1 00:00:01,218 --> 00:00:03,003 Previously onFatal Attraction... 2 00:00:03,046 --> 00:00:05,701 There it is, the face. No wonder they're gonna make you judge. 3 00:00:05,744 --> 00:00:07,920 Ooh, heard your 40th birthday's coming up. 4 00:00:07,964 --> 00:00:10,010 That's young for a judge. 5 00:00:10,053 --> 00:00:12,012 So, the appointment? It's not happening. 6 00:00:12,055 --> 00:00:14,101 What? What are you talking about? 7 00:00:14,144 --> 00:00:15,493 I'm Alex Forrest. 8 00:00:15,537 --> 00:00:17,452 Alex. Dan Gallagher. 9 00:00:17,495 --> 00:00:19,584 BOARD MEMBER: Daniel Michael Gallagher, 10 00:00:19,628 --> 00:00:21,586 convicted of murder in the second degree, 11 00:00:21,630 --> 00:00:23,936 given a sentence of 15 years to life. 12 00:00:23,980 --> 00:00:25,634 DAN: Every day that I have been in here, 13 00:00:25,677 --> 00:00:28,071 I have thought about Alexandra Forrest. 14 00:00:28,115 --> 00:00:29,768 I chose to take her life. 15 00:00:29,812 --> 00:00:31,422 ELLEN: My father might be 16 00:00:31,466 --> 00:00:33,772 -up for parole. -DAN: I need to say this 17 00:00:33,816 --> 00:00:35,122 even if you don't believe me. 18 00:00:35,165 --> 00:00:37,298 I did not kill that woman Alex Forrest, 19 00:00:37,341 --> 00:00:38,821 and I'm going to prove it. 20 00:00:50,789 --> 00:00:52,313 And Mike walks in, 21 00:00:52,356 --> 00:00:54,358 said, "Which one of you is Gallagher? Come here." 22 00:00:54,402 --> 00:00:55,664 -Shit. -Oh, yeah. 23 00:00:55,707 --> 00:00:58,449 Says, "Look, your dad is a legend, 24 00:00:58,493 --> 00:00:59,972 "but he's also a prick, 25 00:01:00,016 --> 00:01:01,800 "and there's a lot of people that would love 26 00:01:01,844 --> 00:01:03,672 "to watch you fuck up 'cause they hate him, 27 00:01:03,715 --> 00:01:05,369 "and he is the reason you got this job. 28 00:01:05,413 --> 00:01:08,285 But I, Mike, will always be here to protect you." 29 00:01:09,286 --> 00:01:11,201 And his reward, of course, is... 30 00:01:11,245 --> 00:01:13,638 being send to Pacoima on Friday night 31 00:01:13,682 --> 00:01:16,337 to see if there's a body in the trunk. 32 00:01:16,380 --> 00:01:18,252 Is your dad still with us? 33 00:01:18,295 --> 00:01:20,471 -Not even a little. -Hmm. 34 00:01:23,257 --> 00:01:25,389 Wow, you really were not kidding about you and meatballs. 35 00:01:25,433 --> 00:01:27,043 In fairness, 36 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:29,306 there's only, what, like, seven total ingredients 37 00:01:29,350 --> 00:01:31,134 in a meatball that you can combine in only so many ways, 38 00:01:31,178 --> 00:01:35,269 and so really, how bad-- or how much better-- 39 00:01:35,312 --> 00:01:37,097 could it really get? Really? 40 00:01:37,140 --> 00:01:39,664 So, what you're saying is, the problem with meatballs 41 00:01:39,708 --> 00:01:41,710 is their extreme reliability? 42 00:01:41,753 --> 00:01:43,929 -Yes. Yes. -Okay. [laughs] 43 00:01:43,973 --> 00:01:45,670 So, we both like meatballs, 44 00:01:45,714 --> 00:01:47,237 -we both like cookies. -Mm-hmm. 45 00:01:47,281 --> 00:01:49,152 -Conchita. We both like Conchita. -Yes. 46 00:01:49,196 --> 00:01:51,154 Man, did you luck out with her. 47 00:01:51,198 --> 00:01:53,461 I mean, we all did, really, to have a woman like that 48 00:01:53,503 --> 00:01:55,332 in that position who has seen it all 49 00:01:55,376 --> 00:01:56,985 and still believes in people? 50 00:01:57,029 --> 00:01:58,683 Or really, believes in believing in people? 51 00:01:58,727 --> 00:02:00,511 That's probably a better way to put it. 52 00:02:00,555 --> 00:02:02,774 Yeah, saves us all from becoming cynics. 53 00:02:02,818 --> 00:02:05,212 Right, if that's the goal. 54 00:02:06,604 --> 00:02:08,562 -Go on. -I think cynicism 55 00:02:08,606 --> 00:02:10,173 is probably the danger in your lane, 56 00:02:10,217 --> 00:02:13,611 but in ours, it's more... 57 00:02:13,655 --> 00:02:15,961 compassion fatigue? 58 00:02:16,005 --> 00:02:19,530 You know, you see so many helpless people, wh... 59 00:02:19,574 --> 00:02:22,968 you start to blame them for their own helplessness. 60 00:02:23,012 --> 00:02:24,448 Hmm. 61 00:02:24,492 --> 00:02:26,363 Okay, well, maybe... 62 00:02:26,407 --> 00:02:30,193 I didn't mean cynicism, exactly, more... 63 00:02:30,237 --> 00:02:32,761 -a failure of empathy. -Right. 64 00:02:32,804 --> 00:02:34,719 Right, because if you're guarding against that, 65 00:02:34,763 --> 00:02:37,418 and you're looking for the good, then... 66 00:02:37,461 --> 00:02:39,855 -it can make you easier to fool. -[laughs softly] 67 00:02:39,898 --> 00:02:41,465 Right? But You have to keep reminding yourself, 68 00:02:41,509 --> 00:02:43,119 it's better to be a fool 69 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:46,427 than be angry at people for not having power. 70 00:02:46,470 --> 00:02:48,603 Uh, I don't know. Then again, my dad used to say 71 00:02:48,646 --> 00:02:51,823 that a-a cynic is what an idealist calls a realist, 72 00:02:51,867 --> 00:02:53,912 so, really, I guess I have no idea 73 00:02:53,956 --> 00:02:56,350 what I'm telling you right now. 74 00:02:56,393 --> 00:02:58,090 Here's to it all. 75 00:03:04,488 --> 00:03:05,881 [sighs] 76 00:03:05,924 --> 00:03:07,404 I do something to you, Danny? 77 00:03:09,363 --> 00:03:11,147 No. What did I do to you? 78 00:03:11,191 --> 00:03:14,368 'Cause I just got your foot all the way up my ass, 79 00:03:14,411 --> 00:03:16,544 -so it's got to be something. -Is this is about the drive-by case? 80 00:03:16,587 --> 00:03:18,850 17-year-old kid they executed. 81 00:03:18,894 --> 00:03:22,680 Witness ID'd the car and all four guys, first and last names. 82 00:03:22,724 --> 00:03:24,639 Just charge. It's your fucking job. 83 00:03:24,682 --> 00:03:26,641 -Two Buds and a 7 and 7. -You put something down 84 00:03:26,684 --> 00:03:27,946 on your tab right now or it's closed, Suarez. 85 00:03:27,990 --> 00:03:30,253 Jerry's not saying that. 86 00:03:30,297 --> 00:03:32,341 Because he hasn't seen your tab. You want me to show him? 87 00:03:32,386 --> 00:03:34,779 SUAREZ: I want you to get ass cancer, chicken dick. 88 00:03:34,823 --> 00:03:37,042 SCANLON: Nice. You're a real prince. 89 00:03:40,350 --> 00:03:41,612 ♪ 90 00:03:43,527 --> 00:03:45,529 -DAN: Oh, my God. No, it's okay. -ALEX: No, don't. You don't like it. 91 00:03:45,573 --> 00:03:47,444 -DAN: No, no, no, it's okay. I will drink it. -No, no, no. 92 00:03:47,488 --> 00:03:49,881 -[laughs] I'm gonna drink it. -You're crying. You're crying. 93 00:03:49,925 --> 00:03:52,014 Okay, we're gonna cross this off the list, okay? 94 00:03:52,057 --> 00:03:54,495 Don't worry, there are plenty of other margaritas here, 95 00:03:54,538 --> 00:03:56,584 that are probably more your speed. 96 00:03:56,627 --> 00:03:58,281 Strawberry? A classic. 97 00:03:58,325 --> 00:04:00,152 Banana? 98 00:04:00,196 --> 00:04:02,503 -Coconut? You say coconut? -Oh, Jesus. 99 00:04:02,546 --> 00:04:04,026 Okay. Watermelon. 100 00:04:04,069 --> 00:04:06,071 These are my speeds to you? Excuse me, sir? 101 00:04:06,115 --> 00:04:08,726 Sir, could I have one of those beers 102 00:04:08,770 --> 00:04:10,250 -that I was drinking earlier? -Of course. 103 00:04:10,293 --> 00:04:12,904 -Thank you. -Whoops. 104 00:04:17,605 --> 00:04:20,911 [laughs softly] And, you know, I do like spicy, actually. 105 00:04:20,956 --> 00:04:22,566 Sure you do. 106 00:04:22,610 --> 00:04:25,613 No, like my-my dad liked camping. 107 00:04:26,962 --> 00:04:28,529 Meaning that I don't? 108 00:04:28,572 --> 00:04:30,922 Meaning that you do, but you know, 109 00:04:30,966 --> 00:04:32,837 you just like it until the sun goes down. 110 00:04:32,881 --> 00:04:34,186 And then you pretend like you're worried 111 00:04:34,230 --> 00:04:35,797 about your daughter catching a cold 112 00:04:35,840 --> 00:04:37,799 -and you blame it on her mother for... -[laughs] 113 00:04:37,842 --> 00:04:40,323 ...not dressing her warmly enough so you can just go home 114 00:04:40,367 --> 00:04:42,804 -and sleep in your own bed. -This is gonna feel like it's not related, 115 00:04:42,847 --> 00:04:44,849 but the other day, I was driving past a drive-through, 116 00:04:44,893 --> 00:04:47,025 and it reminded me that my father 117 00:04:47,069 --> 00:04:49,245 would never, ever use drive-throughs. 118 00:04:49,289 --> 00:04:50,899 He didn't have enough control over the situation. 119 00:04:50,942 --> 00:04:53,380 So we'd have to park, we'd go inside, 120 00:04:53,423 --> 00:04:55,904 and then he would just rule over the proceedings. 121 00:04:55,947 --> 00:04:59,647 [laughs] My dad, he would always call me 122 00:04:59,690 --> 00:05:02,258 from another room, but he would never tell me what he wanted. 123 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:03,825 Right? So I'd have to just drop everything I was doing, 124 00:05:03,868 --> 00:05:06,088 go to wherever he was, so he could be like, 125 00:05:06,131 --> 00:05:07,829 "Water is wet." 126 00:05:07,872 --> 00:05:10,614 Anytime anybody would bring up something that my father 127 00:05:10,658 --> 00:05:12,616 didn't know, he would just start loudly blaring, 128 00:05:12,660 --> 00:05:14,226 "How is this a topic of conversation? 