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PINK MOON

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I'm here.

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- Hello.
- Hi.

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- Hi, Dad.
- Hi, honey.

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Did you get the cutlery?

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- You've got everything?
- Yes.

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Red or white, guys?

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- Where are the kids?
- Dad didn't want them here.

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- And we couldn't find a babysitter.
- Did you leave them by themselves?

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- Of course not.
- You and Mom used to do that, right?

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You'd go to the movies
while we were sleeping.

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- Yes, sometimes we did that.
- Luckily my mother was able to babysit.

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Why weren't they allowed
to join us, Dad?

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Dad, can you get us some water?

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- Dad?
- It's a bit more quiet this way.

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Nice cooking, Dad.

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Are you sure you've divided it equally?

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Trick of the trade.
Keet and Noah do this all day.

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- It's not that bad, is it?
- You think so?

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Nice to know
I have one and a quarter of fishcake.

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- Do you want one?
- Is that red curry spicy?

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- The menu said only one pepper.
- Don't be fooled.

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I had a chicken cashew with oyster
sauce and it was insanely spicy.

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- Insanely spicy? It wasn't.
- Where did I eat that?

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- Top Thai? Thailicious?
- Can I have some of that?

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- Here you go.
- Thank you, love.

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- Iris, so how's the water?
- It's going well.

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- Any exciting new developments?
- Not really.

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There's a conference I'm going to.

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- Where?
- South Africa.

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- You're going to South Africa?
- Yes. Poor me.

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You're going to South Africa?
By yourself?

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Guys, could I have your attention?

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I invited you...

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because there's something I've needed
to get off of my chest for some time.

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- Have you met someone?
- No.

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I love you all.

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But I need to tell you something
and I hope you will respect my choice.

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Even though you might not like it.

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I decided that my next birthday
will be my last.

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You're not celebrating
your birthday anymore?

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75 is a beautiful age,
but I won't be turning 76.

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I'm done.

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- Are you serious?
- Yes.

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- Why?
- Because I'm still good now.

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But I don't want to be dependent on you
or on doctors or anything like that.

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I've had this powder for this purpose
for a few years.

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- A few years?
- Yes.

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- Why haven't you told us sooner?
- I had to be sure myself first.

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- So now you are?
- Yes, now I am.

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I just got a new supply,
the other one expired.

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- I don't want to live anymore.
- You don't want to?

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Sometimes I don't want
to do something either.

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Keet and Noah never want to do things.
We all have that.

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- It's no reason to kill yourself.
- Well, killing yourself...

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- That's what it is.
- I'm done with it, Iris.

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- Dad, are you ill?
- No.

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I'm sorry.

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But not telling you would have been...

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Now you can get used to the idea.

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- Get used to it?
- Yeah.

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But Dad, is this even allowed?

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That powder I have, makes it very
humanely. It's being used quite a lot.

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I don't understand this at all.

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You're healthy.
You have Iris, you have me.

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You're not in a wheelchair.
You babysit every Tuesday.

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You have grandchildren.
You live in a fantastic house.

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- You're independent. Why?
- I told you, I'm done living.

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What kind of bullshit argument is that?
You're not a fucking child.

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- Iris, come on.
- What? I don't get it.

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I don't get it.
And I don't want to fucking get it.

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I understand this is a lot to take in.

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There's no such thing as the right time.
You're either too late or too early.

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I'd rather be too early.

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That's why I want to check out
in a couple of months.

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Check out? Come on, Dad.
Life isn't a fucking bus ride.

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Maybe we should let
it sink in for a little...

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Yes.

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Check out...
Seriously, Dad?

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Can I put this here?

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Can't you sleep?

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- Coco, please go to sleep.
- Are you terrorizing your mom?

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Is this really the only thing that works?

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The only thing that keeps Coco quiet.

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Already a terrible ecological footprint
It's a little late for an abortion.

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- Jan wants to die.
- What?

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- You're joking, right?
- No.

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For real?

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Come here.

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- It's green.
- How is he going to do it?

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Apparently, he's had this powder
for years to kill himself with.

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- What?
- Yes.

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- Is that even allowed?
- I think it's illegal. Lau...

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Just go around, idiot.

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Come on.

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- Do you want me to go and talk to him?
- Do you think you can change his mind?

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Yes.
Listen, if you want me to, I'll do it.

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I will make him change his mind.
By force, if I have to.

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Damn...

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- Did you drop it?
- I don't have it, but there's one.

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You can use that.

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- Have you told the kids?
- No.

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This has nothing to do with you.
You shouldn't think that.

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- Oh, I didn't think that.
- Shit, I'm sorry.

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This says something about Jan.
Not about you, not about Ivan. That's all.

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- Do you think he'll go through with it?
- Yes.

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Yes. I think so.

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- Put that stuff away.
- How do you feel about it?

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For you two it's a big shock of course.

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But try to see it from Jan's perspective.
That's difficult, of course.

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Then it's kind of beautiful
that someone can keep control.

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To be honest I'm proud of your father
that he has the courage to do this.

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The timer is on. Too bad
if you don't finish. We have to go.

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He has mentioned before he doesn't
want to experience deterioration.

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- That he'd rather be spared all that.
- Pretty legitimate, right?

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- I never heard any of this.
- Iris, you've heard him say this.

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I shouldn't have come.

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- Are you leaving already?
- Bye, guys. Bye, Keet. Bye, Noah.

