1 00:00:00,500 --> 00:00:02,973 [instrumental music] 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:17,251 --> 00:00:23,224 ♪ But the feeling inside has changed... ♪ 5 00:00:23,224 --> 00:00:27,030 [knife clattering] 6 00:00:28,867 --> 00:00:32,332 [humming] 7 00:00:38,877 --> 00:00:41,616 [sizzling] 8 00:00:42,749 --> 00:00:46,280 [indistinct song] 9 00:00:56,763 --> 00:01:00,030 [woman vocalizing] 10 00:01:13,241 --> 00:01:15,144 [door opens] 11 00:01:15,617 --> 00:01:17,344 [door closes] 12 00:01:20,985 --> 00:01:22,118 Ma? 13 00:01:22,118 --> 00:01:25,660 [water running] 14 00:01:35,164 --> 00:01:36,363 [tap squeaks] 15 00:01:36,363 --> 00:01:40,268 [instrumental music] 16 00:01:54,018 --> 00:01:57,054 [Derek] Hey, listen. I got to cut out. 17 00:01:57,725 --> 00:01:59,925 [pins clattering] 18 00:02:01,861 --> 00:02:06,866 ♪ Weightlessness no gravity ♪ 19 00:02:06,866 --> 00:02:10,397 [music continues] 20 00:02:26,952 --> 00:02:30,351 ♪ I’m a ghost to you you’re a ghost to me ♪ 21 00:02:30,351 --> 00:02:36,390 ♪ A bird’s eye view of San Luis ♪ 22 00:02:39,360 --> 00:02:44,266 ♪ Hm mm hm mm ♪ 23 00:02:44,805 --> 00:02:47,203 ♪ Raindrops are falling on my head ♪ 24 00:02:47,203 --> 00:02:49,370 ♪ And just like the guy whose feet are ♪ 25 00:02:49,370 --> 00:02:51,746 ♪ Too big for his bed... ♪ 26 00:02:51,746 --> 00:02:53,440 [Derek] Hey, stay awake, ma. Listen to us. 27 00:02:53,440 --> 00:02:57,411 ♪ Those raindrops are falling on my head ♪ 28 00:02:57,411 --> 00:02:58,445 ♪ They keep falling... ♪ 29 00:02:58,445 --> 00:03:01,085 This is easy. You know this. Ma? 30 00:03:01,085 --> 00:03:04,220 ♪ Raindrops are falling on my head... ♪ 31 00:03:04,220 --> 00:03:05,419 Come on, what’s that one? 32 00:03:05,419 --> 00:03:07,190 "Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid." 33 00:03:07,190 --> 00:03:10,028 [Derek] Very good. All right, next one. Come on. Let’s go. 34 00:03:10,028 --> 00:03:12,327 ♪ Everybody’s talking at me ♪ 35 00:03:12,327 --> 00:03:15,297 ♪ I don’t hear a word they’re saying ♪ 36 00:03:15,297 --> 00:03:18,003 ♪ Only the echoes of my mind... ♪ 37 00:03:18,003 --> 00:03:20,038 [Derek] Come on, ma. That’s a softball. 38 00:03:20,038 --> 00:03:23,305 ♪ I’m going where the sun keeps shining ♪ 39 00:03:23,305 --> 00:03:24,944 ♪ Through the pouring rain ♪ 40 00:03:24,944 --> 00:03:29,751 ♪ I’m going where the weather suits my clothes... ♪ 41 00:03:29,751 --> 00:03:31,115 What’s that one from, ma? 42 00:03:31,115 --> 00:03:32,919 Come on. What’s that one? You know it. 43 00:03:32,919 --> 00:03:35,955 "Cow... Cowboy. Mid... Midnight." 44 00:03:35,955 --> 00:03:38,925 [Derek] Judges, can we give that to her? 45 00:03:39,222 --> 00:03:42,929 Close enough. All right. Next one. Let’s go. 46 00:03:42,929 --> 00:03:46,097 It’s all right. We are almost there. 47 00:03:47,197 --> 00:03:50,805 - Hey, Vicki. - Hey, babies. 48 00:03:51,300 --> 00:03:52,004 Okay. 49 00:03:52,004 --> 00:03:55,843 [Vicki] We’ll get things going here. Hang loose. 50 00:03:56,437 --> 00:03:58,076 [instrumental music over PA] 51 00:03:58,076 --> 00:04:01,882 Can you grab me something? - Yep. 52 00:04:02,850 --> 00:04:05,380 So, you got any homework? 53 00:04:07,217 --> 00:04:08,383 Allow me to rephrase. 54 00:04:08,383 --> 00:04:10,385 How much homework do you have? 55 00:04:10,385 --> 00:04:13,223 I got a ten-page book report due Thursday. 56 00:04:13,223 --> 00:04:14,928 Which I’m screwed for, so... 57 00:04:14,928 --> 00:04:19,526 Please. You’re the kid who cries C-minus and always gets an "A." 58 00:04:19,526 --> 00:04:22,199 I hated your kind in school. 59 00:04:22,969 --> 00:04:24,201 So, what’s the book? 60 00:04:24,201 --> 00:04:26,104 Uh, "Animal Farm." 61 00:04:26,104 --> 00:04:28,337 Wow, I liked the movie. 62 00:04:28,337 --> 00:04:31,274 I think you’re thinking of "Animal House." 63 00:04:31,274 --> 00:04:34,849 They’re different? - Just a little. 64 00:04:37,379 --> 00:04:44,485 ♪ Everywhere you go ♪ 65 00:04:44,485 --> 00:04:50,865 ♪ Come back my darling ♪ 66 00:04:52,163 --> 00:04:55,562 ♪ Always be mine ♪ 67 00:04:55,562 --> 00:04:59,533 ♪ Ahh ahh ahh ♪ 68 00:04:59,533 --> 00:05:03,405 ♪ Come to me my... ♪ 69 00:05:03,405 --> 00:05:05,011 [machine beeping] 70 00:05:05,011 --> 00:05:08,179 [birds chirping] 71 00:05:28,496 --> 00:05:32,005 [instrumental music] 72 00:05:33,072 --> 00:05:36,207 [engine revving] 73 00:05:41,212 --> 00:05:44,985 [Michelle] Hi! Um, can we have a yogurt parfait, 74 00:05:44,985 --> 00:05:47,284 French toast sticks and... 75 00:05:47,284 --> 00:05:48,219 Hey. 76 00:05:48,219 --> 00:05:52,256 [Michella] Two chicken honey butter biscuits... please. 77 00:05:52,256 --> 00:05:56,326 [indistinct intercom chatter] 78 00:05:58,064 --> 00:05:59,659 Sure. 79 00:06:00,330 --> 00:06:02,904 How was your audition? 80 00:06:03,938 --> 00:06:04,400 Not bad. 81 00:06:04,400 --> 00:06:07,205 I got two lines, everybody else got one. 82 00:06:07,205 --> 00:06:10,472 Really? Let me hear ’em. - [chuckles] Yeah. 83 00:06:10,472 --> 00:06:14,443 Lucky’s Home and Auto Insurance, next to Tuskee’s on Ryers Road. 84 00:06:14,443 --> 00:06:16,676 For a boat, home, or truck... 85 00:06:16,676 --> 00:06:18,216 you’re in luck. 86 00:06:18,216 --> 00:06:19,448 [laughs] 87 00:06:19,448 --> 00:06:20,515 It’s really catchy. 88 00:06:20,515 --> 00:06:24,057 Especially, the way you do it. - [Derek] Thanks. 89 00:06:24,222 --> 00:06:26,620 Aren’t you gonna eat your breakfast, honey? 90 00:06:26,620 --> 00:06:30,393 You know it’s the most important meal of the day. 91 00:06:33,528 --> 00:06:37,565 You know, I really shouldn’t be eating out so much. 92 00:06:37,565 --> 00:06:38,599 Why don’t I, uh... 93 00:06:38,599 --> 00:06:41,635 cook you guys something special next week? 94 00:06:41,635 --> 00:06:43,505 You don’t have to do that, mom. 95 00:06:43,505 --> 00:06:45,672 Honey, I can make my boys dinner. 96 00:06:45,672 --> 00:06:48,048 What about some squash casserole? 97 00:06:48,048 --> 00:06:49,379 [Derek] Hmm! - Yeah? 98 00:06:49,379 --> 00:06:51,216 Ooh! Or something French? - [Derek] Shoot. 99 00:06:51,216 --> 00:06:53,218 What was it called? The thing that we saw on the 100 00:06:53,218 --> 00:06:55,022 cooking show the other day? 101 00:06:55,022 --> 00:06:56,320 Um... 102 00:06:56,320 --> 00:06:58,553 Oh! Uh... Beef Bor-ju-nan. 103 00:06:58,553 --> 00:07:01,094 - Yeah. - [Michelle] Beef Bor-ju-nan! 104 00:07:01,094 --> 00:07:03,591 [Derek] Yeah. Let’s do that. 105 00:07:06,297 --> 00:07:11,731 It’s fine, ma. Guess he’s not a fan of French cuisine. 106 00:07:13,403 --> 00:07:16,274 [man on TV] I’m gonna get it out of oven. 107 00:07:16,274 --> 00:07:18,177 I remove the top. 108 00:07:18,177 --> 00:07:19,706 And that’s it. 109 00:07:19,706 --> 00:07:21,015 Look, beef bourguignon, 110 00:07:21,015 --> 00:07:23,215 the way my grandmother used to do it. 111 00:07:23,215 --> 00:07:24,678 "Boeuf bourguignon!" 112 00:07:24,678 --> 00:07:26,086 [man on TV] And as you can see, 113 00:07:26,086 --> 00:07:29,518 the sauce is very thick and lovely. 114 00:07:29,518 --> 00:07:33,621 ♪ I’m sensitive and stubborn... ♪ 115 00:07:33,621 --> 00:07:37,295 [humming] 116 00:07:37,658 --> 00:07:42,762 ♪ But it’s this feeling inside that’s changed ♪ 117 00:07:42,762 --> 00:07:48,471 ♪ Like I’ve gone bad but the world is good ♪ 118 00:07:48,471 --> 00:07:53,113 ♪ Oh but it must be someone else’s fault ♪ 119 00:07:53,113 --> 00:07:55,445 ♪ Must be some... ♪ 120 00:07:56,083 --> 00:07:59,284 [birds chirping] 121 00:08:24,342 --> 00:08:26,047 [Michelle] Like, seriously, think about it? 122 00:08:26,047 --> 00:08:32,119 I mean, I think everyone has at some point, right? Haven’t you? 123 00:08:32,119 --> 00:08:35,782 Just a, just a verbal yes or no. 124 00:08:37,058 --> 00:08:40,259 No suicidal thoughts. 125 00:08:40,556 --> 00:08:45,495 I see that there’s still blood in your urine sample. 126 00:08:50,500 --> 00:08:52,502 [pen clicks] 127 00:08:57,177 --> 00:08:59,509 [paper ripping] 128 00:09:05,680 --> 00:09:08,320 [instrumental music] 129 00:09:08,320 --> 00:09:10,817 [indistinct chatter] 130 00:09:10,817 --> 00:09:13,424 [man 1] Thanks. - Enjoy. 131 00:09:16,856 --> 00:09:19,529 Hey! [kisses] - Hi! 132 00:09:31,376 --> 00:09:32,806 [Ashley] What you working on? 133 00:09:32,806 --> 00:09:34,280 Calc problem set. - [Ashley] Hm. 134 00:09:34,280 --> 00:09:37,382 [Ethan] I think Mr. Stevens just gotta has it out for me. 135 00:09:37,382 --> 00:09:39,285 Look, Mr. Stevens expects anything out of us 136 00:09:39,285 --> 00:09:43,190 between now and graduation, that’s honestly his bad. 137 00:09:43,190 --> 00:09:45,324 You know, my sister said Tech sent out notifications 138 00:09:45,324 --> 00:09:48,195 around now last year. It’s just that I hate waiting. 139 00:09:48,195 --> 00:09:50,164 I’m gonna be so crushed if we don’t get in. 140 00:09:50,164 --> 00:09:51,660 ♪ No one on this earth ♪ 141 00:09:51,660 --> 00:09:54,234 ♪ Could need you my love ♪ 142 00:09:54,234 --> 00:09:57,666 ♪ The way that I do ♪ 143 00:09:57,666 --> 00:10:01,802 ♪ All that is mine I would give just to you ♪ 144 00:10:01,802 --> 00:10:05,245 ♪ You say that you need me to ♪ 145 00:10:05,245 --> 00:10:07,577 [Ashley] Hey, you okay? 146 00:10:07,874 --> 00:10:11,317 Yeah. I think I’m just kind of... 147 00:10:11,317 --> 00:10:12,780 just exhausted. 148 00:10:12,780 --> 00:10:18,687 ♪ Must be someone else’s heart who tainted mine ♪ 149 00:10:19,721 --> 00:10:22,823 ♪ I cannot be... ♪ 150 00:10:22,823 --> 00:10:23,494 Ma? 151 00:10:23,494 --> 00:10:26,596 ♪ The story of the stranger ♪ 152 00:10:26,596 --> 00:10:31,535 ♪ Oh it must be someone else’s fault ♪ 153 00:10:32,833 --> 00:10:36,705 [woman vocalizing] 154 00:10:37,310 --> 00:10:39,246 [music stops] 155 00:10:39,444 --> 00:10:42,315 [Ethan and Derek whistling] 156 00:10:42,315 --> 00:10:44,449 [Derek] Come on, ma. Where’s this one from, huh? 157 00:10:44,449 --> 00:10:46,484 [whistling continues] 158 00:10:46,484 --> 00:10:51,225 It’s the-the scene with, uh, Daryl Hannah. Come on. 159 00:10:51,225 --> 00:10:53,260 Ma, look at me. 160 00:10:53,260 --> 00:10:54,360 Which snake was she again? 161 00:10:54,360 --> 00:10:56,263 - What’s it from? - [Michelle] Bill Kill. 162 00:10:56,263 --> 00:10:58,331 Ah! There we go! 163 00:10:58,331 --> 00:10:59,827 [machine beeping] 164 00:10:59,827 --> 00:11:03,666 [pensive music] 165 00:11:16,712 --> 00:11:19,979 [woman on PA] Code Blue, room 305. 166 00:11:28,988 --> 00:11:30,462 Go get ready for school. 167 00:11:30,462 --> 00:11:33,663 [music continues] 168 00:11:51,285 --> 00:11:52,946 [clicking] 169 00:12:04,793 --> 00:12:08,269 [instrumental music] 170 00:12:09,402 --> 00:12:10,964 [screaming] 171 00:12:10,964 --> 00:12:13,736 [birds chirping] 172 00:12:15,969 --> 00:12:17,806 Yes! 173 00:12:21,282 --> 00:12:23,515 [Michelle coughs] 174 00:12:24,450 --> 00:12:26,683 [coughing] 175 00:12:28,520 --> 00:12:31,655 [rattling] 176 00:12:34,856 --> 00:12:38,464 [instrumental music on speakers] 177 00:12:47,869 --> 00:12:49,838 Derek, thanks for closing up. 178 00:12:49,838 --> 00:12:52,973 See you tomorrow. - All right. 