1 00:00:06,132 --> 00:00:08,926 [soulful music playing] 2 00:00:15,600 --> 00:00:17,226 [woman singing in Spanish] 3 00:00:25,526 --> 00:00:26,569 Marisol. 4 00:00:28,988 --> 00:00:29,822 Hello? 5 00:00:31,657 --> 00:00:32,533 [gasps] 6 00:00:33,159 --> 00:00:33,993 ¿Mamá? 7 00:00:38,539 --> 00:00:40,041 Ruben! 8 00:00:40,124 --> 00:00:43,086 Ruben! You okay? [in Spanish] Daddy! 9 00:00:43,836 --> 00:00:45,838 [song continues] 10 00:00:53,054 --> 00:00:54,764 [Gloria] I'm never gonna finish on time, 11 00:00:54,847 --> 00:00:58,476 and everything for Mom's memorial ceremony needs to be perfect. 12 00:00:58,559 --> 00:01:00,311 Day of the Dead is the most important… 13 00:01:00,394 --> 00:01:02,021 [both] …day of the year. 14 00:01:04,941 --> 00:01:06,359 Tastes more like dos leches. 15 00:01:06,442 --> 00:01:08,945 Thank you for helping with the cake, but go work on the flowers. 16 00:01:09,028 --> 00:01:11,322 -Do you want them arranged a certain way? -However you want. 17 00:01:13,116 --> 00:01:14,492 No, no, no! Not like that. 18 00:01:14,575 --> 00:01:16,202 -Maybe you can… -[horn honks] 19 00:01:16,285 --> 00:01:18,121 …catch a ride to school with Rusty. 20 00:01:23,876 --> 00:01:25,711 Trash, meet the trash. 21 00:01:27,213 --> 00:01:28,047 Here. 22 00:01:29,507 --> 00:01:31,134 What is that? [gags] 23 00:01:31,217 --> 00:01:34,595 Homemade mystic mayo to keep all the evil away until we can find this Mariluna. 24 00:01:34,679 --> 00:01:36,848 I don't want any of those premonitions coming true. 25 00:01:36,931 --> 00:01:38,224 You're still on that? 26 00:01:38,307 --> 00:01:40,434 The premonition about the box came true. 27 00:01:40,518 --> 00:01:44,021 She said I was trying to solve something that was broken, the curse. 28 00:01:44,105 --> 00:01:47,358 But in order to solve my problem, something must be broken to be fixed, 29 00:01:47,441 --> 00:01:49,861 the box, which is where I found that weird invitation. 30 00:01:49,944 --> 00:01:51,988 -You're reading into it too much. -[phone chimes] 31 00:01:52,071 --> 00:01:53,406 It's been five weeks. 32 00:01:53,489 --> 00:01:56,367 If we have a curse or a ghost, then why am I getting a second shot 33 00:01:56,450 --> 00:01:58,703 at breaking the bent arm hang record? 34 00:01:58,786 --> 00:02:01,289 Shouldn't my life be falling apart, not coming together? 35 00:02:01,372 --> 00:02:02,790 It's the calm before the storm. 36 00:02:02,874 --> 00:02:05,376 If ghosts are real, where was the ghost last night on Halloween? 37 00:02:05,459 --> 00:02:08,212 -[phone chimes] -Halloween is offensive to ghosts. 38 00:02:08,296 --> 00:02:10,798 It was created by Hollywood and candy corporations 39 00:02:10,882 --> 00:02:13,259 trying to push their agendas. It's spiritual appropriation. 40 00:02:13,342 --> 00:02:16,429 -[phone chimes] -Whatever it is or was, it's gone. 41 00:02:17,013 --> 00:02:20,725 I can't spend time talking about not real ghosts anymore. 42 00:02:20,808 --> 00:02:22,476 I have very real things to do. 43 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:26,272 Right. You need to make things for your dead ghost mother to enjoy. 44 00:02:26,355 --> 00:02:27,773 Exactly. It's tradition. 45 00:02:27,857 --> 00:02:29,609 -[phone chimes] -Okay, who is blowing you up? 46 00:02:29,692 --> 00:02:32,153 Andre. After bonding over our Cam frustrations, 47 00:02:32,236 --> 00:02:35,781 we realized we both track our feelings via numerology and moon phases. 48 00:02:35,865 --> 00:02:38,409 So, short story long, I'm now his unofficial cohost. 49 00:02:38,492 --> 00:02:39,410 [phone chimes] 50 00:02:39,493 --> 00:02:42,205 Shit. Podcast duty calls. I gotta go. 51 00:02:45,082 --> 00:02:46,500 [door opens, closes] 52 00:02:46,584 --> 00:02:48,211 Tonight, there's a waning moon, 53 00:02:48,294 --> 00:02:52,340 so I think today's podcast should focus on releasing toxic energy and curses. 54 00:02:52,423 --> 00:02:54,717 And releasing relationship grudges that no longer serve you. 55 00:02:54,800 --> 00:02:57,970 Yes, that's so waning moon. Love it. 56 00:02:58,054 --> 00:02:59,096 Love what? 57 00:02:59,180 --> 00:03:01,474 You. And today's podcast topic, 58 00:03:01,557 --> 00:03:03,434 releasing toxic energy. 59 00:03:03,517 --> 00:03:04,352 Oh, not for me. 60 00:03:04,435 --> 00:03:05,937 We're totally about you. 61 00:03:06,020 --> 00:03:07,980 Baby, this is the show you should finally listen to 62 00:03:08,064 --> 00:03:10,566 so you can release that negativity and hurt you're holding onto. 63 00:03:10,650 --> 00:03:13,569 I'm feeling better about my teacher now that he wears underwear with shorts. 64 00:03:13,653 --> 00:03:16,739 What about that person you're hung up on and scarred by? We can release them. 65 00:03:16,822 --> 00:03:18,658 Or you could talk about 66 00:03:18,741 --> 00:03:20,868 releasing your hang-up on why you're so hung up on mine. 67 00:03:20,952 --> 00:03:24,205 -Tell Cam he needs to listen to the show. -Cam should honor his truth. 