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Sound like the character of a sitcom.

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Eventually we will all drown
if we don't adapt soon.

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Talk about Adaptive Delta
Management...

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How was your weekend, Iris?

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Strange.

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My father told us he doesn't
want to live anymore.

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He wants to die.

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Just like that.

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- Jesus.
- I'm sorry.

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Smells nice.
Is this your famous lasagne?

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It is.

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- Thanks for picking me up.
- Don't be silly.

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You can't go by bike with that lasagne.
Can you imagine?

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Right...

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Honey, have you got my bag?

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Hey.

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Let me take your bag.

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- Another box.
- But that's something else, I think.

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- I think those are figurines.
- What are those things?

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You could make a little side river,
for instance. Here.

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Let's watch a movie.

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The longer it takes,
the less you can watch.

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Come on. No, come on.
Noah, you too.

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- How did it go with Lola?
- No trouble at all.

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- She's sleeping.
- Such a doll.

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- A real sweetheart.
- Lovely.

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- Dad, do you want some?
- Please.

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Looks great.

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- Everything quiet?
- Yes, for now.

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- Looks delicious.
- Elizabeth?

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It's lukewarm. That's not good.
It needs to go back in the oven.

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Let's put it back.

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Will you manage?

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- Did you check out that website?
- Yes, but it's too complicated.

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I like it more simple.

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I want to make the end as easy
as possible for me, but for you as well.

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That's why I'd like to pick
a suitable day with you.

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Around my birthday,
as you already know.

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It can be on November 28 itself.
Or a few days after that.

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But I'd rather not wait too long.

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What do you think about the day itself?

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- That works.
- Yes?

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The day itself is most convenient for us.

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- What about you, Iris?
- No, that's really fucking inconvenient.

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- Mom?
- Yes, honey?

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- It's not working.
- Just press play.

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- I've already tried that.
- Play.

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- I've tried it ten times.
- Not ten times, just once.

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It's my work laptop.
Everything is on it.

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I'll have a look.

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I already discussed
a few things with Ivan.

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I also think it's a good idea
to make some kind of playbook.

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I found on the Internet
that many families use such a playbook.

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I think it's a good idea to use one too.

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Sorry about that. It's working now.

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There's so much to take care of.

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Cancel subscriptions,
the house, the furniture...

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Cremation or burial?

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Which casket, which urn?
Songs, speeches, obituaries.

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I've also talked about the house
with someone.

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It's a smart move to sell it now.

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Then you'll have less
inheritance tax to pay.

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But are we really doing this
all of a sudden?

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Is this all normal, suddenly?

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Dad, do you want us to be there,
when you kill yourself?

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- Iris. Can we discuss that another time?
- I'd rather be told now.

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Iris, I don't know yet. Is that okay?

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I thought you two already
planned everything out.

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That's not the point. I don't want
to put you in danger when I'm gone.

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- You'll still celebrate your birthday?
- Yes.

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- And everyone will know?
- No, of course not.

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- It'll just be a birthday party.
- A farewell party.

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Hand me your plate, Dad.
I'll serve you some.

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So, as you know, our company has
the honor to be represented

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at the upcoming
International water conference,

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and Iris will be our junior speaker.

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Yes...
Hi!

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I'm gonna tell you a little bit more
about our case study "Water for Life".

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More than a half of all the refugees
are climate refugees.

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And with these models,
we can secure water

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and the access to water
in the driest corners of the world.

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And by doing so, for example
the life expectancy

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of a man in Turkana, which is one
of the driest region in Kenya,

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can increase by ten years.

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Like normally, he wouldn't
have lived past 50.

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Can you imagine 50?

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That's the age you move out of your
parent's place here in the Netherlands.

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So, with this management
we can secure life

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and equality of life
for our future generations.

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Unless we don't want that
and we just prefer to die.

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Back to the model...
So, let me go back.

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We talk about the stream flow routine
and there are several...

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Wait.

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It starts with a lot of guitar and then...
It's actually really simple.

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Wait, do it again.

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One more time.

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Wait, let's see.

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- It's not getting it.
- It's been in my head all day.

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- Where is it from?
- It's in my head. I don't remember.

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- Something from the past.
- Wait, do it again.

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- Guitar first...
- You have to sing it.

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And in comes the piano
and then it starts from the top.

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Hold it, please. Thank you.

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Hi.

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- Do you know anything about music?
- Yes, I do.

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Would it be okay if I hum something,
for you to listen to?

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- Sorry?
- I can't remember the name of a song.

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Sure.

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Well, first guitar, guitar, guitar,
and then...

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And then again...

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Tricky.

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Two songs come to mind.

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How Can We Hang On To A Dream
by Tim Hardin.

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And maybe, because of the chords,
Cause by Rodriguez.

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That's well-known now, because
of the documentary. But I'm not sure.

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- Is this about your father?
- Can you email them to me?

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- What you said at lunch...
- Can you email them?

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Yes, of course.

237
00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:31,839
You've reached Laura...

238
00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:36,680
Jesus Lau, what hopeless nitwit writes
this crap? And did you see my room?

239
00:24:53,119 --> 00:24:55,240
We have the space. It's a Denon.

240
00:24:55,319 --> 00:24:57,559
We'll talk about it later.
See you in a bit.

241
00:24:57,640 --> 00:24:58,920
Hey.

242
00:25:01,640 --> 00:25:05,400
- Didn't Elizabeth feel like joining?
- No, she thought... Hold this.

