1 00:00:07,389 --> 00:00:09,018 Mike Tyson's boxing career 2 00:00:09,018 --> 00:00:10,354 is still on the ropes. 3 00:00:10,354 --> 00:00:11,857 He is temporarily suspended, 4 00:00:11,857 --> 00:00:14,780 and his $30 million purse has been frozen because 5 00:00:14,780 --> 00:00:17,326 he bit Evander Holyfield in last weekend's fight. 6 00:00:17,326 --> 00:00:20,165 A lifetime ban from boxing is still on the table. 7 00:00:20,165 --> 00:00:21,417 I saw this on the newswire 8 00:00:21,417 --> 00:00:22,712 as I was coming out here earlier today. 9 00:00:22,712 --> 00:00:24,716 Mike Tyson whispered an apology 10 00:00:24,716 --> 00:00:26,386 into Evander Holyfield's ear. 11 00:00:26,386 --> 00:00:27,806 Yeah. 12 00:00:27,806 --> 00:00:29,893 Yeah, he had it with him in his hotel room. 13 00:00:29,893 --> 00:00:31,104 Even from the president 14 00:00:31,104 --> 00:00:32,273 of the United States. 15 00:00:32,273 --> 00:00:34,068 And I was horrified by it, 16 00:00:34,068 --> 00:00:36,281 and I think the American people are. 17 00:00:36,281 --> 00:00:38,703 The punches he threw after the fight-- 18 00:00:41,374 --> 00:00:45,758 Monster, cannibal, loser. 19 00:00:45,758 --> 00:00:48,471 I know another word for "nigga" when I hear it. 20 00:00:48,471 --> 00:00:49,725 All this stuff Cus said I had to be 21 00:00:49,725 --> 00:00:52,104 in order to be "Iron Mike" was not a joke. 22 00:00:52,104 --> 00:00:53,899 Cus said people would love me, 23 00:00:53,899 --> 00:00:55,485 that I would be the king. 24 00:00:55,485 --> 00:00:57,866 Instead, I became the most hated man in the world. 25 00:00:57,866 --> 00:00:59,327 The Nevada State Athletic Commission 26 00:00:59,327 --> 00:01:01,665 will decide next week how to punish Mike Tyson 27 00:01:01,665 --> 00:01:03,335 for biting Evander Holyfield. 28 00:01:03,335 --> 00:01:05,297 Until then, Tyson is suspended-- 29 00:01:05,297 --> 00:01:07,719 This isn't the first act of violence for Tyson. 30 00:01:07,719 --> 00:01:08,971 Five years ago, 31 00:01:08,971 --> 00:01:10,432 he was convicted and jailed for rape. 32 00:01:10,432 --> 00:01:12,019 Our team traveled to Rhode Island 33 00:01:12,019 --> 00:01:14,482 to get a statement from his victim, Desiree Washington. 34 00:01:14,482 --> 00:01:15,652 Desiree, do you have a comment on the latest 35 00:01:15,652 --> 00:01:17,029 Mike Tyson situation? - No, no comment. 36 00:01:17,029 --> 00:01:18,406 Well, do you consider this latest display 37 00:01:18,406 --> 00:01:19,785 of Mike Tyson's violence proof to those 38 00:01:19,785 --> 00:01:21,120 who still don't believe your rape allegations? 39 00:01:21,120 --> 00:01:22,206 Mike Tyson bites a man, 40 00:01:22,206 --> 00:01:23,751 and now the media is outraged? 41 00:01:23,751 --> 00:01:25,045 Now people are horrified? 42 00:01:25,045 --> 00:01:26,172 Where was this indignation 43 00:01:26,172 --> 00:01:27,842 when he assaulted a 18-year-old girl-- 44 00:01:27,842 --> 00:01:29,721 when he raped my friend? 45 00:01:29,721 --> 00:01:32,017 You know what I see when I'm forced to watch those clips? 46 00:01:32,017 --> 00:01:34,188 I see everybody that paid to see him. 47 00:01:34,188 --> 00:01:35,650 I see the people who scream 48 00:01:35,650 --> 00:01:38,531 even though they know who he is and what he is. 49 00:01:38,531 --> 00:01:39,991 Excuse us. 50 00:01:39,991 --> 00:01:41,244 After the Holyfield fight, 51 00:01:41,244 --> 00:01:43,999 I was banned from boxing for 15 months. 52 00:01:43,999 --> 00:01:45,837 Maybe this wasn't the best response to all that, 53 00:01:45,837 --> 00:01:48,717 but fuck, it was a shitstorm out there. 54 00:01:50,721 --> 00:01:52,349 By the time I got back in the ring, 55 00:01:52,349 --> 00:01:54,228 I went on a tear. 56 00:01:54,228 --> 00:01:56,775 I kept winning, and you kept watching. 