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♪ Take me to
The children of love ♪
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I can't believe
that a simple vacation
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has led to me meeting
the love of my life.
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♪ Purify my soul
Take me to the river ♪
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I've never dated an exotic man
from another country before.
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And so I get to live out
my Italian romance dream,
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you know, the ones
you see in the movies.
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Whoo!
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I met someone,
beautiful Brazilian.
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Alliya is dynamic and sexy
and all the fantasy things.
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But when I first met
Alliya, she was Douglas.
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[man]
I take a lot of supplements
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because they help
my sperm count
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be, like, really high.
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I'm gonna be taking
these pills right now
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so I can get my super sperm.
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- [woman 1] We've got
our issues.
- What type of issues?
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He wants us having a night
with, like, different women.
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- What?
- That's a threesome.
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[woman 1] What's
important to you?
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Me or the threesomes?
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Both.
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How is, like, the sex spin?
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Um...
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You have a persona now
that's being the boss bitch.
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But you can't be
the boss bitch of me.
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He said that you were topless
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while he was
in the same bed with you.
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You slept
in the same [bleep] bed?
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I have risked everything
to be with this girl.
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And my deepest,
darkest fears are coming true.
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Say you're sorry.
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- For that [bleep].
- No.
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[man speaking]
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You're giving this pleasure
so much power,
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you broke up with me twice
over this stuff. Twice.
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I love Ani,
but I love sperm donation.
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If she can't accept that,
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this relationship
won't survive.
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Who are you?
The saver of the word?
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And you have to give
all women babies.
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I don't know what to say.
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Oh, my gosh,
I have to stop this.
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[Anika speaking]
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[woman singing
in other language]
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[Madelein speaking in English]
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[in other language]
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[in English]
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I love you so much.
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Who is the more beautiful
dog in the world?
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I love them so much.
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[laughs boisterously]
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♪ I am the cutter
You are the blood
In the water ♪
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♪ I am the shark on the hunt
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I'm Luke. I'm 30 years old
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and I'm from
Los Angeles, California.
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I'm a mining engineer
by trade,
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but my real passion
is business.
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And in business
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I know first impressions
mean everything.
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I want to be noticed.
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I'm unique and I wanna be
remembered as such.
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♪ Welcome to the show
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♪ Welcome to
the end of the road ♪
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♪ You wanna win it all?
You better be ready to go ♪
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Hello. Hello.
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We're doing the same
high pressure?
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Yeah. Let's do a stand up.
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Let's try six minutes today.
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Okay. Perfect.
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I just wanna
look pretty for my girl.
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Madelein is one
of the most empathetic,
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loving and driven people
I have ever met,
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and that's what made me
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fall in love with her
so hard and so fast.
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I got her tattoo right here.
[laughs]
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I just wanted to show her,
like, I'm, I'm serious.
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I'm not [bleep] around.
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I want, I wanna be with you.
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And I'm gonna
get your name tattooed
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right next to my,
my, my penis. So...
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[laughs sheepishly]
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You know, I'm committed 100%.
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About six months ago
I proposed.
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I wanted to move to Colombia,
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and I wanted to be with her
forever and ever.
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That was my plan.
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But I still
haven't moved to Colombia
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because my financial situation
has taken a dramatic turn.
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Madelein definitely
has a taste
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for the finer things in life
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and I worry
that when I tell her
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that I can't pay
for the lifestyle
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that we're used to,
she'll leave me.
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[Anika speaking]
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[boatman speaking]
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My name is Ani.
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I'm 39 years old.
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I'm originally
from Berlin, Germany,
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and I'm living
in Malta right now.
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- [Anika speaking]
- [boatman speaking]
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[Anika speaking]
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[Anika] I moved to Malta
during the pandemic.
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I just needed
a little bit more freedom
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and sun
as the lockdowns in Germany
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were very, very long and cold.
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Whoo!
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Oh, my God.
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It was only supposed to be
for two or three months,
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but then I got
an amazing job offer
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as a content editor
in marketing.
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I couldn't say no
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and, yeah, I'm staying here.
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Malta is located
in the Mediterranean Sea
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between Sicily and Libya.
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It has really great energy.
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It has a charm
with old architecture.
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We have 300 days of sunshine,
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beautiful cliffs,
beautiful beaches,
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and it turned out to be also
a great place to raise my son.
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Hello. Good morning, babe.
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How are you? Good?
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Emilian is my son,
and he's six years old.
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- Mama...
- Yeah?
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[both speaking other language]
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[Anika in English]
Emilian's father and me,
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we split like, four years ago.
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And even though
Malta is a paradise,
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I haven't found
Prince Charming yet.
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[Anika] All right.
Found the right color?
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Recently I started to panic
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because I realized
I wanted a second baby.
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And my biological
watch is ticking.
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[imitating ticking]
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I always hope
that the right person
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will just one day
stand in front of me
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where I feel
immediately right.
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And seven months ago,
I went online and I met Kyle.
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There was something
very special about
how he made me feel.
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We can just talk for hours
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and we can laugh.
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I really think
from all what I've seen
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and feel so far
that he could be my soul mate
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and the one
I can have maybe
my second baby with.
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And he comes in one week
to visit me in Malta.
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[Kyle] That is Big Ben.
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I'm gonna take a picture
of that bad boy.
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My name is Kyle, I'm 32.
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I'm originally
from Los Angeles, California,
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but I spend most of my time
traveling the world.
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I'm an accountant
and as long as
I have my laptop,
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I can work from anywhere.
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So I became a digital nomad.
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My favorite things to do
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when I travel
are shopping for souvenirs,
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buying the local cuisine
and getting women pregnant.
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And most of my globetrotting
has been helping single women
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and lesbian couples
grow their families.
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[Kyle] So I just travel
one backpack.
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Really, I just carry
some shirts and pants
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supplements,
and that's really all I need.
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I take a lot of supplements
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because they help
my sperm count
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to be, like, really high.
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I avoid heavy drinking,
smoking drugs, hot showers.
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I try to eat mostly organic.