68 00:03:24,288 --> 00:03:26,582 He's been fairly open about how he doesn't support the arts. 69 00:03:26,666 --> 00:03:30,127 Fact. If I listen to your podcast, I gotta go listen to someone's bad DJ set 70 00:03:30,211 --> 00:03:32,838 or see a friend of a friend's terrible improv group. 71 00:03:32,922 --> 00:03:34,966 Next thing you know, I'm booked Monday through Sunday. 72 00:03:35,049 --> 00:03:36,175 Let's lighten up on Cam. 73 00:03:36,259 --> 00:03:39,303 He's not as sensitive as us, and that's okay. 74 00:03:40,012 --> 00:03:42,890 I'm not as sensitive? You really wanna go there? 75 00:03:43,933 --> 00:03:48,145 Uh, actually, where I wanna go right now is home, 76 00:03:48,229 --> 00:03:50,606 because I forgot my… Bye! 77 00:03:54,819 --> 00:03:57,113 Looks like she also forgot the direction of her apartment. 78 00:03:57,738 --> 00:03:58,572 Yep. 79 00:03:59,657 --> 00:04:01,909 -What's up with you and Demi? -Nothing. 80 00:04:03,244 --> 00:04:04,912 Well, maybe something. 81 00:04:04,996 --> 00:04:06,914 As a self-aware, natural avoider, 82 00:04:06,998 --> 00:04:09,250 I'm glad I don't have to have the awkward convo with her, 83 00:04:09,333 --> 00:04:12,461 but knowing she's a boundary pusher, I'm annoyed she's not pushing me. 84 00:04:15,506 --> 00:04:17,300 [school bell rings] 85 00:04:17,383 --> 00:04:19,635 You see how her back is hella straight? 86 00:04:20,553 --> 00:04:23,180 See, I think you've been arching your back too much when we practice. 87 00:04:23,264 --> 00:04:25,016 And that's probably throwing you off. 88 00:04:25,099 --> 00:04:28,477 But if I don't arch my back, I'm not able to use my shoulders as much, 89 00:04:28,561 --> 00:04:30,479 and you know my traps are stronger than my bi's. 90 00:04:30,563 --> 00:04:34,775 But maybe if I slightly utilized my tri's and clenched my butt, that'll give me-- 91 00:04:34,859 --> 00:04:37,403 You are overthinking. Hey, don't overthink it. 92 00:04:37,486 --> 00:04:39,864 Agreed. When I overthink, I loosen my grip. 93 00:04:40,865 --> 00:04:43,743 -I know the bent arm hang is stupid. -[Rusty] Stop. It's not stupid. 94 00:04:43,826 --> 00:04:45,745 You are working to be the best at something. 95 00:04:45,828 --> 00:04:49,373 And you're doing it for yourself. Hey, that's what it's all about. 96 00:04:49,457 --> 00:04:51,917 I also want my props and my picture in The LA Times. 97 00:04:52,501 --> 00:04:53,627 I think you can do it. 98 00:04:53,711 --> 00:04:55,880 I don't need your pep talk. I know I can. 99 00:04:55,963 --> 00:04:56,964 That's why I like you. 100 00:04:57,048 --> 00:04:58,049 What? 101 00:04:59,967 --> 00:05:02,511 Um, do you have a minute to go over the grocery list 102 00:05:02,595 --> 00:05:04,847 that your father left for Tonio, who left it for me? 103 00:05:05,348 --> 00:05:06,432 I'm hitting up Costco later, 104 00:05:06,515 --> 00:05:09,393 and there's a specialty item that needs more, um, 105 00:05:10,144 --> 00:05:11,228 clarification. 106 00:05:11,771 --> 00:05:15,399 It, uh, deals with stuff I don't deal with. 107 00:05:15,483 --> 00:05:17,943 Tampons. Fragrance-free and cardboard. 108 00:05:18,027 --> 00:05:21,155 I prefer plastic, but I care more about the environment than my cooch. 109 00:05:22,782 --> 00:05:25,493 -Not that I don't care about my coo-- -No, got it. Thank you. 110 00:05:25,576 --> 00:05:27,703 Hey, if you're free tonight, 111 00:05:27,787 --> 00:05:29,705 you should come to my boy's Day of the Dead party. 112 00:05:29,789 --> 00:05:30,790 He said bring a friend. 113 00:05:31,707 --> 00:05:33,209 So, we're friends now? 114 00:05:34,710 --> 00:05:35,544 Yeah. 115 00:05:36,629 --> 00:05:40,424 Um, and I do need you out of the house from 6:30 to 10:00. 116 00:05:40,508 --> 00:05:42,301 Your uncle did rent it out to a film crew. 117 00:05:42,385 --> 00:05:44,011 [Gloria] Again? No, sorry. 118 00:05:44,095 --> 00:05:46,889 I can't go to the party, but I'll be out of the house 119 00:05:46,972 --> 00:05:48,516 at the cemetery honoring my mom. 120 00:05:49,100 --> 00:05:51,435 It's an all-night thing, but thanks for the invite. 121 00:05:52,561 --> 00:05:53,604 [door opens] 122 00:05:54,105 --> 00:05:55,898 [bell rings] 123 00:05:59,443 --> 00:06:01,529 I'm so happy you got AV room access at lunch, 124 00:06:01,612 --> 00:06:03,155 'cause I wanna help Gloria after school. 125 00:06:03,239 --> 00:06:04,657 Such a big day for her. 126 00:06:04,740 --> 00:06:07,410 And us! I can't wait to talk about moon phases. 127 00:06:07,493 --> 00:06:09,870 And I can't wait to talk about what you're avoiding. 128 00:06:10,704 --> 00:06:11,914 Ta-da! 129 00:06:11,997 --> 00:06:15,835 Today, Cam is our guest, and we're gonna clear the air on the air. 130 00:06:19,755 --> 00:06:22,216 I have a great idea for the graveside ceremony tonight. 131 00:06:22,299 --> 00:06:25,761 So, when we were going through Mom's stuff in the garage a few weeks ago, 132 00:06:25,845 --> 00:06:28,180 I found that big box of Precious Moments figurines 133 00:06:28,264 --> 00:06:29,098 that Mom loved. 134 00:06:29,181 --> 00:06:31,350 What if we bring 'em and set 'em up all around her grave? 135 00:06:31,434 --> 00:06:35,729 I love that idea. I really do, but Mom actually hated those figurines. 