57 00:01:58,361 --> 00:02:00,950 I was doing coke like I was on the Olympic coke team. 58 00:02:02,244 --> 00:02:03,581 I should've been in a psych ward. 59 00:02:05,877 --> 00:02:08,256 But I wanted my title back. 60 00:02:08,256 --> 00:02:10,093 That's all I knew. 61 00:02:10,093 --> 00:02:11,972 And there was only one person in my way. 62 00:02:11,972 --> 00:02:14,059 I'm definitely not afraid of Mike Tyson. 63 00:02:14,059 --> 00:02:15,479 I'm the best in the world. 64 00:02:15,479 --> 00:02:17,984 Lennox motherfuckin' Lewis. 65 00:02:17,984 --> 00:02:19,613 I'm Mike Tyson. I'll take his fuckin' life. 66 00:02:19,613 --> 00:02:21,282 That's what I'll do. He can't stop me. 67 00:02:21,282 --> 00:02:22,367 Fuck him. 68 00:02:27,002 --> 00:02:30,091 He's scared, champ. Don't even wanna come out. 69 00:02:30,091 --> 00:02:31,385 I was so coked up and angry, 70 00:02:31,385 --> 00:02:33,348 I didn't even need a fucking ring. 71 00:02:33,348 --> 00:02:35,520 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! - Hey, hey, hey! 72 00:02:45,873 --> 00:02:48,587 He fucking bit me! 73 00:02:50,633 --> 00:02:51,802 Get off me! 74 00:02:56,352 --> 00:02:57,856 Put him in a straitjacket! 75 00:02:57,856 --> 00:02:59,233 Put your mother in a straitjacket, 76 00:02:59,233 --> 00:03:00,903 you punk-ass white boy. Come here and tell me that. 77 00:03:00,903 --> 00:03:02,865 I'll fuck you in your ass, you punk-ass white boy. 78 00:03:02,865 --> 00:03:04,410 You can't touch me. You not man enough. 79 00:03:04,410 --> 00:03:06,122 I'll eat your ass cold off you, bitch. 80 00:03:06,122 --> 00:03:08,836 Lookit, he's scared now, scared of the real man. 81 00:03:08,836 --> 00:03:10,130 Scared, little white pussy. 82 00:03:10,130 --> 00:03:12,009 I'll eat your asshole alive, you fucka. 83 00:03:12,009 --> 00:03:13,554 I'll fuck you till you love me, bitch. 84 00:03:15,223 --> 00:03:17,562 Yeah, not my best moment. 85 00:03:21,027 --> 00:03:22,321 16 years ago, Mike Tyson became 86 00:03:22,321 --> 00:03:24,659 the youngest heavyweight champion ever. 87 00:03:24,659 --> 00:03:27,372 Since then, his early career accolades 88 00:03:27,372 --> 00:03:30,504 have turned into late career fiascos. 89 00:03:30,504 --> 00:03:33,176 Can this be the night of his boxing redemption, 90 00:03:33,176 --> 00:03:34,596 or is this the comeuppance 91 00:03:34,596 --> 00:03:36,892 boxing fans are waiting to see? 92 00:03:38,687 --> 00:03:40,065 I was so fucking angry. 93 00:03:40,065 --> 00:03:41,985 I finally had my chance. 94 00:03:41,985 --> 00:03:44,658 I was ready to destroy this mothafucka. 95 00:03:44,658 --> 00:03:46,369 He wasn't gonna know what hit him. 96 00:03:59,813 --> 00:04:03,696 One, two, three, 97 00:04:03,696 --> 00:04:07,452 four, five, six, 98 00:04:07,452 --> 00:04:12,129 seven, eight, nine-- 99 00:04:14,425 --> 00:04:16,262 All my boxing gods, 100 00:04:16,262 --> 00:04:19,017 the ones I worshipped as a kid, 101 00:04:19,017 --> 00:04:22,190 it's like they deserted me. 102 00:04:22,190 --> 00:04:23,861 I couldn't get any lower. 103 00:04:25,865 --> 00:04:28,327 Nah, I could get a lot lower. 104 00:04:28,327 --> 00:04:29,581 Fuck you mean I'm broke? 105 00:04:29,581 --> 00:04:31,501 - Mike, Mike-- - Please, Mr. Tyson, just-- 106 00:04:31,501 --> 00:04:32,879 - Maybe bankruptcy 107 00:04:32,879 --> 00:04:34,674 is an option we can consider. 108 00:04:34,674 --> 00:04:35,968 I made $300,000,000. 109 00:04:35,968 --> 00:04:38,515 Where's my fucking money? Where's my fucking money? 110 00:04:38,515 --> 00:04:39,893 Where's my money? 111 00:04:39,893 --> 00:04:41,145 Where's my fucking money? 112 00:04:41,145 --> 00:04:43,609 Ask Don King. 113 00:04:43,609 --> 00:04:45,696 Where he at? Don in there? 