1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:01,710 [cheering] 2 00:00:01,710 --> 00:00:02,920 WOMAN: We love you, Dix! 3 00:00:02,920 --> 00:00:04,796 [cheering continues] 4 00:00:04,796 --> 00:00:06,548 ♪ 5 00:00:06,548 --> 00:00:07,299 CHARLI: For a very long time, 6 00:00:07,299 --> 00:00:10,886 I put out a very perfect version of myself. 7 00:00:10,886 --> 00:00:12,554 - You two are a big deal. 8 00:00:12,554 --> 00:00:14,181 I mean-- Look, she's blushing. 9 00:00:14,181 --> 00:00:15,182 [Landon chuckles] 10 00:00:15,182 --> 00:00:16,642 - Cheers. 11 00:00:16,642 --> 00:00:19,269 ♪ 12 00:00:19,269 --> 00:00:21,939 - I don't want anything we're doing out here in Hollywood 13 00:00:21,939 --> 00:00:23,357 to do any harm to our family. 14 00:00:23,357 --> 00:00:24,775 ♪ 15 00:00:24,775 --> 00:00:26,985 CHARLI: What the [bleep] is wrong with you? 16 00:00:27,861 --> 00:00:29,154 ♪ 17 00:00:29,154 --> 00:00:30,030 [inaudible] 18 00:00:30,030 --> 00:00:31,782 ♪ 19 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:36,286 ♪ 20 00:00:36,286 --> 00:00:38,080 DIXIE: I got diagnosed with PMDD. 21 00:00:38,080 --> 00:00:39,581 - We gotta make sure that we're trying to get 22 00:00:39,581 --> 00:00:40,707 as much sleep as we can. 23 00:00:40,707 --> 00:00:42,626 DIXIE: [cries] I'm so tired. 24 00:00:42,626 --> 00:00:43,585 - Stay hydrated. 25 00:00:43,585 --> 00:00:45,087 DIXIE: I've had two Red Bulls, 26 00:00:45,087 --> 00:00:47,923 about 40 pizza bagels and I'm ready to party. 27 00:00:47,923 --> 00:00:49,258 ALL: Coachella! 28 00:00:49,258 --> 00:00:50,008 - Whoo! 29 00:00:50,008 --> 00:00:52,511 ♪ 30 00:00:52,511 --> 00:00:54,263 MARC: We got 55 [bleep] people here 31 00:00:54,263 --> 00:00:55,848 that have been working their asses off. 32 00:00:56,431 --> 00:00:58,225 We don't need a little family squabble. 33 00:00:58,225 --> 00:01:01,353 Hollywood could chew you up and spit you out, 34 00:01:01,353 --> 00:01:03,564 and we gotta keep our eyes open. You control-- 35 00:01:07,401 --> 00:01:08,151 MARC: That's not true. 36 00:01:08,151 --> 00:01:11,446 CHARLI: It's time to do things on my own 37 00:01:11,989 --> 00:01:13,365 without my family. 38 00:01:13,365 --> 00:01:14,783 - Why don't you guys throw a mini prom? 39 00:01:14,783 --> 00:01:17,411 We're doing prom and we want you to come. 40 00:01:17,411 --> 00:01:18,579 I'm so excited. 41 00:01:18,579 --> 00:01:19,663 You're welcome, [bleep]. 42 00:01:19,663 --> 00:01:21,081 You're welcome. 43 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:23,000 ♪ 44 00:01:25,752 --> 00:01:27,671 - Don't cry, no. 45 00:01:28,172 --> 00:01:30,132 [Charli groans] [Dixie grunts] 46 00:01:30,132 --> 00:01:33,552 ♪ 47 00:01:33,552 --> 00:01:35,637 Are you gonna tell her or you want me to tell her? 48 00:01:35,637 --> 00:01:36,388 - You tell her. 49 00:01:36,388 --> 00:01:41,143 ♪ 50 00:01:41,143 --> 00:01:42,186 [Dixie sighs] 51 00:01:42,186 --> 00:01:48,192 ♪ 52 00:01:48,609 --> 00:01:49,693 DIXIE: Mom. 53 00:01:50,068 --> 00:01:50,861 HEIDI: Hi, guys. 54 00:01:51,653 --> 00:01:53,363 [Charli and Dixie sigh deeply] 55 00:01:53,363 --> 00:01:53,947 What? 56 00:01:53,947 --> 00:01:54,865 ♪ 57 00:01:54,865 --> 00:01:57,075 DIXIE: You know, happiness and love. 58 00:01:57,659 --> 00:01:58,660 HEIDI: What's the-- what? 59 00:01:59,494 --> 00:02:00,621 DIXIE: Charli is single. 60 00:02:01,663 --> 00:02:05,292 ♪ 61 00:02:05,292 --> 00:02:06,835 - Really? 62 00:02:08,837 --> 00:02:10,214 What happened? 63 00:02:10,214 --> 00:02:11,965 [Charli groans] 64 00:02:11,965 --> 00:02:13,926 - [sniffles] I don't even know how I feel. 65 00:02:13,926 --> 00:02:15,052 I didn't have any time. 66 00:02:15,052 --> 00:02:17,387 - I know. That happened so quickly. 67 00:02:17,387 --> 00:02:19,723 - Landon and I just broke up, like-- 68 00:02:19,723 --> 00:02:20,849 ♪ 69 00:02:20,849 --> 00:02:23,310 DIXIE: Fifteen minutes ago? - Fifteen minutes ago. 70 00:02:23,310 --> 00:02:27,231 ♪ 71 00:02:27,231 --> 00:02:29,024 [cheering] MAN: Happy birthday. 72 00:02:29,900 --> 00:02:31,068 MAN 1: Happy birthday! MAN 2: Hey! 73 00:02:31,068 --> 00:02:33,362 MAN 3: One, two, three, and four! 74 00:02:33,362 --> 00:02:35,572 [cheering] 75 00:02:35,572 --> 00:02:38,617 CHARLI: Kinda started in the Bahamas. 76 00:02:38,617 --> 00:02:40,410 - Whoo! 77 00:02:40,827 --> 00:02:45,582 The trip was not as picture perfect as it seemed at all. 78 00:02:45,582 --> 00:02:47,543 And he, like, flipped out. 79 00:02:47,543 --> 00:02:49,920 He was like, "You don't know how to handle my anxiety." 80 00:02:49,920 --> 00:02:51,046 So I was like, alright-- 81 00:02:51,046 --> 00:02:53,423 - Which you do a very good job at handling 82 00:02:53,423 --> 00:02:54,883 his anxiety and your own. 83 00:02:54,883 --> 00:02:58,804 - Sometimes, I just, like, last minute, I'm just like, 84 00:02:58,804 --> 00:03:01,807 will have like a panic attack and just get off the plane 85 00:03:01,807 --> 00:03:04,101 and be like, "I can't go, I'm sorry." 86 00:03:04,560 --> 00:03:06,562 CHARLI: All I can do is be there 87 00:03:06,562 --> 00:03:08,939 if he texts or calls or needs something. 88 00:03:08,939 --> 00:03:11,942 He has to make the decision that's best for him. 89 00:03:11,942 --> 00:03:12,985 WOMAN: You and Landon are so cute. 90 00:03:12,985 --> 00:03:15,279 You guys hold so much space for your, like, quirks. 91 00:03:15,279 --> 00:03:16,905 [woman laughs] - Oh, I'm obsessed with them. 92 00:03:16,905 --> 00:03:19,157 - It's like-- It's like all about the quirks. 93 00:03:19,575 --> 00:03:21,535 - We were fighting every single night, 94 00:03:21,535 --> 00:03:25,330 and it was like every little thing that I did. 95 00:03:26,248 --> 00:03:29,084 And... then, 96 00:03:29,084 --> 00:03:32,379 he left, like, ten minutes before my birthday 97 00:03:32,379 --> 00:03:33,881 and didn't say anything to me. 98 00:03:33,881 --> 00:03:36,466 MAN: We got one minute to my little sister's birthday! 99 00:03:36,466 --> 00:03:37,885 Let's go, Char! 100 00:03:37,885 --> 00:03:39,303 [cheering] 101 00:03:40,596 --> 00:03:42,139 - Everyone was asking me like, "Where's Landon?" 102 00:03:42,139 --> 00:03:44,725 And I was like, "I don't-- I don't know." 103 00:03:45,058 --> 00:03:49,646 And then we got back and I left and I went to the couch 104 00:03:49,646 --> 00:03:52,983 and I was gonna go sleep there so he could have his space. 