136 00:06:35,813 --> 00:06:37,565 But she had them all around the house. 137 00:06:37,648 --> 00:06:40,818 For Grandma. They were gifts from her. Mom thought they were tacky. 138 00:06:40,901 --> 00:06:44,071 She also thought Grandma was tacky, but don't tell Dad. 139 00:06:44,155 --> 00:06:45,406 Uh, okay. 140 00:06:45,489 --> 00:06:49,535 Uh, what if we go to our fave Italian restaurant after the cemetery? 141 00:06:49,618 --> 00:06:50,786 [Gloria] Mom hated that place. 142 00:06:50,870 --> 00:06:53,789 It only became our favorite place after she died. 143 00:06:53,873 --> 00:06:56,667 But keep up the ideas. One will eventually land. 144 00:07:00,045 --> 00:07:02,381 It's about to be a "Brand New Dre" for you two. 145 00:07:03,340 --> 00:07:04,967 Come on, it's a podcast. 146 00:07:05,676 --> 00:07:08,095 Okay, since no one can see how uncomfortable you both are, 147 00:07:08,179 --> 00:07:09,346 I'll just set the scene. 148 00:07:09,430 --> 00:07:12,308 Cam looks clammy, and Demi is a mix of distraught 149 00:07:12,391 --> 00:07:14,518 and on the verge of saying something she's gonna regret. 150 00:07:14,602 --> 00:07:16,812 We only have ten minutes left of lunch, so… 151 00:07:16,896 --> 00:07:18,856 Fine. Let's get off the topic of your silence 152 00:07:18,939 --> 00:07:20,024 and on the topic of talking. 153 00:07:20,107 --> 00:07:22,485 Specifically talking about what you're both avoiding. 154 00:07:22,568 --> 00:07:25,404 You know what I never avoid? Fabric! 155 00:07:27,031 --> 00:07:29,700 What? Who doesn't love fabric? Fabric is the fabric of our lives. 156 00:07:29,783 --> 00:07:33,245 And the foundation for our aspirational corporate sponsor, Freeridge Textiles. 157 00:07:33,329 --> 00:07:35,873 -They make fabrics to die for. -[upbeat jingle plays] 158 00:07:35,956 --> 00:07:37,041 All right, back to our show. 159 00:07:37,124 --> 00:07:39,668 So, our show today is all about the waning moon 160 00:07:39,752 --> 00:07:42,796 and releasing relationship grudges that no longer serve you. 161 00:07:43,297 --> 00:07:45,466 Cam, it's time we give you an emotional facial. 162 00:07:45,549 --> 00:07:48,594 We gotta dig out that dirt and cleanse the pores of your soul 163 00:07:48,677 --> 00:07:50,513 so you can love again. 164 00:07:51,096 --> 00:07:54,183 Baby, tell us what happened. Who scarred you? 165 00:07:54,683 --> 00:07:56,936 I don't feel comfortable naming names. 166 00:07:57,019 --> 00:07:59,897 We're wasting time. That situation was forever ago. 167 00:07:59,980 --> 00:08:02,858 Let's leave the past in the past. It probably wasn't a big deal. 168 00:08:02,942 --> 00:08:04,693 It actually was a big deal. 169 00:08:04,777 --> 00:08:06,570 Mm, own your truth, baby. 170 00:08:08,197 --> 00:08:09,782 So this is what happened. 171 00:08:10,741 --> 00:08:13,827 When I was 12, before I came out to my friends as bi, 172 00:08:13,911 --> 00:08:15,663 a friend that I was hung up on said 173 00:08:15,746 --> 00:08:19,416 she could never be with a guy who had been with a guy. 174 00:08:19,500 --> 00:08:21,919 [gasps] That biphobic bitch. 175 00:08:22,002 --> 00:08:25,047 And this friend was someone you were in love with? 176 00:08:27,049 --> 00:08:29,051 -Yeah. -Demi! 177 00:08:29,760 --> 00:08:32,555 You were friends with Cam back then. Did you witness this? 178 00:08:32,638 --> 00:08:33,722 Oh yeah. She was there. 179 00:08:33,806 --> 00:08:36,225 Was I there? Because I don't remember. 180 00:08:36,308 --> 00:08:39,270 I would remember hearing that, but I don't. 181 00:08:39,353 --> 00:08:40,980 -That's convenient. -No, it's not. 182 00:08:41,063 --> 00:08:42,982 It's more like I don't think anyone said that. 183 00:08:43,065 --> 00:08:44,483 -They did. -I don't think they did. 184 00:08:44,567 --> 00:08:45,401 Okay, let's-- 185 00:08:45,484 --> 00:08:48,696 I'm not trying to negate you, Cam, but that didn't happen. 186 00:08:48,779 --> 00:08:50,447 Okay, well, no disrespect, Demi, 187 00:08:50,531 --> 00:08:52,324 but the comment cut to the core of my identity. 188 00:08:52,408 --> 00:08:54,577 So I think my recollection might be better than yours. 189 00:08:54,660 --> 00:08:55,911 -Agree to disagree. -Okay. 190 00:08:55,995 --> 00:08:58,330 No, this is not a gray area. It's black and white. 191 00:08:58,414 --> 00:08:59,540 Unlike sexuality. 192 00:08:59,623 --> 00:09:03,627 Which I agree with and why I'm contesting this incident even happened. 193 00:09:03,711 --> 00:09:05,963 -Maybe you didn't hear it. -Maybe I just don't believe it. 194 00:09:06,046 --> 00:09:07,506 It doesn't matter what you believe. 195 00:09:07,590 --> 00:09:10,467 This is what I experienced, and you aren't respecting it. 196 00:09:11,510 --> 00:09:13,596 I guess this scar isn't ready to heal. 197 00:09:14,722 --> 00:09:19,143 Thanks for the uncomfortable conversation. I hope it makes for a great show. 198 00:09:20,978 --> 00:09:22,229 Call you, babe. 199 00:09:22,855 --> 00:09:24,732 And that's our show. 200 00:09:25,357 --> 00:09:26,984 ♪ It's a Brand New Dre ♪ 201 00:09:27,568 --> 00:09:29,570 ♪ Hope you're having a great Dre ♪ 202 00:09:30,112 --> 00:09:33,324 ♪ Why do it tomorrow When you could do it to Dre? ♪ 203 00:09:33,407 --> 00:09:34,491 ♪ Okay! ♪ 204 00:09:34,575 --> 00:09:36,076 ♪ It's a Brand New Dre ♪ 205 00:09:36,577 --> 00:09:39,955 -♪ It's a Brand New Dre ♪ -♪ Okay ♪ 206 00:09:41,707 --> 00:09:43,792 [Gloria] 6:45 p.m., give or take a few minutes. 