up the road. Just keep driving.
517
00:29:40,709 --> 00:29:42,584
It's her fucking car, Free.
518
00:29:43,334 --> 00:29:44,626
Don't tell her what to do.
519
00:29:45,543 --> 00:29:46,709
Sorry about that.
520
00:29:49,668 --> 00:29:52,084
[upbeat music plays on radio]
521
00:30:08,834 --> 00:30:12,793
I love night driving,
especially when it's dark like this.
522
00:30:13,959 --> 00:30:17,501
See the other cars up the road in the fog?
523
00:30:17,584 --> 00:30:19,543
At first, you only see tail lights.
524
00:30:20,126 --> 00:30:22,001
Like red eyes in the dark.
525
00:30:22,084 --> 00:30:23,918
Oh, what is that?
526
00:30:24,001 --> 00:30:25,793
[clacking]
527
00:30:26,459 --> 00:30:29,376
-What's wrong?
-It won't… it won't roll.
528
00:30:30,251 --> 00:30:31,376
Don't you guys smell that?
529
00:30:32,876 --> 00:30:36,168
-What is that? It smells like--
-Oh, you should pull over.
530
00:30:36,251 --> 00:30:38,251
If it's coming from the engine,
you should pull over.
531
00:30:38,334 --> 00:30:40,876
Oh, sorry. It's my joint.
532
00:30:42,001 --> 00:30:43,501
When did you light…
533
00:30:44,668 --> 00:30:46,084
That's not the smell.
534
00:30:46,168 --> 00:30:47,751
You okay, Teresa?
535
00:30:48,543 --> 00:30:51,459
Yeah, it's just late. I'm… I'm tired.
536
00:30:52,293 --> 00:30:54,293
-This'll help.
-I'm good.
537
00:30:55,126 --> 00:30:57,084
Seriously? What is that smell?
538
00:30:57,668 --> 00:30:58,876
-[thuds]
-Fuck!
539
00:30:58,959 --> 00:31:00,334
[tires screeching]
540
00:31:01,501 --> 00:31:02,668
[Freedom Jack] Hey, it's okay.
541
00:31:03,918 --> 00:31:04,876
[Teresa] God.
542
00:31:05,834 --> 00:31:06,709
What was that?
543
00:31:06,793 --> 00:31:09,501
Oh, we probably hit something flying.
A bird--
544
00:31:09,584 --> 00:31:12,126
-In the middle of the night.
-A bat then.
545
00:31:13,376 --> 00:31:14,668
What did it look like?
546
00:31:14,751 --> 00:31:17,918
I don't know. I didn't see it.
It looked…
547
00:31:18,459 --> 00:31:19,543
I think it was green.
548
00:31:21,293 --> 00:31:22,293
It's going to hurt.
549
00:31:25,293 --> 00:31:26,209
What?
550
00:31:26,793 --> 00:31:29,168
-What are you saying to her, Free?
-Nothing.
551
00:31:30,126 --> 00:31:31,084
What the fuck?
552
00:31:32,168 --> 00:31:35,293
Well, how about that, now?
That is fucking interesting.
553
00:31:35,918 --> 00:31:37,709
He must have passed us when we stopped.
554
00:31:38,418 --> 00:31:39,334
We should stop.
555
00:31:42,459 --> 00:31:44,334
-Fuck!
-Oh!
556
00:31:45,876 --> 00:31:47,793
Oho! That's more like it.
557
00:31:48,334 --> 00:31:51,668
Okay, pull over.
There's another gas station up ahead.
558
00:31:52,501 --> 00:31:54,668
-What was that?
-Pull over!
559
00:32:04,376 --> 00:32:07,418
[unsettling music]
560
00:32:13,376 --> 00:32:15,543
Is this the same gas station?
561
00:32:16,334 --> 00:32:19,209
Nah, they… they just all look the same
out here.
562
00:32:19,293 --> 00:32:22,001
Well, does anyone at any of them
working tonight?
563
00:32:22,084 --> 00:32:23,459
Oh… oh, sit tight.
564
00:32:24,126 --> 00:32:26,209
You wait here. I'll check it out.
565
00:32:26,793 --> 00:32:28,543
It's late. It might be dangerous.
566
00:32:28,626 --> 00:32:30,376
Better keep the engine running.
567
00:32:33,668 --> 00:32:35,876
-[car door closes]
-[sighs]
568
00:32:35,959 --> 00:32:37,334
[Poppy Corn] It's your car, Teresa.