105 00:03:52,983 --> 00:03:55,027 And he was just, like, so mad at me. 106 00:03:55,027 --> 00:03:56,570 ♪ 107 00:03:56,570 --> 00:03:57,654 This morning, 108 00:03:57,654 --> 00:04:01,491 I kind of convinced myself that I was crazy 109 00:04:01,491 --> 00:04:04,453 and then I talked to him 110 00:04:05,662 --> 00:04:08,040 and now I'm single. 111 00:04:08,040 --> 00:04:09,833 HEIDI: Char, I'm sorry. 112 00:04:09,833 --> 00:04:11,668 ♪ 113 00:04:11,668 --> 00:04:14,379 Oh, I know that's a shitty feeling. 114 00:04:14,922 --> 00:04:16,006 [Charli groans] 115 00:04:17,466 --> 00:04:20,219 - Um, I don't really know how I feel. 116 00:04:21,011 --> 00:04:23,889 I feel a little naive 117 00:04:24,973 --> 00:04:29,061 and I feel stupid for knowing 118 00:04:29,853 --> 00:04:32,481 all of the arguments and all of the stuff that was going on 119 00:04:32,481 --> 00:04:35,943 and bragging about how perfect he is. 120 00:04:36,485 --> 00:04:38,111 And I don't think, 121 00:04:38,111 --> 00:04:40,864 I don't think that-- 122 00:04:41,990 --> 00:04:44,034 I don't think that I did something wrong. 123 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:48,038 And I think in a lot of these situations that have happened, 124 00:04:48,038 --> 00:04:51,708 I still end up apologizing 125 00:04:52,668 --> 00:04:54,086 and I feel guilty. 126 00:04:54,878 --> 00:04:58,549 But... I'm not perfect, and I know that. 127 00:04:59,174 --> 00:05:01,969 DIXIE: We need to stop bringing these boys on vacations 128 00:05:01,969 --> 00:05:03,971 and treating them and, like, 129 00:05:03,971 --> 00:05:05,931 start doing that for our girlfriends because-- 130 00:05:05,931 --> 00:05:07,724 - Yes! Girl trips and Dad. 131 00:05:07,724 --> 00:05:09,434 Dad could come. DIXIE: Well, yeah. 132 00:05:09,434 --> 00:05:11,144 He's proven himself. HEIDI: Yes. 133 00:05:11,144 --> 00:05:13,605 ♪ 134 00:05:14,022 --> 00:05:15,274 - He hasn't even texted me. 135 00:05:15,274 --> 00:05:16,567 He hasn't said anything. 136 00:05:16,567 --> 00:05:18,068 DIXIE: He's probably shitting himself. 137 00:05:18,652 --> 00:05:20,445 We're supposed to film with him. 138 00:05:20,445 --> 00:05:21,530 - Today. 139 00:05:21,530 --> 00:05:24,575 - And Wednesday, and we had the shoe party on Thursday 140 00:05:24,575 --> 00:05:26,201 and then prom on Friday. 141 00:05:26,201 --> 00:05:27,870 Great. - Luckily I have friends now... 142 00:05:27,870 --> 00:05:28,662 - I know. I was-- 143 00:05:28,662 --> 00:05:30,122 - ...that I can hang out with. 144 00:05:30,873 --> 00:05:33,041 - Oh, it's like a punch in the gut, huh? 145 00:05:34,042 --> 00:05:34,877 Ugh! 146 00:05:36,211 --> 00:05:37,921 DIXIE: Well, he just didn't apologize. 147 00:05:38,338 --> 00:05:40,299 CHARLI: Yeah, he, like, made it so much worse. 148 00:05:42,009 --> 00:05:44,219 - It's like this is one part of it 149 00:05:44,219 --> 00:05:46,096 and then the public side of it is, like-- 150 00:05:46,096 --> 00:05:47,472 DIXIE: We're not even ready. 151 00:05:48,473 --> 00:05:49,641 HEIDI: No, I know. 152 00:05:49,641 --> 00:05:51,226 CHARLI: Imagine how much it's gonna suck 153 00:05:51,226 --> 00:05:55,272 to see everyone talk about how perfect we are 154 00:05:55,272 --> 00:05:57,191 'cause that's what everyone says. 155 00:05:58,150 --> 00:05:59,484 - Yeah. 156 00:05:59,484 --> 00:06:01,570 - And I just know somehow I'm gonna look like 157 00:06:01,570 --> 00:06:02,654 I did something wrong. 158 00:06:02,654 --> 00:06:04,948 - No, of course. 'Cause you're the girl and it's always the girl's fault. 159 00:06:06,658 --> 00:06:08,327 It's what the Internet thinks. 160 00:06:08,744 --> 00:06:10,162 - I'm so strong. 161 00:06:10,621 --> 00:06:11,663 [Dixie chuckles] 162 00:06:11,663 --> 00:06:14,541 ♪ 163 00:06:14,541 --> 00:06:17,628 - Well, take whatever time you need to process. 164 00:06:18,170 --> 00:06:19,546 - Just wanted to let you know. 165 00:06:19,546 --> 00:06:21,006 - I'm here for you. 166 00:06:21,006 --> 00:06:24,051 - I talk for Charli now. I'm like the Lorax. 167 00:06:27,054 --> 00:06:29,932 HEIDI: I just feel bad because she has a lot of things coming up, 168 00:06:29,932 --> 00:06:32,267 especially our shoe launch event. 169 00:06:32,267 --> 00:06:34,645 This is kind of the core of our business. 170 00:06:35,229 --> 00:06:36,438 She needs to focus. 171 00:06:36,939 --> 00:06:38,565 - So who are you gonna bring to prom? 172 00:06:38,565 --> 00:06:40,067 ♪ 173 00:06:40,067 --> 00:06:41,527 - Who are you bringing to prom? 174 00:06:41,527 --> 00:06:43,111 - I said I'll go with Charli. 175 00:06:44,029 --> 00:06:45,280 You wanna be my prom date? 176 00:06:46,240 --> 00:06:47,032 CHARLI: Hmm. 177 00:06:49,409 --> 00:06:52,371 ♪ 178 00:07:07,678 --> 00:07:10,597 ♪ 179 00:07:15,519 --> 00:07:17,062 RUBY: Okay, are you drinking? 180 00:07:17,062 --> 00:07:18,605 - I'll drink if you drink. 181 00:07:18,605 --> 00:07:19,606 - I'll drink. - I'll have a glass. 182 00:07:19,606 --> 00:07:20,399 RUBY: I'll have a glass. 183 00:07:20,399 --> 00:07:21,859 ALEXA: Let's sip. 184 00:07:21,859 --> 00:07:22,693 CARLOS: Here you go. 185 00:07:22,693 --> 00:07:25,779 - Okay, cheers. Kendall's birthday. 186 00:07:25,779 --> 00:07:26,572 [Carlos laughs] 187 00:07:26,572 --> 00:07:28,407 - Thank you. CARLOS: Of course. 188 00:07:28,407 --> 00:07:30,826 - I love Landon, but I'm team Charli no matter what. 189 00:07:30,826 --> 00:07:32,619 So it's gonna be a hot girl summer. 190 00:07:32,619 --> 00:07:33,787 Like, I was saying that immediately. 191 00:07:33,787 --> 00:07:38,125 I'm just kind of finding my way of being a single girl in LA, 192 00:07:38,125 --> 00:07:40,335 and I mean with the end of last year 193 00:07:40,335 --> 00:07:43,338 and being basically on bed rest 194 00:07:43,338 --> 00:07:45,340 and now that I'm feeling better, 195 00:07:45,340 --> 00:07:50,512 I think I'm-- recently just been making up for lost time. 196 00:07:50,512 --> 00:07:53,265 ♪ 197 00:07:53,265 --> 00:07:55,142 RUBY: Oh, wait, I don't think we did it right. 198 00:07:55,142 --> 00:07:55,976 KENDALL: No. 199 00:07:55,976 --> 00:07:57,186 - Wow. - There's-- 200 00:07:57,686 --> 00:07:59,354 KENDALL: Yeah, now you have to try it. - Carlos, can you do it? 201 00:07:59,354 --> 00:08:00,689 CARLOS: Yeah. Give it to me. 202 00:08:02,941 --> 00:08:04,526 - Guys, I'm, like, really upset. 203 00:08:04,526 --> 00:08:05,694 - Why? RUBY: Why? 204 00:08:05,694 --> 00:08:08,530 - All my comments. They're so mad 'cause I showed my nipples. 205 00:08:08,530 --> 00:08:10,282 ♪ 206 00:08:10,282 --> 00:08:11,450 Yeah, I don't really know why I posted. 207 00:08:11,450 --> 00:08:14,578 I was just like, like, I wasn't even thinking of it as like nipples. 