Previously on 90 Day The Single Life...
The news say everything OK right? Russia no come down?
With everything that's going on, it worries me to leave Alona here.
Bye.
"I'll call you tomorrow so we can talk a lot of things had happened
I don't want you to get the wrong idea."
The fact that Fabian went like radio silence on me,
is a complete mind (BLEEP).
I deserve better than that.
"Hey, this is not working for me. I don't think we're the right match."
No, I'm not dating anyone.
Pursuing women is uncharted territory for me.
But maybe I should be open to what the universe brings me.
Is Colt aware that you're actually moving to Canada?
If I left without making amends with Colt,
our whole relationship would be gone.
Y'all just need to clear the air or watch the cloud of dust.
# I wanna go deeper, deeper Deeper, deeper with you
# The deeper we go #
(IMITATING DOG BARKS)
My name is Mike.
I am 37 years old, and I am from Sequim, Washington.
Go.
Come on pup, inside.
There's been lots of changes in the past year and a half
since Natalie has left.
Come here, there's my kitty. You two guys wanna bond? Here.
After Natalie left, the house was empty it was just me.
So, what's up mother?
My mother moved in with me about six months ago.
It's good to have her around and keep an eye on things,
and it's good to have someone to socialise with at night and stuff.
She maybe old and slow but she still bites and scratches hard.
(LAUGHS)
Don't be mean to your mum. Love you, mama.
You making dinner tonight or what? I got spaghetti.
Yeah, that's what I'm talking about.
So, Natalie's gonna come up and get her things.
You decided you were gonna spring this on me?
It kind of got sprung on me too.
She said she was flying up, she asked if she could come up
and get her things. So, I was like, "Sure."
Natalie coming back here, takes a lot of nerve.
I don't like the way Natalie went about things.
She's the one that causes all the trouble,
she's the one that causes all the drama.
I did not call you a hooker. I swear I heard it.
It's another one of your lies, Natalie.
(BLEEP).
I don't know how I will feel when I see Natalie.
I hope that she minds her manners, that's all I can say.
Well, you know, Michael, I'm not real excited to see her.
I understand.
Only time I have been talking to her recently was you know,
because of all what's going on in her country.
And I'm sure she's struggling and that is really sad.
And, you know, I did send her mum, money...
You sent her mum money? ..and helped her. I did.
I reached out to Natalie and sent her mum money to get out of Ukraine.
I love Natalie's mum she speaks very little English.
You know the times we've been together
it's been just a lot of gestures and stuff.
(SPEAKING RUSSIAN)
I would, yeah, I would love some coffee.
I consider her family. The last thing I would want is
for something to happen to Natalie's mum.
That would be, would be horrific.
I do feel bad for her mum, that's for sure.
I feel horrible. But it would be nice if she just got her shit
and bolted out of here and didn't stir up stuff.
Well, I, yeah, I don't want any stirred up shit, you know?
Maybe she should use her head and start figuring shit out.
But running off wasn't figuring shit out.
Her IQ is about as big as a fart.
She's just a lying cheating scamming snake.
That's just, she just is. Yeah. You know. You know.
She has an agenda. Her coming over here and marrying Michael
that was just all, a game she was playing.
Her agenda was to get to America and that was it.
And she run off as soon as she got a chance.
I don't think she ever really fully can say that she loved him.
I would bet you a million dollars
that she probably has some regrets, you know?
I don't know if she has any hidden intentions tomorrow,
I mean, you know, I mean it's possible,
you know, she could try to woo me back, whatever.
But you know, last Friday was,
would have been our two-year wedding anniversary, you know?
It's been a while since she's been gone.
You think you'd ever take her back?
I don't know, I don't know, whatever.
There is old feelings still there, and it's hard to move past that.
Who to say someone say something and it sparks up something up
I mean it's, yeah, it's a possibility.
But I don't want my heart to get broken again.
(UPBEAT MUSIC)
# I've been thinking about you
# Every single day
# I've got something for you boy #
Tony's coming back to Las Vegas, I'm on my way to the airport.
I've only been back in Vegas a few days,
but Tony's flying in to help me pack up everything and move out.
And we're gonna get in the car and drive to Canada.
I like that little run.
Oh, my God, I missed you. I missed you too.
Oh, my gosh.
OK, we're down there. You're down there, OK.