569
00:32:38,793 --> 00:32:41,376
It's your fucking car.
570
00:32:42,168 --> 00:32:43,793
You don't have to do what he says.
571
00:32:45,876 --> 00:32:47,709
Smell sucks.
572
00:32:47,793 --> 00:32:49,209
Then let's get some air.
573
00:32:49,834 --> 00:32:52,668
Walk outside. You and me.
574
00:32:54,084 --> 00:32:56,126
Get away from the smell. What do you say?
575
00:33:02,043 --> 00:33:03,001
[engine stops]
576
00:33:04,626 --> 00:33:06,126
[sighs]
There we go.
577
00:33:21,668 --> 00:33:23,668
Go! Get in the car now!
578
00:33:23,751 --> 00:33:26,376
We need to go! Get in the fucking car!
579
00:33:30,126 --> 00:33:31,834
What's happening? Is someone following us?
580
00:33:31,918 --> 00:33:34,168
[Freedom Jack] Drive! Now! Now!
581
00:33:40,626 --> 00:33:41,709
[Teresa] What the fuck?
582
00:33:41,793 --> 00:33:43,834
It's… It's nothing. It's all good.
583
00:33:43,918 --> 00:33:45,376
-[laughs]
-What the hell?
584
00:33:45,459 --> 00:33:46,459
It's nothing.
585
00:33:48,043 --> 00:33:49,834
Oh, no. I'm sure he's right.
586
00:33:49,918 --> 00:33:53,084
I'm actually pretty sure
it was just nothing.
587
00:33:53,168 --> 00:33:54,626
That was close.
588
00:33:54,709 --> 00:33:55,918
[Teresa] What was that?
589
00:33:56,001 --> 00:33:58,501
-He's just gloating.
-She's just jealous.
590
00:33:58,584 --> 00:34:02,126
What the fuck are you two talking about?
And what the fuck is going on?
591
00:34:02,709 --> 00:34:05,418
What if I killed the attendant?
592
00:34:08,043 --> 00:34:09,209
Shut up.
593
00:34:09,293 --> 00:34:11,084
Seriously, what if I killed him?
594
00:34:11,709 --> 00:34:16,043
What if I bought a case of beer,
and he looked at me funny and I got mad,
595
00:34:16,626 --> 00:34:19,418
and I dipped into the register
and he fought me.
596
00:34:19,918 --> 00:34:23,793
So, I grabbed his face,
and I slammed it onto the counter,
597
00:34:23,876 --> 00:34:25,293
and his teeth broke off.
598
00:34:25,376 --> 00:34:27,168
And I jumped over the counter.
599
00:34:27,251 --> 00:34:31,043
I broke a bottle and I use that
to saw into his throat.
600
00:34:31,126 --> 00:34:32,334
And that took a while.
601
00:34:32,876 --> 00:34:34,418
But then the blood sprayed out.
602
00:34:34,501 --> 00:34:37,084
That's why it's always good
603
00:34:37,168 --> 00:34:39,834
to stand behind them
when you're doing that,
604
00:34:39,918 --> 00:34:44,459
because the blood sprays
and it stays mostly off of your clothes.
605
00:34:45,584 --> 00:34:46,834
Mostly.
[sighs]
606
00:34:47,751 --> 00:34:49,918
Maybe that's why I wear dark clothes.
607
00:34:50,001 --> 00:34:52,376
Because it hides the blood.
608
00:34:55,209 --> 00:34:56,584
Get the fuck out of my car.
609
00:34:57,126 --> 00:34:59,293
-Hey, now--
-I'm going to pull over
610
00:34:59,376 --> 00:35:01,168
and you're going to get the fuck
out of my car.
611
00:35:01,251 --> 00:35:03,126
I don't think so. And don't you dare.
612
00:35:03,209 --> 00:35:06,126
Hey, knock it off. He's full of shit.
613
00:35:06,209 --> 00:35:11,668
Maybe I'm full of shit.
Or maybe Poppy knows better.
614
00:35:11,751 --> 00:35:12,959
Maybe she knows
615
00:35:14,043 --> 00:35:18,001
that we never leave anyone alive
once they find out what we do.
616
00:35:18,709 --> 00:35:20,751
And maybe she likes you.
617
00:35:20,834 --> 00:35:23,084
And that's why she doesn't want you
to believe me.
618
00:35:24,043 --> 00:35:27,251
Maybe we have to handle you
619
00:35:27,793 --> 00:35:30,209
the way we handled that other dude
620
00:35:30,293 --> 00:35:31,918
who picked us up earlier tonight.