208 00:08:14,578 --> 00:08:16,163 I was thinking of it more like art. 209 00:08:16,163 --> 00:08:17,789 ALEXA: It was a sick picture. 210 00:08:17,789 --> 00:08:21,001 - But also, I've never been like family-friendly, like, ever. 211 00:08:21,001 --> 00:08:22,836 Like from the beginning I was, like, cursing. 212 00:08:22,836 --> 00:08:24,213 [laughter] It's a picture. 213 00:08:24,213 --> 00:08:27,508 I know how much of a privilege it is to have this platform. 214 00:08:27,508 --> 00:08:31,762 There's expectations of what I need to do for the brand, 215 00:08:31,762 --> 00:08:35,224 but it is a lot of pressure to be a role model. 216 00:08:35,224 --> 00:08:36,558 I've said that from the beginning. 217 00:08:36,558 --> 00:08:39,269 I'm not a role model because I have no clue what I'm doing. 218 00:08:40,062 --> 00:08:42,940 What I post online shouldn't represent my whole family. 219 00:08:42,940 --> 00:08:44,483 ♪ 220 00:08:44,483 --> 00:08:45,567 - Connor's here. 221 00:08:45,567 --> 00:08:48,070 - Connor. - Connie. 222 00:08:49,112 --> 00:08:50,280 WOMAN: You wanna go take a shot? 223 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:52,407 DIXIE: Should we show me try to take a shot on camera? 224 00:08:52,407 --> 00:08:52,824 KENDALL: Yeah. 225 00:08:52,824 --> 00:08:53,784 ♪ 226 00:08:53,784 --> 00:08:55,118 DIXIE: Oh, my God. That's so much. 227 00:08:55,118 --> 00:08:57,287 ALEXA: Oh, oh, oh. - Is that a lot? 228 00:08:57,287 --> 00:08:58,205 RUBY: That can be for me. 229 00:08:58,205 --> 00:08:59,122 Dixie needs less. - Okay. 230 00:08:59,122 --> 00:08:59,873 Okay. 231 00:08:59,873 --> 00:09:02,084 - ♪ We poppin' ♪ - ♪ Bottles, bottles ♪ 232 00:09:02,084 --> 00:09:03,877 - ♪ We poppin' ♪ - ♪ Bottles, bottles ♪ 233 00:09:03,877 --> 00:09:04,628 - ♪ We poppin' ♪ 234 00:09:04,628 --> 00:09:06,630 - Okay, cheers. 235 00:09:06,964 --> 00:09:08,674 - Happy birthday, Kendall! - Happy birthday to me. 236 00:09:08,674 --> 00:09:09,550 CARLOS: Happy birthday, Kendall. 237 00:09:09,550 --> 00:09:10,467 - Thanks. 238 00:09:10,467 --> 00:09:11,802 [indistinct chatter] 239 00:09:12,427 --> 00:09:13,720 [Dixie retches] RUBY: Wait, you just killed it. 240 00:09:14,763 --> 00:09:15,556 CARLOS: Oh, my God. 241 00:09:15,556 --> 00:09:16,974 You're good, Dixie. You're good. 242 00:09:16,974 --> 00:09:18,308 - She's good. [Dixie blows raspberry] 243 00:09:18,308 --> 00:09:20,519 - I did it. [Alexa cheers] 244 00:09:20,519 --> 00:09:21,395 - ♪ Bottles, bottles ♪ 245 00:09:21,770 --> 00:09:23,105 - That was, like, the smallest shot ever. 246 00:09:23,105 --> 00:09:24,147 Let's do another. No, I'm just kidding. 247 00:09:24,731 --> 00:09:25,816 CARLOS: Was that good? 248 00:09:26,316 --> 00:09:28,318 - I think right now me being 21, 249 00:09:28,318 --> 00:09:31,572 I don't know, I just don't see the problem with me 250 00:09:31,572 --> 00:09:35,325 just trying the best I can to enjoy my life. 251 00:09:35,868 --> 00:09:37,119 - Should I take a picture of my birthday cake 252 00:09:37,119 --> 00:09:38,036 with all the missing fruit? 253 00:09:39,079 --> 00:09:40,914 - Okay. ALEXA: Dixie! 254 00:09:41,331 --> 00:09:42,541 - She's, like, fine. Wait. ALEXA: Oh, my God! 255 00:09:42,541 --> 00:09:43,917 KENDALL: She's, like, a shot taker now. 256 00:09:43,917 --> 00:09:44,918 ALEXA: Oh! 257 00:09:44,918 --> 00:09:46,044 KENDALL: Oh, stop. 258 00:09:46,044 --> 00:09:47,087 [Dixie burps] 259 00:09:48,297 --> 00:09:50,674 - ♪ Tell me who fresher than me, I'll wait ♪ 260 00:09:50,674 --> 00:09:52,759 ♪ Got a couples 100s that I keep in the safe ♪ 261 00:09:52,759 --> 00:09:53,677 ♪ This is not a game ♪ 262 00:09:53,677 --> 00:09:55,179 ♪ So you know I don't play ♪ - Don't play ♪ 263 00:09:55,179 --> 00:09:56,555 - ♪ Don't play with me ♪ 264 00:09:56,555 --> 00:09:57,723 ♪ Love always turns ♪ 265 00:09:57,723 --> 00:10:01,268 - We are one hour away from launch of D'Amelio Footwear. 266 00:10:01,268 --> 00:10:02,769 - ♪ Ice in my diamonds ♪ 267 00:10:02,769 --> 00:10:03,437 ♪ Yeah ♪ 268 00:10:03,437 --> 00:10:05,480 ♪ I'm who they wanna be, yeah ♪ 269 00:10:05,480 --> 00:10:06,440 ♪ I'm who they wanna be ♪ 270 00:10:06,440 --> 00:10:06,982 ♪ Wanna be ♪ 271 00:10:06,982 --> 00:10:10,611 ♪ 272 00:10:15,699 --> 00:10:18,535 WOMAN: So, what shoes are everyone wearing tonight? 273 00:10:18,535 --> 00:10:19,912 - I don't know. 274 00:10:20,329 --> 00:10:21,997 He's not coming, right? 275 00:10:21,997 --> 00:10:23,207 ALEXA: No. - No. Okay. 276 00:10:23,207 --> 00:10:24,583 - Ruby's-- Ruby's bodyguard. 277 00:10:24,583 --> 00:10:25,501 He ain't getting through her. 278 00:10:25,501 --> 00:10:26,877 - Oh, facts. - Trust me. 279 00:10:26,877 --> 00:10:29,379 - So Landon and I are broken up. 280 00:10:29,379 --> 00:10:33,800 It's been a couple days and, you know, not great days, 281 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:36,595 but all of that needs to be put aside 282 00:10:36,595 --> 00:10:39,681 because tonight is the shoe launch party. 283 00:10:39,681 --> 00:10:42,851 It is an extremely important event 284 00:10:42,851 --> 00:10:44,645 for everyone in my family. 285 00:10:45,312 --> 00:10:46,855 There's press to be done 286 00:10:46,855 --> 00:10:51,944 and I just have to pretend like everything's fine, nothing happened. 287 00:10:51,944 --> 00:10:53,529 - Just don't think about-- Think about us being here. 288 00:10:53,529 --> 00:10:54,905 - Like, I can't stop what I'm doing. 289 00:10:54,905 --> 00:10:57,824 Like, I still have things that are going on 290 00:10:58,283 --> 00:11:00,244 that I have to be present for. 291 00:11:00,702 --> 00:11:02,788 I feel like I just don't know how to respond, 292 00:11:02,788 --> 00:11:03,705 so I'm just like kind of-- 293 00:11:04,665 --> 00:11:07,042 - I'm more scared for when it does hit me 294 00:11:07,042 --> 00:11:10,546 or if it does hit me and, like, what happens then? 295 00:11:10,546 --> 00:11:13,173 - I just hope someone's around when it hits you. 296 00:11:13,173 --> 00:11:14,091 If it hits you 297 00:11:17,594 --> 00:11:20,973 ♪ 298 00:11:20,973 --> 00:11:22,641 CHARLI: Wait. Hello, hello? 299 00:11:23,141 --> 00:11:24,393 [Charli gasps] 300 00:11:24,393 --> 00:11:25,561 Oh, my God. 301 00:11:25,561 --> 00:11:26,645 ALEXA: What happened? 302 00:11:26,645 --> 00:11:28,730 [sirens wailing] 303 00:11:31,149 --> 00:11:32,693 GREG: [over phone] Hey, man, we're down the street. 304 00:11:32,693 --> 00:11:34,069 We were about to shoot a scene with Dixie 305 00:11:34,069 --> 00:11:37,197 and she's had one of her seizures or something. 