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BENNY:
Previously, on Black Cake...
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BYRON: People don't always
get the jobs they want.
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Your mother overcame so much, and your
father was a civil rights lawyer.
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And you can't even
summon the courage
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to fight what is clearly
workplace discrimination?
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Don't use my parents
to shame me.
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I'm sorry,
that's not what I meant.
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Except that is what you meant.
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What about when Dad died?
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You said you'd come
to the funeral.
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- We waited for you, Benny.
- (crying) I wanted to be there.
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This is about my family.
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I am your family!
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- Stop! (gasps)
- (Steve grunts)
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(thuds, gasping)
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BENNY:
I came to Dad's funeral,
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but I never got out of my car.
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I couldn't face you or Mom
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with my face all
bruised and swollen.
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I am proud of you.
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You got that piece
of shit, Steve,
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out of your life.
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STEVE:
It's a substantial offer,
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and I think we ought to consider it.
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I don't think I want that piece
displayed in someone's house, Steve.
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I mean, it's personal.
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Just tell me what you need.
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MR. MITCH:
Your mother left you a message.
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In the end, she decided to talk.
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I didn't want to burden you
with the weight of it.
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I'm sorry. No.
No, please stop.
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- (thuds, grunts)
- (shaky breaths)
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BENNY: I can't believe she didn't tell Dad
about Scotland.
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The saddest part is I think
Dad would've wanted to know.
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I wish I'd had the courage to
share the truth with you sooner,
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because that's what all three of my
children deserve.
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You heard me correctly,
you have a sister.
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(somber music playing)
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ELEANOR:
I tried to forget, B and B.
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Lord knows I tried.
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But somewhere out there
was the little girl
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who had made me a mother.
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And how could I forget
about that?
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(waves crashing)
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ELEANOR: The ache that
my firstborn child
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had left in my heart
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grew bigger after
your father died,
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while my world grew smaller
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and lonelier.
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You asked me before, Byron,
about that day on the beach,
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and you were right.
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It wasn't an accident.
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As soon as I got the news
that they had found something,
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and I realized
that I was going to die,
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suddenly,
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I desperately wanted to live.
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How strange it seemed,
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when only hours before,
I had all but given up on life.
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But what could I do?
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I couldn't stop the cancer
from spreading.
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And yet, still
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I had to do something.
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It might sound silly,
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but I thought if I could
change my diet,
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start eating healthy,
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that was one small thing
I could control.
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And so I started
scrolling through recipes,
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when out of the blue,
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there she was in
a cooking video
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of all places.
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WOMAN (on video):
This chayote was found in
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a rural market in Italy.
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ELEANOR:
For so many years,
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I had been
searching for a face
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I wasn't sure I would
even recognize.
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A face with a small birthmark
at the top of her forehead.
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But it was her voice
that actually struck me first.
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And when I looked closer,
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I knew in my bones that
she was my child.
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And suddenly,
the question became,
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what would I do
with that knowledge?
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HAIRSTYLIST: Just tuck this. Perfect.
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(indistinct chatter)
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STAGE MANAGER: She's all set.
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(people chattering)
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- We ready to go? Yeah?
- TALK SHOW HOST: Yeah.
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Perfect. Okay, here we go.
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Five, four, three, two--
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Welcome back to our
special travel episode,
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here on location in
beautiful Tuscany.
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Today, we're talking about
Italian food culture,
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and our next guest
is Mabel Martin,
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an ethno-food guru,
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and author of Something True,
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a bestselling book on traditional foods
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from around the world.
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Mabel, welcome to the show.
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Thank you so much
for having me.
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Mabel, most of us who love
coffee have heard of
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the famous Italian blends,
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but you write in your book that
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there's no such thing
as Italian coffee.
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- Can you explain?
- Of course.
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What I'm saying is there's
no such thing
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as Italian coffee culture,
strictly speaking,
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because the beans are imported
from other countries.
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So Italy can't really claim ownership
of this culinary tradition
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without acknowledging the role
of these other countries.
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In other words, coffee's a shared
tradition across cultures.
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Absolutely.
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Some foods are born and bred
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within one specific culture,
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but others come about
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through commercial exchange,
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or a history of exploitation.
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I mean, the beans used in Italy
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are grown in countries
like Ethiopia and Brazil,
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and w-we can't ignore that fact
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when we talk about
"Italian coffee culture."
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Yeah, but your book focuses on recipes
born and bred within one culture.
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That's right. The diaspora of food,
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just like the
diaspora of people,
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has influenced cultures
around the world.
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But personally,
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I am fascinated by
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highly-localized
indigenous traditions.
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Sorry to jump in here,
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- but, um, I have to ask--
- Mmm?
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How can you put yourself
forward as a guru on
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indigenous foods from African,
South American, and Asian countries
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when, well,
you yourself are a white woman?
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Well, like most people, I am the product
of multiple cultures.
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Yes, I was born in London, but I have
roots in Wales and Italy.
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And my grandmother
spent many years in Trinidad
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where her parents were
missionaries.
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She brought back loads
of local recipes,
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which eventually inspired
my lifelong study of food.
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So basically, your white ancestors
went to the Caribbean
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to convert people to
their religion,
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and that makes you
an expert on those recipes?
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- Right. Oh. I've got it.
- MABEL: No.
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What I'm saying is
that most recipes
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can't be claimed
by one culture.
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Take, for instance, Caribbean rum cake.
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Cane sugar is
the primary ingredient,
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which came from Asia originally,
not the Caribbean.
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So whose cake is it exactly?
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If it's a recipe made
in the Caribbean,
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by Caribbean people,
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I would say it's Caribbean,
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regardless of where
one ingredient is from.
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JAMES: Rum originates
in the Caribbean.
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There's no history of
rum cake in Asia.
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So I don't see how it can be considered
a shared tradition.
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Well, I'm talking about
the recipe as a whole.
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I just don't think we can always say
where one culture ends and another begins,
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especially in the kitchen.
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You can't say, since you're
not a member of those cultures.
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But I think you should be making space
for indigenous people
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to comment on what is and isn't
a part of their own cultures,
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rather than trying
to whitewash them.
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Okay, we'll have
to leave it there, ladies.
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I want to turn now
to James Kellen,
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owner and executive chef
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of some of the top restaurants
across the world.
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James, what are your
favorite Italian recipes?
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JAMES KELLEN: Oh, well, I don't know that
I'll be half as exciting
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as your previous guests,
but I'll do my best.
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Mom, listen.
If you start the chicken now,
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it'll be done by
the time I land.
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And use the good
olive oil I bought you.
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None of that
supermarket rubbish.
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No. I haven't watched it yet.
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I have half a dozen messages
from my publicist.
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I just-- I don't--
I really don't want to know--
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(chuckles)
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Well, thank you. Yes, the lighting was
quite forgiving.
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(phone chimes)
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Oh. Okay, my car is here.
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I've got to go.
Tell Gio I'm bringing him
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the bomboloni
from that place he likes.
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Okay.
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Alright, love you. Bye.
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- (in Italian) Good morning.
- Hi.
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(speaking Italian)
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(continues speaking Italian)
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ELEANOR (in English): I realize now that
there arecertain moments in our lives
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that come to define us,
B and B.
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Moments when we're confronted
with a question about who we truly are
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on some fundamental level.
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And when I found your sister,
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I knew it was one
of those moments.
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I wanted so badly
to reach across the ocean
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and be the mother I had
never been to this child
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I had dreamed about
for so long.
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But I didn't want to shock her,
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to frighten her,
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to betray the people who had
spent so many years
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raising her and loving her.
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And I was afraid of what it would cost
to tell the truth.
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They've taken my comments
completely out of context,
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as if I'm trying to appropriate
Caribbean culture.
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That's ridiculous.
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Talking about the origin
of a recipe,
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for heaven's sake!
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And drawing attention
to the historical exploitation
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of marginalized communities
within culinary traditions.
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And now, somehow, I'm on the verge of
being canceled.
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Well, you can't listen
to the internet, love.
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People are just angry with the world
and looking for someone to blame.
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I am an academic
and a historian.
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Can I help that I am
also a white woman?
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Does that disqualify me from writing about
other cultures?
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MABEL'S MOTHER: Of course not.
You know, when I think
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of all the years that you
spent in grad school,
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the time that you spent
researching your book so meticulously--
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MABEL: And yet, nobody is mentioning that.
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All they want to do
is make a snap judgment
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and brand me as... just another Karen.