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I'm gonna be
taking these pills right now
so I can get my super sperm.
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I got some vitamin B12
vitamin D, vitamin E.
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When I was 22,
I knew a lesbian couple
and they were discussing
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going to the sperm bank,
but it was really expensive.
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So I offered
to help them have a child.
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And after that, my whole
sperm donation thing was born.
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Through word of mouth
and through my social media,
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women found out about me,
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and now I donate
around three to five times
a month.
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The average sperm count
was around, I think,
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44 million per milliliter.
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My sperm count
is 242 million per milliliter.
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It's astronomically
really good sperm count.
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Currently I have 71 children
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and another nine on the way.
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They're all around the world.
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I have, I think, like,
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one or two kids
over in San Diego,
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Los Angeles,
I have a few five year olds,
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Seattle, Miami, in Orlando.
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Or actually,
I think, two in Orlando now.
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Tijuana.
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I have one in Tijuana, Mexico.
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I get no money from this.
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I cover my own travel,
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my own cost.
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But I get to see
the smiles on their faces
when they have a child.
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That's literally
all I'm getting out of it,
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is joy and happiness.
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Let's move to Europe.
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We have a kid in Edinburgh.
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But as much as I love helping
families having a child,
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I have had to sacrifice
on my own happiness.
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One in London.
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And then there's one
in Bordeaux, France.
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I started donating
about 10 years ago,
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and the first year,
I think I went on
a date with one woman.
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And then last year
I went on a date
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with one woman as well,
and that's literally been it.
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No women
are willing to accept
that I donate sperm.
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So now
we're going to move to Asia.
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But with Ani, I'm hoping
that I finally found a woman
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that can accept me
for who I am.
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Originally, Ani reached out
to discuss sperm donation
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because she was thinking
about having another child.
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Ani was different
than a lot of other women
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that wanted sperm donation.
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We would stay up late
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and talk
about different things.
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And after a while we realized
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we had
a really deep connection
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and it became a lot more.
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I'm excited because
I'm going to Malta next week
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to see Ani for the first time.
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But first I made
a pit stop in London
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to help a woman have a baby.
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So right now I'm just putting
the pillows on the floor
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to get ready
for a intercourse donation.
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The women can choose
how they receive my donation.
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For some women
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I do artificial insemination
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where I just
masturbate into a cup
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and they use a syringe
to inject it inside of
her vagina.
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But I also
have the natural way,
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which has
a higher success rate
where we just have sex.
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Typically, they'll come in,
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we'll sit, like,
maybe on the bed,
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and then we'll just do
some small talk
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and say, "Hey, what's up?"
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Like traffic or something,
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then we'll say,
"Okay, let's do this."
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It's like, okay,
let's get naked
and let's do this.
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I understand that some people
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may think this is bizarre,
what I do,
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but I'm helping
a lot of families grow.
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And giving this gift
to people feeds my soul.
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So essentially we finish
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and then I kind of
stand [bleep] her.
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Kind of like this.
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And then
she's kind of laid off the bed
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like a little handstand,
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and we stay like that
for 10-15 min
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and then we pull out.
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Obviously, Ani knows
that I donate sperm,
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but I'm worried
once we meet in person,
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she may have questions,
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and she may be
a little bit less
comfortable with my hobby.
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So right now I'm just
getting ready for donation,
255
00:15:59,689 --> 00:16:01,172
and I'm just
brushing my teeth,
256
00:16:01,172 --> 00:16:02,586
washing my face a little bit.
257
00:16:05,689 --> 00:16:09,068
I've really fallen for Ani
because she's so sexy.
258
00:16:09,068 --> 00:16:10,827
She's smart, she's funny,
259
00:16:10,827 --> 00:16:12,689
we both like travel.
260
00:16:12,689 --> 00:16:15,000
And my biggest fear
about my trip to Malta
261
00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:17,379
is Ani won't accept
my sperm donation
262
00:16:17,379 --> 00:16:18,586
and everything
that comes with it,
263
00:16:18,586 --> 00:16:21,758
such as
the intercourse part of it.
264
00:16:22,724 --> 00:16:24,827
But I'm hoping that me and Ani
265
00:16:24,827 --> 00:16:26,310
can build a relationship
266
00:16:26,310 --> 00:16:28,758
without me
having to compromise who I am.
267
00:16:31,379 --> 00:16:34,379
I met a beautiful Brazilian.
268
00:16:34,379 --> 00:16:38,172
Alliya is dynamic
and sexy and beautiful.
269
00:16:38,172 --> 00:16:39,379
She sounds perfect.
270
00:16:42,172 --> 00:16:43,379
Perfect.
271
00:16:43,379 --> 00:16:45,448
That's an interesting word.
272
00:16:50,275 --> 00:16:52,068
♪ I'm gonna take it
all the way ♪
273
00:16:52,068 --> 00:16:53,862
♪ When I hear the music play
274
00:16:53,862 --> 00:16:56,275
♪ 'Cause baby
I can't help myself ♪
275
00:16:56,275 --> 00:16:58,862
♪ I wanna danced
the night away ♪
276
00:16:58,862 --> 00:17:04,068
All right. So what do we
wanna do with your hair today?
277
00:17:04,068 --> 00:17:08,103
I need to be blonded
but I just want highlights.
278
00:17:08,103 --> 00:17:09,379
Okay?
279
00:17:09,379 --> 00:17:14,000
I'm Shawn. I'm 61 years old,
and I live in New York City
280
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:15,758
and also
Los Angeles, California.
281
00:17:17,172 --> 00:17:20,689
Are we wanting
like a bleach blonde
or a neutral blonde?
282
00:17:20,689 --> 00:17:22,482
[sighs wearily]
I only want highlights.
283
00:17:22,482 --> 00:17:23,586
I want a full weave.
284
00:17:23,586 --> 00:17:25,586
I don't want it to be
really, really brassy.
285
00:17:25,586 --> 00:17:27,758
So I like it to be less.
286
00:17:27,758 --> 00:17:31,551
Okay. Um, sounds like you know
what you're talking about.
