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(men praying in Hebrew)

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-(praying continues)
-(crackling)

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(praying continues)

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Freeze!

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How are you?

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Terrified.

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He's out there right now,

8
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putting Elias's body somewhere.

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They find it
sometime tomorrow morning.

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(camera clicking)

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♪♪ ♪♪

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Coroner finds the note.

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And then, sometime tomorrow...

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the cavalry comes.

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(clamoring)

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I hit him with the pitcher.

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-Stab him.
-(grunts)

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And the cops blow his head off
his goddamn shoulders.

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Okay.

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Or he's out there right now,
dumping the body,

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and as he rolls it
out of the blanket,

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my note comes out of his mouth.

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Then...

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(both grunting)

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Well, if that happens,
what are you gonna do?

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If he drives a knife
down my throat?

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I don't know,
die as quickly as possible.

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Well, I mean, your hands
aren't tied, are they?

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I just shoved a note
down a poor dead kid's throat.

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That was pretty good.

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I'm sorry I didn't use my skills

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as a mediocre
high school wrestler

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to beat a crazed killer
to death.

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Fuck you, Charlie. I got old.

35
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You've mentioned
your old age and your weakness

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several times already.

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It's pretty relevant.

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I agree.
We should talk about it.

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If nothing else,
it's probably

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the most interesting case
you've ever had.

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Uh-huh.

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I'll write a book.

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Sam's Treatment.

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There, I have the title.

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♪♪ ♪♪

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Have you ever heard of Kenny Chesney?

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No.

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He's a country western singer.

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Sam is very devoted to him.

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Goes to his concerts a lot.

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Has, I think,
a community of fellow fans.

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Alternate social world,
real but not,

53
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where he can be
like everyone else.

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I just had this dream.

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I was in a concentration camp.

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Auschwitz, I think.

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I walked into the barracks.

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These Jews were
reciting the Kaddish.

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Orthodox,
with all the stuff on.

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Okay.

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So I'm a Jew.

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I am trapped in the basement
with a killer.

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A killer who wanted to recite
the fucking Kaddish himself.

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I miss my wife.
Orthodox Ezra.

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It's all pretty obvious.

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Sometimes with an obvious dream,

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the question is less
the interpretation

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and more "what are you going
to do with it?"

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Mm.

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Are you gonna tell me
that I need to fight again?

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Got the point.

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No.

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What, then?

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The work.

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The work you've always done.

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Look into yourself, Alan.
Go ahead.

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Don't you want to
take the veils off?

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They aren't doing you
any good down here.

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(sighs)

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I can't.

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You can.

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What's the point?

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Beth's dead.

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Ezra is in
a fucking religious cult

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and hates me.

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I'll probably be dead
by tomorrow.

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So, what do you want to do
with the day you have left?

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You're an adult.
You make your own choices.

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You're joining a cult.

90
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Well, I don't think you have

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an authentic relationship
with God.

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♪♪ ♪♪

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♪♪ ♪♪

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(chains rattling)

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Yitgadal...

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Yitgadal v'yitkadash
sh'meih raba.

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(inhales sharply)

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Yitgadal v'yitkadash
sh'meih raba...

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B'alma...

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(vehicle approaching)

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(sighs)

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-(vehicle door closes)
-Yitgadal...

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-(gate opens, closes)
-(exhales)

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Yitgadal...

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What are you doing?

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I was trying to recite
the Kaddish for my wife.

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I can't, I can't...
(clears throat)

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I can't remember the words.

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I want to talk to you.

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It's been a long day and night.

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I'm exhausted.

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♪♪ ♪♪

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(door closes)

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No hunting knife
down the throat?

115
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Not yet.

116
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It's good to be alive.

117
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Jealous?

118
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Are you ready?

119
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I'm too anxious right now.

120
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The body,
the note, waiting...

121
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(vehicle engine starts)

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(sighs)

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(clamoring)

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♪♪ ♪♪

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Come on, you fuckers.

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(sighs)

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00:09:03,997 --> 00:09:05,333
Hey.

128
00:09:07,672 --> 00:09:09,475
Mr. Buchella.

129
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Wait, I remember you.

130
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Yeah, I'm Sam.

131
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Right, right.

132
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-Sam Fortner.
-Right.

133
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Right. Right, Sam.

134
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I-I didn't know
if you'd still be here.

135
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Yeah, still kicking.

136
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Hey, do you remember
when Mr. Schube was

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yelling and screaming in class,

138
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and he threw that chair,
and he almost hit Cindy Perez?

139
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And then you came in and asked
to talk to him in the hall?