621
00:35:32,626 --> 00:35:33,584
Free.
622
00:35:34,293 --> 00:35:37,668
Or maybe I'm just full of shit,
but I'll tell you what…
623
00:35:39,418 --> 00:35:40,501
It's going to hurt.
624
00:35:42,293 --> 00:35:46,834
And that's the only thing
you've said so far that's true.
625
00:35:49,459 --> 00:35:50,626
[Teresa sniffs, coughs]
626
00:35:51,459 --> 00:35:54,084
[exhales, coughs]
627
00:35:54,168 --> 00:35:55,084
Hey, are you okay?
628
00:35:59,376 --> 00:36:00,334
Jesus.
629
00:36:00,876 --> 00:36:01,751
Jesus.
630
00:36:01,834 --> 00:36:03,751
[coughing]
631
00:36:04,751 --> 00:36:07,334
-What the fuck was that--
-Hey. Come on.
632
00:36:07,418 --> 00:36:09,501
-Proud… proud of yourself?
-Why are you talking about--
633
00:36:09,584 --> 00:36:11,709
-What are you even doing?
-Why are you such a fucking ass…
634
00:36:11,793 --> 00:36:12,959
[Freedom Jack] What are you talking about?
635
00:36:13,043 --> 00:36:14,626
-You do this every time…
-[Poppy Corn] Oh my god!
636
00:36:14,709 --> 00:36:15,709
[Freedom Jack]
Aren't you part of the band?
637
00:36:15,793 --> 00:36:17,001
[Poppy Corn]
You're such a fucking manchild.
638
00:36:17,084 --> 00:36:18,918
[Freedom Jack]
Maybe you should go on a solo career.
639
00:36:19,001 --> 00:36:20,876
-[Poppy Corn] Get the fuck out of here.
-[Freedom Jack speaks indistinctly]
640
00:36:20,959 --> 00:36:22,043
[tense music]
641
00:36:22,126 --> 00:36:23,459
[music stops]
642
00:36:28,584 --> 00:36:29,834
What? What is happening?
643
00:36:32,001 --> 00:36:33,376
What?
644
00:36:33,459 --> 00:36:36,959
A-and don't fuck with me.
What happened back there?
645
00:36:37,043 --> 00:36:39,293
And… And don't try to scare me
or whatever.
646
00:36:39,376 --> 00:36:41,376
Or I'll pull over. And you take a walk.
647
00:36:41,459 --> 00:36:42,918
[breathing heavily]
648
00:36:43,001 --> 00:36:44,668
What? What happened back where?
649
00:36:47,918 --> 00:36:50,043
[stutters]
At the gas station.
650
00:36:50,126 --> 00:36:51,959
I told you there was no one there.
651
00:36:52,668 --> 00:36:55,584
I jacked a case of beer,
and I heard a noise.
652
00:36:55,668 --> 00:36:57,001
Do you remember that?
653
00:36:57,084 --> 00:37:01,001
Of course she does. She just zoned out
for a second, right?
654
00:37:03,626 --> 00:37:06,959
Ye-yeah, I… I zoned out.
655
00:37:08,376 --> 00:37:09,793
I'm sorry. I'm tired.
656
00:37:10,959 --> 00:37:12,501
Are we driving in a circle? I…
657
00:37:12,584 --> 00:37:14,168
-I don't think so.
-We might be.
658
00:37:15,126 --> 00:37:16,668
That fucking smell.
659
00:37:18,043 --> 00:37:19,751
-[exhales sharply]
-[thuds]
660
00:37:21,793 --> 00:37:23,168
What the fuck?
661
00:37:24,043 --> 00:37:25,334
-[thuds]
-[gasps]
662
00:37:25,418 --> 00:37:26,376
That's okay.
663
00:37:26,459 --> 00:37:27,584
-[thuds]
-[gasps]
664
00:37:29,168 --> 00:37:30,043
Teresa.
665
00:37:30,126 --> 00:37:31,251
-[thuds]
-[Teresa gasps]
666
00:37:33,626 --> 00:37:35,251
-[Teresa screams]
-[thudding continues]
667
00:37:35,334 --> 00:37:38,126
[breathing heavily]
668
00:37:38,918 --> 00:37:40,043
[whimpers]
669
00:37:46,209 --> 00:37:48,334
Oh, no. You… you can't stop now, honey.
