1 00:00:06,178 --> 00:00:10,266 Amara: Today, they came for us. 2 00:00:10,307 --> 00:00:12,852 Their goal was to terrorize us, 3 00:00:12,893 --> 00:00:17,064 to disrupt our lives and instill fear, 4 00:00:17,106 --> 00:00:20,609 but I have one thing to say to them: 5 00:00:20,651 --> 00:00:24,113 We shall not be moved. 6 00:00:27,199 --> 00:00:28,367 [Music playing] 7 00:00:28,409 --> 00:00:30,536 Yeah, I like it. 8 00:00:30,578 --> 00:00:31,912 Nope. Blue top, brown bottoms. 9 00:00:31,954 --> 00:00:33,664 Simone: OK, fine. 10 00:00:33,706 --> 00:00:35,958 Let's focus on lunch, and do not say tuna salad. 11 00:00:36,000 --> 00:00:38,252 Shade. What did tuna ever do to you? 12 00:00:38,294 --> 00:00:39,962 Because it's giving lunchtime loneliness. 13 00:00:40,004 --> 00:00:41,297 Ain't no kid want to trade for tuna salad. 14 00:00:41,338 --> 00:00:42,631 Keisha: I would. 15 00:00:42,673 --> 00:00:43,966 Damon: What's all this? 16 00:00:44,008 --> 00:00:45,468 Simone: It's a vision board 17 00:00:45,509 --> 00:00:47,178 for Shay's first day of preschool. 18 00:00:47,219 --> 00:00:48,804 Shanelle found a beginner's preschool program. 19 00:00:48,846 --> 00:00:51,974 So what, like, pre-preschool or something? 20 00:00:52,016 --> 00:00:53,517 More like day care but with classes. 21 00:00:53,559 --> 00:00:55,019 Yeah, Shanelle and I have been planning 22 00:00:55,061 --> 00:00:56,896 the perfect first day for weeks. 23 00:00:56,937 --> 00:00:58,314 I cannot wait for her to send us pictures and videos. 24 00:00:58,355 --> 00:01:00,316 I know. 25 00:01:00,357 --> 00:01:02,193 I think it's dope that you're working with Shay's adopted mother. 26 00:01:02,234 --> 00:01:04,028 Simone: Are you regretting 27 00:01:04,070 --> 00:01:06,614 your mom and birth mom meeting up on campus tomorrow? 28 00:01:06,655 --> 00:01:09,575 Uh, I mean, I know it's time to clear the air with everybody, 29 00:01:09,617 --> 00:01:11,452 but I can't help but feel like 30 00:01:11,494 --> 00:01:13,079 this is gonna be a complete disaster. 31 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:14,663 I mean, you never know. 32 00:01:14,705 --> 00:01:17,458 Keena and Celine, they might surprise you. 33 00:01:17,500 --> 00:01:20,377 Look at me and Shanelle. 34 00:01:20,419 --> 00:01:21,962 Ayelle: ♪ Every time I start... ♪ 35 00:01:22,004 --> 00:01:23,464 Stop thinking about your moms. 36 00:01:23,506 --> 00:01:25,841 [Chuckles] 37 00:01:25,883 --> 00:01:28,928 Well, I mean, I would if I had something else to think about. 38 00:01:28,969 --> 00:01:30,721 Hmm, OK. 39 00:01:30,763 --> 00:01:32,973 You mean something like this? 40 00:01:33,015 --> 00:01:36,102 ♪ They won't leave me alone ♪ 41 00:01:36,143 --> 00:01:40,147 ♪ And I start to reminisce upon ♪ 42 00:01:40,189 --> 00:01:43,776 ♪ All the ways that I've gone wrong... ♪ 43 00:01:43,818 --> 00:01:48,405 OK, it's getting late. I should go. 44 00:01:51,659 --> 00:01:53,119 [Exhales] 45 00:01:53,160 --> 00:01:55,329 Hey, what's that on your shoulder there? 46 00:01:55,371 --> 00:01:58,582 What? Oh, um, I just had, like, 47 00:01:58,624 --> 00:02:02,253 a bad reaction to a new skin cream. 48 00:02:02,294 --> 00:02:05,089 Uh, you know, Cam is gonna be at Keisha's tonight, 49 00:02:05,131 --> 00:02:08,717 so you can just stay the night if you want. 50 00:02:08,759 --> 00:02:10,344 Look, we can sleep, just sleep, all right? 51 00:02:10,386 --> 00:02:11,720 I appreciate that. I do. 52 00:02:11,762 --> 00:02:13,681 I just--I sleep better in my own bed. 53 00:02:13,722 --> 00:02:15,391 Do you, though? 54 00:02:15,432 --> 00:02:17,434 I mean, since you've been back from your trip, 55 00:02:17,476 --> 00:02:19,562 doesn't look like you've been sleeping well. 56 00:02:19,603 --> 00:02:21,105 Are you saying I look tired? 57 00:02:21,147 --> 00:02:22,606 No, you always look great. It's just-- 58 00:02:22,648 --> 00:02:24,191 OK, then what are you saying, Damon? 59 00:02:24,233 --> 00:02:26,277 I'm saying that I'm worried, all right? 60 00:02:26,318 --> 00:02:28,154 I just want to make sure that everything's good. 61 00:02:28,195 --> 00:02:30,114 Yeah, aside from this conversation, everything's great. 62 00:02:30,156 --> 00:02:31,532 I got to go. 63 00:02:34,827 --> 00:02:36,829 J.R.: How bad you think it'll get? 64 00:02:36,871 --> 00:02:38,581 [Scoffs] 65 00:02:38,622 --> 00:02:40,332 No clue. That's why we meeting in a public place. 66 00:02:40,374 --> 00:02:43,669 That's smart. That's real smart. 67 00:02:43,711 --> 00:02:45,838 [Damon exhales] 68 00:02:45,880 --> 00:02:47,840 Damon: Damn. Like, I wish my mom kind of got here first, 69 00:02:47,882 --> 00:02:49,717 so we could, like, ease her into things. 70 00:02:49,758 --> 00:02:53,637 Don't worry. Whenever she get here, we'll make sure she OK. 71 00:03:01,478 --> 00:03:03,272 Is everything OK? 72 00:03:05,149 --> 00:03:07,484 That's my mom. She said she can't make it. 73 00:03:14,200 --> 00:03:16,368 Nathaniel: Keisha, I don't understand 74 00:03:16,410 --> 00:03:18,621 why you won't give Nico another chance. 75 00:03:18,662 --> 00:03:20,289 One--he's not good for you 76 00:03:20,331 --> 00:03:22,458 and two--he got our family dinner canceled 77 00:03:22,499 --> 00:03:24,084 via a Yard Yack post, so... 78 00:03:24,126 --> 00:03:25,544 If you spent any time with him, 79 00:03:25,586 --> 00:03:27,213 you'd see how amazing he is. 80 00:03:27,254 --> 00:03:29,632 And I asked him about the post. It wasn't him. 81 00:03:29,673 --> 00:03:32,176 And you believed him? Yeah, OK. 82 00:03:32,218 --> 00:03:34,553 No offense, Cameron. This is a private conversation. 83 00:03:34,595 --> 00:03:36,263 Not when it costs me a free meal, plus leftovers. 84 00:03:36,305 --> 00:03:37,640 No, it ain't. 85 00:03:38,933 --> 00:03:40,517 Ah, Simone. 86 00:03:40,559 --> 00:03:42,061 Can you please tell Keisha 87 00:03:42,102 --> 00:03:43,771 that she's overreacting about Nico? 88 00:03:43,812 --> 00:03:45,105 No. It's giving tension, 89 00:03:45,147 --> 00:03:46,690 and I don't do friend drama. 90 00:03:46,732 --> 00:03:49,318 Thea: Oh. Hey, guys. 91 00:03:49,360 --> 00:03:50,611 Nathaniel: Hey. Keisha: Hey. 92 00:03:53,697 --> 00:03:57,076 Oh, so you don't do friend drama? 93 00:03:57,117 --> 00:03:59,078 Doesn't count. She ain't my friend. 94 00:03:59,119 --> 00:04:01,247 But, anyway, y'all need to figure this out. 95 00:04:01,288 --> 00:04:02,873 No man is worth y'all's friendship. 96 00:04:02,915 --> 00:04:05,960 Cam: As for me, if Keisha hates him, 97 00:04:06,001 --> 00:04:07,419 I hate him, too. 98 00:04:07,461 --> 00:04:08,921 Oh, you're a good man. 99 00:04:08,963 --> 00:04:10,756 -Thank you. -You're welcome. 100 00:04:10,798 --> 00:04:13,384 Keisha, I'm not letting this go. 101 00:04:13,425 --> 00:04:14,635 I would expect nothing less. 102 00:04:14,677 --> 00:04:16,178 Good... 103 00:04:16,220 --> 00:04:18,222 'cause I invited Nico to study with us. 104 00:04:19,974 --> 00:04:21,684 [Telephone rings] 105 00:04:21,725 --> 00:04:23,394 [Ring] 106 00:04:23,435 --> 00:04:25,771 President Amara Patterson's office. 107 00:04:37,533 --> 00:04:40,411 Hey, Cam, I'm headed to the budget meeting. 