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Are you happy?
In general or...?
I mean now.
What?
Did you say something?
I guess I was talking in my sleep.
- What time is it? - 5.10 am
Why don't you go back to sleep?
There's no point.
Remember that Labor Day at Villa Pamphilj?
Not really.
THE TWO OF US
- Completely still for an hour? Shit! - You're allowed to breathe!
You try to connect with the universe,
with something bigger than you.
The possibilities are endless.
With your eyes closed, in a room... endless possibilities?
Your sight is better with closed eyes.
Lu, the endless possibilities...
are in the world, not in your head.
I'm sorry.
Let's talk about it when the permafrost melts.
I've never printed a receipt from an ATM in my life.
You're not the only eco-nut here.
That's why your relationships never last more than two months?
Too many possibilities?
You have to find the right one, so...
you have to make a selection, you have to choose.
As Mr. Permafrost says,
Homo sapiens is about to die out,
I don't even see...
any harm in it, right?
So you're a sexist!
Yes, yes.
I'm a man, why should I cheer for the other team?
Where's the wine I brought? What is this crap without sulfites?
I demand pesticides in my wine.
Pumpkin soup.
What with intolerances, allergies,
reflux, I didn't know what to make.
- You've still got this reflux? - I hope you like it.
You know they use this in porn instead of sperm, to do facials?
- Yeah? - Yes!
And you know that how?
How can you get to know a woman in two months?
Two months is plenty!
People don't improve with age,
just like this lousy wine
that someone dared to bring.
What about these two? 15 years together.
What about them?
They belong to a bygone era, like bull fighting.
Oh those poor animals, don't even talk about it!
It freaks me out.
We've got something to say.
See honey? I knew it.
- Here we go! - I'm about to cry.
Yes, well...
we've thought about this a lot...
we've finally made up our minds.
Well, we've decided to split up.
What?
That's a huge Freudian slip you just made.
You'll have to apologize for the rest of your life.
You just said you've decided to split up.
It's true.
You really meant "split up"?
- Yes. - Just like that?
We still care for each other.
What the fuck is going on?
We want to stay friends
nothing will change for us all.
How is that even possible?
- It's a gradual separation. - Yeah.
A natural thing.
What the fuck is that, a separation with no added sulfites?
You know what they say
"Even if we break up, I'll always be therefor you"?
Well...
nobody ever is,in reality.
We'd like to try.
And the house?
It took us decades to find this fucking house,
we took out a huge... you took out a huge mortgage.
That lovely man, the bank manager,
even told you that a joint mortgage
is more important than marriage. What was his name, Massimo, Augusto?
Whatever,some Roman emperor!
He was right!
We'll get two houses, we'll sell this one.
Actually...
- we hoped you'd deal with that. - Me?
- Yes, thanks. - No way!
What now?
Let's eat!
- No? - Let's eat!
It was his idea, right?
Both of ours.
Those farmers we buy from are out of control!
- Take some veg please. - He's having an affair.
For sure.
Some slutty barmaid from those shitholes where they play.
They're all the same. Can you believe it?
It's all love until they see boobs through a beer glass
and they lose their fucking minds.
It wasn't working anymore, what should we do?
Keep on staying together? Out of fear?
I don't get it. You still have sex?
Yeah!
- But that's not the point. - What's the point?
I'm sick of banging my head against a wall.
Wait a minute... This was your idea?
I couldn't stand seeing him unhappy anymore.
Fucking leeks, I get it, they're in season,
but a ton of leeks, c'mon...
Alice, you can't stay friends.
When it's over it's over.
You should know that. Remember Mathieu?
You dumped him in a flash saying
"It's this way, or no way," and then what?
I dreamt about him for a year.
I've been thinking Ali.
It's a good thing.
Think how long it'll take you to forget Tommy.
- Want some cabbage? - No!
It's organic.
Tommy, I'm sorry but I have to say
It's a bad idea.
I can even say it in reverse
"aedi dab a s'ti"
Come on!
What's this "natural" separation thing?
If it means that when he "naturally" wants to get laid
he can, without guilt, I'm in.
I'll go organic too and give up the pesticides!
Tommy, hey!
You're seeing someone else?
I give up. I don't get it.
We decided to break up, but I won't just vanish.
We grew up together, it's normal to care for each other.
We're just not a couple anymore.
Cake!
The cake!
Maybe we should start doing things on our own, right?
Like shopping, laundry...
And if friends come over, or relatives...
we let each other know, right?
Yeah.
And before seeing someone else let's wait till we're not living together.
- Right? - Yeah.
Thanks.
Wow, fireworks!
We're in Rome. There are fireworks every day.
Come on, let's go watch them!
I'm tired.
I'm tired too.
Good night.
- Want the blanket? - No thanks.
DAY 1
45 DAYS TO THE SALE OF THE HOUSE
It's quite irritating, like a twitch
like when your eyelid trembles
out of tiredness, but... there.
Hold it, I have to do...
a complete swab and a pap test.
- How old are you? - 37. Nearly.
- And you're afraid of a cotton bud? - No!
Right,
everything seems fine.
But we'll wait for the test results to be sure.
Itchiness? Irritation?
Burning?
I've been there and I left them behind.
Try 'Vagigel Fast', with hyaluronic acid.
Simply a good sensation,
'Vagigel Fast'!
OK, Alice, tell us about yourself.
OK, I'm Alice and I'm an actress.
And what else...
I'm breaking up after 15 years,
but without arguing.
We're really good friends!
Yes, OK, show me your right profile,
please...
Yes...