179 00:12:57,714 --> 00:13:01,883 ♪ Oh ♪ 180 00:13:01,883 --> 00:13:05,788 [instrumental music] 181 00:13:15,633 --> 00:13:18,031 [volume reduces] 182 00:13:18,031 --> 00:13:22,035 ♪ So long ♪ 183 00:13:22,376 --> 00:13:27,645 ♪ For the right time girl ♪ 184 00:13:27,645 --> 00:13:31,550 ♪ So long ♪ 185 00:13:31,913 --> 00:13:36,049 ♪ And I found... ♪ 186 00:13:36,049 --> 00:13:39,459 No one’s gonna know if you close 30 minutes early. 187 00:13:39,459 --> 00:13:40,361 I gotta stay open. 188 00:13:40,361 --> 00:13:42,495 [Melanie] When is the last time that anyone came in here? 189 00:13:42,495 --> 00:13:46,466 I don’t know. But have you tried this? It’s... 190 00:13:46,994 --> 00:13:49,403 Don’t try to distract me. 191 00:13:49,601 --> 00:13:51,900 You work too much. 192 00:13:51,900 --> 00:13:53,869 It’s boring. 193 00:13:55,442 --> 00:13:58,874 Can’t you just close for a few minutes? 194 00:14:01,712 --> 00:14:03,417 No? 195 00:14:08,081 --> 00:14:09,489 [mumbles] 196 00:14:09,489 --> 00:14:12,987 - I can’t. - You can’t? No? 197 00:14:15,495 --> 00:14:17,024 Okay. Fuck it. 198 00:14:17,024 --> 00:14:19,400 [upbeat music] 199 00:14:19,400 --> 00:14:21,600 [laughs] 200 00:14:21,930 --> 00:14:25,769 ♪ You know I’m feeling just not enough to be your man ♪ 201 00:14:25,769 --> 00:14:29,443 ♪ I’m not feeling by myself ♪ 202 00:14:29,443 --> 00:14:32,644 ♪ Seeing you with someone else ♪ 203 00:14:32,644 --> 00:14:35,009 ♪ I’m not feeling by myself ♪ 204 00:14:35,009 --> 00:14:36,846 [door opens] 205 00:14:36,846 --> 00:14:40,685 ♪ Seeing you with someone... ♪ 206 00:14:40,685 --> 00:14:43,919 [Lester] I forgot my paperwork. 207 00:14:44,986 --> 00:14:46,988 Good night, Derek. 208 00:14:46,988 --> 00:14:48,858 ’Night. 209 00:14:48,858 --> 00:14:51,465 [Lester] ’Night, Melanie. 210 00:14:53,027 --> 00:14:54,930 ’Night. 211 00:14:56,096 --> 00:14:58,472 [Derek laughing] 212 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:02,201 [whirring] 213 00:15:18,591 --> 00:15:20,593 [clicking] 214 00:15:29,195 --> 00:15:31,164 [clicking] 215 00:15:38,809 --> 00:15:42,142 [pensive music] 216 00:15:42,516 --> 00:15:47,719 [woman 1] It all started when I got my first nursing job. 217 00:15:47,719 --> 00:15:49,820 I was so excited. 218 00:15:49,820 --> 00:15:52,251 I just got my degree. 219 00:15:52,856 --> 00:15:55,661 I needed something to keep me on my feet. 220 00:15:55,661 --> 00:15:58,224 The shifts were so long and... 221 00:15:58,224 --> 00:16:00,534 they just got longer. 222 00:16:00,534 --> 00:16:04,263 So, I started taking my patient’s leftovers. 223 00:16:04,263 --> 00:16:09,675 I never thought I’d be the kind of person who’d do that, never. 224 00:16:09,675 --> 00:16:10,709 [music continues] 225 00:16:10,709 --> 00:16:12,007 [indistinct chatter] 226 00:16:12,007 --> 00:16:14,647 The thing that I was the proudest. 227 00:16:14,647 --> 00:16:18,552 [instrumental music] 228 00:16:26,956 --> 00:16:30,729 [birds chirping] 229 00:16:43,841 --> 00:16:47,647 [music continues] 230 00:16:53,752 --> 00:16:55,886 [sighing] 231 00:17:02,189 --> 00:17:04,092 [coins clinking] 232 00:17:05,159 --> 00:17:06,292 Well, looks like we both made 233 00:17:06,292 --> 00:17:09,999 a whopping $3.45 in tips tonight. 234 00:17:09,999 --> 00:17:12,100 You can have it. 235 00:17:14,872 --> 00:17:16,907 What’s wrong? 236 00:17:16,907 --> 00:17:17,842 Nothing. 237 00:17:17,842 --> 00:17:20,845 [Ashley] Fuck off, okay? What’s wrong? 238 00:17:22,011 --> 00:17:24,145 How was bio? 239 00:17:24,277 --> 00:17:26,917 I’m going to murder you. 240 00:17:29,755 --> 00:17:32,219 Wait. Did you find out? 241 00:17:32,626 --> 00:17:36,355 Oh, my God! You got in? You got it. That is so amazing! 242 00:17:36,355 --> 00:17:38,291 I knew that you were gonna get in. 243 00:17:38,291 --> 00:17:40,128 My envelope, like, must be in the mail. 244 00:17:40,128 --> 00:17:41,833 I’ll got get it right now. Oh, my gosh! 245 00:17:41,833 --> 00:17:44,165 The next year’s gonna be amazing, together... 246 00:17:44,165 --> 00:17:45,265 It’s-it’s gonna be so fun. 247 00:17:45,265 --> 00:17:48,972 I-I also got into another school, so... 248 00:17:50,336 --> 00:17:51,909 You applied somewhere else? 249 00:17:51,909 --> 00:17:54,340 What? Like a, like a safety school? 250 00:17:54,340 --> 00:17:56,375 Yeah. I mean... 251 00:17:56,375 --> 00:18:00,082 I didn’t think I’d get in, but... 252 00:18:00,247 --> 00:18:02,150 Yeah, I know we talked about going to-- 253 00:18:02,150 --> 00:18:04,658 Talked? No. You promised. 254 00:18:04,658 --> 00:18:06,187 [Ethan] I know. I just... 255 00:18:06,187 --> 00:18:07,320 got into a better school and... 256 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:11,797 - Better? Wh-where? - [Ethan] No, sorry, not better. 257 00:18:12,963 --> 00:18:13,667 Brown. 258 00:18:13,667 --> 00:18:16,637 [Ashley] Brown? Wh-where’s that? 259 00:18:16,637 --> 00:18:18,705 Rhode Island. 260 00:18:19,101 --> 00:18:22,742 They offered me a full scholarship and... 261 00:18:22,742 --> 00:18:25,272 So now you’re going there? 262 00:18:26,812 --> 00:18:30,849 Well, I-I mean... I don’t know yet, I... 263 00:18:34,688 --> 00:18:35,953 So you lied to me? 264 00:18:35,953 --> 00:18:39,253 After two years of being together? 265 00:18:47,129 --> 00:18:49,868 We should probably, um... 266 00:18:52,134 --> 00:18:54,334 Oh, my... You’re telling me this here 267 00:18:54,334 --> 00:18:55,709 because you knew that I’d be upset 268 00:18:55,709 --> 00:18:58,943 and you didn’t want me making a scene? 269 00:19:01,341 --> 00:19:02,716 You are such a little boy! 270 00:19:02,716 --> 00:19:04,179 You know what? Good luck finding anyone at Brown 271 00:19:04,179 --> 00:19:06,346 who’s gonna put up with all of your baggage. 272 00:19:06,346 --> 00:19:07,050 Baggage-- 273 00:19:07,050 --> 00:19:08,821 So you wanna break up with me now? 274 00:19:08,821 --> 00:19:09,855 Wait. I... No, no, no, I-- 275 00:19:09,855 --> 00:19:12,154 If you wanna break up with me, then-then you know what? 276 00:19:12,154 --> 00:19:14,090 You chew way too loudly, all right? 277 00:19:14,090 --> 00:19:15,289 And-and you never respond to texts. 278 00:19:15,289 --> 00:19:18,259 You never listen to me or ask me questions about my day. 279 00:19:18,259 --> 00:19:21,295 You-your breath reeks of tobacco and plus... 280 00:19:21,295 --> 00:19:22,395 plus, I give you blowjobs 281 00:19:22,395 --> 00:19:24,397 and you can barely stand to even finger me. 282 00:19:24,397 --> 00:19:27,136 All right? You’re selfish and sexist! 283 00:19:27,136 --> 00:19:28,401 All right? So, wake the fuck up! 284 00:19:28,401 --> 00:19:31,943 You’re gonna have to because your dick is shit! 285 00:19:33,241 --> 00:19:36,409 [men giggling] 286 00:19:38,818 --> 00:19:40,919 [horn honking] 287 00:19:50,863 --> 00:19:54,229 [mellow music] 288 00:20:00,972 --> 00:20:03,106 Hey, Alex. 289 00:20:05,009 --> 00:20:07,407 No, ma. It’s Ethan. 290 00:20:07,913 --> 00:20:10,047 Dad’s long gone. 291 00:20:11,114 --> 00:20:13,787 [Michelle] You Alex? 292 00:20:15,987 --> 00:20:18,825 It’s Derek, ma. 293 00:20:26,767 --> 00:20:27,834 [Derek] What about the, uh, 294 00:20:27,834 --> 00:20:29,836 the-the Whitney song from the Costner movie? 295 00:20:29,836 --> 00:20:32,300 - Do you remember that one? - Technically, it’s a Dolly song. 296 00:20:32,300 --> 00:20:35,039 [Derek] It’s actually a Whitney song. Do you remember it? 297 00:20:35,039 --> 00:20:36,172 Can you sing it, please? 298 00:20:36,172 --> 00:20:38,339 Hey, she’s passing out. - [Derek] Oh, shit! 299 00:20:38,339 --> 00:20:39,945 - Ma? Hey! - Hey? Ma? 300 00:20:39,945 --> 00:20:41,243 Ma, look at me. - [Ethan] Ma? 301 00:20:41,243 --> 00:20:43,916 Wake up! Eye contact, please! - [Ethan] Hey! 302 00:20:43,916 --> 00:20:44,884 Ma! Hey! 303 00:20:44,884 --> 00:20:47,018 [tires screeching] 304 00:20:50,483 --> 00:20:54,256 [machine beeping] - [exhales] 305 00:21:08,171 --> 00:21:11,438 [indistinct chatter] 306 00:21:13,539 --> 00:21:15,915 - Where are my boys? - You’re not supposed to be up. 307 00:21:15,915 --> 00:21:18,918 Ring your bell and someone will come... 308 00:21:20,854 --> 00:21:22,350 [woman 2] Was the weather any factor? 309 00:21:22,350 --> 00:21:24,517 [Derek] No, the weather was fine. The roads were fine. 310 00:21:24,517 --> 00:21:27,421 I think I was just, uh, more exhausted than I realized. 311 00:21:27,421 --> 00:21:30,358 [Michelle] Have you seen my boys? 312 00:21:34,395 --> 00:21:38,003 [sighing] Are you okay? Is Derek in there? 313 00:21:38,003 --> 00:21:40,005 We could have died last night. 314 00:21:40,005 --> 00:21:43,910 Do you understand? We could have died last night. 315 00:21:43,910 --> 00:21:46,110 We’re done. We’re not searching for you anymore. 316 00:21:46,110 --> 00:21:49,476 If you wanna kill yourself, go ahead. 317 00:21:50,147 --> 00:21:51,511 Honey, I’m really sorry. I-- 318 00:21:51,511 --> 00:21:54,547 I don’t care if you’re sorry. You’re always sorry. 319 00:21:54,547 --> 00:21:56,615 Go back to rehab. - I’ve tried. 320 00:21:56,615 --> 00:22:00,190 [Ethan] Then commit yourself to a psych facility. 321 00:22:01,125 --> 00:22:03,556 I’m not crazy. 322 00:22:04,623 --> 00:22:07,329 Derek’s in there taking the blame for what happened. 323 00:22:07,329 --> 00:22:10,596 You almost cost him his life, and all he can worry about is 324 00:22:10,596 --> 00:22:13,434 the cops dragging you into this. 325 00:22:13,533 --> 00:22:15,469 You’re gonna kill him. 326 00:22:15,469 --> 00:22:19,946 And the most fucked up part is, he’d let you. 327 00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:26,447 Stay out here. You’ll just mess things up. 328 00:22:28,449 --> 00:22:30,649 [door closes] 329 00:22:33,993 --> 00:22:37,590 [somber music] 330 00:22:41,066 --> 00:22:43,167 [sniffles] 331 00:22:52,605 --> 00:22:55,344 [sighing] 332 00:22:56,576 --> 00:22:58,380 Psst. 333 00:23:00,382 --> 00:23:02,351 [whispers] Derek. 334 00:23:12,526 --> 00:23:14,330 [clanks] 335 00:23:17,036 --> 00:23:20,138 Hey. 336 00:23:20,666 --> 00:23:24,142 You okay? - Yeah. 337 00:23:25,011 --> 00:23:26,441 [Derek groans] 338 00:23:26,441 --> 00:23:27,607 Um... 339 00:23:27,607 --> 00:23:30,544 I just found out I got into Tech. 340 00:23:30,984 --> 00:23:33,085 - What? - Yeah. 341 00:23:33,085 --> 00:23:34,350 [chuckling] Dude! 342 00:23:34,350 --> 00:23:35,681 That’s amazing! Get over here! 343 00:23:35,681 --> 00:23:40,125 - Oh. Thank you. - Congratulations, man! 344 00:23:40,125 --> 00:23:43,392 I’m so happy for you. - Thank you. 345 00:23:47,429 --> 00:23:52,005 Um, I actually got into two schools. 346 00:23:52,137 --> 00:23:54,370 [chuckles] That’s... 347 00:23:54,370 --> 00:23:55,976 twice as amazing. 348 00:23:55,976 --> 00:23:57,505 Congrats. 349 00:23:57,505 --> 00:23:59,177 Thanks. Um... 350 00:23:59,177 --> 00:24:03,247 Yeah. The other one’s Brown, which is kinda far away, but... 351 00:24:03,247 --> 00:24:05,084 Brownsville’s only, like, an hour outside of here. 352 00:24:05,084 --> 00:24:08,153 [chuckles] No. Uh, Brown’s not in Brownsville. 353 00:24:08,153 --> 00:24:11,255 It’s in Providence, Rhode Island. 