1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:10,010 --> 00:00:12,011 [birds chirping] 4 00:00:34,617 --> 00:00:36,119 [birds chirping] 5 00:00:40,665 --> 00:00:42,667 [crow cawing] 6 00:00:55,055 --> 00:00:57,098 [somber music playing] 7 00:01:23,708 --> 00:01:25,710 [faucet running] 8 00:01:26,753 --> 00:01:29,047 [crow cawing] 9 00:01:32,425 --> 00:01:34,427 [birds chirping] 10 00:02:13,967 --> 00:02:16,469 [train rattling] 11 00:02:22,517 --> 00:02:24,644 [somber music crescendos] 12 00:02:55,675 --> 00:02:57,093 [door clicks open] 13 00:03:00,054 --> 00:03:02,932 [male interviewer] We're gonna do a vulnerability assessment 14 00:03:03,016 --> 00:03:05,476 for the coordinated entry program throughout the county. 15 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:06,978 [man sighs] 16 00:03:07,061 --> 00:03:08,938 [interviewer] I'm going to ask you some questions 17 00:03:09,022 --> 00:03:11,274 about your history of homelessness. 18 00:03:11,357 --> 00:03:13,860 I'm also gonna ask you questions that'll help me understand 19 00:03:13,943 --> 00:03:17,488 how you get things that you need, what you do when you need help. 20 00:03:17,989 --> 00:03:21,034 Some of the questions may feel like I'm asking for personal information. 21 00:03:21,117 --> 00:03:25,413 I'm not trying to make you uncomfortable. We ask everyone the same questions. 22 00:03:25,496 --> 00:03:27,207 The more information you give me, 23 00:03:27,290 --> 00:03:30,793 the better we are able to understand your situation and what your needs are. 24 00:03:31,419 --> 00:03:33,546 All right. We'll just go ahead and get started then. 25 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:36,758 Sir, what kind of services do you need help with? 26 00:03:37,634 --> 00:03:40,053 -I need a place. -[interviewer] Mm-hm. 27 00:03:40,136 --> 00:03:42,305 An apartment or a house. 28 00:03:42,805 --> 00:03:47,060 Right now, I'm mostly looking for psychiatric care, 29 00:03:47,143 --> 00:03:48,937 and I'm working on my housing. 30 00:03:49,020 --> 00:03:50,772 That's about it, really. 31 00:03:50,855 --> 00:03:54,442 Once I get my housing, I have my base, and I'll be able to do what I need to do. 32 00:03:54,984 --> 00:03:57,820 [interviewer] How long have you been experiencing homelessness? 33 00:03:58,321 --> 00:04:01,616 It's been about four years for homelessness. 34 00:04:01,699 --> 00:04:03,952 Four years for being homeless. 35 00:04:04,619 --> 00:04:09,374 In November 2016, my brother put me up in the hostels for a couple of months, 36 00:04:09,457 --> 00:04:12,919 but I just didn't want to burden him with another bill. 37 00:04:13,002 --> 00:04:15,505 [sniffles] I started staying out in the streets. 38 00:04:16,673 --> 00:04:19,175 I've been here for two years. That's too long. 39 00:04:19,259 --> 00:04:21,886 [interviewer] Do you have family, and did you have contact with? 40 00:04:22,387 --> 00:04:24,264 [sighs, sniffles] 41 00:04:35,233 --> 00:04:36,567 [man shudders] 42 00:04:36,651 --> 00:04:38,319 [quietly] Sorry. [clears throat] 43 00:04:41,489 --> 00:04:43,491 [somber music plays] 44 00:05:28,036 --> 00:05:30,872 [siren wailing in the distance] 45 00:05:32,915 --> 00:05:35,418 [horns blaring] 46 00:05:36,169 --> 00:05:37,962 [man] There's no medical tent today? 47 00:05:38,046 --> 00:05:39,630 [Annie] What do you need? A Band-Aid? 48 00:05:39,714 --> 00:05:41,799 Let me see if-- I got some stuff in the truck. 49 00:05:41,883 --> 00:05:44,886 -What'd you do? Did you smash it? -No, it just got infected. 50 00:05:44,969 --> 00:05:47,013 And I went yesterday to the hospital, 51 00:05:47,096 --> 00:05:50,224 to general, and they numbed it and sliced it and drained it. 52 00:05:51,017 --> 00:05:53,144 Oh, look. Ask Zia. 53 00:05:53,227 --> 00:05:55,438 -Did she go with you? -She… She has a video. 54 00:05:55,521 --> 00:05:56,647 [both laugh] 55 00:05:56,731 --> 00:05:59,233 That's cool you're kicking it with her. She's so cool. 56 00:05:59,317 --> 00:06:00,276 Yo, hey… 57 00:06:00,985 --> 00:06:02,779 Last Tuesday I met her here. 58 00:06:03,696 --> 00:06:04,614 [Annie] That's it? 59 00:06:05,114 --> 00:06:06,240 -Yeah, like-- -Oh, man… 60 00:06:06,324 --> 00:06:08,201 I wanna get off the streets for her. 61 00:06:08,284 --> 00:06:11,621 Oh, man. I know! Does she seem to have her head on straight? 