[Shawn] Previously on Love in Paradise...
I am so sorry how this look like.
I won't tolerate hearing those things again.
Just make better decisions.
Please.
When it comes to trusting Madelein,
trust, to me, is earned.
If Madelein won't sign the prenup,
I don't want to get married.
[Shawn] There's one person that's been in my life that was a boyfriend.
We've had a casual sexual relationship for a while.
I'm willing to keep the person out of our life,
but I don't think I'm willing
to just ignore their existence.
I told Tiffany about how you wanted to have a threesome with us.
I feel like I'm in a movie right now.
I'm on this beautiful yacht
with this beautiful man,
but all I could think about
is how he wanted to have sex with my cousin.
I can't do this.
When's the last time you guys hooked up?
She cheated on me with her ex.
When was the last time you donated via sex?
I cannot deal with that.
I don't think I can fully just quit it.
For me, it's over then.
[sniffing]
I'm just seeing if they smell.
I mean, they're okay-smelling.
They smell kind of a little bit like dirt.
I don't know. I've only worn these a couple of days, these ones.
So...
I arrived in Malta two weeks ago,
ready to start the next chapter of my life with Ani.
But now it's all over,
and I don't think there's ever going back.
[sighs] I'll have my razor.
I'm leaving Malta today and going back to London.
I plan on meeting Ani one last time.
We had this time together.
It's hard to just go separate ways
and never speak again.
I'd prefer to at least be cordial.
[Ani] Kyle is leaving today
and I'm feeling sad and disappointed
because we had a great connection.
But also I'm feeling so relieved
that we made a final decision.
-Hi. -Hey.
-How are you? Good? -Good.
-Hey. -You're already here.
I ordered us some tea.
[Ani] All right, that's good.
I agreed to meet Kyle before he leaves
just so we can continue with our lives
and not feel bad about everything.
Okay. Thank you.
[Kyle] Thank you.
I just, you know, feel like
that you didn't put enough effort
in the whole relationship.
I think it's more like...
yeah, I wanted what I want, my path that I chose,
-and, you know, you had-- -Yeah, I mean...
-...you know, your issues and... -But--
...that I didn't like.
What issues, then?
I just think that there's still issues with your ex.
I mean, I just feel like you--
-you kind of cheated on me then, 'cause that's him. -No!
-Yeah, it was him. -No, I'm not cheated.
You're not even committing to me, Kyle.
I just feel like it hurts me because
you didn't think about me, how I would feel.
It hurts.
I do understand that you are hurt, but--
Yeah, I was hurt by that.
But from now on, I would have chosen you over him.
-Do you mean that? -You don't--
-Yeah. -You would have? I don't believe that.
-But you choose donation over me, right? -I don't believe that.
I don't believe that.
I don't believe you.
[sighs in frustration] I'm...
I have something else I'm curious about.
What else?
It's kind of... kind of big.
Are you being completely honest with me about your ex?
The last time you met him was before I arrived.
Yeah.
Yeah, I know that you were not ovulating when we had sex.
And so if you're pregnant, it's his.
Doing the math,
her ex did it before I had sex with her.
So, technically,
there's a higher chance of her ex being the father
if she was pregnant,
much, much, much higher chance.
You're crazy.
You're just crazy.
No, because it's science.
I feel like you just want to hurt me right now.
-And you're very disrespectful. -No. No.
I'm not being disrespectful.
I feel like you were trying to pin the baby on me.
Why?
For what?
It did seem like you were trying to pin it on me.
-Oh, my God. -For something that I knew
wasn't gonna happen by me.
It would have been his.
No, because--
Oh, you're such a...
That was kind of not how I wanted this to end.
I wanted to try to end this on a, uh...
at least a somewhat good note.
I've never been this open with someone before,
and really put this much effort into a relationship.
I've been craving a companion for years now.
I thought Ani was that person.
And this is why it hurts so much.
My life is pretty solitary,
and the sperm donation makes me feel less lonely.
Because even though it isn't like companionship,
it still gives me a sense of purpose.
But I don't think I could fully give up sperm donation for anyone.
Hopefully, there is a woman out there
that could accept me for having kids all around the world.
I just need to keep looking for her.
The silver lining with this, I am leaving early.
And because of that,
I'm gonna be able to make it to a donation.
And hopefully she gets pregnant from this.