287
00:17:31,551 --> 00:17:33,172
Well, I should know
what I'm talking about,
288
00:17:33,172 --> 00:17:36,034
I've been in this business
for blah, blah, blah years.
289
00:17:36,034 --> 00:17:37,689
I won't even
say how long. So...
290
00:17:37,689 --> 00:17:39,896
- Oh, so...
- So you're gonna
have a difficult client.
291
00:17:39,896 --> 00:17:41,448
Great. No pressure, I guess.
292
00:17:41,448 --> 00:17:42,517
No pressure.
293
00:17:43,275 --> 00:17:46,793
I'm a hairstylist
and do celebrity hair
294
00:17:46,793 --> 00:17:49,000
for television
and film production.
295
00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:52,344
I've worked on shows
like Desperate Housewives,
296
00:17:52,896 --> 00:17:54,793
Ugly Betty...
297
00:17:54,793 --> 00:17:57,758
I've gotten
to work on The Voice.
298
00:17:57,758 --> 00:18:00,068
To watch somebody feel
so good about themselves
299
00:18:00,068 --> 00:18:01,482
after I do what I do,
300
00:18:01,482 --> 00:18:04,758
has always been
so exciting to me.
301
00:18:08,103 --> 00:18:10,896
[Feliciano] So do you always
get your hair highlighted?
302
00:18:10,896 --> 00:18:13,965
[Shawn] I have been brunette
for the last several years,
303
00:18:13,965 --> 00:18:16,344
but I met someone.
304
00:18:16,344 --> 00:18:20,793
A beautiful Brazilian,
and she prefers me blonde.
305
00:18:20,793 --> 00:18:23,068
She's in Brazil?
How did you guys meet?
306
00:18:23,862 --> 00:18:26,103
Um, we actually met online.
307
00:18:26,793 --> 00:18:27,793
For the last three years,
308
00:18:27,793 --> 00:18:29,275
I've been involved
with someone
309
00:18:29,275 --> 00:18:30,551
by the name of Alliya.
310
00:18:31,172 --> 00:18:32,482
She lives in Brazil,
311
00:18:32,482 --> 00:18:34,689
and she is
the most amazing person
312
00:18:34,689 --> 00:18:35,655
I've ever met.
313
00:18:40,655 --> 00:18:43,586
Alliya is dynamic and sexy
314
00:18:43,586 --> 00:18:47,137
and beautiful.
All the fantasy things.
315
00:18:47,137 --> 00:18:51,448
But she's also super smart,
and she's got a good soul.
316
00:18:52,344 --> 00:18:53,517
She's the whole package.
317
00:18:54,172 --> 00:18:55,586
She sounds perfect.
318
00:18:55,586 --> 00:18:57,068
Yes, well...
319
00:18:57,068 --> 00:18:59,758
[both laugh]
320
00:18:59,758 --> 00:19:00,965
Perfect.
321
00:19:00,965 --> 00:19:03,172
That's an interesting word.
322
00:19:03,172 --> 00:19:04,758
What's going on?
323
00:19:04,758 --> 00:19:06,344
When I first met Alliya,
324
00:19:06,344 --> 00:19:09,965
she was he,
and he was Douglas.
325
00:19:15,482 --> 00:19:17,344
Yeah,
it's a little complicated.
326
00:19:19,586 --> 00:19:22,000
[Shawn] Alliya
is biologically male.
327
00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:24,551
And when I met her,
she went by Douglas.
328
00:19:26,551 --> 00:19:28,275
He would wear makeup,
329
00:19:28,275 --> 00:19:34,000
but always
then have boy clothes,
boy muscularity, boy hair.
330
00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:36,862
So I didn't think
anything of it.
331
00:19:36,862 --> 00:19:40,000
And then about
a year and a half
into a relationship
332
00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:41,448
everything started to change.
333
00:19:43,689 --> 00:19:46,793
We were in Spain
to participate in gay pride,
334
00:19:46,793 --> 00:19:51,172
and Douglas
was asked to be on a float.
335
00:19:51,172 --> 00:19:55,344
And so I said,
"Well, have you ever like
gone in drag or put on a wig?"
336
00:19:55,344 --> 00:19:57,551
And he said,
"No, I've never done that."
337
00:19:57,551 --> 00:19:59,862
And I go,
"Well, do you want to?
338
00:19:59,862 --> 00:20:03,586
Because this is my wheelhouse,
this is what I do. So..."
339
00:20:03,586 --> 00:20:05,689
Okay, let's go wig shopping.
340
00:20:05,689 --> 00:20:08,241
So basically,
I mean, once he put that
341
00:20:08,241 --> 00:20:10,689
very first wig on his head,
342
00:20:10,689 --> 00:20:15,344
he just changed
and immediately
was a new person.
343
00:20:17,068 --> 00:20:18,862
He just beamed.
344
00:20:18,862 --> 00:20:20,689
And then
when I saw him on the float,
345
00:20:20,689 --> 00:20:25,000
and he's usually
shy, quiet, introverted,
346
00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:27,586
and now
he's dancing and smiling
347
00:20:27,586 --> 00:20:31,482
and, you know,
I'm like, "Who is this?"
348
00:20:31,482 --> 00:20:33,517
Like, what? What?
349
00:20:35,172 --> 00:20:39,862
And I think that's
when Alliya was born.
350
00:20:43,689 --> 00:20:46,689
So you really are
part of the whole journey
351
00:20:46,689 --> 00:20:48,551
from Douglas to Alliya.
352
00:20:48,551 --> 00:20:51,137
Yeah, and at the moment,
353
00:20:51,137 --> 00:20:53,379
since I haven't seen
Alliya in a long time
354
00:20:53,379 --> 00:20:57,448
and she's progressed
in her journey, um,
355
00:20:57,448 --> 00:20:59,172
I feel like
I'm a little left behind
356
00:20:59,172 --> 00:21:00,448
and I need to catch up.
357
00:21:02,275 --> 00:21:04,482
I always saw it
as Douglas is Douglas,
358
00:21:04,482 --> 00:21:07,379
and that Alliya was a persona.
