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[airplane taking off]
[door closes]
-[horns honking] -[luggage rolling]
[soft dramatic music]
[CD player whirring]
♪ Darkness has a hunger that's insatiable ♪
♪ Lightness has a call that's hard to hear ♪
[video static]
Maybe I'm just scared to leave
and I, I need something to...
But the thought of being so far away from... it kills me.
Maybe this is just crazy and confusion talking,
but I need to get this out.
[video rewinding]
[record beep]
Meine dammen und herren,
mesdames y messieurs,
and variations on that theme,
including kiddos from one to one thousand,
step right up!
[countdown clock ticking]
Ha-ha. Honk-honk!
[Glitter straining]
Ha.
Ooh. [whistles]
[Glitter puffing]
Huh?
[Glitter laughing]
Woo!
-[fire roaring] -Ah.
[distant punk music]
Toss and turn! Spin and learn!
[All] Toss and turn! Spin and learn!
[Crowd] Toss and turn! Spin and learn!
Toss and turn! Spin and learn!
[rhythmic music]
Catch yourself before you burn.
[fire roaring]
[crowd clapping and chattering]
[distant punk music]
[tape whirring]
[punk music]
♪ I don't know when I noticed Life was life at my expense ♪
♪ The words of my heart lined up like prisoners on a fence ♪
♪ The dreams came in like needy children tugging at my sleeve ♪
♪ I said I have no way of feeding you, so leave ♪
♪ That needed healing
♪ I couldn't hear them for the thunder ♪
♪ I was half the naked distance ♪
♪ Between hell and heaven's ceiling ♪
♪ And he almost pulled me under ♪
♪ Someone's on the telephone desperate in his pain ♪
♪ Someone's on the bathroom floor doing her cocaine ♪
♪ Someone's got his finger on the button in some room ♪
♪ No one can convince me we aren't ♪
-[amplifier droning] -[Boston] Thank you.
Okay, so?
Yeah. No.
But I, I have other songs, if you...
Got something lighter?
♪ No one can convince me
♪ We aren't gluttons for our doom ♪
[amplifier zinging]
I could use a busboy.
[light clicks]
♪ Gluttons for our doom We are gluttons for our doom ♪
[horns honking]
[distant accordion music]
♪ But I tried to make this place my place ♪
♪ I asked for providence to smile upon me ♪
♪ With his sweet face
♪ Yeah, but I tell you
Hey, everybody, look. Una co-estrella!
[ticking clock]
Honk-honk!
♪ My place is of the sun
♪ And this place is of the dark ♪
♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪
♪ I do not catch the spark
♪ My place is of the sun
♪ And this place is of the dark ♪
♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪
♪ I do not catch the spark
-♪ By grace, my sight -♪ My place is of the sun
♪ And this place is of the dark ♪
♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪
♪ I do not catch the spark
-♪ By grace, my sight -♪ My place is of the sun
♪ And this place is of the dark ♪
♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪
♪ I will not be a pawn
[fire whooshing]
♪ For the prince of darkness
♪ Any longer
[slow music]
[birds chirping]
[alarm ringing]
[wind chimes]
Finally.
Sorry.
I can work through lunch.
[bells tolling]
[Doom humming]
[cell phone buzzing]
[Wink] Is that a love song I hear?
You know I never touch the stuff.
[people chanting]
[cuckoo clock chiming]
[Glitter] Do you wanna go to the city tonight?
You finish the application?
I--
don't--
think--
I--
have--
the discipline--
to--
train.
Please!
It's Holy Holy Heavens night in Berlin.
Only to be abandoned the moment you spot blue hoodie boy,
or whoever else catches one of your twin eyes?
Blue who?
Remember last New Year' you said it's time to let yourself fall?
Nobody has knocked me off my feet.
You lack inertia, ami.
[thunder crashing]
[rhythmic music]
[person knocking on door]
I'm buried deep.
Forget your problemas
and get your best space suit,
The Children are set to rocket to the heavens!
[thunder crashing]
-[rhythmic music] -[people laughing]
Mi hijo,
The Children eat free.
Yes, Mother.
[distant club music]
[cell phone buzzing]
[Viola] What if something's wrong?
[Doom] Something's always wrong with her.
[lively club music]
♪ And then I think about my fear of motion ♪
♪ Which I never could explain
♪ Some other fool across the ocean years ago ♪
♪ Must have crashed his little airplane ♪
♪ How long till my soul gets it right ♪
♪ Can any human being ever reach that kind of light ♪
♪ I call on the resting soul of Galileo ♪
Dostequilas.
♪ King of insight
♪ Look what I had to overcome from my last life ♪
♪ I think I'll write a book
♪ How long, how long, how long, how long ♪
♪ How long, long, long, long, long, long, long, long ♪
♪ Long, long, long, long
♪ How long till my soul gets it right ♪
♪ Can any human being ever reach the highest light ♪
♪ Except for Galileo God rest his soul ♪
♪ King of the night vision King of insight ♪
♪ How long
What in the holy holy heavens
are you here as tonight?
First, "holy" isn't heavenly.
From English to Latin to Greek to Hebrew,
holy has a more tangled origin than orange.
So you're a linguist?
Words are just a passion.
I'm gravity.
Noted. Well, Gravity, I'm Levity.
[upbeat rhythmic music]
[all sounds become muffled]
♪ Now I'm running
[Glitter] Gravity?
♪ To the end of the earth
♪ And I'm swimming
♪ To the edge of the sea
-♪ And I'm laughing -Gravity?
