Oh my God. Oh my God.
You know what? It doesn't have to be like this. You do know that, right?
We're friends. It shouldn't be like this. This is not a good start.
It wasn't a good start when you started to distrust me,
put me on a lie detector test, I passed.
-That's good. That's healthy. -That lie detector test, healthy?
It wasn't bad. You've gone through worse shit. Come on.
-I passed. I'm okay. -You passed, you should feel… Exactly.
-You're the one who didn't. -Right.
I'll deal with it. You don't got to deal with it. You'll sleep good tonight.
-I don't get why you don't want me. -I never said I didn't want you.
We're friends. I like things to unfold naturally.
It's feeling a lot of pressure now. These fucking flies keep following me.
Why are you mad at me?
-I'm not mad, I'm so disappointed in you. -I'm a busy woman.
-I feel like I've been lied to. -Disappointed? Now you're being extra.
-I'm not being extra. -Yeah, you are. You're dramatic.
"Well, I'll trust you after this lie detector test."
-Yeah, I do trust you. -And you still don't!
-You said you don't trust me. -It's gonna take time.
After the results, I trust you.
And thank you for taking that test. It was nice, very kind of you.
But now it's gonna take time.
-It's just unbelievable. -But, like, this anger thing--
-It's not anger. It's hurt. -Yes, it is.
-You think it's anger. I'm fucking hurt. -Don't raise your voice.
'Cause it's either this or crying! What do you want to see me in?
Okay, I think that anger management place is down the street somewhere.
Maybe we should go there next now.
See, this is what I can't do. This is what I can't do.
Stop being so dramatic.
-I'm done. -I'm not chasing you.
I definitely don't expect that.
Hey, Kelly.
-Hi. -Hey.
-Hi. -Are you ready?
I will be. My gosh.
-Are you excited, Kane? -I'm excited.
We actually have to do, like, a quick, like, walk-through,
so all the models are lined up.
-Right now? -Yeah, right now.
-It's showtime. -Let's go.
Hey, what's up? Kelly's single.
My friend Skye has a brand called House of Skye.
For LA Fashion Week this year, she's invited me to open the show for her.
Doing this show is a big deal for me because I'm trying to push myself.
I want to be a more confident, more secure, and happy me.
Take the moment, like, look around.
And you don't have to do mean model walk.
I love mean model. I want to be mean.
Take your time, head up.
Yeah, that's perfect.
I thought it would be amazing to have Kane join me on the show.
I just figure, Kane and I do so many things together.
Kane has an amazing walk.
-You're the first person… -Don't freak me out.
…in the whole four days of Fashion Week to open it.
The pressure is on.
I've never thought about modeling as a career
but, like, it could be fun as a side job.
Nowadays you don't have to--
You don't have to be like the stereotype, like six feet, like…
-Size zero. -…size zero.
Look at me, the ugly duckling.
You're not the ugly duckling.
I have really fat pictures. Let me show you.
It's definitely crazy because growing up, I was insecure.
I was called a fish ball.
And for a fish ball to start LA Fashion Week,
come on.
I'm like, shit, I better kill it.
I look so fat.
That is so cute.
-I'm a fish ball. -No, you look so cute.
Knock knock.
-Oh my gosh! -Wow.
-I love this look. I love your look now. -Hi, Kim.
-I love this whole, like, savage look. -What's up?
-You look so good. -I love it.
-Like the evilness? -I love it.
Did you guys hear that Christine's here?
I invited everybody so Christine's…
She said yes, which I was surprised about.
I think like maybe tonight's a good time
to lay everything out on the table with her.
Of course. I'll have an open conversation with her.
Christine convinced me that Anna was after her and trying to end her.
Anna is going around telling people that she's gonna destroy me.
Would I hurt Christine? I mean, that's ridiculous.
It's ridiculous.
For me, like, the name Christine bothers me.
She's put me through so much in terms of my relationship with Anna,
in terms of, you know, how I feel manipulated by her.
What if-- Kane, what if when we like walk,
-I'll just push you into her and just…
You guys are fired.
Hi.
I recognize you guys.
-I recognize you guys. -Hi.
-What's up, Kevin. -I'm Batsheva.
-Batjava? Batsheva, nice meeting you. -Batsheva.
Julia Haart is the CEO of Elite Models.
Elite Models is every model's dream to be in,
man or woman.
I'm really excited to actually be with her.
Hi! Oh my gosh.
Hey, do you know my new friends Julia…
No, I haven't met you, but I follow you guys on Instagram.
I follow you too.
