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-(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
-(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
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- Welcome back to...
- AUDIENCE: The Bear.
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{\an8}The Bear. I'm Carmen Berzatto.
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{\an8}And today, we are going
to be making beef braciole.
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This is a very special dish in my
dysfunctional nightmare of a household.
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My brother Mike made this for us
every single Sunday.
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- AUDIENCE: Aww.
- You guys, this is a cute story.
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My brother,
who was addicted to painkillers,
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blew his head off
on the State Street Bridge.
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Bam!
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Now, hold on, it gets better.
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- No letter. No goodbye. Nothing.
-(AUDIENCE EXCLAIMING)
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Except he did leave me
our family's restaurant in his will,
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which was a nice curveball, considering
he never let me work there with him,
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even though
I am pretty good at this. Right?
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(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
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Yeah. I used to run
the best restaurant on the planet Earth.
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It was different
from my brother's shithole,
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which was barely hanging on by a thread.
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So, that was a nice final,
"Fuck you" from Michael, on the way out.
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Anyway... Braciole.
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The fuck?
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(AUDIENCE MURMURING)
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Guys? Where's my stuff?
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(AUDIENCE LAUGHING)
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What the fuck is going on?
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Fuck!
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Shit!
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- Mike.
-(LAUGHTER GLITCHING)
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CARMY: I'm sorry, guys, I'm sorry.
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Look, I'm sorry.
I'm just fucking this up, guys.
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I'm just fucking this up.
Stop. Please.
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MICHAEL: I'm right here.
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I can't do this.
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Guys, I can't do this!
Stop! I can't... I can't do this!
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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MICHAEL: You know I got to call it.
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(BREATHING DEEPLY)
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I'm right here.
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(VIBRATING)
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(PHONE CLATTERING)
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Hey, Carm. Hey, can you hear me?
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Get the fuck off my expo, Chef, now!
Get the fuck off!
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MICHAEL: Come on,
you're better than this place.
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You're better.
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Set this place on fucking fire, Carmy.
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Why are you...
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MICHAEL: Hey, Bear, let it rip.
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Would anyone that's been
to fewer than 15 meetings like to speak?
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My name is Carmen. My...
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My brother is an addict.
My brother was an addict.
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And this morning, I...
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Sorry, uh... I forgot.
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Before I came to Al-Anon, I was a cook.
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I mean, I'm still a cook. I'm just
a different kind of cook, I guess.
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My brother and I, we would cook a lot
together, especially when we were kids.
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That's when we were closest.
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Food was always our common ground.
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We wanted to open a restaurant together.
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We had a name, we had a vibe, all of it.
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My brother could
make you feel confident in yourself.
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When I was a kid, if I was nervous,
scared, wouldn't want to do something,
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he'd always tell me to just face it.
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Get it over with. He'd always say...
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Stupid. He would always say...
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Let it rip.
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(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
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He was loud, and he was hilarious.
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And he had this amazing ability,
he could walk into a room,
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and he could take the temperature
off it instantly. He could dial it.
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And...
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I'm not built like that. Man, I...
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I didn't have a lot of friends,
growing up.
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I had a stutter when I was a kid.
I was scared to speak half the time.
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And...
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I got shitty grades 'cause
I couldn't pay attention in school.
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I didn't get into college.
I didn't have any girlfriends.
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I don't think I'm funny.
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I always thought
my brother was my best friend.
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Like, we knew everything
about each other.
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Except...
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Everybody thought he was their
best friend. He was that magnetic.
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And...
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I didn't know my brother
was using drugs.
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What does that say?
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As we got older, I realized I didn't
know anything about him. Really.
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He stopped letting me
into the restaurant, couple years ago.
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He just cut me off, cold. And that...
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That hurt, you know.
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And I think that flicked a switch in me,
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where I was like,
okay, fuck you, watch this.
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And because we had
this connection through food,
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and he had made me feel so rejected,
and lame, and shitty, and uncool,
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I made this plan where
I was going to work
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in all the best restaurants
in the world.
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I'm going to go work in real kitchens,
like fuck Mom and Dad's piece of shit.
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And it sounds ridiculous,
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me saying that now,
but that's what I did.
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And I got the shit kicked out of me.
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And I separated herbs,
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and I shucked oysters,
and clams and uni.
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And I cut myself.
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And I got garlic, and onions and peppers
in my fingernails and in my eyes.
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And my skin was dry and oily
at the same time.
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I had calluses on my fingers from
the knives and my stomach was fucked.
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And it was... Everything.
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A couple years later, this funny
thing happened, which was like...
