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[unsettling music]
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[snaps]
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[rips]
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- [groans]
- [thuds]
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[doctor] Stay off your feet.
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No, that's not really a thing anymore.
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It's fine to be active.
It's good, actually.
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As long as you're eating properly,
staying hydrated, you can exercise.
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Would you consider yourself
a generally healthy person?
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Compared to what?
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You've got some anxiety around this.
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That's normal,
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but it's helpful to try to minimize stress
during your pregnancy.
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I find a lot of my patients benefit
from relaxation techniques,
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guided meditation, breathing exercises.
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What about when this thing
actually gets here?
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Is there a breathing exercise for that?
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[chuckles]
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We're hardwired to do this.
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You're going to be a great mom.
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How would you know that?
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How the fuck would you know that?
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You're basing that on... on...
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On what, my weight?
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My blood pressure?
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How the fuck would you know
what kind of mother I'm gonna be?
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What if... what if I don't even want
this thing?
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You ever think about that?
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- Of course, I didn't mean to...
- Breathing exercises.
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[doctor] I just meant for you
to take care of yourself.
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- Obviously the decision is...
- Take care of myself?
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What does that even mean?
Do you hear yourself?
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[gasping]
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[grunts]
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[pants, grunts]
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[gasps, heavy breathing]
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[groans]
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[panting]
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[screams, groans]
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[suspenseful music]
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[panting]
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[Lucia] Liv! Come back here, querida.
Come back here right now!
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[screams, sobs]
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[mellow music]
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[young Liv] Dad?
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[Tomás] It's okay, Liv. I'm still here.
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[chuckles]
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See?
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I'm right here.
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I promise.
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[sobbing]
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[Tomás in a soft voice]
I love you.
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[panting]
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- [Tomás] Liv.
- [gasps]
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Liv, come on. You got to get up.
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Nope, we're not doing that.
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Come on. It's you and me, kid.
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Time to start our day.
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[sobs]
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[Tomás] Get up, Liv.
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You have to keep on moving.
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You have to walk... or you'll die.
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[panting]
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[grunts, panting]
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[heavy breathing]
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[groans]
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[grunts]
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[deep breathing]
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[grunts]
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[groans, screams]
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[panting]
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[mellow music]
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[Liv] Rises in the East.
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Sets in the West.
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Rises in the East.
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Sets in the West.
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[Liv] North.
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I'm going North.
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[grunts]
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It's impossible.
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[Tomás] Impossible?
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[Tomás sighs]
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It's not impossible.
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How far have you gotten?
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It's too hard.
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How do you eat an elephant?
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How do you eat an elephant?
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One bite at a time.
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[pants]
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[grunts]
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[Liv] One bite at a time.
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[grunts, pants]
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[mellow music]
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[grunts]
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[sentimental music]
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[Liv sighs]
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Then you're going to pull the corners.
Yeah.
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And smooth it out.
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And then here,
what you're going to do is fold this part,
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make it nice and smooth.
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Very good.
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[water running]
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We're gonna be late.
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[chuckles]
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I'll just take this. Right.
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North.
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North.
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♪ I've got your picture ♪
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♪ That you gave to me ♪
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♪ And it's signed with love ♪
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♪ Just like it used to be ♪
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♪ The only thing different ♪
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- [Tomás] Liv?
- ♪ The only thing new ♪
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- What have I told you about...
- I'm sorry.
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♪ I've got your picture ♪
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About working with mixed media.
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♪ She's got you ♪
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Try some red.
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♪ I've got the records ♪
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♪ That we use to share ♪
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♪ And they still sound the same ♪
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- ♪ As... ♪
- [Tomás coughing]
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[coughing continues]
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[water running]
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[heavy breathing]
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[melancholy music]
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[Tomás coughing]
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[melancholy music continues]
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[leaves rustling]
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[melancholy music rises]
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[grandiose music]
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[gentle music]
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Thought I'd walk with you a bit.
