1 00:00:45,190 --> 00:00:46,390 You good? 2 00:00:47,120 --> 00:00:50,260 Yeah, I just, smoking a cigarette. 3 00:00:55,910 --> 00:00:57,140 You don't smoke. 4 00:00:59,150 --> 00:01:01,480 I don't know, man. I was just I'm getting some air. 5 00:01:04,790 --> 00:01:06,236 Yeah? 6 00:01:06,260 --> 00:01:07,300 Yeah. 7 00:01:19,690 --> 00:01:21,490 You didn't talk to me all service. 8 00:01:25,370 --> 00:01:26,400 Was focused. 9 00:01:35,320 --> 00:01:38,390 - Yeah, I don't like the way this feels. - I mean, neither do I, so. 10 00:01:43,700 --> 00:01:44,770 Well, what's up? 11 00:01:51,850 --> 00:01:52,890 What? 12 00:01:57,860 --> 00:01:58,900 Talked to Pete. 13 00:02:06,650 --> 00:02:07,680 Yeah. 14 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:10,760 Yeah. 15 00:02:15,700 --> 00:02:16,846 I wanted to talk to you about that. 16 00:02:16,870 --> 00:02:18,710 Well, here we are. 17 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:25,820 Okay. 18 00:02:28,320 --> 00:02:32,546 Yeah, I should have I should have you're leaving. 19 00:02:32,570 --> 00:02:34,716 - No. No, that's I'm not leaving. - You are quitting 20 00:02:34,740 --> 00:02:36,916 - no. No, I'm not quitting. - And you are leaving me 21 00:02:36,940 --> 00:02:38,826 - with all of this shit. - I'm not leaving anything. 22 00:02:38,850 --> 00:02:40,796 - And you couldn't even tell me. - No that's not how it is. 23 00:02:40,820 --> 00:02:42,696 - I had to find it out from Pete. - Syd, can you just 24 00:02:42,720 --> 00:02:44,336 - okay, can you just hold on? - So 25 00:02:44,360 --> 00:02:45,860 can you hold on? Can you just 26 00:02:46,230 --> 00:02:49,300 please. Give me a second. 27 00:03:09,940 --> 00:03:14,920 It's the best thing for the restaurant. Okay? 28 00:03:16,690 --> 00:03:18,420 We have to put the restaurant first. 29 00:03:23,670 --> 00:03:24,670 Cool. 30 00:03:26,610 --> 00:03:27,640 Cool? 31 00:03:28,850 --> 00:03:31,226 Yeah, I mean, cool. 32 00:03:31,250 --> 00:03:32,566 If that's what you got for me, then that's what I have for you, you know? 33 00:03:32,590 --> 00:03:34,766 That's what I got for you? What does that 34 00:03:34,790 --> 00:03:36,906 it's not good enough. You're going to have to say something else. 35 00:03:36,930 --> 00:03:38,806 Yeah, I'm trying. I'm trying to think of what I can say. 36 00:03:38,830 --> 00:03:40,676 It's for the best of the restaurant? 37 00:03:40,700 --> 00:03:41,716 - That's why we have to put... - I thought you'd be psyched. 38 00:03:41,740 --> 00:03:42,916 - Psyched? - Yes! 39 00:03:42,940 --> 00:03:45,326 Psyched? Psyched for what? 40 00:03:45,350 --> 00:03:48,326 Psyched for the restaurant that's losing money every fucking second 41 00:03:48,350 --> 00:03:50,296 - and is gonna shut down? - No, it's not like that, okay? 42 00:03:50,320 --> 00:03:51,936 - Then tell me. - I'm gonna get us out of the debt. 43 00:03:51,960 --> 00:03:53,976 I'm gonna get us in the clear before I leave, okay? 44 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:55,706 I didn't know that. Well, thank you very much for that offer. 45 00:03:55,730 --> 00:03:57,776 - Don't fucking do that. - Then don't fucking do this. 46 00:03:57,800 --> 00:04:00,316 - Sydney, please, just... - what the fuck is the plan, mind you? 47 00:04:00,340 --> 00:04:02,956 What is your master plan for getting us out of this debt? 48 00:04:02,980 --> 00:04:05,426 This debt that you put us in, by the way. 49 00:04:05,450 --> 00:04:07,436 I know, but you can't blame it all on me, okay? We're gonna figure it out. 50 00:04:07,460 --> 00:04:10,276 I'm not blaming it all on you. Maybe somewhere from 50 to 75%. 51 00:04:10,300 --> 00:04:12,946 But, I mean, not all of it. What is it though? What's the figuring it out? 52 00:04:12,970 --> 00:04:15,446 - What's the plan? Tell me. - We have the correct team in place now. 53 00:04:15,470 --> 00:04:17,586 Okay? All right? We're doing this the correct way. 54 00:04:17,610 --> 00:04:20,596 Okay, wait, so the correct way, with the correct team 55 00:04:20,620 --> 00:04:22,466 that you're removing yourself from? Or 56 00:04:22,490 --> 00:04:24,736 Sydney, please. I'm trying to explain it to you, okay? 57 00:04:24,760 --> 00:04:27,436 No. I don't wanna... Could I actually just not hear you talk, please, 58 00:04:27,460 --> 00:04:29,670 for one fucking second? 