114 00:04:45,696 --> 00:04:47,449 Hold on, champ. You don't wanna do this. 115 00:04:47,449 --> 00:04:49,119 You gon' shoot me, you fucking piece of shit? 116 00:04:49,119 --> 00:04:51,123 Get your fucking hands off me. Iron Mike, 117 00:04:51,123 --> 00:04:53,211 everybody needs to make an appointment to see Mr. King, 118 00:04:53,211 --> 00:04:54,589 including you. This nigga takes 119 00:04:54,589 --> 00:04:57,177 all my money, and I gotta make a fucking appointment? 120 00:04:58,387 --> 00:04:59,724 I hope the devil fucks your mother in the ass 121 00:04:59,724 --> 00:05:02,312 in the bowels of hell one day, you fucking pussy. 122 00:05:02,312 --> 00:05:03,816 There he is. 123 00:05:03,816 --> 00:05:05,861 The champ returns. 124 00:05:05,861 --> 00:05:07,865 Don wanted to meet him up in Florida. 125 00:05:07,865 --> 00:05:09,953 I wanted to fire him in person, 126 00:05:09,953 --> 00:05:12,667 face-to-face, no drama. 127 00:05:14,169 --> 00:05:16,215 My friend Jackie insisted on coming with me. 128 00:05:16,215 --> 00:05:18,136 But she was nervous. - Want me to hold that for you? 129 00:05:18,136 --> 00:05:21,141 I got it. My goody box, you know. 130 00:05:21,141 --> 00:05:22,477 Don't you think you had enough? 131 00:05:22,477 --> 00:05:24,148 I said I got it. 132 00:05:24,148 --> 00:05:26,360 She knew how angry I was with Don. 133 00:05:26,360 --> 00:05:28,406 Nice car, mo'fucka. 134 00:05:28,406 --> 00:05:30,953 She also saw how much coke I had done on the plane. 135 00:05:30,953 --> 00:05:33,667 Hey, you know me. 136 00:05:33,667 --> 00:05:35,838 Only the best for you, champ. 137 00:05:39,428 --> 00:05:41,140 Man, it's good to have you down here in Florida. 138 00:05:41,140 --> 00:05:43,687 You gonna love the Delano. It's a beautiful hotel. 139 00:05:43,687 --> 00:05:46,985 I swear it's like a sinner died, took a glimpse of heaven, 140 00:05:46,985 --> 00:05:50,325 came back and built what he saw right on the beach. 141 00:05:50,325 --> 00:05:53,122 - That sounds nice. 142 00:05:53,122 --> 00:05:55,376 Doesn't that sound nice, champ? - Yeah... 143 00:05:55,376 --> 00:05:57,172 All I could think about was how Don had played me 144 00:05:57,172 --> 00:05:59,051 from the moment that we met, making me think 145 00:05:59,051 --> 00:06:00,596 that he would be the Black daddy in my life 146 00:06:00,596 --> 00:06:02,015 that would finally take care of me. 147 00:06:02,015 --> 00:06:03,100 He played me for stupid 148 00:06:03,100 --> 00:06:04,854 every single day that I knew him. 149 00:06:04,854 --> 00:06:07,526 Oh! 150 00:06:07,526 --> 00:06:09,572 - What? No! 151 00:06:11,743 --> 00:06:14,498 Mothafucka! 152 00:06:14,498 --> 00:06:16,544 Champ, where you going? 153 00:06:16,544 --> 00:06:18,172 Crazy nigga, you're crazy! What the? 154 00:06:18,172 --> 00:06:19,257 This motherfucka! 155 00:06:19,257 --> 00:06:21,095 Mike, stop it! 156 00:06:21,095 --> 00:06:23,391 Crazy mothafucka! Look at you! 157 00:06:23,391 --> 00:06:24,476 Motha! 158 00:06:24,476 --> 00:06:25,729 Stop, Mike! 159 00:06:25,729 --> 00:06:27,107 Mike! 160 00:06:29,111 --> 00:06:31,240 ♪ Things are not goin' right ♪ 161 00:06:31,240 --> 00:06:33,411 ♪ My head's just spinnin' day and night ♪ 162 00:06:33,411 --> 00:06:35,289 ♪ Things are not goin' right ♪ Tired. 163 00:06:35,289 --> 00:06:37,335 Tired. Tired of these niggas. 164 00:06:37,335 --> 00:06:39,757 The King is done. 165 00:06:39,757 --> 00:06:42,387 I tried my best to do whatever I could for my people, 166 00:06:42,387 --> 00:06:44,057 and this is the thanks I get? 167 00:06:44,057 --> 00:06:45,143 Psh. 168 00:06:51,405 --> 00:06:52,616 After Don, I needed some quick money, 169 00:06:52,616 --> 00:06:53,952 so he set up a fight. 170 00:06:53,952 --> 00:06:56,457 But I never should've been in the ring. 171 00:06:56,457 --> 00:06:58,503 I was missing wildly. 172 00:06:58,503 --> 00:07:00,173 I was standing still. 