OK, you ready?
I'm ready, it will be nice to see your house though.
I don't know, it's really a mess.
Is it, why?
Because I'm packing and everything is in disarray.
Coming down here to Vegas,
I'm really not thrilled with having to pack up a house.
However, the payoff is gonna be great.
You know, we will be together we'll be driving back to Canada.
And we get to start all over again.
Here's my house, home sweet home. OK.
So here we go. OK.
Is everything on this side yours... No. ..or is some of it Colt's?
Some of it's Colt's. Some of it's going up for sale.
And the stuff on that side?
Most of it's Colt's, some of it's mine, some of it's up for sale.
The last time I talked to Colt, we had a huge fight.
And I haven't heard from him since.
I want Colt and Tony to meet, and I wish we could solve the,
the tension and the problems between us before I move.
OK, so let's see your house.
Damn, it's sticking. Was sticking?
OK.
Here's my wolf's head I want to take. That would be nice, yes.
Let's go look upstairs.
(LAUGHS) I know it looks like a lot. Oh, it is.
No, it's not, I took everything, all the pictures down.
All the boxes are up there, are all packed.
This is gonna take a while to pack in here.
No, it's not. OK, see these.
Oh, is that what... Baby Girl. OK. Sugar.
Something's missing, oh, what's missing?
I don't know. Colt must have been in here.
OK.
Why did he take Harley?
Colt took Harley's ashes away.
Even though I knew he was gonna do it,
he should have done it the right way,
like I hand them over to him, not go in and grab him.
I have held onto Harley's ashes for 14 years.
And having him with me was sort of like a crutch.
Knowing he was in the same room, basically.
But it's time for me to move on
and I can't live that part of my past in my future.
It wouldn't be fair to Tony.
OK. (GROANS)
Now, there is probably two full days of doing nothing but packing.
I understand that. And I'm not gonna worry
about Colt stuff, I mean,
am I gonna get a chance to actually see him and meet him or...
I thought we would go to dinner maybe one night if we have time.
I have one little problem about you meeting him.
And that is? If he starts to get on my case,
you're gonna jump up and try to defend me.
Of course, I would. That's what I'm saying.
You have to kind of sit back
and let him have his little temper tantrum.
I don't want you and he to get into it,
I want you and he to be friends. Yep.
I want to show him what a wonderful, sweet person you are. OK.
But to be very honest,
whether Colt likes me or not, I really don't care.
I do. I know you do.
I don't, the only person I care about is you.
When I tell Colt I'm moving to Canada,
I'm not sure how he's gonna react.
It terrifies me that we will just get into the argument
and make things a lot worse. But we have to talk.
2 00:11:33.400 -- 00:11:36.960 align:middle line:90% position:50% # Baby I ain't got the time To try to be the perfect size
# So what you see Is what you're gonna get
# Just keep it, keep it groovy
# Keep it keep it groovy
# Just keep it keep it groovy #
Do you guys want some snackies? Yeah.
I got some crackers and apples.
Hi, babies. Hey, mum. Hi. Hi, Carly. What you guys doing?
Good job she's drawing a circle, hi, mum.
Hi, babe.
A couple of weeks ago, an old fling of mine Fabian
came to visit me, and everything was great.
He was saying all the right things,
but then Fabian stopped communicating,
and I was definitely disappointed.
You guys wanna take it to the room and colour on the bed?
It made me wonder what the point of dating even was.
And is this a sign that I should go back
and fix things with my husband.
Then I realised not every person I go on a date with
is gonna be the one. I'm gonna have to keep trying.
OK, all right I'm gonna get out of here. You look good.
Tonight, I'm going on a date with somebody
that I matched with on a dating app.
I've never gone on a date with anyone from the internet
that I don't already know in person. Like, it's a little bit scary.
You don't know who's behind the pictures.
People can pretend to be really nice and then be crazy.
(HORSE NEIGHS)
Thank you.
Hi. Oh, hey, Tiffany.
Hi, how are you? Nice to meet you. Well, nice to meet you.
Oh, my gosh, look at the horses.
These are the horses we're riding? These are, this is Ben.
I just met Ben, seems like a nice guy, so.
I'm quite excited to get him to ride.
Thank gosh, Dan,
he definitely doesn't look like a dangerous person.
