1 00:00:23,940 --> 00:00:27,027 I've never been a fan of therapy, to be honest. 2 00:00:27,110 --> 00:00:29,362 Was there something that's occurred 3 00:00:29,446 --> 00:00:32,157 in your life recently that's created a big stress for you? 4 00:00:32,240 --> 00:00:35,326 But today, I am going to see a somatic healer. 5 00:00:35,869 --> 00:00:39,581 I have… major trust issues. 6 00:00:39,664 --> 00:00:41,875 I wanna help release this energy from your body. 7 00:00:41,958 --> 00:00:43,543 I would love that. 8 00:00:45,211 --> 00:00:46,087 Are you ready? 9 00:00:47,422 --> 00:00:49,966 -Yeah, let's do it. -Let's do it. 10 00:00:50,050 --> 00:00:52,594 I hope I'm able to let go and move forward 11 00:00:53,136 --> 00:00:55,638 and accept the past and learn from it. 12 00:01:10,862 --> 00:01:13,281 I'm sorry. 13 00:01:17,368 --> 00:01:21,581 This is not supposed to happen. I'm sorry. I don't mean to crack up now. 14 00:01:21,664 --> 00:01:22,999 Wait. Is this normal? 15 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:25,376 You're allowed to laugh. You're allowed to cry. 16 00:01:26,544 --> 00:01:27,837 Oh my goodness. 17 00:01:32,634 --> 00:01:35,303 Sorry! 18 00:01:40,016 --> 00:01:44,687 Wait. Now I really feel crazy. I'm laughing and crying at the same time. 19 00:01:44,771 --> 00:01:47,899 I'm not trying to be rude. But, like, why are you burping? 20 00:01:47,982 --> 00:01:51,319 Is this supposed to heal me, because I'm crying and laughing? 21 00:01:51,402 --> 00:01:53,363 So I guess it is healing. 22 00:01:57,450 --> 00:01:58,993 Let me do it. I can do it. 23 00:02:00,620 --> 00:02:03,123 No, that's not burping. How do you burp? 24 00:02:04,874 --> 00:02:07,919 Somebody give me a can of Coke or something. 25 00:02:10,755 --> 00:02:14,217 For some odd reason I would actually go back to see her. 26 00:02:33,444 --> 00:02:35,196 Kelly! 27 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:37,115 Hi, did you still not get a car yet? 28 00:02:37,615 --> 00:02:38,992 No, I didn't get a car yet. 29 00:02:39,075 --> 00:02:40,160 -Hi. -What's up? 30 00:02:40,243 --> 00:02:41,703 -Good to see you. -You too. 31 00:02:41,786 --> 00:02:44,164 -Let's get coffee. Thanks for meeting. -No problem. 32 00:02:44,247 --> 00:02:47,458 Uh, I haven't seen you since, uh… 33 00:02:47,542 --> 00:02:49,627 you walked off on us on coffee. 34 00:02:50,253 --> 00:02:52,380 Since the Fenty thing with Kane. 35 00:02:52,463 --> 00:02:53,464 Yeah. 36 00:02:54,257 --> 00:02:57,468 Why were you so upset that Kane got a Fenty campaign, though? 37 00:02:57,552 --> 00:02:59,679 That's where I felt misunderstood. 38 00:02:59,762 --> 00:03:03,016 -It's not that he got the Fenty campaign. -Okay. Okay. 39 00:03:03,099 --> 00:03:07,228 It's how I'm supposed to act like I'm happy at a time when I'm struggling 40 00:03:07,312 --> 00:03:08,229 right now. 41 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:10,899 You know? This is the bullshit I hate hearing: 42 00:03:11,399 --> 00:03:14,027 "Well, it's just not your time." 43 00:03:14,736 --> 00:03:17,488 "Past karma." Like, put that bullshit-- 44 00:03:17,572 --> 00:03:20,283 But what does his success have to do with your success? 45 00:03:20,366 --> 00:03:22,952 He felt really hurt because you just walked off. 46 00:03:23,036 --> 00:03:24,037 Because I can't-- 47 00:03:25,163 --> 00:03:29,959 One thing I can't talk about with Kane is if I don't have the same opinion 48 00:03:30,043 --> 00:03:32,337 and viewpoint and feelings for him-- 49 00:03:32,420 --> 00:03:34,964 That's why I walked off, because I don't wanna argue. 50 00:03:35,048 --> 00:03:38,301 And I don't wanna be told how I should feel, you know? 51 00:03:38,384 --> 00:03:42,347 He doesn't wanna see my perspective because my perspective is always wrong. 52 00:03:42,430 --> 00:03:43,973 And so I just walked out. 53 00:03:45,391 --> 00:03:48,895 Okay. I see where you're coming from, and I don't think Kane… 54 00:03:49,687 --> 00:03:52,148 really saw it that way. He didn't really understand. 55 00:03:52,232 --> 00:03:56,736 His intentions ever to make you feel bad or something like that. 56 00:03:56,819 --> 00:04:00,448 I feel there's a lot of misunderstanding and you should have a conversation. 57 00:04:00,531 --> 00:04:02,408 That's the thing. You say you wanna do, like, 58 00:04:02,492 --> 00:04:05,078 "What's next for our friendship?" But stuff like-- 59 00:04:05,161 --> 00:04:08,665 Then I find out you guys are in Mexico on my birthday. 60 00:04:09,415 --> 00:04:12,460 And it's like, yes, I get, like, 61 00:04:12,543 --> 00:04:14,671 you guys are travel buddies and stuff. 62 00:04:14,754 --> 00:04:18,508 But-- So, no. The thing is, it's like if you guys were really friends 63 00:04:18,591 --> 00:04:22,053 and we're here for each other celebrating, and things are supposed to be good, 64 00:04:22,136 --> 00:04:25,765 then why do you guys go to Mexico… 65 00:04:26,808 --> 00:04:28,101 on my birthday? 66 00:04:29,644 --> 00:04:35,525 Do you see how bad that timing looks? To me, this signals things aren't right. 67 00:04:36,859 --> 00:04:38,861 Okay. The Mexico-- Okay. 68 00:04:38,945 --> 00:04:41,322 I mean, for Mexico, it was a last-minute thing. 69 00:04:41,406 --> 00:04:43,908 He asked me to come with him. And I… 70 00:04:43,992 --> 00:04:46,160 sincerely didn't mean to hurt your feelings. 71 00:04:46,244 --> 00:04:50,581 I'm sorry that, like, you feel you were left out or you're hurt by that. 72 00:04:50,665 --> 00:04:55,461 It's not that I'm feeling left out. It feels like my friends say one thing 73 00:04:55,545 --> 00:04:57,255 and do the complete opposite. 