243
00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:07,920
She thought this was something
we should do together.

244
00:25:09,359 --> 00:25:10,799
I thought she had a point.

245
00:25:14,319 --> 00:25:17,079
- Is she at home with the kids?
- Yes.

246
00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:18,640
- Hey, Dad.
- Hi.

247
00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:21,680
Of course it's fun
when the children come along...

248
00:25:21,759 --> 00:25:25,240
but they have their own opinion
about everything, you know.

249
00:25:25,319 --> 00:25:27,720
- And Elizabeth too, of course.
- Yes.

250
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:33,000
It's really bizarre, but I think
I'm starting to get used to it.

251
00:25:33,079 --> 00:25:36,920
- What about you?
- No.

252
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:42,799
Hi, Dad. The idea is to put stickers
on the stuff we want to have.

253
00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:46,839
I bought some stickers.
I'll take green, you take red.

254
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:49,680
If there are two stickers on something,
we'll flip a coin.

255
00:25:49,759 --> 00:25:52,000
- Were they on sale?
- No.

256
00:25:53,039 --> 00:25:56,680
You haven't confirmed a date yet.
Could you please do that?

257
00:25:56,759 --> 00:26:00,400
- What, now?
- Yes, so we can get it over with.

258
00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:02,400
Sure. Alright...

259
00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:06,079
Let's see...

260
00:26:07,319 --> 00:26:09,920
- On the day of the party?
- For instance.

261
00:26:11,000 --> 00:26:13,559
- Sure, I'm available.
- You are?

262
00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:17,359
- Yes.
- Good. We've set a date.

263
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:19,599
That gives peace of mind, right Dad?

264
00:26:21,559 --> 00:26:23,240
I'll start downstairs.

265
00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:31,319
It's me again.
I'm going downstairs for the steel lamps.

266
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:33,240
No, not the sofas.

267
00:26:41,599 --> 00:26:46,200
- Would you like something to drink?
- No, I'm okay.

268
00:27:01,759 --> 00:27:04,160
Yeah, I figured.

269
00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:09,880
I think I'll start downstairs as well.

270
00:27:09,960 --> 00:27:11,640
- Shall I go out for a bit?
- No...

271
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,559
No, it's probably better.

272
00:27:54,839 --> 00:27:57,599
- Where did Dad go?
- I don't know.

273
00:28:04,359 --> 00:28:07,160
Mom's clothes are still there,
did you know?

274
00:28:10,000 --> 00:28:11,319
No.

275
00:28:18,119 --> 00:28:22,119
- I think I want to be there.
- Where?

276
00:28:22,200 --> 00:28:27,279
- Dad's final moments.
- You can't. Dad said so himself.

277
00:28:28,400 --> 00:28:30,519
Nobody needs to know.

278
00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:36,240
We can't let him go alone, can we?

279
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,839
- Were you done upstairs?
- Yes.

280
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:51,200
- That's fast.
- Yes.

281
00:28:52,240 --> 00:28:54,880
I don't have to talk everything through
with someone.

282
00:30:56,599 --> 00:31:02,160
- Hey. Are we going on a trip?
- No. I'm moving in with you.

283
00:31:10,519 --> 00:31:12,160
Dad.

284
00:32:21,680 --> 00:32:23,119
How about that?

285
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:28,680
- Do you want some coffee?
- No, I'll be right there.

286
00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:44,720
Dad.

287
00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:05,079
- Are you buying that?
- Sorry?

288
00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:07,200
That glass?

289
00:33:07,279 --> 00:33:08,880
- Well, I...
- No?

290
00:33:11,359 --> 00:33:12,440
Get off.

291
00:33:13,480 --> 00:33:17,960
I'm talking to you. You're jumping on
a sofa that's not yours.

292
00:33:18,039 --> 00:33:19,440
What's wrong?

293
00:33:19,519 --> 00:33:21,880
Do you let her jump on the sofa
at home too?

294
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:24,000
- Why?
- This is my sofa.

295
00:33:24,079 --> 00:33:27,559
- Then why is it here?
- There's been a misunderstanding.

296
00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:29,559
My brother should've just called me.

297
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:31,480
And that gives you the right
to talk like this?

298
00:33:31,519 --> 00:33:33,960
- It does.
- Get a hold of yourself.

299
00:33:34,039 --> 00:33:36,599
Look who's talking.
Keep an eye on that brat.

300
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:39,319
Excuse me?
Liv, come here.

301
00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:43,240
This woman is not right in her mind.
That's what you get in these places.

302
00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:56,759
Miss...

303
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:02,559
- Check-out.
- Well, this is mine.

304
00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:06,200
Let's have a look.
That will be 3.50.

305
00:34:06,279 --> 00:34:10,760
No, this is really mine. I got this
from my father when I turned four.

306
00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:13,480
- Ben.
- Miss, what's going on?

307
00:34:13,559 --> 00:34:17,159
This is my doll carriage
and I'm taking it with me.

308
00:34:17,239 --> 00:34:20,320
- You can't just go around taking things.
- Just take things?

309
00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:24,039
This, those glasses and a sofa
are all my family's.

310
00:34:24,119 --> 00:34:27,360
- And I'm taking it back now.
- I'm sorry.

311
00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:31,679
I understand that this is very annoying,
but I'm taking back my stuff.

312
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:33,760
I can't make any exceptions.

313
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:44,159
- How much was it again?
- 3.50.

