1 00:00:10,719 --> 00:00:13,722 [Exhales] 2 00:00:20,645 --> 00:00:23,857 Thank you, God, for another day. 3 00:00:45,962 --> 00:00:47,964 [Cell phone vibrates] 4 00:00:56,765 --> 00:00:59,184 [Places phone on nightstand] 5 00:01:24,209 --> 00:01:25,877 [Knock on door] 6 00:01:27,003 --> 00:01:28,588 OK. Based off the look 7 00:01:28,630 --> 00:01:29,923 you're giving that portfolio, 8 00:01:29,964 --> 00:01:31,132 I assume something is up 9 00:01:31,174 --> 00:01:32,258 with your photography class... 10 00:01:32,300 --> 00:01:33,593 That's a good assumption. 11 00:01:33,635 --> 00:01:35,095 and I'm guessing it has 12 00:01:35,136 --> 00:01:36,179 something to do with your finals... 13 00:01:36,221 --> 00:01:37,806 Another good assumption. 14 00:01:37,847 --> 00:01:39,265 and you don't want to talk about it... 15 00:01:39,307 --> 00:01:40,809 Wow. You're 3 for 3. 16 00:01:40,850 --> 00:01:42,268 but you know I can get you to talk 17 00:01:42,310 --> 00:01:43,436 about it by hitting you with some 18 00:01:43,478 --> 00:01:44,813 of that Coach Marcus energy, 19 00:01:44,854 --> 00:01:46,106 followed by some dope advice, 20 00:01:46,147 --> 00:01:47,482 and you'll thank me later. 21 00:01:47,524 --> 00:01:48,817 Well, you look like you're in a hurry, 22 00:01:48,858 --> 00:01:49,901 so I guess you're just gonna tell me 23 00:01:49,943 --> 00:01:51,152 why you're here instead. 24 00:01:51,194 --> 00:01:52,987 I'm here because I need a favor. 25 00:01:53,029 --> 00:01:55,365 [Ringtone] 26 00:01:55,406 --> 00:01:57,575 Hey, you on your way? 27 00:01:57,617 --> 00:01:59,744 Promise not to be mad at me? 28 00:01:59,786 --> 00:02:02,163 You can't take me to my radiation appointment. 29 00:02:02,205 --> 00:02:03,373 I got pulled into a study session 30 00:02:03,414 --> 00:02:04,666 for the engineering final. 31 00:02:04,707 --> 00:02:06,084 Sorry. 32 00:02:06,126 --> 00:02:07,752 It's OK, really. 33 00:02:07,794 --> 00:02:09,712 I'll just drive myself. 34 00:02:09,754 --> 00:02:12,048 What, and have Nate come for me in my sleep? 35 00:02:12,090 --> 00:02:13,383 Please. Look. 36 00:02:13,424 --> 00:02:14,509 Your village committed to driving you 37 00:02:14,551 --> 00:02:16,136 to every appointment. 38 00:02:16,177 --> 00:02:18,012 I know, but Nate and Keisha are in New York 39 00:02:18,054 --> 00:02:19,806 with Cam and Ryan because they finished finals early, 40 00:02:19,848 --> 00:02:21,432 and Thea's at a match out of town. 41 00:02:21,474 --> 00:02:22,642 Yeah, but there's one member of the squad 42 00:02:22,684 --> 00:02:23,685 you forgetting about. 43 00:02:23,726 --> 00:02:25,353 [Knock on door] 44 00:02:25,395 --> 00:02:27,188 J.R., don't play with me. Who's at my door? 45 00:02:27,230 --> 00:02:28,690 You'll see in a second. 46 00:02:28,731 --> 00:02:30,733 I'll check on you later, all right? 47 00:02:38,366 --> 00:02:40,201 [Chuckles] 48 00:02:50,211 --> 00:02:51,754 You sure you're OK? 49 00:02:51,796 --> 00:02:53,006 What do I have to say 50 00:02:53,047 --> 00:02:54,424 to make you stop asking me that? 51 00:02:54,465 --> 00:02:56,843 The truth. Give me this. Thanks. 52 00:02:56,885 --> 00:02:59,596 Uh. Am I fatigued? Yes. 53 00:02:59,637 --> 00:03:01,139 Do I usually crawl into bed 54 00:03:01,181 --> 00:03:03,516 after a radiation treatment? Yes. 55 00:03:03,558 --> 00:03:05,393 Well, then we should get you-- 56 00:03:05,435 --> 00:03:06,519 Get some wrapping paper so I can wrap these toys 57 00:03:06,561 --> 00:03:07,937 for the KEK/PKZ toy drive? 58 00:03:07,979 --> 00:03:09,397 I completely agree. 59 00:03:09,439 --> 00:03:10,773 So you taking a beat to rest. 60 00:03:10,815 --> 00:03:13,735 Not a thing, at least not 61 00:03:13,776 --> 00:03:15,987 until I spread some holiday cheer 62 00:03:16,029 --> 00:03:17,989 and turn the loft into a winter wonderland 63 00:03:18,031 --> 00:03:19,866 for Keisha and Nate. 64 00:03:19,908 --> 00:03:21,576 When are they getting back from New York? 65 00:03:21,618 --> 00:03:23,494 Tomorrow. 66 00:03:23,536 --> 00:03:26,539 I'm actually really excited to surprise them. 67 00:03:26,581 --> 00:03:28,041 I got some decorations 68 00:03:28,082 --> 00:03:29,876 that I will eventually put up, 69 00:03:29,918 --> 00:03:33,213 a tree, and I'm even gonna bake some cookies. 70 00:03:33,254 --> 00:03:35,381 OK, Marqeesha Stewart. 71 00:03:35,423 --> 00:03:37,967 Oh, they deserve it. 72 00:03:38,009 --> 00:03:40,011 You've all met the assignment 73 00:03:40,053 --> 00:03:42,472 in terms of supporting me through my cancer, 74 00:03:42,513 --> 00:03:44,849 but Nate and Keisha, 75 00:03:44,891 --> 00:03:48,811 they've really gone above and beyond, man. 76 00:03:48,853 --> 00:03:50,897 There's no need to explain. 77 00:03:50,939 --> 00:03:52,857 You're celebrating your friends. 78 00:03:52,899 --> 00:03:55,026 You're celebrating life. 79 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:57,362 You deserve that. 80 00:03:57,403 --> 00:03:59,239 Thanks. 81 00:03:59,280 --> 00:04:01,074 But I bet you're the type of person 82 00:04:01,115 --> 00:04:02,825 who leaves their Christmas tree up 83 00:04:02,867 --> 00:04:04,077 until the end of January. 84 00:04:04,118 --> 00:04:05,620 There's nothing wrong with that. 85 00:04:05,662 --> 00:04:06,746 Oh, there's everything wrong with that. 86 00:04:06,788 --> 00:04:08,122 What are you talking about? 87 00:04:08,164 --> 00:04:09,874 Christmas is, like, the best holiday. 88 00:04:09,916 --> 00:04:11,292 Well, you clearly haven't done New Year's right. 89 00:04:11,334 --> 00:04:12,627 Well, you clearly don't know me 90 00:04:12,669 --> 00:04:14,420 because every holiday I do is lit. 91 00:04:14,462 --> 00:04:16,839 And besides, New Year's is just a'ight. 92 00:04:16,881 --> 00:04:18,383 Oh, that's cap. 93 00:04:18,424 --> 00:04:20,176 Holiday about 94 00:04:20,218 --> 00:04:21,803 leaving behind the pain of what was 95 00:04:21,844 --> 00:04:23,763 and embracing what could be is dope. 96 00:04:25,890 --> 00:04:27,934 Simone: According to Nate's astrology chart, 97 00:04:27,976 --> 00:04:29,894 I'll be in my era next year. 98 00:04:29,936 --> 00:04:31,688 -Nate's into astrology? -Mm-hmm. 99 00:04:31,729 --> 00:04:33,606 I would not have guessed that. 100 00:04:33,648 --> 00:04:36,067 She always says, "If the moon can affect the tides, 101 00:04:36,109 --> 00:04:38,361 is it so crazy to think that it can affect us, too?" 102 00:04:38,403 --> 00:04:40,446 -Yes. -Ha! 103 00:04:40,488 --> 00:04:42,031 I was a skeptic, too, but you got to admit, 104 00:04:42,073 --> 00:04:44,534 there's something to things like zodiac signs. 105 00:04:44,575 --> 00:04:46,160 -Do I, though? -You know what? 106 00:04:46,202 --> 00:04:47,954 What is your sign? 107 00:04:47,996 --> 00:04:50,206 What about me says I know? 108 00:04:50,248 --> 00:04:52,625 OK. Then I will tell you your sign. 109 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:54,711 Your birthday's August 24th, right? 