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When you're more qualified
than just about anyone
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to talk about these things.
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You should never have
to apologize
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for who you are, darling.
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Never.
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MABEL: What do you think, Gio?
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I hope this backlash hasn't made it
into your circles online.
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I mean, it's still
trending on Twitter.
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It's not like I can avoid it.
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And honestly, I--
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I kinda get it.
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What do you get, exactly?
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Well, do you really know
anything about underpaid
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Ethiopian coffee bean pickers?
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Look at where you grew up.
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I mean, whether you
like to admit it or not, Mum,
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you're privileged.
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I'm not debating whether or not
I grew up with certain advantages.
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Of course, I know our family
has been very fortunate.
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But does that mean that I can only write
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about foods people eat
in this neighborhood
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or in this social class?
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You know what?
I don't care, okay?
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Write about anything you want.
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I hardly see you anymore.
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Oh, that's not fair.
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I work hard so you get to go
to the best school in the country.
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Is that the reason?
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Well, you can keep your money,
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'cause after this term,
I'm not going back.
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Excuse me? You're about
to start your A-levels, mister.
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So? I don't even want
to go to university.
252
00:11:06,458 --> 00:11:07,624
MABEL: Oh, really?
253
00:11:07,708 --> 00:11:09,541
Then what do you want
to do with your life?
254
00:11:09,625 --> 00:11:11,249
I don't know. Travel, maybe.
255
00:11:11,333 --> 00:11:13,624
Get a boat and sail
around the world.
256
00:11:13,708 --> 00:11:16,707
Gio, the whole point
of doing well in your A-levels
257
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and going to university
258
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is so that you have
the opportunity to figure out
259
00:11:20,500 --> 00:11:22,291
what you want to do long-term,
260
00:11:22,375 --> 00:11:24,416
not live your life on impulse.
261
00:11:24,500 --> 00:11:27,082
I made sacrifices
so that you had options.
262
00:11:27,166 --> 00:11:29,499
Look, I get it. Okay?
263
00:11:29,583 --> 00:11:32,832
I-I know things haven't been easy
since Dad died,
264
00:11:32,916 --> 00:11:35,791
but I just don't fit in
265
00:11:35,875 --> 00:11:39,750
with any of those posh
English kids, okay?
266
00:11:42,250 --> 00:11:43,458
I miss Rome.
267
00:11:44,208 --> 00:11:45,457
I miss my friends.
268
00:11:45,541 --> 00:11:48,291
And I'm old enough now
to make my own decisions.
269
00:11:48,375 --> 00:11:49,791
Clearly, not good ones.
270
00:11:49,875 --> 00:11:53,208
If you're worried about passing your
A-levels, Gio,
271
00:11:54,375 --> 00:11:58,541
if it becomes an issue,
we can always get the exams reassessed.
272
00:11:58,625 --> 00:11:59,624
Right.
273
00:11:59,708 --> 00:12:00,791
Just like all the
other rich kids
274
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who pay their way to the top.
275
00:12:02,250 --> 00:12:04,541
You do not speak
to your granddad like that.
276
00:12:04,625 --> 00:12:06,916
Look, I don't want
to talk about this anymore.
277
00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:08,457
You're not dropping
out of school.
278
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You're going to university.
279
00:12:10,500 --> 00:12:11,749
And that's final.
280
00:12:22,541 --> 00:12:24,541
(phone vibrating)
281
00:12:33,208 --> 00:12:34,082
Hello?
282
00:12:34,166 --> 00:12:35,416
JAMES: Mabel, hi.
283
00:12:35,500 --> 00:12:36,916
It's James Kellen,
284
00:12:37,000 --> 00:12:38,624
your fellow guest on
the show today.
285
00:12:38,708 --> 00:12:40,041
How are you?
286
00:12:40,625 --> 00:12:41,791
Oh, I'm fine.
287
00:12:42,500 --> 00:12:43,999
Apart from being
pilloried online
288
00:12:44,083 --> 00:12:45,666
and thrown into cancel jail.
289
00:12:45,750 --> 00:12:47,707
(over phone) Thank you for your help
with that, by the way.
290
00:12:47,791 --> 00:12:49,707
Did anyone actually listen
to what I was saying?
291
00:12:49,791 --> 00:12:52,125
Because I was trying to
create a dialogue.
292
00:12:52,916 --> 00:12:55,041
You know what?
I'm sorry. (chuckles)
293
00:12:55,125 --> 00:12:56,625
Why are you calling me?
294
00:12:57,208 --> 00:12:59,874
I wanted to tell you, I thought you
handled yourself well under fire today.
295
00:12:59,958 --> 00:13:02,041
And I was wondering
if I could take you out to dinner.
296
00:13:05,458 --> 00:13:07,250
You want to take
me out to dinner?
297
00:13:07,833 --> 00:13:10,332
(chuckles) Are you trying
to get yourself canceled too?
298
00:13:10,416 --> 00:13:12,249
No, I admire a woman
with strong opinions.
299
00:13:12,333 --> 00:13:14,249
(over phone) Besides, I wouldn't sweat
this whole media blast.
300
00:13:14,333 --> 00:13:16,707
It'll all blow over
within a couple of news cycles.
301
00:13:16,791 --> 00:13:19,416
I wish I could share
your brazen optimism.
302
00:13:19,958 --> 00:13:21,458
It's very American.
303
00:13:22,166 --> 00:13:24,250
Yeah, well, it's the truth.
People have short memories.
304
00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:27,166
Anyway,
I think you're fascinating.
305
00:13:28,041 --> 00:13:30,791
And I haven't been able
to stop thinking about you all day.
306
00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:35,332
Well, that's a shame,
307
00:13:35,416 --> 00:13:39,832
because I hopped on a plane to London
right after we wrapped,
308
00:13:39,916 --> 00:13:42,916
so... it seems we've
missed each other.
309
00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:44,624
Oh, London.
310
00:13:44,708 --> 00:13:47,375
Ah, it's perfect. I have business out
there anyway.
311
00:13:48,208 --> 00:13:49,916
What are you doing
tomorrow night?
312
00:13:58,083 --> 00:13:59,332
Oh, darling,
313
00:13:59,416 --> 00:14:01,416
it's so good to
have you home.
314
00:14:01,500 --> 00:14:03,916
House just comes alive
when you're here.
315
00:14:04,416 --> 00:14:05,666
I missed you guys.
316
00:14:09,166 --> 00:14:11,750
Did you know
Gio felt that way about school?
317
00:14:12,750 --> 00:14:14,166
(sighs) Well, he may--
318
00:14:14,250 --> 00:14:17,082
He may have made a few little comments
here and there
319
00:14:17,166 --> 00:14:18,583
during his last visit, but...
320
00:14:19,291 --> 00:14:20,791
nothing definite.
321
00:14:21,291 --> 00:14:24,999
I knew I should've canceled
that stupid PR thing in Berlin.
322
00:14:25,083 --> 00:14:28,166
I've missed three of his school holidays
now in a row.
323
00:14:28,625 --> 00:14:30,999
You have a thriving career.
324
00:14:31,083 --> 00:14:33,166
Sweetheart,
there's nothing wrong with that.
325
00:14:33,625 --> 00:14:35,666
Oh, besides,
he won't be mad at you forever.
326
00:14:35,750 --> 00:14:37,624
He's just going through
a rebellious phase,
327
00:14:37,708 --> 00:14:39,041
like all teenagers do.
328
00:14:40,500 --> 00:14:44,000
Um... I never went through
a rebellious phase.
329
00:14:44,583 --> 00:14:46,166
Well, no.
330
00:14:46,250 --> 00:14:49,000
You were always my
perfect little girl.
331
00:14:49,750 --> 00:14:51,791
Perfect from the moment
you were born.
332
00:14:54,583 --> 00:14:57,375
By the way, you'll never guess
who asked me out.
333
00:14:58,000 --> 00:15:00,416
That big restaurant guy
from the show today.
334
00:15:00,666 --> 00:15:02,791
Oh, he was so handsome.
335
00:15:03,333 --> 00:15:05,749
Good for you, darling.
I liked him.
336
00:15:05,833 --> 00:15:06,958
Mmm.
337
00:15:07,416 --> 00:15:08,916
But he's American, though.
338
00:15:09,916 --> 00:15:11,916
Never gone out with
an American before.
339
00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:14,416
Well,
everyone has their flaws, dear.
340
00:15:14,833 --> 00:15:17,582
Oh, I do want you to find someone to
settle down with.
