1 00:00:03,620 --> 00:00:04,620 {\an8}BERNIE SIGHS 2 00:00:11,340 --> 00:00:12,340 SOMEONE SNIFFS 3 00:00:16,940 --> 00:00:19,300 Who the hell ordered the wicker fucking coffin? 4 00:00:20,260 --> 00:00:21,501 UP TEMPO MUSIC 5 00:00:26,061 --> 00:00:29,340 Obviously, this is a very sad day for you all. 6 00:00:30,540 --> 00:00:33,501 But it is also an opportunity... 7 00:00:34,660 --> 00:00:37,181 {\an8}to celebrate Tom's... KNOCK ON DOOR 8 00:00:37,821 --> 00:00:39,820 {\an8}Oh, Jesus! 9 00:00:39,821 --> 00:00:41,181 {\an8}Excuse me, Father. 10 00:00:42,461 --> 00:00:43,701 They own the house. 11 00:00:46,461 --> 00:00:48,180 DOOR OPENS Yes? 12 00:00:48,181 --> 00:00:50,180 We thought you might need some supplies. 13 00:00:50,181 --> 00:00:53,700 There's biscuits, tea, tissues... 14 00:00:53,701 --> 00:00:55,820 Thanks, we're already doing a shop. 15 00:00:55,821 --> 00:00:58,859 We are so sorry for your loss. 16 00:00:58,860 --> 00:01:01,219 And we're sorry that we can't give you the house 17 00:01:01,220 --> 00:01:03,180 for the night. The builders are coming tomorrow 18 00:01:03,181 --> 00:01:04,899 for the renovation. They're removing him at five, 19 00:01:04,900 --> 00:01:06,259 so we've plenty of time. 20 00:01:06,260 --> 00:01:07,939 Do you mind if I just pop in... Bye. 21 00:01:07,940 --> 00:01:08,940 DOOR SLAMS 22 00:01:12,741 --> 00:01:14,219 Sorry Father, would you like anything? 23 00:01:14,220 --> 00:01:16,339 Tea, coffee, something stronger? 24 00:01:16,340 --> 00:01:18,020 I'm fine. 25 00:01:18,021 --> 00:01:20,421 I would just like to get to know Tom... 26 00:01:24,021 --> 00:01:25,021 BIRDS TWITTERING 27 00:01:27,381 --> 00:01:29,899 ...for the sermon. Yes. 28 00:01:29,900 --> 00:01:31,659 He was a family man, clearly. 29 00:01:31,660 --> 00:01:32,900 Absolutely. 30 00:01:33,781 --> 00:01:35,420 Though we got divorced last year. 31 00:01:35,421 --> 00:01:36,780 Oh, I hadn't realised. 32 00:01:36,781 --> 00:01:39,021 But is anyone ever really divorced? 33 00:01:40,461 --> 00:01:41,700 Well... We had a long 34 00:01:41,701 --> 00:01:43,659 and happy marriage. 35 00:01:43,660 --> 00:01:45,180 And an open one. 36 00:01:45,181 --> 00:01:46,899 'Cause obviously there was Mina. 37 00:01:46,900 --> 00:01:48,820 Who's Mina? No one. 38 00:01:48,821 --> 00:01:50,579 She's not important. 39 00:01:50,580 --> 00:01:52,299 Ah. 40 00:01:52,300 --> 00:01:54,460 Siobhán, you're the eldest, yes? 41 00:01:54,461 --> 00:01:55,899 Yes. 42 00:01:55,900 --> 00:01:58,381 Well, no, there was Carl before me, but he... 43 00:01:59,701 --> 00:02:01,939 died. Oh, God, I am so sorry. 44 00:02:01,940 --> 00:02:03,700 And actually, there was Daryl before Carl. 45 00:02:03,701 --> 00:02:05,539 Mum's firstborn, but not with Dad. 46 00:02:05,540 --> 00:02:07,259 Oh. We had a situation 47 00:02:07,260 --> 00:02:09,259 with an impostor. Let's not get into that now. 48 00:02:09,260 --> 00:02:12,420 If I hadn't been such a gullible fool, 49 00:02:12,421 --> 00:02:14,580 Tom might still be alive now. 50 00:02:17,501 --> 00:02:18,501 Right. 51 00:02:20,340 --> 00:02:23,579 Well, we might just say you are the eldest, just for now. 52 00:02:23,580 --> 00:02:25,420 And the eldest children, 53 00:02:25,421 --> 00:02:27,619 they're often the more responsible ones. 54 00:02:27,620 --> 00:02:29,460 God, no. I'm a total fuck up. 55 00:02:29,461 --> 00:02:32,060 Oh. This is all my fault. 56 00:02:32,061 --> 00:02:33,061 Ask anyone. 57 00:02:34,101 --> 00:02:35,859 She's the responsible one. 58 00:02:35,860 --> 00:02:38,060 Uh, Caroline. Yes, of course. 59 00:02:38,061 --> 00:02:39,339 You made Tom a grandfather, 60 00:02:39,340 --> 00:02:42,259 that must have brought him... great happiness. 61 00:02:42,260 --> 00:02:44,821 Maybe, uh, I.. .I don't know. 62 00:02:46,980 --> 00:02:49,740 Uh, your... your fiancé is Rory? Yes. 63 00:02:49,741 --> 00:02:52,299 The baby's father. No, the baby's father's Shane. 64 00:02:52,300 --> 00:02:53,939 But the baby's name is Peter? 65 00:02:53,940 --> 00:02:56,979 Eh, not any more. What is it now? 66 00:02:56,980 --> 00:02:58,659 Pass. 67 00:02:58,660 --> 00:03:01,339 Uh, you young man, you must be Anthony. 68 00:03:01,340 --> 00:03:03,100 What do you do with yourself? 69 00:03:03,101 --> 00:03:04,780 I got fired three days ago, and put dog shit 70 00:03:04,781 --> 00:03:05,939 in my boss's handbag. 71 00:03:05,940 --> 00:03:06,940 Oh. 72 00:03:08,701 --> 00:03:11,060 You know, I... I think I will take something stronger. 