1 00:00:01,450 --> 00:00:04,688 (light mystical music) 2 00:00:07,487 --> 00:00:10,485 (people chattering) 3 00:00:11,485 --> 00:00:15,743 ♪ Ah, ah ♪ 4 00:00:15,843 --> 00:00:17,922 ♪ Ah, ah ♪ 5 00:00:18,761 --> 00:00:22,200 (angelical choir chants) 6 00:00:25,238 --> 00:00:28,237 (people chattering) 7 00:00:29,636 --> 00:00:33,914 (angelical music continues) 8 00:00:35,033 --> 00:00:37,272 What happened to me changed my life forever, 9 00:00:38,752 --> 00:00:42,190 and people say... this too shall pass, 10 00:00:43,309 --> 00:00:45,308 and I say, no, not for me. 11 00:00:46,068 --> 00:00:47,807 This is my story now. 12 00:00:47,907 --> 00:00:50,986 (upbeat music plays) 13 00:00:53,185 --> 00:00:56,623 (upbeat music continues) 14 00:00:58,862 --> 00:01:02,540 (bouncy piano music starts) 15 00:01:05,019 --> 00:01:08,697 (angelical choir continues) 16 00:01:10,456 --> 00:01:13,754 (bouncy piano music continues) 17 00:01:13,854 --> 00:01:16,713 Sorry it was an accident. 18 00:01:16,813 --> 00:01:20,731 (bouncy piano music continues) 19 00:01:23,650 --> 00:01:27,568 (bouncy piano music continues) 20 00:01:28,887 --> 00:01:32,565 (angelical choir continues) 21 00:01:38,043 --> 00:01:41,061 (indistinct chatter) 22 00:01:41,161 --> 00:01:44,180 Are you waiting for the next 23? 23 00:01:44,280 --> 00:01:47,018 No, I can get the 188. 24 00:01:47,118 --> 00:01:49,117 Ah! Which is coming in, 25 00:01:49,757 --> 00:01:52,096 right. Okay, so... 26 00:01:52,196 --> 00:01:54,335 I'm just gonna go for it. 27 00:01:54,435 --> 00:01:55,614 Obviously you are way 28 00:01:55,714 --> 00:01:56,973 out of my league (laughs) 29 00:01:57,073 --> 00:01:58,533 and I dunno if it's something about you 30 00:01:58,633 --> 00:01:59,972 or the fact that I can literally 31 00:02:00,072 --> 00:02:01,111 see your bus come down the road right now. 32 00:02:01,111 --> 00:02:02,651 But I'm, I'm feeling pretty emboldened 33 00:02:02,751 --> 00:02:04,130 so I'm just gonna say it. 34 00:02:04,230 --> 00:02:04,969 Would you like to come 35 00:02:05,069 --> 00:02:07,208 to a party... 36 00:02:07,308 --> 00:02:08,888 with me... 37 00:02:08,988 --> 00:02:09,847 now? 38 00:02:09,947 --> 00:02:11,946 (laughs) I gathered that, 39 00:02:13,505 --> 00:02:15,204 I dunno if you make a habit of propositioning 40 00:02:15,304 --> 00:02:16,724 random strangers at bus shelters, 41 00:02:16,824 --> 00:02:19,682 but it's pretty unorthodox. 42 00:02:19,782 --> 00:02:21,641 Okay, so how does this usually go? 43 00:02:21,741 --> 00:02:23,960 Well, usually goes and more often than not 44 00:02:24,060 --> 00:02:25,599 takes place in a bar, not a bus shelter. 45 00:02:25,699 --> 00:02:29,857 But can I buy you a drink? (laughs) 46 00:02:31,497 --> 00:02:33,496 Can I buy you a drink? 47 00:02:34,775 --> 00:02:39,773 [Jess] Sorry. 48 00:02:42,291 --> 00:02:44,290 I'm Ben. 49 00:02:45,130 --> 00:02:47,129 I'm Jess. 50 00:02:49,608 --> 00:02:50,587 After it happened, I thought I'd 51 00:02:50,687 --> 00:02:52,686 never get over it. 52 00:02:54,525 --> 00:02:56,524 And you hear people say it a lot. 53 00:02:58,923 --> 00:03:00,182 Sometimes it's figurative and 54 00:03:00,282 --> 00:03:02,282 sometimes it's for effect. 55 00:03:03,761 --> 00:03:06,959 (calming music plays) 56 00:03:11,357 --> 00:03:15,775 But when I say it, it's none of those things. 57 00:03:15,875 --> 00:03:18,014 It's just the truth. 58 00:03:18,114 --> 00:03:21,192 (indistinct chatter) 59 00:03:22,312 --> 00:03:26,070 (light mythical music plays) 60 00:03:29,788 --> 00:03:33,866 (light mythical music continues) 61 00:03:37,104 --> 00:03:41,222 (light mythical music continues) 62 00:03:43,621 --> 00:03:45,280 I... 63 00:03:45,380 --> 00:03:47,160 was... 64 00:03:47,260 --> 00:03:49,259 devastated. 