670
00:37:51,293 --> 00:37:53,334
[ominous music]
671
00:37:53,418 --> 00:37:55,168
[screaming]
672
00:37:55,251 --> 00:37:56,418
Watch out!
673
00:37:56,501 --> 00:37:57,918
[tires screeching]
674
00:38:00,876 --> 00:38:02,251
[Teresa breathing heavily]
675
00:38:06,251 --> 00:38:07,709
Is that a kid. I…
676
00:38:08,376 --> 00:38:10,084
We should check on her. Kill the engine.
677
00:38:10,168 --> 00:38:11,626
No, don't.
678
00:38:11,709 --> 00:38:14,918
I… I know about this shit. She's a lure.
679
00:38:15,001 --> 00:38:17,084
They use a kid, they stop the car,
680
00:38:17,668 --> 00:38:20,043
and then psycho is waiting in the bushes
681
00:38:20,126 --> 00:38:22,418
or crouching down by the door.
682
00:38:22,501 --> 00:38:24,376
They're ready to gut you alive
right on the road,
683
00:38:24,459 --> 00:38:28,334
even as they steal your wheels
and they drive very slowly over you
684
00:38:28,418 --> 00:38:31,251
so they break every bone. One at a time.
685
00:38:31,334 --> 00:38:32,668
She's a little girl, Free.
686
00:38:32,751 --> 00:38:36,251
That's what they want you to think.
687
00:38:36,334 --> 00:38:38,251
I feel like I know her from somewhere.
688
00:38:40,168 --> 00:38:41,668
-She's so little. I…
-[engine stops]
689
00:38:42,584 --> 00:38:44,376
No, no, no. Don't, don't, don't get out!
690
00:38:45,418 --> 00:38:46,876
[Poppy Corn sighs]
691
00:39:00,709 --> 00:39:01,751
Are you okay?
692
00:39:04,668 --> 00:39:05,501
Wait!
693
00:39:06,126 --> 00:39:10,001
Hey. Don't… don't go after her.
It's a trap. I swear.
694
00:39:14,626 --> 00:39:15,626
I'll go with you.
695
00:39:21,251 --> 00:39:22,793
You're both fucking insane.
696
00:39:25,501 --> 00:39:27,501
[unsettling music]
697
00:39:29,584 --> 00:39:30,709
[Teresa] What the fuck?
698
00:39:33,501 --> 00:39:34,876
That… that smell, it…
699
00:39:38,334 --> 00:39:39,459
What?
700
00:39:41,126 --> 00:39:42,293
[Poppy Corn] She's not in there.
701
00:39:42,793 --> 00:39:44,543
But where would she be?
702
00:39:45,293 --> 00:39:47,293
A little girl out here all by herself.
703
00:39:47,834 --> 00:39:48,918
We got to find her.
704
00:39:49,668 --> 00:39:50,626
The garage.
705
00:39:58,668 --> 00:40:00,668
[unsettling music]
706
00:40:09,709 --> 00:40:10,626
Open it.
707
00:40:16,668 --> 00:40:20,209
Dude, just leave it.
We… We get back in the car.
708
00:40:39,668 --> 00:40:41,459
[ominous music sting]
709
00:40:42,376 --> 00:40:44,418
What? No…
710
00:40:45,334 --> 00:40:46,459
No. I… I…
711
00:40:49,001 --> 00:40:50,709
[breathing heavily]
712
00:40:50,793 --> 00:40:54,001
I… I don't… I don't…
713
00:40:55,626 --> 00:40:57,251
You never left the garage.
714
00:40:59,209 --> 00:41:00,209
You're dying.
715
00:41:01,668 --> 00:41:02,959
It's gonna hurt.
716
00:41:04,751 --> 00:41:05,834
Dying?
717
00:41:05,918 --> 00:41:07,001
Living.
718
00:41:08,126 --> 00:41:10,043
It's gonna fucking hurt if you stay.
719
00:41:10,793 --> 00:41:11,709
You know that.
720
00:41:12,209 --> 00:41:15,876
It'll be fucking pain if you stay.
721
00:41:17,084 --> 00:41:18,459
This is the right call.
722
00:41:20,001 --> 00:41:21,126
Let it ride.
723
00:41:22,251 --> 00:41:25,626
Let it ride all night
and straight on till morning.
724
00:41:26,459 --> 00:41:27,959
[Poppy Corn] He's not lying about that.
725
00:41:28,043 --> 00:41:29,543
[breathing heavily]
726
00:41:29,626 --> 00:41:32,001
Everything you said
before you got in the car,
727
00:41:32,501 --> 00:41:33,918
before you turn on the engine.