108 00:04:40,452 --> 00:04:42,413 You're gonna need to reschedule it. 109 00:04:42,454 --> 00:04:44,832 Why? Who was that on the phone? 110 00:04:57,052 --> 00:04:59,430 Um, Damon, will you please 111 00:04:59,471 --> 00:05:01,682 confirm to Mom that I gave you the photo album? 112 00:05:01,724 --> 00:05:03,309 Even though I told her I did, 113 00:05:03,350 --> 00:05:05,019 she keeps asking. 114 00:05:05,060 --> 00:05:08,230 Uh, my bad. I guess I could've texted you or something. 115 00:05:08,272 --> 00:05:09,898 I hope you like it. 116 00:05:09,940 --> 00:05:11,692 No, actually, I thought it was dope. 117 00:05:11,734 --> 00:05:15,738 Maybe you can add some photos of you and Miss Thea. 118 00:05:15,779 --> 00:05:17,990 I look forward to meeting her one day. 119 00:05:18,032 --> 00:05:19,533 No rush. 120 00:05:19,575 --> 00:05:21,368 Wait, wait, wait. How do you know about Thea? 121 00:05:21,410 --> 00:05:24,455 Oh, I saw some pictures you posted online. 122 00:05:24,496 --> 00:05:26,498 So you follow me online? 123 00:05:26,540 --> 00:05:28,042 No. 124 00:05:29,168 --> 00:05:33,589 Celine: I mean...yes. 125 00:05:33,630 --> 00:05:34,923 Jessie: My invite to the family meeting 126 00:05:34,965 --> 00:05:36,592 must've gotten lost in the mail. 127 00:05:36,633 --> 00:05:38,302 Celine: Jessie, please don't ruin this. 128 00:05:38,344 --> 00:05:39,636 Marcus: Let's head to the meeting, Jessie. 129 00:05:39,678 --> 00:05:40,637 I'm gonna get some air, all right? 130 00:05:40,679 --> 00:05:42,473 Hold up, bro. 131 00:05:42,514 --> 00:05:44,892 Amara: Everyone, can I have your attention, please? 132 00:05:44,933 --> 00:05:46,477 Damon. 133 00:05:46,518 --> 00:05:47,561 Amara, what's going on? 134 00:05:47,603 --> 00:05:49,313 Please have a seat. 135 00:06:07,247 --> 00:06:08,832 Student: What's going on? 136 00:06:08,874 --> 00:06:11,710 OK, what is going on? 137 00:06:14,713 --> 00:06:18,926 [Alarms sounding on cell phones] 138 00:06:23,514 --> 00:06:26,892 Amara: The FBI and the Atlanta P.D. are 139 00:06:26,934 --> 00:06:30,938 investigating a bomb threat made against us this morning. 140 00:06:30,979 --> 00:06:34,358 The threat involves the area immediately surrounding 141 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:38,529 west campus, which is currently being evacuated. 142 00:06:38,570 --> 00:06:43,075 Please avoid this area as the investigation continues. 143 00:06:43,117 --> 00:06:46,161 For those in other areas on campus, 144 00:06:46,203 --> 00:06:51,917 please, please shelter in place until further notice. 145 00:06:51,959 --> 00:06:54,670 This is not a drill. 146 00:06:54,711 --> 00:07:00,217 There's no longer access in or out of Bringston University. 147 00:07:09,393 --> 00:07:10,102 Amara: Have you called your mother? 148 00:07:10,144 --> 00:07:13,480 Yeah, I had to convince her not to hop on the next plane. 149 00:07:13,522 --> 00:07:14,106 And Shanelle? 150 00:07:14,106 --> 00:07:16,567 Not yet, but hopefully, she can still send me 151 00:07:16,608 --> 00:07:18,485 pictures and videos of Shay's first day. 152 00:07:18,527 --> 00:07:20,696 That'll help keep me distracted. 153 00:07:20,737 --> 00:07:22,698 You're handling all of this well, baby girl. 154 00:07:22,739 --> 00:07:25,701 It would be natural if the bomb threat stirred things up. 155 00:07:25,742 --> 00:07:28,871 Auntie, I love you. 156 00:07:28,912 --> 00:07:31,582 [Sighs] I love you, too. 157 00:07:33,709 --> 00:07:35,919 [Knock knock] 158 00:07:35,961 --> 00:07:37,629 Marcus, hey. 159 00:07:37,671 --> 00:07:39,840 Hey. How can I help? 160 00:07:39,882 --> 00:07:42,217 [Exhales] 161 00:07:42,259 --> 00:07:45,888 I've been president all of 2 seconds. 162 00:07:45,929 --> 00:07:47,764 I have no idea. 163 00:07:47,806 --> 00:07:49,975 It's not your fault. 164 00:07:50,017 --> 00:07:52,853 You're doing everything you can. 165 00:07:52,895 --> 00:07:56,064 President Patterson, I'm Special Agent Louis Hunt. 166 00:07:56,106 --> 00:07:58,901 We need to talk, privately. 167 00:08:03,906 --> 00:08:06,450 Cam, please. Please, please, please, please pick up. 168 00:08:06,492 --> 00:08:07,784 Pick up, pick up. Pick up. Pick up... 169 00:08:07,826 --> 00:08:09,328 Cam on voicemail: Hey, this is Cam. 170 00:08:09,369 --> 00:08:11,788 Do the damn thing after the beeeeep. 171 00:08:11,830 --> 00:08:13,499 [Beep] 172 00:08:17,294 --> 00:08:19,004 [New text chime] 173 00:08:35,187 --> 00:08:36,855 Oh, hey, Simone. Sorry. 174 00:08:36,897 --> 00:08:38,357 Uh, yeah. 175 00:08:38,398 --> 00:08:39,733 My bad. I would stay and talk, but I got to-- 176 00:08:39,775 --> 00:08:41,735 People to call. Yeah, me, too. 177 00:08:43,153 --> 00:08:45,197 Listen, if you got fam at East Lennox University, 178 00:08:45,239 --> 00:08:47,074 call them first. 179 00:08:47,115 --> 00:08:48,742 People are saying there was a bomb threat made there, too. 180 00:08:48,784 --> 00:08:51,995 And if it's true, this could be a coordinated attack. 181 00:08:53,789 --> 00:08:57,125 Uh, maybe you should just not say that too loudly 182 00:08:57,167 --> 00:08:59,127 before we know for sure, OK? 183 00:08:59,169 --> 00:09:01,004 People are scared enough. 184 00:09:01,046 --> 00:09:02,589 Yeah. 185 00:09:10,180 --> 00:09:12,766 Thea: I mean, I can't believe you're stuck there with Jessie and Celine. 186 00:09:12,808 --> 00:09:14,977 I can't believe any of us are stuck anywhere. 187 00:09:15,018 --> 00:09:16,687 Right? This is wild. 188 00:09:16,728 --> 00:09:18,146 It almost doesn't feel real. 189 00:09:18,188 --> 00:09:19,690 Like, how is this still happening? 190 00:09:19,731 --> 00:09:21,316 All this because we're a Black school? 191 00:09:21,358 --> 00:09:23,068 [Exhales] 192 00:09:23,110 --> 00:09:25,070 And, also, Damon, about last night, 193 00:09:25,112 --> 00:09:27,322 like, I feel like I may not have been my best self... 194 00:09:27,364 --> 00:09:29,950 Whoa, whoa. Hey, hey, babe, don't apologize like 195 00:09:29,992 --> 00:09:32,202 we never gonna see each other again, OK? 196 00:09:32,244 --> 00:09:33,704 I mean, Damon, we may not. 197 00:09:33,745 --> 00:09:35,205 Look, this is how this is gonna go. 198 00:09:35,247 --> 00:09:37,165 You're gonna stay mad at me, 199 00:09:37,207 --> 00:09:40,168 and I'm gonna stay confused about why. 200 00:09:40,210 --> 00:09:42,504 [Chuckling] We'll talk in person. 201 00:09:42,546 --> 00:09:43,755 Tonight, all right? 202 00:09:43,797 --> 00:09:48,135 OK, got it. I am staying mad. 203 00:09:48,176 --> 00:09:51,179 And I'm gonna stay confused. 204 00:09:51,221 --> 00:09:54,433 OK. I will see you tonight. 205 00:09:54,474 --> 00:09:56,476 All right. Bye. 206 00:10:11,533 --> 00:10:12,909 How are you holding up? 207 00:10:17,998 --> 00:10:21,835 You know, I thought the worst thing that would happen to me today 208 00:10:21,877 --> 00:10:23,837 would be my mom not showing up, 209 00:10:23,879 --> 00:10:26,340 even though she said that she would come and meet Celine. 210 00:10:26,381 --> 00:10:29,134 We got the bomb threat, and I just... 211 00:10:30,302 --> 00:10:31,845 [Chuckles] 212 00:10:31,887 --> 00:10:33,513 Honestly, I don't know how I feel, Coach. 