359
00:21:07,379 --> 00:21:12,034
Something fun, something to do
on a special occasion.
360
00:21:12,034 --> 00:21:13,689
And now it's been
about eight months
361
00:21:13,689 --> 00:21:15,241
since we've seen
each other last,
362
00:21:15,241 --> 00:21:18,689
and things
are starting to shift rapidly
363
00:21:18,689 --> 00:21:21,275
and she's said to me,
364
00:21:21,275 --> 00:21:25,275
"Well, there's no more
Douglas."
365
00:21:25,275 --> 00:21:28,482
But I don't know
what that really means.
366
00:21:28,482 --> 00:21:30,896
And I felt like
I'm not asking.
367
00:21:30,896 --> 00:21:35,551
I don't know if I'm not asking
'cause I'm in like
some sort of denial.
368
00:21:35,551 --> 00:21:39,000
Since I'm the one
that said, "Let's explore."
369
00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:41,379
I'm the one that opened
the Pandora's box,
370
00:21:41,379 --> 00:21:45,620
and now I don't know where
our future is going from here.
371
00:21:50,137 --> 00:21:52,344
So, it is a big deal
for you, right?
372
00:21:52,344 --> 00:21:54,344
Like you-- You met...
373
00:21:55,034 --> 00:21:58,275
her as Doug,
and now she's Alliya.
374
00:21:58,275 --> 00:22:00,241
[Shawn] Yeah.
It's had its difficulties.
375
00:22:01,137 --> 00:22:02,551
I've never really liked labels
376
00:22:02,551 --> 00:22:05,241
as far as
describing my sexuality.
377
00:22:05,241 --> 00:22:07,655
I've always been attracted
to girls and boys.
378
00:22:08,689 --> 00:22:11,655
I was married to a woman
for 14 years.
379
00:22:12,172 --> 00:22:13,689
Then we divorced,
380
00:22:13,689 --> 00:22:20,034
and I have been
having relationships
with primarily men.
381
00:22:20,034 --> 00:22:22,344
One of the things
that attracted me first
with Douglas
382
00:22:22,344 --> 00:22:24,965
was his physique and his look.
383
00:22:25,862 --> 00:22:28,689
So I'm worried.
Will our sex life change?
384
00:22:28,689 --> 00:22:33,034
Will the dynamic of how
we interact be different?
385
00:22:33,896 --> 00:22:35,172
I'm feeling...
386
00:22:36,275 --> 00:22:39,793
only conflicted
to the extent of...
387
00:22:39,793 --> 00:22:44,000
If she fully transitions
to be Alliya
388
00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:49,275
100% and be 100% female,
I'm gonna lose Douglas,
389
00:22:49,275 --> 00:22:53,482
and there's some
weird mourning for me.
390
00:22:53,482 --> 00:22:55,793
I'm just not quite ready
to give up Douglas.
391
00:22:55,793 --> 00:22:56,965
Mmm-hmm.
392
00:23:05,241 --> 00:23:07,896
Next week, I'm on my way
to see Alliya,
393
00:23:07,896 --> 00:23:11,000
and obviously,
we have a lot to go over.
394
00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:15,758
I need to figure out
if this new transition
395
00:23:15,758 --> 00:23:19,379
is Alliya just wearing
more makeup and hair
396
00:23:19,379 --> 00:23:24,379
or is this Alliya
transitioning fully.
397
00:23:24,379 --> 00:23:26,862
Hormones, surgery.
398
00:23:27,689 --> 00:23:31,793
I fear that if Douglas
does transition
399
00:23:31,793 --> 00:23:34,413
from male to female
from top to bottom,
400
00:23:35,275 --> 00:23:38,862
our love could change,
my feelings could change.
401
00:23:40,586 --> 00:23:43,000
[Shawn]
I fell in love with Douglas.
402
00:23:45,241 --> 00:23:49,000
And now you're asking me
to kill Douglas.
403
00:23:51,172 --> 00:23:52,965
I can't kill Douglas.
404
00:23:53,275 --> 00:23:54,413
So...
405
00:23:56,689 --> 00:23:59,000
- What we do for love.
- Right?
406
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:00,551
This is all for love.
407
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:09,000
How bad is your
financial situation?
408
00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:11,241
I'll be honest with you, man.
It's super bad.
409
00:24:11,241 --> 00:24:16,172
Since meeting Madelein,
I have spent almost $100,000
sending money to her.
410
00:24:16,172 --> 00:24:19,344
I'm paying for an apartment
down there, her car, food
411
00:24:19,344 --> 00:24:21,586
as well as
all my expenses here.
412
00:24:21,586 --> 00:24:23,448
She sounds kind of like...
like a leech.
413
00:24:44,586 --> 00:24:47,172
[Luke]
I've been a mining engineer
for seven years now.
414
00:24:48,344 --> 00:24:51,068
And I make a lot of money
doing it.
415
00:24:51,068 --> 00:24:54,275
But about a month ago
I was let go.
416
00:24:54,275 --> 00:24:57,586
Because, I was taking
too much time off work
417
00:24:57,586 --> 00:25:00,931
visiting my fiance,
Madelein, in Colombia.
418
00:25:01,793 --> 00:25:04,275
How's it going, buddy?
419
00:25:04,275 --> 00:25:07,172
- Good. Love you, man.
- Thank you so much
for helping me out, man.
420
00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:08,620
I'm just wiping this down.
421
00:25:09,896 --> 00:25:12,482
- And then after,
you could take me back.
- Yeah.
422
00:25:12,482 --> 00:25:15,275
Now, I have to return
the company vehicle.
423
00:25:15,275 --> 00:25:19,586
So, my friend Michael
has agreed to follow me back
to the office.
424
00:25:19,586 --> 00:25:20,965
And then he's gonna
take me home.
425
00:25:22,586 --> 00:25:24,000
Sorry to hear about this job.
426
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:25,689
You know, I know you love
what you did.
427
00:25:25,689 --> 00:25:26,931
So, what's next?