Love, how are you?
It's Mom.
I've been trying to call you for three days. Are you OK?
I have my tango class now
If you call it might be turned off.
OK, but try anyway.
Big kiss.
Mom, sorry, I'm a bit busy.
I'll call you soon, OK?
Anyway, I'm fine.
APARTMENTFOR SALE
Everything's fine.
Hello there!
Can you manage on your own?
The truth?
My parents give me a hand. Otherwise I couldn't.
They sold the beach house, you know?
Varigotti? No... No!
We had it for 30 years.
Remember when we went there to write the play about autism?
God, when was that?
8 years ago, I'd just broken up with Tommy.
I started working with my dad out of guilt.
I haven't told my parents yet.
My dad will be upset. He's still mad 'cause we didn't get married.
As if people still get married!
God, sorry.
Sorry, I'm an idiot.
It's like mourning.
You see his new pregnant girlfriend on facebook
he takes her on the same vacations he did with you.
You need to take good care of yourself not to go crazy.
Oh, my God... I guess I don't realize.
Here, take this.
What is it?
It's for emergencies only.
It's completely natural!
Tonight's the first time I'll miss one of his gigs.
Let me bloom or never leave me
The sense of an ending is that it doesn't come when you want it
Inject me with a destiny, let it flow inside me
Turn off my control and light the fire that isn't there
A book I lost at university
Too many cigarettes and a lack of personality
Our eyes glued to each other and bodies without gravity
Bright particles lighting up the darkness
Boredom doesn't hurt, but it may kill you some day
What if she's having sex with someone else right now?
No way! I know her.
Don't act like you don't give a shit... You wrote 3 records about you two.
No, I wrote 3 records about our problems.
I was never able to write a proper love song.
At New Year's Eve you said you wanted a child.
But then it didn't happen.
You said it's thanks to her you managed to leave your home town
and come to Rome, no?
Bye Rocco, great gig!
- Bye! - Bye, girls!
I DON'T WANT TO BE SAD ANYMORE
I don't know, Tommy, I can't be objective.
For me you two are a classic, like Springsteen or Oreos...
Breaking up doesn't have to be a tragedy.
Sure, but you don't celebrate!
Some cultures have funeral parties...
So what? In some cultures men put rings on their dicks,
Tommy!
I was married for a year,
then three years of hell.
When you break up, it's tough. You wanna go back, but you can't.
Mark my word, it's gonna be painful.
- This is what you lot want. - Us lot, who?
If we manage to break up like we say, you'll be shocked.
You won't know what to make of your lives.
It's true we overthink.
Back then it was different.
At your age, my gran was already a grandmother.
You, at 44, still don't know if you want to be a father.
It's 'cause you think too much, instead of acting.
Once upon a time men took their responsibilities.
Responsibilities...
You know what my dad said when my mom kicked him out
'cause he was having an affair for two years?
"Why,would it bother you if I stay?"
Come on.
Men used to listen to rock
now it's this fucking trap, look!
We've gone from young to old, just like that!
Look at us!
Earrings, leather jackets, T-shirts.
Our life is like Riverdale, but decrepit, for 40-year-olds.
- What are you doing? - Wait.
What are you doing?
People are looking at you.
I'm pissing on this trap shit, Sugo.
Hey Sugo, suck it, Sugo, suck it!
Let's go. I'll drive. Bye, Sugo!
DAY 2
Leave her alone! Can't you see she's tired?
I'll put her to bed, let me past.
Give her to me, give her to me!
Give her to me, bitch!
Please, leave her alone!
- You're scaring me! - Don't do that again!
Don't do it again! Got it?
OK, Piero, that's enough.
What do you think?
Maybe a background with low strings
with some shrill, high notes
to accompany the character's mood,
a crescendo.
It needs to grow gradually as the husband gets angry.
- Exactly. - It's up to you.
- How long is the scene? - 3 minutes 10.
I heard your song at Venice,
- in Barbara's film... - Yeah.
I told her it was her only moment of great cinema in 15 years!
- You deserve the credit for that. - Thank you.
I'm not used to compliments anymore.
Tommy? You here?
Breaking up isn't easy
Another restless phase is around the corner
Breaking up weakens me
I say I won't come back
but if I change my mind, what'll you do?
Breaking up has its rules
That fools like us keep on ignoring
Breaking up like this...
I wanted to tell you, so you know...
Luca Orioli has been asked as well.
Since he won the David di Donatello...
his music is always the same!
I want it to be unique just like my art.
- I mean it. - Yeah.
Thank you. Excuse me.
- Hey? - You forgot.
Shit! I'm coming.
I tried, you know
To believe that we
Might succeed
Where everyone else tends to fail
But no...
- Hey. - Ali, Ferdi called.
- It was today, fuck. - Goddamn it!
- OK. - I'll pick you up.
Have you told your mother?
We said we'd do it together.
Maybe this is not the right time.
Lovely!
Hello, Uncle Tommy.
There you are! About time!
- It's almost time for his confirmation! - I'm sorry.
- Hi, honey. - Hi.
- Hi, sorry! - Love, it's not your fault, I know.
You dressed for the occasion!
- I was working. - Of course.
- Hi, welcome! - Thanks, sorry we're late!
- Hi Alice! - Hi!
And Dad? You could've brought him, you live in the same city.
It's your son, you bring him.
Look, isn't he just like Tommaso?
Here, get some practice.
- You're next! - Oh, God.
Let's go play. Come on!
Look how cute he is, isn't he, Leo?
He's living the dream!
Careful, hold him tight!