213 00:10:33,555 --> 00:10:36,683 But the fear I see is not the cause of a bomb threat 214 00:10:36,725 --> 00:10:39,394 or the anger of your mom not being here. 215 00:10:42,439 --> 00:10:46,860 Jessie and Celine said when they gave me away, it was for the best. 216 00:10:50,364 --> 00:10:51,907 But I've really thought about it, 217 00:10:51,948 --> 00:10:54,034 and... 218 00:10:54,076 --> 00:10:56,453 Right? That's cap. Come on, Coach. 219 00:10:56,495 --> 00:10:59,247 If you were a parent, you would fight for your kids, right? 220 00:10:59,289 --> 00:11:00,999 If they really loved me, if they really wanted me, 221 00:11:01,041 --> 00:11:02,542 they would've made it work. 222 00:11:02,584 --> 00:11:04,795 You need answers, OK? 223 00:11:04,836 --> 00:11:08,298 And the people that have them are right here, Damon. 224 00:11:18,350 --> 00:11:20,477 Hunt: The evacuation of west campus is complete. 225 00:11:20,519 --> 00:11:22,646 We've begun a sweep to look for any explosive devices. 226 00:11:22,688 --> 00:11:24,022 How can I help, Agent Hunt? 227 00:11:24,064 --> 00:11:25,524 Honestly, by letting us do our job 228 00:11:25,565 --> 00:11:26,983 and staying out of the way. 229 00:11:27,025 --> 00:11:29,861 No one knows this campus better than I do. 230 00:11:29,903 --> 00:11:31,822 Be that as it may, my previous comment stands. 231 00:11:33,907 --> 00:11:36,034 Who was on the phone when the bomb threat was made? 232 00:11:36,076 --> 00:11:38,495 My assistant, Cam Watkins. 233 00:11:38,537 --> 00:11:39,788 After I take a look at the phone records, 234 00:11:39,830 --> 00:11:41,081 I need to speak with him. 235 00:11:41,123 --> 00:11:42,791 When you do, I want to be there. 236 00:11:42,833 --> 00:11:44,584 That's not typically how we do things. 237 00:11:44,626 --> 00:11:48,422 Be that as it may, my previous comment stands. 238 00:11:50,132 --> 00:11:51,383 J.R. 239 00:11:52,718 --> 00:11:54,928 Why didn't you tell me your mother was coming? 240 00:11:54,970 --> 00:11:56,847 That's what you want to talk about? 241 00:11:56,888 --> 00:11:59,516 We're sheltered in place because of a bomb threat. 242 00:11:59,558 --> 00:12:02,310 Exactly. A threat, not an actual bomb. 243 00:12:02,352 --> 00:12:04,271 You don't know that. 244 00:12:04,312 --> 00:12:05,981 There could be a bomb somewhere on campus. 245 00:12:06,022 --> 00:12:07,733 I need you to understand the assignment. 246 00:12:07,774 --> 00:12:09,401 And I think the students seeing a coach staying calm 247 00:12:09,443 --> 00:12:11,027 is the assignment. 248 00:12:11,069 --> 00:12:14,072 You realize that you haven't asked me am I OK? 249 00:12:14,114 --> 00:12:17,409 You have two sons in the same building with you. 250 00:12:17,451 --> 00:12:21,413 It's like you really don't see me or Damon. 251 00:12:27,711 --> 00:12:29,129 Shanelle. 252 00:12:29,171 --> 00:12:31,047 Shanelle: Simone. Oh, my God. Are you OK? 253 00:12:31,089 --> 00:12:32,841 Well, more or less, I think. 254 00:12:32,883 --> 00:12:34,634 We've been praying for y'all. 255 00:12:34,676 --> 00:12:36,636 The bomb threats are all over the news. 256 00:12:36,678 --> 00:12:38,847 "Bomb threats"? Plural? 257 00:12:38,889 --> 00:12:42,225 Yeah, another HBCU, East Lennox University. 258 00:12:42,267 --> 00:12:44,519 They just confirmed it. 259 00:12:48,648 --> 00:12:50,233 How's Shay? 260 00:12:50,275 --> 00:12:51,902 Are you guys safe? 261 00:12:51,943 --> 00:12:54,863 I mean, who knows what else could happen today? 262 00:12:54,905 --> 00:12:58,366 Shay's a little fussy, but other than that, he's fine. 263 00:12:58,408 --> 00:13:00,160 Want to say hi? 264 00:13:00,202 --> 00:13:03,121 I would really love that. 265 00:13:03,163 --> 00:13:04,706 [Shay crying] 266 00:13:04,748 --> 00:13:08,043 Shanelle, what happened? Is everything OK? 267 00:13:08,084 --> 00:13:12,172 [Alarm sounding] 268 00:13:12,214 --> 00:13:14,424 Shanelle? Hello? 269 00:13:34,945 --> 00:13:37,364 [Labored breathing] 270 00:13:40,617 --> 00:13:42,536 It was the cell phone tower, the noise. 271 00:13:42,577 --> 00:13:44,079 It was being shut down. 272 00:13:44,120 --> 00:13:45,580 How do you know? 273 00:13:45,622 --> 00:13:46,915 I can see the truck from here. 274 00:13:46,957 --> 00:13:48,834 Look, the Wi-Fi's down, too. 275 00:13:48,875 --> 00:13:50,502 It's probably just the FBI doing their thing, OK? 276 00:13:52,712 --> 00:13:55,549 I'm good, I'm good. Thank you. 277 00:13:56,758 --> 00:14:01,721 OK. Breathe in for 4 seconds, 278 00:14:01,763 --> 00:14:05,100 hold your breath for 7, 279 00:14:05,141 --> 00:14:09,312 and then exhale for 8 seconds, OK? 280 00:14:09,354 --> 00:14:11,231 [Inhales] 281 00:14:14,150 --> 00:14:16,111 [Both exhale] 282 00:14:19,030 --> 00:14:21,408 [Both inhaling] 283 00:14:23,034 --> 00:14:25,620 [Both exhale] 284 00:14:27,414 --> 00:14:29,916 4-7-8 breathing. 285 00:14:29,958 --> 00:14:32,669 You get panic attacks, too? 286 00:14:32,711 --> 00:14:34,588 Got them a lot as a kid when my dad was deployed. 287 00:14:34,629 --> 00:14:36,798 You were scared he wasn't gonna make it back. 288 00:14:36,840 --> 00:14:38,550 Yeah. 289 00:14:40,969 --> 00:14:44,431 Now the parent is worried about the child. 290 00:14:44,472 --> 00:14:47,309 We were on the phone when everything went down. 291 00:14:48,602 --> 00:14:51,605 I have a son--Shay. 292 00:14:51,646 --> 00:14:55,275 We were on the phone when everything went down, so... 293 00:14:55,317 --> 00:14:57,319 Your panic attack was about him. 294 00:15:00,447 --> 00:15:02,365 [Exhales] 295 00:15:02,407 --> 00:15:05,785 These coordinated bomb threats are just a reminder... 296 00:15:07,495 --> 00:15:09,414 that there are spaces that Shay won't be accepted in 297 00:15:09,456 --> 00:15:10,999 just because of how he looks 298 00:15:11,041 --> 00:15:12,792 and there's nothing I can do about it. 299 00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:22,427 For now, Shay's safe, OK? 300 00:15:22,469 --> 00:15:25,388 But there is something you can do. 301 00:15:25,430 --> 00:15:28,183 I see a lot of people who could use a friend 302 00:15:28,224 --> 00:15:30,268 or some help. 303 00:15:47,535 --> 00:15:51,498 Look, J., about Celine and Jessie, I... 304 00:15:54,876 --> 00:16:00,006 um, actually, um, mental health check. 305 00:16:00,048 --> 00:16:02,217 How you handling all this, bro? 306 00:16:02,258 --> 00:16:04,803 You'd think I'd be used to the fear of losing my life by now. 307 00:16:04,844 --> 00:16:06,805 When I was a kid, I thought 308 00:16:06,846 --> 00:16:09,307 aplastic anemia had my number. 309 00:16:09,349 --> 00:16:11,518 I even made a bucket list. 310 00:16:11,559 --> 00:16:13,812 For real? 311 00:16:13,853 --> 00:16:15,563 What was on it? 312 00:16:15,605 --> 00:16:17,315 Oh, the usuals-- 313 00:16:17,357 --> 00:16:18,566 kiss a girl, fight a ninja. 314 00:16:18,608 --> 00:16:20,485 Ninja? Ha ha! 315 00:16:20,527 --> 00:16:22,362 Damn if Mom and Dad ain't try to hit every item 316 00:16:22,404 --> 00:16:24,572 as if they ain't have enough to deal with. 317 00:16:24,614 --> 00:16:26,074 What do you mean, what they had to deal with? 318 00:16:26,116 --> 00:16:27,826 You was the one that was sick, bro. 319 00:16:27,867 --> 00:16:30,203 Mm-mm. If one person in the family is that badly sick, 320 00:16:30,245 --> 00:16:31,705 everyone is. 321 00:16:31,746 --> 00:16:34,958 Damon, Mom and Dad argued a lot, 322 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,377 about my care, how to pay for it. 323 00:16:37,419 --> 00:16:41,006 And the stresses of that led to... 324 00:16:41,047 --> 00:16:43,049 led to Mom's affair. 