341
00:15:17,666 --> 00:15:19,750
My wish for you
342
00:15:22,541 --> 00:15:24,666
(sighs) is to experience
the kind of love
343
00:15:24,750 --> 00:15:27,000
that your father and I have had
all these years.
344
00:15:28,416 --> 00:15:30,708
But I had that once.
You know that.
345
00:15:31,458 --> 00:15:32,666
With Paolo.
346
00:15:32,750 --> 00:15:34,541
Well, yes, dear.
347
00:15:34,625 --> 00:15:36,082
But that was different,
wasn't it?
348
00:15:36,166 --> 00:15:37,207
No, it was still love,
349
00:15:37,291 --> 00:15:39,207
whether or not you
and Dad approved.
350
00:15:39,291 --> 00:15:41,041
Anyway, I'm not talking
about the past.
351
00:15:41,125 --> 00:15:42,541
I'm talking about the future.
352
00:15:42,625 --> 00:15:45,041
Well, you deserve
to find someone
353
00:15:45,125 --> 00:15:47,958
who will love you
for the rest of your life
354
00:15:48,833 --> 00:15:51,291
and appreciate you
for exactly who you are.
355
00:15:52,250 --> 00:15:53,457
No matter what the
internet says?
356
00:15:53,541 --> 00:15:54,916
Exactly.
357
00:15:56,291 --> 00:15:57,166
(Mabel chuckles)
358
00:15:57,250 --> 00:15:59,624
Well, I was always
drawn to food
359
00:15:59,708 --> 00:16:01,249
from around the world.
360
00:16:01,333 --> 00:16:04,332
Even as a child,
I loved going to Brixton Market,
361
00:16:04,416 --> 00:16:07,499
with all the stalls with the--
the octopus tentacles
362
00:16:07,583 --> 00:16:09,624
and the goats' heads and
the dragon fruit.
363
00:16:09,708 --> 00:16:11,207
I was completely fascinated.
364
00:16:11,291 --> 00:16:12,791
Yeah, you were a born foodie.
365
00:16:12,875 --> 00:16:15,874
Well, I just wasn't a fan
of Yorkshire pudding
366
00:16:15,958 --> 00:16:17,582
and steak and kidney pie,
367
00:16:17,666 --> 00:16:19,749
the bland British standards
that the other children loved.
368
00:16:19,833 --> 00:16:22,582
I wanted color and spice
and vibrancy.
369
00:16:22,666 --> 00:16:24,166
And your parents indulged you?
370
00:16:24,250 --> 00:16:26,166
Oh, they were marvelous.
371
00:16:26,250 --> 00:16:27,749
That's the advantage
of being the only child.
372
00:16:27,833 --> 00:16:28,666
Yeah.
373
00:16:28,750 --> 00:16:30,166
My mum,
374
00:16:30,250 --> 00:16:31,749
she bought me
this little spice rack,
375
00:16:31,833 --> 00:16:33,916
and she just--
just let me experiment.
376
00:16:34,708 --> 00:16:36,250
They encouraged me
to study abroad.
377
00:16:36,833 --> 00:16:39,624
And how exactly does one become
an ethno-food guru?
378
00:16:39,708 --> 00:16:40,874
- (Mabel scoffs)
- (James chuckles)
379
00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:43,082
Okay, I did not create
that ridiculous term,
380
00:16:43,166 --> 00:16:44,374
I'll have you know.
381
00:16:44,458 --> 00:16:46,250
We can thank my
PR team for that.
382
00:16:50,125 --> 00:16:51,208
Long story short,
383
00:16:54,916 --> 00:16:56,125
I met someone in Rome,
384
00:16:57,333 --> 00:16:59,166
but he ended up passing away.
385
00:16:59,250 --> 00:17:01,957
And I suddenly found myself
a single parent,
386
00:17:02,041 --> 00:17:05,250
barely eking out a living
in academia.
387
00:17:05,833 --> 00:17:07,416
I always wanted to write a book,
388
00:17:07,500 --> 00:17:10,750
blending my love of history
and anthropology, and food.
389
00:17:11,416 --> 00:17:15,041
So I thought,
life is short, why wait?
390
00:17:15,625 --> 00:17:18,041
Grief has a tendency to put things into
perspective, doesn't it?
391
00:17:18,625 --> 00:17:20,957
- Or give you tunnel vision.
- Hmm.
392
00:17:21,041 --> 00:17:24,541
It was a ridiculous gamble,
but it paid off.
393
00:17:25,250 --> 00:17:26,833
So what's next for you, anyway?
394
00:17:28,166 --> 00:17:30,832
I'm in the early stages
of researching my next book.
395
00:17:30,916 --> 00:17:33,124
Well, that's obviously
a mistake.
396
00:17:33,208 --> 00:17:35,333
- Excuse me?
- You should be thinking bigger.
397
00:17:35,916 --> 00:17:37,583
I mean, expanding your
brand beyond books.
398
00:17:38,166 --> 00:17:40,582
You have what most authors
can only dream of.
399
00:17:40,666 --> 00:17:41,916
You're gorgeous,
400
00:17:42,458 --> 00:17:44,291
very good on camera,
and after yesterday,
401
00:17:44,375 --> 00:17:46,208
- you're already on people's radar.
- (Mabel groans)
402
00:17:46,875 --> 00:17:48,625
All publicity is good publicity.
403
00:17:50,041 --> 00:17:52,208
And you are a very
good salesman.
404
00:17:53,625 --> 00:17:56,208
- (phone vibrating)
- Oh. I'm sorry.
405
00:17:58,125 --> 00:17:59,958
I think this has to do
with my book tour.
406
00:18:00,458 --> 00:18:01,708
- I'll be right back.
- Sure.
407
00:18:06,041 --> 00:18:07,666
(indistinct chatter)
408
00:18:07,750 --> 00:18:08,666
Hello?
409
00:18:08,750 --> 00:18:10,250
Yes, hello.
410
00:18:10,916 --> 00:18:12,999
May I speak to Mabel Martin,
please?
411
00:18:13,083 --> 00:18:14,499
This is she. Who's calling?
412
00:18:14,583 --> 00:18:15,666
Well, hello.
413
00:18:16,333 --> 00:18:18,874
Uh, my name is Charles Mitch.
414
00:18:18,958 --> 00:18:21,833
I'm an attorney
in Newport Beach, California.
415
00:18:22,208 --> 00:18:25,291
Uh, representing
one of my clients' estate.
416
00:18:25,375 --> 00:18:26,957
(over phone)
I-Is now a good time to talk?
417
00:18:27,041 --> 00:18:28,832
Not really, actually.
418
00:18:28,916 --> 00:18:30,124
I think you have
the wrong person.
419
00:18:30,208 --> 00:18:31,749
I don't know
anyone in California.
420
00:18:31,833 --> 00:18:34,249
This is Mabel Mathilda Martin?
421
00:18:34,333 --> 00:18:37,166
Your parents are
Wanda and Ronald?
422
00:18:37,250 --> 00:18:39,041
Okay. Um, what is
this regarding?
423
00:18:39,125 --> 00:18:41,541
I have some sensitive
information
424
00:18:41,625 --> 00:18:43,082
that pertains to you,
425
00:18:43,166 --> 00:18:45,916
but if this is not a good time,
maybe we could--
426
00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:47,541
No. No, no, no.
You have me now.
427
00:18:47,625 --> 00:18:50,707
So just--
just tell me what this is about.
428
00:18:50,791 --> 00:18:53,916
My client passed away recently,
429
00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:56,832
and she left me instructions
to contact you.
430
00:18:56,916 --> 00:18:59,166
Her name was Eleanor Bennett.
431
00:18:59,250 --> 00:19:00,750
Does that name mean
anything to you?
432
00:19:02,333 --> 00:19:04,249
No. Should it?
433
00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:07,875
May I ask what you've been told
about your adoption?
434
00:19:08,666 --> 00:19:10,500
(chuckles) Excuse me?
435
00:19:11,500 --> 00:19:14,166
Uh-- There must be some
kind of mistake. I'm not adopted.
436
00:19:15,500 --> 00:19:18,041
(softly) Oh my goodness.
(groans)
437
00:19:18,125 --> 00:19:19,000
(slight chuckle)
438
00:19:19,708 --> 00:19:21,583
I, uh, apologize.
439
00:19:22,208 --> 00:19:23,666
Eleanor assumed that you
440
00:19:23,750 --> 00:19:25,082
knew that much,
at least.
