1 00:00:09,592 --> 00:00:12,220 -(AUDIENCE CHEERING) -(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 2 00:00:12,554 --> 00:00:14,681 - Welcome back to... - AUDIENCE: The Bear. 3 00:00:14,681 --> 00:00:17,517 {\an8}The Bear. I'm Carmen Berzatto. 4 00:00:17,517 --> 00:00:20,103 {\an8}And today, we are going to be making beef braciole. 5 00:00:20,311 --> 00:00:24,149 This is a very special dish in my dysfunctional nightmare of a household. 6 00:00:24,149 --> 00:00:26,901 My brother Mike made this for us every single Sunday. 7 00:00:27,110 --> 00:00:29,863 - AUDIENCE: Aww. - You guys, this is a cute story. 8 00:00:30,655 --> 00:00:33,575 My brother, who was addicted to painkillers, 9 00:00:34,367 --> 00:00:37,078 blew his head off on the State Street Bridge. 10 00:00:37,871 --> 00:00:39,080 Bam! 11 00:00:40,540 --> 00:00:42,167 Now, hold on, it gets better. 12 00:00:42,417 --> 00:00:45,670 - No letter. No goodbye. Nothing. -(AUDIENCE EXCLAIMING) 13 00:00:45,754 --> 00:00:48,882 Except he did leave me our family's restaurant in his will, 14 00:00:48,882 --> 00:00:52,343 which was a nice curveball, considering he never let me work there with him, 15 00:00:52,427 --> 00:00:56,181 even though I am pretty good at this. Right? 16 00:00:56,181 --> 00:00:58,141 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 17 00:01:00,727 --> 00:01:04,230 Yeah. I used to run the best restaurant on the planet Earth. 18 00:01:04,314 --> 00:01:06,316 It was different from my brother's shithole, 19 00:01:06,316 --> 00:01:08,485 which was barely hanging on by a thread. 20 00:01:09,027 --> 00:01:12,405 So, that was a nice final, "Fuck you" from Michael, on the way out. 21 00:01:14,032 --> 00:01:16,367 Anyway... Braciole. 22 00:01:19,996 --> 00:01:20,997 The fuck? 23 00:01:21,206 --> 00:01:23,500 (AUDIENCE MURMURING) 24 00:01:24,084 --> 00:01:26,920 Guys? Where's my stuff? 25 00:01:26,920 --> 00:01:28,922 (AUDIENCE LAUGHING) 26 00:01:41,392 --> 00:01:42,727 What the fuck is going on? 27 00:01:46,147 --> 00:01:47,232 Fuck! 28 00:01:47,649 --> 00:01:48,691 Shit! 29 00:01:49,109 --> 00:01:51,069 - Mike. -(LAUGHTER GLITCHING) 30 00:01:51,486 --> 00:01:53,071 CARMY: I'm sorry, guys, I'm sorry. 31 00:01:54,739 --> 00:01:56,866 Look, I'm sorry. I'm just fucking this up, guys. 32 00:01:56,950 --> 00:01:58,785 I'm just fucking this up. Stop. Please. 33 00:02:02,455 --> 00:02:03,581 MICHAEL: I'm right here. 34 00:02:06,042 --> 00:02:07,043 I can't do this. 35 00:02:08,044 --> 00:02:12,173 Guys, I can't do this! Stop! I can't... I can't do this! 36 00:02:13,216 --> 00:02:15,051 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 37 00:02:19,514 --> 00:02:20,849 MICHAEL: You know I got to call it. 38 00:02:22,559 --> 00:02:23,893 (BREATHING DEEPLY) 39 00:02:23,977 --> 00:02:25,103 I'm right here. 40 00:02:26,020 --> 00:02:27,772 (VIBRATING) 41 00:02:29,274 --> 00:02:30,608 (PHONE CLATTERING) 42 00:02:31,359 --> 00:02:33,695 Hey, Carm. Hey, can you hear me? 43 00:02:35,613 --> 00:02:38,908 Get the fuck off my expo, Chef, now! Get the fuck off! 44 00:02:39,742 --> 00:02:41,744 MICHAEL: Come on, you're better than this place. 45 00:02:42,036 --> 00:02:43,037 You're better. 46 00:02:51,004 --> 00:02:53,089 Set this place on fucking fire, Carmy. 47 00:02:55,675 --> 00:02:56,843 Why are you... 48 00:02:57,093 --> 00:02:59,888 MICHAEL: Hey, Bear, let it rip. 49 00:03:10,773 --> 00:03:14,319 Would anyone that's been to fewer than 15 meetings like to speak? 50 00:03:38,927 --> 00:03:42,055 My name is Carmen. My... 51 00:03:43,806 --> 00:03:46,267 My brother is an addict. My brother was an addict. 52 00:03:51,105 --> 00:03:52,607 And this morning, I... 53 00:03:57,612 --> 00:04:00,949 Sorry, uh... I forgot. 54 00:04:01,074 --> 00:04:04,285 Before I came to Al-Anon, I was a cook. 55 00:04:04,452 --> 00:04:07,956 I mean, I'm still a cook. I'm just a different kind of cook, I guess. 56 00:04:14,295 --> 00:04:18,132 My brother and I, we would cook a lot together, especially when we were kids. 57 00:04:18,925 --> 00:04:20,593 That's when we were closest. 58 00:04:22,095 --> 00:04:23,972 Food was always our common ground. 59 00:04:27,225 --> 00:04:29,227 We wanted to open a restaurant together. 60 00:04:29,686 --> 00:04:32,021 We had a name, we had a vibe, all of it. 61 00:04:37,986 --> 00:04:40,613 My brother could make you feel confident in yourself. 62 00:04:42,615 --> 00:04:46,286 When I was a kid, if I was nervous, scared, wouldn't want to do something, 63 00:04:46,286 --> 00:04:48,204 he'd always tell me to just face it. 64 00:04:48,454 --> 00:04:51,165 Get it over with. He'd always say... 65 00:04:52,500 --> 00:04:54,377 Stupid. He would always say... 66 00:04:56,379 --> 00:04:57,422 Let it rip. 67 00:04:57,922 --> 00:04:59,215 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 68 00:05:02,093 --> 00:05:05,555 He was loud, and he was hilarious. 