173 00:07:00,173 --> 00:07:02,052 I couldn't stomach it. 174 00:07:02,052 --> 00:07:05,224 I had loved my sport since 1990. 175 00:07:05,224 --> 00:07:06,603 Oh, hey, hey, hey! What was I doing? 176 00:07:06,603 --> 00:07:08,022 Go to your corner! 177 00:07:08,022 --> 00:07:09,483 I was lettin' everybody down. 178 00:07:09,483 --> 00:07:10,611 I know this wasn't the outcome 179 00:07:10,611 --> 00:07:11,821 you were looking here for tonight. 180 00:07:11,821 --> 00:07:13,784 Do you think you could've continued in this fight? 181 00:07:13,784 --> 00:07:17,332 I just wanna say I'm most likely not gonna fight no more. 182 00:07:17,332 --> 00:07:18,459 I'm done. 183 00:07:18,459 --> 00:07:19,754 I'm not gonna disrespect the sport 184 00:07:19,754 --> 00:07:21,298 by losing to this caliber of fighters. 185 00:07:21,298 --> 00:07:23,052 Are you saying what it sounds like, Mike? 186 00:07:23,052 --> 00:07:25,056 Iron Mike is retiring? 187 00:07:25,056 --> 00:07:27,352 I just don't think I have it no more. 188 00:07:27,352 --> 00:07:29,189 I've been doing this for 20 years. 189 00:07:29,189 --> 00:07:31,653 I'm basically just fightin' to pay my bills. 190 00:07:31,653 --> 00:07:33,489 Have no heart no more. 191 00:07:33,489 --> 00:07:35,828 I'm done. 192 00:07:38,374 --> 00:07:39,585 Well, you have it. 193 00:07:39,585 --> 00:07:41,714 Mike Tyson appears to be walking away from boxing. 194 00:07:50,439 --> 00:07:53,404 After I retired, I was fucked up for a long time. 195 00:07:55,491 --> 00:07:56,828 All those managers and the people 196 00:07:56,828 --> 00:07:58,497 that had a fucking hold on me, 197 00:07:58,497 --> 00:08:01,044 they were all gone. 198 00:08:02,463 --> 00:08:04,092 Everyone had abandoned me. 199 00:08:06,931 --> 00:08:08,894 Everyone except her. 200 00:08:11,649 --> 00:08:13,277 Hey, Mike. 201 00:08:14,822 --> 00:08:17,828 Hey, Kiki. 202 00:08:17,828 --> 00:08:19,122 I'm sorry I haven't been calling. 203 00:08:19,122 --> 00:08:21,836 I've just been busy. 204 00:08:21,836 --> 00:08:23,757 That never stopped you before. 205 00:08:23,757 --> 00:08:25,384 In fact, nothing had never stopped you before-- 206 00:08:25,384 --> 00:08:29,518 not a wife or a fight, nothin'. 207 00:08:29,518 --> 00:08:31,522 Anyway, when you didn't answer my calls, I got worried, 208 00:08:31,522 --> 00:08:34,361 so I wanted to check up on you. 209 00:08:34,361 --> 00:08:35,697 I know what you're thinking. 210 00:08:35,697 --> 00:08:37,242 "Not another woman, Mike. 211 00:08:37,242 --> 00:08:38,912 Didn't I already see that show?" 212 00:08:38,912 --> 00:08:41,208 This is Lakiha Spicer. Keep watching. 213 00:08:41,208 --> 00:08:43,254 When I first met Kiki, she was 18 years old. 214 00:08:43,254 --> 00:08:44,757 I was introduced to her by her father, 215 00:08:44,757 --> 00:08:46,051 who was a devout Muslim who worked 216 00:08:46,051 --> 00:08:47,513 with my promotional team at the time. 217 00:08:47,513 --> 00:08:49,725 Michael, this is my daughter. 218 00:08:49,725 --> 00:08:52,063 As-salamu alaykum. My name's Lakiha. 219 00:08:52,063 --> 00:08:54,944 Wa 'alaykumu s-salam. Nice to meet you, Lakiha. 220 00:08:54,944 --> 00:08:56,864 Nice to meet you as well. 221 00:08:56,864 --> 00:08:59,244 My friends call me "Kiki." 222 00:08:59,244 --> 00:09:01,749 Can I call you "Kiki"? 223 00:09:01,749 --> 00:09:04,505 We're not friends. I just met you. 224 00:09:04,505 --> 00:09:06,174 I know I was dating Monica back then, 225 00:09:06,174 --> 00:09:07,511 but what can I say? 226 00:09:07,511 --> 00:09:09,306 I had a big heart. 