110 00:04:54,752 --> 00:04:56,963 Oh. Oh, so you do remember, 111 00:04:57,005 --> 00:04:58,965 and yet no gift, no card, 112 00:04:59,007 --> 00:05:00,925 not even a "Happy Born Day, Lando." 113 00:05:00,967 --> 00:05:02,552 Yeah. You was the one who was 114 00:05:02,593 --> 00:05:04,095 in your "can't be friends" bag, so-- 115 00:05:04,137 --> 00:05:05,722 [Scoffs] I'm never gonna live that down, am I? 116 00:05:05,763 --> 00:05:07,682 -Nope. -Mm. 117 00:05:07,724 --> 00:05:09,309 OK, so you're a Virgo... 118 00:05:09,350 --> 00:05:10,643 Mm-hmm? 119 00:05:10,685 --> 00:05:12,478 and it says, "Virgos are reliable, 120 00:05:12,520 --> 00:05:15,315 "hand-working, kind, perfectionist, 121 00:05:15,356 --> 00:05:17,442 intelligent, and artistic." 122 00:05:17,483 --> 00:05:20,194 Yeah. Stars kind of read you a little bit. 123 00:05:20,236 --> 00:05:21,696 All right. Fine, fine. 124 00:05:21,738 --> 00:05:23,990 I can concede that there are things out there 125 00:05:24,032 --> 00:05:25,992 greater than us. 126 00:05:26,034 --> 00:05:27,952 You know, since my diagnosis, 127 00:05:27,994 --> 00:05:30,496 I've been thinking a lot about spirituality, 128 00:05:30,538 --> 00:05:32,999 if there's some sort of mind, body, 129 00:05:33,041 --> 00:05:35,918 and spirit connection to our craft, 130 00:05:35,960 --> 00:05:39,422 whether it's sports or art. 131 00:05:39,464 --> 00:05:42,342 I think there is a connection, 132 00:05:42,383 --> 00:05:44,135 but people romanticize it. 133 00:05:44,177 --> 00:05:45,803 Inspiration takes work. 134 00:05:45,845 --> 00:05:47,013 It doesn't just come naturally to everybody. 135 00:05:47,055 --> 00:05:48,723 Yeah? 136 00:05:48,765 --> 00:05:51,434 I had a nice long argument about this 137 00:05:51,476 --> 00:05:54,062 with my T.A. today. 138 00:05:58,649 --> 00:06:01,903 [Bell ringing] 139 00:06:01,944 --> 00:06:04,572 Ho ho ho! 140 00:06:04,614 --> 00:06:05,782 Ho ho ho... 141 00:06:05,823 --> 00:06:07,533 [Lando chuckles] 142 00:06:07,575 --> 00:06:10,828 Why is Black Santa giving us the evil eye? 143 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:12,413 Probably because we passed him 5 times 144 00:06:12,455 --> 00:06:14,082 and haven't put anything in his donation bucket. 145 00:06:14,123 --> 00:06:15,583 Wait. How long have we been talking? 146 00:06:15,625 --> 00:06:17,335 Over an hour. 147 00:06:17,377 --> 00:06:18,711 I'm so sorry. 148 00:06:18,753 --> 00:06:20,421 Let me let you get back to your day. 149 00:06:20,463 --> 00:06:23,466 Or we could go back to the KEK house, 150 00:06:23,508 --> 00:06:24,801 wrap gifts, 151 00:06:24,842 --> 00:06:27,887 and hang out. 152 00:06:27,929 --> 00:06:30,056 You're only suggesting that because you think 153 00:06:30,098 --> 00:06:32,058 I don't want to be alone at the loft. 154 00:06:32,100 --> 00:06:34,018 Am I wrong? 155 00:06:34,060 --> 00:06:37,021 Lando, I'm a grown woman. I can be alone. 156 00:06:37,063 --> 00:06:38,689 Oh, I know you can, 157 00:06:38,731 --> 00:06:40,650 but the question is, do you want to? 158 00:06:41,818 --> 00:06:43,986 Look. We're having a good time. 159 00:06:44,028 --> 00:06:47,407 Let's just spend the day together. 160 00:06:47,448 --> 00:06:50,576 -A whole day? -Why not? 161 00:06:50,618 --> 00:06:53,371 Who knows what can happen? 162 00:06:55,206 --> 00:06:57,333 Does the KEK house have ribbons? 163 00:06:57,375 --> 00:06:59,794 It does. 164 00:07:01,045 --> 00:07:02,463 Should we go back and make a donation? 165 00:07:02,505 --> 00:07:03,965 I feel bad now. 166 00:07:04,006 --> 00:07:05,216 After the look Black Santa gave us? 167 00:07:05,258 --> 00:07:06,509 Nah. I can't give him the dub. 168 00:07:06,551 --> 00:07:08,094 We can donate online. 169 00:07:08,136 --> 00:07:12,098 Come on. Come on. Our day date awaits. 170 00:07:17,687 --> 00:07:20,940 I have never seen the KEK house this empty. 171 00:07:20,982 --> 00:07:22,567 Where is everybody? 172 00:07:22,608 --> 00:07:24,944 At the PKZ house for the gift-wrap brunch. 173 00:07:24,986 --> 00:07:27,822 Oh, my God. I totally forgot. 174 00:07:27,864 --> 00:07:30,700 Que Derry: ♪ Stockings on the wall... ♪ 175 00:07:30,741 --> 00:07:33,286 Guess the only events on my calendar right now 176 00:07:33,327 --> 00:07:36,414 are radiation treatments. 177 00:07:36,456 --> 00:07:38,708 How's that been, 178 00:07:38,749 --> 00:07:41,127 going through treatments during finals? 179 00:07:41,169 --> 00:07:42,837 I finally told my professors. 180 00:07:42,879 --> 00:07:44,422 They let me take my finals early, 181 00:07:44,464 --> 00:07:46,090 so by the time I got 182 00:07:46,132 --> 00:07:47,341 to the most intensive part of my treatment-- 183 00:07:47,383 --> 00:07:49,010 You could just focus on you. 184 00:07:49,051 --> 00:07:50,595 Thankfully, my cancer's only stage one, 185 00:07:50,636 --> 00:07:52,305 so the rest of the treatment 186 00:07:52,346 --> 00:07:53,931 is just radiation. 187 00:07:53,973 --> 00:07:55,975 I'm on week two of 3, 188 00:07:56,017 --> 00:07:58,895 and it's already putting me through it. 189 00:07:58,936 --> 00:08:01,606 Week 3 is definitely gonna be rough, 190 00:08:01,647 --> 00:08:05,443 but I got this, right? 191 00:08:05,485 --> 00:08:07,445 Yeah. 192 00:08:07,487 --> 00:08:11,616 Cancer you definitely got, 193 00:08:11,657 --> 00:08:14,285 but this you definitely don't. 194 00:08:14,327 --> 00:08:15,953 Sorry. 195 00:08:15,995 --> 00:08:17,705 I don't think it's that bad. 196 00:08:17,747 --> 00:08:20,750 This is all the bad. I can't even. No. 197 00:08:20,791 --> 00:08:23,252 Lando, that is high-key rude. 198 00:08:23,294 --> 00:08:25,046 [Clears throat] 199 00:08:31,802 --> 00:08:33,763 You know, I don't know how many times 200 00:08:33,804 --> 00:08:35,681 I've been here, but I have never noticed 201 00:08:35,723 --> 00:08:37,642 the awards and photos on the walls. 202 00:08:37,683 --> 00:08:39,852 Well, it's understandable. 203 00:08:39,894 --> 00:08:43,231 When you come to a frat, it's not for the decor. 204 00:08:43,272 --> 00:08:45,525 Hmm, very true. 205 00:08:50,446 --> 00:08:52,823 There's so much history here. 206 00:08:52,865 --> 00:08:58,204 Yeah, decades of purpose, discipline, 207 00:08:58,246 --> 00:09:00,790 brotherhood, and service, 208 00:09:00,831 --> 00:09:03,459 all passed from one man to another. 209 00:09:03,501 --> 00:09:05,419 Is that why you pledged KEK? 210 00:09:05,461 --> 00:09:07,380 That was part of it, yeah, 211 00:09:07,421 --> 00:09:10,174 and Cam made the hard sell last year. 212 00:09:10,216 --> 00:09:13,553 Oh, Cam loves his frat. 213 00:09:13,594 --> 00:09:17,014 I do, too, but, like Cam, 214 00:09:17,056 --> 00:09:20,101 I originally pledged for other reasons. 