74 00:04:57,338 --> 00:04:58,798 You wanna be friends, you and Kane? 75 00:04:58,881 --> 00:05:01,634 You wanna celebrate? Show the fuck up for your friends. 76 00:05:01,718 --> 00:05:04,846 I get where you're coming from now, a lot better than before. 77 00:05:04,929 --> 00:05:07,015 The position you're in, it sucks. 78 00:05:07,098 --> 00:05:09,726 How about this? I've been wanting to get this house in Malibu. 79 00:05:09,809 --> 00:05:12,478 It's super secluded. It's really, really beautiful. 80 00:05:12,562 --> 00:05:14,772 It'd be great to spend the weekend together. 81 00:05:14,856 --> 00:05:16,858 -Spend-- Yes. -I don't know. If I go to Malibu… 82 00:05:18,693 --> 00:05:21,321 I just feel like Kane's gonna say his piece. 83 00:05:22,405 --> 00:05:25,658 I'm not gonna get mine, and it's just the same shit over again. 84 00:05:25,742 --> 00:05:28,870 I just don't like to be accused of… 85 00:05:30,163 --> 00:05:33,291 "I'm not happy for him." That's the furthest from the truth. 86 00:05:33,374 --> 00:05:34,917 I think he needs to hear that. 87 00:05:35,793 --> 00:05:37,879 Um, and I'm also, uh… 88 00:05:38,629 --> 00:05:41,174 -I also think I wanna invite Kim. 89 00:05:43,051 --> 00:05:45,386 -You guys need to work things out too. -For what? 90 00:05:45,470 --> 00:05:48,556 No, there's nothing to work out anymore. I'm done with her. 91 00:05:48,639 --> 00:05:53,686 Even though I'm over trying to date Kim right now, I know she's toxic for me. 92 00:05:53,770 --> 00:05:55,938 So I'm trying to keep her at arm's length. 93 00:05:56,022 --> 00:06:00,234 Just keep her as a friend, you know, not get too close, nothing personal. 94 00:06:00,860 --> 00:06:02,737 -Will you think about it? -Think about it? 95 00:06:02,820 --> 00:06:03,863 Yeah. 96 00:06:08,534 --> 00:06:10,036 -Where are you going? -I'll think about it. I'm going. 97 00:06:10,119 --> 00:06:12,580 -I thought we were getting coffee. -I'll think about that. 98 00:06:23,800 --> 00:06:25,510 I want plum syrup on mine. 99 00:06:26,177 --> 00:06:28,471 Plum syrup? Okay, let's try it. 100 00:06:29,097 --> 00:06:32,683 And then Mama wants you to help me try the green juice. 101 00:06:32,767 --> 00:06:36,062 Remember we get superpowers when we drink green juice? 102 00:06:36,145 --> 00:06:39,607 -You want green juice? -But I don't wanna have superpowers. 103 00:06:39,690 --> 00:06:40,733 What? 104 00:06:41,317 --> 00:06:44,987 -You don't wanna have super smart powers? -Mm-mm. 105 00:06:45,571 --> 00:06:47,657 What else do you wanna eat if you're not done? 106 00:06:47,740 --> 00:06:50,660 -Want someone to play with? -Mm-mm. 107 00:06:50,743 --> 00:06:53,996 We can play in the sand together. What do you think? 108 00:06:54,497 --> 00:06:56,082 Good idea? Thumbs up? 109 00:06:59,335 --> 00:07:01,129 Oh, it's Dr. Beak's office. Should I get it? 110 00:07:01,796 --> 00:07:02,755 Of course. 111 00:07:02,839 --> 00:07:03,965 Hi, Dr. Beak. 112 00:07:04,549 --> 00:07:07,885 Hi, Christine, is Dr. Chiu available? Is he with you? 113 00:07:07,969 --> 00:07:09,345 -Yeah-- -Hi, Kelly, I'm right here. 114 00:07:09,429 --> 00:07:11,180 -He's next to me here. -Oh, hi. 115 00:07:11,264 --> 00:07:13,808 Can you hold on for one second? I just wanna… 116 00:07:13,891 --> 00:07:15,852 shift spots. One second. 117 00:07:15,935 --> 00:07:18,479 Cora, do you mind taking Baby G? 118 00:07:18,563 --> 00:07:20,648 -No. -I'll show you something. 119 00:07:20,731 --> 00:07:23,025 So you have some news for us? 120 00:07:23,109 --> 00:07:26,404 I do, and I'm really sorry, but it's not good news. 121 00:07:26,487 --> 00:07:29,615 So the embryos that we were watching have arrested, 122 00:07:29,699 --> 00:07:31,242 meaning they stopped growing. 123 00:07:34,036 --> 00:07:38,124 And so we're not gonna have anything to biopsy or test, 124 00:07:38,624 --> 00:07:42,587 and so we're not gonna have any embryos, um, for a future pregnancy. 125 00:07:45,256 --> 00:07:47,842 So they're… so they're all gone? 126 00:07:49,343 --> 00:07:50,845 Yes, they're all gone. 127 00:07:55,308 --> 00:07:57,602 We're not gonna have an embryo. I'm really sorry. 128 00:08:00,354 --> 00:08:03,649 So if we wanted to… 129 00:08:03,733 --> 00:08:08,613 continue trying to expand our family, what… what could we do at this point? 130 00:08:08,696 --> 00:08:13,284 So right now the only option would be to consider 131 00:08:13,367 --> 00:08:15,620 doing another fresh IVF cycle. 132 00:08:15,703 --> 00:08:18,623 Okay. And what are my… 133 00:08:18,706 --> 00:08:23,586 what are my odds of getting viable eggs at my age right now? 134 00:08:23,669 --> 00:08:26,756 It would really depend on what your ovarian activity is, 135 00:08:26,839 --> 00:08:28,216 how well they grow. 136 00:08:28,299 --> 00:08:32,178 So we would have to assess that first before I could give you a better idea 137 00:08:32,261 --> 00:08:35,932 or really go through numbers with you. Fortunately, you're still young. 138 00:08:45,816 --> 00:08:48,194 I think we should count our blessings. 139 00:08:48,277 --> 00:08:51,614 We've been fortunate that we were able to have Baby G. 140 00:08:52,782 --> 00:08:53,616 Yeah. 141 00:08:54,242 --> 00:08:56,118 I'm sorry I don't have better news. 142 00:08:56,202 --> 00:08:59,997 But I'm always available. If you have questions, please reach out. 143 00:09:00,081 --> 00:09:01,249 Thank you again. 