227 00:09:09,306 --> 00:09:12,521 ♪ Take the good with the bad ♪ 228 00:09:12,521 --> 00:09:14,399 ♪ All the air be innocent ♪ 229 00:09:14,399 --> 00:09:16,863 How was that? 230 00:09:16,863 --> 00:09:19,284 That was fine. 231 00:09:19,284 --> 00:09:21,038 ♪ Don't you forget ♪ 232 00:09:21,038 --> 00:09:23,083 That's all that happened, for real. 233 00:09:23,083 --> 00:09:24,754 That was some new shit to me. 234 00:09:27,175 --> 00:09:30,181 You know, honestly, I think I loved her from day one. 235 00:09:30,181 --> 00:09:32,728 We dated on and off for the next few years 236 00:09:32,728 --> 00:09:35,942 despite the fact that I was married--there was that-- 237 00:09:35,942 --> 00:09:39,282 and insane--that too. 238 00:09:39,282 --> 00:09:40,786 I kept messing things up 'cause that's just 239 00:09:40,786 --> 00:09:41,829 what I was about back then. 240 00:09:41,829 --> 00:09:43,499 You fucking bitch! 241 00:09:43,499 --> 00:09:46,171 But she hung in there with me, 242 00:09:46,171 --> 00:09:47,256 and believe me when I tell you, 243 00:09:47,256 --> 00:09:49,302 she was full of surprises. 244 00:09:52,893 --> 00:09:54,479 Jesus Christ, Mike, this is such a mess. 245 00:09:56,693 --> 00:09:59,657 Just so you know, I'm probably going to jail soon, so... 246 00:09:59,657 --> 00:10:00,909 What? 247 00:10:00,909 --> 00:10:03,455 Yeah, my mother too. 248 00:10:03,455 --> 00:10:04,709 Turned out her dad was caught up 249 00:10:04,709 --> 00:10:06,336 in some fake businesses, 250 00:10:06,336 --> 00:10:08,048 running phony schools and stuff-- 251 00:10:08,048 --> 00:10:09,426 you know, the same shit people get away with 252 00:10:09,426 --> 00:10:11,388 out in Washington D.C. 253 00:10:11,388 --> 00:10:13,643 They needed Kiki to set up a dummy account 254 00:10:13,643 --> 00:10:15,814 so his money could look legit. 255 00:10:15,814 --> 00:10:19,154 They all went to jail together, like a good family should. 256 00:10:20,782 --> 00:10:21,993 I'm not gonna lie, Kiki, 257 00:10:21,993 --> 00:10:24,080 you goin' to jail kinda turnin' me on. 258 00:10:25,542 --> 00:10:28,088 What the fuck, Mike? 259 00:10:28,088 --> 00:10:31,888 I mean, I hate to see you go, but I mean, think about it. 260 00:10:31,888 --> 00:10:34,560 I've been to jail. You're goin' to jail. 261 00:10:34,560 --> 00:10:36,146 I could throw a punch. 262 00:10:36,146 --> 00:10:39,277 You stab a bitch to next Tuesday. 263 00:10:39,277 --> 00:10:42,701 - I'm a mess, you're a mess? - Yeah. 264 00:10:42,701 --> 00:10:44,747 Every pot has its lid. 265 00:10:44,747 --> 00:10:48,797 We're kinda like a fucked-up Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan movie. 266 00:10:48,797 --> 00:10:51,134 - You've Got Mail ? - Oh, yeah. 267 00:10:51,134 --> 00:10:55,184 Except for we're goin' to jail. 268 00:10:55,184 --> 00:10:57,313 Shit, I thought the only reason women liked me 269 00:10:57,313 --> 00:10:59,150 was 'cause of my money, 270 00:10:59,150 --> 00:11:00,946 but Kiki knew I was bankrupt by then 271 00:11:00,946 --> 00:11:02,448 and really fucked up. 272 00:11:02,448 --> 00:11:04,745 I had to borrow money for groceries and shit, 273 00:11:04,745 --> 00:11:07,166 but she stayed. 274 00:11:07,166 --> 00:11:09,212 ♪ From the Lord ♪ ♪ Yeah ♪ 275 00:11:09,212 --> 00:11:11,174 ♪ She give me what I'm askin' for ♪ 276 00:11:11,174 --> 00:11:12,803 ♪ Ah, ah, she makes me say ♪ 277 00:11:12,803 --> 00:11:14,347 ♪ Amen ♪ 278 00:11:14,347 --> 00:11:17,144 ♪ Good God, Almighty ♪ ♪ Amen ♪ 279 00:11:19,107 --> 00:11:21,069 But first, she had to do her time... 280 00:11:23,323 --> 00:11:25,202 Which meant I was left alone to my worst devices 281 00:11:25,202 --> 00:11:27,708 while I waited for her to finish her stint. 282 00:11:27,708 --> 00:11:29,002 ♪ Amen ♪ 283 00:11:29,002 --> 00:11:30,462 ♪ Thank you, Lord, now ♪ 284 00:11:30,462 --> 00:11:31,841 But at least this time, since I was 285 00:11:31,841 --> 00:11:35,014 madly in love with Kiki, I tried to get better. 