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For the first time in my life,
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I started to find
this station for myself.
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And I was fast. I wasn't afraid.
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And it was clear and I felt...
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I felt okay, you know.
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I knew which vegetables went together,
proteins, temperatures, sauces,
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all that shit, and when somebody new
came in to restaurant to stage,
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I'd look at them
like they're competition,
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like I'm going to smoke
this motherfucker.
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I felt like I could
speak through the food,
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like I could
communicate through creativity.
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And that kind of confidence,
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like I was good at something that
was so new and that was so exciting,
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and I just wanted him to know that,
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and fuck, I just wanted him
to be like, "Good job."
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And the more he wouldn't respond,
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and the more our relationship...
kind of strained,
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the deeper into this I went
and the better I got.
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And the more people I cut out,
the quieter my life got.
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And the routine of the kitchen was so...
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consistent, and exacting,
and busy, and hard
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and alive, and I lost track of time
and he died.
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And he left me his restaurant.
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And over the last couple months,
I've been trying to fix it,
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because it was in rough shape,
and it's very clear that me
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trying to fix the restaurant,
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was me trying to fix whatever
was happening with my brother.
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And I don't know, maybe
fix the whole family because...
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that restaurant,
it has and it does mean a lot to people.
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It means a lot to me.
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I don't know if it ever
meant anything to him.
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(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
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(SIZZLING)
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- Heard from Marcus yet?
- No, Jeff.
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- For real, she just missed my asshole.
- Really?
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What happens if you get stabbed
in the asshole?
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You can't sew an asshole.
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EBRAHEIM: I've sewn assholes.
RICHIE: Whose?
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EBRAHEIM: Close friends.
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MAN: Chefs!
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Let's bring it
in for pre-service, please.
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MAN: Yes, chef.
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CARMY: Everybody, come on out.
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Okay.
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Look, I hate to be
the bearer of bad news,
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but we're gonna be closed
for dinner service tonight
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because we are having
a bachelor party in the front.
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- Fuck that!
- CARMY: I know.
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{\an8}I know. It's Cicero's friends, so...
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Yo, Cousin.
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That sucks, Jeff,
I was just getting into the zone.
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No, I know, I get it.
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But it's just for the night,
still gonna rock lunch. All right?
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I'll run point out front tonight,
in case I got to use the big-boy voice.
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I think we'll be fine, thank you.
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You can never tell
with these white-collar criminals.
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Carmen, how many people?
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How many people? I'm not sure,
but we're going to try to keep it chill.
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They're gonna bring their own booze,
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we're gonna have snacks, small plates,
move 'em right through, okay?
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- Yes, Jeff.
- Thank you, chef.
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Thank you, chefs.
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Okay, I see you.
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- You see me?
- Yeah.
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- I...
- Combining ingredients.
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- Yeah.
- Just take the compliment.
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-(LAUGHS)
- Jeez.
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Now, I see you adding salt
and everything...
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- No. Yeah.
- You're out of control.
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That's cool,
you didn't even take a day off.
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I don't know about cool. I feel like...
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I'm just the type like,
as soon as I stop I'd...
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(IMITATES SPLATTERING SOUND)
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- You know?
- Yeah, I feel that. My dad's like that.
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Yeah, my mom's like that.
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I feel kind of bad
because I feel like...
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I haven't really
asked you how you're doing...
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with everything, since, you know...
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Yeah. I mean, I feel okay.
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Better.
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My head just got
real fucked up for a minute.
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I mean, welcome to the club.
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Is that not weird, though?
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It would be weird
to work in a restaurant
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and not completely lose your mind.
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- Yeah.
- Mmm.
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- It's good?
- We're about to find out.
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So, what is this?
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SYDNEY: This is Chilean sea bass.
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Got a little...
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Alain Passard inspired tomato confit.
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Then...
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I don't know, herbs, because...
Fuck it...
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MARCUS: You know,
why the fuck not? Yeah.
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SYDNEY: Okay. That's what I'm saying.
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So, have you, like, eaten at
all these people that you studied?
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Oh, man! When I was at the CIA...
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The Culinary Institute of America,
not the CIA.
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Thanks for clearing that up,
I thought you were a spy.
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I could do a regime change
if I really felt like it.
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A chef by day, a CIA agent by night.
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Okay, crazier things have happened.
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- Your coordination, though...
- Hey!
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What do you mean, hey? You spilled
veal stock, I've seen you in action...
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I invite you into my home,
and this is how you treat me?
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You reward me with memories,
for cooking for you?