That's the only silver lining for tonight.
Uh, but you first eat the banana.
-Okay? -Okay.
[Ani] I am glad that I didn't introduce Kyle to my son
because I feel like he's a very insecure immature person.
And I wondered how I could just be so wrong
when my feelings towards him were so strong.
And then we can make the train.
I don't know where the train is, actually.
I still want to be in a relationship with someone I love,
and maybe having a child together.
You put this one on, and then we can search for your train.
Okay?
But I want to be with someone who tells me,
"You are everything I want.
You are everything I need.
I don't need anyone else."
Emilian, let's go for the train.
Come, let's check.
I don't want to compete with any strangers,
woman you had sex with, you know?
Only if I can have a kiss here.
Okay.
Oh, another one.
I'm ready for maybe a boring nice guy.
[laughs]
-Mama. -You're the only boy in my life.
-Mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah. -Ma!
-I just need you. No men anymore. -Mom! Mama!
[both laughing]
I can't do this.
[sniffles]
I can't.
I know I made a mistake.
I shouldn't even have brought it up.
I am just lost.
I don't understand what happened.
I was literally joking.
I didn't want to have a threesome
with her and her cousin.
I don't even like Tiffany.
She's not my type at all.
[scoffs]
Yeah.
I came here wanting to reconnect with you...
hoping for something.
But all I got this whole time was confirmation
that we don't need to be together.
[sighs]
I'm over here pretending like I'm happy,
telling my cousin, like,
"Oh, yeah, I'm so happy. We're going to be together."
But in reality, I'm just saying that
just so I can convince myself that I'm happy.
Because this is something that I want.
I want to be in a relationship.
I want to get married and have kids.
And I feel like I'm having to shrink myself
into this little bitty box just so I can have something.
I thought I would come on this trip
to have this deep connection with someone that I love,
just to find out that the person that I love
probably don't really love me back.
I'm tired of him disrespecting me.
He has made me feel like I am nothing to him.
I deserve much more than what Adriano is giving me.
I'm going home.
[Adriano] Yes.
-And then? -I'm going home and I'm staying home.
[Adriano softly] Mmm-hmm.
So this is it.
[Adriano speaking]
♪ This ain't a dream ♪
♪ Oh, this is really going down ♪
♪ Endlessly ♪
♪ Fading out ♪
[Alex] Right now, I'm feeling heartbroken,
but I had to do what's best for me.
[crying]
I can't do this.
[speaking in foreign language]
[Dr. Marcelo in English] Hello.
[Alliya] I'm feeling so excited
to have this blessed surgery consultation.
And I want my face to look more feminine.
Alliya's a beautiful woman without plastic surgery.
Why would you mess with that and maybe be ruined?
Maybe now you're not actually even beautiful anymore to me.
[Luke speaking in foreign language]
[in English] Today is our last day in Guatape,
and to be honest, I'm feeling drained.
Over the last couple of days, rumors came out.
A lot of disgusting things were said.
But I don't think either one of us
is going to give up on this relationship.
[speaking in foreign language]
[in English] I wanna say that...
I love you so much.
And I don't like fighting with you.
I know money...
is an issue for me,
and it's been a lot stressful for me.
But I know that I want to make this work.
I do need to go home.
But I'd like to come right back.
And I want to move here.
I want to be with you
because I love you.
I love you too.
I want this work too.
Of course,
I can't stand being away from you.
I'll work at Made Beauty if I have to.
I'll even learn how to do nails.
[Madelein speaking]
There's nobody else I'd rather spend this life with.
What I do want to know...
that you'll sign this prenup
to give me the confidence I need
to make this leap of faith.
Will you do that for me?
I know, baby.
[Madelein speaking]
Whoo!
Thank you.
It means so much to me that Madelein
has finally agreed to sign the prenup.
It shows me that she is capable of growth,
capable of change.
I love you.
I'm not gonna let us fail,
[speaking in foreign language]
[Madelein] I told him I do it because I don't want to fight anymore.
If him don't come right back to Columbia,
I don't sign the prenup.
I think that I can trust Madelein again,
so I'm willing to put what's happened behind us.
I just hope that...
I'm not a fool for doing so.
[speaking in foreign language]
[in English] Shawn is leaving tonight.
But before he goes, he agreed to come with me
to my plastic surgery consultation.