♪ I'm under a starry sky
♪ This world was meant for me
♪ Don't bury me
♪ Gluttons for our doom
♪ We are gluttons for our doom ♪
♪ Come on over now
[upbeat music]
♪ Come on over, baby
♪ You tell me it's holy holy
♪ I don't know what that is
♪ Come on over now
♪ They call it the fullness of time ♪
-♪ I don't know what that is -♪ Come on over, baby
♪ Hey, holy, console me
♪ Some power controls me
♪ Remorse it, I force it
♪ Can't free it, so be it
♪ Don't free it
♪ Just be it
♪ I asked for providence
♪ To smile upon me
♪ With his sweet face
♪ Just be it Just be it ♪
♪ Just be it, just be it
♪ Touch me
♪ I'm so beautiful
♪ Rub your hands
♪ Across my head
♪ Just like this
♪ Come with me
♪ Now it's not worth it if you don't ♪
♪ Oh
♪ Are you crying
♪ I am crying
[upbeat rhythmic music]
♪ Jump, jump, jump so high
♪ Watch me let you down
♪ If I stumble I will stumble
♪ If I fall I will fall
♪ Touch me, fall
♪ I've been lookin' to find you ♪
♪ But it's a little too late
♪ Too soon
♪ And I'm looking out and far
♪ Spirits are your doom
-♪ Gluttons for our doom -♪ In you
♪ Gluttons for our doom
♪ In you
-♪ In you -♪ In you
[rewind sound]
♪ Come on over now Come on over now ♪
♪ Come on over, baby
♪ You tell me it's holy holy
-♪ I don't know what that is -♪ Come on over now
♪ You call it the fullness of time ♪
♪ I don't know what that is
♪ Hey, holy, console me
♪ Some power controls me
♪ Remorse it, I force it
♪ Don't free it Just be it ♪
♪ Just be it Just be it ♪
♪ Just be it, just be it
♪ Just be it Just be it ♪
♪ Just be it, just be it
♪ Just be it Just be it ♪
♪ Just be it, just be it
[lights clicking]
[people chattering and laughing]
So, what do you wanna be when you grow up
and all that small talk?
So we're doing that then?
Sorry.
We don't have to.
Finished college year before last.
Barely. Now I'm in historical preservation
to pay the rent.
And to feed the soul, you what?
Make music in the sorrow key?
You look like someone with a lot of songs inside.
Sad songs no one wants to hear.
[cell phone ringing]
I just graduated, and you're two years out.
Is that scary?
I just keep the fire lit under my focus.
What's your plan?
You mean, what's my mother's plan?
Ah, one of those.
She got me a job at a...
And, uh, it would feed the rent, but...
What would feed the soul?
Maybe you need a roadie warrior.
Anything's possible.
Not everything.
[cellphone buzzing]
Sorry, I, the time.
Nice to chat kid fears with you and all that small talk,
but I gotta be up early for--
My plan is to run away to the circus.
To feed the soul.
Honk-honk.
Every kid's dream.
Every mother's nightmare.
And day one of that foolish plan starts in T-minus 29.
Apologies for my...
Who will be the keeper of my heart
if I reveal all my darkness
as well as my light?
Themes better suited to needy songs,
no one needs to hear.
[man on P.A., indistinct]
[train bell dings]
[train rumbling]
Ah.
Ta-da!
Can I see you play sometime?
I'll try to get you on the list when the next show comes up.
[train bell dinging]
Okay, night.
Morning.
[Announcer] Doors closing.
♪ If I fall I will fall
♪ Touch me, fall
[Ivy] Birdie?
Tell me you made it home alive?
[clock ticking]
♪ Some things I hold too tightly ♪
♪ Some things I'll never
♪ I'll never touch
[gentle music]
♪ Oh, but I'm wearing down the stones in the river ♪
♪ You see, all my life
♪ I've fed the rent with
♪ I've filled the need with
♪ All my life I've painted with anger's brush ♪
[gentle music]
♪ Here is my love and anger
♪ You see now
♪ These are my gods
♪ These are my scars
♪ Here is my love and anger
♪ Oh, and my arms are burning
♪ But they're open--
[alarm ringing]
[dance music]
[people chattering]
Decide your destruction.
[spoon clinking]
Hola.Hello. Konnichiwa.
Ni Hao Ma. Oh, and for you neophytes,
I'm Mama Bird.
Son, the Ivy Leagues snatched you away
from the Ivy that hatched you,
but you're finally free to return to my fabulous nest
for as long as you like.
Weeks. Months. Eternity.
And whenever you miss your friends, invite them.
You're all welcome here, day or night,
because I'm never letting you out of my sight again.
[people cheering]
To dodging panes of glass, my heart,
my soul, my...
Birdie?
He flew the coop.
[people laughing]
♪ Here is my love
♪ I've lifted me with
♪ I've lifted me through
♪ Lift me
[distant music]
♪ And wishing I'm fine
♪ Even though I know You're not this time ♪
♪ I say love will come to you
♪ Hoping just because I spoke the words that they're true ♪
♪ As if I offered up a crystal ball to look through ♪
♪ Where there's now one, there will be two ♪
♪ Where there's now one There will be two ♪
♪ Dodging your memories
♪ In a field of knives
♪ Always on the outside looking in on others' lives ♪
♪ I say love will come to you
♪ Hoping just because I spoke the words that they're true ♪
♪ As if I offered up a crystal ball to look through ♪
♪ Where there's now one
♪ There will be two
[gentle music]
Finding out if someone's worthy of a fall requires more
than getting to know the texture of their tongue.
Mother. Yuck.
What if what I'm looking for doesn't even exist?
Uh-huh.
What if you're just afraid of losing the freedom
to flit from one possibility to another.
[gentle music]
♪ Will you lift me through my love and anger ♪
♪ You see now these are my gods ♪
♪ These are your scars
♪ Could you lift me through my love and anger ♪
♪ Oh, and my arms are burning
♪ But they're open wide
You call that lighter, kid?
Still need that busboy.
♪ I will be the reaper
♪ But who will be the keeper
♪ Who'll be the keeper of this heart ♪
♪ Of my heart
Hey, hey, it's me.
You said you would put me on the list next time you play.
Yeah, it was sold out, so...
Do, do you wanna chill, like, tomorrow
or maybe the next day, or, or even now.
We could get some Thai food, watch a cinema or maybe...
Okay, how about this? Camping.
-I don't sleep on the ground. -That's not a problem.
Ivy's got all the stuff that we could--
Where would we go?
Anything's possible.
No, you need a destination.
I got a map.
[rhythmic music]
It's in here somewhere.
[rhythmic music]
♪ I'm gonna clear my head
♪ I'm gonna drink that sun
[bright music]
♪ Tonight I'll be sleeping on a mountain top ♪
♪ I got a billion stars for my witness ♪
♪ In the morning I'll go down when the sun comes up ♪
♪ And I'll take a drink from the Bitterroot River ♪
♪ Have you been lonely
♪ Yes, I've been lonely
♪ I've been lonely too
Sorry, just a low fever.