306 00:11:37,197 --> 00:11:38,323 She's on the ground. 307 00:11:38,323 --> 00:11:39,950 She looks like she's in another planet. 308 00:11:39,950 --> 00:11:41,201 She's not speaking. 309 00:11:41,201 --> 00:11:43,120 So Hulu immediately called an ambulance. 310 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:44,246 Okay. 311 00:11:44,246 --> 00:11:46,039 Marc is on his way. 312 00:11:46,039 --> 00:11:48,083 [siren wailing] 313 00:11:48,959 --> 00:11:49,793 [gasps] 314 00:11:49,793 --> 00:11:53,797 ♪ 315 00:11:55,591 --> 00:11:59,052 [siren wailing] 316 00:11:59,052 --> 00:12:02,556 ♪ 317 00:12:02,556 --> 00:12:04,266 [horn blares] 318 00:12:04,266 --> 00:12:05,809 [wailing continues] 319 00:12:05,809 --> 00:12:08,729 ♪ 320 00:12:08,729 --> 00:12:10,981 MARC: I just got a call that Dixie had a seizure 321 00:12:10,981 --> 00:12:13,442 right down the street from our office. 322 00:12:13,442 --> 00:12:14,818 As I'm running down, 323 00:12:14,818 --> 00:12:16,904 I'm thinking, "Oh, my God, is she banging her head? 324 00:12:16,904 --> 00:12:17,946 "Who's with her? 325 00:12:17,946 --> 00:12:19,740 "Is she alone? What's it like?" 326 00:12:19,740 --> 00:12:21,200 It was, it was-- 327 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:22,784 It's heart-wrenching. 328 00:12:23,410 --> 00:12:24,411 And terrifying. 329 00:12:37,341 --> 00:12:39,259 [indistinct chatter] 330 00:12:47,476 --> 00:12:49,061 MARC: It's not the first time she's had a seizure, 331 00:12:49,061 --> 00:12:51,647 but I don't think a parent could ever get used to that phone call. 332 00:12:51,647 --> 00:12:54,191 I've seen it and it's scary, and, so I'm, 333 00:12:55,484 --> 00:12:56,235 I'm thinking the worst. 334 00:12:56,235 --> 00:13:00,948 ♪ 335 00:13:18,173 --> 00:13:21,301 ♪ 336 00:13:21,301 --> 00:13:23,220 [inaudible dialogue] 337 00:13:23,220 --> 00:13:28,058 ♪ 338 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:37,067 CHARLI: She was driving and she, like, had to pull over 339 00:13:37,067 --> 00:13:38,569 'cause she wasn't feeling good. WOMAN 1: Did she vomit? 340 00:13:38,569 --> 00:13:40,153 WOMAN 2: Yeah. - She even said-- 341 00:13:40,153 --> 00:13:42,155 'Cause when she drove me here, 342 00:13:42,155 --> 00:13:44,199 she was like, "Yeah, I really don't feel good. 343 00:13:44,199 --> 00:13:45,242 Can you get me a Red Bull?" 344 00:13:45,242 --> 00:13:46,368 And I was like, "Okay." 345 00:13:46,368 --> 00:13:47,661 - That's bad. 346 00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:50,497 ♪ 347 00:14:01,175 --> 00:14:03,510 [sirens wailing] 348 00:14:03,510 --> 00:14:06,680 ♪ 349 00:14:06,680 --> 00:14:07,890 DIXIE: I was driving to go film 350 00:14:07,890 --> 00:14:12,895 and I'm, like, feel my chest getting really heavy. 351 00:14:12,895 --> 00:14:15,647 Just felt like there's something wrong with my body 352 00:14:15,647 --> 00:14:17,441 and I felt scared. 353 00:14:17,441 --> 00:14:19,860 I just thought I was, like, shutting down. 354 00:14:20,736 --> 00:14:23,614 In high school, I got diagnosed with PNES, 355 00:14:23,614 --> 00:14:25,866 which is psychogenic nonepileptic seizures, 356 00:14:25,866 --> 00:14:30,370 which is basically kind of a physical symptom of anxiety. 357 00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:34,666 I haven't had a seizure since, like, 2017. 358 00:14:34,666 --> 00:14:36,168 MARC: We've been through this before. 359 00:14:36,168 --> 00:14:39,838 We know that because she has psychogenic nonepileptic seizures, 360 00:14:39,838 --> 00:14:42,216 we rule out epilepsy right off the bat 361 00:14:42,216 --> 00:14:43,634 where when you go to a hospital, 362 00:14:43,634 --> 00:14:45,219 they want to check for epilepsy, 363 00:14:45,219 --> 00:14:47,554 so they wanna put you on a machine. 364 00:14:47,554 --> 00:14:49,848 And we went through countless seizures 365 00:14:49,848 --> 00:14:52,726 with her being on a machine with nothing that registered. 366 00:14:52,726 --> 00:14:56,146 So we asked to be discharged. 367 00:14:56,146 --> 00:14:58,690 ♪ 368 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:01,068 ALEXA: Did she? 369 00:15:01,068 --> 00:15:02,402 - She posted two things. - In the hospital? 370 00:15:02,402 --> 00:15:06,823 - Like, I thought you were, like, having a medical emergency. 371 00:15:06,823 --> 00:15:09,493 She's like, she doesn't care. 372 00:15:09,493 --> 00:15:11,954 And I feel like it's a little scary. 373 00:15:11,954 --> 00:15:13,455 ♪ Final Teardrop by Rupert Pope, Giles Palmer & Eller playing ♪ 374 00:15:13,455 --> 00:15:17,125 - ♪ Turn and face the storm ♪ 375 00:15:17,125 --> 00:15:21,338 ♪ 376 00:15:21,338 --> 00:15:23,173 CHARLI: Going into the shoe launch party. 377 00:15:23,173 --> 00:15:25,384 - Come over here, let's find the publicists. 378 00:15:25,384 --> 00:15:26,677 CHARLI: Going through a lot emotionally, 379 00:15:26,677 --> 00:15:27,886 like, going through a breakup. 380 00:15:27,886 --> 00:15:30,180 And then, Dixie, just had a seizure. 381 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:34,560 - She was dehydrated? 382 00:15:34,560 --> 00:15:35,394 PUBLICIST: She was dehydrated. 383 00:15:36,019 --> 00:15:38,021 - I had all these questions for you 384 00:15:38,021 --> 00:15:40,524 to ask your sister tonight and for her to ask you 385 00:15:40,524 --> 00:15:41,984 and she's not here now. 386 00:15:41,984 --> 00:15:43,777 Tell me what happened and what's going on. 387 00:15:43,777 --> 00:15:47,155 - Yeah. She was just dehydrated and she got some fluids. 388 00:15:47,155 --> 00:15:49,324 ♪ 389 00:15:49,324 --> 00:15:50,826 The D'Amelio Footwear brand. 390 00:15:50,826 --> 00:15:54,162 It's very important for everyone in the family. 391 00:15:54,621 --> 00:15:57,040 So even if we are, like, feeling like shit, 392 00:15:57,040 --> 00:16:00,294 everything has to kind of be pushed aside 393 00:16:00,294 --> 00:16:02,421 and the second you step out there, 394 00:16:02,421 --> 00:16:03,380 it has to be, like, 395 00:16:04,298 --> 00:16:05,340 perfect. 396 00:16:05,340 --> 00:16:08,802 ♪ 397 00:16:08,802 --> 00:16:10,762 - Do you think she's gonna come? - I don't know. 398 00:16:10,762 --> 00:16:12,389 - I don't know if it's the best thing. 399 00:16:12,389 --> 00:16:14,141 - When I was at the hospital with her, 400 00:16:14,141 --> 00:16:16,143 she just, it just clicked and she's like, 401 00:16:16,143 --> 00:16:17,769 "Okay, Dad, I'm okay." 402 00:16:17,769 --> 00:16:18,896 And I was like, "Wait, what?" 403 00:16:18,896 --> 00:16:20,480 - It's very Dixie. - I know. 404 00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:21,398 ♪ 405 00:16:21,398 --> 00:16:23,609 I do not want Dixie to come tonight. 