728
00:41:34,001 --> 00:41:34,959
You were right.
729
00:41:35,876 --> 00:41:38,293
It's going to hurt so bad if you stay.
730
00:41:39,376 --> 00:41:41,001
It'll be so hard.
731
00:41:41,751 --> 00:41:45,543
Life is so fucking hard. And it'll hurt.
732
00:41:47,209 --> 00:41:48,668
But I'm fighting for you.
733
00:41:48,751 --> 00:41:50,043
[Freedom Jack inhales deeply]
734
00:41:52,126 --> 00:41:53,126
Who are you?
735
00:41:54,709 --> 00:41:56,043
We're you, sweetie.
736
00:42:00,459 --> 00:42:02,126
It'll be hard if you stay.
737
00:42:03,626 --> 00:42:06,793
But I'll fight for you.
I'll still be here.
738
00:42:06,876 --> 00:42:10,126
But it's so much easier
if you just let go.
739
00:42:10,751 --> 00:42:13,418
Let the engine run.
Just let yourself slip away.
740
00:42:14,293 --> 00:42:17,251
You'll carry us both with you always.
741
00:42:18,084 --> 00:42:20,334
And we're gonna argue
in your mind. Always.
742
00:42:21,418 --> 00:42:25,293
It'll be so fucking hard.
But I'll help you carry her.
743
00:42:27,709 --> 00:42:29,209
I'm so tired.
744
00:42:29,293 --> 00:42:31,501
I know. But you're needed.
745
00:42:32,418 --> 00:42:33,543
In ways you can't see it.
746
00:42:33,626 --> 00:42:36,501
[scoffs]
No one needs you. You're replaceable.
747
00:42:36,584 --> 00:42:37,876
You could never be.
748
00:42:38,918 --> 00:42:39,918
You need to be here.
749
00:42:40,001 --> 00:42:42,209
You don't. Be free.
750
00:42:42,293 --> 00:42:45,418
Just hang on for a second longer.
751
00:42:46,584 --> 00:42:47,834
Just a moment longer.
752
00:42:48,709 --> 00:42:50,084
And see what happens.
753
00:42:51,959 --> 00:42:53,543
It's easier this way.
754
00:43:03,959 --> 00:43:04,959
[clanking]
755
00:43:05,043 --> 00:43:05,959
[gasps]
756
00:43:07,668 --> 00:43:09,668
[coughing]
757
00:43:21,376 --> 00:43:23,043
[sobbing]
758
00:43:29,668 --> 00:43:31,126
[engine stops]
759
00:43:32,376 --> 00:43:34,251
[coughing]
760
00:43:37,418 --> 00:43:40,001
[breathing heavily]
761
00:43:56,084 --> 00:43:58,251
[coughing continues]
762
00:43:58,334 --> 00:44:00,334
[dramatic music]
763
00:44:06,959 --> 00:44:08,709
[whirring]
764
00:44:14,418 --> 00:44:17,043
[Natsuki]
It was the longest drive of her life,
765
00:44:17,709 --> 00:44:19,334
and she never left the house.
766
00:44:20,668 --> 00:44:24,751
It was the darkest road of her life,
and she never left the garage.
767
00:44:26,668 --> 00:44:27,834
But in the end,
768
00:44:29,293 --> 00:44:30,459
she chose to stay.
769
00:44:33,834 --> 00:44:35,334
She chose to stay.
770
00:44:36,626 --> 00:44:38,418
I don't know if it mattered in the end,
though.
771
00:44:40,584 --> 00:44:41,793
What do you mean?
772
00:44:45,043 --> 00:44:46,501
Because I changed the end a little.
773
00:44:48,751 --> 00:44:51,459
It's a better story
when she opens the garage door.
774
00:44:51,543 --> 00:44:53,793
But here's the thing.
775
00:44:55,501 --> 00:44:57,168
She made it out of the car, at least.
776
00:44:58,418 --> 00:44:59,876
But she didn't make it any further.
777
00:45:01,668 --> 00:45:04,043
What happened for real
was that her mom came home
778
00:45:04,543 --> 00:45:05,751
and smelled the gas.
779
00:45:06,376 --> 00:45:10,918
She came inside to see her daughter
with her bloodshot eyes and swollen face.
780
00:45:12,001 --> 00:45:13,876
Suffocated on carbon monoxide.
781
00:45:16,126 --> 00:45:17,251
And she screamed.