129 00:05:14,270 --> 00:05:15,706 Why is this interesting to anyone?" 130 00:05:15,750 --> 00:05:17,578 One time I made the mistake 131 00:05:17,621 --> 00:05:20,798 of saying that a movie that he liked was dated-- 132 00:05:20,842 --> 00:05:24,062 yeah-- and two hours later, he's screaming at me 133 00:05:24,106 --> 00:05:26,804 about how he hopes he never needs a kidney, 134 00:05:26,848 --> 00:05:30,025 because clearly, I would rather watch him fucking die. 135 00:05:30,068 --> 00:05:31,374 That's a proportionate response. 136 00:05:31,418 --> 00:05:33,115 -Yeah. -My dad was still complaining 137 00:05:33,158 --> 00:05:35,030 till the day he died about the guitar he bought me 138 00:05:35,073 --> 00:05:38,120 in fifth grade that didn't turn me into Eric Clapton. 139 00:05:38,163 --> 00:05:39,817 When did that happen, by the way? 140 00:05:39,861 --> 00:05:42,907 Were you already head of Major Crimes when he died? 141 00:05:42,951 --> 00:05:45,040 Uh, no, no. Just about. 142 00:05:45,082 --> 00:05:47,869 -And had he been head of Major Crimes? -Oh, no, no, no, no. 143 00:05:47,912 --> 00:05:50,698 No, he was Chief Deputy D.A., which allowed him to pretend 144 00:05:50,741 --> 00:05:53,178 -that Major Crimes was not a big deal. -Right. 145 00:05:53,222 --> 00:05:58,401 And, of the 35-ish cases that I worked up to that point, 146 00:05:58,445 --> 00:06:01,273 he did not come to see me try a single one. 147 00:06:01,317 --> 00:06:02,971 He used say things that implied 148 00:06:03,014 --> 00:06:05,234 that he'd been in court watching me on this or that day, 149 00:06:05,277 --> 00:06:09,064 and eventually, people just believed him, so I let them. 150 00:06:09,107 --> 00:06:13,111 Hmm. And what did Mike have to say about that? 151 00:06:13,155 --> 00:06:15,636 Nothing. I never told him. 152 00:06:15,679 --> 00:06:18,073 I mean... 153 00:06:18,116 --> 00:06:20,162 I actually never told anybody. 154 00:06:23,252 --> 00:06:25,428 [whispers]: Well. 155 00:06:25,472 --> 00:06:27,299 It's probably for the best. 156 00:06:27,343 --> 00:06:29,258 Yeah, no, at this point, I'm pretty glad 157 00:06:29,301 --> 00:06:30,520 -that he was never there. -No. No. 158 00:06:30,564 --> 00:06:31,913 I mean because you're not as good 159 00:06:31,956 --> 00:06:33,480 at your job as you think you are. 160 00:06:34,872 --> 00:06:37,135 At least 40% of those wins, the jurors 161 00:06:37,179 --> 00:06:39,181 were probably listening to a word you said. 162 00:06:39,224 --> 00:06:41,792 They were too busy watching your mouth. 163 00:06:41,836 --> 00:06:43,925 ♪ 164 00:06:46,406 --> 00:06:47,929 [phone ringing] 165 00:06:47,972 --> 00:06:49,670 I'm going to the ladies' room. 166 00:06:51,541 --> 00:06:53,500 -Yeah. -MIKE [over phone]: She wasn't there. 167 00:06:53,543 --> 00:06:55,937 -What? -The trunk. Sylvie Rubidoh's not in it. 168 00:06:55,980 --> 00:06:58,808 -Oh, fuck this fucking shit. I'm going home. -[sighs] 169 00:07:02,422 --> 00:07:04,424 ♪ 170 00:07:19,482 --> 00:07:20,701 [inhales sharply] 171 00:07:22,137 --> 00:07:24,487 I wanted to ask you, uh... 172 00:07:24,531 --> 00:07:28,273 what are your thoughts on Steve Park? 173 00:07:29,536 --> 00:07:30,928 -Fraud Bureau Steve Park? -Yes. 174 00:07:30,972 --> 00:07:32,713 I've been assigned to a case of his, 175 00:07:32,756 --> 00:07:35,150 -but I've never met him, so... -Well, 176 00:07:35,193 --> 00:07:37,544 um... smart guy. 177 00:07:39,502 --> 00:07:41,069 Slightly an enormous asshole, but... 178 00:07:41,112 --> 00:07:42,636 -[laughs]: Okay. -...but a smart guy. Oh! 179 00:07:42,679 --> 00:07:43,941 -[people gasping] -[alarm ringing] 180 00:07:43,985 --> 00:07:45,290 [Dan laughs] 181 00:07:47,031 --> 00:07:50,034 [excited chatter] 182 00:07:51,645 --> 00:07:53,995 [Dan laughs] 183 00:07:54,038 --> 00:07:56,127 ♪ 184 00:07:59,696 --> 00:08:02,394 -Oh, my God. -Come on, come on. 185 00:08:02,438 --> 00:08:04,484 ♪ 186 00:08:15,190 --> 00:08:16,844 [dryer whirring] 187 00:08:16,887 --> 00:08:18,367 ALEX: Sitzfleisch. 188 00:08:18,410 --> 00:08:20,151 That's somebody who has patience 189 00:08:20,195 --> 00:08:22,327 for a lot of mind-numbingly boring stuff. 190 00:08:22,371 --> 00:08:24,025 They have sitzfleisch. 191 00:08:24,068 --> 00:08:27,811 So, like, when I'm in case review, that's sitzfleisch? 192 00:08:27,855 --> 00:08:30,771 Exactly. Yeah, "seat meat." 193 00:08:30,814 --> 00:08:32,947 -[chuckles] -Oh, my favorite one 194 00:08:32,990 --> 00:08:36,907 is when you eat too much because you're sad or lonely 195 00:08:36,951 --> 00:08:40,302 and you-you put on a couple pounds of kummerspeck: 196 00:08:40,345 --> 00:08:41,782 "Grief bacon." 197 00:08:43,260 --> 00:08:44,698 Verschlimmbesserung, 198 00:08:44,741 --> 00:08:47,004 that's when you make a bad situation worse. 199 00:08:47,048 --> 00:08:49,529 Like you're trying to apologize to somebody 200 00:08:49,572 --> 00:08:52,836 for calling them stupid and you accidentally call them old. 201 00:08:54,098 --> 00:08:57,319 That is a weirdly specific example. 202 00:08:57,362 --> 00:08:59,016 Pardon my arm. 203 00:09:01,889 --> 00:09:03,368 Or when you 204 00:09:03,412 --> 00:09:05,719 think about something that hasn't happened yet, 205 00:09:05,762 --> 00:09:09,461 and all the ways that it could go: Kopfkino. 206 00:09:09,505 --> 00:09:12,769 "Head cinema." The movie in your mind. 207 00:09:14,728 --> 00:09:16,991 [dryer clicks, buzzes] 208 00:09:22,344 --> 00:09:24,128 Thanks for the German lesson. 209 00:09:24,172 --> 00:09:26,827 Feel like I could go over there and just fit right in. 210 00:09:26,870 --> 00:09:29,569 Oh, yeah. Like a native. Seamless. 211 00:09:31,092 --> 00:09:32,920 Go Huskies. 212 00:09:32,963 --> 00:09:35,487 "Their fighting blood excels." 213 00:09:39,622 --> 00:09:41,668 [sighs] 214 00:09:44,018 --> 00:09:47,021 Thank you for tonight. [laughs softly] 215 00:09:47,064 --> 00:09:49,066 It was, uh... 216 00:09:49,110 --> 00:09:51,373 Yeah. Well. 217 00:09:51,415 --> 00:09:55,159 You need one of those every once in a while, right? 218 00:09:55,203 --> 00:09:57,248 Just to remember... 219 00:09:57,292 --> 00:10:00,600 whatever it is you need to remember, I don't know. 220 00:10:00,643 --> 00:10:02,819 I was really going somewhere with that, 221 00:10:02,863 --> 00:10:04,821 but now it's-it's gone. 222 00:10:04,865 --> 00:10:06,954 ♪ 223 00:10:24,232 --> 00:10:26,277 [clears throat] 224 00:10:33,676 --> 00:10:35,722 ♪ 225 00:10:40,161 --> 00:10:41,858 [sighs] 226 00:10:46,733 --> 00:10:48,822 [sighs] 227 00:10:55,306 --> 00:10:57,178 [door opens] 228 00:11:10,452 --> 00:11:12,541 ♪ 229 00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:37,740 ♪ 230 00:11:56,498 --> 00:11:57,934 [exhales] 231 00:11:59,806 --> 00:12:01,851 [moaning] 232 00:12:19,651 --> 00:12:21,088 [laughs] 233 00:12:31,054 --> 00:12:33,143 [exhales] 234 00:12:57,689 --> 00:12:59,735 [exhales] 235 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:25,369 ♪ 236 00:13:31,419 --> 00:13:33,290 [moans] 237 00:13:54,485 --> 00:13:56,400 [sighs] 238 00:14:18,466 --> 00:14:21,686 -[button clicks] -[elevator whirring] 239 00:14:21,730 --> 00:14:23,950 [doors open] 240 00:14:40,009 --> 00:14:42,098 [key clicking] 241 00:14:48,191 --> 00:14:50,280 ♪ 242 00:14:54,067 --> 00:14:57,766 Oh, my fucking God. 243 00:15:02,423 --> 00:15:04,904 Oh, my fucking God! 244 00:15:07,471 --> 00:15:09,082 Quincy? 245 00:15:09,125 --> 00:15:11,345 Quincy! Get in here right now. 246 00:15:11,388 --> 00:15:12,607 [whimpers] 247 00:15:12,650 --> 00:15:15,392 What did you do? What is this? 248 00:15:15,436 --> 00:15:17,786 Since when can you not make it through the night? 249 00:15:17,829 --> 00:15:19,527 -[whimpers] -[line ringing] 250 00:15:19,570 --> 00:15:20,702 -MAN [over phone]: Hello. -DAN: Hey, um, my wife 251 00:15:20,745 --> 00:15:22,138 has a full-house deep clean 252 00:15:22,182 --> 00:15:24,314 -scheduled for Tuesday. -Gallagher. 253 00:15:24,358 --> 00:15:26,012 -You're moving, right? -Yeah. That's us. 254 00:15:26,055 --> 00:15:28,405 Um, look, I'm sure this is not possible, 255 00:15:28,449 --> 00:15:30,059 given that it's the weekend and everything, 256 00:15:30,103 --> 00:15:32,061 but I kind of have a 911 situation here. 257 00:15:32,105 --> 00:15:33,802 My dog was left alone for too long 258 00:15:33,845 --> 00:15:36,239 and he kind of tore up the house. 259 00:15:36,283 --> 00:15:38,024 I already took care of the hazmat portion, 260 00:15:38,067 --> 00:15:40,243 -but I can still... -So you need someone today? 261 00:15:40,287 --> 00:15:41,897 Could you do 11:00? 262 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:43,899 [laughs]: Yes. Yeah. Absolutely. 263 00:15:43,943 --> 00:15:45,901 That is... 264 00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:48,382 Thank you, man. You are a lifesaver. 