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-(birds calling)
-(insects trilling)

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HARRY TURNER (whispering):
It's a squirrel.

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That squirrel's gonna go...

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Get it. Get it.

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Get it.

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It's a squirrel.

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Go. Go.

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(growling softly)

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(panting)

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(sniffing)

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♪ ♪

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(growls softly)

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(growling)

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(growling softly)

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Don't play with it.

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I'm gonna get it. I'm gonna get it.

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(growling)

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Eat it.

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(growls viciously)

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We're wild animals, me and you.

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We're wild.

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(growling)

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-(tapping)
-Come here.

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Come here.

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(groaning)

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(chuckling)

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Okay, piggyback.

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The reintroduction was always
for one reason.

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That was to put a wildcat
back into the wild again.

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But it's just hard.

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It's hard to let go of something you love.

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Especially when you're
letting him go into, like,

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one of the most dangerous environments
in the world.

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(bird calls in distance)

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♪ ♪

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(faint, distorted gunfire)

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(shotgun fires)

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(heavy gunfire)

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(yelling)

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REPORTER:
Private Harry Turner is just 18,

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one of the youngest soldiers here.

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He only finished training in March
and is now on a six-month tour.

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HARRY:
My mum was a little bit, like,

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shocked because she thought
I was only going to be out here

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for two weeks, but nah, my mum, dad,
they're all supportive about it.

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(heavy gunfire)

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(indistinct shouting)

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I was medically discharged

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with recurrent depression and PTSD.

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After Afghanistan, I struggled so badly.

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I felt that life wasn't worth living

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and maybe I should just pack up
all of my things

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and just go where no one knows where I am,

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no one knows if I'm alive,
no one knows if I'm dead.

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(quiet chatter)

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(child coughing)

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And then when I met Sam,

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that's when my life really took a turn.

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(indistinct chatter)

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SAMANTHA ZWICKER:
You know, when I came across Harry,

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he was extremely misunderstood.

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This, you know, boy who went to war
instead of going to college,

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which is what a lot of people see
when they look at him.

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But I obviously saw something
super special in him.

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He spent his time in the jungle

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volunteering and helping me
with, like, this greater cause.

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Just carrying a sloth on my back
through the jungle.

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Gonna get him back, give him some food,
put him back up a tree.

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Sam could've easily stayed at home
and just studied at university.

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You know, the usual.

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But she was out there in the jungle,
physically doing it.

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SAMANTHA: I started Hoja Nueva
after I first came to Peru.

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(birds screeching)

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I came as a student
to do wildlife research.

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Yeah, look how big these are.

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Huge ocelot.

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Poop, poop, poop, poop.

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And I stayed because I saw a need

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not just for research but for being a part
of the conservation efforts as a whole.

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I'm saying I'm going to pay five dollars
per sample collected of cat scat.

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Now, that is how you motivate people.

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Right? Am I right? (laughs)

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(speaking Spanish)

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And it's just morphed
and-and grown a lot since then.

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NIERY:
We as an NGO

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try very hard to prevent deforestation
and hunting.

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SAMANTHA: It's a Peruvian nonprofit,
and it's a place that

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animals that don't have another chance
can come to.

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SAMANTHA:
Hi!

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Hi! Hi!

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Hi, I'm Samantha. I'm good, you?

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Nice to meet you.

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You have a family of animals.
I like it a lot.

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It's like my family. (laughing)

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I think it will take time
to be wild again,

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but little by little he can.

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Let's see.

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Banana. (gasps)

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Yeah? Okay.

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-(mutters) It's okay.
-(squeals)

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SAMANTHA: We get animals
because of things like logging, mining,

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wildlife trafficking,
people selling animals in markets.

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And we have to do what we can
to get the younger animals rehabilitated.

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(speaking Spanish)

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Their alternative is living
in a cement box

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or getting euthanized

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or dying in a much worse way.

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Billy!

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They live, basically, in larger herds
on the other side of the river from us,

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but we're still gonna try
to reintroduce him

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because pigs are quite easy in that way.

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He never had a mama. You can tell.

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You can always tell
when they've never had a mama.

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He's a baby.

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Baby paca-rana.

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What are you doing?

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What are you doing?

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SAMANTHA:
It's hard to describe, like,

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the feeling of being in a place
that still has beauty like this.

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-(laughing)
-(muttering)

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Being around animals, being around nature,

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not having that many people around.

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Harry, what you looking at?

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-Oh, you got a leaf in your hair.
-Oh.

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SAMANTHA:
Oh, my God! (laughs)

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I've seen the jungle here change people.

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♪ ♪

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(laughs)

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(laughter)

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Whoa!

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(laughter)

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(laughing):
Harry, no.

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-(squeals) Oh, my God!
-(laughter)

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Three, two, one.

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(whoops, laughs)

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♪ ♪

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HARRY:
We became, you know, a team,

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best friends and partners,

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and when Khan came into our hands,

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that's when my life really had a purpose.

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Yesterday we rescued him

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from some illegal loggers.

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He was in a tree that they cut down.

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We've named him Khan.

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We're gonna try and do
a reintroduction program with him.

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It was an incredible feeling to know

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that this animal wasn't gonna be
going onto the black market,

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to know that its claws
weren't gonna be clipped

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or its teeth weren't gonna be ground down.

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No more biting of the face.

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(groaning)

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SAMANTHA:
Good baby. Good baby!

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HARRY:
Khan. (clicking tongue)

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-SAMANTHA: You want to go to Daddy?
-HARRY: Khan. (clicking tongue)

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(Samantha laughing)

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-HARRY: Good boy.
-SAMANTHA: You got it.

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(growls playfully)

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(Khan growls softly)

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SAMANTHA: The goal was always
that Khan would be a wild ocelot.

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That it was better
than living a life in the zoo.

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HARRY:
Good boy.

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SAMANTHA:
I started doing all the research possible

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to come up with a reintroduction plan.

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(growls)

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HARRY:
Come join Mummy up in the tree.

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Good boy.

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SAMANTHA:
The biggest kind of challenge was

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no one had done it before.

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They've never actively spent time
with a wildcat for a year,

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a year and a half, two years,
and then reintroduced it.

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It's just never been done.

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Mosquitoes are bad tonight,
as you can tell.

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But I just found this little dude.

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Khan.

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He's here. (hisses playfully)

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(rodent squeaking)

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Where is it?

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Did you lose it?

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Right, when you get something,
you have to kill it.

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You have to.

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Otherwise, you're gonna die out here.

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I didn't know if it was gonna be doable,

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but Sam had a lot of faith in me.

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SAMANTHA: I don't think there's anyone
that's better-suited for this project.

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It doesn't matter if you come
from an academic background

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or you have a master's or a PhD.

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Most people couldn't survive here.

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A lot of people come down
and do research projects

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that last three months
and can't even usually last that long,

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living day-to-day
in the Amazon rain forest.

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So, Harry's history and experience
with being in harsh environments,

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it makes him suited for this project.

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He can smell something.

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(Khan growls)

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I'm gonna have to teach Khan
that this caiman here can be food.

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It's moving.

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Okay.

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Khan got bitten by him,
so now he's a bit scared of...

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He doesn't know what to do.

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Khan, you've got to grab the neck.

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I've got him.

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Good boy.

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Good boy. Good boy.

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I'd like to say a huge thank-you
for the amount of support that we've had

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through the Khan ReWilding project.

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Um, we would not be able to do this
without you at all,

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and he is growing up very, very quickly.

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He's getting very, very boisterous.

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And soon,

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hopefully, he'll be off
in the wild by himself.

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(growling softly)

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Look how fat this little bugger is.

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Look at your belly!

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(laughing)

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It really just makes me think,
"You're okay, you know?

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"This... this world that you live in is...

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isn't so bad after all."

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(growling playfully)

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He's saving me, and I'm saving him.

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-Good boy.
-SAMANTHA: Khan.

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(Samantha growling playfully)

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Okay.

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Ow! That's my ear.

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These claws there...

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fucking size of them go into you.

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Ow. Fucking hell.

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He clawed me straight in the fucking face.

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Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah! The ear.

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Ah, shit.

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I'm recording this so that...

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No, that's my hat.

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Because, when I miss you,

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when I'm back in England,

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I can look back on this video
and think what a little shit he was.

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(insects trilling)

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Khan, where are you?

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-(gunshot)
-Shit!

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(grunting)

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(Khan growling)

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Hi. Hi.

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You're okay.

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Come here.

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(crying):
My poor boy.

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My poor boy is so fucked.

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His fucking front paw's hanging off.

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(sniffles) It's okay, boy.

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(growls)

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The vets are on their way.

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I was walking with Khan.

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There was a gun which has a bit of string
that triggers it

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when something walks in front of it

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that hunters put out.

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Shot him in the front leg.

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I'm trying to keep positive,

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but I'm so fucking angry and sad
at the same time.

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And in my head, I keep thinking,

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"Right, he's gonna be okay,
he's gonna be okay."

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(sobs)

260
00:17:10,823 --> 00:17:12,824
I don't know what to do.

261
00:17:12,909 --> 00:17:14,910
♪ ♪

262
00:17:14,994 --> 00:17:16,996
(shovel digging)

263
00:17:42,897 --> 00:17:44,899
(crying)

264
00:17:52,240 --> 00:17:54,242
♪ ♪

265
00:18:16,222 --> 00:18:18,224
♪ ♪

266
00:18:35,157 --> 00:18:37,118
(slicing)

267
00:18:50,923 --> 00:18:54,135
SAMANTHA:
When Khan died, he became closed off.

268
00:18:55,344 --> 00:18:58,472
He told me that he would
never find the capacity

269
00:18:58,556 --> 00:19:02,935
to love anything again
the way that he loved Khan.

270
00:19:03,019 --> 00:19:05,021
♪ ♪

271
00:19:10,026 --> 00:19:12,028
(growling softly)

272
00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:19,869
(chuckles)

273
00:19:19,952 --> 00:19:21,579
(laughing)

274
00:19:21,662 --> 00:19:23,289
(muttering)

275
00:19:23,372 --> 00:19:26,751
SAMANTHA: Yeah.
He used to write letters all the time.

276
00:19:26,834 --> 00:19:30,421
I don't think I would go a day without,
like, coming back and having, like,

277
00:19:30,504 --> 00:19:33,049
a poem or a letter,
like, waiting on my bed.

278
00:19:37,845 --> 00:19:39,972
(sighs)

279
00:19:40,056 --> 00:19:44,018
I think that Khan's death
kind of killed any happiness

280
00:19:44,101 --> 00:19:48,648
that he had built up
over the two years before that.

281
00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:53,611
He's a totally different person now.

282
00:19:58,157 --> 00:19:59,617
(sniffles)

283
00:19:59,700 --> 00:20:01,619
(crying):
It took me, like...

284
00:20:03,287 --> 00:20:06,374
...a good two hours to get out of bed.

285
00:20:17,593 --> 00:20:21,013
SAMANTHA:
It only kind of slowly occurred to me

286
00:20:21,097 --> 00:20:24,767
that there was, like,
a much deeper darkness.

287
00:20:26,644 --> 00:20:28,980
And that was what worried me the most--

288
00:20:29,063 --> 00:20:32,942
that Harry would react in a way
that would be harmful to himself.

289
00:20:39,323 --> 00:20:42,118
-(chitters)
-(engines buzzing)

290
00:20:48,916 --> 00:20:50,918
(rooster crows)

291
00:20:53,713 --> 00:20:55,798
SAMANTHA:
We just got a message on the sat phone

292
00:20:55,881 --> 00:20:57,717
from a friend in the community of Lucerna.

293
00:20:57,800 --> 00:21:00,302
They're holding a baby ocelot
that they've gotten

294
00:21:00,386 --> 00:21:02,096
from some loggers passing downriver.

295
00:21:03,848 --> 00:21:08,102
This will be the... the first time that
this kind of call has come in since Khan.

296
00:21:10,896 --> 00:21:12,898
(engine rumbling)

297
00:21:21,073 --> 00:21:22,658
Hello.

298
00:21:51,771 --> 00:21:53,773
(purring)

299
00:22:03,574 --> 00:22:06,118
(yowls softly)

300
00:22:08,871 --> 00:22:10,873
(Harry crying)

301
00:22:18,923 --> 00:22:21,092
HARRY:
Thank you. (sniffles)

302
00:22:23,761 --> 00:22:25,304
Thank you.

303
00:22:26,847 --> 00:22:28,265
(device beeping)

304
00:22:28,349 --> 00:22:31,018
(growling)

305
00:22:31,102 --> 00:22:33,270
1.64 pounds.

306
00:22:38,442 --> 00:22:42,363
SAMANTHA: All right, he can get a full
.5 milliliters of both of these, so...

307
00:22:42,446 --> 00:22:43,781
(yowling)

308
00:22:43,864 --> 00:22:45,491
Ooh.

309
00:22:49,912 --> 00:22:51,997
-SAMANTHA (chuckles): Hey.
-(yowling)

310
00:22:54,166 --> 00:22:56,460
(mutters, chuckles)

311
00:22:58,462 --> 00:23:02,925
This little dude is Keanu,

312
00:23:03,008 --> 00:23:05,469
and... (chuckles)

313
00:23:05,553 --> 00:23:08,264
he is our second ocelot rescue.

314
00:23:08,347 --> 00:23:11,016
(yowls)

315
00:23:11,100 --> 00:23:15,604
He will be reintroduced into the wild
in about a year and a half,

316
00:23:15,688 --> 00:23:20,025
and he will be a very aggressive wildcat.

317
00:23:23,779 --> 00:23:26,490
Because of what happened to Khan,

318
00:23:26,574 --> 00:23:29,076
we are planning on moving Keanu.

319
00:23:30,494 --> 00:23:36,125
Moving him to, um, a larger,
safer, more remote area.

320
00:23:39,962 --> 00:23:41,964
♪ ♪

321
00:23:51,473 --> 00:23:53,058
Great.

322
00:23:57,354 --> 00:23:59,231
Tres, dos, uno.

323
00:24:00,441 --> 00:24:02,026
(grunting)

324
00:24:02,109 --> 00:24:04,320
(insects buzzing)

325
00:24:04,403 --> 00:24:06,655
(hammering)

326
00:24:08,365 --> 00:24:10,910
(hammering continues)

327
00:24:10,993 --> 00:24:12,995
(birds chirping)

328
00:24:33,182 --> 00:24:35,309
HARRY:
This is where I'm gonna live from now on.

329
00:24:35,392 --> 00:24:37,394
This is me, this is permanent,

330
00:24:37,478 --> 00:24:43,108
and I'm gonna be here until, um...
until Keanu leaves.

331
00:24:43,192 --> 00:24:45,236
(birds calling)

332
00:24:53,327 --> 00:24:55,246
This is your new home.

333
00:24:55,329 --> 00:24:56,664
Let's see how you like it.

334
00:24:57,748 --> 00:24:59,333
Eh?

335
00:25:01,794 --> 00:25:03,545
Don't give up. Don't give up.

336
00:25:03,629 --> 00:25:04,922
(meows)

337
00:25:05,005 --> 00:25:07,508
I gotcha. I gotcha.

338
00:25:11,512 --> 00:25:13,389
Want some milk?