73 00:03:11,061 --> 00:03:12,500 Just for the day that's in it. 74 00:03:12,501 --> 00:03:13,781 DOOR BELL RINGS 75 00:03:14,781 --> 00:03:16,780 Okay. It's starting. 76 00:03:16,781 --> 00:03:18,180 DRAMATIC MUSIC 77 00:03:18,181 --> 00:03:19,339 Now? But we haven't... 78 00:03:19,340 --> 00:03:20,700 Come on, come on, up, up, up. 79 00:03:20,701 --> 00:03:22,141 People will be coming. 80 00:03:23,781 --> 00:03:26,140 Did you get the crisps? Uh, I got everything. 81 00:03:26,141 --> 00:03:29,100 Uh, bread, booze, water biscuits. 82 00:03:29,101 --> 00:03:30,339 Great. DOOR SLAMS 83 00:03:30,340 --> 00:03:31,979 Where's the baby? Napping in my room. 84 00:03:31,980 --> 00:03:33,339 Uh, old room. 85 00:03:33,340 --> 00:03:35,021 Monitor's there. Right. 86 00:03:37,021 --> 00:03:39,579 Hey. Hey! Hey. 87 00:03:39,580 --> 00:03:40,980 Do you want to see him, love? 88 00:03:44,021 --> 00:03:45,021 Oh... 89 00:03:46,220 --> 00:03:47,500 Uh... uh, well... 90 00:03:47,501 --> 00:03:49,619 There's no rush. He's gonna be dead all day. 91 00:03:49,620 --> 00:03:51,979 Let's just get these to the kitchen. Yeah? 92 00:03:51,980 --> 00:03:54,460 Okay, I've done a roster. A roster? 93 00:03:54,461 --> 00:03:56,500 I'm on drinks, Shiv's on sandwiches, 94 00:03:56,501 --> 00:03:57,979 Ant's gonna do greetings. 95 00:03:57,980 --> 00:03:59,060 I can't do this. 96 00:03:59,061 --> 00:04:00,659 But just open the door and smile. 97 00:04:00,660 --> 00:04:02,619 DOOR OPENS I don't want to do this. 98 00:04:02,620 --> 00:04:04,659 Ant. DOOR SLAMS 99 00:04:04,660 --> 00:04:06,899 Ah, fuck's sake. Maybe we sh... 100 00:04:06,900 --> 00:04:09,380 Oh, don't you dare flake out on me today, Shiv. Okay? 101 00:04:09,381 --> 00:04:12,259 I need the manpower. Right, I'm reassigning roles. 102 00:04:12,260 --> 00:04:13,579 I'll do sandwiches. 103 00:04:13,580 --> 00:04:14,899 Shiv do drinks. 104 00:04:14,900 --> 00:04:16,380 Mum can do greetings. 105 00:04:16,381 --> 00:04:18,820 Greetings? Drinks? I really... 106 00:04:18,821 --> 00:04:20,180 Stop arguing and just get it done. 107 00:04:20,181 --> 00:04:21,939 We only have a few hours. 108 00:04:21,940 --> 00:04:23,619 I'll be in the kitchen making sandwiches. 109 00:04:23,620 --> 00:04:24,660 FOOTSTEPS RECEDING 110 00:04:29,540 --> 00:04:31,259 Mum... I'm, I'm so... 111 00:04:31,260 --> 00:04:32,381 DOOR BELL RINGS That's me. 112 00:04:34,620 --> 00:04:36,299 SIGHS Here we go. 113 00:04:36,300 --> 00:04:38,460 DOOR OPENS Oh! 114 00:04:38,461 --> 00:04:39,980 I'm so, so sorry. 115 00:04:41,021 --> 00:04:42,060 SOMBRE MUSIC BERNIE: Thank you. 116 00:04:42,061 --> 00:04:43,100 GUEST: How are you doing? 117 00:04:43,101 --> 00:04:44,421 QUIET BACKGROUND CHATTER 118 00:04:55,781 --> 00:04:56,781 BOTTLES CLINKING 119 00:05:15,501 --> 00:05:16,501 GASPS 120 00:05:21,781 --> 00:05:24,501 BOTTLES CLINKING, CLANKING 121 00:05:30,821 --> 00:05:32,061 BACKGROUND CHATTER 122 00:05:35,701 --> 00:05:36,701 CORK POPS 123 00:05:37,181 --> 00:05:38,300 GLUGGING 124 00:05:43,021 --> 00:05:44,820 Your sister sent me up with more drink. 125 00:05:44,821 --> 00:05:45,860 Great. 126 00:05:47,021 --> 00:05:48,021 Drink? 127 00:05:49,021 --> 00:05:50,781 You knew I was a whiskey man. 128 00:05:51,980 --> 00:05:53,021 DOOR BELL RINGS 129 00:05:59,340 --> 00:06:00,820 Are they gonna be out there all day? 130 00:06:00,821 --> 00:06:02,140 It's up to them. 131 00:06:02,141 --> 00:06:04,421 They could, like, go to the cinema or something. 132 00:06:06,821 --> 00:06:10,260 We're alright, aren't we? Yeah. Of course. 133 00:06:11,741 --> 00:06:15,340 Oh, em... a letter came for you. 134 00:06:17,300 --> 00:06:19,659 I wasn't sure if it was... Oh, thanks. 135 00:06:19,660 --> 00:06:20,660 ...important. 136 00:06:21,540 --> 00:06:22,859 It's just desperate. 137 00:06:22,860 --> 00:06:26,659 To lose your ex-husband and son in the same day. 138 00:06:26,660 --> 00:06:28,259 Beggars belief. 139 00:06:28,260 --> 00:06:31,021 I wouldn't describe Tom as my ex-husband. 140 00:06:32,300 --> 00:06:36,180 Well, I had my doubts about Daryl from the start. 141 00:06:36,181 --> 00:06:39,021 Could smell a bad egg the moment I laid eyes on him. 142 00:06:40,540 --> 00:06:42,900 Shame other people weren't quite so perceptive. 143 00:06:45,101 --> 00:06:47,259 Can I get anyone a drink? 144 00:06:47,260 --> 00:06:50,259 I'm not drinking. Far too upset. 145 00:06:50,260 --> 00:06:51,659 I'll just have a sherry. 