354 00:24:14,390 --> 00:24:16,524 I mean, it’s an Ivy League school. 355 00:24:16,524 --> 00:24:17,591 So, they, ah... 356 00:24:17,591 --> 00:24:20,066 And they... I mean, they offered me full scholarship. 357 00:24:20,066 --> 00:24:23,399 Which is kind of unheard of, I guess. 358 00:24:28,107 --> 00:24:30,670 I’m really proud of you, man. 359 00:24:32,672 --> 00:24:34,509 Thanks. 360 00:24:38,282 --> 00:24:41,285 And you’re leaning towards Brown? 361 00:24:44,222 --> 00:24:46,290 I think so. 362 00:24:52,263 --> 00:24:54,397 [Ethan sighs] 363 00:24:57,037 --> 00:25:00,040 Listen... she’s not gonna get any better 364 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:01,602 if we just keep picking up the pieces-- 365 00:25:01,602 --> 00:25:03,439 Come on. Do we have to do this right now, 366 00:25:03,439 --> 00:25:06,079 when I’m, I’m sitting in a hospital bed? 367 00:25:06,079 --> 00:25:07,179 We agreed, though. You know? 368 00:25:07,179 --> 00:25:09,709 You go pursue acting when I head to college, right? 369 00:25:09,709 --> 00:25:11,513 [Derek] Yeah. - [scoffs] 370 00:25:11,513 --> 00:25:15,286 She needs to try rehab again. - With what money? 371 00:25:15,286 --> 00:25:16,584 Look at what just happened to you. 372 00:25:16,584 --> 00:25:19,422 This is my fault. I was the one who was driving. 373 00:25:19,422 --> 00:25:21,226 Don’t. 374 00:25:22,425 --> 00:25:24,262 [sighs] 375 00:25:26,528 --> 00:25:29,300 We need to figure something out. 376 00:25:29,531 --> 00:25:32,798 Like, I haven’t been trying for years. 377 00:25:35,768 --> 00:25:38,144 Then let me try. 378 00:25:39,244 --> 00:25:43,578 If we don’t figure this out, we’re gonna be stuck here. 379 00:25:49,617 --> 00:25:51,586 [sighs] 380 00:26:01,860 --> 00:26:05,534 [instrumental music on radio] 381 00:26:08,669 --> 00:26:10,308 Hello. 382 00:26:10,308 --> 00:26:12,442 Are you Dirk? 383 00:26:13,410 --> 00:26:15,808 Derek. Yeah. 384 00:26:16,578 --> 00:26:20,483 [instrumental music] 385 00:26:28,359 --> 00:26:30,658 [Michelle] Can’t believe it. My boy... 386 00:26:30,658 --> 00:26:32,561 the first in our family to go to college! 387 00:26:32,561 --> 00:26:36,400 This is... I’m just so proud of you. 388 00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:37,467 Thanks. 389 00:26:37,467 --> 00:26:39,403 Do you know what you wanna study? 390 00:26:39,403 --> 00:26:42,406 Gonna be a lawyer, a doctor-- - [Ethan] Fuck doctors. 391 00:26:42,406 --> 00:26:44,474 He wants to be an English major, ma. 392 00:26:44,474 --> 00:26:46,311 Because the world needs more unemployed writers. 393 00:26:46,311 --> 00:26:49,182 Not all English majors end up broke. I’ll be fine. 394 00:26:49,182 --> 00:26:53,450 And, honey, you should just do what you wanna do. 395 00:26:53,681 --> 00:26:56,915 [Derek] So, uh, what did Vicki say about this place again? 396 00:26:56,915 --> 00:27:00,325 Uh, she said that it’s nice, and it’s close. 397 00:27:00,325 --> 00:27:03,625 It costs an arm and a leg, and that it’s probably a scam? 398 00:27:03,625 --> 00:27:06,727 Not all of them are like that, but... 399 00:27:06,727 --> 00:27:09,763 [Derek] I feel like the people are always so creepy too. 400 00:27:09,763 --> 00:27:11,402 [Ethan] We’re not going to a psych facility. 401 00:27:11,402 --> 00:27:12,898 We’re going to a rehab resort. All right? 402 00:27:12,898 --> 00:27:17,243 Vicki said they have kayaking and Bingo, so just... 403 00:27:17,243 --> 00:27:19,806 try to keep an open mind. 404 00:27:21,247 --> 00:27:22,842 Well, consider my mind open. 405 00:27:22,842 --> 00:27:26,285 And thank you so much for finding it. 406 00:27:26,285 --> 00:27:28,881 [Derek] You see that guy? 407 00:27:30,421 --> 00:27:32,522 English major. 408 00:27:37,362 --> 00:27:43,434 We can accommodate both vegetarian and vegan meals. 409 00:27:43,434 --> 00:27:45,931 Uh, our menu changes daily. 410 00:27:45,931 --> 00:27:51,970 Now, right down there is, uh, the non-denominational chapel 411 00:27:51,970 --> 00:27:54,775 right next to the yoga room. 412 00:27:57,250 --> 00:27:58,713 Well... 413 00:27:58,713 --> 00:27:59,912 what do you think? 414 00:27:59,912 --> 00:28:02,420 It’s really nice. - How much is it? 415 00:28:02,420 --> 00:28:04,521 Oh, the-the prices are listed here. 416 00:28:04,521 --> 00:28:09,427 I’ll be happy to answer any questions that you might have. 417 00:28:12,727 --> 00:28:14,333 [Ethan chuckles] 418 00:28:14,333 --> 00:28:17,237 Are you fucking kidding me? - Hey. 419 00:28:17,237 --> 00:28:18,667 Who could possibly afford this? 420 00:28:18,667 --> 00:28:21,670 We have been operating at full capacity 421 00:28:21,670 --> 00:28:22,968 for nearly eight years now-- 422 00:28:22,968 --> 00:28:24,838 Excuse me, Vicki said that 423 00:28:24,838 --> 00:28:27,544 you might be able to offer us a discount. 424 00:28:27,544 --> 00:28:29,546 We can absolutely take five percent off 425 00:28:29,546 --> 00:28:32,945 for those families that require financial aid. 426 00:28:32,945 --> 00:28:36,619 That’d be $800 a day? - Hm. 427 00:28:37,851 --> 00:28:39,721 Told you it was a racket. 428 00:28:39,721 --> 00:28:41,888 Winding Brook’s free. 429 00:28:41,888 --> 00:28:44,264 [chuckles] If you can convince her 430 00:28:44,264 --> 00:28:46,695 to go to a psych ward, then be my guest. 431 00:28:46,695 --> 00:28:47,960 Well, we can have her committed, 432 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:49,731 if we prove she tried to harm herself. 433 00:28:49,731 --> 00:28:53,405 You know that’s not what she’s doing. 434 00:28:55,671 --> 00:28:57,739 What? She’s not crazy. 435 00:28:57,739 --> 00:29:01,413 She doesn’t... eat people or throw her own feces. 436 00:29:01,413 --> 00:29:04,284 Rehab’s the right move if she has to go anywhere at all. 437 00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:07,584 [Ethan] She does. She has to go somewhere. 438 00:29:07,584 --> 00:29:10,884 [indistinct chatter] 439 00:29:11,885 --> 00:29:15,724 [water running] 440 00:29:22,698 --> 00:29:25,899 [vehicle beeping] 441 00:29:28,605 --> 00:29:30,706 [Michelle] Hey, boys! 442 00:29:31,377 --> 00:29:33,709 Dinner’s on me. 443 00:29:44,390 --> 00:29:46,051 [sighs] 444 00:29:53,564 --> 00:29:55,665 [instrumental music on speakers] 445 00:29:55,665 --> 00:29:57,700 [Michelle] Food’s good, huh? What do you boys think? 446 00:29:57,700 --> 00:29:59,768 [Derek] Yeah. It’s great, ma. Thank you. 447 00:29:59,768 --> 00:30:01,968 Yeah. So, my boy’s going to college 448 00:30:01,968 --> 00:30:03,035 on a scholarship this fall. 449 00:30:03,035 --> 00:30:05,972 - Mmm. - First in our family. 450 00:30:05,972 --> 00:30:09,646 Thank you. It’s exciting. - How about that? [laughs] 451 00:30:09,646 --> 00:30:11,978 Thank you. Thank you. 452 00:30:11,978 --> 00:30:14,079 So, I think I found a new treatment place 453 00:30:14,079 --> 00:30:16,048 for us to check out. 454 00:30:16,048 --> 00:30:17,456 - Oh, yeah? - [Ethan] Yeah. 455 00:30:17,456 --> 00:30:19,755 Yeah, yeah. It’s called Serenity Springs. 456 00:30:19,755 --> 00:30:21,724 How’d you hear about it? - [Ethan] Uh, Vicki. 457 00:30:21,724 --> 00:30:24,496 She said it’s not as luxurious as Rosewood was, 458 00:30:24,496 --> 00:30:26,124 but, uh, they got lot to offer, so... 459 00:30:26,124 --> 00:30:29,127 Okay. So what? It’s like a coach instead of first class? 460 00:30:29,127 --> 00:30:30,436 Yeah, right, no, um... 461 00:30:30,436 --> 00:30:32,636 You know, you may not get a filet mignon on the flight, 462 00:30:32,636 --> 00:30:35,771 but everyone gets to the same destination. 463 00:30:35,771 --> 00:30:38,070 - Hm. Right. - Okay. What do you think? 464 00:30:38,070 --> 00:30:41,612 It’s also a state facility. So, insurance picks most of it. 465 00:30:41,612 --> 00:30:42,910 And then we can cover the co-pays 466 00:30:42,910 --> 00:30:44,813 with the money we got from the car insurance. 467 00:30:44,813 --> 00:30:47,453 But we do need the car insurance money 468 00:30:47,453 --> 00:30:49,554 to pay for another car. 469 00:30:49,554 --> 00:30:53,019 Uh, yeah, I mean... But we can wait a little bit. 470 00:30:53,019 --> 00:30:55,659 Uh, says the person leaving town. 471 00:30:55,659 --> 00:30:56,924 Uh, you’re leaving town, too though. 472 00:30:56,924 --> 00:30:59,465 We’ll see. But we do need the money for another car. 473 00:30:59,465 --> 00:31:04,866 Okay, so if you come back healthy, it’s money well spent. 474 00:31:05,031 --> 00:31:08,166 I thought that’s-that’s what we wanted? 475 00:31:08,507 --> 00:31:10,168 I do, but, um, you know, 476 00:31:10,168 --> 00:31:11,840 I also need to drive places sometimes, 477 00:31:11,840 --> 00:31:16,416 and it’s kinda hard to do without a car. 478 00:31:21,949 --> 00:31:24,149 You know what? If we can figure the money out, 479 00:31:24,149 --> 00:31:26,822 I’m gonna give it a shot. 480 00:31:34,500 --> 00:31:36,095 Okay. 481 00:31:36,832 --> 00:31:38,702 Well, in that case, I will 482 00:31:38,702 --> 00:31:41,936 pick up some extra shifts at the alley. 483 00:31:41,936 --> 00:31:45,841 And maybe I can start going out for more commercial work. 484 00:31:45,841 --> 00:31:47,843 I think that’s a great idea. 485 00:31:47,843 --> 00:31:49,911 [claps] Awesome! 486 00:31:58,755 --> 00:32:00,691 [car door shuts] 487 00:32:05,630 --> 00:32:07,665 [sighs] 488 00:32:07,929 --> 00:32:09,865 You again. 489 00:32:10,767 --> 00:32:14,034 [instrumental music] 490 00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:39,092 What do you think? 491 00:32:41,534 --> 00:32:44,130 So I saw that you have a yoga studio. 492 00:32:44,130 --> 00:32:45,670 Uh, in theory. 493 00:32:45,670 --> 00:32:47,507 We had to put the instructor’s salary 494 00:32:47,507 --> 00:32:49,036 toward a new water heater. 495 00:32:49,036 --> 00:32:52,545 It’s more of a janitorial closet now. 496 00:32:52,545 --> 00:32:53,678 But maybe the mops are doing 497 00:32:53,678 --> 00:32:55,515 downward dog in there or something. 498 00:32:55,515 --> 00:32:59,783 [chuckles] Nothing surprises me anymore. 499 00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:07,054 Here we go. 500 00:33:07,725 --> 00:33:11,927 So, uh, you gonna be okay in here? 501 00:33:12,290 --> 00:33:14,633 Yeah, of course. 502 00:33:15,634 --> 00:33:20,540 Listen, you say, "Go," and we’ll come and bust you out. 503 00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:22,608 - Okay? - Okay. 504 00:33:22,608 --> 00:33:23,972 [both chuckle] 505 00:33:23,972 --> 00:33:27,712 [Dennis] There’s one visitation day two Saturdays from now. 506 00:33:27,712 --> 00:33:31,881 But in the meantime, just try to give her some space. 507 00:33:32,684 --> 00:33:34,587 Yeah. I’m just glad she’s here. 508 00:33:34,587 --> 00:33:39,889 Good. It’s important you keep your expectations in check. 509 00:33:39,889 --> 00:33:40,989 We tell all our families this, 510 00:33:40,989 --> 00:33:42,958 within the first year, patient’s relapse... 