59 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:37,496 You don't you don't do that. 60 00:04:37,520 --> 00:04:39,550 Well, then fucking help me, please. 61 00:05:22,110 --> 00:05:23,640 This is all I've ever done. 62 00:05:27,850 --> 00:05:29,090 It's all I've ever known. 63 00:05:30,590 --> 00:05:32,706 So now why is that my problem? 64 00:05:32,730 --> 00:05:34,776 That's that's what I'm saying. 65 00:05:34,800 --> 00:05:36,646 That it's my problem? 66 00:05:36,670 --> 00:05:38,040 No, that it shouldn't be. 67 00:05:41,080 --> 00:05:42,680 Explain. 68 00:05:44,990 --> 00:05:49,930 I think I did this so I didn't have to do other things. 69 00:05:51,970 --> 00:05:53,970 Opened a restaurant? 70 00:05:54,700 --> 00:05:55,940 Become a cook. 71 00:05:56,340 --> 00:05:58,580 Like like, what? Like an escape? 72 00:05:59,610 --> 00:06:00,720 Sure, yeah. 73 00:06:01,150 --> 00:06:03,596 I mean I mean, then join the fucking club. 74 00:06:03,620 --> 00:06:06,560 I don't know what to tell you. You you love this. 75 00:06:09,070 --> 00:06:11,540 I used to, yeah. 76 00:06:14,780 --> 00:06:15,810 Not now? 77 00:06:18,620 --> 00:06:19,690 No. 78 00:06:24,130 --> 00:06:25,130 No. 79 00:06:27,470 --> 00:06:32,586 I just I feel like I don't have anything to draw on, you know? 80 00:06:32,610 --> 00:06:34,480 I don't have anything to pull from. 81 00:06:39,030 --> 00:06:40,500 Jesus Christ. 82 00:06:47,080 --> 00:06:48,110 You love this. 83 00:06:50,220 --> 00:06:53,126 Yeah, for whatever fucked-up reason, yeah. Yeah, I do. 84 00:06:53,150 --> 00:06:54,620 It wasn't a question. 85 00:06:56,900 --> 00:06:59,446 If I didn't love it, I wouldn't put up with so much bullshit, 86 00:06:59,470 --> 00:07:01,176 - present bullshit included. - I understand. 87 00:07:01,200 --> 00:07:03,980 - I understand that. I understand. - What do you understand? 88 00:07:10,090 --> 00:07:11,120 I just. 89 00:07:15,830 --> 00:07:20,056 I think... I think I put a lot of things in the way 90 00:07:20,080 --> 00:07:26,026 of dealing with very real things and I am aware of that, okay? 91 00:07:26,050 --> 00:07:29,890 I think I was trying to, like, put... put hurdles in the way. 92 00:07:30,600 --> 00:07:31,770 Hurdles? 93 00:07:32,200 --> 00:07:34,670 - Hurdles. - Hurdles like like what? 94 00:07:36,610 --> 00:07:38,656 - Like... - like changing the menu every day 95 00:07:38,680 --> 00:07:40,696 - probably. - And not communicating 96 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:43,160 - yes, probably. I think so. - And not apologizing to people. 97 00:07:44,860 --> 00:07:47,776 And just being a fucking menace in general. 98 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:50,176 - I think I yes, okay? - Okay. 99 00:07:50,200 --> 00:07:52,546 I think, yes. But you also 100 00:07:52,570 --> 00:07:55,210 you can't act like you weren't trying to get the fuck out of here. 101 00:07:56,250 --> 00:07:57,950 What the fuck are you talking about? 102 00:08:00,820 --> 00:08:02,936 - Sydney... - no, I don't wanna do this right now. 103 00:08:02,960 --> 00:08:06,030 This is not what this is fucking about. I do not wanna do this right now. 104 00:08:09,040 --> 00:08:10,070 Don't. 105 00:08:13,620 --> 00:08:15,226 - I've known Adam for a very long time. - Fuck off. 106 00:08:15,250 --> 00:08:16,996 - You realize that, right? - Yeah, okay, well 107 00:08:17,020 --> 00:08:18,530 can you stop doing that? 108 00:08:19,930 --> 00:08:21,236 You're not good at smoking. 109 00:08:21,260 --> 00:08:22,670 I'm gonna get good. 110 00:08:36,130 --> 00:08:38,106 I was gonna tell you. 111 00:08:38,130 --> 00:08:41,546 And then it all fucking just got weird and blew up 112 00:08:41,570 --> 00:08:43,716 and annoying and he - I understand why you did it. 113 00:08:43,740 --> 00:08:45,256 - I understand. Yes, I do. - No, no. 114 00:08:45,280 --> 00:08:47,596 - No, no. - I get it. It makes sense. 