314
00:34:50,320 --> 00:34:54,119
- Can I pay by card?
- That will be 50 cents extra.

315
00:35:23,719 --> 00:35:25,960
Shall we leave it at that?

316
00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:32,519
Well Dad,
you would've been a great actor.

317
00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:37,199
Come on, get up.

318
00:35:40,079 --> 00:35:42,039
Dad.

319
00:35:42,119 --> 00:35:44,239
How was that for you guys?

320
00:35:46,119 --> 00:35:49,559
Yeah... Fun.

321
00:35:50,480 --> 00:35:54,800
- And for you, Ivan?
- I thought this one went pretty well.

322
00:35:54,880 --> 00:35:59,320
I need some practice with that yoghurt.
It has to go in one go, or it'll go wrong.

323
00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:02,440
- Should I get more yoghurt?
- Yes.

324
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:10,800
What's the first thing we need to do
when we find you in the morning?

325
00:36:10,880 --> 00:36:12,400
I just described that.

326
00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:17,000
Yes, but it helps me to repeat it,
just to double check.

327
00:36:17,079 --> 00:36:20,280
The most important thing
is to make sure that Dad is dead.

328
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:21,880
That we don't touch him.

329
00:36:21,960 --> 00:36:26,719
Then we call the doctor and they call
the police. That order is crucial.

330
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:29,880
How can we be sure that Dad
is dead if we can't touch him?

331
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:35,440
Why don't we put on the gloves earlier?
Now there are fingerprints in the hall.

332
00:36:35,519 --> 00:36:36,960
Yes...

333
00:36:38,800 --> 00:36:44,320
You're absolutely right.
Then we take those gloves with us.

334
00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:46,719
We'll put them on outside
on the sidewalk...

335
00:36:46,800 --> 00:36:51,039
and hang an extra few in a bag in the
garden. That'll serve as a reminder...

336
00:36:51,119 --> 00:36:55,920
There will be fingerprints all over
the house. There's just been a party.

337
00:36:56,000 --> 00:36:57,639
Good point.

338
00:37:00,039 --> 00:37:03,599
But it's all over the Internet
that you have to do it this way.

339
00:37:03,679 --> 00:37:08,360
It's quite common to make a video
to say I do it voluntarily...

340
00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:11,199
that nobody's forcing me
and that I'm alone.

341
00:37:12,440 --> 00:37:16,400
But of course that's also in my will,
which is on the table here.

342
00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:19,440
Yes, good one.
What do you think?

343
00:37:21,079 --> 00:37:24,559
- I feel like having a beer.
- I'd like a beer too.

344
00:37:24,639 --> 00:37:27,760
Do you want to practice that video
or do you want to do it alone?

345
00:37:27,840 --> 00:37:29,519
I'd like a beer too.

346
00:37:49,679 --> 00:37:51,400
- Hi.
- Hi, good afternoon.

347
00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:58,280
We are very interested in the house.
So I thought I'd just try.

348
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:05,119
- It's for sale, right?
- Yes.

349
00:38:05,199 --> 00:38:08,360
- Why don't you come in?
- Wow, if I may? I would love to.

350
00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:10,840
- Of course you can.
- That's great.

351
00:38:13,119 --> 00:38:16,440
We're from Amsterdam.
We're with five.

352
00:38:16,519 --> 00:38:20,639
How wonderful.
It'll be full of life then.

353
00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:24,559
This is the hall.
The floor is glass mosaic.

354
00:38:24,639 --> 00:38:27,960
But if you think it's old-fashioned,
you can just replace it.

355
00:38:28,039 --> 00:38:30,800
- Right, Dad?
- What?

356
00:38:30,880 --> 00:38:35,840
That the floor in the hallway is glass
mosaic, but replacing it would be easy.

357
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:38,000
Sure, I guess so.

358
00:38:38,079 --> 00:38:40,639
- Would you like a drink?
- No, thanks.

359
00:38:40,719 --> 00:38:42,880
Let's go to the kitchen.

360
00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:48,119
It's completely up-to-date
with the latest kitchen design standards.

361
00:38:48,199 --> 00:38:52,119
There's a nice window here too.
Refrigerator is new.

362
00:38:52,199 --> 00:38:54,119
Ice maker.

363
00:38:54,199 --> 00:38:59,280
Cupboard, which was designed by
the architect especially for this house.

364
00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:01,800
This is just one of those
amazing 70s homes...

365
00:39:01,880 --> 00:39:05,639
that'll never get boring,
because of its design. Right, Ivan?

366
00:39:05,719 --> 00:39:07,800
- Yes.
- This lady is interested.

367
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,480
Shouldn't we let the realtor
handle that?

368
00:39:11,559 --> 00:39:14,400
Why? She's here now, isn't she?

369
00:39:14,480 --> 00:39:17,119
- Well...
- Come on. Let's go into the garden.

370
00:39:18,519 --> 00:39:22,679
The garden is very secluded.
There's enough room for all the bikes.

371
00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:26,199
Our old swing is still there.
Unless my brother has stolen it.

372
00:39:26,280 --> 00:39:29,519
No, it's still there.
Then we arrive at the terrace.

373
00:39:30,880 --> 00:39:35,239
There's lots of grass to play on.
Ideal spot for a barbecue.

374
00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:39,400
Let's go to the living room.

375
00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:45,440
This needs to be lubricated.