207 00:09:43,876 --> 00:09:45,794 We should be wrapping up the year's updates 208 00:09:45,878 --> 00:09:48,589 and moving on to the duet of Mom's favorite Depeche Mode song. 209 00:09:49,173 --> 00:09:52,509 Oh, I forgot to tell you. The duet is actually no longer a duet. 210 00:09:52,593 --> 00:09:53,510 It's gonna be a solo 211 00:09:53,594 --> 00:09:57,014 since you have a track record of singing too loud and forgetting the lyrics. 212 00:09:57,598 --> 00:10:00,726 I feel like this year might be the year to honor Mom with your silence. 213 00:10:00,809 --> 00:10:03,103 Why don't I just honor her with my absence? 214 00:10:03,187 --> 00:10:04,813 You wanna sit in the car? 215 00:10:04,897 --> 00:10:06,899 No, I'm not going. 216 00:10:07,650 --> 00:10:11,070 Rusty invited me to a party, so I'm gonna go to that. 217 00:10:12,613 --> 00:10:15,824 -Oh. He invited you too? -He actually invited me first. 218 00:10:15,908 --> 00:10:17,743 And now that you don't need me for the ceremony, 219 00:10:17,826 --> 00:10:19,203 I'm definitely getting my party on. 220 00:10:19,286 --> 00:10:21,580 -Dad's never gonna let you. -He already did. 221 00:10:21,664 --> 00:10:25,334 We were texting while you were going over the prayers you're gonna say at 6:13 p.m. 222 00:10:25,417 --> 00:10:26,293 I'm calling Dad. 223 00:10:26,877 --> 00:10:29,380 -[line rings] -Gloria, everything okay? 224 00:10:29,463 --> 00:10:32,716 No. Did you tell Ines she can go to a party 225 00:10:32,800 --> 00:10:34,385 instead of going to the cemetery tonight? 226 00:10:34,468 --> 00:10:37,846 -[Dad] Yes. -[Gloria] But we go together as a family. 227 00:10:37,930 --> 00:10:39,098 It's tradition. 228 00:10:39,181 --> 00:10:42,226 Mi hijita, I tried calling you earlier. I'm at the cemetery now 229 00:10:42,309 --> 00:10:45,354 because I promised Lucia I'd go to a charity event with her tonight. 230 00:10:45,437 --> 00:10:49,316 -Something she's worked on for months. -Lucia? You're ditching me for Lucia? 231 00:10:49,400 --> 00:10:52,194 Pero, I didn't even know the event was tonight until this morning. 232 00:10:52,277 --> 00:10:55,447 Go with Ines to the party if you want, and we'll all go to the cemetery tomorrow. 233 00:10:55,531 --> 00:10:57,866 Going tomorrow isn't even an option for me. 234 00:10:57,950 --> 00:11:01,453 You know, it's called Day of the Dead, not Day After the Day of the Dead. 235 00:11:01,537 --> 00:11:03,997 Gloria, not going today doesn't ruin the tradition. 236 00:11:04,081 --> 00:11:04,915 It does for me. 237 00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:07,626 If life has taught me anything, it's that traditions can change. 238 00:11:07,710 --> 00:11:08,794 You should be open to that. 239 00:11:08,877 --> 00:11:11,630 Dad, the definition of tradition is that it doesn't change. 240 00:11:11,714 --> 00:11:13,799 Are you a dummy? I mean, are you? 241 00:11:13,882 --> 00:11:17,261 I know you're very disappointed right now, so I'm gonna disregard your disrespect. 242 00:11:17,845 --> 00:11:20,556 And are you a dummy? Are you? 'Cause you're talking to your dad. 243 00:11:20,639 --> 00:11:22,599 I might learn to forgive, but I'll never forget. 244 00:11:22,683 --> 00:11:24,685 Enjoy your sidepiece, Javi. 245 00:11:24,768 --> 00:11:27,062 That's what I wanted to say to him, but I didn't. 246 00:11:27,146 --> 00:11:28,731 That line deserves a live audience. 247 00:11:28,814 --> 00:11:31,024 Speaking of audiences, I'm just letting you know 248 00:11:31,108 --> 00:11:34,445 I am so mad at Cam for the major shade he threw at me on Andre's podcast. 249 00:11:34,528 --> 00:11:35,529 Shade about what? 250 00:11:35,612 --> 00:11:38,782 Cam's mad at me for something I apparently said when I was 12. 251 00:11:38,866 --> 00:11:41,952 -I have no idea what he's talking about. -What was said? Maybe I remember? 252 00:11:42,035 --> 00:11:43,120 I… uh… 253 00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:44,663 [scoffs] It's so silly. 254 00:11:44,747 --> 00:11:47,624 I don't even remember what I don't remember. I mean, I was 12. 255 00:11:47,708 --> 00:11:50,711 What did I even know back then? I'd never even seen porn. 256 00:11:50,794 --> 00:11:52,004 -[brakes squeal] -[gasps] 257 00:11:53,088 --> 00:11:56,467 We need to know what you know about my mother haunting you. 258 00:11:57,134 --> 00:11:58,093 [both] What? 259 00:11:58,177 --> 00:12:00,721 We think we saw… [in Spanish] Granny… [in English] at the cemetery. 260 00:12:02,139 --> 00:12:06,059 [Demi] Carrots and garlic are good natural spirit cleansers. 261 00:12:06,143 --> 00:12:07,811 -Where did you learn that? -Reddit. 262 00:12:07,895 --> 00:12:09,605 -Where did you read it? -Reddit. 263 00:12:10,230 --> 00:12:11,273 I know. Where? 