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[♪]

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[video camera whirring]

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[Ron] Hey there.

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Hey, Mackenzie.

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Hi, baby.

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You're really fast.

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[Alyssa] I think we got
a future athlete on our hands.

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Good throw.

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[laughs]

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Kick it right at me.

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[laughs]

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Almost.

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Here.

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Okay, watch the tree.

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Come over the top or underneath.

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[Alyssa] Wow!
Look at that dynamic duo!

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Lucas has cooties.

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Do not.

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[Alyssa] We don't say that, Mac.

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Apologize now.

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Mac.

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It's so good!

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[unintelligible]

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[Alyssa] What are you doing
there, Big Mac?

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We're learning how to tell time.

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[Alyssa] Daddy, look
what Mackenzie did!

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[Ron] Oh, yeah,
it's pretty good.

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Oh, come on! Give me a break!

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[Alyssa] Hey! Watch it!

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Sorry, mom.

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[Alyssa] Are you nervous
about the championship game?

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-Yes.
-A little bit. Not really.

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-What?
-You've thought about it.

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No, you're nervous.

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I got it.

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[Lucas] What's up, Schaffer?

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You know, just hanging in there.

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-Stop doing that!
-[Lucas] What?

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I know you're zooming in
on my face.

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[Lucas] No, I'm not.

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Do you think I'm pretty
or something?

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[Lucas] Ew! No.

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Stop recording and kick with me.

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Coach thinks I need to work
on my foot skills.

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[Lucas] Sure.

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[Alyssa] Mac, it's time to go.

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My dad's moving out today,
so, see you tomorrow?

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[Lucas] Uh, yeah, for sure.

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-[pop music plays]
-[Mackenzie] So welcome
to my crib.

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I got to repaint the walls
now since I'm older

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and don't like the color pink.

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Here are my trophies
back to when I was like five.

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Oh, and here is a stack
of books. I read a lot.

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Oh, and here's some books
I haven't read.

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Here's some medals.

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Oh, and my art.

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I keep it in my closet
because my mom thinks
it's weird.

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Mackenzie missed again.

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Up and back. Let's go!

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No one's going home
until Mackenzie makes a goal.

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Come on chicken shits!
Hustle, hustle, hustle!

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Now that Mackenzie's shown us
she actually deserves

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to be on this team
we can all go home.

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All right good practice.

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Give me the camera.

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What?

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We can't have footage
of our practice get out there,

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what if the other teams
get ahold of it?

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they'll know our every move.

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No, really, it's just for me,

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so I can get better
at penalties.

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Just give a crap

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and you'll get better,
Mackenzie.

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[coach] There you go.

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Get it Mackenzie.

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[Alyssa] Oh, shit.

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[Alyssa] Hey, Mac. Your dad
wants me to take a video of you.

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You told him?

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[Alyssa] I had to,
you're on his insurance.

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Like he even cares.

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No, don't stop.

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If we're gonna send out a video,
let's send him a video.

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Hey, dad, hope you're enjoying
your new life

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with your new girlfriend.

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I tore my ACL, so I'll be out
for a year at least.

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So that fucking sucks.

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[Alyssa] Mac.

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What? It's the truth,
this sucks,

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dad sucks, don't act like it
doesn't suck.

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[Alyssa] You know what?
I'm not sending this.

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[Alyssa] Hey, Big Mac,
what day is it today?

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Don't call me that.

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It's the first day
of high school, Miss Schaffer.

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Why are you taking a video?

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Shouldn't we take a picture?

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[Alyssa] I like video we used
to take video all the time.

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Okay, Spielberg.

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[Alyssa] You can't outrun me,
you know.

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Mom!

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Hey, everyone.
So you might have seen

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another thing going around
called "cinnamon challenge"

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and me and my friend here are
gonna give it a whirl.

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This is Mackenzie and she had
surgery to fix her ACL.

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But don't worry,
they gave me the good stuff.

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Okay, so we have some cinnamon,
two spoons,

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some water bottles and a bowl.

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A bowl?

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Sometimes people have
to like spit back up.

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This is gonna be awful.

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We have to do at the same time,
okay?

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Okay.

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Alright, when I say go.
I'll count down from three.

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I'm kind of freaked out.

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Me too. Three, two, one, go.

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Hello, Lucas.

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So, uh, you're probably
really confused to see me

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and you're probably thinking,
"When did Mac get my camera?"

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Well it was when you were
in Walmart getting stuff

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for a science project
because, you know,

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so, yeah,
I'm pretty sneaky I guess.

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Why do you always keep
this thing with you anyway?

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I'm always watching.

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Oh, shit, you're coming.

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[instrumental music playing]

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Hey, guys.

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So I've been really getting
into makeup recently

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and I've been mainly watching
by YouTube videos,

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so, I thought I'd make
one of my own

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to maybe help some people.

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This is what I'm gonna call
my new everyday look.

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I'm gonna do two steps,
one at home

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and one at school
because my mom hates it.

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But, you can do it all in one.

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Like and subscribe below!

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[pop music playing]

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[Lucas] How's that knee feel?

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Like brand new.

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[Lucas] Ready to play
next season?

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I don't know.

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[Lucas] How can you not know?

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Don't you have like
a countdown in your room?

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My doctor's worried about it.

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[Lucas] About re-tearing it?

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You can wear a brace?
Get it all strong and stuff.

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Not that knee, the other one.

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He's worried about me
tearing that one too.

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I have bad knees or something.

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[Lucas] Wait, Mac.

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What are you saying?

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I guess soccer isn't my thing
after all.

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Lucas.

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[Alyssa] See, Mackenzie,
that was easy.

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[Mac] I'm a good driver, mom.

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[Alyssa] I know you are
but this is just in case

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you're in an accident
for evidence.

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You know your cousin Shannon
could have sued that guy

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if she had a dash cam.

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Whatever.

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<i>♪ No matter what I do ♪</i>

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<i>♪ What I say</i>
<i>or I prove to the world ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm not here ♪</i>

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<i>♪ All the lies never leave me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And the pain keeps</i>
<i>on keeping me into the world ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm still not here ♪</i>

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[Mac] Lucas Parker, over here!
Lucas Parker!

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So, you had quite the game
today.

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A goal and an assist!

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What do you have to say
about that?

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Oh, team played really great,
you know,

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we work together
and that kind of stuff happens.

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[Mac] Uh, but, I mean,
like that's two goals

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because of you, screw the team.

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-Yeah.
-[Mac] You just won
the state championship.

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What are you,
what are you gonna do now?

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I'm gonna ask Katie out.

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[Mac] Oh, oh.

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Uh, gotta kick some balls
to get some balls. I guess.

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Oh, oh, wow!

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<i>♪ First of all let me say ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I must apologize for acting,</i>
<i>stinking, treating you</i>
<i>this way ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Cause I've been acting</i>
<i>like sour milk out</i>
<i>on the floor ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's your fault you</i>
<i>didn't close the refrigerator ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Maybe that's the reason</i>
<i>I've been acting so cold ♪</i>

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-I did it!
-[Lucas] Yeah!

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Lucas Parker,
delete that right now!

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-[Lucas] No!
-Delete it!

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[Lucas] Or what?

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I will stop this car
and you can get your ride home.

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[Lucas] I've heard that before.

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Why are you so close?

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-[Lucas] I gotta... Okay, go.
-Okay.

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Go for it.

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Yeah, there you go.

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I did it.

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[Lucas] What are you looking at?

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I'm just looking at you.

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Hey, I'm back. Here you go.

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[Lucas] Thanks.

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-Wanna take a picture?
-[Lucas] Yeah, go for it.

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Mm-hmm.

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-Vogue! Vogue! Vogue!
-Is it cute?

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-[Lucas] Yes.
-Let me see.

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[pop music playing]

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[Alyssa] Go ahead! Open it.

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Sure you're gonna want
this video if I don't get in?

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[Alyssa] Rejection letters
do not come in big envelopes.

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Open it!

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Okay, fine, whatever.

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[Alyssa] What does it say?

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I'm on the waitlist.

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[Alyssa] Oh, honey, that's okay,
that's still really good.

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So much for big envelopes.

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-Hey, mom,
could you stop please.
-[Alyssa] Oh, yeah.

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[reporter] Pearson high school's
own Lucas Parker signed today.

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He will attend Northern Indiana
University next fall.

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Parker has been Pearson's
shining star athlete

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for the last two years
and was heavily recruited
during his final season.

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It'd be better from this angle,
if I can catch this.

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Okay, are you ready.

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-You sure you don't want me
to hold--
-No, no, I've got it.

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Okay, one, two, three.

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[Lucas] I caught it again.

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It's okay, here,
try one more time.

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-Go.
-Three!

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Three!

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-Dang!
-[Lucas] Are you scared
of it or...?

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No! Three!

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-I give up.
-[Lucas] Oh! That catch!

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[music playing]

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[Lucas] Mackenzie,
what are you doing?

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-I'm dancing!
-[Lucas] Yeah, I can see that.

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Uh-huh! Uh-huh! Uh-huh!

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Wow!

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[Lucas] Come on, come on!

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I think this party is going
to be so great.

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-Uh-huh.
-Wait a minute.

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-Uh-huh.
-We're here.

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This way, this way!

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[singing]

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Hey, um,

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so Mr. Henries had
our graduating class
do a time capsule,

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but, I didn't put anything
in there

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because I didn't want
any kindergartner in 2030,

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whatever,
digging through any of my crap.

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But, um,

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it was a good idea I guess,
so, I figured I'd make one
for myself.

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Just for fun.

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Um, so I just graduated.

249
00:14:12,129 --> 00:14:13,159
Yay!

250
00:14:14,597 --> 00:14:15,997
This summer was pretty cool too.

251
00:14:19,766 --> 00:14:21,167
Lucas, Lucas is great,

252
00:14:23,872 --> 00:14:25,468
he's pretty busy all the time,
though.

253
00:14:27,307 --> 00:14:30,336
He's always at practice
or working out or something.

254
00:14:30,905 --> 00:14:33,146
I think he's worried
he's not going to be
good enough,

255
00:14:33,715 --> 00:14:35,775
but I'm not worried at all.

256
00:14:38,779 --> 00:14:40,946
I'm not really excited
about going to college.

257
00:14:42,082 --> 00:14:46,723
Lucas is going to Indiana
and I'm going to be here
in Missouri,

258
00:14:46,759 --> 00:14:49,294
so, that sucks.

259
00:14:50,831 --> 00:14:51,960
Katie's going to Georgia,

260
00:14:52,596 --> 00:14:54,762
they're going to try
the whole long distance thing,

261
00:14:54,797 --> 00:14:58,303
which I think is
a terrible idea, but,
he loves her, so.

262
00:15:07,641 --> 00:15:09,347
Sometimes, when I think
about it I'm...

263
00:15:11,416 --> 00:15:13,780
I just, I don't really
want to go to college.

264
00:15:16,318 --> 00:15:17,883
It just freaks me out because...

265
00:15:19,290 --> 00:15:21,326
I don't really know
who I am or

266
00:15:22,190 --> 00:15:23,229
what I want to do

267
00:15:24,961 --> 00:15:26,397
and I think,

268
00:15:26,432 --> 00:15:28,201
I think the classes might be
really hard because I...

269
00:15:29,998 --> 00:15:33,701
really didn't study the way
that I should have
in high school,

270
00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:38,706
but, but it is what it is now,
right?

271
00:15:39,645 --> 00:15:40,675
So...

272
00:15:42,349 --> 00:15:45,218
I mean, I mean, we don't know
what's gonna happen,

273
00:15:45,783 --> 00:15:46,813
but, um,

274
00:15:47,986 --> 00:15:49,255
we'll find out soon.