782
00:45:18,168 --> 00:45:20,334
She screamed in a way
she only screamed once before.
783
00:45:20,418 --> 00:45:23,876
It was the same way she screamed
when she found out her husband died.
784
00:45:26,793 --> 00:45:28,709
She breathed into her daughter's lungs,
785
00:45:29,584 --> 00:45:31,168
and pushed her daughter's heart to beat.
786
00:45:32,709 --> 00:45:36,251
And she sat in the ambulance
next to her daughter and held her hand.
787
00:45:38,418 --> 00:45:39,918
And then her daughter was gonna live.
788
00:45:41,376 --> 00:45:45,043
She was alive and breathing again.
And then…
789
00:45:49,584 --> 00:45:51,918
And then the doctors said
they found another type of poison
790
00:45:52,001 --> 00:45:53,126
living inside of her.
791
00:45:53,793 --> 00:45:57,876
She had brought her daughter back to life,
but she was dying anyway.
792
00:45:59,959 --> 00:46:01,084
Slower this time.
793
00:46:09,543 --> 00:46:14,584
I'm sorry. I don't know what to say,
other than I'm… I'm glad you're here.
794
00:46:17,001 --> 00:46:20,001
Even if it only means
for a little while longer.
795
00:46:22,668 --> 00:46:23,834
It's the weirdest thing.
796
00:46:26,459 --> 00:46:28,209
I really thought I didn't want to live.
797
00:46:29,418 --> 00:46:30,793
I really thought it.
798
00:46:32,001 --> 00:46:34,959
You know, depression is amazing like that.
799
00:46:37,209 --> 00:46:38,876
Your own brain is trying to kill you.
800
00:46:38,959 --> 00:46:41,376
Your own thoughts are trying to kill you.
801
00:46:41,459 --> 00:46:43,501
And I… I listen to them.
802
00:46:44,626 --> 00:46:46,001
Then…
[sighs]
803
00:46:49,209 --> 00:46:50,709
I thought I wanted to die.
804
00:46:54,084 --> 00:46:58,001
But I survived, and I realized
how much I wanted to live.
805
00:47:00,834 --> 00:47:03,709
[sobs]
Then, I found out I was dying anyway.
806
00:47:06,834 --> 00:47:08,584
That's fucked with me.
807
00:47:09,626 --> 00:47:12,918
Fucked with me at every turn.
[sighs]
808
00:47:16,918 --> 00:47:18,084
I'm sorry. I don't…
809
00:47:18,918 --> 00:47:20,001
I don't know what to…
810
00:47:35,126 --> 00:47:36,584
Why did you tell me that story?
811
00:47:40,001 --> 00:47:41,418
Because I want you to know me.
812
00:47:42,834 --> 00:47:43,918
Really know me.
813
00:47:46,168 --> 00:47:47,501
Because I want you to stay.
814
00:47:50,209 --> 00:47:51,126
[exhales]
815
00:48:00,668 --> 00:48:02,084
[girl crying]
816
00:48:06,209 --> 00:48:07,418
[girl whimpering]
817
00:48:08,209 --> 00:48:09,584
[crying intensifies]
818
00:48:21,501 --> 00:48:24,501
[girl crying]
819
00:48:40,793 --> 00:48:42,751
[crying continues]
820
00:48:49,626 --> 00:48:51,876
[girl whimpering]
821
00:49:00,543 --> 00:49:02,543
[unsettling music]
822
00:49:11,626 --> 00:49:13,418
[metal clanking]
823
00:49:17,959 --> 00:49:19,876
[whirring]
824
00:49:37,834 --> 00:49:38,751
Hello?
825
00:49:54,668 --> 00:49:55,668
[gasps]
826
00:50:16,959 --> 00:50:17,876
Hey!
827
00:50:22,126 --> 00:50:23,084
Hey, I said.
828
00:50:26,668 --> 00:50:28,251
Let's stop the bullshit.
829
00:50:30,376 --> 00:50:32,168
Tell me what the fuck you want from me.
830
00:50:32,251 --> 00:50:33,584
[breathing heavily]
831
00:50:34,626 --> 00:50:35,543
Kevin?
832
00:50:38,376 --> 00:50:39,334
Oh, God.
833
00:50:40,668 --> 00:50:41,709
Are you okay?
834
00:50:42,334 --> 00:50:44,376
[breathing heavily]
835
00:50:45,543 --> 00:50:46,584
Not again.
836
00:50:51,959 --> 00:50:53,959
[closing theme music]