144 00:09:01,749 --> 00:09:02,959 -Take care. -Thank you. 145 00:09:03,042 --> 00:09:03,876 -Okay. Bye. -Bye. 146 00:09:05,753 --> 00:09:08,256 You'd think we've been through so many of these, that-- 147 00:09:08,339 --> 00:09:11,801 -Each one would hurt less. -Yeah, it doesn't hurt less. 148 00:09:12,510 --> 00:09:13,594 I know. 149 00:09:14,178 --> 00:09:18,641 We had such a small chance of having Baby G that 150 00:09:18,724 --> 00:09:24,272 I am very happy with how… life is for us with him. 151 00:09:24,355 --> 00:09:27,817 It's completely your call if you wanna have more children. 152 00:09:28,526 --> 00:09:29,527 But I'm sorry. 153 00:09:33,281 --> 00:09:35,825 I think I just wanna go give Baby G a big hug. 154 00:09:35,908 --> 00:09:38,286 -Yeah. 155 00:09:39,370 --> 00:09:40,705 I'm just-- 156 00:09:41,247 --> 00:09:43,624 -I wanna give you a big hug. -I know. 157 00:10:01,017 --> 00:10:02,810 -Hello. -Jaime! 158 00:10:02,893 --> 00:10:03,769 Anna. 159 00:10:03,853 --> 00:10:05,771 -How are you? -Been so long. I'm good. 160 00:10:05,855 --> 00:10:07,356 I like this look of yours. 161 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:09,108 I don't know about the nose ring. 162 00:10:09,191 --> 00:10:11,777 It hurts my nose. It's hard to talk with this thing. 163 00:10:11,861 --> 00:10:14,071 I know. You know what you could do? 164 00:10:14,155 --> 00:10:17,658 You could put it on one side. It might be a good look. 165 00:10:17,742 --> 00:10:19,535 -Yeah. Come here. -Okay. Let's try. 166 00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:23,080 It has a little thing, one of those things that goes across? 167 00:10:23,164 --> 00:10:25,833 You pull it, and then it'll open, and then it… 168 00:10:26,417 --> 00:10:29,712 All right, if it hurts just scream. 169 00:10:29,795 --> 00:10:31,130 Okay. Let's try. 170 00:10:32,298 --> 00:10:33,132 Pull. 171 00:10:34,175 --> 00:10:35,760 -Yeah? -Uh… 172 00:10:35,843 --> 00:10:37,595 -Mm-hmm. -Uh, sort of. 173 00:10:38,262 --> 00:10:39,805 Ow. Oh shit. 174 00:10:39,889 --> 00:10:42,058 -What? -Why is it hurting a lot? 175 00:10:42,558 --> 00:10:44,185 -Oh my God. -Okay, now what? 176 00:10:44,268 --> 00:10:45,811 -Oh my God. 177 00:10:47,313 --> 00:10:50,107 What? I don't do this. This has to work. 178 00:10:50,191 --> 00:10:52,401 -Anna? -Oh, there we go. 179 00:10:52,485 --> 00:10:54,195 -I think you got it. -If you have-- 180 00:10:54,278 --> 00:10:56,989 -Oh. -We gonna try putting it again? 181 00:10:57,073 --> 00:10:59,367 -Yeah, we're gonna put it on this side. -Okay. 182 00:11:01,786 --> 00:11:02,620 -Okay. -There. 183 00:11:02,703 --> 00:11:04,497 -Oh, there we go. -Bravo! 184 00:11:04,580 --> 00:11:05,414 -Bravo. -Yes. 185 00:11:05,498 --> 00:11:06,415 Yes! 186 00:11:06,499 --> 00:11:08,542 Actually, it looks quite cool. 187 00:11:08,626 --> 00:11:13,381 My mom, when buying me my first pieces, said to me, 188 00:11:13,464 --> 00:11:17,802 "Don't ever let the jewelry or the clothes or anything else wear you." 189 00:11:17,885 --> 00:11:19,637 And I've always stuck to it. 190 00:11:20,346 --> 00:11:21,222 Mm-hmm. 191 00:11:21,305 --> 00:11:22,723 Do you want this plate? 192 00:11:23,307 --> 00:11:24,892 Jaime needs vegan food. 193 00:11:24,975 --> 00:11:27,937 If you could make some like roasted vegetables. 194 00:11:28,020 --> 00:11:29,230 -Steamed vegetables. -Same. 195 00:11:29,313 --> 00:11:30,648 Yeah. Okay. 196 00:11:30,731 --> 00:11:31,899 -Gracias. -Thanks. 197 00:11:31,982 --> 00:11:35,277 But I'm in a pinch. I'm in a dilemma. I'm going on… 198 00:11:36,445 --> 00:11:37,279 …a blind date. 199 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:38,197 What? 200 00:11:39,156 --> 00:11:40,741 A blind date. 201 00:11:41,325 --> 00:11:42,576 -A date. -Oh. 202 00:11:42,660 --> 00:11:45,121 -So, blind date. -Yes, that's what I said. 203 00:11:45,204 --> 00:11:46,288 Yes, a blind date. 204 00:11:46,372 --> 00:11:49,166 -Who arranged this? Maria? No. -No. 205 00:11:49,250 --> 00:11:51,001 A friend of mine. Maria would never. 206 00:11:51,085 --> 00:11:51,919 She's… 207 00:11:53,879 --> 00:11:55,881 -Are you excited? -Not at all. 208 00:11:55,965 --> 00:11:58,384 -Oh. -I don't even know who he is. 209 00:11:59,260 --> 00:12:00,678 I can't even Google him. 210 00:12:00,761 --> 00:12:03,764 Right. Well, that's… kind of the purpose of a blind date. 211 00:12:03,848 --> 00:12:06,350 You're supposed to not know anything about-- 212 00:12:06,434 --> 00:12:08,644 But I've never been on a date. 213 00:12:08,728 --> 00:12:11,522 You've never been on a blind date or a date, period? 214 00:12:11,605 --> 00:12:12,857 Well, a blind date, never. 215 00:12:12,940 --> 00:12:15,693 -I've never considered the date. -Yeah. I've never either. 216 00:12:15,776 --> 00:12:17,778 I've been married four times. 217 00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:21,574 I always meet people, and we become friends and then that's it. 218 00:12:21,657 --> 00:12:24,368 That's kinda fun. You're just two friends hanging out. 219 00:12:24,452 --> 00:12:26,203 -Then you get married. -Yeah. 220 00:12:26,787 --> 00:12:28,956 All four husbands, 221 00:12:29,498 --> 00:12:32,334 we had… an adventure. 222 00:12:32,418 --> 00:12:34,044 I met one in New York. 223 00:12:34,628 --> 00:12:36,172 A horse and buggy comes up. 224 00:12:36,255 --> 00:12:38,716 And he asked if I wanted a ride. 225 00:12:39,508 --> 00:12:40,342 I said, "Sure." 226 00:12:40,426 --> 00:12:43,012 Then there we were, a year later, married. 227 00:12:44,221 --> 00:12:49,268 Another husband, I was, um, flying, learning to fly helicopters. 