441
00:19:25,166 --> 00:19:27,499
No, I'm sorry.
You have the wrong information.
442
00:19:27,583 --> 00:19:29,541
I'm afraid I don't. Um--
443
00:19:31,791 --> 00:19:33,999
Eleanor was your birth mother.
444
00:19:34,083 --> 00:19:38,457
Before she died, she had an investigator
confirm the relation.
445
00:19:38,541 --> 00:19:40,041
She would've reached
out to you herself,
446
00:19:40,125 --> 00:19:43,333
but she was sick, and, um, didn't want
to burden you.
447
00:19:43,916 --> 00:19:49,207
I have also been in contact with your two
half-siblings here in California.
448
00:19:49,291 --> 00:19:51,832
- (men laughing and chattering)
- Eleanor wanted me to invite you
449
00:19:51,916 --> 00:19:54,291
- to come here to meet with them...
- Um--
450
00:19:54,375 --> 00:19:56,582
MR. MITCH: ... and review some
things about the estate.
451
00:19:56,666 --> 00:19:59,541
Look, I-- I'm sorry,
I-I don't know-- (sighs)
452
00:19:59,625 --> 00:20:03,207
I know this must be a lot
to process all at once,
453
00:20:03,291 --> 00:20:07,125
and I truly apologize
for catching you off guard.
454
00:20:07,625 --> 00:20:11,082
I'll tell you what,
I'll email you some information,
455
00:20:11,166 --> 00:20:13,666
and that way, you can contact me
when you're ready to talk.
456
00:20:13,750 --> 00:20:14,875
How does that sound?
457
00:20:16,583 --> 00:20:17,666
Um...
458
00:20:18,250 --> 00:20:19,250
Uh, I--
459
00:20:20,250 --> 00:20:21,416
I have to go.
460
00:20:23,666 --> 00:20:24,500
Oh.
461
00:20:25,583 --> 00:20:29,708
ELEANOR: For so long, I had been this
child's mother in my heart,
462
00:20:30,541 --> 00:20:32,916
but the world didn't
see me that way.
463
00:20:33,916 --> 00:20:36,832
It was as though
I were living a lie.
464
00:20:36,916 --> 00:20:39,875
(poignant music playing)
465
00:20:44,625 --> 00:20:46,291
Everything all right
with the tour?
466
00:20:47,708 --> 00:20:48,541
What?
467
00:20:49,041 --> 00:20:50,250
Oh, no. Uh--
468
00:20:51,000 --> 00:20:52,000
Yes.
469
00:20:52,625 --> 00:20:54,291
Everything's fine, thank you.
470
00:20:54,375 --> 00:20:55,666
It's just, um...
471
00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:58,000
Just logistics.
472
00:20:59,041 --> 00:20:59,916
I'm sorry.
(chuckles)
473
00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:01,207
What were we talking about?
474
00:21:01,291 --> 00:21:03,749
I was trying to say that you should have
your own show.
475
00:21:03,833 --> 00:21:05,749
I think you'd be
a hit in the US.
476
00:21:05,833 --> 00:21:07,416
If you're open to getting
a foothold...
477
00:21:07,500 --> 00:21:11,707
ELEANOR: And when you've lived
your whole life as a lie,
478
00:21:11,791 --> 00:21:14,500
how on earth do you redefine
who you are?
479
00:21:15,500 --> 00:21:18,916
How on earth can you
possibly start over?
480
00:21:27,166 --> 00:21:28,458
It all makes sense now.
481
00:21:30,416 --> 00:21:31,874
I spent my entire life
482
00:21:31,958 --> 00:21:34,707
feeling like I wasn't
good enough for Ma.
483
00:21:34,791 --> 00:21:37,625
And... now I get it.
484
00:21:40,291 --> 00:21:42,458
Every time she looked
at me, sh-- sh--
485
00:21:43,708 --> 00:21:45,833
She was probably thinking
about her...
486
00:21:46,500 --> 00:21:47,750
other daughter,
487
00:21:48,625 --> 00:21:49,750
her
488
00:21:50,791 --> 00:21:52,374
first daughter.
489
00:21:52,458 --> 00:21:53,500
Look at me.
490
00:21:54,791 --> 00:21:57,416
Ma loved you, Benny.
491
00:21:59,208 --> 00:22:01,000
Despite all this other shit.
492
00:22:03,500 --> 00:22:04,541
You know she did.
493
00:22:04,625 --> 00:22:07,166
It doesn't matter
if she loved me.
494
00:22:08,708 --> 00:22:12,082
I always thought that I was just living
in your shadow,
495
00:22:12,166 --> 00:22:13,582
but it wasn't about that.
496
00:22:13,666 --> 00:22:15,083
She was comparing
497
00:22:16,375 --> 00:22:17,500
me to her.
498
00:22:18,125 --> 00:22:20,083
How could she compare you
499
00:22:20,666 --> 00:22:22,208
with this other...
500
00:22:23,041 --> 00:22:23,957
person
501
00:22:24,041 --> 00:22:26,041
who wasn't even in her life?
502
00:22:26,125 --> 00:22:29,000
She was comparing me
to a fantasy of her,
503
00:22:30,958 --> 00:22:32,250
which is even worse.
504
00:22:34,666 --> 00:22:35,625
Did you get through to her?
505
00:22:37,125 --> 00:22:38,250
I did.
506
00:22:39,125 --> 00:22:40,957
She's gonna need some
time to sit with it.
507
00:22:41,041 --> 00:22:42,124
(Byron scoffs)
508
00:22:42,208 --> 00:22:44,041
She wasn't aware
that she was adopted.
509
00:22:47,708 --> 00:22:49,250
How is that even possible?
510
00:22:50,750 --> 00:22:53,041
Why would her family
have kept that from her?
511
00:22:53,625 --> 00:22:55,583
I suppose
they must've had their reasons.
512
00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:58,000
But your mother
513
00:22:59,375 --> 00:23:01,457
certainly never
anticipated that.
514
00:23:01,541 --> 00:23:03,249
- BENNY: Jesus!
- BYRON: Mm.
515
00:23:03,333 --> 00:23:06,208
To find out something
like that over the phone,
516
00:23:06,708 --> 00:23:08,250
from a stranger.
517
00:23:08,833 --> 00:23:09,666
I know.
518
00:23:12,375 --> 00:23:14,458
If your mother had known
the situation,
519
00:23:15,500 --> 00:23:17,166
she would've made
a different plan.
520
00:23:17,250 --> 00:23:20,624
Did Mabel say whether or not
she was planning on coming out here?
521
00:23:20,708 --> 00:23:23,041
Not yet. But I emailed her.
522
00:23:23,125 --> 00:23:25,166
Now we have to wait and see.
523
00:23:25,250 --> 00:23:26,333
Oh, whatever.
524
00:23:26,750 --> 00:23:29,082
She can take all the
time she wants.
525
00:23:29,166 --> 00:23:30,999
But now that
you've broken the news to her,
526
00:23:31,083 --> 00:23:33,041
let's just finish the
last recording.
527
00:23:34,250 --> 00:23:35,541
I wanna get this over with.
528
00:23:35,625 --> 00:23:37,874
I'm sorry, but your mother
was very specific.
529
00:23:37,958 --> 00:23:39,291
She wanted us to wait until
530
00:23:39,875 --> 00:23:43,332
Mabel decided whether
or not she wanted to join us.
531
00:23:43,416 --> 00:23:44,582
BYRON:
You've got to be kidding me!
532
00:23:44,666 --> 00:23:47,041
After the bomb Mom just dropped,
533
00:23:47,333 --> 00:23:50,750
she wants us to sit back
and twiddle our thumbs?
534
00:23:51,083 --> 00:23:53,624
No. Give me this
woman's phone number.
535
00:23:53,708 --> 00:23:54,832
I'll call her myself.
536
00:23:54,916 --> 00:23:56,832
No. Your mother wanted
537
00:23:56,916 --> 00:23:58,499
all communications
to go through me
538
00:23:58,583 --> 00:24:00,041
out of respect for
Mabel's privacy.
539
00:24:00,125 --> 00:24:01,582
Well, fuck what Ma wanted!
540
00:24:01,666 --> 00:24:02,624
- Byron.
- BYRON: No.
541
00:24:02,708 --> 00:24:04,500
She wanted to die without...
542
00:24:07,125 --> 00:24:08,791
so much as a goodbye to me.