65 00:03:50,418 --> 00:03:54,816 (solemn piano music plays) 66 00:03:57,375 --> 00:04:02,372 (upbeat music plays) (choir chants) 67 00:04:02,972 --> 00:04:07,969 (upbeat music continues) (choir chants) 68 00:04:08,849 --> 00:04:13,847 (upbeat music continues) (choir continues chanting) 69 00:04:17,045 --> 00:04:20,723 (excited piano music plays) 70 00:04:22,282 --> 00:04:26,041 (light mythical music fades) 71 00:04:27,520 --> 00:04:31,198 (gentle guitar music plays) 72 00:04:32,797 --> 00:04:35,416 (Ben groans) 73 00:04:35,516 --> 00:04:36,735 [Jess] Come on. 74 00:04:36,835 --> 00:04:38,454 All right. 75 00:04:38,554 --> 00:04:39,974 [Jess] I'm tired already. [Ben] We just started already, 76 00:04:40,074 --> 00:04:42,073 you kidding? [Jess] Right. 77 00:04:42,672 --> 00:04:46,670 (gentle guitar music continues) 78 00:04:49,029 --> 00:04:50,728 It's gonna take forever. [Ben] Yeah, 79 00:04:50,828 --> 00:04:51,928 I'm kind of regretting that 80 00:04:52,028 --> 00:04:54,027 top floor flat now. 81 00:04:57,105 --> 00:04:59,044 [Jess] Well done, 82 00:04:59,144 --> 00:05:01,143 can you grab me a beer? 83 00:05:03,022 --> 00:05:04,802 Do you know today's our 13 month 84 00:05:04,902 --> 00:05:05,601 and 3 week anniversary. 85 00:05:05,701 --> 00:05:07,960 - Anniversary what? - Us. 86 00:05:08,060 --> 00:05:09,279 Yeah, I know, but what? 87 00:05:09,379 --> 00:05:10,679 First time we met, first time we 88 00:05:10,779 --> 00:05:11,878 went on a date, first time 89 00:05:11,978 --> 00:05:13,197 - that we... - Mm. 90 00:05:13,297 --> 00:05:14,037 Although to be fair, 91 00:05:14,137 --> 00:05:15,716 I suppose the first time we met 92 00:05:15,816 --> 00:05:17,395 sort of became our first date, 93 00:05:17,495 --> 00:05:19,994 which also sort of became the first time. 94 00:05:20,094 --> 00:05:23,392 (Jess chuckles) 95 00:05:23,492 --> 00:05:24,952 - I love you. - Well, you're bouncy 96 00:05:25,052 --> 00:05:26,391 aren't you? 97 00:05:26,491 --> 00:05:28,490 You just found us this flat. 98 00:05:30,369 --> 00:05:33,727 (gentle guitar playing) 99 00:05:37,246 --> 00:05:42,243 Ahhh! (Jess and Ben laughing) 100 00:05:43,363 --> 00:05:46,101 (Jess moans) 101 00:05:46,201 --> 00:05:49,720 (gentle guitar continues) 102 00:05:53,318 --> 00:05:56,736 (keys jingle and door opens) 103 00:05:56,836 --> 00:05:58,295 I need some tea and a wee 104 00:05:58,395 --> 00:05:59,135 and not necessarily 105 00:05:59,235 --> 00:06:00,294 - in that order. - I've got a deadline 106 00:06:00,394 --> 00:06:01,334 - and I can't find them. - Yeah, 107 00:06:01,434 --> 00:06:02,194 well I've not been down here 108 00:06:02,194 --> 00:06:03,333 for two weeks so whatever it is, 109 00:06:03,433 --> 00:06:05,432 you can't blame me. 110 00:06:11,469 --> 00:06:13,888 - You all right? - Yeah 111 00:06:13,988 --> 00:06:15,007 Okay... Well I can tell 112 00:06:15,107 --> 00:06:16,127 that you're lying but you are late 113 00:06:16,227 --> 00:06:16,966 and I need some wee 114 00:06:17,066 --> 00:06:19,245 so I'm gonna let you off. 115 00:06:19,345 --> 00:06:21,344 Mum. 116 00:06:21,664 --> 00:06:23,723 Thanks for coming down. 117 00:06:23,823 --> 00:06:25,982 Wouldn't want to be anywhere else. 118 00:06:27,141 --> 00:06:30,060 (soft music plays) 119 00:06:32,259 --> 00:06:37,256 (soft music continues) (people chatter) 120 00:06:38,336 --> 00:06:43,333 (soft music continues) (car drives by) 121 00:06:45,932 --> 00:06:49,211 (soft music continues) 122 00:06:51,929 --> 00:06:55,627 (soft angelic melody plays) 123 00:06:55,727 --> 00:06:59,406 (soft angelic melody fades) 124 