146 00:06:51,660 --> 00:06:52,781 PAPER RUSTLING 147 00:06:56,501 --> 00:06:57,781 DOOR OPENS 148 00:07:00,900 --> 00:07:02,220 Hey, listen, 149 00:07:03,381 --> 00:07:05,420 I know there's a lot going on with Tom 150 00:07:05,421 --> 00:07:07,539 being dead and everything, 151 00:07:07,540 --> 00:07:09,141 and this might not be a good... 152 00:07:10,580 --> 00:07:12,820 I just wanted to say it in case I forget, 153 00:07:12,821 --> 00:07:15,899 that I think you're right... 154 00:07:15,900 --> 00:07:17,979 about moving out of Mum's 155 00:07:17,980 --> 00:07:20,219 and renting somewhere of our own. 156 00:07:20,220 --> 00:07:22,579 And I'm open to it now... 157 00:07:22,580 --> 00:07:23,781 DRAMATIC MUSIC 158 00:07:25,220 --> 00:07:26,501 ...if you still are. 159 00:07:28,660 --> 00:07:29,660 Are you? 160 00:07:30,540 --> 00:07:32,101 SHIV: Would you like a top up? 161 00:07:33,021 --> 00:07:34,700 WINE POURING 162 00:07:34,701 --> 00:07:36,940 BERNIE: Jack... you're here. DOOR CLOSES 163 00:07:38,501 --> 00:07:40,141 Well, I wanted to support... 164 00:07:41,540 --> 00:07:43,500 you. You're so good. 165 00:07:43,501 --> 00:07:45,020 When you watch a man die in front of you, 166 00:07:45,021 --> 00:07:46,460 it changes you, Bernie. 167 00:07:46,461 --> 00:07:48,100 I don't think I'll ever be the same again. 168 00:07:48,101 --> 00:07:49,820 I don't think my work will be the same again. 169 00:07:49,821 --> 00:07:51,539 You poor love. 170 00:07:51,540 --> 00:07:53,539 If there's anything I can do. 171 00:07:53,540 --> 00:07:56,460 Actually, you couldn't hand these out, could you? 172 00:07:56,461 --> 00:07:59,021 Yeah, sure. Uh... CLEARS THROAT 173 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:02,101 where should I...? There's people in here. 174 00:08:08,220 --> 00:08:09,620 Sorry for your loss. 175 00:08:11,300 --> 00:08:12,420 Thanks. 176 00:08:12,421 --> 00:08:13,460 SOMBRE MUSIC 177 00:08:13,461 --> 00:08:15,539 JACK: Sandwich? WOMAN: Please. 178 00:08:15,540 --> 00:08:17,260 He's a famous artist. 179 00:08:29,900 --> 00:08:34,860 ♪ In the night we sang to storms ♪ 180 00:08:37,660 --> 00:08:43,021 ♪ Before the peace that breaks at dawn ♪ 181 00:08:45,701 --> 00:08:50,620 ♪ How did we doubt the evening sun? ♪ 182 00:08:53,620 --> 00:08:57,141 ♪ We didn't know we were ready ♪ 183 00:08:59,461 --> 00:09:00,461 SOBS 184 00:09:02,181 --> 00:09:06,300 ♪ With the answers at our feet ♪ 185 00:09:07,461 --> 00:09:09,700 WRENCHING SOBS 186 00:09:09,701 --> 00:09:14,781 ♪ Will we break the grounds beneath? ♪ 187 00:09:17,701 --> 00:09:22,860 ♪ What if the dreams were ours to keep? ♪ 188 00:09:25,660 --> 00:09:29,181 ♪ What if the silence said it? ♪ 189 00:09:40,061 --> 00:09:41,900 EXHALES HEAVILY KNOCKS ON DOOR 190 00:09:45,340 --> 00:09:46,620 CLATTERING 191 00:09:48,660 --> 00:09:52,579 Is Tom here today? No. 192 00:09:52,580 --> 00:09:54,061 Are you open? 193 00:09:56,141 --> 00:09:58,380 Sorry. Shite. 194 00:09:58,381 --> 00:09:59,540 Dying for a coffee. 195 00:10:00,741 --> 00:10:02,060 It's the best in Dublin. 196 00:10:02,061 --> 00:10:03,501 SEAGULLS CRYING 197 00:10:05,580 --> 00:10:06,900 I could make you a coffee. 198 00:10:07,980 --> 00:10:09,460 What'd you fancy? 199 00:10:09,461 --> 00:10:13,820 Latte? Cappuccino? Cortado? Cortado? 200 00:10:13,821 --> 00:10:15,781 Yeah. Cool. 201 00:10:16,940 --> 00:10:18,539 COFFEE GRINDER WHIRRING 202 00:10:18,540 --> 00:10:20,501 It's okay, it's on Tom. 203 00:10:26,101 --> 00:10:27,381 SOMBRE MUSIC CONTINUES 204 00:10:32,300 --> 00:10:34,539 DOOR OPENS Jesus. 205 00:10:34,540 --> 00:10:35,899 Shiv. What? 206 00:10:35,900 --> 00:10:37,021 We need to talk. 207 00:10:38,461 --> 00:10:39,579 Okay, look, Caroline, 208 00:10:39,580 --> 00:10:41,659 I really don't want to be a flake today, 209 00:10:41,660 --> 00:10:45,219 but... I don't know how much longer I can be here. 210 00:10:45,220 --> 00:10:47,021 The DNA test results came back. 211 00:10:48,421 --> 00:10:49,461 He's our brother. 212 00:10:51,220 --> 00:10:52,899 Oh, God. What have we done? 213 00:10:52,900 --> 00:10:54,180 RORY: Hey. What? 214 00:10:54,181 --> 00:10:55,299 Hey, sorry. 215 00:10:55,300 --> 00:10:57,100 Em, the new owners are wondering 216 00:10:57,101 --> 00:10:58,780 if they could use the toilet. The one in the shed. 217 00:10:58,781 --> 00:10:59,860 No. 218 00:11:03,501 --> 00:11:05,180 But they need to. I said no. 219 00:11:05,181 --> 00:11:06,460 Okay. 220 00:11:06,461 --> 00:11:08,180 Caroline, we have to tell her. 221 00:11:08,181 --> 00:11:09,420 We're not telling her today. 