69 00:05:08,349 --> 00:05:11,561 And he had this amazing ability, he could walk into a room, 70 00:05:11,769 --> 00:05:15,189 and he could take the temperature off it instantly. He could dial it. 71 00:05:17,692 --> 00:05:18,693 And... 72 00:05:21,779 --> 00:05:23,823 I'm not built like that. Man, I... 73 00:05:26,075 --> 00:05:28,202 I didn't have a lot of friends, growing up. 74 00:05:29,412 --> 00:05:32,874 I had a stutter when I was a kid. I was scared to speak half the time. 75 00:05:33,541 --> 00:05:34,542 And... 76 00:05:35,126 --> 00:05:37,754 I got shitty grades 'cause I couldn't pay attention in school. 77 00:05:37,754 --> 00:05:40,465 I didn't get into college. I didn't have any girlfriends. 78 00:05:40,465 --> 00:05:41,549 I don't think I'm funny. 79 00:05:49,640 --> 00:05:52,018 I always thought my brother was my best friend. 80 00:05:52,685 --> 00:05:54,854 Like, we knew everything about each other. 81 00:05:58,941 --> 00:05:59,942 Except... 82 00:06:01,986 --> 00:06:05,323 Everybody thought he was their best friend. He was that magnetic. 83 00:06:06,324 --> 00:06:07,325 And... 84 00:06:14,916 --> 00:06:17,001 I didn't know my brother was using drugs. 85 00:06:21,255 --> 00:06:22,298 What does that say? 86 00:06:26,761 --> 00:06:31,182 As we got older, I realized I didn't know anything about him. Really. 87 00:06:36,229 --> 00:06:39,190 He stopped letting me into the restaurant, couple years ago. 88 00:06:40,066 --> 00:06:42,610 He just cut me off, cold. And that... 89 00:06:44,695 --> 00:06:45,988 That hurt, you know. 90 00:06:48,699 --> 00:06:50,701 And I think that flicked a switch in me, 91 00:06:50,785 --> 00:06:54,038 where I was like, okay, fuck you, watch this. 92 00:06:56,249 --> 00:06:58,626 And because we had this connection through food, 93 00:06:58,626 --> 00:07:03,423 and he had made me feel so rejected, and lame, and shitty, and uncool, 94 00:07:03,423 --> 00:07:05,216 I made this plan where I was going to work 95 00:07:05,216 --> 00:07:07,343 in all the best restaurants in the world. 96 00:07:08,010 --> 00:07:11,889 I'm going to go work in real kitchens, like fuck Mom and Dad's piece of shit. 97 00:07:15,685 --> 00:07:16,978 And it sounds ridiculous, 98 00:07:16,978 --> 00:07:19,814 me saying that now, but that's what I did. 99 00:07:24,569 --> 00:07:26,404 And I got the shit kicked out of me. 100 00:07:27,947 --> 00:07:29,198 And I separated herbs, 101 00:07:29,282 --> 00:07:32,535 and I shucked oysters, and clams and uni. 102 00:07:33,703 --> 00:07:34,704 And I cut myself. 103 00:07:35,079 --> 00:07:39,083 And I got garlic, and onions and peppers in my fingernails and in my eyes. 104 00:07:39,167 --> 00:07:41,502 And my skin was dry and oily at the same time. 105 00:07:41,711 --> 00:07:45,214 I had calluses on my fingers from the knives and my stomach was fucked. 106 00:07:45,298 --> 00:07:47,758 And it was... Everything. 107 00:07:54,724 --> 00:07:57,977 A couple years later, this funny thing happened, which was like... 108 00:07:59,228 --> 00:08:00,605 For the first time in my life, 109 00:08:00,605 --> 00:08:02,899 I started to find this station for myself. 110 00:08:08,529 --> 00:08:10,531 And I was fast. I wasn't afraid. 111 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:12,992 And it was clear and I felt... 112 00:08:15,953 --> 00:08:17,538 I felt okay, you know. 113 00:08:22,752 --> 00:08:26,214 I knew which vegetables went together, proteins, temperatures, sauces, 114 00:08:26,214 --> 00:08:29,175 all that shit, and when somebody new came in to restaurant to stage, 115 00:08:29,175 --> 00:08:31,010 I'd look at them like they're competition, 116 00:08:31,010 --> 00:08:33,221 like I'm going to smoke this motherfucker. 117 00:08:37,058 --> 00:08:39,227 I felt like I could speak through the food, 118 00:08:39,227 --> 00:08:41,854 like I could communicate through creativity. 119 00:08:42,021 --> 00:08:43,439 And that kind of confidence, 120 00:08:44,023 --> 00:08:47,985 like I was good at something that was so new and that was so exciting, 121 00:08:48,069 --> 00:08:49,820 and I just wanted him to know that, 122 00:08:49,904 --> 00:08:52,198 and fuck, I just wanted him to be like, "Good job." 123 00:08:59,288 --> 00:09:00,957 And the more he wouldn't respond, 124 00:09:00,957 --> 00:09:04,669 and the more our relationship... kind of strained, 125 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:08,297 the deeper into this I went and the better I got. 126 00:09:12,802 --> 00:09:15,513 And the more people I cut out, the quieter my life got. 127 00:09:17,348 --> 00:09:19,392 And the routine of the kitchen was so... 128 00:09:21,018 --> 00:09:25,273 consistent, and exacting, and busy, and hard 129 00:09:25,773 --> 00:09:28,401 and alive, and I lost track of time and he died. 130 00:09:34,448 --> 00:09:35,950 And he left me his restaurant. 