00:07:01,005 --> 00:07:03,184 Hey! (door closes) 125 00:07:03,284 --> 00:07:04,583 Hey. 126 00:07:04,683 --> 00:07:06,582 - How'd it go? - Good, yeah. 127 00:07:06,682 --> 00:07:08,261 I spoke to the features editor, 128 00:07:08,361 --> 00:07:10,060 Dee, and she said if I bump 129 00:07:10,160 --> 00:07:11,260 the piece off by 500 words 130 00:07:11,360 --> 00:07:12,099 then it can go on the 131 00:07:12,199 --> 00:07:13,499 - main paper. - Do you want some cake? 132 00:07:13,599 --> 00:07:15,718 - Ehh... No. - Are you sure? 133 00:07:17,317 --> 00:07:18,416 Yeah, why? 134 00:07:18,516 --> 00:07:19,496 Because I wanna tell you something, 135 00:07:19,596 --> 00:07:20,295 but I want you to be 136 00:07:20,395 --> 00:07:22,534 in a good mood when I do. 137 00:07:22,634 --> 00:07:24,633 Just tell me now. 138 00:07:26,912 --> 00:07:28,911 I'm pregnant. 139 00:07:31,190 --> 00:07:33,189 Tell me what you are feeling. 140 00:07:33,669 --> 00:07:35,668 Happy... 141 00:07:37,987 --> 00:07:39,926 and a bit scared 142 00:07:40,026 --> 00:07:42,025 but... 143 00:07:43,144 --> 00:07:45,283 but yeah, 144 00:07:45,383 --> 00:07:46,123 you're happy? 145 00:07:46,223 --> 00:07:46,962 I mean, it's what we've 146 00:07:47,062 --> 00:07:49,061 always wanted, isn't it 147 00:07:49,501 --> 00:07:50,880 you and me and a flat a family 148 00:07:50,980 --> 00:07:52,640 and I mean about 10 years too early. 149 00:07:52,740 --> 00:07:55,638 But... let's do it. (Jess chuckles) 150 00:07:55,738 --> 00:07:56,758 I said let's do it, we've already done it, 151 00:07:56,858 --> 00:07:58,717 really, haven't we? (Jess laughs) 152 00:07:58,817 --> 00:08:00,816 but sorry, erm... 153 00:08:01,135 --> 00:08:04,394 - if that's what you want. - That's what I want. 154 00:08:04,494 --> 00:08:05,993 Don't mean it goes without saying, 155 00:08:06,093 --> 00:08:08,092 I'm terrified, but... 156 00:08:09,451 --> 00:08:11,450 yeah, that's what I want. 157 00:08:13,849 --> 00:08:16,608 (sharp exhaling) 158 00:08:17,567 --> 00:08:22,565 - I'm gonna get some cake. - Yeah (Jess laughs) 159 00:08:24,244 --> 00:08:27,563 (soothing lively music) 160 00:08:28,962 --> 00:08:31,441 (Jess laughs) 161 00:08:34,999 --> 00:08:37,897 (indistinct chatter) 162 00:08:37,997 --> 00:08:40,516 (phone rings) 163 00:08:43,195 --> 00:08:44,614 (car honks) 164 00:08:44,714 --> 00:08:48,632 (calming soothing music plays) 165 00:08:50,511 --> 00:08:51,571 (heartbeat sounds) 166 00:08:51,671 --> 00:08:53,010 (calming soothing music continues) 167 00:08:53,110 --> 00:08:54,489 (heartbeat sounds) 168 00:08:54,589 --> 00:08:56,288 (calming soothing music continues) 169 00:08:56,388 --> 00:08:57,888 (heartbeat continues) 170 00:08:57,988 --> 00:09:01,126 - So is this your first baby? - What gave us away? 171 00:09:01,226 --> 00:09:01,966 (Ben and Doctor laugh) 172 00:09:02,066 --> 00:09:04,065 Yeah, we just want it to be okay. 173 00:09:06,224 --> 00:09:11,221 Well... (heartbeat sounds) 174 00:09:11,621 --> 00:09:12,720 well, I can tell you 175 00:09:12,820 --> 00:09:15,239 that it is. (Jess and Ben chuckle) 176 00:09:15,339 --> 00:09:16,519 - Thank you. - Thanks. 177 00:09:16,619 --> 00:09:19,437 In fact, it's doubly okay 178 00:09:19,537 --> 00:09:20,756 See? 179 00:09:20,856 --> 00:09:21,616 You said you weren't allowed 180 00:09:21,616 --> 00:09:23,695 - to be certain - because it's twins. 181 00:09:24,495 --> 00:09:27,173 - Wait... - You're having twins. 