511 00:33:42,958 --> 00:33:45,224 About 50% of the time. - Yeah. 512 00:33:45,224 --> 00:33:46,291 Yeah, we know. 513 00:33:46,291 --> 00:33:50,229 Not your mom’s first rodeo? - Mm-mm. Not by a long shot. 514 00:33:50,229 --> 00:33:55,168 It’s been a while since the last time she tried though. So... 515 00:33:56,136 --> 00:33:57,203 Well, at-at the very least, 516 00:33:57,203 --> 00:34:00,041 it’s a major step in the right direction. 517 00:34:00,041 --> 00:34:01,680 Yup. 518 00:34:01,680 --> 00:34:04,683 - Excuse me. - [Dennis] Mm-mm. 519 00:34:04,914 --> 00:34:07,785 [Derek] You good? [Michelle chuckles] Thanks. 520 00:34:07,785 --> 00:34:09,083 [Derek] You got everything, right? 521 00:34:09,083 --> 00:34:12,823 Yeah. I’m just gonna get my clothes. 522 00:34:17,256 --> 00:34:21,062 [bell ringing] 523 00:34:29,268 --> 00:34:31,270 Skipping class? 524 00:34:31,270 --> 00:34:33,613 [chuckles] I wish. 525 00:34:33,613 --> 00:34:36,341 I didn’t see you in English earlier. 526 00:34:36,341 --> 00:34:37,914 Yeah, just, uh... 527 00:34:37,914 --> 00:34:39,377 Just runnin’ a little late. 528 00:34:39,377 --> 00:34:41,753 Mm. Story of my life. 529 00:34:41,753 --> 00:34:42,952 [both chuckle] 530 00:34:42,952 --> 00:34:44,283 Catch you at lunch? 531 00:34:44,283 --> 00:34:47,352 Yeah, absolutely. - Cool. 532 00:34:51,290 --> 00:34:54,799 [instrumental music] 533 00:35:21,089 --> 00:35:24,290 [vacuum whirring] 534 00:35:35,301 --> 00:35:38,942 [instrumental music on speakers] 535 00:35:41,373 --> 00:35:43,342 [pins clanking] 536 00:35:44,948 --> 00:35:45,784 Hello. 537 00:35:45,784 --> 00:35:47,016 - Hi, Derek. - [Derek] Ladies. 538 00:35:47,016 --> 00:35:51,955 Skippin’ school? See you got some, uh, time to spare. 539 00:35:53,253 --> 00:35:55,057 - It’s a bowling joke. - [woman 3] No, we get it. 540 00:35:55,057 --> 00:35:58,995 It’s our free period. We’re both size seven, by the way. 541 00:35:58,995 --> 00:36:00,458 [Derek] Got it. 542 00:36:00,458 --> 00:36:03,362 There you are. And it is $10.49. 543 00:36:03,362 --> 00:36:04,429 But I can take off ten cents 544 00:36:04,429 --> 00:36:06,772 if you say "hi" to Melanie for me. 545 00:36:06,772 --> 00:36:09,170 [woman 3] You’re still together? 546 00:36:09,170 --> 00:36:11,007 Yeah. 547 00:36:12,844 --> 00:36:14,307 [woman 4] I saw you in that mattress 548 00:36:14,307 --> 00:36:15,473 commercial the other day. 549 00:36:15,473 --> 00:36:17,178 You’re in commercials? - Yeah. 550 00:36:17,178 --> 00:36:19,950 I thought that was supposed to be good money. 551 00:36:19,950 --> 00:36:22,414 Why are you still working here? 552 00:36:22,986 --> 00:36:25,758 Hmm, it was a long time ago. 553 00:36:26,352 --> 00:36:28,926 [Derek] "Love’s in the air." 554 00:36:29,454 --> 00:36:31,093 "Love’s on our mind." 555 00:36:31,093 --> 00:36:34,800 "Always has been. Always will be." 556 00:36:35,427 --> 00:36:38,397 - Sounds too cheesy. -"Love’s in the air." 557 00:36:38,397 --> 00:36:42,940 "Love’s on our mind. Always has been. Always will be." 558 00:36:43,237 --> 00:36:45,206 That’s better. 559 00:36:46,372 --> 00:36:51,080 You know, I think I’m just gonna wait for another one, honestly. 560 00:36:52,818 --> 00:36:55,084 Listen, you are one of the most prolific 561 00:36:55,084 --> 00:36:57,757 regional TV commercial actors in state history. 562 00:36:57,757 --> 00:37:00,221 All right? It’s time for you to get back on your horse 563 00:37:00,221 --> 00:37:02,124 and reclaim that throne. 564 00:37:02,124 --> 00:37:03,521 Come on, man. There’s absolutely 565 00:37:03,521 --> 00:37:05,193 no reason for you to miss this one. 566 00:37:05,193 --> 00:37:06,832 Ma’s gone, you’re a free man. 567 00:37:06,832 --> 00:37:10,099 I mean, this is what you wanna do, right? 568 00:37:10,429 --> 00:37:12,266 Yeah. 569 00:37:12,365 --> 00:37:14,873 I believe in you. 570 00:37:19,108 --> 00:37:24,080 [sighs] I’m... I’m trying to be encouraging. I don’t know. I-- 571 00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:26,049 Oh, is that... Oh, okay. - How do I sound? 572 00:37:26,049 --> 00:37:28,546 It’s... I think I’m still getting used to it. 573 00:37:28,546 --> 00:37:31,351 Yeah, that’s fair enough. - Yeah. 574 00:37:31,351 --> 00:37:34,893 [instrumental music] 575 00:37:36,026 --> 00:37:39,326 [indistinct chatter] 576 00:37:54,110 --> 00:37:55,375 Love’s in the air. 577 00:37:55,375 --> 00:37:56,310 Love’s on our mind. 578 00:37:56,310 --> 00:37:58,576 Always has been, always will be. 579 00:37:58,576 --> 00:37:59,885 The core of what makes our 580 00:37:59,885 --> 00:38:02,580 customer service by the Langford Post, uh... 581 00:38:02,580 --> 00:38:05,088 The core of what makes our customer service number one 582 00:38:05,088 --> 00:38:07,585 by the Langford Post, four years running. 583 00:38:07,585 --> 00:38:09,554 We love your pets as much as you do. 584 00:38:09,554 --> 00:38:13,932 And we know you’ll love us, too. So stop in today! 585 00:38:15,967 --> 00:38:18,431 [man 2] That’s good, Derek. 586 00:38:24,041 --> 00:38:27,341 [indistinct chatter] 587 00:38:28,980 --> 00:38:32,247 Hey, Ethan, whatcha doin’? 588 00:38:35,151 --> 00:38:37,285 Absolutely nothing. 589 00:38:39,188 --> 00:38:43,489 ["I Call It Love" by Pretenders] 590 00:38:43,489 --> 00:38:45,964 ♪ Like it’s love ♪ 591 00:38:45,964 --> 00:38:48,197 ♪ Telepathic ♪ 592 00:38:48,197 --> 00:38:50,595 ♪ Baby deep down inside ♪ 593 00:38:50,595 --> 00:38:52,938 ♪ It’s love ♪ 594 00:38:53,037 --> 00:38:56,040 ♪ Call it what you want ♪ 595 00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:59,043 ♪ But I’m calling it love ♪ 596 00:38:59,043 --> 00:39:01,573 ♪ I call it love ♪ 597 00:39:01,573 --> 00:39:04,015 ♪ Love love love ♪ 598 00:39:04,015 --> 00:39:07,579 ♪ You can say what you wanna baby ♪ 599 00:39:07,579 --> 00:39:10,615 ♪ I still say it’s love ♪ 600 00:39:10,615 --> 00:39:13,057 ♪ And you can sing it in a song ♪ 601 00:39:13,057 --> 00:39:14,487 ♪ La-la-la la-la ♪ 602 00:39:14,487 --> 00:39:18,293 ♪ I still say it’s love ♪ 603 00:39:18,293 --> 00:39:19,624 ♪ Love... ♪ 604 00:39:19,624 --> 00:39:23,001 [indistinct chatter] 605 00:39:27,269 --> 00:39:30,107 [pins clanking] 606 00:39:32,076 --> 00:39:34,276 Hey, Dr. Carson. 607 00:39:49,159 --> 00:39:52,063 ♪ I feel it baby ♪ 608 00:39:52,063 --> 00:39:54,967 ♪ I still think it’s love ♪ 609 00:39:54,967 --> 00:39:57,035 ♪ Love love love ♪ 610 00:39:57,035 --> 00:39:58,938 ♪ You can lie... ♪ 611 00:39:58,938 --> 00:40:00,335 [Mark] Hey, Ethan. 612 00:40:00,335 --> 00:40:04,339 You smoke, right? - Yeah. 613 00:40:07,408 --> 00:40:09,311 [both chuckle] 614 00:40:09,311 --> 00:40:12,413 How you holding up with the whole Ashley thing? 615 00:40:12,413 --> 00:40:16,681 - Oh, it’s no big deal. - Two years though, right? 616 00:40:18,584 --> 00:40:20,388 It’s fine. 617 00:40:20,388 --> 00:40:21,323 Still... 618 00:40:21,323 --> 00:40:24,161 that’s gotta be hard though. 619 00:40:26,460 --> 00:40:31,069 - Why’d you break up with her? - I didn’t break up with her. 620 00:40:31,069 --> 00:40:33,302 That’s not what everyone’s saying. 621 00:40:33,302 --> 00:40:36,173 Come on. Is she weird, or... 622 00:40:36,173 --> 00:40:38,208 [chuckles] No. 623 00:40:38,208 --> 00:40:40,441 No, she’s not weird. 624 00:40:42,443 --> 00:40:45,743 She’s great, actually. It’s just, um... 625 00:40:46,447 --> 00:40:49,417 Going to different colleges, and... 626 00:40:49,417 --> 00:40:50,418 And... 627 00:40:50,418 --> 00:40:52,750 That’s the only reason? 628 00:40:57,722 --> 00:41:00,098 For the most part. 629 00:41:00,098 --> 00:41:02,199 Well, um... 630 00:41:02,199 --> 00:41:04,597 if you’ve moved on... 631 00:41:09,272 --> 00:41:12,440 would you mind if I asked her out? 632 00:41:16,675 --> 00:41:18,446 No. 633 00:41:18,446 --> 00:41:20,514 Not at all. 634 00:41:20,514 --> 00:41:22,384 Thanks. 635 00:41:42,272 --> 00:41:44,274 [indistinct TV chatter] 636 00:41:44,274 --> 00:41:46,243 [door closes] 637 00:41:46,804 --> 00:41:51,116 [Derek] Ooh! You smell like an ashtray. 638 00:41:51,512 --> 00:41:53,811 Yeah, I went to the alley. 639 00:41:53,811 --> 00:41:55,384 [Derek] Yeah? 640 00:41:55,384 --> 00:41:58,255 Look at you, makin’ friends. 641 00:41:59,124 --> 00:42:01,555 What’s gotten into you? 642 00:42:01,786 --> 00:42:04,261 [sighs] Well, if you must know. 643 00:42:04,261 --> 00:42:06,560 They’re looking for a new Virginia Tourism 644 00:42:06,560 --> 00:42:07,528 spokesman and, uh, 645 00:42:07,528 --> 00:42:11,334 Sue wants to put me up for the state audition. 646 00:42:12,797 --> 00:42:15,602 Wait, for real? - Mm. 647 00:42:15,602 --> 00:42:18,539 You serious? Wait, what? - Uh-huh. 648 00:42:18,539 --> 00:42:21,575 [Derek chuckles] Yeah, I can’t still believe it. 649 00:42:21,575 --> 00:42:23,478 Wait, so what happens next? - Um... 650 00:42:23,478 --> 00:42:27,746 That’s the thing, the audition’s next week in Richmond. 651 00:42:28,186 --> 00:42:29,088 So? 652 00:42:29,088 --> 00:42:32,223 So, hotels are $90 a night. 653 00:42:32,223 --> 00:42:33,752 At least. 654 00:42:33,752 --> 00:42:34,720 So? 655 00:42:34,720 --> 00:42:36,425 [chuckles] It’s fine. 656 00:42:36,425 --> 00:42:38,823 I’m just excited your boy’s still got it. 657 00:42:38,823 --> 00:42:40,693 Oh, com-- Well, you have to go. 658 00:42:40,693 --> 00:42:44,301 No. We seriously can’t afford it. 659 00:42:47,469 --> 00:42:49,405 [door opens] 660 00:42:58,612 --> 00:43:03,122 Where did you get this? - The stock market. 661 00:43:03,386 --> 00:43:05,883 It’s my tip money. Take it. 662 00:43:08,127 --> 00:43:10,129 [chuckles] No. I... 663 00:43:10,129 --> 00:43:13,264 I already told Sue I couldn’t go. Lance is going instead. 664 00:43:13,264 --> 00:43:15,893 Call her. Change her mind. 665 00:43:15,893 --> 00:43:18,566 Yeah, but then I’d be leaving you here alone. 666 00:43:18,566 --> 00:43:20,403 And what if something happened with ma? 667 00:43:20,403 --> 00:43:21,437 - No. - I’ll be fine. 668 00:43:21,437 --> 00:43:25,375 The world will still turn if you leave for a few days. 669 00:43:31,777 --> 00:43:33,779 [laughing] 670 00:43:33,779 --> 00:43:34,813 Just... 671 00:43:34,813 --> 00:43:36,584 Let me think about it. 672 00:43:36,584 --> 00:43:38,520 Okay? 673 00:43:43,228 --> 00:43:45,593 I’m excited for you. 674 00:43:47,331 --> 00:43:48,596 Yeah. 675 00:43:48,596 --> 00:43:50,895 I am, too, I guess. 676 00:43:56,505 --> 00:43:58,804 [both laughing] 677 00:43:58,804 --> 00:44:02,247 [instrumental music] 678 00:44:02,247 --> 00:44:05,745 [Derek] Be encouraging, okay? Even if she’s not doing well. 679 00:44:05,745 --> 00:44:07,186 [Ethan] I know. 680 00:44:07,186 --> 00:44:08,583 Last time she asked to come home during 681 00:44:08,583 --> 00:44:11,751 visitation day, so just be prepared for that, all right? 682 00:44:11,751 --> 00:44:12,950 Okay. 683 00:44:12,950 --> 00:44:16,228 I just don’t want you getting upset if she’s not doing-- 684 00:44:16,228 --> 00:44:17,592 I get it. All right? 685 00:44:17,592 --> 00:44:20,760 My expectations are low, trust me. It’s just... 686 00:44:20,760 --> 00:44:22,762 I’m glad she made it this far. - Yeah. 687 00:44:22,762 --> 00:44:26,535 [Michelle gasps] I thought I heard your voices. 