I know. And if you would let me put my special drops in,
which are in my pocket right now...
But you won't let me.
Because I have trouble something touching my eyes.
I love that you're so worried
about me putting drops in your eyes,
but you can't wait for a plastic surgeon
to carve up your stomach and ass.
That's not a problem.
I'm feeling so excited to have this consultation.
I want to take off the fat that I still have in my body,
and I want to put that in my butt.
I want like something very-- like a big heart.
What I'm trying to achieve is to have a thin waist,
a big butt and hips,
so I look more feminine
and like Kylie Jenner.
My God, I said that.
But I think you're the type of person that will...
get rid of the one flaw,
and then you'll concentrate on the next flaw.
And I already know
that you would like to have your brow bone softened.
-Yes? -Yes.
So it's less...
Less masculine.
Yeah.
I am attracted to Alliya.
She's a beautiful woman, as is.
She's so lucky that she looks like that
without plastic surgery.
Why would you mess with that?
[speaking in foreign language]
[Dr. Kolling] Hello.
[Shawn] And maybe be ruined?
Maybe, now, you're not actually even beautiful any more to me,
because you've done something that got marred.
So, it's a slippery slope.
[Dr. Kolling] Welcome to our clinic.
Talk about what your dreams... Of your body.
This is a place to say anything that you want.
Okay. So, I want to take off the fat
off my belly or my back,
and I put a little bit on my butt.
-[speaking] -[Alliya] To look more feminine
and to make it more round like a big heart.
[laughs]
[speaking]
And I also really don't like this bone,
that's very big here on my face.
It's very, like, masculine.
And I want my face to look more feminine.
We need to, like, open here and put all the skin down to remove the bone.
This reshaping of the bone is an aggressive surgery.
So, we need to, to think more about that.
So, using filler above the brow bone to then add volume?
-So, it's a smoother illusion? -[Dr. Kolling speaking]
[Alliya] When I look in the mirror
that never reflects the person that I am,
it makes me feel very emotional,
very unhappy, because the only thing that I want...
[Dr. Kolling] So, please, show me exactly the part.
[Alliya] So, all the flabby skin here off this part.
I want, like, to make this more thin and, like...
-[Dr. Kolling] More definition. -More... Yeah.
The butt, it's like... I want to make this more circle here--
-[Dr. Kolling indistinct] -[Alliya] Like, the round here,
-like a circle on the both sides. -[Dr. Kolling] Yes.
And I put some in this part and this one. Okay?
-[Alliya] Yeah. -[Dr. Kolling] Okay.
[Alliya] Okay.
[Shawn] I've now come to terms with the fact
that I'm with someone that identifies as a woman.
And Alliya wearing clothes, hair, makeup,
I can wrap my head around that.
But transforming herself to be more feminine,
permanently, and through surgeries,
is harder for me to accept.
Only small... Small ones.
This is the perfect thing for you.
I think it won't be perfect, though.
Yeah, but, uh... I use all the technology.
All the best techniques. Okay?
[tense music playing]
Okay.
Right now she's just talking about being curvier
and shaving her brow bone.
But if this is where we're starting,
where is this all going to go?
[Alliya] Thank you.
[Shawn] I know I'm attracted to her and her male body.
But if Alliya got reassignment surgery,
how does that affect our relationship?
Will our sex life change?
I'm a little fearful for what's going to happen.
I love Alliya and I wanna support her
in becoming the person that she wants to be.
But I also need to be the person that I need to be.
And maybe some of her choices
will make me have to reevaluate if we're meant to be.
[intense music builds, ends]
[melancholic music playing]
Walking away from Adriano is painful.
But I guess...
it just wasn't meant to be.
[doorbell buzzes]
-Hey. -[Alex] Hey.
Can I come in?
[lively instrumental music playing]
[lively instrumental music ends]
[sighs]
[phone dialing]
-[phone beeps] -[Adriano] Hey.
[in English]
Um...
[Alex speaking]
[Adriano] Last night, Alex broke up with me,
and she wanted to stay in a hotel.
I'm mad with myself.
I said I wanted to have a threesome with her cousin.
I was joking,
but I shouldn't have even joked about something so delicate for her.
-I will see you soon. -[Alex] Thanks.