275
00:15:49,724 --> 00:15:56,724
[sad music playing]

276
00:16:37,571 --> 00:16:44,574
[crying]

277
00:16:48,716 --> 00:16:51,013
Ugh! Come on.

278
00:16:51,049 --> 00:16:53,215
[car engine starts]

279
00:16:53,250 --> 00:16:56,922
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

280
00:16:56,957 --> 00:17:00,092
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

281
00:17:00,127 --> 00:17:03,929
<i>♪ Happy birthday</i>
<i>dear Mackenzie ♪</i>

282
00:17:03,964 --> 00:17:06,662
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

283
00:17:08,901 --> 00:17:09,929
[Alyssa] Mac?

284
00:17:11,638 --> 00:17:12,668
Baby?

285
00:17:13,907 --> 00:17:16,837
Mackenzie, Mackenzie!

286
00:17:17,372 --> 00:17:18,608
Mackenzie, wake up!

287
00:17:19,108 --> 00:17:20,175
Oh, my God!

288
00:17:20,210 --> 00:17:21,580
What is wrong with you?

289
00:17:21,616 --> 00:17:22,909
[babbling]

290
00:17:26,656 --> 00:17:27,916
Did you take these?

291
00:17:27,952 --> 00:17:28,920
[babbling]

292
00:17:28,955 --> 00:17:30,281
Mac, did you take these?

293
00:17:30,317 --> 00:17:31,423
[babbling]

294
00:17:32,321 --> 00:17:33,854
Why did you take Oxies?

295
00:17:36,325 --> 00:17:37,462
[Mac] I'm sleeping.

296
00:17:38,261 --> 00:17:39,400
Where did you get these?

297
00:17:39,436 --> 00:17:40,467
[mumbling]

298
00:17:40,503 --> 00:17:41,534
Mackenzie!

299
00:17:42,170 --> 00:17:43,930
Did you take both these
at the same time?

300
00:17:45,233 --> 00:17:46,598
Oh, my God!

301
00:17:46,633 --> 00:17:48,638
Babe, why would you do that?

302
00:17:49,273 --> 00:17:50,811
Oh, my God! Where's my phone?

303
00:17:50,846 --> 00:17:52,004
Where the hell is my phone?

304
00:17:52,514 --> 00:17:53,545
Shit!

305
00:17:53,948 --> 00:17:55,810
Happy birthday, Mackenzie.

306
00:17:57,783 --> 00:18:01,046
I wanna make this video
because I wanted you
to have something

307
00:18:01,081 --> 00:18:03,089
right when you woke up
the minute that you woke up,

308
00:18:03,124 --> 00:18:05,160
but I also wanted
to show you this.

309
00:18:06,792 --> 00:18:08,053
Ta-da!

310
00:18:08,588 --> 00:18:10,756
Ta-da! Check this out.

311
00:18:10,791 --> 00:18:12,464
Yeah, the team helped me
bring that in.

312
00:18:12,997 --> 00:18:14,026
It's heavy.

313
00:18:17,473 --> 00:18:18,506
What.

314
00:18:18,542 --> 00:18:19,574
What is that?

315
00:18:20,143 --> 00:18:23,970
Is that Mackenzie original
hanging on my wall?

316
00:18:25,341 --> 00:18:27,849
Damn! Look at that!

317
00:18:28,218 --> 00:18:30,548
See? I'm gonna see that
every single day. Thank you.

318
00:18:33,146 --> 00:18:35,346
Anyways I just want
to wish you a happy birthday.

319
00:18:36,216 --> 00:18:38,358
I hope you had a good night,
hope you have a good day.

320
00:18:39,822 --> 00:18:42,362
Yeah I'm gonna call you later.
Love you lots.

321
00:18:44,225 --> 00:18:45,332
Bye!

322
00:18:47,070 --> 00:18:48,936
[Alyssa] Come on!
Give a tour for grandma.

323
00:18:49,338 --> 00:18:53,406
Oh, I mean there's not really
much to tour, but, okay.

324
00:18:54,835 --> 00:18:56,638
This is Jenna's side,
my roommate.

325
00:18:56,673 --> 00:18:58,411
I met her earlier,
she seems pretty cool.

326
00:19:00,177 --> 00:19:01,541
This is my side,

327
00:19:01,977 --> 00:19:05,214
we got this comforter
at Bed Bath & Beyond on sale

328
00:19:05,249 --> 00:19:06,716
which I'm very proud of.

329
00:19:08,218 --> 00:19:09,752
Oh, my pictures.

330
00:19:10,521 --> 00:19:12,657
I... I don't know
if I like them.

331
00:19:12,692 --> 00:19:16,528
I tried to make collage but
I don't think it worked well,

332
00:19:17,823 --> 00:19:19,861
but, uh, here's my desk and...

333
00:19:20,661 --> 00:19:21,970
[Alyssa] No, don't do that.

334
00:19:22,005 --> 00:19:23,837
Keep it there
so you don't forget.

335
00:19:23,873 --> 00:19:25,031
But grandma doesn't know.

336
00:19:26,567 --> 00:19:28,743
[Mac] Uh, Hey, Jenna.

337
00:19:28,778 --> 00:19:30,074
What are you watching?

338
00:19:30,109 --> 00:19:32,874
No! You're gonna laugh.

339
00:19:33,243 --> 00:19:34,405
[Mac] What? Why?

340
00:19:35,041 --> 00:19:37,151
Because you watch scary
stuff all the time.

341
00:19:37,186 --> 00:19:38,913
[Mac] Just tell me
what you're watching.

342
00:19:40,447 --> 00:19:41,751
Doctor Who.

343
00:19:42,416 --> 00:19:43,652
[chuckles]

344
00:19:43,687 --> 00:19:45,389
Okay, oh, my God!
Stop, it's scary okay.

345
00:19:45,425 --> 00:19:48,191
You don't... Wow!
Shit, what the heck?

346
00:19:48,226 --> 00:19:49,491
[Mac] Why is it scary?

347
00:19:49,527 --> 00:19:52,166
Just stop videoing me,
Mackenzie.

348
00:19:52,202 --> 00:19:54,368
-[Mac] It's really not that bad.
-You're so rude.

349
00:19:54,403 --> 00:19:57,133
-[Mac] Oh, are you gonna cry?
-This is bad. Okay, bye.

350
00:19:58,270 --> 00:20:02,310
[Jenna] Okay, so, just answer
the questions as naturally
as you can, thank you.

351
00:20:02,812 --> 00:20:04,235
Well, like, right now?

352
00:20:04,270 --> 00:20:06,080
[Jenna] Well, yes right now,
it's due in ten minutes.

353
00:20:06,115 --> 00:20:07,879
-Jenna, what are you...?
-[Jenna] What?

354
00:20:07,914 --> 00:20:09,283
Okay, fine.

355
00:20:09,319 --> 00:20:10,915
Well, I'd like to finish
my sandwich, but let's go.

356
00:20:10,951 --> 00:20:12,585
[Jenna] Sorry.

357
00:20:12,621 --> 00:20:14,454
Okay, what's your first
impression to people
who meet you?

358
00:20:15,822 --> 00:20:17,620
Um...

359
00:20:17,655 --> 00:20:19,789
I think people think
I'm pretty standoffish,

360
00:20:19,824 --> 00:20:22,291
but I don't think that's totally
accurate of me, um...

361
00:20:22,326 --> 00:20:23,357
[Jenna] That's funny.

362
00:20:24,093 --> 00:20:26,367
-I just look really tired
sometimes.
-[Jenna] Right.

363
00:20:27,269 --> 00:20:29,161
But, I think people think
I'm nice enough.

364
00:20:30,672 --> 00:20:34,203
[Jenna] Okay. What sort
of first impression
do you desire?

365
00:20:34,238 --> 00:20:36,135
[chuckles] Desire.

366
00:20:38,343 --> 00:20:40,878
With that I'm, hello, hi...

367
00:20:40,914 --> 00:20:43,613
[Jenna] I just had to get
your sandwich and your outfit,
sorry.

368
00:20:43,649 --> 00:20:45,680
-Yeah, you said desire, um...
-[Jenna] Yes.

369
00:20:46,282 --> 00:20:49,823
That I'm confident,
I'd really like people to think
I'm confident

370
00:20:50,292 --> 00:20:53,284
and that I'm a good friend
and that I care.

371
00:20:56,491 --> 00:20:58,492
Hey Lucas, um,

372
00:20:59,195 --> 00:21:03,068
I know you're sleeping
because I called you
like three times

373
00:21:03,103 --> 00:21:04,163
and you usually answer.

374
00:21:06,538 --> 00:21:08,440
Your voicemail box
isn't set up yet

375
00:21:08,475 --> 00:21:12,470
so I decided I just make
this little video.

376
00:21:12,505 --> 00:21:14,109
Sorry.

377
00:21:14,144 --> 00:21:15,350
Um...

378
00:21:16,786 --> 00:21:17,880
I can't sleep.

379
00:21:18,614 --> 00:21:22,416
I had a macchiato at eight

380
00:21:22,986 --> 00:21:25,393
and didn't realize
it would still be in my system.

381
00:21:28,323 --> 00:21:29,364
So...

382
00:21:31,493 --> 00:21:32,532
I don't know,

383
00:21:33,827 --> 00:21:35,095
just want to talk to you,

384
00:21:38,674 --> 00:21:39,704
yeah.

385
00:21:40,844 --> 00:21:42,443
It's hard sometimes.

386
00:21:43,377 --> 00:21:45,380
Everything's fine,
but it's just,

387
00:21:46,410 --> 00:21:47,712
it's hard sometimes.

388
00:21:49,581 --> 00:21:51,345
-[rock music playing]
-[man] And go!

389
00:21:51,381 --> 00:21:53,388
Yeah, go team!

390
00:21:55,521 --> 00:21:57,120
[Lucas] What are you on
right now?

391
00:21:57,155 --> 00:21:58,217
The bumper.

392
00:21:59,888 --> 00:22:01,725
[man 2] Yo!
Look, she's out of it.

393
00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:03,893
[man laughs] Dude.
What do you think she took?

394
00:22:03,928 --> 00:22:06,225
[man 2] I can't even tell you,
she's leaving right now.

395
00:22:06,726 --> 00:22:08,027
Check me out, bro.

396
00:22:08,063 --> 00:22:09,530
[man] Oh, don't touch her,
that's fucked up.

397
00:22:09,565 --> 00:22:10,636
[man 2] Watch bro, look.

398
00:22:11,367 --> 00:22:12,407
Boom, bro!

399
00:22:12,841 --> 00:22:13,870
Oxies, man.

400
00:22:14,672 --> 00:22:16,801
This girl is on Venus
right now, man.

401
00:22:16,836 --> 00:22:18,138
-Shit.
-That's crazy.

402
00:22:22,075 --> 00:22:24,642
Guys, it is 2:30
in the afternoon.

403
00:22:25,378 --> 00:22:28,516
My roommate is the heaviest
sleeper I've ever met.

404
00:22:28,551 --> 00:22:29,589
This is unacceptable.

405
00:22:30,620 --> 00:22:31,888
So, I'm gonna try something.

406
00:22:33,256 --> 00:22:34,385
Watch.

407
00:22:35,723 --> 00:22:42,734
[pop music playing]

408
00:22:49,702 --> 00:22:50,701
Hey, girl!

409
00:22:50,737 --> 00:22:52,241
What? I'm sorry.

410
00:22:52,277 --> 00:22:54,179
Ah! You bitch!

411
00:22:54,215 --> 00:22:56,210
Sorry, no, I'm not sorry.

