1 00:05:55,816 --> 00:05:58,819 It's like I've lived my life 2 00:06:00,070 --> 00:06:01,404 and 3 00:06:01,988 --> 00:06:03,615 it's sort of 4 00:06:04,407 --> 00:06:07,244 all in these boxes 5 00:06:08,203 --> 00:06:09,204 but what 6 00:06:09,871 --> 00:06:11,665 is part of the 7 00:06:12,207 --> 00:06:14,668 profound sadness 8 00:06:14,751 --> 00:06:16,795 is that 9 00:06:16,878 --> 00:06:19,381 I know it's incomplete 10 00:06:20,423 --> 00:06:22,551 as much as I've 11 00:06:23,760 --> 00:06:27,430 filmed and as hard as I've tried 12 00:06:27,514 --> 00:06:30,475 there's nothing I can do 13 00:06:30,559 --> 00:06:32,978 to make 14 00:06:33,061 --> 00:06:35,522 any of it understood. 15 00:06:35,605 --> 00:06:37,649 I know that 16 00:06:37,732 --> 00:06:39,901 that's not true 17 00:06:39,985 --> 00:06:43,697 but it's how I feel. 18 00:11:56,342 --> 00:11:57,343 Hi. 19 00:11:57,427 --> 00:12:01,181 I'm meeting the director of the drama division 20 00:12:01,264 --> 00:12:03,850 to show my son the school. 21 00:13:14,087 --> 00:13:16,631 She was so hard on us. 22 00:13:25,098 --> 00:13:26,891 Right under... 23 00:13:29,102 --> 00:13:30,436 Do you know who that is? 24 00:13:32,105 --> 00:13:33,982 That's a famous actress. 25 00:13:34,649 --> 00:13:36,109 Kelly McGillis. 26 00:13:39,821 --> 00:13:41,573 It sure does. 27 00:22:07,787 --> 00:22:09,663 I miss London bad. 28 00:22:10,164 --> 00:22:11,957 It's just, you know 29 00:22:12,041 --> 00:22:14,085 the first big city I came to 30 00:22:15,503 --> 00:22:18,464 after New York. 31 00:28:41,513 --> 00:28:46,226 So as you have seen now several times 32 00:28:46,310 --> 00:28:51,190 I can't speak without plugging this hole. 33 00:28:51,607 --> 00:28:53,150 This is because 34 00:28:53,233 --> 00:28:54,860 they put a piece of plastic 35 00:28:54,943 --> 00:28:57,946 down my breathing tube 36 00:28:58,030 --> 00:29:00,908 which is also, as everyone knows 37 00:29:00,991 --> 00:29:03,202 where your food goes down 38 00:29:03,285 --> 00:29:06,997 and because the hole is so small 39 00:29:08,415 --> 00:29:10,584 you have to make a choice 40 00:29:10,667 --> 00:29:13,003 when you have this kind of problem whether you 41 00:29:13,587 --> 00:29:15,422 breathe or eat. 42 00:29:15,506 --> 00:29:18,383 Obviously, if you can't breathe, you can't eat. 43 00:31:34,353 --> 00:31:38,815 I used to hate the valley with an absolute passion. 44 00:31:40,817 --> 00:31:42,069 I hate it. 45 00:31:44,488 --> 00:31:45,489 It's so, uh, 46 00:31:45,572 --> 00:31:46,782 it's the rim of hell. 47 00:31:46,865 --> 00:31:49,159 It's where hell begins, right here. 48 00:31:49,618 --> 00:31:51,495 If you look over the edge, 49 00:31:51,578 --> 00:31:53,622 you can look down into hell. 50 00:31:59,169 --> 00:32:02,506 I haven't been out here in fifteen years. 51 00:32:02,589 --> 00:32:06,301 The last time I was out here was making 52 00:32:06,385 --> 00:32:11,431 Kiss Kiss Bang Bang with Robert Downey Jr. 53 00:32:12,099 --> 00:32:14,184 That house was there 54 00:32:14,267 --> 00:32:17,312 but the rest of these houses weren't here 55 00:32:17,396 --> 00:32:20,065 and my Dad bought all the property 56 00:32:20,148 --> 00:32:21,191 and 57 00:32:21,274 --> 00:32:23,694 sold each one of the lots 58 00:32:23,777 --> 00:32:26,279 so he could 59 00:32:26,363 --> 00:32:29,866 decide who his neighbors were gonna be. 60 00:32:30,242 --> 00:32:32,828 This is my old house. 61 00:32:32,911 --> 00:32:35,747 The second house. 62 00:32:37,833 --> 00:32:40,419 It's full of death. 