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(people chattering)
(light upbeat music)

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(water splashing)

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Joey, come on!

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(water splashing)

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Yes!

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(Joey laughs)

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Yeah! Joey!

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How you feeling?

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I'm good.

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Come on, let's go inside.

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(gentle reflective music)

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Hello, Mum and Dad!

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Look, the wanderer returns!

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No, I know you've already
mourned his absence,

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particularly you, Mum.

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He has risen, like Lazarus,

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to become a human rights lawyer.

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(laughs) This is killing
you, Mum, isn't it?

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I can hear you now,

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"I knew you should have stayed

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"with that boy, you crazy child!"

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Go on, give her a smile.

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I feel like a puppet, Pam.

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(laughs) Are you still ticklish?

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- No.
- Not even here.

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(both laughing)

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Look at that!

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Look at that!

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Look at that! (laughing)

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(upbeat pop-rock music)

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(singer vocalising)

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(bus engine whirring)

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(door knocking)
(children chattering)

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Daddy's here!

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(door clunking)

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- Hey.
- Ben.

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(children chattering)

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How have they been?

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Good.

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How was the journey?

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Long.

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(footsteps pattering)

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Hi, Daddy!

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Hi, Daddy!

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Wow, Pops, your hair looks nice.

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Nanna did it.

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Yeah. It was just a bit, um...

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(laughs) Are you still using
that wide toothcomb I got you?

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Uh, I- I think we lost it.

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Okay, I'll get you
another one. (chuckles)

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And, um, you need to use
that detangling conditioner,

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as well, after every wash.

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Right.

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I can help, Ben.

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It's not just you and your Mum.

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There are things that we can-

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Actually, there is something.

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Oh, okay.

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I had a look through the box

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of Jess's things that you gave us.

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Not all of it, just the photos.

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And there's a few people
that I didn't recognise.

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Oh, describe them.

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There was a couple of girls,

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and there was a guy in
quite a few of them.

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Said on the back his name's Josh.

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Oh, yeah. He was a...

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He was an old friend.

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Friend or boyfriend?

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(laughs) Yeah, boyfriend.

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She hadn't seen him for a
really, really long time.

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Look in that cupboard.

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(cupboard door slams)

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No, I don't want three.

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I should get them two something to eat

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before they yank the
snack cupboard door off.

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(Ben laughs)

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(gentle thoughtful music)

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Oh! Emma!

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This is perfect for your wedding!

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(laughs) I was just telling your father,

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you get your good taste from me.

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Okay.

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And the wine selection is gorgeous!

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Have you already had some?

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Little bit.

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Your mother's very excited.

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I can tell.

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And Harry told me you've finally

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put your little flat on the market.

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Yeah.

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Good!

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This is a new chapter.

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(light thoughtful music)

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Thank you.

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After Joey died, I know
what we all went through.

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And I could never imagine

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a time when I would feel
so energised and excited.

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Are we still talking about the wine?

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(laughs) I'm talking about the wedding.

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I'm talking about being happy.

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And I want to thank you for that.

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You are, aren't you?

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Happy?

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Yes, Mum, of course!

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(Hannah laughs)

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Look, I am telling
ya, she never mentioned him.

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Hang on.

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Explain this to me again.

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There were only two messages
on Jess's phone from Josh.

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They said, "You were amazing last night"

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and "Don't tell Ben."

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I mean, there must be other
messages between them,

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but I just don't know how to-

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How to what?

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What are you gonna do?

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Read all her emails?

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Go through her social media? What?

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Well, let's say I do.

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Let's say you don't!

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I hate saying this, Ben, but Jess is dead.

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Do you think I don't know that?

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I think you're not acting like it.

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Whatever you find on that phone

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you can't talk to her about it.

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You read those messages,
and you'll always regret it.

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Either you find out she did cheat on you,

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and you'll hate her,

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or you'll find out she didn't,

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you didn't trust her,
and you'll hate yourself.

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Either way, Ben, what does it matter?

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It matters to me!

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Is this about Emma?

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Jess and Emma have nothing
to do with each other.

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The only reason you are
not with Emma, is Jess.

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- That's not true!
- It is.

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Dee, you need to listen to me!

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No, you need to listen to me!

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(tense music)

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I tell you to move on, and
you don't listen to me.

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I tell you to write about it,
and you don't listen to me.

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I tell you to go after Emma,
and you don't listen to me.

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I am tired of not being listened to, Ben.

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So, please, listen to me now.

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Don't do this.