325 00:16:44,551 --> 00:16:46,678 Growing up, I fooled myself into thinking 326 00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:49,514 that our lives were perfect, 327 00:16:49,556 --> 00:16:51,099 that we were happy. 328 00:16:51,141 --> 00:16:54,185 And we weren't and they weren't. 329 00:16:54,227 --> 00:16:56,146 And for 18 years, you didn't know where you came from 330 00:16:56,187 --> 00:16:58,815 because Mom and Dad couldn't handle two kids. 331 00:17:00,442 --> 00:17:02,360 My illness hit different for all of y'all, 332 00:17:02,402 --> 00:17:03,987 and I feel responsible for it. 333 00:17:04,029 --> 00:17:06,573 Look, no, I know I shouldn't, but I do. 334 00:17:08,742 --> 00:17:10,660 I'm working through it with my shrink. 335 00:17:10,702 --> 00:17:12,120 Why did it take a bomb threat 336 00:17:12,162 --> 00:17:13,621 for you to tell me all this? 337 00:17:13,663 --> 00:17:15,081 Felt selfish given everything. 338 00:17:15,123 --> 00:17:17,125 You can talk to me about anything. 339 00:17:17,167 --> 00:17:19,502 You hear me? 340 00:17:19,544 --> 00:17:21,629 Damon... 341 00:17:24,257 --> 00:17:26,426 I'm scared, bro. 342 00:17:29,888 --> 00:17:32,098 Yeah, man. 343 00:17:32,140 --> 00:17:33,600 Me, too. 344 00:17:33,641 --> 00:17:35,310 Nico: As your SGA president, I'll demand that 345 00:17:35,351 --> 00:17:38,229 Dr. Patterson make our safety her priority. 346 00:17:38,271 --> 00:17:39,856 First order of business, 347 00:17:39,898 --> 00:17:41,399 adding police officers to campus. 348 00:17:41,441 --> 00:17:42,442 Student: Yup, mm-hmm. 349 00:17:42,484 --> 00:17:43,443 Nathaniel: I don't-- 350 00:17:43,485 --> 00:17:45,070 I don't know about that. 351 00:17:45,111 --> 00:17:47,614 Bringing cops to a school full of Black students 352 00:17:47,655 --> 00:17:49,407 doesn't seem like the move. 353 00:17:49,449 --> 00:17:51,993 People who make bomb threats against HBCUs 354 00:17:52,035 --> 00:17:55,830 are violent individuals who need to be met with strength and force. 355 00:17:55,872 --> 00:17:57,707 Nathaniel: But sometimes... 356 00:17:57,749 --> 00:17:59,542 the people that are supposed to have our backs 357 00:17:59,584 --> 00:18:01,836 end up being our greatest threat. 358 00:18:01,878 --> 00:18:05,465 Nate, I love you, but you're wrong about this, so why don't you-- 359 00:18:05,507 --> 00:18:07,550 Keisha: Excuse me. Nate: Keisha, it's OK. 360 00:18:07,592 --> 00:18:09,677 No. no. For the record, Nate knows exactly what she's talking about. 361 00:18:09,719 --> 00:18:11,179 She's stood up to more cops on this campus 362 00:18:11,221 --> 00:18:13,306 that tried to shut down our right to protest 363 00:18:13,348 --> 00:18:15,266 than anyone else in this building. 364 00:18:15,308 --> 00:18:17,102 That's funny. So the former president's daughter, 365 00:18:17,143 --> 00:18:19,437 who lives in a big house, knows about struggle. 366 00:18:19,479 --> 00:18:21,439 Keisha: OK, well, at least I'm not an insecure man 367 00:18:21,481 --> 00:18:23,024 who feels the need to silence other people 368 00:18:23,066 --> 00:18:25,235 to make himself feel better. 369 00:18:25,276 --> 00:18:26,861 No. I'm the guy trying to get things done for this student body. 370 00:18:26,903 --> 00:18:28,863 Well, then maybe you should do less talking 371 00:18:28,905 --> 00:18:30,865 and more listening because it's clear you're only about yourself. 372 00:18:30,907 --> 00:18:33,868 I would argue that's your issue. 373 00:18:33,910 --> 00:18:35,787 Nate, I hope you're seeing this. 374 00:18:39,791 --> 00:18:43,586 Simone: Excuse me, everyone. Can I please have your attention? 375 00:18:43,628 --> 00:18:47,340 A lot of you may not know me, but my name is Simone Hicks. 376 00:18:47,382 --> 00:18:54,055 And as uncertain and scary as today is, 377 00:18:54,097 --> 00:18:55,723 we have to be here for each other. 378 00:18:55,765 --> 00:18:57,684 We should really talk about what's happening. 379 00:18:57,725 --> 00:18:59,811 It might do us some good. 380 00:18:59,853 --> 00:19:01,020 What did the caller say exactly? 381 00:19:01,062 --> 00:19:02,772 Agent Hunt, what are you doing? 382 00:19:02,814 --> 00:19:04,566 I mentioned I'd need to speak to Cam Watkins 383 00:19:04,607 --> 00:19:06,442 since he's the one answered the call. 384 00:19:09,070 --> 00:19:12,282 And I said I wanted to be there when you did. 385 00:19:12,323 --> 00:19:16,703 Mr. Watkins, what did the caller say exactly? 386 00:19:19,038 --> 00:19:22,542 That he hid explosives in the west campus, 387 00:19:22,584 --> 00:19:26,504 and he chose Bringston because... 388 00:19:29,132 --> 00:19:31,301 there are too many Black students here. 389 00:19:31,342 --> 00:19:34,637 Thea: Well, being a majority Black school makes us a target. 390 00:19:34,679 --> 00:19:37,098 So does being the only Black speck at a PWI. 391 00:19:37,140 --> 00:19:39,100 We should get to have our own space, right? 392 00:19:39,142 --> 00:19:40,810 That's naive. 393 00:19:40,852 --> 00:19:42,395 We all know that when we come together, 394 00:19:42,437 --> 00:19:44,063 excellence happens, and that threatens them. 395 00:19:44,105 --> 00:19:45,565 -Exactly. -Right, right. 396 00:19:45,607 --> 00:19:47,275 We put ourselves in the line of fire. 397 00:19:47,317 --> 00:19:49,903 You're playing their game. 398 00:19:49,944 --> 00:19:52,405 Whenever we get terrorized, they always find a way to flip it and blame us. 399 00:19:52,447 --> 00:19:54,449 Hunt: Mr. Watkins, your memory of the call's impressive. 400 00:19:54,490 --> 00:19:56,075 Most people in your situation 401 00:19:56,117 --> 00:19:58,077 wouldn't be able to remember so thoroughly. 402 00:19:58,119 --> 00:19:59,579 Look, man, if you got something to say, just say it. 403 00:20:00,663 --> 00:20:02,290 Your responses seem rehearsed. 404 00:20:02,332 --> 00:20:04,375 Was this call real, or is this a prank? 405 00:20:04,417 --> 00:20:05,585 Maybe you heard about the threat at East Lennox and wanted-- 406 00:20:05,627 --> 00:20:06,586 Man. I ain't got to do-- 407 00:20:06,628 --> 00:20:07,712 Uh-uh. 408 00:20:07,754 --> 00:20:09,589 Cam Watkins is 409 00:20:09,631 --> 00:20:12,217 one of the most upstanding students on campus. 410 00:20:12,258 --> 00:20:15,428 If he says the call happened, it did. 411 00:20:15,470 --> 00:20:18,431 This isn't a prank. It's a pattern. 412 00:20:18,473 --> 00:20:20,099 How do you not see that? 413 00:20:20,141 --> 00:20:22,143 The 16th Street Baptist Church bombing, 414 00:20:22,185 --> 00:20:24,062 the Tulsa Race Massacre, 415 00:20:24,103 --> 00:20:25,813 the Charleston church shooting. 416 00:20:25,855 --> 00:20:28,149 Guys, we have a long history of attacks against us. 417 00:20:28,191 --> 00:20:30,068 Exactly. This isn't new, which is why I'm 418 00:20:30,109 --> 00:20:32,695 shrugging off this bomb threat. 