182 00:09:31,571 --> 00:09:34,710 - What do we do now? - I don't know. 183 00:09:34,810 --> 00:09:37,728 (soft music plays) 184 00:09:39,487 --> 00:09:42,946 (strong crescendo starts) 185 00:09:43,046 --> 00:09:45,944 (strong crescendo fades) 186 00:09:46,044 --> 00:09:48,043 [Ben] Open it. 187 00:09:48,363 --> 00:09:52,021 (Jess sharply exhales) 188 00:09:52,121 --> 00:09:54,120 Oh, you just do it. 189 00:09:55,759 --> 00:09:58,758 (rustling of paper) 190 00:10:04,955 --> 00:10:07,014 It's a boy and a girl. 191 00:10:07,114 --> 00:10:08,693 (Jess sobs) 192 00:10:08,793 --> 00:10:10,792 What's wrong? 193 00:10:12,911 --> 00:10:17,049 I wanted a girl. (Jess sobs) 194 00:10:17,149 --> 00:10:19,148 I know. 195 00:10:20,747 --> 00:10:22,406 I love him just as much though. 196 00:10:22,506 --> 00:10:24,205 I know. 197 00:10:24,305 --> 00:10:28,144 (calming melodic music plays) 198 00:10:30,462 --> 00:10:33,941 (calming music continues) 199 00:10:37,699 --> 00:10:39,698 Can I ask you a question? 200 00:10:40,937 --> 00:10:41,757 Nope. (Dee chuckles) 201 00:10:41,857 --> 00:10:44,556 - Well, I'm gonna ask anyway. - You're the boss. 202 00:10:44,656 --> 00:10:46,655 Literally. 203 00:10:47,214 --> 00:10:48,114 Look, I know I've asked you 204 00:10:48,214 --> 00:10:50,213 this before but since then, 205 00:10:51,412 --> 00:10:53,411 have you considered writing about it? 206 00:10:59,648 --> 00:11:01,647 Yes and no. 207 00:11:02,967 --> 00:11:04,966 Meaning? 208 00:11:05,285 --> 00:11:07,784 Yes, I've considered it and no, 209 00:11:07,884 --> 00:11:09,883 I'm not doing it. 210 00:11:10,403 --> 00:11:12,402 Why? 211 00:11:13,641 --> 00:11:17,619 Because I don't even like to think about it, 212 00:11:17,719 --> 00:11:20,138 and if I were to write about it then 213 00:11:20,238 --> 00:11:23,956 I'd have to think about it a lot and... 214 00:11:26,275 --> 00:11:28,014 Well, some people think that 215 00:11:28,114 --> 00:11:30,113 by writing about a 216 00:11:31,233 --> 00:11:33,012 - difficult experience - You help other people going 217 00:11:33,112 --> 00:11:35,171 through the same experience, yet, 218 00:11:35,271 --> 00:11:36,810 I don't believe that I, I'm sorry, 219 00:11:36,910 --> 00:11:38,909 but I don't... 220 00:11:41,628 --> 00:11:43,767 I can't do it. 221 00:11:43,867 --> 00:11:45,726 [Charlie] Right, ready? 222 00:11:45,826 --> 00:11:47,645 (everyone laughing) 223 00:11:47,745 --> 00:11:48,464 [Pam] Come, sit down before 224 00:11:48,464 --> 00:11:50,243 - you hurt yourself - What? You used to love 225 00:11:50,343 --> 00:11:52,282 - my moves. - I used to tolerate them. 226 00:11:52,382 --> 00:11:53,222 [Charlie] Hey, you should have seen the way 227 00:11:53,222 --> 00:11:55,281 - your mother used to... - Enough! 228 00:11:55,381 --> 00:11:57,380 - (Jess and Ben laugh) - Come here! 229 00:11:58,739 --> 00:12:01,118 - Get off. - Right there it is. 230 00:12:01,218 --> 00:12:04,696 (Charlie laughs) My famous barbecue chicken. 231 00:12:05,576 --> 00:12:06,515 [Pam] What's famous about it? 232 00:12:06,615 --> 00:12:07,875 How dry it is. [Charlie] You see what I'm 233 00:12:07,975 --> 00:12:09,834 - dealing with? - I do. (Ben chuckles) 234 00:12:09,934 --> 00:12:14,352 Right, Ben I need to ask you something. 235 00:12:14,452 --> 00:12:16,351 Erm, so there are some obvious 236 00:12:16,451 --> 00:12:17,590 cultural differences 237 00:12:17,690 --> 00:12:18,789 - between us. - Dad... 238 00:12:18,889 --> 00:12:19,729 [Charlie] No, no, no, it's important. 239 00:12:19,729 --> 00:12:22,228 I need to ask. Is it your intention 240 00:12:22,328 --> 00:12:23,707 to raise these children 241 00:12:23,807 --> 00:12:25,466 as Oldham fans? 242 00:12:25,566 --> 00:12:26,906 (Pam, Ben and Jess chuckle) 243 00:12:27,006 --> 00:12:29,744 - Indeed, yeah. - I'm sorry, dad, I tried. 