339
00:25:15,641 --> 00:25:17,351
(sighs)

340
00:25:18,477 --> 00:25:22,856
I know that my life's gonna get
very hard in the next few months

341
00:25:22,940 --> 00:25:25,359
with him growing big and strong,

342
00:25:25,442 --> 00:25:26,652
and...

343
00:25:28,028 --> 00:25:31,448
I just hope I can be strong
for him, you know?

344
00:25:32,658 --> 00:25:34,660
(sighs)

345
00:25:36,370 --> 00:25:38,080
Where is he?

346
00:25:41,625 --> 00:25:43,377
There he is.

347
00:25:48,299 --> 00:25:50,384
♪ ♪

348
00:25:52,845 --> 00:25:54,596
Hey, Keanu.

349
00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:56,557
Let's go on a walk.

350
00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:58,100
Come on, let's go.

351
00:25:58,183 --> 00:25:59,852
♪ ♪

352
00:26:05,357 --> 00:26:07,318
I feel like...

353
00:26:07,401 --> 00:26:10,529
the Keanu project is gonna be a success
because of Khan.

354
00:26:10,612 --> 00:26:12,781
-(growling softly)
-Everything that I'd learned with Khan

355
00:26:12,865 --> 00:26:15,951
is now gonna be put into action
with Keanu.

356
00:26:17,578 --> 00:26:20,205
But, then again, Keanu is a different cat.

357
00:26:21,707 --> 00:26:22,958
(Harry laughs)

358
00:26:27,004 --> 00:26:29,006
(growls)

359
00:26:30,507 --> 00:26:32,217
(growls)

360
00:26:34,345 --> 00:26:35,346
(Harry groans)

361
00:26:36,722 --> 00:26:38,515
You just farted.

362
00:26:39,516 --> 00:26:43,771
I love you so much, but you stink.

363
00:26:46,190 --> 00:26:48,359
Such a little kitten still,
running through the jungle

364
00:26:48,442 --> 00:26:51,195
and, like, attacking leaves and stuff.

365
00:26:51,278 --> 00:26:53,614
I can't wait to see him when he's...

366
00:26:53,697 --> 00:26:56,575
when he's about three months older,

367
00:26:56,658 --> 00:26:58,702
when he's just stalking animals.

368
00:26:58,786 --> 00:27:00,454
It's gonna be great.

369
00:27:07,252 --> 00:27:08,337
Mm-hmm.

370
00:27:08,420 --> 00:27:10,214
-Big male ocelot.
-Oh, shit.

371
00:27:10,297 --> 00:27:11,632
That's a big male.

372
00:27:11,715 --> 00:27:15,386
Look at the fucking size
of his front arms.

373
00:27:15,469 --> 00:27:17,763
Look at the size of his balls.

374
00:27:17,846 --> 00:27:19,973
-Holy crap.
-(Samantha chuckles)

375
00:27:20,057 --> 00:27:22,684
He's gonna be a problem.

376
00:27:22,768 --> 00:27:24,937
SAMANTHA:
We know that breeding programs

377
00:27:25,020 --> 00:27:28,649
and then setting a bunch of cats free
in the jungle does not work.

378
00:27:28,732 --> 00:27:31,568
So, if this is successful
and Keanu survives,

379
00:27:31,652 --> 00:27:35,781
I think that people will gain that respect
for us as carnivore scientists,

380
00:27:35,864 --> 00:27:38,700
as people who work directly
with carnivores,

381
00:27:38,784 --> 00:27:41,370
that we'll hopefully be
the first people that they call,

382
00:27:41,453 --> 00:27:45,082
that they think of,
when they capture that kind of animal.

383
00:27:46,291 --> 00:27:48,460
SAMANTHA (whispering):
It's okay now. Come on over.

384
00:27:48,544 --> 00:27:51,130
DANTE:
Do you have a protocol?

385
00:27:51,213 --> 00:27:52,756
Yes.

386
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:55,342
We had to make one
because there wasn't one before.

387
00:27:55,426 --> 00:27:57,261
There wasn't one.

388
00:27:57,344 --> 00:27:59,138
He likes to walk a lot,

389
00:27:59,221 --> 00:28:04,017
so he walks with Keanu two or three times
every day and night.

390
00:28:04,101 --> 00:28:05,352
He walks at night?

391
00:28:05,436 --> 00:28:08,439
Yes, they walk like seven hours
every day and night.

392
00:28:08,522 --> 00:28:10,107
And he doesn't get away?

393
00:28:10,190 --> 00:28:13,569
No, no, because he likes to learn
from Harry

394
00:28:13,652 --> 00:28:15,737
and he's comfortable with Harry.

395
00:28:15,821 --> 00:28:16,989
Should we go back?

396
00:28:17,072 --> 00:28:19,074
-Let's go.
-Yeah.

397
00:28:20,993 --> 00:28:23,912
I grew up thinking
I was gonna study wolves

398
00:28:23,996 --> 00:28:25,956
and get a PhD in wolf ecology

399
00:28:26,039 --> 00:28:28,208
and protect all the wolves
in the United States.

400
00:28:28,292 --> 00:28:30,961
And then you slowly realize that,

401
00:28:31,044 --> 00:28:33,839
I mean, there's very little
that can be done

402
00:28:33,922 --> 00:28:37,509
because of, you know, politics
and everything else,

403
00:28:37,593 --> 00:28:41,430
whereas I, as, like, an individual,

404
00:28:41,513 --> 00:28:44,975
actually had some power
to contribute to change here.

405
00:28:45,058 --> 00:28:46,643
¡Hola!

406
00:28:46,727 --> 00:28:48,854
-GIRL: Samantha!
-Yes?

407
00:28:48,937 --> 00:28:52,941
Lola, Neron, and Bobby have fleas.

408
00:28:53,025 --> 00:28:55,235
SAMANTHA:
So you use this for fleas.

409
00:28:55,319 --> 00:28:57,571
You put it on their backs.

410
00:28:57,654 --> 00:28:59,156
Thank you, Sam.

411
00:29:00,115 --> 00:29:01,450
-Oh, look.
-A kitten!

412
00:29:01,533 --> 00:29:03,452
His eye is a little infected,

413
00:29:03,535 --> 00:29:07,164
so you have to clean it with warm water.

414
00:29:07,247 --> 00:29:09,208
Nowadays, I don't see you anymore.

415
00:29:09,291 --> 00:29:10,792
What's happening in your life?

416
00:29:10,876 --> 00:29:12,336
I have to travel frequently
to the States now

417
00:29:12,419 --> 00:29:14,880
because I just have one year left
to finish my doctorate.

418
00:29:14,963 --> 00:29:17,549
And they're like,
"Samantha, you have to write,

419
00:29:17,633 --> 00:29:19,968
you can't spend all your time in Peru."

420
00:29:20,052 --> 00:29:22,304
(laughter)

421
00:29:22,387 --> 00:29:25,599
I've got my PhD
that I'm trying to finish this year,

422
00:29:25,682 --> 00:29:29,561
which my advisory committee really
wants me to be in Seattle full-time,

423
00:29:29,645 --> 00:29:33,941
and so it's just, I think I'm being pulled
from a lot of different directions,

424
00:29:34,024 --> 00:29:37,861
and I just feel bad that I can't be here
all the time this year.

425
00:29:37,945 --> 00:29:40,447
(insects trilling)

426
00:29:40,531 --> 00:29:42,616
HARRY:
Is that how long could you hold that for?

427
00:29:42,699 --> 00:29:44,117
-SAMANTHA: Hmm?
-HARRY: I thought we was doing

428
00:29:44,201 --> 00:29:46,036
the "how long can we hold that kiss for?"

429
00:29:46,119 --> 00:29:47,496
SAMANTHA:
Oh.

430
00:29:49,873 --> 00:29:51,917
-HARRY: Four seconds.
-(laughter)

431
00:29:53,919 --> 00:29:55,921
(laughing)

432
00:29:56,004 --> 00:29:58,006
♪ ♪

433
00:30:14,648 --> 00:30:16,650
♪ ♪

434
00:30:23,490 --> 00:30:24,825
SAMANTHA:
Hmm?

435
00:30:25,993 --> 00:30:28,203
HARRY:
Let me know when you get to America, okay?

436
00:30:28,287 --> 00:30:29,621
SAMANTHA:
Mm-hmm.

437
00:30:32,416 --> 00:30:34,418
-HARRY: Take it easy.
-SAMANTHA: Mm-hmm.

438
00:30:40,757 --> 00:30:42,759
♪ ♪

439
00:30:42,843 --> 00:30:45,304
(birds calling)

440
00:30:47,764 --> 00:30:49,766
(whistling a tune)

441
00:30:52,561 --> 00:30:54,563
(humming)

442
00:30:55,814 --> 00:30:57,816
(hip-hop playing)

443
00:31:01,528 --> 00:31:03,822
HARRY:
Look what I've got you.

444
00:31:03,905 --> 00:31:05,198
Hey, this.

445
00:31:05,282 --> 00:31:07,075
This.

446
00:31:07,159 --> 00:31:09,369
This is good food, good protein.

447
00:31:10,454 --> 00:31:12,456
(growling softly)

448
00:31:13,624 --> 00:31:15,292
He's getting big.

449
00:31:15,375 --> 00:31:16,835
He's getting beautiful.

450
00:31:16,918 --> 00:31:19,546
And, uh, yeah,
hopefully in the next month or so,

451
00:31:19,630 --> 00:31:21,214
I'm gonna start taking him out

452
00:31:21,298 --> 00:31:23,800
so he can start eating
outside the enclosure

453
00:31:23,884 --> 00:31:26,094
and, uh, catch some cool animals.

454
00:31:27,554 --> 00:31:31,224
I'm gonna teach you
how to become a killer.

455
00:31:32,476 --> 00:31:34,102
Okay?

456
00:31:38,565 --> 00:31:40,192
(snake hisses)

457
00:31:40,275 --> 00:31:43,070
Amazon tree boa.

458
00:31:43,153 --> 00:31:45,989
Remember this. Common snake.

459
00:31:46,073 --> 00:31:47,991
This is the snake.

460
00:31:48,075 --> 00:31:50,327
You see it? You smell it?

461
00:31:50,410 --> 00:31:52,287
I've got it.

462
00:31:52,371 --> 00:31:54,539
Look here.

463
00:31:54,623 --> 00:31:56,458
This insect here.

464
00:31:56,541 --> 00:31:58,293
Here. (chuckles)

465
00:31:58,377 --> 00:31:59,544
Look.

466
00:31:59,628 --> 00:32:02,005
There's a frog right there.

467
00:32:02,089 --> 00:32:04,341
Frog, right there.

468
00:32:04,424 --> 00:32:06,218
(laughs)

469
00:32:06,301 --> 00:32:08,303
♪ ♪

470
00:32:18,105 --> 00:32:20,691
I just did all my washing.

471
00:32:22,818 --> 00:32:24,945
Because the sun was out.

472
00:32:29,408 --> 00:32:30,951
Hey, Keanu.

473
00:32:31,034 --> 00:32:32,869
This way. Come on.

474
00:32:32,953 --> 00:32:34,162
This way.

475
00:32:37,374 --> 00:32:40,335
You know what lives in the water? Hmm?

476
00:32:40,419 --> 00:32:43,338
-You know what lives in the water? Caiman.
-(growls softly)

477
00:32:43,422 --> 00:32:46,133
And one day, I'm gonna teach you
how to kill a caiman.

478
00:32:48,552 --> 00:32:51,138
I'm trying to teach Keanu that...

479
00:32:51,221 --> 00:32:54,141
he can fucking eat this, you know?

480
00:32:54,224 --> 00:32:57,352
And he's just playing--
like, I don't understand what…

481
00:32:57,436 --> 00:33:00,105
You grab it by the head.

482
00:33:03,984 --> 00:33:06,194
That's what you do-- you grab it.

483
00:33:12,284 --> 00:33:13,910
What is it?

484
00:33:18,165 --> 00:33:19,958
(laughs)

485
00:33:21,126 --> 00:33:22,794
What are you doing?

486
00:33:22,878 --> 00:33:24,129
It's food.

487
00:33:25,130 --> 00:33:27,090
I made such a mess of everything.

488
00:33:27,174 --> 00:33:29,176
You were just a happy kid.

489
00:33:30,802 --> 00:33:32,804
I guess I fixed that, huh?

490
00:33:34,973 --> 00:33:36,975
(insects buzzing)

491
00:33:40,228 --> 00:33:43,356
HARRY:
The sweat bees are attacking our faces.

492
00:33:44,441 --> 00:33:47,360
(sighs) Just absolutely covered.

493
00:33:48,862 --> 00:33:50,280
(sighs)

494
00:33:52,157 --> 00:33:55,452
He's now been playing
with this dead mouse opossum

495
00:33:55,535 --> 00:33:59,206
for like 25 minutes now, and...

496
00:33:59,289 --> 00:34:03,668
the mosquitoes have...
they're driving me a little bit insane.

497
00:34:04,753 --> 00:34:07,798
Eat it. Eat it.

498
00:34:07,881 --> 00:34:10,342
Just eat your rodent.

499
00:34:14,346 --> 00:34:18,599
My body is beaten right now.

500
00:34:18,682 --> 00:34:20,894
(groans)

501
00:34:20,977 --> 00:34:23,688
I'm-I'm sick constantly.

502
00:34:23,771 --> 00:34:25,065
(passes gas)

503
00:34:25,148 --> 00:34:28,026
(laughing):
Oh, that might have been poo.

504
00:34:28,108 --> 00:34:31,028
Oh, no. I think I pooped myself.

505
00:34:31,112 --> 00:34:32,948
(grunts)

506
00:34:33,030 --> 00:34:35,032
(retching)

507
00:34:37,619 --> 00:34:40,163
And I still have months ahead of me.

508
00:34:40,247 --> 00:34:41,957
Keanu, come here.

509
00:34:43,166 --> 00:34:46,378
We need to go back
'cause Harry doesn't feel great.

510
00:34:46,461 --> 00:34:47,838
(sniffles)

511
00:34:49,213 --> 00:34:50,507
Hey, come on.

512
00:34:50,590 --> 00:34:52,675
No, no, don't lay in it.

513
00:34:52,759 --> 00:34:55,053
Follow me. Good boy.

514
00:34:55,135 --> 00:34:56,637
(sniffles)

515
00:34:59,641 --> 00:35:03,603
I've not seen my little brother
in 15 months.

516
00:35:05,230 --> 00:35:08,483
I don't even know how tall he is anymore.

517
00:35:08,567 --> 00:35:12,028
Don't even know what size shoe he is.

518
00:35:13,822 --> 00:35:17,117
Like, I-I can be like,
"Oh, yeah, I'm doing these great things,"

519
00:35:17,200 --> 00:35:21,621
and I'm in the jungle, but...

520
00:35:21,705 --> 00:35:25,000
I'm also missing out on everything,

521
00:35:25,083 --> 00:35:28,628
missing out on all my friends'
and family's lives.

522
00:35:35,844 --> 00:35:37,846
SAMANTHA:
Based on, like, all of my notes

523
00:35:37,929 --> 00:35:41,641
and some habitat data,
I did the road kind of versus trail and...

524
00:35:41,725 --> 00:35:45,103
Larger predators like cats provide
stabilizing functions within ecosystems.