419 00:20:32,737 --> 00:20:36,074 It's just another instance of fill in the blank while being Black. 420 00:20:36,115 --> 00:20:37,575 Well, it's really sad that you're desensitized 421 00:20:37,617 --> 00:20:39,077 to your own trauma. 422 00:20:39,118 --> 00:20:40,954 Maybe this is how I'm strong and resilient. 423 00:20:40,995 --> 00:20:42,455 Lando: The problem with being told 424 00:20:42,497 --> 00:20:44,040 to stay strong and persevere is 425 00:20:44,082 --> 00:20:46,042 that it invalidates our human emotions. 426 00:20:46,084 --> 00:20:48,253 But our society constantly validates 427 00:20:48,294 --> 00:20:52,173 people who commit violence against people of color 428 00:20:52,215 --> 00:20:54,842 when more needs to be done to protect Black students. 429 00:20:54,884 --> 00:20:56,386 Cam. 430 00:20:56,970 --> 00:20:59,764 Tootie: Yeah, and maybe this whole discussion thing 431 00:20:59,806 --> 00:21:02,141 was a really bad idea, Simone. 432 00:21:02,183 --> 00:21:03,559 [Indistinct conversations] 433 00:21:03,601 --> 00:21:05,520 Amara: Your line of questioning 434 00:21:05,561 --> 00:21:07,021 was out of line. 435 00:21:07,063 --> 00:21:09,148 Cam is a victim. 436 00:21:10,942 --> 00:21:12,527 Trust me. 437 00:21:12,568 --> 00:21:14,195 Cam Watkins doing this as a prank 438 00:21:14,237 --> 00:21:15,738 would have been preferable. 439 00:21:15,780 --> 00:21:17,532 To what exactly? 440 00:21:17,573 --> 00:21:19,284 The other threat, at East Lennox University. 441 00:21:19,325 --> 00:21:21,452 My colleagues just radioed in. 442 00:21:21,494 --> 00:21:22,996 They found a device. 443 00:21:23,037 --> 00:21:24,998 They were able to defuse it a few minutes ago. 444 00:21:25,039 --> 00:21:27,792 So if the Bringston bomb threat isn't a prank 445 00:21:27,834 --> 00:21:29,419 and is part of a pattern-- 446 00:21:29,460 --> 00:21:31,129 There's a good chance a device 447 00:21:31,170 --> 00:21:33,089 really is somewhere at Bringston. 448 00:21:48,855 --> 00:21:52,233 Yo, hey, we saw the FBI interrogating you. 449 00:21:52,275 --> 00:21:53,568 What--what's up? 450 00:21:55,778 --> 00:21:57,405 [Scoffs] 451 00:21:57,447 --> 00:21:59,866 How long it take 'em? 452 00:21:59,907 --> 00:22:02,368 Five minutes. 453 00:22:02,410 --> 00:22:04,078 I went from a victim to a suspect in 5 minutes 454 00:22:04,120 --> 00:22:05,580 just sitting in a damn chair. 455 00:22:05,621 --> 00:22:07,040 J.R.: That's messed up. 456 00:22:07,081 --> 00:22:09,542 The whole situation is trash, bro. 457 00:22:09,584 --> 00:22:11,169 Man, Bringston's supposed to be different than the rest of the world. 458 00:22:11,210 --> 00:22:12,962 Supposed to be safe. 459 00:22:13,004 --> 00:22:15,048 It's like they want us to know we ain't safe nowhere. 460 00:22:15,089 --> 00:22:16,591 And an education? [Scoffs] 461 00:22:16,632 --> 00:22:18,509 Forget about that. 462 00:22:18,551 --> 00:22:22,013 Hey, bro, today doesn't change what Bringston is. 463 00:22:22,055 --> 00:22:23,306 For us, by us. 464 00:22:23,348 --> 00:22:24,932 Those are dope words and all, 465 00:22:24,974 --> 00:22:28,061 but the truth is, they gonna always find a way 466 00:22:28,102 --> 00:22:30,188 to tear us down. 467 00:22:34,442 --> 00:22:36,402 Hey! Where the hell are you going? 468 00:22:36,444 --> 00:22:38,613 None of your business. 469 00:22:38,654 --> 00:22:40,114 Fine. I hope wherever you're going is worth risking your life. 470 00:22:40,156 --> 00:22:42,033 I'm going to find Damon, OK? 471 00:22:42,075 --> 00:22:44,118 [Sniffles] 472 00:22:44,160 --> 00:22:44,869 God. I can't believe this. It happened. 473 00:22:44,911 --> 00:22:47,997 I have become the woman willing to do anything for a guy. 474 00:22:48,039 --> 00:22:49,999 No. You sound like a woman 475 00:22:50,041 --> 00:22:53,086 who's willing to do whatever for the man that they love. 476 00:22:53,127 --> 00:22:55,713 I mean, if it'll help, I've done 477 00:22:55,755 --> 00:22:57,840 something out of love that I'd later regret. 478 00:23:00,385 --> 00:23:03,721 To take my mind off of worrying about Shay, 479 00:23:03,763 --> 00:23:06,391 I basically tried to mother everyone else. 480 00:23:06,432 --> 00:23:12,063 Yeah. It feels really weird loving someone so much 481 00:23:12,105 --> 00:23:14,899 that I wasn't even thinking of the harm to myself. 482 00:23:14,941 --> 00:23:17,610 I just... 483 00:23:17,652 --> 00:23:19,779 hope I get the chance to tell him. 484 00:23:19,821 --> 00:23:22,407 And you will. 485 00:23:22,448 --> 00:23:24,575 You have to hold on to that belief that we'll make it out. 486 00:23:24,617 --> 00:23:27,537 We all do. 487 00:23:30,164 --> 00:23:34,043 Hey, since we're having this nice moment, 488 00:23:34,085 --> 00:23:35,878 I need you to do something for me. 489 00:23:35,920 --> 00:23:39,215 OK. I messed up. 490 00:23:39,257 --> 00:23:41,342 I was wrong earlier. 491 00:23:41,384 --> 00:23:43,636 Talking is not what we should be doing. 492 00:23:43,678 --> 00:23:46,097 And sitting around, waiting for our world to end ain't it either. 493 00:23:46,139 --> 00:23:48,891 Simone: And I don't know about y'all, but I want to fight back. 494 00:23:48,933 --> 00:23:52,520 I want to hit something, feel alive. 495 00:23:52,562 --> 00:23:55,565 Hence, dodgeball. 496 00:23:55,606 --> 00:23:58,276 Thea: They're used for tennis drills, but they'll get the job done. 497 00:23:58,317 --> 00:23:59,777 Tootie: So your plan is for us to run around here, 498 00:23:59,819 --> 00:24:01,362 hitting each other with tennis balls? 499 00:24:01,404 --> 00:24:03,322 Tootie, I'm not the only one with pent-up energy. 500 00:24:03,364 --> 00:24:06,075 You're not. I'm in. Lando's in. 501 00:24:10,037 --> 00:24:13,708 You know what? Whatever. Let's do it. 502 00:24:15,251 --> 00:24:16,419 All right. 503 00:24:16,461 --> 00:24:17,545 Student: All right, all right. 504 00:24:17,587 --> 00:24:19,380 Student 2: Whoo! Let's go. 505 00:24:23,009 --> 00:24:25,261 Get the answer to your question? 506 00:24:27,013 --> 00:24:29,640 Uh, yeah, 507 00:24:29,682 --> 00:24:32,059 but I know what I want, Coach, 508 00:24:32,101 --> 00:24:33,436 but what if it blows up in my face? 509 00:24:33,478 --> 00:24:35,855 I don't know the words for this. 510 00:24:35,897 --> 00:24:37,982 You'll find them. I have no doubt. 511 00:24:38,024 --> 00:24:41,235 But don't let anything that should be said 512 00:24:41,277 --> 00:24:43,404 go unsaid, OK? 513 00:24:57,627 --> 00:25:00,171 Keisha: Seriously? We're in the middle of a bomb threat 514 00:25:00,213 --> 00:25:01,756 and your partner is missing. 515 00:25:01,797 --> 00:25:03,883 Why aren't you worried? 516 00:25:03,925 --> 00:25:05,968 Because I'm positive that Nate is somewhere safe 517 00:25:06,010 --> 00:25:07,720 and she'll come back when she's ready. 518 00:25:07,762 --> 00:25:10,139 She gets like this. She just needs a minute. 519 00:25:10,181 --> 00:25:13,476 Wow. You really are trash. 520 00:25:13,518 --> 00:25:16,437 Am I? Or is it the fact that I know Nate better than you 521 00:25:16,479 --> 00:25:18,731 and that is what's really bothering you? 522 00:25:20,608 --> 00:25:22,985 No. What really scares me is that Nate 523 00:25:23,027 --> 00:25:25,321 won't see you for who you actually are, 524 00:25:25,363 --> 00:25:27,323 and that one day, when she really needs you, 525 00:25:27,365 --> 00:25:28,950 you won't be there. 