244 00:12:29,844 --> 00:12:30,864 [Ben] We've talked about buying them, 245 00:12:30,964 --> 00:12:31,863 those little... erm... 246 00:12:31,963 --> 00:12:34,302 - Oldham Athletic baby grows. - That is never gonna happen. 247 00:12:34,402 --> 00:12:35,661 [Charlie] Hey, where you going? 248 00:12:35,761 --> 00:12:37,760 To the toilet. 249 00:12:38,240 --> 00:12:40,059 Mum? 250 00:12:40,159 --> 00:12:42,158 - Mum! - Oh 251 00:12:46,476 --> 00:12:47,216 Promise me something... 252 00:12:47,316 --> 00:12:48,335 Look, if it's 253 00:12:48,435 --> 00:12:50,434 - about Arsenal... - Promise me... 254 00:12:50,994 --> 00:12:52,993 you'll keep her safe. 255 00:12:54,032 --> 00:12:56,031 I promise. 256 00:12:57,031 --> 00:12:59,030 [Jess] Ben?!... 257 00:12:59,590 --> 00:13:02,508 (soft music plays) 258 00:13:03,588 --> 00:13:05,527 [Jess] Ben?! 259 00:13:05,627 --> 00:13:09,205 (soft music continues) 260 00:13:09,305 --> 00:13:11,444 - [Jess] Ben! - What? 261 00:13:11,544 --> 00:13:13,543 Ben! 262 00:13:13,943 --> 00:13:15,362 Ben... 263 00:13:15,462 --> 00:13:17,761 (door opens) 264 00:13:17,861 --> 00:13:20,519 I think the babies are coming. 265 00:13:20,619 --> 00:13:21,839 You all right? (Jess moans) 266 00:13:21,939 --> 00:13:23,938 Are you sure? 267 00:13:24,258 --> 00:13:26,716 Okay, remember they said this would happen. 268 00:13:26,816 --> 00:13:29,915 I'm scared. What do we do? 269 00:13:30,015 --> 00:13:32,234 Look at me, look at me. 270 00:13:32,334 --> 00:13:34,512 Everything and everyone 271 00:13:34,612 --> 00:13:36,931 is gonna be fine. I promise. 272 00:13:38,371 --> 00:13:42,049 (rapid melodic music plays) 273 00:13:44,368 --> 00:13:48,366 (rapid melodic music continues) 274 00:13:49,845 --> 00:13:54,543 - (monitor beeping) - I'm just gonna look at you, 275 00:13:54,643 --> 00:13:56,642 okay? 276 00:13:57,201 --> 00:13:59,220 - Love you. - Love you too. 277 00:13:59,320 --> 00:14:01,379 [Dr. Jackson] Ready nurse? 278 00:14:01,479 --> 00:14:03,478 Here we go. 279 00:14:04,278 --> 00:14:07,117 (monitor beeping) 280 00:14:08,236 --> 00:14:10,335 All right? 281 00:14:10,435 --> 00:14:13,753 (emotional music plays) 282 00:14:15,832 --> 00:14:16,732 [Dr. Jackson] There we go... 283 00:14:16,832 --> 00:14:18,891 Here she is. 284 00:14:18,991 --> 00:14:23,988 [Jess] Ben? (Jess and Ben laugh joyfully) 285 00:14:25,348 --> 00:14:27,587 Ben? Can you see? [Ben] Yes. 286 00:14:29,026 --> 00:14:30,525 Why isn't she crying? 287 00:14:30,625 --> 00:14:31,385 [Dr. Jackson] She's just a little 288 00:14:31,385 --> 00:14:32,204 - quiet, that's all. - Yeah, 289 00:14:32,304 --> 00:14:34,483 - she's fine. - Okay, okay 290 00:14:34,583 --> 00:14:35,603 [Ben] Yeah. 291 00:14:35,703 --> 00:14:38,301 [Dr. Jackson] Okay, here we go. 292 00:14:39,261 --> 00:14:41,200 There we go... 293 00:14:41,300 --> 00:14:43,399 Hello, you. 294 00:14:43,499 --> 00:14:47,237 Hi (Ben chuckles) 295 00:14:47,337 --> 00:14:49,336 Hi. 296 00:14:50,495 --> 00:14:51,235 [Dr. Jackson] Okay, let's 297 00:14:51,335 --> 00:14:53,334 put out a crash call. 298 00:14:55,893 --> 00:14:56,872 [Nurse Jones] Neonatal crash call. 299 00:14:56,972 --> 00:14:57,912 Theatre one. 300 00:14:58,012 --> 00:14:59,271 [Ben] What's happening? 301 00:14:59,371 --> 00:15:01,630 Everything's going to be fine. 302 00:15:01,730 --> 00:15:03,229 Nurses, anything? 303 00:15:03,329 --> 00:15:04,309 [Nurses] No. [Dr. Jackson] Right, 304 00:15:04,409 --> 00:15:05,948 let's bag them immediately. 305 00:15:06,048 --> 00:15:06,787 What does that mean? 306 00:15:06,887 --> 00:15:08,107 It's best if you just stay back 307 00:15:08,207 --> 00:15:10,825 [Jess] Ben... what's happening? 