222 00:11:09,421 --> 00:11:11,460 He's her son. That she basically disowned. 223 00:11:11,461 --> 00:11:12,820 This will kill her. 224 00:11:12,821 --> 00:11:14,100 And I'm not organising two funerals 225 00:11:14,101 --> 00:11:15,180 by myself this week. 226 00:11:15,181 --> 00:11:17,219 I organised the coffin. Exactly. 227 00:11:17,220 --> 00:11:19,939 Caroline, if we don't tell her now, it's just more lies. 228 00:11:19,940 --> 00:11:21,619 So? So, that is the problem 229 00:11:21,620 --> 00:11:22,899 with this fucking family. 230 00:11:22,900 --> 00:11:24,299 You know when dad was in hospital he... 231 00:11:24,300 --> 00:11:25,820 Do not bring dad up now. 232 00:11:25,821 --> 00:11:27,180 It is not the time. 233 00:11:27,181 --> 00:11:28,460 I just want to be honest. 234 00:11:28,461 --> 00:11:29,900 I think that ship has sailed. 235 00:11:31,900 --> 00:11:33,579 CHEEKY MUSIC Shiv... 236 00:11:33,580 --> 00:11:34,820 Mum? 237 00:11:34,821 --> 00:11:35,821 Shiv! 238 00:11:36,340 --> 00:11:37,939 Stop it! Mum? 239 00:11:37,940 --> 00:11:40,339 Well, I suppose there is some consolation 240 00:11:40,340 --> 00:11:42,259 to the fact that Daryl or David, 241 00:11:42,260 --> 00:11:45,259 or whatever he was called, was a liar. 242 00:11:45,260 --> 00:11:47,899 I mean, I've lost my house, 243 00:11:47,900 --> 00:11:49,219 my husband, 244 00:11:49,220 --> 00:11:51,219 but if he was never my son, 245 00:11:51,220 --> 00:11:55,021 well, that's one thing I haven't lost, I suppose, isn't it? 246 00:11:56,660 --> 00:11:58,061 What? 247 00:11:59,340 --> 00:12:00,781 Is everyone okay for drinks? 248 00:12:04,540 --> 00:12:05,781 PEOPLE CHATTERING QUIETLY 249 00:12:08,781 --> 00:12:09,781 GASPS 250 00:12:13,260 --> 00:12:15,340 GROANS 251 00:12:17,340 --> 00:12:19,220 Mm, he looks sensational. 252 00:12:20,381 --> 00:12:21,979 I still would. 253 00:12:21,980 --> 00:12:24,939 I'm sorry? And you are? 254 00:12:24,940 --> 00:12:28,821 Oh, Áine Harrington. Tom and I were lovers. 255 00:12:29,741 --> 00:12:30,860 It's such a loss. 256 00:12:31,900 --> 00:12:33,821 He was such a sensual man. 257 00:12:36,620 --> 00:12:39,181 SIGHS Sandwich? 258 00:12:42,101 --> 00:12:43,340 I don't mind if I do. 259 00:12:53,540 --> 00:12:54,780 DISCONNECTED LINE TONE 260 00:12:54,781 --> 00:12:57,579 DIGITAL VOICE: We cannot connect your call. 261 00:12:57,580 --> 00:12:59,421 PHONE BUZZES 262 00:13:01,660 --> 00:13:03,300 EMOTIONAL MUSIC 263 00:13:10,181 --> 00:13:12,539 TOM: Hi, love. Eh, sorry about earlier. 264 00:13:12,540 --> 00:13:13,821 Eh, strange old day. 265 00:13:14,900 --> 00:13:17,381 Eh, just calling to make sure you're okay. 266 00:13:18,821 --> 00:13:19,900 I know, uh... 267 00:13:21,021 --> 00:13:23,939 sometimes life can be overwhelming, you know, 268 00:13:23,940 --> 00:13:26,539 being a parent's certainly overwhelming at times. 269 00:13:26,540 --> 00:13:27,700 But you can do this. 270 00:13:27,701 --> 00:13:28,939 You're a strong person, 271 00:13:28,940 --> 00:13:30,700 and you're gonna be an amazing mother. 272 00:13:30,701 --> 00:13:33,859 And that little baby's lucky to have you. 273 00:13:33,860 --> 00:13:35,740 Remember that. 274 00:13:35,741 --> 00:13:38,420 And yous are both welcome here any time. 275 00:13:38,421 --> 00:13:39,860 So, remember that too. 276 00:13:41,101 --> 00:13:43,021 Eh, call me back. 277 00:13:49,021 --> 00:13:50,061 SOBBING 278 00:13:51,940 --> 00:13:53,579 EMOTIONAL MUSIC CONTINUES 279 00:13:53,580 --> 00:13:54,821 BACKGROUND CHATTER 280 00:14:10,461 --> 00:14:12,300 Heya. Hey. 281 00:14:13,461 --> 00:14:14,859 You're here. 282 00:14:14,860 --> 00:14:16,220 How's it going? 283 00:14:17,980 --> 00:14:19,021 Well... 284 00:14:20,260 --> 00:14:23,579 the one loving person in my life is dead. 285 00:14:23,580 --> 00:14:24,619 But other than that... 286 00:14:24,620 --> 00:14:26,940 Yeah. Pisser. 287 00:14:28,260 --> 00:14:31,259 Listen, love, I know you're in shock and everything, but... 288 00:14:31,260 --> 00:14:33,461 you've been acting a bit off lately. 289 00:14:34,501 --> 00:14:36,659 There's nothing going on is there? 290 00:14:36,660 --> 00:14:39,619 Other than, you know, the obvious, 291 00:14:39,620 --> 00:14:41,061 that I should know about? 292 00:14:43,141 --> 00:14:44,340 No, not really. 293 00:14:48,260 --> 00:14:51,181 Although, eh, there is... there is one... 294 00:14:52,421 --> 00:14:54,540 thing I... I probably should have told you. 295 00:14:55,701 --> 00:14:57,141 SIGHS, CLEARS THROAT Okay. 296 00:14:57,660 --> 00:14:59,340 I went clubbing... 