Like a murderer,
because, you know, take me to the woods to ride some horses,
I feel like that's like the ideal place.
He's a comedian, he's a teacher, he dressed nice and he's cute.
Have you ever ridden before? The last time I rode a horse,
I think, I was like probably like 16.
Oh, man. Yeah, when's the last time you rode?
About three years ago. Oh, man, so you already know what you're doing.
(LAUGHTER) I'm gonna struggle to get on.
You'll be great. Yeah?
First impressions are, wow, I think she has like a killer smile.
And the fact, Tiffany was down for horseback riding,
not everyone likes to push their boundaries
and get out of their comfort zone.
So, she's checking all the boxes so far.
(HORSE NEIGHS)
I feel like my horse is kind of crazy and yours is like calm.
They were saying that they kind of feed off the energy
so maybe you were... What are you trying to say? (LAUGHTER)
This one's a little wild, so, I'm trying to be OK with it.
(LAUGHS)
It's definitely a memorable first date, wow.
I definitely think I got, I'm realising now
that I'm definitely not an outdoorsy person.
(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYS)
Got some snackies for you. Thank you, oh that's so cute.
Well, cheers to surviving... Surviving. ..horseback riding.
Surviving and thriving. Surviving and thriving.
So how long have you been doing comedy, I think that's cool.
I've been doing it for about five years now.
Have you ever used a pickup line? I've used a couple.
OK, here we go. All right.
If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together.
Oh, my God, that's so cheesy. All right, I'll give you one.
If you were the words on a piece of a paper,
you'd be what they consider fine print. (LAUGHTER)
OK, OK. So cheesy.So, when was your last serious relationship
and how long did you guys date?
Actually, I was seeing someone for about a year and a half.
There was some dishonesty and was some betrayal.
Honesty is such a big thing with me, because it's...
So, the dishonesty was not on your part?
Right, yeah it was, it was on her part. OK. What about you, yeah?
Yeah, OK, so my longest relationship,
we're currently separated working on the divorce.
Finding out that Tiffany is still married,
definitely, I mean, ideally, she wouldn't still be,
but it's also - I understand that's a process.
And also, it's, if I like you then I like all of you,
you know, I like, like the whole package.
It's been a really difficult, like six years.
I wanna find somebody who could be my soulmate
or who could be my partner in life,
and who we could like explore things together,
and learn things together.
I would like to see you again.
I don't know how, you know, how you feel about that but?
I think I definitely would love to see you again, this was awesome.
Cool. Cool.
(LAUGHTER)
Would it be OK, if I gave you a kiss on the cheek?
Of course. All right, cool. Oh, that's so sweet.
I really had an amazing time. Same here.
Dan is the perfect combination of like adventurous,
and emotional and funny. Here I got this. Oh, what a gentleman.
I do see something there.
Right have a good night. You too, drive safe, OK, bye.
Bye, see you.
(GENTLE MUSIC PLAYS)
It's been a few weeks, since I got back from Ukraine.
Alona and I have been texting every day.
But it's really not, it's really not enough.
War has already broken out and she's not sending me pictures,
I don't see any video.
I just see her saying everything is OK,
and that kind of like worries me a little bit you know?
I really wanna go deeper with her.
I was hoping to visit Alona in a few weeks,
but you know like there's nothing I can do. It's too dangerous.
Is that too hot? No, perfect. OK. How are you doing?
How is the war and everything affecting Alona?
And you know, where she's at they're really not bombing over there yet.
But like in,
in Kyiv and in other places, they're bombing really bad.
Alona left...
..because that's where her father is, in Lviv.
I just hope that she, you know, that she's safe.
Because all I want her to be is in a safe place.
Sometimes the Internet isn't working, so I don't hear for her for days.
So, I just try to message her every day
and just, you know, let her know that I'm there for her.
When I don't hear from her, I feel like that something probably
really bad has happened to her, you know?
How far away is she from Kyiv?
I think she's probably about like an hour away.
That's not far, that's scary. Yeah.
Just really messed up right now,
and it makes me feel really sad because I don't know anything,
so I'm doing everything I can do to help her right now.
I was gonna pay for her taxi to go from Lviv to Poland.
Right. But she's refused all of my help
and she just wants to stay there with her father.
Her father just doesn't wanna leave
and she doesn't wanna leave her father there by himself.