-You're a legend. -Thank you.
-Love this, love. -You look amazing.
-You look so sexy. -I love your hair.
Do you represent anybody as beefy as me?
I'd be an awesome underwear model.
What brings you joy?
What bring… My abs.
If your abs brings you joy, then go for it.
-Can we go grab a drink or something? -Yes.
You want me to just go out there, stand there for a few seconds.
Count to ten. Don't count with your lips.
Smile like this is your moment in the sun.
I'm just gonna go for a walk in the park.
Yeah, I'm trying to impress my mom here, get her approval.
Your daughter's done good.
Okay.
You should be proud of her, right?
Yes, Kelly!
Go off.
-Yay! -Yeah, Kane!
Go, Kelly. Take your time.
Woo!
Oh my God!
Yay!
What?
Oh, hey!
-Skye! These are for you. -Hello! Hello, hello, hello.
Thank you.
-Where's my flowers? -Thanks a lot. I appreciate it.
No, it's for the designer only.
-You bought them? -You did great, dude!
-Thank you. -How'd it feel?
Okay. I wasn't nervous.
-Not a little bit? -No.
This is so cute.
The hype.
To be real, like, it's been a hard last couple years.
I feel like I've aged out of modeling.
I haven't booked a job.
I don't know if maybe I just don't have it, you know?
I'll tell you the truth.
My personal opinion is that it isn't about your abs or your age.
Okay, it's about what story you tell to the world,
and what people find compelling about you.
I've always wanted to model
because I didn't see any Asian faces growing up.
And it made me feel not attractive or sexy.
-But that is such a powerful message. -Yeah--
That's what you need to do.
You need to literally think of ways to kind of promulgate that message.
Kevin is like actually the smartest, like, non-smart-looking person I know.
What a compliment.
He's incredibly intelligent.
Christine, do you have some time? Can we go sit there?
-Come, let's just sit. -Some time.
We're friends. We have to talk it out.
Good luck.
I don't like talking behind people's back,
and I feel like tonight's the night to talk to Christine upfront
and be completely transparent with her,
'cause I don't like being deceived. I don't like being tricked or manipulated.
I'm not gonna let you fool me, bitch.
You did so well tonight.
Thank you so much, thank you. How have you been?
Good. Good.
So, remember the conversation we had at, like, your garden and stuff?
-Yeah. -I half-believed you because--
You have to or you half-believed me?
I half-believe you.
But you have to understand I was going there to be with your mom.
Then Anna's thing came up, and I'm like, "What's happening?"
I was dealing with my mom's situation in my head, thinking about her ashes.
I get this call, I'm like freaked out. I was shook.
I was trying to hide it, but it just came out.
Like, I wasn't trying to, like, gossip.
It wasn't like "Come over. Let's have wine and talk about Anna."
Do you think I would fuck with Anna for fun?
Do I look like I want to fuck with her for fun?
You were fucking with her indirectly.
I just feel manipulated, and I question it a lot.
That's not the way my brain works.
The way my brain works is, "Stay the fuck away from her."
I'm not going to go poking that damn bear.
He seemed so sympathetic and empathetic when he was with me that day.
So to be accused of being a liar,
it just really sucks because I thought Kane was my friend.
So, what happened was Kim forced my ass
to go see Anna.
Mm-hm.
And I was like, "Hey, like, did you ever say that?"
Because you told me that someone told you she's gonna end you.
-She told me she didn't say anything. -Why did Kim know?
-I think Kim said you told her too. -I didn't tell Kim.
I mean, like…
I don't like the gossip, and I don't like the game of telephone.
I was put in a position where I was like, who am I supposed to believe?
Because like, it's hard for me to support you,
and these kind of like events when you're hanging out with people
that have attacked me, and they are not nice to me, like Dorothy.
Okay, let's stop there.
How do you think I felt when Anna was bashing me,
and putting me down, and treating me like shit,
and every single time you were hanging out with her, going over to her house?
"Oh, Anna, I love you so much. Oh, Anna this, Anna that."
"Oh, Christine. Oh, Anna, Anna."
And you know she was shit-talking me like crazy.
But did you stand up for me?
Like, that's the equivalent of whose side are you on?
Of course, I didn't.
-I tried to be more neutral, but I-- -But did you pick a side?
I… I…
Yes, you did.
Any… Anyway, I mean,
in my head I'm like, "Did Anna really say that?" number one.
"Who said it?" I don't know who said it. I don't think you'll share.
So I don't want to involve the person who told me, but you actually know her.