63 00:42:15,451 --> 00:42:19,956 For Joanne, my wife, it was total hell. 64 00:42:21,958 --> 00:42:25,378 Home was just another place to rehearse. 65 00:42:31,384 --> 00:42:34,137 She tried to be supportive but 66 00:42:34,220 --> 00:42:35,471 also just the music 67 00:42:35,555 --> 00:42:37,932 over, and over, and over again. 68 00:42:50,278 --> 00:42:53,614 Jim had this aspiration to 69 00:42:54,699 --> 00:42:57,118 capture this 70 00:42:58,244 --> 00:43:00,246 fleeting 71 00:43:00,330 --> 00:43:02,707 ethereal truth. 72 00:43:05,084 --> 00:43:08,046 I think it's Yeats who said, 73 00:43:08,129 --> 00:43:09,839 I'm paraphrasing but 74 00:43:09,922 --> 00:43:11,549 the idea is 75 00:43:13,176 --> 00:43:17,221 you see a tree and you observe a truth 76 00:43:17,305 --> 00:43:19,766 about the tree 77 00:43:25,480 --> 00:43:27,648 and you're hit with it, 78 00:43:29,734 --> 00:43:32,362 the magic of the tree. 79 00:46:13,314 --> 00:46:15,900 I see this 80 00:46:15,983 --> 00:46:17,193 hole in my throat 81 00:46:17,276 --> 00:46:18,277 and I wonder 82 00:46:20,196 --> 00:46:22,573 whether people wonder 83 00:46:23,074 --> 00:46:25,493 if I've had any fear of dying. 84 00:46:28,996 --> 00:46:30,998 Because I obviously 85 00:46:33,334 --> 00:46:35,670 am 86 00:46:35,753 --> 00:46:37,797 sounding 87 00:46:38,923 --> 00:46:42,552 much worse than I feel. 88 00:46:42,635 --> 00:46:46,138 But it's an obstacle obviously that 89 00:46:46,681 --> 00:46:48,683 is uh 90 00:46:48,766 --> 00:46:53,229 very present with whoever sees me. 91 00:46:53,813 --> 00:46:55,314 And 92 00:46:57,858 --> 00:47:01,529 I have had fears 93 00:47:01,612 --> 00:47:04,865 but none that have ever 94 00:47:06,242 --> 00:47:09,203 been overwhelming 95 00:47:09,620 --> 00:47:12,582 about my life 96 00:47:13,874 --> 00:47:15,167 because I 97 00:47:17,044 --> 00:47:19,422 don't believe in death 98 00:47:19,505 --> 00:47:21,340 and my whole life I've 99 00:47:21,924 --> 00:47:25,845 tried to see the world 100 00:47:26,887 --> 00:47:28,556 as one 101 00:47:29,056 --> 00:47:31,225 piece of life. 102 00:47:31,309 --> 00:47:33,269 That's how I understand it right, 103 00:47:33,352 --> 00:47:35,521 when you pull back 104 00:47:35,605 --> 00:47:37,773 from the planet, you see that 105 00:47:37,857 --> 00:47:40,026 we're all one 106 00:47:40,693 --> 00:47:42,361 life source. 107 00:48:05,343 --> 00:48:06,844 Hi sweetheart. 108 00:48:08,387 --> 00:48:10,264 You're not quite ready yet. 109 00:48:11,807 --> 00:48:12,683 Ok. 110 00:48:13,392 --> 00:48:14,935 I'm going to come... 111 00:48:15,019 --> 00:48:16,646 I'm going to come over to you right? 112 00:48:16,729 --> 00:48:17,813 Pick you up? 113 00:48:17,897 --> 00:48:19,065 Alright. 114 00:52:47,750 --> 00:52:49,168 Sure why not? 115 00:53:18,155 --> 00:53:19,949 Holy cow. 116 00:53:21,450 --> 00:53:22,952 Howdy. 117 00:53:23,035 --> 00:53:24,828 Not bad. 118 00:53:29,708 --> 00:53:31,418 Thank you so much. 119 00:53:32,044 --> 00:53:33,712 Thunderheart. 120 00:53:45,516 --> 00:53:47,226 Thank you. 121 00:53:47,309 --> 00:53:48,394 Fantastic. 122 00:53:49,269 --> 00:53:52,106 Val Kilmer "Chosen by God." 123 00:54:07,705 --> 00:54:09,873 I blew his mind in South India. 