428
00:25:28,448 --> 00:25:29,620
A really good question.
429
00:25:30,482 --> 00:25:31,551
I'm a little worried.
430
00:25:31,551 --> 00:25:33,000
Hmm. How bad is it?
431
00:25:33,000 --> 00:25:35,000
How bad is your
financial situation?
432
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:37,275
I'll be honest with you, man.
It's super bad.
433
00:25:37,275 --> 00:25:41,068
I-- I don't have any money.
434
00:25:41,068 --> 00:25:44,586
As I'm leaving this job,
I'm pulling my 401k.
All of it.
435
00:25:44,586 --> 00:25:46,896
- You liquidated it all?
- Liquidated it.
436
00:25:46,896 --> 00:25:48,448
It's kind of my only option
right now.
437
00:25:49,275 --> 00:25:50,689
Over the past year and a half,
438
00:25:50,689 --> 00:25:55,034
I've invested over $500,000
into startup businesses.
439
00:25:55,034 --> 00:25:58,103
I have invested
in a jewelry company,
440
00:25:58,103 --> 00:26:01,448
I've developed
a lifestyle brand,
a travel agency,
441
00:26:01,448 --> 00:26:04,551
and I'm trying to get
a clothing line off the ground
as well.
442
00:26:06,482 --> 00:26:09,862
But, I have not turned
to profit yet.
443
00:26:09,862 --> 00:26:14,379
The only thing
that was keeping me afloat
was my salary.
444
00:26:14,379 --> 00:26:16,482
Now, I don't have any savings.
445
00:26:16,482 --> 00:26:17,965
Plus, I have
a mountain of debt.
446
00:26:19,275 --> 00:26:20,413
I've dug a hole.
447
00:26:22,172 --> 00:26:23,551
And I don't know
if I can get out.
448
00:26:24,758 --> 00:26:27,965
If it was just me
that I had to worry about,
449
00:26:27,965 --> 00:26:29,862
I would be a lot better off.
450
00:26:29,862 --> 00:26:32,896
- But because I have Madelein.
- Wow.
451
00:26:32,896 --> 00:26:34,448
I'm paying for her apartment
down there,
452
00:26:34,448 --> 00:26:37,068
I'm paying for her car, food,
453
00:26:37,068 --> 00:26:40,137
as well as
all my expenses here.
454
00:26:40,137 --> 00:26:45,793
Since meeting Madelein,
I have spent almost $100,000,
sending money to her.
455
00:26:45,793 --> 00:26:49,172
I'm not happy with
the amount of money
that I have sent.
456
00:26:49,172 --> 00:26:50,724
But I love her.
457
00:26:50,724 --> 00:26:55,724
I'm a people pleaser,
and I want my partner,
above all else, to be happy.
458
00:26:56,586 --> 00:26:59,068
She's done this much...
459
00:26:59,068 --> 00:27:00,379
- Well, I mean--
- ...financially.
460
00:27:00,379 --> 00:27:04,793
To date, she hasn't quite
contributed as much
financially.
461
00:27:04,793 --> 00:27:06,137
- Well, let me ask you this.
- Yeah.
462
00:27:06,137 --> 00:27:09,000
If you didn't front any money,
463
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:11,482
do you think it'd be
the same type of relationship?
464
00:27:11,482 --> 00:27:12,965
The same love?
465
00:27:12,965 --> 00:27:15,000
I like to think
that she loves me
for who I am.
466
00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:17,655
I mean, I don't wanna cause
any drama.
467
00:27:17,655 --> 00:27:19,758
But she sounds kind of like...
like a leech.
468
00:27:24,103 --> 00:27:27,896
I know how
it can be perceived.
469
00:27:27,896 --> 00:27:31,034
But I'm just trying to be
as positive as possible.
470
00:27:31,965 --> 00:27:33,275
[Michael] He's spending
all of his money,
471
00:27:33,275 --> 00:27:35,965
all of his savings,
all of his retirement.
472
00:27:35,965 --> 00:27:38,896
He lost his job
due to time management,
473
00:27:38,896 --> 00:27:41,068
'cause he was
focusing it all on her.
474
00:27:41,068 --> 00:27:44,103
I think Luke is,
in a lot of ways,
blinded by love.
475
00:27:44,103 --> 00:27:46,965
And I'm still trying
to figure out what he gets
in return.
476
00:27:47,793 --> 00:27:49,896
How much in the know
is Madelein?
477
00:27:49,896 --> 00:27:53,448
She does not know
about the job situation.
478
00:27:53,448 --> 00:27:54,793
You haven't told her?
479
00:27:54,793 --> 00:27:58,034
- Mmm-mmm.
- So the backbone
of the relationship is what?
480
00:27:59,068 --> 00:28:00,172
My love for her.
481
00:28:00,172 --> 00:28:03,137
- Oh, my goodness.
- Yeah.
482
00:28:03,137 --> 00:28:05,344
I'm going to Colombia
in three days.
483
00:28:05,344 --> 00:28:09,344
I know I have to tell Madelein
about my financial situation.
484
00:28:10,000 --> 00:28:12,103
But I'm really scared
485
00:28:12,103 --> 00:28:16,241
because she might
think less of me as a man.
486
00:28:16,241 --> 00:28:19,068
And less of me as a provider.
487
00:28:19,068 --> 00:28:21,379
[Michael] It will be
a real, true test
of her character.
488
00:28:21,379 --> 00:28:22,862
Yeah.
489
00:28:22,862 --> 00:28:25,517
I hope I still have a fiance
at the end of it, man.
490
00:28:27,655 --> 00:28:30,551
[Luke] Another thing
Madelein and I
have to talk about
491
00:28:30,551 --> 00:28:32,758
is that I can't
officially move
492
00:28:32,758 --> 00:28:35,586
until I get my finances
in order.
493
00:28:35,586 --> 00:28:39,000
And honestly, I don't know
how long that's gonna take.