265 00:15:48,425 --> 00:15:50,210 Great. We'll see you then. 266 00:15:50,253 --> 00:15:51,776 [phone ringing] 267 00:15:53,648 --> 00:15:55,998 -Hello? -ARTHUR [over phone]: Hey, Danny. It's me. 268 00:15:56,042 --> 00:15:58,522 -Hey. -[sighs] 269 00:15:58,566 --> 00:16:00,916 -Everything okay? -What? Oh, no, sorry. 270 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:03,179 Well, Julia's actually handling the chemo 271 00:16:03,223 --> 00:16:05,616 really well this round for a change. 272 00:16:05,660 --> 00:16:08,228 Nothing wrong there. 273 00:16:08,271 --> 00:16:10,186 Good. That's good to hear. 274 00:16:10,230 --> 00:16:12,362 Beth asked Julia to check in with you 275 00:16:12,406 --> 00:16:13,711 while she's off camping with Ellen, 276 00:16:13,755 --> 00:16:15,452 and Julia asked me to do it. 277 00:16:15,496 --> 00:16:16,888 Anyway, you get it. 278 00:16:16,932 --> 00:16:18,238 Consider yourself checked in with. 279 00:16:18,281 --> 00:16:21,458 -Yeah, I do. I am. -Cool. 280 00:16:21,502 --> 00:16:24,853 Oh, and also, while I have you, about that judge shit? 281 00:16:24,896 --> 00:16:26,550 Hey, just, hey, fuck those guy. 282 00:16:26,594 --> 00:16:28,813 They're making a big mistake. 283 00:16:28,857 --> 00:16:30,337 They don't seem to think so. 284 00:16:30,380 --> 00:16:33,035 Well, they're assholes, so they wouldn't. 285 00:16:33,079 --> 00:16:35,255 Here if you need us, okay? Bye. 286 00:16:35,298 --> 00:16:37,387 ♪ 287 00:16:45,308 --> 00:16:47,528 [exhales] 288 00:16:47,571 --> 00:16:49,051 [inhales sharply] 289 00:16:49,095 --> 00:16:50,922 [exhales] 290 00:16:52,837 --> 00:16:54,926 [phone ringing] 291 00:17:00,106 --> 00:17:01,455 ALEX: It's weird, every time 292 00:17:01,498 --> 00:17:03,587 I say what a perfect day would be for me, 293 00:17:03,631 --> 00:17:06,373 it always has the beach in it, but... 294 00:17:06,415 --> 00:17:09,028 I never come. 295 00:17:09,070 --> 00:17:13,380 I think this is the third time I've been here since September. 296 00:17:13,423 --> 00:17:14,816 Or the first. 297 00:17:14,858 --> 00:17:16,644 [chuckles] 298 00:17:16,686 --> 00:17:19,690 I just like knowing I could, but I never do, either. 299 00:17:19,733 --> 00:17:21,300 Also, I always forget that there's 300 00:17:21,344 --> 00:17:23,085 -a lot of wind at the beach. -Mm. 301 00:17:23,128 --> 00:17:24,694 Yeah. I'm not really a fan of that. 302 00:17:24,739 --> 00:17:28,089 -Of wind? Really? -Really. 303 00:17:28,134 --> 00:17:29,657 -Yeah, fuck wind. -Mm-hmm. 304 00:17:29,700 --> 00:17:32,616 What are some other things you pretend to like? 305 00:17:32,660 --> 00:17:35,097 Um... 306 00:17:35,141 --> 00:17:36,620 Live music. 307 00:17:38,144 --> 00:17:40,102 -My neighbors. Ugh. -[chuckles] 308 00:17:42,104 --> 00:17:43,192 Museums. 309 00:17:43,236 --> 00:17:44,802 In fact, I might have to go 310 00:17:44,846 --> 00:17:47,196 a few steps further and just say art. 311 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:49,938 Hmm. 312 00:17:49,981 --> 00:17:51,940 Hats. On anyone. 313 00:17:51,983 --> 00:17:55,248 -Just so stupid. Why? -[laughs] 314 00:17:55,291 --> 00:17:57,902 -Traveling. -Ugh. The worst. 315 00:17:57,946 --> 00:17:59,861 Anything that I need to "develop a taste for." 316 00:17:59,904 --> 00:18:01,645 And the holidays. 317 00:18:01,689 --> 00:18:02,951 -Feedback. -Mm. 318 00:18:02,994 --> 00:18:04,083 Any kind of feedback. 319 00:18:04,126 --> 00:18:05,649 Mm-hmm. Honesty. 320 00:18:05,693 --> 00:18:07,564 -Listening. -Other people's success. 321 00:18:07,608 --> 00:18:10,959 -Myself. -Well, obviously. 322 00:18:11,002 --> 00:18:12,787 -[barks] -Ooh, shit. 323 00:18:12,830 --> 00:18:14,310 What about running on the beach? 324 00:18:14,354 --> 00:18:16,704 -You into that? -I mean, I'll do it for him. 325 00:18:16,747 --> 00:18:18,619 -Come on, puppy. -[whistling] 326 00:18:18,662 --> 00:18:20,447 -Come on, puppy. -Come here, pup. 327 00:18:20,490 --> 00:18:21,752 Come here, come here, come here. 328 00:18:37,551 --> 00:18:39,596 ♪ 329 00:19:02,967 --> 00:19:05,056 ♪ 330 00:19:20,768 --> 00:19:22,335 You look so innocent. 331 00:19:22,378 --> 00:19:24,206 You want a cup to go? 332 00:19:24,250 --> 00:19:26,600 Uh, no, I'm good. I'm good, thanks. 333 00:19:26,643 --> 00:19:28,732 I'm still wired after the first one. 334 00:19:34,129 --> 00:19:35,826 Thank you for today. 335 00:19:38,742 --> 00:19:40,527 It was great. 336 00:19:40,570 --> 00:19:43,094 [laughs]: It kind of really was. 337 00:19:59,372 --> 00:20:01,243 Which is just my luck. 338 00:20:04,507 --> 00:20:05,856 Bye, Quincy. 339 00:20:05,900 --> 00:20:08,207 You stay classy, buddy. 340 00:20:08,250 --> 00:20:09,947 -[Quincy whimpers] -He's not making any promises. 341 00:20:09,991 --> 00:20:11,558 [laughs softly] 342 00:20:11,601 --> 00:20:13,212 [distant car horn honks] 343 00:20:13,255 --> 00:20:14,256 BETH [over phone]: No, babe, it's a two-hour drive 344 00:20:14,300 --> 00:20:15,649 from El Capitan with no traffi, 345 00:20:15,692 --> 00:20:17,520 but the kids want to stop for lunch. 346 00:20:17,564 --> 00:20:19,261 What's this lunch shit? Just come home already. 347 00:20:19,305 --> 00:20:21,350 You're gonna be at work anyway. 348 00:20:21,394 --> 00:20:22,786 Mm-mm. Maureen promises 349 00:20:22,830 --> 00:20:24,440 she's getting me home at a decent hour. 350 00:20:24,484 --> 00:20:26,399 So if you're not there when I get home, big trouble. 351 00:20:26,442 --> 00:20:28,444 -[mouths] -[laughs] Sir, yes, sir. 352 00:20:28,488 --> 00:20:30,359 -Mike says hi. Hello? -[line crackling] 353 00:20:30,403 --> 00:20:33,232 If you can hear me, I love you. Drive safe. 354 00:20:35,234 --> 00:20:37,323 They do anything at that school besides camping? 355 00:20:37,366 --> 00:20:39,542 That's unfair, Mikey. They also fundraise. 356 00:20:39,586 --> 00:20:40,935 [laughs] Yes. Yeah. 357 00:20:42,153 --> 00:20:43,329 I'm gonna charge Evan Rubidoh with murder. 358 00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:45,766 Really? You know something I don't know? 359 00:20:45,809 --> 00:20:48,029 -Like what? -Like where Sylvie's body is? 360 00:20:48,072 --> 00:20:49,378 Doesn't matter. We have enough. 361 00:20:49,422 --> 00:20:52,294 Yeah, if you're sure, you know I am. 362 00:20:52,338 --> 00:20:54,862 Oh, by the way, he is slightly in the wind. 363 00:20:54,905 --> 00:20:58,300 We're gonna find him, but... we got to find him. 364 00:20:58,344 --> 00:20:59,649 You just let me know when you pick him up. 365 00:20:59,693 --> 00:21:02,478 Dang. I hope heaven is like this. 366 00:21:02,522 --> 00:21:03,958 Hey. 367 00:21:04,001 --> 00:21:05,786 -Hey. -In case anyone asks, 368 00:21:05,829 --> 00:21:08,310 you and I are reviewing a case tonight after EOB. 369 00:21:08,354 --> 00:21:10,704 Who's anyone, and what case? 370 00:21:10,747 --> 00:21:12,445 Well, my matricide. There are a lot of angles. 371 00:21:12,488 --> 00:21:14,534 We will be going late, and definitely ordering dinner. 372 00:21:14,577 --> 00:21:16,536 And then you'll say we have to turn off our phones 373 00:21:16,579 --> 00:21:18,059 -because we have to concentrate. -[hisses] 374 00:21:18,102 --> 00:21:20,148 Ugh. I hate to break this to you, 375 00:21:20,191 --> 00:21:22,542 but I'm going home early today. 376 00:21:22,585 --> 00:21:24,544 -What? What-- Why? -Beth and Ellen are getting home 377 00:21:24,587 --> 00:21:26,589 from camping at El Capitan this afternoon. 378 00:21:26,633 --> 00:21:28,983 Shit. Um... 379 00:21:29,026 --> 00:21:31,028 Well, um, Phil. Is Phil in here? 380 00:21:31,072 --> 00:21:34,162 You know, he was. But he got his food to-go. 381 00:21:34,205 --> 00:21:36,947 -Mm. Ballsack. -Ballsack Phil. 382 00:21:36,991 --> 00:21:38,993 You know, I'd take that face on you a lot more seriously 383 00:21:39,036 --> 00:21:40,342 if you managed to stay married 384 00:21:40,386 --> 00:21:42,388 for more than a year at a time, Mikey. 385 00:21:42,431 --> 00:21:44,781 -D'oh. [chuckles] -I got to go. 386 00:21:44,825 --> 00:21:48,307 Hey, excuse me for preferring loneliness to shame, Frank. 387 00:21:48,350 --> 00:21:50,396 ♪ 388 00:21:57,838 --> 00:22:00,057 Shit, I thought you were the pizza. 389 00:22:00,101 --> 00:22:01,363 Nope. 390 00:22:02,843 --> 00:22:04,584 How was it? 391 00:22:04,627 --> 00:22:07,151 How was four days of forced intimacy 392 00:22:07,195 --> 00:22:09,284 with the entire second grade and their parents? 393 00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:11,242 Um... 394 00:22:11,286 --> 00:22:13,680 -How was it? -You were in the shit. 395 00:22:13,723 --> 00:22:15,246 I saw things I can't unsee. 396 00:22:15,290 --> 00:22:16,639 Well, you're safe now. 397 00:22:16,683 --> 00:22:18,162 Hey, why is there an invoice 398 00:22:18,206 --> 00:22:19,990 from the cleaning service on the counter? 399 00:22:20,034 --> 00:22:21,601 -Uh... -I thought they weren't coming till tomorrow. 400 00:22:21,644 --> 00:22:23,864 And also, what happened to the couch pillows? 