215 00:09:20,142 --> 00:09:24,146 My dad, grandfather, and great-grandfather 216 00:09:24,188 --> 00:09:25,940 all went to Bringston, 217 00:09:25,982 --> 00:09:27,775 and they all played baseball here. 218 00:09:27,817 --> 00:09:30,027 Yeah. I remember you told me that. 219 00:09:30,069 --> 00:09:32,655 Continuing their legacy is cool, 220 00:09:32,697 --> 00:09:34,824 but I wanted a part of Bringston 221 00:09:34,865 --> 00:09:37,451 that was just mine. 222 00:09:37,493 --> 00:09:40,288 I did the one thing they didn't do-- 223 00:09:40,329 --> 00:09:41,831 pledge a frat. 224 00:09:41,872 --> 00:09:43,624 How did I not know that? 225 00:09:43,666 --> 00:09:45,459 Well, we weren't exactly 226 00:09:45,501 --> 00:09:47,086 in each other's lives last year. 227 00:09:47,128 --> 00:09:49,213 Well, we are now, so we have 228 00:09:49,255 --> 00:09:51,257 a lot of catching up to do, apparently. 229 00:09:51,299 --> 00:09:53,926 All right. You're up. 230 00:09:53,968 --> 00:09:57,888 What have I missed in the world of Simone Hicks? 231 00:09:57,930 --> 00:10:00,057 Hmm. 232 00:10:00,099 --> 00:10:02,518 I started cooking classes online 233 00:10:02,560 --> 00:10:04,020 because I got tired of people 234 00:10:04,061 --> 00:10:05,438 saying I couldn't cook. 235 00:10:05,479 --> 00:10:06,814 Can you believe that? 236 00:10:06,856 --> 00:10:08,357 Uh, yes. You're not great. 237 00:10:08,399 --> 00:10:10,067 Don't even. You never complained 238 00:10:10,109 --> 00:10:11,569 about the food I made for you. 239 00:10:11,611 --> 00:10:13,362 Well, yeah, because at the time, 240 00:10:13,404 --> 00:10:14,947 we were friends... with benefits, uh-- 241 00:10:14,989 --> 00:10:18,075 High-key rude. 242 00:10:18,117 --> 00:10:19,952 Hit me with something else. 243 00:10:22,705 --> 00:10:25,750 I might get a lumpectomy tattoo. 244 00:10:25,791 --> 00:10:27,918 That's amazing. 245 00:10:27,960 --> 00:10:30,129 Hmm. 246 00:10:30,171 --> 00:10:33,382 Your turn. What have I missed? 247 00:10:33,424 --> 00:10:35,718 Uh, well, 248 00:10:35,760 --> 00:10:39,513 I started selling my photography online. 249 00:10:39,555 --> 00:10:41,307 Oh, nice. How's that going? 250 00:10:41,349 --> 00:10:43,392 Yeah. Great now, 251 00:10:43,434 --> 00:10:46,145 but when I first started, not so much, 252 00:10:46,187 --> 00:10:49,357 but then somebody started buying 253 00:10:49,398 --> 00:10:52,610 a lot of my prints, and that and the comments 254 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:55,112 they made really put me on the map, 255 00:10:55,154 --> 00:10:59,575 so now my website is a lucrative side hustle. 256 00:10:59,617 --> 00:11:01,786 Do you have any idea who the customer was? 257 00:11:01,827 --> 00:11:03,704 No. 258 00:11:03,746 --> 00:11:06,457 They purchased from an anonymous account, 259 00:11:06,499 --> 00:11:10,211 but I think it was my mom, 260 00:11:10,252 --> 00:11:13,964 her way of trying to reconnect with me. 261 00:11:14,006 --> 00:11:16,509 Wait. I thought you guys were close, though. 262 00:11:16,550 --> 00:11:18,678 We were when I was younger, 263 00:11:18,719 --> 00:11:21,555 but when she started her plastic surgery practice, 264 00:11:21,597 --> 00:11:24,183 the dedication it took to make that a success just-- 265 00:11:24,225 --> 00:11:26,727 Left little time for you. 266 00:11:26,769 --> 00:11:28,270 Yeah. 267 00:11:31,023 --> 00:11:33,359 Do I want us to be closer? 268 00:11:33,401 --> 00:11:37,988 Sure, but I can't take her away from her work. 269 00:11:39,281 --> 00:11:41,617 She's helping breast cancer patients 270 00:11:41,659 --> 00:11:43,285 get the care they need. 271 00:11:43,327 --> 00:11:45,121 I get it. 272 00:11:45,162 --> 00:11:48,416 You don't want to keep your mom from her purpose. 273 00:11:50,543 --> 00:11:52,878 I know what that's like. 274 00:11:59,385 --> 00:12:01,554 I'm hungry. 275 00:12:01,595 --> 00:12:03,597 You know, ever since my radiation treatments, 276 00:12:03,639 --> 00:12:06,642 my appetite's been MIA, but I could actually eat. 277 00:12:06,684 --> 00:12:08,436 You up for Italian? 278 00:12:08,477 --> 00:12:10,438 No. Hard pass. 279 00:12:10,479 --> 00:12:12,273 I could do Chinese, though. 280 00:12:12,314 --> 00:12:13,774 Oh, nah, but the Chinese places 281 00:12:13,816 --> 00:12:15,234 around campus ain't it. 282 00:12:15,276 --> 00:12:16,527 And the Italian place you like is? 283 00:12:16,569 --> 00:12:18,279 All right. Look. 284 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:19,739 We need a way to decide because you and I 285 00:12:19,780 --> 00:12:22,575 can go back and forth on this all day. 286 00:12:24,702 --> 00:12:26,620 Why don't we play for it? 287 00:12:27,997 --> 00:12:30,499 Winner gets to choose. 288 00:12:30,541 --> 00:12:32,209 [Laughs] 289 00:12:32,251 --> 00:12:35,588 Bet, but you better get in the mood for pasta. 290 00:12:36,922 --> 00:12:40,176 Yeah. We'll see. 291 00:12:40,217 --> 00:12:41,802 Woman: ♪ Woke up this morning ♪ 292 00:12:41,844 --> 00:12:46,432 ♪ Tried to remember where I've been ♪ 293 00:12:46,474 --> 00:12:47,850 ♪ Is my young friend ♪ 294 00:12:47,892 --> 00:12:50,603 ♪ Falling in love with me again? ♪ 295 00:12:50,644 --> 00:12:52,146 Ha ha! 296 00:12:52,188 --> 00:12:54,523 Woman: ♪ Take it step by step ♪ 297 00:12:54,565 --> 00:12:59,361 ♪ I grew up feeling sorry for myself ♪ 298 00:12:59,403 --> 00:13:00,905 You forgot to mention you became 299 00:13:00,946 --> 00:13:02,615 a pool shark last year. 300 00:13:02,656 --> 00:13:04,158 Did I? 301 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:06,076 Your teacher did a good job. 302 00:13:06,118 --> 00:13:09,538 Well, I will...tell them. 303 00:13:09,580 --> 00:13:11,999 You can say Damon's name. 304 00:13:12,041 --> 00:13:15,002 I just didn't want to make things awkward. 305 00:13:15,044 --> 00:13:17,338 Look. 306 00:13:17,379 --> 00:13:21,258 You dated Damon, and now I'm with Eva. 307 00:13:21,300 --> 00:13:22,635 There's no need to pretend like 308 00:13:22,676 --> 00:13:24,136 we didn't move on with other people. 309 00:13:24,178 --> 00:13:25,971 Cool? 310 00:13:26,013 --> 00:13:27,973 Works for me. 311 00:13:28,015 --> 00:13:32,478 Since we're being so open... 312 00:13:34,271 --> 00:13:36,148 how are things with you and Eva? 313 00:13:36,190 --> 00:13:37,942 Did you get her a Christmas gift? 314 00:13:37,983 --> 00:13:40,110 That's the cool thing. 315 00:13:40,152 --> 00:13:42,655 She doesn't want to exchange gifts. 316 00:13:42,696 --> 00:13:44,490 Oh, Lando. Every woman wants 317 00:13:44,532 --> 00:13:46,909 a Christmas gift from her man. 318 00:13:46,951 --> 00:13:48,828 Even when they say they don't? 319 00:13:48,869 --> 00:13:50,454 Sometimes especially when they say they don't. 320 00:13:50,496 --> 00:13:51,956 Then why not just say that? 321 00:13:51,997 --> 00:13:53,916 Some things just shouldn't have to be said... 322 00:13:57,419 --> 00:13:59,839 and some things should. 323 00:14:01,048 --> 00:14:03,217 Excuse me. 324 00:14:06,637 --> 00:14:10,432 8-ball, corner pocket. 325 00:14:12,518 --> 00:14:15,020 [Lando laughs] 326 00:14:16,272 --> 00:14:18,399 And don't say you let me win, either. 