62 00:06:11,704 --> 00:06:14,916 -She's gonna take me and walk me through-- -[background chatter] 63 00:06:14,999 --> 00:06:17,710 [Annie] Can we not do this at the showers, please? 64 00:06:17,794 --> 00:06:20,505 -Hey, Derek, what's going on, man? -Nothing's going on! 65 00:06:20,588 --> 00:06:21,422 [Annie] Hey. 66 00:06:21,506 --> 00:06:23,758 -You're here. -I'm right here. I'm always here. 67 00:06:23,841 --> 00:06:26,260 -What's up with him? -[Derek speaks indistinctly] 68 00:06:35,061 --> 00:06:38,064 [unsettling, ethereal music playing] 69 00:06:47,824 --> 00:06:49,659 [phones ringing] 70 00:06:57,375 --> 00:06:59,210 [traffic noises] 71 00:07:02,839 --> 00:07:03,881 [music stops] 72 00:07:03,965 --> 00:07:06,426 [woman 1] Do you remember the landlord's name 73 00:07:06,509 --> 00:07:08,761 at the RV park in Arizona? 74 00:07:09,720 --> 00:07:10,930 -[woman 2] Bonnie? -Yeah. 75 00:07:11,013 --> 00:07:12,849 -[dog barks] -Thank you. Shut up. 76 00:07:12,932 --> 00:07:14,392 -[woman 2 chuckles] -[dog barks] 77 00:07:14,475 --> 00:07:19,605 You were working somewhere else when I first came, and I saw the girls. 78 00:07:19,689 --> 00:07:24,026 [woman 1] I got to working again, and things just kinda fell apart. 79 00:07:25,153 --> 00:07:27,321 'Cause the second you report 80 00:07:27,405 --> 00:07:30,491 that you have enough money coming in to pay your rent 81 00:07:30,575 --> 00:07:32,452 and pay all your bills, bam! 82 00:07:32,535 --> 00:07:35,288 There goes most of your food stamps. All of a sudden, 83 00:07:35,371 --> 00:07:39,500 the money that you had allotted to pay rent, now has to pay for food. 84 00:07:39,584 --> 00:07:42,587 -[man] Yep. -Because what is an immediate concern? 85 00:07:42,670 --> 00:07:45,673 Your child eating that night, or the rent that's due in two weeks? 86 00:07:45,756 --> 00:07:47,133 I'm gonna feed my kid. 87 00:07:47,216 --> 00:07:49,302 [woman 3 clicks tongue, sighs] 88 00:07:49,385 --> 00:07:53,055 This is an extreme situation. We gotta get you guys into housing. 89 00:07:53,139 --> 00:07:55,308 [woman 1] You know, this is funny-- You don't-- 90 00:07:55,391 --> 00:07:57,935 You… You gradually get into an extreme situation, 91 00:07:58,019 --> 00:07:59,937 it doesn't seem as extreme. 92 00:08:00,021 --> 00:08:02,857 [siren wailing in the distance] 93 00:08:05,234 --> 00:08:07,069 [siren blaring] 94 00:08:07,153 --> 00:08:08,988 [somber music resumes] 95 00:08:13,910 --> 00:08:17,121 [woman] The public health and safety issues we've seen out there, 96 00:08:17,205 --> 00:08:21,334 include the sanitation issues and risks of disease, 97 00:08:21,417 --> 00:08:25,796 and then also shootings, other violence, and crime 98 00:08:25,880 --> 00:08:29,842 that are, obviously, a hazard to the people living in the camps, 99 00:08:29,926 --> 00:08:31,969 as well as the surrounding community. 100 00:08:32,053 --> 00:08:34,972 And that's why we clean up locations. 101 00:08:35,515 --> 00:08:38,768 So, if we need more manpower because it's a larger site, um, 102 00:08:38,851 --> 00:08:40,394 we have that at our disposal. 103 00:08:45,399 --> 00:08:48,819 [man] So, this week, we visited 31 sites across the city. 104 00:08:49,403 --> 00:08:51,989 We made 50 contacts with individuals 105 00:08:52,073 --> 00:08:56,661 and referred 19 people to shelters or alternative living arrangements. 106 00:08:57,620 --> 00:09:00,623 [somber music continues] 107 00:09:03,459 --> 00:09:06,128 [man 2] I think the resources that you guys are using 108 00:09:06,212 --> 00:09:10,007 are the right entry points, uh, 109 00:09:10,091 --> 00:09:14,887 to get these unsheltered individuals, uh, into the housing. 