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(audience murmurs)

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(footsteps approaching)

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Hey.

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You're late.

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I'm consistent.

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(audience applauds)

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Hello, and welcome to this Q&A.

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I'm delighted to say that I'm joined

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by one of our most talented, promising,

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and soon-to-be-in-demand young
actresses, Emma Lytleton.

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(audience applauds and cheers)

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Emma, thank you for joining us,

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and thank you for writing
that introduction.

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(audience laughs)

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My pleasure on both counts.

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(Emma chuckles)

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So, how do you feel
about your play opening?

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Terrified.

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Absolutely terrified.

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This is the biggest thing
that I've ever done.

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It is in fact the only remotely big thing

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that I've ever done, so, yeah, not great.

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Okay, and what were you in before this?

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Unemployment.

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(audience laughs)

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Right, and what kept
you going through that?

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Shame.

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Yeah.

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I think if you want to act,

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you have to have this burning desire

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deep inside to want to prove-

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Prove your mother wrong.

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Exactly!

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(audience applauds)

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(upbeat music)

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(soft vocalising)

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(water splashes)

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Joey, come on!

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(water splashes)

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Yeah!

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No!

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Yeah! Joey!

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(slow string music)

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That went well.

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Yeah, I just wish I had said something-

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Interesting?

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Ideally, yeah.

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(chuckles)

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What are you doing now?

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I'll probably get the bus
home and panic about the play.

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(chuckles)

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Right.

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Whereabouts are you based?

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South, do you know Telegraph Hill?

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Yeah.

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That's where I live.

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Whereabouts?

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You know, at the north side.

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The rough end?

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Yeah.

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Nice.

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No, it really isn't, but...

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So, er, I have a question.

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You've asked me a few already.

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I know, but I'm still hoping

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that you might say something interesting.

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Seems unlikely, doesn't it?

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Yeah.

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Who's Joey?

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(slow sombre music)

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(water splashes)
(laughter)

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Sorry.

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Sorry, I just saw it on your necklace

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and I thought I'd ask.

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(phone buzzing)

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Oh, erm, I have to go.

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Giving up on me saying
something interesting?

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Had to.

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I was gonna buy you a
drink to say thank you.

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Right.

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Er,

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yeah, sorry.

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Sorry, I, I do have to go.

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Okay, well thanks anyway.

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You were

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funny.

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Yeah, so were you.

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Actually, erm, I've changed my mind.

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About me being funny?

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About you buying me that drink.

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Okay, great!

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Let's go.

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Yeah, why not?

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(dramatic music)

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(laughter)

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(indistinct)

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(laughter)

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So, what do you write about?

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I write a weekly column

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that is supposed to be
funny, but rarely is.

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So not proper journalism then?

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No. God, no.

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And you interview people?

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Sometimes.

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Anyone interesting?

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Not recently.

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(chuckles)

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I'm this way.

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I'm just across the park.

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I'll see you next time then.

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See you next time.

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(soft dramatic music)

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(birds chirping)

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(water rolling and splashing)

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(children laughing)

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(water sloshing)

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(water sloshing)

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Hi.

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Hi.

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That's my towel.

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Wait, what?

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You're using my towel.

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I can see that.

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I didn't know that when I picked it up.

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That would be-

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Weird.

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(laughter)

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I have no idea what to say next.

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Me neither.

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I'm Harry.

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I'm Emma.

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Oh, there, hey!

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Joey.

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What are you doing here?

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Oh, sorry, this is Harry.

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He used to go out with Kate,

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and Anna,

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and Olivia for a while.

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Not officially.

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Okay.

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How do you two?

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Oh, Emma's my sister.

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Yeah.

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(laughter)

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(phone buzzes)

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(sniffles)

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Hello?

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Hi Emma.

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It's Ben.

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(sniffles)

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Hi.

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Er,

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is now a bad time?

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No.

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Sorry. Just it sounded
like you were crying.

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No, I am.

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Erm,

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(sniffles)

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I'm watching Say Yes to the Dress.

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Ah.