131 00:09:39,996 --> 00:09:43,082 And over the last couple months, I've been trying to fix it, 132 00:09:44,542 --> 00:09:47,420 because it was in rough shape, and it's very clear that me 133 00:09:47,420 --> 00:09:48,963 trying to fix the restaurant, 134 00:09:50,381 --> 00:09:53,342 was me trying to fix whatever was happening with my brother. 135 00:09:54,260 --> 00:09:56,971 And I don't know, maybe fix the whole family because... 136 00:09:59,348 --> 00:10:03,019 that restaurant, it has and it does mean a lot to people. 137 00:10:09,317 --> 00:10:10,401 It means a lot to me. 138 00:10:16,240 --> 00:10:18,534 I don't know if it ever meant anything to him. 139 00:10:22,288 --> 00:10:25,374 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 140 00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:26,834 (SIZZLING) 141 00:10:30,129 --> 00:10:32,840 - Heard from Marcus yet? - No, Jeff. 142 00:10:33,424 --> 00:10:36,469 - For real, she just missed my asshole. - Really? 143 00:10:36,469 --> 00:10:39,305 What happens if you get stabbed in the asshole? 144 00:10:39,305 --> 00:10:40,765 You can't sew an asshole. 145 00:10:41,223 --> 00:10:43,351 EBRAHEIM: I've sewn assholes. RICHIE: Whose? 146 00:10:43,351 --> 00:10:44,435 EBRAHEIM: Close friends. 147 00:10:44,894 --> 00:10:45,895 MAN: Chefs! 148 00:10:46,103 --> 00:10:48,230 Let's bring it in for pre-service, please. 149 00:10:48,439 --> 00:10:49,440 MAN: Yes, chef. 150 00:10:49,815 --> 00:10:51,108 CARMY: Everybody, come on out. 151 00:10:52,068 --> 00:10:53,069 Okay. 152 00:10:53,486 --> 00:10:55,279 Look, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, 153 00:10:55,363 --> 00:10:57,698 but we're gonna be closed for dinner service tonight 154 00:10:57,782 --> 00:11:01,160 because we are having a bachelor party in the front. 155 00:11:01,285 --> 00:11:02,453 - Fuck that! - CARMY: I know. 156 00:11:02,620 --> 00:11:04,455 {\an8}I know. It's Cicero's friends, so... 157 00:11:04,455 --> 00:11:05,748 Yo, Cousin. 158 00:11:05,748 --> 00:11:08,334 That sucks, Jeff, I was just getting into the zone. 159 00:11:08,334 --> 00:11:09,502 No, I know, I get it. 160 00:11:09,627 --> 00:11:12,838 But it's just for the night, still gonna rock lunch. All right? 161 00:11:12,922 --> 00:11:16,092 I'll run point out front tonight, in case I got to use the big-boy voice. 162 00:11:16,092 --> 00:11:17,551 I think we'll be fine, thank you. 163 00:11:17,635 --> 00:11:19,845 You can never tell with these white-collar criminals. 164 00:11:19,929 --> 00:11:20,971 Carmen, how many people? 165 00:11:21,055 --> 00:11:24,517 How many people? I'm not sure, but we're going to try to keep it chill. 166 00:11:24,517 --> 00:11:26,143 They're gonna bring their own booze, 167 00:11:26,227 --> 00:11:29,146 we're gonna have snacks, small plates, move 'em right through, okay? 168 00:11:29,230 --> 00:11:30,398 - Yes, Jeff. - Thank you, chef. 169 00:11:30,398 --> 00:11:31,899 Thank you, chefs. 170 00:11:36,028 --> 00:11:37,029 Okay, I see you. 171 00:11:37,863 --> 00:11:39,407 - You see me? - Yeah. 172 00:11:39,824 --> 00:11:41,242 - I... - Combining ingredients. 173 00:11:42,159 --> 00:11:44,578 - Yeah. - Just take the compliment. 174 00:11:44,662 --> 00:11:45,746 -(LAUGHS) - Jeez. 175 00:11:47,498 --> 00:11:49,792 Now, I see you adding salt and everything... 176 00:11:50,251 --> 00:11:52,294 - No. Yeah. - You're out of control. 177 00:11:52,878 --> 00:11:55,047 That's cool, you didn't even take a day off. 178 00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:58,926 I don't know about cool. I feel like... 179 00:11:59,427 --> 00:12:01,971 I'm just the type like, as soon as I stop I'd... 180 00:12:03,305 --> 00:12:04,515 (IMITATES SPLATTERING SOUND) 181 00:12:04,515 --> 00:12:08,269 - You know? - Yeah, I feel that. My dad's like that. 182 00:12:10,938 --> 00:12:13,566 Yeah, my mom's like that. 183 00:12:19,321 --> 00:12:21,699 I feel kind of bad because I feel like... 184 00:12:22,116 --> 00:12:26,245 I haven't really asked you how you're doing... 185 00:12:27,788 --> 00:12:30,708 with everything, since, you know... 186 00:12:31,208 --> 00:12:34,295 Yeah. I mean, I feel okay. 187 00:12:34,795 --> 00:12:35,796 Better. 188 00:12:36,505 --> 00:12:38,799 My head just got real fucked up for a minute. 189 00:12:39,341 --> 00:12:41,010 I mean, welcome to the club. 190 00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:43,095 Is that not weird, though? 191 00:12:43,179 --> 00:12:45,222 It would be weird to work in a restaurant 192 00:12:45,306 --> 00:12:46,932 and not completely lose your mind. 193 00:12:47,391 --> 00:12:48,934 - Yeah. - Mmm. 194 00:12:53,189 --> 00:12:56,025 - It's good? - We're about to find out. 195 00:12:56,567 --> 00:12:57,568 So, what is this? 196 00:12:58,068 --> 00:13:01,614 SYDNEY: This is Chilean sea bass. 197 00:13:02,114 --> 00:13:03,199 Got a little... 