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Anyway, when I was at the CIA,
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I felt like
the biggest idiot on the planet
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because I didn't know half of the people
that anyone was talking about, and...
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I was also so, so broke
when I was there.
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And the moment the semester finished,
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I bought a one-way ticket
to New York, and...
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I spent every single dollar I had,
every last penny, just eating.
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Every single place
that I could think of.
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And one of those places
was the best meal I ever had.
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This is so tight.
So, what was the best one?
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Wait, one second, because I forgot...
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this... and...
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- get ready for this.
- Mmm-hmm.
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Wow. Yeah.
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SYDNEY: I had a chef, who...
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would only let me... zest. That was it.
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I worked at the place
for, like, eight months...
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And all I did was zest.
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Well, that's normal.
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- So normal.
- Yeah.
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Wow. This is really,
really, really good.
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Thank you.
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- Nope.
-(CHUCKLES)
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Fuck, Mikey.
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(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)
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(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
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- TINA: Yo, Jeff.
- Yo, what's up, T?
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- Jeff?
- Yeah.
242
00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:47,321
You good?
243
00:15:49,114 --> 00:15:50,115
Yeah.
244
00:15:51,533 --> 00:15:52,743
Yeah, why?
245
00:15:54,995 --> 00:15:57,706
No. You're not as annoying as usual.
246
00:15:59,416 --> 00:16:02,002
- Just tired, I think.
- Tired?
247
00:16:07,091 --> 00:16:08,217
You dress like Syd.
248
00:16:09,885 --> 00:16:12,012
Like a profesh. Yeah.
249
00:16:13,180 --> 00:16:14,848
- I like it.
- I like it, too.
250
00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:22,064
Hey, T. You don't know
anything about KBL Electric?
251
00:16:22,398 --> 00:16:25,234
Do you? Mikey never mentioned
anything about that to you?
252
00:16:25,609 --> 00:16:27,778
(SCOFFS) Who the fuck knows.
253
00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:30,280
That kid...
254
00:16:35,035 --> 00:16:36,036
{\an8}TINA: What's it for?
255
00:16:36,954 --> 00:16:37,955
{\an8}CARMY: I don't know.
256
00:16:39,498 --> 00:16:41,875
{\an8}He was paying these
big pieces out every month.
257
00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:45,212
Adds up to the amount
that Cicero loaned him.
258
00:16:45,546 --> 00:16:46,714
How much is the loan?
259
00:16:48,674 --> 00:16:49,675
It's a lot.
260
00:16:51,885 --> 00:16:54,388
It's a lot of bachelor parties
to pay it back, huh?
261
00:16:55,139 --> 00:16:56,140
Yes, chef.
262
00:16:58,142 --> 00:16:59,893
Why didn't he just pay the vendors?
263
00:17:00,310 --> 00:17:01,478
I don't know, Carm.
264
00:17:02,563 --> 00:17:05,441
I remember there was one month,
we didn't have napkins.
265
00:17:06,442 --> 00:17:07,943
He wasn't paying them on time.
266
00:17:08,527 --> 00:17:12,448
I was like, "Mikey, pay these
motherfuckers, we need napkins."
267
00:17:12,448 --> 00:17:14,825
He was like, "What's the point?
268
00:17:15,909 --> 00:17:18,912
"We're not going to be able to pay them
next month, anyways."
269
00:17:20,164 --> 00:17:21,498
CARMY: Mmm.
270
00:17:21,999 --> 00:17:23,792
Sounds like that was his attitude, huh?
271
00:17:24,126 --> 00:17:28,172
(SIGHS) No. No. I remember
because it wasn't his attitude.
272
00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:38,140
Hey, Tina, you go ahead,
you take the night off, okay?
273
00:17:38,932 --> 00:17:41,101
- I got you.
- Thanks.
274
00:17:43,437 --> 00:17:44,438
Yo, Jeff.
275
00:17:47,691 --> 00:17:50,694
You know how much I loved him, right?
276
00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,074
How much?
277
00:17:56,909 --> 00:17:57,910
A lot.
278
00:17:59,661 --> 00:18:00,788
I loved him a lot.
279
00:18:03,832 --> 00:18:04,875
Thanks, Jeff.
280
00:18:07,669 --> 00:18:09,129
(FOOTSTEPS RECEDING)
281
00:18:21,183 --> 00:18:22,184
I...
282
00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:25,646
I had some of your donut the other day.
283
00:18:25,938 --> 00:18:28,023
- Off the floor?
- Yeah, off the floor.
284
00:18:28,148 --> 00:18:29,316
Gary keeps it clean.