406 00:16:23,609 --> 00:16:25,360 It's-- That's why we are doing this. 407 00:16:25,360 --> 00:16:29,948 We're doing this so we don't have to depend on Charli 408 00:16:29,948 --> 00:16:31,241 or Dixie. 409 00:16:31,241 --> 00:16:32,618 HEIDI: Like, take care of yourself. 410 00:16:32,618 --> 00:16:34,620 ♪ Boogeyman by Wizardz of Oz playing ♪ 411 00:16:34,620 --> 00:16:38,290 ♪ 412 00:16:38,290 --> 00:16:41,585 - ♪ You run, run just as fast as you can ♪ 413 00:16:41,585 --> 00:16:44,755 ♪ But your heart beats hard like the kick in the band ♪ 414 00:16:44,755 --> 00:16:45,881 - Welcome to the party. 415 00:16:45,881 --> 00:16:47,090 MAN: This is, this is great, man. 416 00:16:47,090 --> 00:16:47,841 GREG: Cool, right? 417 00:16:48,509 --> 00:16:49,510 WOMAN: This is insane. 418 00:16:51,762 --> 00:16:53,764 - The big, big pump platforms. 419 00:16:55,807 --> 00:16:59,353 ♪ 420 00:16:59,353 --> 00:17:01,230 RILEY: So, how are you feeling about Landon? 421 00:17:02,856 --> 00:17:05,609 - Yeah, haven't had a second to breathe. 422 00:17:06,527 --> 00:17:09,613 With everything that's going on with Landon and Dixie, 423 00:17:09,613 --> 00:17:13,283 I'm trying to focus on all of the amazing people in my life 424 00:17:13,283 --> 00:17:15,452 and surrounding myself with that energy rather than 425 00:17:17,162 --> 00:17:20,123 dwelling on the fact that Landon's not here 426 00:17:21,708 --> 00:17:23,669 and we are not together. 427 00:17:23,669 --> 00:17:27,798 ♪ 428 00:17:33,595 --> 00:17:35,764 DIXIE: This shoe launch is very important. 429 00:17:35,764 --> 00:17:37,641 Building up to this for six months, 430 00:17:37,641 --> 00:17:38,767 it's a very big deal. 431 00:17:38,767 --> 00:17:42,020 I don't think there's anything that could get me to miss this party. 432 00:17:42,020 --> 00:17:45,357 I could be on the side of the road flopping like a fish 433 00:17:45,357 --> 00:17:47,067 and I will still be there. 434 00:17:47,067 --> 00:17:48,569 ♪ 435 00:17:48,569 --> 00:17:49,486 WOMAN: Thank you so much. - Of course. 436 00:17:49,486 --> 00:17:51,321 ♪ 437 00:17:58,537 --> 00:18:04,084 ♪ 438 00:18:04,084 --> 00:18:05,419 - Guys, don't worry. 439 00:18:06,461 --> 00:18:08,088 - You almost didn't make it. DIXIE: I know. 440 00:18:08,088 --> 00:18:09,381 - Kailey didn't think you were. 441 00:18:09,381 --> 00:18:11,091 - It was really touch-and-go for a minute there. 442 00:18:11,091 --> 00:18:14,887 CHARLI: Dixie needs to take care of herself. 443 00:18:14,887 --> 00:18:17,055 Like, I don't think she should have 444 00:18:17,848 --> 00:18:19,766 gotten signed out of the ER. 445 00:18:20,392 --> 00:18:22,436 Yeah, you didn't keep your band on? 446 00:18:22,436 --> 00:18:23,604 ♪ 447 00:18:23,604 --> 00:18:25,105 You should have. I would've. 448 00:18:25,105 --> 00:18:27,900 The thing is she doesn't take anything seriously, 449 00:18:27,900 --> 00:18:29,443 but this is serious. 450 00:18:29,443 --> 00:18:32,404 She can't drive for, like, three to six months 451 00:18:32,404 --> 00:18:34,573 and I feel like she doesn't take it seriously 452 00:18:34,573 --> 00:18:36,992 because she doesn't want anyone else to be scared. 453 00:18:36,992 --> 00:18:39,369 But that doesn't take away from the fact 454 00:18:39,369 --> 00:18:41,788 that, like, something really bad could have happened 455 00:18:41,788 --> 00:18:44,791 and she needs to make sure that she's doing everything she can 456 00:18:45,250 --> 00:18:47,294 so this does not happen again. 457 00:18:58,555 --> 00:19:02,017 ♪ 458 00:19:21,453 --> 00:19:22,788 [cheers] 459 00:19:22,788 --> 00:19:24,498 ♪ 460 00:19:27,334 --> 00:19:29,127 ♪ 461 00:19:29,127 --> 00:19:30,963 - ♪ So I'ma make history ♪ 462 00:19:30,963 --> 00:19:33,465 ♪ 463 00:19:36,844 --> 00:19:42,850 ♪ 464 00:19:42,850 --> 00:19:44,017 - Hi. 465 00:19:44,685 --> 00:19:45,978 - Hi. 466 00:19:46,562 --> 00:19:47,980 DIXIE: You like your swing set? 467 00:19:47,980 --> 00:19:49,773 ♪ 468 00:19:49,773 --> 00:19:52,484 - I sat on this for, like, an hour and a half yesterday. 469 00:19:53,235 --> 00:19:54,945 - Is it safe? CHARLI: Hmm. 470 00:19:55,571 --> 00:19:56,530 Debatable. 471 00:19:58,198 --> 00:19:59,867 - How are you feeling? 472 00:19:59,867 --> 00:20:01,368 - I'm good. 473 00:20:01,368 --> 00:20:02,536 How are you? 474 00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:04,788 - Not great. 475 00:20:05,831 --> 00:20:07,457 I just feel like something's wrong with me 476 00:20:07,457 --> 00:20:08,876 and I don't know what it is. 477 00:20:09,668 --> 00:20:10,627 Kinda scared. 478 00:20:11,420 --> 00:20:13,088 I just get dizzy and fall. 479 00:20:14,506 --> 00:20:15,424 - And convulse. 480 00:20:15,424 --> 00:20:16,800 - And convulse. 481 00:20:16,800 --> 00:20:20,512 - And get taken to the ER and then go to a footwear party. 482 00:20:21,763 --> 00:20:23,515 - Yeah, I made a lot of bad decisions. 483 00:20:23,515 --> 00:20:24,808 I don't know what to tell you. 484 00:20:24,808 --> 00:20:27,978 The seizures came from many different things. 485 00:20:27,978 --> 00:20:31,607 Lack of sleep, dehydration, caffeine. 486 00:20:31,607 --> 00:20:33,525 It was just kind of like a perfect storm 487 00:20:33,525 --> 00:20:37,196 and I don't think I should have gone to the footwear party. 488 00:20:37,196 --> 00:20:41,867 I should have been in bed and not done anything. 489 00:20:42,784 --> 00:20:46,079 - Dixie, I'm gonna tell you something as your sister. 490 00:20:47,164 --> 00:20:48,248 You're so scary. 491 00:20:48,832 --> 00:20:50,459 - I'm scary? CHARLI: So scary. 492 00:20:50,459 --> 00:20:53,295 DIXIE: I say all the time, I'm shocked I haven't died yet, but-- 493 00:20:53,295 --> 00:20:54,963 - Like, genuinely. 494 00:20:54,963 --> 00:20:57,341 And that's, like, like a yeah. 495 00:20:57,341 --> 00:20:59,593 ♪ 496 00:20:59,593 --> 00:21:00,719 But that's not good. 497 00:21:00,719 --> 00:21:02,387 - I make a lot of crazy decisions. 498 00:21:02,387 --> 00:21:04,473 - And I want you to live a long life. 499 00:21:04,473 --> 00:21:05,766 - Well, thanks. 500 00:21:05,766 --> 00:21:08,602 - You need someone to, like, handcuff you to your bed 501 00:21:08,602 --> 00:21:11,396 with water and vegetables. DIXIE: So I don't do anything? 502 00:21:12,189 --> 00:21:14,775 - And eating a pizza every day for two months 503 00:21:14,775 --> 00:21:16,068 isn't a good thing. 