308 00:15:10,925 --> 00:15:12,025 What's going on? What's going on? 309 00:15:12,125 --> 00:15:13,064 Are they okay? 310 00:15:13,164 --> 00:15:15,343 [Nurse Richards] Nothing here? Anything? 311 00:15:15,443 --> 00:15:16,703 [Nurse Jones] Not yet. 312 00:15:16,803 --> 00:15:18,022 [Nurse Richards] Come on little one, 313 00:15:18,122 --> 00:15:19,821 come on little one. 314 00:15:19,921 --> 00:15:21,260 [Nurse Jones] Breathing here, 315 00:15:21,360 --> 00:15:22,300 but faint. 316 00:15:22,400 --> 00:15:23,459 Breathing, good. 317 00:15:23,559 --> 00:15:24,319 [Nurse Richards] Breathing here too, 318 00:15:24,319 --> 00:15:26,498 but very faint, hardly anything. 319 00:15:26,598 --> 00:15:28,177 I need a fast scan and call 320 00:15:28,277 --> 00:15:30,016 peads and intensive care. 321 00:15:30,116 --> 00:15:31,775 [Nurse Jones] Losing it again... 322 00:15:31,875 --> 00:15:32,615 It's gone. 323 00:15:32,715 --> 00:15:33,574 Ben, do something (Jess cries) 324 00:15:33,674 --> 00:15:34,714 I-I can't, I can't [Male Nurse] Excuse me, please 325 00:15:34,714 --> 00:15:35,553 [Nurse Richards] Let's get them 326 00:15:35,553 --> 00:15:36,853 to ICU. 327 00:15:36,953 --> 00:15:37,712 [Jess] What's, what's happening? 328 00:15:37,712 --> 00:15:38,892 Which one's not breathing? 329 00:15:38,992 --> 00:15:41,231 [Nurse Richards] Daddy, are you coming? 330 00:15:43,350 --> 00:15:44,689 Don't leave them alone! 331 00:15:44,789 --> 00:15:46,328 [Ben] Wait! Wait! Jess, 332 00:15:46,428 --> 00:15:47,408 are you okay? [Nurse Richards] Let's go. 333 00:15:47,508 --> 00:15:48,247 [Dr. Jackson] She'll be fine... 334 00:15:48,347 --> 00:15:51,006 - just... just go. - I love you. 335 00:15:51,106 --> 00:15:52,125 This way. [Ben] Which one's 336 00:15:52,225 --> 00:15:54,284 not breathing? Can you tell me 337 00:15:54,384 --> 00:15:56,383 which one's not breathing? 338 00:16:00,141 --> 00:16:01,721 [Jack] Daddy? [Ben] Yes, Jack. 339 00:16:01,821 --> 00:16:03,840 Why are we going quick, quick? 340 00:16:03,940 --> 00:16:05,119 Because you took too long 341 00:16:05,219 --> 00:16:06,038 with your honey on toast 342 00:16:06,138 --> 00:16:08,117 and I couldn't find your other shoe 343 00:16:08,217 --> 00:16:09,317 and yeah, it's a combination 344 00:16:09,417 --> 00:16:12,755 - of factors. - What does that mean? 345 00:16:12,855 --> 00:16:15,134 It means lots of reasons. 346 00:16:16,333 --> 00:16:18,332 Come on this way. 347 00:16:19,452 --> 00:16:22,610 (melodic music plays) 348 00:16:25,449 --> 00:16:29,447 (melodic piano music continues) 349 00:16:33,405 --> 00:16:37,403 (melodic piano music continues) 350 00:16:38,723 --> 00:16:40,662 How's Jack? 351 00:16:40,762 --> 00:16:42,900 He's good. 352 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:46,759 (soft piano music continues) 353 00:16:48,078 --> 00:16:50,337 - Where is erm...? - Shh..shh... shh 354 00:16:50,437 --> 00:16:52,436 she's there. 355 00:16:52,876 --> 00:16:56,354 (sentimental music plays) 356 00:16:59,312 --> 00:17:02,891 (sentimental music continues) 357 00:17:02,991 --> 00:17:06,889 (baby coos) (Jess laughs) 358 00:17:06,989 --> 00:17:08,528 Oh, he likes the rabbit. 359 00:17:08,628 --> 00:17:12,846 - (baby Jack cries) - Oh... no he doesn't. 360 00:17:12,946 --> 00:17:14,365 (Ben and Jess laugh) 361 00:17:14,465 --> 00:17:16,324 Yeah, that's thirty quid 362 00:17:16,424 --> 00:17:18,423 well spent. 363 00:17:19,862 --> 00:17:23,960 (baby Jack cries) 364 00:17:24,060 --> 00:17:26,699 [Ben] Do you wanna try and feed? 365 00:17:27,938 --> 00:17:31,257 (baby Jack cries) 366 00:17:34,135 --> 00:17:37,634 Okay, so remember nipples to nose. 367 00:17:37,734 --> 00:17:39,633 See how it goes. 368 00:17:39,733 --> 00:17:41,732 Hello? 