286 00:11:35,014 --> 00:11:36,266 Mike... 287 00:11:36,266 --> 00:11:38,145 Here we go. 288 00:11:38,145 --> 00:11:39,690 Lakiha, it's time to push! 289 00:11:43,698 --> 00:11:45,702 I'm right there, baby. I'm right there with you, baby. 290 00:11:53,760 --> 00:11:55,262 The day our daughter, Milan, was born 291 00:11:55,262 --> 00:11:57,517 holds an extra special place in my heart. 292 00:11:57,517 --> 00:11:59,228 She was born on the same day as my mother. 293 00:11:59,228 --> 00:12:01,149 Aw... 294 00:12:01,149 --> 00:12:02,485 ♪ Good God, Almighty ♪ - Yeah. 295 00:12:02,485 --> 00:12:03,780 I took that as a sign that I needed 296 00:12:03,780 --> 00:12:05,240 to get my shit together-- 297 00:12:05,240 --> 00:12:06,869 for real this time. 298 00:12:06,869 --> 00:12:08,372 Kiki said I had to do something new 299 00:12:08,372 --> 00:12:10,502 if I expected a new outcome. 300 00:12:10,502 --> 00:12:13,465 So I let her talk me into something crazy. 301 00:12:13,465 --> 00:12:14,843 I went back to therapy 302 00:12:14,843 --> 00:12:17,641 and let this old-ass white lady kick my ass. 303 00:12:17,641 --> 00:12:19,477 Actually, she changed my life. 304 00:12:19,477 --> 00:12:23,026 My mother told me I was shit. That's why I hate myself. 305 00:12:23,026 --> 00:12:25,030 She fucking did this to me. I hate her. 306 00:12:28,412 --> 00:12:30,542 You've done horrible things. 307 00:12:30,542 --> 00:12:32,504 Should people hate you? 308 00:12:33,715 --> 00:12:36,846 They do hate me... a lot. 309 00:12:36,846 --> 00:12:39,142 That wasn't the question. 310 00:12:39,142 --> 00:12:40,895 I asked, "Should they hate you?" 311 00:12:45,613 --> 00:12:46,991 You know what I love about boys 312 00:12:46,991 --> 00:12:49,037 from rough neighborhoods who do well? 313 00:12:50,456 --> 00:12:52,293 They tell everybody 314 00:12:52,293 --> 00:12:55,508 they're gonna take care of their mother one day. 315 00:12:55,508 --> 00:12:59,474 They brag they're gonna buy their mother a house. 316 00:12:59,474 --> 00:13:01,102 I ain't buy my mother a house. 317 00:13:01,102 --> 00:13:02,647 Sure you did. 318 00:13:02,647 --> 00:13:06,237 You exhumed her body and gave her a new, grand resting place 319 00:13:06,237 --> 00:13:08,534 befitting a queen. 320 00:13:08,534 --> 00:13:11,498 That's what a son who loves his mother does, 321 00:13:11,498 --> 00:13:13,293 not a son who hates her, 322 00:13:13,293 --> 00:13:16,341 and if I had to guess, you honored her 323 00:13:16,341 --> 00:13:19,681 because you appreciate what Lorna Mae did for you. 324 00:13:27,739 --> 00:13:29,242 She didn't do shit for me. 325 00:13:29,242 --> 00:13:31,454 She didn't do what you wanted, 326 00:13:31,454 --> 00:13:33,626 but she did what you needed. 327 00:13:33,626 --> 00:13:35,755 She let you go, Mike, 328 00:13:35,755 --> 00:13:39,345 because that's the best she could do for you at that time, 329 00:13:39,345 --> 00:13:40,807 and in her own way, 330 00:13:40,807 --> 00:13:46,025 she admitted her shortcomings and let you become you. 331 00:13:46,025 --> 00:13:48,906 That's why you gave her a new home, 332 00:13:48,906 --> 00:13:50,577 even in death. 333 00:13:56,087 --> 00:13:59,093 So let's talk about what you're running away from. 334 00:13:59,093 --> 00:14:00,345 I ain't running away from nothin'. 335 00:14:00,345 --> 00:14:01,932 Bullshit. 336 00:14:01,932 --> 00:14:04,061 Everybody's running from something. 337 00:14:04,061 --> 00:14:06,024 You said your mother's a bad mother, 338 00:14:06,024 --> 00:14:09,865 yet she made the ultimate sacrifice for you. 339 00:14:09,865 --> 00:14:11,911 Can't say that about your fathers. 340 00:14:11,911 --> 00:14:14,498 My father. I said what I meant. 341 00:14:14,498 --> 00:14:17,046 And I meant what I said-- fathers, plural. 