115 00:08:47,620 --> 00:08:49,596 But I should have told you and I'm sorry that I didn't tell you. 116 00:08:49,620 --> 00:08:51,906 - It's okay. - No, but it's not okay, 117 00:08:51,930 --> 00:08:54,976 and it's a fucking symptom of this whole fucking shit that I didn't tell you. 118 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:58,686 And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you, but you were being a fucking maniac. 119 00:08:58,710 --> 00:09:00,586 - I know I was being a maniac. - No, actually a maniac. 120 00:09:00,610 --> 00:09:02,756 And that's what I'm trying to tell you. 121 00:09:02,780 --> 00:09:04,866 I'm trying to tell you I'm sorry for that. That's what I'm saying. 122 00:09:04,890 --> 00:09:06,996 For driving the business in the ground and fucking yelling at Richie? 123 00:09:07,020 --> 00:09:09,566 - And fucking yelling at everybody? - I would want to leave too. 124 00:09:09,590 --> 00:09:11,876 - I fucking get it! - I know you know that, but no, car my. 125 00:09:11,900 --> 00:09:16,116 I need you to know because, like, I'm sorry that it fucking even got to this. 126 00:09:16,140 --> 00:09:19,056 And I'm sorry for everything that you've been through, 127 00:09:19,080 --> 00:09:20,756 - and that your family... - that's not what this is! 128 00:09:20,780 --> 00:09:22,766 Yes, it is what it is - no, it's not. Please. 129 00:09:22,790 --> 00:09:25,636 Because it's the fucking elephant in the fucking restaurant, man. 130 00:09:25,660 --> 00:09:29,606 And I'm so sorry that your family has had to go through this shit 131 00:09:29,630 --> 00:09:31,176 - stop. Stop, Syd. - And the fact that you 132 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:32,746 and nat - please stop. You don't have to do that. 133 00:09:32,770 --> 00:09:34,986 And Richie have to come to work every day. 134 00:09:35,010 --> 00:09:36,626 And fucking work your way through this shit. 135 00:09:36,650 --> 00:09:38,726 I'm not gonna fucking stop it. I'm sorry. 136 00:09:38,750 --> 00:09:40,766 I'm not 'cause it's awful 137 00:09:40,790 --> 00:09:43,636 and the little of it that I understand, it's a fucking nightmare. 138 00:09:43,660 --> 00:09:47,646 And I'm sorry that it's happened to you and it's happening to you, 139 00:09:47,670 --> 00:09:51,926 but when you take it out on the restaurant and the people who work here 140 00:09:51,950 --> 00:09:55,196 and the fucking business and on me, it's beyond the fucking 141 00:09:55,220 --> 00:09:57,936 I know that. That's why I have to remove myself. That's what I'm saying. 142 00:09:57,960 --> 00:09:59,766 Why? To go do fucking what? 143 00:09:59,790 --> 00:10:00,976 To make me not like this. 144 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:02,200 How? 145 00:10:05,970 --> 00:10:07,040 I 146 00:10:10,420 --> 00:10:16,660 I think I have put a lot of stuff in the way, right? Of of of not 147 00:10:18,130 --> 00:10:21,670 of not dealing with other stuff. Okay? 148 00:10:23,880 --> 00:10:26,980 And-and-and I think I'm really I'm trying to run into that. 149 00:10:27,420 --> 00:10:29,966 All right? So I'm not blocked by it anymore. 150 00:10:29,990 --> 00:10:33,976 I'm not scared of it anymore. I'm not sprinting from it anymore. 151 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:35,176 Hey, I think that's great. 152 00:10:35,200 --> 00:10:37,346 - You do? - Of course I do. 153 00:10:37,370 --> 00:10:40,356 Okay, and I think it's great that Adam wants you to be at his restaurant. 154 00:10:40,380 --> 00:10:42,926 I mean, I think that's a really great opportunity, and 155 00:10:42,950 --> 00:10:46,196 and, you know, I think he's actually he's pretty good, so 156 00:10:46,220 --> 00:10:48,336 - okay, don't be a fucking asshole. - I'm not being an asshole. 