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That's not good.

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(laughs)

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Yeah, so listen, erm,

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the last time we saw each other,

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you said

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"See you next time,"

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and,

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yeah, I mean,

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I mean this isn't very cool

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or indeed professional,

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but neither am I.

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So yeah, I, I, I just wanted to say

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for the avoidance of all doubt,

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I would like there to be a next time.

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So, so, yeah, erm,

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I, I, I was just wondering

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if you wanted to go for a drink.

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I'm sorry, Ben, I have gotta go.

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(phone beeps)

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(sighs deeply)

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(slow sombre music)

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(children laughing and squealing)

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(children laughing)

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(footsteps)

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Hi!

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Hi!

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Er, what are you doing here?

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I saw you across the park,

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and I thought I'd say hi.

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I'm sorry about the
other day on the phone.

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I didn't mean to be-

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Daddy!

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Have you got-

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Hello, mate.

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Daddy!

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Any more?

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Er. No.

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Who's this?

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Er, this is my friend Emma.

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Would you like to meet her?

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Okay, so Emma, this is Poppy,

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and this is Jack.

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No, we're not!

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Okay, well who are you then?

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He's Peter Pan.

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I'm curly,

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and he's one of the Lost Boys.

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I already knew that.

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Do you wanna know why?

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Why?

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Why?

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Because my name's not really Emma.

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It's Captain

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James!

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- Hook!
- Hook!

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(Poppy and Jack scream and squeal)

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I'm gonna get yer!

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(Poppy and Jack scream and squeal)

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My Mum comes down to help,

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but other than that,

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it's just been the three of us ever since.

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And I don't always tell people about them.

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Why?

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Don't want to tell a sad story.

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I don't want them to be a sad story.

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Have you ever written about it?

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(Jack) Emma!

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Yeah?

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Can you chase us?

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Can you chase us?

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Well, I have to go now,

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but whoever catches this magic sword

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is gonna be the new Captain Hook.

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Are you ready?

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One,

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two,

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three,

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go!

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Oh, and for the avoidance of all doubt,

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I would like to see you again.

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(lighthearted music)

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(soft piano playing)

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Oh, there she is.

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Emma!

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Oh!

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Oh. You look-

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Harassed, sweaty.

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Wonderful!

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I really don't, but I
appreciate the conceit.

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Yo.

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Yo.

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Happy birthday.

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Your necklace is ridiculous, by the way.

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Thank you. Mum got it for me.

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No one knows why.

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Maybe in case you
forget your own name me.

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So, I hear you met Harry.

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Er, yeah.

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He's nice, isn't he?

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Mother, stop foisting
my friends onto her.

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I'm just saying!

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It might be nice to have someone more

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reliable and dependable.

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(whispers) Reliable.

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Like Dad?

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Now, don't involve me in this.

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Because your career is-

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Dormant.

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Precarious, I was gonna say.

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So to meet someone reliable.

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I'd like to propose a toast to Joey.

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May you live a long and happy life,

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and may all your relationships

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be just like Mum and Dad's.

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Fueled by alcohol
and passive aggression.

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Cheers!

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[Everyone] Cheers!

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(glasses clinking)

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When we came in,

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one of the new waiters

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asked me if it was a special occasion.

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I said it was my daughter's birthday.

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Anyway,

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we all have a lot to look forward to.

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You have a lot to look forward to.

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And when I see you stood up there

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with everyone staring at you,

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I'll be so proud.

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I know. I just keep
thinking of Joey and-

290
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[All Waiters] ♪ Happy birthday to you. ♪

291
00:11:56,763 --> 00:12:01,863
♪ Happy birthday to you. ♪

292
00:12:01,963 --> 00:12:06,983
♪ Happy birthday, Happy birthday. ♪

293
00:12:07,083 --> 00:12:11,143
♪ Happy birthday to you. ♪

294
00:12:11,243 --> 00:12:13,483
(applause)

295
00:12:17,963 --> 00:12:19,963
Happy birthday, Joe.