But if you really need me to work...
Thanks, Wink.
I'll check in on Monday.
♪ Have you been lonely
♪ Yes, I've been lonely
♪ I've been lonely too
[person whistling]
[bright music]
[engine turns over]
♪ Get out the map Get out the map ♪
♪ And lay your finger anywhere down ♪
♪ And leave the figuring to those we pass ♪
♪ On our way out of town
♪ Don't drink the water There seems to be
♪ Something ailing everyone
♪ I'm gonna clear my head
♪ I'm gonna drink that sun
♪ You're gonna love him good and strong ♪
♪ While your love is good and young ♪
Get the good stuff, Ivy's treat.
Nobody's mom is buying me anything.
[rhythmic music]
♪ Tonight we'll be sleeping on a mountain top ♪
♪ Below a billion stars as your witness ♪
♪ In the morning we'll go down when the sun comes up ♪
♪ And take a drink from the Bitterroot River ♪
♪ Have you been lonely
♪ Yes, I've been lonely
♪ I've been lonely too
♪ Have you been lonely
♪ Yes, I've been lonely
♪ I've been lonely too
♪ Get out the map Get out the map ♪
♪ And lay your finger anywhere down ♪
We'll leave the figuring to those we pass ♪
♪ On our way out of town
♪ Don't drink the water There seems to be ♪
♪ Something ailing everyone
♪ I'm gonna clear my head
♪ I'm gonna drink that sun
♪ Could I love you good and strong ♪
♪ While our love is good and young ♪
♪ I'm gonna clear my head
♪ I'm gonna drink that sun
♪ Could I love you good and strong ♪
♪ While our love is good and young ♪
[thunder booming]
It'll pass.
Don't worry.
-You-- -I--
Sorry, sorry, you go.
I hate camping.
-Wha... [laughing] -This is, this is okay.
What, why in the world falls are we here?
[cellphone buzzing]
What were you gonna say?
You want S'mores,
or are you good with the agave?
I'm good. More than--
[thunder crashing]
Did you check the forecast?
No, did you?
This was your plan, so...
-[thunder crashing] -[rain pattering]
Oh, come on.
[thunder and lightning crashing]
Ta-da.
Sorry, I, uh, I should have--
Yeah, welcome to my luck.
S'more?
All yours.
So, tell me about your love life and all that small talk.
Mm. You first.
Love songs in my family
tend to be the angry kind that end in scars.
So, I locked myself up behind the promise
never to be lifted through.
Sorry, I've been told I can be a lot to take.
Your turn.
In the companion department,
there was one I thought I was falling for,
but mostly loneliness and, uh...
[cellphone ringing]
Hi.
Yeah, yeah, we're fine.
Yes, yes, we have all the food
and drink we could possibly need.
Yes, it's just rain.
Okay, love you too. Bye.
Welcome to my luck.
Hey, the other night you said
circus was every mother's nightmare.
Ivy's a doer,
not a dreamer.
Dreams are all my mom ever had.
However small.
Is she happy with all your success?
Even if I never sold a record or a ticket,
she'd still think I made it. Mm, just for trying.
[rain pattering]
It's supposed to be waterproof.
Sorry, again.
Have you sold any?
Records?
Studios aren't really in the current budget.
Do you let that stop you?
Do you think our parents' expectations
-limit us? -I'd say elevate.
I am glad we didn't go home together the other night.
Me too.
This is better.
[rain slowing]
Now what?
I think it's time you sang me a song in D minor.
I think it's time you did me a circus trick.
Uh, step right up.
When are you leaving?
Must be, what, T-minus 26 by now?
Except...
gotta finish that application first.
But this is blank and--
Due tomorrow.
Qui est tonclown?
It's a big decision.
But we could fill this out now.
Or...
[slow music]
we could set things on fire.
Come on.
[slow rhythmic music]
♪ There are certain things you can't explain ♪
♪ You just accept like sun
♪ Like rain
♪ It's a force of nature Push and pull ♪
♪ The two of us combustible
♪ Don't be afraid
♪ Just light the match Burn the room ♪
♪ This is the sound of a heart going boom ♪
♪ We light up the sky
♪ Like the 4th of July
♪ Baby, I'm ready to catch
[fireworks explode]
♪ You can try to hide your fears from me ♪
♪ But can't deny the chemistry ♪
♪ Come on
♪ I know lonely leaves an awful scar ♪
♪ A miracle we got this far ♪
♪ Come on
♪ Just light the match Burn the room ♪
♪ This is the sound of my heart going boom ♪
♪ We light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪
♪ Baby, I'm ready to catch
[slow rhythmic music]
A little corner of the world
where we can feel totally at peace.
Untouchable.
Yeah, my gig the other night wasn't...
There was no gig.
I know.
I, uh, saw you through the--
-Why am I telling you this? -Hey, no worries.
I'll be front and center as soon as you--
Being fed by some brawny acrobat somewhere outside Paris.
♪ He's saving me
♪ I don't even think he knows it ♪
♪ It's a strange way to show it ♪
♪ As distant as last night's dream unravels ♪
♪ He's saving me
♪ I'm a very lost soul
♪ I was born with a hole in my heart ♪
♪ The size of my landlocked travels ♪
Exécutez les compétences
latéralement à la caméra.
-[recording beep] -Action.
Faire le pont.
Grand écart.
Hey.
Grand écart latéral.
Ah, ooh.
-Oh, no, no, no, no. -You're going down.
Moving on to l'artistique.
Qui est tonclown?
♪ Just light the match Burn the room ♪
♪ This is the sound of our heart going boom ♪
♪ Light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪
♪ Baby, I'm ready to catch
September 15th just opened up.
It's yours as long as you can get a track out
-in time to promote it. -Really?
Thank you, Boston. You, you won't regret it.
Oh, yes, I will. Next.
[Glitter] Everything you need to do instead of dream.
Except a bunch of cash.
Now, this is everything I need.
Qui est tonclown?
He gotta be in here somewhere, right?
Mesdame and messieur, and variations of kiddos
ranging from one to one thousand, step right up.