412
00:22:56,245 --> 00:22:58,450
Well, we did what we came here
to do, which is play hard,

413
00:22:58,485 --> 00:22:59,778
take advantage
of every opportunity

414
00:22:59,814 --> 00:23:01,115
the opposing team gave us

415
00:23:01,150 --> 00:23:03,214
and, uh, for that, you know,
I'm proud of our team

416
00:23:03,249 --> 00:23:05,189
and everything we accomplished
here today.

417
00:23:05,224 --> 00:23:08,221
[reporter] Parker, how did it
feel competing in your first
tournament?

418
00:23:08,256 --> 00:23:10,356
Well, I mean, this is
the first one with these boys

419
00:23:10,391 --> 00:23:12,891
and, I don't know how it could
have felt better or worse

420
00:23:12,926 --> 00:23:14,765
but now we got a title to defend

421
00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:17,197
and I don't think any of us
take that lightly.

422
00:23:18,436 --> 00:23:20,002
Thank you, thank you.

423
00:23:22,278 --> 00:23:24,006
[Alyssa] Do you like
the decorations?

424
00:23:25,609 --> 00:23:28,175
Um, yeah, they're just...

425
00:23:29,819 --> 00:23:31,377
Oh, my gosh!

426
00:23:31,412 --> 00:23:34,420
What! When did you get here?
You said you were in Vegas!

427
00:23:34,455 --> 00:23:36,323
I know, I know,
I squeezed in a day.

428
00:23:36,358 --> 00:23:38,658
-Mom, you knew?
-[Alyssa] Surprise!

429
00:23:39,954 --> 00:23:41,221
-[Lucas] Yeah. Ready.
-Okay.

430
00:23:44,298 --> 00:23:46,358
Oh, no, that's not what...

431
00:23:47,699 --> 00:23:49,269
[Lucas] Hey, Mac,
you're bleeding.

432
00:23:49,305 --> 00:23:50,768
-Hmm?
-[Lucas] You're bleeding.

433
00:23:50,803 --> 00:23:52,664
Oh, I just must have busted
a scab, it's fine.

434
00:23:52,699 --> 00:23:55,675
-[Lucas] Is that fresh? You said
you were getting better.
-I am, stop.

435
00:24:00,042 --> 00:24:02,583
So, I haven't really done
this in a while,

436
00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:08,017
but, um,

437
00:24:10,150 --> 00:24:12,021
it's been really hard
being back home.

438
00:24:15,057 --> 00:24:17,026
Even harder
than I thought it would be.

439
00:24:21,370 --> 00:24:25,034
Even see my friend Lucas
was hard,

440
00:24:28,076 --> 00:24:29,104
because he's...

441
00:24:33,214 --> 00:24:34,241
he's living the dream.

442
00:24:38,545 --> 00:24:41,083
He's always done everything
right and I'm just like this...

443
00:24:42,849 --> 00:24:43,888
major fuck up

444
00:24:45,522 --> 00:24:46,561
and I don't...

445
00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:49,388
I don't want to be like this,

446
00:24:52,729 --> 00:24:54,294
but every day it's just, uh...

447
00:24:59,208 --> 00:25:01,337
It's really hard...
[gasps]

448
00:25:01,373 --> 00:25:02,742
hard to wake up.

449
00:25:04,873 --> 00:25:06,240
It's hard to go to sleep.

450
00:25:10,576 --> 00:25:13,019
And I want to be happy
because everybody else is happy

451
00:25:13,054 --> 00:25:14,083
but I can't.

452
00:25:16,717 --> 00:25:17,790
I can't...

453
00:25:19,527 --> 00:25:20,995
Kenzie,
you have read receipts on.

454
00:25:21,397 --> 00:25:22,927
Hey, I know you're getting
my texts.

455
00:25:24,056 --> 00:25:25,556
I'm worried about you,

456
00:25:25,592 --> 00:25:27,833
I don't know if you're being
serious, if you're joking,

457
00:25:28,903 --> 00:25:31,097
but you're starting to scare
the shit out of me, okay?

458
00:25:31,132 --> 00:25:32,864
So just please tell me
what's going on.

459
00:25:32,900 --> 00:25:34,733
[indistinct chatter]

460
00:25:34,769 --> 00:25:35,841
This isn't you.

461
00:25:36,913 --> 00:25:38,140
[sobbing]

462
00:25:39,409 --> 00:25:40,439
So...

463
00:25:41,547 --> 00:25:43,310
Lucas and I just got in this

464
00:25:44,548 --> 00:25:46,016
fucking huge fight

465
00:25:47,953 --> 00:25:49,949
and I don't have anyone to talk
about it with

466
00:25:49,984 --> 00:25:51,626
because I don't have any friends

467
00:25:53,924 --> 00:25:55,828
and I didn't realize that
until now.

468
00:25:59,592 --> 00:26:03,270
He was just like begging me
to call him so I did

469
00:26:03,305 --> 00:26:04,529
and then he just kept saying,

470
00:26:06,269 --> 00:26:08,869
"This isn't you
and you're acting weird
and stuff"

471
00:26:08,904 --> 00:26:10,370
but he just doesn't get it.

472
00:26:14,281 --> 00:26:15,540
This is who I am.

473
00:26:17,949 --> 00:26:20,815
I'm the emotional fuck-up
that is flunking

474
00:26:20,850 --> 00:26:23,020
her first semester in college

475
00:26:24,420 --> 00:26:28,696
and I don't have any friends
because I'm a bad person.

476
00:26:30,596 --> 00:26:32,623
I'm not a good friend I...

477
00:26:35,204 --> 00:26:36,330
he just doesn't get it.

478
00:26:38,272 --> 00:26:39,333
He doesn't know

479
00:26:40,873 --> 00:26:43,040
the things that I thought,
he doesn't know.

480
00:26:48,514 --> 00:26:50,179
He just doesn't know

481
00:26:51,044 --> 00:26:53,248
how hard I'm trying

482
00:26:54,818 --> 00:26:56,691
not to be just a fuck up.

483
00:27:02,527 --> 00:27:03,830
He doesn't get it.

484
00:27:08,061 --> 00:27:09,660
God, I look pathetic.

485
00:27:11,030 --> 00:27:12,839
[car door beeping]

486
00:27:14,408 --> 00:27:16,568
[no audible dialogue]

487
00:27:32,391 --> 00:27:33,420
What's that?

488
00:27:34,360 --> 00:27:36,863
[inaudible]

489
00:27:37,594 --> 00:27:40,097
[laughter]

490
00:27:41,260 --> 00:27:48,270
[chatter in the background]

491
00:27:53,549 --> 00:27:56,676
I don't think
I can do this anymore.

492
00:27:56,712 --> 00:27:58,115
[sobbing]

493
00:27:59,245 --> 00:28:01,382
Everyday it's just really awful.

494
00:28:05,026 --> 00:28:08,455
And I'm just really tired
feeling this bad all the time.

495
00:28:12,630 --> 00:28:14,527
It hurts so much

496
00:28:14,562 --> 00:28:17,772
and nothing anybody says helps,
nothing I do helps.

497
00:28:22,404 --> 00:28:24,509
It's just like there's
this hole in my chest

498
00:28:24,544 --> 00:28:26,913
and it won't go away.

499
00:28:33,085 --> 00:28:35,389
So, I just don't think
it's worth it anymore,

500
00:28:35,424 --> 00:28:37,457
because I don't have a future

501
00:28:38,126 --> 00:28:42,258
and I'm just like
this big burden on everybody
that I love

502
00:28:44,734 --> 00:28:47,131
and I know they're getting sick
of me because...

503
00:28:47,731 --> 00:28:49,364
I keep fucking up.

504
00:28:53,099 --> 00:28:54,336
But I'm trying.

505
00:28:56,807 --> 00:28:58,505
I'm trying so hard,

506
00:29:00,278 --> 00:29:04,819
but every day is just like
my own personal hell.

507
00:29:10,624 --> 00:29:13,960
So mommy I'm... I'm so sorry.

508
00:29:17,332 --> 00:29:19,394
I'm sorry, mommy.

509
00:29:21,129 --> 00:29:23,735
I love you and I'm so sorry,

510
00:29:23,771 --> 00:29:25,662
you've always been
so good to me

511
00:29:25,698 --> 00:29:28,441
even when I was being a bitch,
I'm sorry mommy.

512
00:29:28,476 --> 00:29:30,845
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

513
00:29:35,041 --> 00:29:36,246
And Lucas,

514
00:29:39,187 --> 00:29:42,516
thank you for being my friend
even when I didn't deserve it.

515
00:29:44,355 --> 00:29:47,026
And I know you're gonna be
an amazing soccer player.

516
00:29:49,155 --> 00:29:50,257
I'm already...

517
00:29:50,292 --> 00:29:52,394
I'm already so proud
of you, okay?

518
00:29:55,232 --> 00:29:58,798
I don't think I can do this
anymore...

519
00:29:58,834 --> 00:30:02,371
[wailing]

520
00:30:05,679 --> 00:30:08,113
God, I wish I wasn't doing this.

521
00:30:13,389 --> 00:30:15,087
But I've already...

522
00:30:16,088 --> 00:30:20,092
I've already taken
a lot of these, so...

523
00:30:21,187 --> 00:30:22,523
I'm so sorry.

524
00:30:31,835 --> 00:30:33,736
Are you ready?

525
00:30:33,772 --> 00:30:35,371
[Alyssa] Yep, I am.

526
00:30:57,189 --> 00:30:58,229
Hey, Mac.

527
00:30:59,933 --> 00:31:01,665
I'm making this video
so that you, uh,

528
00:31:02,234 --> 00:31:04,136
you know you have something
when you wake up.

529
00:31:07,708 --> 00:31:08,976
They won't let me be here.

530
00:31:10,245 --> 00:31:11,275
I tried.

531
00:31:14,241 --> 00:31:15,444
You're asleep right now.

532
00:31:20,713 --> 00:31:22,682
You know, uh, when your mom
called me

533
00:31:23,658 --> 00:31:24,816
and told me what happened

534
00:31:25,552 --> 00:31:27,258
the first thing
that I thought about

535
00:31:28,057 --> 00:31:29,359
was when we were kids

536
00:31:29,895 --> 00:31:31,427
and we'd watch Scooby-Doo

537
00:31:32,395 --> 00:31:36,432
over and over and over again
on repeat.

538
00:31:38,073 --> 00:31:40,471
And then we started dressing up
like them to watch it.

539
00:31:40,507 --> 00:31:41,767
Remember?

540
00:31:42,501 --> 00:31:43,969
And you were always Daphne.

541
00:31:44,472 --> 00:31:48,345
I was always Scooby,
and we'd just...

542
00:32:00,959 --> 00:32:02,623
I care about you so much, Mac.

543
00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:07,562
We all do.

544
00:32:11,106 --> 00:32:13,865
You're like, you're like
this amazing light in our life.

545
00:32:16,105 --> 00:32:17,176
You know, and the...

546
00:32:19,471 --> 00:32:21,312
the idea of that light

547
00:32:23,683 --> 00:32:24,810
just going out.

548
00:32:35,825 --> 00:32:37,592
[sighs]

549
00:32:43,730 --> 00:32:46,865
Mac, there's nothing
that you can ever do

550
00:32:47,900 --> 00:32:50,935
that'll ever change the way
I feel about you.

551
00:32:54,749 --> 00:32:57,249
I will always love you anyway,

552
00:33:00,047 --> 00:33:01,088
always.

553
00:33:07,654 --> 00:33:09,228
[Dr. Carter] I'm gonna record
again.

554
00:33:10,357 --> 00:33:11,560
Is that still okay?

555
00:33:14,766 --> 00:33:15,861
Yeah, sure.

556
00:33:28,678 --> 00:33:30,876
[Dr. Carter] How are you feeling
today, Mackenzie?