526 00:25:28,991 --> 00:25:31,077 Let's just hope that day isn't today. 527 00:25:33,955 --> 00:25:36,082 [Knock on door] 528 00:25:36,123 --> 00:25:37,708 Hey. 529 00:25:37,750 --> 00:25:40,086 [Door shuts] 530 00:25:40,127 --> 00:25:42,296 They found a device at the other HBCU 531 00:25:42,338 --> 00:25:44,090 that was threatened today. 532 00:25:44,131 --> 00:25:46,551 OK. All right. It's just us. 533 00:25:46,592 --> 00:25:48,052 Let it out. 534 00:25:48,094 --> 00:25:50,221 Mm-mm. I'm the president. 535 00:25:50,263 --> 00:25:52,557 I have to focus on our kids. 536 00:25:52,598 --> 00:25:54,225 Who is focused on Amara Patterson? 537 00:25:54,267 --> 00:25:56,018 Because the last time I checked, 538 00:25:56,060 --> 00:25:58,854 the president doesn't exist without her. 539 00:25:58,896 --> 00:26:04,527 If you want to help me, go check on our kids. 540 00:26:04,569 --> 00:26:06,487 That's what I need. 541 00:26:12,785 --> 00:26:15,955 Look, I told Damon not to let things that should be said 542 00:26:15,997 --> 00:26:17,540 go unsaid. 543 00:26:17,582 --> 00:26:20,001 If this is the end of the road, 544 00:26:20,042 --> 00:26:23,212 I just want you to know that I love you, Amara Patterson. 545 00:26:23,254 --> 00:26:26,215 I am grateful to you 546 00:26:26,257 --> 00:26:28,175 for everything. 547 00:26:31,262 --> 00:26:35,141 [Door opens and shuts] 548 00:26:35,182 --> 00:26:37,810 When you gave me up, you said it was for the best. 549 00:26:37,852 --> 00:26:42,023 And, look, I'm not gonna lie. I thought it was an excuse, 550 00:26:42,064 --> 00:26:43,816 that y'all didn't want me to mess up 551 00:26:43,858 --> 00:26:45,818 your perfect little family. 552 00:26:45,860 --> 00:26:49,739 Now I know that your lives weren't perfect. They were far from it, 553 00:26:49,780 --> 00:26:52,658 and what you actually gave me was... 554 00:26:52,700 --> 00:26:54,327 was a gift. 555 00:26:54,368 --> 00:26:57,288 I had an amazing life with my adoptive parents, 556 00:26:57,330 --> 00:27:00,583 a life I might not have had had you not given me up. 557 00:27:00,625 --> 00:27:04,170 So I don't know what a relationship with you looks like, but... 558 00:27:07,006 --> 00:27:08,633 I want to find out. 559 00:27:15,431 --> 00:27:17,141 [Sniffles] 560 00:27:33,783 --> 00:27:37,203 It means a lot, you giving us a second chance. 561 00:27:37,244 --> 00:27:41,499 Yeah. Um, what I said was for Celine, 562 00:27:41,540 --> 00:27:43,668 not you. 563 00:27:49,548 --> 00:27:51,717 I know I have more to atone for. 564 00:27:51,759 --> 00:27:55,388 I pushed her to give you up out of my own selfishness, 565 00:27:55,429 --> 00:27:57,890 but I apologized for that. 566 00:27:57,932 --> 00:27:59,642 Don't shut me out because of my past mistakes. 567 00:27:59,684 --> 00:28:02,687 I don't have to look at the past, Jessie. 568 00:28:02,728 --> 00:28:04,605 Come on. After you found out that I was your son, 569 00:28:04,647 --> 00:28:06,607 you didn't hit me up, not once. 570 00:28:06,649 --> 00:28:09,944 Did you really try to get to know me outside of baseball, 571 00:28:09,985 --> 00:28:13,239 but yet you're sitting here, asking me for my forgiveness? 572 00:28:14,990 --> 00:28:17,618 That's just something that I don't give away, man. 573 00:28:17,660 --> 00:28:19,829 You got to earn it. 574 00:28:26,627 --> 00:28:29,255 ♪ Yeah, hey, hey, uh ♪ 575 00:28:29,296 --> 00:28:31,090 ♪ I just want to do what I want when I want ♪ 576 00:28:31,132 --> 00:28:33,008 ♪ How I want the way I'm gonna do it ♪ 577 00:28:33,050 --> 00:28:35,511 ♪ Yeah, who I want to do it with or why I want to do it ♪ 578 00:28:35,553 --> 00:28:37,471 ♪ I do not need no permission for that, yeah? ♪ 579 00:28:37,513 --> 00:28:39,348 ♪ And I know you think you know what it is that I want ♪ 580 00:28:39,390 --> 00:28:41,517 ♪ Maybe you do, maybe you don't, either way, yeah? ♪ 581 00:28:41,559 --> 00:28:43,561 ♪ But my life, I'm in control, I'mma guess you might know ♪ 582 00:28:43,602 --> 00:28:44,979 ♪ If I don't ask, I get a shot anyway, yeah? ♪ 583 00:28:45,020 --> 00:28:46,647 [Cheering and applause] 584 00:28:46,689 --> 00:28:48,232 Simone, I got to tell you something. 585 00:28:48,274 --> 00:28:49,942 -Mm-hmm? -You're at a disadvantage. 586 00:28:49,984 --> 00:28:50,609 Really? How so? 587 00:28:50,651 --> 00:28:55,197 As a pitcher, my speed and accuracy are on point, 588 00:28:55,239 --> 00:28:56,866 and I'm gonna tag you. 589 00:28:56,907 --> 00:28:59,618 OK. Well, as a tennis player, 590 00:28:59,660 --> 00:29:03,789 my speed and my ability is gonna make it hard for you to hit me. 591 00:29:03,831 --> 00:29:05,207 Plus, I got a little secret weapon. 592 00:29:05,249 --> 00:29:07,042 All right. Cool. Bring it. Come on. Let's go. 593 00:29:07,084 --> 00:29:09,420 ♪ There ain't no need for guessing ♪ 594 00:29:09,462 --> 00:29:10,880 ♪ You can just ask the question ♪ 595 00:29:10,921 --> 00:29:13,424 ♪ I got no problem with it ♪ 596 00:29:13,466 --> 00:29:15,301 ♪ Ooh, no matter what I want ♪ 597 00:29:15,342 --> 00:29:17,261 ♪ Oh oh oh oh ♪ 598 00:29:17,303 --> 00:29:19,430 ♪ No matter what I ♪ 599 00:29:19,472 --> 00:29:21,265 ♪ Whoa, oh oh, whoa ♪ 600 00:29:21,307 --> 00:29:24,310 ♪ I know, I know what I want... ♪ 601 00:29:26,812 --> 00:29:29,148 [Whistle blows, students cheering and applauding] 602 00:29:29,190 --> 00:29:32,026 [Simone laughing] 603 00:29:32,067 --> 00:29:33,778 Are you OK? 604 00:29:33,819 --> 00:29:35,613 Uh, yeah, I'm good. I'm good. 605 00:29:35,654 --> 00:29:37,156 You're impressive. 606 00:29:37,198 --> 00:29:39,241 Well, you didn't think I had that arm, did you? 607 00:29:39,283 --> 00:29:43,329 Actually, I was talking about this. 608 00:29:43,370 --> 00:29:45,790 You tabled your fear and worry for your son 609 00:29:45,831 --> 00:29:47,333 and helped everybody else. 610 00:29:47,374 --> 00:29:49,418 That's impressive. 611 00:29:49,460 --> 00:29:52,505 Well, I did have a little help. 612 00:29:52,546 --> 00:29:53,756 [Chuckles] 613 00:29:53,798 --> 00:29:56,383 [Cell phones ringing] 614 00:29:56,425 --> 00:29:57,968 [Cell phones chiming] 615 00:29:58,010 --> 00:29:59,678 Lando: I guess the cell service is back. 616 00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:02,056 I can call Shay. 617 00:30:03,641 --> 00:30:06,727 Uh, OK. Where is my phone? 618 00:30:06,769 --> 00:30:08,938 Uh, here. Use mine. 619 00:30:08,979 --> 00:30:12,024 What? There's no one you want to call? 620 00:30:12,066 --> 00:30:15,194 It can wait. Talk to your son. 621 00:30:32,837 --> 00:30:34,713 J.R.: I got to say, 622 00:30:34,755 --> 00:30:38,259 how you handled Mom and Dad, 623 00:30:38,300 --> 00:30:38,717 I'm proud of you. 624 00:30:38,759 --> 00:30:41,053 Yeah, well, don't be proud yet. 625 00:30:41,095 --> 00:30:43,889 I still got one parent I haven't figured out. 626 00:30:43,931 --> 00:30:45,891 [Sighs] 627 00:30:45,933 --> 00:30:48,435 I don't know what to do with my anger that I have towards my dad. 628 00:30:48,477 --> 00:30:50,187 You got to release it. 629 00:30:50,229 --> 00:30:52,022 Get on that train of forgiveness with him, too. 630 00:30:52,064 --> 00:30:56,443 He lied to me and my mom for years, bro. 631 00:30:56,485 --> 00:30:59,196 Like, how do I forgive a man who can't answer for what he's done 632 00:30:59,238 --> 00:31:01,073 because he doesn't remember what he did? 633 00:31:01,115 --> 00:31:03,117 It's not always about him being able to answer. 