124 00:54:19,341 --> 00:54:21,176 I always love it here 125 00:54:21,468 --> 00:54:23,220 in Texas because 126 00:54:23,303 --> 00:54:25,431 my father was born here. 127 00:54:27,182 --> 00:54:30,310 Even though he passed on 128 00:54:30,394 --> 00:54:33,856 I always feel close by when I come to Texas 129 00:54:34,398 --> 00:54:35,733 and um 130 00:54:37,484 --> 00:54:38,736 and um 131 00:54:38,819 --> 00:54:41,155 I'm having such a great time here. 132 00:54:41,363 --> 00:54:43,532 I'd like to thank everybody for 133 00:54:43,615 --> 00:54:45,743 putting on such a great show. 134 00:55:05,846 --> 00:55:07,389 Sometimes 135 00:55:08,348 --> 00:55:12,853 I feel so low and I have the blues 136 00:55:12,936 --> 00:55:15,272 really really hard 137 00:55:15,355 --> 00:55:18,192 about having to 138 00:55:18,275 --> 00:55:21,403 you know, fly around the country. 139 00:55:23,614 --> 00:55:25,866 I don't look great and 140 00:55:25,949 --> 00:55:31,455 I'm selling basically my old self, my old career. 141 00:55:33,290 --> 00:55:35,125 For many people 142 00:55:35,209 --> 00:55:38,670 it's like the lowest thing you can do is 143 00:55:38,754 --> 00:55:43,717 talk about your old pictures and sell photographs 144 00:55:44,343 --> 00:55:46,887 of when you were Batman or 145 00:55:48,055 --> 00:55:50,349 the Terminator... 146 00:55:51,433 --> 00:55:54,436 I don't want to insult any of the other actors 147 00:55:54,520 --> 00:55:56,271 that fly around the world... 148 00:56:07,991 --> 00:56:11,954 But it enables me to 149 00:56:12,037 --> 00:56:14,414 meet my fans and 150 00:56:17,376 --> 00:56:19,419 and what ends up happening is 151 00:56:19,503 --> 00:56:25,134 I feel really grateful rather than humiliated 152 00:56:26,510 --> 00:56:29,263 because there's so many people. 153 00:59:32,654 --> 00:59:34,990 Actors like Tommy Lee Jones 154 00:59:37,284 --> 00:59:40,412 had designed this whole performance 155 00:59:40,495 --> 00:59:42,998 and so had Jim Carrey. 156 00:59:51,256 --> 00:59:53,842 It was just so huge. 157 00:59:53,925 --> 00:59:57,429 I think it made no difference what I was doing. 158 00:59:58,096 --> 01:00:00,432 I tried to be like an 159 01:00:00,515 --> 01:00:03,435 actor on a soap opera. 160 01:00:03,518 --> 01:00:06,688 The way I would turn to Nicole. 161 01:00:15,530 --> 01:00:18,575 Go count how many times 162 01:00:18,658 --> 01:00:21,203 I put my hands on my hips. 163 01:00:21,286 --> 01:00:23,830 I don't know how they come up with this 164 01:00:24,748 --> 01:00:26,208 style of acting 165 01:00:26,291 --> 01:00:28,251 but they seem to go 166 01:00:29,211 --> 01:00:31,254 go to soap opera school. 167 01:00:31,338 --> 01:00:34,883 "Why, why, why would you say that?" 168 01:03:07,953 --> 01:03:09,871 I wanna take a break. 169 01:03:10,997 --> 01:03:12,832 Yeah, my stomach... 170 01:03:22,801 --> 01:03:24,636 I wanna lay down. 171 01:12:30,765 --> 01:12:33,351 John Frankenheimer: Ok. Uh. This has just gone too far. 172 01:12:33,434 --> 01:12:34,644 I can't do it. 173 01:12:35,228 --> 01:12:36,604 If we're going to work this way. 174 01:12:36,687 --> 01:12:37,855 Shut the video camera off. 175 01:12:37,939 --> 01:12:39,148 Val: Are we rehearsing? 176 01:12:39,232 --> 01:12:41,859 JF: We are about to rehearse. Would you please shut the video camera off. 177 01:12:41,943 --> 01:12:44,153 Val: No. Because I'm in a highly emotional state, 178 01:12:44,237 --> 01:12:47,782 because you said earlier to David and I, you were going to leave this movie. 179 01:12:47,865 --> 01:12:50,284 JF: If this continues... I will not 180 01:12:50,368 --> 01:12:53,538 I do not see how I could function under these conditions. 181 01:12:53,621 --> 01:12:55,414 I'm supposed to be doing creative work 182 01:12:55,498 --> 01:12:57,834 and this is not conducive to creating a good scene. 183 01:12:57,917 --> 01:12:58,751 Val: Well - 184 01:12:59,043 --> 01:13:01,420 can I have a minute, because I'm in an emotional state 185 01:13:01,504 --> 01:13:03,297 and I won't be able to read my lines. 