557
00:33:33,718 --> 00:33:34,750
Um.

558
00:33:35,386 --> 00:33:37,883
The withdraw is over,
so, better I guess.

559
00:33:45,391 --> 00:33:46,595
I haven't been...

560
00:33:49,364 --> 00:33:52,601
totally sober in a while.

561
00:33:55,471 --> 00:33:57,238
I usually have a beer
or something

562
00:33:57,273 --> 00:33:58,805
to take the edge off, you know.

563
00:34:03,279 --> 00:34:04,613
[Dr. Carter] How does it feel?

564
00:34:07,314 --> 00:34:08,617
Not so great.

565
00:34:13,253 --> 00:34:14,293
I just...

566
00:34:16,589 --> 00:34:17,791
have a lot to think about.

567
00:34:22,795 --> 00:34:24,303
[Dr. Carter] Must be
frightening.

568
00:34:30,511 --> 00:34:31,610
Um...

569
00:34:31,945 --> 00:34:33,378
I just keep thinking about...

570
00:34:35,144 --> 00:34:36,216
my mom's face

571
00:34:38,444 --> 00:34:39,483
when she found me.

572
00:34:42,749 --> 00:34:44,455
It's blurry
but I still remember.

573
00:34:48,422 --> 00:34:49,724
She was really scared.

574
00:34:53,863 --> 00:34:56,797
I didn't want her to be scared,
I just wanted it to be over.

575
00:34:58,706 --> 00:34:59,734
[Dr. Carter] It?

576
00:35:04,611 --> 00:35:05,641
No...

577
00:35:07,441 --> 00:35:08,743
the way I was feeling.

578
00:35:10,709 --> 00:35:12,252
I just wanted it to stop.

579
00:35:15,657 --> 00:35:19,050
I guess that's why I took
the oxies in the first place
and it worked.

580
00:35:21,653 --> 00:35:22,724
[Dr. Carter] It worked,

581
00:35:24,459 --> 00:35:26,497
but then it stopped working.

582
00:35:32,167 --> 00:35:35,374
Yeah, and...

583
00:35:38,340 --> 00:35:39,512
I don't know, I guess...

584
00:35:40,182 --> 00:35:42,711
life just seemed
pretty impossible without it.

585
00:35:48,756 --> 00:35:49,784
Hey, sweetie.

586
00:35:51,752 --> 00:35:53,887
I just got back
from grandma's funeral.

587
00:35:55,564 --> 00:35:56,626
It was nice.

588
00:35:57,864 --> 00:35:59,563
Simple, I guess.

589
00:36:01,694 --> 00:36:03,435
A lot of people asked about you,

590
00:36:04,697 --> 00:36:06,233
asked how you were doing,

591
00:36:06,602 --> 00:36:08,935
so, I told them
you were doing better

592
00:36:10,208 --> 00:36:11,873
but that seemed to confuse them,

593
00:36:12,408 --> 00:36:15,414
so, I started trying to explain

594
00:36:16,709 --> 00:36:18,241
and then I started crying

595
00:36:19,077 --> 00:36:21,981
and they backed off,
which was nice, I guess.

596
00:36:25,621 --> 00:36:28,854
You know, I didn't understand
at first

597
00:36:28,889 --> 00:36:31,595
why you chose not to come
with me today,

598
00:36:34,131 --> 00:36:35,335
because I really,

599
00:36:38,066 --> 00:36:40,604
I really needed you there
with me more than anything.

600
00:36:43,912 --> 00:36:45,312
But when I saw the casket

601
00:36:48,306 --> 00:36:51,945
it just reminded me how close
I was to losing you too.

602
00:36:57,583 --> 00:36:58,787
But, you, my girl,

603
00:37:00,322 --> 00:37:01,658
you are a fighter.

604
00:37:03,461 --> 00:37:06,696
You are so strong
and so beautiful.

605
00:37:09,267 --> 00:37:11,304
And I know you might think

606
00:37:11,340 --> 00:37:14,639
this whole thing has just made
you weak or ugly,

607
00:37:14,975 --> 00:37:16,541
but that is so not true.

608
00:37:17,142 --> 00:37:18,510
You have to believe me.

609
00:37:21,347 --> 00:37:23,317
My mother wasn't always
there for me,

610
00:37:24,614 --> 00:37:26,980
but I am always gonna be there
for you

611
00:37:28,418 --> 00:37:30,148
and don't you forget that, Mac.

612
00:37:31,352 --> 00:37:32,392
Not ever.

613
00:37:35,187 --> 00:37:38,756
Um, so, I don't have phone
privileges in here.

614
00:37:38,791 --> 00:37:42,699
So, Rhonda is helping me film.

615
00:37:43,638 --> 00:37:44,965
Um...

616
00:37:46,974 --> 00:37:50,344
I have depression and...

617
00:37:51,671 --> 00:37:54,145
I got addicted to drugs

618
00:37:54,548 --> 00:37:59,353
when I started using them
to manage my emotions.

619
00:38:02,180 --> 00:38:04,122
But, I've been in rehab
for two months now

620
00:38:04,157 --> 00:38:05,920
and I'm working through it.

621
00:38:08,826 --> 00:38:12,531
When I was a kid I used
to play guitar all the time.

622
00:38:14,797 --> 00:38:18,262
And at my lowest point
I sold it for drugs.

623
00:38:20,805 --> 00:38:24,411
But I wrote a song
and I'd like you guys to hear it

624
00:38:25,210 --> 00:38:26,237
and I hope it helps.

625
00:38:35,681 --> 00:38:38,789
<i>♪ Take my hand ♪</i>

626
00:38:38,824 --> 00:38:43,287
<i>♪ I promise it gets better,</i>
<i>just around the bend ♪</i>

627
00:38:46,330 --> 00:38:49,535
<i>♪ Hear my voice ♪</i>

628
00:38:49,571 --> 00:38:54,034
<i>♪ Don't let it get lost</i>
<i>in all your mental noise ♪</i>

629
00:38:58,341 --> 00:39:04,550
<i>♪ Your road has been hard,</i>
<i>but the journey's</i>
<i>not complete ♪</i>

630
00:39:08,019 --> 00:39:14,560
<i>♪ You're worth fighting for,</i>
<i>and a person I'd like to meet ♪</i>

631
00:39:16,757 --> 00:39:19,361
<i>♪ I'd like to meet you ♪</i>

632
00:39:19,396 --> 00:39:22,269
<i>♪ I'd like to know ♪</i>

633
00:39:22,304 --> 00:39:27,237
<i>♪ What you felt</i>
<i>at your lowest low ♪</i>

634
00:39:27,273 --> 00:39:29,932
<i>♪ I'd like to meet you ♪</i>

635
00:39:29,968 --> 00:39:33,005
<i>♪ And I'd like to know ♪</i>

636
00:39:33,040 --> 00:39:37,451
<i>♪ What you felt</i>
<i>at your lowest low ♪</i>

637
00:39:39,746 --> 00:39:41,280
Happy birthday, Lucas.

638
00:39:41,315 --> 00:39:43,787
I get to call you later, but,
I just wanted you to know

639
00:39:45,117 --> 00:39:47,125
that we're all here rooting
for you,

640
00:39:47,561 --> 00:39:51,728
um, you have some new fans
by the way, but, uh,

641
00:39:51,764 --> 00:39:54,362
it seems to me, sir,
you're moving a little slow.

642
00:39:54,398 --> 00:39:55,495
I think that's you.

643
00:39:55,897 --> 00:39:57,471
Gonna need to see
some more hustle.

644
00:39:58,900 --> 00:40:00,430
All right,
I'll call you later, bye.

645
00:40:02,635 --> 00:40:03,873
Hi, Lucas.

646
00:40:05,677 --> 00:40:08,042
I stole your phone,
like the good old days.

647
00:40:10,110 --> 00:40:11,912
I didn't go through your photos
or anything

648
00:40:11,948 --> 00:40:13,881
but you should really
change your passcode,

649
00:40:13,917 --> 00:40:15,984
you've had the same one
since like fifth grade.

650
00:40:18,125 --> 00:40:20,351
Oh, a message from...

651
00:40:23,292 --> 00:40:24,322
Katie.

652
00:40:26,330 --> 00:40:27,358
Are you guys...

653
00:40:29,027 --> 00:40:30,295
are you guys back together.

654
00:40:31,769 --> 00:40:33,573
I mean, are you holding out
at me, Parker?

655
00:40:34,874 --> 00:40:37,170
Oh, cause we're gonna talk
about this when you wake up,

656
00:40:39,178 --> 00:40:40,206
if you ever do...

657
00:40:41,509 --> 00:40:42,477
[applause]

658
00:40:42,512 --> 00:40:46,346
Okay, um, thanks, guys.

659
00:40:46,381 --> 00:40:47,411
Uh...

660
00:40:48,557 --> 00:40:51,525
I didn't think leaving rehab
would be bittersweet,

661
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:56,992
but, I guess I owe it to all
the amazing people here,

662
00:40:59,361 --> 00:41:00,391
so...

663
00:41:01,227 --> 00:41:05,869
Um, I know this hasn't been easy
for anyone,

664
00:41:06,338 --> 00:41:07,574
especially my family,

665
00:41:10,012 --> 00:41:13,206
and, when I got here

666
00:41:15,513 --> 00:41:17,375
I wanted to stay alive for them,

667
00:41:19,315 --> 00:41:20,345
but...

668
00:41:21,651 --> 00:41:23,689
now I want to stay alive for me.

669
00:41:26,194 --> 00:41:28,760
The world still scares me and...

670
00:41:30,193 --> 00:41:33,094
I have no idea what my life
looks like three months from now

671
00:41:34,432 --> 00:41:35,800
and that terrifies me,

672
00:41:38,072 --> 00:41:39,100
but I want it

673
00:41:40,943 --> 00:41:43,940
and that's something I honestly
couldn't have said
three months ago.

674
00:41:46,205 --> 00:41:49,539
I want to say thank you
to my mom

675
00:41:50,209 --> 00:41:52,883
for being my rock
no matter what,

676
00:41:54,747 --> 00:41:56,084
and just,

677
00:41:57,049 --> 00:41:58,482
yeah, always being there.

678
00:41:59,692 --> 00:42:02,055
Thank you
to all the amazing people here

679
00:42:02,090 --> 00:42:03,888
that were determined
to get through to me,

680
00:42:03,923 --> 00:42:05,632
especially Dr. Carter.

681
00:42:07,968 --> 00:42:08,998
And, um,

682
00:42:09,801 --> 00:42:13,398
I want to call out Lucas,
specifically,

683
00:42:14,134 --> 00:42:16,570
because he flew all
the way out here

684
00:42:16,605 --> 00:42:18,004
from Indianapolis,

685
00:42:18,039 --> 00:42:19,976
even when I said
it wasn't a big deal.

686
00:42:22,950 --> 00:42:24,013
Okay.

687
00:42:25,378 --> 00:42:30,151
So, Lucas, you have always
been my best friend.

688
00:42:32,487 --> 00:42:33,583
And...

689
00:42:34,790 --> 00:42:37,961
you've always chosen to see me.

690
00:42:40,166 --> 00:42:41,261
The real me.

691
00:42:43,263 --> 00:42:46,101
Even when I couldn't
or didn't want to.

692
00:42:48,774 --> 00:42:52,470
And, you made me laugh
through the tears

693
00:42:54,341 --> 00:42:57,145
and hugged me when I really,
really needed it.

694
00:43:00,851 --> 00:43:04,917
So, thanks for being
the best friend

695
00:43:04,952 --> 00:43:06,660
a depressed girl could ask for.

696
00:43:09,528 --> 00:43:11,698
-[chuckles]
-[applause]

697
00:43:15,334 --> 00:43:22,335
[music playing]

698
00:43:48,665 --> 00:43:49,835
-Daniel.
-All right.