157 00:10:48,360 --> 00:10:51,360 It's the truth. Like, he's just he's fucking he's okay. 158 00:10:52,300 --> 00:10:53,406 And what? You're better? 159 00:10:53,430 --> 00:10:55,246 Yeah, I smoke him. 160 00:10:55,270 --> 00:10:56,386 Okay, congrats. 161 00:10:56,410 --> 00:10:58,340 - And so do you. - Fuck off. 162 00:11:03,920 --> 00:11:06,090 Syd, you're everything I'm never gonna be. 163 00:11:08,770 --> 00:11:10,946 What the fuck are you talking about? 164 00:11:10,970 --> 00:11:14,980 You're just you are. You are considerate. 165 00:11:15,910 --> 00:11:20,690 You... you allow yourself to feel things, right? 166 00:11:21,260 --> 00:11:27,316 You allow yourself to care. You are a natural leader and teacher. 167 00:11:27,340 --> 00:11:31,756 And you're doing all this stuff for every right fucking reason. 168 00:11:31,780 --> 00:11:35,166 And I get it. This is a great opportunity, right? 169 00:11:35,190 --> 00:11:36,766 And it's for a lot of fucking money 170 00:11:36,790 --> 00:11:39,006 and you can hire whoever the fuck you want, right? 171 00:11:39,030 --> 00:11:42,006 But this place right now, this is starting to gel. 172 00:11:42,030 --> 00:11:45,146 It is starting to feel alive, right? 173 00:11:45,170 --> 00:11:47,156 And you have seven people in this building 174 00:11:47,180 --> 00:11:50,326 who will jump in front of a fucking train for you right now. 175 00:11:50,350 --> 00:11:53,990 And I'm gonna do everything I can to set you up for success but 176 00:11:57,830 --> 00:12:02,446 any chance of any kind of good in this building, 177 00:12:02,470 --> 00:12:04,916 it started when you walked in. 178 00:12:04,940 --> 00:12:07,450 And any possibility of it surviving 179 00:12:11,090 --> 00:12:12,090 it's with you. 180 00:12:16,470 --> 00:12:18,170 How can you say that? 181 00:12:21,980 --> 00:12:24,226 I believe in you more than I've ever believed in myself. 182 00:12:24,250 --> 00:12:25,320 Jesus. 183 00:12:27,290 --> 00:12:28,320 Why? 184 00:12:34,300 --> 00:12:35,510 Because you're the bear. 185 00:12:45,320 --> 00:12:47,106 - And what if you're wrong? - I'm not. 186 00:12:47,130 --> 00:12:48,776 - And if you are? - I'm not. 187 00:12:48,800 --> 00:12:50,216 You change your mind every fucking ten seconds. 188 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:52,186 I know. But that's not what this is. 189 00:12:52,210 --> 00:12:53,516 - That's not what this is. - What is it then? You're leaving. 190 00:12:53,540 --> 00:12:55,186 Syd, you don't need me. 191 00:12:55,210 --> 00:12:57,496 I know I don't need you, but that's not the point. 192 00:12:57,520 --> 00:13:00,390 You're supposed to fucking be here. 193 00:13:02,260 --> 00:13:05,246 And you self-sabotage and you run away when things are good 194 00:13:05,270 --> 00:13:07,276 - and it's not fucking fair! - I know. I know that's what I do 195 00:13:07,300 --> 00:13:09,386 - and I'm trying to break that. - So then why are you doing it? 196 00:13:09,410 --> 00:13:11,826 - I'm trying to change that, okay? - You're my partner! 197 00:13:11,850 --> 00:13:13,896 - I'm your friend! - You're not fucking acting like it! 198 00:13:13,920 --> 00:13:15,996 Whoa! Whoa! 199 00:13:16,020 --> 00:13:18,360 What the fuck are you two shouting about? 200 00:13:18,860 --> 00:13:20,900 He's leaving. 201 00:13:22,570 --> 00:13:24,416 All right, great. Clean up without his ass. 202 00:13:24,440 --> 00:13:26,840 He's fucking quitting the restaurant. 203 00:13:28,040 --> 00:13:29,040 What? 204 00:13:29,450 --> 00:13:30,520 Yeah. 205 00:13:34,160 --> 00:13:35,160 You're quitting? 206 00:13:39,330 --> 00:13:42,016 I'm retiring. 207 00:13:42,040 --> 00:13:43,110 Right. 208 00:13:43,940 --> 00:13:46,150 You're retiring? You're 12. 209 00:13:49,620 --> 00:13:51,906 Richie, I'm fucking, I'm fucking done. 210 00:13:51,930 --> 00:13:52,960 Done with what? 211 00:13:53,390 --> 00:13:54,506 Restaurants. 212 00:13:54,530 --> 00:13:56,300 You on fucking drugs right now? 213 00:13:57,240 --> 00:14:00,170 No, I'm telling you, I'm just I'm fucking I'm out. 214 00:14:01,380 --> 00:14:02,410 All right. 