264 00:12:11,356 --> 00:12:12,649 I read it on Reddit. 265 00:12:12,733 --> 00:12:14,276 ¡Mira! [muffled speech] 266 00:12:14,359 --> 00:12:18,822 As you can see, this is an invitation, but not just any invitation. 267 00:12:18,906 --> 00:12:22,367 It's a 50th Lethal Weapon-themed birthday. 268 00:12:22,451 --> 00:12:24,912 And after researching Lethal Weapon, 269 00:12:24,995 --> 00:12:26,830 I discovered it's a movie about a cop on the-- 270 00:12:26,914 --> 00:12:28,540 I know the movie. 271 00:12:28,624 --> 00:12:30,626 Well, it's clearly something Mariluna loved, 272 00:12:30,709 --> 00:12:33,962 along with this guy Henry, who she threw the party for. 273 00:12:34,046 --> 00:12:36,256 Look at this note from Mariluna to Marisol. 274 00:12:36,340 --> 00:12:40,010 "Marisol, please come. I miss you." 275 00:12:40,594 --> 00:12:41,678 What do you think it means? 276 00:12:41,762 --> 00:12:46,141 I think my mom, Marisol, was invited, and Mariluna missed her. 277 00:12:47,226 --> 00:12:48,352 But who is Mariluna? 278 00:12:48,435 --> 00:12:50,187 That is the question! 279 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:53,816 Marisol. Mariluna. Sun. Moon. 280 00:12:53,899 --> 00:12:55,567 They're probably related. 281 00:12:55,651 --> 00:12:57,569 -My mother only had brothers. -Are you sure? 282 00:12:57,653 --> 00:13:00,030 There was not a lot I didn't know about my mom. 283 00:13:00,113 --> 00:13:01,198 She was a sharer. 284 00:13:01,281 --> 00:13:03,951 A lot of TMI in our house. 285 00:13:04,034 --> 00:13:06,411 Oh, so you know she was in the Guerra Sucia? 286 00:13:07,746 --> 00:13:11,124 That is not public knowledge. How did you know that? 287 00:13:11,208 --> 00:13:14,127 -Her memorial website. -[both] What memorial website? 288 00:13:16,129 --> 00:13:19,299 No, I had no idea Jamal made this weird website. 289 00:13:19,383 --> 00:13:21,635 Do you think your son had a secret romance with Marisol? 290 00:13:21,718 --> 00:13:23,011 -Maybe. -Maybe. 291 00:13:23,095 --> 00:13:27,057 -My mother did not date a teenage boy. -They were inappropriately close. 292 00:13:27,140 --> 00:13:29,142 -Best friends. -That's pretty unconventional. 293 00:13:29,226 --> 00:13:33,605 Not for Jamal. The kid's got a lot of, uh, strange hobbies and even stranger secrets. 294 00:13:35,274 --> 00:13:38,402 -He found the RollerWorld money. -Bullshit. RollerWorld? 295 00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:40,070 There's no buried cash in our hood. 296 00:13:40,153 --> 00:13:41,864 It's real. And my kid found it. 297 00:13:41,947 --> 00:13:45,701 Excuse me, with help from his friends and my mother-in-law. 298 00:13:45,784 --> 00:13:47,494 What did they do with all the money? 299 00:13:47,578 --> 00:13:51,456 According to Jamal, Marisol reburied it for the kids to find again. 300 00:13:51,540 --> 00:13:54,084 And she left them a map. A map that she embroidered. 301 00:13:57,754 --> 00:13:58,797 [Demi] Like this? 302 00:13:58,881 --> 00:14:03,010 Yes, like that, but finished. This one just gets you to CVS. 303 00:14:03,093 --> 00:14:06,388 -If Jamal and Marisol were hooking up-- -They were not hooking up! 304 00:14:06,471 --> 00:14:08,557 Whatever, touching with clothes on. 305 00:14:09,141 --> 00:14:11,643 I bet Jamal knows who Mariluna is. 306 00:14:12,477 --> 00:14:14,980 -Is there any way to talk to your son? -[Dwayne] There is. 307 00:14:15,606 --> 00:14:16,565 But it's 308 00:14:17,858 --> 00:14:18,734 annoying. 309 00:14:21,862 --> 00:14:25,616 No, honey, it's front, front, front, side, back, side, front. 310 00:14:25,699 --> 00:14:26,783 That's what I'm doing. 311 00:14:26,867 --> 00:14:30,495 No, you're confusing the sides and the front. You gotta turn it around. 312 00:14:30,579 --> 00:14:32,414 It's a cube. It's confusing. 313 00:14:32,497 --> 00:14:34,917 This is why it's so annoying to get a hold of Jamal. 314 00:14:35,500 --> 00:14:38,879 He works for Noel Aroma, and apparently phones don't work in the biosphere. 315 00:14:38,962 --> 00:14:40,047 Biodome. 316 00:14:40,130 --> 00:14:43,258 -Here. Take this before I crush it. -It looks like you just did a triple side. 317 00:14:43,342 --> 00:14:44,635 No, that was a triple front. 318 00:14:44,718 --> 00:14:47,512 Are you sure? Because if you turn it around, that's the back. 319 00:14:49,056 --> 00:14:49,890 Give it to me. 320 00:14:49,973 --> 00:14:51,850 [electronic beeping] 321 00:14:51,934 --> 00:14:54,353 [cube whirs] 322 00:14:54,436 --> 00:14:56,271 -[robotic voice] Hello. -[woman] Jamal, honey? 323 00:14:56,355 --> 00:14:58,148 -[Jamal] Mom. -Why does he sound like a robot? 324 00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:02,235 [Jamal] Because the yeti voice setting is still in beta testing. Who are you? 325 00:15:02,319 --> 00:15:04,947 Hi, I'm Demi. I just have a quick question 326 00:15:05,030 --> 00:15:07,115 that your parents are trying to help me answer. 327 00:15:07,199 --> 00:15:10,994 Do you know a woman your late ex-girlfriend Marisol knew named Mariluna? 