699
00:43:51,565 --> 00:43:56,003
So, it's just we're doing the C,
and then a B, into the E.

700
00:43:56,038 --> 00:43:57,604
These are minor,
those two are minor.

701
00:43:57,639 --> 00:43:59,602
[vocalizing]

702
00:43:59,638 --> 00:44:01,511
-Are we picking, or--
-Do a little finger pick.

703
00:44:01,546 --> 00:44:02,975
-Yeah, yeah.
-Okay.

704
00:44:03,010 --> 00:44:04,875
-Nice.
-[plays wrong notes]

705
00:44:04,911 --> 00:44:07,143
Aw... Shut up.

706
00:44:07,179 --> 00:44:08,521
-Shut up!
-No, no, no!

707
00:44:08,556 --> 00:44:10,218
You're nervous
because of the camera.

708
00:44:17,355 --> 00:44:18,897
I found the key,
I found the key.

709
00:44:22,364 --> 00:44:24,670
I don't know the key.
I found it, I found it again.

710
00:44:24,706 --> 00:44:26,666
Thought you were supposed
to be a musician?

711
00:44:26,702 --> 00:44:28,170
I'm nailing it.

712
00:44:28,205 --> 00:44:29,766
Thought you were supposed
to be this really cool...

713
00:44:30,235 --> 00:44:31,569
And maybe you are, a little bit.

714
00:44:33,274 --> 00:44:36,308
-I found it, I found it!
-...this whole time.

715
00:44:36,343 --> 00:44:38,547
-Sell yourself a little short.
-[laughs]

716
00:44:38,583 --> 00:44:40,147
[Alyssa] Excuse me,

717
00:44:40,183 --> 00:44:42,685
could you help me find a copy
of Ana Karenina?

718
00:44:42,720 --> 00:44:44,318
Mom, what are you doing here?

719
00:44:44,353 --> 00:44:46,718
[Alyssa] I wanted to catch you
in your natural habitat.

720
00:44:47,287 --> 00:44:49,186
Since when do you read classic
novels?

721
00:44:49,221 --> 00:44:51,425
[Alyssa] I read a lot, actually.

722
00:44:52,128 --> 00:44:54,801
Okay, well, if you'll follow me
this way.

723
00:44:55,368 --> 00:44:57,936
We have it here.

724
00:44:59,264 --> 00:45:00,530
You know this is huge, right?

725
00:45:00,565 --> 00:45:02,304
Like, do you even have time
to read this?

726
00:45:02,706 --> 00:45:04,009
[Alyssa] I'll find time.

727
00:45:04,612 --> 00:45:06,037
-All right.
-[Alyssa] Thank you.

728
00:45:06,072 --> 00:45:07,705
What excellent service.

729
00:45:07,741 --> 00:45:10,443
Well, you know, we try, we try,
so, please, please come back.

730
00:45:13,082 --> 00:45:15,682
[Daniel] Boom,
three hours post tattoo.

731
00:45:16,118 --> 00:45:17,717
Time for the big reveal,
you ready?

732
00:45:17,753 --> 00:45:19,517
Yep, here we go.

733
00:45:19,553 --> 00:45:21,556
-[Daniel] Why are you going
so slow?
-It hurts.

734
00:45:21,592 --> 00:45:24,258
[Daniel] That hurt-- you got
a tattoo and it's the tape
that hurts?

735
00:45:24,293 --> 00:45:26,359
-Yes.
-[Daniel] Just take--
just rip it off.

736
00:45:26,395 --> 00:45:28,428
-Shut up! Slow and steady.
-[Daniel] Go, go, go!

737
00:45:29,928 --> 00:45:30,969
Damn.

738
00:45:31,930 --> 00:45:32,972
Wow!

739
00:45:33,775 --> 00:45:36,142
-[Daniel] What do you think?
-I really like it.

740
00:45:36,978 --> 00:45:39,301
[Daniel] Well, good,
you're stuck with it
forever now.

741
00:45:39,337 --> 00:45:40,704
I'm stuck with it forever!

742
00:45:41,977 --> 00:45:44,642
Lucas come here, come here!

743
00:45:45,186 --> 00:45:46,411
Stop, okay.

744
00:45:46,446 --> 00:45:48,621
-Okay, you have the ring?
-Yes, of course.

745
00:45:48,656 --> 00:45:51,918
All right, you ready for this,
Parker?

746
00:45:51,953 --> 00:45:53,651
-Yeah, you?
-Yeah.

747
00:45:54,685 --> 00:45:56,429
Dan, thank you for doing this,
by the way.

748
00:45:56,464 --> 00:45:58,056
[Daniel] Dude, it's an honor.

749
00:45:58,092 --> 00:45:59,833
-[cellphone beeps]
-Oh!

750
00:46:01,501 --> 00:46:02,959
Katie just got here.

751
00:46:02,995 --> 00:46:04,470
You ready?

752
00:46:04,506 --> 00:46:05,905
-It's game time!
-All right, go.

753
00:46:08,266 --> 00:46:09,804
[Daniel] Ready, babe?

754
00:46:09,839 --> 00:46:11,504
Yeah, uh, let's do this.

755
00:46:31,728 --> 00:46:33,031
Katie, I love you.

756
00:46:34,464 --> 00:46:36,600
Ever since I asked you out
three years ago to this day

757
00:46:36,635 --> 00:46:39,165
I knew you were special.

758
00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:41,908
I never knew
how kind and smart

759
00:46:43,236 --> 00:46:44,669
and insanely beautiful...

760
00:46:46,314 --> 00:46:50,114
There's nothing that I want more
than spend the rest of my life
with you

761
00:46:51,518 --> 00:46:52,545
as soon as possible.

762
00:46:54,683 --> 00:46:55,713
Katie...

763
00:46:56,723 --> 00:46:58,188
-Will you marry me?
-Oh, God.

764
00:46:59,184 --> 00:47:00,553
-Yeah?
-Yeah!

765
00:47:02,496 --> 00:47:03,988
[squeals]
So cute!

766
00:47:04,023 --> 00:47:05,195
Oh, my God.

767
00:47:06,358 --> 00:47:08,827
Oh, my God, it's beautiful!

768
00:47:08,862 --> 00:47:09,903
What?

769
00:47:13,065 --> 00:47:14,798
Guys, what?

770
00:47:17,370 --> 00:47:19,640
It's so pretty,
you did so good.

771
00:47:19,675 --> 00:47:21,247
Oh...

772
00:47:21,283 --> 00:47:22,476
Love you too.

773
00:47:30,791 --> 00:47:32,717
[Mac] Um, I have no idea
what I'm doing.

774
00:47:33,051 --> 00:47:34,188
Okay.

775
00:47:34,223 --> 00:47:35,819
That's the zoom,
you're doing right now,

776
00:47:35,854 --> 00:47:37,928
that's the zoom and you can use
that if you want to,

777
00:47:37,963 --> 00:47:39,526
everything else is on auto,
though.

778
00:47:39,561 --> 00:47:41,724
-[Mac] Okay, I got it.
-Get it, you ready? All right.

779
00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:43,901
Day one of the road trip
and, uh, so far I think

780
00:47:43,936 --> 00:47:45,499
Mackenzie has eaten
all the snacks.

781
00:47:45,534 --> 00:47:48,200
[Mac] No, I haven't, you liar.
I left you some carrots.

782
00:47:48,236 --> 00:47:49,668
Carrots?
That's all we have left?

783
00:47:51,077 --> 00:47:54,479
We are going to Dallas,
uh, from my band's show.

784
00:47:54,882 --> 00:47:57,346
[Mac] And where's your band,
good sir?

785
00:47:58,410 --> 00:47:59,716
They're in the other car.

786
00:47:59,751 --> 00:48:00,918
[Mac] And why is that?

787
00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:03,451
Because I wanted to spend
some alone time with my girl.

788
00:48:06,420 --> 00:48:07,888
[Mac] Eyes on the road,
cool guy.

789
00:48:07,923 --> 00:48:09,961
It's a red light.

790
00:48:09,997 --> 00:48:12,463
-Turn the camera off.
-[Mac] Okay, look at me.

791
00:48:12,498 --> 00:48:17,897
[live music]

792
00:48:17,933 --> 00:48:19,137
[Mac cheering]

793
00:48:24,504 --> 00:48:26,241
-[man] Do you want some?
-[Mac] Oh!

794
00:48:26,277 --> 00:48:28,509
-[man] Do you want some?
-[Mac] No, no, thanks.

795
00:48:37,083 --> 00:48:38,156
Okay, um...

796
00:48:39,156 --> 00:48:41,253
Lucas, I FaceTimed you
like six times,

797
00:48:41,288 --> 00:48:42,721
so, I guess you're pretty busy,

798
00:48:43,793 --> 00:48:44,822
but, um...

799
00:48:46,931 --> 00:48:48,793
I'm in Dallas with Daniel and...

800
00:48:50,933 --> 00:48:52,401
you were right.

801
00:48:52,436 --> 00:48:54,139
I really didn't want you
to be right, but, you were right

802
00:48:54,174 --> 00:48:57,942
and I think this is all just
a bit too much for me

803
00:48:57,977 --> 00:49:01,438
because some guy
just offered me coke

804
00:49:01,473 --> 00:49:03,742
and it was really hard to say no

805
00:49:04,511 --> 00:49:06,052
and I could have done it
but I didn't.

806
00:49:07,885 --> 00:49:09,154
Daniel's still inside.

807
00:49:10,124 --> 00:49:12,091
He's gonna kill me
when he finds out that I left.

808
00:49:13,459 --> 00:49:14,493
Shit.

809
00:49:15,162 --> 00:49:19,263
But, um, just... just call me
back when you can, okay?

810
00:49:20,501 --> 00:49:22,992
Kenzie, Kenz!

811
00:49:24,168 --> 00:49:25,698
Hey, what's up,
what are you doing?

812
00:49:26,700 --> 00:49:28,599
Let me in, I just,
I just want to talk to you.

813
00:49:28,634 --> 00:49:30,208
[Mac] Are you fucking high
right now?

814
00:49:31,338 --> 00:49:33,473
No! God, no, of course not.

815
00:49:33,509 --> 00:49:35,613
[Mac] Daniel, you said
you wouldn't do anything

816
00:49:35,649 --> 00:49:36,706
if I came with you.

817
00:49:36,741 --> 00:49:38,045
Look, just,
just come inside, okay?

818
00:49:38,080 --> 00:49:39,809
We're about to put...

819
00:49:39,845 --> 00:49:42,650
-[Mac] No, fuck this.
-We can talk about this.

820
00:49:42,686 --> 00:49:43,819
Hey!

821
00:49:43,855 --> 00:49:44,822
Hey, where the fuck?

822
00:49:44,857 --> 00:49:46,521
You can't take my car, bitch!

823
00:49:50,995 --> 00:49:54,430
Hello, world. Mackenzie here.

824
00:49:56,697 --> 00:49:58,929
I just decided to make
this video because...

825
00:50:00,201 --> 00:50:01,899
I didn't have it for me

826
00:50:03,075 --> 00:50:05,243
when I was battling
my depression,

827
00:50:07,206 --> 00:50:08,279
and um...

828
00:50:10,413 --> 00:50:12,316
I just felt
that it was really important.

829
00:50:14,889 --> 00:50:19,917
Today is the one-year
anniversary

830
00:50:21,619 --> 00:50:23,228
of when I attempted suicide.

831
00:50:25,526 --> 00:50:27,925
A lot has changed since then,
um...

832
00:50:29,396 --> 00:50:31,269
but a lot is still the same.