543
00:24:09,875 --> 00:24:12,958
(melancholic music playing)
544
00:24:13,916 --> 00:24:16,291
I don't care what Ma
wanted anymore.
545
00:24:20,666 --> 00:24:22,583
She left us a goddamn mess.
546
00:24:25,041 --> 00:24:28,791
I know this isn't easy,
but I have to respect her wishes.
547
00:24:41,541 --> 00:24:42,625
I'll call
548
00:24:43,875 --> 00:24:45,416
as soon as I hear anything.
549
00:24:50,625 --> 00:24:51,458
Yeah.
550
00:24:53,541 --> 00:24:55,791
I'm not just sitting
on my hands,
551
00:24:55,875 --> 00:24:58,458
waiting for some stranger
to get her shit together.
552
00:24:59,041 --> 00:25:01,166
We know her name.
We can find her number.
553
00:25:01,250 --> 00:25:02,166
Don't.
554
00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:03,291
Why not?
555
00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:07,833
I don't wanna know
anything about her.
556
00:25:09,291 --> 00:25:10,500
I don't want her
557
00:25:11,458 --> 00:25:12,708
to be real yet.
558
00:25:13,291 --> 00:25:14,875
But she is real, Benny.
559
00:25:16,291 --> 00:25:17,666
I know.
560
00:25:19,666 --> 00:25:22,624
I just need a minute
to wrap my head around it.
561
00:25:22,708 --> 00:25:23,666
Please.
562
00:25:26,041 --> 00:25:29,125
(melancholic music
continues playing)
563
00:25:45,041 --> 00:25:46,041
(sighs)
564
00:25:57,916 --> 00:25:58,916
(sighs)
565
00:26:05,625 --> 00:26:06,582
(line ringing)
566
00:26:06,666 --> 00:26:08,750
(phone ringing)
567
00:26:11,208 --> 00:26:12,625
Hey, love.
568
00:26:13,083 --> 00:26:14,333
How are things going
with your family?
569
00:26:14,958 --> 00:26:16,500
Oh, you know,
570
00:26:16,875 --> 00:26:18,291
complicated.
571
00:26:18,375 --> 00:26:20,416
Yeah. Sorry you're going
through that right now.
572
00:26:21,583 --> 00:26:22,582
Thank you.
573
00:26:22,666 --> 00:26:24,041
So have you given
any more thought
574
00:26:24,125 --> 00:26:25,500
to what I mentioned yesterday?
575
00:26:26,416 --> 00:26:27,583
About selling our piece?
576
00:26:28,250 --> 00:26:30,249
Helena keeps bugging
me about it.
577
00:26:30,333 --> 00:26:31,833
She's already sent
over a contract.
578
00:26:32,375 --> 00:26:34,457
BENNY (over phone): Oh, she must really
like the piece.
579
00:26:34,541 --> 00:26:36,541
Well, of course.
Fucking loves it.
580
00:26:36,625 --> 00:26:37,791
(Benny scoffs)
581
00:26:37,875 --> 00:26:38,916
STEVE (over phone):
Everyone who sees it loves it.
582
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:40,166
I think it's some
of the best work
583
00:26:40,250 --> 00:26:41,541
either one of us
has ever done.
584
00:26:42,291 --> 00:26:44,832
Maybe because it's so honest.
585
00:26:44,916 --> 00:26:46,166
You know, it really
586
00:26:46,958 --> 00:26:48,333
captures who you are.
587
00:26:52,416 --> 00:26:53,416
(sighs)
588
00:26:53,958 --> 00:26:54,958
Okay.
589
00:26:56,500 --> 00:26:57,375
Okay, what?
590
00:26:58,833 --> 00:27:00,207
Okay, we can sell it.
591
00:27:00,291 --> 00:27:01,541
Really?
592
00:27:02,416 --> 00:27:03,333
Fantastic.
593
00:27:03,916 --> 00:27:05,124
I just need to see it
594
00:27:05,208 --> 00:27:07,083
one more time
before we do.
595
00:27:07,708 --> 00:27:08,916
Yeah, sure.
596
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:10,957
Well, look, I'm on my way
to a thing right now,
597
00:27:11,041 --> 00:27:13,291
- but I won't be back till late.
- BENNY (over phone): Oh, it's fine.
598
00:27:13,375 --> 00:27:15,416
How about I just let myself
into your place?
599
00:27:15,500 --> 00:27:17,541
- Because I still have a key.
- STEVE (over phone): That sounds nice.
600
00:27:17,625 --> 00:27:20,541
Hey, we should crack open
a bottle of something to celebrate.
601
00:27:20,625 --> 00:27:24,166
Our first sale as collaborators.
(chuckles)
602
00:27:24,250 --> 00:27:26,666
Hopefully, the first of many.
603
00:27:27,125 --> 00:27:28,125
Right.
604
00:27:28,625 --> 00:27:29,708
Okay.
605
00:27:30,291 --> 00:27:31,708
I'll see you later, then.
606
00:27:32,291 --> 00:27:33,125
Yeah.
607
00:27:52,416 --> 00:27:53,250
(sighs)
608
00:27:57,125 --> 00:27:57,958
(Byron clicks touchpad)
609
00:27:58,750 --> 00:28:00,374
This ancient Roman soup
610
00:28:00,458 --> 00:28:02,291
is said to have
medicinal qualities.
611
00:28:02,375 --> 00:28:04,874
Perfect for when you're feeling
under the weather.
612
00:28:04,958 --> 00:28:08,124
To start with, we'll soak our dry
pulses overnight,
613
00:28:08,208 --> 00:28:10,583
allowing them to fully hydrate
before cooking.
614
00:28:11,333 --> 00:28:14,957
Now, here I have one cup each
of yellow split peas,
615
00:28:15,041 --> 00:28:17,833
pearled barley,
brown lentils, and chickpeas.
616
00:28:18,500 --> 00:28:21,583
(melancholic music playing)
617
00:28:59,500 --> 00:29:02,583
(indistinct chatter on TV)
618
00:29:08,333 --> 00:29:11,958
(indistinct chatter
and laughter continue on TV)
619
00:29:28,833 --> 00:29:30,833
(objects clattering)
620
00:29:31,666 --> 00:29:32,832
How was your date, darling?
621
00:29:32,916 --> 00:29:34,791
(laughter and applause on TV)
622
00:29:34,875 --> 00:29:36,166
MABEL (softly): It was fine.
623
00:29:36,791 --> 00:29:38,916
Didn't expect you
back until late.
624
00:29:39,458 --> 00:29:41,874
Gio's upstairs.
Come and sit with us.
625
00:29:41,958 --> 00:29:43,333
We're having the rest
of the bomboloni.
626
00:29:45,208 --> 00:29:46,708
Where are you going?
627
00:29:48,416 --> 00:29:50,291
(birds chirping)
628
00:29:56,541 --> 00:29:58,958
I'm sorry about yesterday.
629
00:30:00,500 --> 00:30:02,833
I got upset about the
promotion because
630
00:30:03,416 --> 00:30:06,166
it hurts me to see you get hurt.
631
00:30:07,416 --> 00:30:10,625
Plus, I've just had
a lot on my mind lately,
632
00:30:11,083 --> 00:30:13,333
so I've been a little
extra testy.
633
00:30:15,500 --> 00:30:18,083
But I was outta line,
invoking your parents like that.
634
00:30:19,666 --> 00:30:21,000
I'm sorry too.
635
00:30:23,375 --> 00:30:24,375
For snapping at you.
636
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:29,958
I think my fuse is a little shorter
than usual lately.
637
00:30:30,666 --> 00:30:31,708
Understandably.
638
00:30:34,333 --> 00:30:35,333
Can I come in?
639
00:30:37,500 --> 00:30:40,291
I don't get it.
You mean she's light-skinned?
640
00:30:40,375 --> 00:30:42,124
Mm-mm. I mean, she's white.
641
00:30:42,208 --> 00:30:44,416
She's passing.
She doesn't even know it.
642
00:30:44,500 --> 00:30:46,749
She's living her life
as a white woman,
643
00:30:46,833 --> 00:30:50,041
and apparently, she had no idea
she was even adopted.
644
00:30:50,125 --> 00:30:51,500
(Lynette scoffs)
645
00:30:52,083 --> 00:30:54,333
And your mother never said
who the father was?
646
00:30:54,916 --> 00:30:55,916
Mm-mm.
647
00:30:56,833 --> 00:30:58,166
Oh, God, By.