He's got a house in the country, no smog, a big garden!
What's with the garden? He's not a dog!
Tommy was just like that as a baby.
Always cheerful, always smiling.
Now...
How's your stomach?
Want some plain rice?
- Shall we boil some fennel? - His little tummy...
- How's the bar going? - "The bar..."
The bar is a new concept food store,
you can find quality products and cultural activities too.
You don't pay for what you eat,
but only for the time you spend there.
- So you're an entrepreneur? - We're entrepreneurs! Partners.
- No! - Yes!
- I told you, Tommaso. - Nobody told me.
When it comes to proper jobs, he...
- gets confused! - Why, don't I have a proper job?
Do you even know what I do?
Little concerts,
- getting laid maybe - Ferdinando!
Forgive him, dear.
They mumble, they can't stand up...
They're like little drunks.
Well, you must be used to it, he's your third!
Used to it? I'm a wreck!
Sorry for before, when I said
"you're next", that was a bit mean.
- Truth is, I envy you. - You envy me?
Life was great before.
Going out, going to a movie, getting drunk!
You know what? I'm having a drink.
There he goes!
Tommaso, see how much Leo looks like you?
- Come on, go to your uncle! Go! - Go on, go to your uncle!
Good boy!
A proper job is if you pay your mortgage,
- if you want to know. - You're not done?
Doesn't Mom pay your mortgage?
Tommy, Laura wants a photo.
A little smile?
You're so handsome!
Take him.
- What the fuck! - Calm down, he's just a baby!
- This isn't a good time. - It never is with him.
By the way, we broke up.
I guess I forgot to mention that.
- Shall we go? - Coming.
Wait, what? They broke up?
Sorry.
You two never shut up, do you?
FRIENDS
My boat is at 3.30 tomorrow.
Ah, no, at 3 pm!
Did I really not tell you about the twins' company?
- No. - Hmm...
Isn't that where he lives?
- Dunno. - Yes, that's his house there!
Pull over for a moment.
- Here? - Yes, yes.
He's asleep, it's late. Can we go home?
- Laura, what are you doing? - Mom, please!
He was always a light sleeper.
See?
Let's go now, dear. Please.
We haven't spoken in 30 years.
He was never home.
A journalist, always travelling the world.
How could I follow him with three kids to raise?
I was so jealous!
Tommy hardly saw him.
I tried to get them to meet,
but they avoid each other.
Obviously, they're identical!
He was the exact same age as Tommy now
when he left me.
This midlife crisis must be hereditary!
- Good night, dear. - Good night.
DAY 3
It's me,
with the potential buyer.
I sent you two emails, a text and a voice message.
Anyway, come in.
This is the house, a large lounge.
There's air conditioning, I guess
a fireplace, which is romantic,
and here's the highlight.
a 170 square feet terrace.
Access to the condo terrace,
so you can throw great parties.
- Yes, the terrace is nice! - You like it? Come.
Bedroom, lounge, kitchen, bathroom.
- Morning, you busy bee! - Morning.
240 square feet, the price is 310.
But there's no elevator...
- Hi - Yeah, it's a lot of steps!
You don't mind if I stay? Enough cardio for today.
That's not an intercom, it's a defibrillator.
- No problem, goodbye. - Bye.
310?
- We paid 350! - Five years ago.
Exactly! Now it should be worth more!
- No, you lose a bit over time. - A bit...
- 40,000 euro! - Mom!
No way!
You could think of exchanging it
for two mini apartments, but they're a pain.
It means extra costs. It's up to you.
Meantime, you keep trying,
a couple more weeks at least, right?
Then we can talk and figure out what to do.
I felt invisible.
She was talking about the house as if it were hers.
The other guy, the buyer, looked right through me,
as if I wasn't there.
I used to get a glance at least from everyone.
Have I changed that much?
Nah, it's them who're assholes.
Why are they allowed to get old and we're not?
Why is it that at 35 we're done
and them, at 70, with their scrotums down to their knees,
can still screw a woman in her twenties?
They take advantage of the fact that we're...
all secretly in love with our fathers.
I might be doing a soundtrack for Rigoni.
Rigoni! What's he like?
The kind of man who says "my art". People who say "my art"...
We'd bought the house, you two were so happy!
But then...
But it's not the first time.
- She left you before. - That was 8 years ago.
- Is it her who doesn't want kids? - What?
If a woman wants a child, Tommaso,
one way or another she'll have one.
Then maybe you'll break up. Look at me and your father.
Children grow up OK anyway.
We did try for a while.
I told her, "I'll never be ready, let's just do it."
What did she say?
She told me to wait a while and I lost heart, that was all.
How will you manage for money? You're already struggling...
I'll pay you back the advance, don't worry.
I didn't mean that, Tommaso, there's no rush.
I was just trying to help, but if that bothers you...
We'll deal with it.
It was embarrassing enough already
needing your help in the past.
Chew, don't swallow it whole!
No wonder you have heartburn!
Mom, come on, you'll miss the train.
Tommaso...
- What? - Are you seeing someone else?
You can tell me, I won't judge you.
We're not all like him.
Well...
Has Laura left?
Unfortunately.
You've started going to the gym?
Listen, the second mortgage thing isn't realistic.
My parents can't give me any more money.
This house is my inheritance, practically.
Half the house, I mean.
- Let's rent it out. - It'd have to be in cash.
Or we'd lose the tax relief on the first mortgage.
So,
either we rent to a friend,
or... we have to go on trust.
What a fucking mess...!
What'll we do?
Don't break up!