494
00:28:40,448 --> 00:28:42,275
I'm worried that
she might think
495
00:28:42,275 --> 00:28:44,793
that this relationship
is too difficult to deal with,
496
00:28:44,793 --> 00:28:47,620
that she might move on
to somebody else.
497
00:28:48,655 --> 00:28:52,000
I have given her my heart
on a silver platter.
498
00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:54,448
And I hope that
she doesn't break it.
499
00:28:54,448 --> 00:28:59,034
Do you ever stop and think,
you know, "What am I doing?"
500
00:28:59,034 --> 00:29:00,241
Like, have you
had that moment?
501
00:29:00,241 --> 00:29:01,551
That oh, [bleep] moment?
502
00:29:02,551 --> 00:29:04,724
I think I'm having that moment
right now, man.
503
00:29:09,758 --> 00:29:12,275
You need to earn my loving.
504
00:29:12,275 --> 00:29:14,000
There's points.
We do a point system.
505
00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:15,344
No. We're not doing
a point system.
506
00:29:15,344 --> 00:29:16,965
We are definitely doing
a point system.
507
00:29:17,793 --> 00:29:19,862
[Kyle] With three points,
she gets a kiss.
508
00:29:19,862 --> 00:29:22,965
And with ten points,
she gets full on sex.
509
00:29:22,965 --> 00:29:24,793
You don't know
what you're talking about
right now.
510
00:29:24,793 --> 00:29:26,551
I definitely know
what I'm talking about.
511
00:29:26,551 --> 00:29:28,482
If you would have ever
a proper relationship,
512
00:29:28,482 --> 00:29:30,034
then you wouldn't
go on these...
513
00:29:37,862 --> 00:29:40,689
♪ Kickin' it poolside
514
00:29:40,689 --> 00:29:43,482
♪ Hits with a grapefruit
Polka dot swimsuit ♪
515
00:29:43,482 --> 00:29:46,551
♪ Takin' that slow dive
516
00:29:46,551 --> 00:29:49,655
♪ Sinking with you
To the bottom of the pool ♪
517
00:29:56,793 --> 00:29:58,000
[Anika]
Today is finally the day
518
00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:02,137
where I'm going to meet Kyle
after seven months.
519
00:30:02,137 --> 00:30:07,103
And I am so excited
and nervous at the same time.
520
00:30:07,103 --> 00:30:10,448
It just feels "whoo".
You know, intense.
521
00:30:11,034 --> 00:30:12,034
So nervous.
522
00:30:12,655 --> 00:30:15,034
I don't know what I'm doing.
523
00:30:15,379 --> 00:30:17,172
Like, ooh!
524
00:30:17,172 --> 00:30:20,689
My son is with his dad now
for the next two weeks
525
00:30:20,689 --> 00:30:23,862
so that Kyle and me
can spend time together.
526
00:30:24,379 --> 00:30:25,448
[Anika] All right.
527
00:30:30,689 --> 00:30:32,758
I just hope that
when we see each other,
528
00:30:32,758 --> 00:30:38,310
that there will be just
happiness and this feeling
of belonging to each other.
529
00:30:39,482 --> 00:30:41,448
[Anika speaking]
530
00:30:43,551 --> 00:30:45,896
And I never thought
531
00:30:45,896 --> 00:30:48,103
that we are going to have
a relationship.
532
00:30:48,482 --> 00:30:49,482
Never.
533
00:30:49,482 --> 00:30:52,758
But over the last
seven months,
534
00:30:52,758 --> 00:30:56,862
sharing text messages,
sharing our feelings
for each other,
535
00:30:56,862 --> 00:30:58,172
I feel very special.
536
00:30:58,172 --> 00:31:00,344
I feel like our connection
is very special.
537
00:31:02,551 --> 00:31:04,758
Which I completely
fell in love with.
538
00:31:06,448 --> 00:31:08,448
I'm freaking out.
539
00:31:08,448 --> 00:31:10,241
I'm just freaking out, literally.
540
00:31:12,137 --> 00:31:15,379
I'm completely fine
with Kyle's past.
541
00:31:15,379 --> 00:31:17,551
But if we have
a future together,
542
00:31:17,551 --> 00:31:19,551
a lot of things
have to change.
543
00:31:26,896 --> 00:31:29,000
If I would have it my way,
544
00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:31,344
I want Kyle
to stop it completely.
545
00:31:32,172 --> 00:31:35,344
Or at least he
has to sacrifice...
546
00:31:37,379 --> 00:31:39,655
Because, I would never accept
547
00:31:39,655 --> 00:31:41,586
him having sex
with other women
548
00:31:41,586 --> 00:31:43,413
while we are
in a relationship.
549
00:31:53,172 --> 00:31:54,413
[Anika giggles]
550
00:31:57,896 --> 00:31:59,620
I'm feeling sick
in my stomach.
551
00:32:04,586 --> 00:32:06,241
Oh, my God. I think I see him.
552
00:32:07,793 --> 00:32:09,172
Yeah, I think I see him.
553
00:32:09,172 --> 00:32:10,965
Oh, my God. This is so crazy.
554
00:32:13,344 --> 00:32:15,482
This this is just so crazy.
555
00:32:15,482 --> 00:32:18,758
Oh, my God. This is so crazy.
I just-- [giggles]
556
00:32:19,655 --> 00:32:20,896
[both] Hi.
557
00:32:20,896 --> 00:32:22,344
[both talking indistinctly]
558
00:32:22,344 --> 00:32:25,482
♪ Feeling forever
So wild and so free ♪
559
00:32:25,482 --> 00:32:27,137
Oh, my God. Glad you're here.
560
00:32:27,137 --> 00:32:28,862
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
561
00:32:28,862 --> 00:32:30,655
I'm blushing a little bit.
562
00:32:30,655 --> 00:32:32,586
Kind of, kind of makes me
blush a little bit.
563
00:32:32,586 --> 00:32:34,793
- [laughs]
- All right.
564
00:32:34,793 --> 00:32:36,655
- I got nervous, I guess.
- Yeah.
565
00:32:36,655 --> 00:32:39,551
We're doing another hug
because we're... Oh, my God.
