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♪♪ ♪♪

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I'm at my wit's end, Sam.

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I know, Mom.

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I almost called 911 last night.

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I had the phone in my hand.

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I'm sorry.

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Sam.

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Don't give up on therapy.

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♪♪ ♪♪

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♪♪ ♪♪

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Oh, God, no!

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(chains rattling)

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(crying):
No, no.

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(banging)

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(slurping)

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(banging continues)

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Hi, Charlie.

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You're back.

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Well, it's an emergency.

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I can see that.

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I'm...

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trying to...

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keep it together with him.

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Sound normal.

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In control.

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If he sees me like this...

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-like I really...
-(jackhammer pounding)

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(sighs)

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Breathe.

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(whimpers)

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-(exhales)
-Again.

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Oh, you're just like Beth,
with the fucking breathing.

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(chuckles, exhales)

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(clears throat)

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I can't. I can't.

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We should talk about Sam.

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Well, he just strangled somebody
right in front of me.

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I think it's worth noting

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that he chose to bring you here
to work with him.

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(groans)

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What do I know
about psychopathy?

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-I wasn't trained for this.
-None of us are.

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(groans)

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Charlie, I need a plan.

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I need a plan.
I'm like a second-year,

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just throwing shit
against the wall.

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You have to find a way

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to come out of this alive.

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As crazy as it sounds,

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I think there is
a conscience in there.

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Somewhere.

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Little, tiny conscience.

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Charlie, that's possible,
isn't it?

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That means there's empathy
on some level.

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Focus on that.

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I work with people
on empathy all the time,

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but I've never started
at absolute zero.

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-Empty.
-Yeah.

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On top of that,
Sam is in charge.

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I don't have clinical authority.

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Blah, blah, blah.

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-(door creaks open)
-(sighs)

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(door closes)

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(shovel digging)

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You have to help me.

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If I don't figure this out,
he's going to strangle me,

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and I'm going into that grave.

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Or the next one.

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I know it's crazy...

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but I was...

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starting to connect with him.

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I thought.

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I mean, love your patients,
but come on.

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A sociopath?

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We used to discuss not getting
too stuck in categories.

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Right.

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It's a spectrum.

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Maybe I could push him one way
on the spectrum.

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Or I'm deluding myself.

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(scraping and clanging)

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♪♪ ♪♪

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♪♪ ♪♪

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COLLEEN:
How was the funeral?

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It was a hard day.

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Grieving is difficult.

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I've never been
to a Jewish funeral.

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A funeral's a funeral.

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This one probably had
more singing than usual.

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♪♪ ♪♪

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Now I'm one of those guys who
buries people in his basement.

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Thanks a lot.

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(sighs)

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Your turn.

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Get up.

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(chains rattling)

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Over there.

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Don't fucking move.

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(keys jingle)

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Walk.

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Keep this distance.

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(clanging)

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♪♪ ♪♪

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Go ahead.

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Go in at a sharper angle.

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Good.

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Keep going.

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(door closes)

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(engine starts)

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(grunting)

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ALAN:
My whole life,
I have been thinking,

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thinking,
trying to figure myself out

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so I can help other people
understand themselves

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so they can have
better relationships, and now...

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here I am, my son is
barely speaking to me.

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(sighing)

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I might need another
couple of weeks

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before getting up in front
of a room full of kids again.

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-Do you mind?
-Of course not.

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(sighs)

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(hissing)

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(whimpering)

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(exhales)

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Tell me
how you're feeling right now.

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Let's see.

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I'm talking
to my dead therapist.

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So I'm disassociating.

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Other than that, Beth is dead,

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Ezra hates me,

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and I've been kidnapped

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by a serial killer, so...

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Why do you keep looking at that?

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I'm having a fantasy
of smashing it against his head.

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Why don't you do that?

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Hit him with the pitcher?

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'Cause I don't want to die
any sooner than I need to.

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That's very pessimistic.

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You have some fight in you.

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You used to wrestle
in high school.

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(chuckles)
Well...

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while you have been
relaxing, being dead,

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I've been getting older and I'm
not as strong as I used to be.

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I don't know why you feel
so powerless.

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I don't feel powerless.

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I'm doing everything I can to
fight back with what I have.

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Are you?

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Great.

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I'm out of foot cream.

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And I'm running out
of my arrhythmia pills.

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If this guy doesn't murder me,
I'm gonna die of a heart attack.

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Or foot fungus.

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(sighs)
Charlie, I need a plan.

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I tried pulling
his life story out of him.

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I tried getting him
to recontextualize everything

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as protecting his mother.

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I tried flat-out diverting him.

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I, I...

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I don't know
what the hell I'm doing.

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You're going to have

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to address the fact
that his mother is,

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in part,
responsible for the abuse

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he suffered as a child.

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If I had five or six years.

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-You don't.
-(truck approaching)

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(truck door closes)

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(gate clangs)

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(door closes)

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♪♪ ♪♪

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Move up.

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All right.

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(chains rattling)

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All right.

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You can sit.

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♪♪ ♪♪

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(Sam exhales)

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I got to mix the cement.

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Sam, could you sit down
for a minute?

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(Sam sighs heavily)

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Mm-hmm.

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I'd like to discuss
the possibility

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of you handling this
differently.

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I'm not sure that you should
bury the body.

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What am I supposed to do?

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What you usually do.

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Leave it where it can be found.

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That's the most thoughtful thing
for the relatives.

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I've never brought anyone
back to my house before.

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They could trace him.