634 00:31:03,158 --> 00:31:05,369 I mean, in therapy, I had a lot of conversations 635 00:31:05,411 --> 00:31:07,204 with my dad of where he wasn't present. 636 00:31:07,246 --> 00:31:08,956 Really? 637 00:31:08,998 --> 00:31:11,500 It sounds crazy, but it helped. 638 00:31:11,542 --> 00:31:13,711 Having the other person there sometimes 639 00:31:13,752 --> 00:31:16,463 just gets in the way of letting the pain out. 640 00:31:18,090 --> 00:31:19,675 Yeah, I don't know, J. 641 00:31:19,717 --> 00:31:21,677 You know, that's not really me. 642 00:31:21,719 --> 00:31:23,679 I got to hear dude's voice, you know? 643 00:31:23,721 --> 00:31:27,141 Then call him. 'Cause given his condition, 644 00:31:27,182 --> 00:31:29,560 he's not gonna be present for the conversation either. 645 00:31:39,945 --> 00:31:41,739 Nate, are you in there? 646 00:31:41,780 --> 00:31:44,033 No. 647 00:31:44,074 --> 00:31:48,537 Nathaniel Hardin, let me in, please. 648 00:32:01,592 --> 00:32:03,177 Why did you run off? 649 00:32:03,218 --> 00:32:05,346 I was really, really worried about you. 650 00:32:07,056 --> 00:32:08,599 You know... [Inhales] 651 00:32:08,641 --> 00:32:11,727 you and Nico arguing 652 00:32:11,769 --> 00:32:15,022 sound like a married couple when they're getting a divorce. 653 00:32:18,651 --> 00:32:22,196 Not like a married couple getting divorced... 654 00:32:23,656 --> 00:32:25,324 your parents. 655 00:32:26,700 --> 00:32:28,994 Nate, I'm so sorry that I did something 656 00:32:29,036 --> 00:32:31,330 that could trigger you that much. 657 00:32:31,372 --> 00:32:33,624 And with the bomb threats, 658 00:32:33,666 --> 00:32:35,834 I felt like my life was imploding. 659 00:32:35,876 --> 00:32:38,796 I'll be OK. I just... 660 00:32:38,837 --> 00:32:40,673 I need a little me time, 661 00:32:40,714 --> 00:32:44,802 and then I will come out when I'm ready, OK? 662 00:32:49,056 --> 00:32:50,808 Nico was right. 663 00:32:50,849 --> 00:32:52,893 I'm guessing you chewed him out. 664 00:32:52,935 --> 00:32:55,479 I may have said a few words. 665 00:32:55,521 --> 00:32:57,982 He's a good guy, Keisha. 666 00:32:58,023 --> 00:33:00,776 I know that he's rough around the edges, 667 00:33:00,818 --> 00:33:02,903 but the part in the middle is good. 668 00:33:16,083 --> 00:33:19,044 [Inhales and exhales] 669 00:33:19,086 --> 00:33:22,006 Uh, hey, Natalie, it's Damon. 670 00:33:22,047 --> 00:33:23,799 Uh, yeah, I'm good. 671 00:33:23,841 --> 00:33:26,593 Um, how's my dad doing today? 672 00:33:26,635 --> 00:33:29,221 You think he'd be up to talking? 673 00:33:29,263 --> 00:33:31,890 Uh, cool, yeah. Um, no worries. 674 00:33:31,932 --> 00:33:33,767 I'll call him later. 675 00:33:33,809 --> 00:33:35,269 Damon. 676 00:33:35,310 --> 00:33:37,479 Look, now is not really a good time. 677 00:33:37,521 --> 00:33:39,773 What you said, I heard you. 678 00:33:39,815 --> 00:33:42,568 J.R. said you like the diner on Lennox. 679 00:33:42,609 --> 00:33:47,072 I'm gonna be there every Wednesday night, 7 p.m. 680 00:33:47,114 --> 00:33:50,617 I'll keep showing up until you're ready. 681 00:33:57,750 --> 00:34:00,044 [Knock on door] 682 00:34:00,085 --> 00:34:01,920 I've got good news. 683 00:34:01,962 --> 00:34:05,466 We didn't find a device on campus. 684 00:34:05,507 --> 00:34:07,051 You have the all-clear. 685 00:34:07,092 --> 00:34:08,594 Oh, thank God. 686 00:34:08,635 --> 00:34:10,721 [Exhales sharply] 687 00:34:12,639 --> 00:34:15,476 But you did find something somewhere, didn't you? 688 00:34:15,517 --> 00:34:19,104 We found a suspect, a known local radical. 689 00:34:19,146 --> 00:34:20,981 He had two devices. 690 00:34:21,023 --> 00:34:24,359 He was literally two blocks away, Dr. Patterson. 691 00:34:34,036 --> 00:34:36,455 Whenever you're ready, Dr. P. 692 00:34:37,873 --> 00:34:39,458 OK. 693 00:34:40,959 --> 00:34:43,879 Today, they came for us. 694 00:34:43,921 --> 00:34:46,590 Their goal was to terrorize us, 695 00:34:46,632 --> 00:34:50,636 to disrupt our lives and instill fear, 696 00:34:50,677 --> 00:34:53,639 but I have one thing to say to them: 697 00:34:53,680 --> 00:34:55,933 We shall not be moved. 698 00:34:55,974 --> 00:34:57,851 Caly Bevier: ♪ Racing empty boulevards ♪ 699 00:34:57,893 --> 00:34:59,686 ♪ There I go ♪ 700 00:34:59,728 --> 00:35:01,939 ♪ Tryin' to make this life an art... ♪ 701 00:35:01,980 --> 00:35:06,276 Amara: When you come for us, we band together as a family. 702 00:35:06,318 --> 00:35:07,861 Bevier: ♪ Not afraid to look back ♪ 703 00:35:07,903 --> 00:35:10,155 ♪ But I don't gotta look back... ♪ 704 00:35:10,197 --> 00:35:12,825 Amara: And once the crisis is gone, 705 00:35:12,866 --> 00:35:15,702 though we may go back to our regular lives, 706 00:35:15,744 --> 00:35:19,456 we are not unchanged. 707 00:35:19,498 --> 00:35:23,335 We're stronger, even if we don't know how. 708 00:35:23,377 --> 00:35:27,464 Bevier: ♪ All I know is with my head held high ♪ 709 00:35:27,506 --> 00:35:29,675 I know today must have brought back a lot of memories 710 00:35:29,716 --> 00:35:31,426 from when you were sick. 711 00:35:31,468 --> 00:35:37,641 It did. But, for real, I'm good. 712 00:35:37,683 --> 00:35:40,853 Well, I brought something for you. 713 00:35:40,894 --> 00:35:42,479 -Hmm? -Mm-hmm. 714 00:35:46,150 --> 00:35:47,943 Whoa. 715 00:35:47,985 --> 00:35:49,736 [Chuckles] 716 00:35:49,778 --> 00:35:51,738 This--it's my bucket list. 717 00:35:51,780 --> 00:35:54,575 I found it when I was moving into my new place. 718 00:35:54,616 --> 00:35:57,369 I was gonna give it to you before... 719 00:35:57,411 --> 00:35:59,163 everything happened. 720 00:35:59,204 --> 00:36:01,123 Really? Why? 721 00:36:01,165 --> 00:36:05,335 Because sometimes, especially on a day like today, 722 00:36:05,377 --> 00:36:09,631 we need reminders of what we want out of our lives. 723 00:36:09,673 --> 00:36:11,592 [Chuckles] 724 00:36:11,633 --> 00:36:13,719 Ma, this was written by an 8 year old. 725 00:36:13,760 --> 00:36:16,263 I doubt there's anything left on here worth fighting for. 726 00:36:16,305 --> 00:36:18,807 Read it. 727 00:36:25,272 --> 00:36:26,565 "Make it to the MLB." 728 00:36:26,607 --> 00:36:29,693 Wow. Mom, when I wrote this list, 729 00:36:29,735 --> 00:36:31,486 the miracle was I had just enough energy 730 00:36:31,528 --> 00:36:33,488 to swing a bat occasionally. 731 00:36:33,530 --> 00:36:36,700 Maybe it's time you start believing in miracles again 732 00:36:36,742 --> 00:36:39,328 and pursue your dream. 733 00:36:39,369 --> 00:36:41,163 Amara: When you seek to tell us 734 00:36:41,205 --> 00:36:43,248 what we can and can't have... 735 00:36:43,290 --> 00:36:44,833 I love you, Ma. 736 00:36:44,875 --> 00:36:46,877 Amara: that's when we dream big 737 00:36:46,919 --> 00:36:50,756 and realize that the sky is nowhere close to our limit. 