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(Dee sighs)

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(birds chirping)

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You really don't have to, Dad.

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I don't mind.

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Wanna get the best price for the place.

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I mean, your mother's spending
the money already, so.

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Dad?

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How did you know that Mum was the one?

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She told me.

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(Jeremy sighs)

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She made me happy.

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She still makes me happy.

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Look, your mother is-

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Mad?

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Well, without question.

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But I love her.

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And despite her eccentricities,

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I know that she loves me too.

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Before you got married, were you scared?

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I think the only thing I was scared of

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was that I might lose her.

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I suppose that's how I
knew that she was the one.

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Anyway! I think all of this is fine.

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Just make sure this nut
here is nice and tight.

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I'm going out.

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What?

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(light gentle upbeat music)

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(singer vocalising)

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Hey.

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Hey.

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Um.

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Dee invited me. She texted me earlier.

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Yeah, sounds about right.

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So, how are you?

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Aside from clearly being
shocked by how overdressed I am.

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(chuckles) Um.

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Ben, I need to talk to you.

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(people chattering)

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Okay, I need to tell you something

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'cause I need to know
how you feel right now.

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Look, Emma, I don't really
know what you wanna talk about,

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but now isn't a good time.

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When Joey died, I was a mess.

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I started seeing someone. Harry.

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Okay.

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And I didn't think that I
would ever feel happy again,

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so I didn't really try.

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Right.

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We got engaged.

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Anyway, he had to go away
for a while for work.

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Is he all right?

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Yeah, he's fine.

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Ben, this summer with you was amazing.

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Just being with you felt like

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nothing that I've ever felt before.

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You made me realise that everybody

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has a moment in their
lives that changes them.

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Hang on. When did you break up with him?

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I didn't.

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I wanted to tell you.

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I tried to tell you.

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Are you still engaged to him?

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(gentle thoughtful music)

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I'm getting married
in a couple of weeks.

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I tried to tell you the
night Jack had his accident.

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But then, the next morning,

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you told me that you didn't
wanna see me anymore.

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I'm sorry, Ben. I'm so, so sorry.

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I tried to tell you.

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You were the first person since Jess...

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- I trusted you.
- It's not that simple.

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Why you telling me this now?

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Because I...

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Because I want you to
tell me not to do it.

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Ben, please, say something.

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Congratulations.

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(birds chirping)
(wind gently billowing)

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Stay still.

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Can you do it like Nanna?

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We don't have time, Poppy.

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And even if we did, can't
really do it like that.

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Please!

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I'm trying, Pops.

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(gentle emotive music)

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What's this for?

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You look sad.

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Are you sure?

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You have to be sure.

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I mean it, Emma.

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This is the single most important
decision you have to make.

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And you can still change your mind

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because the hem-

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I'm sure.

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Then this is it?

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This is it.

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I'm so happy.

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Joey would've loved it.

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Would she?

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Drink?

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Yeah.
(Hannah chuckles)

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(glasses clinking)

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I'm so proud of you.

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(people chattering)

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Emma! Emma!

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Guys!

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We're playing Peter Pan!

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Wow! Where's your daddy then?

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Is he in Neverland?

254
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No, he's at work.

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So who are you guys here with?

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Grandma.

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Hi, I'm Emma.

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Linda. Ben's Mum.

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Go on, you two. Bugger off.

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(children laughing)

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Look, I don't really understand

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what went on between the two of you,

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and it's probably not my place,

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but he was really upset when
he came back that night, Emma.

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I don't know what Ben said to you.

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He said you were someone special.

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And he's only ever said that
about one person before.

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He's got a lot to deal with.

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And he keeps telling me
that other people do it,

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other women do it, raise
two kids by themselves,

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and he's right, they do, but not like him.

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Not after what he's been through.

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And if you can't see that.

274
00:14:52,406 --> 00:14:54,346
I do see it.

275
00:14:54,446 --> 00:14:56,626
Okay.

276
00:14:56,726 --> 00:15:01,727
Right, well, let me tell you
something that you don't see.

277
00:15:03,327 --> 00:15:06,747
I know everything there
is to know about that boy.