That okay?
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[Liv] I don't know how much walking
I have left in me.
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- Four, five days maybe, and then...
- Don't think about that.
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Just keep going.
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It's all I can think about.
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Dying out here.
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[Danny] Just keep moving forward.
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Long as you can do that,
you still got a shot.
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[sighs]
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Liv, don't think about it.
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Think about something else.
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You could've told me...
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that you were pregnant.
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I didn't know.
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After, I mean after you knew.
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What difference would it make?
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"Two roads diverged in a yellow wood."
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- Danny.
- Fine, we'll skip the Frost.
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Who knows what difference?
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Maybe none.
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You could've told me, that's all.
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I was always more of a...
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Langston Hughes gal.
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"Holding you is difficult today."
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"You feel sharp and jagged."
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"All shoulder blades and elbows."
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"How I would love to round your edges."
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"To make you smooth
in my rock tumbler heart."
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That's Hughes?
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That's one of my dad's.
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[Danny] I think I'd be a good dad.
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Of course, you do.
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You suffer from chronic overconfidence.
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I mean, what's to know?
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You hug them, you tell them you love them,
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you make them feel like nothing
is ever gonna hurt them.
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But it will.
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Sure, you lie.
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I don't believe in lying
to the people you love.
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Lies pile up.
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The truth... is hard,
but that's all we've got.
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You want some truth?
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I think you'd be a good mom, too.
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[scoffs]
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Yeah?
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Besides, I've known you, what?
Almost a year now?
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[Liv] Yeah. Sounds about right.
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That whole time, I've never once known you
to do anything half-assed.
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Raising a kid seems like
a weird thing to start on.
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Just some things are out of our control.
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Yeah. For all of us. Isn't it great?
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[somber music]
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Could've told me.
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You could have told me anything.
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I would have listened.
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[in a soft voice]
I know.
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[thunder rumbles]
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[thunder rumbles]
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Why didn't you tell me...
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about the postcards?
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You lied to me.
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All those times
when I asked you where Mom was
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and you said you didn't know.
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Those were for me.
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She was reaching for me.
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[Tomás] This place.
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These walls.
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These rooms.
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All the love,
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all the pain.
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We... stayed in it.
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And we waited.
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She knew exactly where we were.
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Those words weren't for you.
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They were for her.
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[sighs]
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And you gave her enough.
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That wasn't for you to decide.
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There's a difference between being left,
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and being forgotten.
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[gentle music]
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[woman] Picture yourself
in a vast endless forest.
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Nothing and no one around.
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Just the trees.
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The Earth.
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The wind.
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The water.
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Feel yourself alone in this place.
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A living breathing part of it.
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Drinking it in.
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You are only your body.
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You are only your breath.
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Feel the landscape moving through you,
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returning you to yourself.
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And as you move through it,
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you are also a part of it.
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You are alive inside your body.
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You are alive inside your breath.
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You are blood.
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You are bone.
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You are flesh.
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You are right where you belong.
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You are home.
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You are home.
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You are home.
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[Tomás breathing softly]
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[grunts]
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[shallow breathing]
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[dramatic music]
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[in a soft voice]
It's okay, Dad.
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- You're so tired.
- [groans]
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It's okay to rest.
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You should rest for a while.
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[Tomás groans]
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It's okay to let go.
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[Tomás] It's okay.
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I'm here.
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It's okay, Liv. It's okay.
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I'm right here.
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I promise.
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[chuckles softly]
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[sobs]
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[sniffles]
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[panting]
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[heavy music]
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[rumbling in distance]
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Cars.
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Cars!
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[panting]
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[uplifting music]
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[thunderous water flowing]
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[grunts]
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[groans, exhales]
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[grunts]
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[sighs]
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[pants]
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[Tomás] It's nice here.
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Peaceful.
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Your mother loved nature.
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I never made much time for it.
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Maybe I should have.
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[chuckles]
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She'd drag us on those hikes.