525
00:35:45,186 --> 00:35:47,647
We know they increase biodiversity.

526
00:35:47,731 --> 00:35:50,191
The proceeds from tonight are benefiting
Hoja and the work that we do.

527
00:35:50,275 --> 00:35:52,027
My name is Samantha Zwicker.

528
00:35:52,110 --> 00:35:53,862
I am the founder of Hoja Nueva.

529
00:35:53,945 --> 00:35:56,031
What brought me to the Amazon
was wildlife.

530
00:35:56,114 --> 00:35:59,409
I've always been inspired,
felt connected to wildlife, wild animals.

531
00:35:59,492 --> 00:36:03,663
I think when I made this,
I mean, of course, I loved all animals,

532
00:36:03,747 --> 00:36:07,834
and I had an affinity for cat species,
but at that point, I didn't know

533
00:36:07,918 --> 00:36:09,878
that I wanted to work in conservation.

534
00:36:09,961 --> 00:36:12,422
I loved biology. I thought I was gonna be

535
00:36:12,505 --> 00:36:14,299
-a biologist or a zoologist.
-(meows)

536
00:36:14,382 --> 00:36:16,217
What?

537
00:36:17,719 --> 00:36:19,971
-When I'm around animals, I feel like...
-I love you.

538
00:36:20,055 --> 00:36:21,890
...I can actually be myself and be happy,

539
00:36:21,973 --> 00:36:26,895
whereas being in my family,
I was kind of always on pins and needles

540
00:36:26,978 --> 00:36:29,022
about, like, what was gonna happen
that night.

541
00:36:31,524 --> 00:36:33,944
HEIDI ZWICKER:
Sammy gonna love Harley?

542
00:36:35,028 --> 00:36:36,947
Give Harley a kiss?

543
00:36:37,030 --> 00:36:39,616
-(Samantha barking)
-(Harley moans)

544
00:36:39,699 --> 00:36:42,535
SAMANTHA: I think growing up,
I just had s-such a connection

545
00:36:42,619 --> 00:36:44,746
to each of the animals that I had

546
00:36:44,829 --> 00:36:49,084
that made me trust them more
than I trusted other people in my life.

547
00:36:49,167 --> 00:36:51,378
-Are you recording?
-HEIDI: Uh-huh.

548
00:36:52,879 --> 00:36:55,131
-BRUCE ZWICKER: Sammy?
-Mom, what's this?

549
00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:57,425
BRUCE:
Sammy.

550
00:36:57,509 --> 00:36:59,636
Mees!

551
00:36:59,719 --> 00:37:00,887
What?

552
00:37:00,971 --> 00:37:02,722
Can you say, "I love you, Daddy"?

553
00:37:02,806 --> 00:37:04,432
(quietly):
I love you, Daddy.

554
00:37:05,642 --> 00:37:08,311
-BRUCE: Sammy.
-What?

555
00:37:08,395 --> 00:37:10,313
Say, "I love you, Daddy."

556
00:37:10,397 --> 00:37:11,856
I love you, Daddy.

557
00:37:11,940 --> 00:37:13,817
BRUCE:
You better.

558
00:37:16,361 --> 00:37:18,363
SAMANTHA:
Growing up, going to dinner was

559
00:37:18,446 --> 00:37:21,533
such a horrible experience with my dad,

560
00:37:21,616 --> 00:37:24,619
whether it was, like, him throwing things,

561
00:37:24,703 --> 00:37:27,080
you know, like,
hitting me across the table

562
00:37:27,163 --> 00:37:29,666
or, you know, like, just, like,
horrible experiences,

563
00:37:29,749 --> 00:37:32,544
something so simple
as going to dinner with your family.

564
00:37:32,627 --> 00:37:33,753
YOUNG SAMANTHA:
Come on!

565
00:37:33,837 --> 00:37:37,507
SAMANTHA: Alcoholism makes people say
and do really horrible things.

566
00:37:37,590 --> 00:37:38,925
Hey.

567
00:37:40,218 --> 00:37:43,179
SAMANTHA: We would actually play a game
of, like, counting my dad's shots,

568
00:37:43,263 --> 00:37:47,642
and he always landed around 27 a night.

569
00:37:50,437 --> 00:37:52,272
But... (sighs)

570
00:37:52,355 --> 00:37:56,192
he was also one of
the most kind of playful dads.

571
00:37:56,276 --> 00:37:58,236
Like, a lot of, like, wrestling games.

572
00:37:58,319 --> 00:38:00,196
He always spent a lot of time with us.

573
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,073
(gasps) Look at that top!

574
00:38:02,157 --> 00:38:03,366
Oh, my gosh!

575
00:38:03,450 --> 00:38:06,870
Oh, no, look! No, look at that!

576
00:38:06,953 --> 00:38:08,788
SAMANTHA:
I was scared of him, but at the same time,

577
00:38:08,872 --> 00:38:10,874
I knew it wasn't him, if that makes sense.

578
00:38:10,957 --> 00:38:13,001
Like, from a really young age,
like, I-I could separate

579
00:38:13,084 --> 00:38:16,588
the person that he was when he was drunk
from the person that he really was.

580
00:38:17,922 --> 00:38:19,674
-(roars playfully)
-(laughing)

581
00:38:20,759 --> 00:38:24,387
BRUCE:
There she is, the woman of my dreams.

582
00:38:25,472 --> 00:38:27,348
SAMANTHA:
But my mom and I have this, like...

583
00:38:27,432 --> 00:38:28,850
we have the same, like, tick--

584
00:38:28,933 --> 00:38:31,102
like, this, like, thing
that keeps telling us

585
00:38:31,186 --> 00:38:33,480
to, like, not give up on someone,

586
00:38:33,563 --> 00:38:35,565
because there is that small chance

587
00:38:35,648 --> 00:38:37,776
that what you're doing
is making a difference.

588
00:38:37,859 --> 00:38:39,861
And... (sniffles)

589
00:38:39,944 --> 00:38:42,030
(crying):
And, yeah, I mean, that's the last thing

590
00:38:42,113 --> 00:38:45,450
that my dad ever said to me was:
"Thank you for not giving up on me."

591
00:38:45,533 --> 00:38:47,535
♪ ♪

592
00:38:50,163 --> 00:38:52,165
(birds calling)

593
00:38:54,125 --> 00:38:56,503
(line ringing)

594
00:39:08,139 --> 00:39:10,100
-SAMANTHA (over phone): Hello?
-Hi.

595
00:39:10,183 --> 00:39:12,477
Are you okay? What's going on, Harry?

596
00:39:12,560 --> 00:39:15,355
(crying):
I don't know.

597
00:39:19,359 --> 00:39:22,821
I'm just... I'm just struggling.

598
00:39:22,904 --> 00:39:25,490
(Samantha speaking indistinctly
through static)

599
00:39:25,573 --> 00:39:28,451
You still think you'll be here
Friday or Saturday?

600
00:39:31,204 --> 00:39:32,956
Harry, you cut out.

601
00:39:34,874 --> 00:39:36,709
I'm here. Can you hear me?

602
00:39:47,178 --> 00:39:48,638
(phone beeps)

603
00:39:51,141 --> 00:39:54,352
HARRY:
When I was in Afghanistan,

604
00:39:54,435 --> 00:39:56,604
I had to stop this person

605
00:39:56,688 --> 00:39:58,982
from going to bury his child.

606
00:40:00,191 --> 00:40:04,946
And when I lifted up that blanket

607
00:40:05,029 --> 00:40:08,533
and I saw that little girl's hand
that was just full of blood...

608
00:40:10,535 --> 00:40:12,912
...and then there's my hands, right?

609
00:40:12,996 --> 00:40:16,666
I lifted that blanket up,
and I had my gloves on,

610
00:40:16,749 --> 00:40:20,086
and I had a gun, and I had...

611
00:40:20,170 --> 00:40:22,881
grenades and everything on me.

612
00:40:25,091 --> 00:40:28,136
And then that poor innocent child
was on that bike,

613
00:40:28,219 --> 00:40:31,097
and it's like...

614
00:40:31,181 --> 00:40:33,391
I have no right to be here.

615
00:40:40,565 --> 00:40:44,903
It occurred to me today
that no matter where I am,

616
00:40:44,986 --> 00:40:47,697
who I'm with, what I'm doing,

617
00:40:47,780 --> 00:40:50,325
I'm always gonna have
this fucking problem up here.

618
00:40:51,326 --> 00:40:55,830
(crying): I'm in the most beautiful place
in the world,

619
00:40:55,914 --> 00:40:58,458
and I can't fucking be happy.

620
00:41:07,425 --> 00:41:09,052
(child shouting playfully in distance)

621
00:41:12,889 --> 00:41:14,849
(indistinct chatter)

622
00:41:14,933 --> 00:41:18,019
CHILD:
Samantha! Samantha!

623
00:41:19,979 --> 00:41:22,774
-HARRY: I missed you.
-SAMANTHA: I missed you, too.

624
00:41:27,862 --> 00:41:29,864
(engine starts)

625
00:41:36,204 --> 00:41:37,413
(indistinct chatter)

626
00:41:37,497 --> 00:41:39,457
(chuckles):
Yeah.

627
00:41:39,540 --> 00:41:41,542
(indistinct chatter)

628
00:41:47,423 --> 00:41:49,425
(indistinct chatter)

629
00:41:55,515 --> 00:41:57,850
HARRY:
Mum, wake up.

630
00:41:57,934 --> 00:41:59,811
Mum, I'm gonna scratch my butt
on your face.

631
00:41:59,894 --> 00:42:01,062
Wake up.

632
00:42:01,145 --> 00:42:03,022
Mum, wake up.

633
00:42:04,023 --> 00:42:05,149
(chittering)

634
00:42:05,233 --> 00:42:07,777
Okay. I'm already awake, Max.

635
00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:12,156
♪ ♪

636
00:42:15,743 --> 00:42:17,745
(indistinct chatter)

637
00:42:23,042 --> 00:42:24,419
HARRY:
Kiki?

638
00:42:24,502 --> 00:42:26,170
Mum's here.

639
00:42:27,171 --> 00:42:30,383
SAMANTHA:
Is that my boy? Is that my boy?

640
00:42:30,466 --> 00:42:33,094
(gasps) Are you bigger?

641
00:42:33,177 --> 00:42:35,013
Coming back now,

642
00:42:35,096 --> 00:42:38,683
seeing how large he is and how, like,
confident and how he's, like,

643
00:42:38,766 --> 00:42:41,602
slightly standoffish, you know,
we want him to get to the point

644
00:42:41,686 --> 00:42:44,355
where he doesn't want to see me,

645
00:42:44,439 --> 00:42:47,442
he doesn't want to know me, he doesn't
want to have a connection with me.

646
00:42:50,153 --> 00:42:51,362
(growling)

647
00:42:51,446 --> 00:42:55,158
HARRY:
He's becoming so independent

648
00:42:55,241 --> 00:42:58,578
that it's best that
the-the relationship that he has

649
00:42:58,661 --> 00:43:01,414
is just with a single person, which is me.

650
00:43:03,791 --> 00:43:06,336
We have to make that,
like, line that says,

651
00:43:06,419 --> 00:43:09,714
"Okay, you only can trust
this one person,"

652
00:43:09,797 --> 00:43:12,800
because he needs to realize
that people are dangerous.

653
00:43:17,764 --> 00:43:20,683
SAMANTHA: He had this way already
of communicating with Keanu

654
00:43:20,767 --> 00:43:24,645
and teaching him, and you could just see
that relationship of mother and son.

655
00:43:24,729 --> 00:43:26,981
(Harry growls playfully)

656
00:43:34,572 --> 00:43:36,324
HARRY:
Keanu. (clicks tongue)

657
00:43:36,407 --> 00:43:37,825
Come here.

658
00:43:38,910 --> 00:43:41,162
Good boy. How you doing?

659
00:43:41,245 --> 00:43:43,081
Are you hungry?

660
00:43:43,164 --> 00:43:44,457
(Keanu cries softly)

661
00:43:44,540 --> 00:43:46,417
You're hungry, aren't you?

662
00:43:46,501 --> 00:43:49,253
That's okay. We'll get some food, huh?

663
00:43:49,337 --> 00:43:51,047
Let's go get some rodents. Come on.

664
00:43:51,130 --> 00:43:53,049
Let's go do it.

665
00:43:53,132 --> 00:43:55,259
Don't bite me, all right?

666
00:43:57,261 --> 00:43:58,930
Just pissed on me.

667
00:43:59,013 --> 00:44:00,640
That's great.

668
00:44:00,723 --> 00:44:02,392
Come on, Keanu.

669
00:44:07,063 --> 00:44:08,898
Got to be quicker than that, mate.

670
00:44:08,981 --> 00:44:10,650
Hey!

671
00:44:13,736 --> 00:44:15,780
Keanu, right there.

672
00:44:17,240 --> 00:44:18,699
Keanu.

673
00:44:27,458 --> 00:44:29,919
Keanu almost just caught his first rodent.

674
00:44:30,002 --> 00:44:33,381
He ran after it,
but he didn't manage to get it.

675
00:44:33,464 --> 00:44:35,299
He was so close, though.

676
00:44:37,885 --> 00:44:40,263
(Keanu growling viciously)

677
00:44:46,853 --> 00:44:50,273
He caught his first rodent.
He caught his first rodent!

678
00:44:50,356 --> 00:44:52,817
I'm so happy. I'm so happy.

679
00:44:53,901 --> 00:44:55,611
Mmm, tasty?

680
00:44:55,695 --> 00:44:57,697
(growling softly)

681
00:44:59,282 --> 00:45:01,534
Good boy. I'm proud of you.

682
00:45:03,911 --> 00:45:05,538
I love you.

683
00:45:10,585 --> 00:45:13,546
-Ooh, ooh. Thank you for that kiss.
-(purring)

684
00:45:14,714 --> 00:45:16,424
All right, we'll go back.

685
00:45:16,507 --> 00:45:18,843
Try to find some food on the way.

686
00:45:19,927 --> 00:45:22,388
You looking? I am.

687
00:45:27,185 --> 00:45:29,770
Keanu, that's a wandering spider.

688
00:45:31,105 --> 00:45:32,607
Jesus.

689
00:45:33,858 --> 00:45:35,985
No, that-that's dangerous.

690
00:45:36,068 --> 00:45:37,570
That's a wandering spider.

691
00:45:37,653 --> 00:45:40,323
You see the threat of
that wandering spider there?

692
00:45:40,406 --> 00:45:42,450
That's dangerous, dude.

693
00:45:42,533 --> 00:45:44,785
You okay? Did he get you on the nose?

694
00:45:47,622 --> 00:45:49,123
Keanu.

695
00:45:54,962 --> 00:45:56,339
Hey.

696
00:45:56,422 --> 00:45:58,090
You okay?

697
00:45:58,174 --> 00:45:59,884
Keanu?

698
00:46:05,681 --> 00:46:07,558
Talk to me.

699
00:46:07,642 --> 00:46:09,727
-Are you okay?
-(growls softly)

700
00:46:13,564 --> 00:46:15,441
It's okay. It's okay.

701
00:46:15,525 --> 00:46:17,568
I've got to go get Mummy, okay?