648
00:30:59,708 --> 00:31:00,875
Her assault.
649
00:31:01,708 --> 00:31:02,833
Do you think?
650
00:31:06,083 --> 00:31:07,250
I just don't know.
651
00:31:09,083 --> 00:31:11,708
I can't even begin to imagine
652
00:31:12,625 --> 00:31:14,166
carrying that man's baby.
653
00:31:14,250 --> 00:31:15,750
I can't go there.
654
00:31:18,250 --> 00:31:19,583
It's just too much.
655
00:31:22,083 --> 00:31:24,332
Anyway... (sighs)
656
00:31:24,416 --> 00:31:28,999
This woman is actually kind of a big-deal
cookbook author in the UK.
657
00:31:29,083 --> 00:31:31,916
She's mixed up
in some controversy right now.
658
00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:34,916
I guess she made some tone-deaf comments
about Caribbean food.
659
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:36,333
Seriously?
660
00:31:36,916 --> 00:31:39,082
(chuckling)
How uncanny is that?
661
00:31:39,166 --> 00:31:41,000
Shit. Yeah.
662
00:31:42,541 --> 00:31:43,749
What does Benny think
of all this?
663
00:31:43,833 --> 00:31:45,207
Benny ran off again.
664
00:31:45,291 --> 00:31:47,041
I guess she feels like
her place in the family
665
00:31:47,125 --> 00:31:48,291
is threatened by the existence
666
00:31:48,375 --> 00:31:49,833
of another daughter.
667
00:31:51,041 --> 00:31:52,000
And what about you?
668
00:31:52,583 --> 00:31:54,458
Honestly, I'm pissed.
669
00:31:55,041 --> 00:31:57,207
I mean, how many more
secrets was Ma keeping?
670
00:31:57,291 --> 00:31:59,208
(phone ringing)
671
00:32:01,833 --> 00:32:03,583
(groans) Marc's calling me.
672
00:32:04,666 --> 00:32:06,000
Work can wait, By.
673
00:32:06,416 --> 00:32:08,041
You're on family leave.
674
00:32:08,125 --> 00:32:09,916
I'm sorry.
Look, I'll be quick.
675
00:32:12,666 --> 00:32:14,291
Hey, Marc.
676
00:32:14,375 --> 00:32:17,999
Byron. Hey, sorry to bug you.
I know you got a lot going on.
677
00:32:18,083 --> 00:32:19,499
That's okay. What's up?
678
00:32:19,583 --> 00:32:21,624
Well, the Institute
was just invited
679
00:32:21,708 --> 00:32:22,957
to participate in
a panel tomorrow.
680
00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:24,291
I wanted to see if
you're interested.
681
00:32:24,375 --> 00:32:25,916
(over phone)
I know it's last minute,
682
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:27,499
but it's right up your alley.
683
00:32:27,583 --> 00:32:28,999
And I really think it'll bring
684
00:32:29,083 --> 00:32:30,624
a lot more eyeballs
to our work.
685
00:32:30,708 --> 00:32:31,999
What kind of panel is it?
686
00:32:32,083 --> 00:32:33,624
MARC: Diversity in the sciences.
687
00:32:33,708 --> 00:32:35,166
UC Irvine's hosting.
688
00:32:35,250 --> 00:32:36,583
There's gonna be a lot
of press there.
689
00:32:37,166 --> 00:32:39,457
Look, uh, I'd try to find
somebody else, but--
690
00:32:39,541 --> 00:32:42,124
Of course, man.
Happy to represent.
691
00:32:42,208 --> 00:32:44,624
MARC: Fantastic.
I'll send you the details.
692
00:32:44,708 --> 00:32:46,875
And thanks, Byron.
I knew we could count on you.
693
00:32:53,750 --> 00:32:54,833
Let me guess.
694
00:32:55,875 --> 00:32:57,208
A diversity panel?
695
00:32:57,916 --> 00:32:59,291
(Byron sighs)
696
00:33:00,500 --> 00:33:03,249
You really gonna go talk about how
inclusive your industry is
697
00:33:03,333 --> 00:33:04,416
after everything that happened?
698
00:33:04,500 --> 00:33:06,957
I can't afford to give
them any excuse
699
00:33:07,041 --> 00:33:09,541
to find fault
with my performance right now.
700
00:33:09,625 --> 00:33:11,332
You remember when
we first met,
701
00:33:11,416 --> 00:33:13,208
when I was filming
that Trailblazers thing?
702
00:33:13,791 --> 00:33:16,707
Just hearing the way you talked,
you were so passionate.
703
00:33:16,791 --> 00:33:18,082
Not just about your work
704
00:33:18,166 --> 00:33:20,666
but about making
a real difference in the world.
705
00:33:20,750 --> 00:33:21,957
Come on.
706
00:33:22,041 --> 00:33:23,458
I'm still passionate.
707
00:33:24,125 --> 00:33:26,666
But I also have to be
realistic, Lynette.
708
00:33:26,750 --> 00:33:28,832
Look, I have values
709
00:33:28,916 --> 00:33:31,500
that I try to put into action
in my own life.
710
00:33:32,291 --> 00:33:34,041
And I thought that's
who you were too.
711
00:33:34,416 --> 00:33:35,874
You say it's who you are,
712
00:33:35,958 --> 00:33:39,000
but... you can't seem
to walk the walk.
713
00:33:39,833 --> 00:33:41,749
You have worked so hard,
714
00:33:41,833 --> 00:33:43,541
and yet you keep
diminishing yourself
715
00:33:43,625 --> 00:33:45,708
and making your colleagues
look good.
716
00:33:46,166 --> 00:33:48,125
And that's not who I
thought you were.
717
00:33:51,291 --> 00:33:53,041
It's not who I fell in love with.
718
00:33:53,125 --> 00:33:56,666
Lynette, I can't
single-handedly take on racism.
719
00:33:56,750 --> 00:33:57,916
I have to protect myself.
720
00:33:58,000 --> 00:33:59,249
But I can't just wait around
721
00:33:59,333 --> 00:34:00,457
for you to break through
722
00:34:00,541 --> 00:34:01,916
whatever it is that's
holding you back.
723
00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:03,874
I need someone that I can count on
724
00:34:03,958 --> 00:34:05,624
to fight for what
they believe in.
725
00:34:05,708 --> 00:34:07,582
I believe in us, Lynette.
726
00:34:07,666 --> 00:34:11,499
Don't just blow up everything we have
over some diversity panel.
727
00:34:11,583 --> 00:34:14,666
It's not just that, Byron.
It's--
728
00:34:14,750 --> 00:34:17,666
What? Tell me. I'll make it right.
729
00:34:20,708 --> 00:34:22,250
I love you.
730
00:34:26,916 --> 00:34:28,208
But it's not enough.
731
00:34:29,625 --> 00:34:31,708
I wanna respect you too.
732
00:34:33,625 --> 00:34:35,000
Lynette, come on.
733
00:34:35,583 --> 00:34:36,583
Are you kidding me?
734
00:34:37,625 --> 00:34:39,541
Come on, let's talk about this.
735
00:34:44,541 --> 00:34:47,458
(melancholic music playing)
736
00:35:06,833 --> 00:35:08,833
(phone ringing)
737
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:30,041
Hello?
738
00:35:32,791 --> 00:35:35,583
I'm sorry. She's not interested
in a subscription.
739
00:35:37,291 --> 00:35:38,541
Yes, I'm sure.
740
00:35:40,416 --> 00:35:41,791
Because she's dead.
741
00:36:27,958 --> 00:36:28,791
(sniffles)
742
00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:39,875
(pensive music playing)
743
00:37:53,708 --> 00:37:57,125
Uh, Mum, Dad, I need to talk to you.
744
00:37:57,833 --> 00:38:00,291
What is it? Where's Gio?
745
00:38:00,375 --> 00:38:02,207
No, uh, everything's fine.
Gio is fine.
746
00:38:02,291 --> 00:38:04,416
I just-- I need to talk to you both.
747
00:38:04,500 --> 00:38:05,332
RONALD: What time is it?
748
00:38:05,416 --> 00:38:07,582
Can't this wait till the
morning, pumpkin?
749
00:38:07,666 --> 00:38:08,875
No, I'm afraid it can't.
750
00:38:16,208 --> 00:38:18,083
Tell me again about
the day I was born.
751
00:38:18,916 --> 00:38:20,458
(chuckling) Oh.
752
00:38:20,958 --> 00:38:23,166
Oh, sweetheart!