369 00:17:48,968 --> 00:17:50,967 Oh! He's doing it. 370 00:17:53,326 --> 00:17:56,165 So... I've been thinking 371 00:17:57,844 --> 00:18:00,303 about what I want to give them. 372 00:18:00,403 --> 00:18:02,402 In life... 373 00:18:02,921 --> 00:18:03,661 and I don't know 374 00:18:03,761 --> 00:18:06,180 if it's because I'm sleep deprived or 375 00:18:06,280 --> 00:18:07,119 the fact that I've been staring 376 00:18:07,119 --> 00:18:10,258 at that wall for the last six hours 377 00:18:10,358 --> 00:18:12,357 but I think I've realised what it is. 378 00:18:13,436 --> 00:18:15,435 Huh? 379 00:18:17,554 --> 00:18:19,553 [Jess] Intensive care. 380 00:18:20,753 --> 00:18:23,831 (Ben and Jess laugh) 381 00:18:25,550 --> 00:18:28,049 [Nurse Richards] Just keep it clean. 382 00:18:28,149 --> 00:18:29,488 (indistinct chatter) 383 00:18:29,588 --> 00:18:31,587 Yes. 384 00:18:32,187 --> 00:18:34,006 That's our taxi. 385 00:18:34,106 --> 00:18:34,906 Listen, I'm sure you hear this 386 00:18:34,906 --> 00:18:35,685 all the time... 387 00:18:35,785 --> 00:18:37,684 but thank you so much... [Jess] Yeah. 388 00:18:37,784 --> 00:18:39,723 For everything. [Jess] Thank you. 389 00:18:39,823 --> 00:18:41,822 Wow. Good luck. 390 00:18:42,822 --> 00:18:45,560 [Ben] Come on then. 391 00:18:45,660 --> 00:18:47,659 [Jess] Come on daddy... 392 00:18:49,179 --> 00:18:51,618 (baby cries) 393 00:18:52,697 --> 00:18:54,396 You ready to be a parent? 394 00:18:54,496 --> 00:18:55,396 Not even nearly. 395 00:18:55,496 --> 00:18:57,495 [Ben] Yeah, me neither. 396 00:19:01,373 --> 00:19:02,072 I thought you said 397 00:19:02,172 --> 00:19:04,151 - you'd been practising . - Yeah, I have. 398 00:19:04,251 --> 00:19:06,250 No, it doesn't show. 399 00:19:09,209 --> 00:19:10,668 Right, I'll go and get 400 00:19:10,768 --> 00:19:12,467 your bag and we're away. 401 00:19:12,567 --> 00:19:14,566 Okay... 402 00:19:16,965 --> 00:19:18,784 Ouch..oooh 403 00:19:18,884 --> 00:19:20,623 - You okay? - Yeah. 404 00:19:20,723 --> 00:19:22,023 I'll pull round to the side mate. 405 00:19:22,123 --> 00:19:23,222 Thanks. 406 00:19:23,322 --> 00:19:25,921 (car starting) 407 00:19:29,079 --> 00:19:31,978 (car speeding) 408 00:19:32,078 --> 00:19:35,396 (car skids and crashes) 409 00:19:36,556 --> 00:19:39,474 (people screaming) 410 00:19:40,394 --> 00:19:45,391 (muffled screams) (melancholic music plays) 411 00:19:46,751 --> 00:19:49,589 (muffled screams) 412 00:19:51,628 --> 00:19:54,907 (mythical music plays) 413 00:19:57,146 --> 00:19:59,784 (birds singing) 414 00:20:01,304 --> 00:20:04,122 (door closes) 415 00:20:04,222 --> 00:20:08,080 - Here, I'll give you a hand. - It's fine, it's my job. 416 00:20:08,180 --> 00:20:11,259 I found that under... a pile of stuff. 417 00:20:13,737 --> 00:20:15,896 (silence) 418 00:20:18,135 --> 00:20:21,734 (soft melodic music plays) 419 00:20:24,532 --> 00:20:28,450 (soft melodic music continues) 420 00:20:32,168 --> 00:20:35,547 (crescendo starts and fades) 421 00:20:35,647 --> 00:20:37,146 (door opens) 422 00:20:37,246 --> 00:20:40,984 (vigorous violin music plays) 423 00:20:41,084 --> 00:20:42,743 [Paramedic One] BP is seventy over twenty 424 00:20:42,843 --> 00:20:44,422 and resps are twenty four. 425 00:20:44,522 --> 00:20:45,242 [Paramedic Two] Okay, let's get her 426 00:20:45,242 --> 00:20:46,981 on the bed. 427 00:20:47,081 --> 00:20:49,340 This is Jack he's two days old. He's conscious 428 00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:50,659 and appears unharmed. 429 00:20:50,759 --> 00:20:52,938 This is Poppy, she's also two days old. 430 00:20:53,038 --> 00:20:53,918 [Emergency Consultant] This one's not responding. 