215 00:14:03,980 --> 00:14:07,936 All right. Well... Good luck, admiral. 216 00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:09,166 We'll send you your watch. 217 00:14:09,190 --> 00:14:11,176 I'm serious. 218 00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:14,646 Yeah, no, no, I know. Of course. Of course. Yeah, go on. 219 00:14:14,670 --> 00:14:17,316 Of course what? Of course what? What does that mean? What do you mean? 220 00:14:17,340 --> 00:14:19,586 No, just, of course, take off. This is what you're good at, you know? 221 00:14:19,610 --> 00:14:21,926 The fuck does that mean? It's what I'm good at? 222 00:14:21,950 --> 00:14:24,066 No, it means that we're down. We're getting the shit kicked out of us. 223 00:14:24,090 --> 00:14:26,976 So yeah, fucking, you know, take off. It's fine. It's fine. 224 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:29,046 - That's not what this is! Okay? - All right. 225 00:14:29,070 --> 00:14:30,976 - It's classic escapism. - That's not what this is. No, it's not. 226 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:33,186 - Fight or flight. - I'm trying to tell you something, okay? 227 00:14:33,210 --> 00:14:34,916 - We gotta fight and this is flight. - I'm gonna get us out of debt. 228 00:14:34,940 --> 00:14:36,656 I'm gonna get us in the clear, okay? 229 00:14:36,680 --> 00:14:38,526 That's not what this is. I'm putting the restaurant first. 230 00:14:38,550 --> 00:14:40,096 Don't say you're putting the restaurant first. 231 00:14:40,120 --> 00:14:41,536 That's what I'm fucking doing! 232 00:14:41,560 --> 00:14:43,366 Yeah, just like you put your family first. 233 00:14:43,390 --> 00:14:44,277 - Come on, Syd, let's fucking come on. - - Richie. 234 00:14:44,301 --> 00:14:45,330 Richie, I'm sorry. 235 00:14:47,170 --> 00:14:50,356 - Richie, listen to me, okay? - Carmen, go fuck yourself. 236 00:14:50,380 --> 00:14:52,286 I'm trying to tell you something fucking real. 237 00:14:52,310 --> 00:14:53,956 - Carmen, go fuck yourself! - I'm trying to apologize to you! 238 00:14:53,980 --> 00:14:55,366 I don't wanna hear your fucking apologies. 239 00:14:55,390 --> 00:14:56,620 You're not fucking letting me! 240 00:14:59,560 --> 00:15:02,146 Richie, I'm trying I'm trying to fucking tell you something. I'm trying 241 00:15:02,170 --> 00:15:03,976 I don't wanna fucking hear it. Your sorries are shit. 242 00:15:04,000 --> 00:15:05,946 Chef Sydney, I'm gonna go in. 243 00:15:05,970 --> 00:15:08,356 I'm gonna review the schedule, see if we can cut some hours. 244 00:15:08,380 --> 00:15:10,956 Actually, chef Carmen is doing us a favor 'cause we could really use that salary. 245 00:15:10,980 --> 00:15:12,120 So thanks. 246 00:15:12,490 --> 00:15:15,220 I went to Michael's funeral. 247 00:15:23,040 --> 00:15:24,110 What did you just say? 248 00:15:27,520 --> 00:15:29,566 I'm gonna I'm gonna go inside. 249 00:15:29,590 --> 00:15:32,530 - I don't think I should be... - no. Stay. Stay for a sec, please? 250 00:15:38,370 --> 00:15:39,540 Why'd you just say that? 251 00:15:41,340 --> 00:15:43,256 I should have told you before. I'm telling you now. 252 00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:46,266 - What are you trying to do? - I'm being honest with you. 253 00:15:46,290 --> 00:15:48,166 - Are you trying to fuck me up right now? - No. 254 00:15:48,190 --> 00:15:50,276 There's no refrigerator door here right now. 255 00:15:50,300 --> 00:15:52,546 - Richie, I'm not trying to fuck you up. - Do not fuck with me. 256 00:15:52,570 --> 00:15:54,416 - I'm trying to tell you something, Richie. - I will fucking destroy you. 257 00:15:54,440 --> 00:15:56,616 - Please, stop, Richie. Stop. - I'm not fucking with you. 258 00:15:56,640 --> 00:15:58,456 - I will fucking destroy you. - Richie, stop. Richie. 259 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:00,156 Richie, please, please, stop. 260 00:16:00,180 --> 00:16:03,290 Richie, please, please, please fucking stop. 261 00:16:04,020 --> 00:16:07,430 - Please, Richie. Please, stop. - All right. All right. All right. 