327 00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:21,610 No. That kind of mercy isn't in me. 328 00:14:21,652 --> 00:14:23,654 Thanks for not treating me with kid gloves 329 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:25,781 like everyone else. 330 00:14:29,285 --> 00:14:30,828 [Exhales] 331 00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:32,538 Damn it. 332 00:14:41,380 --> 00:14:44,758 Maybe you should go lay down. 333 00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:47,344 Yeah, 334 00:14:47,386 --> 00:14:51,432 and while I'm doing that, 335 00:14:51,473 --> 00:14:54,852 uh, you know what you should be doing, right? 336 00:14:54,894 --> 00:14:57,646 Order Chinese. 337 00:15:07,907 --> 00:15:10,326 How you feeling? 338 00:15:10,367 --> 00:15:11,785 Better. 339 00:15:11,827 --> 00:15:13,203 I just hate that fatigue 340 00:15:13,245 --> 00:15:14,747 lives rent-free in my body. 341 00:15:14,788 --> 00:15:16,624 I was having such a good day. 342 00:15:16,665 --> 00:15:19,126 Well, it is my job to make sure that continues. 343 00:15:19,168 --> 00:15:21,003 The day is not over yet. 344 00:15:21,045 --> 00:15:25,007 Oh, and your mom called, by the way, a few times. 345 00:15:26,258 --> 00:15:28,260 Thanks. 346 00:15:31,221 --> 00:15:32,723 Are you not gonna call her back? 347 00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:35,100 I already know why she's calling. 348 00:15:35,142 --> 00:15:37,019 Is it to talk about why you've been dodging her calls? 349 00:15:37,061 --> 00:15:38,854 Can we just eat, please? 350 00:15:38,896 --> 00:15:40,356 You still haven't told your mom 351 00:15:40,397 --> 00:15:41,690 about your cancer, have you? 352 00:15:41,732 --> 00:15:43,484 You know what else I hate? 353 00:15:43,525 --> 00:15:46,946 You living rent-free in my head. 354 00:15:46,987 --> 00:15:48,489 If that were true, 355 00:15:48,530 --> 00:15:50,115 we'd be having Italian right now. 356 00:15:50,157 --> 00:15:51,617 Look. I stand by my decision 357 00:15:51,659 --> 00:15:53,577 not to tell my mom about my cancer. 358 00:15:53,619 --> 00:15:55,204 She would literally put her career on pause 359 00:15:55,245 --> 00:15:56,747 and come to Atlanta, but she's already 360 00:15:56,789 --> 00:15:58,415 worked too hard to get to where she is. 361 00:15:58,457 --> 00:16:00,584 But there's something else getting at you. 362 00:16:00,626 --> 00:16:02,670 What are you not saying, Simone? 363 00:16:02,711 --> 00:16:05,297 I'm tired of lying to her. 364 00:16:05,339 --> 00:16:07,466 When she calls and asks how I'm doing, 365 00:16:07,508 --> 00:16:09,343 I have to lie and say that I'm good. 366 00:16:09,385 --> 00:16:11,470 I didn't realize how hard that would be. 367 00:16:11,512 --> 00:16:13,597 Can I offer a suggestion? 368 00:16:13,639 --> 00:16:15,891 Stop. Tell her what's going on. 369 00:16:15,933 --> 00:16:18,310 Lando, it's not that easy. 370 00:16:18,352 --> 00:16:20,813 I made decisions that gave my mom grief. 371 00:16:20,854 --> 00:16:22,856 I thought I was past that. 372 00:16:22,898 --> 00:16:24,692 I don't want to still be this helpless child 373 00:16:24,733 --> 00:16:26,694 that she has to come and rescue. 374 00:16:26,735 --> 00:16:28,445 Simone, you are many things. 375 00:16:28,487 --> 00:16:30,114 Helpless ain't one of them. 376 00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:31,824 You didn't give yourself cancer, 377 00:16:31,865 --> 00:16:33,701 and you're forgetting a few things. 378 00:16:33,742 --> 00:16:34,994 Such as? 379 00:16:35,035 --> 00:16:36,620 She's your mom. 380 00:16:36,662 --> 00:16:39,707 It's her job to be there for you no matter what. 381 00:16:39,748 --> 00:16:41,834 Maybe it's time you let her. 382 00:16:41,875 --> 00:16:44,253 And what's the second thing? 383 00:16:44,294 --> 00:16:45,963 You're a mom. 384 00:16:46,005 --> 00:16:48,173 How would you feel if one day, 385 00:16:48,215 --> 00:16:50,509 Shay kept something this big from you 386 00:16:50,551 --> 00:16:52,428 because he didn't want you to leave the pro circuit? 387 00:16:52,469 --> 00:16:54,388 What if my mom can't forgive me 388 00:16:54,430 --> 00:16:55,931 for lying to her? 389 00:16:55,973 --> 00:16:57,433 It's been months. 390 00:16:57,474 --> 00:16:59,184 So you wouldn't forgive Shay? 391 00:16:59,226 --> 00:17:00,811 My guess is that you would, 392 00:17:00,853 --> 00:17:02,896 just like how your mom will forgive you. 393 00:17:05,357 --> 00:17:07,443 You know what else I hate? 394 00:17:07,484 --> 00:17:09,278 That you're actually right. 395 00:17:09,319 --> 00:17:11,530 OK, shade and shine in one comment. 396 00:17:11,572 --> 00:17:12,948 No, seriously. 397 00:17:12,990 --> 00:17:14,575 Your advice is just really, really good. 398 00:17:14,616 --> 00:17:16,452 OK. Thank you. 399 00:17:16,493 --> 00:17:18,495 "Talk to your mom." It's so basic. 400 00:17:18,537 --> 00:17:20,497 All right. This is about to take a turn, isn't it? 401 00:17:20,539 --> 00:17:22,750 I think your advice is so good 402 00:17:22,791 --> 00:17:24,334 that you should take it. 403 00:17:24,376 --> 00:17:26,253 What? Why is this about me now? 404 00:17:26,295 --> 00:17:28,130 Because I'm not the only one that acts 405 00:17:28,172 --> 00:17:30,007 like their mom's career is more important than them. 406 00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:31,508 Not the same thing. I'm not sick. 407 00:17:31,550 --> 00:17:33,010 OK, so if you were I'm my shoes, 408 00:17:33,052 --> 00:17:34,928 you would tell you mom? 409 00:17:37,723 --> 00:17:39,475 [Sighs] 410 00:17:39,516 --> 00:17:40,809 All right. 411 00:17:40,851 --> 00:17:42,686 I kind of have a history 412 00:17:42,728 --> 00:17:45,898 of not letting her in when I need her most. 413 00:17:47,107 --> 00:17:48,734 I guess that's why she resorted 414 00:17:48,776 --> 00:17:51,445 to making anonymous purchases on my site. 415 00:17:52,863 --> 00:17:54,782 These photos on the wall are 416 00:17:54,823 --> 00:17:57,367 from the first set that I took. 417 00:17:57,409 --> 00:18:00,037 She bought duplicates of all of these. 418 00:18:03,082 --> 00:18:06,043 Wow. They're really beautiful. 419 00:18:06,085 --> 00:18:08,587 Have you ever shared your art with her? 420 00:18:08,629 --> 00:18:10,964 Not really. 421 00:18:11,006 --> 00:18:13,133 Lando, your mom's an artist. 422 00:18:13,175 --> 00:18:16,136 It would probably be a great way for you guys to connect... 423 00:18:22,935 --> 00:18:24,937 and you're really talented. 424 00:18:24,978 --> 00:18:27,731 [Sighs] Thanks, but... 425 00:18:29,650 --> 00:18:31,777 not everyone agrees. 426 00:18:31,819 --> 00:18:33,570 OK. Who is trash-talking my friend, 427 00:18:33,612 --> 00:18:35,489 and where do I find them? 428 00:18:35,531 --> 00:18:37,491 My photography class T.A. 429 00:18:37,533 --> 00:18:40,410 I showed him a preview of my portfolio for my final. 430 00:18:40,452 --> 00:18:42,496 He said that my photos have good composition, 431 00:18:42,538 --> 00:18:44,331 exposure, light, focus, timing... 