Do you remember?
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And get in the car and drive for too long,
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trench through some god-awful path
that was barely a path.
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Trying to find some secret
something she'd heard about somewhere.
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Both of us complaining the whole time.
280
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And then we'd get there.
281
00:25:17,390 --> 00:25:18,808
And she would always be right.
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It was always beautiful.
283
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And then we'd all go back home again.
284
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I can feel her here, in all of this.
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Maybe that's what she was doing
this whole time.
286
00:25:38,370 --> 00:25:40,080
Looking for a place like this.
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I hope she found it.
288
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I thought...
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If I could find her...
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If I could look her in the eyes.
291
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That's stupid.
292
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None of it makes any sense.
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[Tomás] It was a little impulsive,
I'll give you that.
294
00:26:18,493 --> 00:26:22,330
But, then,
you've always been a little impulsive.
295
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Can't imagine where you got that from.
[scoffs]
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00:26:31,881 --> 00:26:32,882
Am I like her?
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Yeah.
298
00:26:43,059 --> 00:26:44,185
In your eyes,
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in your smile.
300
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[somber music]
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But most of you
has nothing to do with her.
302
00:26:58,283 --> 00:26:59,826
You know why you became a lawyer?
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00:27:01,745 --> 00:27:03,204
Because I like fighting.
304
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Because you're like answers.
305
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Order.
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00:27:10,879 --> 00:27:12,631
You didn't have much of that growing up.
307
00:27:14,174 --> 00:27:16,426
[Tomás] You crave a world
that's black and white.
308
00:27:18,094 --> 00:27:20,388
But the world's not interested
in what you want.
309
00:27:22,182 --> 00:27:24,809
It's been chaos since before we got here.
310
00:27:26,061 --> 00:27:28,021
And it'll be chaos after we're gone.
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00:27:29,648 --> 00:27:32,108
And if there's an order to any of this,
312
00:27:32,859 --> 00:27:34,277
it's invisible to us.
313
00:27:34,861 --> 00:27:36,404
So, what if you're like her?
314
00:27:38,073 --> 00:27:39,073
You're also like me.
315
00:27:40,325 --> 00:27:41,576
You stick around.
316
00:27:43,745 --> 00:27:44,788
You're also like you.
317
00:27:46,122 --> 00:27:47,207
Determined.
318
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:50,710
Make different choices.
319
00:27:57,634 --> 00:28:01,888
- Hey, there's nothing wrong with you, Liv.
- [sobs]
320
00:28:03,056 --> 00:28:04,474
You didn't do anything wrong.
321
00:28:07,227 --> 00:28:08,728
You were just a little girl.
322
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[sobs]
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You're just... a little lost.
324
00:28:15,110 --> 00:28:16,111
That's all.
325
00:28:17,112 --> 00:28:18,279
And tired.
326
00:28:19,572 --> 00:28:21,324
[sobs]
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00:28:21,408 --> 00:28:23,118
Maybe you should rest a little while.
328
00:28:25,620 --> 00:28:27,622
This looks like the perfect place
to do that.
329
00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:33,753
I wonder if I would have been ready...
330
00:28:37,632 --> 00:28:38,800
to be a mom.
331
00:28:41,344 --> 00:28:43,012
[Tomás] In my experience...
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00:28:44,222 --> 00:28:46,015
it's not something you prepare for.
333
00:28:47,225 --> 00:28:48,893
It's something you give over to.
334
00:28:50,979 --> 00:28:53,356
You just jump in...
335
00:28:54,691 --> 00:28:56,276
and see where it takes you.
336
00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:01,364
[Tomás] It's nice here.
337
00:29:03,575 --> 00:29:04,993
I think I'll stay for a while.
338
00:29:08,955 --> 00:29:10,957
[somber music]
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[in Spanish]
Sometimes, there's no answers.
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00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:22,093
Sometimes, there's just goodbye.