833
00:50:32,696 --> 00:50:34,571
Like I still have depression,

834
00:50:34,606 --> 00:50:36,270
um...

835
00:50:36,306 --> 00:50:37,968
some days are better
than others,

836
00:50:40,547 --> 00:50:41,609
and um...

837
00:50:44,142 --> 00:50:48,753
my future and who I want to be
in this world is still...

838
00:50:49,455 --> 00:50:54,127
really fuzzy to me
and overwhelming for me
to think about.

839
00:50:56,223 --> 00:50:59,462
But, I want it.

840
00:51:05,430 --> 00:51:06,535
Hi, everybody.

841
00:51:07,235 --> 00:51:08,669
My name is Mackenzie

842
00:51:09,604 --> 00:51:12,541
and this is my first time
performing.

843
00:51:14,246 --> 00:51:17,546
This is dedicated
to my best friend Lucas,

844
00:51:18,113 --> 00:51:20,043
wherever you are.

845
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:23,887
He knows
that I'm too competitive

846
00:51:23,922 --> 00:51:25,884
to turn down a bet, so.

847
00:51:26,926 --> 00:51:28,051
This one's for you Lucas.

848
00:51:32,196 --> 00:51:34,827
<i>♪ I remember us so clearly ♪</i>

849
00:51:37,002 --> 00:51:40,504
<i>♪ Like it was yesterday ♪</i>

850
00:51:40,539 --> 00:51:43,934
Tonight, Northern Indiana
University's star soccer player

851
00:51:43,970 --> 00:51:47,102
is in critical condition
after a deadly car crash.

852
00:51:47,138 --> 00:51:50,348
<i>Lucas Parker and his fiancée,</i>
<i>Katie Hamilton,</i>

853
00:51:50,383 --> 00:51:53,252
<i>were hit by a drunk driver</i>
<i>just before nine o'clock</i>

854
00:51:53,287 --> 00:51:56,078
<i>at the intersection</i>
<i>of Shelbyville and Hurstbourne.</i>

855
00:51:56,114 --> 00:51:58,647
<i>Parker was transported</i>
<i>to Baptist East Hospital</i>

856
00:51:58,682 --> 00:52:00,115
<i>in critical condition.</i>

857
00:52:00,151 --> 00:52:02,695
The crash was caused
by an oncoming drunk driver

858
00:52:02,730 --> 00:52:03,952
who died at the scene.

859
00:52:03,988 --> 00:52:06,661
<i>♪ As they'll be forever</i>
<i>memories ♪</i>

860
00:52:07,860 --> 00:52:13,371
<i>♪ There will always be</i>
<i>another day ♪</i>

861
00:52:15,336 --> 00:52:17,408
<i>♪ Forever memories ♪</i>

862
00:52:19,012 --> 00:52:24,250
<i>♪ This could be a higher way ♪</i>

863
00:52:25,311 --> 00:52:27,619
[applause]

864
00:52:27,655 --> 00:52:28,683
Thank you, guys.

865
00:52:30,921 --> 00:52:32,555
So, uh...

866
00:52:34,185 --> 00:52:37,120
obviously I'm not Lucas,
even though this his Instagram.

867
00:52:40,059 --> 00:52:42,763
As some of you probably
heard earlier, Lucas was...

868
00:52:44,331 --> 00:52:46,129
in a car crash

869
00:52:50,036 --> 00:52:53,636
and it's something to do
with his head or his brain.

870
00:52:53,671 --> 00:52:56,073
It's... It's really bad.

871
00:53:00,377 --> 00:53:03,256
So, we can really use
your thoughts and prayers,
please.

872
00:53:06,057 --> 00:53:13,057
[heart monitor beeping]

873
00:53:24,570 --> 00:53:28,138
<i>♪ As time goes by ♪</i>

874
00:53:29,280 --> 00:53:32,076
<i>♪ I'll be waiting for you ♪</i>

875
00:53:35,779 --> 00:53:39,182
<i>♪ As time goes by ♪</i>

876
00:53:40,291 --> 00:53:43,252
<i>♪ I'll be dreaming for you ♪</i>

877
00:53:46,759 --> 00:53:50,127
<i>♪ When you open your eyes ♪</i>

878
00:53:51,436 --> 00:53:55,038
<i>♪ The sunrise will be here</i>
<i>for you ♪</i>

879
00:53:55,074 --> 00:53:57,704
<i>♪ I'll be here for you ♪</i>

880
00:53:57,739 --> 00:54:00,478
<i>♪ When you're sharing</i>
<i>your stories ♪</i>

881
00:54:02,415 --> 00:54:05,010
<i>♪ My smile will look</i>
<i>right back at you ♪</i>

882
00:54:05,920 --> 00:54:08,579
<i>♪ So please will you ♪</i>

883
00:54:08,615 --> 00:54:13,425
<i>♪ Just open your eyes ♪</i>

884
00:54:13,461 --> 00:54:16,395
<i>♪ The sun will shine bright</i>
<i>when you're with me ♪</i>

885
00:54:19,494 --> 00:54:23,963
<i>♪ Just open your eyes ♪</i>

886
00:54:23,998 --> 00:54:27,703
<i>♪ Can't go another night</i>
<i>to see you like this ♪</i>

887
00:54:29,977 --> 00:54:34,336
<i>♪ Just open your eyes ♪</i>

888
00:54:34,372 --> 00:54:37,174
<i>♪ The sun will shine bright</i>
<i>when you're with me ♪</i>

889
00:54:40,284 --> 00:54:44,655
<i>♪ Just open your eyes ♪</i>

890
00:54:44,690 --> 00:54:48,152
<i>♪ I can't go another night</i>
<i>to see you like this ♪</i>

891
00:54:50,328 --> 00:54:54,697
<i>♪ But we'll get through this ♪</i>

892
00:55:05,503 --> 00:55:07,279
Hey.

893
00:55:07,314 --> 00:55:08,972
You're gonna have
a lot of these videos

894
00:55:09,008 --> 00:55:11,476
when you wake up,
so, sorry not sorry.

895
00:55:11,511 --> 00:55:13,749
[laughs] I guess.

896
00:55:16,818 --> 00:55:18,886
It's just really hard
not talking to you.

897
00:55:23,931 --> 00:55:24,958
I know what it's like

898
00:55:26,066 --> 00:55:27,961
to have to fight to stay alive.

899
00:55:30,233 --> 00:55:31,767
To want to even,

900
00:55:34,272 --> 00:55:35,831
and I know that you are Lucas,

901
00:55:35,866 --> 00:55:37,575
but please, I need you

902
00:55:39,209 --> 00:55:40,237
to fight harder

903
00:55:42,714 --> 00:55:46,551
and I hope that somehow you know
that I'm fighting too.

904
00:55:48,516 --> 00:55:49,752
Every day is so hard.

905
00:55:52,384 --> 00:55:55,928
I want to reuse and I want
to slip back into old habits

906
00:55:55,963 --> 00:55:58,464
but I'm not and I won't,

907
00:55:59,233 --> 00:56:02,160
because, I'm going to be there
for you.

908
00:56:04,698 --> 00:56:05,933
The same way you were for me.

909
00:56:12,243 --> 00:56:15,274
Attempt number 200.

910
00:56:15,709 --> 00:56:17,516
Whatever to get you to wake up.

911
00:56:21,614 --> 00:56:28,626
[music playing]

912
00:56:38,101 --> 00:56:39,069
Oh!

913
00:56:39,104 --> 00:56:40,564
-Hey.
-Hey.

914
00:56:40,600 --> 00:56:41,868
[music stops]

915
00:56:41,903 --> 00:56:44,433
I just came to check on him
before I leave.

916
00:56:45,405 --> 00:56:46,435
Yeah.

917
00:56:48,249 --> 00:56:49,812
God,
it's so hard to look at him.

918
00:56:51,783 --> 00:56:54,014
Oh, I mean his hair just needs
a little work, you know.

919
00:56:56,147 --> 00:56:57,622
I don't know
how I'm gonna do this.

920
00:56:59,250 --> 00:57:01,056
Katie, we're all just taking it
day by day.

921
00:57:01,091 --> 00:57:02,121
No, Mac,

922
00:57:02,928 --> 00:57:03,991
like...

923
00:57:04,922 --> 00:57:06,158
I don't know if I can.

924
00:57:07,968 --> 00:57:08,996
What do you mean?

925
00:57:09,794 --> 00:57:11,394
It's just, like...

926
00:57:12,137 --> 00:57:13,704
this is a lot.

927
00:57:15,375 --> 00:57:17,400
All the time,
I'm all messed up too.

928
00:57:18,169 --> 00:57:20,571
Katie, he's gonna wake up,
he's...

929
00:57:20,607 --> 00:57:21,679
It was my fault.

930
00:57:23,311 --> 00:57:24,374
What?

931
00:57:28,054 --> 00:57:29,148
I ran the light.

932
00:57:30,391 --> 00:57:32,822
It was yellow already
but I hit the gas.

933
00:57:33,891 --> 00:57:36,023
I mean, we were running late
and I hate running...

934
00:57:38,332 --> 00:57:40,093
The drunk hit us
but I put us there.

935
00:57:41,027 --> 00:57:43,802
I mean, if we hadn't been going
so fast,

936
00:57:43,837 --> 00:57:45,096
that...

937
00:57:45,131 --> 00:57:46,863
it wouldn't have been
that he wouldn't...

938
00:57:46,899 --> 00:57:48,035
-Katie...
-I'm sorry.

939
00:57:53,044 --> 00:57:54,107
Shit!

940
00:57:58,249 --> 00:57:59,517
Hey, everyone.

941
00:57:59,552 --> 00:58:01,719
Just wanted to give you guys
a quick update.

942
00:58:02,913 --> 00:58:04,051
Look who woke up!

943
00:58:06,386 --> 00:58:08,657
Thank you guys
for all your notes
and encouragement.

944
00:58:08,692 --> 00:58:10,293
No, seriously,
like, you're the best.

945
00:58:11,196 --> 00:58:14,326
He has some tests
he has to go do, so,
we'll talk to you guys later.

946
00:58:14,362 --> 00:58:15,724
Bye!

947
00:58:15,760 --> 00:58:17,262
[laughing]

948
00:58:28,874 --> 00:58:30,174
What are you doing?

949
00:58:30,210 --> 00:58:32,277
[Mac] I was just trying
to get you to wake up.

950
00:58:37,420 --> 00:58:38,822
This is so stupid!

951
00:58:42,955 --> 00:58:45,554
[Mac] Physical therapy day one!

952
00:58:47,299 --> 00:58:49,726
Parker! Parker! Parker!

953
00:58:50,395 --> 00:58:52,331
He really likes the blanket
you made him, mom,

954
00:58:52,366 --> 00:58:55,440
especially because it matches
the bear that Katie got him,

955
00:58:55,475 --> 00:58:59,744
but I don't know
where that's at, but...

956
00:59:01,244 --> 00:59:02,274
Oh...

957
00:59:03,411 --> 00:59:04,740
Day 23.

958
00:59:05,243 --> 00:59:06,850
Wait, Lucas,
where's your crutches.

959
00:59:07,946 --> 00:59:09,079
It's no big deal, Mac.

960
00:59:09,448 --> 00:59:11,685
[Mac] Yes, it is, you're going
to hurt yourself, stop.

961
00:59:11,720 --> 00:59:13,114
It doesn't matter, Mackenzie.

962
00:59:13,150 --> 00:59:14,416
[Mac] Lucas, listen to me.

963
00:59:14,451 --> 00:59:16,354
I need to. Mackenzie, it's fine,
just put...

964
00:59:20,126 --> 00:59:21,700
[Mac] Lucas look what came
in the...

965
00:59:24,005 --> 00:59:25,132
Are you okay?