432 00:18:44,373 --> 00:18:45,874 OK. That all sounds good to me. 433 00:18:45,916 --> 00:18:47,668 but that they're uninspired 434 00:18:47,709 --> 00:18:49,253 and lack emotional depth. 435 00:18:49,294 --> 00:18:50,712 He low-key said to start over. 436 00:18:50,754 --> 00:18:52,256 Well, he's just the T.A., right? 437 00:18:52,297 --> 00:18:54,049 Who cares what he thinks? 438 00:18:54,091 --> 00:18:56,718 Yeah. Right, right. He's--just his opinion. 439 00:18:56,760 --> 00:18:58,804 I just need to keep doing what I do 440 00:18:58,846 --> 00:19:01,098 and learn all I can about my craft. 441 00:19:01,140 --> 00:19:02,766 Is that why you have all these 442 00:19:02,808 --> 00:19:04,685 photography books laying around? 443 00:19:04,726 --> 00:19:07,354 Something like that, yeah. 444 00:19:11,066 --> 00:19:12,860 Wow. 445 00:19:12,901 --> 00:19:15,028 She's definitely giving queen... 446 00:19:16,405 --> 00:19:19,867 feminine power, elegance, strength. 447 00:19:22,327 --> 00:19:24,246 Yeah. She's beautiful. 448 00:19:27,291 --> 00:19:28,625 Do you think you'd ever pose 449 00:19:28,667 --> 00:19:29,877 for something like that? 450 00:19:29,918 --> 00:19:32,379 Oh, no. 451 00:19:32,421 --> 00:19:34,214 I don't think I ever had 452 00:19:34,256 --> 00:19:35,924 the confidence to pose like that, 453 00:19:35,966 --> 00:19:37,801 and I doubt I ever will. 454 00:19:37,843 --> 00:19:39,428 You're tripping. 455 00:19:39,469 --> 00:19:40,804 You're everything this model is and more. 456 00:19:40,846 --> 00:19:44,183 No. I'm a big glow down. 457 00:19:44,224 --> 00:19:45,851 Hold up. Wait. 458 00:19:45,893 --> 00:19:49,062 No one trashes my friend, even when it's her. 459 00:19:50,397 --> 00:19:51,899 Can we just drop it? 460 00:19:51,940 --> 00:19:53,442 Not until you realize how amazing you are. 461 00:19:53,483 --> 00:19:54,985 Can you stop saying that? 462 00:19:55,027 --> 00:19:56,528 I will when it stops being true. 463 00:19:56,570 --> 00:19:57,946 Simone, what is going on with you? 464 00:19:57,988 --> 00:19:59,364 Just a minute ago, we were-- 465 00:19:59,406 --> 00:20:01,074 Lando, this was a mistake. 466 00:20:01,116 --> 00:20:03,619 I got to go. 467 00:20:10,459 --> 00:20:12,961 [Cell phone rings] 468 00:20:14,963 --> 00:20:18,050 [Ring] 469 00:20:21,011 --> 00:20:23,972 I come with an apology and a peace offering. 470 00:20:27,017 --> 00:20:29,269 The peace offering is not necessary, 471 00:20:29,311 --> 00:20:30,771 and what's the apology for? 472 00:20:30,812 --> 00:20:33,065 I have no idea. 473 00:20:33,106 --> 00:20:34,608 Then why are you apologizing? 474 00:20:34,650 --> 00:20:36,360 It's what guys do. I just-- 475 00:20:36,401 --> 00:20:39,488 -Boy, get in here. -OK. Heh! 476 00:20:41,031 --> 00:20:45,285 Um...I got here just in time. 477 00:20:45,327 --> 00:20:48,330 The loft is not giving winter wonderland. 478 00:20:48,372 --> 00:20:51,625 Yeah, just... been caught up. 479 00:20:51,667 --> 00:20:54,711 Well, let's get it. It'll be fun. 480 00:21:01,301 --> 00:21:04,805 Is--is something burning? 481 00:21:04,846 --> 00:21:06,807 No! 482 00:21:06,848 --> 00:21:09,685 [Coughing] 483 00:21:09,726 --> 00:21:12,062 Aw. 484 00:21:19,069 --> 00:21:20,696 Were these supposed to be cookies? 485 00:21:20,737 --> 00:21:22,614 Yes, for Nate and Keisha. 486 00:21:22,656 --> 00:21:24,658 Didn't you hear the timer go off? 487 00:21:24,700 --> 00:21:26,201 I forgot to set one. 488 00:21:26,243 --> 00:21:28,537 Cooking classes-- time well spent. 489 00:21:28,578 --> 00:21:30,038 OK, smartass. 490 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:32,624 Guess who's helping me make another batch. 491 00:21:32,666 --> 00:21:36,211 Woman: ♪ Bug me, bug me, bug me, bug me, bug me ♪ 492 00:21:36,253 --> 00:21:39,214 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh ♪ 493 00:21:39,256 --> 00:21:42,092 ♪ Bug me, bug me, bug me, bug me, bug me ♪ 494 00:21:42,134 --> 00:21:43,635 ♪ Just tell me what you want, what you want ♪ 495 00:21:43,677 --> 00:21:45,429 ♪ Bug me ♪ 496 00:21:45,470 --> 00:21:46,722 ♪ Just tell me what you want, what you want ♪ 497 00:21:46,763 --> 00:21:48,515 ♪ Bug me ♪ 498 00:21:48,557 --> 00:21:50,225 ♪ Just tell me what you want, what you want ♪ 499 00:21:50,267 --> 00:21:53,312 ♪ Bug me, bug me, bug me, bug me, bug me... ♪ 500 00:21:53,353 --> 00:21:55,355 Do you think you, Keisha, and Nate 501 00:21:55,397 --> 00:21:57,899 will still be tight after y'all graduate? 502 00:21:57,941 --> 00:21:59,985 What? Of course. 503 00:22:00,027 --> 00:22:02,112 We are fam 504 00:22:02,154 --> 00:22:03,739 for life. 505 00:22:03,780 --> 00:22:06,616 You know, they say people are in your life 506 00:22:06,658 --> 00:22:10,329 for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. 507 00:22:10,370 --> 00:22:13,081 Which one do you think applies to us? 508 00:22:16,293 --> 00:22:18,420 I don't know. 509 00:22:18,462 --> 00:22:20,255 Why don't you ask your star charts? 510 00:22:20,297 --> 00:22:21,506 Oh! Ha ha ha! 511 00:22:21,548 --> 00:22:22,924 See, I'm over here trying to have 512 00:22:22,966 --> 00:22:24,176 a serious conversation, and you playing. 513 00:22:24,217 --> 00:22:26,219 [Cell phone alarm chiming] 514 00:22:26,261 --> 00:22:28,013 Wait. Do you hear that? 515 00:22:28,055 --> 00:22:30,640 It's your phone, but where is it? 516 00:22:30,682 --> 00:22:32,517 And how long has it been going off? 517 00:22:32,559 --> 00:22:34,353 [Chiming continues] 518 00:22:34,394 --> 00:22:36,313 [Coughing] 519 00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:39,316 [Chiming continues] 520 00:22:40,692 --> 00:22:42,194 How did your phone end up in here? 521 00:22:42,235 --> 00:22:44,654 I don't know, Lando. 522 00:22:48,408 --> 00:22:50,160 Simone: I definitely agree. 523 00:22:50,202 --> 00:22:52,704 I think Christmas is overcommercialized, for sure. 524 00:22:52,746 --> 00:22:54,498 And what is with some of those songs? 525 00:22:54,539 --> 00:22:56,166 "I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus"? 526 00:22:56,208 --> 00:22:57,667 Like, why would you make a song 527 00:22:57,709 --> 00:22:59,169 about Santa's side piece? 528 00:22:59,211 --> 00:23:01,546 I can't with you. 529 00:23:01,588 --> 00:23:03,298 The song is about a kid seeing his mother 530 00:23:03,340 --> 00:23:05,425 kiss their father in a Santa suit. 531 00:23:05,467 --> 00:23:07,219 So the song is about cosplay between parents? 532 00:23:07,260 --> 00:23:08,970 That is worse. Wow. 533 00:23:09,012 --> 00:23:11,556 OK. The song is now ruined for me. 534 00:23:11,598 --> 00:23:14,101 Derry: ♪ In sin and error pining... ♪ 535 00:23:14,142 --> 00:23:16,061 Lando: Guess what else is ruined. 536 00:23:16,103 --> 00:23:19,523 [Coughing] 537 00:23:22,776 --> 00:23:25,070 You didn't set an alarm? 538 00:23:25,112 --> 00:23:27,030 No, because, according to you, 539 00:23:27,072 --> 00:23:28,990 I can't be trusted. 