228 00:12:49,351 --> 00:12:52,062 Of course, there's another one that, um… 229 00:12:53,939 --> 00:12:55,483 wanted to go to school here. 230 00:12:55,983 --> 00:12:58,277 Then another one… was a nice guy. 231 00:12:58,861 --> 00:13:01,989 And there-- And then we said, "Okay." 232 00:13:02,948 --> 00:13:03,908 So we got married. 233 00:13:03,991 --> 00:13:07,161 Let me ask a question. Do you want to meet somebody 234 00:13:07,244 --> 00:13:11,540 that can be possibility go five times to marry? 235 00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:14,460 -I would. Mm-hmm. -Would you get a fifth husband? 236 00:13:14,543 --> 00:13:18,088 Then you should go out on some dates. 237 00:13:18,172 --> 00:13:23,052 However, this blind date is the issue. I'm shy. Have you been on a blind date? 238 00:13:23,135 --> 00:13:24,220 No. 239 00:13:24,303 --> 00:13:25,805 -Have you? -I can't really-- 240 00:13:25,888 --> 00:13:27,223 -Yes. -What? 241 00:13:27,306 --> 00:13:28,557 So many times. 242 00:13:28,641 --> 00:13:30,476 So many times? What-- 243 00:13:30,559 --> 00:13:33,354 -What was that little dance? 244 00:13:33,437 --> 00:13:35,981 -It was like-- -So many times. 245 00:13:37,399 --> 00:13:38,567 What are we gonna do? 246 00:13:38,651 --> 00:13:40,986 -I'll come over to help you get dressed. -Yes. 247 00:13:41,070 --> 00:13:42,571 -Yeah. -Amazing. 248 00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:45,449 We'll have a little Anna transformation. 249 00:13:46,033 --> 00:13:47,159 Maybe. 250 00:13:59,296 --> 00:14:01,715 -Hello, Dr. Chiu. 251 00:14:01,799 --> 00:14:03,676 -Hi. -How was your day? 252 00:14:03,759 --> 00:14:05,636 Good. Yours? 253 00:14:05,719 --> 00:14:06,762 Good. Busy. 254 00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:08,931 So what are we treating today? 255 00:14:09,014 --> 00:14:11,851 -A little something-something here. -Sure. 256 00:14:11,934 --> 00:14:15,104 And then maybe I can have that Forma facial. 257 00:14:15,187 --> 00:14:17,523 -Okay. Wanna wipe off your makeup? -Yeah. I'll do that. 258 00:14:17,606 --> 00:14:20,568 It's been so busy, right? Everyone wants something done. 259 00:14:20,651 --> 00:14:21,986 Well, it never ends. 260 00:14:22,069 --> 00:14:23,112 Mm-hmm. 261 00:14:25,573 --> 00:14:27,283 Sorry. 262 00:14:27,366 --> 00:14:28,200 What? 263 00:14:28,284 --> 00:14:31,078 Oh no. I wish I could get over my needle phobia. 264 00:14:31,161 --> 00:14:35,791 It's a good thing I'm scared of needles. I won't overdo it. I think that's good. 265 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:38,335 -What do you think? -Yeah. Turn your head away. 266 00:14:40,546 --> 00:14:42,423 -Oh, it feels good. 267 00:14:48,554 --> 00:14:50,764 What happened? Are you getting scared now? 268 00:14:56,228 --> 00:14:58,272 -What? -What do I do? Wheel me up. 269 00:14:59,064 --> 00:15:01,525 Why don't you answer the phone before she hangs up? 270 00:15:01,609 --> 00:15:04,236 -No, not like this, Gabe. -What do you mean? 271 00:15:05,571 --> 00:15:06,822 Hello? 272 00:15:07,323 --> 00:15:10,242 Hi, Deena Katz from Dancing with the Stars. 273 00:15:10,326 --> 00:15:13,662 Hi, Deena. I'm so… oh my God. 274 00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:15,414 Sorry, she's mid-procedure. 275 00:15:15,497 --> 00:15:18,876 You know, just a little, uh, pick-me-up. 276 00:15:18,959 --> 00:15:22,087 Stop. Well, this is as good of a time as any. 277 00:15:22,171 --> 00:15:24,965 I just wanted to let you know I loved hearing your story. 278 00:15:25,049 --> 00:15:28,802 I loved hearing how much you love our show, how much it's meant to you. 279 00:15:28,886 --> 00:15:33,474 So I'm officially asking you if you wanna be on Dancing with the Stars. 280 00:15:33,557 --> 00:15:35,559 Oh my God. 281 00:15:35,643 --> 00:15:38,020 If you would like to do it, we'd love to have you. 282 00:15:38,103 --> 00:15:41,190 -Oh my gosh, I like… I can't even breathe. -Say "yes." 283 00:15:41,273 --> 00:15:43,317 -I can't even talk. -She says, "Yes." 284 00:15:43,400 --> 00:15:46,820 My mouth is numb, and my tongue is numb. 285 00:15:46,904 --> 00:15:49,657 -And it's our 30th season, and so… -Oh my gosh. 286 00:15:49,740 --> 00:15:51,742 …the cast is better than ever. 287 00:15:51,825 --> 00:15:55,871 I, um-- What do I do to prepare? Like, how do I--? 288 00:15:55,955 --> 00:15:59,458 I will get you an amazing dance partner and he will teach you. 289 00:15:59,541 --> 00:16:02,252 -Thank you. -I'm not gonna tell who it is. 290 00:16:02,336 --> 00:16:05,798 Until you meet him, it'll be a surprise. But I'll get you somebody wonderful. 291 00:16:05,881 --> 00:16:07,716 -So… -I've been in love with-- 292 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:11,512 I can't talk 'cause my lips are numb, and my tongue is numb, but-- 293 00:16:11,595 --> 00:16:14,932 And also my brain is numb 'cause I can't believe this news. 294 00:16:15,015 --> 00:16:17,851 -But thank you. Bye. -Bye. 295 00:16:18,560 --> 00:16:19,645 -So-- Holy… 296 00:16:21,647 --> 00:16:22,481 Holy… 297 00:16:23,023 --> 00:16:24,149 Holy shit, Gabe. 298 00:16:24,733 --> 00:16:26,777 -Gabe, like, I haven't danced in… -Hmm? 299 00:16:27,277 --> 00:16:28,779 …since our wedding night. 300 00:16:28,862 --> 00:16:32,658 I mean, this is literally, like-- This is a dream come true. 301 00:16:32,741 --> 00:16:35,744 Ever since Dancing with the Stars came on air, 302 00:16:35,828 --> 00:16:39,707 I was so obsessed that our wedding dance… 303 00:16:39,790 --> 00:16:42,376 …was Dancing with the Stars inspired. 