If she won't even leave Ukraine while they're getting bombed,
then what makes you think that she'll leave Ukraine to come here
and be with you?
This is the most critical time right now when she should be leaving.
There's nothing I can do,
I already asked her did she wanna leave?
I tried to help her as much as I could. Right.
This is the woman that I wanna spend the rest of my life with.
I don't know what's going on April,
sometimes I wake up like at three o'clock in the morning,
and I'm looking at my phone and I'm seeing if she's texting me.
I'll turn on the TV,
and I'll see what's going on in Ukraine, stay up for hours.
You know, I can't even sleep.
I can't imagine, you know, the fear, and the anxiety
that you're feeling worrying about her.
And I just, God knows, I can't even imagine
what she's going through. Yeah. Right.
He's worried sick about this lady
and, like, I just hope that she's gonna be OK.
But he has a tendency to fall in love really fast.
And he needs to break that cycle.
You need to also be realistic, what if it's not over soon?
Then what? I mean, where do y'all go from here?
You know, I went all the way to Ukraine to find love, you know?
And then I found it, and I just feel like
I'm gonna be right there waiting for her.
(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYS)
No one knows how long this war will go on.
Being away from her, really makes me, oh, man.
It makes me feel horrible. But what else can I do?
I mean, when you really love somebody,
all you have, in that situation you just have to sit back and wait.
If you can get through this, then you guys can get through anything.
2 00:21:55.040 -- 00:21:58.160 align:middle line:90% position:50% # And she wind and she wind And she walking through the door
# And she wind and she wind She start wind down to the floor
# And she wind and she wind
# Till the party done, done Till the party done #
My bathing suits. Cover ups, cover up.
A few days ago, I went to a party at my friend's Johnny's house.
It gave me more confidence to explore with women.
Yes.
I've always been attracted to women I've just never pursued it.
And now that I'm single, why not?
So today is my first date with a woman.
I was swiping and matched with Rebeca.
She's here on vacation,
she's fair skinned, blondish hair, blue eyes.
She's really pretty. We are going to the beach.
So, I'm just trying to figure out what bathing suit
and bathing suit cover I'm gonna wear.
I wish I knew how she was dressing.
But I don't wanna go very normal
and then she looks extra cute for the beach,
and I don't wanna get cute for the beach
and she's like, "OK, bitch I'm just in some shorts, like what?"
I am spending more time getting ready
than I did with my first date with Joel
because I'm a little bit more nervous.
Oh, my shoulders are too wide.
Like dating men I'm so comfortable with,
I'm like you're either gonna take me or not.
With women I'm like, "Are you gonna like me?"
No.
I am having the worst luck with fucking shirts right now.
My vibrator's almost always in my purse,
but I mean, you don't need toys to have sex.
But I would think they're always fun.
What makes me the most nervous today is the fact
that this is my first time being one on one with a woman,
in the intentional setting of like, sexual curiosity.
It's a totally new experience.
Hi. Hi, how are you? Good, how are you? Good.
I wanna get up for you. Hi. Hi.
Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you too.
So, I brought us some snacks. Yes. Got a couple of things to drink.
Love it, love it. Love it, love it. And I brought kites.
I swiped on Tania's profile, because she likes adventure,
it seems like she likes to travel, she's really beautiful.
You never really know what to expect on first dates,
so I'm just hoping that we can make a really good connection.
Thanks for bringing the basket, the kites.
Yeah, of course. I'm excited. I'm excited.
Do you want something to drink? Water, or a snack? Yeah, sure. Yeah?
How long have you been in Aruba for?
I've been here for three days this trip.
OK. But it's my fourth time here.
That's cool, and I feel like, I hear a couple of different accents.
(LAUGHTER)
So, I lived in Boston for seven years.
OK. But I'm originally from Kentucky. Boy. So, it kind of gets,
it gets mixed up a little bit, yeah. A little bit, OK.
(CLEARS THROAT) You're just vacation swiping, huh? Yeah.
I typically don't do that, I usually just lay back and chill,
but I figured I'd see what I could get into... Yeah. ..on this trip.
What would you say, do you have a type like, what are you attracted to?
It's a spectrum because it's like, it's also vibes, and it's like
just because there's something that like,
I know I can be attracted to. Doesn't mean it's the only thing.