278
00:15:06,847 --> 00:15:07,907
We speak every day,

279
00:15:08,006 --> 00:15:09,707
and I'm sure that doesn't sound very sexy,

280
00:15:09,807 --> 00:15:11,227
but it happens to be true,

281
00:15:11,327 --> 00:15:14,347
and the only thing in his entire life

282
00:15:14,447 --> 00:15:16,347
that he's ever kept from me,

283
00:15:16,447 --> 00:15:18,427
and bear in mind this is a
boy who rang me yesterday

284
00:15:18,526 --> 00:15:19,806
to tell let me know that
Poppy's bowel movements

285
00:15:19,806 --> 00:15:21,887
have becoming more consistent,

286
00:15:22,927 --> 00:15:25,546
is you.

287
00:15:25,647 --> 00:15:27,747
Are you saying I'm not important?

288
00:15:27,847 --> 00:15:31,227
(laughs) I'm saying

289
00:15:31,327 --> 00:15:33,806
that shows how incredibly
important you are.

290
00:15:38,447 --> 00:15:40,447
I was never gonna be Jess.

291
00:15:42,127 --> 00:15:43,427
No one is.

292
00:15:43,526 --> 00:15:45,608
And no one's ever gonna be you either.

293
00:15:48,208 --> 00:15:49,068
If you see him-

294
00:15:49,168 --> 00:15:52,168
I think I probably will, Emma,
I'm looking after his kids.

295
00:15:53,527 --> 00:15:55,428
When you see him,

296
00:15:55,527 --> 00:15:57,987
will you tell him I
think he's special too?

297
00:15:58,088 --> 00:16:02,228
(laughs) You do know you
could tell him yourself.

298
00:16:02,328 --> 00:16:04,428
(light thoughtful music)

299
00:16:04,527 --> 00:16:06,388
I really can't.

300
00:16:06,487 --> 00:16:08,487
I tried, and it didn't work.

301
00:16:16,568 --> 00:16:19,828
Has she gone to get Daddy?

302
00:16:19,928 --> 00:16:20,668
No.

303
00:16:20,767 --> 00:16:22,308
Why?

304
00:16:22,408 --> 00:16:24,408
I have no idea.

305
00:16:41,488 --> 00:16:44,968
(birds faintly squawking)

306
00:16:45,809 --> 00:16:46,629
Do it.

307
00:16:46,728 --> 00:16:47,589
You should do it, right?

308
00:16:47,689 --> 00:16:48,449
You should go through her DMs.

309
00:16:48,449 --> 00:16:49,248
I shouldn't have even told you about it.

310
00:16:49,248 --> 00:16:51,228
Can't believe you haven't
done this years ago.

311
00:16:51,329 --> 00:16:53,748
You don't know what it's
like, mate, all right!

312
00:16:53,849 --> 00:16:55,849
I know.

313
00:17:00,769 --> 00:17:02,509
I'm just saying,

314
00:17:02,609 --> 00:17:04,808
if I thought someone
might've cheated on me,

315
00:17:06,249 --> 00:17:08,249
I'd wanna know the truth.

316
00:17:10,048 --> 00:17:13,849
And as far as I can see,
there's only one way to do that.

317
00:17:16,490 --> 00:17:20,170
(gentle suspenseful music)

318
00:17:28,810 --> 00:17:32,410
She says, "We haven't
done that for a long time.

319
00:17:34,810 --> 00:17:36,810
"I feel terrible.

320
00:17:37,610 --> 00:17:39,150
"I'm so ashamed.

321
00:17:39,249 --> 00:17:41,249
"Please don't tell anyone."

322
00:17:43,370 --> 00:17:45,370
And what does he say?

323
00:17:46,330 --> 00:17:48,330
"Are you with him now?

324
00:17:49,890 --> 00:17:51,470
"Is he lying next to you?

325
00:17:51,570 --> 00:17:54,050
And then she says, "Please,
stop," and he says...

326
00:17:57,130 --> 00:17:58,509
"Don't tell him.

327
00:17:58,610 --> 00:18:01,431
"It's too big, he won't
be able to take it.

328
00:18:01,531 --> 00:18:03,531
"Don't tell, Ben."

329
00:18:04,051 --> 00:18:05,071
You should ring him.

330
00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:07,571
Right, you should ring
him and ask him outright.

331
00:18:13,411 --> 00:18:16,591
(phone line ringing)

332
00:18:16,691 --> 00:18:18,631
Hello.

333
00:18:18,730 --> 00:18:20,111
Hi. This is Ben.

334
00:18:20,211 --> 00:18:22,211
I'm- I'm Jess's...

335
00:18:23,931 --> 00:18:25,931
I'm Jack and Poppy's dad.

336
00:18:26,490 --> 00:18:28,951
Listen, Josh, can we meet up?