341
00:29:40,111 --> 00:29:43,031
[Liv sobbing]
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00:30:07,931 --> 00:30:09,474
[sobbing continues]
343
00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:21,194
[mellow music]
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00:30:35,625 --> 00:30:36,751
[sobs]
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00:30:44,801 --> 00:30:45,801
[grunts]
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[mellow music rises]
347
00:31:12,078 --> 00:31:14,080
[mellow music continues]
348
00:31:46,487 --> 00:31:48,907
["Dead Letter & Infinite Yes" playing]
349
00:32:10,511 --> 00:32:17,511
♪ I found a letter, it read ♪
350
00:32:21,314 --> 00:32:27,362
♪ Our existence has serious ♪
351
00:32:27,445 --> 00:32:32,700
♪ Side effects ♪
352
00:32:32,784 --> 00:32:35,495
♪ Turned on ♪
353
00:32:35,578 --> 00:32:41,250
♪ Turned on the television ♪
354
00:32:45,004 --> 00:32:50,510
♪ And it's telling me the world ♪
355
00:32:50,593 --> 00:32:54,263
♪ Is collapsing ♪
356
00:32:56,432 --> 00:32:58,393
♪ I think it's coming ♪
357
00:32:58,476 --> 00:33:04,857
♪ Oh, and it comes so fast ♪
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00:33:08,236 --> 00:33:11,155
♪ I'm hearing whispers ♪
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00:33:11,239 --> 00:33:17,245
♪ Of an infinite yes ♪
360
00:33:17,328 --> 00:33:20,123
♪ And I don't know why it is ♪
361
00:33:20,206 --> 00:33:22,834
♪ Our bodies are dead ♪
362
00:33:22,917 --> 00:33:27,797
♪ Why you look so sad ♪
363
00:33:31,134 --> 00:33:33,594
["Dead Letter & Infinite Yes"
by Wintersleep playing]
364
00:33:56,576 --> 00:34:01,956
♪ And my therapist said ♪
365
00:34:05,626 --> 00:34:08,129
♪ We've evolved ♪
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00:34:08,212 --> 00:34:11,591
♪ Through a series ♪
367
00:34:11,674 --> 00:34:17,263
♪ Of accidents ♪
368
00:34:17,346 --> 00:34:20,099
♪ There's been ♪
369
00:34:20,183 --> 00:34:26,814
♪ Talk of chemical imbalances ♪
370
00:34:29,650 --> 00:34:35,448
♪ Restless sense of detachment ♪
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00:34:35,531 --> 00:34:40,787
♪ Nausea and or violence ♪
372
00:34:40,870 --> 00:34:42,872
♪ I think it's coming ♪
373
00:34:42,955 --> 00:34:49,879
♪ Oh, and it comes so fast ♪
374
00:34:52,924 --> 00:34:54,884
♪ I feel it coming ♪
375
00:34:54,967 --> 00:34:58,304
♪ I think it's real and significant ♪
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00:34:58,387 --> 00:35:00,306
♪ I think I think ♪
377
00:35:00,389 --> 00:35:02,850
♪ I think a little too often ♪
378
00:35:02,934 --> 00:35:05,895
♪ That's what my therapist said ♪
379
00:35:05,978 --> 00:35:08,773
♪ We're alone in this wilderness ♪
380
00:35:08,856 --> 00:35:11,692
♪ Left to choke on the pills ♪
381
00:35:11,776 --> 00:35:14,278
♪ And to feed on the viruses ♪
382
00:35:14,362 --> 00:35:18,616
♪ I think it's coming
Oh, and it comes so ♪
383
00:35:18,699 --> 00:35:20,910
- [baby cries]
- ♪ Fast ♪
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[pants]
385
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["Dead Letter & Infinite Yes" playing]
386
00:35:46,227 --> 00:35:48,437
[coughing]
387
00:35:49,981 --> 00:35:50,981
[gasping]
388
00:36:04,912 --> 00:36:06,914
[closing theme music]