297 00:15:00,660 --> 00:15:02,540 with Daryl last week and... 298 00:15:05,220 --> 00:15:06,741 I thought about taking a pill. 299 00:15:07,741 --> 00:15:10,180 I just thought maybe it wouldn't have been a big... 300 00:15:10,181 --> 00:15:11,979 'cause, like, it's not. 301 00:15:11,980 --> 00:15:13,859 It's just a social, you know, 302 00:15:13,860 --> 00:15:15,619 it's not like I'm gonna get addicted to pills. 303 00:15:15,620 --> 00:15:18,579 Yeah. But it's a slippery slope. 304 00:15:18,580 --> 00:15:20,500 One day it's a pill and next it's a vodka. 305 00:15:20,501 --> 00:15:23,500 Next you're doing the striptease on a mini bus to Arklow. 306 00:15:23,501 --> 00:15:25,299 And anyway, once you're off your tits on that, 307 00:15:25,300 --> 00:15:27,259 then you're not sober, are you, so? 308 00:15:27,260 --> 00:15:29,660 No. Lucky I didn't then. 309 00:15:30,781 --> 00:15:32,180 UP TEMPO MUSIC 310 00:15:32,181 --> 00:15:33,260 BIRDS CHIRPING 311 00:15:37,220 --> 00:15:38,220 Mina. 312 00:15:39,101 --> 00:15:40,339 Do you want to come in? 313 00:15:40,340 --> 00:15:42,339 I don't think I'm welcome. 314 00:15:42,340 --> 00:15:43,700 Of course you're welcome. 315 00:15:43,701 --> 00:15:46,220 QUIET CHATTER DOOR CLOSES 316 00:15:49,061 --> 00:15:50,620 What's she doing here? 317 00:15:53,860 --> 00:15:55,579 I don't want that woman in my house. 318 00:15:55,580 --> 00:15:57,060 Well, firstly, it's not your house. 319 00:15:57,061 --> 00:15:59,979 Don't get smart. She's dad's fiancée, Mum. 320 00:15:59,980 --> 00:16:01,339 She's not his fiancée. 321 00:16:01,340 --> 00:16:02,820 She threw his ring back in his face. 322 00:16:02,821 --> 00:16:05,101 He was waiting for your blessing. 323 00:16:06,540 --> 00:16:08,020 Mum... 324 00:16:08,021 --> 00:16:09,260 she's lost him too. 325 00:16:13,220 --> 00:16:14,980 WHISPERS: What would Dad have wanted? 326 00:16:20,501 --> 00:16:21,740 CLEARS THROAT 327 00:16:21,741 --> 00:16:23,259 Sorry, everyone. 328 00:16:23,260 --> 00:16:25,899 Can I ask you to clear the room for a minute? 329 00:16:25,900 --> 00:16:27,939 I'd like a moment with Tom. 330 00:16:27,940 --> 00:16:29,141 QUIET CHATTER 331 00:16:42,061 --> 00:16:43,181 Not you. 332 00:17:02,181 --> 00:17:03,381 MINA SOBS QUIETLY 333 00:17:08,021 --> 00:17:09,260 SOFT MUSIC 334 00:17:21,181 --> 00:17:23,141 You would've made him very happy. 335 00:17:26,540 --> 00:17:28,021 I'll give you a moment alone. 336 00:17:36,940 --> 00:17:38,021 DOOR CLOSES 337 00:17:54,021 --> 00:17:55,021 SOFT MUSIC CONTINUES 338 00:18:04,540 --> 00:18:05,540 Hey. 339 00:18:06,821 --> 00:18:07,821 Hey. 340 00:18:10,900 --> 00:18:12,181 Uh, these are for you. 341 00:18:13,421 --> 00:18:14,460 Thanks. 342 00:18:14,461 --> 00:18:15,701 I'm sorry for your loss. 343 00:18:19,101 --> 00:18:20,500 And... 344 00:18:20,501 --> 00:18:23,781 I'm sorry for being a massive fucking dickhead too. 345 00:18:27,181 --> 00:18:28,899 UP TEMPO MUSIC 346 00:18:28,900 --> 00:18:30,061 WINE POURING 347 00:18:35,580 --> 00:18:36,781 MAN CLEARS HIS THROAT 348 00:18:42,821 --> 00:18:43,860 BOTTLES CLINKING 349 00:19:02,660 --> 00:19:03,781 TREES RUSTLING 350 00:19:09,701 --> 00:19:10,781 CORK POPS 351 00:19:14,860 --> 00:19:16,260 JACK: You sure you wanna do that? 352 00:19:21,741 --> 00:19:22,821 Listen, I get it. 353 00:19:24,101 --> 00:19:25,619 You have to be a complete psychopath 354 00:19:25,620 --> 00:19:27,421 not to want to drink right now. 355 00:19:43,260 --> 00:19:44,381 SIGHS 356 00:19:45,620 --> 00:19:47,741 We've done too many funerals in this house. 357 00:19:56,980 --> 00:19:58,300 Do you remember Carl's? 358 00:19:59,300 --> 00:20:02,259 We did a load of drugs and had sex in the bathroom. 359 00:20:02,260 --> 00:20:03,501 Don't remember that. 360 00:20:08,141 --> 00:20:09,421 Wanna do it again? 361 00:20:13,781 --> 00:20:15,021 Sorry. Bad joke. 362 00:20:18,101 --> 00:20:21,060 He had a near death experience, you know. 363 00:20:21,061 --> 00:20:23,579 Dad, before he actually... 364 00:20:23,580 --> 00:20:24,701 died... he... 365 00:20:26,021 --> 00:20:27,619 he saw the light. 366 00:20:27,620 --> 00:20:28,701 Right. 367 00:20:29,701 --> 00:20:31,061 And heard a voice. 368 00:20:32,340 --> 00:20:33,340 My voice. 369 00:20:35,260 --> 00:20:36,620 Telling him to be honest. 370 00:20:39,620 --> 00:20:42,701 He said it was the thing he admired most about me. 371 00:20:45,540 --> 00:20:47,659 My honesty. 