♪ If we can see it
♪ We can be it just like that
♪ I feel it coming
♪ Why would I run when
♪ All signs say you
♪ Baby, if you want me too
♪ Meet me at the end of this fuse ♪
♪ The right thing happens every time I stop and think ♪
♪ It blows my mind
♪ It's like manifesting destiny ♪
♪ The two of us were meant to be ♪
♪ Come on, it's time to
This'll do.
For now.
♪ Just light the match Burn the room ♪
♪ This is the sound of my heart going boom ♪
♪ We light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪
♪ Light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪
♪ We light up the sky like the 4th of July ♪
[fireworks sizzling]
[fireworks exploding]
[computer beeps]
Let me know if you think it's good enough to--
It's great.
[cellphone buzzing]
Sorry.
I've been avoiding this too long.
[Robin] Hey, kid, I was startin' to think
-that maybe you skipped town. -Me?
No, that would be your...
I've just been busy and...
I'm coming home Wednesday.
This Wednesday?
Already?
Yeah, yeah.
The date got moved up, so...
Okay. Okay, yeah, I'll figure something out.
You can help me burn all the loose flack.
-You sound happy. -Yeah, I woke up
in the middle of a dream, some old woman telling me
to get out there and plant some seeds
and watch 'em grow.
No more running, right?
The world was meant for me, for all of us.
I met this guy and, uh,
the way he makes me feel is nothing like I've ever...
I was looking for a body to hold me when I need to be held
and leave when I need to be left alone.
And I guess I thought nobody exists like that.
Walls. Why do I have so many?
[cellphone ringing]
Bad news.
Vous êtes invités?
-You actually applied. -First day of class is--
-Trois Septembre. That's-- -Too soon.
[Ariel and Glitter cheering]
Woo.
[soft music]
So, Mom, remember about the, uh, uh, Paris
that I was talking about? I...
I, um...
-I was-- -Spit it out.
-Ivy? -Ah.
Ah, stunning isn't she?
The hand painting is, and the 3D printing tech.
Ah, it's killer, huh?
[sighs] I couldn't stop the march of the mutant cells
and I refused to live with any of the OG eyes.
So we chisel out the bad, patch up what's left and...
What was it about Paris?
Later.
Now, I just have to convince them
to let me be my own test subject.
[cellphone ringing]
[rhythmic music]
♪ I'm gonna clear my head
Sorry, Wink. Still feeling under the weather.
I'll check in again on Monday.
[rhythmic music]
Everything okay?
Perfect.
♪ Get out the map Get out the map ♪
♪ And lay your finger anywhere down ♪
♪ We'll leave the figuring to those we pass ♪
♪ On our way out of town
♪ Don't drink the water There seems to be something ♪
♪ Ailing everyone
♪ I'm gonna clear my head
♪ I'm gonna drink that sun
♪ The saddest sight my eyes can see ♪
♪ Is that big ball of orange sinkin' slyly down the trees ♪
♪ Sittin' in a broken circle while you rest upon my knee ♪
♪ This perfect moment will soon be leavin' me ♪
[Glitter] Last time you said you didn't like camping,
but here we are again.
Oh and 5%, if that has anything to do with it.
-[Doom] What? -[Glitter] Chance of rain.
I checked. Seems like good odds.
[Doom] I was 12, visiting Mom
and fiancé number, oh, who knows?
Lockwood, we called him.
Drove a sports car Red leather seats.
Anyway, that fall I'm back at Dad's when Mom calls.
"You watching the news?"
We didn't live in the same time zone, let alone the same town.
So she just put the phone to the TV
and, "Lockwood was arrested on charges of first-degree murder
after confessing to slashing the throat of a young woman
at the campground with his father.
You know, they traced it back to that weekend when I was there,
with him and Mom camping in a tent, kinda like that one.
Oh. Holy...
Oh, here, a trick Mom taught me.
You know, we can leave if you...
No, no, I...
I, I like confronting it
with someone that makes me feel safe.
Insert awkward segue
echoing, "Who will be the keeper of my heart
if I reveal all the darkness inside?"
There's more?
Well, if you haven't already, that would make
-some kind of song. -One more no one wants to hear.
I would.
How's that studio coming along?
Closets have their limitations,
but I'll figure it out.
You must have something we need to laugh about?
Some fatal darkness?
Does it have to be a mother thing?
'Cause I can't top that.
Ivy, she's really strong,
while I...
Walls.
[camera beeps]
[Glitter] Ta plus grande faiblesse?
My greatest weakness.
All my life I've been pretty much lost in every aspect of...
I get overwhelmed at all my goals
and confused when I'm supposed to choose just one.
And when I do, I get frustrated
and just slip into anything else.
[Doom] That's in your stars.
You're lucky your Leo moon is there
to organize that Gemini sun.
What if my moon is no match for my sun?
What if I just keep slipping my entire...
What if I never get good enough at any one thing for inertia?
Maybe you're good enough faster than most people.
-That's why you slip. -I have news.
Why don't you write down a list of your goals
and just work your way down it.
Vous êtes invités.
I'm running away to the circus.
-Every kid's dream. -Every mother's nightmare.
I leave for Paris trois Septembre.
11 days from today?
I'm supposed to come ready with a clown,
which is another goal for my list.
Qui est tonclown?
What does that even mean? Do I have to find it?
Am I already it?
I did record one song in my closet
inspired by my mom,
and by you.
-It's close, just needs some-- -No disclaimers.
[beeps]
[bright music]
♪ I'm coming home with a stone strapped onto my back ♪
♪ I'm coming home with a burning hope ♪
♪ Turning all my blues to black ♪
♪ I'm looking for a sacred hand ♪
♪ To carve into my stone
♪ A ghost of comfort angel's breath ♪
♪ To keep this life inside my chest ♪
♪ This world falls on me
♪ With hopes of immortality
♪ Everywhere I turn
♪ All the beauty just keeps shaking me ♪
♪ Now I'm running
♪ To the end of the earth
♪ And I'm swimming
♪ To the edge of the sea
♪ And I'm laughing
♪ I'm under a starry sky
♪ This world was meant for me
♪ Don't bury me
♪ Carry me
♪ Now I woke up in the middle of a dream ♪
♪ Scared the world was too much for me ♪
♪ Sejarez said, don't let go
♪ Just plant the seeds and watch them grow ♪
♪ I've slept in rainy canyon lands ♪
♪ Cold, drenched to my skin
♪ I always wake to find a face ♪
♪ To calm these troubled lands ♪
♪ This world falls on me
♪ With dreams of immortality
♪ Everywhere I turn
♪ All the beauty just keeps shaking me ♪
♪ This world falls on me
♪ With dreams of immortality
♪ Everywhere I turn
♪ All the beauty just keeps shaking me ♪
♪ This world falls on me
♪ With dreams of immortality
♪ Everywhere I turn
♪ All the beauty just keeps shaking me ♪
You see, my finger work is...