688 00:44:26,535 --> 00:44:27,668 - Hi. - Good to see you. 689 00:44:27,668 --> 00:44:30,275 Oh, it’s so good to see you. - Hey. 690 00:44:30,275 --> 00:44:33,971 - Hi. - You look great, ma. 691 00:44:33,971 --> 00:44:36,281 Really? Well, thank you. - [Ethan] Yeah. 692 00:44:36,281 --> 00:44:38,877 You know, it’s what our routines will help you do. 693 00:44:38,877 --> 00:44:42,254 Just feel amazing. I just... I’m journalling 694 00:44:42,254 --> 00:44:44,784 and exercising and meditating. 695 00:44:44,784 --> 00:44:46,852 You meditate? 696 00:44:46,984 --> 00:44:49,327 Yeah. Yeah, I do. 697 00:44:49,327 --> 00:44:50,625 - Hmm. - Wow. 698 00:44:50,625 --> 00:44:51,428 [Michelle] Yeah. 699 00:44:51,428 --> 00:44:53,463 [Dennis] In some of the work we’ve been doing in here, 700 00:44:53,463 --> 00:44:55,729 a lot’s been coming up for your mom 701 00:44:55,729 --> 00:44:56,994 around your father, Alex. 702 00:44:56,994 --> 00:44:58,633 It might be good if the family gets 703 00:44:58,633 --> 00:45:02,340 a chance to process his leaving all together. 704 00:45:02,637 --> 00:45:04,507 Michelle, do you wanna share some of what we’ve 705 00:45:04,507 --> 00:45:06,839 been talking about in here? 706 00:45:06,839 --> 00:45:08,643 Alex, who? 707 00:45:08,643 --> 00:45:09,677 [chuckles] 708 00:45:09,677 --> 00:45:11,976 [Dennis] Well, you can start with what we were talking 709 00:45:11,976 --> 00:45:14,847 about yesterday in group. 710 00:45:14,946 --> 00:45:17,388 Some of your regrets. 711 00:45:21,623 --> 00:45:22,789 [Michelle] Oh, I do regret... 712 00:45:22,789 --> 00:45:25,957 letting him paint the house instead of hiring someone. 713 00:45:25,957 --> 00:45:28,432 [chuckles] Because it took a year, and then, 714 00:45:28,432 --> 00:45:30,929 the shutters were still stuck to the wall. 715 00:45:30,929 --> 00:45:32,535 So... 716 00:45:32,535 --> 00:45:34,768 Oh, and I also regret letting him make breakfast. 717 00:45:34,768 --> 00:45:36,341 When he actually would make breakfast, 718 00:45:36,341 --> 00:45:38,772 but then he would forget that I was allergic to eggs. 719 00:45:38,772 --> 00:45:41,280 So, that is never fun-- 720 00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:42,644 Michelle. 721 00:45:42,644 --> 00:45:44,943 Quit messing around. 722 00:45:45,581 --> 00:45:47,385 Come on. 723 00:45:50,619 --> 00:45:52,984 Okay. I, um... 724 00:45:52,984 --> 00:45:56,361 I do regret being stupid enough to believe that 725 00:45:56,361 --> 00:45:59,056 all of his trips to Richmond were for business 726 00:45:59,056 --> 00:46:01,861 and not to screw someone named Val. 727 00:46:01,861 --> 00:46:03,302 [Dennis] All right, I see. 728 00:46:03,302 --> 00:46:04,633 Ethan and Derek, since you’re both here, 729 00:46:04,633 --> 00:46:08,065 is there anything you wanna say to your mom? 730 00:46:08,065 --> 00:46:12,443 Anything you feel might be important for her to hear? 731 00:46:17,008 --> 00:46:18,449 [Derek] Well, I just... 732 00:46:18,449 --> 00:46:22,651 wanna say that I’m sorry that I was skeptical at first. 733 00:46:22,651 --> 00:46:24,521 Um... 734 00:46:25,049 --> 00:46:27,953 I’m really glad you’re here. 735 00:46:31,462 --> 00:46:32,397 And... 736 00:46:32,397 --> 00:46:35,400 I hope that you know that... 737 00:46:35,598 --> 00:46:40,537 we’ll always be here for you, uh, to support you 738 00:46:40,537 --> 00:46:43,342 in your recovery. 739 00:46:43,342 --> 00:46:46,070 And, um... 740 00:46:48,039 --> 00:46:50,613 I guess, I just... 741 00:46:51,746 --> 00:46:55,420 I just wonder sometimes if... 742 00:46:55,519 --> 00:46:59,391 if you realize, like, what you do, um... 743 00:46:59,391 --> 00:47:02,757 sometimes what you do really sucks. 744 00:47:06,090 --> 00:47:09,698 And it kinda seems like you don’t care. 745 00:47:11,469 --> 00:47:14,901 Uh, about, about us. 746 00:47:18,410 --> 00:47:20,038 Sorry. 747 00:47:20,709 --> 00:47:24,647 I-I want you to be around fo-for a while. 748 00:47:24,647 --> 00:47:27,551 And, um... 749 00:47:29,553 --> 00:47:30,686 I think about it. 750 00:47:30,686 --> 00:47:35,053 I mean, I worry about it, like, if you die, you know, and, um... 751 00:47:35,053 --> 00:47:37,726 and, um... 752 00:47:38,430 --> 00:47:39,057 I... I guess I... 753 00:47:39,057 --> 00:47:41,730 Well, I think about it, like, all the time. 754 00:47:41,730 --> 00:47:44,997 Like... every day. 755 00:48:06,458 --> 00:48:08,086 You okay? 756 00:48:09,054 --> 00:48:10,891 Yeah. 757 00:48:12,728 --> 00:48:14,763 It’s just kinda weird thinking of what we’d do 758 00:48:14,763 --> 00:48:17,700 if she actually got better, you know? 759 00:48:17,700 --> 00:48:19,801 Yeah, I mean, maybe move to a town where you can 760 00:48:19,801 --> 00:48:23,541 audition for more than just pet store commercials. 761 00:48:23,937 --> 00:48:26,038 [chuckles] 762 00:48:26,610 --> 00:48:29,580 It’s kind of scary to think about. 763 00:48:29,844 --> 00:48:33,551 But it’s kind of exciting too, right? 764 00:48:38,589 --> 00:48:40,888 [Ashley] Have a nice day. 765 00:48:44,958 --> 00:48:47,532 She really is mad at you. 766 00:48:47,631 --> 00:48:49,226 Yup. 767 00:49:01,843 --> 00:49:04,681 Do you ever wonder how people were supposed to have these 768 00:49:04,681 --> 00:49:09,719 profound breakthroughs in rooms like... this? 769 00:49:15,252 --> 00:49:16,561 I want you to talk to me about 770 00:49:16,561 --> 00:49:18,893 what happened when your boys came in. 771 00:49:18,893 --> 00:49:21,929 [sighs] They’ve been through so much. 772 00:49:21,929 --> 00:49:24,030 I mean, I don’t know, is it that terrible for me 773 00:49:24,030 --> 00:49:27,968 to wanna lighten things up every now and again? 774 00:49:27,968 --> 00:49:29,640 [Dennis] Yeah, I’m not buying that, Michelle. 775 00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:33,875 Why are you afraid to show your boys that you’re trying? 776 00:49:34,744 --> 00:49:35,679 You could lose them. 777 00:49:35,679 --> 00:49:37,681 A few more rounds of this, and you really will. 778 00:49:37,681 --> 00:49:40,013 I’ve seen it over and over again. 779 00:49:40,013 --> 00:49:41,014 You’ll be that anecdote 780 00:49:41,014 --> 00:49:44,116 they apologetically tell on first dates. 781 00:49:44,116 --> 00:49:46,855 "Wait, my mom’s an addict." 782 00:49:48,054 --> 00:49:52,289 Mm-hmm. So, I’m gonna lose them eventually, won’t I? 783 00:49:52,289 --> 00:49:53,697 If you do your job right, yes, 784 00:49:53,697 --> 00:49:55,127 they’ll grow up, they’ll move out the house-- 785 00:49:55,127 --> 00:49:59,538 What’s wrong with me wanting to just have it all slowed down? 786 00:49:59,769 --> 00:50:01,969 What we’re doing in here, if you’ll let me, 787 00:50:01,969 --> 00:50:05,973 is helping you see what it’d be like if you kept up. 788 00:50:06,138 --> 00:50:08,008 Keep up? With what? 789 00:50:08,008 --> 00:50:11,044 I mean, I... I’ve-I’ve blown it, haven’t I? 790 00:50:11,044 --> 00:50:13,684 I mean, I’m an awful... 791 00:50:13,684 --> 00:50:15,785 mother. 792 00:50:17,589 --> 00:50:19,558 I wanted to be a good mom... 793 00:50:19,558 --> 00:50:22,891 that goes to PTA meetings and makes good meals, 794 00:50:22,891 --> 00:50:25,124 and gives great relationship advice. 795 00:50:25,124 --> 00:50:27,665 But every single time... 796 00:50:27,896 --> 00:50:29,194 that I see them, 797 00:50:29,194 --> 00:50:32,967 I’m just reminded that I have failed. 798 00:50:34,166 --> 00:50:36,003 I was watching this Dr. Phil, or something 799 00:50:36,003 --> 00:50:39,105 and there was a girl who had this maladapti... mala... 800 00:50:39,105 --> 00:50:41,140 Maladaptive daydreaming disorder. 801 00:50:41,140 --> 00:50:43,747 Yeah. I don’t know why they call it a disorder. 802 00:50:43,747 --> 00:50:45,111 Anyway, she was 19, 803 00:50:45,111 --> 00:50:47,850 just like me when she had her first... 804 00:50:47,850 --> 00:50:51,315 her first kid and her husband left her... 805 00:50:51,315 --> 00:50:54,824 uh, with no money to her name. 806 00:50:55,022 --> 00:50:57,992 And her children hated her. 807 00:50:57,992 --> 00:51:00,357 And so, she would just... 808 00:51:00,995 --> 00:51:04,097 create these fantasies where, um... 809 00:51:04,097 --> 00:51:08,134 she would just imagine sons that loved her. 810 00:51:08,134 --> 00:51:09,773 [Dennis] That’s delusional behavior. 811 00:51:09,773 --> 00:51:12,303 Well, I feel for those people. 812 00:51:14,008 --> 00:51:14,943 I mean, in this world... 813 00:51:14,943 --> 00:51:18,749 Come on, with these walls and these stupid stuffed animals. 814 00:51:18,749 --> 00:51:22,115 I mean, this is as two feet in as I can be. 815 00:51:22,115 --> 00:51:23,688 So... 816 00:51:23,688 --> 00:51:25,019 Listen, there are... 817 00:51:25,019 --> 00:51:27,285 There are a lot of really good people in the world 818 00:51:27,285 --> 00:51:32,026 who really tried their best, but it’s not good enough. 819 00:51:39,671 --> 00:51:42,399 How’s the bowling industry? 820 00:51:43,136 --> 00:51:44,302 It’s pretty good. 821 00:51:44,302 --> 00:51:47,877 Lester thinks I might be management material. 822 00:51:47,877 --> 00:51:50,715 I think he found my calling. 823 00:51:54,147 --> 00:51:56,820 I also got a new audition. 824 00:52:00,857 --> 00:52:02,892 That’s cool. 825 00:52:04,795 --> 00:52:05,356 You okay? 826 00:52:05,356 --> 00:52:07,897 [Melanie sighs] I just hate my job. 827 00:52:07,897 --> 00:52:09,294 I have to work on Friday, which means 828 00:52:09,294 --> 00:52:11,098 I can’t go to Jessica’s birthday party. 829 00:52:11,098 --> 00:52:13,034 I didn’t even tell you about that because I knew you 830 00:52:13,034 --> 00:52:16,708 wouldn’t be able to go anyway, ’cause you’re always working. 831 00:52:16,708 --> 00:52:20,008 I mean, nobody buys clothes in person anymore. 832 00:52:20,008 --> 00:52:21,306 It’s pointless. 833 00:52:21,306 --> 00:52:22,373 Retail’s dead. 834 00:52:22,373 --> 00:52:25,079 [Derek] Then why don’t you just quit? 835 00:52:25,079 --> 00:52:28,115 I mean, it’s not like you need the money really, your parents-- 836 00:52:28,115 --> 00:52:29,314 [Melanie] It’s not about the money. 837 00:52:29,314 --> 00:52:33,692 My mom says I need to learn the value of real work. 838 00:52:34,187 --> 00:52:36,387 Plus, they said they’d get me a new car 839 00:52:36,387 --> 00:52:39,929 for graduation if I can keep the job through May. 840 00:52:39,929 --> 00:52:41,799 So... 841 00:52:43,295 --> 00:52:45,231 Cool. 842 00:52:47,365 --> 00:52:49,433 I mean, there must be at least one positive 843 00:52:49,433 --> 00:52:50,368 to your job though-- 844 00:52:50,368 --> 00:52:52,942 Can I just be allowed to complain? 845 00:52:53,437 --> 00:52:56,209 Why do you always have to put a bow on everything? 846 00:52:56,209 --> 00:52:57,474 [chuckles] I don’t know. 847 00:52:57,474 --> 00:53:01,379 I mean, w-w-what is the positive to this job? 848 00:53:04,052 --> 00:53:05,922 Um... 849 00:53:06,021 --> 00:53:08,958 I don’t know, some nights, I, uh... 850 00:53:08,958 --> 00:53:13,259 I make puppets out of the coffee cups... 851 00:53:13,259 --> 00:53:15,393 then I put on little plays about 852 00:53:15,393 --> 00:53:18,363 things that are stressing me out. 853 00:53:18,902 --> 00:53:21,938 I’ve found it to be cathartic. 