285
00:18:29,441 --> 00:18:31,652
No. I don't want to hear...
That's not a good excuse.
286
00:18:31,652 --> 00:18:33,904
Listen, the man works hard.
287
00:18:34,279 --> 00:18:35,864
So, what did you think?
288
00:18:36,073 --> 00:18:38,242
It was really good.
289
00:18:39,284 --> 00:18:41,995
It was really, really good.
290
00:18:43,330 --> 00:18:48,293
And I'm really sorry that
Carmy destroyed it like a little bitch.
291
00:18:50,254 --> 00:18:53,757
That's exactly what he did.
He destroyed it like a bitch.
292
00:18:54,258 --> 00:18:56,426
- Little bitch. Okay.
- Little, small bitch. Mmm-hmm.
293
00:19:00,514 --> 00:19:04,143
Have you talked to him yet or...
294
00:19:04,726 --> 00:19:05,727
No.
295
00:19:06,395 --> 00:19:10,190
I'm gonna go back,
and we'll hash it out, I guess.
296
00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:14,862
Or maybe not, and that's just how it is.
Thank you, chef, may I have another?
297
00:19:15,529 --> 00:19:18,574
Yeah. There is no right answer.
298
00:19:19,950 --> 00:19:21,368
You're gonna go back to UPS?
299
00:19:22,953 --> 00:19:26,498
UPS is the crazy shit that
made me want to do this crazy shit,
300
00:19:26,582 --> 00:19:28,250
so probably not.
301
00:19:30,335 --> 00:19:32,462
We didn't really eat out
a lot growing up,
302
00:19:32,713 --> 00:19:37,050
so, when we did it felt special,
even if it wasn't.
303
00:19:38,010 --> 00:19:40,345
- I don't know.
- I mean, my family was the same.
304
00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:43,765
Like, for my cousin
Torrell's graduation,
305
00:19:43,849 --> 00:19:45,684
we went to Michael Jordan's Steakhouse.
306
00:19:46,018 --> 00:19:47,269
Okay, and?
307
00:19:47,644 --> 00:19:50,147
What do you mean "and?"
It's the best restaurant on Earth.
308
00:19:50,147 --> 00:19:53,358
- The bacon? Okay.
- Yes. Exactly. You understand. Yeah.
309
00:19:53,650 --> 00:19:54,651
It's the best bacon.
310
00:19:55,944 --> 00:19:57,988
That's what I want to do. I want to...
311
00:19:58,780 --> 00:20:03,327
I want to cook for people
and make them happy, and...
312
00:20:03,994 --> 00:20:06,747
give them the best bacon on Earth.
313
00:20:07,623 --> 00:20:10,125
Even though that spot
is taken, actually.
314
00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:12,127
- Second best is cool.
- That's great.
315
00:20:12,336 --> 00:20:13,712
- I'd love that.
- Yeah.
316
00:20:14,671 --> 00:20:16,006
So, back to The Beef then, huh?
317
00:20:17,174 --> 00:20:19,801
I don't know.
Knowing me, I'll just probably
318
00:20:20,719 --> 00:20:22,471
get a job at another spot,
319
00:20:23,347 --> 00:20:24,723
another after that,
320
00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:27,684
and I guess just do that forever,
321
00:20:27,768 --> 00:20:32,064
until my credit
isn't negative one million.
322
00:20:32,689 --> 00:20:33,774
Uh...
323
00:20:35,776 --> 00:20:37,819
- You got a dream spot?
- Of course.
324
00:20:38,028 --> 00:20:39,029
Like what?
325
00:20:39,613 --> 00:20:43,325
- You'll find out when it's open. Okay.
- Okay. I like that attitude.
326
00:20:43,617 --> 00:20:44,618
That's how you win.
327
00:20:44,868 --> 00:20:46,536
Yeah, or lose everything
328
00:20:46,620 --> 00:20:51,166
and end up living back with your dad
and his stinky, fucking CPAP machine.
329
00:20:52,626 --> 00:20:55,671
But, it was cool seeing you guys
330
00:20:55,671 --> 00:20:57,631
be good at different things,
you and Carmy,
331
00:20:57,631 --> 00:20:59,466
and I learned a lot from you all.
332
00:21:02,135 --> 00:21:03,679
Wait, what was the best one?
333
00:21:04,721 --> 00:21:06,765
- Best what?
- Best meal you ever had.
334
00:21:10,394 --> 00:21:12,437
- You know, it was Carmy's.
- I knew it.
335
00:21:12,771 --> 00:21:14,273
I knew it. Yeah.