So... I'm more attracted to personalities.
Kind of like you're saying like... Yeah.
..just because there's a certain type,
doesn't mean you're not open to other...
Exactly. ..other types yeah.
So, have you ever dated a girl before?
No actually.
I've never gone past kissing a woman before.
Oh, wow, OK. Is that OK?
So, I'm your, yeah...
Yeah. Nice. What made you want to swipe on women?
So, I've always been like sexually attracted to women,
but I never really like had pursued it.
So, I was married not too long ago,
I've been separated for about seven, eight months now.
And there's no reason I should wait to try or explore
what I wanna try and explore.
I think that it's amazing that Tania's exploring her sexuality.
I think that - I think everyone should do that,
so it's a beautiful thing that she's doing it now.
She just radiates, good energy,
she radiates happiness, I think she's beautiful.
Are you just into women or both?
So, the way I view it is, that sexuality is pretty fluid.
So basically, with me it's just who I build a connection with. Yeah.
And if I form that type of connection,
then I will pursue it. Yeah, love it.
Yeah, I am down to see, like, where you and I can go.
Yeah? Yeah, yeah. Oh...I am, yeah.
That like, that actually, like, makes my heart warm,
but it also like, loving your energy, loving the vibes,
but I am realising like how nervous I actually am.
I'm so nervous. No, yeah, no ease your way in.
Love it, can we cheers to that? Yes, we absolutely can.
My heart rate's gonna go down. Cheers.
(LAUGHTER)
I think Rebeca's very beautiful.
We vibe really well, and it gives me hope.
Do you feel ready? No, but go ahead.
(LAUGHTER)
I'm really hoping, we go on another date.
But I am still nervous because I have a fear of being rejected
and you know, to be let down.
So great meeting you...
It was great meeting you too. ..thank you so much for today.
Sorry.
# I got no bad word for you
# But you ain't gonna love me better than me
# You got to let me go
# Gotta let me go #
What's for dinner? I'm making pasta.
Go higher, like that.
Look. I had such a great time with Dan.
It felt good and it felt natural,
so I feel like my dating life is finally looking up.
Carly come on, gonna eat some pasta.
Hey, Tiff, how are you?
Can I video call the kids, please?
Hey, we're about to have dinner, can we call you after dinner?
Is that fine?
Something that makes it really hard to date
is the fact that my ex-Ronald,
is going to be in my life for the rest of my life.
Because we have to co-parent our children.
Look when you're done eating, we're gonna call Dada all right?
Let me see you eat like a big girl. Good job.
Lately, any time Ronald catches me on the phone
he tries to say something flirty to reel me back in.
He has tried to get back together a few times,
but I know Ronald is never gonna change,
at least not for me. I have to love myself a little more now.
Look guys. Hey, hey.
All right. How's school? Yeah, it's good.
What video games are you playing nowadays?
It's like a game where you kill monsters
with a sword and an axe.
It's really cool.
Hey, Dada, look at my braids. Look at my braids.
Beautiful. Wow.
Say bye to, Dada. Bye, Dada.
No kiss him, kiss him.
Love you, come here too, come here too, careful, careful.
Be careful don't fall.
Play nicely guys.
I'm gonna close the laptop now.
I don't know what you've been up to.
Have you? But...
Really?
(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYS)
Well, so I've gone on a few dates, if I'm gonna be honest.
That's something that I, I didn't feel comfortable sharing with you
because I know how you are. Very jealous.
Obviously, I still care about you.
I do miss you, but I don't wanna get hurt anymore.
That's the reason we separated to begin with.
It's really hard for me to move on,
you know, when we still have that,
that kind of flirting going on and all that.
Yeah, I know and I understand that and I respect that.
I mean, I just want what's good for you.
(SOMBER MUSIC PLAYS)
If he would have realised his mistakes months ago,
I think I would have been more open to fixing things.
But at this moment, I just wanna focus on healing my heart
and opening it to someone new.
You too bye, bye.
Bye.
(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYS)
# It's up to you
# All you need to do Is find the groove
# It's up to you, yeah #
So, what are you gonna do if Colt starts saying
negative things about me?
I could just stand up and leave if I want.
Just yeah, say, we have to go now, excuse us. Yep.
Tonight, Tony and I are having dinner with Vanessa and Colt.