186 01:13:03,381 --> 01:13:05,091 JF: By all means, please have a minute. 187 01:13:05,174 --> 01:13:07,468 I'll tell you what. When you guys are ready to rehearse - 188 01:13:07,552 --> 01:13:09,470 Val: I'm ready to rehearse right now. 189 01:13:09,554 --> 01:13:11,264 JF: Shut the video camera off? 190 01:13:11,347 --> 01:13:14,433 Val: I need a witness because of things you've said. 191 01:13:14,517 --> 01:13:15,601 JF: Things that I've said? 192 01:13:15,685 --> 01:13:16,686 Val: Yeah. 193 01:13:17,728 --> 01:13:20,106 Val: You've debated in front of your two lead actors, 194 01:13:20,189 --> 01:13:22,441 on whether you will continue to direct this film. 195 01:13:23,192 --> 01:13:25,611 That puts me in a state of mind - 196 01:13:25,695 --> 01:13:27,864 not conducive to creating. 197 01:13:27,947 --> 01:13:30,199 JF: Please shut the video camera off. 198 01:13:30,283 --> 01:13:32,785 Val: I will keep it on until we're rehearsing. 199 01:14:04,066 --> 01:14:05,484 Gimme a shove. 200 01:14:12,074 --> 01:14:14,702 Big...big...big shove. 201 01:14:14,785 --> 01:14:17,455 Yeah. That's good. 202 01:14:17,538 --> 01:14:19,457 Ah...there we are. 203 01:21:04,236 --> 01:21:07,489 The reason I'm wearing an AZ hat, 204 01:21:08,699 --> 01:21:09,992 is that 205 01:21:10,492 --> 01:21:12,286 I'm going to Arizona 206 01:21:13,787 --> 01:21:14,747 because 207 01:21:15,414 --> 01:21:17,166 my mother passed on, 208 01:21:18,042 --> 01:21:19,793 and 209 01:21:20,586 --> 01:21:21,795 she uh, 210 01:21:22,504 --> 01:21:25,841 right now she doesn't have anyone to cremate her. 211 01:22:15,974 --> 01:22:17,768 It glows in the dark. 212 01:22:18,811 --> 01:22:20,688 It's very pretty. 213 01:22:26,276 --> 01:22:28,862 I like those with that dress. 214 01:22:30,489 --> 01:22:32,074 Ok, time to go! 215 01:25:28,083 --> 01:25:31,461 I wrote something nice last night all about her style. 216 01:25:31,545 --> 01:25:34,548 Her hairdo and her jewelry 217 01:25:35,299 --> 01:25:36,550 they always popped. 218 01:26:44,868 --> 01:26:47,079 I miss my mama. 219 01:26:53,085 --> 01:26:55,337 But I had a vision 220 01:26:55,420 --> 01:26:58,882 that she was so happy 221 01:26:58,966 --> 01:27:02,010 with her youngest son. 222 01:34:55,650 --> 01:34:58,111 Why are we here? 223 01:40:11,799 --> 01:40:15,136 So we're going out to Malibu 224 01:40:15,219 --> 01:40:19,015 because of my wonderful little church 225 01:40:19,557 --> 01:40:20,391 and 226 01:40:20,475 --> 01:40:23,936 my members there, I love them very much. 227 01:40:25,772 --> 01:40:29,108 I've studied all the major religions. 228 01:40:29,984 --> 01:40:33,029 I've always been interested in religions 229 01:40:33,112 --> 01:40:33,988 and 230 01:40:34,071 --> 01:40:36,073 often when I meet someone 231 01:40:36,157 --> 01:40:38,201 I'll end up talking about their faith, 232 01:40:38,284 --> 01:40:39,702 I'll ask them. 233 01:40:58,304 --> 01:40:59,680 I can't help it 234 01:41:00,640 --> 01:41:02,016 I'm a bastard 235 01:41:03,601 --> 01:41:04,936 and I love you. 236 01:41:10,608 --> 01:41:12,443 It's very, very funny. 237 01:41:15,905 --> 01:41:17,448 Malibu, six miles. 238 01:41:21,410 --> 01:41:23,746 Oh look at the ocean. 239 01:41:25,957 --> 01:41:30,962 What would happen if I went into this church service 240 01:41:31,045 --> 01:41:35,091 and I came out speaking perfectly well? 241 01:41:55,152 --> 01:41:59,073 It's a very good lesson for me to study 242 01:41:59,156 --> 01:42:01,367 about victory over the grave.