296
00:12:23,443 --> 00:12:25,583
(lighthearted upbeat music)

297
00:12:25,683 --> 00:12:27,263
How do I look?

298
00:12:27,363 --> 00:12:28,183
Available.

299
00:12:28,283 --> 00:12:29,543
I was going for urban sophisticate.

300
00:12:29,643 --> 00:12:31,063
Well, you've landed on slutty Sandy

301
00:12:31,163 --> 00:12:32,303
from the end of Grease.

302
00:12:32,403 --> 00:12:34,183
Do you know what I don't understand?

303
00:12:34,283 --> 00:12:37,023
The patriarchal conditioning
at the end of Grease?

304
00:12:37,123 --> 00:12:38,663
I do actually. I'm just redefining it.

305
00:12:38,763 --> 00:12:39,663
What I don't understand is

306
00:12:39,763 --> 00:12:40,543
why you were so desperate

307
00:12:40,643 --> 00:12:42,303
for me to come out with
you for a drink tonight?

308
00:12:42,403 --> 00:12:43,503
So, you know Harry?

309
00:12:43,603 --> 00:12:44,983
Yeah.

310
00:12:45,083 --> 00:12:47,103
Well, he has this friend, Cameron,

311
00:12:47,203 --> 00:12:48,983
who I've been messaging,

312
00:12:49,083 --> 00:12:52,383
and I'm gonna go meet
them tonight for a drink.

313
00:12:52,483 --> 00:12:54,143
And you're telling me this now because-

314
00:12:54,243 --> 00:12:55,423
Because if I told you any earlier,

315
00:12:55,523 --> 00:12:56,263
you would've said no.

316
00:12:56,363 --> 00:12:57,983
An accurate assessment.

317
00:12:58,083 --> 00:13:00,263
Yeah.

318
00:13:00,363 --> 00:13:01,303
Come on.

319
00:13:01,403 --> 00:13:03,223
What's the worst that could happen?

320
00:13:03,323 --> 00:13:06,083
(dramatic music)

321
00:13:22,923 --> 00:13:25,923
(music intensifies)

322
00:13:37,923 --> 00:13:41,143
(music slows and fades)

323
00:13:41,243 --> 00:13:44,543
That's all I've written so far.

324
00:13:44,643 --> 00:13:46,663
What do you think?

325
00:13:46,763 --> 00:13:48,763
Is it that bad?

326
00:13:49,803 --> 00:13:51,803
I, I, I just need to,

327
00:13:52,643 --> 00:13:54,863
I just need to find the right ending.

328
00:13:54,963 --> 00:13:56,583
You know.

329
00:13:56,683 --> 00:13:57,703
Like a way to say-

330
00:13:57,803 --> 00:13:59,303
I thought I'd never feel happy again,

331
00:13:59,403 --> 00:14:01,403
but I was wrong.

332
00:14:02,323 --> 00:14:03,943
Things can change,

333
00:14:04,043 --> 00:14:05,183
I can change.

334
00:14:05,283 --> 00:14:07,283
Something like that.

335
00:14:08,043 --> 00:14:10,363
Yeah, something like that.

336
00:14:13,243 --> 00:14:15,483
Do you think that's true?

337
00:14:17,123 --> 00:14:19,643
Do you think people can change

338
00:14:21,843 --> 00:14:23,183
after the worst, most unimaginable thing

339
00:14:23,283 --> 00:14:24,103
has happened to them?

340
00:14:24,203 --> 00:14:26,263
Do you really think
people can be happy again,

341
00:14:26,363 --> 00:14:28,883
the way that they were before?

342
00:14:31,843 --> 00:14:35,303
I don't think anything can
be the way it was before.

343
00:14:35,403 --> 00:14:38,743
I think you're probably right.

344
00:14:38,843 --> 00:14:41,483
Who else have you shown this to?

345
00:14:42,363 --> 00:14:44,343
No one.

346
00:14:44,443 --> 00:14:46,263
I mean just you.

347
00:14:46,363 --> 00:14:49,363
Don't know if I'm even gonna use it.