337
00:18:29,051 --> 00:18:30,831
(door clunking)

338
00:18:30,931 --> 00:18:32,750
Here we are, take a seat.

339
00:18:32,851 --> 00:18:34,031
(Hannah gasps)

340
00:18:34,131 --> 00:18:36,470
Remind me again what
wedding favours are?

341
00:18:36,571 --> 00:18:37,791
They're integral.

342
00:18:37,891 --> 00:18:38,591
Are they?

343
00:18:38,691 --> 00:18:39,951
I don't know.

344
00:18:40,051 --> 00:18:40,750
Thanks.

345
00:18:40,851 --> 00:18:42,671
Ooh, are you sure you want
to stay in your flat tonight?

346
00:18:42,770 --> 00:18:43,551
I'm sure.

347
00:18:43,651 --> 00:18:46,231
We need to talk
about the, uh, seating plan.

348
00:18:46,332 --> 00:18:47,392
Can we do this later?

349
00:18:47,491 --> 00:18:49,632
Emma, the wedding is tomorrow.

350
00:18:49,731 --> 00:18:50,471
I know.

351
00:18:50,572 --> 00:18:53,231
(Hannah scoffs)

352
00:18:53,332 --> 00:18:54,392
Right, let's get going.

353
00:18:54,491 --> 00:18:57,252
[Wedding Planner] Right,
Hannah, sorry. Just one second.

354
00:18:59,612 --> 00:19:01,312
[Harry] Can we talk about tomorrow?

355
00:19:01,412 --> 00:19:03,272
There's no point, Mum
has all the information.

356
00:19:03,372 --> 00:19:05,152
I know tomorrow you're
going to be thinking

357
00:19:05,252 --> 00:19:07,192
about someone else.

358
00:19:07,292 --> 00:19:10,532
(birds faintly cawing)

359
00:19:11,372 --> 00:19:13,372
Joey.

360
00:19:14,252 --> 00:19:18,572
And that's okay, but I
still want you to enjoy it.

361
00:19:19,812 --> 00:19:22,252
You're allowed to be happy, Emma.

362
00:19:23,971 --> 00:19:25,971
It's really not that easy.

363
00:19:26,491 --> 00:19:28,491
I think it is.

364
00:19:30,493 --> 00:19:35,373
Just think, this time tomorrow,
we're going to be married.

365
00:19:36,813 --> 00:19:38,473
(Harry laughs)

366
00:19:38,573 --> 00:19:42,013
(light thoughtful music)

367
00:20:10,773 --> 00:20:15,014
(light thoughtful music continues)

368
00:20:38,814 --> 00:20:41,814
(singer vocalising)

369
00:20:47,173 --> 00:20:48,634
Ben?

370
00:20:48,734 --> 00:20:51,314
(people chattering)

371
00:20:51,413 --> 00:20:53,413
Yeah.

372
00:20:54,294 --> 00:20:55,194
Thanks for coming.

373
00:20:55,294 --> 00:20:56,034
Can I get you a drink?

374
00:20:56,134 --> 00:20:58,134
I just wanna ask you something.

375
00:20:59,495 --> 00:21:01,995
Um, okay.

376
00:21:02,095 --> 00:21:04,095
Uh, yeah.

377
00:21:05,535 --> 00:21:08,755
When you rang me, I started to wonder why.

378
00:21:08,855 --> 00:21:09,615
Like, what you might wanna ask me.

379
00:21:09,615 --> 00:21:11,315
I wanna ask you about some messages

380
00:21:11,414 --> 00:21:12,874
that I found on Jess's phone.

381
00:21:12,975 --> 00:21:14,154
Between you and her.

382
00:21:14,255 --> 00:21:14,955
Can I say-

383
00:21:15,055 --> 00:21:17,055
Look, Jess was my best friend.

384
00:21:17,935 --> 00:21:19,435
We talked, and we talked,

385
00:21:19,535 --> 00:21:22,335
and I thought I knew everything
about her, but I didn't.

386
00:21:24,935 --> 00:21:26,935
We loved each other.

387
00:21:27,615 --> 00:21:29,595
What we had was special.

388
00:21:29,695 --> 00:21:31,915
And the people that we made are special.

389
00:21:32,015 --> 00:21:32,715
But I need to know-

390
00:21:32,815 --> 00:21:33,795
- Can I say something?
- No, just wait.

391
00:21:33,894 --> 00:21:35,035
I'm gay.

392
00:21:35,134 --> 00:21:40,134
What?