328 00:15:11,078 --> 00:15:12,162 [Jamal] No. 329 00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:13,956 -Did Marisol have a sister? -[Jamal] Yes. 330 00:15:14,039 --> 00:15:17,084 That cube is lying. My mom did not have a sister. 331 00:15:17,167 --> 00:15:20,587 [Jamal] Before she died, Abuelita told me she had a twin. 332 00:15:20,671 --> 00:15:23,757 [gasps] That's why they look alike. Marisol is Mariluna's twin. 333 00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:27,761 [Jamal] I mean, Sun, Moon… Make sense? Is that all? 334 00:15:27,844 --> 00:15:31,181 One more question. Jamal, did you date my mom? 335 00:15:31,264 --> 00:15:35,644 [Jamal] Mr. Martinez, I am not going to dignify that question with a response. 336 00:15:35,727 --> 00:15:37,980 -That's a no, right? -[cube powers down] 337 00:15:38,647 --> 00:15:40,816 [both] She's an evil twin. 338 00:15:41,316 --> 00:15:42,567 [Gloria] Surprise, surprise. 339 00:15:42,651 --> 00:15:46,571 The ghost I never really believed was a ghost isn't a ghost, 340 00:15:46,655 --> 00:15:49,157 because, as I suspected, it's a real person, 341 00:15:49,241 --> 00:15:52,202 hence proving that ghosts don't exist. 342 00:15:52,285 --> 00:15:54,871 Believers 0, Gloria 1. 343 00:15:54,955 --> 00:15:56,665 Why be an asshole about it? 344 00:15:56,748 --> 00:15:59,960 Because this is an extremely important day for my family, Demi. 345 00:16:00,043 --> 00:16:02,045 I can't deal with this crap. 346 00:16:02,129 --> 00:16:04,256 Please don't insult me by calling my stuff crap. 347 00:16:04,339 --> 00:16:06,258 I just don't understand why you believe in it. 348 00:16:06,341 --> 00:16:10,303 You don't have to understand it. You just have to respect it, which you don't. 349 00:16:12,597 --> 00:16:16,476 And I don't, because I've been doing the same thing to Cam. 350 00:16:17,352 --> 00:16:19,062 Oh shit. I gotta go. 351 00:16:20,022 --> 00:16:20,981 [door opens] 352 00:16:22,232 --> 00:16:24,401 -[door closes] -Change! Mom wouldn't like that outfit. 353 00:16:24,484 --> 00:16:26,695 Well, that doesn't matter, because, A, she's dead, 354 00:16:26,778 --> 00:16:30,282 and, B, she won't see it because I'm still not going to the cemetery tonight. 355 00:16:30,365 --> 00:16:32,826 You're still choosing a party over Mom? 356 00:16:32,909 --> 00:16:36,204 -No, I'm choosing a party over you. -You are so selfish. 357 00:16:36,288 --> 00:16:39,916 You can't even spend one evening focusing on someone other than you. 358 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:43,754 No, you can't. If it's not on your terms, then you can't be bothered. 359 00:16:43,837 --> 00:16:46,381 This is textbook baby sister victim shit. 360 00:16:46,465 --> 00:16:49,926 Yep, that's me, all right. Once again, Gloria knows everything. 361 00:16:50,010 --> 00:16:52,721 I know everything because I do everything. 362 00:16:52,804 --> 00:16:54,306 Because you don't let me help. 363 00:16:54,389 --> 00:16:56,558 What you do is the opposite of help. 364 00:16:56,641 --> 00:16:59,978 I'm doing the best that I can! What else do you want from me? 365 00:17:00,062 --> 00:17:01,396 I want you to be better 366 00:17:01,480 --> 00:17:06,193 and to maybe spend some time caring about the incredible woman who birthed you. 367 00:17:09,237 --> 00:17:12,657 You may get to tell me how to clean the kitchen or make a cake 368 00:17:12,741 --> 00:17:14,493 or who I can go to parties with, 369 00:17:14,993 --> 00:17:17,704 but you don't get to tell me how to grieve my mom! 370 00:17:18,371 --> 00:17:19,873 I'm gonna wait outside for Rusty. 371 00:17:20,373 --> 00:17:22,793 Oh, now I get it. 372 00:17:23,293 --> 00:17:24,836 This is about Rusty. 373 00:17:24,920 --> 00:17:28,006 Oh my God! This has nothing to do with Rusty! 374 00:17:28,090 --> 00:17:29,382 But since we're on the subject, 375 00:17:29,466 --> 00:17:31,718 just because you don't like him doesn't mean that I can't. 376 00:17:31,802 --> 00:17:34,638 I don't not like him. I actually do like him. 377 00:17:34,721 --> 00:17:38,683 I mean, he's not unpleasant to be around. Like, he's not totally worthless. 378 00:17:38,767 --> 00:17:39,684 [scoffs] 379 00:17:40,393 --> 00:17:41,269 That's messed up. 380 00:17:41,353 --> 00:17:43,688 You're right. He's actually not worthless at all. 381 00:17:43,772 --> 00:17:47,567 No, what's messed up is that you've only known Rusty a few weeks, 382 00:17:47,651 --> 00:17:49,945 and you're giving him more credit than you've ever given me. 383 00:17:50,028 --> 00:17:50,946 [horn honks] 384 00:17:52,781 --> 00:17:54,908 Ines, you're not going. 385 00:17:54,991 --> 00:17:56,159 Yes, I am. 386 00:17:56,827 --> 00:17:58,120 You're not my mother. 387 00:17:59,079 --> 00:18:03,250 So the ghost is actually the dead lady's evil twin sister and not a ghost. 388 00:18:03,333 --> 00:18:05,335 -Crazy, right? -Demi, why are you here? 389 00:18:05,418 --> 00:18:08,463 To share the big news about the ghost slash not ghost. 390 00:18:08,547 --> 00:18:12,092 Great, it's been shared. Now I need to attend to a breakup. 391 00:18:12,175 --> 00:18:13,718 You're breaking up with Andre tonight? 