262 00:16:24,360 --> 00:16:25,646 - You went to the funeral? - Yeah. 263 00:16:25,670 --> 00:16:27,500 - I did. I went to the funeral. - Okay. 264 00:16:28,300 --> 00:16:29,370 What was I wearing? 265 00:16:30,680 --> 00:16:32,040 What? 266 00:16:33,680 --> 00:16:35,526 If you went to the funeral, you'd know what I was wearing. 267 00:16:35,550 --> 00:16:37,596 I have no fucking idea what you were wearing, Richie. 268 00:16:37,620 --> 00:16:38,730 I don't fucking know. 269 00:16:40,530 --> 00:16:42,176 So you just went in, you didn't say anything? 270 00:16:42,200 --> 00:16:43,700 You didn't see anybody? 271 00:16:45,170 --> 00:16:46,470 I went in for a second. 272 00:16:47,440 --> 00:16:48,710 And then I left. 273 00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:50,620 And then I sat in my car. 274 00:16:53,190 --> 00:16:54,220 Why? 275 00:16:57,830 --> 00:16:59,200 I couldn't handle it. 276 00:17:01,740 --> 00:17:03,486 Yeah, no shit. 277 00:17:03,510 --> 00:17:05,786 How the fuck do you think anybody fucking handles it? 278 00:17:05,810 --> 00:17:08,826 I know. I understand that. It was shameful and I'm ashamed, it was horrible, 279 00:17:08,850 --> 00:17:11,120 and I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 280 00:17:11,820 --> 00:17:14,760 You have any idea how fucking hard that shit was for me? 281 00:17:17,600 --> 00:17:19,070 I'm aware, yes. 282 00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:26,350 She 283 00:17:28,460 --> 00:17:32,130 she was just saying this thing about how 284 00:17:34,300 --> 00:17:37,256 you know, we were trying to deal, right? 285 00:17:37,280 --> 00:17:43,466 And we didn't know how, like, me and you and-and sug, like, the three of us 286 00:17:43,490 --> 00:17:46,160 stop. Who is she? 287 00:17:47,500 --> 00:17:49,376 Me, I'm she. I was 288 00:17:49,400 --> 00:17:51,540 - just a few before you came out. - Okay. Continue. 289 00:17:55,340 --> 00:17:57,580 When I came back, I didn't know what to do. 290 00:17:59,320 --> 00:18:03,306 Okay? I was so fucking angry. 291 00:18:03,330 --> 00:18:07,276 And I was so fucking stuck, and I was so fucking scared and I didn't know. 292 00:18:07,300 --> 00:18:09,146 I didn't know. I didn't know how to deal with it. 293 00:18:09,170 --> 00:18:11,556 I didn't know what to fucking do. 294 00:18:11,580 --> 00:18:13,626 If I could go back in time, I don't know if I would have done anything differently. 295 00:18:13,650 --> 00:18:15,420 I don't know. 296 00:18:15,850 --> 00:18:18,830 I don't know, but... I was just thinking and I was. 297 00:18:19,830 --> 00:18:24,540 I was thinking for the first time about this thing. 298 00:18:25,510 --> 00:18:30,680 About how it happened and I never thought of it before, just how sorry I am. 299 00:18:32,350 --> 00:18:36,560 How sorry I am because I just I didn't realize how 300 00:18:37,430 --> 00:18:39,500 how what? How. 301 00:18:43,580 --> 00:18:45,880 I didn't realize how you lost somebody too. 302 00:19:12,600 --> 00:19:14,340 I felt like you resented me. 303 00:19:18,410 --> 00:19:19,480 I did. 304 00:19:21,820 --> 00:19:22,890 Why? 305 00:19:27,700 --> 00:19:29,470 Because you you were like 306 00:19:33,410 --> 00:19:35,410 you were like inside my family. 307 00:19:37,450 --> 00:19:39,750 Like, you really, you knew my family. 308 00:19:41,760 --> 00:19:43,530 You got to spend time with him. 309 00:19:44,460 --> 00:19:47,516 And you really, you knew you knew him, you know? 310 00:19:47,540 --> 00:19:48,700 You knew him. 311 00:19:49,170 --> 00:19:51,416 Yeah, but it's not the same. I didn't really know him. 312 00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:52,950 I didn't know him like you did. 313 00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:14,290 I couldn't figure out what the fuck was wrong with him. 314 00:20:16,330 --> 00:20:17,406 That makes sense. 