Didn't you say you get along?
- Yeah. - So what's the problem?
Listen... let her do the cooking for you,
you pamper her, take her to the spa,
always ask her for advice about everything, always!
- Good evening, Mr. Rigoni. - Good evening.
- He's with me. - Yes, sir.
- On you go. - Thank you.
Just to get the idea... I've been with my costume designer
for 30 years, right? We found the right balance!
- Photo. - Good evening.
Hi, hi.
No, no, wait, come here.
- Hello! - Hello!
I was saying, me and her... we don't tell each other about our affairs.
And that's OK! Hello.
Comfort and excitement, they're opposites.
You can't have both, sorry!
- Hey, Rigoni! - Hey, My Man!
Come on...
it's harder to find a woman you get on with
than one to have good sex with.
Relationships are like politics,
any revolution is always for the worse.
- My dear. - Maria! You came!
Of course, I said I would.
Great. What a pleasure. Let's go this way.
Ah, you'll be doing the soundtrack.
See you Monday in the editing room.
Vodafone, free message.
The person you are calling...
DAY 4
I fell asleep in your bed.
Sorry.
I might have found a place.
Rocco's old rehearsal room.
Remember it?
But it's a shithole.
- Yeah, but it's just temporary. - No, alright, sure.
I was thinking about our house.
We fixed it up for ourselves.
I was thinking maybe we could stay here.
- We'll never see each other. - You think?
Hey, come here. Right...
I'll take the bedroom
and then we put a bed in your study, so it becomes your bedroom.
I don't want to be rushed into selling low.
- So we both stay here? - For a while.
We'd spend twice as much for separate places. Who can afford that? It's insane.
Some money might be coming in.
I got the job, I'm doing Rigoni's film.
Really!? Congratulations!
Good for you, I knew it.
Something good will come up for you too, you'll see.
Let's hope so.
DAY 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11
Everything has a beginning,
a middle
and an end.
The important thing is to go through all the stages.
In aikido,
the problem arises
when we worry about starting something that comes later,
instead of perfecting where we are.
The end...
is fundamental
in order to start
our next form properly.
Life.
What do you say, are Tommy and I ending things properly?
You're not ending things at all.
Why? I feel more and more distant every day.
You, for example, what are you telling us
with this gesture?
That I have to go.
I have a business to run, sorry.
Thank you.
Nothing and no one can hold us back.
Domo arigato.
Doso.
Something from this century?
After the '90s, it's all shit!
What?
Is that a cup of broth? Are you sick?
It's herbal tea.
Luisa,
haven't you heard? The world's ending!
Herbal teas and quinoa aren't gonna save us.
In fact, they're probably the reason
humankind deserves to be wiped out.
You should try it, it's verbena.
I prefer other kinds of weed.
Hi.
- I'm glad you made it. - Yeah.
- Where's Alice? - Over there.
- Hi! - Hi!
Do we kiss or...
Come!
Come on, come on.
Here!
What do you want?
I'm impressed, I mean, you're really doing this.
So you two really don't...
Zero!
- And? - And... I sleep just fine.
I don't understand.
Since you broke up, I'm having a lot less sex.
I have this strange desire
to take a girl by the hand
and watch "Gilmore Girls" together.
"Gilmore Girls", I swear. This is serious!
What can I say, guys?
It's working.
- Wait till you see her with someone else! - Oh, again?
No one's ever succeeded in doing this before now.
- Admit it. Admit it. - Admit it.
Certain things in life are imponderable, You have to live with it.
Well, I guess...
I won't try to ponder them.
I'm going to bed.
It was fun tonight, wasn't it?
Yeah.
I don't know whether to be happy... or unhappy.
Go with happy then.
Good night.
Sorry.
You're not just doing this because you feel guilty?
Sorry, sorry.
- No. - No?
- No, go ahead. - Yeah?
Yes, don't stop!
DAY 12
Everything OK?
You tell me.
Bad breath, eh?
Oh, shit.
- Shit! - What's up?
Shit, the audition, shit. Oh, shit!
Break a leg!!
Mom, I got the part.
I'm leaving tomorrow for Bulgaria,
I'm going to be a Matsuri biocosmetics researcher...
Well done, honey!
Finally, something's going right for you.
I was so worried about you.
Last night I dreamt you were crying.
- How are you? - Look, I'm fine, Mom!
Why don't you come home for a bit?
Why don't you two come here, for once?
You know what Dad's like, he hates taking the train.
Here, the bartender gave me this.
- He says it's your favorite. - Yes!
A friend of mine who died made this.
He was one of the first to make biodynamic wine, in the '80s.
It smells like a stable.
Come on, I like Alice's wines, you can taste it, they're genuine.
If you like it so much, why don't you drink it?
I can't,
I'm on antibiotics. I have a touch of chlamydia.
Who was it?
- Who was what? - The asshole who gave it to you.
She has every right not to tell us until she's ready.
I know you were with one guy for 15 years, but, Jesus,
if you sleep with someone you don't know be careful.
Someone I don't know? What are you talking about?
Ah, so it's someone we know?
I'm not following you. What is chlamydia?
It's a sexually transmitted disease.
It can affect a woman's reproductive system,
it can lead to infertility, it says here!
- Didn't you Google it? - I never do, it makes me anxious.
- I talked to the gynecologist. - And she didn't say anything?
- She's a idiot! - No, she's not an idiot,
she works all day with women who're desperate.
Political refugees, rape victims... she's a special woman.
She doesn't have time for...
she left me a voice message and told me what to do.
I'm going home.