401 00:22:23,907 --> 00:22:26,345 The orange one, the plaid one? 402 00:22:26,388 --> 00:22:28,956 Basically all of them? 403 00:22:28,999 --> 00:22:30,305 Yeah. 404 00:22:32,263 --> 00:22:34,004 Quincy ate them. 405 00:22:34,048 --> 00:22:37,007 What? He never-- He's never done that. 406 00:22:38,139 --> 00:22:39,532 I know, that's what I thought, too, 407 00:22:39,575 --> 00:22:42,186 but I came home from work really late on Friday 408 00:22:42,230 --> 00:22:45,320 and he had just gone apeshit and torn the place up. 409 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:46,408 How late? 410 00:22:46,452 --> 00:22:49,542 He ate the-the pillows, 411 00:22:49,585 --> 00:22:51,805 his dog bed, the Patriots blanket, 412 00:22:51,848 --> 00:22:53,981 also, uh, his little crinkly elephant. 413 00:22:54,024 --> 00:22:56,157 -He ate a basket of magazines? -What? 414 00:22:56,200 --> 00:22:57,811 Is he okay? Does he need to go to the vet? 415 00:22:57,854 --> 00:22:59,552 Oh, no. He's fine. 416 00:22:59,595 --> 00:23:02,424 He puked it and shit it all up all over the house. 417 00:23:02,468 --> 00:23:04,121 Jesus. 418 00:23:04,165 --> 00:23:06,167 Thank God we're moving. 419 00:23:06,210 --> 00:23:08,474 -[laughs softly] -Maybe this will teach you to hang out all night 420 00:23:08,517 --> 00:23:10,519 like a scoundrel without a care in the world. 421 00:23:10,563 --> 00:23:12,173 Well, you don't have to worry about that, 422 00:23:12,216 --> 00:23:13,479 because you're never going anywhere ever again. 423 00:23:13,522 --> 00:23:15,785 -[laughs] Hi. -Hi. How are you? 424 00:23:17,047 --> 00:23:18,745 DAN: Mmm. 425 00:23:21,835 --> 00:23:23,140 Mmm. 426 00:23:25,839 --> 00:23:27,928 Your hair smells like campfire. 427 00:23:27,971 --> 00:23:29,538 [laughs]: What? No it doesn't. 428 00:23:29,582 --> 00:23:31,366 I hate to be the one to break it to you, but it does. 429 00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:33,412 -I washed it. Ugh. -I know. It's okay. 430 00:23:33,455 --> 00:23:35,065 I like it. I'm into it. 431 00:23:35,109 --> 00:23:37,503 BETH: Yeah, you are. 432 00:23:38,504 --> 00:23:40,114 [whispering]: Hey. 433 00:23:40,157 --> 00:23:42,203 I think your boobs grew. 434 00:23:42,246 --> 00:23:43,813 Seriously, I think all the s'mores 435 00:23:43,857 --> 00:23:46,076 -went right to your boobs. -[laughs] 436 00:23:48,514 --> 00:23:50,864 [exhales] 437 00:23:50,907 --> 00:23:52,561 [moans] 438 00:23:52,605 --> 00:23:55,259 -[gasps] Ellen. Ellen. -What? Oh, my God. 439 00:23:57,305 --> 00:24:01,396 So, you can't fall asleep? 440 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:03,616 Or you fall asleep and then you wake up? 441 00:24:03,659 --> 00:24:06,967 -I wake up. -Hmm. 442 00:24:07,968 --> 00:24:09,578 Any aches or pains? 443 00:24:09,622 --> 00:24:12,015 Maybe down in your legs, like what we talked about? 444 00:24:12,059 --> 00:24:14,365 -Mm, from me getting taller. -That's right. 445 00:24:14,409 --> 00:24:15,628 No. 446 00:24:17,238 --> 00:24:19,153 When you wake up, is it like waking up 447 00:24:19,196 --> 00:24:22,591 from a dream, maybe a bad dream? 448 00:24:22,635 --> 00:24:24,027 No. 449 00:24:24,071 --> 00:24:26,029 But when you wake up, you're not scared? 450 00:24:26,073 --> 00:24:27,640 No. 451 00:24:27,683 --> 00:24:29,990 Maybe worried, though. 452 00:24:30,033 --> 00:24:32,166 [exhales] Well, you don't have to be worried, Sluggo. 453 00:24:32,209 --> 00:24:33,472 That's my job. 454 00:24:35,474 --> 00:24:37,214 [laughs softly] 455 00:24:37,258 --> 00:24:39,652 You know, I think it's time maybe we get you a big-girl bed. 456 00:24:39,695 --> 00:24:41,218 Something with feet, maybe? 457 00:24:41,262 --> 00:24:44,352 Not completely on the ground. 458 00:24:44,395 --> 00:24:47,094 If it's on the ground, then nothing can be under it. 459 00:24:49,357 --> 00:24:50,880 That's a very good point. 460 00:24:50,924 --> 00:24:52,926 -Mm-hmm. -[laughs softly] 461 00:24:52,969 --> 00:24:54,797 ANGELA: His guilt or innocence 462 00:24:54,841 --> 00:24:57,104 isn't on you to determine. 463 00:24:57,147 --> 00:24:59,454 Whether he's guilty or what he's guilty of... 464 00:24:59,498 --> 00:25:01,282 He says he's not. 465 00:25:01,325 --> 00:25:03,240 None of it is your responsibility. 466 00:25:03,284 --> 00:25:07,114 Your only responsibility here is to your own safety. 467 00:25:07,157 --> 00:25:09,333 And setting boundaries with him that are gonna allow you 468 00:25:09,377 --> 00:25:10,987 to maintain that safety. 469 00:25:12,902 --> 00:25:14,556 Well, I mean, like... 470 00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:18,168 ...he has my cell number and my email, 471 00:25:18,212 --> 00:25:21,345 but he doesn't know where I live or anything. 472 00:25:21,389 --> 00:25:25,001 And I'm only gonna meet him in public places for now. 473 00:25:25,045 --> 00:25:28,788 Which you don't ever have to stop doing. 474 00:25:28,831 --> 00:25:33,183 Just so you know, you don't ever have to let him 475 00:25:33,227 --> 00:25:36,535 any closer than you already have. 476 00:25:36,578 --> 00:25:39,886 You don't have to do any of this, at all. 477 00:25:39,929 --> 00:25:42,976 And you don't have to know how you feel about it. 478 00:25:43,019 --> 00:25:44,586 About him. 479 00:25:44,630 --> 00:25:46,719 At least, not right now. 480 00:25:46,762 --> 00:25:48,590 I don't know how I feel. 481 00:25:48,634 --> 00:25:50,984 Well, but let me ask you something. 482 00:25:53,247 --> 00:25:55,292 If you could script this 483 00:25:55,336 --> 00:25:59,470 to be the way that you wanted it to go, 484 00:25:59,514 --> 00:26:01,951 if you could have the ideal relationship 485 00:26:01,995 --> 00:26:03,910 with him going forward, 486 00:26:03,953 --> 00:26:06,216 have you thought about what that would be? 487 00:26:06,260 --> 00:26:08,349 ♪ 488 00:26:11,134 --> 00:26:13,136 DAMIEN: Morning, boss. 489 00:26:13,180 --> 00:26:14,703 Sorry. 490 00:26:14,747 --> 00:26:16,705 So, Judge Watson's law secretary just called me. 491 00:26:16,749 --> 00:26:19,229 -Okay. -Watson's publishing on Maddox tomorrow, 492 00:26:19,273 --> 00:26:20,927 a-and he's denying defendant's motion to suppress 493 00:26:20,970 --> 00:26:22,842 -the gun in full. -Well, well, well. 494 00:26:22,885 --> 00:26:24,670 Look at you, developing your own whisper network. 495 00:26:24,713 --> 00:26:27,629 [chuckles] See you later. 496 00:26:27,673 --> 00:26:29,936 -Good work. -Thank you. 497 00:26:57,964 --> 00:26:59,966 [door bells jingle] 498 00:27:05,536 --> 00:27:07,626 ♪ 499 00:27:16,504 --> 00:27:17,679 Hi. 500 00:27:17,723 --> 00:27:19,638 -Hi. -How's it going? 501 00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:22,989 What if I told you this was coffee mixed with Red Bull? 502 00:27:23,032 --> 00:27:25,687 Oh, my God. Is that even good? 503 00:27:25,731 --> 00:27:28,559 -Jesus. -I mean, I can hear colors, 504 00:27:28,603 --> 00:27:30,257 so I don't know if you think that's good, 505 00:27:30,300 --> 00:27:32,302 but good is subjective, right? 506 00:27:32,346 --> 00:27:34,304 [indistinct chatter] 507 00:27:34,348 --> 00:27:36,132 I got to get out of here. 508 00:27:36,176 --> 00:27:38,787 Light them up. Show them how it's done. 509 00:27:40,746 --> 00:27:41,877 CONCHITA: No, I love it. 510 00:27:41,921 --> 00:27:43,923 The voice, the hair. 511 00:27:43,966 --> 00:27:46,012 -The hatred of due process. -[laughs] 512 00:27:46,055 --> 00:27:49,102 I-I do have to lock my dog up when she's on, though, 513 00:27:49,145 --> 00:27:50,930 because her voice drives him nuts. 514 00:27:50,973 --> 00:27:52,888 Yips his ass off. 515 00:27:52,932 --> 00:27:54,324 [Southern accent]: Tot Mom Casey Anthony 516 00:27:54,368 --> 00:27:56,065 with her hair in a ponytail, 517 00:27:56,109 --> 00:27:57,937 like some demonic cheerleader from hell, 518 00:27:57,980 --> 00:27:59,503 -expects us to believe... -[laughs]: My God. 519 00:27:59,547 --> 00:28:02,158 -Wow. -She makes it all seem so simple. 520 00:28:02,202 --> 00:28:03,769 Good, evil. 521 00:28:03,812 --> 00:28:06,075 Guilty as sin, lying through their teeth. 522 00:28:06,119 --> 00:28:07,729 Big hair, small hair... 523 00:28:07,773 --> 00:28:09,644 -Because she's a nihilist. -Yeah. 524 00:28:09,688 --> 00:28:11,080 And her eyes must be dry as shit, 525 00:28:11,124 --> 00:28:12,342 'cause she blinks, like, twice a show. 526 00:28:12,386 --> 00:28:14,475 So, did you want to ask me something? 527 00:28:14,518 --> 00:28:16,129 I mean, I'm fine just talking about Nancy. 528 00:28:16,172 --> 00:28:18,131 Yes, no, I... 529 00:28:18,174 --> 00:28:20,699 I got distracted. I was just so excited about my lunch. 530 00:28:20,742 --> 00:28:22,135 -Mm-hmm. -Um... 531 00:28:22,178 --> 00:28:23,397 My coma vic, the one at Saint Matthew's. 532 00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:25,704 Um, yeah, uh, Melissa? 533 00:28:25,747 --> 00:28:27,227 So close. Tracy. 534 00:28:27,270 --> 00:28:29,533 -How's she doing? -Doctors think she's likely. 535 00:28:29,577 --> 00:28:32,058 And she's all I got against the ex-boyfriend. 