And it needs way more production
than I'm capable of in my closet.
I'm still trying to like get it perfect perfect.
Well, perfect's not possible--
He says to the Virgo.
That was amazing.
Do you ever wonder why we, that night.
I didn't even want to go out.
Then it was dark and loud.
And crowded, and then...
And then...
Oh, 11 days.
That's crazy.
10 days now.
Judging by the moon.
I'm trying to be thankful for the time
I've got to spend with you, but I...
It's really hard.
It's not the only thing.
[gentle music]
[gentle music continues]
♪ Could you lift me through my love and anger ♪
Yeah, I want to see your eyes.
♪ You see now these are my gods ♪
♪ These are your scars
♪ Will you lift me through my love and anger ♪
♪ Oh, and my arms are burning
♪ But they're open wide
♪ I will be the reaper
♪ If you will be the keeper
♪ You are the keeper of this heart ♪
♪ Of my heart
This has all been too easy, which makes me nervous.
But then I remember that in a couple weeks I leave.
So, I mean, we're both having fun, right?
Life is a constant slip in and out of...
I love when I pretend to be strong.
Real world's calling.
Do we have to answer?
Promise you'll tell her about Paris.
[gentle music]
Want reinforcement?
No, I need to go solo.
Okay.
[intense music]
Does it feel good, coming home?
Feels like I got more of a life in the inside than out.
Pretty much begged the judge for any kind of help
before I got out.
They gave me a useless appointment.
All they said was stop and breathe.
When you said on that report when she was choking you,
she said, "Aren't you dead yet?"
-What if next time you are? -Pull in here.
[tires screeching]
[soft music]
-One, two, three... -[inhales sharply]
...four, five, six.
♪ We own nothing
♪ Nothing is ours
♪ Not even love so fierce
♪ It burns like baby stars
♪ But this poverty is our greatest gift ♪
♪ The weightlessness of us
♪ As things around begin to shift ♪
♪ Remember everything I told you ♪
♪ Keep it in your heart like a stone ♪
♪ And when the winds have blown things round ♪
♪ And back again
♪ What was once your pain
♪ Will be your home
♪ Everything in its own time
♪ Everything
♪ In its own time
-No, no. This is your song. -It's yours now. Free.
Just, just play it for me sometime.
[telephone ringing]
[Ivy] The whole range. Yes.
Operation Ivy is a go.
That Italian blue.
Tres, tres.
It's nice, too nice.
Especially considering I asked for a suitcase.
For why? Where are you going?
Other than to go down with me to production.
Wait, wait. So... Um...
Step right up, Mother, Ivy.
I know that your due for me is, well...
but...
[Glitter whistles]
Ah.
As an assistant.
-Can you... -[intercom buzzes]
[Woman] Ivy, the 3D printer is down.
Hold on, hold on, I have like a... I have a whole, just...
Ho ho.
Whoop, woo.
[gasps] Ah.
-Ta-da. -Mm-mm.
But, to feed the soul.
Ta-da.
I've been accepted into the next session.
So, lots of choices.
Luckily, you have an easy decision.
Except that...
Forget production.
I'm taking you to see your office.
The view isn't as fly as mine,
but you'll have an even nicer one in no time.
Come on.
[rhythmic music]
♪ Got a boy so special
♪ He makes the fall turn spring ♪
♪ I say, everything is dying
♪ He says, everything is free
♪ He's a little revolution in this heart of mine ♪
♪ And when everything blows up ♪
♪ It's like a brand new rhyme
♪ Bang, bang, bang goes the U
♪ Bang, bang, bang, you and I
[knocking on door]
[Wink] Someone called "Robin" is here.
Good morning, kid.
It's actually nearly dinnertime, Mom.
Oh. [blows raspberry]
This place is far out.
Oh, wow.
I didn't tell you this before 'cause I knew you'd think
it's too fast, but I'm gonna get married again. [squeals]
Don't worry, don't worry.
This one's gonna take real good care of me.
He promises to take me back east as soon as he gets out.
And, um, you're never gonna guess his age.
Eight months older than you.
I know, it's wild.
So, like, I gotta get a ring on my finger
before he finds out that, like, I'm really an old lady, so...
Big favor to ask.
You'll walk your mom down the aisle, right?
Come on, kid.
-I-- -Come on.
-I actually-- I booked a gig. -Come on.
[gasps]
Yeah, I got a lot of work to do.
What? Oh, my God.
I'm finally gonna get to hear my kid play.
That's so far out.
Ooh, maybe I can get married, you know,
right there as your grand finale,
like, right before you--
Right before I have to run to the edge of the sea
to find you again?
One, two, three. [exhales]
Four, five, six.
Last New Year's I resolutioned
to let someone knock me off my feet and...
now I think I'm finally falling
and it scares me.
But he's beautiful,
inside and out
and he's definitely turned my summer upside down, so...
You have no idea how lucky you are.
Look how hard she's trying.
She's throwing you a going away party.
She's throwing herself a look what you'll be missing
if you leave my fabulous nest party.
That you're late for.
Your father was...
And your siblings flew as soon as a window opened.
But you, you've always stuck by me.
It's decided.
I've, I've decided.
Why?
Whatever.
Growing up, all you ever said was anything's possible.
It was you driving me.
Marching band, math club, Spanish club,
ecology, drama club, student council, debate team,
golf club, baseball,
whatever happened to don't just dream, do?
You're not packing in that trunk, are you?
Why not?
It's nomadic and fragile and entirely impractical.