738 00:36:50,797 --> 00:36:52,174 Simone: Hey, y'all. 739 00:36:53,592 --> 00:36:55,177 Looks like we made it, huh? 740 00:36:55,219 --> 00:36:57,387 Ohh. 741 00:36:57,429 --> 00:37:00,515 Yes. And we are stronger because of it. 742 00:37:03,769 --> 00:37:05,479 Simone: OK. What you got going on today? 743 00:37:05,520 --> 00:37:07,147 We like Nico now? 744 00:37:07,189 --> 00:37:09,441 Girl, that would be a no. 745 00:37:09,483 --> 00:37:12,486 If anything, I'm more sure now than ever that he's got to go. 746 00:37:12,527 --> 00:37:17,241 She's not like her full, vibrant self with him. 747 00:37:17,282 --> 00:37:19,034 Eventually, it's gonna blow up in her face, 748 00:37:19,076 --> 00:37:20,994 so I'm just sticking close. 749 00:37:21,036 --> 00:37:22,454 I love you. 750 00:37:22,496 --> 00:37:23,956 Love you, too. 751 00:37:29,503 --> 00:37:30,671 Hey. 752 00:37:30,712 --> 00:37:32,381 Hey. 753 00:37:33,632 --> 00:37:34,967 Are you good? 754 00:37:35,008 --> 00:37:36,593 Yeah. 755 00:37:36,635 --> 00:37:38,053 Uh, did you get my text? 756 00:37:38,095 --> 00:37:39,513 Probably. 757 00:37:39,554 --> 00:37:41,265 I have so many unread messages today. 758 00:37:41,306 --> 00:37:42,849 Yeah, it's all good. Heh! 759 00:37:42,891 --> 00:37:45,310 Look, I probably should head to my room. 760 00:37:45,352 --> 00:37:47,354 Thea's gonna be there soon. 761 00:37:47,396 --> 00:37:50,399 Says she's got something important to tell me, so... 762 00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:53,151 Then you should get going. 763 00:37:53,193 --> 00:37:55,946 Right. Um, I'll see you later. 764 00:37:55,988 --> 00:37:57,990 Bevier: ♪ Winning hand, I've got these cards ♪ 765 00:37:58,031 --> 00:37:59,574 ♪ This battle ♪ 766 00:37:59,616 --> 00:38:01,827 ♪ Played it right and found my heart ♪ 767 00:38:01,868 --> 00:38:03,620 ♪ Not fragile ♪ 768 00:38:03,662 --> 00:38:05,205 ♪ Went through hell and left my mark... ♪ 769 00:38:05,247 --> 00:38:08,792 Amara: We are a people of hope and faith, 770 00:38:08,834 --> 00:38:11,003 even in the midst of circumstances 771 00:38:11,044 --> 00:38:13,547 that tell us it's too late. 772 00:38:13,588 --> 00:38:14,715 Bevier: ♪ ...That I've never seen before ♪ 773 00:38:14,756 --> 00:38:16,216 ♪ Could be beautiful ♪ 774 00:38:16,258 --> 00:38:18,260 ♪ Is it possible? ♪ 775 00:38:18,302 --> 00:38:22,514 ♪ To see a flower standing in the middle of a storm? ♪ 776 00:38:22,556 --> 00:38:24,308 ♪ All I know is ♪ 777 00:38:24,349 --> 00:38:26,226 ♪ With my head held high ♪ 778 00:38:26,268 --> 00:38:30,188 ♪ I'll be the last one standing ♪ 779 00:38:30,230 --> 00:38:32,107 ♪ In these shattered walls ♪ 780 00:38:32,149 --> 00:38:33,942 ♪ With my head held high ♪ 781 00:38:33,984 --> 00:38:37,779 ♪ I'll brace for the crash landing ♪ 782 00:38:37,821 --> 00:38:39,573 ♪ Not scared to fall ♪ 783 00:38:39,614 --> 00:38:43,243 ♪ With my head held hi-igh ♪ 784 00:38:43,285 --> 00:38:46,955 ♪ With my head held hi-igh ♪ 785 00:38:46,997 --> 00:38:52,502 ♪ With my head held hi-igh ♪ 786 00:38:52,544 --> 00:38:54,296 ♪ With my head held ♪ 787 00:38:54,338 --> 00:38:57,132 ♪ With my head held high ♪ 788 00:39:02,679 --> 00:39:05,057 [Knock on door] 789 00:39:05,098 --> 00:39:07,142 You need anything else, Dr. P.? 790 00:39:07,184 --> 00:39:10,854 No. I'm good, Cam. Thank you. 791 00:39:10,896 --> 00:39:12,189 All right. 792 00:39:14,483 --> 00:39:16,401 Um... 793 00:39:17,903 --> 00:39:20,447 Thanks for having my back today. 794 00:39:23,617 --> 00:39:25,952 You sure you don't need nothing else? 795 00:39:32,084 --> 00:39:33,919 Bevier: ♪ With my head held high ♪ 796 00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:37,631 ♪ I'll be the last one standing ♪ 797 00:39:37,672 --> 00:39:39,549 ♪ In these shattered walls ♪ 798 00:39:39,591 --> 00:39:41,593 ♪ With my head held high ♪ 799 00:39:41,635 --> 00:39:44,513 ♪ I'll brace for the crash landing ♪ 800 00:39:44,554 --> 00:39:48,266 Amara: And though you may seek to destroy us psychologically, 801 00:39:48,308 --> 00:39:51,103 you will fail 802 00:39:51,144 --> 00:39:53,980 because we are learning we don't have to fear 803 00:39:54,022 --> 00:39:56,108 the things we feel. 804 00:39:56,149 --> 00:39:57,692 [Sobbing] 805 00:39:59,903 --> 00:40:02,572 Bevier: ♪ With my head held... ♪ 806 00:40:02,614 --> 00:40:05,117 Today reminded me 807 00:40:05,158 --> 00:40:08,203 not to let anything that should be said go unsaid. 808 00:40:08,245 --> 00:40:09,830 And so... 809 00:40:09,871 --> 00:40:13,208 I wanted to say I love you, Thea. 810 00:40:13,250 --> 00:40:15,502 And I understand if you can't say it back yet. It's just-- 811 00:40:15,544 --> 00:40:17,587 I love you, too. 812 00:40:17,629 --> 00:40:21,174 And about last night, Damon, you were right. 813 00:40:21,216 --> 00:40:23,760 I haven't been handling my recovery as well as I thought I-- 814 00:40:23,802 --> 00:40:25,303 Hey, it's OK. 815 00:40:25,345 --> 00:40:26,805 All right. Peaks and valleys. 816 00:40:26,847 --> 00:40:28,265 I'm down for whatever. 817 00:40:28,306 --> 00:40:30,809 You know why? 818 00:40:30,851 --> 00:40:32,853 'Cause you love me. 819 00:40:32,894 --> 00:40:34,312 Because I love you. 820 00:40:34,354 --> 00:40:38,275 Amara: There is no power on Earth 821 00:40:38,316 --> 00:40:40,235 that can conquer Black love. 822 00:40:40,277 --> 00:40:42,863 Y'all gonna learn that the hard way. 823 00:40:42,904 --> 00:40:45,115 Bevier: ♪ High... ♪ 824 00:40:45,157 --> 00:40:48,785 [Knock on door] 825 00:40:48,827 --> 00:40:51,830 Hey. What are you doing here? 826 00:40:51,872 --> 00:40:54,166 You still have my phone. 827 00:40:54,207 --> 00:40:57,586 Oh. Right. Um, sorry. 828 00:40:57,627 --> 00:41:00,130 I was gonna get that to you later, eventually. 829 00:41:00,172 --> 00:41:01,798 And I wanted to check on you. 830 00:41:03,967 --> 00:41:08,221 Uh, yeah. Today was a hard day. 831 00:41:08,263 --> 00:41:10,348 Yeah. 832 00:41:10,390 --> 00:41:12,017 Uh, you want to go somewhere? 833 00:41:12,058 --> 00:41:15,187 Amara: And when we come out the other side 834 00:41:15,228 --> 00:41:18,482 of the attack you thought would take us out, 835 00:41:18,523 --> 00:41:21,067 we'll find something new 836 00:41:21,109 --> 00:41:23,862 that may be just what we need. 837 00:41:23,904 --> 00:41:25,197 No. 838 00:41:25,238 --> 00:41:26,656 Bevier: ♪ With my head held ♪ 839 00:41:26,698 --> 00:41:29,743 ♪ I'll be the last one standing ♪ 840 00:41:29,784 --> 00:41:31,870 ♪ In these shattered walls ♪ 841 00:41:31,912 --> 00:41:33,705 ♪ With my head held high ♪ 842 00:41:33,747 --> 00:41:37,542 ♪ I'll brace for the crash landing ♪ 843 00:41:37,584 --> 00:41:39,669 ♪ Not scared to fall ♪ 844 00:41:39,711 --> 00:41:42,881 ♪ With my head held hi-igh ♪ 845 00:41:42,923 --> 00:41:47,511 ♪ With my head held hi-igh ♪ 846 00:41:47,552 --> 00:41:51,264 ♪ With my head held hi-igh ♪ 847 00:41:51,306 --> 00:41:52,557 ♪ With my head held ♪ 848 00:41:52,599 --> 00:41:54,142 ♪ With my head ♪ 849 00:41:54,184 --> 00:41:56,978 ♪ With my head held high ♪ 850 00:42:19,376 --> 00:42:20,418 Greg, move your head.