315 00:20:17,430 --> 00:20:18,460 And, 316 00:20:22,510 --> 00:20:25,680 like, I you know, I tried to get him to talk to somebody and I. 317 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:27,720 I just I don't. 318 00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:32,560 I thought I'd be 319 00:20:32,930 --> 00:20:36,446 like, maybe if I could just... Stay at the beef, 320 00:20:36,470 --> 00:20:38,940 I could, like, keep an eye on him and then I. 321 00:20:44,880 --> 00:20:45,890 I failed. 322 00:20:50,360 --> 00:20:51,700 You didn't fail, Richie. 323 00:20:54,770 --> 00:20:55,910 Felt like that. 324 00:20:57,410 --> 00:21:02,020 Richie, y-you... you didn't. 325 00:21:06,430 --> 00:21:08,560 I thought that that was why you didn't go. 326 00:21:19,590 --> 00:21:21,720 You thought that's why I didn't go to the funeral? 327 00:21:30,710 --> 00:21:31,740 No. 328 00:22:00,130 --> 00:22:02,670 Fucking stop that. You don't fucking smoke. 329 00:22:03,110 --> 00:22:05,110 Nigga, who cares right now? 330 00:22:11,590 --> 00:22:12,960 Exactly. Give me that. 331 00:22:21,140 --> 00:22:22,680 I resented you too. 332 00:22:26,450 --> 00:22:27,720 Yeah, I'm sure. 333 00:22:29,530 --> 00:22:32,830 I love I love your family. 334 00:22:35,810 --> 00:22:37,010 And they love you. 335 00:22:42,790 --> 00:22:44,160 He fucking loved you. 336 00:22:45,930 --> 00:22:47,130 I know. 337 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:50,770 I know, and they love you. You know that, right? 338 00:22:51,270 --> 00:22:55,110 I know, but it's different. I'm like the cousin, you know? 339 00:22:56,510 --> 00:22:58,680 Yeah, but Richie, you're more than that. 340 00:23:03,490 --> 00:23:05,730 My god, you're a fucking idiot. 341 00:23:08,670 --> 00:23:09,770 I'm working on it. 342 00:23:12,750 --> 00:23:14,026 Yeah? 343 00:23:14,050 --> 00:23:15,120 Yeah. 344 00:23:16,590 --> 00:23:17,996 How? 345 00:23:18,020 --> 00:23:19,940 I don't know. I feel like that's why I gotta go. 346 00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:36,160 I missed you. 347 00:23:41,870 --> 00:23:43,210 - You what? - Like, 348 00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:47,150 all that time that you were gone, like, I was 349 00:23:48,650 --> 00:23:50,790 you know, I would just be, like, thinking about 350 00:23:52,790 --> 00:23:57,176 you know, like, where you were and, like, what you're doing. 351 00:23:57,200 --> 00:24:00,810 And just like, I don't know, like experiences you were having. 352 00:24:08,020 --> 00:24:11,606 This one time that, like, me and Mikey, we took this road trip. 353 00:24:11,630 --> 00:24:14,500 We had to drop something off for Jimmy and, 354 00:24:16,670 --> 00:24:19,126 we were, like, cruising down the lake outside of town, 355 00:24:19,150 --> 00:24:21,820 and you know, fucking good tunes and, 356 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:28,460 yeah. For like half an hour... We felt like. 357 00:24:32,270 --> 00:24:35,956 I don't know, like, it felt, like, perfect, you know? 358 00:24:35,980 --> 00:24:38,750 Like that was as good as it gets, you know? Just like 359 00:24:41,590 --> 00:24:44,930 me and my homie just fucking, you know, 360 00:24:45,530 --> 00:24:50,740 on some trip for work, just fucking dialed. 361 00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:53,950 And like I was like, "fuck, that's" 362 00:24:55,720 --> 00:24:58,066 "that's what Carmen's life must be like." 363 00:24:58,090 --> 00:25:00,006 I thought that that was kind of, like 364 00:25:00,030 --> 00:25:02,700 you know, like, how you felt. 365 00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:09,080 No. 366 00:25:14,590 --> 00:25:15,860 It wasn't like that. 367 00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:26,710 I was jealous. 368 00:25:27,110 --> 00:25:32,206 I bought a fucking cookbook. 369 00:25:32,230 --> 00:25:34,706 You bought a cookbook? 370 00:25:34,730 --> 00:25:37,730 Yeah, I don't know. Well, like, I just wanted to see what the big deal was. 371 00:25:38,370 --> 00:25:39,910 Which cookbook did you buy? 372 00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:47,760 French laundry. 