140
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And then he came back
after you talked to him,

141
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and he told us he was sorry?

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Yeah. Yeah, I do.

143
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He didn't come back
the next year.

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Did you get him fired?

145
00:10:00,376 --> 00:10:01,647
Yeah.

146
00:10:01,714 --> 00:10:04,017
Yeah, I did.

147
00:10:06,021 --> 00:10:08,661
Well, it was good to see you,
Sam.

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00:10:08,727 --> 00:10:11,566
I've got to pick up my wife.

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I don't think my life is good.

150
00:10:15,674 --> 00:10:17,010
Oh?

151
00:10:17,077 --> 00:10:20,517
It's like it isn't working out.

152
00:10:20,584 --> 00:10:22,454
And I can't...

153
00:10:23,591 --> 00:10:28,533
It just isn't working out,
and I'm-I'm not happy.

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I-I don't know how to...

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Did you know this would happen?

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From what I was like,
when I, when I was a kid?

157
00:10:42,427 --> 00:10:44,231
No.

158
00:10:44,297 --> 00:10:46,503
No, not really.

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00:10:46,569 --> 00:10:48,439
I'm sorry to hear it.

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I knew you were
a little different.

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You'd had a hard time.

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00:10:54,786 --> 00:10:58,994
But you always hope
things turn around.

163
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Can you be my therapist?

164
00:11:04,839 --> 00:11:07,277
You're looking for
some counseling?

165
00:11:10,383 --> 00:11:12,120
Uh...

166
00:11:12,186 --> 00:11:15,459
(stammers) Well, I don't know.
Um...

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00:11:15,527 --> 00:11:19,034
I've had some clients outside
of school over the years.

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00:11:19,100 --> 00:11:22,909
But they were always, uh,
current students.

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00:11:22,975 --> 00:11:25,413
But a former student?

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00:11:28,185 --> 00:11:29,789
Maybe.

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00:11:33,028 --> 00:11:36,035
Let me think about it, Sam.

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00:11:36,101 --> 00:11:38,239
I, uh,

173
00:11:38,306 --> 00:11:41,713
I really do have to go
pick up my wife.

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00:11:46,990 --> 00:11:49,729
Here's my number,
call me in a few days.

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00:11:49,795 --> 00:11:52,000
Yeah.

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00:11:53,403 --> 00:11:55,072
Hey, Mr. Buchella.

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00:11:56,777 --> 00:12:00,517
What do you think about someone
living with their therapist?

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Could that help?

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00:12:05,293 --> 00:12:08,198
That would not be a good idea.

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♪♪ ♪♪

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(sighs)

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(takes deep breath)

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00:12:46,308 --> 00:12:48,379
(quiet chatter)

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♪♪ ♪♪

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00:13:00,771 --> 00:13:04,111
(indistinct chatter)

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00:13:04,846 --> 00:13:06,816
-BETH: You guys thirsty?
-BOYS: Yes.

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00:13:06,883 --> 00:13:09,120
Hi.

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♪♪ ♪♪

189
00:13:25,922 --> 00:13:27,891
(clamoring)

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00:13:27,958 --> 00:13:30,229
♪♪ ♪♪

191
00:13:37,711 --> 00:13:40,116
(sniffles)

192
00:13:48,500 --> 00:13:50,570
(phone vibrating)

193
00:13:53,275 --> 00:13:54,646
Hello?

194
00:13:54,713 --> 00:13:56,516
SAM:
Hey.

195
00:13:56,583 --> 00:14:01,826
Did you ever think that there
was something wrong with me?

196
00:14:01,893 --> 00:14:04,063
What do you mean?

197
00:14:04,130 --> 00:14:07,838
I don't know, just something...

198
00:14:07,905 --> 00:14:11,378
something that seemed wrong...

199
00:14:12,982 --> 00:14:15,019
...or different?

200
00:14:15,086 --> 00:14:18,493
You were my husband, Sam,
and then we broke up.

201
00:14:18,560 --> 00:14:22,300
I-I think there were all kinds
of things wrong with you.

202
00:14:23,068 --> 00:14:26,475
Your whole life
revolves around food.

203
00:14:28,045 --> 00:14:32,387
I was never positive
you loved me.

204
00:14:33,222 --> 00:14:37,832
I know you loved me,
but I mean...

205
00:14:37,899 --> 00:14:41,271
loved, loved.

206
00:14:42,742 --> 00:14:46,281
But, overall,

207
00:14:46,348 --> 00:14:49,120
I know you're a good guy.

208
00:14:50,691 --> 00:14:53,396
Okay. Bye.