431 00:20:53,918 --> 00:20:54,737 Let's get in the line now, 432 00:20:54,837 --> 00:20:55,977 quickly please. [Paramedic Two] She has 433 00:20:56,077 --> 00:20:57,216 lacerations to her legs and arms. 434 00:20:57,316 --> 00:20:58,895 GCS is three, pulse is 122. 435 00:20:58,995 --> 00:21:00,375 [Emergency Peads Consultant] Okay, 436 00:21:00,475 --> 00:21:02,014 she's not breathing. Call theatre 437 00:21:02,114 --> 00:21:02,893 and cut her out of this. 438 00:21:02,993 --> 00:21:04,413 Now please! [Emergency Consultant] Let's 439 00:21:04,513 --> 00:21:05,392 get a line in and call transfusion 440 00:21:05,392 --> 00:21:07,491 we're gonna need lots of O neg. Someone, 441 00:21:07,591 --> 00:21:08,731 call theatre and tell them we have 442 00:21:08,831 --> 00:21:10,130 a multiple trauma case and that we need 443 00:21:10,230 --> 00:21:12,409 someone now. Do we have a next of kin? 444 00:21:12,509 --> 00:21:13,648 (emotional violin music continues) 445 00:21:13,748 --> 00:21:15,007 - Me (Ben weepy) - Next of kin? 446 00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:17,246 - Me (Ben weepy) - She's arresting, 447 00:21:17,346 --> 00:21:19,205 starting CPR now. 448 00:21:19,305 --> 00:21:21,404 (emotional violin music continues) 449 00:21:21,504 --> 00:21:24,163 (lifeline beeps) 450 00:21:24,263 --> 00:21:25,522 [Nurse] Breathing! I've got a 451 00:21:25,622 --> 00:21:27,042 pulse! [Emergency Consultant] She's 452 00:21:27,142 --> 00:21:28,801 not responding. 453 00:21:28,901 --> 00:21:33,119 (emotional violin music continues) 454 00:21:33,219 --> 00:21:36,137 [Emergency Consultant] Come on now, 455 00:21:37,976 --> 00:21:39,975 come on Poppy. 456 00:21:42,454 --> 00:21:44,993 Come on now Poppy, come on. 457 00:21:45,093 --> 00:21:48,411 (music and words faint) 458 00:21:49,491 --> 00:21:52,329 (keyboard typing) 459 00:21:57,887 --> 00:21:59,886 [Poppy] Daddy? 460 00:22:00,925 --> 00:22:03,664 I have a tummy ache too. 461 00:22:03,764 --> 00:22:06,842 (soft melodic music) 462 00:22:10,161 --> 00:22:14,079 (soft melodic music continues) 463 00:22:17,157 --> 00:22:19,316 (silence) 464 00:22:25,113 --> 00:22:25,913 [Nurse Richards] They'll need to stay in 465 00:22:25,913 --> 00:22:27,572 for another 24 hour observation, 466 00:22:27,672 --> 00:22:29,671 but you should go home. 467 00:22:30,710 --> 00:22:32,710 - Get some rest. - I'm not leaving them alone. 468 00:22:34,229 --> 00:22:38,067 (emotional piano music plays) 469 00:22:39,546 --> 00:22:43,744 (emotional piano music continues) 470 00:22:47,222 --> 00:22:51,380 (emotional piano music continues) 471 00:22:58,337 --> 00:23:01,275 - (phone ringing) - Oh, Charlie... 472 00:23:01,375 --> 00:23:03,375 Ben's phoning. 473 00:23:05,134 --> 00:23:06,513 Hello? (Pam laughs) 474 00:23:06,613 --> 00:23:07,552 I was looking at that picture 475 00:23:07,652 --> 00:23:10,591 you sent us aren't they beautiful, 476 00:23:10,691 --> 00:23:12,690 how are you? How's Jess? 477 00:23:14,769 --> 00:23:16,428 Ben? 478 00:23:16,528 --> 00:23:20,426 (emotional music plays) 479 00:23:20,526 --> 00:23:24,044 (Ben shakily) She um... 480 00:23:24,884 --> 00:23:26,883 [Pam] Ben? 481 00:23:30,321 --> 00:23:32,320 She died. 482 00:23:33,600 --> 00:23:36,698 (emotional music continues) 483 00:23:36,798 --> 00:23:40,816 (crescendo music starts) 484 00:23:40,916 --> 00:23:44,235 (crescendo music fades) 485 00:23:45,594 --> 00:23:48,992 (soft piano music plays) 486 00:23:52,311 --> 00:23:56,029 (soft piano music continues) 487 00:23:58,308 --> 00:24:02,066 (soft piano music continues) 488 00:24:05,104 --> 00:24:08,823 (soft piano music continues) 489 00:24:10,662 --> 00:24:14,100 (soft piano music fades)