376
00:39:45,519 --> 00:39:52,599
So, here you have it. Huge space.
Beautiful graphic lines.

377
00:39:52,679 --> 00:39:57,679
And also a lot of light.
Fireplace and double glazing.

378
00:39:57,760 --> 00:40:01,519
- It's everything you could ever dream of.
- I think...

379
00:40:01,599 --> 00:40:04,039
And the cross-trainer, Dad?
Is it staying?

380
00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:06,440
Yes.

381
00:40:06,519 --> 00:40:09,199
It's for sale. Top of the line.
We'll work that out.

382
00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:14,320
- I think it would be good to come back...
- No need. Have a look around.

383
00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:17,039
And here's the man
who lived here half his life.

384
00:40:17,119 --> 00:40:19,880
If you have any more questions,
this is Jan, my father.

385
00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:24,559
He is going to die here on November 28.
Right where we are standing now.

386
00:40:24,639 --> 00:40:27,440
Is that convenient in terms
of the moment of transfer?

387
00:40:27,519 --> 00:40:29,679
Or do you have to sell your house first?

388
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:33,960
But that's really a formality, with
that crazy housing market these days.

389
00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:42,639
- Shall I give you the realtor's number?
- Yes.

390
00:40:49,039 --> 00:40:50,280
What?

391
00:40:52,280 --> 00:40:56,239
I'm really sorry about this.
My sister has a...

392
00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:57,599
What?

393
00:41:32,360 --> 00:41:35,440
Jesus, stop it. Stop it.

394
00:41:41,119 --> 00:41:44,079
I knew it was a terrible idea
for you to move back in here.

395
00:41:44,159 --> 00:41:47,440
Oh yeah? And you'd rather help Dad
into his grave.

396
00:41:47,519 --> 00:41:51,639
That's not true. We were supposed
to stick to our agreements.

397
00:41:51,719 --> 00:41:55,440
Well, here's an update. I'm here.

398
00:41:55,519 --> 00:42:00,000
You think you can change his mind
be spending enough time with him.

399
00:42:00,079 --> 00:42:01,400
No way.

400
00:42:02,239 --> 00:42:05,480
Hey, Ivan. What are you doing here?

401
00:42:05,559 --> 00:42:07,880
Good question.
What are you doing here?

402
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:10,920
What am I doing here?

403
00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:15,079
You're the one who wants things to stay
the same. What are you doing here?

404
00:42:16,559 --> 00:42:20,159
Spending time with Dad,
while I still can.

405
00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:26,800
Is that what you want too, Dad?

406
00:42:30,039 --> 00:42:35,800
- You see how much you're appreciated.
- Let's be nice to each other, guys.

407
00:42:35,880 --> 00:42:39,880
We just stick to the playbook.
It gives us peace of mind.

408
00:42:42,119 --> 00:42:47,880
Maybe this is very hard for you
to realize, but it's not all about you.

409
00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:54,119
Guys...

410
00:43:18,039 --> 00:43:20,800
You're one hell of a guy. Really.

411
00:43:23,840 --> 00:43:26,039
Ier, I've got beer.

412
00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:30,599
- Where's your glass?
- I don't know.

413
00:43:30,679 --> 00:43:32,639
Here, hold this. I'll get it.

414
00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:44,880
- Why do we never do this anymore?
- Because we're fucking old.

415
00:44:18,119 --> 00:44:21,320
Iris. You there?

416
00:44:22,199 --> 00:44:23,599
Yes.

417
00:44:23,679 --> 00:44:26,079
Hey, I'm going home.

418
00:44:26,159 --> 00:44:31,280
- Just stay. Coco is asleep anyway.
- Yes, but I have to go to work tomorrow.

419
00:44:31,360 --> 00:44:35,800
But it's Wednesday night.
You said nothing would change.

420
00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:38,000
They're going to close soon.

421
00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:41,119
Then we'll just go somewhere else.

422
00:44:41,199 --> 00:44:46,360
No, I'm really tired.
I'm afraid I'm too old.

423
00:44:46,440 --> 00:44:51,639
- No, you're not.
- I am. My shift starts in a few hours.

424
00:44:54,119 --> 00:44:56,679
Party pooper.

425
00:45:04,360 --> 00:45:05,920
Iris.

426
00:45:07,360 --> 00:45:11,440
- Yes?
- You're not with that toddler, are you?

427
00:45:16,719 --> 00:45:21,079
- No, why?
- That guy is really not your type.

428
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:25,280
Ier...

429
00:45:27,239 --> 00:45:31,039
- Don't do anything I wouldn't do.
- Yes.

430
00:45:31,119 --> 00:45:33,679
- I'll call you.
- Yeah.

431
00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:36,440
- Have fun.
- Bye.

432
00:45:50,639 --> 00:45:54,840
- Maybe he just needs sex.
- What?

433
00:45:56,480 --> 00:46:00,559
My dad wants to kill himself,
but maybe he just needs sex.

434
00:46:00,639 --> 00:46:03,800
What the fuck? Why are you talking
about your dad right now?

435
00:46:03,880 --> 00:46:06,480
I don't know, I just thought about it.

436
00:46:15,719 --> 00:46:17,360
Stop please.

437
00:46:18,440 --> 00:46:23,199
I have to go.
I have school tomorrow.

438
00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:25,679
Come on. This is every guy's
wet dream.

439
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:27,920
No, it's really not.

440
00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:31,480
Sorry. It's okay.