209
00:14:53,463 --> 00:14:55,600
(call ends)

210
00:15:07,759 --> 00:15:10,029
(insects trilling)

211
00:15:19,147 --> 00:15:21,418
♪♪ ♪♪

212
00:15:37,785 --> 00:15:40,055
♪♪ ♪♪

213
00:16:04,639 --> 00:16:06,742
(inhales sharply)

214
00:16:09,214 --> 00:16:11,451
Are you ready now?

215
00:16:13,456 --> 00:16:15,694
(sighs)

216
00:16:20,069 --> 00:16:22,306
♪♪ ♪♪

217
00:16:31,993 --> 00:16:34,732
His damn father-in-law, Chaim.

218
00:16:34,799 --> 00:16:36,970
Who sits there putting stamps

219
00:16:37,036 --> 00:16:40,944
on envelopes and boxes
all day,

220
00:16:41,011 --> 00:16:43,650
when he's not reading
his Talmud.

221
00:16:43,717 --> 00:16:47,724
Ezra has chosen
this ridiculous life.

222
00:16:48,560 --> 00:16:51,031
He's left us all in the dust.

223
00:16:51,098 --> 00:16:54,539
That whole family, his in-laws,

224
00:16:54,606 --> 00:16:57,410
they are over at his house
constantly.

225
00:16:57,476 --> 00:17:00,618
Helping with the kids,
waiting on them hand and foot.

226
00:17:00,684 --> 00:17:04,758
It's like they're all living
together in the shtetl.

227
00:17:04,825 --> 00:17:06,496
Whenever we visited,

228
00:17:06,563 --> 00:17:10,302
we were like
second-class citizens.

229
00:17:11,739 --> 00:17:15,614
We were somehow
not Jewish enough.

230
00:17:15,681 --> 00:17:20,290
Beth, who devoted her life
and career to Judaism--

231
00:17:20,356 --> 00:17:23,262
liberal Judaism, but still--

232
00:17:23,329 --> 00:17:26,134
she was not Jewish enough.

233
00:17:27,136 --> 00:17:30,075
And we smiled,
and smiled and smiled.

234
00:17:32,782 --> 00:17:35,420
When she got sick,

235
00:17:35,486 --> 00:17:38,425
he still couldn't get
past himself.

236
00:17:38,493 --> 00:17:41,164
Always had to have
the last word.

237
00:17:41,231 --> 00:17:45,507
She was lying there, in bed...

238
00:17:47,811 --> 00:17:51,418
...in so much pain,
spit coming out of her mouth.

239
00:17:51,485 --> 00:17:54,157
She wants to go out
on her terms,

240
00:17:54,223 --> 00:17:56,929
with her family around her.

241
00:17:56,996 --> 00:17:58,766
We got the pills.

242
00:17:59,735 --> 00:18:01,371
It's all ready.

243
00:18:01,438 --> 00:18:04,077
And you know what the fucker,

244
00:18:04,144 --> 00:18:06,315
the little fucker said to me?

245
00:18:06,381 --> 00:18:08,318
"It's illegal."

246
00:18:08,385 --> 00:18:12,160
Not just that it's against God,
but it's illegal.

247
00:18:12,226 --> 00:18:14,297
Like we're criminals.

248
00:18:14,364 --> 00:18:17,638
A-And he will have
no part of it.

249
00:18:17,705 --> 00:18:19,207
Judgmental.

250
00:18:19,274 --> 00:18:21,011
(sighs)

251
00:18:21,078 --> 00:18:23,783
That day, the last day,

252
00:18:23,850 --> 00:18:27,223
she's lying there, he gives
his holier-than-thou speech,

253
00:18:27,290 --> 00:18:28,994
and he walks out of the house.

254
00:18:29,061 --> 00:18:32,200
And I go after him,
mostly just to talk to him.

255
00:18:32,267 --> 00:18:34,471
Trying to get him
to come back inside.

256
00:18:34,539 --> 00:18:37,444
"Don't-don't do anything that
you are going to regret doing

257
00:18:37,511 --> 00:18:39,047
for the rest of your life."

258
00:18:39,113 --> 00:18:42,053
And I get back this torrent.

259
00:18:42,120 --> 00:18:44,090
I never understood him.

260
00:18:44,157 --> 00:18:45,727
I was never there for him.

261
00:18:45,794 --> 00:18:48,533
I mistreated him
ever since he became Orthodox.

262
00:18:48,600 --> 00:18:51,305
I-I said the wrong thing
to the rabbi

263
00:18:51,372 --> 00:18:52,675
at his son's bris.

264
00:18:52,742 --> 00:18:55,413
I-I didn't give
a big enough donation

265
00:18:55,480 --> 00:18:58,119
to his fucking yeshiva
in Israel.