540 00:23:29,032 --> 00:23:30,992 Ohh. God. 541 00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:41,044 Well, I feel like a failure. 542 00:23:41,086 --> 00:23:42,963 Yeah. 543 00:23:43,004 --> 00:23:45,340 We should've been able to bake a dozen cookies. 544 00:23:45,382 --> 00:23:47,008 Uh, no. 545 00:23:47,050 --> 00:23:48,593 We should've ordered cookies to begin with. 546 00:23:48,635 --> 00:23:50,303 I don't know what I was thinking trying to bake. 547 00:23:50,345 --> 00:23:52,264 [Exhales] 548 00:23:55,475 --> 00:23:57,269 Aren't those for Nate and Keisha? 549 00:23:57,310 --> 00:24:00,647 Yes, but I'll order more. We deserve this. Come on. 550 00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:02,482 [Laughs] 551 00:24:02,524 --> 00:24:05,819 Oh, wow. You are a fast learner. 552 00:24:05,861 --> 00:24:07,571 You are a great teacher. 553 00:24:07,612 --> 00:24:09,364 So are you. 554 00:24:11,533 --> 00:24:13,076 After you left, 555 00:24:13,118 --> 00:24:16,163 I...went out and got a Christmas gift for Eva. 556 00:24:16,204 --> 00:24:18,498 Look at you. 557 00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:21,209 I got you something, too. 558 00:24:34,097 --> 00:24:35,765 Fake tattoos? 559 00:24:35,807 --> 00:24:37,350 [Chuckles] Yeah, 560 00:24:37,392 --> 00:24:39,978 so you can try out different designs 561 00:24:40,020 --> 00:24:42,147 before committing to a tattoo 562 00:24:42,189 --> 00:24:45,025 to hide your surgical scar. 563 00:24:53,783 --> 00:24:56,703 That's really sweet, Lando. Thank you. 564 00:24:59,789 --> 00:25:02,751 You know, you've really shown up for me today. 565 00:25:02,792 --> 00:25:04,961 Why do you sound surprised? 566 00:25:05,003 --> 00:25:07,339 Because a few months ago, we weren't even speaking. 567 00:25:07,380 --> 00:25:09,966 Well, a cancer diagnosis tends to make hurt feelings 568 00:25:10,008 --> 00:25:12,260 and drama trivial, so-- 569 00:25:12,302 --> 00:25:14,054 That explains today, 570 00:25:14,095 --> 00:25:15,722 but not why you let me back into your life 571 00:25:15,764 --> 00:25:17,599 before you knew I had cancer. 572 00:25:19,059 --> 00:25:22,562 [Breathes deeply] 573 00:25:24,981 --> 00:25:27,108 Heh. 574 00:25:27,150 --> 00:25:29,319 Um, when it comes to you, 575 00:25:29,361 --> 00:25:32,948 there are two kinds of pain-- 576 00:25:34,658 --> 00:25:38,453 bad pain from not having you in my life 577 00:25:38,495 --> 00:25:40,872 because you chose somebody else 578 00:25:40,914 --> 00:25:46,878 and good pain from having you in my life, 579 00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:50,048 even though you chose somebody else, 580 00:25:50,090 --> 00:25:54,135 and I knew that eventually, 581 00:25:54,177 --> 00:25:56,763 the good pain would go away 582 00:25:56,805 --> 00:25:58,974 and I would be left with this 583 00:25:59,015 --> 00:26:01,810 amazing person in my life... 584 00:26:04,813 --> 00:26:06,898 and I was right. 585 00:26:09,568 --> 00:26:12,279 You wanted to know if we're in each other lives 586 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:15,282 for a reason, a season, or a lifetime, right? 587 00:26:17,367 --> 00:26:19,828 It's all 3. 588 00:26:19,869 --> 00:26:23,915 You're the reason I found photography again. 589 00:26:23,957 --> 00:26:26,084 During the season we didn't talk, 590 00:26:26,126 --> 00:26:29,087 I was better for having known you. 591 00:26:31,381 --> 00:26:34,384 It's why I believe that... 592 00:26:34,426 --> 00:26:37,178 one way or another... 593 00:26:37,220 --> 00:26:40,015 we're in this for a lifetime. 594 00:26:53,153 --> 00:26:56,031 Would you, um, help me try these out? 595 00:26:57,616 --> 00:26:59,576 Are you sure? 596 00:26:59,618 --> 00:27:01,453 Aren't you sore from the surgery 597 00:27:01,494 --> 00:27:03,163 and radiation treatments? 598 00:27:03,204 --> 00:27:05,040 Yeah, very sore, 599 00:27:05,081 --> 00:27:08,501 but we would do it on the other side, 600 00:27:08,543 --> 00:27:12,589 and, yeah, I'm sure. 601 00:27:13,715 --> 00:27:16,051 [Chuckles] Yep. 602 00:27:23,933 --> 00:27:30,440 Rania Woodard: ♪ I think I'm falling in place ♪ 603 00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:36,905 ♪ I feel the wheels in motion ♪ 604 00:27:36,946 --> 00:27:43,328 ♪ It's like I'm finding my way ♪ 605 00:27:43,370 --> 00:27:49,876 ♪ I'm moving forward, I've outgrown ♪ 606 00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:56,216 ♪ Sometimes it feels like I'm holding ♪ 607 00:27:56,257 --> 00:28:01,930 ♪ On something I know I'll let go... ♪ 608 00:28:07,519 --> 00:28:09,396 [Clears throat] 609 00:28:26,579 --> 00:28:29,082 This was hanging in your room. 610 00:28:29,124 --> 00:28:33,378 It's from my website, the website that you 611 00:28:33,420 --> 00:28:35,255 pretended to know nothing about. 612 00:28:35,296 --> 00:28:37,340 Lando, I can explain. 613 00:28:37,382 --> 00:28:40,093 See, the thing is, I see the names 614 00:28:40,135 --> 00:28:44,180 of every customer who purchases from my site, 615 00:28:44,222 --> 00:28:46,975 and I have never seen your name, 616 00:28:47,016 --> 00:28:49,561 so either somebody purchased the print for you 617 00:28:49,602 --> 00:28:51,980 or you bought it anonymously. 618 00:28:53,523 --> 00:28:55,692 My mom wasn't the one who blew up my site. 619 00:28:55,734 --> 00:28:57,902 It was you. 620 00:28:57,944 --> 00:29:00,280 You wanted to explain, so explain. 621 00:29:01,573 --> 00:29:03,408 I heard about your site 622 00:29:03,450 --> 00:29:05,285 and that it wasn't doing well, 623 00:29:05,326 --> 00:29:07,245 so I wanted to help, 624 00:29:07,287 --> 00:29:09,372 but things were really messed up between us. 625 00:29:09,414 --> 00:29:10,915 So you decided to pity me? 626 00:29:10,957 --> 00:29:14,043 No. I was encouraging you. 627 00:29:14,085 --> 00:29:15,587 I believe in you. 628 00:29:15,628 --> 00:29:18,006 I always have, always will. 629 00:29:18,047 --> 00:29:21,468 All right. Well, your belief in me is expensive. 630 00:29:21,509 --> 00:29:23,303 I'll refund your money. 631 00:29:23,344 --> 00:29:24,804 I don't deserve this kind of support. 632 00:29:24,846 --> 00:29:26,556 Wait. Why are you saying something like that? 633 00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:27,849 Just let it go, Simone. 634 00:29:27,891 --> 00:29:29,184 No, not until you tell me 635 00:29:29,225 --> 00:29:30,727 why you're doubting yourself. 636 00:29:30,769 --> 00:29:32,103 Is this because of your T.A.? 637 00:29:32,145 --> 00:29:33,605 Who cares if he says your work 638 00:29:33,646 --> 00:29:35,023 lacks emotional depth? 639 00:29:35,064 --> 00:29:36,483 You shouldn't let him shake you. 640 00:29:36,524 --> 00:29:37,484 Hey, I'm not shook because of what he said. 641 00:29:37,525 --> 00:29:40,862 I'm shook because I-- 642 00:29:40,904 --> 00:29:42,071 [Sighs] 643 00:29:43,740 --> 00:29:46,075 He didn't say anything I don't already know. 644 00:29:48,286 --> 00:29:50,622 A good photographer 645 00:29:50,663 --> 00:29:55,043 uses their camera to share their beliefs, 646 00:29:55,084 --> 00:29:58,963 emotions, and views of the world. 