348
00:14:52,563 --> 00:14:55,123
I wanna tell you who Joey is.

349
00:14:58,363 --> 00:15:00,363
Joey is my sister,

350
00:15:02,403 --> 00:15:04,403
and she died.

351
00:15:09,723 --> 00:15:12,703
No one else I've ever spoken
to really understands it.

352
00:15:12,803 --> 00:15:13,983
Lucky them.

353
00:15:14,083 --> 00:15:16,343
You know when you tell someone,

354
00:15:16,443 --> 00:15:17,383
and they nod

355
00:15:17,483 --> 00:15:20,983
and start comparing it
to when their Nan died?

356
00:15:21,083 --> 00:15:23,023
Yeah. It is annoying, isn't it?

357
00:15:23,123 --> 00:15:25,183
Yeah.

358
00:15:25,283 --> 00:15:27,823
Thank you for telling me.

359
00:15:27,923 --> 00:15:31,083
(slow dramatic music)

360
00:15:37,443 --> 00:15:39,303
So, I became a writer

361
00:15:39,403 --> 00:15:42,263
because I have no other marketable skills.

362
00:15:42,363 --> 00:15:43,223
Can you cook?

363
00:15:43,323 --> 00:15:44,903
Nope.

364
00:15:45,003 --> 00:15:45,863
Can you drive?

365
00:15:45,963 --> 00:15:47,583
Not even nearly.

366
00:15:47,683 --> 00:15:49,583
How do you get Jack and Poppy around?

367
00:15:49,683 --> 00:15:51,683
With great difficulty.

368
00:15:54,643 --> 00:15:57,203
(sombre music)

369
00:16:01,643 --> 00:16:02,823
Are you alright?

370
00:16:02,923 --> 00:16:06,623
I used to swim here
all the time with Joey.

371
00:16:06,723 --> 00:16:09,203
And do you still swim here?

372
00:16:12,803 --> 00:16:14,983
So the way I see it,

373
00:16:15,083 --> 00:16:15,983
we could either go home,

374
00:16:16,083 --> 00:16:16,823
you to yours,

375
00:16:16,923 --> 00:16:18,783
and me back to the chaos

376
00:16:18,883 --> 00:16:22,463
of Lego and the disgruntled mother.

377
00:16:22,563 --> 00:16:24,743
Or,

378
00:16:24,843 --> 00:16:27,143
we could get another drink.

379
00:16:27,243 --> 00:16:27,943
Okay, wait.

380
00:16:28,043 --> 00:16:29,063
So let me flesh out the arguments-

381
00:16:29,163 --> 00:16:31,163
You had me at drink.

382
00:16:33,363 --> 00:16:35,943
(slow dramatic music)

383
00:16:36,043 --> 00:16:38,323
(laughter)

384
00:16:39,563 --> 00:16:40,823
You know what's weird?

385
00:16:40,923 --> 00:16:41,743
How drunk I am?

386
00:16:41,843 --> 00:16:42,663
No, no.

387
00:16:42,763 --> 00:16:44,103
That was perfectly predictable.

388
00:16:44,203 --> 00:16:46,203
What's weird is

389
00:16:46,603 --> 00:16:49,503
how easy they make it to
get in when it's closed.

390
00:16:49,603 --> 00:16:51,503
What?

391
00:16:51,603 --> 00:16:53,303
Yeah, you just jump over.

392
00:16:53,403 --> 00:16:54,343
Come on, I'll show you.

393
00:16:54,443 --> 00:16:56,443
Absolutely not.

394
00:16:59,163 --> 00:17:01,143
What are you waiting for?

395
00:17:01,243 --> 00:17:04,003
(dramatic music)

396
00:17:15,563 --> 00:17:18,543
So, was this her special place?

397
00:17:18,643 --> 00:17:20,643
No, she hated it.

398
00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:22,863
No, we came here all the time,

399
00:17:22,963 --> 00:17:24,963
and yeah, we loved it.

400
00:17:26,683 --> 00:17:28,103
We should do it together.