110 00:09:14,971 --> 00:09:17,139 But while we have developed a lot of units 111 00:09:17,223 --> 00:09:21,769 of permanent supportive housing, um, we're not keeping pace to the need. 112 00:09:26,732 --> 00:09:29,735 [sirens wailing] 113 00:09:34,865 --> 00:09:37,702 [music turns calmer] 114 00:10:09,775 --> 00:10:12,612 [indistinct announcement over PA] 115 00:10:25,958 --> 00:10:27,376 [door clicks shut] 116 00:10:27,877 --> 00:10:29,462 [indistinct radio chatter] 117 00:10:30,546 --> 00:10:32,548 -[man over radio] Copy. -[radio beeps] 118 00:10:41,974 --> 00:10:43,309 [woman] Thank you. 119 00:10:44,477 --> 00:10:46,228 [siren chirping] 120 00:10:48,064 --> 00:10:50,900 -[indistinct chatter] -[R&B music playing over speakers] 121 00:10:55,988 --> 00:10:57,365 [door buzzing] 122 00:11:13,339 --> 00:11:14,507 [bed creaks] 123 00:11:15,007 --> 00:11:16,884 [interviewer] How did you end up homeless? 124 00:11:18,386 --> 00:11:20,596 Well, that's a long story. [chuckles] 125 00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:23,933 Well, it really started, to be honest, from 9/11. 126 00:11:24,433 --> 00:11:26,727 9/11 put me in a deep depression. 127 00:11:26,811 --> 00:11:31,023 It was mainly because the cost of living is so high, especially in Hollywood, 128 00:11:31,107 --> 00:11:33,275 that I can't afford to live in an apartment. 129 00:11:33,859 --> 00:11:36,112 I lost my job, and the person I was staying with-- 130 00:11:36,195 --> 00:11:38,447 I couldn't pay my rent. They had no understanding, 131 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:39,615 so they kicked me out. 132 00:11:40,241 --> 00:11:41,492 Disability. 133 00:11:42,743 --> 00:11:48,249 Jail, prison, um, substance abuse, mental health issues, family issues. 134 00:11:48,332 --> 00:11:50,918 Just a combination of things. 135 00:11:52,002 --> 00:11:55,005 I came out as transgender my senior year in college, 136 00:11:55,089 --> 00:11:57,758 and I kind of lost all of my family support. 137 00:11:57,842 --> 00:12:03,556 I've been homeless since I was probably 19 or 20. 138 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:07,518 I went to go stay with my daughter for a while. 139 00:12:08,894 --> 00:12:13,733 And, after that, I winded down here, um… 140 00:12:15,234 --> 00:12:17,945 at the Union Rescue Mission. Yeah. 141 00:12:18,028 --> 00:12:20,156 [interviewer] Do you think you're getting enough to eat? 142 00:12:20,948 --> 00:12:23,367 There's been a couple of times where I felt my stomach 143 00:12:23,451 --> 00:12:26,912 was gonna touch my back. [laughing] 'Cause I couldn't eat. 144 00:12:26,996 --> 00:12:30,624 I was hungry and didn't… didn't have no money, no food. 145 00:12:30,708 --> 00:12:33,085 I didn't know where to get no food from. 146 00:12:39,049 --> 00:12:41,302 [fast-paced instrumental music playing] 147 00:13:36,398 --> 00:13:38,984 [woman] Was this the one that was on sale for $5? 148 00:13:39,902 --> 00:13:42,613 -[cashier] Four ninety-nine. -[woman] Hallelujah. Right on. 149 00:13:43,739 --> 00:13:45,699 Well, I'm gonna cook for my kids. 150 00:13:45,783 --> 00:13:46,867 That's really cool. 151 00:13:46,951 --> 00:13:50,079 [woman] I'm gonna feed them, and I'm gonna feed them good. [laughs] 152 00:13:50,162 --> 00:13:54,416 Total is twenty-six dollars and fifty-two cents. 153 00:13:56,001 --> 00:13:58,212 [woman] Well, thank you. You have a good day. 154 00:14:06,637 --> 00:14:08,848 Twelve ninety-nine, that's insane. 155 00:14:09,848 --> 00:14:11,392 [man] But I didn't think about it. 156 00:14:11,475 --> 00:14:15,062 [woman] Take that jacket off. I've got to wash it. It's filthy. 157 00:14:15,145 --> 00:14:17,439 Yeah. I gotta empty it out. 158 00:14:24,154 --> 00:14:26,782 [woman] So, for tomorrow I gotta go to school. 159 00:14:26,866 --> 00:14:29,118 -And get my ID. -I could finish laundry tomorrow. 160 00:14:29,201 --> 00:14:32,162 -[woman] Don't do laundry till Friday. -[man] Okay. 161 00:14:34,582 --> 00:14:37,501 [man] Saturday night, before we turn in, dinner or a movie? 162 00:14:38,586 --> 00:14:39,545 [woman] You tired? 163 00:14:41,171 --> 00:14:43,173 -Exhausted. -[woman laughs] 164 00:14:49,638 --> 00:14:52,474 [machine rumbling] 165 00:15:06,530 --> 00:15:07,489 [girl] Hey, Mom. 166 00:15:07,990 --> 00:15:10,826 I was just telling you that you're gonna be a grandma. 167 00:15:11,911 --> 00:15:15,581 No, I still have to go to the doctors and confirm and find everything out, 168 00:15:15,664 --> 00:15:20,586 but it's a big positivo, probably. 169 00:15:23,464 --> 00:15:27,301 I don't know, Mom. I'll-- I'll talk about this later. 170 00:15:30,179 --> 00:15:33,015 -[guy] What'd they say? -[girl] "Take care of yourself." 