702
00:46:17,652 --> 00:46:19,487
I've got to go get Mummy.

703
00:46:21,781 --> 00:46:23,115
Fuck's sake.

704
00:46:24,200 --> 00:46:25,743
I'll be back.

705
00:46:26,869 --> 00:46:28,704
Give me two seconds, okay?

706
00:46:29,997 --> 00:46:31,791
I'll be back.

707
00:46:34,961 --> 00:46:36,128
(sighs)

708
00:46:36,212 --> 00:46:37,880
Fuck me.

709
00:46:37,964 --> 00:46:40,049
♪ ♪

710
00:46:48,599 --> 00:46:52,895
SAMANTHA: Keanu was bit
by a Brazilian wandering spider,

711
00:46:52,979 --> 00:46:56,315
and he had partial... partial paralysis

712
00:46:56,399 --> 00:46:59,527
and, um, slowed breathing,

713
00:46:59,610 --> 00:47:03,614
and, um, his heart rate started going up
really, really fast.

714
00:47:03,698 --> 00:47:07,743
Um, and after about
an hour and a half now,

715
00:47:07,827 --> 00:47:09,954
he's starting to get a little bit better.

716
00:47:10,037 --> 00:47:12,707
Um, definitely the biggest scare
that we've had

717
00:47:12,790 --> 00:47:15,293
since starting this project.

718
00:47:15,376 --> 00:47:17,128
HARRY:
You doing better, eh?

719
00:47:18,337 --> 00:47:21,465
Hey. I know, it still hurts.

720
00:47:23,593 --> 00:47:26,929
SAMANTHA: I feel like he's putting so much
on this project with Keanu

721
00:47:27,013 --> 00:47:29,890
that it's almost like his redemption.

722
00:47:34,729 --> 00:47:37,440
And part of me is like...
of course, I-I mean,

723
00:47:37,523 --> 00:47:39,525
I want Keanu to be successful
for so many reasons,

724
00:47:39,609 --> 00:47:42,320
but one of the main reasons
I want him to be successful is because

725
00:47:42,403 --> 00:47:44,530
I want Harry to finally
be able to move on.

726
00:47:52,330 --> 00:47:54,540
(distant gunshot)

727
00:47:54,624 --> 00:47:56,500
(Harry sighs)

728
00:47:57,585 --> 00:48:00,963
Last night, I heard a gunshot.
Tonight, I've heard a gunshot.

729
00:48:04,091 --> 00:48:05,968
(sighs) I need to find out who it is.

730
00:48:06,052 --> 00:48:07,928
I need to find out where they're hunting.

731
00:48:08,012 --> 00:48:10,723
I need to find out what they're hunting.

732
00:48:12,725 --> 00:48:15,353
I hate gunshots now.

733
00:48:15,436 --> 00:48:16,520
(groans)

734
00:48:20,066 --> 00:48:22,068
A shotgun, for sure.

735
00:48:27,531 --> 00:48:30,576
We still know that people hunt
with illegal shotgun traps.

736
00:48:30,660 --> 00:48:32,870
There are still all of these things that,

737
00:48:32,953 --> 00:48:36,624
after what happened to Khan,
deeply scare us even more now.

738
00:48:36,707 --> 00:48:40,086
And it's really difficult working
in an unprotected area.

739
00:48:43,756 --> 00:48:46,717
This region is known for deforestation
from logging practices,

740
00:48:46,801 --> 00:48:50,096
about 89% which are illegal.

741
00:48:52,807 --> 00:48:55,810
-Hear the chain saw clearer now?
-(chain saw buzzing in distance)

742
00:48:55,893 --> 00:48:58,646
That's extremely close to our border.

743
00:48:58,729 --> 00:49:00,523
(chain saw continues)

744
00:49:00,606 --> 00:49:02,608
(chain saw stops)

745
00:49:05,820 --> 00:49:09,240
I heard the chain saw,
and I come up here-- chain saw stops.

746
00:49:10,449 --> 00:49:12,868
This is what you'll find all around here.

747
00:49:16,288 --> 00:49:18,374
Just full of shotgun shells.

748
00:49:18,457 --> 00:49:21,168
(chain saw buzzing)

749
00:49:24,797 --> 00:49:26,799
(Samantha speaking Spanish)

750
00:49:28,134 --> 00:49:30,636
SAMANTHA: We came across
a group of guys cutting the tree.

751
00:49:30,720 --> 00:49:34,807
You know, told them that they were
on our land and they needed to leave.

752
00:49:34,890 --> 00:49:36,434
But it was too late, obviously.

753
00:49:36,517 --> 00:49:41,605
This is a almost 1,000-year-old lupuna
that was already cut.

754
00:49:43,941 --> 00:49:46,652
The quickest way for someone
to make money here

755
00:49:46,736 --> 00:49:49,739
is usually mining or-or logging.

756
00:49:49,822 --> 00:49:53,159
And so you can't really point fingers
at the people who are actively cutting,

757
00:49:53,242 --> 00:49:55,619
because they aren't usually
the ones that are involved

758
00:49:55,703 --> 00:49:57,830
in all these international dealings.

759
00:49:59,331 --> 00:50:02,543
There are so many challenges
that you face in conservation,

760
00:50:02,626 --> 00:50:04,670
and this is one of them.

761
00:50:04,754 --> 00:50:06,756
♪ ♪

762
00:50:14,263 --> 00:50:17,057
I can still hear that chain saw
in the west.

763
00:50:17,141 --> 00:50:19,268
(chain saw buzzing)

764
00:50:20,436 --> 00:50:23,189
Fuck, I can hear
that chain saw getting louder.

765
00:50:23,272 --> 00:50:26,025
I'm having to put him back,

766
00:50:26,108 --> 00:50:30,404
even though he does not want it,
because this is more important.

767
00:50:30,488 --> 00:50:32,698
(chain saw buzzing loudly)

768
00:50:32,782 --> 00:50:35,075
I'll be back. We'll go on a walk tonight.

769
00:50:35,159 --> 00:50:36,702
(grunts softly)

770
00:50:36,786 --> 00:50:38,788
(chain saw continues buzzing)

771
00:50:45,461 --> 00:50:46,796
I don't know.

772
00:50:52,051 --> 00:50:55,262
I have no idea where
this chain saw's coming from.

773
00:50:58,599 --> 00:51:01,268
I feel so...

774
00:51:01,352 --> 00:51:03,354
I can't even explain it.

775
00:51:03,437 --> 00:51:04,939
(sniffles)

776
00:51:07,441 --> 00:51:11,195
I just feel like I'm not in control
of my own self right now.

777
00:51:11,278 --> 00:51:15,199
I can't control my anger
or my hate or my...

778
00:51:15,282 --> 00:51:17,868
I can't control anything right now.

779
00:51:17,952 --> 00:51:19,036
(sniffles)

780
00:51:23,999 --> 00:51:26,502
I kind of just want to cut myself.

781
00:51:30,923 --> 00:51:32,925
(birds calling)

782
00:51:52,987 --> 00:51:54,989
♪ ♪

783
00:51:58,742 --> 00:52:03,622
SAMANTHA:
He genuinely believes that cutting himself

784
00:52:03,706 --> 00:52:07,167
and, like, seeing blood, feeling the pain

785
00:52:07,251 --> 00:52:09,587
and, like, the tingling, as he calls it,

786
00:52:09,670 --> 00:52:14,216
he genuinely feels that that helps him
to get over a panic attack.

787
00:52:15,301 --> 00:52:17,845
Um, or to get over his rage.

788
00:52:21,056 --> 00:52:22,766
And for me,

789
00:52:22,850 --> 00:52:24,977
I-I have a worry about, like,

790
00:52:25,060 --> 00:52:27,646
how much worse it could've gotten
if he didn't calm down.

791
00:52:31,066 --> 00:52:35,446
HARRY: After Afghanistan,
I was in such a bad place,

792
00:52:35,529 --> 00:52:37,865
I didn't really think about
what I was doing,

793
00:52:37,948 --> 00:52:40,701
and I tried to kill myself in my bedroom.

794
00:52:41,952 --> 00:52:45,289
Yeah, and-and I woke up,

795
00:52:45,372 --> 00:52:48,167
and I just felt ridiculous.

796
00:52:51,128 --> 00:52:54,715
I didn't want my little brother
to find his older brother dead.

797
00:52:55,716 --> 00:52:57,134
WOMAN:
Say hello, Jayden.

798
00:52:57,217 --> 00:52:59,803
-YOUNG HARRY: Hello, Jayden.
-WOMAN: Hello!

799
00:52:59,887 --> 00:53:03,098
HARRY: When I was 13,
my brother came into the picture.

800
00:53:03,182 --> 00:53:06,477
YOUNG HARRY:
Big, strong tiger.

801
00:53:06,560 --> 00:53:08,729
HARRY:
And he really changed my life.

802
00:53:08,812 --> 00:53:12,441
I really, you know,
wanted him to look up to me,

803
00:53:12,524 --> 00:53:14,735
and I really wanted to take care of him.

804
00:53:15,736 --> 00:53:18,197
It's Harry Potter
and the Half-Blood Prince!

805
00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:19,907
-(laughter)
-Look.

806
00:53:19,990 --> 00:53:22,868
-Wow!
-HARRY: Are you happy?

807
00:53:22,952 --> 00:53:26,080
Yeah? Good.

808
00:53:26,163 --> 00:53:31,710
I did not want my little brother to...
to see his brother in pain anymore.

809
00:53:38,509 --> 00:53:41,387
And that's why I booked
a flight to the jungle.

810
00:53:44,223 --> 00:53:49,353
I was just pissed off and wanted to...
just wanted to, like, feel some pain.

811
00:53:49,436 --> 00:53:51,730
I hardly bled. I didn't want to bleed.

812
00:53:51,814 --> 00:53:53,857
I didn't want to cut myself deeply.

813
00:53:53,941 --> 00:53:56,902
You're clearly just like...

814
00:53:56,986 --> 00:53:59,113
disappointed in me.

815
00:53:59,196 --> 00:54:01,407
I'm not disappointed, Harry.

816
00:54:02,908 --> 00:54:04,702
You just worry me.

817
00:54:07,746 --> 00:54:09,748
(lively chatter)

818
00:54:17,006 --> 00:54:20,551
SAMANTHA: Lidia!
I'm going to leave this bottle of wine.

819
00:54:20,634 --> 00:54:22,136
It's for Harry's parents.

820
00:54:22,219 --> 00:54:24,430
They're coming for the first time
tomorrow.

821
00:54:24,513 --> 00:54:26,807
They are going to come with his brother.

822
00:54:26,890 --> 00:54:28,225
He's thirteen.

823
00:54:28,308 --> 00:54:30,477
-Are they coming tomorrow?
-They're coming tomorrow.

824
00:54:31,520 --> 00:54:33,522
Okay, perfect. Thank you.

825
00:54:33,605 --> 00:54:35,607
See you tomorrow.

826
00:54:38,485 --> 00:54:40,487
(birds whistling)

827
00:54:42,197 --> 00:54:43,949
HARRY:
For a year and a half,

828
00:54:44,033 --> 00:54:47,786
I've only heard their voices
on the satellite phone.

829
00:54:49,621 --> 00:54:51,790
And that's like once a month.

830
00:54:54,293 --> 00:54:57,046
SAMANTHA: What do you think
it's gonna be like when you see them?

831
00:54:57,129 --> 00:54:59,131
(chuckles)

832
00:55:02,718 --> 00:55:05,471
(laughter, indistinct chatter)

833
00:55:05,554 --> 00:55:07,514
♪ ♪

834
00:55:07,598 --> 00:55:09,558
It's gonna be really nice.

835
00:55:13,729 --> 00:55:15,147
MARK TURNER:
This is probably the furthest we've ever

836
00:55:15,230 --> 00:55:17,900
-been away from civilization.
-COLETTE TURNER (chuckles): Definitely.

837
00:55:17,983 --> 00:55:19,068
(laughter)

838
00:55:19,151 --> 00:55:21,111
HARRY: Bet it's gonna be great
when my little brother

839
00:55:21,195 --> 00:55:23,697
can see an anaconda.

840
00:55:23,781 --> 00:55:27,701
He loves insects as well, so I caught
a massive tarantula the other day,

841
00:55:27,785 --> 00:55:31,872
and I... all I could think about
was how, like...

842
00:55:31,955 --> 00:55:33,957
how Jayden would just love it.

843
00:55:34,041 --> 00:55:35,626
(excited chatter, gasping)

844
00:55:35,709 --> 00:55:37,211
JAYDEN:
Harry!

845
00:55:37,294 --> 00:55:39,421
-MARK: Mum wants first hug.
-JAYDEN: Mum gets first hug.

846
00:55:39,505 --> 00:55:41,465
(laughter)

847
00:55:41,548 --> 00:55:43,550
JAYDEN:
I call seconds!

848
00:55:47,971 --> 00:55:49,681
-How you doing?
-I'm good. How are you?

849
00:55:49,765 --> 00:55:52,226
-Oh, I'm all right.
-(sighs)

850
00:55:55,646 --> 00:55:58,565
MARK:
Jesus, Harry, I'm so impressed.

851
00:55:58,649 --> 00:56:00,234
(laughing)

852
00:56:00,317 --> 00:56:02,528
12 years in the Navy,
I've never seen driving like his.

853
00:56:08,617 --> 00:56:10,953
-HARRY: Here.
-MARK: Okay.

854
00:56:11,036 --> 00:56:12,704
So, we've got the master bedroom?

855
00:56:12,788 --> 00:56:14,164
-SAMANTHA: Yes, you do.
-Is that right?

856
00:56:14,248 --> 00:56:15,791
At least we've got walls.

857
00:56:15,874 --> 00:56:17,876
A little bit of privacy.

858
00:56:17,960 --> 00:56:19,795
SAMANTHA: Right here,
if you're going to the bathroom

859
00:56:19,878 --> 00:56:21,505
and you don't want anyone else to join,

860
00:56:21,588 --> 00:56:23,215
-you can just put this little...
-MARK: Oh!

861
00:56:23,298 --> 00:56:24,842
-...string up right here.
-COLETTE: Okay.

862
00:56:26,260 --> 00:56:28,053
MARK:
Oh, fucking hell.

863
00:56:28,137 --> 00:56:30,597
HARRY:
Oh, Jay, I made you a fishing rod.

864
00:56:30,681 --> 00:56:32,808
-Thank you.
-And a machete.

865
00:56:32,891 --> 00:56:34,893
Wait, what do you mean, made me a machete?

866
00:56:34,977 --> 00:56:37,855
Well, it was broken,
so I made it into a mini machete.

867
00:56:39,356 --> 00:56:41,441
-That's huge!
-What do you mean, "that's huge"?

868
00:56:41,525 --> 00:56:43,443
It was this long, and it was snapped off,

869
00:56:43,527 --> 00:56:46,321
so then I decided to chip it off
with a hammer

870
00:56:46,405 --> 00:56:48,532
and then make a little machete for you.

871
00:56:48,615 --> 00:56:49,825
Thank you.

872
00:56:49,908 --> 00:56:51,118
(indistinct chatter)

873
00:56:51,201 --> 00:56:52,661
HARRY:
All right, okay.