372 00:20:47,660 --> 00:20:50,500 And do you know what the really fucked up thing is? 373 00:20:50,501 --> 00:20:52,141 Ever since he said that, 374 00:20:53,421 --> 00:20:55,540 I've done nothing but lie to everyone. 375 00:20:57,821 --> 00:20:59,461 Didn't even know I was doing it. 376 00:21:02,501 --> 00:21:05,299 That's how truly fucked I really am. 377 00:21:05,300 --> 00:21:06,580 Mm. 378 00:21:09,220 --> 00:21:11,381 Honesty can be a bit overrated. 379 00:21:13,540 --> 00:21:16,141 I've been honest with a couple of women in my time. 380 00:21:17,260 --> 00:21:18,660 It did not pay off. 381 00:21:23,300 --> 00:21:24,381 You really hurt me. 382 00:21:26,580 --> 00:21:27,580 I know. 383 00:21:30,940 --> 00:21:32,939 'Cause you really fucking hurt me too. 384 00:21:32,940 --> 00:21:34,100 Yeah. 385 00:21:34,101 --> 00:21:35,939 But this time I really thought 386 00:21:35,940 --> 00:21:37,141 we had a shot. 387 00:21:38,260 --> 00:21:41,219 That night we spent together was so connected. 388 00:21:41,220 --> 00:21:42,659 I was on pills, Jack. 389 00:21:42,660 --> 00:21:45,100 Okay, well, there's no need to knock my experience. 390 00:21:45,101 --> 00:21:47,700 You only ever want me when you can't have me. 391 00:21:47,701 --> 00:21:49,820 Like, if you're with someone else 392 00:21:49,821 --> 00:21:52,259 or I'm with someone else, or... 393 00:21:52,260 --> 00:21:53,939 I'm on pills. 394 00:21:53,940 --> 00:21:54,980 That's not true. 395 00:21:56,461 --> 00:21:58,141 There's a thing called love, Shiv. 396 00:22:00,101 --> 00:22:01,101 Yeah. 397 00:22:03,501 --> 00:22:05,061 I just don't think this is it. 398 00:22:10,580 --> 00:22:13,219 We almost work. SCOFFS 399 00:22:13,220 --> 00:22:14,620 So does the drink. 400 00:22:18,381 --> 00:22:19,940 That's why I keep going back. 401 00:22:27,821 --> 00:22:29,061 UP TEMPO MUSIC 402 00:22:33,900 --> 00:22:36,381 So, are we going to your studio or what? 403 00:22:42,381 --> 00:22:43,540 She's a collector. 404 00:22:44,381 --> 00:22:45,619 Right. 405 00:22:45,620 --> 00:22:46,620 CAR DOORS OPEN 406 00:22:48,260 --> 00:22:49,260 You know... 407 00:22:50,381 --> 00:22:52,300 your dad saw you for who you are. 408 00:22:54,381 --> 00:22:55,701 Not everybody gets that. 409 00:22:56,821 --> 00:22:58,659 See you around. 410 00:22:58,660 --> 00:22:59,899 See ya. 411 00:22:59,900 --> 00:23:01,020 CAR DOOR CLOSES 412 00:23:01,021 --> 00:23:02,021 CAR ENGINE STARTS 413 00:23:27,701 --> 00:23:28,780 GLASS CLINKS, SHATTERS 414 00:23:28,781 --> 00:23:29,900 WOMAN SINGING 415 00:23:31,141 --> 00:23:33,700 Where've you been? I'm telling Mum about Daryl. 416 00:23:33,701 --> 00:23:34,740 What? What? 417 00:23:34,741 --> 00:23:35,821 What about Daryl? 418 00:23:37,260 --> 00:23:39,259 Shiv! SINGING CONTINUES 419 00:23:39,260 --> 00:23:40,740 Mum... 420 00:23:40,741 --> 00:23:44,299 there's something I need to... sorry, Rita. 421 00:23:44,300 --> 00:23:45,659 Shiv, please don't do this. 422 00:23:45,660 --> 00:23:46,939 We're almost at the end of the day. 423 00:23:46,940 --> 00:23:48,619 What's going on? Mum, there's something 424 00:23:48,620 --> 00:23:50,740 I need to tell you. And it's not easy and it's, 425 00:23:50,741 --> 00:23:52,539 it's not the right time, 426 00:23:52,540 --> 00:23:54,820 but I have to say it because I have to be honest. 427 00:23:54,821 --> 00:23:57,219 Because this family have told so many lies, 428 00:23:57,220 --> 00:23:59,020 and I don't want to be a part of that any more. 429 00:23:59,021 --> 00:24:00,420 So, I'm just gonna come out and say it. 430 00:24:00,421 --> 00:24:03,700 I'm just gonna say it whatever the consequences, okay? 431 00:24:03,701 --> 00:24:05,300 BREATHING HEAVILY 432 00:24:07,300 --> 00:24:08,900 You were a terrible mother. 433 00:24:09,821 --> 00:24:11,700 Shiv! Oh, dear God. 434 00:24:11,701 --> 00:24:13,060 And it's not because you didn't feed me, 435 00:24:13,061 --> 00:24:14,939 and it's not because you didn't clothe me, 436 00:24:14,940 --> 00:24:16,619 and it's not because you didn't love me, 437 00:24:16,620 --> 00:24:18,141 because I know you love me. 438 00:24:19,101 --> 00:24:21,540 But I have never felt that you liked me. 439 00:24:23,980 --> 00:24:26,539 And I know... you think I killed Dad. 440 00:24:26,540 --> 00:24:28,180 What? And I'm not saying that you... 441 00:24:28,181 --> 00:24:29,860 I don't think you killed Tom. 442 00:24:31,620 --> 00:24:33,700 I think I probably killed him. 443 00:24:33,701 --> 00:24:35,740 Actually, I've... been wondering if maybe 444 00:24:35,741 --> 00:24:37,619 we all... kind of killed him. 445 00:24:37,620 --> 00:24:40,500 Oh, Jesus Christ. Ventricular fibrillation killed him, okay? 446 00:24:40,501 --> 00:24:41,619 It's a medical condition. 