198 00:13:04,575 --> 00:13:08,996 Alain Passard inspired tomato confit. 199 00:13:09,580 --> 00:13:10,706 Then... 200 00:13:10,998 --> 00:13:14,502 I don't know, herbs, because... Fuck it... 201 00:13:14,502 --> 00:13:16,253 MARCUS: You know, why the fuck not? Yeah. 202 00:13:16,337 --> 00:13:18,047 SYDNEY: Okay. That's what I'm saying. 203 00:13:19,256 --> 00:13:23,052 So, have you, like, eaten at all these people that you studied? 204 00:13:23,719 --> 00:13:26,180 Oh, man! When I was at the CIA... 205 00:13:27,473 --> 00:13:31,769 The Culinary Institute of America, not the CIA. 206 00:13:31,769 --> 00:13:34,104 Thanks for clearing that up, I thought you were a spy. 207 00:13:34,271 --> 00:13:37,441 I could do a regime change if I really felt like it. 208 00:13:37,608 --> 00:13:39,777 A chef by day, a CIA agent by night. 209 00:13:40,152 --> 00:13:42,279 Okay, crazier things have happened. 210 00:13:42,363 --> 00:13:44,073 - Your coordination, though... - Hey! 211 00:13:44,073 --> 00:13:47,827 What do you mean, hey? You spilled veal stock, I've seen you in action... 212 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:51,121 I invite you into my home, and this is how you treat me? 213 00:13:51,205 --> 00:13:54,416 You reward me with memories, for cooking for you? 214 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:57,878 Anyway, when I was at the CIA, 215 00:13:58,420 --> 00:14:01,882 I felt like the biggest idiot on the planet 216 00:14:01,966 --> 00:14:06,595 because I didn't know half of the people that anyone was talking about, and... 217 00:14:07,471 --> 00:14:12,017 I was also so, so broke when I was there. 218 00:14:12,268 --> 00:14:15,187 And the moment the semester finished, 219 00:14:15,354 --> 00:14:18,649 I bought a one-way ticket to New York, and... 220 00:14:19,066 --> 00:14:23,737 I spent every single dollar I had, every last penny, just eating. 221 00:14:24,572 --> 00:14:27,241 Every single place that I could think of. 222 00:14:27,449 --> 00:14:32,329 And one of those places was the best meal I ever had. 223 00:14:32,705 --> 00:14:35,207 This is so tight. So, what was the best one? 224 00:14:35,624 --> 00:14:39,003 Wait, one second, because I forgot... 225 00:14:40,671 --> 00:14:43,299 this... and... 226 00:14:44,466 --> 00:14:45,718 - get ready for this. - Mmm-hmm. 227 00:14:46,552 --> 00:14:47,887 Wow. Yeah. 228 00:14:48,053 --> 00:14:49,680 SYDNEY: I had a chef, who... 229 00:14:50,973 --> 00:14:55,144 would only let me... zest. That was it. 230 00:14:55,811 --> 00:14:58,939 I worked at the place for, like, eight months... 231 00:14:59,398 --> 00:15:00,566 And all I did was zest. 232 00:15:00,816 --> 00:15:01,817 Well, that's normal. 233 00:15:02,192 --> 00:15:03,736 - So normal. - Yeah. 234 00:15:15,205 --> 00:15:18,959 Wow. This is really, really, really good. 235 00:15:20,669 --> 00:15:21,795 Thank you. 236 00:15:29,011 --> 00:15:30,137 - Nope. -(CHUCKLES) 237 00:15:33,807 --> 00:15:34,975 Fuck, Mikey. 238 00:15:36,101 --> 00:15:37,394 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 239 00:15:37,937 --> 00:15:39,104 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 240 00:15:39,188 --> 00:15:41,774 - TINA: Yo, Jeff. - Yo, what's up, T? 241 00:15:43,233 --> 00:15:44,985 - Jeff? - Yeah. 242 00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:47,321 You good? 243 00:15:49,114 --> 00:15:50,115 Yeah. 244 00:15:51,533 --> 00:15:52,743 Yeah, why? 245 00:15:54,995 --> 00:15:57,706 No. You're not as annoying as usual. 246 00:15:59,416 --> 00:16:02,002 - Just tired, I think. - Tired? 247 00:16:07,091 --> 00:16:08,217 You dress like Syd. 248 00:16:09,885 --> 00:16:12,012 Like a profesh. Yeah. 249 00:16:13,180 --> 00:16:14,848 - I like it. - I like it, too. 250 00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:22,064 Hey, T. You don't know anything about KBL Electric? 251 00:16:22,398 --> 00:16:25,234 Do you? Mikey never mentioned anything about that to you? 252 00:16:25,609 --> 00:16:27,778 (SCOFFS) Who the fuck knows. 253 00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:30,280 That kid... 254 00:16:35,035 --> 00:16:36,036 {\an8}TINA: What's it for? 255 00:16:36,954 --> 00:16:37,955 {\an8}CARMY: I don't know. 256 00:16:39,498 --> 00:16:41,875 {\an8}He was paying these big pieces out every month. 257 00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:45,212 Adds up to the amount that Cicero loaned him. 258 00:16:45,546 --> 00:16:46,714 How much is the loan? 259 00:16:48,674 --> 00:16:49,675 It's a lot. 260 00:16:51,885 --> 00:16:54,388 It's a lot of bachelor parties to pay it back, huh? 261 00:16:55,139 --> 00:16:56,140 Yes, chef. 262 00:16:58,142 --> 00:16:59,893 Why didn't he just pay the vendors? 263 00:17:00,310 --> 00:17:01,478 I don't know, Carm. 264 00:17:02,563 --> 00:17:05,441 I remember there was one month, we didn't have napkins. 