336
00:21:16,441 --> 00:21:21,113
He is really, really, really good.
337
00:21:23,490 --> 00:21:24,491
High praise.
338
00:21:26,743 --> 00:21:29,246
Yeah. But he's still a little bitch.
339
00:21:29,621 --> 00:21:32,582
Yeah. I won't disagree.
340
00:21:34,626 --> 00:21:36,837
-(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
341
00:21:43,927 --> 00:21:45,304
Fucking asshole.
342
00:21:47,848 --> 00:21:49,808
I am standing right here doing nothing.
343
00:21:49,808 --> 00:21:52,519
Not you. Your fucking brother.
344
00:21:55,897 --> 00:21:57,816
This is a fucking disgrace right here.
345
00:22:09,369 --> 00:22:10,370
Addicts. (SCOFFS)
346
00:22:12,539 --> 00:22:15,667
They say some shit like
they got to help themselves,
347
00:22:15,751 --> 00:22:20,088
but I should've fucking handcuffed
that motherfucker to the desk.
348
00:22:21,590 --> 00:22:24,426
- You knew he was using?
- How could you not?
349
00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:29,723
Because I never fuckin' saw him,
I never fuckin' talked to him.
350
00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:30,932
He wouldn't take my calls,
351
00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:32,893
he wouldn't let me
work in the restaurant.
352
00:22:33,643 --> 00:22:34,895
I should've done more.
353
00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:39,024
- What could you do?
- I don't fucking know!
354
00:22:44,154 --> 00:22:45,614
(SIGHS)
355
00:22:48,992 --> 00:22:50,869
I never thought he was... would...
356
00:22:53,747 --> 00:22:55,415
You know, he was so loud and...
357
00:22:57,125 --> 00:23:01,838
obnoxious and fucking hilarious.
358
00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:05,926
He was Mikey Bear.
I thought he would pull out of it.
359
00:23:10,680 --> 00:23:12,891
-(INDISTINCT SHOUTING)
-(OBJECTS CLATTERING)
360
00:23:16,103 --> 00:23:17,604
What the fuck.
361
00:23:17,604 --> 00:23:19,189
Got to be fucking kidding me.
362
00:23:19,731 --> 00:23:22,150
-(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
-(MEN GRUNTING)
363
00:23:24,694 --> 00:23:26,196
CARMY: Hey, get the fuck off.
364
00:23:26,488 --> 00:23:27,572
RICHIE: That's enough.
365
00:23:28,323 --> 00:23:29,324
Enough.
366
00:23:29,616 --> 00:23:31,368
MAN: What are you doing?
RICHIE: Enough.
367
00:23:31,368 --> 00:23:32,536
God, enough.
368
00:23:54,724 --> 00:23:55,725
Fuck.
369
00:24:12,576 --> 00:24:15,036
- Any word?
- GUARD: Nothing yet.
370
00:24:15,996 --> 00:24:18,123
We'll let you know
the minute he wakes up.
371
00:24:18,582 --> 00:24:20,083
But he's still in the ICU?
372
00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:21,460
Correct.
373
00:24:25,338 --> 00:24:28,758
- What happens if he doesn't wake up?
- He better wake up.
374
00:24:29,509 --> 00:24:32,471
But I'm saying,
what happens if he doesn't?
375
00:24:33,388 --> 00:24:35,098
You'll be looking at manslaughter.
376
00:24:42,772 --> 00:24:46,943
Hold on, guard. Sir? Sir. Officer.
377
00:24:48,195 --> 00:24:49,196
Hey.
378
00:24:50,197 --> 00:24:51,406
I need my phone call.
379
00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:18,558
(LINE RINGING)
380
00:25:19,601 --> 00:25:22,646
(OVER VOICEMAIL) Hey, this is Tiff.
Leave a message after the tone.
381
00:25:22,812 --> 00:25:26,900
-(LINE BEEPS)
- Hey, sorry. I know it's late.
382
00:25:27,067 --> 00:25:29,069
Just, you know...
383
00:25:30,779 --> 00:25:34,824
I'm just getting off work.
It's been a crazy day. All good, though.
384
00:25:36,952 --> 00:25:38,119
You know, I was just...
385
00:25:42,123 --> 00:25:45,877
I was thinking about all that shit that
went down with your dad. You know...
386
00:25:46,378 --> 00:25:47,629
And...
387
00:25:49,881 --> 00:25:53,301
How I called him what
I called him. And...
388
00:25:57,180 --> 00:26:00,850
You were right, you know.
That was not okay.
389
00:26:01,977 --> 00:26:03,144
And...