966
00:59:27,105 --> 00:59:28,135
No...

967
00:59:31,306 --> 00:59:33,737
My doctor told my coach
that I couldn't play
next season,

968
00:59:33,773 --> 00:59:34,812
so they cut me.

969
00:59:36,810 --> 00:59:38,145
[Mac] Lucas, I'm...

970
00:59:39,184 --> 00:59:40,213
I'm sorry.

971
00:59:43,784 --> 00:59:44,855
Is that your letter?

972
00:59:45,653 --> 00:59:46,725
[Mac] Yeah, but...

973
00:59:48,991 --> 00:59:50,727
-Come on, pass me the camera.
-[Mac] No.

974
00:59:50,763 --> 00:59:52,791
Your mom always wants recordings
of this stuff.

975
00:59:52,826 --> 00:59:53,897
[Mac] We don't have to.

976
01:00:00,265 --> 01:00:01,806
[Lucas] Alright, step one,
go back.

977
01:00:02,608 --> 01:00:04,204
-Here.
-[Lucas] Yeah, that's good.

978
01:00:06,644 --> 01:00:08,681
-Are you sure?
-[Lucas] Yes.

979
01:00:15,352 --> 01:00:16,381
I like that.

980
01:00:18,157 --> 01:00:19,318
I got in.

981
01:00:20,656 --> 01:00:22,387
[Lucas] Yeah, congrats.

982
01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:24,422
Seriously.

983
01:00:29,401 --> 01:00:31,066
[Mac] Welcome home.

984
01:00:37,310 --> 01:00:38,370
Where are you going?

985
01:00:42,308 --> 01:00:44,047
I don't know.
I'm just kind of tired, Mac.

986
01:00:44,683 --> 01:00:47,082
[Mac] Oh, okay.
Yeah, that's fine.

987
01:00:48,247 --> 01:00:50,756
Thanks for the poster,
it's cool.

988
01:00:52,053 --> 01:00:53,550
[Mac] Yeah,
do you need anything?

989
01:00:54,922 --> 01:00:56,795
No, I'll just take a nap.

990
01:00:57,394 --> 01:00:58,423
[Mac] Okay.

991
01:01:03,193 --> 01:01:05,465
Good job, strong kicks.

992
01:01:05,500 --> 01:01:06,563
Nice!

993
01:01:09,868 --> 01:01:11,436
Okay, stop.

994
01:01:18,219 --> 01:01:19,818
There you go, nice!

995
01:01:25,192 --> 01:01:27,386
[door bell rings]

996
01:01:31,732 --> 01:01:34,899
-Hi, here's the rest
of your stuff.
-Thanks.

997
01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:37,000
How is he?

998
01:01:39,030 --> 01:01:41,004
He's doing okay.

999
01:01:42,638 --> 01:01:43,732
See you around.

1000
01:01:45,310 --> 01:01:46,405
I'm glad,

1001
01:01:47,314 --> 01:01:48,341
you know, that, um,

1002
01:01:49,407 --> 01:01:51,546
you were there for him
during all this

1003
01:01:51,582 --> 01:01:53,511
when I couldn't be.

1004
01:01:55,420 --> 01:01:56,481
He's really lucky.

1005
01:01:59,754 --> 01:02:00,826
Well, he's...

1006
01:02:01,758 --> 01:02:04,258
he's my best friend, so...

1007
01:02:14,837 --> 01:02:16,637
[soccer game playing on TV]

1008
01:02:16,673 --> 01:02:18,040
We're gonna get it.

1009
01:02:18,075 --> 01:02:19,702
Lucas we're gonna get it,
we're gonna get it.

1010
01:02:21,008 --> 01:02:22,277
Still got a long way to go.

1011
01:02:22,979 --> 01:02:24,641
Yeah, but,
they're making a comeback.

1012
01:02:39,825 --> 01:02:40,866
Katie.

1013
01:02:45,600 --> 01:02:46,831
Hey...

1014
01:02:46,866 --> 01:02:47,972
Hey, Katie!

1015
01:02:54,810 --> 01:02:55,980
What are you doing here?

1016
01:03:01,311 --> 01:03:02,745
They, they cut me, but,

1017
01:03:04,656 --> 01:03:06,485
but you already knew that, huh?

1018
01:03:07,394 --> 01:03:08,520
I didn't know that.

1019
01:03:11,028 --> 01:03:12,763
Yeah, you did.
That's why you dumped me.

1020
01:03:12,798 --> 01:03:14,499
Because I couldn't play soccer
anymore.

1021
01:03:14,534 --> 01:03:15,967
That's not true and you know it.

1022
01:03:16,002 --> 01:03:18,136
As soon as things get tough,
Katie's out. Good-bye.

1023
01:03:18,172 --> 01:03:19,468
Jump ship.

1024
01:03:19,504 --> 01:03:20,565
You need to go.

1025
01:03:23,576 --> 01:03:25,075
I can't believe you dumped me.

1026
01:03:28,308 --> 01:03:30,047
You dumped
your crippled fiancé...

1027
01:03:31,683 --> 01:03:33,351
You wanted to be over too.

1028
01:03:33,387 --> 01:03:35,382
No, no, no I didn't.

1029
01:03:36,251 --> 01:03:37,882
I remember the way
that you looked at me

1030
01:03:37,918 --> 01:03:38,957
in the hospital.

1031
01:03:39,754 --> 01:03:40,849
Every day,

1032
01:03:41,887 --> 01:03:43,318
like...

1033
01:03:43,354 --> 01:03:44,719
like it was all my fault.

1034
01:03:44,754 --> 01:03:46,960
Like I took away everything
that you ever...

1035
01:03:47,730 --> 01:03:50,535
How were we supposed to get
married when you looked at me
like that.

1036
01:03:50,570 --> 01:03:52,905
No, that's bullshit. Bullshit.

1037
01:03:54,431 --> 01:03:56,873
So you can't reply to my texts,

1038
01:03:56,909 --> 01:03:58,570
but you can show up
to my house drunk?

1039
01:04:00,007 --> 01:04:01,738
That's bullshit, Lucas.

1040
01:04:13,754 --> 01:04:20,757
[sobs]

1041
01:04:42,981 --> 01:04:44,022
Um.

1042
01:04:47,250 --> 01:04:48,323
Hey, Lucas.

1043
01:04:50,759 --> 01:04:52,129
I've been...

1044
01:04:53,633 --> 01:04:55,165
thinking about this a lot

1045
01:04:58,596 --> 01:05:00,302
and it's really hard for me
to say,

1046
01:05:01,835 --> 01:05:02,865
but,

1047
01:05:04,074 --> 01:05:05,802
things are getting
out of control,

1048
01:05:07,141 --> 01:05:09,212
and, I've told you this before

1049
01:05:10,479 --> 01:05:14,151
but you didn't believe me
and you really should.

1050
01:05:20,455 --> 01:05:23,319
I couldn't even get you
to the couch this time

1051
01:05:23,354 --> 01:05:24,491
before you passed out.

1052
01:05:30,202 --> 01:05:32,565
Look, I know what it's like
to just hate everything.

1053
01:05:33,807 --> 01:05:36,068
To resent everything
and everyone.

1054
01:05:36,103 --> 01:05:37,174
I know what it's like

1055
01:05:38,842 --> 01:05:40,012
better than most people.

1056
01:05:45,778 --> 01:05:47,877
I know what you're going
through but it has to stop.

1057
01:05:52,153 --> 01:05:53,982
If not for you then for me.

1058
01:05:57,556 --> 01:06:01,126
It's not easy for me to be
around you

1059
01:06:01,161 --> 01:06:02,232
when you're so out of it

1060
01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:06,038
because it makes me
want to be out of it too.

1061
01:06:09,173 --> 01:06:11,603
God knows it feels great
to just check out

1062
01:06:11,639 --> 01:06:13,870
when things get bad,
but I can't do that anymore.

1063
01:06:20,584 --> 01:06:21,681
So,

1064
01:06:22,751 --> 01:06:28,060
consider this your wake-up call,
your intervention or whatever.

1065
01:06:31,525 --> 01:06:33,555
You can be so much more
than this, Lucas.

1066
01:06:33,590 --> 01:06:35,562
You are so much more than this.

1067
01:06:39,031 --> 01:06:40,105
Um...

1068
01:06:41,237 --> 01:06:45,033
so for now,
I'm not gonna come over.

1069
01:06:49,675 --> 01:06:51,446
I know it doesn't seem like it
but there...

1070
01:06:52,347 --> 01:06:55,120
is more to life
than Katie and soccer.

1071
01:06:57,887 --> 01:07:01,159
Your future looks different now
but that doesn't have to be
a bad thing.

1072
01:07:06,795 --> 01:07:07,891
Alright.

1073
01:07:09,899 --> 01:07:11,334
Alright, Lucas.

1074
01:07:12,698 --> 01:07:14,666
You're gonna watch this
every single morning

1075
01:07:14,701 --> 01:07:17,274
and you're gonna remember
these three things.

1076
01:07:20,204 --> 01:07:21,278
One,

1077
01:07:22,210 --> 01:07:23,981
you gotta take it day by day,

1078
01:07:24,750 --> 01:07:28,516
alright, and every day, I mean,
something's just gonna get
a little bit better.

1079
01:07:30,621 --> 01:07:31,651
Two,

1080
01:07:35,261 --> 01:07:37,954
enough with the booze, man,
it doesn't do shit.

1081
01:07:39,423 --> 01:07:40,462
And three, like,

1082
01:07:42,262 --> 01:07:45,797
you're doing this for yourself
for the man that you know
that you are, but,

1083
01:07:48,170 --> 01:07:49,471
but you're doing it for Mac.

1084
01:07:51,073 --> 01:07:52,144
Because you love her

1085
01:07:55,444 --> 01:07:57,314
and you can't keep hurting her
like this.

1086
01:08:03,986 --> 01:08:05,850
Okay. Every day.

1087
01:08:07,959 --> 01:08:13,165
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you ♪</i>

1088
01:08:15,633 --> 01:08:16,663
Okay.

1089
01:08:22,303 --> 01:08:24,540
Mom, are you recording a video?

1090
01:08:25,143 --> 01:08:26,841
She always records,
you know that.

1091
01:08:26,877 --> 01:08:28,278
[Alyssa] Mm-hmm.

1092
01:08:28,314 --> 01:08:30,545
You'll be thankful
for these videos one day, okay?

1093
01:08:31,177 --> 01:08:32,217
Trust me.

1094
01:08:34,214 --> 01:08:35,253
Actually, Mac.

1095
01:08:35,854 --> 01:08:37,981
While the camera is out.

1096
01:09:04,982 --> 01:09:06,042
Are you gonna open it?

1097
01:09:15,992 --> 01:09:17,295
"Best coach."

1098
01:09:18,493 --> 01:09:20,056
Yeah you're not too bad
with your kids

1099
01:09:21,865 --> 01:09:22,894
and with me.

1100
01:09:26,063 --> 01:09:28,166
I can still kick a soccer ball,
wait for it...

1101
01:09:28,202 --> 01:09:29,901
Whatever, God.

1102
01:09:30,901 --> 01:09:32,701
[Lucas] She won't even look up,
watch.

1103
01:09:32,736 --> 01:09:35,975
Hey, Mac! Mac! Mac! Mac! Mac!

1104
01:09:36,010 --> 01:09:37,040
What?

1105
01:09:38,510 --> 01:09:39,877
[Lucas] What you doing?

1106
01:09:39,913 --> 01:09:41,852
What do you think I'm doing?
What are you doing?

1107
01:09:41,887 --> 01:09:43,486
[Lucas] Uh? Homework?