342 00:14:17,046 --> 00:14:19,300 Cus was the only real father I had, 343 00:14:19,300 --> 00:14:20,887 the only person that cared about me. 344 00:14:20,887 --> 00:14:21,972 He loved me. 345 00:14:21,972 --> 00:14:24,435 He also told you to be a monster. 346 00:14:24,435 --> 00:14:27,191 When I was in the ring, not in real life. 347 00:14:27,191 --> 00:14:28,193 Does your life look like 348 00:14:28,193 --> 00:14:30,238 you really understood that? 349 00:14:30,238 --> 00:14:33,203 You were 14 when he drove that into you. 350 00:14:36,835 --> 00:14:39,048 Fuck you, Marilyn. 351 00:14:39,048 --> 00:14:41,094 Bitch. 352 00:14:41,094 --> 00:14:42,597 See you next week, Mike. 353 00:14:49,193 --> 00:14:51,489 Fuck that shit. 354 00:14:51,489 --> 00:14:53,410 There was a lot of shit I was dealing with, 355 00:14:53,410 --> 00:14:56,165 and then this happened. 356 00:14:56,165 --> 00:14:58,504 My daughter Exodus. 357 00:14:58,504 --> 00:15:02,929 She left us on May 26, 2009. 358 00:15:02,929 --> 00:15:05,350 Her mother's soul was distraught. 359 00:15:08,148 --> 00:15:09,483 She was playing on the treadmill 360 00:15:09,483 --> 00:15:11,822 and somehow got tangled up in the cord. 361 00:15:16,832 --> 00:15:19,378 It was an accident. 362 00:15:19,378 --> 00:15:21,049 That's all it was. 363 00:15:26,350 --> 00:15:28,146 It was an accident. 364 00:15:34,743 --> 00:15:38,751 That pain, it was too much for me. 365 00:15:38,751 --> 00:15:40,755 You're not supposed to outlive your kids. 366 00:15:40,755 --> 00:15:42,007 Mike. 367 00:15:42,007 --> 00:15:44,930 Mike, come on. You can do this. 368 00:15:44,930 --> 00:15:47,727 I don't know why Kiki stuck around. 369 00:15:47,727 --> 00:15:49,564 But she did. - I got you. 370 00:15:51,234 --> 00:15:53,113 She never gave up on me. 371 00:16:03,341 --> 00:16:05,680 Baby, go away. 372 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:06,682 Why? 373 00:16:08,811 --> 00:16:12,484 Just please go away. 374 00:16:12,484 --> 00:16:13,571 Why? 375 00:16:16,159 --> 00:16:18,747 She was just a innocent, little girl. 376 00:16:18,747 --> 00:16:21,962 Any bad things isn't supposed to happen. 377 00:16:21,962 --> 00:16:24,300 I've done bad things too. 378 00:16:24,300 --> 00:16:28,349 I've been to prison, but I'm a good Muslim. 379 00:16:30,395 --> 00:16:34,111 We're not just one thing. 380 00:16:34,111 --> 00:16:37,535 Listen, you did not deserve this. 381 00:16:37,535 --> 00:16:39,330 But no one does. 382 00:16:42,377 --> 00:16:44,591 Your kids are downstairs, Mike... 383 00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:48,891 Waiting to see you. 384 00:16:48,891 --> 00:16:51,437 Mikey Lorna is gonna be dropped off soon. 385 00:16:51,437 --> 00:16:55,237 Rayna, Amir, and Miguel are already downstairs. 386 00:16:55,237 --> 00:16:58,535 They came to see you. 387 00:17:01,959 --> 00:17:04,380 Do you want to hold Milan? 388 00:17:04,380 --> 00:17:07,052 You ain't hardly held her since she came home. 389 00:17:07,052 --> 00:17:08,096 I can't, babe. 390 00:17:08,096 --> 00:17:10,475 I'm just too fucked up right now. 391 00:17:13,356 --> 00:17:14,943 Then when? 392 00:17:17,030 --> 00:17:20,287 Yo, this shit owns you, Mike. 393 00:17:22,332 --> 00:17:24,003 Are you gonna punk out like that? 394 00:17:35,860 --> 00:17:37,237 You love me? 395 00:17:37,237 --> 00:17:40,160 Yes, I love you. 396 00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:41,580 We all do. 397 00:17:51,892 --> 00:17:53,729 Get rid of this for me, baby. 398 00:17:55,357 --> 00:17:57,152 That right there? 399 00:17:57,152 --> 00:18:00,868 That was the last time I did coke. 400 00:18:00,868 --> 00:18:04,208 For real. 401 00:18:09,343 --> 00:18:11,973 Monsters aren't supposed to get the girl 402 00:18:11,973 --> 00:18:14,269 or the happy ending, 403 00:18:14,269 --> 00:18:17,275 but two weeks later, we got married. 