[both in Italian]
[Adriano in English] She's leaving today,
and I feel horrible that I've hurt her.
But I feel like everything could be fixed.
And I wanna prove her that I can change.
[emotional romantic music playing]
[in English] Walking away from Adriano is painful.
I really wanted this to work out.
I felt like we could have been great together.
Our families could have been great together.
Just imagine a Black and Italian wedding.
[chuckles] Lots of food, lots of music.
[sniffs]
But I guess...
it just wasn't meant to be.
I had to do what's best for me.
[doorbell buzzes]
-Hey. -[Alex] Hey.
-Can I come in? -[Alex] Yeah.
[inhales] So...
Thank you. Man, I left more stuff over there than I thought I did.
-[speaking] -Want some water?
-Yes. Thank you. -Okay.
-[Alex] You gonna take me to the train station? -[Adriano] Hmm.
All right.
At least I get more time with you.
Just a little bit.
[speaking]
I mean, I don't know what you want me to do.
Every time you feel like I'm pulling away from you,
you wanna be on your best behavior.
And then, when you feel like you have me again,
you're back to doing the same stuff you were doing before.
[exhales shortly]
I can't, because I gave you chance after chance after chance.
It's been months.
So, now I have to make the decision to go.
[sentimental piano music playing]
[Alex] I am hurt by Adriano and I am so mad at him.
But the person I am most mad at is myself.
Because I should have stopped this a long time ago,
when he broke up with me the first time.
[inhales] Let me grab my stuff.
But I was blinded by sex, his charm,
the adventure of it all.
-You got everything? -Yep, that is everything.
And now, I can see clearly.
Do you think you're gonna miss me?
-Oh, just one thought or two. -[speaking]
Maybe after a few glass of Prosecco?
[laughs]
[uplifting instrumental music playing]
-[Alex] Thank you. -[Adriano speaking]
♪ I would send the tides ♪
♪ If I could♪
I don't regret my relationship with Adriano.
Despite all the stuff we had going on,
we had some really fun times.
And I was able to learn that
I don't have to settle for anyone.
♪ 'Cause I fell for you ♪
♪ Never knew that I'd go through ♪
♪ Hell for you ♪
[Alex] I probably will not jump into the dating pool immediately,
but I'm not gonna stop traveling.
When you're traveling, you never know who you're gonna meet.
Love can be one plane ride away.
♪ I fell for you ♪
♪ Yeah, I'd never be enough for you ♪
I'm gonna have to leave pretty soon.
[Alliya] Yeah, and I miss you.
[Shawn] Last night we had sex.
It's a...
a little different.
[chuckles]
[dynamic electronic music playing]
[woman singing in Brazilian Portuguese]
[music ends slowly]
-Hey, Alliya. -[Alliya] Yes?
[Shawn] So, I know you have
an explosion of extra merchandise
-that I've bought you. -[Alliya chuckles]
-Um... -[Alliya] Yes.
Since most of that came in this,
I'm thinking I'm gonna leave you this luggage
so that you can pack your extra gear in there when you leave.
And then, that'll be one more bag that you can bring when you come to the US.
[Alliya] And it's big, yeah?
[Shawn] Yeah, and it expands, so it even gets bigger.
So, you're gonna need to throw everything in your life in two bags.
A life worth.
I'm leaving tonight.
And I'm happy that
Alliya and I seem to be moving forward in our relationship.
[chuckles]
So...
I'm gonna have to leave pretty soon.
[Alliya] Yeah, and I miss you.
Mmm. Miss you. I'm going to miss you.
Last night we had sex.
I loved it. Like, it was great. But...
It's a...
a little different, 'cause we're different.
So, I think we had to find a new rhythm.
It couldn't just be repeating...
I'll let you deal with this, and then I'm gonna go finish
-packing my stuff up. Okay? -[Alliya] Okay.
I think I can put all the hairs inside here.
-[Shawn] Okay. -And make my life easier.
Shawn is leaving.
And I'm feeling extremely sad
because we need to apply to the K-1 visa,
and I don't know how long that will take.
My biggest fear is that
Shawn will have feelings for someone else...
But I have to trust that
he will listen to me and take my concerns to his heart.
[humming]
[soft instrumental music playing]
I've spent a lot of my life single
and with no special person in my life.
And when Douglas came along,
the love I have for him was enough
for me to be captivated by him for a lifetime.
