I've almost sort of, like...
gone into a little bubble with him,
where it's just me and him.
He's got the most genuine heart ever.
And I love it. I get emotional.
We're so ******* good together.
We don't even argue. We don't even bicker.
And he was like, "Well, let's see how fast they can get here.
Because by the time time they get here, I'll kill you.
Whoever comes through the door, I'll do the same to them.
With a knife.
I couldn't believe someone that I thought loved me would do that to me.
Can you tell me where you were last night?
No comment to that.
Can you tell me who you were with last night?
No comment.
Can you remember what happened last night?
I'm just gonna say no comment.
I can't really remember, so no comment.
He called me...
saying that he had nowhere to stay.
He said that he was really cold, and I felt sorry for him.
So I've said, "Come back to mine," in the end.
He was spitting on the floor, he was spitting on me.
And then he actually passed me my phone,
and said, "Go call the police then."
And I was like, "Okay."
So I was about to do it,
and he was like, "Well, let's see how fast they can get here.
Because by the time they get here, I'll kill you.
Whoever comes through the door, I'll do the same to them.
With a knife.
I thought I was going to die, basically.
Because, obviously, him saying that he wants to kill someone
and that he hates me, I thought he could do it.
He went like that, and obviously blasted my nose which made my nose completely
pour with blood and he held me against the bed for quite a while.
He was, like, holding me like that. And I couldn't breathe, basically.
I said to him, "Mitch, I'm genuinely scared of you now.
Can you please get out of my house?
I couldn't believe someone that I thought loved me would do that to me.
Basically said that he's going to go round to my mum's and...
kick the door down
and basically hurt her
and at one point said that he's going to slit her throat.
I just couldn't believe the way he was talking about my mum.
She's always, you know, been civil to him.
And I was genuinely scared at one point he was going to go.
And that's when the police came
and that was the biggest relief, it really was.
I've almost, sort of, like...
gone into a little bubble with him
where it's just me and him.
And then that's my normality, if that makes sense?
First relationship, my first proper boyfriend.
I've never let my guard down to anyone.
And I felt like he was the only one that understood me.
I still do love him, you know?
He's got the most genuine heart ever.
And I love it. I get emotional.
Obviously, he has got a drug problem.
And when he is on drugs, he's just a different person.
And when he does take cocaine, he is very paranoid,
he's, like, psychosis...
He'd hit me and then he'd step back and then he'd hit me again
to teach me a lesson. That's what he always says, to teach me a lesson.
You know, he says, "I'll buy you everything you want." but...
I don't care about the money, I, like, sort of,
I just want a healthy relationship.
Like, 90% of the time, he treats me well.
It's just when, it's just literally the drugs. That's, that's it.
And his anger problems, he has got anger issues as well as drug issues.
You've been arrested on suspicion of assault.
I thought to myself, "She's obviously going off to sleep with someone."
And I was high and ****** up at the time.
Did you say you'll stab her?
No. I didn't say I'll stab my girlfriend.
Sure?
Yes, I'm sure.
And you didn't say you'd stab anyone who comes through the door?
No, I just wanted to die, mate, to be honest with you.
I'll be honest with you, I wanted to ******* die.
I wanted to take an overdose and die.
I'd had enough of life, everything.
I still wanna die right now.
You know, you let me out, I'm going to ******* kill myself.
We'd have a perfect relationship if there was no cocaine in my system.
If we're sober, we're amazing together.
I love her so much.