536 00:28:32,101 --> 00:28:35,452 So, if she does go, of course it becomes a homicide, 537 00:28:35,496 --> 00:28:37,498 but I've got nothing to charge him with. 538 00:28:37,541 --> 00:28:39,892 I was hoping one of your people could sit on her. 539 00:28:39,935 --> 00:28:42,416 In case she wakes up, even for a brief moment, 540 00:28:42,459 --> 00:28:44,461 they can try to get a statement. 541 00:28:44,505 --> 00:28:46,420 Oh, broad-spectrum thinking. I like it. 542 00:28:46,463 --> 00:28:49,379 Who's the-the woman who pinch-hit for you on Siddiquis? 543 00:28:49,423 --> 00:28:52,295 -Alice? -Uh, Alex. 544 00:28:52,339 --> 00:28:54,863 Alex. That's right. 545 00:28:54,907 --> 00:28:56,517 CONCHITA: Yeah, I mean, that could work. 546 00:28:56,560 --> 00:28:57,866 Do you want to brief her or do you want me to... 547 00:28:57,910 --> 00:28:59,389 No, no, no. You got that. She seemed smart. 548 00:28:59,433 --> 00:29:01,043 I'll have Maureen send over the details. 549 00:29:01,087 --> 00:29:04,046 Excuse me, excuse me. All of my people are smart. 550 00:29:04,090 --> 00:29:06,440 Well, excuse me, excuse me, all of my people are not, 551 00:29:06,483 --> 00:29:08,268 -and neither are yours. -[laughs] 552 00:29:08,311 --> 00:29:09,878 Okay, yeah. 553 00:29:09,922 --> 00:29:11,924 Keith's dock doesn't exactly make it all the way 554 00:29:11,967 --> 00:29:14,013 to the water, I guess. Oh, hey. 555 00:29:14,056 --> 00:29:16,363 You should be about to be a judge. 556 00:29:16,406 --> 00:29:19,148 ♪ 557 00:29:30,420 --> 00:29:32,509 ♪ 558 00:29:41,692 --> 00:29:43,607 PROFESSOR [over ear buds]: In the dream Jung was describing, 559 00:29:43,651 --> 00:29:46,306 he was on the first floor of a house decorated like his own. 560 00:29:46,349 --> 00:29:49,831 But in one corner, there was a beautiful staircas, 561 00:29:49,875 --> 00:29:53,052 and when he went down it, he found a brick cellar, 562 00:29:53,095 --> 00:29:55,402 and in the corner of the floor there was a stone 563 00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:57,317 -with a metal ring. -[phone vibrating] 564 00:29:57,360 --> 00:30:01,538 And he lifted it and below it were bones and two human skull. 565 00:30:01,582 --> 00:30:03,540 Jung was on a trip to America with Freud 566 00:30:03,584 --> 00:30:06,195 when he had this dream, and when he told Freud about i, 567 00:30:06,239 --> 00:30:07,893 Freud said, "Well, obviously, 568 00:30:07,936 --> 00:30:09,851 it means you want to get rid of your wife." 569 00:30:09,895 --> 00:30:12,245 DAN: Hey, Mike. It's Dan. 570 00:30:12,288 --> 00:30:17,293 I am sipping a cup of coffee, 571 00:30:17,337 --> 00:30:19,339 waiting for my daughter. 572 00:30:21,384 --> 00:30:24,083 Have not used a bunch of those words in a while. 573 00:30:26,041 --> 00:30:27,173 Um... 574 00:30:27,216 --> 00:30:30,393 Look, it'd be good to... 575 00:30:30,437 --> 00:30:32,831 good to catch up, so... 576 00:30:32,874 --> 00:30:35,050 this is my phone number. 577 00:30:35,094 --> 00:30:38,749 I saw your website. Or webpage, maybe. 578 00:30:38,793 --> 00:30:42,101 I don't know, not the most modern... 579 00:30:42,144 --> 00:30:45,321 Whatever. Um... 580 00:30:45,365 --> 00:30:48,020 Yeah, I just, I hope to hear from you soon. 581 00:30:49,021 --> 00:30:50,761 Thanks, bye. 582 00:30:55,114 --> 00:30:56,985 PROFESSOR: Jung called that process 583 00:30:57,029 --> 00:30:58,639 of uncovering the aspects of self 584 00:30:58,682 --> 00:31:01,468 hidden in our unconscious "individuation." 585 00:31:01,511 --> 00:31:04,514 [phone vibrating] 586 00:31:04,558 --> 00:31:08,431 The first stage was to confront what he called the persona, 587 00:31:08,475 --> 00:31:11,260 a structure made up of the societal masks we wear. 588 00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:16,091 Child, parent, boss, friend, lover. 589 00:31:16,135 --> 00:31:18,702 [siren wailing] 590 00:31:18,746 --> 00:31:21,009 And to confront those masks and separate them 591 00:31:21,053 --> 00:31:23,229 from our true self. 592 00:31:23,272 --> 00:31:25,927 The next stage of individuation 593 00:31:25,971 --> 00:31:28,887 is confrontation with our shadow. 594 00:31:30,671 --> 00:31:32,151 [sighs] 595 00:31:39,506 --> 00:31:41,987 -Sorry. -Oh. 596 00:31:42,030 --> 00:31:44,467 -I should have coughed or something. -[chuckles] 597 00:31:44,511 --> 00:31:48,776 I-I just wanted to update you on Tracy. 598 00:31:48,819 --> 00:31:50,778 -Sims. -There's an update? 599 00:31:50,821 --> 00:31:53,520 Yes. Uh, well, I mean, not... 600 00:31:53,563 --> 00:31:55,652 Not for long. She's unconscious again, 601 00:31:55,696 --> 00:31:57,654 but I was able to talk to her. 602 00:31:57,698 --> 00:32:00,570 -Okay. -And she ID'd him. 603 00:32:00,614 --> 00:32:05,140 Jonathan Coleman. She said he was the one who beat her. 604 00:32:05,184 --> 00:32:07,534 Would you, please, come in? 605 00:32:09,449 --> 00:32:13,018 The nurses, they seem to be a bit more optimistic? 606 00:32:14,062 --> 00:32:15,890 Uh, what do I know? But... 607 00:32:15,934 --> 00:32:17,674 worse comes to worst, I'll at least be able 608 00:32:17,718 --> 00:32:20,939 to officially testify to her dying declaration, so... 609 00:32:20,982 --> 00:32:22,418 Thank Jesus. 610 00:32:27,510 --> 00:32:29,251 Go home with a victory. 611 00:32:29,295 --> 00:32:31,036 -You earned it. -Thanks. 612 00:32:32,994 --> 00:32:34,909 But I have so much catch-up to do. 613 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:38,347 Some idiot has been making me hang out at the hospital 614 00:32:38,391 --> 00:32:41,437 until all hours on this case of his. 615 00:32:41,481 --> 00:32:42,656 -What? -Yeah. 616 00:32:42,699 --> 00:32:44,484 -Fuck that guy. -So, anyway, 617 00:32:44,527 --> 00:32:48,183 think I'm gonna go outside and get some fresh air, 618 00:32:48,227 --> 00:32:50,446 -wake myself up a bit. -Such as it is. 619 00:32:50,490 --> 00:32:53,797 The sidewalks this time of year have a complicated aroma. 620 00:32:53,841 --> 00:32:55,756 Sidewalks? No, no, no. No. 621 00:32:55,799 --> 00:32:58,454 Sidewalks are for suckers. I'm going to the roof. 622 00:32:58,498 --> 00:33:00,891 -Have you never been to the roof? -I have never even heard 623 00:33:00,935 --> 00:33:03,024 -of anyone going up there. -Or nobody told you about it, 624 00:33:03,068 --> 00:33:05,113 because they wanted it to stay cool. 625 00:33:06,245 --> 00:33:07,855 -Mm. -To be fair, 626 00:33:07,898 --> 00:33:09,552 it's not the commonest knowledge. 627 00:33:09,596 --> 00:33:10,901 And, you know, there's always a chance 628 00:33:10,945 --> 00:33:13,600 that somebody realizes that the jamb 629 00:33:13,643 --> 00:33:15,863 to the fire door needs to be replaced. 630 00:33:15,906 --> 00:33:16,995 Wait, wait, wait. 631 00:33:17,038 --> 00:33:18,605 Are you actually concerned 632 00:33:18,648 --> 00:33:21,086 that something broken in this building might get fixed? 633 00:33:22,261 --> 00:33:23,784 Well, now you know. 634 00:33:25,699 --> 00:33:29,311 And when you speak of me, speak well. 635 00:33:33,359 --> 00:33:35,448 ♪ 636 00:33:51,594 --> 00:33:53,683 ♪ 637 00:34:15,096 --> 00:34:17,098 [siren wailing in distance] 638 00:34:42,167 --> 00:34:44,603 [wind gusting] 639 00:34:44,647 --> 00:34:46,344 Windy up here. 640 00:34:47,389 --> 00:34:49,478 Fuck wind. 641 00:35:11,718 --> 00:35:13,807 ♪ 642 00:35:21,902 --> 00:35:22,946 [grunts] 643 00:35:24,905 --> 00:35:26,950 [exhales] 644 00:35:31,955 --> 00:35:35,307 Your CSRA and COMPAS assessments already qualify you. 645 00:35:35,350 --> 00:35:37,004 -Okay. -And you already have 646 00:35:37,047 --> 00:35:39,789 -your parole agent referral. -I do? 647 00:35:39,833 --> 00:35:42,749 No, I-I do. Yeah, I do. 648 00:35:44,707 --> 00:35:46,622 Well, look, even if you don't, you can self-refer, 649 00:35:46,666 --> 00:35:49,364 and they'll just reach out to her and verify it directly. 650 00:35:51,018 --> 00:35:53,281 Can you hold on for one sec? 651 00:35:58,504 --> 00:36:02,203 -What the hell happened to you? -[scoffs] 652 00:36:02,247 --> 00:36:03,726 Lot of things. 653 00:36:05,989 --> 00:36:08,427 You know, I'm pretty sure I just gave you my phone number, 654 00:36:08,470 --> 00:36:10,255 -not my address. -I'm pretty sure I knew 655 00:36:10,298 --> 00:36:13,954 where you were getting paroled to before you did. 656 00:36:13,997 --> 00:36:16,435 Hope you brought a hat. Sun's bright as shit. 657 00:36:18,263 --> 00:36:19,742 DAN: You know, curfew, 658 00:36:19,786 --> 00:36:21,483 dining hall's always packed, 659 00:36:21,527 --> 00:36:23,398 they got an itinerary of where I can be and when. 660 00:36:23,442 --> 00:36:25,487 Eh, some things are pretty much the same. 661 00:36:25,531 --> 00:36:27,402 Yeah. [inhales sharply] 662 00:36:27,446 --> 00:36:30,231 Except now I can smell jasmine. 663 00:36:30,275 --> 00:36:31,711 You smell the jasmine, huh? 664 00:36:31,754 --> 00:36:33,191 I spent 90 minutes in traffic 665 00:36:33,234 --> 00:36:34,757 with gout in my foot and a shattered wrist 666 00:36:34,801 --> 00:36:36,281 to see you for the first time in ten years, 667 00:36:36,324 --> 00:36:38,152 you want to talk about fucking jasmine? 