265 00:17:06,442 --> 00:17:07,943 He wasn't paying them on time. 266 00:17:08,527 --> 00:17:12,448 I was like, "Mikey, pay these motherfuckers, we need napkins." 267 00:17:12,448 --> 00:17:14,825 He was like, "What's the point? 268 00:17:15,909 --> 00:17:18,912 "We're not going to be able to pay them next month, anyways." 269 00:17:20,164 --> 00:17:21,498 CARMY: Mmm. 270 00:17:21,999 --> 00:17:23,792 Sounds like that was his attitude, huh? 271 00:17:24,126 --> 00:17:28,172 (SIGHS) No. No. I remember because it wasn't his attitude. 272 00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:38,140 Hey, Tina, you go ahead, you take the night off, okay? 273 00:17:38,932 --> 00:17:41,101 - I got you. - Thanks. 274 00:17:43,437 --> 00:17:44,438 Yo, Jeff. 275 00:17:47,691 --> 00:17:50,694 You know how much I loved him, right? 276 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,074 How much? 277 00:17:56,909 --> 00:17:57,910 A lot. 278 00:17:59,661 --> 00:18:00,788 I loved him a lot. 279 00:18:03,832 --> 00:18:04,875 Thanks, Jeff. 280 00:18:07,669 --> 00:18:09,129 (FOOTSTEPS RECEDING) 281 00:18:21,183 --> 00:18:22,184 I... 282 00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:25,646 I had some of your donut the other day. 283 00:18:25,938 --> 00:18:28,023 - Off the floor? - Yeah, off the floor. 284 00:18:28,148 --> 00:18:29,316 Gary keeps it clean. 285 00:18:29,441 --> 00:18:31,652 No. I don't want to hear... That's not a good excuse. 286 00:18:31,652 --> 00:18:33,904 Listen, the man works hard. 287 00:18:34,279 --> 00:18:35,864 So, what did you think? 288 00:18:36,073 --> 00:18:38,242 It was really good. 289 00:18:39,284 --> 00:18:41,995 It was really, really good. 290 00:18:43,330 --> 00:18:48,293 And I'm really sorry that Carmy destroyed it like a little bitch. 291 00:18:50,254 --> 00:18:53,757 That's exactly what he did. He destroyed it like a bitch. 292 00:18:54,258 --> 00:18:56,426 - Little bitch. Okay. - Little, small bitch. Mmm-hmm. 293 00:19:00,514 --> 00:19:04,143 Have you talked to him yet or... 294 00:19:04,726 --> 00:19:05,727 No. 295 00:19:06,395 --> 00:19:10,190 I'm gonna go back, and we'll hash it out, I guess. 296 00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:14,862 Or maybe not, and that's just how it is. Thank you, chef, may I have another? 297 00:19:15,529 --> 00:19:18,574 Yeah. There is no right answer. 298 00:19:19,950 --> 00:19:21,368 You're gonna go back to UPS? 299 00:19:22,953 --> 00:19:26,498 UPS is the crazy shit that made me want to do this crazy shit, 300 00:19:26,582 --> 00:19:28,250 so probably not. 301 00:19:30,335 --> 00:19:32,462 We didn't really eat out a lot growing up, 302 00:19:32,713 --> 00:19:37,050 so, when we did it felt special, even if it wasn't. 303 00:19:38,010 --> 00:19:40,345 - I don't know. - I mean, my family was the same. 304 00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:43,765 Like, for my cousin Torrell's graduation, 305 00:19:43,849 --> 00:19:45,684 we went to Michael Jordan's Steakhouse. 306 00:19:46,018 --> 00:19:47,269 Okay, and? 307 00:19:47,644 --> 00:19:50,147 What do you mean "and?" It's the best restaurant on Earth. 308 00:19:50,147 --> 00:19:53,358 - The bacon? Okay. - Yes. Exactly. You understand. Yeah. 309 00:19:53,650 --> 00:19:54,651 It's the best bacon. 310 00:19:55,944 --> 00:19:57,988 That's what I want to do. I want to... 311 00:19:58,780 --> 00:20:03,327 I want to cook for people and make them happy, and... 312 00:20:03,994 --> 00:20:06,747 give them the best bacon on Earth. 313 00:20:07,623 --> 00:20:10,125 Even though that spot is taken, actually. 314 00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:12,127 - Second best is cool. - That's great. 315 00:20:12,336 --> 00:20:13,712 - I'd love that. - Yeah. 316 00:20:14,671 --> 00:20:16,006 So, back to The Beef then, huh? 317 00:20:17,174 --> 00:20:19,801 I don't know. Knowing me, I'll just probably 318 00:20:20,719 --> 00:20:22,471 get a job at another spot, 319 00:20:23,347 --> 00:20:24,723 another after that, 320 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:27,684 and I guess just do that forever, 321 00:20:27,768 --> 00:20:32,064 until my credit isn't negative one million. 322 00:20:32,689 --> 00:20:33,774 Uh... 323 00:20:35,776 --> 00:20:37,819 - You got a dream spot? - Of course. 324 00:20:38,028 --> 00:20:39,029 Like what? 325 00:20:39,613 --> 00:20:43,325 - You'll find out when it's open. Okay. - Okay. I like that attitude. 326 00:20:43,617 --> 00:20:44,618 That's how you win. 327 00:20:44,868 --> 00:20:46,536 Yeah, or lose everything 328 00:20:46,620 --> 00:20:51,166 and end up living back with your dad and his stinky, fucking CPAP machine. 