854 00:53:22,840 --> 00:53:25,810 [chuckles] Well, that’s... 855 00:53:26,745 --> 00:53:29,044 really something. 856 00:53:30,342 --> 00:53:32,509 [Derek] Everyone’s leaving for college. 857 00:53:32,509 --> 00:53:34,379 And I feel like college is angry at me for 858 00:53:34,379 --> 00:53:38,053 not going, so he’s taking everyone away as revenge. 859 00:53:38,053 --> 00:53:40,924 [Melanie] That’s the script to your play? 860 00:53:40,924 --> 00:53:43,256 [Derek] It’s improv. 861 00:53:43,256 --> 00:53:46,424 [Melanie] You know, you could leave, too. 862 00:53:46,424 --> 00:53:48,932 [Derek sighs] Right. 863 00:53:48,932 --> 00:53:50,428 But it’s complicated though-- 864 00:53:50,428 --> 00:53:53,266 [Melanie] It doesn’t have to be. 865 00:53:54,003 --> 00:53:56,302 You pick a day... 866 00:53:56,940 --> 00:53:58,403 and then you go. 867 00:53:58,403 --> 00:54:02,539 [Derek] All I know is I wish you weren’t leaving. 868 00:54:03,144 --> 00:54:06,510 [Melanie] I’ll only be two hours away. 869 00:54:06,884 --> 00:54:08,820 [Derek] Yay! 870 00:54:08,952 --> 00:54:11,955 At least we’ll have weekends. 871 00:54:15,860 --> 00:54:17,422 Right? 872 00:54:19,127 --> 00:54:21,492 [Melanie] I don’t know. 873 00:54:22,031 --> 00:54:24,803 I mean, I’d, I’d like to. 874 00:54:24,803 --> 00:54:26,332 I’ve... 875 00:54:26,332 --> 00:54:28,565 I’ve just never been to college. 876 00:54:28,565 --> 00:54:31,337 Heard it gets busy. 877 00:54:36,045 --> 00:54:38,817 [Derek] We’ll make it work. 878 00:54:46,550 --> 00:54:50,059 [indistinct chatter] 879 00:54:54,833 --> 00:54:58,001 [indistinct chatter] 880 00:55:00,267 --> 00:55:02,335 [chuckles] 881 00:55:02,566 --> 00:55:05,140 [inaudible chatter] 882 00:55:05,569 --> 00:55:07,505 [door thuds] 883 00:55:21,387 --> 00:55:25,061 [instrumental music on radio] 884 00:55:30,869 --> 00:55:33,399 ♪ It is nice ♪ 885 00:55:33,597 --> 00:55:36,468 ♪ To be known ♪ 886 00:55:36,468 --> 00:55:40,109 ♪ And to know ♪ 887 00:55:40,109 --> 00:55:44,047 ♪ But it’s natural than ♪ 888 00:55:44,047 --> 00:55:45,015 ♪ To be ♪ 889 00:55:45,015 --> 00:55:49,580 ♪ Forgotten and I know it seems ♪ 890 00:55:49,580 --> 00:55:55,960 ♪ Like a one-sided barking but I ♪ 891 00:55:55,960 --> 00:56:00,162 ♪ Want to be here with you... ♪ 892 00:56:00,162 --> 00:56:02,659 [Michelle] You know, I think you should just apologize. 893 00:56:02,659 --> 00:56:04,463 Just own it. Say that you messed up. 894 00:56:04,463 --> 00:56:10,073 I know, I just... I just, I think I really hurt her. 895 00:56:10,304 --> 00:56:11,536 Oh, well, don’t beat yourself up. 896 00:56:11,536 --> 00:56:15,639 It was such a stupid move not to tell her I was applying and... 897 00:56:15,639 --> 00:56:17,377 Honey... 898 00:56:17,377 --> 00:56:19,181 you’re gonna make a lot of stupid moves 899 00:56:19,181 --> 00:56:20,314 in your relationships. 900 00:56:20,314 --> 00:56:23,086 Give her some space, you know? And if she comes around, 901 00:56:23,086 --> 00:56:25,352 then it’s meant to be. 902 00:56:25,990 --> 00:56:27,926 Honestly, I just feel bad about hurting her. 903 00:56:27,926 --> 00:56:31,028 It’s not much more than that. 904 00:56:31,996 --> 00:56:33,657 Honey, you got time. 905 00:56:33,657 --> 00:56:36,264 You’ll be with whoever you’re meant to be with. 906 00:56:36,264 --> 00:56:38,068 And it will be perfect. 907 00:56:38,068 --> 00:56:41,335 Whoever it ends up being. 908 00:56:43,502 --> 00:56:45,372 You know? 909 00:56:54,414 --> 00:56:56,713 So, you excited to get outta of here? 910 00:56:56,713 --> 00:56:58,616 [chuckles] 911 00:56:59,221 --> 00:57:01,322 Well, um... 912 00:57:01,454 --> 00:57:05,557 I’m kinda scared shitless. - [Ethan] Why? 913 00:57:07,163 --> 00:57:10,595 I know how much trouble I cause you boys. 914 00:57:12,069 --> 00:57:14,071 It’s just, um... 915 00:57:15,369 --> 00:57:18,669 It’s hard to believe anything you say anymore. 916 00:57:21,375 --> 00:57:22,145 I’m sorry. 917 00:57:22,145 --> 00:57:26,083 Look, if you’re really so sorry, then why don’t you just fix it? 918 00:57:26,743 --> 00:57:27,645 [scoffs] 919 00:57:27,645 --> 00:57:30,054 Do you know that I’d give anything for that? 920 00:57:30,054 --> 00:57:33,519 - Then why don’t you? - [Michelle] I don’t know. 921 00:57:34,058 --> 00:57:36,159 I mean, it’s just not that easy. 922 00:57:36,159 --> 00:57:38,194 Right? Like... 923 00:57:39,030 --> 00:57:41,098 I’m sick. 924 00:57:41,098 --> 00:57:45,168 And I don’t really know what else to say about it bec... 925 00:57:50,008 --> 00:57:51,702 [sighs] 926 00:57:55,277 --> 00:57:56,179 Sorry. 927 00:57:56,179 --> 00:57:57,510 [Michelle] No, it’s okay. 928 00:57:57,510 --> 00:57:59,644 It’s honestly... 929 00:58:00,612 --> 00:58:02,020 I mean, you need to... 930 00:58:02,020 --> 00:58:05,188 You need to say things like that. 931 00:58:06,420 --> 00:58:09,753 But you’re, um, you’re feeling better? 932 00:58:09,753 --> 00:58:13,163 [Michelle] Yeah, I am. 933 00:58:13,724 --> 00:58:19,136 I’m really, um, really, I’m trying the best I can. 934 00:58:19,136 --> 00:58:21,435 [Ethan] I know. 935 00:58:24,042 --> 00:58:27,177 Thank you for the advice with Ashley. 936 00:58:29,476 --> 00:58:30,774 Yeah, of course. 937 00:58:30,774 --> 00:58:31,544 [sniffles] 938 00:58:31,544 --> 00:58:33,711 Listen, that’s a tough situation. 939 00:58:33,711 --> 00:58:34,481 [chuckles] 940 00:58:34,481 --> 00:58:36,549 But I also know how sensitive you are 941 00:58:36,549 --> 00:58:39,684 because I’ve changed your diapers. 942 00:58:40,289 --> 00:58:42,357 [laughs] Remember... 943 00:58:42,357 --> 00:58:44,326 when I used to take you boys to the dock, 944 00:58:44,326 --> 00:58:47,164 and, oh, my goodness, as soon as you would catch a fish... 945 00:58:47,164 --> 00:58:48,528 [laughs] You would start crying because 946 00:58:48,528 --> 00:58:50,431 you thought you were gonna hurt them it was, aww. 947 00:58:50,431 --> 00:58:52,433 [Ethan] I know. You’ve told me that story 948 00:58:52,433 --> 00:58:53,467 a thousand times, ma. 949 00:58:53,467 --> 00:58:56,536 [chuckles] You’re just so... 950 00:58:57,108 --> 00:58:58,208 [exhales deeply] God. 951 00:58:58,208 --> 00:59:00,804 I’m really proud of you boys. 952 00:59:02,146 --> 00:59:03,774 Really. 953 00:59:03,774 --> 00:59:08,251 I do not know what I did to deserve to be your mother. 954 00:59:08,251 --> 00:59:10,385 [chuckling] 955 00:59:15,456 --> 00:59:18,723 [instrumental music] 956 00:59:27,732 --> 00:59:29,701 [door opens] 957 00:59:29,800 --> 00:59:31,769 [door shuts] 958 00:59:32,341 --> 00:59:36,114 I just, I just wanna say I’m sor... 959 00:59:36,345 --> 00:59:39,447 I just wanna say I’m sorry. 960 00:59:41,119 --> 00:59:42,120 You’re not sorry. Okay? 961 00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:44,353 You just feel guilty, so you’re coming here to see if you can 962 00:59:44,353 --> 00:59:45,717 make me happy enough, so you can stop 963 00:59:45,717 --> 00:59:48,522 thinking about it and move on once you get to Rhode Island. 964 00:59:48,522 --> 00:59:49,391 Wait, what? 965 00:59:49,391 --> 00:59:52,724 My mom said that you’re a parentified child. 966 00:59:53,857 --> 00:59:56,200 Is that a bad thing or? 967 00:59:56,200 --> 00:59:57,531 We all have stuff that we’re going through. 968 00:59:57,531 --> 01:00:01,832 But guess who was never a dick to you during any of your stuff? 969 01:00:02,503 --> 01:00:04,340 Me. 970 01:00:04,901 --> 01:00:06,639 I know. I just... 971 01:00:06,639 --> 01:00:08,575 I mean, I just wanted to see if I could get in. 972 01:00:08,575 --> 01:00:09,906 You know? I didn’t really think-- 973 01:00:09,906 --> 01:00:11,413 [Ashley] But we had a plan! 974 01:00:11,413 --> 01:00:13,778 How does someone who says that they love you, 975 01:00:13,778 --> 01:00:15,285 your best friend, how does that person 976 01:00:15,285 --> 01:00:18,387 make a decision like that, and just not tell you? 977 01:00:18,387 --> 01:00:20,290 For months? 978 01:00:21,159 --> 01:00:22,787 Well? 979 01:00:27,264 --> 01:00:28,859 Hmm. 980 01:00:31,895 --> 01:00:33,633 So, you want a cone? 981 01:00:33,633 --> 01:00:36,768 I’m throwing out the mint chip soon. 982 01:00:37,901 --> 01:00:40,838 - That’s my favorite. - I know, you asshole. 983 01:00:40,838 --> 01:00:42,741 That’s why I mentioned it. 984 01:00:43,511 --> 01:00:44,248 [sighs] 985 01:00:44,248 --> 01:00:47,317 Look, I guess I was just scared to tell you. 986 01:00:47,317 --> 01:00:48,714 I mean, like, I-I didn’t... 987 01:00:48,714 --> 01:00:50,683 I mean, I-I guess I was just... 988 01:00:50,683 --> 01:00:52,685 I just feel really bad for hurting you, you know... 989 01:00:52,685 --> 01:00:55,787 [Ashley] I had sex with Mark Gillespie. 990 01:00:56,227 --> 01:00:57,525 Come again? 991 01:00:58,526 --> 01:01:01,529 I slept with Mark Gillespie. 992 01:01:01,925 --> 01:01:03,795 I just... I had to make sure that 993 01:01:03,795 --> 01:01:06,864 there was nothing wrong with me. 994 01:01:35,596 --> 01:01:37,994 [instrumental music] 995 01:01:37,994 --> 01:01:40,931 [Derek] So, it’s, uh, down between 996 01:01:40,931 --> 01:01:42,306 me and two other guys now. 997 01:01:42,306 --> 01:01:43,637 [Ethan laughs] What?! [Derek] Yeah. 998 01:01:43,637 --> 01:01:45,342 And the callbacks supposed to be the next... 999 01:01:45,342 --> 01:01:48,279 It’s actually the morning after ma arrives. 1000 01:01:48,279 --> 01:01:49,280 [Ethan] That’s amazing! 1001 01:01:49,280 --> 01:01:50,644 [Derek] Yeah, I know. I’m so excited. 1002 01:01:50,644 --> 01:01:51,942 [Ethan] Wait, so how was Richmond? 1003 01:01:51,942 --> 01:01:53,911 [Derek] It was a lot of fun. Mike has an apartment there 1004 01:01:53,911 --> 01:01:55,451 with a bunch his other actor friends. 1005 01:01:55,451 --> 01:01:58,256 We stayed up till, like, 3:00 a.m. last night and then, uh, 1006 01:01:58,256 --> 01:02:00,984 went to VCU’s Art Museum the day after. 1007 01:02:00,984 --> 01:02:04,427 It was much better than Langford’s. 1008 01:02:04,427 --> 01:02:06,858 [Ethan] Langford doesn’t have a museum. 1009 01:02:06,858 --> 01:02:09,025 [Derek] I know. It was a joke. 1010 01:02:09,025 --> 01:02:10,400 [Ethan] Oh. 1011 01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:14,866 [Michelle] I wanna see my boys become adults. You know? 1012 01:02:14,866 --> 01:02:15,867 At dinner, we’ll... 1013 01:02:15,867 --> 01:02:19,937 discuss the great American novel that Ethan is writing. 1014 01:02:19,937 --> 01:02:20,707 And... 1015 01:02:20,707 --> 01:02:22,841 how Derek has passed on another action movie 1016 01:02:22,841 --> 01:02:25,679 because he wants to do one of those BBC period things 1017 01:02:25,679 --> 01:02:27,516 because he knows that I love them. 1018 01:02:27,516 --> 01:02:31,289 And, uh, when they need breaks, of course... 1019 01:02:31,289 --> 01:02:33,720 I’ll get to baby-sit my grand-babies, 1020 01:02:33,720 --> 01:02:35,821 and then I’ll spoil them rotten. 