171 00:15:33,098 --> 00:15:37,102 "Try getting into housing as fast as possible and be a family." 172 00:15:48,405 --> 00:15:51,241 [train screeches by loudly] 173 00:16:16,475 --> 00:16:17,559 [woman] All right, love you. 174 00:16:18,894 --> 00:16:20,688 -I'll see you. [chuckles] -[man] Bye. 175 00:16:20,771 --> 00:16:22,272 [woman] Call me. I love you. 176 00:16:24,149 --> 00:16:26,151 ["Midnight" by Coldplay playing] 177 00:16:28,737 --> 00:16:31,824 ♪ In the darkness ♪ 178 00:16:32,408 --> 00:16:34,576 ♪ Before the dawn ♪ 179 00:16:37,830 --> 00:16:41,041 ♪ In the swirling ♪ 180 00:16:42,042 --> 00:16:44,086 ♪ Of this storm ♪ 181 00:16:45,879 --> 00:16:50,634 ♪ When I'm rolling with the punches ♪ 182 00:16:51,135 --> 00:16:53,178 ♪ And hope is gone ♪ 183 00:16:53,262 --> 00:16:56,223 ♪ Leave a light ♪ 184 00:16:56,724 --> 00:16:59,101 ♪ A light on ♪ 185 00:17:18,829 --> 00:17:19,872 Kind of bougie. 186 00:17:22,708 --> 00:17:25,753 ♪ Millions of ♪ 187 00:17:26,253 --> 00:17:28,422 ♪ Miles from home ♪ 188 00:17:32,009 --> 00:17:35,387 ♪ In the swirling ♪ 189 00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:38,098 ♪ Swimming on ♪ 190 00:17:38,182 --> 00:17:42,936 ♪ When I'm rolling with the thunder ♪ 191 00:17:43,020 --> 00:17:44,897 ♪ But bleed from thorns ♪ 192 00:17:44,980 --> 00:17:48,650 ♪ Leave a light ♪ 193 00:17:48,734 --> 00:17:51,195 ♪ A light on ♪ 194 00:17:52,946 --> 00:17:55,866 ♪ Leave a light ♪ 195 00:17:56,366 --> 00:17:58,619 ♪ A light on ♪ 196 00:18:16,428 --> 00:18:18,722 [vocalizing] 197 00:18:45,833 --> 00:18:48,836 ♪ In the darkness ♪ 198 00:18:49,336 --> 00:18:51,797 ♪ Before the dawn ♪ 199 00:18:53,257 --> 00:18:56,426 ♪ In the darkness ♪ 200 00:18:56,927 --> 00:18:59,096 ♪ Before the dawn ♪ 201 00:19:00,806 --> 00:19:04,101 ♪ Leave a light ♪ 202 00:19:04,601 --> 00:19:06,603 ♪ A light on ♪ 203 00:19:08,355 --> 00:19:11,400 ♪ Leave a light ♪ 204 00:19:11,900 --> 00:19:14,111 ♪ A light on ♪ 205 00:19:25,247 --> 00:19:26,957 [interviewer] Where do you usually sleep? 206 00:19:27,040 --> 00:19:31,587 They have, uh, a dorm on the second floor, 207 00:19:31,670 --> 00:19:37,551 um, and it's, like, 160 ladies. 'Cause it's bunk beds. 208 00:19:37,634 --> 00:19:40,095 [interviewer] How often do you say you sleep outside? 209 00:19:40,762 --> 00:19:44,850 I did four nights, and that was two years ago. 210 00:19:46,393 --> 00:19:47,519 [sighs] 211 00:19:48,645 --> 00:19:51,481 [interviewer] Do you know where to go for showers and laundry? 212 00:19:52,983 --> 00:19:56,195 [voice wavering] I had to go to hotels to take showers 213 00:19:57,237 --> 00:20:00,198 when the maids left the room. 214 00:20:01,992 --> 00:20:03,202 And, um… 215 00:20:06,788 --> 00:20:09,374 I kept going like that for a while. 216 00:20:10,375 --> 00:20:11,251 I'm sorry. 217 00:20:12,336 --> 00:20:14,463 [interviewer] Do you ever feel scared or unsafe? 218 00:20:14,963 --> 00:20:17,966 I've been molested, I've been stabbed, I've been shot, 219 00:20:18,050 --> 00:20:20,719 I've been run over. Like, I've been through a lot of stuff. 220 00:20:21,637 --> 00:20:23,805 [interviewer] How many times have you been attacked 221 00:20:23,889 --> 00:20:25,724 or beaten up since you've become homeless? 222 00:20:25,807 --> 00:20:28,185 Oh, recently I've been-- 223 00:20:29,353 --> 00:20:30,854 Like, four or five. 224 00:20:30,938 --> 00:20:31,897 [interviewer] Okay. 225 00:20:40,155 --> 00:20:43,158 [somber instrumental music plays] 226 00:21:05,347 --> 00:21:07,349 [faucet running] 227 00:21:08,684 --> 00:21:11,520 [wheels scraping on asphalt] 228 00:21:14,856 --> 00:21:16,358 [woman] How do you feel? 229 00:21:17,109 --> 00:21:19,528 It feels good to be off the streets. I'll tell you that. 230 00:21:20,487 --> 00:21:22,114 You wake up, you roll over, 231 00:21:22,197 --> 00:21:24,741 you got your toilet right there and everything, huh? 232 00:21:26,034 --> 00:21:27,160 Good morning! 233 00:21:28,078 --> 00:21:32,165 Make me understand, Luis. Being that you just got your place, 234 00:21:32,249 --> 00:21:34,876 and in six months, you're gonna be homeless again? 235 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:37,087 [Luis] Yeah, 'cause the rent is 700. 