304 00:16:42,459 --> 00:16:46,922 Poor Gabe had to work six months to get the routine down. 305 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:51,301 And so I'm just gonna enjoy the thought of dancing in that ballroom. 306 00:16:51,385 --> 00:16:54,054 -I told her "yes," right? -I told her "yes" for you. 307 00:16:54,138 --> 00:16:57,516 Oh, okay. I wanted to make sure it didn't get lost in my excitement. 308 00:16:57,599 --> 00:16:59,435 -Yeah. -Like that was a definite yes. 309 00:16:59,518 --> 00:17:02,771 Yeah. Not like when I asked you to marry me, you forgot to say "yes." 310 00:17:02,855 --> 00:17:04,773 -I didn't want a repeat of that. -Details. 311 00:17:04,857 --> 00:17:07,359 -I mean, technicalities. 312 00:17:07,443 --> 00:17:10,279 -Will you practice with me? -Me practice with you? 313 00:17:10,362 --> 00:17:11,905 -Yeah. -I thought you wanted to win. 314 00:17:11,989 --> 00:17:13,782 -Oh, okay. 315 00:17:20,664 --> 00:17:24,835 Well, I have not driven in like eight months. 316 00:17:24,918 --> 00:17:28,088 -All right, how do we turn the car on? -Button. 317 00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:30,591 All right, okay. There we go. 318 00:17:30,674 --> 00:17:32,718 Oh, it's a bit too close to that car. 319 00:17:32,801 --> 00:17:34,887 -It's okay. Keep going. -You can do it back. 320 00:17:34,970 --> 00:17:37,306 I have not done this in a while. Maria's like-- 321 00:17:37,389 --> 00:17:39,516 -It's okay. -It's okay. Put your seatbelt on. 322 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,643 But you have a driver's license? 323 00:17:41,727 --> 00:17:43,270 -I do. Yeah. -Okay. Good. 324 00:17:46,440 --> 00:17:49,026 -Wow, do you want cupcakes? -Um, okay. 325 00:17:50,194 --> 00:17:52,654 Oh my God, my nail almost fell off when I did that. 326 00:17:52,738 --> 00:17:55,407 That would've-- Nails are high maintenance. 327 00:17:55,491 --> 00:17:57,910 Do we see any like--? There's no people in the street. 328 00:17:57,993 --> 00:17:59,912 I was trying to keep a look-out for you 329 00:17:59,995 --> 00:18:03,290 to see if there's any cute guy walking a dog or something. 330 00:18:03,373 --> 00:18:05,209 Why are you looking for people? 331 00:18:05,292 --> 00:18:06,668 'Cause I feel like you-- 332 00:18:06,752 --> 00:18:09,922 Don't you wanna, like, get back into the dating scene 333 00:18:10,005 --> 00:18:12,341 and, like, you know, out and about and doing stuff? 334 00:18:12,424 --> 00:18:13,509 Aren't you kinda curious? 335 00:18:14,218 --> 00:18:17,471 But you know that curiosity killed the cat. 336 00:18:17,554 --> 00:18:21,100 Honestly, I think it would be kind of fun. Don't you think she should do it? 337 00:18:21,183 --> 00:18:23,685 -Yes. -We need to help her get excited. 338 00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:25,187 What? 339 00:18:25,270 --> 00:18:27,940 All right, Anna, there's a guy over at the cupcake machine. 340 00:18:28,774 --> 00:18:31,235 You're gonna flirt with him, and he's gonna buy you a cupcake. 341 00:18:31,318 --> 00:18:32,361 No! 342 00:18:32,444 --> 00:18:33,695 -Jaime. -I don't know. 343 00:18:33,779 --> 00:18:35,906 -You don't even-- Maria? -I haven't had dinner. 344 00:18:35,989 --> 00:18:38,033 -I need desert. -Sí. Vamos. 345 00:18:38,117 --> 00:18:39,535 -Get out. Shit. -Let's go. 346 00:18:39,618 --> 00:18:41,453 -Are you ready? -No. 347 00:18:41,954 --> 00:18:44,790 Anna needs a little practice with flirting 348 00:18:44,873 --> 00:18:47,376 because she hasn't been out on the town in a while. 349 00:18:47,459 --> 00:18:50,546 So her skills might be a little rusty. 350 00:18:50,629 --> 00:18:52,673 They just need a little polishing up. 351 00:18:52,756 --> 00:18:55,509 -Why do I have to? I don't know how. -Because-- 352 00:18:57,719 --> 00:18:58,846 Go first. Hello. 353 00:18:58,929 --> 00:18:59,930 -Hi. -How are you? 354 00:19:00,013 --> 00:19:01,723 -Fine. You? -She wants to talk to you. 355 00:19:01,807 --> 00:19:02,641 Good. Hi. 356 00:19:02,724 --> 00:19:04,351 -Maria, you go first. -Okay. 357 00:19:04,434 --> 00:19:06,603 -Well, um… 358 00:19:06,687 --> 00:19:07,688 So, I-- 359 00:19:07,771 --> 00:19:10,440 You don't mind if you buy me cupcake? 360 00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,317 -Buy what? -Cupcake. 361 00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:14,111 -Want some sprinkles? -Yes, please. 362 00:19:14,194 --> 00:19:15,654 Yeah? 363 00:19:18,073 --> 00:19:19,908 Hey, there you are, Anna. 364 00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:21,785 -She likes chocolate. -I don't-- 365 00:19:21,869 --> 00:19:24,121 Chocolate. Chocolate. What else would you like? 366 00:19:24,204 --> 00:19:26,790 -Uh, strawberry. What are you getting? -Strawberry. 367 00:19:26,874 --> 00:19:29,334 Oh. Well, you guys both like strawberry. 368 00:19:32,588 --> 00:19:35,215 I don't understand this concept of flirting. 369 00:19:36,091 --> 00:19:39,011 "Uh, hi. Talk to me about cars." 370 00:19:39,094 --> 00:19:40,429 I can do a lot better. 371 00:19:41,471 --> 00:19:43,640 -My friend here is… -Yeah. 372 00:19:44,391 --> 00:19:46,852 -…um, is single… -Okay. 373 00:19:46,935 --> 00:19:48,937 -…and ready to mingle… -Okay. 374 00:19:49,021 --> 00:19:50,606 …and introduce yourself. 375 00:19:50,689 --> 00:19:51,815 -Hi. -Hi. How are you? 376 00:19:51,899 --> 00:19:53,150 -Her name is Anna. -Anna. 377 00:19:53,233 --> 00:19:55,402 -She likes-- -Are you girls from here? 378 00:19:55,485 --> 00:19:57,196 -Turn on the charm. -Yes. 379 00:19:57,279 --> 00:19:59,281 -What charm? -This is not an interview. 380 00:19:59,364 --> 00:20:01,533 -You buy-- -This is not an interview. 