1021 01:02:35,821 --> 01:02:41,398 And they’ll call me really fun grandma names, you know, like... 1022 01:02:41,398 --> 01:02:44,027 Mimi or Mee-maw or... 1023 01:02:44,027 --> 01:02:45,831 I don’t know. Something like that. 1024 01:02:45,831 --> 01:02:47,569 [Dennis] And sounds like a good plan. 1025 01:02:47,569 --> 01:02:52,871 But managing the disease is a 24/7 job. 1026 01:02:54,675 --> 01:02:55,841 You can do this. 1027 01:02:55,841 --> 01:02:59,317 Just remember, one day at a time. 1028 01:03:03,387 --> 01:03:04,388 We will call you a cab. 1029 01:03:04,388 --> 01:03:06,720 Go grab your things and head out front. 1030 01:03:06,720 --> 01:03:09,822 Okay. Thank you. - All right. 1031 01:03:10,086 --> 01:03:11,461 [Dennis] Hey. 1032 01:03:11,461 --> 01:03:13,793 Ready to get started? 1033 01:03:14,024 --> 01:03:15,091 [door closes] 1034 01:03:15,091 --> 01:03:18,930 [instrumental music] 1035 01:03:23,935 --> 01:03:25,970 [woman 5] See you later. 1036 01:03:55,868 --> 01:03:57,639 Do you have any balloons that just say, 1037 01:03:57,639 --> 01:03:58,739 like, "Welcome home, mom." 1038 01:03:58,739 --> 01:04:00,873 No, actually, we’re all sold out. 1039 01:04:00,873 --> 01:04:03,040 Ned Marshall’s uncle just got outta Wallen’s. 1040 01:04:03,040 --> 01:04:05,108 Did ten for manslaughter. - Cool. 1041 01:04:05,108 --> 01:04:07,550 How about, like, unmarked balloons? 1042 01:04:07,550 --> 01:04:11,785 Nope. Got a bunch of "Happy Birthdays." 1043 01:04:11,785 --> 01:04:16,394 We could cross out the "Birthday" with a sharpie. 1044 01:04:16,394 --> 01:04:18,858 And just have "Happy" balloons? 1045 01:04:20,398 --> 01:04:21,993 ♪ It’s not just sweet ♪ 1046 01:04:21,993 --> 01:04:23,698 ♪ Way you talk ♪ ♪ Oh no ♪ 1047 01:04:23,698 --> 01:04:26,833 ♪ It’s not the cute cute way you walk ♪ 1048 01:04:26,833 --> 01:04:30,573 ♪ Oh no ♪ ♪ It’s not the way ♪ 1049 01:04:30,573 --> 01:04:31,871 [Derek giggling] 1050 01:04:31,871 --> 01:04:35,039 ♪ They can say... ♪ 1051 01:04:37,041 --> 01:04:40,880 Looking good in here. - Thank you. 1052 01:04:42,420 --> 01:04:43,718 She is... 1053 01:04:43,718 --> 01:04:45,918 an hour out. 1054 01:04:46,754 --> 01:04:47,821 [imitates popping] 1055 01:04:47,821 --> 01:04:50,087 ♪ Everything ♪ 1056 01:04:50,087 --> 01:04:50,989 [both chuckle] 1057 01:04:50,989 --> 01:04:54,828 ♪ Girl I’m in love ♪ 1058 01:04:54,828 --> 01:04:57,765 ♪ Girl I’m in love... ♪ 1059 01:05:15,948 --> 01:05:17,950 [balloon pops] 1060 01:05:18,049 --> 01:05:19,985 [balloon pops] 1061 01:05:22,955 --> 01:05:24,957 [balloon pops] 1062 01:05:26,156 --> 01:05:28,125 [balloon pops] 1063 01:05:33,735 --> 01:05:35,000 [balloon pops] 1064 01:05:35,000 --> 01:05:38,740 [breathing heavily] 1065 01:05:52,149 --> 01:05:54,217 [knocking on door] 1066 01:05:55,592 --> 01:05:57,957 [Derek] Are you okay? 1067 01:06:00,091 --> 01:06:04,227 Yeah. I’m just doing some homework. 1068 01:06:19,781 --> 01:06:21,651 [sighs] 1069 01:06:22,047 --> 01:06:23,851 Hey. 1070 01:06:30,759 --> 01:06:32,629 I’m... 1071 01:06:32,629 --> 01:06:35,027 I’m sorry if... 1072 01:06:35,027 --> 01:06:37,898 if you got your hopes up. 1073 01:06:47,875 --> 01:06:49,305 [chuckles] 1074 01:06:49,305 --> 01:06:53,683 Someone’s gotta keep rooting for her, right? 1075 01:07:04,056 --> 01:07:07,829 I don’t... I don’t feel good about this. 1076 01:07:08,896 --> 01:07:11,833 You’re going to this audition. 1077 01:07:12,163 --> 01:07:13,703 You’re going to Richmond. 1078 01:07:13,703 --> 01:07:17,003 Come on, let’s just run it from the top. 1079 01:07:20,303 --> 01:07:24,142 "Wow, Pete, these caverns are amazing." 1080 01:07:24,714 --> 01:07:27,112 Pete, that’s your line. 1081 01:07:27,277 --> 01:07:30,720 Yeah, no. I don’t know, I-I.., 1082 01:07:31,347 --> 01:07:33,019 It doesn’t feel right. 1083 01:07:33,019 --> 01:07:34,757 With her roaming around, I-I don’t... 1084 01:07:34,757 --> 01:07:37,287 I don’t think I should go. 1085 01:07:38,926 --> 01:07:40,158 Hey. 1086 01:07:40,158 --> 01:07:42,633 Look, if you go... 1087 01:07:42,633 --> 01:07:45,031 I’ll search until I find her. 1088 01:07:45,966 --> 01:07:47,836 Deal? 1089 01:07:51,235 --> 01:07:52,874 Come on. 1090 01:07:52,874 --> 01:07:55,811 You can’t miss this audition. 1091 01:07:56,075 --> 01:07:58,913 Let’s go. Bus leaves in 20. 1092 01:08:09,154 --> 01:08:12,058 All right, let’s run it from the top. 1093 01:08:12,058 --> 01:08:13,389 Yeah, okay. 1094 01:08:13,389 --> 01:08:16,799 [mellow music] 1095 01:08:25,038 --> 01:08:28,206 [engine whirring] 1096 01:08:43,419 --> 01:08:46,829 [music continues] 1097 01:08:48,028 --> 01:08:51,196 [engine revving] 1098 01:09:24,196 --> 01:09:25,802 Sorry. 1099 01:09:25,802 --> 01:09:28,431 You don’t have to apologize to me. 1100 01:09:29,201 --> 01:09:31,775 It’s your future. 1101 01:09:32,875 --> 01:09:36,142 [instrumental music] 1102 01:09:36,142 --> 01:09:37,880 Could you head towards the luncheonette 1103 01:09:37,880 --> 01:09:39,376 out on Water Street, please? 1104 01:09:39,376 --> 01:09:41,983 [Ethan] We already looked there. 1105 01:09:42,753 --> 01:09:46,922 It’s always the last damn ride of the night. 1106 01:10:05,743 --> 01:10:09,406 Look, I can’t keep driving around like this. 1107 01:10:09,406 --> 01:10:10,781 I like you guys, but... - Yeah. 1108 01:10:10,781 --> 01:10:12,145 I gotta pick up my kids, and my ex 1109 01:10:12,145 --> 01:10:13,476 always gives me shit when I’m late. 1110 01:10:13,476 --> 01:10:16,787 You can just take us home. - Yeah, no, wait. 1111 01:10:16,787 --> 01:10:18,514 Do you even know where the hell we’re goin’? 1112 01:10:18,514 --> 01:10:21,022 Thank you, yeah. - [Lambert] Bye. 1113 01:10:21,022 --> 01:10:21,858 [phone beeps] 1114 01:10:21,858 --> 01:10:25,422 Can you drop us off at Fair Oaks, please? 1115 01:10:26,423 --> 01:10:28,458 That was Sheriff Lambert. 1116 01:10:28,458 --> 01:10:31,296 She wants us to head to the hospital. 1117 01:10:31,296 --> 01:10:33,001 They found an unresponsive woman 1118 01:10:33,001 --> 01:10:36,301 and she matches ma’s description. 1119 01:10:49,017 --> 01:10:52,251 [door closes] 1120 01:11:24,921 --> 01:11:28,826 [indistinct chatter] 1121 01:11:31,158 --> 01:11:35,030 [machine whirring] 1122 01:11:39,903 --> 01:11:42,906 Okay, so the unresponsive woman died, 1123 01:11:42,906 --> 01:11:48,571 and they just, um, they want us to see if it’s... 1124 01:11:52,916 --> 01:11:57,349 Just go upstairs, you look like you’re about to faint. 1125 01:11:59,186 --> 01:12:01,122 I’m fine. 1126 01:12:03,058 --> 01:12:05,159 I got this. 1127 01:12:15,532 --> 01:12:18,975 [somber music] 1128 01:12:44,231 --> 01:12:46,299 [door thuds] 1129 01:12:48,565 --> 01:12:51,205 [rattling] 1130 01:12:59,378 --> 01:13:02,051 [zipper whirrs] 1131 01:13:13,326 --> 01:13:15,130 No. 1132 01:13:16,593 --> 01:13:19,134 It’s not her. 1133 01:13:24,942 --> 01:13:27,241 [mechanical whirring] 1134 01:13:27,241 --> 01:13:28,539 [door clanking] 1135 01:13:28,539 --> 01:13:31,608 [whimpering] 1136 01:13:31,982 --> 01:13:33,379 [bell rings] 1137 01:13:33,379 --> 01:13:36,547 [whimpering] 1138 01:13:52,134 --> 01:13:54,433 [sobbing] 1139 01:13:56,270 --> 01:13:57,502 [sniffles] 1140 01:13:57,502 --> 01:14:00,571 [sobbing] 1141 01:14:06,247 --> 01:14:07,347 [sniffles] 1142 01:14:07,347 --> 01:14:10,548 [somber music] 1143 01:14:15,256 --> 01:14:17,654 We need to find a car. 1144 01:14:25,101 --> 01:14:25,761 Come on. 1145 01:14:25,761 --> 01:14:27,631 We need to find a car. 1146 01:14:27,631 --> 01:14:31,107 [crickets chirping] 1147 01:14:33,142 --> 01:14:34,407 Where are you going? 1148 01:14:34,407 --> 01:14:37,641 To sleep... at home. 1149 01:14:37,740 --> 01:14:41,183 Can you please stop being dramatic? 1150 01:14:41,612 --> 01:14:44,318 I’m being dramatic? - [Derek] Yeah. 1151 01:14:44,318 --> 01:14:46,089 Let’s keep going. Come on. - [Ethan] Wait. 1152 01:14:46,089 --> 01:14:47,519 Why do you wanna keep running around town? 1153 01:14:47,519 --> 01:14:50,390 I don’t want to do any of this. 1154 01:14:50,390 --> 01:14:52,260 [scoffs] You’re fucking insane. 1155 01:14:52,260 --> 01:14:56,660 Right. Oh, I’m insane for trying to keep ma alive? 1156 01:14:57,727 --> 01:14:59,762 The second I graduate, I’m getting out of here. 1157 01:14:59,762 --> 01:15:03,106 - You should, too. - [chuckles] Okay, cool. 1158 01:15:03,106 --> 01:15:05,174 I’ll consider the suggestion, but, can we 1159 01:15:05,174 --> 01:15:06,274 please keep on going looking-- 1160 01:15:06,274 --> 01:15:09,079 No! I hate her, and you should too. 1161 01:15:09,079 --> 01:15:11,246 Look, I know you think I’m pathetic for staying-- 1162 01:15:11,246 --> 01:15:12,610 [Ethan] You’re right. It is pathetic. 1163 01:15:12,610 --> 01:15:14,414 She throws all of the help that we give her 1164 01:15:14,414 --> 01:15:16,416 right back at our faces, and you want us to 1165 01:15:16,416 --> 01:15:18,187 keep standing there and taking it. 1166 01:15:18,187 --> 01:15:20,486 I mean, come on. Wake the fuck up. 1167 01:15:20,486 --> 01:15:23,324 She’s not getting any better. 1168 01:15:26,426 --> 01:15:27,361 You’re not a loser. 1169 01:15:27,361 --> 01:15:30,529 But if you stay here and you keep dating high schoolers, 1170 01:15:30,529 --> 01:15:34,632 and using mom as an excuse to not have any money... 1171 01:15:34,632 --> 01:15:36,172 you’re gonna become one. 1172 01:15:36,172 --> 01:15:39,736 It’s gonna happen way sooner than you think. 1173 01:15:40,770 --> 01:15:43,212 And I’d hate that. 1174 01:15:59,261 --> 01:16:01,461 [knocking on door] 1175 01:16:02,363 --> 01:16:04,497 [knocking on door] 1176 01:16:07,467 --> 01:16:08,831 I-I can’t leave. Are you nuts? 1177 01:16:08,831 --> 01:16:11,108 It’s like 3 o’clock in the fucking morning. 1178 01:16:11,108 --> 01:16:13,539 Can I just talk to your mom? Like... 1179 01:16:13,539 --> 01:16:15,475 - She likes me-- - Are you serious? 1180 01:16:15,475 --> 01:16:18,709 She does not like you. I’d have to wake her up. 1181 01:16:22,350 --> 01:16:26,585 Oh, my God, fine, but I know what she’s gonna say. 1182 01:16:38,597 --> 01:16:41,204 [key jingling] 1183 01:16:41,765 --> 01:16:44,405 She said no, and that she hates that I’m dating 1184 01:16:44,405 --> 01:16:46,605 someone without a curfew. 1185 01:16:46,605 --> 01:16:47,837 Okay. 1186 01:16:47,837 --> 01:16:49,608 Thanks for asking. 1187 01:16:49,608 --> 01:16:51,445 She also said that you shouldn’t be out here 1188 01:16:51,445 --> 01:16:53,315 looking for her in the middle-- 1189 01:16:53,315 --> 01:16:55,218 Yeah, I know. 1190 01:16:56,219 --> 01:16:58,485 Seriously, thank you. 1191 01:17:02,654 --> 01:17:05,591 Just... go home. 1192 01:17:05,822 --> 01:17:07,395 Get some rest. 1193 01:17:07,395 --> 01:17:10,497 I’ll look with you in the morning. 1194 01:17:11,531 --> 01:17:13,500 - Okay. - Okay? 1195 01:17:13,500 --> 01:17:16,536 Yeah. I’ll see you. - All right? 1196 01:17:16,899 --> 01:17:19,440 [rattling] 1197 01:17:22,839 --> 01:17:25,182 [car door opens] 1198 01:17:33,322 --> 01:17:35,621 [engine starts] 1199 01:17:45,763 --> 01:17:49,536 [water lapping] 1200 01:18:04,386 --> 01:18:05,915 [Derek] I thought you were going home. 1201 01:18:05,915 --> 01:18:08,225 [Ethan] You know the story that ma always tells 1202 01:18:08,225 --> 01:18:09,292 about taking us fishing? 