447 00:24:41,620 --> 00:24:43,259 There's nothing any of us could have done. 448 00:24:43,260 --> 00:24:45,939 Okay. Well, even if you think I, I didn't actually kill him, 449 00:24:45,940 --> 00:24:47,979 I... I know you think I... 450 00:24:47,980 --> 00:24:51,259 made his life more difficult, all our lives, don't you? 451 00:24:51,260 --> 00:24:53,219 Oh, for God's sake, Shiv. 452 00:24:53,220 --> 00:24:55,420 You really pick your moments. 453 00:24:55,421 --> 00:24:57,380 I've tried so hard to make it up to you, 454 00:24:57,381 --> 00:24:59,060 and it's never good enough. 455 00:24:59,061 --> 00:25:01,619 I'm so tired of trying and... and trying 456 00:25:01,620 --> 00:25:03,820 and never being able to take my eyes off myself, 457 00:25:03,821 --> 00:25:07,579 or trust myself, or just let go. 458 00:25:07,580 --> 00:25:09,140 'Cause if I do, God knows 459 00:25:09,141 --> 00:25:10,659 how I'm gonna fuck things up. 460 00:25:10,660 --> 00:25:12,339 And I know you're standing there 461 00:25:12,340 --> 00:25:13,899 looking at me and you think the same, 462 00:25:13,900 --> 00:25:16,180 and it makes me so fucking angry, Bernie, 463 00:25:16,181 --> 00:25:17,659 Bernie, the way you judge me. The way... 464 00:25:17,660 --> 00:25:20,181 What do you want from me here, Shiv? 465 00:25:22,340 --> 00:25:24,299 To say that you're right? 466 00:25:24,300 --> 00:25:27,060 That you did make our lives more difficult? 467 00:25:27,061 --> 00:25:29,460 That I do find it hard to like you? 468 00:25:29,461 --> 00:25:32,780 That every time I look at you, I see myself, 469 00:25:32,781 --> 00:25:35,899 and the 18-year-old girl who got herself pregnant and... 470 00:25:35,900 --> 00:25:37,501 fucked up all her chances? 471 00:25:39,181 --> 00:25:42,021 Fine. You're right. 472 00:25:44,660 --> 00:25:45,660 Happy? 473 00:25:54,141 --> 00:25:55,141 SIGHS 474 00:25:56,421 --> 00:25:58,420 I see you standing there with that drink in your hand. 475 00:25:58,421 --> 00:26:00,380 And it's everything I never wanna be. 476 00:26:00,381 --> 00:26:02,820 Well, maybe I didn't want to be it either. 477 00:26:02,821 --> 00:26:05,259 Maybe if life had gone the way I wanted, 478 00:26:05,260 --> 00:26:07,579 I wouldn't have lost two sons. 479 00:26:07,580 --> 00:26:09,460 Maybe I wouldn't have gotten married. 480 00:26:09,461 --> 00:26:11,060 Maybe I wouldn't have bought this house. 481 00:26:11,061 --> 00:26:13,461 And maybe I would've travelled the fucking world. 482 00:26:14,660 --> 00:26:17,539 And maybe I wouldn't have had any bloody kids at all. 483 00:26:17,540 --> 00:26:18,821 Bit harsh. 484 00:26:19,620 --> 00:26:22,579 The only person who ever accepted me is... is gone. 485 00:26:22,580 --> 00:26:25,380 The only person who ever accepted me is gone too. 486 00:26:25,381 --> 00:26:28,421 The only person who was ever there for me is gone. 487 00:26:30,181 --> 00:26:31,659 So... 488 00:26:31,660 --> 00:26:33,740 we're all on our own, 489 00:26:33,741 --> 00:26:35,540 and we all have to live with it. 490 00:26:37,461 --> 00:26:38,821 That's just the way it is. 491 00:26:40,141 --> 00:26:41,821 So, grow up. 492 00:26:47,620 --> 00:26:49,700 Eh, I'm so sorry to interrupt. 493 00:26:49,701 --> 00:26:51,380 This is all... 494 00:26:51,381 --> 00:26:54,180 very intense. 495 00:26:54,181 --> 00:26:56,780 But the undertakers are here. 496 00:26:56,781 --> 00:26:59,899 Let's give the family some privacy. 497 00:26:59,900 --> 00:27:01,539 Is that wise? 498 00:27:01,540 --> 00:27:03,141 They might kill each other. 499 00:27:05,540 --> 00:27:07,021 MOURNFUL MUSIC 500 00:27:36,900 --> 00:27:38,461 STIFLING SOBS 501 00:27:44,421 --> 00:27:45,781 No, no. 502 00:27:47,101 --> 00:27:48,580 Please don't take him, I'm... 503 00:27:50,980 --> 00:27:53,259 Shiv. I'm not ready. 504 00:27:53,260 --> 00:27:54,780 I'm not ready. 505 00:27:54,781 --> 00:27:57,100 Shiv. I can't do this. 506 00:27:57,101 --> 00:27:59,140 I can't. Shiv. 507 00:27:59,141 --> 00:28:01,780 I'm not ready, I'm not ready to say goodbye. 508 00:28:01,781 --> 00:28:02,940 WAILING 509 00:28:11,141 --> 00:28:12,220 Shiv. 510 00:28:14,141 --> 00:28:15,219 Shiv... 511 00:28:15,220 --> 00:28:17,539 No, no. Let go. 512 00:28:17,540 --> 00:28:19,220 SHIV WAILING You can let go. 513 00:28:20,220 --> 00:28:21,381 I got you. 514 00:28:29,141 --> 00:28:32,180 I'm sorry you got left with the shit parent. 