753
00:38:25,625 --> 00:38:28,750
(sighs) I take it the date with the
American didn't go well?
754
00:38:29,625 --> 00:38:30,791
Just tell me, please.
755
00:38:30,875 --> 00:38:31,875
(Wanda chuckles)
756
00:38:33,166 --> 00:38:34,166
Well,
757
00:38:35,250 --> 00:38:37,458
I remember hearing you cry.
758
00:38:37,875 --> 00:38:39,708
"A healthy cry,"
is what they said.
759
00:38:40,125 --> 00:38:43,207
But the moment you were
placed in my arms,
760
00:38:43,291 --> 00:38:46,500
you were so quiet and so calm.
761
00:38:47,125 --> 00:38:50,750
It was as if you knew
exactly where you wanted to be.
762
00:38:51,541 --> 00:38:55,166
(laughs) And your little hand
grabbed hold of my finger.
763
00:38:55,791 --> 00:38:59,166
And you had the most
lovely shock of dark hair.
764
00:38:59,791 --> 00:39:02,541
And you were absolutely perfect.
765
00:39:03,458 --> 00:39:05,791
And I knew I would
love you forever.
766
00:39:10,625 --> 00:39:11,625
My hair,
767
00:39:13,875 --> 00:39:18,208
you always told me that was the Sicilian
in me from Nonna,
768
00:39:18,708 --> 00:39:20,541
and my skin and my
bone structure.
769
00:39:22,291 --> 00:39:23,499
Wha-- (chuckles)
770
00:39:23,583 --> 00:39:24,666
Well, you were lucky
771
00:39:24,750 --> 00:39:26,875
you got the beauty genes
in the family.
772
00:39:31,208 --> 00:39:34,416
But there was only that one photo
of Nonna in the album,
773
00:39:35,541 --> 00:39:37,833
and I could never quite see
the resemblance.
774
00:39:42,333 --> 00:39:43,500
Um...
775
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:47,333
I got a phone call this evening
776
00:39:48,833 --> 00:39:51,000
from a solicitor in California.
777
00:39:51,416 --> 00:39:52,333
(slight chuckle)
778
00:39:52,791 --> 00:39:54,957
He said the strangest thing.
779
00:39:55,041 --> 00:39:57,375
He told me my birth mother
had died.
780
00:40:03,166 --> 00:40:04,708
So it is true?
781
00:40:05,125 --> 00:40:06,958
Mabel, please.
782
00:40:08,208 --> 00:40:09,916
Must we really do this now?
783
00:40:10,500 --> 00:40:12,832
Yes, actually. We must.
784
00:40:12,916 --> 00:40:16,208
Apparently, I was born
to a 19-year-old woman,
785
00:40:17,083 --> 00:40:18,416
a girl, really...
786
00:40:18,541 --> 00:40:21,124
(sniffling)
...at a home for unwed mothers.
787
00:40:21,208 --> 00:40:22,833
Her name was Eleanor.
788
00:40:23,833 --> 00:40:26,333
She was an immigrant
from the Caribbean.
789
00:40:26,875 --> 00:40:28,166
Did you know all that?
790
00:40:28,875 --> 00:40:30,125
Mabel, it--
791
00:40:31,666 --> 00:40:34,000
It never mattered to us
where you were from.
792
00:40:35,708 --> 00:40:39,291
(voice breaking) We had waited
for a child for so long.
793
00:40:42,291 --> 00:40:44,457
And you were our little miracle.
794
00:40:44,541 --> 00:40:46,957
Right, but did you
know what I was?
795
00:40:47,041 --> 00:40:49,457
What I-- What I am?
796
00:40:49,541 --> 00:40:52,041
Well, we-- we knew that
you looked a little different,
797
00:40:52,125 --> 00:40:53,708
and as you got older,
we wondered.
798
00:40:54,416 --> 00:40:55,416
Right, so you lied to me.
799
00:40:55,833 --> 00:40:57,999
(sniffles) And, apparently,
you convinced everyone
800
00:40:58,083 --> 00:40:59,957
that we know
to lie to me too.
801
00:41:00,041 --> 00:41:01,208
We...
(scoffs)
802
00:41:02,458 --> 00:41:05,041
...asked them to be discreet.
803
00:41:05,625 --> 00:41:06,666
Discreet?
804
00:41:07,458 --> 00:41:11,082
Right. Did you not think
I would want to know the truth?
805
00:41:11,166 --> 00:41:14,416
Did it not occur to you
that I might want to know?
806
00:41:14,500 --> 00:41:15,749
We were trying to protect you.
807
00:41:15,833 --> 00:41:17,166
From what?
808
00:41:17,250 --> 00:41:18,707
Well, we didn't want
you to be...
809
00:41:18,791 --> 00:41:21,749
confused or...
(sighs)
810
00:41:21,833 --> 00:41:23,208
...to be treated differently.
811
00:41:25,958 --> 00:41:26,791
(slight chuckle)
812
00:41:29,541 --> 00:41:31,750
Right. Treated differently.
813
00:41:35,166 --> 00:41:37,916
So were you trying
to protect me or yourselves?
814
00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:39,874
Oh! No, we tried to give you
815
00:41:39,958 --> 00:41:41,374
the best life that we could.
816
00:41:41,458 --> 00:41:44,707
We may not have been perfect,
but we did our best.
817
00:41:44,791 --> 00:41:47,249
And we didn't tell
you certain things
818
00:41:47,333 --> 00:41:50,082
for the same reasons
that you haven't told Gio
819
00:41:50,166 --> 00:41:51,916
the whole truth about
his father.
820
00:41:53,958 --> 00:41:56,707
That is not the same,
and you know it!
821
00:41:56,791 --> 00:41:58,416
Oh! Why don't you
tell him the truth
822
00:41:58,500 --> 00:41:59,707
and see what happens!
823
00:41:59,791 --> 00:42:01,291
You don't get to tell me
824
00:42:01,375 --> 00:42:02,958
how to parent my child.
825
00:42:07,083 --> 00:42:08,291
I'm leaving in the morning.
826
00:42:08,375 --> 00:42:10,541
- No--
- Let's not overreact.
827
00:42:11,041 --> 00:42:14,457
- Sweetheart. Please. No, wait.
- MABEL: No! No!
828
00:42:14,541 --> 00:42:16,249
This is not some little thing.
829
00:42:16,333 --> 00:42:19,208
This is my life.
This is my identity.
830
00:42:20,958 --> 00:42:23,958
(melancholic music playing)
831
00:42:28,625 --> 00:42:32,083
I can't be around you.
I can't be around you.
832
00:43:01,083 --> 00:43:02,500
What the hell, Mum?
833
00:43:03,458 --> 00:43:04,625
It's creepy.
834
00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:06,875
I'm sorry.
835
00:43:10,208 --> 00:43:12,708
I just got into a big fight
with your Gran and Grandad.
836
00:43:13,958 --> 00:43:15,291
Seriously?
837
00:43:16,541 --> 00:43:18,833
You guys are like best friends.
What--
838
00:43:20,125 --> 00:43:21,166
What was it even about?
839
00:43:30,125 --> 00:43:31,583
Everything.
840
00:43:57,500 --> 00:43:58,666
(car alarm beeps)
841
00:45:09,333 --> 00:45:11,416
(clattering)
842
00:45:13,666 --> 00:45:16,125
- (metal clanking)
- (Benny grunting)
843
00:45:21,541 --> 00:45:22,791
(grunting)
844
00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:28,250
(sharp exhale)
845
00:45:29,583 --> 00:45:31,249
(chuckles)
846
00:45:31,333 --> 00:45:33,166
(engine rumbling)
847
00:45:35,208 --> 00:45:36,082
(brakes squeak)
848
00:45:36,166 --> 00:45:38,916
(heavy breaths)
849
00:45:42,666 --> 00:45:43,999
(line ringing)
850
00:45:44,083 --> 00:45:45,458
(phone vibrating)
851
00:45:46,125 --> 00:45:48,374
Hey. I just found Ma's phone.
852
00:45:48,458 --> 00:45:49,541
And you know what I found?
853
00:45:49,625 --> 00:45:51,374
Outgoing calls to Mabel.
854
00:45:51,458 --> 00:45:53,291
Can you just stop talking
and listen to me for a second?
855
00:45:53,375 --> 00:45:54,291
I'm at Steve's house.
856
00:45:54,375 --> 00:45:55,791
Wait, Steve-Steve?