1203 01:18:09,292 --> 01:18:11,360 You mean, the one where you cried like a baby 1204 01:18:11,360 --> 01:18:12,724 every time you caught a fish? 1205 01:18:12,724 --> 01:18:15,958 That was at Greenbriar Park, right? 1206 01:18:15,958 --> 01:18:17,762 [Derek] Greenbriar? 1207 01:18:17,762 --> 01:18:18,664 No, why? 1208 01:18:18,664 --> 01:18:22,404 Well, was, was there another dock, or... 1209 01:18:22,404 --> 01:18:24,439 [Derek] Uh, yeah. 1210 01:18:25,539 --> 01:18:27,277 The one by the lighthouse. 1211 01:18:27,277 --> 01:18:30,874 But the town closed it down like a decade ago. 1212 01:18:30,874 --> 01:18:34,713 [pensive music] 1213 01:18:37,848 --> 01:18:41,324 [thunder rumbling] 1214 01:18:43,788 --> 01:18:47,693 [crickets chirping] 1215 01:19:00,376 --> 01:19:02,477 [tires screeching] 1216 01:19:04,908 --> 01:19:08,318 [leaves rustling] 1217 01:19:10,551 --> 01:19:14,016 [heavy breathing] 1218 01:19:17,591 --> 01:19:20,858 [suspenseful music] 1219 01:19:36,709 --> 01:19:39,910 [heavy breathing] 1220 01:19:47,720 --> 01:19:50,921 [music continues] 1221 01:19:59,094 --> 01:20:01,503 Is she okay? 1222 01:20:09,544 --> 01:20:11,348 Hey. 1223 01:20:16,045 --> 01:20:19,422 We need to get her to a hospital. 1224 01:20:25,593 --> 01:20:29,465 I just don’t know what the point is anymore. 1225 01:20:45,008 --> 01:20:47,516 [machine beeping] 1226 01:20:59,429 --> 01:21:01,596 [Derek] We can’t put her back in rehab. 1227 01:21:01,596 --> 01:21:03,862 [machine beeps] 1228 01:21:04,566 --> 01:21:06,062 Not with the results we’re getting. 1229 01:21:06,062 --> 01:21:08,999 It’s just throwing money away. 1230 01:21:10,770 --> 01:21:12,937 What about Winding Brook? 1231 01:21:12,937 --> 01:21:15,874 We can’t force her into a psych ward unless she hurt 1232 01:21:15,874 --> 01:21:17,909 herself on purpose. 1233 01:21:21,484 --> 01:21:23,849 This doesn’t count? 1234 01:21:30,790 --> 01:21:32,121 Don’t worry. 1235 01:21:32,121 --> 01:21:35,025 I’ll figure something out. 1236 01:21:39,095 --> 01:21:42,868 I just had a moment back there. Sorry. 1237 01:21:43,671 --> 01:21:46,641 Everything’s gonna be okay. 1238 01:21:55,848 --> 01:21:57,916 [knocking on door] 1239 01:21:58,587 --> 01:22:00,116 Yeah. 1240 01:22:20,477 --> 01:22:22,908 [indistinct chatter] 1241 01:22:23,106 --> 01:22:26,142 [woman 6] I really think that she can be better. 1242 01:22:26,142 --> 01:22:28,111 [indistinct chatter] 1243 01:22:28,111 --> 01:22:29,849 [Derek] Do you have any groups here? 1244 01:22:29,849 --> 01:22:34,051 [woman 6] Well, there are some group options. 1245 01:22:39,056 --> 01:22:41,091 [machine beeping] 1246 01:23:25,267 --> 01:23:28,578 [distant rattling] 1247 01:23:34,683 --> 01:23:37,884 [machine beeping] 1248 01:24:07,848 --> 01:24:10,752 [indistinct chatter] 1249 01:24:17,759 --> 01:24:19,761 [machine beeps] 1250 01:24:37,812 --> 01:24:39,748 [paper rustling] 1251 01:24:39,946 --> 01:24:42,311 [keys clacking] 1252 01:24:42,619 --> 01:24:46,282 [machine beeping rapidly] 1253 01:24:48,317 --> 01:24:49,758 [door opens] 1254 01:24:49,758 --> 01:24:51,320 [Ethan] She cut herself! 1255 01:24:51,320 --> 01:24:52,860 Please, please... 1256 01:24:52,860 --> 01:24:53,663 She cut herself. 1257 01:24:53,663 --> 01:24:55,060 She’s just... She is hurting herself. 1258 01:24:55,060 --> 01:24:57,799 - I-I don’t know... - Ethan! Ethan, baby! 1259 01:24:57,799 --> 01:24:58,866 Look at me. Calm down. 1260 01:24:58,866 --> 01:25:00,329 [Ethan] I don’t-I don’t know what to do. I... 1261 01:25:00,329 --> 01:25:02,705 [Vicki] Just... All right, just calm down. Just calm down. 1262 01:25:02,705 --> 01:25:04,707 I’m gonna check out what’s going on. 1263 01:25:04,707 --> 01:25:06,104 [machine beeping rapidly] 1264 01:25:06,104 --> 01:25:09,404 [indistinct chatter] 1265 01:25:21,053 --> 01:25:24,254 [somber music] 1266 01:25:34,770 --> 01:25:37,806 [crying] 1267 01:25:41,040 --> 01:25:42,943 [sniffles] 1268 01:25:51,083 --> 01:25:54,284 [music continues] 1269 01:26:11,037 --> 01:26:14,876 [clock ticking] 1270 01:26:22,213 --> 01:26:24,182 [horn honking] 1271 01:26:28,725 --> 01:26:30,826 [door closes] 1272 01:26:33,158 --> 01:26:34,093 [Derek sighs] 1273 01:26:34,093 --> 01:26:36,458 So, how’d you get the minivan? 1274 01:26:36,458 --> 01:26:39,296 You don’t like Charlemagne? 1275 01:26:39,461 --> 01:26:42,035 - I nicknamed the car. - Yeah, yeah, I get it. 1276 01:26:42,035 --> 01:26:44,103 [Ethan chuckles] 1277 01:26:50,076 --> 01:26:51,242 [buzzer buzzing] 1278 01:26:51,242 --> 01:26:53,244 [screeching] 1279 01:27:05,960 --> 01:27:08,798 Hi, sweetheart! - Hi! 1280 01:27:08,963 --> 01:27:11,768 [indistinct chatter] 1281 01:27:11,768 --> 01:27:13,902 [woman whistling] 1282 01:27:14,133 --> 01:27:18,500 [Gregory Alan Isakov singing "Amsterdam"] 1283 01:27:20,843 --> 01:27:24,143 [instrumental music] 1284 01:27:37,189 --> 01:27:41,292 ♪ All inside ♪ 1285 01:27:41,292 --> 01:27:46,264 ♪ Our Amsterdam she hides ♪ 1286 01:27:46,902 --> 01:27:50,334 ♪ Watery eyed ♪ 1287 01:27:50,334 --> 01:27:54,943 ♪ That howling wind and she’s waving hi ♪ 1288 01:27:54,943 --> 01:27:57,110 [Derek] Hey, you look terrible. 1289 01:27:57,110 --> 01:27:58,012 [Derek chuckles] 1290 01:27:58,012 --> 01:28:00,410 Did you get any sleep last night? 1291 01:28:00,410 --> 01:28:02,148 I was picking classes. 1292 01:28:02,148 --> 01:28:05,448 Oh, right. What did you decide on? 1293 01:28:05,448 --> 01:28:07,956 [Ethan] Chemistry, Biology. 1294 01:28:07,956 --> 01:28:08,924 ♪ Oh oh... ♪ 1295 01:28:08,924 --> 01:28:12,059 So, sounds like you’re really easing into it, huh? 1296 01:28:12,059 --> 01:28:15,997 ♪ She’s growing tall and fine... ♪ 1297 01:28:15,997 --> 01:28:18,065 It’s gonna be a minute, if you wanted to, 1298 01:28:18,065 --> 01:28:20,364 you know, sit back, take a nap. 1299 01:28:20,364 --> 01:28:24,137 Let, uh... Charlemagne do the work. 1300 01:28:25,072 --> 01:28:26,436 [music continues] 1301 01:28:26,436 --> 01:28:29,472 You gotta cut the Charlemagne shit. 1302 01:28:29,472 --> 01:28:31,980 [chuckles] 1303 01:28:37,920 --> 01:28:42,122 ♪ All inside ♪ 1304 01:28:42,122 --> 01:28:47,226 ♪ Our Amsterdam she flies ♪ 1305 01:28:47,391 --> 01:28:51,593 ♪ Hoarding kites ♪ 1306 01:28:51,593 --> 01:28:53,562 ♪ That howling wind ♪ 1307 01:28:53,562 --> 01:28:56,070 ♪ She’ll take everything ♪ 1308 01:28:56,070 --> 01:29:00,877 ♪ But she’s easy on the eyes ♪ 1309 01:29:00,877 --> 01:29:04,045 [music continues] 1310 01:29:28,003 --> 01:29:32,370 ♪ Oh the churches and trains ♪ 1311 01:29:32,370 --> 01:29:37,914 ♪ They all look the same to me now ♪ 1312 01:29:37,914 --> 01:29:41,544 ♪ They shoot you some place ♪ 1313 01:29:41,544 --> 01:29:47,682 ♪ While we ache to come home somehow ♪ 1314 01:29:47,682 --> 01:29:51,323 [music continues] 1315 01:30:22,123 --> 01:30:26,226 [The Pretenders singing "A broken heart cries"] 1316 01:30:36,104 --> 01:30:37,501 ♪ There were songs about ♪ 1317 01:30:37,501 --> 01:30:41,010 ♪ How a boy loved a girl ♪ ♪ Loves a girl ♪ 1318 01:30:41,010 --> 01:30:42,044 ♪ Songs about ♪ 1319 01:30:42,044 --> 01:30:44,607 ♪ The changing of the world ♪ ♪ Rebel sister ♪ 1320 01:30:44,607 --> 01:30:47,544 ♪ Songs about a feeling that grows and grows ♪ 1321 01:30:47,544 --> 01:30:50,745 ♪ Baby just growing ♪ ♪ Just where it starts ♪ 1322 01:30:50,745 --> 01:30:53,121 ♪ Nobody knows ♪ ♪ Nobody knows ♪ 1323 01:30:53,121 --> 01:30:54,991 ♪ ’Cause there’s just no song ♪ 1324 01:30:54,991 --> 01:30:57,554 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No no no song ♪ 1325 01:30:57,554 --> 01:31:01,624 ♪ No just for me my baby ♪ ♪ Tell me how ♪ 1326 01:31:01,624 --> 01:31:05,397 ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1327 01:31:05,397 --> 01:31:08,532 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1328 01:31:08,532 --> 01:31:11,007 ♪ My broken heart just cries ♪ 1329 01:31:11,007 --> 01:31:12,404 ♪ There’s songs I know ♪ 1330 01:31:12,404 --> 01:31:15,242 ♪ You would’ve left it by ♪ ♪ Ah ah ooh ♪ 1331 01:31:15,242 --> 01:31:17,508 ♪ Songs I know would make you wanna ♪ 1332 01:31:17,508 --> 01:31:19,312 ♪ Jump and shout ♪ ♪ Shout ♪ 1333 01:31:19,312 --> 01:31:24,251 ♪ Songs I know that have a lot of soul ♪ 1334 01:31:24,251 --> 01:31:25,384 ♪ Songs I know that ♪ 1335 01:31:25,384 --> 01:31:27,353 ♪ Never goes ♪ ♪ Never goes ♪ 1336 01:31:27,353 --> 01:31:29,355 ♪ No song ♪ ♪ There’s just no song ♪ 1337 01:31:29,355 --> 01:31:33,194 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No not one song ♪ 1338 01:31:33,194 --> 01:31:35,163 ♪ No not for me baby ♪ 1339 01:31:35,163 --> 01:31:40,135 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1340 01:31:40,135 --> 01:31:42,302 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart ♪ 1341 01:31:42,302 --> 01:31:45,371 ♪ My broken heart just cries ♪ 1342 01:31:45,371 --> 01:31:48,704 ♪ I cried a river whoo hoo hoo ♪ 1343 01:31:48,704 --> 01:31:52,279 ♪ Deep down in my soul yes I did ♪ 1344 01:31:52,279 --> 01:31:57,218 ♪ It keeps growin’ and growin’ and growin’ ♪ 1345 01:31:57,218 --> 01:32:00,518 ♪ Out of control ♪ 1346 01:32:00,518 --> 01:32:02,124 ♪ Hey baby ♪ ♪ Hey baby ♪ 1347 01:32:02,124 --> 01:32:04,390 ♪ There are songs about the stars ♪ 1348 01:32:04,390 --> 01:32:07,789 ♪ That twinkle in the sky songs about the green ♪ 1349 01:32:07,789 --> 01:32:10,693 ♪ In a pretty girl’s eyes ♪ ♪ Oh that’s right ♪ 1350 01:32:10,693 --> 01:32:13,762 ♪ There’s songs about the plain old ♪ 1351 01:32:13,762 --> 01:32:15,170 ♪ Make it leave ♪ 1352 01:32:15,170 --> 01:32:18,569 ♪ Even songs about the birds and the bees ♪ 1353 01:32:18,569 --> 01:32:20,802 ♪ No song ♪ ♪ But there’s just no song ♪ 1354 01:32:20,802 --> 01:32:24,575 ♪ No song for me ♪ ♪ No not one song ♪ 1355 01:32:24,575 --> 01:32:26,610 ♪ No just for me baby ♪ 1356 01:32:26,610 --> 01:32:31,186 ♪ Tell me how ♪ ♪ A broken heart just cries ♪ 1357 01:32:31,186 --> 01:32:35,652 ♪ Tell me how my broken heart just cries ♪ 1358 01:32:35,652 --> 01:32:37,687 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Ah you know I won’t ♪ 1359 01:32:37,687 --> 01:32:39,854 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Hey you know I need you to ♪ 1360 01:32:39,854 --> 01:32:42,230 ♪ Talk to me baby ♪ ♪ Come on sweet baby ♪ 1361 01:32:42,230 --> 01:32:45,662 ♪ Tell me baby ♪ ♪ Ain’t no more to do ♪ 1362 01:32:45,662 --> 01:32:49,699 ♪ The pain is so much stronger ♪ 1363 01:32:49,699 --> 01:32:52,174 ♪ And I don’t think whoo hoo ♪ 1364 01:32:52,174 --> 01:32:53,769 ♪ I can hold out any longer ♪ 1365 01:32:53,769 --> 01:32:56,211 ♪ And you know I won’t ♪ ♪ Tell me baby ♪ 1366 01:32:56,211 --> 01:32:57,509 ♪ Man I need you to ♪ 1367 01:32:57,509 --> 01:33:00,512 ♪ Won’t you come on baby ♪ ♪ Tell me baby ♪ 1368 01:33:00,512 --> 01:33:02,679 ♪ I ain’t no want to ♪ 1369 01:33:02,679 --> 01:33:06,617 ♪ Hey stop spinnin’ in circles ♪ 1370 01:33:06,617 --> 01:33:09,224 ♪ I need somebody soon ♪ 1371 01:33:09,224 --> 01:33:11,424 ♪ Check it out come on baby ♪ 1372 01:33:11,424 --> 01:33:14,163 ♪ There’s no to how I need you ♪ 1373 01:33:14,163 --> 01:33:15,131 ♪ Come on baby ♪ 1374 01:33:15,131 --> 01:33:18,464 ♪ I saw a broken heart that needs you... ♪