401
00:17:28,203 --> 00:17:29,663
I don't think so.

402
00:17:29,763 --> 00:17:31,763
I understand.

403
00:17:33,603 --> 00:17:34,903
It can be pretty
intimidating to stand next

404
00:17:35,003 --> 00:17:36,503
to me with my top off.

405
00:17:36,603 --> 00:17:37,423
(snickers)

406
00:17:37,523 --> 00:17:38,623
Hey, you laugh, but I'm telling you,

407
00:17:38,723 --> 00:17:40,183
you do not want to know

408
00:17:40,283 --> 00:17:41,983
what is going on under here.

409
00:17:42,083 --> 00:17:42,903
I'm shredded.

410
00:17:43,003 --> 00:17:45,003
I'm like coleslaw.

411
00:17:45,363 --> 00:17:47,363
I'm sure it's lovely.

412
00:17:49,163 --> 00:17:50,263
Right.

413
00:17:50,363 --> 00:17:51,383
What are you doing?

414
00:17:51,483 --> 00:17:53,183
I'm going in.

415
00:17:53,283 --> 00:17:54,183
Why?

416
00:17:54,283 --> 00:17:56,223
Because I kind of wanted to anyway,

417
00:17:56,323 --> 00:17:57,063
but if I do it now,

418
00:17:57,163 --> 00:17:58,583
then it'll seem like a grand gesture.

419
00:17:58,683 --> 00:18:00,843
Plus if I don't do it now,

420
00:18:01,723 --> 00:18:04,503
then I'm just the guy stood in his pants.

421
00:18:04,603 --> 00:18:06,223
Essentially, I've overcommitted too soon.

422
00:18:06,323 --> 00:18:07,303
Ben. No.

423
00:18:07,403 --> 00:18:08,383
Also by the way,

424
00:18:08,483 --> 00:18:10,583
once I'm in, you're coming in with me.

425
00:18:10,683 --> 00:18:11,583
Absolutely not!

426
00:18:11,683 --> 00:18:13,263
If you don't do it now,
then you'll never do it.

427
00:18:13,363 --> 00:18:14,583
Ben, no!

428
00:18:14,683 --> 00:18:15,823
(water splashing)

429
00:18:15,923 --> 00:18:17,903
(dramatic music)

430
00:18:18,003 --> 00:18:20,003
Woo! Emma, come on!

431
00:18:20,643 --> 00:18:21,423
Just do it!

432
00:18:21,523 --> 00:18:22,263
There's no way!

433
00:18:22,363 --> 00:18:23,223
Please. You won't regret it.

434
00:18:23,323 --> 00:18:24,903
Do it, or I'm getting out.

435
00:18:25,003 --> 00:18:25,783
Five,

436
00:18:25,883 --> 00:18:26,823
four,

437
00:18:26,923 --> 00:18:28,063
three,

438
00:18:28,163 --> 00:18:29,543
two, one.

439
00:18:29,643 --> 00:18:30,703
Come on!

440
00:18:30,803 --> 00:18:33,183
(water splashing)

441
00:18:33,283 --> 00:18:35,523
(laughter)

442
00:18:36,363 --> 00:18:39,803
(upbeat dramatic music)

443
00:18:41,363 --> 00:18:44,003
(uptempo music)

444
00:19:07,323 --> 00:19:08,823
I'm a little bit nervous,

445
00:19:08,923 --> 00:19:09,663
as I'm sure you can tell.

446
00:19:09,763 --> 00:19:11,303
And if you're thinking
that might manifest itself

447
00:19:11,403 --> 00:19:12,343
in some kind of poor performance,

448
00:19:12,443 --> 00:19:13,983
then that's probably not
an accurate assumption.

449
00:19:14,083 --> 00:19:15,343
Ben, stop talking.

450
00:19:15,443 --> 00:19:17,443
Okay.

451
00:19:23,123 --> 00:19:24,583
Was that your first time?