504 00:21:16,568 --> 00:21:19,488 DIXIE: I feel like I'm always talking about prioritizing my health 505 00:21:19,488 --> 00:21:23,116 and, like, now being a wise 21-year-old, 506 00:21:23,116 --> 00:21:26,119 I just realize, like, I just need to take a little break 507 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:27,704 and take better care of myself. 508 00:21:28,205 --> 00:21:29,998 I'm so sad I'm missing prom. 509 00:21:30,499 --> 00:21:31,750 How's Landon? 510 00:21:31,750 --> 00:21:33,752 ♪ 511 00:21:33,752 --> 00:21:35,712 - We talked yesterday 512 00:21:35,712 --> 00:21:40,634 and... I mean, we're broken up completely. 513 00:21:40,634 --> 00:21:41,343 It sucks. 514 00:21:41,343 --> 00:21:43,387 We had a very tough conversation. 515 00:21:43,387 --> 00:21:48,725 We both need to, to grow up and be independent 516 00:21:48,725 --> 00:21:50,477 and not rely on each other. 517 00:21:50,477 --> 00:21:52,104 - You guys are very codependent. 518 00:21:52,604 --> 00:21:55,774 So what about the giant flowers that are in the kitchen? 519 00:21:56,525 --> 00:21:59,111 CHARLI: Like, I get what he's trying to do. DIXIE: Like, I-- I know. 520 00:22:00,571 --> 00:22:03,448 - We'll see if maybe in a month or two months 521 00:22:03,448 --> 00:22:04,992 or whatever it is, 522 00:22:04,992 --> 00:22:07,327 we wanna have a conversation. 523 00:22:07,327 --> 00:22:09,621 But that's also, I told him, I was, like, 524 00:22:09,621 --> 00:22:11,790 "You need to give me my space." 525 00:22:12,207 --> 00:22:15,836 Right now, I'm definitely focusing on myself. 526 00:22:15,836 --> 00:22:20,549 I've had a lot of change that I can stick up for myself 527 00:22:20,549 --> 00:22:23,552 and not let people walk all over me. 528 00:22:23,552 --> 00:22:27,181 And it's important for me to kind of protect 529 00:22:27,181 --> 00:22:28,515 my own mental health 530 00:22:28,515 --> 00:22:32,519 and not let work or a public relationship 531 00:22:33,312 --> 00:22:34,396 get in the way of that. 532 00:22:35,105 --> 00:22:36,899 I'm just too pretty for all this. 533 00:22:36,899 --> 00:22:37,441 [Dixie chuckles] 534 00:22:37,441 --> 00:22:39,985 - Love you. - Love you. 535 00:22:39,985 --> 00:22:44,615 ♪ 536 00:22:50,329 --> 00:22:53,332 - I still feel kinda loopy, like brain fog. 537 00:22:54,541 --> 00:22:57,377 So sadly I'm going to be missing this prom 538 00:22:57,377 --> 00:22:59,880 because I had a seizure yesterday 539 00:22:59,880 --> 00:23:02,382 and I'm just not feeling too well. 540 00:23:02,382 --> 00:23:03,967 I wish I could be there for Charli 541 00:23:03,967 --> 00:23:05,886 because I love seeing her around her friends 542 00:23:05,886 --> 00:23:07,471 and doing these fun little things 543 00:23:07,471 --> 00:23:10,516 that kind of make up for some of the things she's missed. 544 00:23:11,058 --> 00:23:12,309 I want her to shine. 545 00:23:12,309 --> 00:23:15,437 I don't get why you have to drink water every day. 546 00:23:16,313 --> 00:23:17,397 [laughter] 547 00:23:17,397 --> 00:23:18,899 I'm, like, serious. 548 00:23:18,899 --> 00:23:20,901 MAN: And not just some, like a good amount. 549 00:23:20,901 --> 00:23:22,194 CHARLI: I don't know how you don't like water. 550 00:23:22,194 --> 00:23:24,988 - I like it, but it's just like every day. 551 00:23:24,988 --> 00:23:26,406 Like, I could drink so much water one day 552 00:23:26,406 --> 00:23:29,284 and you're telling me that doesn't carry over, like, a little bit. 553 00:23:29,284 --> 00:23:31,578 Like, why is my pee always orange? 554 00:23:31,578 --> 00:23:33,455 [laughter] 555 00:23:33,455 --> 00:23:34,706 WOMAN 1: Ew. WOMAN 2: It's probably not so bad. 556 00:23:34,706 --> 00:23:36,542 - It's not orange, it's just very dark yellow. 557 00:23:36,542 --> 00:23:37,417 [laughter] 558 00:23:37,417 --> 00:23:38,919 WOMAN: And it probably stinks. 559 00:23:38,919 --> 00:23:41,129 - No it doesn't, actually. 560 00:23:41,129 --> 00:23:42,422 - What the [bleep]? 561 00:23:42,422 --> 00:23:44,842 Dixie, you're gonna die if you don't drink water. 562 00:23:44,842 --> 00:23:46,051 I'm drinking water. 563 00:23:47,469 --> 00:23:49,429 - My ex-boyfriend used to fill up my water bottle. 564 00:23:55,060 --> 00:23:56,228 - Did you see your flowers? 565 00:23:56,728 --> 00:23:57,771 - From where? 566 00:23:57,771 --> 00:23:58,814 AMANDA: I didn't read the card. 567 00:23:58,814 --> 00:24:00,649 WOMAN: Read it, Amanda. MAN: Can I read it? Can I read it? 568 00:24:00,649 --> 00:24:01,733 DIXIE: Wait. - Can I read it? 569 00:24:01,733 --> 00:24:02,901 - Wait, no. Bring it to me. 570 00:24:03,527 --> 00:24:04,778 Who do we think it's from? 571 00:24:04,778 --> 00:24:05,988 [laughter] 572 00:24:08,740 --> 00:24:10,033 WOMAN: Is it your dad? 573 00:24:10,033 --> 00:24:10,784 MAN: No. 574 00:24:12,077 --> 00:24:13,287 Who's it from? AMANDA: Who's it from? 575 00:24:14,329 --> 00:24:16,123 - No [bleep] way. 576 00:24:16,123 --> 00:24:18,000 ♪ 577 00:24:20,794 --> 00:24:22,171 MAN: Who's it from? AMANDA: Who's it from? 578 00:24:23,005 --> 00:24:24,631 - No [bleep] way. 579 00:24:25,048 --> 00:24:26,967 That's so nice. 580 00:24:26,967 --> 00:24:28,177 MAN: The basketball player? 581 00:24:29,261 --> 00:24:31,513 - No, Josh Richards. 582 00:24:31,513 --> 00:24:32,431 ♪ 583 00:24:32,431 --> 00:24:33,682 WOMAN: That's sweet. 584 00:24:34,725 --> 00:24:37,060 MAN: Where's he at the-- on the list of seven? 585 00:24:37,060 --> 00:24:38,312 WOMAN: Such an instigator. 586 00:24:38,312 --> 00:24:39,479 - Stop! 587 00:24:39,479 --> 00:24:40,731 - The total roster. 588 00:24:41,273 --> 00:24:43,942 DIXIE: I am not romantically involved with Josh Richards. 589 00:24:43,942 --> 00:24:46,195 Even though I'm a little annoyed 590 00:24:46,195 --> 00:24:49,448 with how Josh handled the rumors or whatever. 591 00:24:49,448 --> 00:24:50,574 Um-- 592 00:24:51,366 --> 00:24:54,620 I'm not gonna let that change our friendship or the podcast 593 00:24:54,620 --> 00:24:56,205 because I still think it's a really good idea 594 00:24:56,205 --> 00:24:58,081 and would be fun to do together. 595 00:24:58,540 --> 00:25:01,543 We're just friends. Like, we're-- Josh and I are actually just friends. 596 00:25:01,543 --> 00:25:03,921 - I mean, but who friend-zoned who is the better question? 597 00:25:03,921 --> 00:25:05,172 - He's friend-zoned me. 598 00:25:05,172 --> 00:25:07,299 [laughter] 599 00:25:07,299 --> 00:25:10,135 ♪ 600 00:25:10,135 --> 00:25:11,762 CHARLI: Whose is this? 601 00:25:22,147 --> 00:25:22,940 AMANDA: Okay. 602 00:25:26,193 --> 00:25:27,361 CHARLI: I'm at a point in my life 603 00:25:27,361 --> 00:25:29,029 where I really want to figure out 604 00:25:29,029 --> 00:25:32,783 how to balance my work life a little bit more. 605 00:25:33,283 --> 00:25:36,745 And this prom is definitely priority. 