441
00:46:32,519 --> 00:46:34,320
What are you doing?

442
00:46:34,400 --> 00:46:36,559
- Will you let go of me?
- No.

443
00:46:38,079 --> 00:46:40,639
- Come on, let go of me.
- No.

444
00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:46,239
I want to leave.

445
00:46:46,320 --> 00:46:48,840
I don't think you want
to leave at all.

446
00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:54,880
Okay. Let go of me.

447
00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:57,840
Fuck.

448
00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:00,760
Sorry.

449
00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:02,480
Are you okay?

450
00:47:02,559 --> 00:47:04,960
You want me to get some ice?

451
00:47:12,639 --> 00:47:15,039
- How can I help you?
- I got a call.

452
00:47:15,119 --> 00:47:17,480
Right. I'll call the manager.

453
00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:32,079
- Two coffees.
- Thank you.

454
00:47:39,199 --> 00:47:41,679
Iris, I'm here.

455
00:47:45,519 --> 00:47:46,960
I hear you.

456
00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:55,920
I ordered you a coffee.

457
00:47:59,880 --> 00:48:01,199
Coffee?

458
00:48:05,679 --> 00:48:07,760
Will you get up, please?

459
00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:12,559
No.

460
00:48:18,679 --> 00:48:21,159
Did you know that they design
these places in a way

461
00:48:21,239 --> 00:48:23,599
that you don't want to stick around.

462
00:48:23,679 --> 00:48:28,079
Purposely shitty proportions
between the seats and the table.

463
00:48:28,159 --> 00:48:30,079
Lights way too bright.

464
00:48:32,119 --> 00:48:34,920
I guess they forgot...

465
00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:40,719
that if you're lying down,
it's not too bad.

466
00:48:43,320 --> 00:48:46,800
- And two buckets. There you go.
- Thank you.

467
00:48:46,880 --> 00:48:48,119
Enjoy.

468
00:48:52,760 --> 00:48:55,199
Dad, buckets?

469
00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:23,920
I think it's nice, though.
That you moved back home.

470
00:49:47,320 --> 00:49:50,960
- Is this 2009?
- Yes.

471
00:50:23,000 --> 00:50:25,679
- Hi.
- Hi.

472
00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:30,559
- Can I help?
- Here, take this one.

473
00:50:42,760 --> 00:50:47,320
- Isn't it a little early for all this?
- I don't have time later this week.

474
00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:50,599
So I thought I'd do some preparations.

475
00:50:50,679 --> 00:50:53,159
- Together with Lola?
- Yes.

476
00:50:53,239 --> 00:50:58,440
Lola is helping out, because she refuses
to sleep in her own bed lately.

477
00:50:58,519 --> 00:51:01,159
Then you start to cry.

478
00:51:01,239 --> 00:51:04,039
Here, look at this.

479
00:51:05,079 --> 00:51:09,960
This has to go in the fridge.
It's the yoghurt Dad asked for.

480
00:51:10,039 --> 00:51:14,639
I've checked.
The sell-by date is the 14th.

481
00:51:18,519 --> 00:51:23,679
Iris, we also need to buy snacks
for Dad's birthday.

482
00:51:23,760 --> 00:51:25,199
Would you do that?

483
00:51:26,719 --> 00:51:28,480
- Sure.
- Thanks.

484
00:51:30,199 --> 00:51:34,360
Iris and Grandpa are going shopping.
That's nice, isn't it?

485
00:51:34,440 --> 00:51:37,719
Yes, sweetie.
Grandpa has a birthday coming up.

486
00:51:45,079 --> 00:51:48,199
Don't you have to turn right
for the wholesale store?

487
00:51:48,280 --> 00:51:51,239
No. We have to go straight ahead.

488
00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:04,719
- Iris, you have to turn right here.
- No.

489
00:52:05,920 --> 00:52:07,960
We have to go straight ahead.

490
00:52:27,159 --> 00:52:28,960
What's this, Iris?

491
00:52:31,199 --> 00:52:35,039
Don't worry.
I brought you a bag.

492
00:52:35,119 --> 00:52:41,079
Everything is in it. Toothbrush,
passport, clean underwear.

493
00:52:43,559 --> 00:52:45,079
I don't want to travel.

494
00:52:45,159 --> 00:52:48,159
Things are happening
against my will too.

495
00:52:49,519 --> 00:52:51,920
- What about Ivan?
- What about him?

496
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:56,960
He'll go mad.
I don't want this, Iris.

497
00:53:04,119 --> 00:53:06,000
How long are we going for?

498
00:53:08,920 --> 00:53:11,000
And where are we going?

499
00:53:11,079 --> 00:53:14,239
- The mountains.
- The mountains? That's madness.

500
00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:20,559
Not at all. We have to go through
Germany, Austria and then you're there.

501
00:55:16,800 --> 00:55:18,079
Thanks.

502
00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:21,840
How long did you go for?

503
00:55:21,920 --> 00:55:24,000
It was either a week or a year.

504
00:55:26,920 --> 00:55:28,880
So I took a year.

505
00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:38,000
Are you coming?

506
00:57:42,079 --> 00:57:44,199
Let's see.

507
00:57:51,079 --> 00:57:52,800
Oh, yeah.

508
00:58:12,800 --> 00:58:14,840
Will you grab your bag?

509
00:59:39,840 --> 00:59:42,920
- Here you go.
- Thanks.

510
01:00:00,400 --> 01:00:02,679
Wait up, Iris.