- Wait, Alice, we'll come with you! - Wait, Alice!
When did you start smoking?
Have you been screwing around?
We said no flings, without saying.
- Not now, before. - Before when? No!
We're already breaking up, you can tell me.
I told you, no.
I'm tired of this, you always wanna look like the good guy!
Tell me the truth, once in your fucking life, treat me like an adult and tell me!
You said we're breaking up, what's the difference?
You wanna know what the difference is? You gave me chlamydia.
You couldn't wear a fucking condom when you were screwing around?
- What the fuck's chlamydia? - It can cause infertility!
- I don't have any problems symptoms. - It can be asymptomatic!
You didn't protect me.
I wanted to have children with you, do you understand?
Please, go warn whoever you have to warn.
- I don't have to warn anyone. - Sure, it was the Holy Spirit.
No, it was just a stupid little thing.
Just a fling with... it really meant nothing to me.
Nothing at all. Shit, we hadn't had sex for three months!
That's not true! But what does that have to do with it anyway?
8 years of being faithful up in smoke!
Actually, it's 15! There were 7 more, in there somewhere...
You wanna talk about that? 8 years ago when we got back together
you said within 2 years we'd have a baby, remember?
Then what happened? First you had to do your recording,
then you had everything, cystitis, gastritis, prostatitis, colitis...
You said you wanted a family with me and I believed you.
Do you understand? Do you understand or not?
Yes, but...
I fucked someone else, alright,
but you fell in love with someone, there's a big difference.
I'm leaving tomorrow for two days to Bulgaria, to do a commercial.
When I get back I don't want you here.
Siri, what is chlamydia?
Alright, this is what I have found.
Forgive me, please.
I was a jerk.
All three?
Chlamydia and, while we're at it, mycoplasma and common germs.
Do they have to go up the hole? It's so small.
Yes, hold your breath.
Shit.
I'm sorry, have you had any problems?
- Are you sure? - Yes.
It could only have been you.
So wait, who did I get it from, then?
Promising start.
No, wait, it can't be me. Impossible.
Why not?
Because I'm pregnant.
What?
I'm joking. I just wanted to see your face.
This isn't funny.
- Call an ambulance. - Are you serious?
Call an ambulance!
What did they tell you?
After an ECG, chest X-ray,
ultrasound and blood tests,
I can confidently announce that I'm fucking fine.
Good. You want some water?
- No. - OK.
I don't even want you here. Sorry, don't be offended, but...
you shouldn't be here.
Go home.
OK, I'll leave it here.
Sorry.
- Bye. - Bye.
Hello? Everything OK?
It's after midnight, everyone's asleep.
I hadn't noticed. Sorry, I'll call you tomorrow.
Is something wrong?
Everything's OK, I'm at the hospital, but...
- it was a false alarm. - Do you have a tumor
or something, and you 're not saying because we're real men?
Don't worry.
I'm sorry about the christening.
I came there and dumped my problems on you when...
I should've... that is, it was Teo's day,
I should've looked after my nephew, but...
"Leo". Your nephew's name is Leo.
You two had the courage...
to have a family and I couldn't build anything.
No, I'm the one who's sorry.
You said you broke up with Alice, I didn't even call you.
Too many problems.
You should have children when you're young.
How did it go with Alice, then?
You never make your mind up... So you screw everything up.
In a nutshell.
It's a shame, she's special.
Sorry, I have to go. Give what's-his-name a kiss...
Well, I'm glad you called.
Me too. Bye.
Nothing, I thought it was a heart attack, but it was a panic attack.
You look terrible...
I've messed up everything, Rocco.
That's what we do, we're men.
We screw everything up.
Or we try to screw.
Either way, it involves screwing.
DAY 13 - 14
A woman's body is a perfect system.
Matsuri Research presents Bio Body.
The only...
treatment...
- Do you understand what you have to do? - Is that me?
When you say "Matsuri Research", a little glance.
When you go up the first stair, you stop for a moment,
a little glance, then say it. Got it?
Yes, but this is an ass.
Then you go down the back, the catwalk, and leave.
I'm not shooting this thing, I'm sorry.
I'm up for most things, but not this.
- I can't come out of a woman's ass. - Honey, you signed a contract.
Yes, but no one said I'd have to walk out of
a beached Brazilian model's ass.
I was thinking of you, how are you?
Sorry, Luisa,
who has the sketch for the sets of 'Temple Grandin'?
Oh, my God, I've no idea.
We worked so hard on it.
All those autistic kids we interviewed.
Why did we stop? Why didn't we do that play?
The usual reason. No money.
No, Luisa, that's not true. We didn't believe in it enough.
Because we're procrastinators, that's what we are.
And we end up doing shitty jobs that we hate.
I need to go.
What now?
Now there are 80 people waiting to know if you've decided what to do.
Have you decided what to do?
Are you happy?
In general or...?
In general, are you happy or not?
"Yes"...
Try. Try to say it again, try.
Yes.
DAY 14 - 15 - 16
Why are you still here?
I don't know where to go.
You should've thought about that before.
I can't move now.
I get anxious, I even ended up in ER.
You survived, it seems.
Look, I'll finish this project and in the meantime I'll find a place.
I promise.
Please.
DAY 16 - 17 - 28 29 - 30 - 31 - 32 - 33
My life is made of doors,
some I have passed through,
others I'm going through
and still others I know I'll never pass through,
because...
people like me want to replace the verb "to feel"
with the verb "to understand".
But there are things, like love,
That, try as hard as you like, you just can't understand.
- Is it working? - No, it gets stuck.