566
00:32:39,551 --> 00:32:41,827
- I just don't know.
- God, you smell so good.
567
00:32:42,655 --> 00:32:45,034
I could just eat you up
right now.
568
00:32:45,034 --> 00:32:47,172
♪ Look how far we've come
569
00:32:47,172 --> 00:32:50,758
I think she looks
a lot sexier in person
than she did online, for sure.
570
00:32:50,758 --> 00:32:52,000
- Oh, really?
- Yeah.
571
00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:53,551
- What?
- Yeah. For sure, way sexier.
572
00:32:54,344 --> 00:32:56,413
Kyle has the cutest
brown eyes.
573
00:32:57,586 --> 00:32:58,896
I love your eyes.
574
00:32:58,896 --> 00:33:01,172
Aw... You're crying.
575
00:33:01,172 --> 00:33:02,793
Kyle is so emotional.
576
00:33:02,793 --> 00:33:05,275
I mean, I just saw her
for the first time.
577
00:33:05,275 --> 00:33:07,724
- Aw...
- So, yeah.
It's a dream come true.
578
00:33:09,448 --> 00:33:11,172
- I'm so excited to see you.
- Uh-huh.
579
00:33:11,172 --> 00:33:12,655
I feel like nothing changed.
580
00:33:12,655 --> 00:33:14,793
Like, I feel like it's the--
the same connection.
581
00:33:14,793 --> 00:33:17,000
- Oh, okay.
- And I think you're so cute.
582
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:19,896
You're trying to get me
in the mood already,
on the first date.
583
00:33:19,896 --> 00:33:21,689
We gotta take it slow.
584
00:33:21,689 --> 00:33:25,034
- Oh, my God. I'm like--
- You gotta wait two
or three days for a kiss...
585
00:33:25,034 --> 00:33:28,758
- Oh, God.
- And then everything else,
you have to wait more.
586
00:33:30,172 --> 00:33:34,137
You need to earn my loving.
You have to earn it.
587
00:33:34,137 --> 00:33:35,862
There's points.
We do a point system.
588
00:33:35,862 --> 00:33:37,344
No. We're not doing
a point system.
589
00:33:37,344 --> 00:33:38,862
We are definitely doing
a point system.
590
00:33:40,379 --> 00:33:41,965
Ani can earn or loose points
591
00:33:41,965 --> 00:33:43,551
by doing good and bad things.
592
00:33:43,551 --> 00:33:45,068
Like, for instance,
smoking a cigarette.
593
00:33:45,068 --> 00:33:46,655
That's one point gone.
594
00:33:46,655 --> 00:33:48,482
Oh, my God.
I lose a lot of points then.
595
00:33:48,482 --> 00:33:51,068
Drinking wine.
She loses one point.
596
00:33:51,068 --> 00:33:53,103
Eating healthy,
that gets her points.
597
00:33:53,103 --> 00:33:55,655
Smelling good,
that gets her points.
She smells good.
598
00:33:55,655 --> 00:33:57,000
- Okay.
- So, she got a point for that.
599
00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:58,620
I'm making you work for stuff.
600
00:33:59,275 --> 00:34:01,241
For love and affection
from me.
601
00:34:03,655 --> 00:34:05,448
Maybe. If you're a good girl.
602
00:34:05,448 --> 00:34:06,551
- We'll see how it goes.
- Oh, my...
603
00:34:06,551 --> 00:34:08,310
You have to...
You have to earn it.
604
00:34:08,482 --> 00:34:09,448
All right.
605
00:34:09,448 --> 00:34:11,793
With three points,
she gets a kiss.
606
00:34:11,793 --> 00:34:14,758
With five points,
she gets a tongue kiss.
607
00:34:14,758 --> 00:34:16,551
And with ten points,
608
00:34:17,068 --> 00:34:18,586
she gets full on sex.
609
00:34:18,586 --> 00:34:21,068
And I think
that's a good plan.
610
00:34:21,068 --> 00:34:23,413
I feel nervous. Just nervous.
611
00:34:23,586 --> 00:34:25,241
[sighs]
612
00:34:25,241 --> 00:34:28,034
I just don't wanna
jump in the bed with Ani
613
00:34:28,034 --> 00:34:31,586
because that's what
I do with a woman
for sperm donation.
614
00:34:31,586 --> 00:34:33,793
It's much more clinical.
615
00:34:33,793 --> 00:34:37,379
Where, with Ani,
I want to build our
emotional connection first
616
00:34:37,379 --> 00:34:39,241
before getting physical.
617
00:34:39,241 --> 00:34:41,172
And by having
this point system,
618
00:34:41,172 --> 00:34:43,275
that's the best way
to do that.
619
00:34:43,275 --> 00:34:45,103
I think the problem is,
620
00:34:45,103 --> 00:34:47,379
you never had
a really stable relationship.
621
00:34:47,379 --> 00:34:49,689
So, you don't know
what you're talking about
right now.
622
00:34:49,689 --> 00:34:51,344
I definitely know
what I'm talking about.
623
00:34:51,344 --> 00:34:53,862
No. I think if you would have
ever a proper relationship,
624
00:34:53,862 --> 00:34:55,344
then you wouldn't
go on these...
625
00:34:57,275 --> 00:34:59,551
You're so sexy
when you get kind of upset.
626
00:35:02,896 --> 00:35:05,310
Our first meeting
is a bit confusing.
627
00:35:08,379 --> 00:35:09,344
I don't like that.
628
00:35:19,482 --> 00:35:22,275
I still do have butterflies
for him.
629
00:35:22,275 --> 00:35:27,862
But his lack of experience
is so obvious.
630
00:35:29,137 --> 00:35:31,586
So, I hope he can learn fast.
631
00:35:31,586 --> 00:35:36,310
If not, this is going to be
the longest two weeks ever
of my life.
632
00:35:41,793 --> 00:35:45,758
Shawn's coming today,
and I'm very excited.
633
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:29,586
Looking all bad. Ah!
634
00:36:29,586 --> 00:36:31,965
I haven't seen Douglas
in eight months.