381 00:20:01,617 --> 00:20:03,368 I know. There's cupcakes. 382 00:20:03,452 --> 00:20:05,120 -There's one for you. -Wow. 383 00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:06,288 What do I do on a date? 384 00:20:06,371 --> 00:20:08,749 -This one has sprinkles. I can tell. -Thank you. 385 00:20:08,832 --> 00:20:10,709 -You guessed right. -Thank you. 386 00:20:10,792 --> 00:20:11,793 See you tomorrow. 387 00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:13,712 -Thank you for the cupcakes. -No problem. 388 00:20:13,795 --> 00:20:16,131 -Nice meeting you. -Nice meeting you. Okay, here. 389 00:20:18,133 --> 00:20:19,760 We need to find other guys. 390 00:20:19,843 --> 00:20:22,137 -I can talk to them. -Hi! Come over. 391 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:23,055 Hola! 392 00:20:24,598 --> 00:20:26,892 -She like it this way. -We can give them a cupcake. 393 00:20:26,975 --> 00:20:29,478 -Hola. ¿Cómo estás? -How are you? 394 00:20:30,270 --> 00:20:31,146 I don't speak-- 395 00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:33,357 -What do you do? -Delivery. 396 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:34,316 Deliver what? 397 00:20:34,942 --> 00:20:36,151 Organic juice. 398 00:20:36,235 --> 00:20:37,361 Juice organic. 399 00:20:37,861 --> 00:20:39,655 -Organic? -Delivery of juice. 400 00:20:39,738 --> 00:20:41,198 -You wanna go in the back? -Yeah. 401 00:20:41,281 --> 00:20:43,116 -Yeah, can we come? -Yes! 402 00:20:43,617 --> 00:20:46,078 -My friend is also single. 403 00:20:46,161 --> 00:20:49,081 -So is she, and so is she. -And also she's single. 404 00:20:49,164 --> 00:20:51,583 I guess it's perfect there's three of you guys. 405 00:20:52,584 --> 00:20:54,336 -So let's go. -Okay. Vamos. 406 00:20:54,836 --> 00:20:56,213 -This is so exciting. -Okay. 407 00:20:56,296 --> 00:20:57,714 -Vámonos. -What? 408 00:20:57,798 --> 00:21:00,425 -Okay, vámonos. 409 00:21:00,509 --> 00:21:01,635 You're-- 410 00:21:04,972 --> 00:21:08,016 -Banana! -That was really clacky! 411 00:21:08,100 --> 00:21:09,935 -Yeah? -We'll pay you back. 412 00:21:10,018 --> 00:21:13,313 -We don't have any money. -We can trade for a cupcake. 413 00:21:13,397 --> 00:21:14,940 -Jaime, you have money? -No! 414 00:21:15,023 --> 00:21:17,776 -No, I have Apple Pay, Venmo. -We have Apple Pay. 415 00:21:17,859 --> 00:21:19,111 No, it's all right. 416 00:21:19,194 --> 00:21:22,614 Anna's flirting has gotten us some food and juices. 417 00:21:22,698 --> 00:21:26,118 So, um, that's a really good sign. 418 00:21:26,201 --> 00:21:27,369 -Bye! -Gracias! 419 00:21:27,452 --> 00:21:30,038 -Gracias! -Bye! Have a nice evening. Drive safe. 420 00:21:30,122 --> 00:21:33,709 We don't need to go to the supermarket anymore because we got our… 421 00:21:33,792 --> 00:21:34,710 -Dinner. -…food. 422 00:21:34,793 --> 00:21:35,961 Yeah, that we needed. 423 00:21:36,044 --> 00:21:38,297 -Okay. -Our whole dinner is here. 424 00:21:38,380 --> 00:21:40,716 And complimentary. 425 00:21:40,799 --> 00:21:42,384 -Complimentary. 426 00:21:51,101 --> 00:21:53,437 Yes! We're on top of the world. 427 00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:56,690 -This looks like Greece. -It does. I told you. 428 00:21:57,941 --> 00:21:59,443 -Nice. -Welcome to Deer Creek Ridge. 429 00:21:59,526 --> 00:22:02,195 -Thank you. Who's this? -My name's Rick. This is Enzo. 430 00:22:02,279 --> 00:22:05,032 -Enzo, hi! My name is Kelly! 431 00:22:05,115 --> 00:22:07,367 Holy shit. This looks great. 432 00:22:07,451 --> 00:22:10,287 Anything you need, let me know. Have an amazing time. 433 00:22:10,370 --> 00:22:12,039 -Thank you. We're so excited. -Yeah. 434 00:22:12,122 --> 00:22:14,499 -Thank you. -All right. Nice to meet you. 435 00:22:14,583 --> 00:22:16,460 I'm trying to understand the furniture. 436 00:22:16,543 --> 00:22:20,213 -What do you mean? -Like, what Renaissance was this? 437 00:22:20,297 --> 00:22:22,758 -Renaissance? -I never think like that before. 438 00:22:23,967 --> 00:22:26,762 This is so nice. Thanks, Kelly, for inviting us. 439 00:22:26,845 --> 00:22:28,013 I'm so happy you're here. 440 00:22:28,096 --> 00:22:32,351 It's Kelly's genius idea to bring us all together today in Malibu. 441 00:22:32,434 --> 00:22:36,271 I'm here to spend some good quality time with Kim and maybe Kelly, 442 00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:40,275 I don't know about Kevin, but I'm actually here to take a break. 443 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:42,861 I think this house is quiet. It's in the mountains. 444 00:22:42,944 --> 00:22:48,325 Hopefully we can all, like, get grounded, get peaceful, get Zenned out. 445 00:22:48,408 --> 00:22:50,035 -I like that. -Yeah? 446 00:22:50,577 --> 00:22:52,120 Kevin's birthday passed. 447 00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:54,414 -We weren't all together. -We're gonna celebrate! 448 00:22:54,498 --> 00:22:56,041 -Happy belated! -So… 449 00:22:56,124 --> 00:22:58,835 This weekend's not for it, but we're all together. 450 00:22:58,919 --> 00:23:01,338 -In honor of you. -This is not in honor of me. 451 00:23:01,421 --> 00:23:03,173 -This is in honor of you. -Don't lie. 452 00:23:03,256 --> 00:23:04,216 -It is. -It's not. 453 00:23:04,299 --> 00:23:08,595 No. You both text me after the birthday. After you came back from Mexico. 454 00:23:08,678 --> 00:23:09,971 No. I texted on your birthday. 