236 00:21:37,170 --> 00:21:40,465 I was supposed to continue, but I can't afford that. 237 00:21:41,425 --> 00:21:44,136 If not, the weather's nice enough out here that I could 238 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:47,472 set up a tent and break it up in the morning. 239 00:21:47,973 --> 00:21:50,684 [woman] Nah. We're not gonna go backwards. 240 00:21:51,518 --> 00:21:54,021 -We came too far to go backwards. -Yeah. 241 00:21:54,521 --> 00:21:56,565 It ain't by choice if I do. 242 00:22:01,737 --> 00:22:03,363 [man] What's up? You want water? 243 00:22:03,447 --> 00:22:04,614 Water? 244 00:22:05,198 --> 00:22:06,825 -[man 2] Thank you. -[man 1] You got it. 245 00:22:08,493 --> 00:22:10,746 Patty, have you been in touch with Anna? 246 00:22:11,246 --> 00:22:14,708 Uh… I'm not sure. But I'm trying to go somewhere where I'm not-- 247 00:22:14,791 --> 00:22:15,834 [sniffles] 248 00:22:16,335 --> 00:22:19,504 It's okay. It's okay. 249 00:22:22,382 --> 00:22:24,509 Was it-- What's his name? Mike? 250 00:22:24,593 --> 00:22:26,178 Yeah. Okay. 251 00:22:28,430 --> 00:22:30,891 It's been getting bad? Yeah. 252 00:22:32,559 --> 00:22:33,685 All right. 253 00:22:33,769 --> 00:22:35,270 I got this scar from him. 254 00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:36,188 Okay. 255 00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:39,149 Was it recent? Okay. 256 00:22:39,232 --> 00:22:40,859 It was, like, a week or two ago. 257 00:22:40,942 --> 00:22:43,653 -The last time when I seen her. -Last time he was here. Okay. 258 00:22:43,737 --> 00:22:45,447 -[woman] It was big, she had a big-- -Okay. 259 00:22:45,530 --> 00:22:47,449 Where's he at? Is he around? 260 00:22:47,532 --> 00:22:49,493 -Yeah, somewhere. -It's okay. 261 00:22:49,576 --> 00:22:52,537 -And then today he hit me in the face. -Okay. 262 00:22:53,455 --> 00:22:55,457 [dog whimpering] 263 00:22:57,501 --> 00:23:01,088 -[Patty] He's gonna end up killing me. -I know. You gotta get out. 264 00:23:01,171 --> 00:23:02,923 [dog whimpering] 265 00:23:03,006 --> 00:23:05,425 [man] Hey, I'm out here at the basin. 266 00:23:05,509 --> 00:23:09,179 Yeah, Patty has been in a situation with Mike. 267 00:23:09,262 --> 00:23:11,139 She got beat up again. 268 00:23:11,807 --> 00:23:15,477 Is there any way that, while I'm out here, you can talk to somebody to see 269 00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:19,356 if we can get her into Bridge? She'll go today. She wants to get away. 270 00:23:45,298 --> 00:23:46,925 [woman] What do you want to eat for dinner? 271 00:23:47,008 --> 00:23:49,052 -[boy] Bacon, eggs, and grits. -[girl] Potatoes! 272 00:23:49,136 --> 00:23:52,264 -Bacon, eggs, and grits. -[woman] That's breakfast food, though. 273 00:23:52,347 --> 00:23:53,807 [girl laughs] 274 00:23:56,852 --> 00:24:01,314 Give me a hug. Okay. Bye, y'all. Have a good day at school. 275 00:24:16,705 --> 00:24:19,291 [woman 2] From the moment I met you, you didn't share anything. 276 00:24:19,374 --> 00:24:21,460 You were just trying to move forward. 277 00:24:21,543 --> 00:24:23,587 I see you go to the grocery store every night, 278 00:24:23,670 --> 00:24:26,590 when we serve food here, to get food for your kids 279 00:24:26,673 --> 00:24:28,758 and come and make dinner for them every night. 280 00:24:28,842 --> 00:24:32,429 Because I try not to lose our family in homelessness. 281 00:24:32,971 --> 00:24:35,849 Like, despite the situation, Momma got you. 282 00:24:35,932 --> 00:24:40,061 Right. So, let's talk about your story. 283 00:24:40,145 --> 00:24:41,062 Okay. 284 00:24:41,146 --> 00:24:43,773 Nine months ago, my ex started stalking me. 285 00:24:44,274 --> 00:24:47,986 He kicked my door in, and he pistol-whipped me, and he raped me. 286 00:24:48,069 --> 00:24:52,073 Um, and I'm currently 32 weeks pregnant as a result of that. 287 00:24:52,574 --> 00:24:54,743 So, when I was in the hospital, 288 00:24:54,826 --> 00:24:57,913 I had black eyes, I was fucked-up-looking, 289 00:24:57,996 --> 00:25:01,291 and the Urban League here, they were able to get me in the hotel. 290 00:25:01,374 --> 00:25:04,002 I didn't qualify for any supportive services. 