266
00:18:58,186 --> 00:19:00,857
I once said

267
00:19:00,924 --> 00:19:03,696
that his wife made
the best kosher steak

268
00:19:03,763 --> 00:19:05,132
that I had ever had.

269
00:19:05,199 --> 00:19:07,738
How about that?
I complimented his wife.

270
00:19:10,911 --> 00:19:14,050
I get that he was hurting.

271
00:19:14,117 --> 00:19:17,290
His whole life was
a rebellion against his mother.

272
00:19:17,357 --> 00:19:20,831
I support rebellions, obviously.
I get it.

273
00:19:20,898 --> 00:19:23,202
And his mother...

274
00:19:23,269 --> 00:19:25,239
there was a lot
to rebel against.

275
00:19:25,306 --> 00:19:28,211
A lot of individuating to do.

276
00:19:28,278 --> 00:19:30,116
(sighs) But at a certain point,

277
00:19:30,183 --> 00:19:32,988
you have to come back around.

278
00:19:33,055 --> 00:19:34,792
You have to grow up.

279
00:19:36,461 --> 00:19:38,566
Well, it sounds as if

280
00:19:38,633 --> 00:19:43,008
with all the emotion and pain
swirling around Beth's death,

281
00:19:43,075 --> 00:19:45,847
Ezra hit a bad spot.

282
00:19:45,914 --> 00:19:47,918
You did, too.

283
00:19:48,754 --> 00:19:52,260
But we know these things pass.

284
00:19:52,326 --> 00:19:55,533
It didn't pass.

285
00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:59,675
That day, Beth wanted to die
with her family around her,

286
00:19:59,742 --> 00:20:03,717
and he had to throw
this tantrum.

287
00:20:04,886 --> 00:20:08,660
He was struggling to process
the pain of his mother's death.

288
00:20:08,726 --> 00:20:10,564
Okay. But he's always been
like that.

289
00:20:10,630 --> 00:20:13,169
He digs in,
and he can't see any other way

290
00:20:13,235 --> 00:20:16,374
but the way he sees things.

291
00:20:16,441 --> 00:20:18,946
No wonder he became Orthodox.

292
00:20:24,659 --> 00:20:27,798
I've been reaching out,
over and over.

293
00:20:28,867 --> 00:20:30,402
Nothing.

294
00:20:33,108 --> 00:20:36,247
I know grief can do this, but...

295
00:20:47,403 --> 00:20:50,610
(vehicle approaching)

296
00:20:51,378 --> 00:20:53,983
(door opens, closes)

297
00:21:00,429 --> 00:21:03,368
(sliding door opens)

298
00:21:09,749 --> 00:21:12,387
I'm gonna print that prayer
you can't remember.

299
00:21:12,454 --> 00:21:15,226
From the Internet.

300
00:21:15,292 --> 00:21:17,631
I really appreciate that.

301
00:21:19,902 --> 00:21:24,745
And I want you to know
that is empathy in action.

302
00:21:24,812 --> 00:21:26,381
That is it.

303
00:21:26,448 --> 00:21:28,485
You put yourself in my shoes,

304
00:21:28,553 --> 00:21:32,861
you saw what I needed,
and you did it for me.

305
00:21:34,531 --> 00:21:37,537
Yeah. I just...

306
00:21:39,407 --> 00:21:41,077
Go ahead.

307
00:21:42,981 --> 00:21:45,052
Go ahead.

308
00:21:45,119 --> 00:21:47,657
I don't feel good.

309
00:21:49,929 --> 00:21:52,066
(scoffs)

310
00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:11,404
(sniffles)

311
00:22:13,510 --> 00:22:15,012
(sighs)

312
00:22:15,078 --> 00:22:16,749
What kind of printer is it?

313
00:22:18,252 --> 00:22:21,659
Uh, Hewlett-Packard.

314
00:22:33,683 --> 00:22:39,027
Sam, it's been a difficult day.
Exhausting, probably.

315
00:22:39,094 --> 00:22:43,435
But I want to talk to you
about what's going to happen

316
00:22:43,502 --> 00:22:45,740
when they find Elias's body.

317
00:22:47,944 --> 00:22:50,917
I'm sure it will be on the news,
and you'll see it.

318
00:22:50,984 --> 00:22:55,059
And you're going to have
a lot of complicated feelings.

319
00:22:55,125 --> 00:22:57,330
I don't want to tell you
what those feelings will be.

320
00:22:57,396 --> 00:22:58,733
You'll have to tell me that.