404 00:18:20,198 --> 00:18:21,952 18 months after that, 405 00:18:21,952 --> 00:18:23,956 our second child, Morocco, was born. 406 00:18:23,956 --> 00:18:26,377 ♪ Where are you gonna run to? ♪ 407 00:18:26,377 --> 00:18:28,715 ♪ All on them day ♪ 408 00:18:28,715 --> 00:18:30,553 I didn't want to think she pity-married me, 409 00:18:30,553 --> 00:18:32,765 so six months after Morocco was born, 410 00:18:32,765 --> 00:18:34,519 Kiki and me renewed our vows. 411 00:18:34,519 --> 00:18:37,441 We got married again. 412 00:18:39,863 --> 00:18:42,451 Now I know I won the lottery just by being here. 413 00:18:42,451 --> 00:18:45,583 I finally got better-- got a second chance, 414 00:18:45,583 --> 00:18:47,127 or really like a second, and a second, 415 00:18:47,127 --> 00:18:49,047 and a second, and a second. 416 00:18:50,843 --> 00:18:52,304 ♪ I ain't gonna hunt you down ♪ 417 00:18:52,304 --> 00:18:55,143 At 13, I'm already arrested 37 times. 418 00:18:55,143 --> 00:18:58,692 ♪ I said run, what's the matter with you? ♪ 419 00:18:58,692 --> 00:19:01,823 At 20, I'm world champion. 420 00:19:01,823 --> 00:19:03,911 I couldn't handle that. You couldn't handle it. 421 00:19:06,415 --> 00:19:09,714 That's a sucker punch right there. 422 00:19:09,714 --> 00:19:11,510 I could tell you who I am, but you're gonna decide 423 00:19:11,510 --> 00:19:13,555 for yourself. 424 00:19:13,555 --> 00:19:15,518 Only, I'm not just one thing. 425 00:19:15,518 --> 00:19:17,563 It's much more complicated than that. 426 00:19:17,563 --> 00:19:19,526 Listen, when I was insane, 427 00:19:19,526 --> 00:19:21,530 everything I thought was important wasn't, 428 00:19:21,530 --> 00:19:22,907 and it fucked me up. 429 00:19:22,907 --> 00:19:25,663 I was insane for a long time in front of you. 430 00:19:25,663 --> 00:19:28,251 I didn't know how to ask for help. 431 00:19:28,251 --> 00:19:30,589 I was a fighter, 432 00:19:30,589 --> 00:19:32,467 a gladiator. 433 00:19:32,467 --> 00:19:34,764 I walked into situations prepared to fight. 434 00:19:34,764 --> 00:19:35,975 That's all I knew. 435 00:19:35,975 --> 00:19:38,271 That's how I survived. 436 00:19:38,271 --> 00:19:41,068 ♪ He was waiting and ran to the devil ♪ 437 00:19:41,068 --> 00:19:43,782 Now I walk into situations prepared to love. 438 00:19:43,782 --> 00:19:45,118 Do that. 439 00:19:45,118 --> 00:19:48,542 Watch how every fucking thing changes. 440 00:19:48,542 --> 00:19:50,963 Me? I'm the American dream, man. 441 00:19:50,963 --> 00:19:52,257 Red state and blue. 442 00:19:52,257 --> 00:19:54,804 ♪ Oh, power ♪ 443 00:19:54,804 --> 00:19:57,100 From nothing to something. 444 00:19:57,100 --> 00:20:00,356 I'm the good and the bad, just like you. 445 00:20:00,356 --> 00:20:02,193 ♪ Power ♪ 446 00:20:03,614 --> 00:20:04,949 ♪ Power ♪ 447 00:20:04,949 --> 00:20:07,037 Before, I'd look at my opponent 448 00:20:07,037 --> 00:20:09,207 and know that I was gonna brutalize them, 449 00:20:09,207 --> 00:20:10,628 but now, 450 00:20:10,628 --> 00:20:14,259 I wonder if they got kids they love too. 451 00:20:18,935 --> 00:20:21,482 Fuck, I've-- I've talked too much. 452 00:20:21,482 --> 00:20:23,486 Just never thought I'd live this long. 453 00:20:23,486 --> 00:20:25,156 Neither did you. Admit it. 454 00:20:25,156 --> 00:20:27,954 But that's my story. 455 00:20:29,874 --> 00:20:32,087 It's fucked up. It's crazy. 456 00:20:32,087 --> 00:20:33,966 It's violent. It's wild. 457 00:20:33,966 --> 00:20:35,886 It's tragic. It's unbelievable. 458 00:20:35,886 --> 00:20:37,723 It's mean. It's unfair. 459 00:20:37,723 --> 00:20:38,850 It's lucky. 460 00:20:38,850 --> 00:20:41,313 It's one of a kind. 461 00:20:41,313 --> 00:20:42,315 It's Mike. 462 00:21:05,486 --> 00:21:08,785 ♪ Power ♪ 463 00:21:08,785 --> 00:21:20,391 ♪ Power ♪ 464 00:21:25,026 --> 00:21:31,330 ♪ Go down ♪ 465 00:21:31,330 --> 00:21:36,381 ♪ Sing down ♪