874
00:56:52,744 --> 00:56:55,455
I need to walk Keanu,
and you're probably gonna go to bed.

875
00:56:55,539 --> 00:56:58,584
Um, don't know when I'll come back,
so good night.

876
00:57:05,340 --> 00:57:07,926
I've come to give you some food
so that tomorrow

877
00:57:08,010 --> 00:57:10,596
we can go out and get some videos

878
00:57:10,679 --> 00:57:13,891
so I can show my family.

879
00:57:13,974 --> 00:57:15,642
My family are here.

880
00:57:15,726 --> 00:57:17,561
Your grandparents are here!

881
00:57:20,814 --> 00:57:22,816
(footsteps splashing)

882
00:57:32,910 --> 00:57:35,204
There's a big caiman here, dude.

883
00:57:39,333 --> 00:57:41,001
Could be dangerous.

884
00:57:41,084 --> 00:57:44,171
Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh. Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh.

885
00:57:44,254 --> 00:57:45,714
No. No.

886
00:57:45,797 --> 00:57:48,800
Uh-uh. No.

887
00:57:48,884 --> 00:57:51,428
Don't do it. Do not do it.

888
00:57:53,597 --> 00:57:56,892
(exclaims) Fucking hell.

889
00:57:57,976 --> 00:57:59,603
(exhales heavily)

890
00:57:59,686 --> 00:58:01,980
Holy shit, I'm shaking.

891
00:58:06,860 --> 00:58:08,987
You doing okay, man?

892
00:58:09,071 --> 00:58:10,864
You okay?

893
00:58:10,948 --> 00:58:12,741
(laughs)

894
00:58:13,992 --> 00:58:17,579
(laughing):
You scared the shit out of me.

895
00:58:17,663 --> 00:58:21,458
You scared the shit right out of me.

896
00:58:21,541 --> 00:58:23,627
(sighs heavily)

897
00:58:24,628 --> 00:58:26,630
(birds calling)

898
00:58:33,637 --> 00:58:36,098
HARRY: So, what do your friends think
about you coming out here?

899
00:58:36,181 --> 00:58:38,725
(laughs)
They've started calling me Mowgli.

900
00:58:38,809 --> 00:58:40,602
-Mowgli?
-(laughs)

901
00:58:40,686 --> 00:58:42,896
-You haven't got the hair for it.
-I know.

902
00:58:42,980 --> 00:58:44,982
(both laugh)

903
00:58:46,775 --> 00:58:48,485
They jealous?

904
00:58:48,568 --> 00:58:49,778
No, not really.

905
00:58:49,861 --> 00:58:52,155
They're like,
"Why would you want to go to a place

906
00:58:52,239 --> 00:58:54,616
"with no, um, Internet, no nothing?

907
00:58:54,700 --> 00:58:56,660
I'd rather just go to Florida." (laughs)

908
00:58:56,743 --> 00:58:59,288
-HARRY: That bloody generation, huh?
-JAYDEN: Yeah.

909
00:59:01,039 --> 00:59:02,833
Did you bring your iPhone?

910
00:59:02,916 --> 00:59:04,710
-No.
-You left it.

911
00:59:04,793 --> 00:59:07,671
-I brought an iPod
so I could listen to music. -Mm.

912
00:59:09,548 --> 00:59:11,883
You hear what that... you hear that...
(makes whooshing sound)

913
00:59:11,967 --> 00:59:14,386
-That was a hummingbird.
-(chuckles)

914
00:59:14,469 --> 00:59:15,887
They, like, fly through the house.

915
00:59:15,971 --> 00:59:18,724
(makes whooshing sound, mutters)

916
00:59:18,807 --> 00:59:20,892
-What's that?
-Termite nest, yeah.

917
00:59:23,562 --> 00:59:25,439
Tree termites. (laughs)

918
00:59:25,522 --> 00:59:27,274
There's termites everywhere.

919
00:59:27,357 --> 00:59:29,234
We had to put diesel in this platform

920
00:59:29,318 --> 00:59:31,486
because the termites come up
and try to eat everything.

921
00:59:32,571 --> 00:59:34,031
What are these?

922
00:59:34,114 --> 00:59:35,949
-Scars?
-Yeah.

923
00:59:38,076 --> 00:59:41,413
These ones up here, all these cuts
from up here are from Keanu.

924
00:59:41,496 --> 00:59:46,168
This, like, blotch here and, like, here
is where I got burnt by the acid.

925
00:59:46,251 --> 00:59:48,253
Oh, acid? Did that heal all right, did it?

926
00:59:48,337 --> 00:59:49,504
Yeah, it healed all right.

927
00:59:49,588 --> 00:59:53,175
I had one bit that was in my hand,
which was... got infected, but...

928
00:59:53,258 --> 00:59:55,385
And how'd you get those ones, the stripes?

929
00:59:55,469 --> 00:59:58,430
Um, some were from Keanu
and some were from myself.

930
01:00:00,807 --> 01:00:02,392
-Hmm.
-Painful?

931
01:00:02,476 --> 01:00:03,643
Yeah.

932
01:00:05,645 --> 01:00:09,441
Um, so I-I didn't know
whether you guys wanted to go fishing.

933
01:00:11,610 --> 01:00:13,320
-Do you want to go fishing, Jay?
-Yeah.

934
01:00:13,403 --> 01:00:14,988
Okay. Cool.

935
01:00:16,656 --> 01:00:18,658
(indistinct chatter)

936
01:00:20,160 --> 01:00:22,871
-(chuckles)
-MARK: Oh, my God! (laughs)

937
01:00:22,954 --> 01:00:24,790
HARRY:
Go. Go, go, go.

938
01:00:26,500 --> 01:00:28,835
Ah, we're gonna crash! (laughing)

939
01:00:30,295 --> 01:00:31,505
(lively chatter)

940
01:00:31,588 --> 01:00:33,256
HARRY:
See? Perfect.

941
01:00:33,340 --> 01:00:36,051
♪ ♪

942
01:00:41,348 --> 01:00:43,725
HARRY:
That's definitely Jayden's dinner.

943
01:00:44,810 --> 01:00:46,686
So, hold the fin like that.

944
01:00:46,770 --> 01:00:49,481
(indistinct chatter)

945
01:00:49,564 --> 01:00:52,401
-You think you're gonna be all right?
-Oh. Yeah.

946
01:00:52,484 --> 01:00:55,028
-(splash)
-(laughing)

947
01:00:57,072 --> 01:00:59,533
-What?
-I'm sinking!

948
01:01:02,911 --> 01:01:05,372
Do it. Dive in!

949
01:01:09,209 --> 01:01:10,627
No!

950
01:01:10,710 --> 01:01:12,712
(laughter)

951
01:01:15,799 --> 01:01:17,634
HARRY:
All right.

952
01:01:18,844 --> 01:01:21,263
-COLETTE: My God.
-JAYDEN: Oh, my God.

953
01:01:21,346 --> 01:01:23,348
Wow.

954
01:01:24,599 --> 01:01:26,309
MARK:
Oh, my God, I tell you what,

955
01:01:26,393 --> 01:01:28,937
Disneyland's never gonna
be the same again, is it?

956
01:01:29,020 --> 01:01:31,273
♪ ♪

957
01:01:34,568 --> 01:01:35,902
JAYDEN:
Whoo!

958
01:01:35,986 --> 01:01:38,530
HARRY:
Amazing bugs in this part of the world.

959
01:01:38,613 --> 01:01:41,324
Wait, that's a praying mantis. (gasps)

960
01:01:43,285 --> 01:01:46,329
I haven't even seen
a praying mantis at a pet shop.

961
01:01:46,413 --> 01:01:47,539
HARRY:
Really?

962
01:01:47,622 --> 01:01:49,499
(gasps) Oh, my God.

963
01:01:51,251 --> 01:01:52,669
(laughs)

964
01:01:56,214 --> 01:01:58,425
-Is it a vicious one?
-HARRY: No.

965
01:01:58,508 --> 01:02:00,510
It's called a bluntheaded tree snake.

966
01:02:01,928 --> 01:02:05,140
JAYDEN: Okay, this is officially
the coolest day of my life.

967
01:02:11,646 --> 01:02:14,357
♪ ♪

968
01:02:24,576 --> 01:02:26,286
Oh, look at that.

969
01:02:30,081 --> 01:02:31,666
-JAYDEN: Hey.
-SAMANTHA: How'd it go?

970
01:02:31,750 --> 01:02:34,002
-JAYDEN: We saw nothing.
-HARRY: Zero.

971
01:02:34,085 --> 01:02:36,004
JAYDEN:
The only things we saw

972
01:02:36,087 --> 01:02:38,381
were, um, two different types of snake,

973
01:02:38,465 --> 01:02:40,800
-four different types of tarantulas...
-MARK: What? What?

974
01:02:40,884 --> 01:02:44,471
...a frog, a whip scorpion. (laughs)

975
01:02:44,554 --> 01:02:46,389
MARK:
Did you have the best time ever?

976
01:02:46,473 --> 01:02:47,724
(indistinct chatter, laughter)

977
01:02:47,807 --> 01:02:49,142
Oh, here. Look at this, right?

978
01:02:49,226 --> 01:02:50,810
-What is it?
-It's a tarantula.

979
01:02:52,687 --> 01:02:56,525
HARRY (laughing): He... he grabbed it
and went like this and threw it on me.

980
01:02:56,608 --> 01:02:59,069
(laughter)

981
01:03:00,153 --> 01:03:02,197
HARRY: I'm sad that you're
going to be leaving tomorrow.

982
01:03:02,280 --> 01:03:04,032
JAYDEN:
I'm sad I'm gonna be leaving.

983
01:03:05,116 --> 01:03:06,618
The best holiday of my life.

984
01:03:06,701 --> 01:03:09,162
(Jayden squealing, shouting indistinctly)

985
01:03:10,997 --> 01:03:12,082
Go on.

986
01:03:12,165 --> 01:03:14,334
-(whoops, laughs)
-(others laughing)

987
01:03:16,461 --> 01:03:18,296
♪ ♪

988
01:03:21,424 --> 01:03:23,009
(laughs)

989
01:03:25,512 --> 01:03:27,597
You guys are gonna be heading soon, so...

990
01:03:27,681 --> 01:03:29,432
Lovely seeing you again, mate.

991
01:03:29,516 --> 01:03:30,809
JAYDEN:
Good to see you.

992
01:03:32,602 --> 01:03:34,396
-I love you, man.
-I love you.

993
01:03:34,479 --> 01:03:36,106
-Take it easy.
-Uh-huh.

994
01:03:36,189 --> 01:03:38,233
All right. I love you.

995
01:03:38,316 --> 01:03:39,818
Mwah.

996
01:03:39,901 --> 01:03:41,945
I'm really proud of you.

997
01:03:42,028 --> 01:03:43,947
-I'm glad you enjoyed it.
-I've really enjoyed it.

998
01:03:44,030 --> 01:03:45,448
-HARRY: Yeah.
-COLETTE: It's been brilliant.

999
01:03:45,532 --> 01:03:47,492
I've been really impressed
with what you've achieved.

1000
01:03:47,576 --> 01:03:49,286
It's an amazing story.

1001
01:03:49,369 --> 01:03:51,204
Oh. Thanks, Jay.

1002
01:03:51,288 --> 01:03:53,290
-I'll see you soon, okay? Yeah.
-See you soon. Yeah.

1003
01:03:54,874 --> 01:03:57,877
Um, can I ask one thing, though?

1004
01:03:57,961 --> 01:04:00,255
When I come back,
can you make chicken pie for me?

1005
01:04:00,338 --> 01:04:02,215
-'Cause that's all I crave.
-Of course I can.

1006
01:04:02,299 --> 01:04:03,842
-(laughing): That's all I crave.
-Of course.

1007
01:04:03,925 --> 01:04:05,927
The funny thing is
I cut these onions and garlics,

1008
01:04:06,011 --> 01:04:07,721
and my fingers smell
like your chicken pie.

1009
01:04:07,804 --> 01:04:10,473
And I walk around the jungle
with my light next to my face

1010
01:04:10,557 --> 01:04:13,268
just thinking about your chicken pie
all the time.

1011
01:04:16,479 --> 01:04:18,148
Don't get upset.

1012
01:04:19,399 --> 01:04:20,942
I'll see you soon, all right?

1013
01:04:23,486 --> 01:04:25,739
-I love you lots.
-Love you, too.

1014
01:04:27,073 --> 01:04:28,783
You take care of you.

1015
01:04:28,867 --> 01:04:30,410
Of course.

1016
01:04:32,579 --> 01:04:34,706
SAMANTHA:
No crying. You make me cry.

1017
01:04:34,789 --> 01:04:37,459
-(Samantha laughing)
-I wasn't...

1018
01:04:37,542 --> 01:04:39,711
I wasn't going to.

1019
01:04:41,296 --> 01:04:43,423
You guys coming made him so happy.

1020
01:04:44,758 --> 01:04:46,384
I got it from here. Don't worry.

1021
01:04:46,468 --> 01:04:48,762
HARRY: You enjoy your, uh,
next week ahead of you.

1022
01:04:48,845 --> 01:04:50,847
Adios.

1023
01:04:50,930 --> 01:04:52,932
Bye, guys.

1024
01:04:53,016 --> 01:04:54,351
SAMANTHA:
Travel safe, yeah?

1025
01:04:55,435 --> 01:04:57,646
(vehicle departing)

1026
01:04:57,729 --> 01:04:59,564
SAMANTHA (laughing):
Aw, look at Jayden. He's still waving.

1027
01:04:59,648 --> 01:05:01,399
HARRY:
Aw, he's still waving.

1028
01:05:01,483 --> 01:05:03,443
(birds calling)

1029
01:05:03,526 --> 01:05:05,528
♪ ♪

1030
01:05:07,822 --> 01:05:09,574
HARRY (laughing):
Hey.

1031
01:05:12,285 --> 01:05:14,287
-Come on.
-(growling softly)

1032
01:05:21,419 --> 01:05:23,546
(growling softly)

1033
01:05:24,631 --> 01:05:27,550
HARRY: Around 14 months
is when he starts leaving his mother.

1034
01:05:27,634 --> 01:05:28,968
(growls, hisses)

1035
01:05:31,012 --> 01:05:32,639
(snarls)

1036
01:05:32,722 --> 01:05:35,767
I see the next few months

1037
01:05:35,850 --> 01:05:39,020
being a big separation period.

1038
01:05:40,397 --> 01:05:42,399
(crying):
I'm gonna miss you, man.

1039
01:05:43,608 --> 01:05:46,319
I'm gonna miss you so much.

1040
01:05:51,658 --> 01:05:53,785
He's aggressive. He's ferocious.

1041
01:05:53,868 --> 01:05:56,830
He's feisty and mean.

1042
01:05:59,249 --> 01:06:00,542
Watch out.

1043
01:06:00,625 --> 01:06:02,669
Watch out. It's gonna bite ya.

1044
01:06:02,752 --> 01:06:04,587
Watch out.

1045
01:06:04,671 --> 01:06:09,134
He's eating, hunting, you know,
doing what an ocelot should do.

1046
01:06:09,217 --> 01:06:11,428
(growling)

1047
01:06:12,512 --> 01:06:14,514
(dog barking in distance)

1048
01:06:16,182 --> 01:06:17,600
Cristian, Niery.