291 00:25:04,085 --> 00:25:07,380 I couldn't sign up for housing. I was not considered homeless. 292 00:25:07,464 --> 00:25:11,343 -[woman 2] Because you were in a hotel. -A hotel that the agency paid for me. 293 00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:14,721 So, they put us for six weeks in a hotel. 294 00:25:14,804 --> 00:25:18,767 I could financially afford to pay for two weeks myself in the hotel, 295 00:25:18,850 --> 00:25:21,520 and then we were in a situation where I didn't have money 296 00:25:21,603 --> 00:25:24,856 and nowhere else to go. So we slept outside for three days, 297 00:25:24,940 --> 00:25:28,109 and then I was able to get into a place called the Center of Hope. 298 00:25:28,193 --> 00:25:32,572 It's like a one-room facility, and you sleep on mats on the floor. 299 00:25:32,656 --> 00:25:34,950 Um, there are no shower facilities. 300 00:25:36,076 --> 00:25:38,787 So, I made it be like we were camping. 301 00:25:39,329 --> 00:25:43,083 And we had to be out of the place by 6:30, seven o'clock every morning. 302 00:25:43,166 --> 00:25:45,085 Rain or shine, we had to leave. 303 00:25:45,168 --> 00:25:48,046 So, I didn't want my kids to know. I didn't want people to know. 304 00:25:48,129 --> 00:25:51,466 So I would go to Safeway and get them something to eat 305 00:25:51,550 --> 00:25:53,969 and bathe them in the bathroom. [sniffles] 306 00:25:54,469 --> 00:25:55,971 I would take turns with them 307 00:25:56,054 --> 00:25:59,057 so I could go in the bathroom and wash them up and brush their hair. 308 00:25:59,808 --> 00:26:02,143 'Cause I didn't want people to look at my kids. 309 00:26:02,227 --> 00:26:04,729 I didn't wanna just be walking the streets. 310 00:26:04,813 --> 00:26:07,399 And then we would wait around for the library to open, 311 00:26:07,482 --> 00:26:09,484 'cause the library opens at 9:00. 312 00:26:10,110 --> 00:26:12,779 [inhales] And I could take my babies in there, 313 00:26:12,862 --> 00:26:14,739 'cause it was warm… [sobbing] 314 00:26:14,823 --> 00:26:19,578 …and they could play video games and watch TV, 315 00:26:19,661 --> 00:26:23,665 and so they didn't understand what the struggle was. 316 00:26:23,748 --> 00:26:25,667 So, that's what I did every day. 317 00:26:27,043 --> 00:26:28,044 [woman 2] Jeez. 318 00:26:30,964 --> 00:26:34,384 That's why I don't wanna be in a position that I need anybody for anything. 319 00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:36,428 -[woman 2] Right. -I will not do this again. 320 00:26:36,511 --> 00:26:37,470 [woman 2] Right. 321 00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:40,765 [intense music playing] 322 00:27:03,371 --> 00:27:05,373 [fast-paced instrumental music playing] 323 00:27:16,176 --> 00:27:18,178 [sirens wailing] 324 00:27:23,099 --> 00:27:27,228 [man] You guys, get your stuff. They're coming down here. They're coming. 325 00:27:27,312 --> 00:27:29,314 [siren wailing] 326 00:27:34,277 --> 00:27:35,528 [banging on desk] 327 00:27:35,612 --> 00:27:37,238 -[man 2] Calling order, please. -Check. 328 00:27:37,322 --> 00:27:40,408 [woman] Item 8A requests approval of a resolution authorizing 329 00:27:40,492 --> 00:27:42,285 the Department of Homelessness 330 00:27:42,369 --> 00:27:44,913 for the proposed Embarcadero SAFE Navigation Center. 331 00:27:44,996 --> 00:27:47,999 [helicopter thrumming overhead] 332 00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:52,253 [officer] We're going to set up a perimeter, all encampments. 333 00:27:52,337 --> 00:27:54,422 We just found too many hazardous materials, 334 00:27:54,506 --> 00:27:57,592 so we have a crew out here to remove that right now. 335 00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:03,765 [woman 2] We need to be allowing homeless shelters 336 00:28:03,848 --> 00:28:06,476 in every single neighborhood across the city. 337 00:28:10,021 --> 00:28:11,398 [man 1] Get all your stuff out. 338 00:28:11,481 --> 00:28:14,609 Get it out. At least get your tents and all that stuff out of here. 339 00:28:17,445 --> 00:28:20,448 [man 3] This 200-bed Navigation Center will act as a magnet 340 00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:23,451 and will import a massive homeless population 341 00:28:23,535 --> 00:28:25,620 and will harm the surrounding neighborhood. 