373 00:25:50,060 --> 00:25:52,876 - It's fucking demented. - Yeah. 374 00:25:52,900 --> 00:25:56,770 That's not even a cookbook. That's like a wechsler intelligence exam. 375 00:25:57,980 --> 00:26:01,026 Fucking circular stencil? Fuck you. 376 00:26:01,050 --> 00:26:03,120 It's not easy. It's not. It's not. 377 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:05,736 But I was thinking, like, if this kid's 378 00:26:05,760 --> 00:26:09,030 he's a fucking g if he can figure out this insane bullshit, you know? 379 00:26:13,810 --> 00:26:19,320 You don't think it's wrong for you to, like, walk away from all that? 380 00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:35,790 I-I don't know what I'm like, Richie. 381 00:26:39,690 --> 00:26:40,730 What do you mean? 382 00:26:45,340 --> 00:26:48,010 Like, outside of the kitchen, I don't know what I'm like. 383 00:26:55,120 --> 00:26:56,890 But the restaurant, it's gonna be 384 00:27:00,270 --> 00:27:03,870 it's gonna be good. It's gonna be fine. You know? 385 00:27:05,140 --> 00:27:07,156 - Yeah. - Yeah. 386 00:27:07,180 --> 00:27:08,250 I know. 387 00:27:11,020 --> 00:27:12,420 How do you know that? 388 00:27:12,790 --> 00:27:16,030 How do I know? I mean, we still got you, right? 389 00:27:17,900 --> 00:27:19,810 Please tell me you're not quitting too. 390 00:27:20,340 --> 00:27:21,380 Depends. 391 00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:23,080 On what? 392 00:27:26,090 --> 00:27:29,736 - Updated partnership terms. - Okay, anything. What is it? 393 00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:33,370 One side, Jimmy and the - yeah, that's 394 00:27:35,170 --> 00:27:40,210 and the other side... me, nat and Richie. 395 00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:49,106 Okay, if that's that's what you want. 396 00:27:49,130 --> 00:27:50,230 It's what I need. 397 00:27:59,250 --> 00:28:00,820 Okay. 398 00:28:03,030 --> 00:28:04,060 Yeah. 399 00:28:06,900 --> 00:28:07,970 You got it. 400 00:28:09,510 --> 00:28:10,740 You in? 401 00:28:14,250 --> 00:28:15,280 I don't. 402 00:28:16,890 --> 00:28:19,436 I don't wanna be the ambassador of St. paddy's day. 403 00:28:19,460 --> 00:28:22,970 - The fuck is that supposed to mean? - What the fuck does that mean? 404 00:28:24,270 --> 00:28:28,210 I appreciate the gesture, but, like 405 00:28:30,850 --> 00:28:32,990 this is my home. I'm not going anywhere. 406 00:28:37,900 --> 00:28:40,200 Who the fuck has time for gestures? 407 00:28:43,070 --> 00:28:45,180 This is real? 408 00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:46,910 Carmy? 409 00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:51,090 Yeah, yeah, it's real. It's real. 410 00:29:00,070 --> 00:29:03,810 Fuck yes, chef Sydney. It is a fucking honor. 411 00:29:13,870 --> 00:29:20,186 As my... My official capacity as a partner, 412 00:29:20,210 --> 00:29:21,550 I do have one question though. 413 00:29:23,820 --> 00:29:27,600 Exactly how the fuck do we keep this place open? 414 00:29:31,370 --> 00:29:34,410 Fuck me, I have the same exact question. 415 00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:41,260 We're gonna figure it out. 416 00:29:43,630 --> 00:29:44,860 We are. 417 00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:56,490 What the hell are you guys doing? 418 00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:00,366 What happened? 419 00:30:00,390 --> 00:30:02,060 Sugar, did you talk to Pete? 420 00:30:02,730 --> 00:30:04,570 - About what? - The agreement. 421 00:30:05,570 --> 00:30:10,380 No. Client-attorney privilege. What's going on? 422 00:30:20,940 --> 00:30:23,010 Guys. Wh 423 00:30:25,110 --> 00:30:27,350 he's leaving. 424 00:30:28,350 --> 00:30:32,890 He's leaving the restaurant. All restaurants, I think. 425 00:30:36,300 --> 00:30:38,070 He went to Mikey's funeral. 426 00:30:43,380 --> 00:30:44,420 Carm?