392 00:18:13,802 --> 00:18:17,222 No, not Andre. Tonight's hometowns on The Bachelor. 393 00:18:19,182 --> 00:18:20,475 Andre and I are actually good. 394 00:18:21,393 --> 00:18:24,271 I turned a corner on him and realized that he has a lot of great qualities 395 00:18:24,354 --> 00:18:27,524 that include not being a liar. 396 00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:31,486 Good night. 397 00:18:33,238 --> 00:18:34,364 It's cold out here. 398 00:18:37,117 --> 00:18:38,034 It's, like, 70 degrees. 399 00:18:38,118 --> 00:18:41,246 No, I mean, it's cold on the outside of you. 400 00:18:42,873 --> 00:18:45,458 I want back in. So I'm sorry. 401 00:18:46,585 --> 00:18:48,295 You're sorry because you're uncomfortable? 402 00:18:48,378 --> 00:18:52,674 And I'm also sorry I'm not respecting what we're disagreeing about. 403 00:18:53,758 --> 00:18:57,179 I'm really sorry that situation happened to you and that you think I said it. 404 00:18:57,262 --> 00:19:00,265 I don't think that you said it. I know you did. 405 00:19:00,348 --> 00:19:03,185 Cam, that's not something I would say. 406 00:19:03,727 --> 00:19:05,103 I don't even believe that. 407 00:19:05,187 --> 00:19:08,231 I don't find you any less attractive because you're also with guys. 408 00:19:09,983 --> 00:19:11,276 I was 12. 409 00:19:11,359 --> 00:19:13,778 Like, what the hell did I know about sexuality? 410 00:19:14,613 --> 00:19:19,159 I'm so sorry some dumb thing I can't remember saying hurt you. 411 00:19:19,242 --> 00:19:20,619 The problem is it wasn't dumb. 412 00:19:21,870 --> 00:19:23,121 It was devastating. 413 00:19:25,165 --> 00:19:28,376 And now your apology isn't even about me. It's about you. 414 00:19:29,586 --> 00:19:32,923 You don't like how uncomfortable you feel, but imagine being me. 415 00:19:35,175 --> 00:19:36,593 You crushed me that day. 416 00:19:37,802 --> 00:19:41,056 And I've never been able to fully recover, because that thing that you said, 417 00:19:41,139 --> 00:19:43,475 that you won't own, made me question everything, 418 00:19:44,059 --> 00:19:47,646 my confidence, my self-esteem, my best friend. 419 00:19:48,230 --> 00:19:51,191 -Why? -Because you were supposed to be safe. 420 00:19:52,067 --> 00:19:53,985 And accepting. And you weren't. 421 00:19:54,069 --> 00:19:56,154 You made me feel like I was gross. 422 00:19:57,781 --> 00:19:58,740 Don't you get it? 423 00:19:59,574 --> 00:20:01,243 If you can't accept me for who I am, 424 00:20:01,326 --> 00:20:03,828 what chance do I have that the rest of the world will? 425 00:20:12,545 --> 00:20:13,755 Fuck off, Demi. 426 00:20:26,601 --> 00:20:28,603 [indistinct chatter] 427 00:20:30,272 --> 00:20:32,274 -Hey, have you seen Ines? -Hm-mm. 428 00:20:32,357 --> 00:20:33,525 No. 429 00:20:33,608 --> 00:20:35,068 -[girl] What's up? -Hey, what's up? 430 00:20:44,953 --> 00:20:46,079 You wanna go home? 431 00:20:47,664 --> 00:20:48,581 Yes. 432 00:20:50,333 --> 00:20:51,293 And no. 433 00:20:51,876 --> 00:20:55,922 I feel bad that I'm missing my mom's graveside ceremony, but… 434 00:20:57,882 --> 00:21:00,010 I'm so pissed at Gloria, 435 00:21:01,219 --> 00:21:03,305 because she thinks that today is only important to her, 436 00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:06,099 but it's actually really important to me too. 437 00:21:06,808 --> 00:21:09,311 -Well, did you tell her? -There's no point. 438 00:21:10,395 --> 00:21:12,272 She doesn't listen, and she won't get it. 439 00:21:12,856 --> 00:21:14,024 Hey, I'm listening. 440 00:21:16,943 --> 00:21:19,821 It's not that I don't want to think about my mom. 441 00:21:20,405 --> 00:21:21,906 I think about her every day. 442 00:21:21,990 --> 00:21:26,953 It's just this whole day is about remembering her, and I… 443 00:21:28,371 --> 00:21:29,205 I don't. 444 00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:33,668 And it kills me trying to figure out the things that she would love today. 445 00:21:33,752 --> 00:21:35,920 Like, her favorite flowers and taste in restaurants. 446 00:21:36,004 --> 00:21:39,507 And then being reminded that I have no idea. 447 00:21:40,091 --> 00:21:41,009 My own mom. 448 00:21:42,218 --> 00:21:43,553 I don't remember her. 449 00:21:46,389 --> 00:21:48,475 And I hate how mean I was to Gloria. 450 00:21:48,975 --> 00:21:50,560 I mean, I always am. 451 00:21:52,771 --> 00:21:53,730 And she's right. 452 00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:56,775 I'm not helpful. 453 00:21:56,858 --> 00:21:59,611 I even forgot to put sugar in the tres leches. 454 00:22:00,945 --> 00:22:02,947 Gloria just wants me to be better. 455 00:22:04,657 --> 00:22:05,950 And I wanna be. 456 00:22:07,702 --> 00:22:09,079 I just don't know how. 457 00:22:10,955 --> 00:22:11,831 Hey. 458 00:22:13,375 --> 00:22:16,586 All that matters is that you keep trying. 