342 00:28:27,914 --> 00:28:30,208 [man 1] I asked them, "Where do you want them to go?" 343 00:28:30,291 --> 00:28:34,087 There's nowhere for anyone to go. Where are they supposed to go? 344 00:28:34,170 --> 00:28:36,214 [siren wailing] 345 00:28:39,592 --> 00:28:43,680 [man 4] I have never seen a mayor jam down the throats 346 00:28:43,763 --> 00:28:46,558 of a neighborhood a project 347 00:28:46,641 --> 00:28:49,686 when the neighborhood was 95% opposed. 348 00:28:50,186 --> 00:28:52,188 [siren wailing] 349 00:29:03,700 --> 00:29:05,493 [man 5] I was just called a racist 350 00:29:05,577 --> 00:29:08,788 for not wanting things like drug use, drug sale, 351 00:29:08,872 --> 00:29:11,708 importing additional homeless into our neighborhood. 352 00:29:11,791 --> 00:29:15,253 Yeah, I don't think a lot of people want those things in their backyard. 353 00:29:15,336 --> 00:29:18,756 [people chanting] People are dying in your front yard! 354 00:29:19,340 --> 00:29:23,136 People are dying in your front yard! 355 00:29:23,219 --> 00:29:27,307 People are dying in your front yard! 356 00:29:43,406 --> 00:29:45,408 [solemn music playing] 357 00:30:12,602 --> 00:30:16,231 There's a better life out there, Patty. There's a better life. 358 00:30:19,943 --> 00:30:22,946 You just gotta believe, and you gotta work, you know? 359 00:30:23,613 --> 00:30:28,034 And I'm a paycheck away from being in the tent right next to you, girl, so… 360 00:30:29,077 --> 00:30:32,413 It can happen to anybody. You know? It really can. 361 00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:56,813 [Patty] Here we go. 362 00:30:58,523 --> 00:30:59,357 Hey. 363 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,317 [dog sniffing] 364 00:31:01,401 --> 00:31:02,402 Okay. 365 00:31:07,740 --> 00:31:10,618 [interviewer] Uh, what are your plans for housing? 366 00:31:12,203 --> 00:31:13,746 Oh… 367 00:31:17,041 --> 00:31:20,211 I plan on getting a house and staying in it. 368 00:31:22,505 --> 00:31:24,173 If I can get housing, 369 00:31:24,257 --> 00:31:27,427 I will definitely be leaving this shelter here. 370 00:31:27,510 --> 00:31:29,971 I would be in a better environment. 371 00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:34,434 I can actually eat more, shower more. 372 00:31:34,517 --> 00:31:38,229 Every time I get an apartment, I always end up homeless again. 373 00:31:38,313 --> 00:31:42,775 So, at this point, I just want to get a van, a big van, or an RV, 374 00:31:43,276 --> 00:31:47,488 and something that I own that they can't take from me, you know? 375 00:31:48,072 --> 00:31:50,867 [interviewer] Is anyone helping you apply for housing? 376 00:31:50,950 --> 00:31:51,951 Mm-mm. 377 00:31:53,369 --> 00:31:56,748 [man] Right now, I'm waiting. I'm in a mental health program, 378 00:31:56,831 --> 00:31:59,709 and they helped me get my Section 8 voucher, so 379 00:32:00,376 --> 00:32:03,963 I'm just waiting for whatever they have to do. 380 00:32:04,672 --> 00:32:07,175 [interviewer] Are there any other goals that you want to work on? 381 00:32:07,258 --> 00:32:10,887 [blubbers] If, like, I can get a place 382 00:32:10,970 --> 00:32:14,432 and do what I have to do to keep my head, like, 383 00:32:14,515 --> 00:32:16,935 out of the street mind. 384 00:32:18,561 --> 00:32:22,106 [voice breaking] But that's all I-- Like, to be honest, that's all I know. 385 00:32:22,190 --> 00:32:23,191 [interviewer] Okay. 386 00:32:24,484 --> 00:32:25,985 I really want 387 00:32:27,612 --> 00:32:29,489 to be stable, 388 00:32:30,239 --> 00:32:31,282 and… 389 00:32:33,284 --> 00:32:36,204 have my family around me like I used to. 390 00:32:36,287 --> 00:32:39,457 I've always had that desire to get off the streets. 391 00:32:39,540 --> 00:32:40,750 It's just been hard. 392 00:32:45,296 --> 00:32:49,342 I'm not trying to bother anybody, you know, burden anybody. 