1049
01:06:17,684 --> 01:06:19,602
Tomorrow I'm going to the United States.

1050
01:06:19,686 --> 01:06:22,313
It's possible that I'll be back
in September.

1051
01:06:22,397 --> 01:06:24,816
If there's something urgent
just let me know.

1052
01:06:26,359 --> 01:06:28,111
Okay, bye!

1053
01:06:28,194 --> 01:06:29,738
See you later.

1054
01:06:29,821 --> 01:06:31,114
Bye, guys. (blows kiss)

1055
01:06:31,197 --> 01:06:32,615
Good luck.

1056
01:06:33,700 --> 01:06:35,702
-(insects trilling)
-(birds calling)

1057
01:06:38,705 --> 01:06:40,707
HARRY:
For him to become truly wild,

1058
01:06:40,790 --> 01:06:42,792
I need to let him be alone.

1059
01:06:44,210 --> 01:06:46,546
I need to give him some freedom.

1060
01:06:51,217 --> 01:06:53,052
There's an egg for you there.

1061
01:06:55,597 --> 01:06:57,515
But that's it.

1062
01:06:57,599 --> 01:06:59,601
No more.

1063
01:06:59,684 --> 01:07:01,186
Now, don't follow me.

1064
01:07:01,269 --> 01:07:03,688
Eat your egg. Don't follow me.

1065
01:07:13,656 --> 01:07:16,117
-(insects trilling)
-(fire crackling)

1066
01:07:16,201 --> 01:07:19,913
It's the first night he's ever spent
out of his enclosure, full night.

1067
01:07:25,794 --> 01:07:29,172
I feel a little bit lonely

1068
01:07:29,255 --> 01:07:32,008
knowing that he's gone, for now.

1069
01:07:33,843 --> 01:07:39,098
Just the fact that you've had something
in your life for so many months,

1070
01:07:39,182 --> 01:07:42,227
and then... it's, you know, relied on you,

1071
01:07:42,310 --> 01:07:45,480
and now he's old enough to go.

1072
01:07:50,151 --> 01:07:53,613
What if this is the last time
I ever see him?

1073
01:07:53,696 --> 01:07:56,407
'Cause there aren't really
any guidelines for this.

1074
01:07:56,491 --> 01:07:59,244
We're just having to make it up.

1075
01:08:01,037 --> 01:08:04,582
It's just tough knowing that
I'm not his safety net anymore.

1076
01:08:07,168 --> 01:08:09,170
♪ ♪

1077
01:08:28,356 --> 01:08:30,357
♪ ♪

1078
01:08:50,628 --> 01:08:52,630
(birds chirping)

1079
01:09:07,312 --> 01:09:09,147
(sighs)

1080
01:09:21,075 --> 01:09:23,494
He's not here. He's not been back.

1081
01:09:26,998 --> 01:09:28,958
(computer chimes)

1082
01:09:31,710 --> 01:09:35,380
That's the male we have a problem with,

1083
01:09:35,464 --> 01:09:37,634
and he was here last night.

1084
01:09:39,427 --> 01:09:40,969
Me.

1085
01:09:49,938 --> 01:09:52,147
(indistinct chatter)

1086
01:09:53,816 --> 01:09:55,526
Fuck.

1087
01:10:00,657 --> 01:10:02,825
Uh, the next camera's just up here.

1088
01:10:08,623 --> 01:10:10,333
Oh!

1089
01:10:11,334 --> 01:10:13,544
Keanu's here at 7:21 a.m.

1090
01:10:14,671 --> 01:10:16,464
Kiki?

1091
01:10:18,257 --> 01:10:19,676
7:21.

1092
01:10:20,760 --> 01:10:22,679
I know it's him.

1093
01:10:25,723 --> 01:10:28,017
I'm gonna walk the stream trail.

1094
01:10:32,689 --> 01:10:34,857
Hey, Keanu.

1095
01:10:34,941 --> 01:10:38,319
(chuckling):
Hello, mate. Hello, mate.

1096
01:10:39,570 --> 01:10:41,406
(laughs)

1097
01:10:41,489 --> 01:10:43,616
(Keanu purring)

1098
01:10:43,700 --> 01:10:45,868
You've done so good.

1099
01:10:45,952 --> 01:10:47,954
(laughing)

1100
01:10:58,548 --> 01:11:00,466
Oh, my God.

1101
01:11:00,550 --> 01:11:04,178
(laughing):
I fucking love you so much.

1102
01:11:05,346 --> 01:11:07,432
(Keanu purring)

1103
01:11:08,975 --> 01:11:10,977
(Harry sighs)

1104
01:11:11,060 --> 01:11:12,687
Tell me I'm being an idiot.

1105
01:11:12,770 --> 01:11:15,023
(laughing):
Tell me I'm being an idiot.

1106
01:11:24,657 --> 01:11:26,492
Oh, dear me.

1107
01:11:26,576 --> 01:11:29,287
Uh-uh, not my laptop, not my laptop.
(laughs)

1108
01:11:31,289 --> 01:11:32,915
(sniffling)

1109
01:11:32,999 --> 01:11:35,001
Not my laptop.

1110
01:11:36,377 --> 01:11:38,212
(sighs)

1111
01:11:39,422 --> 01:11:41,924
You spent the whole night out, mate.

1112
01:11:44,719 --> 01:11:46,471
(sighs)

1113
01:11:48,139 --> 01:11:50,349
I'm so proud of you, man.

1114
01:11:51,851 --> 01:11:54,020
We got to do it again tonight.

1115
01:11:55,063 --> 01:11:57,065
(laughing)

1116
01:12:03,196 --> 01:12:05,114
(insects chirping)

1117
01:12:13,831 --> 01:12:15,708
Cristian.

1118
01:12:15,792 --> 01:12:17,376
SAMANTHA:
You cleaned.

1119
01:12:19,712 --> 01:12:21,255
HARRY:
That was a long trip, eh?

1120
01:12:21,339 --> 01:12:22,840
-(Samantha yawns)
-HARRY: How you doing?

1121
01:12:22,924 --> 01:12:25,426
SAMANTHA:
Did you paint that thing on your lip?

1122
01:12:25,510 --> 01:12:27,428
-(laughs)
-It's my mustache.

1123
01:12:27,512 --> 01:12:28,888
I'm growing a mustache.

1124
01:12:28,971 --> 01:12:31,182
This is fucking like 22 days in the...
in the making.

1125
01:12:31,265 --> 01:12:32,725
-Get out of here.
-What?

1126
01:12:32,809 --> 01:12:35,269
You painted that.
There's no way you can actually grow that.

1127
01:12:35,353 --> 01:12:36,896
-Yeah.
-Oh, my God.

1128
01:12:36,979 --> 01:12:38,606
I'm... This is my Movember.

1129
01:12:38,689 --> 01:12:41,359
-I'm starting it in... in August.
-Okay. Okay, cool.

1130
01:12:41,442 --> 01:12:44,821
This is the first... the video of Keanu
on the camera trap for that...

1131
01:12:44,904 --> 01:12:46,322
he was out the whole night.

1132
01:12:46,405 --> 01:12:48,616
-Okay.
-So he was there at 7:21,

1133
01:12:48,699 --> 01:12:52,078
and then I come
and I check the thing at 8:17.

1134
01:12:52,161 --> 01:12:55,206
And then when I walk down that trail,
that's when I find him.

1135
01:12:55,289 --> 01:12:57,208
-Gosh.
-Yeah.

1136
01:12:57,291 --> 01:12:58,584
I like it. It's okay.

1137
01:12:58,668 --> 01:12:59,836
-No, you don't.
-I like it!

1138
01:12:59,919 --> 01:13:01,420
SAMANTHA:
Once he stopped keeping Keanu

1139
01:13:01,504 --> 01:13:03,714
in the enclosure during the day,
like, that was huge.

1140
01:13:03,798 --> 01:13:06,217
I mean, for Keanu to be able
to go in and out

1141
01:13:06,300 --> 01:13:08,928
and, like, to be just out
in the jungle is... it seems crazy.

1142
01:13:09,011 --> 01:13:11,722
Like, we never got to that point
with Khan. He was almost there.

1143
01:13:11,806 --> 01:13:15,351
He was within, like, a week of being that,
but we weren't there.

1144
01:13:17,019 --> 01:13:20,690
Right, I'll see you
in, um, 15, 20 minutes.

1145
01:13:25,903 --> 01:13:28,072
(insects buzzing)

1146
01:13:29,157 --> 01:13:30,908
You-you heard him, right?

1147
01:13:31,909 --> 01:13:33,119
I definitely heard him.

1148
01:13:33,202 --> 01:13:34,745
He's just looking for Harry, I bet.

1149
01:13:36,455 --> 01:13:38,082
Harry?

1150
01:13:40,209 --> 01:13:42,336
Kiki, go on.

1151
01:13:42,420 --> 01:13:45,089
You can't be here. You know that.

1152
01:13:45,173 --> 01:13:47,341
You shouldn't be eating lemongrass.

1153
01:13:51,053 --> 01:13:53,598
It's just weird, him being,
like, out of his enclosure.

1154
01:13:53,681 --> 01:13:57,393
It's like... now he knows,
like, where Harry lives.

1155
01:13:57,476 --> 01:14:00,855
(laughing):
It's... so crazy.

1156
01:14:02,899 --> 01:14:04,817
Harry?

1157
01:14:04,901 --> 01:14:06,903
(retching)

1158
01:14:08,529 --> 01:14:11,157
HARRY:
Last night was bad.

1159
01:14:11,240 --> 01:14:14,911
Keanu just kept coming back
to the platform constantly.

1160
01:14:14,994 --> 01:14:16,287
(sighs)

1161
01:14:16,370 --> 01:14:18,206
Probably why he keeps coming back
to the platform--

1162
01:14:18,289 --> 01:14:20,499
to tell me that he's hungry.

1163
01:14:22,126 --> 01:14:25,338
I can't... can't be that person
for him anymore, though.

1164
01:14:25,421 --> 01:14:27,423
(sniffing)

1165
01:14:28,716 --> 01:14:31,886
He needs to know that I'm not that person.

1166
01:14:31,969 --> 01:14:34,138
And I don't know how to tell him that.

1167
01:14:34,222 --> 01:14:37,934
I don't know how to tell him to...
to move on. (sniffles)

1168
01:14:38,017 --> 01:14:39,310
(Keanu growling)

1169
01:14:39,393 --> 01:14:40,937
HARRY:
I'll leave you.

1170
01:14:42,396 --> 01:14:44,523
This is how I feel.

1171
01:14:44,607 --> 01:14:46,484
-This is how I feel.
-(growling)

1172
01:14:46,567 --> 01:14:49,195
This is how I feel
when you come to the platform, okay?

1173
01:14:49,278 --> 01:14:51,322
(hisses, growls)

1174
01:14:51,405 --> 01:14:52,949
Yes, I know.

1175
01:14:53,032 --> 01:14:55,409
You are an angry wild animal,

1176
01:14:55,493 --> 01:14:58,246
but you need to start acting
like a wild animal.

1177
01:14:58,329 --> 01:15:02,083
You need to hunt more.
You need to hunt more.

1178
01:15:04,377 --> 01:15:06,379
(growling)

1179
01:15:09,173 --> 01:15:11,217
SAMANTHA:
A mother ocelot would be brutal,

1180
01:15:11,300 --> 01:15:13,052
like, "You're ready. Goodbye.

1181
01:15:13,135 --> 01:15:15,763
I'm gonna go mate,
and I'm gonna have more."

1182
01:15:15,846 --> 01:15:18,057
It's a totally different relationship.

1183
01:15:18,140 --> 01:15:19,475
Can't compare it.

1184
01:15:19,558 --> 01:15:21,560
♪ ♪

1185
01:15:21,644 --> 01:15:23,354
(yowls)

1186
01:15:26,649 --> 01:15:28,150
Oh.

1187
01:15:29,652 --> 01:15:31,279
Oh, dear.

1188
01:15:32,571 --> 01:15:34,991
God, how did we not hear him over here?

1189
01:15:37,201 --> 01:15:39,203
HARRY: He's just been coming
forwards and backwards,

1190
01:15:39,287 --> 01:15:41,038
forwards and backwards from the platform.

1191
01:15:41,122 --> 01:15:42,790
He went into the rubbish bag.

1192
01:15:42,873 --> 01:15:44,458
He ate a load of plastic.

1193
01:15:44,542 --> 01:15:47,837
I-I went out into the jungle
to look for him the other day,

1194
01:15:47,920 --> 01:15:51,966
and I found a pile of vomit with just,
like, chewed up plastic bag.

1195
01:15:52,049 --> 01:15:55,469
And then he-he takes my towel,

1196
01:15:55,553 --> 01:15:58,055
and he bites a fucking hole in it.

1197
01:16:01,767 --> 01:16:05,396
Every fucking noise,
I'm just like, "Fuck me, is he back?"

1198
01:16:07,690 --> 01:16:09,358
(Harry sighs)

1199
01:16:18,659 --> 01:16:20,703
Go on! (hisses)

1200
01:16:22,371 --> 01:16:24,874
He is so capable of going off by himself,

1201
01:16:24,957 --> 01:16:28,044
but he just won't,
and I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

1202
01:16:31,255 --> 01:16:33,466
But it's now or never.

1203
01:16:33,549 --> 01:16:36,344
He's at the age
where he needs to be leaving me.

1204
01:16:36,427 --> 01:16:39,513
So I need to do everything I can,
whether that be forceful

1205
01:16:39,597 --> 01:16:44,101
or whether that be me getting angry
or scaring him.

1206
01:16:46,103 --> 01:16:47,730
(grunts in frustration)

1207
01:16:58,824 --> 01:17:01,118
(birds calling)

1208
01:17:03,454 --> 01:17:05,664
-(Keanu growling softly)
-(groans)

1209
01:17:07,541 --> 01:17:09,877
(growling)

1210
01:17:09,960 --> 01:17:13,547
(Harry inhales deeply, growls)

1211
01:17:13,631 --> 01:17:17,426
Get off of here! Go. Go.

1212
01:17:17,510 --> 01:17:19,136
Go!

1213
01:17:26,102 --> 01:17:28,020
This is bad.

1214
01:17:29,230 --> 01:17:31,273
Do not come up on here.

1215
01:17:35,152 --> 01:17:37,613
Keanu! Get away!

1216
01:17:39,573 --> 01:17:41,033
Get away!

1217
01:17:41,117 --> 01:17:42,952
Get away now!

1218
01:17:43,035 --> 01:17:44,703
Get away!

1219
01:17:49,750 --> 01:17:52,294
Away! Away!

1220
01:17:55,214 --> 01:17:58,259
Get away! Now!

1221
01:17:58,342 --> 01:17:59,635
Away.

1222
01:17:59,718 --> 01:18:02,513
SAMANTHA:
He has had these moments of rage.

1223
01:18:07,226 --> 01:18:09,061
HARRY:
Basically, you're just telling me that

1224
01:18:09,145 --> 01:18:11,313
I am not doing the right things
and I am wrong.

1225
01:18:11,397 --> 01:18:15,401
So I am fed up, and I take that gun
'cause I want to kill myself.