857
00:45:55,875 --> 00:45:57,291
Yeah, the guy
I told you about yesterday.
858
00:45:57,375 --> 00:45:59,582
What? You said he was your ex.
What are you doing at his house?
859
00:45:59,666 --> 00:46:02,166
It's a long story. I came here
to take care of something,
860
00:46:02,250 --> 00:46:04,124
and-and I was gonna be gone
before he got here...
861
00:46:04,208 --> 00:46:06,207
- (over phone) ...but he just pulled up.
- Shit, Benny.
862
00:46:06,291 --> 00:46:07,583
What the hell? Come on!
863
00:46:08,166 --> 00:46:09,708
Look, I'm gonna handle it, just--
864
00:46:10,166 --> 00:46:11,666
I just dropped you a pin, okay?
865
00:46:11,750 --> 00:46:14,332
So somebody knows where I am,
just in case anything happens.
866
00:46:14,416 --> 00:46:16,832
Listen to me. You need to get out
of there now.
867
00:46:16,916 --> 00:46:18,166
It's too late, Byron.
I gotta go.
868
00:46:18,250 --> 00:46:20,125
(door lock rattling)
869
00:46:23,208 --> 00:46:24,582
(Steve chuckles)
870
00:46:24,666 --> 00:46:25,875
Oh, there you are.
871
00:46:26,833 --> 00:46:29,124
Are you ready to celebrate?
872
00:46:29,208 --> 00:46:30,666
I threw a bottle of Veuve
into the fridge before I left.
873
00:46:30,750 --> 00:46:32,541
We can't sell the sculpture, Steve.
874
00:46:32,625 --> 00:46:34,833
Look, I know it's sentimental, but...
875
00:46:35,416 --> 00:46:36,541
it's a lot of money, Benny.
876
00:46:37,291 --> 00:46:38,541
I know you could use it.
877
00:46:38,625 --> 00:46:40,124
Besides, we can always
make another one.
878
00:46:40,208 --> 00:46:41,541
Don't touch me.
879
00:46:42,000 --> 00:46:43,125
What's wrong?
880
00:46:43,458 --> 00:46:45,999
Do you know how many years
of my life you stole?
881
00:46:46,083 --> 00:46:49,499
Do you have any idea how much
I missed out on because of you?
882
00:46:49,583 --> 00:46:51,749
Wh-Where's this coming from
all of a sudden?
883
00:46:51,833 --> 00:46:55,250
You... don't... own me,
884
00:46:56,416 --> 00:46:57,916
or my body,
885
00:46:58,000 --> 00:46:59,249
or my art,
886
00:46:59,333 --> 00:47:00,541
or my talent.
887
00:47:01,125 --> 00:47:03,791
But you got in my head
and let me think that you did.
888
00:47:04,375 --> 00:47:07,874
You convinced me that I was weak
for loving my family.
889
00:47:07,958 --> 00:47:10,332
And now, my mother is dead.
890
00:47:10,416 --> 00:47:11,957
And I will never get to say
891
00:47:12,041 --> 00:47:13,624
the things that
I should've said to her.
892
00:47:13,708 --> 00:47:14,957
And I will never get to ask her
893
00:47:15,041 --> 00:47:16,582
the questions that
I should've asked,
894
00:47:16,666 --> 00:47:19,041
because you robbed
me of that chance,
895
00:47:19,125 --> 00:47:22,208
you manipulative, lying,
pathetic piece of shit!
896
00:47:25,708 --> 00:47:27,000
But not anymore.
897
00:47:29,083 --> 00:47:30,000
'Cause I'm done.
898
00:47:30,625 --> 00:47:32,374
So you can lose my number.
899
00:47:32,458 --> 00:47:34,874
Oh, and forget about
the fucking sculpture, Steve,
900
00:47:34,958 --> 00:47:37,041
because... it's gone.
901
00:47:38,250 --> 00:47:40,916
I just smashed it into
a million pieces.
902
00:47:41,000 --> 00:47:42,500
(heavy breaths)
903
00:47:44,875 --> 00:47:46,083
Wait, Benny, please.
904
00:47:47,500 --> 00:47:50,041
You're right.
I am a piece of shit!
905
00:47:51,375 --> 00:47:53,833
- And I don't deserve you.
- No. You don't.
906
00:47:55,708 --> 00:47:57,250
But you're the
love of my life.
907
00:47:58,875 --> 00:48:00,500
And I don't wanna lose you.
908
00:48:04,916 --> 00:48:07,875
I know! I fucked up a lot.
909
00:48:09,541 --> 00:48:10,832
But I'm sorry, Benny.
910
00:48:10,916 --> 00:48:12,458
And I want to do better.
911
00:48:13,708 --> 00:48:15,166
I swear to God, I want to be
912
00:48:15,250 --> 00:48:16,958
the kind of man
that you deserve.
913
00:48:20,041 --> 00:48:21,208
But look at my life.
914
00:48:22,208 --> 00:48:24,708
It's a fucking mess!
And you know it.
915
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:27,875
Pretty soon,
I'll just be another has-been.
916
00:48:30,250 --> 00:48:32,333
But you're the best thing
that ever happened to me.
917
00:48:35,291 --> 00:48:36,624
And if you walk out
on me right now,
918
00:48:36,708 --> 00:48:38,041
I don't know what I'll do.
919
00:48:39,625 --> 00:48:41,791
So please, Benny,
I'm begging you.
920
00:48:44,625 --> 00:48:45,833
Don't go.
921
00:48:51,375 --> 00:48:52,958
(tires screeching)
922
00:48:57,041 --> 00:48:59,208
(dramatic music playing)
923
00:49:12,166 --> 00:49:14,291
What the hell are you doing, Benny?
Get away from him!
924
00:49:14,375 --> 00:49:16,666
Byron, it's okay. Look, I was--
We were just talking.
925
00:49:16,750 --> 00:49:19,124
I was just making sure he wasn't
gonna do anything stupid once I left.
926
00:49:19,208 --> 00:49:20,916
Calm down, mate.
Everything's fine.
927
00:49:21,000 --> 00:49:21,999
- You good?
- Yes.
928
00:49:22,083 --> 00:49:23,916
Was everything fine
when you beat her so bad,
929
00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:26,041
she couldn't even show her face
at our dad's funeral?
930
00:49:26,125 --> 00:49:29,166
What? You think you can
just swoop in now like a hero,
931
00:49:29,250 --> 00:49:30,374
when you haven't even said
one word to her
932
00:49:30,458 --> 00:49:32,332
- for eight fucking years?
- Alright.
933
00:49:32,416 --> 00:49:35,124
Well, where were you when she needed
a shoulder to cry on, huh?
934
00:49:35,208 --> 00:49:36,374
Or when she couldn't make rent?
935
00:49:36,458 --> 00:49:38,082
You're not a brother to her.
936
00:49:38,166 --> 00:49:39,957
You're just a fucking joke.
937
00:49:40,041 --> 00:49:41,374
- (thuds)
- (Benny gasps)
938
00:49:41,458 --> 00:49:42,499
(Byron and Steve grunting)
939
00:49:42,583 --> 00:49:43,707
- BENNY: Please!
- (thuds)
940
00:49:43,791 --> 00:49:45,000
BENNY: Byron, no!
941
00:49:45,458 --> 00:49:46,541
Stop it!
942
00:49:46,625 --> 00:49:47,874
- No!
- (thuds)
943
00:49:47,958 --> 00:49:49,749
BENNY (echoing): Byron! No!
944
00:49:49,833 --> 00:49:52,791
- Somebody's gonna c-call the cops!
- (Byron grunting)
945
00:49:52,875 --> 00:49:54,291
- No!
- (thuds)
946
00:49:54,375 --> 00:49:57,707
- (siren wailing)
- (indistinct shouting)
947
00:49:57,791 --> 00:49:59,208
BYSTANDER (echoing): Yo, bro!
948
00:50:00,625 --> 00:50:02,207
POLICE OFFICER 1 (echoing):
Just give him room!
949
00:50:02,291 --> 00:50:03,499
POLICE OFFICER 2 (echoing): Freeze!
950
00:50:03,583 --> 00:50:05,457
Put your hands
where we can see them!
951
00:50:05,541 --> 00:50:06,832
Put your hands up, now!
952
00:50:06,916 --> 00:50:10,000
(somber music playing)
953
00:50:10,833 --> 00:50:13,916
(indistinct police
radio chatter)
954
00:52:13,208 --> 00:52:16,125
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