390
00:26:07,732 --> 00:26:09,025
I'm sorry.
391
00:26:09,818 --> 00:26:11,069
(CLEARS THROAT)
392
00:26:12,153 --> 00:26:13,321
(SNIFFLES)
393
00:26:13,863 --> 00:26:15,490
You know, that's pretty much it.
394
00:26:19,703 --> 00:26:22,330
Hope you guys had a good day.
Give Eva a big hug.
395
00:26:23,915 --> 00:26:27,502
And... Yeah, I'll talk to you later.
Okay. Good night.
396
00:26:45,395 --> 00:26:47,147
(TRAIN TRACKS RATTLING)
397
00:27:07,292 --> 00:27:08,960
Jerimovich, let's go.
398
00:27:10,045 --> 00:27:11,296
(DOOR UNLOCKING)
399
00:27:11,296 --> 00:27:12,380
He woke up?
400
00:27:13,340 --> 00:27:15,967
You got lucky.
You get charges of aggravated assault.
401
00:27:16,051 --> 00:27:17,260
(SIGHS)
402
00:27:18,511 --> 00:27:20,263
Oh, God! Thank you, God!
403
00:27:20,680 --> 00:27:22,974
- You're welcome, dickhead.
- Yeah.
404
00:27:23,058 --> 00:27:24,267
(SNIFFLES)
405
00:27:24,351 --> 00:27:26,478
All right. Yeah.
406
00:27:35,195 --> 00:27:37,238
Yo! (CLEARS THROAT)
407
00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:39,491
Yo, Carm.
408
00:27:41,534 --> 00:27:42,535
Hey.
409
00:27:43,662 --> 00:27:45,080
-(GASPS SOFTLY)
- Carmen.
410
00:27:48,124 --> 00:27:49,709
(BOTH CLEARING THROAT)
411
00:27:49,793 --> 00:27:51,628
- You ready to get out of here?
- Yeah.
412
00:27:56,508 --> 00:27:57,759
(GRUNTS, SNIFFLES)
413
00:28:11,106 --> 00:28:12,565
(ENGINE STARTS)
414
00:28:14,109 --> 00:28:15,568
(EXHALES)
415
00:28:20,615 --> 00:28:22,492
Where did you get the money for bail?
416
00:28:24,828 --> 00:28:26,287
Used our two-week parachute.
417
00:28:30,083 --> 00:28:31,126
Thank you, Cousin.
418
00:28:33,503 --> 00:28:34,504
All good.
419
00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:40,301
Get Ballbreaker ready, yeah?
420
00:28:51,521 --> 00:28:52,981
(RICHIE SNIFFLES)
421
00:29:03,450 --> 00:29:04,492
You okay?
422
00:29:06,619 --> 00:29:07,620
Yeah.
423
00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:13,585
I'm okay.
424
00:29:21,509 --> 00:29:22,761
You're all I got, Cousin.
425
00:29:40,111 --> 00:29:41,154
All right.
426
00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:19,484
Carmen.
427
00:30:31,079 --> 00:30:32,163
I'm so sorry, chef.
428
00:30:34,958 --> 00:30:36,084
I'm happy you're back.
429
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,169
All right, chef.
430
00:30:42,966 --> 00:30:45,426
- Yo, chef. Yeah.
- Carmen, what the fuck is this?
431
00:30:45,552 --> 00:30:46,678
What the fuck is that?
432
00:30:47,095 --> 00:30:48,805
This is my station. This is not respect.
433
00:30:48,805 --> 00:30:50,723
No, chef. That is not respect.
434
00:30:53,393 --> 00:30:54,477
Hey.
435
00:30:56,312 --> 00:31:01,150
Richard. Bandito. My little felon.
436
00:31:03,278 --> 00:31:05,154
You hooligan.
437
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:07,532
- A souvenir for your troubles.
- What the hell.
438
00:31:08,116 --> 00:31:09,117
What?
439
00:31:09,242 --> 00:31:11,327
- Ew.
- Gary, I stand before you,
440
00:31:11,411 --> 00:31:12,620
a penitent man.
441
00:31:14,289 --> 00:31:16,165
- I can't...
- All right. Let's rock.
442
00:31:25,258 --> 00:31:27,969
- You ever feel sad?
- AUTOMATED VOICE: Of course, I do, Neil.
443
00:31:28,386 --> 00:31:30,597
But I don't talk about it.
I keep it all inside.
444
00:31:31,139 --> 00:31:32,932
It helps me beat the shit out of people.
445
00:31:33,558 --> 00:31:34,642
I get it.