606 00:25:37,162 --> 00:25:40,082 DIXIE: I love how prom was Landon's idea 607 00:25:40,082 --> 00:25:41,583 and then he's outta the picture. 608 00:25:41,583 --> 00:25:44,336 - We're doing prom and we want you to come. 609 00:25:47,089 --> 00:25:49,758 - Prom was Landon's idea originally, 610 00:25:49,758 --> 00:25:52,636 but we're gonna do it anyways. 611 00:25:52,636 --> 00:25:54,304 I just wanna hang out with my girls. 612 00:25:54,721 --> 00:25:56,431 Make stupid decisions. 613 00:25:56,431 --> 00:25:59,685 Friend prom with the girlies. 614 00:25:59,685 --> 00:26:00,769 - ♪ Now I know it ♪ 615 00:26:00,769 --> 00:26:02,980 ♪ 616 00:26:02,980 --> 00:26:04,731 ♪ Well, I've been waiting for the night so long ♪ 617 00:26:04,731 --> 00:26:06,608 CHARLI: I just have to put my, uh, dress on. 618 00:26:06,608 --> 00:26:08,610 WOMAN: Should I go black or should I go the blue? 619 00:26:08,610 --> 00:26:12,698 - You can do the black and we can be, like, in mourning my relationship. 620 00:26:12,698 --> 00:26:15,492 ♪ 621 00:26:15,492 --> 00:26:16,702 HEIDI: Knock, knock. 622 00:26:16,702 --> 00:26:18,120 DIXIE: Oh, hi, Mom. 623 00:26:19,079 --> 00:26:20,497 - No fever? 624 00:26:20,497 --> 00:26:21,582 MARC: Doesn't she feel a little warm? 625 00:26:21,582 --> 00:26:23,000 - Yeah, she feels a little warm. 626 00:26:25,377 --> 00:26:26,545 Yeah, you do feel warm. 627 00:26:27,087 --> 00:26:28,714 MARC: They took your temperature in the hospital. 628 00:26:28,714 --> 00:26:29,840 DIXIE: They said I was fine. 629 00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:33,343 I feel like my brain is disconnected from my, like, brain. 630 00:26:34,178 --> 00:26:35,637 - So you're ditching prom, I hope. 631 00:26:35,637 --> 00:26:36,805 - Yeah. 632 00:26:36,805 --> 00:26:38,473 - You've been to prom already, right? 633 00:26:38,473 --> 00:26:39,600 - Wait, you're not going to prom? 634 00:26:40,809 --> 00:26:43,770 - She doesn't feel good! 635 00:26:43,770 --> 00:26:46,148 - But it's a once-in-a-lifetime experience. 636 00:26:47,232 --> 00:26:48,859 - Oh, then never mind. 637 00:26:48,859 --> 00:26:51,945 DIXIE: Overall, my biggest concern is just being healthy. 638 00:26:51,945 --> 00:26:54,489 I feel like you don't really 639 00:26:55,782 --> 00:27:00,162 actually start trying to help yourself until you hit rock bottom. 640 00:27:00,162 --> 00:27:02,122 And so being in a scary situation 641 00:27:02,122 --> 00:27:04,791 has made me wanna start helping myself 642 00:27:04,791 --> 00:27:06,960 because I am worth it, 643 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:09,671 but I am still figuring it out. 644 00:27:10,380 --> 00:27:11,423 I saw the light. 645 00:27:12,633 --> 00:27:14,218 - First of all-- - It was really warm. 646 00:27:14,218 --> 00:27:16,303 - First of all-- - Oh, it's warm where you're going? 647 00:27:17,513 --> 00:27:19,556 [women cheer] 648 00:27:19,556 --> 00:27:20,682 [indistinct chatter] 649 00:27:20,682 --> 00:27:22,476 [cheering] MAN: Wow! 650 00:27:22,476 --> 00:27:25,854 ♪ 651 00:27:25,854 --> 00:27:26,772 - She's coming. 652 00:27:26,772 --> 00:27:28,774 [all whooping and cheering] 653 00:27:28,774 --> 00:27:34,154 ♪ 654 00:27:34,154 --> 00:27:35,447 WOMAN: Char. 655 00:27:35,447 --> 00:27:36,532 You look pretty. 656 00:27:36,532 --> 00:27:40,410 ♪ 657 00:27:40,410 --> 00:27:41,995 - Have fun at prom, everyone. 658 00:27:42,621 --> 00:27:45,082 HEIDI: Dixie, get in the prom pics just like that. 659 00:27:45,082 --> 00:27:46,166 [laughter] 660 00:27:46,708 --> 00:27:49,962 - Don't think I've ever loved anyone the way I love you and Mom and Dad. 661 00:27:50,921 --> 00:27:51,922 - I love you. 662 00:27:51,922 --> 00:27:53,507 DIXIE: I love you, too. - From the bottom of my heart. 663 00:27:54,675 --> 00:27:56,927 And you know what stayed consistent through all this? 664 00:27:58,554 --> 00:27:59,304 Dixie. 665 00:28:00,597 --> 00:28:02,432 - Thank you. Give me some freakin' credit. - She's been there-- 666 00:28:02,432 --> 00:28:03,976 CHARLI: She's been there I needed it. 667 00:28:03,976 --> 00:28:05,602 DIXIE: It's fine, guys. I'll be fine. 668 00:28:05,602 --> 00:28:06,812 Whatever. 669 00:28:06,812 --> 00:28:07,479 WOMAN: Bye. 670 00:28:08,063 --> 00:28:09,147 [Dixie sighs deeply] 671 00:28:09,147 --> 00:28:10,899 MARC: Dixie. WOMAN: Yeah. 672 00:28:10,899 --> 00:28:12,943 - This was a freakin' year. 673 00:28:12,943 --> 00:28:14,361 That was crazy. 674 00:28:14,778 --> 00:28:17,739 I cried so much this season, it's disgusting. 675 00:28:17,739 --> 00:28:18,824 It's very obvious, 676 00:28:18,824 --> 00:28:21,285 I was working through a lot of thoughts and emotions. 677 00:28:21,994 --> 00:28:22,953 I'm gonna look back on it and be like, 678 00:28:22,953 --> 00:28:24,413 "Oh, you're being such an idiot." 679 00:28:25,205 --> 00:28:29,042 But all those tears brought us to where we are today 680 00:28:29,042 --> 00:28:31,295 and I feel like my whole family's, like, in a good place now. 681 00:28:31,920 --> 00:28:33,630 Are you proud of me? MARC: So proud of you. 682 00:28:34,173 --> 00:28:35,757 DIXIE: And now I need to focus on 683 00:28:36,383 --> 00:28:40,053 drinking water or not drinking so much caffeine and getting rest. 684 00:28:40,053 --> 00:28:41,555 It catches up to you. 685 00:28:41,555 --> 00:28:42,472 Your parents are right. 686 00:28:43,098 --> 00:28:44,683 MARC: Over the last six months, 687 00:28:44,683 --> 00:28:47,102 we found a newfound appreciation for the four of us 688 00:28:47,102 --> 00:28:51,773 and how important we are to each other and how important family is. 689 00:28:51,773 --> 00:28:53,358 HEIDI: We were always close, 690 00:28:53,358 --> 00:28:57,404 but when one person is not feeling at their best 691 00:28:57,404 --> 00:29:00,657 or going through something, the others are supporting. 692 00:29:00,657 --> 00:29:01,992 ♪ 693 00:29:01,992 --> 00:29:07,164 At the same time, I want them to be able to make boundaries for themselves. 694 00:29:07,164 --> 00:29:10,250 Even if it's against their own family members. 695 00:29:10,250 --> 00:29:12,002 CHARLI: You wanna be my date? 696 00:29:12,711 --> 00:29:14,505 MARC: This year, it was a learning experience. 697 00:29:14,505 --> 00:29:16,840 And what I want for myself 698 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:20,219 is to be able to appreciate everything, 699 00:29:20,219 --> 00:29:21,845 and that's what I want for the girls. 