329 00:20:52,626 --> 00:20:55,671 But, it was cool seeing you guys 330 00:20:55,671 --> 00:20:57,631 be good at different things, you and Carmy, 331 00:20:57,631 --> 00:20:59,466 and I learned a lot from you all. 332 00:21:02,135 --> 00:21:03,679 Wait, what was the best one? 333 00:21:04,721 --> 00:21:06,765 - Best what? - Best meal you ever had. 334 00:21:10,394 --> 00:21:12,437 - You know, it was Carmy's. - I knew it. 335 00:21:12,771 --> 00:21:14,273 I knew it. Yeah. 336 00:21:16,441 --> 00:21:21,113 He is really, really, really good. 337 00:21:23,490 --> 00:21:24,491 High praise. 338 00:21:26,743 --> 00:21:29,246 Yeah. But he's still a little bitch. 339 00:21:29,621 --> 00:21:32,582 Yeah. I won't disagree. 340 00:21:34,626 --> 00:21:36,837 -(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) 341 00:21:43,927 --> 00:21:45,304 Fucking asshole. 342 00:21:47,848 --> 00:21:49,808 I am standing right here doing nothing. 343 00:21:49,808 --> 00:21:52,519 Not you. Your fucking brother. 344 00:21:55,897 --> 00:21:57,816 This is a fucking disgrace right here. 345 00:22:09,369 --> 00:22:10,370 Addicts. (SCOFFS) 346 00:22:12,539 --> 00:22:15,667 They say some shit like they got to help themselves, 347 00:22:15,751 --> 00:22:20,088 but I should've fucking handcuffed that motherfucker to the desk. 348 00:22:21,590 --> 00:22:24,426 - You knew he was using? - How could you not? 349 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:29,723 Because I never fuckin' saw him, I never fuckin' talked to him. 350 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:30,932 He wouldn't take my calls, 351 00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:32,893 he wouldn't let me work in the restaurant. 352 00:22:33,643 --> 00:22:34,895 I should've done more. 353 00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:39,024 - What could you do? - I don't fucking know! 354 00:22:44,154 --> 00:22:45,614 (SIGHS) 355 00:22:48,992 --> 00:22:50,869 I never thought he was... would... 356 00:22:53,747 --> 00:22:55,415 You know, he was so loud and... 357 00:22:57,125 --> 00:23:01,838 obnoxious and fucking hilarious. 358 00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:05,926 He was Mikey Bear. I thought he would pull out of it. 359 00:23:10,680 --> 00:23:12,891 -(INDISTINCT SHOUTING) -(OBJECTS CLATTERING) 360 00:23:16,103 --> 00:23:17,604 What the fuck. 361 00:23:17,604 --> 00:23:19,189 Got to be fucking kidding me. 362 00:23:19,731 --> 00:23:22,150 -(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) -(MEN GRUNTING) 363 00:23:24,694 --> 00:23:26,196 CARMY: Hey, get the fuck off. 364 00:23:26,488 --> 00:23:27,572 RICHIE: That's enough. 365 00:23:28,323 --> 00:23:29,324 Enough. 366 00:23:29,616 --> 00:23:31,368 MAN: What are you doing? RICHIE: Enough. 367 00:23:31,368 --> 00:23:32,536 God, enough. 368 00:23:54,724 --> 00:23:55,725 Fuck. 369 00:24:12,576 --> 00:24:15,036 - Any word? - GUARD: Nothing yet. 370 00:24:15,996 --> 00:24:18,123 We'll let you know the minute he wakes up. 371 00:24:18,582 --> 00:24:20,083 But he's still in the ICU? 372 00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:21,460 Correct. 373 00:24:25,338 --> 00:24:28,758 - What happens if he doesn't wake up? - He better wake up. 374 00:24:29,509 --> 00:24:32,471 But I'm saying, what happens if he doesn't? 375 00:24:33,388 --> 00:24:35,098 You'll be looking at manslaughter. 376 00:24:42,772 --> 00:24:46,943 Hold on, guard. Sir? Sir. Officer. 377 00:24:48,195 --> 00:24:49,196 Hey. 378 00:24:50,197 --> 00:24:51,406 I need my phone call. 379 00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:18,558 (LINE RINGING) 380 00:25:19,601 --> 00:25:22,646 (OVER VOICEMAIL) Hey, this is Tiff. Leave a message after the tone. 381 00:25:22,812 --> 00:25:26,900 -(LINE BEEPS) - Hey, sorry. I know it's late. 382 00:25:27,067 --> 00:25:29,069 Just, you know... 383 00:25:30,779 --> 00:25:34,824 I'm just getting off work. It's been a crazy day. All good, though. 384 00:25:36,952 --> 00:25:38,119 You know, I was just... 385 00:25:42,123 --> 00:25:45,877 I was thinking about all that shit that went down with your dad. You know... 386 00:25:46,378 --> 00:25:47,629 And... 387 00:25:49,881 --> 00:25:53,301 How I called him what I called him. And... 388 00:25:57,180 --> 00:26:00,850 You were right, you know. That was not okay. 389 00:26:01,977 --> 00:26:03,144 And... 390 00:26:07,732 --> 00:26:09,025 I'm sorry. 391 00:26:09,818 --> 00:26:11,069 (CLEARS THROAT) 392 00:26:12,153 --> 00:26:13,321 (SNIFFLES) 393 00:26:13,863 --> 00:26:15,490 You know, that's pretty much it. 394 00:26:19,703 --> 00:26:22,330 Hope you guys had a good day. Give Eva a big hug. 395 00:26:23,915 --> 00:26:27,502 And... Yeah, I'll talk to you later. Okay. Good night. 396 00:26:45,395 --> 00:26:47,147 (TRAIN TRACKS RATTLING) 397 00:27:07,292 --> 00:27:08,960 Jerimovich, let's go. 398 00:27:10,045 --> 00:27:11,296 (DOOR UNLOCKING) 399 00:27:11,296 --> 00:27:12,380 He woke up? 400 00:27:13,340 --> 00:27:15,967 You got lucky. You get charges of aggravated assault. 