You'll be lucky if it even makes it to Paris on one piece.
I'm only gone 148 days.
[cellphone buzzing]
Who knew I'd ever look forward to sleeping on the ground?
After one stop, I got a surprise.
I have a surprise too.
No way.
Honk-honk.
New goal.
I wanna take pictures in front of all the famous landmarks,
but I don't want the same kind of boring pictures
that every tourist takes.
So I will bring my noses
from place to place and get random people
to take portraits in front of everything.
I'm excited for once.
Should I be excited or scared?
[bell ringing]
[door buzzing]
Since I will be knee-deep in Paris
until summer gives up her fight.
Surprise, happy early birthday.
Bienvenido. Willkommen. Come on in.
Doc.
Meet The Doctor, a client of my father
who just so happens to be a killer music producer.
-Yeah, I know who the... Hi. -Hi.
So you're the one taking this twisted, blind sided highway?
-Where's, uh... -Oh, the Dream.
She's on tour.
But I, I gave you foam noses.
Which I absolutely need and love.
Plus, this is kind of for me too.
I've always wanted to learn how to produce music, so...
-Oh, a classic slip. -Yes.
So I hear you need a track to compel the kids to The Fountain?
Have you ever recorded in a studio before?
Yeah, yeah, of course.
It's just been a while and I,
I don't have a song ready with lyrics and everything.
-Stop. -He's a genius just like I said.
[loud music]
♪ I don't know when I noticed life was life at my expense ♪
♪ The words of my heart lined up like prisoners on a fence ♪
♪ The dreams came in like needy children ♪
♪ Tugging at my sleeve I said
♪ I have no way of feeding you,
♪ So leave
[amp droning]
-Sorry. -Well, that melody's magic.
But ever think about clicking down the BPMs and, you know,
chilling the tone out a little bit?
Unlucky darkness is kind of my whole--
Hm, okay.
Let me show you something.
♪ Dreams came in like needy children ♪
♪ Tugging at my sleeve
♪ I said I have no way of feeding you ♪
♪ So leave
You see, it makes you wanna lean in.
You know, like, check what you're trying to tell us
about your life.
Sorry, I...
♪ One, two, three
♪ Nothing's for free
♪ Four, five, six
♪ One, two, three
♪ Nothing's for free
♪ Four, five, six
♪ One, two, three
♪ Nothing's for free
♪ Four, five, six
♪ Pick up the sticks
♪ Manic blood runs thick my friend ♪
♪ Are you looking for a clean escape ♪
♪ Here's a chance to make a choice ♪
♪ Are you aware of the fire beneath your feet ♪
♪ One, two, three Nothing's for free ♪
♪ Four, five, six
♪ Pick up the sticks and go home ♪
♪ You better own up to me
♪ I said you better own up
♪ Go home
You should listen to The Doctor.
Your melody is magic.
-One, two, three. -And your words are hopeful.
-Four, five, six. -But you must know that.
I know exactly what my song is.
It's all ready to be laid down to rest.
Your gig is in a week.
You are not even gonna be here for it, so why do you care?
What if I don't go?
Don't even think of not.
I won't be the reason you slip.
♪ The basement lies within us
I scare myself from time to time.
♪ The fear comes through the door ♪
With how dark some of my thoughts and feelings are.
-Okay. -♪ There's nothing
♪ Left between us
-I got you fun noses. -I just wanted--
♪ As the fear becomes a roar
♪ We're all born in the devil's scorn ♪
♪ He wants to see you die
♪ I'm asking you Are you true ♪
♪ 'Cause everything they say is a lie ♪
♪ Is a lie now
♪ One, two, three
♪ Nothing's for free
♪ Four, five, six
♪ Pick up the sticks and go home ♪
[cans clattering]
Are you okay?
No, I, I saw her.
Uh, my mom, when I picked her up from work.
Why do you always smile when you talk about--
I don't.
[intense music]
She dreamed of being a musician too.
Even has piles of lyrics she wrote when she...
Most better than mine.
But dreams being the cancer of the common class.
What if I'm doomed to be like her?
Where are you right now?
Doing instead of dreaming.
Let's just, new energy, no over-analyzing,
no pressure to talk about some deep impossibility.
Forget The Doctor. Let's just, let's just go to the mountains.
We'll clear our heads. We'll go--
I really don't feel like sleeping on the ground tonight.
[door opens]
[intense music]
Hey. Hey!
Hey!
It's our last weekend.
Let's just get in the car and drive and...
Before summer gives up.
♪ I crave inertia every move made ♪
♪ So I can stop
♪ Whatever this madness is in me ♪
♪ Spinning like a top
♪ On a bed of anxiety
♪ Over a deep dark drop
♪ Down into nothingness
♪ Into without-you-ness
Wait.
Fine!
Sorry, I tried.
Good luck with being unlucky.
Luck is having a safety net to catch you when you fall,
no matter how high you leap.
Or maybe luck is what you get
when you stop sabotaging yourself.
♪ I wanna clear my head
♪ I wanna drink that sun
-♪ I wanna love you -♪ One, two, three
-♪ Nothing's for free -♪ I wanna love you
♪ Four, five, six, pick up the sticks and go ♪
-♪ Nothing's for free -♪ Good and strong
♪ Nothing's for free Pick up the sticks and go ♪
♪ One day I'll change
♪ You'll be the first one that I call ♪
♪ I owe you an apology
♪ Too many thanks and that's not all ♪
♪ I've been running long before I learned to crawl ♪
-♪ I wanna clear my head -♪ Now I'm running
-♪ I wanna drink that sun -♪ Now I'm running
♪ I wanna love you good and strong ♪
♪ While our love is good and young ♪
♪ Now I'm running
♪ To the end of the earth
♪ And I'm swimming
♪ To the edge of the sea
♪ And I'm laughing
♪ I'm under a starry sky
♪ This world was meant for me
♪ Don't bury me
♪ Carry me
[pensive music]
[cellphone buzzing]
[pensive music]
[cellphone buzzing]
[gentle music]
[fire crackling]
♪ Laughing in a crown of jewels ♪
♪ Numbness from a scepter's wound ♪
♪ Toss and turn
♪ I spin and learn
♪ Catch yourself before you burn ♪
♪ A joker's dance before the king ♪
♪ Jangling beads and silver rings ♪
♪ Close your eyes and bare the sound ♪
♪ Jumping up, falling down
♪ Falling, falling, falling, falling down ♪
♪ Look yourself in the eye before you drown ♪
[intense music]
Falling, falling, falling in...