668 00:36:38,196 --> 00:36:40,110 That it? You look like shit by the way. 669 00:36:40,154 --> 00:36:41,677 Your skin's the color of old baloney. 670 00:36:42,678 --> 00:36:43,766 That's why no hat. 671 00:36:43,810 --> 00:36:45,246 I need the vitamin D. 672 00:36:45,290 --> 00:36:47,248 You know, I don't give a shit what you need. 673 00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:50,860 I don't give a shit what you can smell. 674 00:36:50,904 --> 00:36:53,123 You think you're, you think you're still cute, Dan? 675 00:36:53,167 --> 00:36:55,300 You think this is still fucking cute? 676 00:36:57,127 --> 00:36:58,912 I know, Mike. 677 00:37:05,962 --> 00:37:08,182 What do you want? 678 00:37:14,406 --> 00:37:17,496 I want you to help me find a copy of my old case file. 679 00:37:17,539 --> 00:37:19,628 I want to go in and open it up, look at everything 680 00:37:19,672 --> 00:37:21,064 right from the start, but I need you 681 00:37:21,108 --> 00:37:23,023 to help me find a copy. 682 00:37:23,066 --> 00:37:26,940 Or at least just tell me where I should start looking. 683 00:37:30,465 --> 00:37:31,945 In the garage. 684 00:37:31,988 --> 00:37:33,555 What garage? 685 00:37:33,599 --> 00:37:34,556 At my house. 686 00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:36,471 Really? 687 00:37:39,518 --> 00:37:41,520 The same old place, over in Culver? 688 00:37:41,563 --> 00:37:43,173 In Glendale. 689 00:37:46,351 --> 00:37:48,396 Glendale is... out by your mom. 690 00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:50,442 That's nice. It is nice. It's her house. 691 00:37:50,485 --> 00:37:52,574 She's my landlord. 692 00:37:57,753 --> 00:37:59,886 I feel the first thing we do is rerun all the prints 693 00:37:59,929 --> 00:38:02,149 that were found on the scene that weren't yours. 694 00:38:02,192 --> 00:38:05,239 15 years is a long time. Especially in print tech. 695 00:38:05,283 --> 00:38:07,067 You know, everywhere else, too, for God's sake. 696 00:38:07,110 --> 00:38:10,070 And maybe some people who weren't printed or arrested 697 00:38:10,113 --> 00:38:12,377 15 years ago have been arrested by now. 698 00:38:12,420 --> 00:38:14,422 -How about that? -That's fantastic. 699 00:38:15,989 --> 00:38:19,209 Yeah. It is. 700 00:38:21,124 --> 00:38:22,909 Oh, and Mom didn't coil the garden hose, 701 00:38:22,952 --> 00:38:24,650 so I fucking tripped on it, is what happened. 702 00:38:26,478 --> 00:38:28,741 And gout. You're like a... 703 00:38:28,784 --> 00:38:31,744 character from a fucking Charles Dickens novel. 704 00:38:31,787 --> 00:38:34,399 I'm not sure what that means, 705 00:38:34,442 --> 00:38:36,183 but I will flush you down the toilet. 706 00:38:38,316 --> 00:38:40,535 [laughs softly] 707 00:38:40,579 --> 00:38:42,494 ELLEN: Well, it's the part of your personality that scares you. 708 00:38:42,537 --> 00:38:44,800 Right? That you repress, or reject. 709 00:38:44,844 --> 00:38:46,802 And most of us-- we don't even know that we're doing it. 710 00:38:46,846 --> 00:38:50,153 But, like, if you've ever asked yourself, like, 711 00:38:50,197 --> 00:38:52,242 "Am I a bad person?" 712 00:38:52,286 --> 00:38:53,809 You know, like the thought that you had 713 00:38:53,853 --> 00:38:55,898 or the thing that you did that made you think that, 714 00:38:55,942 --> 00:38:58,074 that's your shadow. 715 00:38:59,989 --> 00:39:02,078 Gee, thanks. 716 00:39:02,122 --> 00:39:04,037 So, what's Jung saying, then? 717 00:39:04,080 --> 00:39:05,995 That we all need to start thinking about our shadows? 718 00:39:06,039 --> 00:39:08,215 Mm-hmm, yeah, because you can't ever really know yourself 719 00:39:08,258 --> 00:39:09,738 unless you do. 720 00:39:09,782 --> 00:39:11,958 And then if... if you don't, just means 721 00:39:12,001 --> 00:39:13,699 that you're not controlling your shadow. 722 00:39:13,742 --> 00:39:15,135 Your shadow's controlling you. 723 00:39:15,178 --> 00:39:17,267 [car horn honking] 724 00:39:20,009 --> 00:39:21,663 -Hey. -Hey. 725 00:39:21,707 --> 00:39:24,405 Well, I was gonna call first, but then... 726 00:39:24,449 --> 00:39:26,407 -You remembered you don't do that. -Yeah. 727 00:39:26,451 --> 00:39:28,540 I just show up. Hi. [laughs] 728 00:39:28,583 --> 00:39:30,150 -Good to see you. -Hi. -Hi. 729 00:39:30,193 --> 00:39:32,370 -Hi, kid. -Hey, how's it going? Nice to see you. 730 00:39:32,413 --> 00:39:33,980 You had to figure we'd be expecting you. 731 00:39:34,023 --> 00:39:35,721 Yeah. I'm sorry. I'll move this thing. 732 00:39:35,764 --> 00:39:38,767 -Ah, he won't mind. -Okay, well, I won't stay long. 733 00:39:38,811 --> 00:39:40,508 -Ah, yeah, you will. -Okay, good. [laughs] 734 00:39:40,552 --> 00:39:43,293 -Okay. -Hey, hon. -Hi. 735 00:39:43,337 --> 00:39:46,340 How is school? What have you learned? 736 00:39:46,384 --> 00:39:48,298 So, I went to see where they put him, 737 00:39:48,342 --> 00:39:51,650 and it's decent, it's not shady. 738 00:39:51,693 --> 00:39:53,216 He lucked out. 739 00:39:53,260 --> 00:39:55,523 -Hmm. -He said something about seeing you? 740 00:39:55,567 --> 00:39:58,221 -Yeah. -BETH: He told her 741 00:39:58,265 --> 00:40:00,398 that he's going to try to prove he didn't kill Alex. 742 00:40:00,441 --> 00:40:03,270 -Oh. -ELLEN: Does that violate his parole? 743 00:40:03,313 --> 00:40:05,272 Does what violate it? 744 00:40:05,315 --> 00:40:07,753 -To lie to the board at his hearing? -Oh. 745 00:40:07,796 --> 00:40:09,842 If he was under oath, yeah, but he wasn't, so, 746 00:40:09,885 --> 00:40:11,670 the only thing that can violate it now is him committing 747 00:40:11,713 --> 00:40:13,802 another crime, 748 00:40:13,846 --> 00:40:16,718 and I'm going to help him prove 749 00:40:16,762 --> 00:40:18,764 that he didn't commit the first one. 750 00:40:18,807 --> 00:40:21,027 You are? 751 00:40:21,070 --> 00:40:24,247 -Why? -Why am I gonna do it? 752 00:40:24,291 --> 00:40:26,032 Why does it have to be done? 753 00:40:26,075 --> 00:40:28,164 Unless you've changed your mind about something 754 00:40:28,208 --> 00:40:29,862 and didn't tell me, I feel like you know why. 755 00:40:29,905 --> 00:40:33,039 I feel like if I lost 15 years of my life to that woman, 756 00:40:33,082 --> 00:40:35,476 I wouldn't want to risk losing the rest of it. 757 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:37,739 Especially if I didn't kill her. 758 00:40:37,783 --> 00:40:41,569 I feel like I would have learned by now, the house never loses. 759 00:40:41,613 --> 00:40:44,180 Two of you didn't get your asses kicked enough the first time? 760 00:40:44,224 --> 00:40:47,836 Right, yup, you're gonna do it, no matter what I say, so... 761 00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:51,187 That's the spirit. You? 762 00:40:51,231 --> 00:40:53,363 Hmm? 763 00:40:53,407 --> 00:40:56,149 Yeah, I feel like if he feels like he needs to do it, 764 00:40:56,192 --> 00:40:58,456 then he does. 765 00:40:59,457 --> 00:41:01,371 [door opens] 766 00:41:01,415 --> 00:41:03,025 [barking] 767 00:41:03,069 --> 00:41:04,592 ARTHUR: Hey, good boy. 768 00:41:04,636 --> 00:41:06,159 -Yeah, I gotcha. Hello. -[door closes] 769 00:41:06,202 --> 00:41:08,596 -Hey, Dad. -Sorry I'm late, but some 770 00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:10,816 asshole's in my spot in the driveway. 771 00:41:10,859 --> 00:41:12,295 I mean, who does that? 772 00:41:12,339 --> 00:41:13,688 -[laughs] -ELLEN: Good to see you. Aw. 773 00:41:13,732 --> 00:41:15,777 -ARTHUR: Doing good? -How you doing? 774 00:41:15,821 --> 00:41:17,562 Good to see you, too. 775 00:41:17,605 --> 00:41:19,041 -It's like it's been forever. -I know, yeah. 776 00:41:19,085 --> 00:41:21,087 Mike, what's going on? 777 00:41:21,130 --> 00:41:22,654 -Good to see you. -Always. 778 00:41:22,697 --> 00:41:24,090 DAN: Mikey. 779 00:41:24,133 --> 00:41:25,961 -Hey. -Oh, is that for me? 780 00:41:26,005 --> 00:41:27,528 You shouldn't have. 781 00:41:27,572 --> 00:41:30,226 -All yours. -How's it going? 782 00:41:30,270 --> 00:41:33,142 Well, I got bad news. Or, news. 783 00:41:34,187 --> 00:41:35,928 So, Evan Rubidoh wasn't going home. 784 00:41:35,971 --> 00:41:37,625 He wasn't picking up his last paycheck, either. 785 00:41:37,669 --> 00:41:39,584 So I put out an alert, 786 00:41:39,627 --> 00:41:41,803 and San Diego, too, since his family's down there. 787 00:41:41,847 --> 00:41:43,413 Newhall PD found him 788 00:41:43,457 --> 00:41:44,719 parked behind the church, one to the head. 789 00:41:44,763 --> 00:41:46,112 Been there a couple days. 790 00:41:46,155 --> 00:41:48,114 Note to his sister in his pocket. 791 00:41:48,157 --> 00:41:49,855 Damn. 792 00:41:49,898 --> 00:41:51,378 Yeah, fuck. 793 00:41:51,421 --> 00:41:53,989 It mention Sylvie in the note? 794 00:41:54,033 --> 00:41:55,687 Hmm. 795 00:42:00,256 --> 00:42:03,042 Sorry. I thought you saw me standing over there, 796 00:42:03,085 --> 00:42:04,870 and I didn't want to be rude. 797 00:42:04,913 --> 00:42:07,350 But now I can tell that you did not see me 798 00:42:07,394 --> 00:42:09,439 standing over there. Sorry. 