It's the magazine editor we both know.
How does she know Anna?
I don't know… Are they friends?
I don't know.
Because I remember--
I do know, but I don't want to throw someone else under the bus.
But now it makes me question it more because she does not know Anna at all.
So I only know one person who's connected to Anna…
Through…
Jaime?
-Is there any basis to that? -I don't think we should question motives.
You didn't like your motives questioned when you were being a friend to Kim.
This is between you and Anna.
I hope you guys figure it out and work it out,
but she told me she didn't say anything.
I didn't lie.
I think the best thing to do is for me to pull up my big girl panties and see Anna.
-Here we are. -Nice.
Pretty cool, right?
-Super secure, private entry. -What a pull-up.
That garage actually is for the car.
The car garage is downstairs, so each unit has its own parking space here.
It's pretty dope.
Nice.
I am biting the bullet, and I am going to move to New York.
So, my friend and New York Realtor, Steve Gold,
is taking me to look at apartments in the city.
Steve Gold's the best. He's so nice.
-Hi. -Oh, hello.
-What's happening? -Long time no see.
-Hi. -How are you?
-Good to see you. -Good to see you.
-Steve. -How are you?
-Jaime. Nice to meet you. -You met on FaceTime.
Yeah, I was walking through SoHo again.
-Yes, you're always a man about town. -Nice to meet you.
-Nice to meet you too. -Ready to check out this apartment?
-Yeah. -I know you love any type of shopping.
I love furniture shopping, apartment shopping,
food shopping, clothing shopping.
Here we are. Come on in.
You said you want something like downtown, cool, hip.
I thought this was good 'cause it's, like, in SoHo.
It's a 24-hour doorman, which is secure, private.
It's a boutique building. There's not a lot of neighbors here.
This is one of the sickest apartments.
The rug I don't like,
but the chairs are cute. The couch is cute.
I don't want anything too frou-frou.
I told you, like, I feel like my life in LA was so… It's so weird,
I worked so hard to make my life plush and comfortable,
but I kind of got bored of it.
You might not… You think you don't need a Kagan sofa.
You got this great fireplace,
two exposures here, 11-foot ceilings.
I mean, you think you don't need a doorman until you kind of get bags delivered,
when you get shopping, when you like…
Are you gonna bring your trash to the street? This is New York.
You put trash on the street?
I love this whole apartment.
Has this wraparound terrace on the interior.
Yeah.
-This is kind of scary. -Scary?
I don't know. You think people get drunk and, like, fall over?
Like that Sex and the City episode?
Where she's smoking, and she jumps out the window?
To be honest, I, I, I never watched Sex and the City.
Okay, next time movie night, we're gonna watch Sex and the City.
I love this. You have kind of a media room.
Everything's custom. I mean, all the wall coverings are custom. I think--
This is a cool Netflix and chill place.
-Exactly. -Yeah. Movie nights.
From bed here, I love this vantage point.
This classic SoHo architecture, cast-iron architecture.
Super beautiful. You have the crowns of the buildings. You see the sky above.
This is very New York-y.
Nice light, yeah. I mean, I thought you'd like this.
I like all the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Sorry, I didn't get my outfit picture for today.
Outfit of the day?
I didn't get my fit for the day pic.
I think this is a great place to start.
-So how much is it? -Seven-nine.
Oh, I thought it would be more.
You've talked about this for two years.
I've been toying with the idea,
but I just never took the leap, you know?
I think I'm non-committal to a lot of… It's weird.
Maybe that's why you're having trouble in the relationship world.
Who do you have on the roster now? Speaking of.
I mean, you know I got a lot--
-You know everyone. -I know a lot of people.
She needs a new pond to fish in.
Well, this is bigger than a pond.
Yeah, we're in the ocean now.
-Hey. -Hey, what's up, Kev?
-Peter. -How are you, mate?
You look good.
-You know, bit of LA living. -Yeah?
-Want a coffee? -Love some coffee.
Okay, tell me what you think.
-This is great. Good to be here again. -Cheers.
-Good to see you, mate. -It's been a while.
This is great, though. Let's have another!
You want one more, and then do you fancy a wander?
Let's take a walk with one.
-You've not been down here? -I haven't been here.
Let me show you.
Woo!
-Check out the view, mate. -Whoa!
-This is something. -Getting there, right?
Ah, that looks great.
So, what's going on, Kev?
Sobriety,
life, everything, you know?
Emotionally, I just felt like I was closer
to, like, emotionally just getting back to the same Kevin I was
before I got sober, the angry Hulk.