How was it? Too jerky?
How was it?
Engrossing, I'd say.
You know how the galleries send me newsletters about new exhibitions?
Guess who has a solo show in Rome?
- Mathieu's in Rome. - Mathieu Mathieu?
Really? great timing!
- He's has a vernissage. - I mean, is that or is that not karma?
I mean, you leave him, he disappears,
then you leave Tommy and he reappears?
Why did you leave him, anyway? You were crazy about him!
Well, you know, long-distance relationships...
Yeah, absolutely.
You have to keep them right there, under your nose, or you're screwed.
Tommy and I were stuck together for 15 years, I mean...
It's not like...
Is he still at your place?
Until he finishes this soundtrack,
which is the only thing he cares about.
You're a junkie, Alice.
Come on, what's the difference? It's over.
I'm always out doing rehearsals, he's never around.
We only talk about everyday things.
I'd have kicked him in the balls, just as an everyday thing.
Sabotage his reproductive capacities.
CAN WE TALK?
Let's write a guide. The gyms of Rome, one a day, at no cost.
WHAT ABOUT?
I think I'll go and see Mathieu.
You see? I'm right. Exes are always irresistible.
Stop it.
Rocco isn't seeing his ex,
they're good friends. Period.
OK. But if I catch him with her, I'll kill him.
With all the CBD you sell in the store,
why don't you smoke some and chill?
Rule number one: sellers don't use.
How can you say you love someone if you don't trust them at all?
They're not just "someone", they're men.
Don't forget that.
Dad came.
I'm scared, he hurts me and makes me cry.
ARE YOU COMING TO THE WRAP PARTY?
I'M BUSY
Hey, no, no, no!
- You know where to come in? - Yes,
"I'm scared, he hurts me and makes me cry".
At least fucking answer when I call you, alright?
Fuck! Oh, yeah!
No, OK, so what?
- Is he pissed? - Yes, but not about the movie.
He's got trouble at home, his wife left him.
The costume designer?
- Seems she's with a woman, now. - No!
I need a break.
Did you call the elevator?
- I'm Tommaso. - Nicole.
I know.
At last, someone who still smokes proper cigarettes.
All these people rolling away with their hands,
- they look like squirrels. - Want one?
Yeah. For a few days I still can.
Why? Your parents coming home?
I'm starting a movie, I have a delicate voice and I need to quit.
What are you doing here?
I came to dub a few lines.
Was that your music I heard?
It's for Rigoni's film.
Damn, my taxi's here. Bye.
Bye.
We're having a wrap party tonight
at Santo's, if you like...
Tonight? Dunno, we'll see.
You didn't say if you liked my music!
You didn't ask.
- There's lots of people tonight. - Yes.
- You're happy? - Oh, yeah!
Sorry.
What are you doing here?
Are you having a brain hemorrhage?
Have you ever noticed when you snap your fingers,
the sound is produced by the finger touching the palm,
- not the two fingers together? - No, really?
That's fascinating.
Look, look!
- How's it going? Everything OK? - OK, yeah!
It's pussy central.
I wanna make movies as well, can I?
Look!
Antonia is so deep inside me...
I PREFERRED THE SONGS
...I feel guilty even thinking about someone else.
I even feel guilty about my ex because we split up.
HOW DO YOU KNOW MY SONGS?
- I just wrote her that I miss her. - Is it true?
Sometimes I miss her.
DON'T SCRATCH YOUR HEAD, YOU LOOK INSECURE
- You're the ruin of the male gender. - Yeah.
Hey, isn't that... what's-her-name, again?
Come on, she's kind of famous.
- How long have you been here? - A while.
Want a drink?
They make an egg-white cocktail that really sucks.
It normally costs 10 euro, but today... it's an open bar.
I haven't eaten yet, I guess I'll go home
and order a nice delivery, a real unhealthy one.
- You're leaving? You just got here. - I'm hungry.
- Have you eaten? - No.
You want to come?
It's not fair.
Envy is a powerful emotion.
Is that Tommaso leaving with Nicole Santini?
Nicole Santini! No, it's not Tommaso.
Give me your phone.
Give me your phone, mine's dead.
Hello, by the way!
- I'm calling Alice. - The code?
- She knows it. - You're hopeless.
Have you gotten where you wanted?
With my work? Yes!
It took longer than I expected, but yes.
How are you?
Fine.
I started doing all the things...
I never had the courage to do. A play!
- That I put on myself! - Great!
The play about the autistic woman?
Yeah.
Good for you, that's great.
It took longer than I expected, but...
- But you did it! - Yeah.
I thought about us a lot.
About what happened.
I think I underestimated your anguish, your fear...
I've been working on it the last few years, but...
at the time I was terrified by the idea of losing Tommaso.
He was my family. He encouraged me, supported me...
He always gave me the time to understand who I was...
When I fell in love with you,
I was afraid of losing him forever.
So that's why you vanished one day without saying a word.
I'm sorry,
I had to!
I hope you're still together at least?
More or less!
I mean, it's complicated...
It's good to see you.
Yeah, same here.
Light of my life.
- Don't call me that. - OK.
I'm sorry.
Sorry for everything.
Rocco, why did you call me three times? What's wrong?
No, Alice, it's me, my phone's dead.
- I saw Mathieu. - Ah! And?
Still amazing.
I'm so confused!
Why did we break up?
Look, I have to tell you something.
Plus I kept inheriting...
- double sets of used clothes. - No, you poor thing.
I wanted to form a club for the siblings of twins.
I even had the name for it: 'Odd one out '.