452
00:19:24,683 --> 00:19:25,943
I hate to point out the obvious,

453
00:19:26,043 --> 00:19:27,463
but,

454
00:19:27,563 --> 00:19:28,463
I've got two children.

455
00:19:28,563 --> 00:19:29,423
I meant, since-

456
00:19:29,523 --> 00:19:31,023
Yeah.

457
00:19:31,123 --> 00:19:32,023
Sorry.

458
00:19:32,123 --> 00:19:34,123
It's okay.

459
00:19:34,723 --> 00:19:36,703
You know, it's not like there's a

460
00:19:36,803 --> 00:19:38,023
handbook for all this.

461
00:19:38,123 --> 00:19:39,343
And yet, for so many years,

462
00:19:39,443 --> 00:19:42,023
Cosmopolitan magazine
had me believe otherwise.

463
00:19:42,123 --> 00:19:44,363
(laughter)

464
00:19:45,523 --> 00:19:47,523
I have to go soon.

465
00:19:48,563 --> 00:19:50,563
Not yet.

466
00:19:54,683 --> 00:19:55,503
(keys jangling)

467
00:19:55,603 --> 00:19:58,863
(television sounds)

468
00:19:58,963 --> 00:20:01,363
(door shuts)

469
00:20:03,563 --> 00:20:06,023
[Television] And its mother
will spend the next two years,

470
00:20:06,123 --> 00:20:09,003
taking care of her precious charge.

471
00:20:14,203 --> 00:20:16,383
(floor creaking)

472
00:20:16,483 --> 00:20:19,563
(lighthearted music)

473
00:20:41,243 --> 00:20:44,503
(children squealing)

474
00:20:44,603 --> 00:20:47,143
Guys. Come on. Enough now, please.

475
00:20:47,243 --> 00:20:48,263
Oi!

476
00:20:48,363 --> 00:20:50,363
In bed now!

477
00:20:51,283 --> 00:20:54,143
(children laughing and squealing)

478
00:20:54,243 --> 00:20:55,103
In you get.

479
00:20:55,203 --> 00:20:56,303
Thank you.

480
00:20:56,403 --> 00:20:58,463
(children laughing)

481
00:20:58,563 --> 00:21:01,163
(upbeat music)

482
00:21:02,323 --> 00:21:03,143
I'm going out.

483
00:21:03,243 --> 00:21:03,983
I love you.

484
00:21:04,083 --> 00:21:04,823
I love you.

485
00:21:04,923 --> 00:21:05,983
I'll see you the morning, right?

486
00:21:06,083 --> 00:21:06,783
Yes.

487
00:21:06,883 --> 00:21:07,663
Yes.

488
00:21:07,763 --> 00:21:11,463
Be good. Grandma's in the next room.

489
00:21:11,563 --> 00:21:14,643
(children squealing)

490
00:21:17,843 --> 00:21:18,623
Sorry I'm late.

491
00:21:18,723 --> 00:21:20,343
Sorry.

492
00:21:20,443 --> 00:21:21,943
There was a thing at bedtime.

493
00:21:22,043 --> 00:21:23,223
One was a cat, one was a dog.

494
00:21:23,323 --> 00:21:24,063
And they,

495
00:21:24,163 --> 00:21:25,063
and they didn't,

496
00:21:25,163 --> 00:21:26,823
anyway you wouldn't-

497
00:21:26,923 --> 00:21:28,263
Understand?

498
00:21:28,363 --> 00:21:30,183
Be interested. I was gonna say.

499
00:21:30,283 --> 00:21:31,943
Well, I would be.

500
00:21:32,043 --> 00:21:34,663
Okay. What would you wanna know?

501
00:21:34,763 --> 00:21:35,983
Who was the cat, and who was the dog?

502
00:21:36,083 --> 00:21:38,083
I've honestly no idea.

503
00:21:41,563 --> 00:21:42,783
Ever since the accident,

504
00:21:42,883 --> 00:21:44,263
I've tried pretty hard not to think

505
00:21:44,363 --> 00:21:46,363
about how I feel

506
00:21:46,803 --> 00:21:49,103
because it was dangerous

507
00:21:49,203 --> 00:21:51,203
for me.