321
00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:04,277
But I just want you
to be prepared

322
00:23:04,343 --> 00:23:07,717
to have a mix of feelings

323
00:23:07,784 --> 00:23:10,222
that I will help you
work through.

324
00:23:10,289 --> 00:23:12,694
(sighs)

325
00:23:12,761 --> 00:23:15,633
It won't be on the news,
Dr. Strauss.

326
00:23:18,739 --> 00:23:21,779
I didn't do
what you told me to do.

327
00:23:21,846 --> 00:23:25,153
I was on the way to do it.

328
00:23:25,219 --> 00:23:29,160
I had a good spot picked out,
where they'd find him.

329
00:23:29,227 --> 00:23:31,097
But I was almost there,

330
00:23:31,164 --> 00:23:33,669
and this truck pulls up
next to me at a stoplight.

331
00:23:33,736 --> 00:23:38,078
And I can see the driver
just looking down

332
00:23:38,144 --> 00:23:40,349
into the bed of my pickup,
where, you know,

333
00:23:40,415 --> 00:23:42,353
the-the body was wrapped up.

334
00:23:42,420 --> 00:23:44,658
And I just...

335
00:23:46,394 --> 00:23:49,134
And I just thought,

336
00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:51,506
if this is on the news tomorrow,

337
00:23:51,572 --> 00:23:55,012
and that driver remembers
seeing something,

338
00:23:55,078 --> 00:23:58,285
remembers my pickup...

339
00:23:58,352 --> 00:24:00,890
So I-I didn't do it.

340
00:24:02,661 --> 00:24:04,865
I-I know it wasn't empathetic.

341
00:24:05,634 --> 00:24:07,971
(printer rattling)

342
00:24:13,481 --> 00:24:16,020
What did you do with him?

343
00:24:16,087 --> 00:24:18,224
I put it somewhere.

344
00:24:19,628 --> 00:24:22,032
No one will find it.

345
00:24:27,109 --> 00:24:29,013
(sniffs)

346
00:24:31,317 --> 00:24:33,656
How do you pronounce it?
Kaddish?

347
00:24:33,723 --> 00:24:37,931
-Kaddish.
-Kaddish.

348
00:24:50,757 --> 00:24:52,761
Can I hear you say it?

349
00:24:54,498 --> 00:24:56,802
It's private.

350
00:25:08,526 --> 00:25:10,696
(door closes)

351
00:25:24,525 --> 00:25:26,762
(chains rattling)

352
00:25:36,849 --> 00:25:40,489
Yitgadal v'yitkadash
sh'mei raba

353
00:25:40,557 --> 00:25:43,596
b'alma di-v'ra chirutei,

354
00:25:43,663 --> 00:25:46,301
v'yamlich malchutei

355
00:25:46,368 --> 00:25:49,608
b'chayeichon uvyomeichon

356
00:25:49,675 --> 00:25:52,548
uvchayei d'chol beit yisrael,

357
00:25:52,614 --> 00:25:56,221
ba'agala uvizman kariv,

358
00:25:56,287 --> 00:25:59,495
v'im'ru: Amen.

359
00:25:59,561 --> 00:26:04,705
Y'hei sh'mei raba m'varach
l'alam ul'almei almaya.

360
00:26:04,771 --> 00:26:07,009
Yitbarach v'yishtabach,

361
00:26:07,075 --> 00:26:09,614
v'yitpa'ar v'yitromam
v'yitnaseh,

362
00:26:09,681 --> 00:26:12,186
v'yithadar v'yit'aleh

363
00:26:12,253 --> 00:26:16,862
v'yit'halal sh'mei
d'kud'sha, b'rich hu...

364
00:26:18,065 --> 00:26:20,837
...l'eila min-kol-birchata
v'shirata,

365
00:26:20,903 --> 00:26:23,877
tushb'chata v'nechemata

366
00:26:23,943 --> 00:26:28,919
da'amiran b'alma,
v'im'ru: Amen.

367
00:26:30,055 --> 00:26:33,128
Y'hei shlama raba
min-sh'maya

368
00:26:33,195 --> 00:26:36,468
v'chayim aleinu
v'al-kol-yisrael,

369
00:26:36,535 --> 00:26:39,173
v'im'ru: Amen.

370
00:26:41,377 --> 00:26:43,850
Oseh shalom bimromav,

371
00:26:43,917 --> 00:26:47,123
hu ya'aseh shalom aleinu

372
00:26:47,190 --> 00:26:50,229
v'al kol-yisrael,

373
00:26:50,295 --> 00:26:53,268
v'imru: Amen.

374
00:26:53,335 --> 00:26:55,405
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