511
01:00:07,079 --> 01:00:10,360
We're nearly there, Dad.
Come on.

512
01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:37,760
Let's see.

513
01:01:13,639 --> 01:01:19,920
Ten, nine, eight, seven... shit.
Six, five...

514
01:01:20,000 --> 01:01:24,719
four, three, two, one.

515
01:01:24,800 --> 01:01:27,960
Today is a birthday, hooray, hooray

516
01:01:28,039 --> 01:01:31,079
I clearly can tell it is yours

517
01:01:31,159 --> 01:01:34,000
we all are so happy for you and so

518
01:01:34,079 --> 01:01:37,199
we'll sing this song for you:

519
01:01:37,280 --> 01:01:43,039
we wish you many years, hooray
we wish you many years, hooray

520
01:01:43,119 --> 01:01:46,599
we wish you many years, hooray

521
01:01:46,679 --> 01:01:47,960
Congratulations, Dad.

522
01:01:50,000 --> 01:01:53,920
I'm sorry it's a bit different
from what you had in mind.

523
01:01:58,360 --> 01:02:00,199
I have a present for you.

524
01:02:18,360 --> 01:02:22,239
Well, I'll be damned.
I can't believe you kept this.

525
01:02:25,280 --> 01:02:28,440
We were supposed to go here
when I turned 16.

526
01:02:28,519 --> 01:02:32,239
Yes, but then Mom got ill
for the first time.

527
01:02:34,360 --> 01:02:36,280
And now here we are.

528
01:02:43,480 --> 01:02:45,800
You also wrote something in it.

529
01:02:49,639 --> 01:02:52,400
'To be great, be whole.

530
01:02:58,920 --> 01:03:03,519
Exclude nothing, exaggerate nothing
that is not you. Be whole in everything.

531
01:03:03,599 --> 01:03:06,840
Put all you are
into the smallest thing you do.

532
01:03:06,920 --> 01:03:11,079
So, in each lake,
the moon shines with splendor...

533
01:03:11,159 --> 01:03:13,199
because it blooms up above.'

534
01:03:19,679 --> 01:03:21,280
Thank you, honey.

535
01:03:30,840 --> 01:03:32,199
Here.

536
01:04:51,000 --> 01:04:52,599
Why do you do that?

537
01:04:56,239 --> 01:04:59,440
- Were you spying on me?
- Yes.

538
01:05:02,519 --> 01:05:04,440
It's good for the circulation.

539
01:05:06,320 --> 01:05:07,840
And you needed that?

540
01:05:09,679 --> 01:05:14,000
Well, I don't know. I just like it.

541
01:05:16,480 --> 01:05:17,760
You just like it.

542
01:05:20,679 --> 01:05:23,519
You just do whatever
you feel like doing.

543
01:05:23,599 --> 01:05:27,159
Whatever pops into your head.
It doesn't matter what others think.

544
01:06:17,840 --> 01:06:19,880
Dad.

545
01:06:19,960 --> 01:06:23,440
Isn't there just something
you really want to do?

546
01:06:26,480 --> 01:06:30,639
- Like eating oysters at La Coupole?
- No.

547
01:06:33,960 --> 01:06:36,960
Go to a Bob Dylan concert?
I saw he's performing soon.

548
01:06:37,039 --> 01:06:38,280
No.

549
01:06:41,239 --> 01:06:43,400
- To the sea?
- No.

550
01:06:47,559 --> 01:06:50,920
- Sex?
- No.

551
01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:53,119
- With a very beautiful woman.
- No.

552
01:06:53,199 --> 01:06:54,960
- Escort?
- No.

553
01:06:55,039 --> 01:06:57,079
- I'll pay.
- No.

554
01:07:05,800 --> 01:07:10,239
Don't you want to talk to someone?
A priest? Confession?

555
01:07:10,320 --> 01:07:12,039
Are you out of your mind?

556
01:07:13,840 --> 01:07:16,159
What do you want then?

557
01:07:19,079 --> 01:07:22,960
Nothing, Iris.
I really don't need anything.

558
01:07:31,159 --> 01:07:34,079
Then why can't you explain it?

559
01:07:34,159 --> 01:07:36,280
Because you won't understand it
anyway.

560
01:07:36,360 --> 01:07:40,599
- So it's me. Because I can't empathize.
- No.

561
01:07:40,679 --> 01:07:42,519
- That's what you said.
- No, it's not.

562
01:07:42,599 --> 01:07:46,639
I'm saying that no matter what I say,
you could never see it my way.

563
01:07:46,719 --> 01:07:49,400
- You don't know that at all.
- Yes, I do.

564
01:07:49,480 --> 01:07:51,800
- Give it a try.
- No.

565
01:07:51,880 --> 01:07:58,760
- I'm not worth a try.
- Iris, you're so full of life.

566
01:07:58,840 --> 01:08:01,280
You could never feel the way I do.

567
01:08:02,440 --> 01:08:06,679
The rotten thing is you're alone. You're
born like that and you die like that.

568
01:08:06,760 --> 01:08:11,519
And in the meantime it just shows we
can't see things from other perspectives.

569
01:08:11,599 --> 01:08:14,280
That's not true. Not if you try.

570
01:08:15,760 --> 01:08:19,840
- You just shut me out.
- I'm standing here. I'm talking to you.

571
01:08:19,920 --> 01:08:23,600
- But you're not saying anything.
- I am, but you're not listening.