455 00:23:10,055 --> 00:23:12,015 -You guys said after you get back-- -I was like, 456 00:23:12,099 --> 00:23:15,227 -"Happy birthday to you!" -You said-- 457 00:23:15,310 --> 00:23:18,021 -After you get back-- -"Happy birthday to you!" 458 00:23:18,105 --> 00:23:21,400 -This is after we got back. -We're all together. 459 00:23:21,483 --> 00:23:24,694 Kelly, don't make it seem like this was put together-- 460 00:23:24,778 --> 00:23:26,863 -Of course not. -She didn't say that. 461 00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:28,865 -Kevin-- -We already worked through this. 462 00:23:28,949 --> 00:23:32,244 Even if she decided in spur-of-the-moment to say that it's your birthday… 463 00:23:32,327 --> 00:23:33,995 -I want to point it out. -Let's do it. 464 00:23:34,079 --> 00:23:36,915 But, no, I didn't like the fact that you guys were, like, saying, 465 00:23:36,998 --> 00:23:40,377 "Happy birthday," texting me, then, "We'll do something we get back." 466 00:23:40,460 --> 00:23:41,753 Then I didn't hear anything. 467 00:23:41,837 --> 00:23:43,505 -You didn't even know! -I knew. 468 00:23:43,588 --> 00:23:45,549 -It's that big of a surprise? -You're a Leo. 469 00:23:45,632 --> 00:23:47,592 -You didn't even know. -I knew. 470 00:23:48,176 --> 00:23:51,304 Kevin is so… dramatic. 471 00:23:51,388 --> 00:23:53,140 Oh my goodness. 472 00:23:53,223 --> 00:23:57,269 Like, why is it always like this? Why is it always so intense? 473 00:23:57,936 --> 00:23:59,229 What are we doing today? 474 00:23:59,312 --> 00:24:02,065 Go to the pool. Let's have some lunch if you guys are hungry. 475 00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:04,484 Let's not worry about anything else for now. 476 00:24:04,568 --> 00:24:06,987 -She's trying to practice mindfulness. -Yes, I am. 477 00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:15,996 - Oh my goodness! 478 00:24:16,580 --> 00:24:18,206 I think Kelly has a great ass. 479 00:24:18,290 --> 00:24:20,625 Yes, girl, ass! 480 00:24:20,709 --> 00:24:22,461 John told me he likes to choke. 481 00:24:22,544 --> 00:24:24,504 -Would that turn you on? -What? 482 00:24:24,588 --> 00:24:26,256 She wants someone to control her. 483 00:24:26,339 --> 00:24:29,050 -You don't know that, Kane. -You're the submissive one. 484 00:24:29,134 --> 00:24:31,636 I wanna be the dominant one. Did you follow that, bitch? 485 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:34,055 -Tell me the truth. -Hold on. 486 00:24:34,723 --> 00:24:38,059 -What's my fucking name? What's my name? 487 00:24:38,810 --> 00:24:40,145 -Jeez, Kim. -What? 488 00:24:59,581 --> 00:25:01,750 -Hi. -Yeah. Hello. Hello. Hello. 489 00:25:01,833 --> 00:25:03,376 Look what I brought! 490 00:25:03,460 --> 00:25:04,753 -Oh no. 491 00:25:04,836 --> 00:25:06,171 Your weakness. 492 00:25:06,755 --> 00:25:11,718 Pasha is my pro dance partner and instructor on Dancing with the Stars. 493 00:25:11,801 --> 00:25:14,429 And I am pretty sure I won the lottery with him. 494 00:25:14,513 --> 00:25:17,807 He is not only a great friend but a great instructor. 495 00:25:17,891 --> 00:25:21,186 And he has not killed me yet, 496 00:25:21,269 --> 00:25:22,854 which is a bonus. 497 00:25:22,938 --> 00:25:27,234 When I was five, that's around when I started taking ballet class. 498 00:25:27,817 --> 00:25:30,028 I mean, I enjoyed it at first, 499 00:25:30,111 --> 00:25:34,491 but I just was constantly, um… 500 00:25:35,283 --> 00:25:40,163 I don't know, criticized and told that I was too fat, too short, 501 00:25:40,247 --> 00:25:42,624 not good enough, not doing anything right. 502 00:25:43,208 --> 00:25:46,586 Um, but I kept… I kept dancing because 503 00:25:47,170 --> 00:25:50,215 something inside comes alive when I dance. 504 00:25:50,298 --> 00:25:53,009 But from the outside, I'm getting all of this criticism. 505 00:25:53,093 --> 00:25:55,303 So it's kind of a weird situation. 506 00:25:55,387 --> 00:25:58,515 I wanna see what you want to do, you know? 507 00:25:58,598 --> 00:26:00,141 And we're gonna collaborate. 508 00:26:00,225 --> 00:26:05,730 I think it will reignite that feeling that you had. 509 00:26:05,814 --> 00:26:08,066 You know, that original love for dance. 510 00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:10,026 Aw. Okay. 511 00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:13,738 Are you ready to learn this one? 512 00:26:13,822 --> 00:26:15,740 -Yes, foxtrot. -Okay. Foxtrot. 513 00:26:15,824 --> 00:26:19,452 Is it-- On the scale of difficulty for ballroom, where would you put it? 514 00:26:19,536 --> 00:26:21,580 -One to ten? It's eleven. -Mm-hmm. 515 00:26:22,163 --> 00:26:23,331 -Oh, great, super. -Mm-hmm. 516 00:26:23,415 --> 00:26:25,041 -Stay on your right leg. -Mm-hmm. 517 00:26:25,125 --> 00:26:27,377 And point your left leg back. 518 00:26:28,003 --> 00:26:30,672 Okay. Good. So that's gonna be your position. Okay? 519 00:26:30,755 --> 00:26:33,133 And now beautiful shape. Extend the neck. 520 00:26:33,758 --> 00:26:36,052 Mm-hmm. Soften the knee more. Ready? 521 00:26:36,136 --> 00:26:38,430 -Oh… fuck! -Straight line. 522 00:26:38,513 --> 00:26:41,516 I'm straight. Don't drop me! 523 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:42,642 Yes! 524 00:26:46,771 --> 00:26:49,774 -Oh my God. 525 00:26:49,858 --> 00:26:52,068 It's the screaming that gets in the way. 526 00:26:52,569 --> 00:26:55,196 Put all that energy into the picking up your hips. 527 00:26:55,739 --> 00:26:58,950 -'Cause right now, it's like this. 528 00:27:01,202 --> 00:27:03,622 -And… -The end! 529 00:27:03,705 --> 00:27:06,833 -Tens all the way around! -Thank you for coming. Thank you. 530 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:16,760 Is this good here? 531 00:27:16,843 --> 00:27:19,262 I'm so hungry. I can't talk to you guys. 532 00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:25,268 I love that Kane and Kevin's together right now. 533 00:27:25,352 --> 00:27:26,645 How have you been, man? 534 00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:28,980 Ooh. I like how you just said that. 535 00:27:29,064 --> 00:27:30,523 -Yeah. -Yeah, man, how you doing? 