401 00:27:16,051 --> 00:27:17,260 (SIGHS) 402 00:27:18,511 --> 00:27:20,263 Oh, God! Thank you, God! 403 00:27:20,680 --> 00:27:22,974 - You're welcome, dickhead. - Yeah. 404 00:27:23,058 --> 00:27:24,267 (SNIFFLES) 405 00:27:24,351 --> 00:27:26,478 All right. Yeah. 406 00:27:35,195 --> 00:27:37,238 Yo! (CLEARS THROAT) 407 00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:39,491 Yo, Carm. 408 00:27:41,534 --> 00:27:42,535 Hey. 409 00:27:43,662 --> 00:27:45,080 -(GASPS SOFTLY) - Carmen. 410 00:27:48,124 --> 00:27:49,709 (BOTH CLEARING THROAT) 411 00:27:49,793 --> 00:27:51,628 - You ready to get out of here? - Yeah. 412 00:27:56,508 --> 00:27:57,759 (GRUNTS, SNIFFLES) 413 00:28:11,106 --> 00:28:12,565 (ENGINE STARTS) 414 00:28:14,109 --> 00:28:15,568 (EXHALES) 415 00:28:20,615 --> 00:28:22,492 Where did you get the money for bail? 416 00:28:24,828 --> 00:28:26,287 Used our two-week parachute. 417 00:28:30,083 --> 00:28:31,126 Thank you, Cousin. 418 00:28:33,503 --> 00:28:34,504 All good. 419 00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:40,301 Get Ballbreaker ready, yeah? 420 00:28:51,521 --> 00:28:52,981 (RICHIE SNIFFLES) 421 00:29:03,450 --> 00:29:04,492 You okay? 422 00:29:06,619 --> 00:29:07,620 Yeah. 423 00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:13,585 I'm okay. 424 00:29:21,509 --> 00:29:22,761 You're all I got, Cousin. 425 00:29:40,111 --> 00:29:41,154 All right. 426 00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:19,484 Carmen. 427 00:30:31,079 --> 00:30:32,163 I'm so sorry, chef. 428 00:30:34,958 --> 00:30:36,084 I'm happy you're back. 429 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,169 All right, chef. 430 00:30:42,966 --> 00:30:45,426 - Yo, chef. Yeah. - Carmen, what the fuck is this? 431 00:30:45,552 --> 00:30:46,678 What the fuck is that? 432 00:30:47,095 --> 00:30:48,805 This is my station. This is not respect. 433 00:30:48,805 --> 00:30:50,723 No, chef. That is not respect. 434 00:30:53,393 --> 00:30:54,477 Hey. 435 00:30:56,312 --> 00:31:01,150 Richard. Bandito. My little felon. 436 00:31:03,278 --> 00:31:05,154 You hooligan. 437 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:07,532 - A souvenir for your troubles. - What the hell. 438 00:31:08,116 --> 00:31:09,117 What? 439 00:31:09,242 --> 00:31:11,327 - Ew. - Gary, I stand before you, 440 00:31:11,411 --> 00:31:12,620 a penitent man. 441 00:31:14,289 --> 00:31:16,165 - I can't... - All right. Let's rock. 442 00:31:25,258 --> 00:31:27,969 - You ever feel sad? - AUTOMATED VOICE: Of course, I do, Neil. 443 00:31:28,386 --> 00:31:30,597 But I don't talk about it. I keep it all inside. 444 00:31:31,139 --> 00:31:32,932 It helps me beat the shit out of people. 445 00:31:33,558 --> 00:31:34,642 I get it. 446 00:31:35,018 --> 00:31:36,436 What time is Syd coming in? 447 00:31:36,436 --> 00:31:38,771 I'm going to be handling her prep today, chef. 448 00:31:39,439 --> 00:31:41,774 - Don't fuck it up. - I'll try my best. 449 00:31:42,901 --> 00:31:44,360 But seriously, you know, 450 00:31:45,278 --> 00:31:49,240 if you ever try that shit with me, I'll fuck your ass up. 451 00:31:50,658 --> 00:31:51,659 Heard, chef. 452 00:31:53,244 --> 00:31:57,874 All right. (CLEARS THROAT) Listen up. We have the River North Festival today. 453 00:31:58,124 --> 00:32:00,376 So, I want everybody doing a little bit extra. 454 00:32:00,460 --> 00:32:02,253 T, you're going to do a triple prep, okay? 455 00:32:02,337 --> 00:32:03,796 Marcus, couple extra cakes. 456 00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:06,507 Ebra, double prep for you, please. 457 00:32:06,591 --> 00:32:09,469 And then, Cousin. We're still going to get a lunch rush, 458 00:32:09,469 --> 00:32:12,388 so I want the front of house locked and loaded please, all right? 459 00:32:12,472 --> 00:32:14,182 ALL: Yes, chef. CARMY: Thank you. 460 00:32:35,745 --> 00:32:36,996 (BELL BUZZES) 461 00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:38,456 CARMY: Yo. MAN: Yo. 462 00:32:38,623 --> 00:32:40,833 - Two hundred pounds. - Right. Yeah. Thank you. 463 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:45,254 No, no. This is... That's pork. I don't need pork. 464 00:32:45,421 --> 00:32:47,757 I'm just the delivery guy. Take it up with Lu. 465 00:32:47,966 --> 00:32:50,134 -(ROCK MUSIC PLAYING) -(CHUCKLES) 466 00:34:09,630 --> 00:34:11,049 (MUSIC FADES) 467 00:34:24,103 --> 00:34:26,272 (DISTORTED VOICES) 468 00:34:32,028 --> 00:34:33,821 TINA: Shit! Carmy! 469 00:34:34,072 --> 00:34:36,824 - Carmen! What the fuck. Are you crazy? - Please. 470 00:34:44,582 --> 00:34:48,086 - Yo! Hey! - Yeah. Yo. Fuck! 471 00:34:49,337 --> 00:34:50,338 You all right? 472 00:34:52,215 --> 00:34:53,800 - Yeah. Yeah. - Yeah? 473 00:34:57,512 --> 00:34:58,513 Sorry. 