I'm the odd one out... since I was born...
How do you know this song? You weren't even born when it came out.
My cousin's from Turin and she was a fan of yours.
- She passed the virus on to me. - Get out of here!
What's your cousin's name?
What do you mean, what's her name?
I know all my fans one by one.
Her name's Gioia.
Gioia...
short red hair.
Oh, fuck, yeah!
Yes!
- You taste like onions. - I taste like onions?
Sorry, I ate at my mom's and she puts onions in everything.
It's OK.
My hero!
Sorry, have you got one?
Have you got a condom?
No. I wasn't expecting this, sorry.
- Wait. - OK.
You know, once
I wrote you a long message on MySpace?
On MySpace? How many years ago?
I don't know, I must have been 16.
Yeah?
I told you your songs seemed like they were written for me.
And did I answer you? Sorry, but I don't remember.
Yes.
You told me not to waste my time
with unimportant records.
That was true.
Excuse me, but the condom,
does the lubricant go on the inside or outside?
How old are you?
No, sorry...
I mean are condoms male chauvinist or feminist?
Inside.
Wait, wait. Wait.
Wait a second.
Wait.
Sorry, I'm a bit nervous.
I don't know why, sorry.
We can do it without.
No, it's just...
lately I've had a bit of...
sorry.
I shouldn't even be here.
Sorry. Sorry.
No, there's no need.
- How is she? - Panicking.
- Has he been in touch? - Not at all.
How are you?
I called him ten times, his phone's off.
I can't breathe.
Drink, it's water.
Look, it's better this way. It was a slow death.
Where's the spray I gave you?
In my bag.
You know what I think? We're better off without men.
Why "we're"?
What's it to you?
- I left Rocco. - What? When?
Before. When I took his phone to call Alice,
I found a message to his ex saying, "I miss you".
"I miss you"! That asshole! He can go back to his ex!
Asshole.
- Who is it now? - I'll go see.
Who is it?
No, fuck off! You need to leave! Get lost!
Get lost!
Who was it?
Rocco. I don't want to see him.
- I'm going to Buenos Aires tomorrow. - Really! That's great!
Are you going for work or...
- pleasure? - Work.
I'll be there for almost two months and...
- I have to get up early tomorrow. - Yeah.
Yeah.
I'd like to see you again.
When you get back.
That's a very sad thing to say.
I come with a tray of vegan croissants and a man who's suffering.
May we?
Come in.
- How are you? - OK, thanks.
Can you just listen to him for one moment?
I don't want to talk to him.
You've already left me, can you at least listen?
- You wanna be with her? Go to her! - You know I love you, stop it.
- So why send her those messages? - We're friends! What's the problem?
I don't trust you.
I don't want to be with you anymore!
Sure, whatever you say!
Come on, you know you always get back together...
No, no.
For 3 years you've been breaking everyone's balls about Rocco's ex.
She's not the bitch, here. You shouldn't have had sex with a married man.
She was nice, a really sweet woman.
She's the one who got screwed,
not you.
Sure, leave, nobody can handle the truth here anyway.
Come on...
here.
No, sorry, does this seem like the right time?
Enough with the fucking herbal teas, it's not always time to relax,
redirect you energy,
calm down... why don't you tell someone to fuck off every once in a while?
That guy left you the day before your wedding and you didn't even
tell him to fuck off.
- Because I can't. - Tell me to fuck off.
I order you to tell me to fuck off!
What's wrong with you! You're not yourself!
Or maybe deep down you're happy that things have gone wrong?
At least this way both of us are suffering
and you feel less alone.
- Fuck off! - So there's hope!
You too, fuck off!
Watch out! You'll get a taste for it! It's addictive.
15 fucking years, 15 years.
- 15 years! - No, not the guitar, that's wrong!
It's wrong? And taking 10,000 euro from the sale of the house?
Is that right? No?
Half legal, half under the counter, to save some money
"I won't charge anything, we're friends." Fuck you, that's what I should have said.
Nobody here has the balls to tell the truth!
What the hell are you saying?
I'm such an idiot for even caring about you guys. I sent you an e-mail,
there's a buyer for the house. All the best.
Sorry, tiger.
I didn't mean to make fun of you.
- Can I? - No...
Let me.
Here.
You're welcome.
Bye.
Hi.
Fuck off.
What's wrong with her?
She's the least of your problems, bro. Go home.
Luca says there's a buyer.
330,000.
Let's sell.
Sorry, but you need to leave now.
Take your things and go... go to Luca, go to Rocco.
Go wherever you want...
Pack your stuff and then when we've sold...
come back and get your things.
Why the rush to kick me out tonight?
Where were you?
Weren't we just meant to talk about everyday things?
What's she like?
Who?
Nicole Santini...
I couldn't have sex, if that's what you want to know.
Oh, God...
I really must look like an imbecile to you,
- a fool. - Not at all.
Anyway, you were the first to walk away.
How can you say that?
We were trying to have a baby!
When? we didn't have sex for 3 months!
The gynecologist said this is the time to have a baby.
Afterwards it'll be too late.
So why did you tell me to wait?
Because you weren't sure. I can't force you to do it!
At your age women do anything to get pregnant.
They go to Spain, they freeze their eggs
and at 37 you tell me, "Let's wait a few months".
You knew I wasn't sure.
I'm not sure, you put it off, who's gonna have this baby?
I can't believe it, are you blaming me?
It's not about blame, It's how I felt.
- If you had doubts too, it was over. - What doubts?
For one month? After 15 years.