536 00:27:30,607 --> 00:27:33,568 -I don't know. I haven't seen you. -You don't know. 537 00:27:33,652 --> 00:27:36,780 I'm good. Working on some stuff. How was Mexico? 538 00:27:37,364 --> 00:27:38,365 Oh, it was amazing. 539 00:27:38,448 --> 00:27:40,408 -Was it your first time? -It was. 540 00:27:40,492 --> 00:27:43,161 -Really? It's so wild. -I love Mexico. Have you been? 541 00:27:43,244 --> 00:27:44,287 He loves Mexico. 542 00:27:44,371 --> 00:27:46,081 -Yes. -I've been to Cabo. 543 00:27:46,164 --> 00:27:50,377 It felt like a different thing, since you guys are forgetting my birthday. 544 00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:51,503 We spoke about that. 545 00:27:51,586 --> 00:27:54,839 But I still feel you hold a grudge with this whole Fenty thing. 546 00:27:54,923 --> 00:27:58,093 I don't hold grudge. In your head, you don't have to-- 547 00:27:58,176 --> 00:28:00,345 You don't understand my feelings, and why should you care? 548 00:28:00,428 --> 00:28:02,013 -I get it. -It's not about that. 549 00:28:02,097 --> 00:28:04,974 You should be happy for me. "Good, Kane, good for you." 550 00:28:05,475 --> 00:28:07,727 Why don't you be happy? But you didn't! 551 00:28:09,771 --> 00:28:12,565 Kane, he knows how much I've been struggling 552 00:28:12,649 --> 00:28:14,484 with modeling in the last few years. 553 00:28:14,567 --> 00:28:17,987 And the fact that he's so insensitive and just shoving in my face 554 00:28:18,071 --> 00:28:20,031 that he's got this Fenty brand deal. 555 00:28:20,115 --> 00:28:23,201 I didn't feel respected by him in that conversation. 556 00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:26,413 And… I think it was on purpose. 557 00:28:26,496 --> 00:28:29,416 If you put yourself in his shoes, you get where he's coming from? 558 00:28:29,499 --> 00:28:30,500 I do get that. 559 00:28:30,583 --> 00:28:32,919 Right now, it's about moving forward. Like… 560 00:28:33,461 --> 00:28:36,923 No, but this obviously stems from something, right? 561 00:28:37,006 --> 00:28:38,174 I'm not holding a grudge. 562 00:28:38,258 --> 00:28:40,135 I just have my boundaries. 'Cause-- 563 00:28:40,218 --> 00:28:42,512 But your boundaries just feel like a punishment. 564 00:28:42,595 --> 00:28:46,266 -You guys go to Mexico and not hang out. -You know why we went to Mexico? 565 00:28:46,349 --> 00:28:49,144 Why should I invite you to Mexico when you don't appreciate shit? 566 00:28:49,227 --> 00:28:51,604 That's the fucking reason. End of story. 567 00:28:54,899 --> 00:28:57,485 My way of showing appreciation to my friends… 568 00:28:58,236 --> 00:28:59,320 is by gifting them. 569 00:28:59,404 --> 00:29:02,157 Like, it could be a material thing. It could be an experience. 570 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:05,869 I'm not great at expressing myself like, you know, "I love you." 571 00:29:05,952 --> 00:29:08,121 But I can show you through a little gift. 572 00:29:08,204 --> 00:29:11,458 So I've given Kevin so much because I do truly care about him. 573 00:29:11,541 --> 00:29:14,461 But at the same time, like, he couldn't even fake, 574 00:29:14,544 --> 00:29:17,088 like, being nice or happy for my campaign. 575 00:29:17,172 --> 00:29:20,133 With Kevin, like, I'm struggling to find if there's a true friendship 576 00:29:20,216 --> 00:29:24,345 since the diamonds and truffles party. With him, there's no, like… thankfulness. 577 00:29:24,429 --> 00:29:26,473 That's not someone I want in my life. 578 00:29:26,556 --> 00:29:28,183 Kane, look at me. 579 00:29:29,768 --> 00:29:32,187 Sometimes I have a hard time trying to bring things up. 580 00:29:32,270 --> 00:29:34,314 I feel everything I'm doing is upsetting you. 581 00:29:34,397 --> 00:29:36,983 You know what I'm saying? Sometimes-- It's like I keep fucking up. 582 00:29:37,066 --> 00:29:39,652 I'm like, "How can I make this better? I don't know how." 583 00:29:40,487 --> 00:29:44,616 You have to understand. It's not easy for me to even let anyone in my life. 584 00:29:44,699 --> 00:29:48,119 Kelly knows me. I have so little friends around in my life. And I-- 585 00:29:48,203 --> 00:29:50,163 When I give, I give a lot, 586 00:29:50,246 --> 00:29:53,583 I give everything. I am very happy for your success and, like, 587 00:29:54,083 --> 00:29:58,755 when I sense I can't trust someone, I completely cut them off. 588 00:30:00,590 --> 00:30:02,091 Dude, you're my best… 589 00:30:07,180 --> 00:30:10,058 I didn't feel like I could talk to you, you know? 590 00:30:11,518 --> 00:30:13,728 And like, I told you, when I told you 591 00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:16,105 I appreciate you so much and our friendship. 592 00:30:17,106 --> 00:30:19,734 -But I just don't wanna hurt you. 593 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,156 I care about you so much. 594 00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:28,243 And I'm sorry I hurt you, but I don't know what else to do, man. 595 00:30:28,326 --> 00:30:30,119 You have to understand, Kevin… 596 00:30:30,954 --> 00:30:33,665 that incident, it really affected me.