635
00:36:32,862 --> 00:36:34,758
And in the time of this
eight months,
636
00:36:34,758 --> 00:36:37,000
Douglas has slowly
been disappearing,
637
00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:39,965
and Alliya's been
more appearing.
638
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:45,034
I guess the only thing
I'm a little nervous about is,
639
00:36:46,482 --> 00:36:49,413
if I'm gonna only see
Alliya on this trip,
640
00:36:49,413 --> 00:36:52,551
or if I'll see Douglas, too.
641
00:36:52,551 --> 00:36:56,724
About a year ago, I started
planning an epic proposal.
642
00:36:57,758 --> 00:36:59,965
I knew I could
marry Douglas, but...
643
00:36:59,965 --> 00:37:02,724
I'm unsure
if I could marry Alliya.
644
00:37:03,448 --> 00:37:05,000
For me,
it was very clear before.
645
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:07,034
Like, we're doing
Alliya tonight.
646
00:37:07,034 --> 00:37:09,896
And tomorrow, when we wake up,
it's Douglas.
647
00:37:09,896 --> 00:37:14,620
I'm gonna have
a weird headspace
if we're Alliya 24/7.
648
00:37:14,620 --> 00:37:17,000
So, I'm hoping,
when I get to Brazil
649
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:18,793
and I spend time with Alliya,
650
00:37:18,793 --> 00:37:21,551
that I will still be able
to see Douglas within Alliya.
651
00:37:21,551 --> 00:37:25,172
I mean, I'm hoping she'll
melt them together.
652
00:37:25,172 --> 00:37:28,724
You know,
she's found something
that's giving her happiness.
653
00:37:28,724 --> 00:37:30,000
I want that happiness.
654
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:33,965
I just don't want
to totally give up Douglas.
655
00:38:08,793 --> 00:38:11,275
[in other language]
656
00:38:12,379 --> 00:38:14,000
[in English]
657
00:38:17,344 --> 00:38:18,965
[in other language]
658
00:38:19,793 --> 00:38:21,482
[in English]
659
00:38:27,551 --> 00:38:28,931
[in other language]
660
00:38:29,724 --> 00:38:30,758
[in English] I love it.
661
00:38:31,655 --> 00:38:32,931
[in other language]
662
00:38:34,344 --> 00:38:36,103
[in English]
663
00:38:48,896 --> 00:38:49,862
[giggles]
664
00:40:07,310 --> 00:40:10,413
We are together
around three years now,
665
00:40:10,413 --> 00:40:12,379
and he makes me so happy.
666
00:40:13,344 --> 00:40:14,724
When I'm with Shawn...
667
00:41:11,793 --> 00:41:13,827
- Hi.
- [driver speaking]
668
00:42:28,724 --> 00:42:31,206
[narrator] This season on
Love in Paradise...
669
00:42:31,206 --> 00:42:33,241
♪ Tonight it's just
you and me ♪
670
00:42:33,241 --> 00:42:35,724
♪ We can just get away
671
00:42:35,724 --> 00:42:37,206
Tonight is all about...
672
00:42:38,448 --> 00:42:41,344
♪ If I say ooh, daddy, daddy
Ooh, daddy, daddy, ooh ♪
673
00:42:45,896 --> 00:42:47,965
I've kind of had my doubts,
674
00:42:47,965 --> 00:42:50,896
especially what he said
about Tiffany.
675
00:42:50,896 --> 00:42:52,896
What do you think
about Tiffany?
676
00:42:52,896 --> 00:42:55,068
He said that he wouldn't mind
677
00:42:55,068 --> 00:42:57,206
having a threesome
with me and Tiffany.
678
00:42:57,206 --> 00:42:58,586
Girl, hell no.
679
00:42:58,586 --> 00:43:02,551
Adriano wants to have
a threesome with me and her.
680
00:43:02,551 --> 00:43:04,620
He's thinking about
having sex with my cousin.
681
00:43:04,620 --> 00:43:06,068
That's not okay.
682
00:43:06,068 --> 00:43:08,896
You can't just say,
"Oh, I'm looking
at your cousin's booty.
683
00:43:08,896 --> 00:43:09,862
How you doing today?"
684
00:43:09,862 --> 00:43:11,413
It's getting stupid.
685
00:43:14,137 --> 00:43:17,206
Alliya's way different
than Douglas was.
686
00:43:32,862 --> 00:43:35,241
I think I have to be able
to donate on some level.
687
00:43:35,241 --> 00:43:36,896
I'd rather you accept it.
688
00:43:36,896 --> 00:43:38,586
Like, do you think
I like that?
689
00:43:38,586 --> 00:43:40,206
This is insane.
690
00:43:40,206 --> 00:43:41,241
[sighs in exasperation]
691
00:43:42,034 --> 00:43:43,724
Oh, my God. [crying]
692
00:43:44,586 --> 00:43:45,896
[Alliya] I love Shawn.
693
00:43:45,896 --> 00:43:50,310
If Shawn loves me,
that means accepting me
as Alliya now,
694
00:43:50,310 --> 00:43:52,275
and letting Douglas go.
695
00:43:54,034 --> 00:43:55,103
[crying]
696
00:43:57,344 --> 00:44:01,172
The prenup is something
that I will not budge on.
697
00:44:01,172 --> 00:44:03,655
Because I think that I am
the best opportunity
698
00:44:03,655 --> 00:44:05,103
- that you have.
- Best opportunity
699
00:44:05,862 --> 00:44:06,931
you I think I have it?
700
00:44:10,275 --> 00:44:12,344
Where is the [bleep] money?
701
00:44:12,344 --> 00:44:14,448
I don't see the money.
702
00:44:14,448 --> 00:44:15,586
I've made up my mind.
703
00:44:17,137 --> 00:44:18,482
Everybody made mistakes.
704
00:44:18,482 --> 00:44:19,379
There are just
certain mistakes
705
00:44:19,379 --> 00:44:21,344
I just cannot tolerate.
706
00:44:24,000 --> 00:44:25,965
[crying]