474 00:35:57,530 --> 00:35:58,531 What is this? 475 00:36:03,119 --> 00:36:04,120 I don't know. 476 00:36:07,915 --> 00:36:09,167 What the fuck is this? 477 00:36:14,964 --> 00:36:16,883 I don't know. And... 478 00:36:19,010 --> 00:36:21,512 I didn't really want to give it to you because... 479 00:36:22,346 --> 00:36:24,765 it meant that he was gone, you know, but... 480 00:36:41,115 --> 00:36:42,116 (SOFTLY) Okay. 481 00:37:17,944 --> 00:37:19,403 (GRUNTING) 482 00:37:26,827 --> 00:37:27,828 Stupid. 483 00:37:36,963 --> 00:37:38,422 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 484 00:37:44,136 --> 00:37:45,388 (EXHALES) 485 00:37:55,481 --> 00:37:56,732 (PHONE VIBRATES) 486 00:38:13,791 --> 00:38:14,959 (EXHALES) 487 00:38:15,126 --> 00:38:16,294 (SOFTLY) Fuck me. 488 00:38:22,425 --> 00:38:23,759 (PHONE VIBRATES) 489 00:39:41,962 --> 00:39:43,422 (SNIFFLES) 490 00:39:45,674 --> 00:39:48,260 Fuck you. Fuck you. 491 00:40:04,652 --> 00:40:05,653 What? 492 00:40:12,868 --> 00:40:13,869 What? 493 00:40:20,042 --> 00:40:23,671 You know, in Somalia, I am grill master. 494 00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:26,340 Shut up, you old bitch. 495 00:40:27,550 --> 00:40:30,261 - That's sexist. - Who's on family? 496 00:40:31,220 --> 00:40:32,471 I got it today, chef. 497 00:41:04,587 --> 00:41:05,921 RICHIE: You see this? 498 00:41:06,130 --> 00:41:08,382 - Look at this, it's doing that thing... - Yeah. 499 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:10,342 ...with the streams, they won't join. 500 00:41:11,135 --> 00:41:12,303 (EXHALES) 501 00:41:12,887 --> 00:41:14,680 - I got you. I'm gonna fix this. - You got me? 502 00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:16,390 - I got you. - How about we got you? 503 00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:17,475 You got me. Okay. 504 00:41:17,475 --> 00:41:20,603 We're giving you an opportunity to work here, even prove yourself, 505 00:41:20,603 --> 00:41:22,396 and put some money in your pocket. 506 00:41:22,521 --> 00:41:23,522 Yeah. 507 00:41:23,814 --> 00:41:28,027 You know what? Saw you got stabbed back there. 508 00:41:28,444 --> 00:41:29,612 Yeah, I did. 509 00:41:29,612 --> 00:41:31,864 It was pretty dope. It looked pretty cool. 510 00:41:32,323 --> 00:41:35,784 You just got stabbed, and you walked it off, it was pretty tough. 511 00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:40,581 - No shit, it was. - Pretty tight. Okay, I'll fix this. 512 00:42:03,938 --> 00:42:05,356 Housekeeping, chefs. 513 00:42:05,523 --> 00:42:06,941 ALL: Yes, chef. CARMY: Thank you. 514 00:42:39,515 --> 00:42:41,600 (SIZZLING) 515 00:43:00,744 --> 00:43:02,580 - Cousin! - RICHIE: Yo. 516 00:43:04,707 --> 00:43:05,708 Help! 517 00:43:06,083 --> 00:43:07,876 (STIRRING ROCK MUSIC PLAYING) 518 00:43:15,301 --> 00:43:19,513 (SINGING) Transport, motorways 519 00:43:19,638 --> 00:43:21,390 And tramlines 520 00:43:21,932 --> 00:43:26,687 Starting and then stopping... 521 00:43:28,564 --> 00:43:30,816 - Get the hell out of here. - Oh, yes. That's pretty. 522 00:43:31,275 --> 00:43:35,821 The emptiest of feelings 523 00:43:36,030 --> 00:43:40,743 Disappointed people 524 00:43:40,868 --> 00:43:43,287 Clinging on to bottles 525 00:43:43,412 --> 00:43:45,873 Yo, Richie. You can finally get a new CD for your car. 526 00:43:45,873 --> 00:43:47,041 (ALL LAUGHING) 527 00:43:47,166 --> 00:43:49,793 (OVERLAPPING CONVERSATIONS) 528 00:43:52,963 --> 00:43:57,217 Let down and hanging around 529 00:43:59,553 --> 00:44:04,099 Crushed like a bug in the ground 530 00:44:06,894 --> 00:44:08,062 SYDNEY: Uh... 531 00:44:08,062 --> 00:44:09,938 - Here she is. - Interesting. 532 00:44:10,189 --> 00:44:11,857 What's, uh... 533 00:44:13,609 --> 00:44:14,610 Jeff. 534 00:44:19,239 --> 00:44:22,201 Syd. Quit fucking around. Grab a can opener. 535 00:44:23,452 --> 00:44:27,748 Shell smashed, juices flowing... 536 00:44:28,999 --> 00:44:32,252 Family style? Two-tops and booths. 537 00:44:36,298 --> 00:44:37,675 Danish design. 538 00:44:38,717 --> 00:44:41,887 - Tasting menu at the bar. - Window on the side. 539 00:44:42,054 --> 00:44:43,430 - For sandwiches? - CARMY: Yeah. 540 00:44:51,855 --> 00:44:52,856 Okay. 541 00:44:55,567 --> 00:44:56,652 What do we call it? 542 00:44:57,361 --> 00:45:01,031 Let down and hanging around 543 00:46:05,888 --> 00:46:07,765 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 544 00:46:46,220 --> 00:46:48,263 (SINGING) You know 545 00:46:48,555 --> 00:46:52,267 You know where you are with 546 00:46:52,768 --> 00:46:56,647 You know where you are with 547 00:46:57,397 --> 00:46:59,149 Floor collapsing 548 00:46:59,233 --> 00:47:01,443 Floating 549 00:47:02,110 --> 00:47:03,695 Bouncing back 550 00:47:03,779 --> 00:47:07,115 And one day 551 00:47:07,282 --> 00:47:11,328 I am gonna grow wings 552 00:47:11,537 --> 00:47:15,457 A chemical reaction 553 00:47:15,707 --> 00:47:20,379 Hysterical and useless 554 00:47:20,504 --> 00:47:23,382 Hysterical and