393
00:21:44,134 --> 00:21:45,836
(bright string music)

394
00:21:45,936 --> 00:21:48,776
(doors clunking)

395
00:22:30,937 --> 00:22:33,677
That night I met up with Jess,

396
00:22:33,777 --> 00:22:35,037
that's what I wanted to tell her.

397
00:22:35,137 --> 00:22:36,717
But I thought you went out with her?

398
00:22:36,817 --> 00:22:37,677
I did.

399
00:22:37,777 --> 00:22:38,557
I went out with a few girls

400
00:22:38,657 --> 00:22:41,397
and I was gay when I went
out with all of them.

401
00:22:41,497 --> 00:22:42,836
You seem confused.

402
00:22:42,937 --> 00:22:45,317
Well, it's just I read these
messages between you both,

403
00:22:45,417 --> 00:22:46,157
about that night.

404
00:22:46,257 --> 00:22:48,596
Yeah, that's what I
wanted to talk to you about.

405
00:22:48,697 --> 00:22:51,836
They said stuff like, "You
were amazing last night."

406
00:22:51,937 --> 00:22:53,997
When I came out to her, she was.

407
00:22:54,096 --> 00:22:56,557
"We haven't done that for a long time.

408
00:22:56,657 --> 00:22:57,957
"I'm so ashamed.

409
00:22:58,057 --> 00:22:59,997
"Please don't tell anyone."

410
00:23:00,096 --> 00:23:02,317
We drank tequila and
she was sick in a taxi.

411
00:23:02,417 --> 00:23:05,057
(both laughing)

412
00:23:09,937 --> 00:23:11,937
Okay.

413
00:23:13,576 --> 00:23:14,998
Well, you put, um...

414
00:23:15,098 --> 00:23:19,878
Wait, but what about you
saying, "Are you with him now?

415
00:23:19,978 --> 00:23:21,317
"Is he lying next to you?

416
00:23:21,418 --> 00:23:23,418
"Don't tell, Ben."

417
00:23:24,337 --> 00:23:26,337
That's harder to explain.

418
00:23:27,098 --> 00:23:30,998
So, Jess was talking about you a lot,

419
00:23:31,098 --> 00:23:34,077
and she showed me a picture of you.

420
00:23:34,178 --> 00:23:37,538
And I might have implied
I thought you were

421
00:23:39,577 --> 00:23:41,158
quite attractive.

422
00:23:41,258 --> 00:23:42,678
It became a bit of a joke.

423
00:23:42,778 --> 00:23:45,238
Um, so, (chuckles) "Are you with him now?

424
00:23:45,337 --> 00:23:47,398
"Is he lying next to you?

425
00:23:47,498 --> 00:23:49,678
"Don't tell Ben"

426
00:23:49,778 --> 00:23:53,118
that, essentially, I wanna shag him.

427
00:23:53,218 --> 00:23:56,077
(Ben laughs)

428
00:23:56,178 --> 00:23:58,817
(both laughing)

429
00:24:01,819 --> 00:24:03,278
Wait, so, when you said

430
00:24:03,379 --> 00:24:07,079
that, "It's too big and he
won't be able to take it,"

431
00:24:07,179 --> 00:24:07,919
you were talking about-

432
00:24:08,018 --> 00:24:09,199
- Yeah.
- Right.

433
00:24:09,298 --> 00:24:11,979
(both laughing)

434
00:24:14,259 --> 00:24:15,999
How do you feel?

435
00:24:16,099 --> 00:24:18,038
I mean flattered, obviously, but...

436
00:24:18,139 --> 00:24:20,199
(both laughing)

437
00:24:20,298 --> 00:24:22,759
Um, yeah, mainly I feel like an idiot.

438
00:24:22,859 --> 00:24:25,439
If you thought for one
second Jess would cheat on you,

439
00:24:25,538 --> 00:24:27,679
you should.

440
00:24:27,778 --> 00:24:29,979
(laughs) Yeah.

441
00:24:31,018 --> 00:24:33,679
(light gentle music)

442
00:24:33,778 --> 00:24:37,159
And do you, Emma, take this man

443
00:24:37,259 --> 00:24:39,798
to be your lawfully wedded husband,

444
00:24:39,899 --> 00:24:43,979
to have and to hold, as
long as you both shall live?

445
00:24:56,259 --> 00:24:59,740
(light thought pop music)

446
00:25:03,499 --> 00:25:06,499
(singer vocalising)

447
00:25:26,460 --> 00:25:29,621
(gentle peppy music)