-Oh, really? -Yeah.
So the old Kevin is a bad Kevin?
He's an angry Kevin, and I felt him coming up.
Closest where I got the case of the "fuck its"…
-Closest, I didn't do it. -Right.
…was at my friend's party when like the whole thing with Kim
wasn't so well, you know?
And I really just was like…
…you know what?
I'm just going to go "fuck it" and just get hammered.
Kane and Kim were my ride-or-die friends.
First, what are you even telling her shit?
-What's the problem? -She's my friend.
-I had to tell her, I didn't lie. -You had to tell her.
I'll do it fucking again! Come on. She's my friend.
-Whoa!
And then it feels like we're dying.
Did I tell you what she made me do?
No.
-Because of this trust thing, you know? -You did.
The lie detector?
Yeah, so I basically told her I just want to be with somebody
who wants to be with me, not having to do a lie detector test.
Knowing her, that's where it would lead to. Like, "Hey, Kev."
"It's our monthly lie detector test." You know?
"Do you still love me? Have you cheated on me?"
-Oh my God. -I could see her wanting to do that.
This is no offense against her, she's a lovely lady--
Totally.
I'm sorry, dude.
A lie detector test in the beginning of a relationship
is like a prenup before marriage.
I know.
It's saying, "I don't trust you. I hope it works out."
There's still probably something there, but I know it's not good for me.
And I personally don't think she has anything for me,
so I'm trying as hard as possible
to like, squash that and just move on.
I'm used to being rejected my whole life
as the only Asian in my neighborhood growing up,
in the modeling industry.
I've dealt with so many obstacles and struggles.
And I just always accepted it.
But now I'm learning to stand up for myself, and what I deserve,
and I know what I'm worth.
And I know the right girl won't tempt me to drink.
I just hope she's hot. That… That… That helps a lot.
Here is what I see from the outside looking in, Kev.
Every time you've spoken about Kim,
it's either with goofy eyes, or it's with angst.
-No middle ground. -Yeah.
For me, love grows in a stable environment.
Otherwise, it's just passion and emotion. They fade.
God, I can't believe I'm saying that shit.
-Is that in the Big Book? -Sounds good.
-Sounds great. -Fuck.
Hi, welcome.
So everything's all in these wardrobe boxes,
kind of ready to go,
and there's more boxes, a hamper.
Basically, everything is packed up except for just the bar stuff
and some kitchen stuff.
I'm officially moving out of my condo at The Century.
I have been here for seven years, I think,
six, seven years, but it feels like a lifetime.
There is just so much stuff.
-Okay, where are the boxes? -Oh no! We can't get out!
-God! We're literally trapped. -No way!
-We're trapped by your stuff.
You do not know how many sweaters and concert tees you have
until you dump them out of the drawers physically
and go through them.
There goes my big face.
Bye, big face.
They honestly secure things so much more than I would.
I would just put that in my car and put things on it and not care.
What?
But that's why you guys are the professionals.
Careful with my posters. Those are the best I've ever looked.
I am getting a little bit more emotional than I thought I would
because I was, like, so energetically over it and ready to move on.
But I am a creature of comfort and habit,
and I'm trying to force myself to meet different people,
so I do feel a little overwhelmed.
And I do feel a little lost and not exactly knowing where I should land.
Bye, bedroom.
Bye, bathroom with the cutest wallpaper.
And the best selfie lighting.
Bye, condo.
Thank you for the memories.
Goodbye, LA.
Just to be super safe, we are going to meet in a public space.
I feel like Anna's very unpredictable,
so why take the risk?
-Don't get up. Don't say hello.
Sorry, my, uh… My legs are a little frozen.
Why?
I've been sitting here for an hour.
You know, Christine,
it's obvious that you have an issue
or problem, or whatever you want to call it.
Let's get to the bottom line.
If you want to spread rumors, if you want to say anything,
all the power to you.
I don't like spreading rumors.
But okay, I'm still not done, and that too is ill-mannered.
So when you take a breath, I have to wait, right?
Absolutely.
Otherwise, what, I breathe? Everybody breathes.
It's a conversation.
Ask your husband, who's a doctor, how many seconds a person breathes.
It's a conversation, Anna. You talk, I talk. You talk, I talk.
Yes, but I didn't stop.
Do you need to hand me a baton, so I can talk?
Oh, just fuck off, really.
It just… You are so boring.
Honestly.
Okay.
Do I have to give Anna a baton? No, bitch, you don't.
Okay?
But what I want to know is one thing.