Not just everything about you
but the fact that I can love someone.
It's so strange how I went from having nothing to...
I have crawled inside you and I will not let go.
[intense music]
♪ Falling, falling
♪ Falling, falling down
♪ Look yourself in the eye before you drown ♪
♪ Your actions will follow you full circle round ♪
♪ The higher the leap
♪ I said the harder the ground ♪
[birds singing]
[cellphone ringing]
[birds chirping]
[bright music]
♪ Each time you'd pulled down the driveway ♪
♪ I wasn't sure when I would see you again ♪
♪ Yours was a twisted blind sided highway ♪
♪ No matter which road you took then ♪
♪ Oh, you set up your place in my thoughts ♪
♪ Moved in and made my thinking crowded ♪
♪ Now we're out in the back with the barking dogs ♪
♪ My heart the red sun
♪ Your heart the moon clouded
♪ I could go crazy on a night like tonight ♪
♪ When summer's beginning to give up her fight ♪
♪ And every thought's a possibility ♪
♪ And the voices are heard but nothing is seen ♪
♪ Why do you spend this time with me ♪
♪ May be an equal mystery
♪ So what is love then
♪ Is it dictated or chosen
♪ Handed down and made by hand ♪
♪ Does it sing like the hymns of 1,000 years ♪
♪ Or is it just pop emotion
♪ Handed down and made by hand ♪
♪ And if it ever was there and it left ♪
♪ Does it mean that it was never true ♪
-♪ And to exist -♪ And to exist
-♪ Is that why I -♪ Must I
♪ Think these things of you
♪ I could go crazy on a night like tonight ♪
♪ When summer's beginning to give up her fight ♪
♪ And every thought's a possibility ♪
♪ And voices are heard but nothing is seen ♪
♪ Why do you spend this time with me ♪
♪ May be an equal mystery
[wondrous music]
♪ Fly away little bird
♪ Find the song in you that no one's heard ♪
♪ Strengthen your wings
♪ As you sing your solo flight ♪
♪ Through this short life
♪ Everyone's got a deep regret ♪
♪ We try to ground ourselves to forget ♪
♪ But all along your chosen path ♪
♪ Are window panes and sheets of glass ♪
♪ That you won't see You fly too fast ♪
♪ One day it will be over
♪ Fly away little bird
♪ I could go crazy on a night like tonight ♪
♪ When summer's beginning to give up her fight ♪
♪ And every thought's a possibility ♪
♪ The voices are heard but nothing is seen ♪
♪ Why do you spend this time with me ♪
♪ May be an equal mystery
♪ Maybe that's all that we need ♪
-♪ Is to meet in the middle -♪ Of impossibility
♪ Handed down and made by hand ♪
♪ We're standing at opposite poles ♪
♪ Equal partners in a mystery
♪ Handed down and made by hand ♪
♪ Maybe that's all that we need ♪
♪ Is to meet in the middle
♪ Of impossibility
♪ Standing at opposite poles
♪ Equal partners in a mystery
[Glitter] It does seem kind of unfair, timing.
[Doom] I can't let you leave without telling you some things.
[Glitter] Okay.
The other day, it was my first time in a recording studio.
I'd been in one in my mind
and maybe convinced myself it was true.
But I'm glad to say, like, my first time was with you.
And when I saw Mom the other day, it wasn't...
It was when I picked her up from prison for the fifth time,
drinking and driving, selling meds to pay for vodka,
assault, defending herself against her brother,
her girlfriend, felony, battery, fighting off husband two.
It's the reason so many women are-- So I read.
Self-preservation.
I grew up a poor kid.
I, um,
made up a lot to seem more important,
cool,
just not poor.
It's proven a hard habit to break.
But you knowing the real me,
bringing me further away from needing...
Is it possible you might say something?
Like, anything.
You know, I talk, then you talk. That's how conversations work.
Well, I don't know what to... You just keep--
Yeah, I keep talking 'cause you never--
It's a lot to take in.
You can be a lot to take in.
[engine turns over]
No. I don't deserve anything else.
You've given me plenty.
[CD player clicking]
♪ Darkness has a hunger that's insatiable ♪
♪ Lightness has a call that's hard to hear ♪
[intense music]
♪ I don't know when I noticed life was life at my expense ♪
♪ The words of my heart lined up like prisoners on a fence ♪
♪ The dreams came in like needy children ♪
♪ Tugging at my sleeve
♪ I said I have no way of feeding you, so leave ♪
♪ The cries of passion were like wounds ♪
♪ That needed healing
♪ I couldn't hear them for the thunder ♪
♪ I was half the naked distance ♪
♪ Between hell and heaven's ceiling ♪
♪ And he almost pulled me under ♪
Excuse me!
♪ Oh, he almost pulled me under ♪
♪ He almost pulled me under
The past few weeks has been so...
I don't know whether to cry or smile or laugh,
but I love you.
I love you too.
You're still getting on that plane.
Are you sure?
As long as you promise not to slip
and come back a better fool.
♪ Why do we hurtle ourselves
♪ Through every inch of time and space ♪
♪ I must say around some corner ♪
♪ I can sense a restin' place
♪ With every lesson learned
♪ A line upon your beautiful face ♪
♪ We'll amuse ourselves one day ♪
♪ With these memories we'll trace ♪
♪ Get out the map
♪ Get out the map and lay your finger anywhere down ♪
♪ We'll leave the figuring to those we pass ♪
♪ On our way out of town
♪ I'm gonna clear my head
♪ I'm gonna drink that sun
♪ I'm gonna love you good and strong ♪
♪ While our love is good and young ♪
[gentle music]
No more walls.
[bright music]
♪ My place is of the sun
♪ This place is of the dark
♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪
♪ I do not catch the spark
Is that on the radio?
♪ This place is of the dark
♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪
♪ I do not catch the spark
♪ My place is of the sun
♪ And this place is of the dark ♪
♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪
Maybe I'm scared to leave and I, I need something to...