To tell Colt I'm moving to Canada.
I think it's right up here.
I am so stressed because Colt is very unpredictable.
And also, I have not seen Vanessa since she decided to move out.
She thinks I'm interfering in their relationship,
so things could get really ugly.
Hey. Hello. Hello how are you guys? Hello, very nice to meet you.
Nice to see you. Hi.
OK, Colt, Tony.
Hello, Colt. Vanessa. Hello Tony, I'm Colt. Tony.
Hello, very nice to meet you.
How are you? I'm good, how are you guys doing?
You look good, both of you. You do too. Yeah.
My mother doesn't like to listen to me,
she thinks she knows best.
But it's very important for me that she at least doesn't make a mistake.
Garlic bread. Looks good, thank you.
Whoa. Very good.
So how you guys doing? Great.
We feel like we've known each other forever. Yeah. We love each other,
I don't know how to explain it, but we do.
So... OK. Yeah? What makes him so perfect?
Everything, he's got the - he is the calm one,
and I'm like you know crazy. (LAUGHS)
And he loves me. Yes. Would you say you love my mother, Tony?
Yes, I do love your mother. Why do you love my mum?
Yeah. It's funny we -
when you meet somebody, and you get along instantly,
and you can literally talk about anything.
And we've always gotten along. You, it's just something you know.
Yeah. OK. You seem happy.
You do seem very happy. Yeah. I am happy.
I'm really nervous to tell Colt that I'm moving up to Canada with Tony.
Because I'm afraid of how he's gonna react.
But it's now or never. Yeah.
I, we're packing up and I'm moving to Canada.
Tomorrow's our last day here.
Oh, wow. Seriously?
How long you gonna stay up there for?
Forever.
(SOFT TENSE MUSIC PLAYS)
Are you already gonna move in with him?
I'm ready to move in with him.
We believe in destiny.
Destiny? Yeah. Absolutely.
That's interesting.
I don't have a frame of reference for the type of man
that my mother should date, or be interested in.
Only my father and let me tell you, Tony is definitely not my father.
I didn't think she'd move so quickly with Tony,
but now with the distance between us,
I'm afraid my mother and I will never have a better relationship.
OK, Mum. Moving forward. Yes. You being in Canada,
I'll be in the States, lower 48 or whatever.
Well, we'd come visit, a lot and you guys come visit.
Well, I would still like to try to improve our relationship.
I would too. OK. There's options, right?
So, I would like to at least continue to have try something.
OK, that sounds good. We're probably not gonna see you again
after tonight, right now. This is it, really?
This is it. This is it.
We're not gonna see each other for a while.
For a while. You gonna miss me? Oh, my God,
I've never been away from you, of course, I'm gonna miss you.
You gonna miss me? Yeah. Yeah, a little bit? A lot.
All right. All right. All right. God, I can't get up.
All right. Give me a hug.
Very nice to meet you.
I'm really surprised that Colt is OK with me moving to Canada.
But I am concerned that he's gonna resent it.
All right.
Come on wifey. Both of you.
Bye, love you. Bye love you, guys.
(INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC PLAYS)
# I'm gonna find a way to you
# I'm gonna find a way
# I'm gonna find my way
# I'm gonna find a way to you
# I'm gonna find a way to you #
(SIGHS)
(SHIP HORN HONKS)
I'm completely alone here,
with nothing to do. You're not completely alone,
you are fine, I am taking care of you.
My mum did not call you that word.
(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYS)
(CELLPHONE RINGS)
Josh knows I am in Sequim.
(SOFT TENSE MUSIC)
Hi. Hi.
Next time on 90 Day The Single Life...
Fuck you Justin.
Fuck your lack of affection. Fuck the state of fucking Florida.
Fuck you, Tim. Why do I feel like I'm being attacked?
Because you have literally fucking ghosted me.
I wanna tell you just completely everything.
Like even if it's hard to say about with my ex, Ronald.
Like you're trying to rekindle things with him or...
Feelings don't just stop.
Are you gonna end up in a situation where you're just stuck
and then years and years go by? Because you are still married.
I do want to move on.
But I haven't fully healed from my separation
from my husband Syngin.
I just don't understand what the holdup is.
I made a huge mistake leaving Michael.
Michael, I love you.
I could move back.