And a love like that
is not easy to let go.
So, when I arrived in Brazil a few weeks ago,
I was very nervous if I could love Alliya
the way that I love Douglas.
-Ready, Freddie? -Yes.
[Shawn] And...
[chuckles] It's odd.
Like, I guess the answer is no.
'Cause I don't love Alliya the way I love Douglas.
I love Douglas in a certain way.
And I'm learning to love Alliya
in a new and different way.
And I'm looking forward
to carving out a life with Alliya,
and seeing where our new adventure story will go.
So...
Won't be very long.
It's a couple of months.
It'll be okay.
Yes.
I miss you.
I'll miss you.
[Alliya speaking]
-I love you. -I love you.
[kissing]
Be good.
You, too. Travel safe.
♪ Don't ever fade out Fade out ♪
They're here.
[Alliya] I'm feeling so excited.
I'm a beautiful woman. I have a handsome man.
And I'm going to move to the US with him.
[Shawn] Bye.
[Shawn] I understand
that this isn't the standard love story.
But it is a story based on love,
and as long as we continue to act from a place of love,
I think we can make it work for many years to come.
♪ It's you and me from now on ♪
♪ We're writing our love song ♪
It's a to-be-continued love story,
but, I mean, it's an adventure for sure.
♪ Writing our love song ♪
[speaking]
I think maybe a week or two, baby.
A week or two weeks?
[Luke] It's gonna be hard to come back
without having a secure job.
I don't think being away from Madelein
is good for our relationship.
Is it gonna work?
[kisses]
[lively guitar music playing]
[Luke speaking]
[Luke] Uh...
I think maybe a week or two, baby.
A week or two weeks?
[Luke] Uh, I'll be there a week, baby. Okay?
I'm extremely sad that I have to leave Colombia today,
because, truly, I don't want to.
I don't like being away from Madelein.
I don't think it's good for our relationship.
And we're just gonna continue to fight.
I pinky promise.
I don't think Madelein believes that I'm coming right back.
And the truth is...
[kisses]
...unless one of my businesses hits very soon...
Okay, you too.
[indistinct, kisses]
...or I find a remote opportunity,
it's gonna be hard to come back.
But I will do everything I can, not to disappoint her.
Okay. [in Brazilian Portuguese]
It's a surprise.
Follow me.
-Yeah. -[in English] Okay.
I'm excited.
A hand casting kit?
Okay.
I think I can figure it out.
[Madelein speaking]
It looks like Play-Doh.
[Madelein speaking]
This is so romantic.
[Luke] I think we need to, like, empty some of the water.
Walk with me. Walk back. Walk back.
Just be careful, don't move your hands that much.
[Madelein] Ow!
[Luke] This paste looks like a soup.
We clearly put too much water in.
[Madelein] I have an idea.
-[in Brazilian Portuguese] -[in English]
[in English] The blow dryer. Okay. Let's go get it.
I got it. I'm holding... I'm holding the tub.
This feels a little bit like our relationship.
We go in with the best intentions.
You're moving your hands.
You're making a big hole over here.
But we may not do everything correctly.
[whirring]
[Luke] Things get a little bit messy.
-Stay right here. -Ouch!
But we're both trying to make it work
and trying to work through these challenges.
One, two, three.
I have never been in a relationship
where I have experienced so much love,
so much joy, so much happiness...
And now we wait.
...but at the same time, so much stress, anxiety, and pain.
Okay, baby.
I'll be back. We'll be together.
[in Brazilian Portuguese]
[in English] Dealing with Madelein is no easy feat.
Is it gonna work?
Am I skeptical? 100%.
-[Madelein] I love you. -[in Brazilian Portuguese]
[in English] But we keep trying 'cause we love each other.
This relationship means everything to me.
♪ Should I breathe you in ♪
♪ And risk it all ♪
♪ For this love ♪
[Madelein] Luke! Luke!
♪ We'll run ♪
♪ We'll break all the rules ♪
♪ I'm drowning in a river of emotion all the time ♪
♪ And why should I feel guilty ♪
♪ When I thought I'd never find ♪
♪ This love ♪
[singer vocalizing]
♪ I thought I'd never find This love ♪
[Madelein] I may only be 19,
but I know what love is.
And despite all the drama,
and the fighting...
[laughing]