572
01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:27,920
- You're deliberately ostracizing me.
- What are you saying?

573
01:08:28,000 --> 01:08:29,880
Do you even
know what ostracize means?

574
01:08:29,960 --> 01:08:33,079
It's this. That's what it feels like.

575
01:08:33,159 --> 01:08:36,159
- Of course you wouldn't understand.
- No, I don't.

576
01:08:36,239 --> 01:08:38,640
Fuck off. Ass.

577
01:10:25,239 --> 01:10:27,199
You need to let me go.

578
01:10:35,039 --> 01:10:38,640
I feel like I'm miles away
from everything.

579
01:10:40,640 --> 01:10:42,239
I'm done living.

580
01:10:55,960 --> 01:10:58,960
I miss Mom, Iris.

581
01:10:59,039 --> 01:11:02,000
I miss the days with her.

582
01:11:02,079 --> 01:11:04,000
I can't anymore.

583
01:11:07,039 --> 01:11:11,439
Where is she then?
Is she waiting for you up there?

584
01:11:11,520 --> 01:11:14,079
I don't know.

585
01:11:15,920 --> 01:11:21,000
- But I know she's not here.
- But I am.

586
01:11:28,000 --> 01:11:29,920
I am.

587
01:14:27,399 --> 01:14:29,239
Thank you so much.
Here's to your father.

588
01:14:29,319 --> 01:14:30,800
To Jan.

589
01:14:40,119 --> 01:14:41,479
Hey, Noah.

590
01:14:43,439 --> 01:14:45,319
Who needs such an enormous house?

591
01:14:45,399 --> 01:14:49,800
He'll make a killing
in the current market.

592
01:14:49,880 --> 01:14:53,119
Or he could rent it out.

593
01:14:53,199 --> 01:14:55,359
- Gerard, do you have a lighter?
- Yeah, sure.

594
01:14:55,439 --> 01:14:57,920
Just rent it out. If you rent it out...

595
01:14:58,000 --> 01:15:00,319
- But it needs a lot of work.
- It just seems easier.

596
01:15:00,399 --> 01:15:01,720
Thanks.

597
01:15:32,960 --> 01:15:35,319
- Boo.
- Who is this?

598
01:15:35,399 --> 01:15:41,239
Are you sneaking up on me?
Hey. I'm coming to get you.

599
01:15:50,680 --> 01:15:54,119
- Iris.
- Keet, are you coming? You're leaving.

600
01:15:54,199 --> 01:15:55,600
Oh, you're leaving.

601
01:16:03,199 --> 01:16:06,920
- I'm leaving.
- Yes, okay.

602
01:16:12,000 --> 01:16:14,720
- Call me, okay?
- Yes, sure.

603
01:16:17,039 --> 01:16:20,960
- Okay, bye.
- Make sure you call.

604
01:16:28,079 --> 01:16:33,760
- Jan, we're off.
- Wait. Can you take Lola from me?

605
01:16:33,840 --> 01:16:37,720
Hey, thanks for coming.

606
01:16:37,800 --> 01:16:39,520
- See you soon.
- Thanks, Jan.

607
01:16:39,600 --> 01:16:41,560
You'll find your way out?

608
01:16:45,359 --> 01:16:49,199
Are you going to sleep soon?
Are you going to sleep?

609
01:16:49,279 --> 01:16:54,159
Come to Mommy.
Bye, sweetie.

610
01:16:57,359 --> 01:16:59,079
Bye.

611
01:16:59,159 --> 01:17:00,680
Come on, sweetie.

612
01:17:02,359 --> 01:17:05,319
- Keet, are you coming?
- Coming.

613
01:17:06,600 --> 01:17:08,560
You go to the car.

614
01:17:10,319 --> 01:17:12,039
See you in a bit.

615
01:17:12,119 --> 01:17:16,119
- Keet, are you coming?
- Did you hug Grandpa?

616
01:17:16,199 --> 01:17:18,479
- Come here, you.
- Bye, Grandpa.

617
01:17:19,920 --> 01:17:21,840
- Bye, sweetheart.
- Bye.

618
01:17:23,560 --> 01:17:26,439
Bye. See you tonight.
Drive safe.

619
01:18:50,079 --> 01:18:51,319
Iris.

620
01:19:45,800 --> 01:19:47,800
What is that then?

621
01:19:47,880 --> 01:19:52,520
It's an antiemetic.
You need to build it up.

622
01:19:52,600 --> 01:19:54,520
I started it yesterday.

623
01:20:04,039 --> 01:20:06,640
- And what's that?
- That's the powder.

624
01:21:07,840 --> 01:21:09,359
I can't do it.

625
01:21:13,640 --> 01:21:16,720
- It's okay.
- Sure?

626
01:21:44,279 --> 01:21:48,600
- Are you staying?
- Yes.

627
01:22:13,319 --> 01:22:15,479
Did that song ever come to mind,
actually?

628
01:22:16,439 --> 01:22:18,000
No.

629
01:23:46,760 --> 01:23:51,760
My life is done.
My life is complete.

630
01:23:53,000 --> 01:23:58,000
And now the time has come
for my self-chosen end.

631
01:23:59,199 --> 01:24:03,880
As you can see, I am all alone.
No one is helping me with this.

632
01:24:04,920 --> 01:24:09,960
I leave a farewell letter
and a last will.

633
01:26:45,720 --> 01:26:49,840
PINK MOON