508
00:21:52,003 --> 00:21:54,823
But when I'm with you, I feel happy.

509
00:21:54,923 --> 00:21:57,743
Which I know doesn't sound
like a lot, but it's,

510
00:21:57,843 --> 00:22:01,143
it's more than I ever expected to feel.

511
00:22:01,243 --> 00:22:03,543
The reason I asked is
because there are things

512
00:22:03,643 --> 00:22:06,583
that I want to tell you about me.

513
00:22:06,683 --> 00:22:07,423
Things that I've done

514
00:22:07,523 --> 00:22:08,703
that are hard for me to talk about,

515
00:22:08,803 --> 00:22:10,863
but,

516
00:22:10,963 --> 00:22:12,143
if this is what I think it is,

517
00:22:12,243 --> 00:22:14,583
I wanna talk about them with you.

518
00:22:14,683 --> 00:22:16,683
Okay.

519
00:22:17,683 --> 00:22:19,683
Ben, this isn't easy.

520
00:22:21,843 --> 00:22:23,263
Is it about Joey?

521
00:22:23,363 --> 00:22:25,363
A bit, yeah.

522
00:22:25,963 --> 00:22:28,643
(phone buzzing)

523
00:22:30,563 --> 00:22:31,703
You should just take it.

524
00:22:31,803 --> 00:22:33,463
I'm gonna use the loo.

525
00:22:33,563 --> 00:22:36,243
(phone buzzing)

526
00:22:39,483 --> 00:22:41,483
Hi Mum, what is it?

527
00:22:42,563 --> 00:22:44,383
Wait, what's happened?

528
00:22:44,483 --> 00:22:47,203
(dramatic music)

529
00:22:55,963 --> 00:22:58,643
(intense music)

530
00:23:14,603 --> 00:23:15,783
What, what's happening?

531
00:23:15,883 --> 00:23:18,423
Which one's not breathing?

532
00:23:18,523 --> 00:23:19,283
[Ben] You're gonna be all right!

533
00:23:19,283 --> 00:23:21,443
Don't leave them alone!

534
00:23:23,283 --> 00:23:24,583
They're in the children's ward.

535
00:23:24,683 --> 00:23:26,683
Thank you.

536
00:23:27,483 --> 00:23:29,623
[Poppy and Jack] Daddy!

537
00:23:29,723 --> 00:23:32,023
Hey, hey, Jack Attack.

538
00:23:32,123 --> 00:23:32,943
Are you alright

539
00:23:33,043 --> 00:23:34,063
I had an accident, Daddy.

540
00:23:34,163 --> 00:23:35,543
They were playing that
bloody cat and dog game,

541
00:23:35,643 --> 00:23:36,443
and he hit his head on the radiator.

542
00:23:36,443 --> 00:23:37,783
Yeah, I know.

543
00:23:37,883 --> 00:23:39,423
We're okay now.

544
00:23:39,523 --> 00:23:40,783
Yeah. Yeah.

545
00:23:40,883 --> 00:23:42,303
We're all okay?

546
00:23:42,403 --> 00:23:45,583
Hey look, I'm so sorry, you guys.

547
00:23:45,683 --> 00:23:47,623
I'm never gonna leave
you like that ever again.

548
00:23:47,723 --> 00:23:49,503
Okay?

549
00:23:49,603 --> 00:23:51,603
Come here.

550
00:23:52,123 --> 00:23:54,123
Daddy's here.

551
00:23:55,963 --> 00:23:57,623
Hey.

552
00:23:57,723 --> 00:24:00,963
(dramatic piano music)

553
00:24:03,323 --> 00:24:05,323
Thanks.

554
00:24:08,163 --> 00:24:12,623
You know, I've seen you
all in here a few times,

555
00:24:12,723 --> 00:24:14,263
and I always want to come over

556
00:24:14,363 --> 00:24:16,603
to tell you how sorry I am.