647 00:29:59,005 --> 00:30:02,258 With a single image, they can make people 648 00:30:02,300 --> 00:30:05,011 feel what they feel. 649 00:30:06,763 --> 00:30:09,265 I don't know how to do that, 650 00:30:09,307 --> 00:30:12,060 and I have tried. 651 00:30:13,394 --> 00:30:16,689 Lando, you are so wrong. 652 00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:21,444 Out of all the photos I bought, 653 00:30:21,486 --> 00:30:23,613 I kept the waterfall print because you 654 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,448 managed to make that mountain 655 00:30:25,490 --> 00:30:27,867 look like it was crying. 656 00:30:27,909 --> 00:30:30,703 I felt the purging of its tears... 657 00:30:32,747 --> 00:30:35,416 so can you tell me what inspired you to take it? 658 00:30:40,171 --> 00:30:42,048 [Exhales] 659 00:30:42,090 --> 00:30:44,509 [Places photo on table] 660 00:30:46,386 --> 00:30:49,013 [Exhales] 661 00:30:49,055 --> 00:30:51,432 It's the first picture I took 662 00:30:51,474 --> 00:30:54,394 after you picked Damon. 663 00:31:00,483 --> 00:31:01,734 [Exhales] 664 00:31:02,277 --> 00:31:05,029 You captured your sorrow in nature, 665 00:31:05,071 --> 00:31:07,448 and you made me feel it. 666 00:31:09,784 --> 00:31:12,662 You made me see you. 667 00:31:13,830 --> 00:31:16,791 Lando, you are a good photographer. 668 00:31:18,084 --> 00:31:19,627 Well, it's one thing 669 00:31:19,669 --> 00:31:21,004 doing that when I'm in my feelings, 670 00:31:21,045 --> 00:31:22,547 but on the regular-- 671 00:31:22,589 --> 00:31:24,257 Well, pick a subject you care about 672 00:31:24,299 --> 00:31:26,050 and let your feelings shine through. 673 00:31:26,092 --> 00:31:28,469 Then we will see what you see. 674 00:31:30,555 --> 00:31:33,057 -You really believe that? -Yeah. 675 00:31:33,099 --> 00:31:37,061 Because I need your help with my next subject. 676 00:31:37,103 --> 00:31:38,897 OK. What is it? 677 00:31:38,938 --> 00:31:42,358 Not what. Who. 678 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:46,487 I want you... to be my next subject-- 679 00:31:46,529 --> 00:31:49,657 photo shoot, the whole 9-- 680 00:31:49,699 --> 00:31:51,409 because if I'm the photographer 681 00:31:51,451 --> 00:31:53,161 that you say I am, I should be able 682 00:31:53,202 --> 00:31:56,539 to make you see what I see-- 683 00:31:56,581 --> 00:31:59,125 a woman who is beautiful, 684 00:31:59,167 --> 00:32:03,212 captivating, and strong. 685 00:32:04,339 --> 00:32:06,090 If you had my view, 686 00:32:06,132 --> 00:32:09,969 you would think very differently. 687 00:32:10,011 --> 00:32:13,640 So, no, no photo shoot. 688 00:32:13,681 --> 00:32:16,643 Simone. 689 00:32:16,684 --> 00:32:19,479 I believe in you. 690 00:32:19,520 --> 00:32:22,815 I always have, and I always will. 691 00:32:24,692 --> 00:32:28,404 Cancer can only take who you are if you let it. 692 00:32:29,864 --> 00:32:34,077 Please... don't let it. 693 00:32:34,118 --> 00:32:36,371 Lando, you don't understand 694 00:32:36,412 --> 00:32:38,915 how hard it is to feel desirable 695 00:32:38,957 --> 00:32:42,710 with a surgical scar on your breast, 696 00:32:42,752 --> 00:32:45,964 a breast that no longer looks the same size 697 00:32:46,005 --> 00:32:48,841 or color as the other one, 698 00:32:48,883 --> 00:32:50,927 so when I look in the mirror, 699 00:32:50,969 --> 00:32:52,929 I don't see a sexy woman 700 00:32:52,971 --> 00:32:54,722 in her feminine power. 701 00:32:54,764 --> 00:32:57,850 I see a body that has betrayed me... 702 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:01,813 and if this is how I feel, 703 00:33:01,854 --> 00:33:04,649 why would any man want me like this? 704 00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:09,487 So there's nothing you can do to help me. 705 00:33:09,529 --> 00:33:14,117 You're wrong. There is something. 706 00:33:14,158 --> 00:33:16,160 Who are you calling? 707 00:33:16,202 --> 00:33:18,413 A plastic surgeon who specializes 708 00:33:18,454 --> 00:33:21,374 in helping cancer patients reclaim their power-- 709 00:33:21,416 --> 00:33:24,293 my mom. 710 00:33:24,335 --> 00:33:26,421 You said if I need her help, I should call her. 711 00:33:26,462 --> 00:33:28,548 This counts. 712 00:33:28,589 --> 00:33:31,426 Hey, Mom. Hi. 713 00:33:31,467 --> 00:33:34,887 Uh, do you have a minute? 714 00:33:34,929 --> 00:33:37,557 It was nice talking to you, too, Dr. Johnson. 715 00:33:37,598 --> 00:33:40,560 I'll think about everything you said. 716 00:33:40,601 --> 00:33:43,229 I'll tell him. OK. 717 00:33:43,271 --> 00:33:45,648 Have a nice night. Bye-bye. 718 00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:48,693 She didn't want to say good-bye? 719 00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:50,945 No. Because she said you'll call her tomorrow. 720 00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:56,284 Of course. So how'd it go? 721 00:33:56,325 --> 00:34:00,079 Your mom is a really remarkable woman. 722 00:34:00,121 --> 00:34:01,664 She said she's gonna connect me 723 00:34:01,706 --> 00:34:04,125 with a support group of cancer survivors my age, 724 00:34:04,167 --> 00:34:07,086 and she even offered her services pro bono. 725 00:34:07,128 --> 00:34:08,629 That's my mom. 726 00:34:08,671 --> 00:34:10,423 [Chuckles] 727 00:34:13,801 --> 00:34:15,887 I want that photo shoot. 728 00:34:15,928 --> 00:34:18,514 What did she say to change your mind? 729 00:34:18,556 --> 00:34:20,683 She said that patients need to lean 730 00:34:20,725 --> 00:34:23,102 on the wise counsel of their village 731 00:34:23,144 --> 00:34:25,021 because they'll see things 732 00:34:25,063 --> 00:34:26,522 that patients don't because-- 733 00:34:26,564 --> 00:34:29,150 They're not the ones with cancer. 734 00:34:29,192 --> 00:34:31,319 Then she asked if I trust you. 735 00:34:33,112 --> 00:34:35,573 Clearly, I do, so, Lando, 736 00:34:35,615 --> 00:34:37,200 if you think that this photo shoot 737 00:34:37,241 --> 00:34:39,702 is a good idea, then... 738 00:34:42,038 --> 00:34:44,999 I trust that it is, too. 739 00:34:47,376 --> 00:34:50,046 You're not gonna regret this, all right? 740 00:34:50,088 --> 00:34:52,507 Um, meet me at the photo studio 741 00:34:52,548 --> 00:34:54,634 in...an hour. 742 00:34:54,675 --> 00:34:56,135 Just bring yourself. 743 00:34:56,177 --> 00:34:57,845 I'll take care of the rest. All right. 744 00:34:57,887 --> 00:34:59,806 OK. 745 00:35:01,015 --> 00:35:03,226 [Exhales] 746 00:35:03,267 --> 00:35:05,895 Maybe he's right about something else, too. 747 00:35:11,567 --> 00:35:13,361 [Sighs] 748 00:35:15,905 --> 00:35:19,659 [Breathes deeply] 749 00:35:23,371 --> 00:35:24,705 [Beep] 750 00:35:24,747 --> 00:35:27,125 Hey, Mom, it's me. 751 00:35:27,166 --> 00:35:29,836 I know I've been avoiding all of your calls. 