515 00:28:32,181 --> 00:28:33,460 ANT: Mum... 516 00:28:33,461 --> 00:28:35,140 Oh, let's not kid ourselves. 517 00:28:35,141 --> 00:28:36,220 You did. 518 00:28:41,580 --> 00:28:44,580 But I'm here, and I'm your mother. 519 00:28:46,141 --> 00:28:47,141 SNIFFS LOUDLY 520 00:28:48,300 --> 00:28:49,701 And you're not on your own. 521 00:28:56,260 --> 00:28:58,900 We have to be Tom for each other now. 522 00:29:00,940 --> 00:29:02,141 SHIV SNIFFS 523 00:29:03,220 --> 00:29:04,900 So... SOMBRE MUSIC 524 00:29:06,061 --> 00:29:07,701 we have to let him go. 525 00:29:13,260 --> 00:29:17,741 ♪ In the night we sang to storms ♪ 526 00:29:21,220 --> 00:29:25,141 ♪ Before the peace that breaks the dawn ♪ 527 00:29:28,940 --> 00:29:33,421 ♪ How did we doubt the evening sun? ♪ 528 00:29:36,980 --> 00:29:40,141 ♪ We didn't know e were ready ♪ 529 00:29:43,501 --> 00:29:45,380 SOBBING 530 00:29:45,381 --> 00:29:53,500 ♪ With the answers at our feet ♪ 531 00:29:53,501 --> 00:30:00,979 ♪ Will we break the grounds beneath? ♪ 532 00:30:00,980 --> 00:30:09,259 ♪ What if the dreams were ours to keep? ♪ 533 00:30:09,260 --> 00:30:16,101 ♪ What if the silence said it? ♪ 534 00:30:17,101 --> 00:30:20,181 ♪ We didn't know we were ready ♪ 535 00:30:21,101 --> 00:30:23,741 ♪ We didn't know we were ready ♪ 536 00:30:24,940 --> 00:30:31,741 ♪ What if the silence said it? ♪ 537 00:30:32,940 --> 00:30:36,340 ♪ We didn't know we were ready ♪ 538 00:30:42,980 --> 00:30:44,740 I'm sorry. 539 00:30:44,741 --> 00:30:46,380 We're going to take back the house now, 540 00:30:46,381 --> 00:30:47,820 if that's okay. 541 00:30:47,821 --> 00:30:50,979 My husband absolutely is dying to use the loo. 542 00:30:50,980 --> 00:30:52,141 Irritable bowel. 543 00:30:56,501 --> 00:30:58,461 Thank you for letting us have this. 544 00:30:59,660 --> 00:31:01,420 It means a lot. 545 00:31:01,421 --> 00:31:02,539 You're welcome. 546 00:31:02,540 --> 00:31:05,380 Eh, they will be needing their keys back. 547 00:31:05,381 --> 00:31:07,100 Oh. KEYS JANGLE 548 00:31:07,101 --> 00:31:08,740 Everyone's keys. 549 00:31:08,741 --> 00:31:09,741 Yeah. 550 00:31:21,540 --> 00:31:25,141 We will be changing the locks, but.. . just in case. 551 00:31:33,021 --> 00:31:34,021 BABY FUSSES 552 00:31:37,061 --> 00:31:38,620 I'll see you tomorrow. Yeah. 553 00:31:44,660 --> 00:31:45,741 DOOR LOCKS 554 00:31:47,980 --> 00:31:49,461 BABY FUSSING 555 00:31:51,701 --> 00:31:54,021 Doesn't even feel like our house any more anyway. 556 00:31:55,381 --> 00:31:56,461 No. 557 00:32:05,701 --> 00:32:06,701 What's that? 558 00:32:07,821 --> 00:32:08,821 Oh. 559 00:32:14,660 --> 00:32:15,980 It's addressed to us. 560 00:32:18,300 --> 00:32:20,020 It's... 561 00:32:20,021 --> 00:32:21,859 it's from Australia. 562 00:32:21,860 --> 00:32:22,979 What? 563 00:32:22,980 --> 00:32:24,899 Vine Creek. 564 00:32:24,900 --> 00:32:26,780 Wasn't that the name of Daryl's vineyard? 565 00:32:26,781 --> 00:32:28,619 Oh, my God, you forgot to tell her. 566 00:32:28,620 --> 00:32:31,500 You made that big fucking speech and you never told her. 567 00:32:31,501 --> 00:32:33,180 Told me what? 568 00:32:33,181 --> 00:32:34,461 Is it about Daryl? 569 00:32:35,580 --> 00:32:38,300 The... the DNA test results came back. 570 00:32:40,381 --> 00:32:41,659 Daryl is your son. 571 00:32:41,660 --> 00:32:42,939 GASPS 572 00:32:42,940 --> 00:32:44,421 Oh, my God. 573 00:32:46,141 --> 00:32:47,820 So, everything he said was true? 574 00:32:47,821 --> 00:32:49,539 No, not at all, the... 575 00:32:49,540 --> 00:32:51,700 Although that does seem to be his vineyard, which is... 576 00:32:51,701 --> 00:32:54,500 Cool. I always knew he was a fucking legend. 577 00:32:54,501 --> 00:32:56,700 Well, where is he now? 578 00:32:56,701 --> 00:32:57,939 We don't know. 579 00:32:57,940 --> 00:32:59,500 Well, can we phone him? 580 00:32:59,501 --> 00:33:01,579 He's blocked us. 581 00:33:01,580 --> 00:33:02,740 Blocked us? 582 00:33:02,741 --> 00:33:04,579 He's probably back in Australia. 583 00:33:04,580 --> 00:33:06,299 Well, then we have to go to Australia. 584 00:33:06,300 --> 00:33:08,619 UPLIFTING MUSIC We have a funeral. 585 00:33:08,620 --> 00:33:10,339 Why would he block us? 586 00:33:10,340 --> 00:33:11,859 Because he hates us. 587 00:33:11,860 --> 00:33:13,100 He doesn't hate us. 588 00:33:13,101 --> 00:33:14,979 We're his family. 589 00:33:14,980 --> 00:33:17,899 He just hasn't learnt to love us yet. 590 00:33:17,900 --> 00:33:19,900 "Daughter" by Loudon Wainwright III