- Three months. - I only wanted a child with you.
Two, three kids, I didn't want anything else.
Maybe I'm anachronistic, Maybe I'm old-fashioned, I don't know.
You're the one who's changed. You're different!
It's like you're playing in the major leagues and I'm not good enough now!
How can you say that? I've always been proud of you!
You're always beating up on yourself. You're not brave enough!
I am not brave enough?
All we had to do was have a baby, I'd have become sure.
You don't know anything about me.
I'll always be like this, never deciding, that's me.
But I did want a family with you.
It didn't seem like it.
I'm not the kind of woman who traps a man to settle down.
Why have a child now with what awaits them in ten years?
- You should be afraid for them. - You're not afraid for them,
you're just afraid of having kids! At least admit it, damn it!
I... I've lost everything without you.
You realize the responsibility you have, leaving me now?
Go tell my father, if you have the balls.
I felt rejected.
Rejected, how? An adult talks about it.
What the fuck is adult about saying, "Go tell my father"?
What are you, 13 years old?
You always give me all the responsibility.
Enough!
When you fell in love with someone else, I never blamed you, never!
That was 8 years ago. A lifetime ago! What's that got to do with it?
Why didn't you tell me how you feel?
Why didn't you talk to me?
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. OK.
I can't tell you the negative things.
I can't hurt you.
Because I love you!
- You love me? - Yes.
And you can't say important things? Do you think that's good for me?
You're not happy with me.
- Maybe I should know if I'm happy or not? - No.
Because you're too scared of losing me.
How can you be sure that we'd be better off apart?
I can't.
But this is not working.
I'm sick, I somatize.
Besides, it's true that I'm attracted to other women.
But that's not the point. It's that with me you won't achieve what you want.
But I want it with you.
Not with anyone else.
You're my love.
I'll always be there for you, if you want.
And I'll do anything to help you.
I don't want us to break up.
I hoped until yesterday we could get back together.
So this gradual separation was only a way...
to keep being together?
Yeah, laugh.
You never see the good things anyway.
It's impossible to have normal, direct emotions with you.
Come with me.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Christ, Tommy...
I guess it really is over this time.
I had to leave...
In order to appreciate my home
Sometimes you look for happiness
In what you don't possess
We were a near-perfect fit
But that "near perfect" ended up destroying us.
The fantasy of meeting someone new
Slowly wore me down inside,
Things come to a showdown...
Can I crash at your place?
Just for a couple of days.
- Never mind. - OK, OK...
Don't make a big deal out of it.
You don't know about the panic attacks, the anger, the pain...
The amount of pain my daughter had to endure.
I tried to teach her to turn her diversity
into a strong point.
She's different, but she's not inferior.
What wouldn't we do for these poor daughters?
Mom?
What are you doing here? Hi.
I'm not alone.
Hi, Dad.
Did you take a train for me?
You're gonna make me cry.
Do you still smoke?
- Only other people's. - What a leech!
If two systems interact with each other,
for a certain period of time and then they're...
separated,
they can no longer be described as two distinct systems,
but they become... a single system
and what happens to one influences...
the other as well.
Even if they're miles or light years apart.
Is this the equation of love?
Reality conspires against you
And it gets worse with age
An obsessive fantasy
of living other people's lives
I was staring straight into the future
And now I see the sun's getting darker
A woman's body is a perfect system.
Matsuri Research presents "Bio Body",
the only firming treatment
which stimulates the regenerative capacities of the body's cells
with constant release for 24 hours.
Don't be afraid
DAY 45
Luca?
Luca's on his way, with the lawyer and the buyer, for the keys.
Hi.
I have to leave early.
I'll stay.
No problem.
You know that Luca told me he got together with Luisa?
What the fuck?
- Seriously? - Yes! I've been trying to call her
I want to know all the details but her phone's off.
And how are you?
Speechless.
I hope one day you can forgive me.
I sent you a song.
I wrote it for us and...
- I was too scared to give you it. - I think I already know it.
New tune, same old pessimism.
No.
It's a new one. I recorded it yesterday.
Bye.
Too many smiles for a guy like me
You take my glass away you know I shouldn't be drinking
You turn off the light, do you ever read a book?
Lying back to back, the two of us.
Your feet are cold and you rub them against mine
Those little things I'd never want to lose
But what do you really want?
Is it true that in your future you can still see us together?
If this is who I am, and I'm never gonna change
Can you imagine how many wishes I wouldn't make come true?
I love the way you are and being with you
All I want is to see you shine
It's not your fault
And it's not my fault
But one time it was you...
And this time it's me
We never seem to learn
When you cry, you get annoyed if I try to console you
You need to let it out, you say, but it breaks my heart.
Everything I own
Everything I own is yours
Everything I own
Everything I own is yours...
I'll get over
My fear of being left alone
I'll choose
My new house for its smell
It's the first night without you
Where has my world gone?
We're fools to break up
using so many words
We indulge in great debates
But I lose my grip if I catch your scent
You'll look
For the warmth of a new love
I'll try
To heal the pain, repairing it like Kintsugi
Golden leaves on your blue eyes
But it's your first night without me
Where has your world gone?
We're fools to break up
using so many words
We indulge in great debates
But I lose my grip if I catch your scent
We're fools, 'cause we love each other
You don't need so many words
We move on, taking different paths
But then we come back searching for a love
Who never goes to sleep
Who cooks food you like
Who takes off your clothes at 4 am
And never leaves you again
I want another place
Another wave
Another dream
Another chance
We're fools
Another mouth
Another place
Another love who's not you
We're fools