799 00:42:09,483 --> 00:42:12,399 No. Uh, Alex Forrest, Victims Services. 800 00:42:12,442 --> 00:42:13,879 -Works with Conchita. -Ah. 801 00:42:13,922 --> 00:42:15,576 This is Mike Gerard, Investigative Bureau. 802 00:42:15,620 --> 00:42:17,839 The guy who took you under his wing. 803 00:42:17,883 --> 00:42:20,102 -The very one. -So what happened? 804 00:42:20,146 --> 00:42:23,192 Was she in the trunk? Sylvie Rubidoh? 805 00:42:24,280 --> 00:42:26,152 We were just talking about that. No. 806 00:42:26,195 --> 00:42:28,110 -Yeah, everybody's talking about that, I guess. -ALEX: Shit. 807 00:42:28,154 --> 00:42:31,679 Sorry. So, what happens next? 808 00:42:31,723 --> 00:42:34,116 We look somewhere else. 809 00:42:35,074 --> 00:42:36,597 Well, that makes sense. 810 00:42:36,641 --> 00:42:40,427 Okay, I am going to get this home 811 00:42:40,470 --> 00:42:42,124 while it's still hot. 812 00:42:42,168 --> 00:42:44,257 Nice to meet you. Good night. 813 00:42:44,300 --> 00:42:46,476 Good night. 814 00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:48,478 [clears throat] 815 00:42:48,522 --> 00:42:51,090 [sighs] 816 00:42:52,134 --> 00:42:55,311 You want to get something to eat? 817 00:42:55,355 --> 00:42:58,576 How about... oreganata, or maybe some hot antipasto? 818 00:42:58,619 --> 00:43:00,055 Yeah, I could do that. 819 00:43:02,101 --> 00:43:03,755 You know, if you were a different guy, 820 00:43:03,798 --> 00:43:05,495 I would tell you to be careful right now, but you're not 821 00:43:05,539 --> 00:43:08,281 a different guy, are you? 822 00:43:08,324 --> 00:43:09,804 What are you talking about? 823 00:43:09,848 --> 00:43:11,458 Please. 824 00:43:11,501 --> 00:43:13,416 What? 'Cause this? 825 00:43:13,460 --> 00:43:15,418 Somebody I work with comes up to talk to me, and we're what? 826 00:43:15,462 --> 00:43:17,769 Oh, come on, let's not act like I'm somebody who doesn't know. 827 00:43:17,812 --> 00:43:19,205 Really? You could tell all of that 828 00:43:19,248 --> 00:43:20,598 just from that little interaction? 829 00:43:20,641 --> 00:43:21,990 Danny, don't make me into somebody 830 00:43:22,034 --> 00:43:23,470 you got to lie to, too, please. 831 00:43:23,513 --> 00:43:24,993 Do me that fucking favor. 832 00:43:25,037 --> 00:43:26,821 Do me the favor and just spare me 833 00:43:26,865 --> 00:43:28,562 the patronizing paternal disappointment. 834 00:43:28,606 --> 00:43:30,390 It's not paternal, it's just the regular kind. 835 00:43:30,433 --> 00:43:32,218 What is this? You're just gonna go straight to 11? 836 00:43:32,261 --> 00:43:33,654 No benefit of the doubt, no questions asked, 837 00:43:33,698 --> 00:43:35,438 just right to the worst thing? 838 00:43:35,482 --> 00:43:37,702 Oh, right, excuse me. Nothing to see here. You're right. 839 00:43:37,745 --> 00:43:38,877 -My apologies. -Fuck you, Mike. 840 00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:41,488 Ah, come on. 841 00:43:41,531 --> 00:43:42,924 [line ringing] 842 00:43:42,968 --> 00:43:44,317 BETH: Hello? 843 00:43:44,360 --> 00:43:46,406 -Hey, baby. -Uh-oh. 844 00:43:46,449 --> 00:43:48,451 Yeah, they got a situation up at Men's Central Jail. 845 00:43:48,495 --> 00:43:50,584 -No. -And Frank's supposed to be on call, 846 00:43:50,628 --> 00:43:52,325 but he's not answering, and they can't track him down, 847 00:43:52,368 --> 00:43:54,066 -so, I got to go. -Fucking Frank! 848 00:43:54,109 --> 00:43:55,502 I know, right? 849 00:43:55,545 --> 00:43:56,851 So what does that mean for you? 850 00:43:56,895 --> 00:43:58,897 I'm not sure. There was a fight, 851 00:43:58,940 --> 00:44:00,594 and apparently, one of the inmates got killed, 852 00:44:00,638 --> 00:44:02,640 so now they all need to be interviewed right away. 853 00:44:02,683 --> 00:44:03,989 Oh, well, this sucks. 854 00:44:04,032 --> 00:44:05,555 I know, I know. I'm sorry. 855 00:44:05,599 --> 00:44:07,470 No, because I'm at the office, remember? 856 00:44:07,514 --> 00:44:09,255 You were supposed to be home to take over from my parents? 857 00:44:09,298 --> 00:44:11,300 -Shit. -Yeah. 858 00:44:11,344 --> 00:44:13,259 That's right. I'm so sorry. 859 00:44:13,302 --> 00:44:15,653 It's fine. Just, um, by the time I get there, 860 00:44:15,696 --> 00:44:18,220 they'll be two drinks in, so they got to sleep over. 861 00:44:18,264 --> 00:44:19,831 Okay, shit. I got to go. 862 00:44:19,874 --> 00:44:21,484 I love you. Be careful. 863 00:44:27,882 --> 00:44:29,928 [both panting] 864 00:44:40,590 --> 00:44:43,289 [Alex moaning] 865 00:44:50,775 --> 00:44:53,168 [both panting] 866 00:45:17,715 --> 00:45:19,760 ♪ 867 00:45:31,685 --> 00:45:33,252 [sighs] 868 00:45:40,520 --> 00:45:43,218 -[cork pops] -[drinks pouring] 869 00:45:45,220 --> 00:45:47,353 [sighs] 870 00:45:57,363 --> 00:46:00,409 Huh. Can't get out of here fast enough. 871 00:46:00,453 --> 00:46:02,934 Three minutes after you come, you're already dressed. 872 00:46:02,977 --> 00:46:06,154 [laughing]: What? No. 873 00:46:06,198 --> 00:46:07,677 Oh, no, you're not already dressed? 874 00:46:10,593 --> 00:46:12,247 Well, it's late. 875 00:46:12,291 --> 00:46:14,728 It's early. 876 00:46:18,993 --> 00:46:20,516 Did I do something? 877 00:46:20,560 --> 00:46:22,562 Not yet, not if you take all of that off, 878 00:46:22,605 --> 00:46:24,651 fuck me again. 879 00:46:27,480 --> 00:46:29,047 I can't. 880 00:46:34,226 --> 00:46:35,880 You better hurry. 881 00:46:35,923 --> 00:46:37,620 It's not the walk of shame if nobody sees you. 882 00:46:37,664 --> 00:46:39,840 This is not a walk of shame. 883 00:46:39,884 --> 00:46:41,842 Okay, well, then, you should stay. 884 00:46:41,886 --> 00:46:43,844 I can't. 885 00:46:43,888 --> 00:46:46,499 Why can't you? 886 00:46:46,542 --> 00:46:48,457 [sighs] 887 00:46:48,501 --> 00:46:52,026 I didn't think that this is what we were doing. 888 00:46:53,767 --> 00:46:55,943 What werewe doing? 889 00:46:58,467 --> 00:47:00,861 Really, what were we doing? 890 00:47:00,905 --> 00:47:04,778 Alex, I'm sorry, but I really do have to go. 891 00:47:04,822 --> 00:47:07,955 Well, then, you really should go. 892 00:47:14,005 --> 00:47:16,181 [door slams] 893 00:47:37,550 --> 00:47:39,639 [door opens] 894 00:47:54,872 --> 00:47:56,874 [keys jingling] 895 00:48:05,317 --> 00:48:07,928 Since I won't be able to ask you later, 896 00:48:07,972 --> 00:48:10,322 what do you think it would take? 897 00:48:11,801 --> 00:48:13,803 No, wait. That's... 898 00:48:13,847 --> 00:48:15,762 That's not what I meant to say. 899 00:48:15,805 --> 00:48:21,072 Um... I meant to say how many do you think it would take? 900 00:48:22,464 --> 00:48:24,075 How many what? 901 00:48:26,033 --> 00:48:27,643 Pills. 902 00:48:27,687 --> 00:48:29,732 Why? 903 00:48:31,473 --> 00:48:33,301 Did you take something, Alex? 904 00:48:35,260 --> 00:48:37,349 Hmm. What did you take? 905 00:48:37,392 --> 00:48:39,960 I don't know. 906 00:48:40,004 --> 00:48:41,744 But I took all of them. 907 00:48:52,277 --> 00:48:55,454 What did you take, Alex?! 908 00:48:55,497 --> 00:48:58,936 Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. 909 00:48:58,979 --> 00:49:02,330 [sighs] Okay. 910 00:49:02,374 --> 00:49:04,419 Okay, we need to call 911 right now. 911 00:49:04,463 --> 00:49:06,987 Or-or there's the-the medical care center, 912 00:49:07,031 --> 00:49:08,554 and my car's right across the street. 913 00:49:08,597 --> 00:49:10,773 I can take you there. Is that what you want? 914 00:49:10,817 --> 00:49:12,862 Is that what you want?! 915 00:49:12,906 --> 00:49:15,256 Yes? Yes? 916 00:49:15,300 --> 00:49:17,824 Okay, um, grab your keys 917 00:49:17,867 --> 00:49:20,479 and your wallet and a coat. 918 00:49:20,522 --> 00:49:22,524 Come on, we got to go right now. 919 00:49:28,748 --> 00:49:31,055 Hey, hey. 920 00:49:31,098 --> 00:49:32,882 You with me? 921 00:49:53,077 --> 00:49:54,948 [sighs] 922 00:49:55,949 --> 00:49:58,038 [tires squealing] 923 00:50:01,346 --> 00:50:03,435 See? We made it. 924 00:50:09,832 --> 00:50:12,400 I just want to say this before it's too late. 925 00:50:13,793 --> 00:50:15,490 We're gonna go in there, 926 00:50:15,534 --> 00:50:17,231 and we're gonna tell them what's happening, 927 00:50:17,275 --> 00:50:19,103 and they will help you. 928 00:50:21,801 --> 00:50:23,455 And after that, we're not gonna be able 929 00:50:23,498 --> 00:50:25,892 to control anything that happens 930 00:50:25,935 --> 00:50:28,721 because no one ever can. 931 00:50:30,070 --> 00:50:33,334 A doctor or a nurse, 932 00:50:33,378 --> 00:50:38,165 or someone thinks that there's illegal drugs involved, 933 00:50:38,209 --> 00:50:40,733 or even if it turns out 934 00:50:40,776 --> 00:50:43,344 you don't have any drugs in your system at all, 935 00:50:43,388 --> 00:50:46,869 someone calls the cops, they file a report 936 00:50:46,913 --> 00:50:50,134 saying they think you're suicidal... 