Who the fuck are you,
Miss Wannabe,
to tell people, "I'm so afraid"?
"Anna wants to do something to me."
I got a phone call from a trusted friend who told me
that you had said that you wanted to end me,
or that I pissed the shit out of you,
and if I did one more thing, you would fucking end me.
That startled me, and it shook me
because I'm human,
because I have emotions,
because I have a family, so that scared me.
If I did harm to you, I would go to jail.
Do you think you're worth it? I don't think so.
Oh good. That's actually good news.
If I were to sue you for what you said, my lawyers against your lawyers,
I would do it just for fun.
All the power to ya.
I don't give a shit.
-Want to go for it? -Want to check your facts?
-Go check your facts. -Go for it.
Take that to your attorneys and try to sue me for slander and defamation--
No, slander and defamation are the hardest things to prove.
It would be a headache.
You want to go there? Let's do it.
It would be fun.
Go ahead, what else do you have? What else do you want to throw at me?
You know what? I pity you.
First I'm not worth your time,
-but you spend time to pity me? -No--
-Don't even spend time to pity me, Anna. -No.
Payback is a bitch. You want to fuck with me? Fuck with me.
You fuck with anybody that is my family,
or anybody that is close to me,
I will fuck you ten times harder.
You done?
Got it all out?
Christine, at the end of the day,
when we all die, we die.
But most important--
No, no, please, no life adages from you, please. No, no.
And it's true, and everything about you is fucking fake.
Please don't waste your breath, your thoughts or anything.
-Because you are so worth it. -I'm not worth it. You've made it clear.
Yeah, no shit.
Try to put your guard down for a second, just for a second.
I've done that with you many times.
How could you do that with me many times? You and I have never spent time together.
At your home.
-I walked in with my guard down… -One time?
…with a basket of vegetables.
Yeah, and?
You, with sharp objects? That's me putting my guard down.
Sharp object? What sharp objects?
The blender.
What, I'm going to stick your head in the blender?
What, are you stupid?
You're very good at the manipulative game.
No one's playing any games, Anna.
I love the fact that you just couldn't say who.
Why would you not say who it is?
Because I don't like to have the messenger be shot.
Boy, you really don't want to take the blame, huh?
Take the blame for what?
I received a phone call.
It's a statement of fact. I received a phone call.
So why are you raising your voice?
Because I don't think my message is getting through to you.
Okay.
But I can whisper if you would like, as well.
-You decided to tell somebody, who then-- -One person.
I told one person.
What he should not have done, which I later found out,
is gone around spreading it around.
That I do not appreciate because I trusted him.
I was in a vulnerable state, and I thought he was my friend,
and I trusted him with confidential information,
not because I was trying to slander,
but because those were my real-time emotions,
which I'm entitled to have.
-Absolutely. -Otherwise, I'd be superficial,
as you like to accuse me of.
You can say whatever you want
because according to Kane, you know he will say whatever he wants to say.
No, I didn't, actually.
I didn't think that he would actually tell anyone, let alone you.
So the last thing I thought he would do is run back to you
and relay whatever message he wanted to relay.
Hm.
So him and Kim coming over together…
Is the last thing I thought would happen.
Right, okay.
I didn't in my heart, know that.
I can kind of sort of believe that, actually.
Gossip is no different than betrayal.
Kane has done this before.
I am so over his fucking bullshit.
I think we should take it to Kane.
That's why I said don't be defensive.
It just takes a little talking through. Okay?
Sometimes I feel like I need to choose my friends more wisely.
To my face, Kane seemed like he cared about me,
and for him to turn around behind my back
and call me a liar, I think is extremely hurtful.
I'm not being defensive.
I'm just taking my time
and processing information and doing things
in a way that's authentic to who I am.
It's, like, blown up so big,
and it involved everyone.
It's just like he dragged everyone into this.
I mean, I'll call… If I'm wrong, I'll be the first to say I'm sorry.
I didn't know. And I didn't know that this would escalate to this point.
I just feel like life is too short to be two-faced.
Oh, it's Kathy Hilton. Want to say hi?
What would you think about talking to Kane?
Okay.
My God.
For me? Oh.
What happened to the lunch that you have with Christine and you?
Let me ask you a question.
Remember when she came over to the house?
Okay.
She just thought that I was going to put her head in the blender.
Her head doesn't fit in the blender.
You're so cute!
-Somebody's here. Maria. -Door?
Maria, who is it?
Drew.
Kelly's Andrew? What's he doing here?
Hello.
Oh, there you are. How you doing, Anna?