But the thought of being so far away from you, it kills me.
And maybe this is just crazy and confusion talking,
but I need to get this out.
Nobody has made me feel
as sexy or confident
or inspired or protected.
It feels like my desire to be with you
is gonna be just as strong in the next few...
Why am I so scared to lose you?
I've never felt so full in my life.
[adventurous music]
One true clown is born every half century.
So too bad for all of you.
You may try years and years and never meet your clown.
No matter how many costumes you may try.
♪ My place is of the sun
♪ And this place is of the dark ♪
♪ And I do not feel the romance ♪
♪ I do not catch the spark
♪ No, I will not be a pawn
♪ For the prince of darkness any longer ♪
One, two, three,
four, five, six.
You're up kid.
[people chattering]
[gentle music]
♪ I'm tryin' to tell you somethin' 'bout my life ♪
♪ Maybe give me insight between black and white ♪
♪ And the best thing you've ever done for me ♪
♪ Is to help me take my life less seriously ♪
♪ It's only life after all, yeah ♪
♪ I went to the doctor
♪ I went to the mountains
♪ I looked to the children
♪ I drank from the fountains
♪ There's more than one answer to these questions ♪
♪ Pointing me in a crooked line ♪
♪ And the less I seek my source for some definitive ♪
♪ The closer I am to fine
The challenge, be glamorous,
be elegant
and sell baked beans.
[quirky music]
Less than zero.
You, your water on his head.
[cellphone ringing]
-Hi. -Hi.
So, circus school isn't what I--
You know, maybe I'm weaker than I thought.
-What if lack of discipline-- -You promised not to slip.
Yeah. Your mom show up yet?
Robin only resurfaces when she needs something.
You know what, I hate this. Not being able to--
No slipping.
♪ Well, darkness has a hunger that's insatiable ♪
♪ And lightness has a call it's hard to hear ♪
♪ I wrap my fear around me like a blanket ♪
♪ I sailed my ship of safety
♪ Till I sank it
♪ I'm crawling on your shores
Cocentra! Cocentra!
♪ I went to the doctor
♪ I went to the mountains
♪ I looked to the children
Concentreaz te, biete!
-Honk-honk! -Now, that!
Slipping can be funny! It's only life after all, mon imbecile.
♪ And the less I seek my source for some definitive ♪
♪ The closer I am to fine
Yeah ♪
Under the bigtop today.
♪ The closer I am to fine Yeah ♪
[gentle music]
For you,
magnifique.
Oh, one second.
[bright music]
-[Woman] Okay. -[Man] Nice.
Merci.
[clock ticking]
Final dress rehearsal for my international debut.
[intense music]
[intense music continues]
Ta-da!
♪ Remember everything I told you ♪
♪ Keep it in your heart like a stone ♪
♪ And when the winds have blown things ♪
♪ Around and back again
♪ What was once your pain will be your home ♪
♪ Everything in its own time
♪ Everything
♪ In its own time
♪ Everything
♪ In its own time
♪ I went to the doctor
♪ I went to the mountains
♪ I looked to the children
♪ I drank from the fountains
♪ We go to the doctor
♪ We go to the mountains
♪ We look to the children
♪ We drink from the fountains
♪ There's more than one answer to these questions ♪
♪ Pointing me in a crooked line ♪
♪ The less I seek my source for some definitive ♪
♪ The closer I am to fine, yeah ♪
[audience applauding and cheering]
Thanks y'all!
So, I'm gonna close with a cover of,
you know those songs that just seem like
they were written just for you.
Well, here's hoping I do it some justice. No, no, no.
A certain someone says perfection's an impossibility.
So... no disclaimers.
[bright music]
♪ Now the parking lot is empty ♪
♪ Everyone's gone someplace
♪ I pick you up and in the trunk ♪
♪ I've packed a cooler and a two-day suitcase ♪
♪ 'Cause there's a place we like to drive ♪
♪ Way out in the country
♪ Five miles out of the city limit ♪
♪ We're singing and your hand's upon my knee ♪
♪ So we're okay, we're fine
♪ Baby, I'm here to stop your crying ♪
♪ Chase all the ghosts from your head ♪
♪ I'm stronger than the monster beneath your bed ♪
♪ Smarter than the tricks played on your heart ♪
♪ We'll look at them together Then we'll take them apart ♪
♪ Adding up the total of a love that's true ♪
♪ Multiply life by the power of ♪
Ah, I should be on the list.
[bright music]
I don't wanna open it.
[Glitter] Why?
What if it's weird seeing you in real moving life?
What if you're different than before?
Pretty sure I am.
What if you're not as good a kisser as I remember?
Lot of expectations.
Agreed?
[bright music]
♪ You know the things that I am afraid of ♪
♪ I'm not afraid to tell
♪ And if we ever leave a legacy ♪
♪ It's that we loved each other well ♪
♪ The steel bars between me and a promise ♪
♪ Suddenly bend with ease
♪ The closer I'm bound in love to you ♪
♪ The closer I am to free
♪ So we're okay, we're fine
♪ Baby, I'm here to stop your crying ♪
♪ Chase all the ghosts from your head ♪
♪ I'm stronger than the monster beneath your bed ♪
♪ Smarter than the tricks played on your heart ♪
♪ We'll look at them together Then we'll take them apart ♪
♪ Adding up the total of a love that's true ♪
♪ Multiply life by the power of ♪
♪ I say love will come to you
What now?
It may be rushing and we might be fools for thinking, but--
This is a place for one.
♪ Where there's now one
♪ There will be two
[rhythmic music]
♪ So we're okay, we're fine
♪ Baby, I'm here to stop your crying ♪
♪ Chase all the ghosts from your head ♪
♪ I'm stronger than the monster beneath your bed ♪
♪ Smarter than the tricks played on your heart ♪
♪ We'll look at them together Then we'll take them apart ♪
♪ Adding up the total of a love that's true ♪
♪ Multiply life by the power of two ♪
♪ Adding up the total of a love that's true ♪
♪ Multiply life by the power of two ♪
Oh!
Or three.
Okay, good.
-Thanks Pip, thanks Pip. -Let's take a picture.
Thank you.
[bright music]