1226
01:18:15,484 --> 01:18:17,236
But then I think about Jayden,

1227
01:18:17,319 --> 01:18:19,864
I think about my mum
and my dad and my sister,

1228
01:18:19,947 --> 01:18:21,824
and I think about Keanu more than anyone,

1229
01:18:21,907 --> 01:18:23,951
and I think about you
and how that would affect you,

1230
01:18:24,034 --> 01:18:26,829
and I think, how selfish am I being?

1231
01:18:29,665 --> 01:18:33,544
SAMANTHA: I have to, like, almost think
about it as two different people.

1232
01:18:33,627 --> 01:18:35,296
'Cause they really are.

1233
01:18:35,379 --> 01:18:36,630
(Harry grunts in frustration)

1234
01:18:36,714 --> 01:18:38,507
(Harry screams)

1235
01:18:38,591 --> 01:18:39,967
HARRY:
Get off of there!

1236
01:18:40,050 --> 01:18:42,261
Get off of there now!

1237
01:18:42,344 --> 01:18:44,305
(yells)

1238
01:18:44,388 --> 01:18:45,848
Get off.

1239
01:18:50,811 --> 01:18:53,230
I'm worried that he can't live by himself.

1240
01:18:53,314 --> 01:18:56,358
(sighs) And if he can't live
by himself, then f...

1241
01:18:58,736 --> 01:19:00,446
...the past...

1242
01:19:00,529 --> 01:19:04,200
the past 16 months, I've just...

1243
01:19:04,283 --> 01:19:06,202
just failed.

1244
01:19:26,180 --> 01:19:28,557
-SAMANTHA: Please Harry.
-HARRY: I need to do it.

1245
01:19:31,393 --> 01:19:32,937
I need to do it.

1246
01:19:34,522 --> 01:19:36,315
I need to, Sam.

1247
01:19:39,568 --> 01:19:40,945
Leave me alone.

1248
01:19:41,028 --> 01:19:44,990
I need to feel that pain, that adrenaline.
I need to feel it.

1249
01:19:47,368 --> 01:19:50,120
SAMANTHA:
Harry... Har-Harry!

1250
01:19:50,204 --> 01:19:51,914
Please.

1251
01:20:04,218 --> 01:20:06,762
That's what I needed.

1252
01:20:19,692 --> 01:20:23,654
OPERATOR: You have reached
the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline.

1253
01:20:23,737 --> 01:20:25,864
(over phone):
We're here to help.

1254
01:20:28,867 --> 01:20:31,036
RESPONDER:
Hi. This is Lifeline.

1255
01:20:31,120 --> 01:20:33,289
Hi. Um, my name's Samantha.

1256
01:20:33,372 --> 01:20:36,208
I'm calling actually on behalf
of a friend of mine.

1257
01:20:36,292 --> 01:20:37,710
What's going on, Samantha?

1258
01:20:38,794 --> 01:20:41,213
Yeah, so he...
um, he's always been someone

1259
01:20:41,297 --> 01:20:45,092
who self-harms in different ways.

1260
01:20:45,175 --> 01:20:49,722
And I think, like, the first sign
for-for me that things were changing was

1261
01:20:49,805 --> 01:20:53,350
he switched locations
from cutting on the top of his arm,

1262
01:20:53,434 --> 01:20:55,394
and now he's cutting his wrists.

1263
01:20:55,477 --> 01:20:58,439
And the way that he's doing it
is a lot more aggressive.

1264
01:20:58,522 --> 01:21:01,734
Um, he also talked last week
about hanging himself

1265
01:21:01,817 --> 01:21:05,654
and, uh, taking, like,
all the pills that he could find

1266
01:21:05,738 --> 01:21:09,074
basically in-in the platform
where he stays.

1267
01:21:09,158 --> 01:21:13,495
And he hasn't really... he isn't...
he hasn't talked like that for many years.

1268
01:21:13,579 --> 01:21:15,873
So, um...

1269
01:21:15,956 --> 01:21:19,418
If he's cutting himself
and talking about killing himself,

1270
01:21:19,501 --> 01:21:22,546
he needs somebody to supervise him.

1271
01:21:22,630 --> 01:21:27,217
You need to go and talk to him
and lay down some boundaries.

1272
01:21:27,301 --> 01:21:30,971
I mean, he's putting you through
some emotional trauma as well

1273
01:21:31,055 --> 01:21:32,973
by not getting help.

1274
01:21:34,058 --> 01:21:36,060
And that's not fair to you.

1275
01:21:38,604 --> 01:21:39,980
Yeah.

1276
01:21:40,981 --> 01:21:43,859
I don't know the logistics
behind getting him out of there,

1277
01:21:43,942 --> 01:21:45,402
but at the end of the day,

1278
01:21:45,486 --> 01:21:48,322
you don't want to support him
continuing this behavior.

1279
01:21:48,405 --> 01:21:50,824
You want to support him getting help.

1280
01:21:51,825 --> 01:21:53,827
♪ ♪

1281
01:21:57,081 --> 01:22:00,334
NIERY:
Right now he has lots of problems,

1282
01:22:00,417 --> 01:22:03,712
internal conflicts deep within himself

1283
01:22:03,796 --> 01:22:06,423
that he doesn't want to talk about
with anyone.

1284
01:22:06,507 --> 01:22:09,176
It's possible that,

1285
01:22:09,259 --> 01:22:13,847
if he doesn't agree to leave
in the next few weeks,

1286
01:22:13,931 --> 01:22:17,476
I'll have to tell him, as his friend,

1287
01:22:17,559 --> 01:22:21,438
but also as the person in charge
of this project,

1288
01:22:21,522 --> 01:22:25,693
that he has to leave
because he is not mentally stable.

1289
01:22:26,652 --> 01:22:28,404
HARRY:
No, I'm not fucking doing that,

1290
01:22:28,487 --> 01:22:31,949
because Keanu is more important
than fucking anything

1291
01:22:32,032 --> 01:22:34,076
that I have ever fucking done!

1292
01:22:35,953 --> 01:22:37,955
-Fucking stupid.
-(object clatters)

1293
01:22:39,540 --> 01:22:41,542
Fucking stupid.

1294
01:22:43,794 --> 01:22:46,171
SAMANTHA:
He was basically like, "I don't know why

1295
01:22:46,255 --> 01:22:48,006
"you would call that hotline.

1296
01:22:48,090 --> 01:22:49,800
"It's not a big deal.

1297
01:22:49,883 --> 01:22:52,511
"Maybe it was good for you
and it's what you needed to do,

1298
01:22:52,594 --> 01:22:54,638
"but I wish you never would have told me,

1299
01:22:54,722 --> 01:22:57,766
because all it's made me
is more upset and angry."

1300
01:22:57,850 --> 01:23:00,602
And he doesn't think that...

1301
01:23:00,686 --> 01:23:02,271
He knows he has a problem,

1302
01:23:02,354 --> 01:23:05,482
but he's not willing to do anything
about it right now.

1303
01:23:05,566 --> 01:23:09,486
And that he's not ready to leave
and no one can make him leave.

1304
01:23:09,570 --> 01:23:12,239
-(clattering)
-HARRY: I only said one thing.

1305
01:23:12,322 --> 01:23:15,409
SAMANTHA: No, you fought about one thing.
You caused a fight over one stupid thing.

1306
01:23:15,492 --> 01:23:17,161
(Harry muttering)

1307
01:23:17,244 --> 01:23:19,246
-One fucking thing!
-(clattering continues)

1308
01:23:19,329 --> 01:23:20,789
SAMANTHA:
Stop ruining shit.

1309
01:23:20,873 --> 01:23:22,791
HARRY:
I can ruin whatever the fuck I want.

1310
01:23:22,875 --> 01:23:24,585
SAMANTHA:
No, you can't.

1311
01:23:24,668 --> 01:23:26,587
You can't ruin whatever the fuck you want.

1312
01:23:31,967 --> 01:23:34,553
He is the most important fucking thing
to me right now.

1313
01:23:34,636 --> 01:23:36,680
You know, if he fucking dies right now,

1314
01:23:36,764 --> 01:23:40,559
if he goes off and I never see him again,
you know how that's going to affect me?

1315
01:23:40,642 --> 01:23:42,436
I already lost one.

1316
01:23:43,604 --> 01:23:46,106
(crying):
Right?

1317
01:23:46,190 --> 01:23:47,691
So did I.

1318
01:23:47,775 --> 01:23:49,526
You never fucking saw it.

1319
01:23:49,610 --> 01:23:52,571
You only heard it through my voice
and through my tears.

1320
01:23:52,654 --> 01:23:54,948
And you don't think that was enough?

1321
01:23:55,032 --> 01:23:58,118
I don't think you know
how hard it hurt me.

1322
01:24:00,204 --> 01:24:05,083
Everything that I'd ever fucking thought
I'd got back, and I lost it all again.

1323
01:24:06,627 --> 01:24:08,420
I lost that huge chunk of me

1324
01:24:08,504 --> 01:24:11,507
when I was in the military
and I saw all them dead children.

1325
01:24:11,590 --> 01:24:14,635
I saw that fucking poor girl
get slaughtered in front of me.

1326
01:24:14,718 --> 01:24:18,597
And I come here, and I miraculously find
something that makes me fucking happy--

1327
01:24:18,680 --> 01:24:22,893
you, the jungle,
the two things that make me happy--

1328
01:24:22,976 --> 01:24:24,978
and I am lost right now.

1329
01:24:25,062 --> 01:24:28,941
I thought... I thought that I had a friend
in the jungle, and I don't.

1330
01:24:29,983 --> 01:24:31,610
'Cause you...

1331
01:24:33,111 --> 01:24:35,197
...you don't want me here anymore.

1332
01:24:36,281 --> 01:24:38,325
You said, if Keanu wasn't here,

1333
01:24:38,408 --> 01:24:40,911
I'd have gone
and you'd have got on with your life.

1334
01:24:42,746 --> 01:24:45,707
When people treat me like shit
and with disrespect, like you have,

1335
01:24:45,791 --> 01:24:49,211
I don't feel like I want to be here
and I don't feel like I'm your friend.

1336
01:24:49,294 --> 01:24:51,713
And I haven't felt like you're my friend.

1337
01:24:58,929 --> 01:25:01,515
I'm tired of feeling
the way I feel around you.

1338
01:25:03,809 --> 01:25:05,811
SAMANTHA:
Yeah, well, that makes two of us.

1339
01:25:07,604 --> 01:25:09,606
♪ ♪

1340
01:25:24,454 --> 01:25:26,832
HARRY:
Everything I do hurts her.

1341
01:25:26,915 --> 01:25:29,209
Everything she does hurts me.

1342
01:25:33,380 --> 01:25:36,550
SAMANTHA: I feel like everything
that we have to say to each other

1343
01:25:36,633 --> 01:25:40,345
is just to, like, blame or hurt
the other person.

1344
01:25:40,429 --> 01:25:43,223
And, like, the things that I have to say
to him at this moment

1345
01:25:43,307 --> 01:25:47,436
aren't things that would help,
so I just keep them to myself.

1346
01:25:53,317 --> 01:25:58,488
HARRY: We've been on the same road for
a long time, and it's been a bumpy road.

1347
01:25:58,572 --> 01:26:01,992
And now I just want to turn left,
and I just want her to turn right.

1348
01:26:04,828 --> 01:26:06,496
(purring)

1349
01:26:06,580 --> 01:26:09,625
SAMANTHA: With Harry, I just felt like
I was constantly trying to either save him

1350
01:26:09,708 --> 01:26:11,710
or save our relationship.

1351
01:26:11,793 --> 01:26:13,629
(indistinct chatter, laughter)

1352
01:26:14,713 --> 01:26:16,298
And that's not healthy.

1353
01:26:16,381 --> 01:26:18,342
-Oh, no! Oh, my God.
-(laughter)

1354
01:26:20,844 --> 01:26:23,055
(insects buzzing and trilling)

1355
01:26:23,138 --> 01:26:24,514
(rain falling)

1356
01:26:28,936 --> 01:26:31,063
(thunder rumbling)

1357
01:26:37,653 --> 01:26:39,780
HARRY:
Keanu?

1358
01:26:41,823 --> 01:26:43,200
Keanu?

1359
01:26:47,871 --> 01:26:49,289
Keanu?

1360
01:26:50,958 --> 01:26:52,626
Keanu.

1361
01:26:52,709 --> 01:26:54,544
Come on, mate, where are you?

1362
01:26:56,964 --> 01:26:58,882
(groans)

1363
01:27:05,681 --> 01:27:08,517
It's been two nights now
that he's not been here,

1364
01:27:08,600 --> 01:27:11,186
so why the sudden change?

1365
01:27:12,813 --> 01:27:15,399
I hope he's okay.
(clears throat) I hope he's okay.

1366
01:27:21,321 --> 01:27:23,323
(birds chirping)

1367
01:27:31,081 --> 01:27:32,916
Where's he gone?

1368
01:27:34,042 --> 01:27:36,253
♪ ♪

1369
01:27:47,556 --> 01:27:49,307
Keanu.

1370
01:27:53,645 --> 01:27:55,981
Fuck. Fuck.

1371
01:28:02,362 --> 01:28:03,780
(groans)

1372
01:28:07,951 --> 01:28:09,745
Keanu.

1373
01:28:13,457 --> 01:28:15,459
(birds calling)

1374
01:28:17,169 --> 01:28:18,962
(sniffles)

1375
01:28:30,682 --> 01:28:33,060
Hey, Keanu.

1376
01:28:33,143 --> 01:28:34,644
What have you been doing?

1377
01:28:34,728 --> 01:28:37,022
(chuckling):
I've not seen you for five days.

1378
01:28:37,105 --> 01:28:39,107
(Keanu purring)

1379
01:28:39,191 --> 01:28:40,567
This is good, though.

1380
01:28:40,650 --> 01:28:43,028
You spent five days away.

1381
01:28:44,446 --> 01:28:46,114
Mm.

1382
01:28:47,199 --> 01:28:49,034
I'm glad you're okay.

1383
01:29:02,756 --> 01:29:04,925
Oh, it was so nice to see him.

1384
01:29:07,719 --> 01:29:09,387
(sighs)

1385
01:29:14,226 --> 01:29:15,852
(sniffs)

1386
01:29:17,562 --> 01:29:19,731
I feel like I've done something good.

1387
01:29:21,775 --> 01:29:24,569
(crying)

1388
01:29:24,653 --> 01:29:29,116
It's so... it's so stupid that
I'm getting sad about this, but...

1389
01:29:29,199 --> 01:29:30,867
Oh, fuck.

1390
01:29:32,244 --> 01:29:34,246
(crying)

1391
01:29:36,456 --> 01:29:39,251
I feel like I've done something right.

1392
01:29:39,334 --> 01:29:41,336
(continues crying)

1393
01:29:48,135 --> 01:29:50,637
Oh, fucking man up, cunt.

1394
01:29:51,888 --> 01:29:53,515
(sighs)

1395
01:29:54,683 --> 01:29:56,518
(exhales sharply)

1396
01:30:01,064 --> 01:30:02,649
(sniffles)

1397
01:30:07,028 --> 01:30:09,030
(insects trilling)

1398
01:30:09,114 --> 01:30:11,116
♪ ♪

1399
01:30:28,175 --> 01:30:30,510
(insects trilling)

1400
01:30:30,594 --> 01:30:32,345
HARRY:
All right.