393 00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:57,392 And when police used to wake us up and rustle us up, 394 00:32:58,851 --> 00:33:00,186 "You can't be here." 395 00:33:01,104 --> 00:33:03,898 I used to tell them, "I do the same things you do." 396 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:07,276 I wash my teeth. I gotta eat. 397 00:33:09,153 --> 00:33:11,739 The only thing for me, everything is spread out. 398 00:33:14,075 --> 00:33:17,453 Everybody else just got it inside, in one spot. 399 00:33:20,123 --> 00:33:22,750 But I do the same things everybody else does. 400 00:33:25,712 --> 00:33:26,921 Nothing different. 401 00:33:39,851 --> 00:33:42,186 [man] We're all in this ship, and we're still sinking. 402 00:33:42,270 --> 00:33:45,606 [woman] Particularly in high-cost cities like ours, I mean, 403 00:33:45,690 --> 00:33:47,859 we are not reaching enough people, 404 00:33:47,942 --> 00:33:52,697 and Oakland's homelessness has doubled in four years. Doubled. 405 00:33:53,990 --> 00:33:56,534 [man] That especially hits hard certain communities. 406 00:33:56,617 --> 00:33:59,620 If you're African-American, or if you've ever served time, 407 00:33:59,704 --> 00:34:01,164 there's even a greater likelihood. 408 00:34:01,247 --> 00:34:04,667 And then, of course, COVID-19 hits. 409 00:34:04,751 --> 00:34:09,088 Everyone sees the tsunami of homelessness coming 410 00:34:09,172 --> 00:34:11,924 because nobody can pay the rent 411 00:34:12,008 --> 00:34:14,469 and those eviction moratoriums are gonna run out. 412 00:34:14,552 --> 00:34:16,596 [man] This requires a different level of commitment, 413 00:34:16,679 --> 00:34:18,890 and we need a FEMA-like response to this. 414 00:34:18,973 --> 00:34:22,769 How do we make sure there is a right to housing in California? 415 00:34:23,269 --> 00:34:27,148 We have a lot of work to do, but cities and counties can't do it alone. 416 00:34:28,191 --> 00:34:33,488 [woman] These heartbreaking stories have got to come to some dramatic, 417 00:34:33,571 --> 00:34:35,364 necessary change. 418 00:34:51,672 --> 00:34:54,675 ["Endless Road" by Angel Olsen playing] 419 00:35:02,016 --> 00:35:04,602 ♪ Well, every road I see ♪ 420 00:35:05,353 --> 00:35:07,980 ♪ Leads away from me ♪ 421 00:35:08,564 --> 00:35:10,858 ♪ There's not a single one ♪ 422 00:35:10,942 --> 00:35:13,528 ♪ That leads me home ♪ 423 00:35:14,821 --> 00:35:16,489 ♪ The road keeps saying ♪ 424 00:35:16,572 --> 00:35:21,160 ♪ Friend, come see what's round the bend ♪ 425 00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:26,124 ♪ So is it any wonder that I roam? ♪ 426 00:35:27,291 --> 00:35:30,253 ♪ All the places I have been ♪ 427 00:35:30,336 --> 00:35:32,755 ♪ Keep calling me back again ♪ 428 00:35:32,839 --> 00:35:33,965 You're a good girl. 429 00:35:34,048 --> 00:35:35,383 ♪ Down in the pines ♪ 430 00:35:35,466 --> 00:35:39,178 ♪ I hear the cold winds blow ♪ 431 00:35:39,762 --> 00:35:42,849 ♪ My heart keeps telling me ♪ 432 00:35:42,932 --> 00:35:46,144 ♪ Footloose and fancy-free ♪ 433 00:35:46,227 --> 00:35:48,104 ♪ And the road goes by ♪ 434 00:35:48,187 --> 00:35:52,150 ♪ And calls me as it goes ♪ 435 00:35:52,900 --> 00:35:56,237 ♪ Well, maybe somewhere There's a someone ♪ 436 00:35:56,320 --> 00:35:59,240 ♪ Waiting there with a smile ♪ 437 00:35:59,323 --> 00:36:02,535 ♪ And maybe there'll be a place ♪ 438 00:36:02,618 --> 00:36:05,621 ♪ To stop and rest awhile ♪ 439 00:36:05,705 --> 00:36:09,292 ♪ And maybe you weren't meant to be ♪ 440 00:36:09,375 --> 00:36:12,920 ♪ Just a rolling stone ♪ 441 00:36:13,546 --> 00:36:16,591 ♪ And there's a road to travel on ♪ 442 00:36:16,674 --> 00:36:20,303 ♪ That leads you back to home ♪ 443 00:36:24,223 --> 00:36:27,226 ♪ Oh, but I'll keep traveling on ♪ 444 00:36:27,310 --> 00:36:30,771 ♪ Keep looking at the dawn ♪ 445 00:36:30,855 --> 00:36:36,736 ♪ Till I can lay this lonesome body down ♪ 446 00:36:36,819 --> 00:36:40,156 [song continues over speakers] ♪ And when that day has come ♪ 447 00:36:40,239 --> 00:36:43,367 ♪ I nevermore will roam ♪ 448 00:36:43,451 --> 00:36:48,372 ♪ And every road I see will lead me home ♪ 449 00:36:51,584 --> 00:36:53,544 [Luis] Ready for nite-nite, Luna? 450 00:36:56,214 --> 00:36:57,757 All right. [exhales] 451 00:36:59,133 --> 00:37:00,676 Tomorrow's another day. 452 00:37:03,846 --> 00:37:06,432 Luna, what are we gonna watch? 453 00:37:07,099 --> 00:37:09,101 [indistinct dialogue over phone] 454 00:37:44,136 --> 00:37:47,974 [somber music plays]