700 00:29:21,845 --> 00:29:22,596 Appreciate the experience, 701 00:29:22,596 --> 00:29:23,805 appreciate each other 702 00:29:24,431 --> 00:29:27,976 and all the things we're blessed to have. 703 00:29:27,976 --> 00:29:30,145 CHARLI: [squeals] Oh, my God! MARC: Look at that. 704 00:29:30,145 --> 00:29:31,647 HEIDI: That was so much fun. 705 00:29:31,647 --> 00:29:32,523 Love you. 706 00:29:32,523 --> 00:29:34,066 ♪ 707 00:29:34,066 --> 00:29:35,317 - You guys are gonna have a blast. 708 00:29:35,317 --> 00:29:37,611 - How'd the rest of the footwear sales go? 709 00:29:37,611 --> 00:29:41,281 - It's great. Selling only right shoes today. 710 00:29:41,740 --> 00:29:43,116 Tomorrow we're selling the left. 711 00:29:43,116 --> 00:29:44,326 - Only left. Got it. 712 00:29:44,326 --> 00:29:45,827 Makes sense. 713 00:29:45,827 --> 00:29:46,745 ♪ 714 00:29:46,745 --> 00:29:50,457 ♪ upbeat music playing ♪ 715 00:29:55,337 --> 00:29:57,506 - Whoa! This is so cute. 716 00:29:57,506 --> 00:29:59,424 - Oh, my God! 717 00:29:59,424 --> 00:30:00,801 [indistinct chatter] 718 00:30:00,801 --> 00:30:05,013 ♪ 719 00:30:13,730 --> 00:30:15,566 CHARLI: I'm really doing my best 720 00:30:15,566 --> 00:30:17,568 not to think about the breakup while at prom. 721 00:30:17,568 --> 00:30:20,904 Kind of just focusing on having my friends here. 722 00:30:20,904 --> 00:30:23,740 - ♪ I wanna go ♪ 723 00:30:23,740 --> 00:30:25,075 WOMAN 1: Oh, my God. WOMAN 2: Oh, my! 724 00:30:25,075 --> 00:30:26,368 ♪ 725 00:30:26,368 --> 00:30:27,494 [woman laughs] 726 00:30:28,620 --> 00:30:31,498 - ♪ I wanna go ♪ 727 00:30:31,498 --> 00:30:32,708 ♪ Hey, hey ♪ 728 00:30:32,708 --> 00:30:36,837 ♪ 729 00:30:36,837 --> 00:30:38,630 PHOTOGRAPHER: Do a Charlie's Angels pose. 730 00:30:38,630 --> 00:30:40,382 ♪ 731 00:30:40,382 --> 00:30:41,967 - ♪ Yeah, until the sun burns out ♪ 732 00:30:41,967 --> 00:30:43,594 ♪ Huh, until the wheels fall off ♪ 733 00:30:44,761 --> 00:30:47,389 ♪ 734 00:30:53,478 --> 00:30:54,354 WOMAN: Monday? 735 00:30:55,063 --> 00:30:56,398 CHARLI: I've decided, 736 00:30:56,398 --> 00:30:59,401 I'm not gonna be putting the breakup on the Internet 737 00:30:59,401 --> 00:31:03,071 because I think that it just disrupts 738 00:31:03,906 --> 00:31:05,699 the healing process that you're going through. 739 00:31:05,699 --> 00:31:09,203 It's so much easier to put stuff out 740 00:31:09,203 --> 00:31:10,329 after you've already dealt with it. 741 00:31:10,954 --> 00:31:13,081 No matter what, we still have respect for each other. 742 00:31:13,081 --> 00:31:15,751 I think we both are so young 743 00:31:15,751 --> 00:31:17,920 and have so much to learn about ourselves. 744 00:31:18,420 --> 00:31:21,673 It's important for me to be completely independent 745 00:31:21,673 --> 00:31:26,261 and thriving without having a boyfriend. 746 00:31:26,261 --> 00:31:28,847 MARKELL: If everybody can make their way to the floor, 747 00:31:28,847 --> 00:31:32,893 so we can announce prom king and queen. 748 00:31:32,893 --> 00:31:35,938 The stakes were high. We had a lot of votes. 749 00:31:35,938 --> 00:31:37,981 It was really close. 750 00:31:37,981 --> 00:31:40,609 It was like just too many people that slayed. 751 00:31:40,609 --> 00:31:44,905 So give me a drum roll for the first queen 752 00:31:44,905 --> 00:31:46,949 to make her way to the stage. 753 00:31:47,491 --> 00:31:48,951 Drum roll, please. 754 00:31:48,951 --> 00:31:50,494 ♪ imitating drum roll ♪ 755 00:31:50,953 --> 00:31:52,162 Markell had nine votes. 756 00:31:52,162 --> 00:31:54,873 Thank you, thank you, thank you. 757 00:31:54,873 --> 00:31:55,958 Okay. 758 00:31:56,625 --> 00:31:58,585 And the second place queen, 759 00:31:58,585 --> 00:32:00,838 who's not as cool as the first place. 760 00:32:00,838 --> 00:32:03,549 We have Miss Charli D'Amelio as prom queen. 761 00:32:03,549 --> 00:32:06,218 [cheering] 762 00:32:07,010 --> 00:32:09,638 Seven votes. Not as much as me. I had nine. 763 00:32:09,638 --> 00:32:10,973 - I voted for myself twice. 764 00:32:10,973 --> 00:32:13,725 - Oh, Charli voted for herself twice, so actually five. 765 00:32:14,351 --> 00:32:15,811 But she still beat Chad. 766 00:32:15,811 --> 00:32:16,895 [cheering] 767 00:32:16,895 --> 00:32:20,649 - ♪ There's nothing going on, get in my car ♪ 768 00:32:20,649 --> 00:32:21,608 ♪ 769 00:32:21,608 --> 00:32:24,945 ♪ We've got to make something happen ♪ 770 00:32:27,281 --> 00:32:28,490 MARKELL: Right. 771 00:32:28,490 --> 00:32:30,617 ♪ Why did we go out ♪ 772 00:32:31,743 --> 00:32:36,707 CHARLI: I am very, very lucky to have this life 773 00:32:36,707 --> 00:32:38,667 and the family that I have. 774 00:32:39,126 --> 00:32:41,837 But I'm growing up 775 00:32:41,837 --> 00:32:45,966 and I need to figure out, like, being a celebrity 776 00:32:45,966 --> 00:32:48,594 and also be myself. 777 00:32:48,594 --> 00:32:50,012 - ♪ I'll never give it up ♪ 778 00:32:50,012 --> 00:32:51,221 ♪ 779 00:32:51,221 --> 00:32:52,806 ♪ I'll never give it up, huh ♪ 780 00:32:52,806 --> 00:32:54,016 ♪ I'll never give it up ♪ 781 00:32:54,016 --> 00:32:55,726 ♪ 782 00:32:55,726 --> 00:32:57,811 CHARLI: When I was 16 years old 783 00:32:57,811 --> 00:33:01,148 with millions and millions of eyes on me, 784 00:33:01,148 --> 00:33:04,359 I was really struggling 785 00:33:04,359 --> 00:33:07,988 having people watch and care 786 00:33:07,988 --> 00:33:09,406 what you do and who you are. 787 00:33:09,406 --> 00:33:13,243 It's, like, I don't know if I'll ever get used to that, 788 00:33:13,243 --> 00:33:17,539 but now I feel like I'm more in the driver's seat of my life. 789 00:33:17,539 --> 00:33:21,793 And I feel like in a way it's me finding myself again 790 00:33:22,419 --> 00:33:27,883 and I am really getting back to that person 791 00:33:27,883 --> 00:33:30,260 that I was before all of this started. 792 00:33:30,260 --> 00:33:32,846 - ♪ I still want the long nights ♪ 793 00:33:32,846 --> 00:33:37,726 ♪ Dancing with my drunk friends at the dead end ♪ 794 00:33:37,726 --> 00:33:39,561 ♪ I'll never give it up ♪ 795 00:33:39,561 --> 00:33:41,939 ♪ Nothing made me so wise ♪ 796 00:33:41,939 --> 00:33:46,401 ♪ Dancing with my drunk friends at the dead end ♪ 797 00:33:46,401 --> 00:33:48,070 ♪ I'll never give it up ♪ 798 00:33:48,529 --> 00:33:50,239 ♪ I'll never give it up, huh ♪ 799 00:33:50,906 --> 00:33:52,074 ♪ I'll never give it up ♪ 800 00:33:53,075 --> 00:33:54,701 ♪ I'll never give it up, huh ♪ 801 00:33:54,701 --> 00:33:59,456 ♪