1401
01:30:34,347 --> 01:30:36,183
Okay.

1402
01:30:36,266 --> 01:30:37,934
It's recording.

1403
01:30:50,322 --> 01:30:52,157
I'm gonna miss you, man.

1404
01:30:52,240 --> 01:30:53,909
Seriously.

1405
01:30:55,118 --> 01:30:59,623
There won't be a minute...
a minute that goes by

1406
01:30:59,706 --> 01:31:02,042
where I'm not thinking about you.

1407
01:31:03,210 --> 01:31:05,754
(Keanu purring)

1408
01:31:05,837 --> 01:31:07,714
But I need to leave.

1409
01:31:09,716 --> 01:31:11,301
I need to go.

1410
01:31:12,719 --> 01:31:15,388
But maybe I'll see you again.

1411
01:31:15,472 --> 01:31:18,475
But if I don't,
then just know that I love you.

1412
01:31:22,771 --> 01:31:24,689
(crying):
Because I do, man.

1413
01:31:24,773 --> 01:31:27,192
I love you with everything I've got.

1414
01:31:29,736 --> 01:31:31,738
(Keanu purring)

1415
01:31:36,701 --> 01:31:38,495
(chuckles)

1416
01:31:38,578 --> 01:31:40,080
This is lovely.

1417
01:31:40,163 --> 01:31:41,957
Thank you.

1418
01:31:43,458 --> 01:31:45,252
(sniffles)

1419
01:31:45,335 --> 01:31:47,254
(chuckles):
Hey.

1420
01:31:48,713 --> 01:31:51,383
Your teeth are too big for that now,
you little shit.

1421
01:31:52,384 --> 01:31:54,386
♪ ♪

1422
01:32:08,566 --> 01:32:10,568
♪ ♪

1423
01:32:17,909 --> 01:32:19,661
Goodbye, man.

1424
01:32:22,455 --> 01:32:23,665
(sighs)

1425
01:32:33,133 --> 01:32:35,135
♪ ♪

1426
01:32:46,354 --> 01:32:48,189
(grunts)

1427
01:32:52,736 --> 01:32:54,612
(chatter in Spanish)

1428
01:32:54,696 --> 01:32:57,073
HARRY:
What time is it?

1429
01:32:57,157 --> 01:32:59,326
It's time to fucking go home.

1430
01:32:59,409 --> 01:33:01,703
(engine revving)

1431
01:33:05,999 --> 01:33:08,960
(cheering)

1432
01:33:09,044 --> 01:33:10,462
Fuck.

1433
01:33:26,603 --> 01:33:29,773
God, it's fucking cold. (groans)

1434
01:33:32,233 --> 01:33:34,444
I'm not used to this fucking cold.

1435
01:33:34,527 --> 01:33:36,488
All right, I think that's them.

1436
01:33:37,655 --> 01:33:39,407
Yeah, that's them.

1437
01:33:42,285 --> 01:33:44,746
See how surprised they get.

1438
01:33:44,829 --> 01:33:47,207
Hey, you going to Pizza Hut without me?

1439
01:33:47,290 --> 01:33:49,000
-COLETTE: What in the bloody hell?
-(laughter)

1440
01:33:49,084 --> 01:33:51,044
What are you fucking doing here?

1441
01:33:51,127 --> 01:33:52,796
Oh, my God!

1442
01:33:53,922 --> 01:33:55,924
-HARRY: How you doing?
-Guess where we're going.

1443
01:33:56,007 --> 01:33:57,759
-Pizza Hut.
-Yeah, without me.

1444
01:33:57,842 --> 01:33:59,803
You were gonna go without me.

1445
01:33:59,886 --> 01:34:01,471
MARK:
What are you doing here?

1446
01:34:01,554 --> 01:34:03,390
Oh, my God.

1447
01:34:03,473 --> 01:34:05,934
-HARRY: You all right? How you doing?
-MARK: I thought it was next week.

1448
01:34:06,017 --> 01:34:08,228
HARRY:
Yeah, I lied to you. (laughs)

1449
01:34:08,311 --> 01:34:10,271
-HARRY: How you doing, mate?
-MAN: Yeah, sorry, Mark.

1450
01:34:10,355 --> 01:34:12,607
-Don't you ever do that again!
-(laughter)

1451
01:34:12,690 --> 01:34:15,151
(indistinct chatter, laughter)

1452
01:34:17,779 --> 01:34:19,697
HARRY:
You all right, mate?

1453
01:34:21,950 --> 01:34:24,244
(Mark sobbing)

1454
01:34:31,501 --> 01:34:33,503
HARRY:
It's good to see you guys.

1455
01:34:34,504 --> 01:34:36,756
(laughter)

1456
01:34:39,092 --> 01:34:40,969
Yeah.

1457
01:34:41,052 --> 01:34:43,680
(laughter)

1458
01:34:43,763 --> 01:34:45,765
You're lucky you didn't lose
your finger, though.

1459
01:34:52,230 --> 01:34:54,232
♪ ♪

1460
01:35:14,627 --> 01:35:16,629
(sighs heavily)

1461
01:35:28,808 --> 01:35:30,810
♪ ♪

1462
01:35:33,813 --> 01:35:34,898
(bell dings)

1463
01:35:37,233 --> 01:35:39,611
JAYDEN and HARRY:
Three, two, one.

1464
01:35:40,612 --> 01:35:42,489
(laughter)

1465
01:35:42,572 --> 01:35:44,741
(screams, laughs)

1466
01:35:49,120 --> 01:35:51,331
-(laughing): Oh!
-Hey.

1467
01:35:57,337 --> 01:35:58,880
(lawn mower engine shuts off)

1468
01:36:09,766 --> 01:36:12,727
HARRY: But that's why I always
check the edges, you know?

1469
01:36:12,810 --> 01:36:15,271
Don't want to kill one.

1470
01:36:15,355 --> 01:36:19,067
If you just give like extra 15 minutes,
you might be able to save it.

1471
01:36:25,740 --> 01:36:27,742
(birds calling)

1472
01:36:32,830 --> 01:36:34,582
SAMANTHA:
It's still there.

1473
01:36:39,754 --> 01:36:41,381
I've had a lot of time to reflect.

1474
01:36:41,464 --> 01:36:44,384
I definitely realized, you know, like,
I've always been really bad at, like,

1475
01:36:44,467 --> 01:36:46,636
letting people go that aren't good for me.

1476
01:36:49,222 --> 01:36:51,933
And, like, looking back,

1477
01:36:52,016 --> 01:36:56,354
having a dad that was both
verbally and physically abusive,

1478
01:36:56,437 --> 01:36:59,440
and then the next morning,
from 8:00 to 12:00,

1479
01:36:59,524 --> 01:37:02,694
was the nicest, calmest person

1480
01:37:02,777 --> 01:37:05,572
that would reel me back in
by saying, "I'm sorry," and, like,

1481
01:37:05,655 --> 01:37:08,783
really show, like, who he truly was
or who I thought he truly was.

1482
01:37:08,866 --> 01:37:10,702
You know?

1483
01:37:10,785 --> 01:37:14,205
And it's like I replicated that
in my adult life.

1484
01:37:16,332 --> 01:37:18,334
It's a bit heavy.

1485
01:37:20,128 --> 01:37:22,839
After Harry left in December,

1486
01:37:22,922 --> 01:37:26,301
we just, uh, decided
to stop clearing around the house.

1487
01:37:26,384 --> 01:37:28,261
Just to let it all grow.

1488
01:37:28,344 --> 01:37:30,722
Makes sense, you know,
that the jungle eats it.

1489
01:37:31,931 --> 01:37:34,183
Eats the past.

1490
01:37:35,893 --> 01:37:39,105
We have cameras set up all along
this trail and in the front of the house

1491
01:37:39,188 --> 01:37:42,191
to watch for if Keanu comes back
so we can know if we're not here.

1492
01:37:44,319 --> 01:37:46,779
I think there's just, like,
there's so much that's stored

1493
01:37:46,863 --> 01:37:48,990
inside a place like this.

1494
01:37:49,073 --> 01:37:50,700
And I think, on a personal level,

1495
01:37:50,783 --> 01:37:54,037
I just really wanted to have a space
where I could start over.

1496
01:37:54,120 --> 01:37:56,539
♪ ♪

1497
01:38:20,396 --> 01:38:22,523
Aw, that's a good boy.

1498
01:38:27,570 --> 01:38:28,780
(speaking Spanish)

1499
01:38:28,863 --> 01:38:30,198
Is it a boy or a girl?

1500
01:38:30,281 --> 01:38:32,784
-A girl.
-It's a girl.

1501
01:38:33,242 --> 01:38:34,494
My first girl.

1502
01:38:34,577 --> 01:38:36,037
Your first girl.

1503
01:38:46,255 --> 01:38:48,341
SAMANTHA:
You're doing great.

1504
01:38:48,424 --> 01:38:51,386
We named her Kleo, for Cleopatra.

1505
01:38:51,469 --> 01:38:52,637
(laughs)

1506
01:38:52,720 --> 01:38:55,515
Since she's just this powerful
female force already,

1507
01:38:55,598 --> 01:38:57,600
so we thought it was perfect.

1508
01:39:09,862 --> 01:39:13,741
HARRY: As it stands, I'm actually
in a very good place mentally,

1509
01:39:13,825 --> 01:39:17,787
so I feel like now whenever, you know,
I give my family that last hug,

1510
01:39:17,870 --> 01:39:21,040
it's only the last hug for now.

1511
01:39:24,877 --> 01:39:26,546
Holy shit, man.

1512
01:39:26,629 --> 01:39:29,215
I've never seen anything like this.

1513
01:39:30,550 --> 01:39:32,552
It's like I'm in a dream.

1514
01:39:34,554 --> 01:39:37,056
♪ ♪

1515
01:39:40,560 --> 01:39:43,396
I still have negative thoughts,
and I have bad days.

1516
01:39:43,479 --> 01:39:46,107
-WOMAN: Yay!
-MAN: Woo-hoo!

1517
01:39:46,190 --> 01:39:50,778
HARRY: But I have a bad day,
and I think, "Harry, you was happy.

1518
01:39:50,862 --> 01:39:52,655
You can be happy."

1519
01:39:52,739 --> 01:39:55,074
-(indistinct chatter)
-Yay.

1520
01:39:57,744 --> 01:39:59,245
Don't rely on me.

1521
01:39:59,328 --> 01:40:00,621
Just relax. You can do it.

1522
01:40:00,705 --> 01:40:03,708
JAYDEN: I'm already relying on you,
and I feel like I'm going to fall off.

1523
01:40:07,170 --> 01:40:08,379
(Harry laughs)

1524
01:40:09,589 --> 01:40:11,591
(laughter)

1525
01:40:13,050 --> 01:40:15,178
COLETTE:
Oh, lovely.

1526
01:40:15,261 --> 01:40:17,555
Yeah, gorgeous.

1527
01:40:17,638 --> 01:40:19,974
HARRY: But I definitely think about him
every single day.

1528
01:40:20,057 --> 01:40:21,768
(tool buzzing)

1529
01:40:24,061 --> 01:40:28,149
I have hope inside of my heart
that he is out there still,

1530
01:40:28,232 --> 01:40:30,443
he has mated with a female

1531
01:40:30,526 --> 01:40:33,446
and now there's other little Keanus
out there.

1532
01:40:35,490 --> 01:40:40,495
I'm proud to have got him to a point
of where he did eventually go off.

1533
01:40:40,578 --> 01:40:42,997
♪ ♪

1534
01:41:01,557 --> 01:41:03,559
♪ ♪

1535
01:41:26,749 --> 01:41:29,043
("A Sky Like I've Never Seen" by
Fleet Foxes featuring Tim Bernardes plays)

1536
01:41:29,126 --> 01:41:31,128
(vocalizing)

1537
01:41:36,300 --> 01:41:38,302
(vocalizing)

1538
01:41:42,265 --> 01:41:44,267
(vocalizing)

1539
01:41:52,817 --> 01:41:57,113
♪ Water-wended and remote ♪

1540
01:41:57,196 --> 01:42:01,659
♪ In my crater where I'm hid ♪

1541
01:42:01,742 --> 01:42:06,330
♪ I can see a line of smoke
on the other ridge ♪

1542
01:42:06,414 --> 01:42:09,792
♪ Though it's a long way ♪

1543
01:42:11,335 --> 01:42:15,423
♪ There's an ocean on the line ♪

1544
01:42:15,506 --> 01:42:20,261
♪ And an empty-handed dream ♪

1545
01:42:20,344 --> 01:42:25,433
♪ There's a sun above a sky
like I've never seen ♪

1546
01:42:25,516 --> 01:42:29,353
♪ A sun above a sky like I've never seen ♪

1547
01:42:29,437 --> 01:42:34,650
♪ And I need to let the sign given
lead me ♪

1548
01:42:34,734 --> 01:42:37,737
♪ This time ♪

1549
01:42:37,820 --> 01:42:40,656
♪ Time... ♪

1550
01:42:41,824 --> 01:42:46,579
♪ Time... ♪

1551
01:42:46,662 --> 01:42:49,081
♪ Time ♪

1552
01:42:52,126 --> 01:42:54,128
(vocalizing)

1553
01:43:08,309 --> 01:43:13,272
♪ And I can you hear you
through the stand ♪

1554
01:43:13,356 --> 01:43:17,360
♪ When I founder where I'm led ♪

1555
01:43:17,443 --> 01:43:22,156
♪ Locked in memory, I ran,
am I so condemned ♪

1556
01:43:22,239 --> 01:43:26,369
♪ To a mind that demands
that the body rends ♪

1557
01:43:26,452 --> 01:43:31,582
♪ And am I given evidence
that it might end? ♪

1558
01:43:31,666 --> 01:43:34,460
♪ This time ♪

1559
01:43:34,543 --> 01:43:37,588
♪ Time... ♪

1560
01:43:38,589 --> 01:43:43,010
♪ Time... ♪

1561
01:43:43,094 --> 01:43:45,471
♪ Time ♪

1562
01:43:51,143 --> 01:43:54,939
♪ Days... ♪

1563
01:43:55,022 --> 01:43:59,318
♪ Ebb as tides ♪

1564
01:43:59,402 --> 01:44:03,447
♪ As I trace... ♪

1565
01:44:03,531 --> 01:44:07,410
♪ Some peace ♪

1566
01:44:08,327 --> 01:44:13,040
♪ May the maze... ♪

1567
01:44:13,124 --> 01:44:16,377
♪ Of my life ♪

1568
01:44:17,795 --> 01:44:22,299
♪ Lead me out... ♪

1569
01:44:22,383 --> 01:44:28,347
♪ Serene... ♪

1570
01:44:34,687 --> 01:44:36,689
(vocalizing)

1571
01:44:40,151 --> 01:44:42,153
(vocalizing)

1572
01:44:45,573 --> 01:44:47,575
(vocalizing)

1573
01:45:10,973 --> 01:45:12,975
-(birds calling)
-(insects trilling)

1574
01:45:39,293 --> 01:45:41,295
(wildcat purring)