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I've almost sort of, like...

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gone into a little bubble with him,

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where it's just me and him.

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He's got the most genuine heart ever.

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And I love it. I get emotional.

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We're so ******* good together.

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We don't even argue. We don't even bicker.

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And he was like, "Well,
let's see how fast they can get here.

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Because by the time time
they get here, I'll kill you.

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Whoever comes through the door,
I'll do the same to them.

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With a knife.

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I couldn't believe someone that I thought
loved me would do that to me.

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Can you tell me where you were last night?

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No comment to that.

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Can you tell me
who you were with last night?

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No comment.

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Can you remember what happened last night?

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I'm just gonna say no comment.

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I can't really remember, so no comment.

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He called me...

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saying that he had nowhere to stay.

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He said that he was really cold,
and I felt sorry for him.

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So I've said, "Come back to mine,"
in the end.

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He was spitting on the floor,
he was spitting on me.

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And then he actually passed me my phone,

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and said, "Go call the police then."

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And I was like, "Okay."

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So I was about to do it,

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and he was like, "Well,
let's see how fast they can get here.

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Because by the time they get here,
I'll kill you.

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Whoever comes through the door,
I'll do the same to them.

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With a knife.

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I thought I was going to die, basically.

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Because, obviously, him saying
that he wants to kill someone

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and that he hates me,
I thought he could do it.

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He went like that, and obviously blasted
my nose which made my nose completely

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pour with blood and he held me
against the bed for quite a while.

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He was, like, holding me like that.
And I couldn't breathe, basically.

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I said to him,
"Mitch, I'm genuinely scared of you now.

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Can you please get out of my house?

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I couldn't believe someone that I thought
loved me would do that to me.

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Basically said that he's going
to go round to my mum's and...

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kick the door down

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and basically hurt her

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and at one point said
that he's going to slit her throat.

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I just couldn't believe the way
he was talking about my mum.

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She's always, you know, been civil to him.

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And I was genuinely scared
at one point he was going to go.

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And that's when the police came

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and that was the biggest relief,
it really was.

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I've almost, sort of, like...

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gone into a little bubble with him

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where it's just me and him.

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And then that's my normality,
if that makes sense?

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First relationship,
my first proper boyfriend.

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I've never let my guard down to anyone.

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And I felt like he was the only one
that understood me.

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I still do love him, you know?

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He's got the most genuine heart ever.

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And I love it. I get emotional.

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Obviously, he has got a drug problem.

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And when he is on drugs,
he's just a different person.

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And when he does take cocaine,
he is very paranoid,

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he's, like, psychosis...

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He'd hit me and then he'd step back
and then he'd hit me again

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to teach me a lesson. That's what
he always says, to teach me a lesson.

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You know, he says,
"I'll buy you everything you want." but...

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I don't care about the money,
I, like, sort of,

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I just want a healthy relationship.

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Like, 90% of the time, he treats me well.

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It's just when, it's just
literally the drugs. That's, that's it.

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And his anger problems, he has got
anger issues as well as drug issues.

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You've been arrested
on suspicion of assault.

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I thought to myself, "She's obviously
going off to sleep with someone."

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And I was high and ****** up at the time.

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Did you say you'll stab her?

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No. I didn't say I'll stab my girlfriend.

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Sure?

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Yes, I'm sure.

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And you didn't say you'd stab
anyone who comes through the door?

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No, I just wanted to die, mate,
to be honest with you.

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I'll be honest with you,
I wanted to ******* die.

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I wanted to take an overdose and die.

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I'd had enough of life, everything.

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I still wanna die right now.

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You know, you let me out,
I'm going to ******* kill myself.

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We'd have a perfect relationship
if there was no cocaine in my system.

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If we're sober, we're amazing together.

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I love her so much.