446
00:31:35,018 --> 00:31:36,436
What time is Syd coming in?
447
00:31:36,436 --> 00:31:38,771
I'm going to be handling her prep
today, chef.
448
00:31:39,439 --> 00:31:41,774
- Don't fuck it up.
- I'll try my best.
449
00:31:42,901 --> 00:31:44,360
But seriously, you know,
450
00:31:45,278 --> 00:31:49,240
if you ever try that shit with me,
I'll fuck your ass up.
451
00:31:50,658 --> 00:31:51,659
Heard, chef.
452
00:31:53,244 --> 00:31:57,874
All right. (CLEARS THROAT) Listen up.
We have the River North Festival today.
453
00:31:58,124 --> 00:32:00,376
So, I want everybody
doing a little bit extra.
454
00:32:00,460 --> 00:32:02,253
T, you're going to do
a triple prep, okay?
455
00:32:02,337 --> 00:32:03,796
Marcus, couple extra cakes.
456
00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:06,507
Ebra, double prep for you, please.
457
00:32:06,591 --> 00:32:09,469
And then, Cousin.
We're still going to get a lunch rush,
458
00:32:09,469 --> 00:32:12,388
so I want the front of house
locked and loaded please, all right?
459
00:32:12,472 --> 00:32:14,182
ALL: Yes, chef.
CARMY: Thank you.
460
00:32:35,745 --> 00:32:36,996
(BELL BUZZES)
461
00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:38,456
CARMY: Yo.
MAN: Yo.
462
00:32:38,623 --> 00:32:40,833
- Two hundred pounds.
- Right. Yeah. Thank you.
463
00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:45,254
No, no. This is... That's pork.
I don't need pork.
464
00:32:45,421 --> 00:32:47,757
I'm just the delivery guy.
Take it up with Lu.
465
00:32:47,966 --> 00:32:50,134
-(ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
-(CHUCKLES)
466
00:34:09,630 --> 00:34:11,049
(MUSIC FADES)
467
00:34:24,103 --> 00:34:26,272
(DISTORTED VOICES)
468
00:34:32,028 --> 00:34:33,821
TINA: Shit! Carmy!
469
00:34:34,072 --> 00:34:36,824
- Carmen! What the fuck. Are you crazy?
- Please.
470
00:34:44,582 --> 00:34:48,086
- Yo! Hey!
- Yeah. Yo. Fuck!
471
00:34:49,337 --> 00:34:50,338
You all right?
472
00:34:52,215 --> 00:34:53,800
- Yeah. Yeah.
- Yeah?
473
00:34:57,512 --> 00:34:58,513
Sorry.
474
00:35:57,530 --> 00:35:58,531
What is this?
475
00:36:03,119 --> 00:36:04,120
I don't know.
476
00:36:07,915 --> 00:36:09,167
What the fuck is this?
477
00:36:14,964 --> 00:36:16,883
I don't know. And...
478
00:36:19,010 --> 00:36:21,512
I didn't really want to
give it to you because...
479
00:36:22,346 --> 00:36:24,765
it meant that he was gone,
you know, but...
480
00:36:41,115 --> 00:36:42,116
(SOFTLY) Okay.
481
00:37:17,944 --> 00:37:19,403
(GRUNTING)
482
00:37:26,827 --> 00:37:27,828
Stupid.
483
00:37:36,963 --> 00:37:38,422
(EXHALES DEEPLY)
484
00:37:44,136 --> 00:37:45,388
(EXHALES)
485
00:37:55,481 --> 00:37:56,732
(PHONE VIBRATES)
486
00:38:13,791 --> 00:38:14,959
(EXHALES)
487
00:38:15,126 --> 00:38:16,294
(SOFTLY) Fuck me.
488
00:38:22,425 --> 00:38:23,759
(PHONE VIBRATES)
489
00:39:41,962 --> 00:39:43,422
(SNIFFLES)
490
00:39:45,674 --> 00:39:48,260
Fuck you. Fuck you.
491
00:40:04,652 --> 00:40:05,653
What?
492
00:40:12,868 --> 00:40:13,869
What?
493
00:40:20,042 --> 00:40:23,671
You know, in Somalia, I am grill master.
494
00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:26,340
Shut up, you old bitch.
495
00:40:27,550 --> 00:40:30,261
- That's sexist.
- Who's on family?
496
00:40:31,220 --> 00:40:32,471
I got it today, chef.
497
00:41:04,587 --> 00:41:05,921
RICHIE: You see this?
498
00:41:06,130 --> 00:41:08,382
- Look at this, it's doing that thing...