557
00:24:18,483 --> 00:24:19,223
(tongue clicks)

558
00:24:19,323 --> 00:24:21,803
I still think about their Mum.

559
00:24:23,283 --> 00:24:25,763
If she could see you all now

560
00:24:26,803 --> 00:24:28,183
and see the beautiful people

561
00:24:28,283 --> 00:24:31,143
you've helped her children become,

562
00:24:31,243 --> 00:24:33,643
I think she'd be really proud

563
00:24:35,003 --> 00:24:37,863
cause I'd be really proud.

564
00:24:37,963 --> 00:24:39,963
Thank you.

565
00:24:44,163 --> 00:24:46,303
Do me a favour.

566
00:24:46,403 --> 00:24:48,503
Whatever it is the three
of you have been doing,

567
00:24:48,603 --> 00:24:50,103
keep doing it.

568
00:24:50,203 --> 00:24:53,283
(sombre piano music)

569
00:25:10,203 --> 00:25:13,083
(uplifting music)

570
00:25:18,523 --> 00:25:19,263
Hey.

571
00:25:19,363 --> 00:25:20,383
Hey.

572
00:25:20,483 --> 00:25:21,303
Sorry to bother you at work.

573
00:25:21,403 --> 00:25:22,783
No, it's fine. I'm on a break.

574
00:25:22,883 --> 00:25:24,503
Yeah,

575
00:25:24,603 --> 00:25:26,543
it's just that I wanted to speak to you,

576
00:25:26,643 --> 00:25:27,903
and I didn't wanna do it over the phone.

577
00:25:28,003 --> 00:25:30,143
I got your message. How is Jack?

578
00:25:30,243 --> 00:25:31,863
Yeah, yeah, he's fine now.

579
00:25:31,963 --> 00:25:33,583
Good. I was worried
when you left, I thought-

580
00:25:33,683 --> 00:25:34,423
Yeah, I know,

581
00:25:34,523 --> 00:25:36,063
I'm, I'm, I'm sorry.

582
00:25:36,163 --> 00:25:38,103
Erm, but that's not why I'm here.

583
00:25:38,203 --> 00:25:39,263
Okay. Look, I haven't really slept,

584
00:25:39,363 --> 00:25:41,023
and I'm sure that you haven't either,

585
00:25:41,123 --> 00:25:42,903
but last night I was trying
to tell you something.

586
00:25:43,003 --> 00:25:45,003
I need to talk to you.

587
00:25:45,923 --> 00:25:48,023
About?

588
00:25:48,123 --> 00:25:50,123
Us.

589
00:25:51,363 --> 00:25:53,343
Look, erm,

590
00:25:53,443 --> 00:25:55,823
look, my life is complicated and-

591
00:25:55,923 --> 00:25:56,863
I know it is, but-

592
00:25:56,963 --> 00:26:00,543
Yeah. And, and I, I, I, I
wanna be honest with you, right?

593
00:26:00,643 --> 00:26:01,983
I, I think I'm falling
in love with you, and

594
00:26:02,083 --> 00:26:04,223
and, and I can't do that.

595
00:26:04,323 --> 00:26:05,663
And, and, and this.

596
00:26:05,763 --> 00:26:07,543
The children.

597
00:26:07,643 --> 00:26:09,303
Yeah. Yeah.

598
00:26:09,403 --> 00:26:12,063
I'm, I'm, I'm barely holding
it together as it is, and

599
00:26:12,163 --> 00:26:16,423
and I don't think I
can lose someone again,

600
00:26:16,523 --> 00:26:18,503
so,

601
00:26:18,603 --> 00:26:20,463
need to stop it now

602
00:26:20,563 --> 00:26:22,563
before that happens.

603
00:26:24,003 --> 00:26:26,103
Fine.

604
00:26:26,203 --> 00:26:27,183
Just go.

605
00:26:27,283 --> 00:26:28,623
No, Emma, I don't wanna just go. I want-

606
00:26:28,723 --> 00:26:30,423
I said just go, please.

607
00:26:30,523 --> 00:26:33,163
(sombre music)