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Uh, yeah, he was in my truck.

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I understand
your concern about that.

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It's reasonable.

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(swallows)

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We're talking about the stuff
you see on TV?

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DNA and...

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little pieces of carpet, right?

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Yeah.

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Well, I'm no expert, I'll admit.

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But...

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let's, let's think this through.

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There must have been DNA

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and fibers from your clothing
on the other people.

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But the police never traced
any of that back to you.

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Is there any reason
your DNA or fingerprints

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would be
in some sort of database?

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You've never been arrested,
have you?

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No, but, like...

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...like, uh, carpet fibers...

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...from the carpet, they could
trace that back to this house.

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Well, that's highly unlikely.

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It's what, 20, 30 years old?

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I don't know.

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Sam...

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you want to get better.

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I can't pull this out of you.

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Therapy is not an exorcism.

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Mm-hmm.

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You want to change.

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A good next step is
to think of Elias's family.

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To truly understand

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what might be of service to them

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emotionally
as fellow human beings.

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Given the givens here.

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Sam...

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come here.

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Why?

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Trust me.

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Take off the blindfold.

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We need to see his face.

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♪♪ ♪♪

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(sighs)

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♪♪ ♪♪

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Maybe this wasn't
such a good idea.

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Why did you want me to do this?

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(groans softly)

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You have all your feelings,
right?

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He was a person

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who had feelings of his own
to struggle with.

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I want you to see...

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...that he was not just some guy

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who offended you.

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Elias was a human being.

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He had a mother and a father

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who care about him just like
your mother cares about you.

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And they are going to miss him.

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You know...

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people have techniques

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to help them grieve.

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For Jews, it's all laid out.

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There's the burial,

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which is why it's so important
to have a body.

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And there's a special week
called shiva,

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where we focus just on mourning

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and memory.

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I always tried to get out of it
a little bit early.

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My wife wouldn't let me,
and she was right.

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There is a prayer

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you say every night
for the first year

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after someone dies

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and then once a year
afterward forever.

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It's called the kaddish.

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Should I say it?

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What, the kaddish?

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Mm-hmm.

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I...

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L-Let me think about that.

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I think the important thing

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is less the ritual
and more that you consider

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Elias and his family

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and what they need.

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That would be
something new for you.

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And very, very good.

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We need to develop
your skills at empathy,

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which means putting yourself
in someone else's shoes.

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And the truth is...

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most people need
to work on this.

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But you, in particular,

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can benefit
from growing in this regard.

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00:22:39,595 --> 00:22:41,832
Yeah, that sounds good.

278
00:22:44,303 --> 00:22:46,341
Yeah.

279
00:22:47,076 --> 00:22:50,115
I'll, uh, I'll leave the body
where it can be found.

280
00:22:51,619 --> 00:22:53,956
For the family.

281
00:22:56,996 --> 00:22:59,801
You're gonna have to help me
fill in that hole.

282
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♪♪ ♪♪

283
00:23:30,964 --> 00:23:33,034
(urinating)

284
00:24:02,193 --> 00:24:04,463
(grunting)

285
00:24:12,681 --> 00:24:15,520
(toilet flushing)

286
00:24:21,231 --> 00:24:23,970
Oh, shoot.

287
00:24:24,037 --> 00:24:26,140
Oh, no.

288
00:24:29,515 --> 00:24:31,785
(groans)

289
00:24:33,122 --> 00:24:35,192
(whimpering)

290
00:24:36,595 --> 00:24:38,899
(exhales)

291
00:24:48,586 --> 00:24:51,157
Is something going on with you?

292
00:24:51,224 --> 00:24:53,028
(gasps)

293
00:24:53,095 --> 00:24:55,199
(sighs)

294
00:24:55,265 --> 00:24:57,537
It's been a lot, Sam.

295
00:24:59,975 --> 00:25:03,516
Thank you for asking.
I really appreciate it.

296
00:25:10,897 --> 00:25:12,700
Yeah.

297
00:25:35,012 --> 00:25:37,116
(grunting)

298
00:26:03,703 --> 00:26:06,007
♪♪ ♪♪

299
00:26:28,586 --> 00:26:30,824
(rhythmic clapping)

300
00:26:30,890 --> 00:26:33,128
BETH:
♪♪ Here we go ♪♪

301
00:26:35,465 --> 00:26:37,203
♪♪ Tears may fall ♪♪

302
00:26:37,270 --> 00:26:39,040
♪♪ But we'll hear them call ♪♪

303
00:26:39,107 --> 00:26:42,446
♪♪ And another song will rise ♪♪

304
00:26:42,514 --> 00:26:45,554
♪♪ Another song will rise ♪♪

305
00:26:45,620 --> 00:26:47,991
♪♪ Another song ♪♪

306
00:26:48,058 --> 00:26:52,333
♪♪ Will rise ♪♪

307
00:26:52,399 --> 00:26:55,105
♪♪ Not by might ♪♪

308
00:26:55,172 --> 00:26:57,877
♪♪ And not by power ♪♪

309
00:26:57,944 --> 00:27:00,282
♪♪ But by spirit alone ♪♪

310
00:27:00,349 --> 00:27:04,725
♪♪ Shall we all live in peace ♪♪

311
00:27:04,791 --> 00:27:08,398
♪♪ Not by might ♪♪

312
00:27:08,465 --> 00:27:11,237
♪♪ And not by power ♪♪

313
00:27:11,304 --> 00:27:18,351
♪♪ Shalom! ♪♪

314
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