- Yeah.
499
00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:10,342
...with the streams, they won't join.
500
00:41:11,135 --> 00:41:12,303
(EXHALES)
501
00:41:12,887 --> 00:41:14,680
- I got you. I'm gonna fix this.
- You got me?
502
00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:16,390
- I got you.
- How about we got you?
503
00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:17,475
You got me. Okay.
504
00:41:17,475 --> 00:41:20,603
We're giving you an opportunity
to work here, even prove yourself,
505
00:41:20,603 --> 00:41:22,396
and put some money in your pocket.
506
00:41:22,521 --> 00:41:23,522
Yeah.
507
00:41:23,814 --> 00:41:28,027
You know what?
Saw you got stabbed back there.
508
00:41:28,444 --> 00:41:29,612
Yeah, I did.
509
00:41:29,612 --> 00:41:31,864
It was pretty dope.
It looked pretty cool.
510
00:41:32,323 --> 00:41:35,784
You just got stabbed, and you
walked it off, it was pretty tough.
511
00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:40,581
- No shit, it was.
- Pretty tight. Okay, I'll fix this.
512
00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:05,356
Housekeeping, chefs.
513
00:42:05,523 --> 00:42:06,941
ALL: Yes, chef.
CARMY: Thank you.
514
00:42:39,515 --> 00:42:41,600
(SIZZLING)
515
00:43:00,744 --> 00:43:02,580
- Cousin!
- RICHIE: Yo.
516
00:43:04,707 --> 00:43:05,708
Help!
517
00:43:06,083 --> 00:43:07,876
(STIRRING ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
518
00:43:15,301 --> 00:43:19,513
(SINGING)
Transport, motorways
519
00:43:19,638 --> 00:43:21,390
And tramlines
520
00:43:21,932 --> 00:43:26,687
Starting and then stopping...
521
00:43:28,564 --> 00:43:30,816
- Get the hell out of here.
- Oh, yes. That's pretty.
522
00:43:31,275 --> 00:43:35,821
The emptiest of feelings
523
00:43:36,030 --> 00:43:40,743
Disappointed people
524
00:43:40,868 --> 00:43:43,287
Clinging on to bottles
525
00:43:43,412 --> 00:43:45,873
Yo, Richie. You can finally
get a new CD for your car.
526
00:43:45,873 --> 00:43:47,041
(ALL LAUGHING)
527
00:43:47,166 --> 00:43:49,793
(OVERLAPPING CONVERSATIONS)
528
00:43:52,963 --> 00:43:57,217
Let down and hanging around
529
00:43:59,553 --> 00:44:04,099
Crushed like a bug in the ground
530
00:44:06,894 --> 00:44:08,062
SYDNEY: Uh...
531
00:44:08,062 --> 00:44:09,938
- Here she is.
- Interesting.
532
00:44:10,189 --> 00:44:11,857
What's, uh...
533
00:44:13,609 --> 00:44:14,610
Jeff.
534
00:44:19,239 --> 00:44:22,201
Syd. Quit fucking around.
Grab a can opener.
535
00:44:23,452 --> 00:44:27,748
Shell smashed, juices flowing...
536
00:44:28,999 --> 00:44:32,252
Family style? Two-tops and booths.
537
00:44:36,298 --> 00:44:37,675
Danish design.
538
00:44:38,717 --> 00:44:41,887
- Tasting menu at the bar.
- Window on the side.
539
00:44:42,054 --> 00:44:43,430
- For sandwiches?
- CARMY: Yeah.
540
00:44:51,855 --> 00:44:52,856
Okay.
541
00:44:55,567 --> 00:44:56,652
What do we call it?
542
00:44:57,361 --> 00:45:01,031
Let down and hanging around
543
00:46:05,888 --> 00:46:07,765
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
544
00:46:46,220 --> 00:46:48,263
(SINGING)
You know
545
00:46:48,555 --> 00:46:52,267
You know where you are with
546
00:46:52,768 --> 00:46:56,647
You know where you are with
547
00:46:57,397 --> 00:46:59,149
Floor collapsing
548
00:46:59,233 --> 00:47:01,443
Floating
549
00:47:02,110 --> 00:47:03,695
Bouncing back
550
00:47:03,779 --> 00:47:07,115
And one day
551
00:47:07,282 --> 00:47:11,328
I am gonna grow wings
552
00:47:11,537 --> 00:47:15,457
A chemical reaction
553
00:47:15,707 --> 00:47:20,379
Hysterical and useless
554
00:47:20,504 --> 00:47:23,382
Hysterical and