459 00:22:20,423 --> 00:22:21,508 [weeping] 460 00:22:26,805 --> 00:22:28,807 [humming] 461 00:22:31,559 --> 00:22:34,979 Well, that was supposed to be when Ines body rolls and throws it back to me, 462 00:22:35,063 --> 00:22:36,231 but it's all good. 463 00:22:36,314 --> 00:22:39,526 We're a little off schedule, but I'm feeling really good about life 464 00:22:39,609 --> 00:22:41,528 and how things are going. Whoo! 465 00:22:41,611 --> 00:22:42,779 [chuckles] 466 00:22:46,991 --> 00:22:47,867 [sighs] 467 00:22:48,743 --> 00:22:52,038 I can't lie to you, Mom. Everything is crap. 468 00:22:57,836 --> 00:23:00,964 Dad is dating a new woman 469 00:23:01,047 --> 00:23:03,383 and not making time for the things he used to, 470 00:23:03,466 --> 00:23:05,635 which could be the cancer talking. 471 00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:08,513 And cancer! That's some scary shit right there. 472 00:23:08,596 --> 00:23:11,266 I pretend to be all brave, but I am terrified. 473 00:23:11,349 --> 00:23:14,727 I mean, what if we lose Dad? I barely survived losing you. 474 00:23:14,811 --> 00:23:17,772 I don't think I could handle all the responsibility, 475 00:23:17,856 --> 00:23:23,111 especially now that Ines has found a true calling as a pain in my ass. 476 00:23:23,194 --> 00:23:24,737 [chuckles] 477 00:23:30,785 --> 00:23:32,162 I'm tired. 478 00:23:33,246 --> 00:23:35,415 And I'm tired of being tired. 479 00:23:37,250 --> 00:23:40,211 I just wanna be a kid again. 480 00:23:40,295 --> 00:23:42,922 A kid for once. 481 00:23:44,007 --> 00:23:48,344 I need you, Mom, and you're not here. 482 00:23:50,513 --> 00:23:51,556 [Mom] I'm here. 483 00:23:55,435 --> 00:23:56,269 ¿Mamá? 484 00:23:56,352 --> 00:24:00,773 Oh, Glo, I'm so sorry I'm not there to hold you and remind you 485 00:24:00,857 --> 00:24:03,193 that you are my brave, strong girl. 486 00:24:04,611 --> 00:24:09,908 I don't feel very brave or strong right now. 487 00:24:09,991 --> 00:24:11,784 But you are… [in Spanish] …my love. 488 00:24:12,368 --> 00:24:16,080 No, I'm barely holding it together, 489 00:24:16,706 --> 00:24:20,835 and I have all this anger in my heart 490 00:24:20,919 --> 00:24:26,341 towards Dad and Ines and you for dying. 491 00:24:26,424 --> 00:24:27,592 [Mom] That's okay. 492 00:24:27,675 --> 00:24:31,513 Those feelings are normal. Don't be so hard on yourself. 493 00:24:31,596 --> 00:24:34,057 I'm failing with Ines. 494 00:24:34,641 --> 00:24:38,144 She's so disrespectful and unappreciative-- 495 00:24:38,228 --> 00:24:41,481 And maybe so are you? 496 00:24:41,564 --> 00:24:42,565 What? 497 00:24:42,649 --> 00:24:47,070 You need to stop being her mother and start being her sister. 498 00:24:47,654 --> 00:24:50,657 Find ways to like her as much as you love her. 499 00:24:51,950 --> 00:24:53,493 Try being her friend. 500 00:24:54,410 --> 00:24:55,870 Maybe she'll become yours. 501 00:24:56,371 --> 00:24:57,247 [weeps] 502 00:24:57,914 --> 00:24:58,790 How? 503 00:24:59,290 --> 00:25:02,961 -How can I do this without you? -I'm always with you, baby. 504 00:25:04,212 --> 00:25:05,755 You just have to believe. 505 00:25:08,174 --> 00:25:09,175 But I don't. 506 00:25:09,842 --> 00:25:11,177 Then why am I here? 507 00:25:12,512 --> 00:25:13,805 [Rusty] Gloria? 508 00:25:24,649 --> 00:25:25,567 You good? 509 00:25:26,317 --> 00:25:27,151 Why are you here? 510 00:25:27,735 --> 00:25:29,946 When I dropped your sister off, you weren't home. 511 00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:32,991 I, uh, came to see if you were okay? 512 00:25:40,748 --> 00:25:41,624 I will be. 513 00:25:48,256 --> 00:25:49,799 [crying] 514 00:25:57,348 --> 00:25:59,267 [Gloria] ♪ Words like violence ♪ 515 00:25:59,767 --> 00:26:01,978 ♪ Break the silence ♪ 516 00:26:02,061 --> 00:26:03,938 ♪ Come crashing in ♪ 517 00:26:04,022 --> 00:26:06,065 ♪ Into my little world ♪ 518 00:26:06,774 --> 00:26:09,110 ♪ Painful to me ♪ 519 00:26:09,193 --> 00:26:11,279 ♪ Pierce right through me ♪ 520 00:26:11,362 --> 00:26:13,698 ♪ Can't you understand? ♪ 521 00:26:13,781 --> 00:26:15,658 ♪ Oh, my little girl ♪ 522 00:26:18,661 --> 00:26:20,496 ♪ All I ever wanted ♪ 523 00:26:20,580 --> 00:26:22,373 ♪ All I ever needed ♪ 524 00:26:22,457 --> 00:26:24,167 ♪ Is here ♪ 525 00:26:24,250 --> 00:26:26,878 -♪ In my arms… ♪ -[gasps] 526 00:26:28,963 --> 00:26:31,591 One sister will be the downfall of the other. 527 00:26:32,550 --> 00:26:34,052 Someone's gonna die. 528 00:26:34,135 --> 00:26:35,261 [gasps] 529 00:26:35,345 --> 00:26:36,971 [Ines crying] 530 00:26:44,562 --> 00:26:46,648 ♪ Words like violence ♪ 531 00:26:46,731 --> 00:26:49,108 ♪ Break the silence ♪ 532 00:26:49,192 --> 00:26:50,652 ♪ Come crashing in ♪ 533 00:26:50,735 --> 00:26:53,112 ♪ Into my little world ♪ 534 00:26:53,196 --> 00:26:54,947 ♪ Painful to me ♪ 535 00:26:55,031 --> 00:26:57,158 ♪ Pierce right through me ♪ 536 00:26:57,241 --> 00:26:59,327 ♪ Can't you understand? ♪ 537 00:26:59,410 --> 00:27:01,412 ♪ Oh, my little girl ♪ 538 00:27:01,913 --> 00:27:03,956 ♪ All I ever wanted ♪ 539 00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:05,333 ♪ All I ever needed ♪ 540 00:27:05,416 --> 00:27:09,337 ♪ Is here in my arms ♪ 541 00:27:10,129 --> 00:27:13,966 ♪ Words are very unnecessary ♪ 542 00:27:14,050 --> 00:27:18,262 ♪ They can only do harm ♪