1108
01:09:47,556 --> 01:09:49,756
[Mac] Come on, let's hustle,
let's hustle!

1109
01:09:52,227 --> 01:09:53,826
Yo, what time is it?

1110
01:10:03,972 --> 01:10:05,002
Alright.

1111
01:10:06,075 --> 01:10:07,109
Keep up the pace.

1112
01:10:07,611 --> 01:10:10,411
[Mac] Wait, Lucas, what,
what was your career assessment?

1113
01:10:10,446 --> 01:10:12,779
-Okay, Mac, please no...
-[Mac] Stop!

1114
01:10:13,313 --> 01:10:15,881
Vegas Entertainer.

1115
01:10:15,916 --> 01:10:18,683
-Wow! What would you even do?
-I don't even know, Mac.

1116
01:10:18,718 --> 01:10:20,558
[Mac] You know what?
Oh, Magic Lucas.

1117
01:10:20,593 --> 01:10:22,285
Uh-huh.

1118
01:10:22,320 --> 01:10:24,085
[Mac] I think thousands
of people will pay to come
and see you.

1119
01:10:24,120 --> 01:10:25,927
I just wasted 30 minutes
of my life on this.

1120
01:10:25,962 --> 01:10:27,124
[Mac] Vegas!

1121
01:10:27,927 --> 01:10:30,031
[Alyssa] Guys! Come on!
You're gonna miss it.

1122
01:10:30,066 --> 01:10:36,872
[countdown on TV]

1123
01:10:36,908 --> 01:10:38,640
Happy new year!

1124
01:12:29,383 --> 01:12:30,422
Lucas Parker.

1125
01:12:31,419 --> 01:12:32,920
What does this say?

1126
01:12:33,389 --> 01:12:37,957
What? "Mac I am writing this

1127
01:12:38,889 --> 01:12:41,257
from the plane." Is that plane?

1128
01:12:41,859 --> 01:12:45,932
Um, "I keep thinking about what

1129
01:12:47,130 --> 01:12:49,172
something year old Lucas
would say,"

1130
01:12:49,207 --> 01:12:50,805
Oh 12-year-old Lucas would say.

1131
01:12:51,645 --> 01:12:52,675
Why,

1132
01:12:54,244 --> 01:12:57,039
why did we, the plastic?

1133
01:12:57,075 --> 01:13:00,408
Oh, why did we wait
till the last day.

1134
01:13:02,750 --> 01:13:05,622
I don't know why,
why did we wait.

1135
01:13:08,223 --> 01:13:09,285
Hey, Mac.

1136
01:13:10,459 --> 01:13:11,925
On my way to the library.

1137
01:13:12,426 --> 01:13:13,762
Bring my study on.

1138
01:13:16,632 --> 01:13:18,470
See what's up,
see what you're doing.

1139
01:13:19,970 --> 01:13:22,768
I had a walk, uh, I had to walk
through the soccer field today

1140
01:13:22,803 --> 01:13:24,202
and the whole team was there,
so.

1141
01:13:24,938 --> 01:13:27,803
It wasn't that great
but, but, hey, I gotta,

1142
01:13:28,272 --> 01:13:30,482
I got a kinesiology midterm
to study for, so.

1143
01:13:31,482 --> 01:13:33,309
Call me in like, what,
three hours.

1144
01:13:35,651 --> 01:13:37,214
I'll definitely need
to pick me up.

1145
01:13:39,616 --> 01:13:40,657
Bye.

1146
01:13:42,658 --> 01:13:45,321
So, my mom really misses you,
Lucas.

1147
01:13:46,832 --> 01:13:48,057
Yep.

1148
01:13:48,426 --> 01:13:51,833
All I do is sit in my room
all day listening to sad music.

1149
01:13:53,303 --> 01:13:54,737
It's pitiful, really.

1150
01:13:55,603 --> 01:13:58,202
Yeah, but, it's okay, because,

1151
01:13:58,804 --> 01:14:00,578
Mac bought me plane tickets.

1152
01:14:01,014 --> 01:14:02,041
Wait, what, I didn't...

1153
01:14:03,646 --> 01:14:05,445
Oh, my God, wait,
are you serious?

1154
01:14:05,480 --> 01:14:08,182
-Yeah.
-Wait a minute.

1155
01:14:08,651 --> 01:14:11,186
Are you...
Are you into this Parker?

1156
01:14:11,622 --> 01:14:13,756
What is happening?
I got to pack. Hold on.

1157
01:14:17,327 --> 01:14:18,563
How many are you taking?

1158
01:14:19,462 --> 01:14:20,763
[Lucas] I haven't taken one yet.

1159
01:14:21,331 --> 01:14:22,358
Hurry up. It's cold.

1160
01:14:27,798 --> 01:14:28,837
Did you take it?

1161
01:14:32,675 --> 01:14:34,205
-[Lucas] It might be a video.
-What?

1162
01:14:35,671 --> 01:14:38,542
Is there something you want
to remember about this, Parker?

1163
01:14:38,578 --> 01:14:39,617
[Lucas] Always.

1164
01:14:40,677 --> 01:14:41,718
Here.

1165
01:14:46,225 --> 01:14:48,450
What are you thinking about?

1166
01:14:54,534 --> 01:14:56,458
Thinking about how this feels
really great.

1167
01:14:58,704 --> 01:15:01,936
And how it feels really good
to feel right again.

1168
01:15:10,511 --> 01:15:13,885
<i>♪ Take my hand ♪</i>

1169
01:15:13,920 --> 01:15:17,952
<i>♪ Please don't worry</i>
<i>about the scars</i>
<i>that you still hide ♪</i>

1170
01:15:19,557 --> 01:15:20,990
How are you feeling,
miss Parker?

1171
01:15:21,593 --> 01:15:23,524
I'm feeling pretty great,
Mr. Parker.

1172
01:15:23,559 --> 01:15:25,723
Mm-hmm. Good, because, uh, well,

1173
01:15:26,226 --> 01:15:28,695
I don't know if you know this,
but, we're married.

1174
01:15:28,730 --> 01:15:32,263
-Oh! We're married!
-[scoffs]

1175
01:15:34,031 --> 01:15:35,970
Only 17 hours left to go.

1176
01:15:36,570 --> 01:15:39,207
-Yeah!
-Yeah!

1177
01:15:39,242 --> 01:15:40,343
Yeah, baby!

1178
01:15:40,378 --> 01:15:42,376
We're on our way to Florida.

1179
01:15:42,411 --> 01:15:43,439
Hey mama Schaffer.

1180
01:15:44,073 --> 01:15:45,279
We're in our new house.

1181
01:15:45,315 --> 01:15:46,343
Yeah, we are!

1182
01:15:47,410 --> 01:15:49,249
-How's that going?
-Are you mocking me?

1183
01:15:49,284 --> 01:15:50,719
Mm-hmm.

1184
01:15:50,755 --> 01:15:53,285
Oh, see? You have no clue
what you're doing!

1185
01:15:53,320 --> 01:15:55,660
[Lucas] Now what is
an entrepreneur
doing up so late?

1186
01:15:57,261 --> 01:15:58,594
What do you think?

1187
01:15:58,629 --> 01:16:00,794
[Lucas] Well, I would definitely
go there

1188
01:16:00,829 --> 01:16:03,261
and I don't even play soccer
anymore.

1189
01:16:04,762 --> 01:16:06,369
So, happy?

1190
01:16:06,404 --> 01:16:09,300
Yeah, it's been a long time.

1191
01:16:10,933 --> 01:16:11,973
I'm excited.

1192
01:16:36,961 --> 01:16:38,197
[Lucas] Hey, little guy!

1193
01:16:38,796 --> 01:16:40,300
It's okay.

1194
01:16:40,336 --> 01:16:41,365
It's okay.

1195
01:16:45,476 --> 01:16:48,240
That's okay, that's okay.

1196
01:16:48,840 --> 01:16:51,980
Yeah, yeah, hi.

1197
01:16:52,849 --> 01:16:58,250
That's okay,
you're okay, you're okay.

1198
01:17:02,656 --> 01:17:06,698
[music playing]

1199
01:17:22,205 --> 01:17:25,112
<i>♪ How long you been out? ♪</i>

1200
01:17:26,916 --> 01:17:29,982
<i>♪ You kick like a pup</i>
<i>On the couch ♪</i>

1201
01:17:30,017 --> 01:17:34,055
<i>♪ Well, I'll keep</i>
<i>My voice down ♪</i>

1202
01:17:35,519 --> 01:17:38,959
<i>♪ I forgot</i>
<i>What I was festering about ♪</i>

1203
01:17:38,994 --> 01:17:42,126
<i>♪ It was something 'bout</i>
<i>A kick I'm on ♪</i>

1204
01:17:42,162 --> 01:17:44,668
<i>♪ Something 'bout</i>
<i>A kingdom come ♪</i>

1205
01:17:44,703 --> 01:17:47,772
<i>♪ It's something new</i>
<i>Every month ♪</i>

1206
01:17:48,936 --> 01:17:51,168
<i>♪ But I swear this one's it ♪</i>

1207
01:17:51,204 --> 01:17:53,643
<i>♪ No more boy</i>
<i>Who cried purpose ♪</i>

1208
01:17:53,679 --> 01:17:57,111
<i>♪ Who am I tryin'</i>
<i>To convince? ♪</i>

1209
01:17:58,582 --> 01:18:01,951
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1210
01:18:03,183 --> 01:18:07,418
<i>♪ Somewhere</i>
<i>I lost track of it ♪</i>

1211
01:18:15,930 --> 01:18:19,266
<i>♪ How much time have I got? ♪</i>

1212
01:18:19,301 --> 01:18:23,902
<i>♪ You're the closest thing</i>
<i>To a break I've caught ♪</i>

1213
01:18:23,938 --> 01:18:28,076
<i>♪ Like a dry heaving cough ♪</i>

1214
01:18:29,440 --> 01:18:33,112
<i>♪ How much time</i>
<i>Do you think I've lost ♪</i>

1215
01:18:33,147 --> 01:18:36,180
<i>♪ Just staring</i>
<i>At a warehouse clock? ♪</i>

1216
01:18:36,216 --> 01:18:38,686
<i>♪ Move that barrel</i>
<i>Lift that box ♪</i>

1217
01:18:38,721 --> 01:18:41,859
<i>♪ Hell, man, it's a job ♪</i>

1218
01:18:42,926 --> 01:18:45,189
<i>♪ Don't you worry</i>
<i>Come next year ♪</i>

1219
01:18:45,225 --> 01:18:47,621
<i>♪ We'll be on our feet</i>
<i>I swear ♪</i>

1220
01:18:47,657 --> 01:18:51,198
<i>♪ Are these dreams</i>
<i>Or they prayers? ♪</i>

1221
01:18:52,603 --> 01:18:56,137
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1222
01:18:57,102 --> 01:19:00,603
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1223
01:19:01,612 --> 01:19:05,179
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1224
01:19:06,111 --> 01:19:10,245
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1225
01:19:10,281 --> 01:19:14,791
<i>♪ Talking in your sleep again ♪</i>

1226
01:19:14,826 --> 01:19:19,386
<i>♪ Said,</i>
<i>"We're in the home stretch" ♪</i>

1227
01:19:19,421 --> 01:19:23,965
<i>♪ I said under my breath ♪</i>

1228
01:19:24,000 --> 01:19:27,531
<i>♪ "You're all</i>
<i>I could've wanted" ♪</i>

1229
01:19:28,540 --> 01:19:32,206
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1230
01:19:33,171 --> 01:19:36,738
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1231
01:19:37,681 --> 01:19:41,215
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1232
01:19:42,147 --> 01:19:45,923
<i>♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪</i>

1233
01:19:54,299 --> 01:19:55,757
[song ends]