937 00:50:51,135 --> 00:50:53,093 ...you will be fired. 938 00:50:58,229 --> 00:51:01,536 None of which matters at all if you still need to go in. 939 00:51:01,580 --> 00:51:03,060 No. 940 00:51:04,104 --> 00:51:06,063 No. 941 00:51:09,066 --> 00:51:10,937 -Are you sure? Because... -Just... 942 00:51:12,156 --> 00:51:13,548 [voice breaking]: I just want to go home. 943 00:51:13,592 --> 00:51:15,072 [sniffles] 944 00:51:20,207 --> 00:51:21,817 [sighs] 945 00:51:25,125 --> 00:51:27,127 PROFESSOR: Part of our shadow self is 946 00:51:27,171 --> 00:51:29,738 the part of us that's been hur, and when we reject it, 947 00:51:29,782 --> 00:51:32,437 we're trying to protect ourselves from being hurt agai. 948 00:51:32,480 --> 00:51:34,308 Acknowledging our shadow means 949 00:51:34,352 --> 00:51:36,049 admitting our capacity for darkness. 950 00:51:36,093 --> 00:51:38,051 And that makes us afraid. 951 00:51:38,095 --> 00:51:40,097 But Jung believed it was the only way to heal. 952 00:51:40,140 --> 00:51:43,796 He said, "Make the unconscious consciou, 953 00:51:43,839 --> 00:51:47,147 or it will direct your life, and you will make it fate." 954 00:51:47,191 --> 00:51:50,150 -Hey! -[groans] 955 00:51:50,194 --> 00:51:51,543 [high-pitched ringing] 956 00:51:51,586 --> 00:51:54,111 [muffled groaning] 957 00:51:56,461 --> 00:51:59,159 DAN [muffled]: Ellen! Ellen! Oh, my God. Ellen. 958 00:51:59,203 --> 00:52:02,380 -Hey! -Ellen, what are you doing here? 959 00:52:02,423 --> 00:52:04,077 Oh, my God, are you okay? Are you okay? Are you hurt? 960 00:52:04,121 --> 00:52:06,035 -Uh... Yeah, no, I'm not... -Did you hit your head? 961 00:52:06,079 --> 00:52:07,602 -N-No, I didn't... -Okay, let's get you up. 962 00:52:07,646 --> 00:52:08,951 -Slow, slow, slow, slow, slow. -I don't even know 963 00:52:08,995 --> 00:52:11,606 -how that happened. -Fucking asshole. 964 00:52:11,650 --> 00:52:13,391 -Oh, man. -[Ellen stammers] 965 00:52:13,434 --> 00:52:15,436 Wow. Okay. 966 00:52:15,480 --> 00:52:17,960 -Does that hurt? -No. 967 00:52:18,004 --> 00:52:20,615 Oh, my God. Okay, um, 968 00:52:20,659 --> 00:52:22,226 here's what we're gonna do. 969 00:52:22,269 --> 00:52:24,271 We're gonna go across the street and get you a seat, 970 00:52:24,315 --> 00:52:26,273 get you something to drink, you can take a deep breath. 971 00:52:26,317 --> 00:52:28,536 And, uh, just... 972 00:52:28,580 --> 00:52:32,410 Wow. But first, we're just gonna sit here 973 00:52:32,453 --> 00:52:34,629 for as long as you need, okay? 974 00:52:34,673 --> 00:52:36,196 You sure you're all right? 975 00:52:36,240 --> 00:52:37,676 -Mm-hmm. -Okay. 976 00:52:37,719 --> 00:52:39,852 ANGELA: If you could script this 977 00:52:39,895 --> 00:52:42,420 to be the way that you wanted it to go, 978 00:52:42,463 --> 00:52:46,467 if you could have the ideal relationship with him, 979 00:52:46,511 --> 00:52:50,558 going forward, have you thought about what that would be? 980 00:53:05,921 --> 00:53:08,359 Hold his hand. 981 00:53:14,234 --> 00:53:16,323 Just want to hold his hand. 982 00:53:25,071 --> 00:53:27,247 ♪ 983 00:53:29,293 --> 00:53:31,469 [elevator doors close] 984 00:53:33,993 --> 00:53:35,168 [keys jingling] 985 00:53:52,751 --> 00:53:54,361 Do you want me to stay? 986 00:53:59,627 --> 00:54:01,673 But you can go. 987 00:54:31,050 --> 00:54:33,182 ♪ 988 00:54:38,318 --> 00:54:40,668 [sighs] 989 00:54:56,205 --> 00:54:59,905 [elevator whirring, creaking] 990 00:55:09,393 --> 00:55:11,482 ♪ 991 00:55:40,119 --> 00:55:43,122 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org 992 00:55:43,165 --> 00:55:45,254 ♪ 993 00:56:11,759 --> 00:56:16,895 ♪ 994 00:56:16,895 --> 00:56:26,644 ♪ 995 00:56:52,539 --> 00:56:55,324 ALEX: You think about something that hasn't happened yet 996 00:56:55,368 --> 00:56:57,675 and all the ways that it could go. 997 00:56:57,718 --> 00:56:58,937 [SPEAKS GERMAN] 998 00:56:58,980 --> 00:57:01,679 Head cinema. A movie in your mind. 999 00:57:07,380 --> 00:57:09,991 JOSHUA: There is this tension, at the center of the story, of, 1000 00:57:10,035 --> 00:57:11,645 "Man, they shouldn't be doing this," 1001 00:57:11,689 --> 00:57:14,039 but you kinda maybe want them to do this, 1002 00:57:14,082 --> 00:57:15,780 and like, "Oh my God, they did it," and then, 1003 00:57:16,824 --> 00:57:19,000 "Oh my God, they shouldn't have done that." 1004 00:57:19,044 --> 00:57:20,524 [LAUGHS] 1005 00:57:20,567 --> 00:57:21,568 Here's to it all. 1006 00:57:22,090 --> 00:57:25,746 I think the series really explores one bad decision 1007 00:57:25,790 --> 00:57:28,749 followed by many, many bad decisions. 1008 00:57:28,793 --> 00:57:32,100 TOBY: The story is about these decisions that people mae 1009 00:57:32,144 --> 00:57:35,103 that can have enormous consequences on their lives. 1010 00:57:35,495 --> 00:57:36,670 I actually never told anybody. 1011 00:57:37,541 --> 00:57:39,064 Well, what's at the root of the passion 1012 00:57:39,107 --> 00:57:41,893 for the characters is their broken pieces fit 1013 00:57:41,936 --> 00:57:44,765 like a jigsaw puzzle. Each one is a moth 1014 00:57:44,809 --> 00:57:46,593 and each one is a flame for the other. 1015 00:57:47,551 --> 00:57:49,030 Which is just my luck. 1016 00:57:49,814 --> 00:57:51,685 She's attracted to how self-possessed he is, 1017 00:57:51,729 --> 00:57:53,687 how confident he is, 1018 00:57:53,731 --> 00:57:56,255 but also, he embodies all of the stuff 1019 00:57:56,298 --> 00:57:58,605 that she really wishes that she had. 1020 00:57:58,649 --> 00:58:00,564 Normalcy and acceptance 1021 00:58:00,607 --> 00:58:03,697 and unconditional love from a partner. 1022 00:58:04,219 --> 00:58:05,351 Thank you for today. 1023 00:58:06,700 --> 00:58:08,441 JOSHUA: There's this, like, toxic attraction 1024 00:58:08,485 --> 00:58:10,922 between these two people who are meeting each other 1025 00:58:10,965 --> 00:58:14,099 exactly in the most broken pieces of each other. 1026 00:58:15,187 --> 00:58:17,058 The hell happened to you?[SCOFFS] 1027 00:58:18,625 --> 00:58:19,887 A lot of things. 1028 00:58:19,931 --> 00:58:21,846 All of the characters, not just Alex Forrest, 1029 00:58:21,889 --> 00:58:23,630 everybody's got their damage. 1030 00:58:23,674 --> 00:58:26,067 Everybody's bringing everything about themselves 1031 00:58:26,111 --> 00:58:28,243 to every encounter with other people. 1032 00:58:29,157 --> 00:58:31,812 If you could have the ideal relationship 1033 00:58:31,856 --> 00:58:33,553 with him going forward, 1034 00:58:33,597 --> 00:58:35,163 have you thought about what that would be? 1035 00:58:35,207 --> 00:58:37,339 I think she has no idea 1036 00:58:37,383 --> 00:58:39,298 what she wants from this human being, 1037 00:58:39,341 --> 00:58:41,518 but she just has this feeling, this memory, 1038 00:58:41,561 --> 00:58:43,128 of holding his hand. 1039 00:58:43,911 --> 00:58:44,999 I just wanna hold his hand. 1040 00:58:45,043 --> 00:58:47,393 It's an example of how, I think, 1041 00:58:47,436 --> 00:58:51,005 it's coming from a really, really deep, young place. 1042 00:58:51,049 --> 00:58:52,529 You know, if you were a different guy, 1043 00:58:52,572 --> 00:58:54,182 I would telling you to be careful right now, 1044 00:58:54,226 --> 00:58:57,011 but you're not a different guy, are you? 1045 00:58:57,055 --> 00:58:58,317 TOBY: It was just a matter 1046 00:58:58,360 --> 00:58:59,971 of kind of establishing who these guys were, 1047 00:59:00,014 --> 00:59:03,714 and we both trusted each other from the get-go. 1048 00:59:07,761 --> 00:59:09,850 I didn't think that this is what we were doing. 1049 00:59:11,286 --> 00:59:12,592 What were we doing? 1050 00:59:12,636 --> 00:59:13,941 JOSHUA: We've seen these two characters 1051 00:59:13,985 --> 00:59:16,161 have this very fast love affai. 1052 00:59:16,204 --> 00:59:18,032 Everything sort of kicks off and goes quickly. 1053 00:59:18,076 --> 00:59:20,339 And now, reality is starting to set in, 1054 00:59:20,382 --> 00:59:23,037 and there's a little bit of poison in the well. 1055 00:59:23,560 --> 00:59:25,126 DAN: And after that, we're not gonna be able 1056 00:59:25,170 --> 00:59:26,563 to control anything that happens. 1057 00:59:27,781 --> 00:59:29,522 SILVER: That's one of my favorite moments, actually. 1058 00:59:29,566 --> 00:59:31,611 Just as his point of view is about to become black, 1059 00:59:31,655 --> 00:59:33,482 he looks down, and he sees a rabbit 1060 00:59:33,526 --> 00:59:34,788 hopping down the hall. 1061 00:59:34,832 --> 00:59:37,574 It's really just a gift for the audience 1062 00:59:37,617 --> 00:59:39,532 that is really familiar with the film. 1063 00:59:39,576 --> 00:59:41,665 We tried to sort of leave a trail of breadcrumbs 1064 00:59:41,708 --> 00:59:44,232 for the people who know the movie inside and out. 1065 00:59:44,276 --> 00:59:45,669 I think it's gonna be a really fun, 1066 00:59:45,712 --> 00:59:47,888 wild ride for everyone for sure.