752 00:35:29,877 --> 00:35:33,005 Um, can we talk in a few hours? 753 00:35:33,047 --> 00:35:34,632 Uh, there's something really important 754 00:35:34,674 --> 00:35:37,635 that I need to tell you. 755 00:35:37,677 --> 00:35:40,429 Love you. 756 00:35:46,978 --> 00:35:48,521 Woman: ♪ It's over... ♪ 757 00:35:48,563 --> 00:35:52,108 Lando: Nice. And Chin down just a touch. 758 00:35:52,150 --> 00:35:53,359 Chin down right into the clutch. Nice. 759 00:35:53,401 --> 00:35:54,402 Uh... 760 00:35:54,443 --> 00:35:56,154 Nice. 761 00:35:58,322 --> 00:36:00,700 when you said photo shoot-- 762 00:36:00,741 --> 00:36:03,536 I meant photo shoot. Heh! We don't play. 763 00:36:03,578 --> 00:36:04,996 "We"? 764 00:36:05,037 --> 00:36:06,664 This wasn't all me. 765 00:36:06,706 --> 00:36:09,208 Somehow J.R. found out that Keisha 766 00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:10,918 had a hook-up with the drama department. 767 00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:13,087 Uh, Nate called in a favor with a friend 768 00:36:13,129 --> 00:36:14,714 who does makeup and hair, 769 00:36:14,755 --> 00:36:17,091 and Cam rallied in the bros, who helped me 770 00:36:17,133 --> 00:36:18,926 to bring in sheets, backdrops, 771 00:36:18,968 --> 00:36:20,720 and posing blocks. 772 00:36:20,761 --> 00:36:22,597 So y'all did all this in an hour? 773 00:36:22,638 --> 00:36:24,265 Your village knows how to village. 774 00:36:24,307 --> 00:36:28,769 Now it is time for you to have some fun. 775 00:36:28,811 --> 00:36:31,189 OK. 776 00:36:31,230 --> 00:36:32,773 Angie Rose: ♪ All right, vibes ♪ 777 00:36:32,815 --> 00:36:34,317 ♪ I just met a guy with the eyes ♪ 778 00:36:34,358 --> 00:36:35,651 ♪ Of a city that'll never see sleep ♪ 779 00:36:35,693 --> 00:36:37,528 ♪ I try to never come alive ♪ 780 00:36:37,570 --> 00:36:39,697 ♪ From a vibe, but this guy kept his eye on me, ay ♪ 781 00:36:39,739 --> 00:36:42,200 ♪ Don't you go dancing round through my mind ♪ 782 00:36:42,241 --> 00:36:44,118 ♪ If you know me, we ain't stepping on the same timeline ♪ 783 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,454 ♪ Acting like a guy that blew my mind, huh-huh ♪ 784 00:36:46,495 --> 00:36:48,497 ♪ Oh-oh, ooh-oh ♪ 785 00:36:59,717 --> 00:37:02,762 Lando: It's perfect. 786 00:37:02,803 --> 00:37:06,933 Woman: ♪ 10 months at third point ♪ 787 00:37:06,974 --> 00:37:09,894 ♪ From the garden ♪ 788 00:37:13,022 --> 00:37:16,275 Chorus: ♪ Ooh... ♪ 789 00:37:16,317 --> 00:37:22,990 ♪ Shed from the shape I'm in ♪ 790 00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:26,994 ♪ Ooh... ♪ 791 00:37:27,036 --> 00:37:31,123 ♪ Starting over, starting over ♪ 792 00:37:31,165 --> 00:37:32,458 ♪ Ooh... ♪ 793 00:37:32,500 --> 00:37:36,462 ♪ Let me begin again ♪ 794 00:37:36,504 --> 00:37:39,632 Simone: So? How'd they turn out? 795 00:37:39,674 --> 00:37:43,094 Why don't you have a look for yourself? 796 00:37:43,135 --> 00:37:45,596 [Click click] 797 00:37:48,474 --> 00:37:50,268 Lando, these are-- 798 00:37:51,852 --> 00:37:53,771 Simone: The lights and the camera did their thing. 799 00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:56,065 Lights and cameras 800 00:37:56,107 --> 00:37:58,651 are nothing without a subject. 801 00:37:58,693 --> 00:38:00,611 These photos are what they are 802 00:38:00,653 --> 00:38:02,697 because of you. 803 00:38:02,738 --> 00:38:05,408 And because you touched them up. 804 00:38:05,449 --> 00:38:07,368 Simone, heh, I swear to you, 805 00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:10,454 I've not done anything to these photos. 806 00:38:10,496 --> 00:38:14,792 What you're seeing is just...you. 807 00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:37,523 You got it wrong. 808 00:38:37,565 --> 00:38:38,816 What? 809 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:44,947 These photos are bomb not because of me. 810 00:38:46,198 --> 00:38:48,743 It's because of you... 811 00:38:51,037 --> 00:38:53,122 and how you see me. 812 00:38:55,624 --> 00:38:58,669 I can't thank you enough for this, Lando. 813 00:39:01,797 --> 00:39:03,966 Come here. 814 00:39:08,929 --> 00:39:11,307 Thank you. 815 00:39:11,349 --> 00:39:13,351 You're welcome. 816 00:39:16,979 --> 00:39:18,856 [Chuckles] 817 00:39:20,733 --> 00:39:22,401 [Sighs] 818 00:39:22,443 --> 00:39:24,362 [Sighs] 819 00:39:26,655 --> 00:39:29,450 I want you to use these for your final. 820 00:39:29,492 --> 00:39:33,579 -Are you sure? -Yeah. I'm sure. 821 00:39:33,621 --> 00:39:35,289 [Laughs] 822 00:39:35,331 --> 00:39:36,874 Show these to your professor. 823 00:39:36,916 --> 00:39:38,501 Let them see the kind of photographer 824 00:39:38,542 --> 00:39:40,628 you actually are. 825 00:39:40,669 --> 00:39:44,215 A'ight. Bet. I will. 826 00:39:44,256 --> 00:39:46,425 And do me a favor. 827 00:39:46,467 --> 00:39:48,719 Show these to that snotty-ass T.A., too. 828 00:39:48,761 --> 00:39:52,306 Copy that. Ha ha ha! 829 00:39:55,059 --> 00:39:57,436 [Birds chirping] 830 00:40:05,903 --> 00:40:08,155 Mm... 831 00:40:36,434 --> 00:40:39,145 [Cell phone ringing and vibrating] 832 00:40:42,148 --> 00:40:43,732 Hey, you on your way? 833 00:40:43,774 --> 00:40:45,317 Promise not to be mad at me? 834 00:40:45,359 --> 00:40:46,777 You can't take me 835 00:40:46,819 --> 00:40:48,112 to my radiation appointment again? 836 00:40:48,154 --> 00:40:49,655 Well, good reason, though, I promise. 837 00:40:49,697 --> 00:40:51,866 It's all good. I'll just drive myself. 838 00:40:51,907 --> 00:40:53,409 No. I got somebody coming to scoop you up. 839 00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:54,952 Who? Everyone's out of town, 840 00:40:54,994 --> 00:40:56,370 and Lando has a final. 841 00:40:56,412 --> 00:40:57,663 [Knock on door] 842 00:40:57,705 --> 00:40:59,582 J.R., who is at my door? 843 00:40:59,623 --> 00:41:01,417 You'll see in a second. 844 00:41:01,459 --> 00:41:03,669 I'll check on you later, all right? 845 00:41:03,711 --> 00:41:06,464 All right. Bye. 846 00:41:11,177 --> 00:41:13,262 Mom, what are you doing here? 847 00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:16,056 Ohh...ohh... 848 00:41:16,098 --> 00:41:18,642 I got your message, and-- 849 00:41:18,684 --> 00:41:21,270 I don't know, baby-- it was just something 850 00:41:21,312 --> 00:41:23,564 in your voice, so I called your aunt, 851 00:41:23,606 --> 00:41:27,151 who told me everything, and then she put me 852 00:41:27,193 --> 00:41:30,404 in touch with your friends, so here I am. 853 00:41:30,446 --> 00:41:32,615 Mom, I'm really sorry. 854 00:41:32,656 --> 00:41:34,158 I didn't mean for you to find out like that. 855 00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:37,912 No, no, no. You are my daughter. 856 00:41:39,497 --> 00:41:42,833 I love you. That's all that matters. 857 00:41:45,461 --> 00:41:46,629 [Sniffles] 858 00:41:46,670 --> 00:41:48,547 Oh... 859 00:42:19,078 --> 00:42:20,496 Greg, move your head.